I’ve been having that inner head spinning sensation that is our Lightbody/Merkaba vibrating, spinning faster as we cast-off more and more density/karma/polarity etc. I’ve felt it many times over the past few years—those two counter rotating energy fields spinning. But the other day I was more aware of things that happened before it, and then while it was happening, and then some of the side effects after I felt it. I’m certainly not saying that this is exactly how this Lightbody/Merkaba spin business works, I’m just sharing what I’ve become more consciously aware of with this particular ascension symptom and ongoing process. Your mileage may vary.
I’d written a few days ago about ascension headaches and how brutal some of them can be mainly because I went through a series of them during late Sept. and much of this month. After them I had another series of feeling and actually seeing things moving, rotating, and spinning slow enough that I could physically see me/my surroundings seemingly moving. They weren’t of course, it was just my current perspective. I first felt (and saw) things rotating clockwise higher in my head. This isn’t painful and thankfully it doesn’t cause nausea, just a sensation of moving when you aren’t physically. A couple of minutes later I felt and saw things rotating a bit lower in my head and visually in a counterclockwise direction. Again, not painful nor did/does this cause nausea—praise the all-powerful Barf Gods! Once I felt and saw the second counter rotating energy field, I instantly smelled a scent that smells like something burning which I think is why so many of us have been smelling smoke and/or burning incense smells during certain shifting phases.
Within about a half-hour of this happening, the mega exhaustion arrived and just laid me out. I’m trying to finished the editing on my book but these recent energies and separations have repeatedly caused me to have to stop and simply go rest. Necessary, but frustrating at this point. Anyway, shortly after my Merkaba Head Spin I became so deeply exhausted that I stopped working on book editing and had to go lay down, and amazingly for me, I fell asleep!!! which is something that has always been hard for me to do during the day. But when I’m getting blasted with higher frequency energies, solar flares or anything happening with the Sun, or when my body/bodies are evolving again because of them, I become so exhausted that I fall asleep during the day for short periods. It’s like I simply have to get out of my body to rest from all it is going through.
I fell asleep three or four times over the afternoon and felt those good old ascension flu aches and pains, low-grade fever, chills, and deep physical exhaustion. Even my lungs hurt when I took a deep breath like when you’ve been sick or had a fever. The only thing that was different about all of this was that I could easily see these symptoms unfolding over the past couple of weeks. I’ve had these symptoms for years now, but it was great consciously catching so many of them unfolding over the days and weeks recently. Oh, and I almost forgot to mention that I also have been having weird and mildly unpleasant dreams recently too, so they obviously are another aspect of this complex ascension/Lightbody process. It helps when we can catch a whole series of these ascension symptoms unfolding like this and be mindful of them. It’s easier then to really know that this is ongoing, interconnected, and very normal considering the amazing changes we and our bodies are still going through at this point. Happy Merkaba spinning everyone.
Denise Le Fay
October 19, 2009
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