The Triple 9’s & The Mayan Calendar

                                 (from Carl Calleman)

I’ve had a link on TRANSITIONS to Carl Calleman’s website for a while now, and my problem is that I’ve been so busy with book writing/editing since March 2009, that I haven’t checked his site out for a very long time. Thankfully, a wonderful stranger helper-angel named Vanessa emailed me a link to Carl Calleman’s article which I just read this morning. Oh happy, happy day!!! And just like that a ton of answers and insights all tumbled into place for me personally. Thank you Vanessa. 

Ever since September 9, 2009—the triple 999’s—I’ve felt another huge change. Ever since 09-09-09, I’ve been in more physical pain, I’ve had that old ascension symptom of suddenly being mentally unfocused or in a sort of mental fog that is amazingly frustrating when you’re trying your best to finish writing a book and edit the thing! The two obviously don’t go together well. Anyway,  I’ve personally felt a lot of changes since the 999’s of 09-09-09 and some of them were starting to get me down a bit to be honest. It felt to me like I’d suddenly arrived at ANOTHER new level or stage within this ongoing ascension process, and after ten freakin’ years of the most intense and painful transformational work I’ve ever been through—I wasn’t very excited and ready for more! I’m exhausted and in physical pain as I know many of you are too, and having some of these past old ascension symptoms flare-up again (while trying to finish a book) was getting to be almost too much for me at the moment. 

However, if I know even a small bit about the whys to new difficult situations and levels like this, then I’m good-to-go all over again. If I know that there are fabulous (evolutionary) reasons as to why I’m feeling like throwing in the towel lately, then that is my fuel to get me through the New Weirdness as I recently referred to it to Robin. If I can get a slightly higher perspective and understanding as to the multiple whys of the New Weirdness, well then, I’ve got my second-wind and am excited once again to make it to the Finish Line. All that is the gift and help that Vanessa’s link to Carl Calleman’s article about the triple 9’s has done for me. I’ve been living with the astrological archetypal Chiron dilemma of being an Immortal who is mortally wounded and I’ve been struggling with how I— in this life and new Age—am going to solve this uncomfortable, painful, and wildly frustrating situation. As you read Carl Calleman’s 999 article below, see if and how this archetypal Chiron dilemma is possibly manifesting in your life/body/consciousness etc. Then see how deeply it is an archetypal situation all of humanity is currently having to deal with as well.

Thank you once again Vanessa for being impulsed to email me this important information by Calleman. To read it please click on the first link below.

Denise

http://www.calleman.com/content/articles/999_and_the_mayan_calendar.htm

http://www.calleman.com/

Those Miserable Karmic People

                                     (Artist unknown)

Thank you Beth/Balsamicmoon for suggesting this topic. I appreciate when people do this as it helps me focus on specific things important to them at the time.   

We’ve all experienced this at least once in our lives. I’ve experienced it many times with many people throughout my life. It is that thing where suddenly you’re having to deal with and/or interact with a stranger who you immediately and intensely HATE. Of course they usually aren’t too fond of you either, but your profound repulsion and hatred of this stranger is beyond anything you’ve felt in your life, and it has you scratching your head in-between thoughts of assault or murder! These situations where so much deep and intense emotion boils over immediately—with a stranger—are usually past life situations. I’m going to refrain from using the word karma or karmic only because it has, in my opinion, been horribly distorted and misunderstood by so many people. Karma does not mean “bad” or “guilty” or “indebted”, it simply means something is as yet unresolved within you. Don’t worry about the other guy—this situation is for you.  It’s a gift from your Higher Self who wants you to use it so you can become truly integrated and free.

But because we don’t usually want to feel the hate and rage, deal with the anger and frustrations, our first thought is to flee the scene or to shut it all down and to not feel. To run away, to hide, to do everything we can to NOT feel or deal with that we’re feeling because it is soooo nasty and dark. Because I’ve repeatedly and thoroughly wallowed in Nasty and Dark in this life, I’ve learned a thing or two about how this spiritual lesson works. (Much of this is in my new book that is coming soon now…I promise.) What I have learned is that when repulsion comes knocking at your door—in whatever form it decided to use this time around—and it doesn’t really matter if it is or isn’t connected to one or more of your “past” lives, it is there screaming in your face and throwing turds at you to force YOU to deal with something within yourself. I know, I know. It seems like the situation is all about the shit-slinging monster or evil demented human making your sweet life a fucking nightmare all the sudden. You’ve got to discern this one for all you’re worth, and that’s not easy while under such intense fear/anger/hatred/attacks etc., but you’ve got to do it nonetheless. Get your butt back into the calm eye of the storm as quickly as you can and do your internal investigations from there.

Every monster/evil demented human whose ever appeared in my life, were there as great and almost sacred teachers for ME. They were and are Initiations. They were there to force me to look within myself for the answers and not only at their obnoxious and repulsive selves. I’ve learned that when something, someone, or a group of someones suddenly are triggering multiple lower emotions within you for whatever the reason/reasons, then use that energy to transmute things within yourself. Turn your focus away from the monster/evil demented human, and to yourself instead and do honest internal investigating. Why do you feel the way you do? Why do you hate them? Why does he/she get under your skin so easily? Why do you want to cause them pain? Why do you feel weak or defenseless against them? Why does he/she have all the power when he/she is a total asshole? These are your tools to get free of them and to simply get free. Don’t focus so on them as the triggers. Focus on how they make you feel and honestly figure out why and what needs to be changed within you now. You see, this is Source manifesting a riddle before you so that you can do some more inner housecleaning and resolve some more polarity within yourself. Never forget that the monsters are gifts pushing you to get free.

Denise

Discernment Time Again

 Without naming any names—I need to say that since the triple 9’s of September 9, 2009, some things have changed and changed rather quickly from my current perspective.  This is about my needing to say that we have once again reached a new level, a new phase within this ongoing ascension/dimensional shifting process and because of that, we ALL need to read spiritual/ascension related/transitional materials with a new higher level of discernment. With a new higher level of discernment.  At this late date within this evolutionary Process, you and I should easily be able to sense—in our hearts and guts—when something someone writes for us ascension folks feels a bit off or a bit distorted.

What usually makes doing this discerning a bit more difficult is that there’s usually a large portion of truth in said-material, coupled with some distortions here and there. In other words, it’s not total bullshit or total delusional crap. It would be much easier if it was, but it usually has very helpful and accurate, undistorted information in it too. So—discernment and lots of it again now that things have changed because of the 999 Separation of Worlds.

Don’t worry or wonder about who or what material I’m referring to please. The important thing is that you and I and all of us always remember to use our own Higher Tools of discernment and soul knowledge when we read any material that is defining reality for us. Of course this rule applies to me and all I write as well. I expect all of you to do this discerning and running all information through your high heart and ancient soul on your own please. We’ve reached the point now where we’re spiritual adults and should look to inner, higher self first, and other people’s information secondly as a form of validation or confirmation and so on.  You and I have worked damned hard to reach the level of development and consciousness we currently have (today, it’ll be even better soon) and we now need to get much more used to using our own inner sensing devices and discernment tools.  ‘Nuff said.  Happy reading my friends, and pay attention to how wonderful it feels using your inner wisdom to bounce other people’s information off of. 

Denise 

Merkaba Lightbody Spinning

                I’ve been having that inner head spinning sensation that is our Lightbody/Merkaba vibrating, spinning faster as we cast-off more and more density/karma/polarity etc. I’ve felt it many times over the past few years—those two counter rotating energy fields spinning. But the other day I was more aware of things that happened before it, and then while it was happening, and then some of the side effects after I felt it. I’m certainly not saying that this is exactly how this Lightbody/Merkaba spin business works. I’m just sharing what I’ve become more consciously aware of with this particular ascension symptom and ongoing process. Your mileage may vary.

I’d written a few days ago about ascension headaches and how brutal some of them can be, mainly because I went through a series of them during late Sept. and much of this month. After them I had another series of feeling and actually seeing things moving, rotating, and spinning slow enough that I could physically see me/my surroundings  seemingly moving. They weren’t of course, it was just my current perspective. I first felt (and saw) things rotating clockwise in higher in my head. This isn’t painful, and thankfully it doesn’t cause nausea, just a sensation of moving when you aren’t physically. A couple of minutes later I felt (and saw) things rotating a bit lower in my head and visually in a counterclockwise direction. Again, not painful nor did/does this cause nausea—praise the all-powerful Barf Gods! Once I felt and saw the second counter rotating energy field, I instantly smelled a scent that smells like something burning which I think is why so many of us have been smelling smoke and/or burning incense smells during certain shifting phases.

Within about a half-hour of this happening, the mega exhaustion arrived and just laid me out. I’m trying to finished the editing on my book but these recent energies and separations  have repeatedly caused me to have to stop and simply go rest. Necessary, but frustrating at this point. Anyway, shortly after my Merkaba Head Spin I became so deeply exhausted that I stopped working on book editing and had to go lay down and amazingly for me, I fell asleep!!! which is something that has always been hard for me to do during the day. But, when I’m getting blasted with higher frequency energies, solar flares or anything happening with the Sun, or when my body/bodies are evolving again because of them, I become so exhausted that I fall asleep during the day for short periods. It’s like I simply have to get out of my body to rest from all it is going through.

I fell asleep three or four times over the afternoon and felt those good old ascension flu aches and pains, low-grade fever, chills, and deep physical exhaustion.  Even my lungs hurt when I took a deep breath like when you’ve been sick or had a fever.  The only thing that was different about all of this was that I could easily see these symptoms unfolding over the past couple of weeks. I’ve had these symptoms for years now, but it was great consciously catching so many of them unfolding over the days and weeks recently. Oh, and I almost forgot to mention that I also have been having weird and mildly unpleasant dreams recently too, so they obviously are another aspect of this complex ascension/Lightbody process. It helps when we can catch a whole series of these ascension symptoms unfolding like this and be mindful of them.  It’s easier then to really know that this is ongoing and all interconnected and very normal considering the really amazing changes we and our bodies are still going through at this point. Happy Merkaba spinning everyone.

Denise

Ascension Related Headaches

  I’ve had another round of those unique ascension related headaches recently. It took me a while to discern this ascension symptom only because I’ve had headaches all my adult life. Headaches from the vertebra in my neck being out of place constantly, plus twenty years of migraines, so I’m sort of a headache professional at this point.

But then the ascension headaches arrived a couple years ago and they feel very different than any headache pain I’d ever had. Another clue about them I learned is that nothing, and I mean nothing, makes them go away or eases the pain . No over-the-counter headache medicines, not even ice packs, not sleeping, resting, not moving, vomiting, absolutely nothing. They suddenly arrive, they hammer away for a day, a few days or a week, then magically it’s gone as quickly as it arrived.

Another aspect of these ascension headaches has to do with our Crown chakra doing whatever it does when this happens at this vastly higher level now.  All I know is that the top of my head and skull hurts and feels bruised, hot, and sore to the touch. The upper half of my whole head inside and out (from the nose up) feels strange, larger than normal, a little disconnected or spacey feeling, on top of the rather severe headache pains. Other times it’s just intense headache pains and noise sensitivities.

They are strange pains like invisible laser beams that you feel and know exactly what angle they are entering your head at. The pain of them also moves around inside your head which normal headaches don’t do—at least not that I’ve ever experienced. Ascension headaches are about higher energies doing things, changing, expanding, merging brain halves, upgrading the insides of our skulls and the different brain glands; the pineal, pituitary, thalamus, hypothalamus and whatever else we have in there that’s rapidly evolving and activating at new, higher dimensional levels.

                      

When I have one of these four or five-day-long ascension headache sessions, I think of things Barbara Hand Clow and Steve Rother’s group have said about the tiny crystals we have inside our brains. I can almost see these activating and evolving now because we’re simply at that stage within our ongoing ascension process—not to mention our two brain hemispheres being rewired back together so we’re whole brained beings. I suspect we are simply going to be feeling  head and brain pressures, pains, headaches, and other strange sensations as the old lower Veil between our two brain hemispheres vanishes and we evolve into whole brained crystal beings. May 2010 Uranus enters Aries which rules the head/brain. Imagine Uranian/Aquarian energies in your head now! Know that our brains/consciousness are and will be changing, evolving, in extraordinary ways and rather quickly.

I know this isn’t a pleasant topic but because I’m so familiar with headaches, I was highly aware of how different these new ascension headaches feel in comparison to old lower world so-called normal headaches and migraines. But because they hurt and there’s not much we can do to make that pain stop, it can get unnerving after day three or day four and your skull feels like it has multiple invisible lines of light skewered through it. Fear not because the pain does end and know that more major upgrades have happened inside you head because of it.

Denise

Clow’s Libra New Moon Report

 October 16, 2009 Mars enters Leo, and tomorrow on the 17th. is the New Moon at 24° Libra 59′. Here is Barbara Hand Clow’s Libra New Moon report. www.handclow2012.com/astroflash.htm

Denise

Fall ‘09 Pleiadian TIMES Quotes

Here are some random quotes from Barbara Marciniak’s channeled The Pleiadian TIMES fall equinox Sept. 22, 2009 issue. Check out her site for more information about The Pleiadian TIMES quarterly newsletters and her books. www.pleiadians.com

As you read this, remember where you are now energetically after all the changes you’ve been through via the ongoing ascension process. Remember that 6 billion-plus humans are not all standing on the exact same stair step, and because of that fact, everyone will not experience the exact same (lower) things. 

Denise

“…From an astrological perspective, Saturn is the teacher planet, presenting great tests and lessons along the road of life, and also offering rewards when the challenges are well met and the lessons are mastered. Saturn’s teachings usually involve doing hard work, mustering the discipline to push through and successfully deal with the tasks at hand. This fall, as Saturn passes through the last degrees of Virgo, many more difficulties are likely to surface in the arena of personal and public health. Health insurance does not guarantee health and vitality. You are ultimately responsible for enhancing your immune system and keeping your body, mind, and spirit in good shape. The foods you eat, your beliefs and attitudes, values and lifestyle, largely determine your state of well-being. You do have the ability and duty to be in charge of your body and your life. In the months ahead, the public may well panic over spreading viruses and clamor for someone to fix their health problems…”

“…With new potential challenges in financial security and health concerns, are you prepared to maintain good health? Can you adjust to the changing financial structure? Can you live with less and let go of what no longer works? Will you bring forth your creativity and shine? Humankind is at a turning point, and there is no going back to the way things were. As world society becomes more wobbly,  can you learn to walk on the ice floes of a moving river, rather than observing life from the safety of the river bank?…”

“…In your corner of the cosmos, as a living library Earth is chock-full of resources and genetic life forms, accommodating things of value that you can and cannot see; as such it is of great interest to many beings in the cosmos. In this regard, soon you must deal with a new set of complexities that involves incorporating the presence of ETs into your environment. This reality will vastly expand all of your considerations, and planetary priorities will change. The time is ripe for a massive paradigm shift into the reality that you cohabit Earth and the cosmos with other forms of intelligence. In some circles of power, the most pressing issue is the predicament over how to deal with and reveal the presence of others to the public, and not look deceitful in the process. Some want to manage and control your awareness of the issue, while others want to expose the larger picture of reality by disclosing the presence of a greater galactic family…”

“…Around the time of Halloween, when Saturn enters the sign of Libra, the playing field will change significantly. The theme of relationships with others and healthy boundaries will be the focal point for tests, challenges and lessons during the next few years. As people work out the difficulties of living together under one roof, collectively you must work out the challenges of living together with others in the cosmos. While Saturn is in Libra, karmic relationships will be a prominent issue; unfortunately, the potential also exists for confrontations and wars, including space wars…”

“…A paradigm shift into a cosmic outlook will change perspectives on everything. The people of Earth will have to factor into their lives who the visitors are and what they are doing in your environment.  Many realities are merging together to transform human consciousness into seeing a larger field of reality, and like traffic converging onto interstate junctions, there are slowdowns, land changes and occasional collision. Mostly, traffic keeps moving and you get to your destination. So what is your destination? What type of future are you envisioning and aiming for? There are many wonderful ways to experience existence. On unconscious levels, humankind has long been preparing for the merging of energies to blossom attention and awareness into a greater worldview that includes the solar system as part of the environment…”

“…Around the turn of the 20th century, just over 100 years ago, a Serbian inventor by the name of Nicola Tesla openly declared that he received ideas and information from extra-terrestrials. Some people with galactic consciousness are highly receptive to telepathy and can receive mind-to-mind transmissions of ideas and inventions…”

“…Behind the Sun’s corona, that blazing shield of fire, the Sun is a giant ball of life, and it requires a highly evolved state of consciousness to get to the Sun. The stars in the heavens are all suns that relay information that sustains consciousness. Understanding the cosmos is an art that encompasses far more than astronomy and astrology. Music, numbers, shapes and mathematical configurations all come into play. Light energies are integrated into you body through the pineal gland, and being that the ET issue is layered with so many deceptions, in order to sort through all the cosmic confusion and figure out the truth, humankind will have to rely on the pineal gland for opening up an “inner-net” of information…”

“…Even though technology serves to connect you with one another, the increase in psychic activity in the living library far exceeds what is recognized. The inner-net and the Internet are both expressions of creativity, yet there is great difference between the two. The Internet ultimately shortens attention spans, leaving people confused and drained of energy…”

“…Inner-net users are more prone to galactic consciousness, steadily increasing their range of precognition, telepathy and psychic awareness. From a larger perspective, a few can always show the way for many, and humanity may well blossom into their abilities out of the necessity of reclaiming independence and sovereignty as a people and as a planet. A new kind of sovereignty is called for where psychic energy is used to make boundaries with others. Inner-netters can sense the larger implications of grounding in new ideas and thought forms that will help cushion the blow of change. The events that occurred on 9/11 definitely shifted people’s perceptions into all sorts of new considerations; however, with the potential of coming cosmic events, the mind shift will be exponential in comparison…”

“…The steady introduction of faster and faster technologies has roots that reach to interfering ETs. Electronics can be used to sedate people and distract their attention from other important matters. When the precence of ETs becomes a major issue, new questions concerning boundaries will assuredly arise.”

I’m Time Jumping Again

Sorry Ted and everyone else, but I did it again—I jumped a whole month into the future last night. I’ve been repeatedly doing this since the last week of September ‘09. Once again, I didn’t even realize it until I read your Comment today. But this is exactly what I was talking about. November is evidently going to be great because I keep jumping right over October into November 2009. I think it’s a really great sign actually.

Also sorry both of our Comments disappeared too because I removed my “Entering Sixth Night” post. But I’ll add it back when November and I connect in real time.  

Denise

Our Bodies & the group/Steve Rother

Thank you Stu for sharing Steve Rother and the group’s latest channeling message. I finally had  time this morning (Oct. 6, 2009) to watch it and it is a very good one and timely after our huge 09-09-09 or 999 separation. 

The group talkes about physical body (“template”) issues and how we have, and are, outgrowing them and this is something I have been struggling with myself. I’ve known this was coming for a while now and that it’s currently what’s happening for many of us, and yet, I’m having to let go of more of my habitual old lower 3D physical body belief systems, ascension trauma and frustrations etc. first. In other words, we (elders) now have far more brand new crayons to color and create with due to our 999 arrival but many of us—myself included—haven’t completely figured out how to use these new crayons to color in our brand new and very expanded “templates”.    My past couple weeks of “dead Denise dreams” I wrote about recently are an aspect of all this. They’ve been trying to help me realize I’m now supposed to color me a new improved body. I get it…I just am currently figuring out all out. And like the group said, know I will share everything I discover about this new process with all of you.

Here is Steve Rother and the group.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xmh4z6ak6Qc