Interesting ET Connections & Updates

Due to our completing the past Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar (October 28, 2011), we’re now in a transitional cusp period between the collapsing past and the manifesting new. Having been a performer (dancer) for nearly twenty years, I always enjoyed that short, hectic, rushed period between performances where you quickly did your costume change, freshened up, cooled down, went to the bathroom, repaired your hair and makeup, had some water and got yourself ready for the next show. The transition period from after the end of the Mayan calendar through all of 2012, feels much like that to me in many ways; so much new potential and creativity just around the corner, but a short and hectic costume, lighting and music change is needed first.

Notice I did not call this a rest or break period, but a short and hectic transition period. In so many ways 2011 and 2012 is a much higher octave of the 1960’s, and if you lived through that time as I did as a teen, then you know how crazy, volatile, potentially violent, intense and transformational 2012 is going to be. (Please connect this with the quote and stories below about the “Asshole Hippies From Outer Space”.) I’m sorry to all of us that are so exhausted we can barely brush our teeth or hold a thought (or write an article), but we’ve got more important transitional Work to do now and through 2012. In Barbara Marciniak’s fall Pleiadian TIMES issue her channeled Pleiadians referred to 2012 as that period that’s “the darkest before the dawn.” As much as I hate to admit it, I know this is true and we’ve got to push through our exhaustion and this hectic transitional period and embody like we always have.

This transitional period post October 28, 2011 is, I’m discovering, packed full of strange new goodies such as sliding in and out of time, plus very different ways of information exchange between us here and many of the non-physical higher dimensional Beings. Finally exiting the old framework of the past Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar and existing within this new, not fully imprinted as yet space has felt very different so far. I’ve sensed this transitional period will be dealing with removing the negative patriarchal mess and trash as we simultaneously rush towards the December 2012 cosmic, galactic, and super galactic conjunctions and subsequent Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycles. Lots of ground to cover between today and the end of December 2012 and thankfully it’s going to pass very quickly.

BIG ENERGY ARRIVAL THE LAST WEEK OF NOVEMBER 2011

Maybe this had something to do with the partial solar eclipse on November 24, 2011. Maybe it’s combined with the amplified and increased solar energies that have started because we’ve completed the past Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar. Whatever it was, something fairly potent energetically arrived around that time and there’s been positive and negative reactions to it ever since. In the end it’s all good, but things certainly have been intense and different since October 28, 2011.

I recently wrote about my weird Nov. 28, 2011 grocery shopping adventure witnessing nearly everyone displaying very familiar old Ascension symptoms of zombie-like brain fog, mental confusion, inability to focus and remain focused, ungroundedness, and that embarrassing inability to simply be effective within physical reality…and while in public! The reason I brought this up the first time was to point out that a huge change had taken place for so many “normal” or non-Lightworkers, non-Starseeds, non-Indigos etc. people to be displaying such profound Ascension symptoms recently.

The next clue I had that something positive and important happened energetically around the last week of Nov. 2011, was that on Dec. 1, 2011 I was awakened at 3:13 A.M. due to another mild negative attack. When the Dark is suddenly loosed and angrily flying around like this it’s because another large blast of Light energies have arrived in this physical dimension and unseated, dislodged, exploded, broken apart and exposed another chunk of the Dark/Dark Ones both physical human and non-physical non-human. What at first looks like a negative event or attack is actually a positive indicator that the Dark is on the run again and reacting to the increased Light energies and everyone everywhere is suddenly having to adjust, adapt, or leave because of it.

As I lay in my bed in the dark A.M. hours watching and feeling this latest tantrum from the Dark, I became aware that something had happened from up in space that was directed down at Earth with the intention of dislodging some negative Darkness that had been living, working, and hiding below the Earth’s surface. I automatically assumed this whatever it was from space was another solar flare/CME that caused the negativity hiding below ground to suddenly be blasted to pieces and brought up to the surface and exposed. I’m still not sure if some recent solar activity was not the cause of this, it may be, but it may also be working in tandem with some Unseen Others too. It’s common for both the Light and the Dark to use available cosmic, solar, and astrological energies to amplify their work.

A few short hours later I got up and went about my usual morning activities. After I’d gone online to check my emails and Comments on TRANSITIONS, I was unexpectedly impulsed to go to a website I rarely go to. Because I recognized I was being directed by Higher Awareness to consciously connect with specific information, I followed this invisible nudging and surprisingly found myself landing at David Wilcock’s website Divine Cosmos where I was impulsed to read his October 13, 2011 article Disclosure Imminent? Part II: Many More Bases Destroyed.

http://divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/981-undergroundbasesnewinfo

The morning of Dec. 1, 2011, only hours after my being jolted awake at 3 A.M. and feeling the negative energies flying around and perceiving that something from up in space was responsible, there I was reading David Wilcock’s article fully aware that I’d been led there to connect with some specific information. It didn’t take long to find it either, and to make a long story short, David was talking about some positive ET Beings who, evidently, are responsible for destroying some man-made underground bases here in the US and elsewhere. When I first read this I started laughing because I knew in that moment what was going on and that some of my old beloved ET friends had led me to this information and why.

There are two parts of information I needed to connect with that morning at David Wilcock’s; the first part was titled—and I thoroughly enjoyed this—“Asshole Hippies From Outer Space”. Aah gawd, no one could have described these positive ETs/Starbeings better than the patriarchal human male jerks that perceives these advanced Starbeings in this way! Too funny, and as always, very revealing of these people’s level of awareness and view on “reality”.

The second bit of information was a few paragraphs further into David’s article and was “from a key staff member” and it was titled “The Prophetic Dream”. I’m going to quote it first and follow it with some quotes from my book A Lightworker’s Mission (2010) and let you fellow Starseeds in on the multidimensional ET/Starbeing connections and messages. From David Wilcock’s article:

“THE PROPHETIC DREAM

“Here is what I read — and this is only one of a variety of extremely powerful dreams that have been coming in, suggesting that we are on the threshold of an extremely positive shift:

THE LITTLE UFOS AND THE BIG BALL

“We were out in a beautiful natural setting. I saw a little silver thing spinning in the air. At first I thought it was a top, but I then realized it was a weird little UFO. It flew towards me. About 200 of them came. They were spinning and they were small — about six to ten inches across. They were spinning and glowing and I realized they were little tiny spaceships.

They were pretty – they seemed to have liquid mercury on their skin, and looked like they were somehow alive. Then there was a big ball that came that was maybe six feet in diameter. It was spinning. It went into the middle of the smaller objects. It was amazing that none of them ran into each other because there were so many of them. They all started moving together like a school of fish.

THE PERSON IN THE LIGHT

“The big one started whirling and turned into a white light. Then the image of a person emerged from the light. This person was now standing on the land — and he was obviously an ET. He was really tall. Taller than most people by a foot or two. Maybe seven and a half feet tall.

He had a mane of really wild black hair with fluorescent green feathers sewn into it. He was wearing this highly futuristic-looking outfit with many small spikes coming off of it, almost like a porcupine. It had fluorescent green and blue colors, tribal style.

He was smiling and standing there. Everyone else was shocked, but I was happy about it. He said hi to me. I ran up to him and hugged him and he smiled at me.

Then everyone else realized he was safe… and they all started hugging him.

Then he was making weird faces with his face – such as the ability to stretch his skin sideways off of his face. It was kind of gross. I didn’t look at him while he was doing it. He was laughing the whole time.

He wanted to tell people about all kinds of different things – whatever they wanted to know, he answered. How things worked in the Universe.”

For reasons of space I’ve left out some of my story about this but here’s the highlights from A Lightworker’s Mission about my yearlong (1982–1983) interdimensional lucid dream relationship and project with a non-physical ET/Starbeing. You’ll easily recognize the similarities between this ET being I worked with decades ago, and the ET being recently described above by one of David Wilcock’s staff members. Here’s some of my story with what I believe is probably the same ET being. From Part Two page 60–66:

“One of the first things I remember happening at this new upstairs apartment was the beginning of a series of unusual lucid dream meetings with a male who I called my crazy twin brother. He didn’t look like me at all as he had rich brown skin and I’m Caucasian. My very first impression of him was that he was a Mayan. I did not know anything about the Mayans or the Mayan calendar at that time in early 1982 however. Nothing had happened at that point concerning the Mayan calendar and all that it entails (that I was consciously aware of), so these recurring dreams with my Mayan crazy twin brother were yet another unusual interdimensional connection.

The first lucid dream I had with him he came rushing in excitedly wanting to ask me something deeply important. I instantly viewed him up and down and was highly intrigued. He had beautiful light brown skin, brown eyes, a very angular face, and long straight black hair. He wore clothes I was not familiar with as they weren’t anything I had seen before. I didn’t pay all that much attention to his clothes actually, only because he was so exuberant, playful, so energized and excited that he easily pulled you right into him and what he was doing.

Back in the mid-Seventies I dyed my hair black. It is naturally straight and was very long back then. The fact that our hair looked so much alike made me really happy because I had remembered many of my past lives when I had beautiful brown, cinnamon, red, or yellow skin and all of them had long black hair.  I dyed my straight brown hair black because of the remembered past lives. A few years later when I started Belly Dancing, having very dark hair was a plus, so I kept it that way for many years.

My etheric Mayan crazy twin brother told me in this first dream that he desperately needed my help. He claimed he needed me to help him build a bridge. He said he would work building it from his side but that he needed me to help build the other end of it here from my side. In other words, he asked me to help him build an energy bridge that would connect his higher dimensional world with the physical third dimension and timeline I was living in.

For some reason his dream request sounded to me like the most normal thing I had heard in a long time. The proposed nonphysical bridge building project made perfect sense to me the second the words fell from his lips in this first dream meeting. I somehow instantly knew exactly what he meant and why this energy bridge was so critically important at that time in late 1982. I knew and yet I did not know all the complex reasons for it.

I told him I did not know what I could do here in physicality, but that I would happily do whatever I could to help build his interdimensional energy bridge from my side of the Veil. He was so happy, so relieved, so exited that I had instantly agreed to help him build this bridge, that he started running in circles, jumping, and howling like a crazy person. I just stood watching and deeply loving him and feeling very happy for him that his interdimensional bridge building project was now officially a GO. I grinned warmly and lovingly at him acting like a handsome nutcase as he ran around doing flips and yelling weird yelps and foreign words. It was all somehow perfectly normal and happily wonderful to me…

“…Four months would pass before he returned in another dream to let me know where we stood with our interdimensional bride building project. Every time he showed up in a dream, he was always so energetic and full of joy and wonderful silliness. He always made me feel such hope and strength with my seemingly being stranded here in polarized physicality. He knew far more than I remembered at that time, and I now believe that was why he was so proud of what I was able to do working from this much denser side of the dimensional Veil or border.

The next dream arrived a few months later and he did a lot or running around, jumping, twirling and singing like a crazy fool—and I thoroughly enjoyed every second of it. In this dream meeting he was wearing numerous brightly colored tropical bird feathers in his long black hair. He wore a scant leather loincloth, but it was his red, blue, yellow, purple and teal colored feathers that had him wild with joy it seemed. I remember just watching the show and loving my crazy twin brother more than I even did before. He yelped, jumped, danced, flipped and howled with total abandon and I relished every delightful gesture he made and happy emotions he radiated. He seemed to be celebrating something special for both of us. There wasn’t much dialogue between us in this dream meeting, just this Mayan celebration party, or whatever it was. He frolicked, I watched, and I fell in love with him totally.

It was another four months or so after this dream meeting before he showed up again. In this next dream, he had shaved his long beautiful black hair all off and looked so different I was shocked. He acted very differently too which emotionally shook me considerably. I remember thinking in my lucid dream that he possibly was “crazy” after all. I yelled angrily at him for cutting off all his gorgeous long hair and demanded to know why he had done such a seemingly crazy thing. He was literally bouncing all over the place with his high energy and did not acknowledge me much at all. He never responded to my questions about why he had cut his very long beautiful hair all off. It seemed to be a silly non-issue to him.

As I watched him, I slowly realized that our interdimensional bridge building project must be very close to being finished. That realization was terribly bittersweet. I was extremely happy we had completed our interdimensinal project, but I was also deeply saddened to have my beloved Mayan crazy twin brother leave me on Earth alone again. I sensed that once this bridge building project was finished, we would not see each other in dreamtime meetings like this ever again…

This was the last dream meeting I had with him in late 1983, which told me our invisible multidimensional energy bridge had indeed been completed. I was very happy and proud about that, but did miss him terribly for quite a while. I wondered if some of his actions in those last two dreams were his way of trying to make our upcoming disconnection a bit easier for me emotionally in physicality. I believe that was the case at any rate.”

Thanks go to my crazy twin brother for reconnecting with me again after twenty-eight years of physical time. I see you’re as colorful and wonderfully colorful as ever and I’m glad you’ve got your beautiful hair back too. :wink:  We Starseeds can’t wait to have the big multidimensional Family Reunion with the rest of you all out there. Soon now.

Obviously it was a special treat for me to be led to this other persons recent dream experience with an eccentric ET friend I built an interdimensional energy bridge with back in 1982–83. It was also highly interesting to read what David Wilcock had to say about these positive ETs—those miserable “Asshole Hippies from Outer Space”—ETs who’ve evidently been energetically blasting or vaporizing (from up in space) certain physical man-made underground bases in the US and elsewhere. This doesn’t surprise me at all either because if you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know I’ve astrally been to a few of these physical man-made underground bases (and meeting places) while lucid dreaming during the 1970’s and 1980’s and saw human military and human civilians walking and talking with different non-human, non-physical ETs in these underground bases.

This information I was led to on the morning of Dec. 1, 2011 covered two related and very similar experiences I had decades ago, plus connected into and no doubt further explained what jolted me awake at 3:13 A.M. on December 1st. and more importantly why. Like I said, I became aware while laying there in bed feeling angry Dark energies flying around in the space in and around my house, that something from up in space (see all of David’s article about the huge ten-mile wide Mother ship supposedly in space near Earth blasting these underground bases) had caused these negative energies to be dislodged from below the surface of the Earth. It was great being led to read David’s higher sensory perceptions about these particular events. Lot’s of events past and present are being consciously connected now so we all know how vast these current changes are.

This complex, intertwined, usually humorous and weird multidimensional twists and turns and so-called coincidences are typical of certain positive ET/Starbeings and how they enjoy playing and communicating with us Starseeds down here in meat suits, especially when we’re bitching and complaining about how crappy and horrible it is here! Prior to us volunteering to come down here for the Ascension Process, I’m certain that most of us insisted that during those times when I/you/all of us Starseeds became depressed, overwhelmed, exhausted, too serious, too fixated on our individual Starseed Missions on Earth now, that some of our ET/Starbeing friends and family from Home would show up and do asinine things like howl, do flips around the room, stretch the skin on their face, or shave off their long gorgeous hair or anything else they could to knock and shock us out of our sticky, dense, heavy exhausted physical groove down here. I know Master Hotei would do seemingly crazy things like this to me sometimes too only to shock me into or out of some consciousness and/or emotional indulgence so he could insert higher energies into me. This is a familiar tactic that many Masters and ETs/Starbeings use when they need to shake someone out of a debilitating, sticky 3D trance.

It’s been a busy and intense ten days or so and I do not expect this to slow down at all, but instead increase in both the number of physical events, solar activity, and interdimensional weirdness and communications. Happy holidays in other words! Thanks again to all the multidimensional players for helping us make these larger Group connections now.

Denise

December 3, 2011

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47 thoughts on “Interesting ET Connections & Updates

  1. Being awoken suddenly myself shortly after 2:30 am I decided to check my in box and was surprised to see your latest post was ready to read.

    The line “They all started moving together like a school of fish” caught me off guard as the other night I had spent some time before falling asleep; trying to put into words a specific visual description of what I have vaguely remembered of myself before coming here to this planet and school of fish; with some slight variations was the closest I could get to before I nodded off that night.

    Although my ongoing vision of the school of fish was in the air flying together in long groups where the more advanced / experienced were leading and the rest of us were traveling behind in groups based on our experience / education. I do remember being close to the front but don’t think I was in that front group as I had not earned that right as of yet.

    Anyways Denise, thanks for an informative post that got me remembering that vague memory leading to yet another one of my ramblings. Maybe when I close my eyes tonight; that memory might finally become clearer.

    Kind Regards,

    Anthony

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    • “The line “They all started moving together like a school of fish” caught me off guard as the other night I had spent some time before falling asleep; trying to put into words a specific visual description of what I have vaguely remembered of myself before coming here to this planet and school of fish; with some slight variations was the closest I could get to before I nodded off that night…”

      simplicity1111 – Anthony,

      The “school of fish” thing is, I sense, one of many symbols we’re getting trying to educate us about what 5D “Unity consciousness”, and the much loved by highly misunderstood, “we are all One” line.

      From 5D on up, this sort of Unity increases BUT with individuals keeping their unique and very important individuality within that larger Group and group consciousness – “school of fish”. The whole Group is very important and is a living entity in itself, but at the same time, the individuals that make up this higher more complex 5D Group still maintain their individuality and individual personalities and unique and hard-earned wisdom from having left the higher Group in the first place! ;)

      I hope this ramble makes sense and helps you with what it sounds like is a very similar message you’ve been perceiving about our entering “Unity Consciousness” or as I call it, High Heart Consciousness.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  2. hi denise
    thanks for the nudge/wake-up in your last comment to me. guess we all get what we need to shift out of the 3d shit we get mired in. after reading that comment i did some thinking/meditationg. you were right about looking at my own reaction to deal with residual emotional goo. the meditation led to me “seeing” what was happening in terms of the frame of reference that i get info. my connection is mostly to angelics and ascended masters. i was shown bunches and bunches of angels with brooms, rags and mops cleaning up all the debris that needed to go to make a “clean” space for the new “project” and the clean-up was almost complete. looks like we are getting alot of help from “above”!!!
    lots of love
    gabe

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  3. Thank you Denise! I’ve had the most miserable day for about fifteen years today living through all the miseries, disappointments and hurts that you can imagine so I really needed this.

    I think as a lightworker everyone of us has a template or a profound idea within our systems about what true, honest and bigger than life type of love is and how it feels. When my path has been bumpy, my mates from the other side have come to remind me about it in dreams.

    So far I haven’t been able to share that more that tiny bits with anyone else in a meat suit. Today I have had a very good clarity of everything that sucks when you try to share living in in light and love with others. I am not blaming others (and not that much myself either), I just recognise the huge discrepansy between what it could and should be and how we function in dense environment. I am also aware of some unwell features that I have carried within my psyche because of having been hurt so many times..

    Right before I switched the laptop on I thought I am living through the phase of Moon in the tarot deck which is symbol for the darkest moment before the sunrise. Your article validates everything I am going through at the moment. But, if it’s gonna be like this for yet another year, it’s better be worth it ;)

    Big hug, Denise! Thank you so much.

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  4. Thank you so much, Denise! Once again, I find myself sighing a huge sigh of relief to read that there could be a reason for the awful yuckiness I had been feeling this week, especially on November 30. My husband and I had just a horrible day of bickering, and he couldn’t sleep until 3:00 in the morning on Dec. 1, as well. I did find myself thinking about your blog before you posted this, and thought that maybe there were some solar flares or something that were affecting us. I was reluctant to put the blame for my behavior (bickering,) on an external thing, but I am starting to see that sometimes there are other things going on that explain my feelings. I had such an awful day that I found myself just weeping, which I haven’t done in a long time. I found myself worrying about my daughter with a developmental disability and what the future will bring for her as she transitions into school next year. I just had a whole banquet of worry and general s$*! to work through. I do hope that I am able to learn to control my reactions to these energies, and to not have to experience another day like that again!

    Thanks for the helpful information, and for sharing your experiences. It makes me feel so much better!

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  5. My Dear Denise, you are amazing. Many many bright beautiful blessings to you dear one. Much gratitude. I sincerely wish, a few days of rest were possible. My guides have been pushing me harder than ever…………. But………….. onward we go to the next adventure! Thank you so much.
    Tons of hugs, Gwen

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  6. I have a feeling that what you experienced on the morning of 12/1 was the destruction of underSEA bases, as I understand it all the underground bases were cleared out and the ET’s were next working on dismantling the undersea bases. I really am pleased that you are sensing ascension symptoms in so many people in public, I am sure the plan is to wake up as many people as possible in this window of the next year or so.

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  7. Wow, something must have been going on on December 1. I too had a terribly negative day that related to something as mundane as work but really unhinged me (I had been feeling positive, like I was walking on air). In the end I realised it was just a challenge to get me to grow. But I only realised that after meditating that night and asking my higher self for guidance–which it dutifully delivered on the following day.

    Another friend mentioned really bad vibes for her as well on the 1st. You obviously picked up on something in the ether being dislodged. But I’m happy for us all that the dark energies are lessening. Or at least now when I’m having a negative attack that’s for instance hormonal, I have the strength to pull myself outside of it and see that. So it’s not like the frustrations are 100% disappearing but at least it’s become much easier to separate one’s true self from these lower biological energies.

    Beyond all this, I was wondering if anyone was experiencing the school dreams again. It’s so weird but in the last 10 days I’ve had about 3 of them. They’re all very positive. I’m going to take a math test, wonder if I’m prepared and realise that I’ve had practice (rather than memorising theorems) and that this ‘experience’ based learning is all I need. Or in another, I saw how the teacher had let a girl run out of class crying and told her she should have taken it as an opportunity to heal the girl.

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  8. Hi Denise, Thank you for another interesting and validating observation. I am relatively new to your site, and have only recently become aware that in addition to being a lightworker, I am also a Starseed. Your article validates my experience a couple of weeks ago where I became aware of an old ET base beneath an old air force base, and the last remnants leaving as I watched clairvoyantly. This is all new to me, so it was a bit unbelievable. However, since 11-11, my learning is indeed speeding up… I have recently been allowed to see 3 capsule shaped ships in the sky, 1 while traveling thru New Mexico and 2 near my house. I believe the first one was just to let me know they were there and to validate experiences I was soon to have, because I was about to get some very unearthly information about myself. The second sighting was during a severe dust storm and I believe they were attempting to calm the wind to lessen any damage.I am certain our star family is here for a good reason, and I look forward to reunion.
    Kindly,
    Susan. .

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    • “Hi Denise, Thank you for another interesting and validating observation. I am relatively new to your site, and have only recently become aware that in addition to being a lightworker, I am also a Starseed. Your article validates my experience a couple of weeks ago where I became aware of an old ET base beneath an old air force base, and the last remnants leaving as I watched clairvoyantly. This is all new to me, so it was a bit unbelievable. However, since 11-11, my learning is indeed speeding up… I have recently been allowed to see 3 capsule shaped ships in the sky, 1 while traveling thru New Mexico and 2 near my house. I believe the first one was just to let me know they were there and to validate experiences I was soon to have, because I was about to get some very unearthly information about myself. The second sighting was during a severe dust storm and I believe they were attempting to calm the wind to lessen any damage.I am certain our star family is here for a good reason, and I look forward to reunion.
      Kindly,
      Susan.”

      Susan,

      Most Starseeds have these sorts UFO sightings and ET/Starbeing visitations and/or lucid dream meetings with certain ETs/Starbeings because they’re keeping an eye on us down here and assisting us to remember who we are and why we’re incarnate on Earth now and the whole Ascension Process etc.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  9. I recieved this post twice, the second one did not have the bird man drawing on it, just wondering why? Really enjoyed reading David Wilcox. Things I have known from Hopi and my own sense of what’s going to happen but did not know how they might come about. Very interesting stuff indeed.

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    • “I recieved this post twice, the second one did not have the bird man drawing on it, just wondering why? Really enjoyed reading David Wilcox. Things I have known from Hopi and my own sense of what’s going to happen but did not know how they might come about. Very interesting stuff indeed.”

      sunny & All,

      Sorry about the mess-up with this article. I got if finished and it looked ready to publish but as soon as I did and went to the front main page to look at it, it was all screwed up with every paragraph space gone so all the text ran together and was a disaster! I couldn’t fit it at that point so I just deleted it which made it disappear, then RETYPED the whole freaking article (yeah Mercury is retrograde!) and published it instead. I forgot to include the illustration of the ET Bird Being in it and may add it now, which will probably confuse some people more than I already have! Gawd this Mercury rx period has been a bugger.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  10. Hi Denise, I so look forward to your reports. Thank you for answering my question. I’ve been asking myself. Why has there been an Increase In the dark energies ? I live In a low light area In the downtown area on property with 3 huge apartment buildings, with hundreds of other people and have been having the dark energies cleared out of here for over 2 years now and using the violet flame and grace light after clearing. Things were Improving. Then when the 11/11/11 hit. all hell broke loose. Before that things had calmed down a lot. The dark energies have not only been attacking me but my two cats. They cry and hide and won’t eat their food. They alert me. I know all the signs. Plus I’m an empath and feel them. They make me sick.

    In 2009, a bad one got into another one of my cats bodies, which I was unaware of at that time and created disease that caused lumps to grow in his throat and one pressing againest his larnyx and he started wasting away and I had to have him put down. It was devestating to me. They got into my other old cats body around the same time and he quit eating. I dowsed to see if he had a stuck energy in his body and he did. I had it removed and within 5 minutes he ate his food after not eating for a few weeks. Plus I had just gotten a 7 week old kitten to help ease my grief and she wasn’t here two days and they were possessing her too. I knew right away when they were around her because she got vicious and mean and attack my old cat. She would race around my apartment leaping off high places and turned Into the kitten from hell. 0nce she was cleared, her whole personality changed back. She’s two years old now and I still am having to clear her and my old cat, myself and the whole nieghborhood. Lately, several times a day. I am so burnt out, I just want to get the hell out of here and go home. My requests are being denied. Thought we had free will ? 0r choices ? Maybe the reason is because I am a walk In and maybe walk Ins can’t break contracts ? Been doing this for many years now, moving from one dark area to another. each one worse then the last.

    Please tell me, are those of us that do the clearing work going to have to continue this type of work till 2012 ? If so, don’t think, I can make It. At least I know why there’s been an Increase In them now. QUESTION ? When those portals/ stargates / wormholes, Interdimensional doorways open. Are there dark energies coming through those portals, etc as well as the light ? Seems whenever there’s moons/ eclipses/ portals opening or other cosmic happenings. The dark energies get stronger ? I was not Impressed with the 11/11/11 and know many others who have been going through a rough time ever since. Thanks again for your very enlightning report * In Love & Light, krystael

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    • “Hi Denise, I so look forward to your reports. Thank you for answering my question. I’ve been asking myself. Why has there been an Increase In the dark energies ? I live In a low light area In the downtown area on property with 3 huge apartment buildings, with hundreds of other people and have been having the dark energies cleared out of here for over 2 years now and using the violet flame and grace light after clearing. Things were Improving. Then when the 11/11/11 hit. all hell broke loose. Before that things had calmed down a lot. The dark energies have not only been attacking me but my two cats. They cry and hide and won’t eat their food. They alert me. I know all the signs. Plus I’m an empath and feel them. They make me sick.

      In 2009, a bad one got into another one of my cats bodies, which I was unaware of at that time and created disease that caused lumps to grow in his throat and one pressing againest his larnyx and he started wasting away and I had to have him put down. It was devestating to me. They got into my other old cats body around the same time and he quit eating. I dowsed to see if he had a stuck energy in his body and he did. I had it removed and within 5 minutes he ate his food after not eating for a few weeks. Plus I had just gotten a 7 week old kitten to help ease my grief and she wasn’t here two days and they were possessing her too. I knew right away when they were around her because she got vicious and mean and attack my old cat. She would race around my apartment leaping off high places and turned Into the kitten from hell. 0nce she was cleared, her whole personality changed back. She’s two years old now and I still am having to clear her and my old cat, myself and the whole nieghborhood. Lately, several times a day. I am so burnt out, I just want to get the hell out of here and go home. My requests are being denied. Thought we had free will ? 0r choices ? Maybe the reason is because I am a walk In and maybe walk Ins can’t break contracts ? Been doing this for many years now, moving from one dark area to another. each one worse then the last.

      Please tell me, are those of us that do the clearing work going to have to continue this type of work till 2012 ? If so, don’t think, I can make It. At least I know why there’s been an Increase In them now. QUESTION ? When those portals/ stargates / wormholes, Interdimensional doorways open. Are there dark energies coming through those portals, etc as well as the light ? Seems whenever there’s moons/ eclipses/ portals opening or other cosmic happenings. The dark energies get stronger ? I was not Impressed with the 11/11/11 and know many others who have been going through a rough time ever since. Thanks again for your very enlightning report * In Love & Light, krystael”

      Krystael,

      A few days ago one of my readers quoted one of my articles (not this one but another) and put it up on some forum he/she evidently spends time on. I didn’t even know this forum existed until all of this happened. Problem was some people at that forum are not ready or right for TRANSITIONS and vice versa. Some of them are and some of them aren’t, and some of those people had themselves a hate-fest at Denise because they don’t understand what I write about. THAT is why I prefer people find their way to TRANSITIONS when they are ready and right to connect with it at a higher level. It then is a positive for all concerned.

      The ONLY reason I’m sharing this info is that, due to this hate fest that was directed at me, my cat threw up for two days. Why? Because those few people at that forum were upset with me and their negative energies reached me and my cat lives in my space and is therefore susceptible to any negativity/negative psychic attacks etc. This is simply how it is and we must continuously keep ourselves, our homes, our property, our animals, our pets and other loved ones in our care energetically protected EVERY DAY and EVERY NIGHT. No exceptions.

      Most people who indulge in these types of hate fests directed at another person don’t know what they’re doing or that it’s a form of “black magic” and that there’s consequences to rolling around in hate-filled emotions. But that’s not my job to educate the people who attack me like this; my job is to help people protect themselves and their pets from people and non-human Dark Ones who pray upon those who embody Light in this world.

      Yes, since 11-11-11 everything has escalated tremendously and it will only continue throughout 2012. That does NOT mean the whole year must be a brutal, painful year for you or me. It means the world and reality is changing (improving) rapidly now because we’re outside of the framework or structures that were the old Evolutionary Cycle. It’s just going to be intense as the old falls away and more and more people honestly realize that things will never be the way they’ve always been. And, the contrast between people and groups of people is and will continue to grow because it’s so obvious now to more people who’s who and who is carrying Light, who’s only carrying a tiny little bit of Light, and who doesn’t. You get what I’m saying as discreetly and politely as possible!

      It sounds like you know exactly what to do to protect yourself and your cats/kittens from the Dark in any of its many forms, so be sure to do it every morning and every evening. This is a must for all of us who are super sensitive to any level of negativity like this from humans or non-humans.

      Be well, be strong and keep your fur babies safe too.♥
      Denise

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  11. Dear Denise thank you for your latest message I always look out for your messages as I find them helpful and insightful. The words used to head up a paragraph BIG ENERGY ARRIVAL THE LAST WEEK NOVEMBER….

    From the 29th November until 2nd December the energy was amping up again and on the 2nd December I was hit by a wave of such enormous power that it literally felt like it was tearing my guts out. The next day I felt like I had been punched in the stomach and my heart chakra also felt battered. There is no doubt in my mind that since the end of October the energy/force/light has amped up 100 fold.

    I do believe our divine selves are downloading now into our physical bodies preparing us for the final stages of embodiment and our highest path of service. All I know is it is coming big time now and I do not think we have much further to go / time to wait. Love to you and keep up your good work it is so helpful to me and other lightworkers. Maureen

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  12. A vision popped into my mind while driving today.

    I was a bright golden-hued bundle of light. I soared way up into space. Thousands of similarly brilliant bundles of light joined me. We floated in space in a flat formation, looking somewhat like the surface of a honeycomb when seen from above. There was elation in this unity of individual brilliances. I knew what this was. Brother-sisters of unique individualities were celebrating the fullness they had achieved after long and arduous effort that was both personal and universal.
    :)

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  13. Morning Denise,

    On the morning of Oct. 14, 2011, I looked at my computer screen and there was”Transitions”, looking me right in the face, and I thought OMG why is this on screen? Like Da, because its time, of course…As I read your work I thought “Now there’s a woman who struts her stuff right out there!!!! And I am gratefull YOU do…Thank You.

    Ah, but I digress.

    With your sharing of your experiences with ‘your crazy twin brother’, I was reminded of some of my experiences with my Angel guides, that I had forgotten, until I was reading your new post, and the memories started coming back to me so of course the only thing to do was …BURST OUT LAUGHING..My Guys would be standing there in all their magnificent splendor of Angelic Glory, with their right wing/arm raised in the air ‘twirling a jock strap”!!
    Well, the first time I ‘saw’ this vision, I asked them what in the world they were doing, as this did’nt strike me as particularly spiritual. Their response was “What are you doing” my answer… laughing my head off…their answer – PRECISELY!!! At other times, when I still had clients and still did readings, they would come ‘In’ at the end of the reading (in my vision), once again in such Magnicent Glory, cross their wings over their hearts, bow their heads and send such a Wave of Love and Gratitde to both reader and client, (for the courage to participate in the reading), that after I’d get my breath back, I’d cry like a baby. Oh dear, isn’t it amazing, after all this time I can still feel that energy pouring ‘in’, and of course I’m crying like a baby – Geez!!

    Boy, did I digress that time. Denise I thought I was responding to this lastest post to enforce your experience’s with the power of humor to ‘move/heal’ energy,…well now after typing those words/experience’s – your guess is as good as mine!!! Go Figure.

    Blessings To You
    Barbara

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    • “Morning Denise,

      On the morning of Oct. 14, 2011, I looked at my computer screen and there was”Transitions”, looking me right in the face, and I thought OMG why is this on screen? Like Da, because its time, of course…As I read your work I thought “Now there’s a woman who struts her stuff right out there!!!! And I am gratefull YOU do…Thank You.

      Ah, but I digress.

      With your sharing of your experiences with ‘your crazy twin brother’, I was reminded of some of my experiences with my Angel guides, that I had forgotten, until I was reading your new post, and the memories started coming back to me so of course the only thing to do was …BURST OUT LAUGHING..My Guys would be standing there in all their magnificent splendor of Angelic Glory, with their right wing/arm raised in the air ‘twirling a jock strap”!!
      Well, the first time I ‘saw’ this vision, I asked them what in the world they were doing, as this did’nt strike me as particularly spiritual. Their response was “What are you doing” my answer… laughing my head off…their answer – PRECISELY!!! At other times, when I still had clients and still did readings, they would come ‘In’ at the end of the reading (in my vision), once again in such Magnicent Glory, cross their wings over their hearts, bow their heads and send such a Wave of Love and Gratitde to both reader and client, (for the courage to participate in the reading), that after I’d get my breath back, I’d cry like a baby. Oh dear, isn’t it amazing, after all this time I can still feel that energy pouring ‘in’, and of course I’m crying like a baby – Geez!!

      Boy, did I digress that time. Denise I thought I was responding to this lastest post to enforce your experience’s with the power of humor to ‘move/heal’ energy,…well now after typing those words/experience’s – your guess is as good as mine!!! Go Figure.

      Blessings To You
      Barbara”

      Barbara,

      That’s too great about TRANSITIONS just being on your computer seemingly ;) ;) all by itself! But we know better about such things. :D

      Thanks for sharing your wonderful and hilarious Angelic pranks/teachings. Master Hotei was like that, many Starbeings I’ve known and loved in this life are like this too, and now I just have these sorts of spiritual one liners playing in my head much of the time. It’s wild actually and cracks me up but some of this stuff would shock certain other people only because they incorrectly assume that advanced beings don’t have a healthy sense of humor!

      Thanks to you and your Angelics for the giggles,
      Denise

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  14. Hi Denise,

    I could certainly do with some ET interactions along these lines, it’s been far too long since my contact stopped back in 2005/2006……

    I know why this has happened though, but it does feel like I have been ‘dumped’ so to speak.
    Had enough of this path on my own, some company for the last leg for 2012 will make it more bearable.

    Love and hugs,

    Stu

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    • Stu,

      I hear ya, this is why it was so great for me hearing from one of my old ET buddies in this strange way. It’s a hint of things to come for us Starseeds first.

      Hang in there my old friend and it’s great to see you here more too. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  15. Thanks Barbara and Denise for the reminder that contact with guides and otherwordly beings can be FUN as well :-D

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  16. Hi Denise and All Here:

    Extra special hugs for us all and all around. At last, and again, we are hooked up to our galactic friends, and yes, they are jesters for sure. But I sure hope what I’m about to say is not in jest. The discovery of a planet with a temperature of 72 degrees that is prime for life, probably already has life. Oh, gawd, is it possible that that planet (Kepler 22b = 22 = master planet) is the one we’ve been waiting for, our new home? Oh, please, please, please. I’m so done here, I’m ‘zoided’. What do you guys think? Love to All. B.

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  17. So here I am sitting here at 1:30am whereas I don’t sleep anymore until 3:00 am. When I do wake up I don’t have a clue how I will be.
    Today, I walked into my chiropractor/shaman’s who has been working on me for 10years and said I am too weak to walk.
    I am mostly a person who is in so much emotional or physical pain..they are use to it.

    I have been thinking about it lately. I thought 30 years of healing would have been enough time to clear and heal all insanity/horror from the first 20 years.
    I realize that I have been fortunate to have the healers work on me in most cases for no fee( i send them many clients) since 11/11/11 everything for me has escalated. A new healer was working on my heart and put a rock under my back, at the end she told me and I said I never felt it,she said I know.!!
    Your frozen in the back especially around the heart area. Human heart not Spiritual. So now the work is to begin to feel all the emotions that have been repressed for many, many years. Had I felt them,then I would be dead for that I’m sure.

    So since this alignment with the Galactic Center the energy goes deeper and deeper. I am usually resolved to it now,except when I don’t have enough strength to walk.
    Now here’s what’s strange,when I was separated from my body and residing in the other dimensions I didn’t feel this pain(probably not so strange), but since this energy is going deeper and deeper within I am feeling more and more. Where did I read Ascension was to be fully in the body..
    I think Maureen said, it’s tearing my guts out. That’s put in a way I can understand.
    The pain is horrendous the only way I can get through it is too surrender, sometimes..

    Love and blessings to all of you who are walking this very difficult path, and to Denise for giving us a way to be heard.
    Cheri

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    • “Where did I read Ascension was to be fully in the body..”

      Cheri,

      This ENTIRE Ascension Process is totally, completely, and fully happening physically in our physical bodies. It is NOT an intellectual process but a physical one. Every cell, every fiber, every nerve, every molecule is and has been living through an Alchemical Ascension Process physically. This is literal, not symbolic, and is why it’s such a huge (and painful!) deal. We’ve been “prototyping”, embodying, an entirely NEW higher Light-filled blueprint first to anchor into this physical dimension and override the old and distorted ones, which allows humanity access to this ascended/evolved NEW body blueprint for the NEW Evolutionary Cycle.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  18. Dear Cheri

    Hang on in there girl – I send you love from my heart to your heart. I felt quite upset when I read your message. Trust and faith all will be well. Your divine self knows of the suffering in this incarnation and much love and help is sent to you. Maureen

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  19. This is a great description about what/who we’re dealing with

    From The Burning Platform “Comfortably Numb”

    theburningplatform.com/?p=25234

    “…..As I observe the zombie like reactions of Americans to our catastrophic economic highway to collapse, the continued plundering and pillaging of the national treasury by criminal Wall Street bankers, non-enforcement of existing laws against those who committed the largest crime in history, and reaction to young people across the country getting beaten, bludgeoned, shot with tear gas and pepper sprayed by police, I can’t help but wonder whether there is anyone home. Why are most Americans so passively accepting of these calamitous conditions? How did we become so comfortably numb? I’ve concluded Americans have chosen willful ignorance over thoughtful critical thinking due to their own intellectual laziness and overpowering mind manipulation by the elite through their propaganda emitting media machines. Some people are awaking from their trance, but the vast majority is still slumbering or fuming at erroneous perpetrators.”

    “….Americans have been snookered into renouncing their citizenship and converting to being mindless consumers. Citizenship requires a person to be actively engaged in the community with obligations to fellow citizens and future generations. Consumerism requires people to love things, embrace debt, worry about what others have, and become driven by the accumulation of possessions and the appearance of wealth.”

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    • “Why are most Americans so passively accepting of these calamitous conditions?”

      JerseyCynic,

      Why is because the “Power that Were” have worked hard and long (thousands of years) through deliberate religious distortions and control of governments/leaders etc. to dumb them down into this very state and level of consciousness! As Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadians said years ago, this current “War” is really over human consciousness.

      Interesting article.

      Denise

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  20. Yes,Yes, and Yes again. That is why I sometimes become so frustrated when people walk around smiling(we are Spiritual lalala) while there are others who are just able to go forward day by day.
    Our bodies weary,our Souls exhausted, our Hearts broken.. I know who we are and I am forever gratiful that I have the opportunity to clear all of the past life stuff and transform into the New..and for those who believe in me here, even though they don’t understand. They are profound healers in the greatest sense.
    Thank you for your Wisdom and resolve and never forget for a moment that your words fall on deaf ears, many times they give me the strength to stand and continue.
    Blessing to you dear lady,
    Cheri

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  21. Hey Everyone,

    I explored David Wilcock’s site a bit further out of curiosity. Couldn’t read everything (it’s too long of a read for me and my fatigue self)… but I did browse over this link:

    http://www.divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/975-undergroundbases

    … and found this:

    “POSITIVE ETs WOULD NOT INTERFERE UNTIL 2012

    [According to the Project Camelot testimony of “Mr. X”, an employee for a major defense contractor, the positive ETs gave a very important message to the cabal in the early 1950s.

    Several top-secret documents revealed that unless the ETs were specifically invited to show up by a majority of the people, and / or their leaders, they could not appear publicly and openly, on any mass scale, until the end of the year 2012.

    This was due to their cooperation with a natural cycle in the Earth – which is apparently governed by a meta-intelligence that exists at the planetary, solar, galactic and universal level – namely the Source Field.

    The prophecies and workings of this cycle, and its effects on human evolution, are explored in unprecedented new scientific depth in my book The Source Field Investigations (SFI).”

    Well… we know here that some of us have our Star Family visiting us for encouragement and cheerings…. and also for some humour to lighten our burden a wee bit. ;)

    I would LOVE to get my own Star Family brief reunion experience but until then… I suppose from now until 2012… we’re getting a few hints and pieces of what is to come after the end of this Ascension. I’ll bet it’s the Cosmic Party that the Pleiadians keep mentioning about… yes?

    Lou Ann

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  22. “Every cell, every fiber, every nerve, every molecule is and has been living through an Alchemical Ascension Process physically. This is literal, not symbolic, and is why it’s such a huge (and painful!) deal.”

    First, thank you for this post! It took me three — oh wait, I guess four — days to read it and comments, too, and I guess I needed that long to process the information, as I think I finally happened on what I needed to read (the part I quoted above). I’ve read this before, here, and from a lot of other similar sources on the process, and I guess I understood it with parts of myself, but just now as I read again, feeling like absolute CRAP as I sit here today (my symptoms have come up in food intolerances and immune system weaknesses quite a bit & I know that’s how it is for a lot of others, too), it really began to really sink in that this is a literal, physical process and does involve a lot of pain, physical, mental/emotional and spiritual. But physical pain is what I feel today! *sigh* Just trying to roll with it as best I can.

    I’m glad for this level of understanding, even if it makes it hard to bear/work through. I’ve been through so much the past five years, it is hard to accept that there is more to come, but I also know with a part of myself that this is just what it is. I signed up for it, and here I am.

    I’m glad to know there are others speaking up about it here. Thanks everyone! Now if only my ET connections would finally show themselves to me, I’d really be relieved! Well — sort of, lol. I guess they will know when I am completely ready. I’ve had hints, and a sense of knowing, and it seems that what has been given to me is good enough so far.

    Onward. :)

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  23. Denise,
    Thank you so very much for your always wise words. Your energy is so comforting to me and familiar. Which is wonderful in this lonely place and time. Like so many others I used to have lots of friends and so much life but all that has dwindled down to nothing. Do you have any advice on how to get through this painful exhausting process while having to take care of my 3 year old and 4 month old. Sometimes I feel so bad because I do not have the energy that other mothers do. I also am very sensitive to solar flares and astrological transits. I have a reaccuring pain in the entire lieft side of my body and feel like my spine is going to break. Does this have to do with bringing the Goddess energy to earth?

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    • “Denise,
      Thank you so very much for your always wise words. Your energy is so comforting to me and familiar. Which is wonderful in this lonely place and time. Like so many others I used to have lots of friends and so much life but all that has dwindled down to nothing. Do you have any advice on how to get through this painful exhausting process while having to take care of my 3 year old and 4 month old. Sometimes I feel so bad because I do not have the energy that other mothers do. I also am very sensitive to solar flares and astrological transits. I have a reaccuring pain in the entire lieft side of my body and feel like my spine is going to break. Does this have to do with bringing the Goddess energy to earth?”

      Faye1234,

      A lot of the pain in our left sides is I feel due to that being the receptive, female side for everyone. It’s also carrying the most damage and toxins too due to living in a patriarchal world reality and both males and females have damage that’s gotten in through that side. Transmuting and overriding all of that is why it hurts and is difficult. We working in our Emotional, Mental, and Physical Bodies to correct this and it doesn’t happen over one weekend let’s say!

      I too have dealt with the feeling that my spine is under so much pressure it could break, along with my hip joints. Really painful stuff. It seems to be two-fold; over the past years when I’d go into extremely lower frequency places (for me it was banks! makes sense huh?) my spine would suddenly feel like I had the weight of the world on my shoulders. This was due to my physically going into a much lower frequency place for a few minutes. As soon as I’d exit the bank this particular pain would dissipate.

      The other aspect of this spine and/or lower body pain and pressure seems to come when we’ve made yet another step forward energetically and then need to ground and anchor that new Light into us and the environment. Doing that hurts too or we feel it as a pressure, swelling, and/or pain from the waist down to the bottoms of our feet.

      As far as coping with the Ascension Process while mothering young kids…get as much rest and sleep as you possibly can! Take extra care of yourself and do the things you need to do only when you have the energy to do them. The rest of the time just rest and do NOT beat yourself up over trying to full some crazy Super Mom sort of thing that has nothing to do with living the Ascension!

      ♥ Denise

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  24. Hi dear Denise.

    What a story!!! “…..In other words, he asked me to help him build an energy bridge that would connect his higher dimensional world with the physical third dimension and timeline I was living in.” Wow….this gives us the certainty of having our dear friends for outer space working with us.

    All you wrote is great information we must know and pass on. Time to talk our truth and not hide ourselves. Thanks for Internet!

    Love and blessings to you!

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  25. Denise, this is quite a bit removed from the original topic, but do you have any tips about releasing personal and/or collective unconscious memories of the “witch hunts,” the persecution of women healers? I’d like to recommend a book to Faye I discovered serendipitously two weeks ago, but every instinct screams at me not to “reveal” myself. It’s an absurd feeling in this safe setting.

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    • “Denise, this is quite a bit removed from the original topic, but do you have any tips about releasing personal and/or collective unconscious memories of the “witch hunts,” the persecution of women healers? I’d like to recommend a book to Faye I discovered serendipitously two weeks ago, but every instinct screams at me not to “reveal” myself. It’s an absurd feeling in this safe setting.”

      balsamicmoon,

      I’ve mentioned before that all of us in female bodies in these incarnations are having to deal, heal, transmute, integrate all of the wounds from living in a profoundly sick, but finally dying, patriarchal world reality. This holds true for all of us and for everyone whose had negative interactions with the patriarchy in any past life/lives in both sex bodies. All of this stuff must be acknowledged, dealt with consciously, felt emotionally and all so that you/me/each of us can learn from all aspects of it and finally get FREE from current and past wounds, traumas, fears etc. caused from living for thousands of years in a horribly distorted patriarchal world.

      How to do all this is easier than it may sound at first. The end result MUST be that you/me/each of us is 100% honestly willing and able to let go of our wounds, fears, hates, injustices etc. caused by the patriarchy in whatever form that took for us personally. Once you/me/each of us have honestly acknowledged and felt our pain/anger/hate/fear/wounds etc., the next step within this process is to let it all go…release it all so that you’re 100% honestly FREE and existing in the NOW moment with no past (or hidden) emotional energetic baggage impeding your evolution/ascension.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  26. Oh Denise — the “Powers That Were”! TBTB is no longer in my vocabulary — THANK YOU! I’ve never come across this phrase. I’ve just spent the past day reading everything tagged with “the powers that were”. Now this is a movement I can get behind. http://www.google.com/search?client=safari&rls=en&q=the+powers+that+were&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8

    It’s amazing what the “right” perspective can do to one’s feeling of hopelessness.

    Thank you for bringing your light to us all.

    Now I’ve got to get rid of the cynicism and take back the idealistic outlook I once had.

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  27. @Faye1234 – I’ll second what Denise has said about just resting and NOT beating yourself up over trying to do some 3D Super Mom thing. I say this having lumped my way through this whole ascension shindig in bumpity phases (’86/’87, ’91, ’94, ’99 and so on…) In the middle of this, I went through grad school (2 year program – took me 11), married my longtime beau, bought and sold our first house (a fixer) and had two children (now 9 and 2). Though I’ve not worked fulltime since before I had my eldest, I haven’t even been *able* to work minor, minor PART time since having them due to the various and sundry (and ongoing) ascension surprises (and the near 7 year gap between my kids was not consciously planned – just that my body was so deeply into physical ascension trials that it couldn’t hold a pregnancy during that particular span). So YES, mama, ascension PLUS marriage, household and small children is a BIG BIG BIG assignment. And a VERY tiring one. Love yourself. Nurture yourself. Nap as often as you can. Have others help you with the kids so you can recharge (eg my dh is fab about being the one to do all the evening/nighttime post-dinner-into-bedtime routine with the kids and getting them out to the park or other similar outing at least once on the weekend where I stay home to recharge). Get to bed early. Drink lots of lovely herbal teas and eat wonderful, simple nourishing foods. Keep a pantry and fridge/freezer stocked with stuff that’s nourishing but easy to prepare when you are down for the ascension count. Don’t be ashamed if it’s scrambled eggs and toast for dinner – it’s hot and healthy and the kids certainly won’t know that you aren’t Martha Stewart (and her ARMY of employees – ahem ;-) )My kids have gotten used to me being on the couch a lot, sometimes even too tired to read to or play with them, but I’m always there to respond with cuddles and/or when they need something specific from me. But most of all, give yourself that LOVE, know that the work you are doing on your children’s behalf (and for ALL of our children) is HUGE, that your children CHOSE you before they came earthside knowing that this was your job, and that they are there to help remind you of the little, but gigantic joys in life like giggling as you play in mud or (re)discover what it feels like to wiggle barefoot toes in cool, wet grass on a warm day. And don’t forget to ask your children’s angels to help out too! Blessings to you and yours —- P

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  28. “A lot of the pain in our left sides is I feel due to that being the receptive, female side for everyone. It’s also carrying the most damage and toxins too due to living in a patriarchal world reality and both males and females have damage that’s gotten in through that side. Transmuting and overriding all of that is why it hurts and is difficult. We working in our Emotional, Mental, and Physical Bodies to correct this and it doesn’t happen over one weekend let’s say! “

    This really resonates with me. I have had pain in under my left shoulder blade all my adult life since college. (Around ’88) I never associated it with ascension symptoms, but perhaps it is related. Also, I have been having a severe itching and burning under my left armpit for a few years. I would wake up in the middle of the night to find myself scratching my armpit. I have been using deodorant with progressively less aluminum to stop it. Recently, I switched to crystal deodorant which works great for me! (I had tried it years ago and it didn’t work for me then, so I guess my body chemistry has changed.) I think this burning spot was a place where my body was releasing toxins, because it never happened on my right side.

    Faye1234, I can relate to the exhaustion with small kids, too. I have two ages 4 and 6. Some days I have to go to bed at the same time as them. No housework gets done, but I am a better mother when I do this! I would add to the other ideas that I find music to be very helpful. I play the piano or listen to my favorite music. It can really help rid the lower energies after having to go out in them (shopping, etc.)

    Balsamicmoon, I am interested to know about releasing from the witch hunts, too. Years ago, I had someone tell me that I had been involved in this in a past life when I was a healer. I don’t know if it is true, but it would explain certain things about my life.

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  29. It’s been so very good to read all the comments as sometimes I’ve felt 1. So “energy spent ” haven’t been sure I wanted to go on. and 2. So alone- my sister more or less told me that ” wasn’t I sort of using ascension symptoms as an excuse?”. ( I have chronic fatigue ). Also I am transgendered. I remember many of my past lives as male and felt from when young I was here this time to help balance out the matriarchy/patriarchy business and in every relationship I have carried the weight- not just emotionally but in the survival ways (work,etc.) I have moments of “higher self” ecstacy then times of deep depression. I know it’s darkest just before the dawn- but does anyone have ideas on how to even out the highs/lows- just even a wee bit? ( p.s. never been diagnosed as bipolar.) Thanks for any help from anyone and thanks, Denise, for having one place in the world I can feel at home. :)

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  30. Faye1234 my heart goes out to you. Remember part of this healing and ascension is to rise above the negative male energy that requires us to do so much more than is possible. Do more and more and in your spare time accomplish even more. Today’s moms are expected to work, take care of the children, enroll the babies in all types of extra curricular programs AND transport them too, spend time w husband, house and to participate in all types of social stuff, volunteer, workout, cook healthy meals, etc etc and look good while u r doing all of this (and I’m sure I’ve left a lot out). Oh, yes, and take good care of yourself and get plenty of r&r too. Oh and when this day is over u should b set to go for a wild night of love making. The pressures are immense. You r here to say no to all of that and determine your own priorities. Your children will only remember that u were there for them. Not an easy order – but will eventually make life easier. Just my thoughts about how to handle what u r going thru.

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  31. Thank you Maureen, for your thoughts and loving conerns. It helps so much to be able to reach out on this site and speak our truths. Bless the mothers who are carrying this difficulty as well…and thanks to other mothers who respond in love.
    Blessings and Love, sent your way, Cheri

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  32. Denise, thanks for another excellent article, and your reply to balsamicmoon’s most recent post. In most of my earlier past lives I was a man who worked as a priest or court official for a patriarchal institution such a church, temple, or monarchy. Being a man who rose to a high level in a hierarchy by managing shared assets for institutions was my spiritual path in many lifetimes. Two lifetimes ago I was woman who was married to a man who was half Native American. I learned a lot about shamanism, herbalism, natural medicine and midwifery from him, and provided these services to people in the community. I was very fortunate in that I had a husband who supported me and protected me in these pursuits so that I never was persecuted. In my last past life I was a brilliant single woman who worked for a research assistant for a university in Germany. In this lifetime I am a gay man who worked in banking for many years, then did psychic Tarot readings for a psychic phone line. For the last 16 years I’ve been working various survival gigs while I deal with my Ascension Process.

    This karma give me an unusual relationship with patriarchy. In many lifetimes I was a man who succeeded and was happy being in a patriarchal system which worked well for my needs. In my last two lifetimes I’ve been a woman who had talents and skills which were unorthodox in the patriarchal cultures I was in at the time. In this lifetime I’ve had the advantages of being male in a patriarchal society, and have sensitivity, empathy and the ability to see how patriarchy makes things difficult for women and men who are drawn to things which have traditionally been considered feminine. My Ascension Process has brought up a lot of these issues for me.

    Tom

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  33. Very interesting to hear about the lower body symptoms and their meaning just today! I asked my guides to get some info because I had a severe lower back pain attack yesterday, now it’s cooling down already. I also have my period totally messed up to the extent I thought I might have to go to see a doctor for it, but since I don’t trust that much on 3D medicine I am very reluctant to do that. Now I think maybe this is yet another ascension symptom.

    I have never seen any UFOs or anything but couple of months ago I was so homesick I kept asking “please show up to me, please, please come to me” for several days and I made a point to ask this every time right before I went to sleep. I got a response!

    One night, I was driving for about an hour a road through woods where there were no lights or other cars and the night was really dark. A funny flashing followed me the whole journey, it was flashing once every 30 seconds or so. When I got home and to my dogs out around 3 am, the same flashing light followed me. My dogs didn’t react to it but I was turning my head around to see where it came from but I didn’t detect any source.

    All the time I was exhilarated and really, really happy! For me it was a message form my star brothers and sisters and I can only suggest that if you want to have a better contact to your star family, just ask :D They’ll find their way to make a contact to you!

    Have a lovely weekend everyone!

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  34. Dear Denise and all, Thanks for this Denise :) I had really intense darkness experiences and feelings since the last week of November too most of all dreams….but dreams like these haven’t scared me for years now and it made me laugh too how gross and bloody or sick it was made out to be. Intertwined with those same “dark” dreams, or as separate dreams, I also had large understandings or info downloads, whatever we want to call that nowadays;), a lot of those informative dreams involved my two youngest children and ways we’ve met up in the non-physical, work we’ve done, what our purposes are together…very important stuff! :) Well, these two babies are pretty out there for reasons of shaking me awake/further again and again, I believe, and one of them loves to jump all around the room, doing flips on and off the couch, up onto the windowsill, etc! and the other loves to stretch her face like she’s gonna take it off! lol! She pulls it from the corners of her mouh and tells me to look and sometimes I really can’t, just like Mr. Wilcox talked about. Loving grateful hugs to you Denise, Emily

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  35. Denise said re patriarchy: ”Once you/me/each of us have honestly acknowledged and felt our pain/anger/hate/fear/wounds etc., the next step within this process is to let it all go…release it all so that you’re 100% honestly FREE and existing in the NOW moment with no past (or hidden) emotional energetic baggage impeding your evolution/ascension.” but I would insert a step in between, because its not all about just letting it go….just recognize then let go, …..is not enough to prevent it in the future or correct it now. The step before letting go is to declare in absolute power of will, ”never again”….This acts like a soul command and will create the energy of protection from such a heinous travesty in future. Then let it go. Then the insidious energy of patriarchy will not be able to take hold nor be deployed upon humanity again due to the vigilance and application of unified wisdom, and aware experience, on the part of beneficence and good will. blessings, Lady.

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