Normally I don’t physically take part in events like the “Protect IP Act” (PIPA) because as a Starseed Lightworker I participate, I “occupy”, at non-physical levels and have my entire life. The non-physical levels are the ones I’ve been the most effective in—prior to the start of the 1987–2012 Ascension Process that is—not physically protesting, marching, picketing, or “occupying” etc. Those types of physical actions are better done by people who cannot or do not know how to do what I can, what those of you reading this can.
The reason I decided to black out TRANSITIONS for one day—January 18, 2012—in protest of this negative Internet control move by the Dark was to make another-leveled 2012 point to my readers. I did it for shock value and as a reality check to some of the potential physical actions and events that the remaining Dark (both physical and non-physical) may pull out of their demented but persistent asses this year. I repeat, may. I’ve never wanted to promote fear but I have wanted people to face ascension related facts.
I could spout Light n’ Love n’ rainbow glittered words like many others who talk about the Ascension do, but, it isn’t my nature and turns my Polarity Integrator stomach to be honest. If you emotionally need to be coddled and told that everything is going to be fine and perfect with absolutely no effort or work on your part…then I’m most assuredly not the Ascension Teacher for you. I do know that everything is going to be fine and perfect, but—oh yeah there’s a but to this—you’ve got to make a minimal effort yourself to increase/elevate your frequency just enough to be within range of what’s required with the Ascension Process. (That sentence was not directed at the majority of my readers but needed to be said nonetheless.) The Universe and the Light has been and is doing everything to help humanity (and other Beings) do exactly that since 1987. That is all that’s required of individuals to be within range vibrationally to make the ascension/evolutionary transition; lean more towards heart than fear.
I’ve pondered this next topic for many years but haven’t written about it yet. But because it’s 2012 and because things are unfolding faster within the Ascension Process than ever before it’s probably time for me to share a few impressions I’ve had about how the complete disconnect from the old non-ascending patriarchal world might, I repeat might manifest during 2012.
I’ll confess to my having wanted this entire Ascension Process to happen even faster and sooner than it is, but that’s just me not always coping graciously with the extreme physical and emotional pains I’ve dealt with as a middle-aged, ultra-sensitive, First Wave Starseed transmuting and embodying Light in a Dark world. If you remember my 2009 article “My Lightworker Strike” I explained how the Starseeds/Lightworkers were suffering greatly due to our waiting and waiting and waiting at lower frequency levels for as much of humanity to finally get on-board the Ascension “Harvest” train as we could energetically affect and/or inspire to do so. Energy adjustments were made so the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers could remain in-body a bit more comfortably and continue transmuting lower and embodying higher frequencies as we had been. I mention this again now because this is what the Light does; it waits and keeps working regardless of the pain as it continues transmuting and embodying to create an energy Pathway out of the dark negativity for all interested others. That is how the Light functions.
The Dark, especially now in 2012, thinks and functions more like — How many humans do we still have control over? How many have we lost to the Ascension Process? How many more can we grab if we cut our losses and separate today? Lets create something really big globally that would trigger tremendous fear in humanity in an attempt to grab more of them before the final Expiration Date (the end of 2012 and entry into 2013) and they move out of range vibrationally.
See the difference? Ouch, but this is how it works. We of the Light wait and hold the Ascension Exit Door open for any who are within range vibrationally and are making the transition out of dis-empowerment and fear and into their growing hearts, responsibility and unity. We wait for them on our individual Stair Steps until the end for every last one of them that can be “Harvested” now because this opportunity is very rare and the next Ascension “Harvest” train won’t return for a very long time.
Some of the possible stunts or attempts the Dark may try are like this Internet takeover business; quickly entering another war; the political insanity that’s been escalating over the years but will reach epic proportions in 2012; and/or the big hint Inelia Benz shared in her article “2012 Here we go!” In it she quoted only one phrase. She didn’t name names but if you’re familiar with this line and who said it and how long ago they did then the writing is and has been on the wall for a long time. Here’s what I’m referring to from Inelia Benz and what she quoted because I won’t name names either:
“There is a window during this year that might be forced open by the other side. If this is the case, it is really not something I am that concerned about. The window is called “Three days of darkness“. During this period the population will be strictly split between those who are still based on fear, and those who are heart centered.
In my viewing, if this window opens, it will indeed provide an opportunity for the shift we experienced in August (2011) to manifest at a collective human level in a rather brutal fashion. “
The trick with this business is that we, the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc., can do only what we’ve been doing all along, which is to embody and BE the Light (and embody the new blueprints) here as the way to draw as much of the collective (humanity) towards the Light now as possible. That plus Consciously Creating and Co-Creating that this transition happens as quickly and non dramatically as possible. But, there are still people who want others to define reality for them, tell them what to do and when and where, who want others to take all the responsibilities for them, and/or to save them instead of growing and taking responsibility themselves.
If the Dark panics and decides to make another big grab for as many people as they can in 2012 instead of risking loosing any more to the Ascension Process energies, then they might try a big dramatic event such as the “Three days of darkness” to immobilize the masses via shock, terror, trauma and profound “end of the world” type fears and insert a massive timeline split off from the rest of ascending/evolving humanity. An event such as this this would dwarf their 9/11 “shock and awe” tactic and so many people around the world would vibrationally fall into that deliberately created fear pit.
If the Dark Ones pull this potential magic trick (or any others) out of their hats at any time within 2012 and things go dark for “Three days of darkness”, then the rest of us vibrating with higher Light frequencies may or may not even see it. We would be affected by any negative tactic created by the Dark only if we buy into their illusions and forget who and what we are and fall vibrationally. If things went dark in the next five minutes I’d be glad because it would tell me and that the final separation between those who are awake and those who are asleep had happened and that it was the Dark that triggered it. The Light would wait and wait and wait until the last moment for anyone else to make the Ascension “Harvest” train leaving the station whereas the Dark is getting increasingly worried, anxious, obvious and bold.
These type things are so malleable and fluctuate from week to week because the collective (humanity) is waking up more and more every minute of every day/night which continues to alter things slightly. This is one reason why it’s been harder in certain ways to write about how things may or may not unfold throughout 2012; the odds improve for growing numbers of humanity every minute. The momentum of the Light is huge and this is another reason why the Dark consider such drastic and negative possible events in 2012. They’ve always known when the Expiration Date was! Like I’ve always said, keep your eye/heart on lifting the planetary collective via the Light you’re embodying and ignore the Dark magicians frantic, last-minute stunts to steal more sleeping humans in the dark.
WHAT’S UP WITH THE RETURN OF SOME VERY OLD ASCENSION SYMPTOMS IN EARLY 2012?
Shifting our focus, let’s talk a bit about how many of us have been feeling and dealing with certain old Ascension symptoms and emotional (primarily family and relationship) issues since December 2011. Gads…where was the notice that round 483 was coming? Actually, I’d have to go back to the June 2011 summer Solstice when this deeper layer and 483rd round of family and relationship work started—again—for me. It’s unfolded necessary-person by necessary-person ever since, with a couple of decades-old minor guilt issues resurfacing over the past few days. Gasp, really? Guilt, still? Frustration still? More letting go of certain people and relationships from my old 3D perspective? Wow…
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve personally had to go back into my inner basement and do a bit more cleaning down there since 1999! The stone stair steps leading down there are as well-worn as ancient Temple stairs at this point! Obviously there’s multiple layers and deeper layers involved with this Ascension related transmuting process, and just about the time you think you’ve got all the crumbs swept up, something else comes floating up to the surface to let you know there’s still a bit more there at a deeper level that must go and now. Thank you Higher Self for these timely reminders to tidy up whatever is left within me so my slate is as clean and transparent as you and I can get it now.
This isn’t about super-massive and difficult amounts of your or my unresolved inner stuff or junk at this point, but about how the Lighter we get, the less we’re able to hide or ignore any little shadowy thing in us anymore. Plus, they feel SO MUCH BIGGER than they actually are now due to all the previous inner transformational Ascension work we’ve already done. It’s that exaggerated Princess and the Pea thing. Whatever little remaining inner stuff we may have at this late 2012 date is not nearly as huge as it feels to us because we’ve gotten so clear, so full of unimpeded Light flow. Talk about real “transparency”!
This is demanded of us now in 2012 as a way to help us get free and clear of our old past emotional stuff/energies so we’re better able to embody (and more comfortably so) the new and greater Light coming on the other side of 2012. So if you’ve had some years or decade-old ascension symptoms suddenly return in January 2012 as I briefly have, know it’s just time to dig a bit deeper (and pay close attention to your vivid and wild dreams because they now have all the in-your-face clues we need to resolve these lower frequency issues in mere minutes) to get completely free. See it, acknowledge it, love it, forgive it, merge with it, release it or whatever it is that you need to do with it now and just keep moving forward. Micro/Macro remember? Well done everyone. ♥
Denise
January 20, 2012
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Nikkoale
/ January 25, 2012Tracy, many thanks for the tip about Earth Changes Media. Great site! I found an article that has much relevance here on Transitions and I don’t think that Denise will mind me sharing this link…
Sophia’s Journey and Perhaps a Prophetic and Scientific Lesson
http://www.earthchangesmedia.com/publish/article-9162532215.php
Carolyn
/ January 24, 2012Denise & all,
On a personal level I don’t care about “three days of darkness” because I know it won’t affect me much, probably not at all in fact. What saddens me is knowing there are millions and millions of people currently sitting in a kind of “grey zone” who if allowed to make an educated choice without any interference of this kind would NEVER actually choose the Dark. Instead, they’re being duped into “choosing” it.
There is something that continues to confuse me about the setup of this game. I’m reminded of an old adage about war that goes like this:
To the victor go the spoils.
We, the Light, have won the game. Why on Earth would we just hand over these souls still in the “grey zone” to the Dark? Why is the Dark the default position for those who have not sufficiently woken up yet to make an educated decision for themselves about where they want to go? It seems to me that the winning side gets to decide what’s going to happen, not those who lost. And let’s not forget that the reason it may be taking longer for some to wake up is precisely because the Dark invaded and enslaved their planet, it’s because the Dark has had its boot on the back of Humanity’s neck for the past 5000 years. How many more of these borderline souls would have awaked already if not for that?
I understand that the vibration of the souls in question may be somewhat short of the threshold required to make the jump with us at the cut-off time, but it is the deepest hope of my heart that some alternative is setup to give them the chance, albeit after they shed their bodies, to make an educated decision about what they want to do, and that they NOT just be handed over to the Dark by default. It just seems unconscionable to me that that would happen. We came down into Hell to make sure they got this chance, and I can’t believe we’d allow it to be taken from them by some last ditch stupid stunt pulled by the Dark. These souls deserve better than that.
Carolyn
Denise
/ January 24, 2012Carolyn,
I hear and understand what you’re saying and why you feel this way. What I’m going to say next may sound horrible or insensitive to some.
Because of the Freewill situation, everyone has the right and opportunity to “screw up”…to learn, create, experience, resist, deny, project, refuse to take responsibility, ignore or whatever for as long as they wish. The thing is however that if a soul isn’t getting the lesson (whatever it is that their Higher Self is providing them with to learn from), then that particular thing is made even MORE intense in hopes of speeding up the learning process to get the soul to see the writing on the wall and make the needed changes within itself. To humans this seems cruel and unfair; to our Higher Selves it’s only about helping us get the message so we learn, change, and progress.
This isn’t about “us” Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers “allowing” anything to happen to these souls that are not ready or willing now to utilize the available ascension process energies. It isn’t about us at all; it’s about them and always has been. “We” didn’t offer them this “chance” but helped manifest another way, another frequency, another reality etc. for them to choose for themselves. If they choose not to take advantage of these current ascension energies now then that is their Freewill choice. We’ve done all we could, but in the end, it’s up to each individual to make the Freewill choice for themselves.
Denise
maureen
/ January 24, 2012Denise had a dream last night about meeting up with the oversoul. I was asked what colour I belonged to – what ray group I belonged to. I had no idea but was told there is no identity in the all that is only our colour, note and collective belonging.
On day we will know where we come from, what our divine name is and who our divine family is. Maureen
morgean23
/ January 23, 2012Hello Denise and all,
I love this post and thank you, Denise, for the comment writing background. This is the first blog I’ve really participated so I appreciate what you wrote. I can not, tho, find the ‘b’ to quote… so here is my favorite part of what you wrote:
Thank you for this. It makes so much sense and lets me know I am progressing even tho sometimes/ lots of time/ I feel like I am just existing.
Ditto Barbara, Dhyana, and Katy – you are not alone. I’ve felt like crap for 3 days now – flat on my back on the sofa. Aches and pains all over and sinus/head stuff. And like Katy, I know what the answer to this is but………. REALLY?!?! – I just don’t think I can carry on like this any longer. But, like Katy, all I do is apply for jobs/ sit on the sofa and read/ watch tv (and yes, I’m particular too about what I’ll watch so not alot to choose from)/ check out this blog/ and spend time with my dog and cat. I do check out Lisa Renee’s blog monthly and the extinction protocol here and there. (I know Alvin is a little fear based so I keep that in mind – but I find it a good place to go to find out what is going on in the world since the news reporters don’t tell us – I do appreciate the time and effort he puts into his site.) When I am physically able I take my dog for a walk and do kundalini and both always make me feel better but I’m not always able to do these things. Honestly, I’m sort of ok with my life as it is – but can we say Groundhog Day – I think if I saw my neighbor living like I do I might think she/he is majorly depressed. So, I start questioning myself b/c the truth is I have no passion for anything left in this 3d world – save for the few things I mentioned. So, reality check, is this normal??? I mean – I could probably live like this – just BEING – and it would actually not be that bad if I felt better (physically) but I do need $ to pay the bills…
Lots of action from the sun the last days and more today. I know this is part of why I feel so bad but this week the sun is not letting up.
Much love to all here for your realness. It helps so much. Thank you Denise!
Barbra in UK
/ January 23, 2012Oh yes, these CMEs!
As we’ve all noticed, we pick them up before any of the measurable effects are ‘supposed’ to hit earth. I wasn’t surprised to read on the news that this one is the strongest since May 2005. Feeling a bit better now, but a few hours ago it felt as if my entire nervous system was being forcibly electrified, I wanted to go and stand in a big field and just SCREAM! 
Barbara
/ January 23, 2012Hi Denise and All Here:
I’m still hanging onto counters and walls to get around, sinuses releasing gallons of fluid, but overall I’m feeling good. I have to agree with Maureen that I too feel the worst is over. Another massive CME left the Sun this morning and I’m counting on it bringing what we need energy-wise to get us through to the end. About the three days of darkness, I’m with you, Denise, bring it on. There’s no doubt in my mind/heart that we can handle anything that might get flung at us now. Starseeds are up to the challenge, we’ve certainly proved that over and over again, and as Elton John so eloquently puts it, “I’m still standing!” Thanks, Denise, for bringing me the confidence I need to finish this mission and finish it with style! And Lamplighter, so good to hear from you. I thought maybe that 747 had returned and this time it wasn’t a trial run! Yes, soon time to play! Love to All Here.
Ulpu
/ January 23, 2012I am with you beautiful, positive Barbara….I am still standing also even if little wobbly and had to pick myself up and dust myself off after last week.
Dhyana
/ January 23, 2012Oh…. There where some hushed solar flashes over the weekend ! First I was feeling a uplifting during the day .In the evening some relentlessness started and than the big flare flow during the night! it feels if there was a brain explosion. going on in me. .Blue lights and strange in -sites. Sleep only a few ours and wake up with head deck. Slowly the head deck was going away and the body was cleaning up. and releasing . Did anyone was aware of it??
with love Dhyana
Ulpu
/ January 23, 2012Thank you Dhyana, I sure was and am grateful for your post as it cleared up some ??????
Tracy
/ January 24, 2012A great place to check on the solar flares compared against the Elders prophecies is Earthchangesmedia.com. Mitch is a fact based scientist who has earned the trust of many different tribes. All the current cme stuff is on there. A friend turned me on to him and he really is releasing the latest science and comparative info, including the day the Vatican acknoeledged the God particle…which is Never going to be on the news…..
kt1111
/ January 23, 2012Hi – this is for Ulpu – can I ask where you’re seeing these young lightworkers? I work with graduate research students all day long and I don’t see that at all. They are so rooted in SCIENCE that they brush off anything “airy fairy” or whatever, and one of them last week was actually telling me how it’s a good thing the Govt. doesn’t tell the people everything because it’s for our own good! Talk about having your heads in the sand, every day I think what a SHOCK these kids will have if they can ever wake up! I hope it’s true somewhere though.
As for me, I just feel like I’ve had a headcold with body aches and pains since forever, and total brain fog where I just wish my head would explode and let the pressure out already! I don’t seem to have any issues coming up but then I hardly have any family or friends left around here anyway and I don’t seem to miss that. All I want to do is hang out with my dog and cat and cook and sleep. All I ever watch on TV is old reruns like the Waltons, because I can’t stand regular TV or the commercials at ALL, drug after drug after drug trying to scare people into being sick. I guess I’m just mentally checked out already, but I wish I would start seeing something of the higher dimensions myself – I see flashes of light and colors, but that’s it so far. I kind of feel like I’m in limbo and I believe in my heart that I’m on the right track, but don’t seem to get much confirmation of it. Wait and see I guess. Thanks Denise for making sense of it all as much as I can grasp at this point!
Katy
Ulpu
/ January 23, 2012Dear kt1111, As I work in a large Public Hospital I am privy to seeing and experiencing all manner of people and energies. It is so true that some of the youngesters as well as the older generations are well and truly still fast asleep and if anything is mentioned or talked about between others they roll their eyes and are like a closed box very unwilling even open it a little to let light shine in. Then again there are those whom are very high in energy and very open and their whole energy is just Light and it generates most amazing energy around. One cannot help, but feel like a soft sun is shining from them warming and healing. These young ones are warm, polite, gracious, wise and loving to all around them no matter what they themselves are facing. No anger, no victimhood just no-nonsense approach to their situations and an amazing sense of fun and humour. In the older generation I see the similar. I have worked in the same large hospital for over a decade and have seen a change in people some low in energy and some very, very high in the energy I can only call Love coming from within them. I also add that the differences between these two groups ( negative and positive) are far more noticable than was few years ago even a year ago.
Also in my own family I have seen such in the newly activated younger generation ( whom used to roll their eyes at their silly mother) whom no matter what is happening just state that “THIS is what I signed up for, I just need to remind myself of it at times when the going gets tough…” One of them is my daughter and she has changed and grown so much in a last year it is with awe I watch her truly morphing into most amazing Light Worker and Wisdom Keeper. She has become such a wise, compassionate and lovingly supportive human woman I stand back with my mouth open so to speak in awe at wittness such change. I have learned so much from all of these people here now that it is with huge gratitude I watch them and listen and learn. They have been amazing especially my newly activated daughter with assit, support and healing when I have gone through and still am the symptoms of this process and interestingly they don’t seem to go through such, not to the extend I seem to have. It is as if their energy already is so high and they have not accumulated the dross I have over the many years here so there is not so much to clear and let go of.
You are right these kids studying science are often very focused in their field ( is it right brained) and will most propably be in for a little shock unless they still have not reached their activation phase. They will at least some of them as the heart based science is the science for the future. Everyone has their own timetable and when it is time it will be so and their Higher Self will knock on the shoulder and tell them that it is time. Bless them all and what we can do is lead by an expample for like my daughter says we all signed up for this and this time is all about love, being loving and allowing being loved (there was no fluff, just her truth stated in no-nonsense manner) when I thanked her for her support and compassion.
They are here and many a time have more techno background even before coming here ( lot of them are from very technically advanced Star Nations) they are not full of butterflies, hearts and fluffy things, they simply state their own truth and go on. May not be my truth, but it is theirs and they have right to it as everyone does.
I LURV the differences and diversities….how amazing we are all here, all from different places, different levels or stair steps like Denise puts it and as my daughter put it while back she was awed that we were so full of love we all came here to do this even when we knew what we faced. I just said thank god for the amnesia in the beginnning till we got used to this, but yes we ARE amazing…
Ciao for now…
maureen
/ January 22, 2012Denise just a few words that came to me.
My divine self is on my case
he is ensuring I fulfil my divine destiny
The veils of forgetfulness are being removed
the veils of separation are being removed
I am being reconnected to my multidimensional selves
I am returning to unity consciousness
I feel my divine self around me
in every cell
Earth schools up
times out
soon it will be time to play
debbie
/ January 22, 2012Loved Ulpu’s comment about his daughters perspective. So TRUE.. I also can relate to Lamplighters comment about where to draw the line! It feels like a damn if you do/don’t. These postings are like AH Ha moments and a fueling station. Thankyou
Ulpu
/ January 22, 2012Thank you for your comment Debbie. I have noticed a lot lately how the ‘new’, younger Lightworkers have amazing wisdom and insights into the work here. They seem to have no doubts, no if, buts or maybes they just go ahead with certain confidnece and clarity and walk their talk. It is not boasted about or talked about much as if they do not need to, their eyes are firmly set on the future. It is like they carry so much Light their just walk very lightly, with shining eyes and smile on their faces and also have noticed no nonsense in their approach. It is as if they can see clearly where they are going and what it is they are here to do and it is all good. I am very relieved and grateful they are here and in numbers which are growing.
Denise
/ January 22, 2012Grace
/ January 21, 2012Dear Denise, thank you for this wonderful big glob of timely balm for the soul-weary
The never-ending “letting go” part…it sometimes makes me feel that perhaps there’s something wrong with me! Sigh. And I think you forgot the ’1′ because don’t you mean the 1483rd round? Thank you again. Love and blessings.
divsy
/ January 21, 2012TY Denise,
This is our invitation, this is our opportunity; let us swing full spectrum – exhaust the possibilities as we keep on keeping on. And remember to let as many as possible join the dance for the rainbow hue/flashes are now apparent.
In the light – divsy.
Ulpu
/ January 21, 2012As I read your comment I saw a woman in a flowing gown standing on the hill with a torch lit and some of us below the mountaineous rise ( looks bloody rough and high from where I am standing for the moment) and looking up with grimace and sighing…nothing to do, but just drag the weary soul up the hill as there is SOMEONE trying to light the way for us through the fog. Thanks, keep the Light going we will get there…..soon, in near future, in a blink of an eye and so on. Used to be my Guides’/Team’s favorite phrases….um haven’t heard them now for ages come to think of it…HALOOOO anyone there or have they gone for a holiday?????? Bugger…..
My last comment was for Divsy…..forgot to put your name on it, I noticed after posting it.
Lamplighter
/ January 21, 2012I really appreciate your post Denise, as well as your “going dark” against the forces behind SOPA/PIPA. This is one of those issues that I get really fired up about, as I watch the masses bury themselves deeper into the sands of ignorance. But not this time! After I had pretty much prepared myself over the last few weeks, trying to light fires under everyone else’s asses, and no one seemed to give a crap, all of a sudden critical mass was achieved – exactly when it needed to.The people really do have the Power, and it showed its force in 24 hours. When was the last time we saw that? things can move when that 100th monkey shows up.
I expect this applies to Ascension, and the Shift of humanity. It ain’t time until it’s time. I suppose there is always that chance our golden parachute to 5-D will be lost or ripped, but I really don’t think so. We’ll know soon enough. But soon enough is not soon enough for my taste.
I never really had a lull in my ‘ascension symptoms’, although a few of them have lessened in the last month. I get a week off here and there from working on my deep, familial “issues” but I do not see any reason why that I would ever be done with this entirely. Evolution/immortality implies, for me, constant change, therefore a constant letting go, a continual re-balancing and recreating of Self. But I do see through my intellectual machinations easier and can therefore can reconfigure faster. Whew.
My dreams the last few weeks have been relentlessly mundane scripts wherein every morning I awake knowing what my “issue of the day” will be, and often with whom. Although I appreciate this text-book approach to getting my sh*t shoveled, and quickly, all I can really focus on is recess and summer break. Which explains the crash and burn I had yesterday. Had to stay in after school and during lunch to do my “home” work. (Et tu Aya? ;0))
One of the main issues, archetypes if you will, that I struggle with is determining where to draw the line with doing/giving whatever I can, because I can, that does not cross into enabling and dependency and yet fulfills my desire to serve. I don’t need reciprocity, but I sure don’t like be burned or ignored after the fact. I know part of this riddle is people are really deep into muck these days, so I can be more patient and forgiving. What is hard is watching me get more and more tentative at sticking out my hand to help. Not sure if it is burn out, exhaustion or simply becoming more selfish in my old age. So not into rescuing, that is useless. Been there, done that. But when I do back off from giving/helping/serving I ultimately feel denied of my greatest pleasures and instincts. It’s a fine line, so I am obviously still needing an even finer-cut lens to see it, cross it, and draw it masterfully.
Well, for not having much to say lo these many weeks, I apparently needed to share here today. I do want to thank all of you for keeping up the Lightwork, although it has rarely felt terribly light in the effort. We are always doing our best, regardless of how poorly we sometimes think we are doing. The Force is with us; and the more we toss out the lighter our work. Keep shoveling my friends, there is Light at the end of the tunnel!
Ulpu
/ January 21, 2012Hehehehe, Lamplighter that is the spirit….I went and got me a a tractor with a large scoop to shovel instead of a handshovel, but am having a hard time starting it because I keep on falling asleep at the wheel. ZZZZZZZZZ am having a hard time staying awake, must shovel… must shovel…ZZZZZZZZZ.
faye (aka sunny)
/ January 21, 2012So,far, I have not had any more of my family junk to come up/out.. But, I have been soooo dislocated/diassociated with any and all of them since before Thanksgivng that I wonder maybe I am all done? I do see and speak to them but somhow they seem to not affect me. Very little gets under my skin anymore. Have been having heat waves and cold flashes as well as body aches, lots of headache and neck pain and eyes fuzzy not focusing……..and the dreams …..so real.
As always thanks to all who post here and Denise our northern star who in good plain English and humor give us something to talk about. Namaste
Mary Chin
/ January 21, 2012All the best to each of you. I so want to bring others with us, but I feel like the farmer who wanted his crops to grow, so he went and pulled upon each seedling, thereby pulling them out! I need greater patience but am also wanting to be even more active. My gratitude to each of you for being here.
Arka
/ January 21, 2012Jshan and Denyse,
all my gratitude … your thoughts here come as a synchronicity for me .. Awesome !
with Love and in Light,
Arka
marali371
/ January 21, 2012I hear ya and I’m with ya.
Love & Joy!
Aya
/ January 21, 2012January has been exactly like this for me! Every day my higher self and body demand me to meditate and to take a sort of a nap in the afternoon so that I can linger in a dreamlike state and let the stuff come up! I also have two important relationships (a distressed housemate and a love interest) who both trigger stuff to appear. At the same time I feel I can interact completely honestly with both of them, I don’t have the need to pretend I am a better person that I am. I am not worried about their emotional state or take responsibility about their emotional well being.
The beauty of this process is the psychic knots that get visible now don’t have the overwhelming emotional grip they used to before. The knots are somehow lame and easier to release because they seem to be only mental structures anymore! It is easy to step outside of them and see how stupid and needless they are.
Yesterday I dealt with a heaviness that compressed my heart area trying to deny me to do what I want in order to enjoy myself. I understood how very important injury it was and I was able to get rid of it at least at that moment. I understood how it had worked on me for all my life. Now that I try to remember what was the point and the “logic” behind it I don’t remember! I feel that I am loosing that sort of “intelligence” at the moment.
Thank you for this brilliant article, Denise! Your words and crystal clear thinking helps me to build my own understanding of the New Earth framework into something comprehensible and feasible. You sort of give an individual perspective and meaning to the same thing Lisa Renee describes on a more abstract and general level. Beautiful co-creation! Thank You so much!
Tracy
/ January 21, 2012So happy to have found this delightful and helpful post. I too began this path in awareness a very long time ago, altho then my basement was also full of water….and other icky things! Now there are just small things that are represented by indigestion that cannot be ignored for long. When things are in balance, my stomach works just fine.
As to the Dark, I consider all of us to be like a pencil line. If you begin a line and push down hard and then release pressure as you draw the line until the line becomes so light it disappears on the paper, so you draw the way our world is. The Dark of the line appears so dark because the light aspect of the same line appears so light as to disappear, or move out of our visual sight. The line still goes on, it is our perception that it has become invisible. I don’t see the Dark as separate from the light; I see it as a degree that exists for us to measure our Light against. I agree with you in whole- hearted fashion that the three days of darkness may come and there will those who just do not perceive it as we have moved so far into the light. Somehow, tho, I think those of us holding the doors will know when they widen spiritually in the stampede to the Light to come.
Blessings to you and all.
Dhyana
/ January 21, 2012The Princess and the Pea,that is what I always say about the sensitiveness I experience.! Over the years I notes before any transition/ transformation starts that,a few days/weeks before the inner energies shows up in a absolute massive peace and tranquillity movement in the hole being. . Than slowly a turn and vibrations increase in my surrounding. They get form in people and events and body reactions .The swarm energies, coming on the play and start there reactions on you. So for me its very imported how I will react or let go. Because reactions,interactions and let go are very well arranged by the Cosmic play, to let us experience ho much is our (self) trust and equilibrium to deal whit that .It can come in emotions ,discussions,manipulations and so on. If you are aware than you know where the sources come from. We have play the same role in the past( lives) to get things done from others or events by ignorance. So in our heart we must be thank-full that we are getting aware to get the change release those energies and transform them in light. So long as one is not aware the experience keeps on coming in different settings and plays. The most difficult is when you have sympathize and affection whit close family and friends.Also they can be your teacher/ mirror for a moment. On the way to Mastery Live all events has there meaning. But it can be done!
It is not always a easy way because it ask all of oneself, to be self-aware and remain in equilibrium. The way to ascension is not with gloomy face ( astral) ,but most of the time a hard burden. Special on this planet now. There moments off deep peace and love for all.The will increase over the time that is for sure. The only true relationship is with your Higher Self for the moment.
With love. Dhyana.
Zeol
/ January 21, 2012Thanks for sharing your thoughts on old ascension symptoms coming back. That’s been my experience this week too. I can also relate to the way Ulpu feels. It’s reassuring to know others are going through similar stuff. I’ve been working through issues, calling in light and invoking the Violet Flame which clears my head for a while but the fog quickly returns. Lets hope the full moon on Jan 23 brings some clearer energy.
Ulpu
/ January 21, 2012Thanks Zeol and All for your comments. It indeed is reassuring to know one is not on their own on this highway to Heaven with all of it’s triumph and trials. Am certain we have been here before as it all feels very familiar ( like blah been here done that…) even if not always so pleasant. My daughter put it in a right context in saying that she is so awed that all of us here are so full of love that we came again to do this even if we knew what we would face in doing so for we had been in the same position before. Are we like Heavenly Handymen and fix things for planets and systems…in that case we ALL deserve a well earned long service leave after this.Thank God for amnesia I say when we first arrived, heheheh. We are those little, loving sparkly things that answered the Clarion call for assit, descended and came. By God we are not giving up now even if our fog horns at times have to be on full blast.
Aria
/ January 20, 2012I appreciate deeply your sharing of truth as you feel and see it, it resonates clearly within me and I know so many others,,,thank-you for your generous light work!!!!
Authentic Linda
/ January 20, 2012Awesome post, Denise. Timing is PERFECT – as you know. Sending you love and big hugs. Your work with Transitions is fantastic. It links us Star Seeds in ways that we can’t yet see or fully understand, but I hold onto the glimmers of knowledge that are unfolding inside; that my encyclopaedia of Star Seed knowledge is opening and spilling out into my present self. This brings me goosebumps as I write and my heart feels full and wonderful. Yahoo.
Ulpu
/ January 20, 2012Thank god am not the only one full of rainbows and sparkly light things at this point… not to say I would not LOVE to be. My energy is tired, nay exhausted and all I seem to want to do sleep unless am feeling like a cess pool of sorts when awake and that has been whole week. I have had ‘migraines’ not so much with pain, but being in a thick fog and all manner of visual disturbances and feeling like am growing fangs and a tail in very a red colour. Have done all alignements and such and they seem to help for awhile and get me out of that hole then whomp am back in there feeling less than Light. and sparkly. I know this also shall pass, but am comforted to know I am not the only one and that such discomfort and pain there will be one day rainbows and sparkly things again. Work, work, work and am crawling on my tummy sucking air through a straw. I need an O2T tank and whole heap of assit from my HS to survive and manage this bit of dross am seemingly crawling through at the moment. Am I hurrying to another Mission like this in a hurry, sure…NOT…um… that is if I make it.
Am going to drag my sorry soul into that cellar and see what kind of cleaning equipment I need to clear the remainding stuff…maybe a very large street sweeper would do the job. C-ap.reassurance am not alone in it.
Wish you sunshine, sparkly things and rainbows, I wish it to all of us. Back to the cleaning job. ;-D
Thanks for being you.
Marie
/ January 20, 2012Denise, I must say, I love your stuff. So straightforward and cheeky and spot on. Thank you for your good work.
Karen
/ January 20, 2012<3 thank you for the messages..they do help!
Jshan
/ January 20, 2012I realize we are discussing extremely important matters here. But a moment of delicious humor? I’m having such a good giggle with this classic Denise language (from paragraph 2 of the above article): “…demented but persistent asses…”
Dark Ones: May your previously persistent asses (and the rest of you, too) now fully surrender to the Light of the One. And so it Is.