2012 Spring Equinox: The NEW Coming Online

“Tell me about neurological symptoms? I just spent 24 hours in bed with diarrhea, fever and pains all over my body and a boiling brain too! I slept most of the time but when I was awake I sensed all the areas/chakras being painfully under scrutiny one by one. When I asked what’s this, I just got the answer: welcome to the equinox, this is the beginning of the equinox energies for you!

Aya”

This Comment was written by Aya on March 16, 2012, and because it’s a very correct insight (and sorry, symptoms too for many) into what’s obviously already being felt by many ultra sensitive people, I wanted to include it in this spring Equinox article. Thanks Aya and feel better soon. ♥

We need to realize that since we passed through the 11-11-11 portal on November 11, 2011, we’ve been costing forward on past momentum alone during this last strange transition period. However, once we enter the 2012 spring Equinox on March 19th, the imprinting or coming online so to speak of the NEW 5D energies ALONE will be engaged and begin flowing into and through the new Earth Grids and our new Rewired human bodies, Rewired brains, Rewired nervous systems etc. etc.

Since 11-11-11 we’ve been having to deal with different last-minute things, people, situations, beliefs and issues that we needed to so we’d be better aligned vibrationally to cope with the intensity and impact of the incoming NEW energies (only) that will begin flowing into us and our Rewired bodies and the Rewired Earth Grid systems and everything else. It’s all been difficult prep work up to this point for what’s going to begin with the 2012 spring Equinox.

Think of this like someone slowly and carefully turning on the power to a massive new plant or factory for the first time. To make sure the new factory and all of its new systems, wiring, pipes, lines and equipment etc. can handle the power-flow suddenly being tuned on (electricity, water or whatever), it’s turned on slowly at first to not stress or possibly damage or break the new equipment which would delay the start of the entire factory or plant. Over hours, days and weeks the power (electricity or whatever) is gradually increased until finally it safely reaches its full running capacity for the entire plant or factory.

This cheesy symbolism I’ve used is what’s going to start, in a very new way, from the March 19, 2012 spring Equinox throughout the rest of this important year. The power (the higher 5D energies plus entering the new Evolutionary Cycle) will gradually begin flowing and be continuously increased throughout the year to slowly and safely get us with our Rewired bodies and brains and the Earth with her new Rewired Grid systems acclimated to embodying and operating from the new 5D energies alone and at full capacity. When will we reach full capacity? The first full capacity test comes with the December 12, 2012 or 12-12-12 portal, and the final transition arrives with thewinter Solstice on December 21, 2012 or the 12-21-12 portal. Then with the start of 2013, it’s an entirely NEW system and humanity functioning entirely in the Light. Talk about a “New Year”!  ;)

I would suggest that you very wisely plan those three things that you intentionally seed on this 2012 spring Equinox and HONESTLY want to manifest throughout the rest of the year. Leave plenty of room in your three 2012 spring Equinox intentions for much higher, better, newer ways for them to manifest in the ascending/evolving Earth reality because this spring Equinox especially (but all year as well) will be like none other so aim very high my fellow Conscious Creators and Co-Creators. Aim from your new 5D High Heart center or new base of operations and aim very high indeed.

Denise

March 16, 2012

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69 thoughts on “2012 Spring Equinox: The NEW Coming Online

  1. I just awoke from a nap to find your newest post in my inbox, Denise. As I was lucidly coming awake I had a vision of a heart then another heart to its right and then a 5 to their left — 5-heart-heart (don’t know how to do those symbols). Then that vision repeated the same as before. Interesting. :-)

  2. Hi Denise, thanks for another good article. It’s both good news and bad news for me. I did a shamanic healing workshop a few weeks ago, and it triggered a lot of past-life, birth and other recall for me. In the week after that I had an acupuncture appointment, and did a watsu healing session. Since then, I’ve been having lots of recall of repressed memories, and it’s been emotionally exhausting. The last few days have been absolute hell for me, both physically and emotionally.

    I’m getting really sick and tired of all these recurring Ascension Symptoms. I don’t care much anymore about the shift to 5-D etc. I just want to feel better and have a break from all this Ascension shit. I really hate having to experience all this stuff over and over again. I feel that being part of the big shift to 5-D is the booby prize. It feels like I’m being punished big time for something that isn’t my fault.

    Tom

  3. As we mentioned since the first of the year we have been being PUSHED to our limits and it has been so brutal for me that I just can’t believe that I volunteered let alone co wrote this damned script with ALL of these challenges! I forgot that during all of those hits from the dark and the increase in adversity that I/we actually use, transmute, and alchemize that dark energy ie we use it for our good and it only makes use stronger while we feel like we are breaking and all of the work that we have done was for not. I for one have been struggling to have faith in my Self through all of this intense darkness but it has settled down just as of today I would say and I had a burst of energy and excitement (short lived).

    The symptoms that have reoccurred here recently for me is adult acne as I am detoxing, pain body squeezing, frequent urination (for the past two days) therefore water weight loss, and small bouts of diarrhea, anxiety, butterfly flutters in my stomach, some paranoia, sleepless nights, lethargic days, loss of appetite, neck/back aches (burning), heart chakra releases/palpitations and revealing dreams and visions….oh and that tingly scalp sensation alternating from right to left.

    Anyway, THIS information re: the spring equinox is just what I was wondering about. It sounds good but integrating the new energies in my past experience has always meant PAIN. And like Tom, I want to feel good again not that I can remember what feeling “good” actually feels like.

    Denise, you emphasized that we will begin integrating the new energies “alone” and “only”. I found that interesting but I won’t ask you to explain I’ll just wait and see.

    G

    Ok, I have a different question in regards to these energies… how will they effect the masses? Will they ever wake up?! I mean, there has been so many different prophecies and guesses on what will occur as we approach the end of 2012 and from what I see around me these people haven’t a clue. I’ve been talking about the awakening and my experiences more freely lately which apparently is another “oopsy” that I set up for myself because before they only thought that I was crazy but now in their minds they know it. So know I feel challenged to show it so I am saying “Back me up Universe!” LOL! I am not really wishing these awakening ascension signs and symptoms on anybody per say but I do know that they would have more compassion if they could feel my pain.

    G

    • “Ok, I have a different question in regards to these energies… how will they effect the masses? Will they ever wake up?! I mean, there has been so many different prophecies and guesses on what will occur as we approach the end of 2012 and from what I see around me these people haven’t a clue. I’ve been talking about the awakening and my experiences more freely lately which apparently is another “oopsy” that I set up for myself because before they only thought that I was crazy but now in their minds they know it. So know I feel challenged to show it so I am saying “Back me up Universe!” LOL! I am not really wishing these awakening ascension signs and symptoms on anybody per say but I do know that they would have more compassion if they could feel my pain”

      G,

      Just the same as it’s always been, people will NOT all be aware or developed at the same exact level as all other people. There’s always a wide variance with people and their individual development and awareness etc. It was like this prior to the ascension process and it will be like after it. The big different however is that everyone on Earth will be within a similar frequency range, enough so that there will not be the radical extremes as there were/are in the old patriarchal pre-ascension world. “Sinners and Saints” won’t have to co-habitate like we have in the old lower Earth. On the other side of the ascension cut-off date (12-21-12), the people alive on Earth will be changing, evolving rather quickly from how they used to be to Heart-based, Heart-centered beings living in unity instead of duality and this will cause tremendously positive changes in world reality…and this will only continue growing and developing everywhere on Earth.

      Now the masses are waking up more and more and their Hearts are activating along with their higher minds and they’re realizing that the entire patriarchy has lied and used them horrifically. Many more people will be releasing old belief systems like crazy throughout 2012 and beyond as it’s a natural side-affect of evolution/ascension. On the other hand, there’s plenty of people who haven’t been and won’t be coping well with these super high Light Energies and they’ll continue “going postal”. It’s a volatile period as massive change always is. No fear however, just wisdom and awareness. :)

      I stressed “alone” and “only” to hint at the fact that we’re (the Starseeds/Lightworkers I mean) transitioning further and further away from the Dark/Team Dark and our having to live, suffer in their old prison world etc. That terrible phase is winding down for many of us finally and once we enter 2013, the Light is running the show, not Team Dark. Now there’s a major game changer that will alter reality in ways people cannot comprehend yet! ;)

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Thank you for your prompt reply Denise.

      I’ve really had it with Team Dark and I can’t believe the anxiety I am feeling right now. There is this anticipation of positive change as well as a dread that has me all anxious as I am trying recover from this last major push. I am aware that the way I am feeling has a lot to do with merc retrograde as well.

      Less dealings with the dark is great! NO dealings is even better. That is good news as well as the Light running the show come 2013! But this actually begins as of the spring equinox? Wow!

      G

  4. Denise,

    I want to ask: at what time of the day on the Spring Equinox… is best to meditate on our three plans? Last time I thought it would be at 1PM… but I’m not quite too sure about that.. since strong meditation in a Theta state is much more natural just as you awake from sleep. I jot down six things I’d love to have make manifest this year… among so many other things. Will have to allow my High Heart to pick three of the six for me… and leave room for the Universe to do with the rest.

    Love & Hugs of gratitude,
    Lou Ann

    Gosh: Denise… I’m having a WordPress issue. My old gravatar isn’t showing up as usual… but the above comment I made is from me… the same ol’ Lou Ann. This is to avoid confusion. ^_^’

    Lou Ann

    • “Gosh: Denise… I’m having a WordPress issue. My old gravatar isn’t showing up as usual… but the above comment I made is from me… the same ol’ Lou Ann. This is to avoid confusion. ^_^’

      Lou Ann”

      Lou Ann & All,

      I don’t know if WordPress has been making some internal changes or upgrades or what but I’ve had a couple emails over the past few days about people having some problems with WP too. It’s either connected to WP or it’s just the weirdness of the times. ;) Hang in there and time will tell if these WP problems work themselves out or not. Sorry for the inconvenience Lou Ann and anyone else who’s been experiencing ANY WordPress related problems recently.

      Denise

  5. After I posted my whine list earlier today (sorry if it got anyone down) I went back to bed for some very focused relaxation time. It helped, and I fell asleep and had a long, vivid, detailed dream about going back to my old college to re-enroll and find a place to live. Immediately after I got there I learned that the fraternity I had been in almost 30 years earlier had just been shut down, and that I’d have to find another place to live. I ended up staying in some kind of a cooperative living situation I didn’t know much about. I tried to get information about the household and what the college was like 27 years after I graduated, but wasn’t able to get any. I ran into a few people I knew growing up while I was in the cooperative living situation. I remember that I and the other prospective residents sat down at tables in the dining room, and that they handed out a packet of orientation information to us. They started to run out by the time they got to my table, and I had to share a packet with two or three other people at my table. I then woke up, and realized that it was just a dream.

    Something has shifted for me since I had that dream, even though I don’t know exactly what it meant. I feel better, and my attitude towards Ascension and my current situation has improved. Since I did the shamanic workshop, acupuncture appointment and watsu session a few weeks ago I’ve been having challenges with my health and energy level, and my creative energy has been zero. Since I’m a writer and am working on a career as a stage manager, this has been very disconcerting. I’ve also been having challenges with my cash flow, and finding freelance gigs. I’ve been experiencing lots of delays and challenges with these areas while I’ve been in the middle of some very challenging emotional detox. This has been very stressful for me the last few days, since nothing has been working in any area of my life. Since I had that going-back-to-college dream, I feel compelled to share what’s been happening in my life, rather than just complain about how tough it is and how bad it feels. For the first time in several days, I feel able to cope with the challenges I’m currently experiencing.

    Tom

  6. Denise,

    I’d like to ask a question: what time of day on the Spring Equinox is best to meditate on the plans? Last times I did this was at 1PM my time… but now I’m not quite certain that would be a potent and impacting time to do such. Would it be not best to meditate just after you wake up from night-sleep? I jot down six I’d like to have make manifest for this year. Will have to let my High Heart choose the three of the six… while making room for the Universe to do whatever it will with the rest.

    Love & hugs of gratitude,
    Lou Ann

    • “I’d like to ask a question: what time of day on the Spring Equinox is best to meditate on the plans?”

      Lou Ann & All,

      Here’s an easy time converter to figure out what time the spring equinox is happening for your location. http://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

      Once you’ve figured out the exact time, that’s the best time to meditate and intend/visualize and also open or be very receptive to the incoming energies and anything that you may see/feel/sense/perceive etc. Before that exact time you can write down your three things, intentions and work on them, reducing them down to their purest, most honest forms BEFORE the day of the equinox. Get your three things very clear in your heart and mind so that on the exact time of the equinox you can easily and in a matter of seconds plant your equinox seeds in the Universal field.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  7. Hi Denise! wow, the physical manifestations you describe are EXACTLY what happened with me this entire week… fever of 102.5 etc… this is my first time posting as I had to comment how much this resonated with me. I really enjoy your blog!

  8. Thanks Denise and Yahoo, Woo Hoo and what ever else you’d like to insert. I am so happy and, even with the incidental annoyances of living around humans, I strongly feel the major push forward.

    I have been prompted to write about my life mission. You see, every time I read about strong intentions I get taken back to the one pure one for me – the intention to successfully complete this mission. Sometimes I sit with my team and ask what I should send my energy towards and the answer is constantly (and lovingly) that the mission and journey have always been in place. There is nothing that I can do, now, to move off course and my only task is to Be. I gather that this encompasses all of the growing understanding that we are coming to as a group and the willingness to take them on board.

    At times this is frustrating, as I have been along the positive motivation road as well as being a cheery and positive being. But sometimes we over do the ‘intention’ bit and make it ‘work’, don’t you think. And that is what the guys are reminding me of.

    So, as you have underlined before, we are, I Am and it’s all perfect.

    Love you, enjoy this ride, LINDA

  9. Reblogged this on whoamiandwhy2012 and commented:
    Leading up to the spring equinox during a mercury retrograde I am experiencing these annoying ascension symptoms once again: adult acne as I am detoxing, pain body squeezing, frequent urination (for the past two days) therefore water weight loss, and small bouts of diarrhea, anxiety, butterfly flutters in my stomach, some paranoia, sleepless nights, lethargic days, loss of appetite, neck/back aches (burning), heart chakra releases/palpitations and revealing dreams and visions….oh, and that tingly scalp sensation alternating from right to left. ( I used to be too embarrassed to post such things but…who cares?)

    I have really had it with all of this ascension crap I must be honest about that. From what I gather this spring equinox is the demarcation point between Phase I of ascension (hell) and the beginning of Phase II (heaven on earth). Phase II for us who have done the necessary “work” is what I perceive as the VICTORY phase which isn’t a “phase” at all but our new reality. We have defeated the dark in our personal lives that has been the necessary evil/our adversaries and antagonists that in essence has helped us to arrive so the Light can thrive. We had to “die” so that we may LIVE and live abundantly. And I have no hard feelings because God always wins in the end and they can either catch a clue and jump on board or slither away and crawl back under that rock from whence they came.

  10. Denise thank you for your latest post which I really resonate with. My thoughts entirely!

    I had a dream recently I saw a tear in the fabric of the ethers and behind it these beings of light were looking at me. They tried to give me a metal disk (gold colour) but because I didn’t know what it meant I wouldn’t take it. Then the dream went on to a railway station where I was sitting in the waiting room waiting for the train and a young woman in western dress came in and put the metal disk in my top pocket of my jacket saying it belongs to you – take it they want you to have it. Any ideas clueless??? Maureen

  11. This may be obvious to some, but I’d like to share an insight I received this morning. I have attempted to clarify my spring equinox intentions for several weeks now, which resulted in a rather joyless to-do list of personal/local/global issues to resolve with other co-creators. I felt more stressed than inspired until I shifted my focus to systems and paradigms I WANT to create, rather than things I feel we MUST create to avoid planetary and human destruction. One of my three intentions is still far-reaching in scope, but it’s more personal and joyful, a dream I’ve harbored for humanity for most of my life. Would sharing this dream diminish its power? I really want to. :)

  12. Oh man I feel like crying reading all these. I have had an intense headache since the beginning of march and it got worst with the full moon. Barely eating, impossible to digest even water, sleep is weird, pain , pain and more pain. Burning pain in shoulders, back of neck….. I am going for a massage in a couple of hours to try and relieve it a little. I too just want to be free of the pain. Sometimes the top of my head hurts so much even combing my hair is impossible. Wish I could just eat like I used to. I can barely tolerate anything and the pain in my head keeps me from truly living and enjoying life. Sounds are painful (kind of feels like the sounds are bouncing around and might explode my ears off) and even breathing….ouch! Palpitations, and like a crushing feeling when I try and take a deep breath. So very dramatic!

    March is getting too intense for me. Now I know everyone here is feeling it too. That expends my heart. It reminds me it is all worth it. We are all connected. Love , love all my pain is what I try to focus on and it seems to make it a little more bearable. I send all my love and I wish for all of us more patience and focus.

    Denise I need help to figure out what to make my three things for equinox. These head aches are so intense it makes it really hard to focus. Any suggestions to spark my creativity and focus.

    Much gratitude and love

    Linny

    • “Denise I need help to figure out what to make my three things for equinox. These head aches are so intense it makes it really hard to focus. Any suggestions to spark my creativity and focus.”

      Linny,

      When in doubt as to what to “intend”, one can always be safe in intending to have a much better conscious connecting and communication (working relationship) with one’s own Higher Self. With this, all the rest of it becomes SO much easier to see/know/understand etc.

      Another good intention at the spring Equinox would be to intend that the rest of 2012′s Ascension Process completion and shift happen safely, sanely, smoothly and as pain-free as can possibly be for ALL. A smooth and quick transition into the NEW in other words.

      And add something that’s HONESTLY important to you for yourself in 2012 (or have all three of them be for you if you want). It could be that you move through this final year of the 25 yearlong Process as safely and quickly as you can now. It could be to reduce the physical pains from this Process as much as possible etc. etc. It could be for anything that’s truly important to you now and that you really want to have manifest this year. Keep the three intentions HONEST and as refined as you can get them.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  13. First to Tom and others, I would like to say, that it has taken me at least 25 years of constant healing to get to the place I am now.
    I came in awake and aware, seeing and knowing past lives based on my horrendous situation I was born into.
    I have cursed God and the universe for the degree of suffering and pain I have gone through. I use to say isn’t one day, Enough for You.
    The bottom line is this, if we try and process all of it at once, it would kill us, we can not process this much pain,sadness,loss,grief insanity and so on. The process has stepped up using the body as a conduit for new frequency, if this were not the case we would be going through life time to life time suffering again and again.
    It is finally time for this 3D energy(or reality) to be transformed, and believe me I have felt every bit of it every moment for 17 years.

    The blessings for us is the healers, and teachers (like Denise) are guiding us to the immense transformation, we are about to go through. I know Denise has suffered also and like myself we must keep on showing the masses how to find new ground.

    I have been where you are Tom, try and ground, center, whatever works for you. We have enough profound healers in Western Mass, that if I go to them and explain where I am they know how to help, I’m sure you have the same.

    I have been experiencing a new understanding of consciousness i the last 3 days. Lately I have been noticing that reality that had happened 2 years ago has come back around.
    Exactly the same in the same week. I remember because it happened the week of my birthday, then and now. I was fired then I was just fired this week. For no reason truly. I was then sent to care for a man who was totally mad, same as 2 years ago.

    I was laying there the other night thinking(based on Lisa writing) this is a lie. “They” are hitting me in my most venerable area, the ability to survive. Last time I lost my mind, this time NOT. I stayed in my core self, disconnected from my Ego. Understood this was another way to push me back in to insanity…I didn’t go. I know if I wait and trust a new job will be given.

    Now what I’m going to say is the most Profound realization I have had perhaps forever. I was thinking the greatest sorrow for me is I don’t belong anywhere. Then I came to the reality No I don’t belong here…lights flashing. I am done with the greatest part of my healing(perhaps all) and the transformation is upon me. I can begin to move to the 5th D,6th D whatever, and I know how to do it.
    It was a woman who touched me the other day while I was coming out of a chiropractors, and said two sentences to me..randomly.
    That was it. One must let GO!!!!
    Now I might feel a little insane tomorrow(because of life) but I know I can go on.!!!!!!
    Now of course Denise you said this week would be profound, I wish only the same for you.

    Love and Blessing to all who have suffered the end is at hand.
    Cheri

    • Cheri,

      Happy Spring Equinox Birthday. :D

      Yes the let go of business that the entire Ascension Process does to each of us is remarkable…and difficult…and painful on multiple levels but that’s what it’s taken to get us to release our death-grip on our ego traits and beliefs and emotional wounds we often proudly carry around like badges of honor! :lol: It’s a process working through all that and letting go of so much, even the miserable stuff, so that we’re free and transparent and can evolve/ascend to the next level of learning and creativity.

      Happy Birthday and very well done. :)
      Denise

  14. Denise thank you SO much the congrads went right into my heart.
    Thank you for being here.
    in deep appreication, Cheri

    one more thing…
    To you that are suffering, I have felt the pain everyday for 2 years. Neck ,back ,legs ,knee’s
    unable to digest food. Sleep, at times walk.
    Heart palpations, unable to breathe…today every muscle in my body and brain are railing.
    How do I make it day by day, step by step, breath by breath, and some awesome healers.
    To the person who said what do I ask for, look into your heart…Love Cheri

  15. Dearest Denise!

    I love your factory analogy, that’s exactly how I feel what happened to me. Once I recovered I feel my system has reached a new level of performance – I thrive in this energy now and I don’t need to struggle anymore. Ever since my fever broke I have felt so good. 11-11-11 was blissful but ever the pressure was just growing. And now I feel a new serenity which is totally sort of like a new level of trust and faith in this process and in life altogether.

    Thank you for the advise! Better do some serious meditating within a couple of days :D
    Big Hug,
    - Aya

  16. I have been wanting to share something that “dropped” into my head very early am 1/28
    Hope it brings some happy ………. Namaste

    I am that I am that I am
    I know that I know that I know
    inside of me is the essence of all
    all that is or ever was
    it is gentle, it is peaceful

    When I am in touch with this essence
    I am light and full and love

    if I lose touch with this essence
    lost, lonely and empty
    without joy

    Good News, the essence is everywhere!
    Looking out my window I see a
    squirrel sneaking seeds form the bird feeder
    I am full again of the joy and gentle peace
    that is the all, and so easy to find

    We are the same as always but changing always
    Waiting for the Heaven on our earth
    With every ounce of essence in and around me
    I know it is already here, just waiting for us to
    Wake up and see
    Find the essence inside of you
    and know

  17. Denise, thanks for maintaining this space so that I can keep up with the Ascension Process, chat with others who are going through it, and share. I also appreciate you letting me whine here when I have a need to do that. Fortunately, my whine list has been getting shorter the last couple of days. ;-) Cheri, thanks for sharing about your Ascension experiences, and your advice on how to cope with mine. Thanks to everyone who has shared about the Ascension challenges you have been going through lately. I find your shares to be validating and comforting.

    I’ve been resting a lot since I had my back-to-college dream, and slooooooowly recovering both physically and emotionally. I have a lot of things I need to get caught up. My guides have been telling me to go very slow on this, and do just a few small tasks until I’m further along in my recovery. I’m still experiencing challenges and delays with my freelance gigs and cash flow. I currently feel quite powerless in this area, and I’m finding myself falling into victim consciousness quite a bit. I’m finding it hard to see anything positive about the challenges I’m currently going through. It feels like more of the same old shit I’ve been working on for well over a decade.

    Tom

  18. Hello –

    I would like to Thank you all for sharing your Ascension Symptoms
    as it allows the rest of us to know and feel that we are not alone
    or just going crazy with such similar patterns of difficulties ! I am
    curious – balsamicmoon – you said, “One of my three intentions
    is still far-reaching in scope, but it’s more personal and joyful,
    a dream I’ve harbored for humanity for most of my life.”
    I would
    be very interested in your Humanitarian Dream as I have much
    the same sense of feeling and vision. And Dear Tom – Hang in
    there buddy – I am really sick and tired of having my butt kicked
    by the Ascension Flu too !! We all must Remember – that it IS
    transforming us into Beings Of Light and for so many better days
    ahead for all of us. Thank you all so much for sharing and Blessings
    Be to The Family of Light !!

  19. hi
    i went through most of what was described last summer for about 3 days around the clock, as described by aya in the article. i also have gone through the crown chakra area issues at the tail end of 2010-beginning of 2011. what i discovered was that what aya is going through is a realignment of the physical in a very extreme fashion to be able to physically tolerate the upgrade in energies. we are knocked out for it, kind of like anesthesia, so we don’t consciously have to g through this trauma, because it fucking hurts like hell. in the brief periods that i came to, i literally felt hands realigning every muscle, joint, organ, etc. the only thing to do is to succumb to being put under and stay as hydrated as possible. don’t worry about food. once you finally come out of it, you can feel the flow of energy has changed dramatically for the better, it feels smoother, easier, etc.

    as far as the crown chakra sensitivities, i had to forgo all shampoos and use only conditioner as a cleanser, that’s all that new WEN haircare system is. conditioner is an emulsified form of moisturizer, alcohol and botanicals/vitamins. this is more than adequate to cleanse your hair. if you do need to shampoo, find shampoos free of sulfates. these sulfates are just lathering products. these same sulfates are used in commercial floor strippers and are incredibly harsh and are considered to be carcinogenic. you may also find your hair texture has changed. get haircuts as much as possible. your brain is literally detoxifying through your scalp/hair follicles. eventually you hair will grow back without the damage. once this phase is done, you can actually receive the downloads lisa renee alluded to in her march article, and be able to process vast amounts information without as much angst/turmoil as previously experienced. again, it flows more smoothly/easily and is processed more readily.

    once i got through these 2 huge hurdles, the influx of energies were so much easier to handle, including the insane energies of the solar flares. i still have alot of “off” days since every day is a new adventure in dealing with the incessant one-two punches of energies that seem to characterize 2012, but i am not having to take to my bed as much. i do have to say that the one thing i still am contending with is pretty bad fatigue, but even that has improved dramatically since last summer.

    good luck to all.

    love and light,
    gabe

    • Gabe,

      I too had to forgo shampoos. I make my own home-made kind… even if it means to buy a few organic ingredients to make it. But oie and woi: I still have dandruff problems. Happens every THREE days… and quite often at night times prior to sleep… just like the rewiring brain process described here at Transitions. No pain. Just irritating restless itches.

      But now that I’ve observed the rhythms and patterns of my scalp… reading others here with itchy-sensations… I find it is another form of detoxing. From age 13 to 21 I visited hair salons to put chemicals in my hair to “make it look nice”. In my “black”-Caribbean community… we were told that afro hair is nasty hair… and white/caucasian hair is “nice” hair… so I grew up with that old belief, until recently.

      Four years ago… my Mum “gifted” me a christmas surprise: another hair salon visit to texturize my hair… to make it look “professional”. I thought it was a place to help maintain my raw, natural afro hair, naturally. I was wrong. Since then… I never ever went to ANY hair place… not even to trim it. So now… I have a part-chemically done, part natural afro hair.

      And with that said… I intuit that my scalp is purging for all the years I had chemical exposure. I think that’s why it itches so and that often.

      Would I have to shave off all my hair for me to properly get exposed to more Sunlight/Solar energies, necessary to channel through us to become NEW human beings??? My irrational Inner Child thinks so… but my Wiser self says “nope… not at all”.

      I’m still curious as to what would happened with a shaved head though.

      Love and Light to you too Gabe… and to all here,
      Lou Ann

  20. Hello Everyone –

    Thank you so much Denise – for ALL of your articles these past
    years about the Ascension Transition and ALL of the details about
    HOW we are Being ReWired In ALL Ways from ReWired Brains and
    Bodies to A ReWired Planet !! Whew !! What a Journey !! I would
    like Everyone to Know that ALL of these Shared Messages about
    everyone’s Detailed Perceptions of their Experiences is extremely
    helpful to read because I have talked to so many people who just
    think that they are SICK or Going Crazy and people keep going to
    the doctor and the doctor’s don’t have a clue except more pharma
    drugs and psych meds, oh no !! Really …. every single explanation
    and experience and description is so valuable …. even my Cats
    seem to be going through Ascension Symptoms too – can you
    Imagine that for such sensitive creatures ?? Hey I found a super
    awesome Movie Online that I would like to share with everyone –
    Is that okay ?? And I don’t know how to do this, but is there
    any way that is okay to directly contact anyone here to talk
    further about what everyone is experiencing ?? So many of
    these amazing stories could be made into a Best-Seller Book
    one day !! Helloooo Denise – Book No. 2 ?? Anyway – I would
    like to talk to some of you – Tom – your messages are especially
    interesting as I can so relate big time !! Here is the Coolest
    Movie to Watch – I hope this is okay to share – Let me Know –
    If there is any way to contact one another please ??
    Since you share Lisa Renee so much, Denise, you should like
    this too if you have not seen it – It is Really a Good One -
    Scroll halfway down the page to: Pleiadian Message 2012 –
    A Wake Up Call For The Family of Light –

    http://mayasoma.wordpress.com/2012/02/27/the-benevolent-blue-light/

    Your Transitions Website is helping so many people – and could
    help so many more IF they ONLY Knew !! Thanks so much ~~~

    • Ashley, thank you for sharing this video. I was feeling really agitated and frustrated yesterday and this was just what I needed. Sending a hug your way…..Michelle

  21. [...] 2012 Spring Equinox: The NEW Coming Online “Tell me about neurological symptoms? I just spent 24 hours in bed with diarrhea, fever and pains all over my body and a boiling brain too! I slept most of the time but when I was awake I sensed all the areas/chakras being painfully under scrutiny one by one. When I asked what’s this, I just got the answer: welcome to the equinox, this is the beginning of the equinox energies for you! [...]

  22. Hi Denise and everyone who is posting on this blog. You have all truly helped me these last few months since this blog was shown to me. Before then I hadn’t found any blog/website that discussed these issues/experiences in such a down to earth way. I must admit the whole ‘lightworker’ etc terms and explanations for these symptoms and experiences are new to me and I’m still getting my head around that. My partner and I have been experiencing what we knew to be ‘kundalini symptoms’ for about 5 years through no force of our own, completely spontaneously. We were first exposed to all the dark shit going on in this world via David Icke etc and from then exposed to mainly non-duality spiritual teachers ie. Mooji, UG Krishnamurti, J. Krishnamurti, Eckhart Tolle, Paul Hedderman etc. But this website is the first place we came to that addressed the, what I now term ‘ascension symptoms’, as all the above didn’t touch on such things. To be honest, I’ve not handled them all that well and for a good few years have been fearful of it, my partner experienced much more severe symptoms than I had and I never had any doubt they were ‘spiritual’ experiences, but for some reason I couldn’t get it into my thick head that I could experience them too. Then in the last 3 months, my symptoms have increased dramatically and I could no longer sit on the fence of acknowledging the gentle symptoms but getting freaked out (ie. anxiety attacks) by the severe ones . I won’t go into details here because I mainly started this message as a sincere heartfelt pouring of thankfulness to you Denise and everyone else posting here. Somehow I sense we all do know each other and there are strong connections here. Thankyou and maybe some other time I’ll be less vague in my posting, but this is all I felt to say for now :-) Big squeezy hugs to you all.

  23. Of course WE are the change and I realize Calleman doesn’t have all the answers, however my heart sank when I read Calleman’s new article. He believes and I quote, “A “galactic alignment” has been happening every year for the past 40 years or so and will not create any shift in consciousness this year either”. To me it feels like the shift is still going at snail speed during 2012. Let’s see what the Equinox brings! xoxo

    http://www.calleman.com/content/articles/Focus_on_the_Sun.htm

  24. Dear Friends of Transitions: It breaks my heart; that out of roughly 30ish comments on this web site, most people are in such pain at this juncture :( I am 49 as of Feb,18. I have been through everything imaginable as a Human since early rememberance….I am starting to see the Circle of Life complete itself in my surroundings, with all my past issues with mostly family. Please don’t lose sight of the whispers and guideposts! You personally may not feel them. But they are happening for me, and Denise always said” stair steps”. take care of your selves and remember- You don’t have to be on the Hamster Wheel of Life- “Shut it Down” gorden ramsey ;0

    • Hi Debbie

      Those words are not there for me to explain the effect of your message, but the goose bumps are. Reading this (trough gentle love) seems to be screaming at me. I do not yet know how to let go of the pain. It is all I have ever known. I see that it is infecting my kids too. I want to let it go and I am going to ask for this at equinox (thank you Denise for your reply….It has helped me clarify my choices) and will be choosing guidance to release my pain story in order to re-write a new one. Releasing the pain……I choose to release the pain. I think reading your article made me realize that I am ( for whatever reason) choosing to still hide and I guess the pain is a way to do it. I don t know it just popped into my head.

      Oh!!!! so that’s what it is to get out of your own way. Cool! Thank you Debbie I tend to over think things and you made it really simple and I really got it. Seems like it was meant just for me. Maybe I am just ready to do it or I finally believe that it is possible. Now I am starting to over think it again so I am shutting up now. The hamster wheel is shutting down, I ll ask for that to (for a quieter mind). xoxox Linny

  25. Dear gabe,
    I totally agree with you that all the symptoms I had – and what we all share more or less – is about to upgrade the bodily system to be able to contain more light and even different qualities of energies coming from other parts of the universe and the source. My sudden attack that made me so sick was kind of a culmination of everything that had happened since 11-11-11 and I had had sore body for weeks already.

    And like Denise said, this is probably going to be the procedure from now on – pressure grows until major energy days when we reach the point that our bodies are getting new versions of themselves downloaded.

    I also agree with what you said about food and it may help adapting to eat less and eat wisely. I would say pretty much the same thing: don’t worry about food, eat only when you are really hungry, drink a lot and cut down sugar, meat, sodas, coffee – all the stuff that makes you feel heavy.

    My personal tricks are lemon for detoxing bowels, ginger for joints and olive oil to help liver to clean itself. It works. Also, I have asked my higher self to see that this would go pretty smoothly ;)

    Happy equinox to all!
    - Aya

  26. My head has felt like it tons of ants crawling on it today….so many crawling, tingling sensations on my crown chakra. I’ve also had a spasming stitch in my side since last night; it could be trapped gas but it seems to radiate from my left kidney/back area more. Eating and food are difficult for me right now. Nothing sounds good, I don’t feel like putting any effort into eating and when I do, it usually rips my stomach up. Those are pretty much my only physical symptoms right now.

    However, the mental landscape is FAR MORE active. Oi! I remember writing in to one of the posts that Denise made last fall where I was describing waking up in the middle of the night and experiencing this completely bottoming out of the floor. Like EVERYTHING was new, completely wide open sort of void. It left me scared and partially felt like I was going insane. She calmed my fears about this and I prepared myself for it again, knowing that it was leading up to these times. Again, I seem to experiencing this but it’s not just waking up in the middle of the night. It’s just randomly happening when I’m driving, walking, talking to people. I keep reminding myself of how I must have felt as a child where everything in the world was brand new…I was curious, joyful much of the time and safe. I am still safe, even if I don’t have my mother’s legs to hide behind, I have Mother Earth to plant my own legs into now. She does keep me safe.

    I think it is so important right now to be reaching out with our hearts towards others. Part of me just wants to crawl in a hole and hide, wait it out but I know that this won’t accomplish what I TRULY NEED which is community and high-heart experiences. I am making a very concentrated, concrete effort to share my joy, true heart feelings, and most of all, gratitude with others. We all seem to do so much better and remain more at ease when we touch each other and soothe each other through our heart centers.

    This is really a brave new world we are coming into. Manifestation has become like second-nature to some and I feel that it will continue to run down the stairs to more and more. I feel so very lucky that I discovered how to manifest, the delicate process of attracting and singing my vibrations, a couple of years ago. Otherwise, I’d be even more lost.

    My heart is my hand that I extending to all of those who feel off-kilter and nervous/anxious or scared. While this is totally a ride for all – some need the help more than others and I hope to give any that need that help. It’s been kindly given to me by others.

  27. I totally forgot it was the equinox this weekend….but my body started reminding me on Saturday with shooting nerve pains and pretty bad emotional agitation which seemed to be out of no where. Hyper-empathic sensitivity as well. This is going to be a week where I stay at home as much as possible (staying away from muggles) ,trying to stay centered and focus on my intentions..the most important to me is remembering who I truly am.

    And I have to thank Ashley again for putting up that video because it reinforced that for me. So grateful to open my email and see a new article from you Denise to remind me that it as the Equinox. Mucho love to you….Michelle

  28. Dear Denise since January something has shifted for me big time -I am in an energetic space which has allowed me to detach from the negativity from certain family members …as Debbie said ‘the circle of life is starting complete itself in my surroundings’. I feel the light which I always felt able to handle now beyond my control and I am going along for the ride and what a ride it has been. My dreams are weird and surreal the latest being:

    I am in a lift and it turns into blue light and starts spinning rapidly. When the lift stops and I get out I am in a place totally unrecognizable and the people feel unfriendly and not to be trusted and when things get too close for comfort I merge in with the trees and can see myself looking out at the unfriendly persons from the heart of the tree. All the time feeling this is not where I came from/belong. Who knows whats next to come but I know things are moving at an astounding pace and the energy is beyond belief. Maureen

  29. Hi Denise and Everyone here,
    thanks so much for the article and all your writings.
    I realize that I have been really lucky the past month as I have been feeling great and on the top of the world. I am sure it has something to do with Neptune moving into Pisces. So happy I finally got rid of the head, neck and spine issues.
    Anyway, it didn’t last longer than this. Now I am having strange stomach issues. Today is the 3rd day I am experiencing this. It comes and goes, nausea, burping, restlessness, ache in liver region, ‘butterflies’, swollen belly at Solar Plexus area. Never had anything like this before. I don’t feel like eating anything but I get really low if I don’t. If I have just a tiny little something, I get these weird sensations. I am not complaining, because this is nothing compared to other issues we have had. I just want to share this with you and I think TRANSITIONS is an important place for doing just that. Thank You Denise ♥

    Blessings & Hugs,
    Pia

    • “I am not complaining, because this is nothing compared to other issues we have had. I just want to share this with you and I think TRANSITIONS is an important place for doing just that.”

      Pia & All,

      I’ve never seen us sharing our ascension related pains and struggles as something “bad” or “wrong” at all. I’ve always believed that we all NEED to hear that we’re not the only ones living through all of this and hurting and learning from it all. I know how helpful and encouraging it actually is for others to read that they’re not the only ones living with such bizarre (ascension) symptoms and aches and pains. Because of this, please don’t anyone ever feel guilty or apologetic for sharing your current ascension difficulties. We talk about a wide variety of ascension related subjects in the TRANSITIONS Comments and bitching & complaining about how brutal it gets occasionally is perfectly normal in my opinion. There’s no need to pretend that the Ascension Process is easy and pain-free and in the end there’s only one solution to it anyway; just do it! ;)

      This past winter quarter (winter Solstice 2011 through spring Equinox 2012) was REALLY difficult for me too in multiple ways and I nearly retired TRANSITIONS recently. But, thankfully the spring Equinox activated a flood of purging Light Energies to wash away the negative crap that had attached itself here in an attempt to shut down me/TRANSITIONS. Stay strong and determined everyone. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Denise please don t ever shut this precious, blessed site of yours. That would totally suck. I know it is tough for you too. Know that you are absolutely essential. I don t know where I would be had I not discovered your site in 2009. Since then I have realized that I have been going trough this for years. I just thought I was weaker then others, my self worth was so low. I had no one who was going trough the same thing. You saved me in so many ways. I get to be more of me every time I come here. I feel so blessed to have you to come to this place that feels like a home. Every time I connect here I feel so much love. I just open your e-mail and my heart starts beating faster and waves of love comes. I am grateful for everyone else too that comes and share. I get stronger every time because of it.

      p.s. I feel 80 percent better. I wished for less pain at equinox and the next morning found that I felt so much better , then I did a body dialog session and learned that the head pain (I often called pressure) was almost instantly released my expending myself and grounding. I should remember to do this everyday!

      I send you love and peace and joy.

      Linny

    • “Denise please don t ever shut this precious, blessed site of yours. That would totally suck. I know it is tough for you too. Know that you are absolutely essential. I don t know where I would be had I not discovered your site in 2009. Since then I have realized that I have been going trough this for years. I just thought I was weaker then others, my self worth was so low. I had no one who was going trough the same thing. You saved me in so many ways. I get to be more of me every time I come here. I feel so blessed to have you to come to this place that feels like a home. Every time I connect here I feel so much love. I just open your e-mail and my heart starts beating faster and waves of love comes. I am grateful for everyone else too that comes and share. I get stronger every time because of it…”

      Linny,

      Thank you so for that. ♥ Hugs.

      The past six months (back to the fall Equinox of 2011) for me have been an unending stream of my having to let go of more things, loved ones, familiar old Starseed “job” duties, habits etc. and this process just kept increasing the pressures to make sure I would release so I could move forward. The 2012 spring Equinox was huge for me and I’m in the midst of yet another big positive shift right now because I have been releasing so much over the past six months. Things are moving forward again energetically which feels soooo much better so I’m hanging in. ;) Thanks again for your kind words.

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

  30. Things becoming very difficult now..and again. No sleep until 3 or 4am every night, vibrating all night.
    I am in the fire literally..80 degree weather, much fire in the air(never in March in New England)
    Feeling like my heart will explode…fortunate that I have these days off until another job appears.. seems they will call me when needed. I have let go of this also..
    It has gotten beyond difficult, this site keeps me going when in the night I feel like I’m going mad.
    Hanging in there…as best as I can.
    Thanks for hearing me,
    Cheri

    • rubicon007,
      Hi, I have the cellular vibrational stuff going on too that leaves me sore and I am up ALL night every night. I vibrate while sleeping or upon waking I am shaking. I sleep from approx 5 am – 1:30 pm now a days. My newest symptom that has returned is heart burn that will become intense but only lasts a few minutes so i haven’t bothered with taking anything for it.

      Denise,
      I noticed that these symptoms have just reoccurred since the spring equinox. Is this the effect that the new energies are having and will have through out the year? Any advice on how to cope. I have to move out of my place and with this new sleeping pattern and the soreness from the cellular stuff I am having a rough time of it.

      My anxiety has gone down, thank God! But now here’s this other stuff! I know that we probably just have to deal with it. I love that we can share our symptoms and stories here but does anyone have any advice on how to better deal with these symptoms?

      What is going on with our cells? I woke up and looked at my body to see if I was glowing due to how fast my cells were vibrating and feeling electrified.

      G

    • “Thank you so much ( a tear) were else would we go.”

      rubicon007,

      I get down occasionally but not taken out despite the numerous attempts by the dark. ;)

      This past winter was big and important because it was hurry up and purge time before the 2012 “New Years Day” of the spring Equinox. Now that the 2012 Equinox energies are flowing through the new Grids and us (increasingly all year), it’s SO much easier than it was during this past winter quarter… so I’m/we’re back in the saddle yet again. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  31. Dear Denise, dear friends,
    So good to read your articles and the comments of the dear like-minded souls all over the world. I wish you all love, light and that the angels guide and protect you!
    I have bad body symptoms for more than a year: Liver pain, pain in the right lung area, a feeling like something is stuck in the esophagus, my right upper body seems to cook inside at times. Heart burning, It makes me at times feeling like I’m going crazy. Know about no-reaction …. However, this knowing seems to be far away in these days.

    I’m walking the spiritual path for a while now. Found the way after a depression that made me “wake up”. That is seven years ago. I was strong and I recovered (today I doubt the diagnosis I got from the doctors …. maybe I was just all the time an empath and hypersensitive).
    Today and all the past weeks and months I feel like a very spiritual beginner. I am stuck in fear of bad diseases … mostly the ones beginning with the big “C” …. This is more bad for me as I know that I’m the creator of my world as far as I understand this mystery. Going back to basics (meditation, prayer) helps a bit. However, there were in the past year only a few symptom-free days or hours. In these times I always felt like a million dollars and showed it in gratitude that I felt healthy again. Unfortunately this feeling never lasted long.
    I went through several examinations that all have shown a healthy body: blood examination twice, lung radiation, TCM practitioner, sonography of the inner organs all luckily shown my health … dear Denise … and this all when I knew from you to fear not.

    The god forces also show me in my dreams that this all is related to old pain etc. and I let go of it as good as I can. Try to face all this with a smile. The past two days were not really better for me and last night …. Still the body symptoms in my right upper chest area : ( I do not want to go to further examinations. I want to have that feeling of trust back … I fake it until I’ll make it in the meantime. And I am grateful to read that I am not the only one feeling so weird at times.

    Today I will continue my healing with starting a 21 day healing prayer circle with the new moon energy. Cross fingers that it will help. I KNOW healing myself is the only way.

    Happy energy raising to all of you from Germany!

    Hope

  32. Dear Denise,
    I am so glad to hear that you are feeling better now. Me too, I sense a radical difference in my beingness (I can’t describe it any other way). Yesterday I met several worn out, extremely tired people at work and yet, the made an effort to share a smile, be nice, seek contact and with some people I sensed they were prolonging the eye contact as if trying to see me a new way! Maybe I am just imagining this but I really feel people are beginning to relate a different way to each other.

    I also feel that there is more time… as if I didn’t need to worry about anything any more. Things that I want and need come to my way. Like the equinox day, I did some serious sleeping again which meant that I was several hours late from work (which is not my usual style). It turned out that I couldn’t have started anything anyway because the day shift guy hadn’t been able to finish what he was doing. Some ass saving synchronicity is happening all the time and telling me to trust that everything unfolds better that I could do it myself.

    I was thinking hard what kind of things I would like to start this post-equinox period but I could only think that I want to be and experience the purest love in all my relationships here on Earth. Somehow I feel that this is not my game…. therefore, I don’t need to plan anything specific for MY future.

    Having said that, an old idea of giving a foster home to someone in need of a home has come to my awareness after many years and the thought has been nagging at me all the time the past couple of days. I even had a dream two nights ago in which there was a boy of perhaps 10 years old (blond and gentle air, just like your son in the picture you had seen of your son before he was even born, Denise). When I woke up my first thought was that he needs a place to stay – with me! We’ll see, I am not planning anything but I am totally committed to act accordingly and listen to my intuition. Well, to be honest, I planned a little – I check out that much that I know how to start the process when the time is ready :D

    Now that things are hopefully beginning to develop smoothlier for all of us, maybe this site becomes a place to share our experience about the new earth co-creation and we can share the outcome of everything we have accomplished! It is absolutely no time to to shut down the site, dearest, dearest Denise! Not until we can communicate telepathically and share the same “brain” :D

    Tons of Love to everyone!
    - Aya

  33. Denise, I was wondering….is it three things we are wishing for only a guideline to make it easier for people to focus How about anything that comes through our heart? And everything we are thankful for? Just putting my thoughts out there. Love ya!

  34. Hello, Denise and all,

    Wow, Denise, please don’t go anywhere. We’re just starting to really come together as a group and it would be a shame to be stranded without contact before we’re fully into 5D mode. Hang in there as we all are!
    I’m feeling like I’m on a slightly different track than some others here (which makes sense in a group where we all have different qualities and abilities that make us so amazing when we come together). I related most to Authentic LInda’s statement that it’s just enough for me to BE now. After the assault of the solar flares, I’ve not been having too many physical pains and I’ve been going out in the world more and more and sticking up for myself– partly using 3D methods for 5D purposes and it seems to be working out quite well. I am excessively cheerful and chatty these days and talk to anyone and everyone around me all the time. In Alberta, I get the cold shoulder a lot– people literally turn away to avoid me– but there have been more and more people engaging with me that in the fall, so I am noticing a difference here. And I just recently took a trip to Toronto where people were very cheerful and pleasant and friendly– so different from when I lived there a few years ago. The Lightworkers there have been doing a good job! And I can literally feel that I’m bringing light with me in these interactions with people– I can feel myself glow and send out light when I smile at people or make a joke. Well, I must say I’m enjoying this a lot more than the horrible headaches, achy body, and laying around the house!
    When I was in Asia, I had experiences occasionally in temples where a statue of a being would connect with me. One was a happy bull, another a guardian of the four directions who needed me to help him with something, and two other spirits of high-ranking monks. On this trip, I went to a museum and was going through it quickly when a statue of a tiger just walloped me with its energy. I thought, Oh great, tiger is connecting now too (another guardian of temples). Then a sacred monk statue hit me, then a boddhisattva, then a Buddha smiled at me, and a monk looked into my soul and everyone else’s. It was pretty amazing and, even though I was hurrying, it was intense and clear. So my experiences of beings on other levels is what has been and is the focus here for me. And it seems getting out there and being with people.
    Oddly enough, after all my good experiences, I got to the airport to the area for the Alberta flight and there were closed faces, hard looks, and a lot of negativity. It really is not my imagination that this is a negative place! Poor Albertans. They just aren’t getting it at all. :(

    Love and big hugs to all!
    Cat

  35. Dear Denise I agree with he comments of Linny. Cat and Aya … this website has become a ‘life line’ for many of us and has helped to keep us sane. When things are getting difficult out there either through negativity or just plain old physical pain as we integrate greater and greater amounts of light, this website of yours has helped to get things into perspective and helps us trust in the process. There is a lot of light connected with this site and, therefore, I was so relieved to know you are still battling on regardless. Maureen

  36. Hello Denise, Hello Everyone,

    I want to thank-you Denise for another awesome article, for reminding me of what is going on. I want to thank everyone for their sharing–it makes this Ascension stuff much easier to take knowing I/we are not alone. It feels like I am alone until I come here, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it here. I too have been experiencing extreme pain, this time it is my jaw. The pain was so intense I thought I would never be able to eat or talk again. I had a dream that my jaw had to be removed and it was replaced with a crystal jaw–still wondering what that meant. After a month of gradually increasing jaw pain–it just stopped yesterday. Like all the pains they come on strong and then just disappear. I am adjusting to it but it freaks me out in the middle of it cause I think it will never go away. On the Equinox I asked for that pain to go away and then it did, I am finding that the more I connect to my Higher-Self and my team I can manifest more quickly than before and the communication is clearer. Daily meditation is vital to my sanity and I have been experimenting with healing myself lately and it seems to be working. I too have been suffering even more since the beginning of 2012 on all fronts but I know deep in me that it will all be okay. I got to the point of not wanting to be here anymore and really struggled with faking it and even tho I feel that I have no idea where-what or who I am to be in the future, I know I chose to be here–NOW to hold the light. Does anyone else feel like they are just existing? I do not have any passion for anything here in 3D except my spiritual growth. My whole family wants to know why I will not leave the house and do anything except for mandatory 3D crap. I do not want to and my guides keep telling me to take my time and all will be revealed–that is what I hear “all will be revealed” but I cannot explain that to my family really, they think I am crazy. I am hoping all this will pass and I will want to venture out and DO something but it has been since October and I am wondering if anyone else is feeling this. I just see a void like membrane when I try to ‘see’ what is to come in the future and my guides tell me to be patient and hold the light, so that is what I do. I am so grateful for your insight Denise and those like you–Lisa Renee, Aluna Joy and some others. The information all of you give is lifesaving to me–Thank-you for keeping Transitions going. I appreciate all you must endure to continue on this path. Peace*Love&Light, Valerie

    • “Hello Denise, Hello Everyone,

      I want to thank-you Denise for another awesome article, for reminding me of what is going on. I want to thank everyone for their sharing–it makes this Ascension stuff much easier to take knowing I/we are not alone. It feels like I am alone until I come here, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it here. I too have been experiencing extreme pain, this time it is my jaw. The pain was so intense I thought I would never be able to eat or talk again. I had a dream that my jaw had to be removed and it was replaced with a crystal jaw–still wondering what that meant. After a month of gradually increasing jaw pain–it just stopped yesterday. Like all the pains they come on strong and then just disappear. I am adjusting to it but it freaks me out in the middle of it cause I think it will never go away. On the Equinox I asked for that pain to go away and then it did, I am finding that the more I connect to my Higher-Self and my team I can manifest more quickly than before and the communication is clearer. Daily meditation is vital to my sanity and I have been experimenting with healing myself lately and it seems to be working. I too have been suffering even more since the beginning of 2012 on all fronts but I know deep in me that it will all be okay. I got to the point of not wanting to be here anymore and really struggled with faking it and even tho I feel that I have no idea where-what or who I am to be in the future, I know I chose to be here–NOW to hold the light. Does anyone else feel like they are just existing? I do not have any passion for anything here in 3D except my spiritual growth. My whole family wants to know why I will not leave the house and do anything except for mandatory 3D crap. I do not want to and my guides keep telling me to take my time and all will be revealed–that is what I hear “all will be revealed” but I cannot explain that to my family really, they think I am crazy. I am hoping all this will pass and I will want to venture out and DO something but it has been since October and I am wondering if anyone else is feeling this. I just see a void like membrane when I try to ‘see’ what is to come in the future and my guides tell me to be patient and hold the light, so that is what I do. I am so grateful for your insight Denise and those like you–Lisa Renee, Aluna Joy and some others. The information all of you give is lifesaving to me–Thank-you for keeping Transitions going. I appreciate all you must endure to continue on this path. Peace*Love&Light, Valerie”

      Valerie,

      I loved your dream around the jaw pain as it’s very positive actually. 30 years ago my Mom had a dream where her entire body was, section by section, turned into clear crystal. A message about things to come. ;) (I too occasionally have this ascension related jaw pain and it’s brutal. It’s like my brain is swollen or energetically expanding and puts pressure on the tops of my eyes, my jaws, my hearing, my Brow and Crown chakras etc.)

      The Ascension Process is evolving humanity from dense 3D carbon based beings, to Light-infused 5D crystalline based beings…literally. Your dream was, like my Mom’s, a message about this Process happening to you and your bodies.

      For many years now I’ve felt like I’m “doing hard time” (to use a prison term) on Earth in this life and in many ways that’s what I’ve been doing energetically. I too can’t find anything out in the old world that interests or inspires me. What I’m doing, what you/each of us is doing, IS the inspiration. I can barely stand having to function in the world out there that has nothing of real interest to me personally any longer. It’s a very hard road to travel, to endure, and 2011 and 2012 (so far) have been much more severe with this for me. I’m literally getting squeezed out of the old world because it doesn’t match me but the NEW hasn’t arrived yet for me/you/each of us to step into and finally feel like we’re in a matching world for what we’re becoming.

      Hang in there with me ♥
      Denise

    • Denise,
      Hello again!! You are so awesome….I am in tears because I needed to hear from someone to just hang in there. Thank-you for being here and talking with all of us–it means so much to me/us to have your support during this process.You are a rare individual to interact the way you do. I just got back from another doctor appoinment and I do have a blood disease but still more tests to do. I am sad over it and worry that now how can I ascend with a blood disease? Will those of us with diseases be able to ascend? I am trying not to freak out because all this time going to the doctor and being told nothing was wrong with me–now there is and there is no cure but there is treatment and it is lengthy–(if I have it active) if not I have to wait for treatment until it is active but my government insurance is due to run out in April because now I make too much money now that I have unemployment.. Crazy talk. Anyway I thought I was good with the outcome and I am as long as I can still ascend out of here. God I do not want to ever come back to 3D–it IS like doing hard time and I do feel like I am being squeezed out of here too. It’s just that all the ascension symptoms I have been thru and everyone talks about, I never heard of the blood being upgraded, have you? I have been trying to heal my blood with different colors of light since I found out and I am going to keep on trying. I rarely take any medications because of all the side effects and I can just imagine what this ‘treatment’ entails. I do take pain medication or antibotics (when needed)–that is it, otherwise I try natural remedies and vitamins. Do you have any thoughts on ascending with diseases? I would imaging that somehow they get wiped out before entering another dimension. Oh, thanks for explaining the crystal jaw–it makes sense and in my dream I was good with it, like it was the most natural thing to have done to you. I was thinking about my health today and I was always so healthy until 1998 when my ascension symptoms started and it really is eye-opening to see all I have gone thru since then. Like most people here–it has been so long I felt out of sorts that when I really think about all the shit I have been thru I wonder how I/we made it this far and I/we wasn’t even aware of The Ascension until the last couple of years. Really is mind-blowing. Everyone take care of yourselves. Love*Peace&Light, Valerie

  37. Valerie, when I read your letter I cried. For you, but also for myself(I am not a crier)
    I think the wearness,exhaustion, and inability to know what to do next has taken it’s toal on me.
    Sitting here last night at 4:00am not being able to sleep, wanting so much to get away from the pain and aniexty. Life cycling around and around taken so much away, offering so little.
    Like you, I know my journey is Spiritual so I have no other choice but to go on.
    How many times I’ve said, “there is nothing left for me to do here” Meaning the physical dimension holds no glamour or purpose.
    I am faced again with the fear of not surviving. One week everything’s on the up sweep
    the next nothing. I understand the nothingness as you said.
    For weeks I couldn’t present the class I would teach at a very big Expo. Generally I just wait for the info. in a very few days it would come pouring out of me, nothing.!!
    I understand the loniliness, I have contact with “my” people but in the depts of the night when I’m in pain and can’t figure out how I will go on I sit there and ask WHY!!!
    My Higher Self knows but my physical self just wants to see the LIGHT, the path, the way.
    (I’m probably stuck on a stair freaking out, how will I survive*(money wise) :)
    A little smile)
    I am there with you dear Sister all the way…(many tears)
    Cheri

    • Cheri,
      I am not a crier either but lately I have been so frustrated I can’t help it. I thought with all I have been thru as an empath that I could maintain a neutral attitude on all these issues but it has really been getting to me. The Dark Team, as Denise calls them are feeding off of our fears–so I really try not to give in to that but they know how to hurt us most and that is with our seeming inability not to take care of our very own survival, no matter how hard we try to make things happen. I wish I had some great advice for you, for all of us, the one thing I got from everyone here when I brought up the money issue– is to have faith in the Universe–to know with every fiber of your being that you will be taken care of. I know its hard to do, cause its in your face and it is scary. Most days lately I just can’t care but I have noticed when I don’t focus my attention on it and freak out–it gets better. But then I have days when I get so mad and frustrated for having to struggle, I feel like I am beat down. I talk to my Higher Self and my team and the communication is more clear now, they guide me. Do you meditate? I find that is where I gain alot of strength. It is challenging to have to be here in 3D doing 3D things when you want to move on. Denise is right in saying that the reason we are here is to Light up the Dark. And that is what we are doing.We came this far, we just have to hang in there. My heart breaks for all of us struggleing. My hope is that all of us perservere with all of our challenges. Take care of yourself and know that you are the Light. Love*Peace& Light, Valerie

  38. Hi Denise :)
    I found a old link of mine that may provide some comfort to others here and is pretty much about what Lisa Rs written about and is actually some of the shit i am seeing now where sabotage and roadblocks to obvious to be just one of those things crop up.

    I had to have one of my dear dogs put to sleep on Monday, i revisit a old time, and then because if i dont get out this bloody house i will go cuckoo soon, i get the last 4 dogs saddled up and my daughter takes the biggest one down first to my truck, well she wont get in it, my daughter cant lift her alone, i cant help her as i am barely able to bloody stand on the crutches and i its all i can do to make it down the path to get in the truck, well she cant be left here, so we all stay in again, something dont feel good here, and so far i cant get outa here after 18yrs knowing i need to. Then my daughter kicked off with abuse and stuff at me as i couldnt fix it for her, she wanted to go to the beach, so did i, well anywhere would be good! but no, other ideas come from some place, and its was so obvious.
    I am doing my best to use money i can get together to clean up here and move on, but this isnt working so well and what has now taken months is still nowhere near done, and i have not been out in weeks, my knee wont heal, i am shaking like mad, this means at any time i could hit the deck as i am so weak, and all around me is muck, i cant take care of myself or my surroundings, and this to me isnt what i would call love, nor does it help ones self worth to be taken to this level
    Its been some yrs now since i begun seeing stuff that i wasnt sure i wanted too mainly in my kids and loved ones and in my own wellbeing, for each time i made headway, something would occur to deck me, the final was losing my partner in Oct, now another of my dogs this past Monday, and i am struggling to have the will to try to get what the heck i am to get from any of this.
    I know all people dont see this, get this crap and it sounds nuts or victim to many, so much so i dont talk about it now to anyone, cause i see no point, and if anyone thinks we consciously choose to have this set up in our lives, then ….

    So, pain yes, i have been out of action with walking for many yrs and hobble around best i can, then soon after losing my partner i fell in the bath, its pulled a muscle on an area i had ops on as a kid, and it wont heal, so now my legs bent, and i am twisted over the side, this means i dont go far, but i ampted up enough to get outa here to get some fresh air and just a break, but no, and this is not just a one off.
    Anyway, this link here, its from a lady who has experienced much woo woo stuff, of all types, but this in particular says a lot, and after Lisa, said how much are we willing to know, i raked this back up as the unfolding of this crap come up again.

    I dont know if you will want to post it, so i leave it to you, but i thought it may help folks to expand the abiilty to sense this when first faced with this stuff, as i thought i was going mad, many times, and so i send it over to you, hoping soon this will all end, cause its not been fun, and i have not ended up knowing who i am, in fact i feel traumatised and beaten up with this now, and after reading the folks on here i just want to say, yeah i know, and it matters not to me who dont know, for they cant know unless its been in their life to the point it affects you in all ways.
    I dont wish to instill fear, but knowing of it is not to me fear, it gives us the abilty to not fall into fear, not give way to being dragged down in low vibe places, and instead take back our power.

    http://in2worlds.net/interference-new-article-august-8-2009

    Her site has much on it, and as you stick your neck out most of the time to point out this crap, i thought you may like a break from the rebounds :lol:
    Take care all. J. x

    • J,

      You are in our Hearts and the Light has your back even though it sometimes doesn’t feel like it at all. Things have shifted in 2012 for us despite the upsurge from Team Dark and their stunts and tactics.

      Know that you are greatly Loved.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  39. Dear Denise

    Thank you so much for what you give to all of us and what a big Present of love you have give to your neighbours ,you give them the oportunity to make a reflection and rise their vibration and correct their disrespectful behavior,your sacrifice is enormous when you have acepted the confrontation because for the sensitive person and empathic person is very traumatic and a enormous sacrifice at all levels… for your neighbour a beautiful present if he understand …thank you so much dear Denise

    Much love to you

    Ana

    • “Dear Denise

      Thank you so much for what you give to all of us and what a big Present of love you have give to your neighbours ,you give them the oportunity to make a reflection and rise their vibration and correct their disrespectful behavior,your sacrifice is enormous when you have acepted the confrontation because for the sensitive person and empathic person is very traumatic and a enormous sacrifice at all levels… for your neighbour a beautiful present if he understand …thank you so much dear Denise

      Much love to you

      Ana”

      Ana,

      Thank you Ana for your kind words.♥

      Ana & All,

      Please understand also that, even though I sometimes bitch n’ complain about certain things/people/situations like this, I’m always very aware that whatever the situation and learning’s within it are, that they’re for ME too but at the level that I’m currently functioning at. In many cases they’re more for me than the person or people that are the “tool” to get ME to learn something, change something, shift something, release something etc. etc.

      Things are so much more complex than just the obvious polarized “good guys” vs. “bad guys” type of thing. The “bad guys” use people to get at the “good guys” and take them out. However, the positive of the negative ;) is that the “bad guys” while using certain humans as the “tools” at that moment are also forcing me (each of us) to learn and eventually Master some something within me. The “bad guys” are also used ;) ;) as “tools” to assist me/you/each of us to the next level of learning etc. which guarantees our ongoing growth and development as spiritual beings within different systems, dimensions and timelines etc.

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

  40. J, Yes it is insane making, I think our sensitivity is what makes us so aware of so much.
    I to can not walk very well, it’s mostly from the exhaustion. Sometimes my knee’s lock up (I can’t imagine what I look like walking:))
    But today is another day. I lost a partner 3 years ago, it was devasting, for the first time in my life I found someone who could see me and I him, I’m deeply sorry for your loss.
    It was so recent I imagine it will just take time.
    I do not want to minimize your loss but I want to share something with you. Within 3 days of his leaving I started getting messages from him, one of my gifts. I have filled up 5 books and when the pain becomings unbarable I take out one of the books and read a beautiful poem or converstion.
    We both knew we could not be together yet, we had to finish up our (personal work)
    He’s words to me and my words to him have been oil on these weary bones.
    The last 3 years have been horrendous but I feel the shift happening sooner now.(time increments)
    The two ways ‘they” get to me is take my income and create a move, 3 times in one year I moved.(did you hearing me screaming)

    I am feeling better today becuase of this site and I am able to hear and see truth.
    So in the last 3 days as I wander about doing shopping and my(street work) a wise woman I know called it that. I visit with many people. (I think Valerie mentioned that also.)
    Some I know some I don’t know. This is what I heard,”you always bring your light with you and make things so much clearer” I am so happy to see you I feel so lost”
    “You empower people by your presence..etc.
    The balm on the insanity. I do not say this too praise myself, I cannot help doing it.

    I am understnading something now more clearly, I just about the time I can relax I am confronted with a insideous energy that slips in and creates chaos.
    I drop and am blind sided.
    However I didn’t survive the frist 20 years of my life by shivering away in fear, I fought
    Now I fight for others….
    and something else has happened!!!!!!

    Sorry got cut off. The most important thought..I have helped so many in my 60 years, too many . The light is there and “they” are WAY out numbered.
    So when someone says “your light changes things”….I’m home even for a minute.
    Thank you Denise, the best to you J and Valerie. I can hear my truth in writing.
    I leave you with one quote I heard the other day by “Victor Frankel”
    “WHAT IS TO GIVE LIFE MUST ENDURE BURNING…that is the journey of Ascenion!!!!!
    Love, Cheri

    • Yes, its rough to lose those we love, and thanks for your words, and i am glad your partner contacted you.
      xx

  41. Dear Denise

    Thank you again from my heart , my words into you are words that i feel in my heart and i must communicate to you ,and again i thank you for your Big Gift of Love to all of us ,your level of honesty/ heart.felt required a great bravery and humbleness and your acuity reflectios and testimony give a Holly strenght to all of us,is more than validations is Love in action …we are very very tired you included dear Denise,but thanks God you don´t give up … you with your reflections and testimony you HEART.EN us !!!
    Thank you again for you don´t give up of your Sacred Love Gift SiteTransitions

    With much Love to you and big Respect that you deserve for all of us

    Ana

  42. I just wanted to leave a quick comment to redirect attention to this article and others written in March 2012 about the 2012 Spring Equinox. Reviewing these archives at this time of the 2012 Summer Solstice has helped me put the process into perspective, reminding me that they are not disconnected events. This is the time to really anchor our spring equinox intentions.

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