Interference from the Negatives

600x800 greenmonster We’ve all experienced this more times than we care to consciously admit and it’s frustrating and discouraging when you know it’s happening to you. If you don’t know it’s happening then the whole business is vastly more confusing and debilitating psychologically. Because I’ve experienced an increase in the negatives (by Negatives I mean the non-physical, non-human negative Aliens, negative entities, demonic entities, plus the living human’s who manifest the negative Aliens agendas on Earth and/or are easily manipulated by them etc.) trying to prevent me from doing certain things and reaching certain higher levels of consciousness in 2012. I’ve also received a few emails recently from people experiencing this same negative interference too so it seems we need to talk about this more openly in 2012.

This negative interference can happen at any time of the day or night, but when you intentionally start doing anything that’s going to help you by expanding your consciousness, you can expect that Team Dark knows it and has systems in place to instantly prevent you/me/each of us from evolving, expanding, and breaking free of their invisible frequency fences and restrictions. I could give you dozens of examples of this but the most recent one I and my Mom have been experiencing was when we started using Lisa Renee’s “12 D Shield” technique.

When I did Lisa’s 12 D Shield each day I’d be fine until I reached the top of my head and that was where I felt the negative interference trying to prevent me from finishing the visualization and get up to the suggested “three and a half feet above your head” position. It was so obvious that was where I was encountering the most interference and I fought and fought and fought to push my way past the negative’s invisible border there. It was real work and took time and sheer determination for me to finally push my way through their frequency fences but I eventually succeeded.

My Mom was experiencing the negative’s interfering with her doing Lisa’s 12 D Shield too but at that point where she needed to visualize connecting with the center of the Earth and again at the top where she needed to connect to the Andromeda galaxy, so it was top and bottom for her. The reason I’m sharing the points where we each encountered negative interference is to help some of you understand that, even though we all experience this interference, we’ll each experience it in slightly different ways and at slightly different points etc.

Let me also share about how I experienced negative interference during the first few months of constructing my 12 D Shield using Lisa Renee’s great free video as my mind’s eye visual tool. Again, your mileage may vary, but this mental interference BS is a very common interference tactic used by Team Dark against all of us whenever we try to escape their multidimensional frequency fences.

Many times when I was first building my etheric 12 D Shield, I’d reach that level at the top of my head where I’d encounter the interference and everything would come to a screeching stop in my mind’s eye. The next thing that happened—and I’ve experienced this particular mental interference tactic in many other situations, not only with Lisa’s 12 D Shield—was that my mental focus was instantaneously shifted to some silly, non-related something. Not once, not twice, not even three times but about eighteen or twenty times! It was so frustrating and I was not in control of directing my mental focus and thoughts. It was exactly like I’d reached a certain point and then something invisible knocked me off that rung on the ladder and I’d fall to the ground and have to start over again and again.

I’d be deep in the 12 D Shield meditation/visualization and suddenly wham-mo… I’d be thinking about bananas or getting a smog check for my car or painting the fence in the backyard or mopping the kitchen floor etc. Any ridiculous thing except what I wanted to be focused on! Every time I experienced this interference when I was doing the 12 D Shield technique, the interference was activated when I reached the top of my head. The mental focus shift (mental derailment, kidnapping, explosion, interference) happened so fast that it took me a few moments to realize that it had even happened! It was like I’d been slung-shot off into some other mental location repeatedly to prevent me from completing the 12 D Shield visualization. Eighteen to twenty times I’d get mentally flung off into some unrelated thoughts and each time I’d have to fight my way back to the point where I’d been before I was intentionally flung out of the visualization. It was incredibly frustrating and it told me—loud n’ clear—that Lisa’s 12 D Shield technique is obviously something that works and works very well otherwise the negatives wouldn’t work so hard to prevent me/you/each of us from consciously energetically building and developing it around us.

Know that these difficulties are not you being mentally lazy, inadequate or undisciplined but that it’s negative interference trying to prevent you from energetically escaping. Fight it. Don’t give in to it. Get back in the visualization or meditation or whatever it was that you were doing before you were blasted out of it by Team Dark’s frequency fences and other vile control devices and keep fighting until you can complete the meditation/visualization. Go into determined Light Warrior Mode when needed, otherwise you’ll be constantly suppressed and held in place by the negative’s many frequency fences. It can be done but it’s often a real fight to break through their negative barriers and reach a higher frequency level.

Once I broke through this invisible barricade while trying to build my 12 D Shield, it became so much easier and faster for me to run through the steps and visualize it all and it’s now becoming a living, growing energy around me that’s there constantly and getting stronger and more vital each day/night I do the visualization. So hang in there and when needed fight like the Light Warrior you are and rip the shit out of Team Dark’s frequency fences and other etheric control devices. You will get there and it will be good, very good.

Denise

May 10, 2012

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87 thoughts on “Interference from the Negatives

  1. Thanks a lot I needed this because I’m going bananas and smoggy! I feel like I will need more guidance with respect to my awaking, I still feel so lost ;(

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    • Enita, The best thing to do is to eat pure foods and the best water you can find. Try not to externalize but rather meditate and listen to your inner voice. You have the answers inside of you. There is so much disinformation on the web it can act as pollution to the brain as the foods and water so many are eating are to the body. I’m sorry this is off topic. But we are all in this together. Love and Light! Many blessings!

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    • “There is so much disinformation on the web it can act as pollution to the brain as the foods and water so many are eating are to the body…”

      Never a truer word said Ali.

      Denise

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  2. Thank you, again, Denise.
    I am unable to find instructions for the 12 D Shield meditation/visualization (perhaps because of this incessant pain at the top of my head). Could you provide a link?
    Much appreciated.
    Gerry

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    • “Thank you, again, Denise.
      I am unable to find instructions for the 12 D Shield meditation/visualization (perhaps because of this incessant pain at the top of my head). Could you provide a link?
      Much appreciated.
      Gerry”

      Gerry,

      I’m glad you asked for a link to Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield video. I intentionally did not include it in my article only because I knew I’d add my copyright notice at the end of it and wasn’t going to do that with someone elses material in it! So here’s a link to it.

      Hugs, Denise

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  3. As usual you provide the info I require at the moment on that day, have been trying to move out of a neg. house to a more clear kind city, excited but can’t pack, wandering around obsessing about a simple stomach ache,in total fear, thanks I think I know whats up after reading your article, thank you so much for your posts, the stuff I can’t find out about anywhere else is all here, and very important for me to know as its an intense time and I’m doing this alone! Gooday, safe travels, Lisa

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  4. Wow this post feels like you’re talking to me just posted something to you about this so maybe you are. I found when I have spoken my feelings about this INTERFERENCE TO OTHER EXPERIENCED LIGHTWORKERS they are greatly relieved to hear that others are having a similar experience. I don’t know about Lisa Renee’s video but would love to have access to that and to share as well. Just trying to find it on my own for the last minutes and even writing this message was an exercise in being blocked by TD.. I am committed to work toward Planetary Healing and part of this seems to be more heavy artillery as far as armoring . I know that one cannot maintain a hyper vigilance either at all times so tricky but needed.
    One of the things that I am doing to enhance my healing work for the animals and people is to create very profound and dynamic Gem Elixirs that are working very very well. The one cooking now is called The Bliss Wave,before that Deep Peace, before that Raise the Vibe for the Tribe/Lemuria Rising, , The Shift 2012, Profound Ground, Fiery Wall of Protection, Aura Cleanse, Lithium Quartz to name some of the favorites.
    No problem making them as far as interference but as far as getting the labels and putting them up on my website http://www.flashsilvermoon.com there have been huge blocks. perhaps the next batch should be Removing Obstacles LOL anyway thanks so much for all that you do and let me know if you are interested in these Elixirs. Blessings Flash Silvermoon

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  5. I totally relate to what you are sharing with us here Denise. I also have endured the very same experience regarding the 12D shield …. Team dark are harassing me to no end!!! They use my psyche, my children, my siblings, and my business!!!
    ( New Age…Reiki healing centre ) I see the pattern now and realise also that they have vamped up their frequency…It’s tough :(
    I came across this article yesterday, and it also rings very true…enjoy :)

    http://the2012scenario.com/2012/05/cobra-intel-update-may-8-2012/

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  6. WOW!! bang on Denise!! and not a moment to soon!! just last night and this morning while still in bed I was doing my 12D shield, ( I often do it again even if I just get up to go to the washroom to make sure Im covered through the night lol) and have been having problems visualizing. I have been doing it for quite some time now and never seem to have had an issue up till now. It seems that when I want to bring in the platinum and diamond white light colours I get dark purple instead. Now this at first didn’t seem to be a big deal since I often bring in the Violet Flame to seek out any unaligned and misqualified energies to transmute them. But for the last week or so I have been having a hang dang of a time getting the image to stay with actually being able to see the platinum and diamond white light for any length of time. I always do my shielding before going to sleep just after I say my many thank you’s and sharing my gratitude to God for all my gifts and blessings and found it very hard to get the light to really grow around and within me. But I kept at it and just kept coming back to it on and off so as to not go at it with too much force which is resistance and a lower vibrational frequency and this seemed to help. I also ask my higher self and the Ascended Masters to create and hold sacred space around me and to assist with grounding and shielding. This way I know for sure Im covered. Lately I have even asked the ascending masters and Arch Angel Michael and his band of Mercy Angels to surround and shield me from all lower vibrational and misaligned energies in ALL their forms. This includes all of me, in all dimensions of my being, across all identities, all timelines, all directions of time, and every cell, particle, atom and everything in between of my being. I have been feeling much more relaxed and even do much better with meditating since the negative forces would try to make me feel ancy so that I would stop as well as make my head bob just like when your going to fall asleep or make my body twitch to try to pull me out of my nice deep meditative state. I know those are some of the things that can happen if your falling asleep but I know for a fact the way they were happening it was waaaay to obvious it was interference. They also mess around with my breathing making it feel out of rhythm and hard to breath. This has been going on for a bit now too. So annoying. They know how important deep breathing is and for me this was something I hated to focus on because it would start to feel uncomfortable. I can bet you that some of my life’s work will include helping others with deep breathing in one fashion or another. Hence the interference. And I can also relate to your statement about trying to sabotage or interfere with things you want to do to bring yourself higher. TOTALLY happening here too! Buggers!! Now where is my spiritual fly swatter when I need it!! lol

    so THANK YOU Denise! for this post! so timely as usual. When I ask my higher self for assistance and asked exactly “whats going on with the visualizations” and here you post this!! wonderful! I get such speedy feedback these days from my higher guidance it is such a big help!

    Oh! I forgot to add that I had asked Jesus to help clear my third eye chakra and any shadows (entities, energies traumas etc) and felt him working on it with a nice warm and fuzzy energy within my third eye. :) xoxo

    Much love and light Denise!! and to ALL!

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  7. I’m not quite up to your level, but this was like a lightbulb going off over my head….as in, maybe that’s why I have so much difficulty with prayer/meditation! Maybe it’s not just a lack of self-discipline on my part that makes my mind wander!
    Thank you.

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    • “….as in, maybe that’s why I have so much difficulty with prayer/meditation! Maybe it’s not just a lack of self-discipline on my part that makes my mind wander!”

      B.J.,

      That’s exactly correct. It’s NOT always our faults for not being able to maintain our mental focus when we’re trying to do these positive spiritually growing things like meditation/prayer/visualizations etc. etc. Certain people want us all to believe it is us, when the majority of the time it’s deliberate negative interference designed to keep us from accomplishing what we’re trying to do.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Thank you, thank you, thank you! I had trouble visualizing the chakra column this morning, of all things; I kept visualizing the colors in the incorrect order, with red at the crown, or I could not remember which color came next in the ROYGBIV sequence. This seemed absurd to me because every child knows the order of the colors of the rainbow; how could I forget? However, I did not make the connection to negative interference, although it seems obvious now. I am more determined now to break through.

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    • Good Beth, just keep fighting your way through the negative interference and don’t, for now, worry about the details. Just build it…you can fill in the fine details later. Just plow through the technique as quickly as you can so that you get the foundation built ethereally. Later you’ll more easily be able to beef the visualization up and make it much stronger and clearer visually to you. For now, what’s important is that you get it built around you (the 12 D Shield) and then make it more and more potent.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  8. I knew it! I didn’t know I knew it but now that you spell it out to my consciousness, all puzzle pieces once again just slot into place and I realise the whole trail of what’s been going on with my ‘lack of focus’. Oooh I get so irritated, I’ll be off now to do some kick-ass blasting of their frequency fences and will create such an awesome 12D shield they’ll be left shivering at the sight… Denise, you’re wonderful!!!

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  9. I also just wanted to add that although we are having these not so pleasant experiences with the lower vibrational entities/beings, it is also teaching us energetic discernment. To be able to discern what a beings motive is in spirit form as well as physical without them coming out and telling us. We have all had this experience when a person says one thing and totally does something else with an ulterior motive behind it. This is one of the major things we have to learn on our ascension journey to mastery and to be able to navigate through the spirit world so in a way we have to be thankful for them. In order to become a master we need the experiences that will teach us how to become this.

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    • “I also just wanted to add that although we are having these not so pleasant experiences with the lower vibrational entities/beings, it is also teaching us energetic discernment. To be able to discern what a beings motive is in spirit form as well as physical without them coming out and telling us. We have all had this experience when a person says one thing and totally does something else with an ulterior motive behind it. This is one of the major things we have to learn on our ascension journey to mastery and to be able to navigate through the spirit world so in a way we have to be thankful for them. In order to become a master we need the experiences that will teach us how to become this.”

      Cherie Hebert,

      Actually it’s more than just an intellectual learning process; it’s a living, bodily Alchemical Initiatic event where we embody it in our very cells and that changes and evolves us. This is why we’ve got to LIVE these things in our bodies and beings and why it’s not effective as an intellectual study only.

      Denise

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    • Thank you Denise! and yes that is exactly what I meant. Energetic discernment is on a feeling and being level not an intellectual one. This way we can energetically feel what the motives are without words or the intellect involved. Glad we agree! :)

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  10. They have definitely ramped up their activity, haven’t they?!! Two weeks ago I started writing a new blog post for my business (prebirth communication). I left it as a draft to work on the next day. Well, the next day I couldn’t even access my dashboard ~ I kept getting “incorrect password”, even though I knew it was right. AND when I tried to reset the password, I NEVER got the email to do so, no matter how many times I tried. Not only that, the same day I woke up to over 150 different comments for the same blog ~ it wasn’t spam as the content DID have to do with pregnancy, birth, etc. But the comments were NOT for me, they kept referencing different people and circumstances, however some comments were even more unsettling as they mentioned my baby’s name but a different baby (a baby girl not a baby boy). It all left me very disturbed. Thankfully I realized very soon what was happening and just laughed it off as much as I could and asked Archangel Michael to get on the case. The next day I was able to access my dashboard and the comments stopped.

    Not only this but just yesterday I was looking for one of YOUR posts, Denise, to send to a friend. Again I left the email open as a draft intending to come back to it. When I came back I didn’t have email access at all ~ nothing going out, nothing coming in. This lasted all night.

    Oh, the tantrums they are throwing! It seems to me, though, that they don’t even realize how much they are HELPING us with these tricks. I’ve learned to let go of things much easier, to use humor to diffuse a situation and I’m definitely learning how to keep peaceful amongst the chaos. All this mucking with us is actually making us stronger. They don’t stand a bloody chance.

    Thanks once again, Denise, for a timely post. ♥

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  11. Denise,
    As usual your intuition is right on target!!! I have been blasted for months by the Dark and I am always trying inventive ways to get around the frequency fences and be my Warrior self, however, it happens soooo often that I was starting to believe that I am ADD/ADHD( i really think I do have one or both) and ‘it was all me’ just not getting it’.

    Thank-you for clarifying once again. I swear I do not know how I would be getting thru this without you and all the like-minded souls here.

    I have one question and only one; is there a way that we can fuck with their frequency fences? You know like putting water in a live socket somehow. I spend most of my day meditating and trying to raise my vibration and working with energies, crystals, etc. I have been told by my HS about a month ago to have our conversations out in space, past the moon but in the suns light and I have to say we work without interference there, we have a really cool ‘personal’ space craft and ride the energy lines to stay safe and undetected. But for the past 2 weeks I cannot concentrate on anything because I have intense itching everywhere–more interference I cannot break thru being so itchy. And I am losing my disposition and connection to my HS, my guides, everything that was keeping me sane and grounded and I cannot do my lightwork all that effectively, so I wonder can we blow-up their frequency fences? Can WE do anything? I am still working on the 12D Sheild. I will let you know what happens. Peace*Love & Light,Valerie

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    • Valerie,

      “They”, Team Dark are increasing their tactics against us and humanity because we have been and still are seriously disconnecting their distorted, stolen systems, feed lines etc. THAT’S why they’re panicked and really trying to grab a hold of as many humans energetically as they can now. They is being seriously being “fucked with”. :lol: ;)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  12. Wonderful post as usual Denise! Thank you for all you do!

    “When I did Lisa’s 12 D Shield each day I’d be fine until I reached the top of my head and that was where I felt the negative interference trying to prevent me from finishing the visualization and get up to the suggested “three and a half feet above your head” position. It was so obvious that was where I was encountering the most interference and I fought and fought and fought to push my way past the negative’s invisible border there. It was real work and took time and sheer determination for me to finally push my way through their frequency fences but I eventually succeeded.”

    I was experiencing much the same as I kept pushing I was able to connect but it was very wobbly. I could feel a bit of “resistance” but not from me so I kept pushing harder and I also added I AM GOD, I AM SOVEREIGN, I AM FREE, I AM ONE WITH THE SOURCE AND UNIVERSAL LAW OF ONE, ANY ENERGIES NOT ALIGNED WITH THIS MUST LEAVE NOW. I start this when I reach my heart chakra. It helps me and so far it has not hurt me in any way. Each time it gets easier and easier I no longer feel any resistance and it is so smooth now. Although I am having great difficulty since March with the internet, post never making it, getting wrong web sites etc. I do not believe Denise did not post them or deleted them they were nothing more than simple positive encouragement so I figured it was just interference, many other things happen as well, I just go with the flow, laugh, get in the “now” emanate love and keep on a going.

    Love to all
    Pamela

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    • “I was experiencing much the same as I kept pushing I was able to connect but it was very wobbly. I could feel a bit of “resistance” but not from me so I kept pushing harder and I also added I AM GOD, I AM SOVEREIGN, I AM FREE, I AM ONE WITH THE SOURCE AND UNIVERSAL LAW OF ONE, ANY ENERGIES NOT ALIGNED WITH THIS MUST LEAVE NOW. I start this when I reach my heart chakra. It helps me and so far it has not hurt me in any way. Each time it gets easier and easier I no longer feel any resistance and it is so smooth now. Although I am having great difficulty since March with the internet, post never making it, getting wrong web sites etc. I do not believe Denise did not post them or deleted them they were nothing more than simple positive encouragement so I figured it was just interference, many other things happen as well, I just go with the flow, laugh, get in the “now” emanate love and keep on a going.

      Love to all
      Pamela”

      Pamela,

      I’m so sorry if something you tried to Comment on didn’t manifest here for me to see and publish. I can’t even respond to what you said because I didn’t see any Comment here. It’s been super-weird lately…hey, it’s 2012 after all! ;)

      For months now I’ve been experiencing increased physical pain every time I’s sit down in front of my computer to write anything here at TRANSITIONS. I even bought a new desk chair thinking, hoping that would make it less painful for me to spend hours writing. It did a bit but now other areas hurt like all hell. I then realized that this was just another form of negative interference trying to prevent me from writing so I got pissed and said, will intensity and attitude, Lisa’s “I AM GOD, I AM SOVEREIGN, I AM FREE” and instantly much of the physical pain disappeared. My first thought was, “fucking little bastards!” but it was an important moment for me to realize to what extent this negative interference is currently happening to all of us and why.

      So yeah…Lisa Renee’s “I AM GOD, I AM SOVEREIGN, I AM FREE” is profoundly potent because it is a fact. It’s also great in helping me, helping all of us, to consciously remember this as fact and use it as a weapon (and a personal reminder) when needed against Team Dark and their multi-d interference tactics.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • I know it wasn’t you….My mate and I sit across from each other at our puters, many times I cannot get on the net but he can and I have forwarded him things from your site, Lisa’s and a couple other things but he won’t get them (man I love flash drives!), but any way we both know it is “team dark” and are just rollin with it. We get a laugh out of it because we are “knowing” their interference is fruitless and pointless (at least for those aware of what is really going on). Love and Hugs

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  13. Hi to all,

    why not simply call the Archangels (as Michael and Zadkiel) to protect and clear our Aura space before start the meditation?

    Really simple and effective! ;)

    With Love.

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    • “Hi to all,

      why not simply call the Archangels (as Michael and Zadkiel) to protect and clear our Aura space before start the meditation?

      Really simple and effective! ;)

      With Love.”

      Fabio,

      And why not learn to do it for oneself?

      Many of us are evolving to this level where WE must become more empowered and responsible individually and not continue to expect others (in any form) to protect us, save us, rescue us, be responsible for us, define reality for us, heal us etc. etc. etc.

      Denise

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    • Hi everyone,
      Wow, it seems like forever since I’ve posted here, but I’ve been reading. Thanks, Denise, and everyone here, for your thoughts, postings, questions, insights – it makes me think in new ways and helps to know we are not alone on this journey. I had to smile when I read this – I, too, thought, when we ask for help from other beings, we are giving away our power to them – holding they are ‘more’ than us and we ‘less’ than them. When, in reality, we are very powerful beings that chose to come here for this time to help w/the ascension process – just because this is the kind of work we do. Who we present as here is nowhere near the majestic being we truly are. Morgean

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    • Oh yes Denise! I SO have to comment on this because for years I been invoking Archangel Michael and the Archangels of the four directions and various ascended masters such as St Germain and Quan Yin before I’d meditate etc.

      The last few months though, when I go into my ‘automatic invoking’ they kinda stop me and tell me I need to say “As the 12D Avatar and the light of God that I AM I command…” instead. (Got that wording from Lisa Renee).

      They keep telling me “We’re here for you but we’re aspects of you and you are aspects of us.” and it’s time to acknowledge that. Occasionally I get it’s OK to say “I call on the ASPECT of me that is AAM or Quan Yin” and for specific jobs eg masses of parasites needing to be cleared, the being whose job it is to take care of that comes in.
      Anyway THANK YOU for saying this Denise ‘cos it has just verified my experience and it’s a nice confirmation of things shifting. Intellectually my 3D brain wants to still ‘understand’ how we can all ‘be one’ etc but my soul gets this and I feel excited at watching HOW it all unfolds.

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  14. More synchronicity from Transitions! Thanks, Denise. Earlier this week a friend who is also a Lightworker and I were talking about how it seems like our prayers get interrupted. I have found that to be the case especially for me lately. My friend said, “As of now my prayers are clear and getting through, I know. I feel God close by. But for some months prayers for me or anyone else seemed hopeless and interrupted.”

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  15. Thank you again for such a timely and honest article. I was going to write to you about this subject specifically because I have been having the same problem as well. I try to do the shielding once during the day and make it a point to do it every night. At night I’ll start it and sometimes I’ll just fall asleep before i move the merkaba through the body. Sometimes I can’t even visualize any of it. Last night was a great example, I was determined to reinforce my shield because the past 2 nights my dreams have been wacky and I know they are ploys to get a negative reaction from me. So last night I’m going through it, and of course when I’m doing the top, I hear a car outside with a loud engine flying down my road (this usually pisses me off because we live on a one lane road) But I was determined to push through and connect with Andromeda. And I did. And I expanded it to encompass my entire bedroom to include my dog & fiance.
    Before I went to sleep I saw in my mind’s eye 3 beings in the corner of my yard, they were wearing orange & red. They just stood there and it was a quick flash of a vision. Just showing themselves to me. And then I slept really really well.

    Again, I am sooooo glad you addressed this! I was beginning to think that there was something wrong with me. I was getting really frustrated because I’m tired and I just want to protect my space, my property, my loved ones that live with me within my space as well. I’m gonna keep on pushing through. Much love and gratitude <3

    Michelle

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  16. Hello, Denise and all,

    Once again, Denise, a timely article. I’ve been having interference in putting up the 12D Light Shield as well. Sometimes I get lost in 12D or fall asleep (I often do it before I go to sleep) or get lost at the top of the head like you do. And, yes, distracted by silly thoughts, for sure. I was just doing it and started thinking about an exercise I have to do later tonight.
    I’ve been getting the interference other places, too. A friend asked me to go on a trip with her to the Rocky Mountains and, from here, we go through an area where many, many women have disappeared along a certain stretch of highway. I kept feeling uncomfortable and creeped out as we passed various locations (my friend did too) and I realized it had something to do with the violence against these women. I was taken by surprise on the way there, but I was prepared on the way back and was pouring violet light into the area as soon as I felt any of the negative energy. My friend puddled around in the town at the center of the violence (I swear that, between the two of us, we could have found the location of the person, it was so strong) so I used that time to continue transmuting and was very focused, in full Light Warrior mode. Anyway, I used the time to continue transmuting, transmuting, only to have the woman almost get into car accidents a couple of times and yelled at me for not helping her clean the car windows of all things, trying to distract me from my work. She was so unpleasant and negative (Hey, Team Dark, I know that was you interfering) that I even actually thought of asking to be let off, but how crazy would that have been in that area?
    Every night I feel the four main archangels around me before I go to sleep and, the last few nights, when I get to Uriel, I get an feeling of a man in an extremely violent image I saw on the internet and had to transmute. There is someone interfering with that as well. I told them to take a hike this morning, so I hope that’s the end of that.
    Thanks so much for this, Denise. You always clarify what becomes very obvious after we read your articles!

    Love and Hugs to All,
    Cat

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  17. These energies are very uncompromising in their determination to throw you off and into self-doubt. They may be intellectually savy, but they are powerless when it comes outwitting the will of the soul to break out of its limited identity and to be and become the highest expression of its god-like self. We must be as uncompromising with our own focus as is that which wishes to keep us dependent and believing we have no control over who we are. I believe that what we choose to give our energy to expands. So if we choose to come out of all of those behaviours, personality traits and ways of thinking which keep us feeling limited and disempowered and instead focus on implementing a different set of strategies which will empower us to become masters of our own mind and emotions, we can consciously support our own liberation. I do not believe negativity can contend with such a focussed, determined and positive state. As an adjunct to this, through my investigations, i am learning that when we bring about changes in our beliefs and in our thinking/emotional ways of responding to our environment, the chemistry of our brain actually changes and new neural pathways are formed. If we keep on reaffirming these new behaviours/ways of responding, the old pathways then become redundant and we can no longer connect with them. Nothing has the power to determine the state of my inner being. If there is interference, then I give it no attention, because that is what it is hoping I will succumb to. So let us put our attention on becoming as impenetrable and unstoppable as we are able. L.O.V.E. (Limitless, Oscillating, Vibrating Energy. K.

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  18. What a great bit of insight. Not realizing it before, I can now perserver with a more powerful intention and KNOW THAT “I AM” the MASTER.

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  19. I experienced a slightly different kind of interference this morning before I attempted to build the 12D Shield–a kind of emotional interference in which I felt this great burden of responsibility and loneliness, reminiscent of when I was an eight-year-old child and forced myself to do homework instead of play outside. I felt emotionally raw and vulnerable, like I have a stack of mortar and bricks beside me with which I isolate myself from my family and others whom I love, brick by brick. I sense that each successful exercise will fortify that wall and separate me from them, so a part of me doesn’t want to do it. I know I need to fight this added layer of resistance, to let go of certain people as you and others who have gone before me have done…but it is hard, when you are the bricklayer and it must be your choice to fortify this wall. You must make this decision, each day. I didn’t realize how exhausting free choice can be; no wonder most of humanity prefers to let others make decisions for them.

    I fear that I will sabotage myself, unconsciously, that I will not give my full effort visualizing while performing the 12D Shield or any other exercise of this nature. Conversely, it is likely that, given my nature, that I will focus too heavily upon the details and lose the energetic essence. I suppose I simply must muddle through and find balance. I will follow your advice and attempt to do the exercise quickly, filling in the details at a later date. Watching Lisa Renee’s video helped me quite a bit. (Until this point, I had printed out and attempted to memorize the written instructions.) I hadn’t realized until I watched the video that the “center of the Cosmic Heart of the Universe” was within the Andromeda Galaxy, for example. I certainly can visualize the Andromeda Galaxy! :)

    Thank you.

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    • “I didn’t realize how exhausting free choice can be; no wonder most of humanity prefers to let others make decisions for them…”

      Beth,

      That was the most honest and insightful sentence I’ve read in a long, long time. Thank you for sharing it with us all. ♥

      Yes, this process is initiatic and alchemical…literally. It is not an intellectual process at all but a cellular and soul one and it is not easy evolving from one dimension to the next, but we’re doing it.

      Never forget that the thoughts and worries are also another aspect of this negative interference that comes from the distortions and other limitations Team Dark placed in our Mental Bodies. You have to stop thinking the hell out of every step of this Process and just surrender and dive in with the non-intellectual KNOWING that this is how to do this. When you find yourself over thinking things, say either out loud or in your heartmind, “I AM GOD, I AM SOVEREIGN, I AM FREE” . Know this and feel it in every inch of your body and being and then pay attention to what changes in you and around you. ;)

      Yes, once I’d memorized every step of Lisa’s 12 Shield video, at first I had to go through the steps very quickly due to the interference–the mental distractions and utter derailments I was dealing with every time. Once I got the framework built, then I’ve been working on beefing it up, increasing the “platinum” color inside the tube area, increasing the counter-clockwise spin of it and so on. So just get through the whole visualization enough times that you have a framework or structure around you which reduces the interference somewhat, and keep working on it and filling in all the details in your mind’s eye. Soon you’ll notice a great reduction in the amount of negative interference that you’ve been struggling with.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  20. Reblogged this on whoamiandwhy2012 and commented:
    I am quite utterly disturbed AND discouraged in regards to how much difficulty we are STILL having with the relentless attacks, intrusions, and the interference from the dark/negatives. It is SO ridiculous. Of course it is always nice to know that I am not alone but that doesn’t make this suck any less. I feel so stupid for thinking that it would just get better. I contemplated using the 12D shield and I have watched the video twice so far in a matter of the last couple of weeks but I just felt too discouraged and depressed to even attempt using it and I have a couple of other reasons for my hesitancy. One other one is that it just seemed silly and I didn’t believe in it. I figured that these attacks were evidently something that I/we would just have to endure and learn to live with. It’s pretty easy to avoid negative people and situations but these ethereal attacks aren’t easy to anticipate and combat. I have unrealistically expected that we would get to a point in time, height, light, strength or vibration where we could no longer be touched and effected by them but I know now that, that was wishful thinking. I have felt like giving up but I can’t, I won’t… not now. Because of who and what we are WE can not afford to be lazy about our defenses and I have been because the things that I used to do just don’t work anymore and I just said forget it. I figure that trying this 12D shield won’t hurt but my fear has been if THAT doesn’t work then what? And I also had a fear of sealing something IN with me instead of blocking it/them out. So I have been doing a lot of researching by watching ALL of Lisa Renee’s other videos and listening to her interviews which lead me to other related people, sites and information that has just been even more mind boggling than “The Alien Love Bite” information of last month that I received via your site Denise. And then it made sense that these attacks increased because once again I am learning more and expanding and as you said they knew it and were trying their damnedest to stop me. Thank you for sharing your first hand experience with using the shield. I am definitely going to try it and blog about my results. I have so much compassion for Us. Big hugs to every Light worker, Light Bearer, Star-seed, Indigo, Grid worker, Wayshower, etc, etc.
    Lots of LOVE,
    G

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    • “Of course it is always nice to know that I am not alone but that doesn’t make this suck any less. I feel so stupid for thinking that it would just get better…”

      GiGi,

      But it IS and WILL get better. It’s just that in 2012 we’re really, really coming down to the wire with all this and Team Dark knows it and is fighting for their lives, food supplies, control over humanity and Earth and beyond. We knew they all wouldn’t see the light suddenly one day and join Team Light. We knew many of them would and are fighting will all their might and pulling out every trick and stunt they know to override this Ascension timeline. So don’t feel bad or beat yourself up over these Beings because it’s just what it is; polarity and everyone learning about it at that level.

      If the 12 D Shield doesn’t resonate with you then do not use it and that’s perfectly okay. :)

      What more and more people are HAVING to learn, to realize consciously just as you have, is that this situation is multidimensional and always has been. Why? Because WE are multidimensional Beings. So, the attacks and the negative interference happens on multiple levels in multiple dimensions and affects our multiple bodies and consciousness. It happens in the Physical realm, the Astral realm, the Mental and so on with each of our “bodies” being interfered with and damaged because of all Team Dark has done. We can hide physically from the physical “negative people and situations” as you said (and as I’ve tried to do myself!), but hiding doesn’t protect you/me/each of us from the other-dimensional, other body attacks and interference.

      “So I have been doing a lot of researching by watching ALL of Lisa Renee’s other videos and listening to her interviews which lead me to other related people, sites and information that has just been even more mind boggling than “The Alien Love Bite” information of last month that I received via your site Denise. And then it made sense that these attacks increased because once again I am learning more and expanding and as you said they knew it and were trying their damnedest to stop me. Thank you for sharing your first hand experience with using the shield. I am definitely going to try it and blog about my results. I have so much compassion for Us. Big hugs to every Light worker, Light Bearer, Star-seed, Indigo, Grid worker, Wayshower, etc, etc.
      Lots of LOVE,
      G”

      And there ya go! ;) Very, very well done you. ♥

      I too have a personal story about the “Alien Love Bite” business that I’ve included in the article I’ve been working on. :roll: We’re ALL waking up more this year…because we have to and because it’s simply part of the Ascension Process.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  21. Once again (like Valerie said) you are right on target. The moment I read this I went “Bingo”! That was it! It was a V8 moment–thanks, Denise!!!!!!

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  22. Thank you Denise! This was SO timely-as always. Thank you especially for mentioning the bit about distraction…this has been happening to me a lot lately, I sit at night to clear my space, cut cords, rejevenate my 12Dshield etc and la la la my mind wanders off and ten minutes later I’m like “Um what was I doing again?!” Or I get ‘itchy’ or distracted etc This happened MOST nights when my husband was recently in hospital in the psych ward and there were LOTS of psychic attacks going on and lots of lightwork and clearing being done which ‘they’ SO obviously didn’t want to happen!

    The last few nights I have found it MUCH easier and faster to sit at night and clear stuff off, meditate etc. It was a relief to hear I’m not the only one and also that I’m NOT regressing in my ability to sit still and focus-it was just ANOTHER interference by the ‘naughty’ ones! Pesky little critters they are…and they might get creative in their endeavors but WE (meaning mostly YOU Denise LOL!) ALWAYS figure out their little tricks! So thanks!

    I’m also inspired to mention that the last few months that I am finding a lot of psychic attacks coming from ‘sluggy’ parasite-like creatures. They are like the bottom feeders, almost on auto pilot, trying to suck up the darkness at the bottom of the pond.

    I figured out how to deal with them: I tell them “The game of light and dark is over and the light has won. It’s time for you to go now!” If they say they don’t believe me, I tell them to check in with their ‘superiors’ (which they do instantly and telepathically) and I point out to them “‘Notice how you’re superiors have gone and abandoned you, they’ve left you here. They’ve gone because they know there is more and more light pouring onto this planet and it’s going to be harder and harder for you to be here.” They kinda wince at that and then I command they are escorted to the light to be dissolved back into it. (Based on Lisa Renee’s wording)

    If I get one who is a more ‘intelligent’ less sluggy being, who’s kinda playing games and starts questioning me, I just say “SO you have two choices: you will either be escorted to the light and from there one of two things will occur–you will be dissolved into the One Source God Source Light (they usually shudder at that!) or you will be escorted to the best place for your highest good and learning. This will occur automatically based on your vibration.” When I do this I hold an energy of compassion with intolerance like a mum would do “I’ve had enough of this behavior! Time to stop now!” Then I just watch them leave. It reminds me of dealing with children: “You can either go to bed now or you can go to bed in ten minutes.” The inference of course being: either way, you are going!

    Sometimes, if there’s hundreds of them, Archangel Michael pops in with this HUGE vacuum which he uses to suck them all up and escort them to the light. I have dubbed it the “F#%ker Sucker!” It’s so cool. Now if only I could find an archangel to vacumn my 3D house as well I would truly be in heaven on earth!

    Hope this is OK to mention here Denise-just kept getting to share it and have recently passed it on to a few starseed mates who have also found it helpful. Thanks again!

    Smiles, Kathryn xoxox

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    • “I have dubbed it the “F#%ker Sucker!” It’s so cool.”

      :lol: OMG that’s priceless! :lol: Thanks Kathryn for a great, wise, and humorous Comment. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  23. Hi Denise and all,

    Thanks for the article and for others who shared their experiences. I am able to use the 12D shielding technique without any resistance BUT I find endless distractions prevent me from meditating, which I believe would be very beneficial for me right now. Also, I am noticing that if I feel “down” on myself for any reason, that feeling becomes magnified and the external world shoves something in my face to make me feel worse. I am learning to forgive myself for any relapses and pull myself up again. We can’t afford to be negative, esp. now!

    Five evenings ago, I noticed a group of dark clouds covering part of the sky. As I walked towards them, I saw something that looked like a long, thin funnel spiraling from the sky to the ground, black and almost completely vertical . As I looked again, it faded before my eyes. Have NO idea what it was but it reminded me of the Dark, dissipating at last.

    Blessings to all, Thelma

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  24. I have yet to read all the 37 comments I see here already and will do later. But I just wanted to share this: I just got home around 4pm from an amazing lunch with a friend who I was trying to tell/explain about how the negatives interfere in ones life, and how it usually and especially happens when one has just moved forward a step, secured a job or apartment, etc, and then shit, lots of it happens. In two days when I last left my friend she was doing fine, but so much happened in 2 days its ridiculous. I tried to explain to her simply, this aspect of ”interference”, its predictability and patterns, but there is little acknowledging of it, and I think this aspect is built into the interference, some kind of hypnotic “NOT SEEING IT”, just ”continue to have your guts twisted kind of raw human response, but don’t look at the cause” kind of thing. Then I come home and here is this article. I call this a “coincidence”. I decided to send it to her, asking her if she believes in such a “coincidence”, and my computer crashed as soon as I hit “send”……another “coincidence”.
    ps: I’m certainly NOT a coincidence theorist!

    “Command your space”! Lady.

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  25. I do not believe in looking for anything outside of who you are, to do anything for you. I look to my own belief in myself. I have been given the ability to use inner resources and cultivate inner states which bring about my own mind, body and emotional empowerment. I have everything I need. All that is necessary is a decision to muster and focus my energy and my personal will on becoming the master of my Self. There is nothing outside of me who can do that for me. I can cultivate within, states which are positively orientated rather than negatively orientated. I have been given a mind and I have been given the ability to feel and to imagine. It then comes down to how much I as an individual believes that life wants to experience and evolve through this particular form, is always unfolding for my individual highest benefit and will come up trumps if I put in the milage. Negativity has no power and cannot flourish in the light of higher consciousness. L.O.V.E. (Limitless, Oscillating, Vibrating energy. K.

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  26. [...] worker, Light Bearer, Star-seed, Indigo, Grid worker, Wayshower, etc, etc. Lots of LOVE, G Denise May 11, 2012 at 10:48 AM Reply “Of course it is always nice to know that I am not alone but that doesn’t make this suck [...]

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  27. Hi everyone,

    Yucky as this topic is, I believe it’s very helpful to share our experiences and insights. Yesterday, I came across an interesting article by Cameron Day, who calls the negatives “ankle biters,” a cute way to keep things in perspective (and remind us that it’s OUR energy they’re after because they don’t have their own). The link is http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2012/01/31/never-call-them-archons/ (they’re parasites).

    Some excerpts:

    “In spite of their self-proclaimed status as “Rulers” of humanity, they hide like little worms in the shadows of our minds, sending impulses of low-frequency emotion and thought to our ego and emotional bodies in order to elicit a low-frequency emotional energy that they can consume.”

    “As each subsequent generation of humanity was born, the ankle biters became more bold and instituted a program of direct interference into human consciousness. They subliminally programmed humans to be blind to their presence, allowing them to more directly influence a person’s thoughts…. Finally, in their most brilliantly sinister move, they reprogrammed the human ego to resemble their own ego and encouraged the ego consciousness to dominate all other levels of our being. They essentially reprogrammed humans to be like them: fearful, jealous, petty, dishonest, brutal, enslaving, murderous, unforgiving, punishing, etc.”

    Unfortunately I know of people who have become possessed by these parasites (and of course would never believe this). The weakness that allowed this energy to enter has made them vulnerable to a complete reprogramming of their minds and behavior. I have had to detach, protect myself and renew my efforts to be a channel for the Light. Will I be glad when this is over!!!

    Blessings to all, Thelma

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  28. Well, this post is, as so many others have written, BANG ON. As soon as the article was posted, I sent it to my Kindle for reading and re-reading (which I have been doing the past couple of days), and I have since have been guided to numerous articles and pieces of information to help me sort this out for myself. There were comments by readers and by you Denise about finding our OWN way to deal with this — 12 D Shield is a helpful tool and conceptual paradigm, but may not be for everyone. I know I have had some doubts or qualms about using it. Reading this article made me realize perhaps my doubts are a form of interference, but I also understand that it is important for me to really do the work from the inside out so that I have complete mastery of the concept for myself.

    The true concept here (IMO) is to negate the beings using forcefields and negativity grids in place. Just as Lisa was given a tool to share with others, it is possible that our own team/guides/higher self/etc. may supply us with our own version of what accomplishes the very same results.

    I have read many articles, including the one Thelma linked in – thank you, Thelma! I found this sentence from the article very helpful:

    This pure, intense light of your Divine Being is painful for these low-frequency ankle biters to be near, and they will withdraw. (I think this may be where the myth of the “blood sucking” vampire who can’t stand sunlight comes from…)

    I just saw the movie “Dark Shadows” (much more fun and joyful and a story of triumph of light over dark, BTW, than the title might seem, and yes, very much based on the old show, but with a continuation of the story). Of course, the Johnny Depp character of Barnabus is shown avoiding and even burning up in the light. I realized from that sentence and having just seen the movie that what I needed to have was a little SUNLIGHT emanating from within!!

    So, earlier today, as I was in public and surrounded by what feels like strange and odd people and sensing multiple beings about me, I visualized a bright, bright sun within me, an entire star emanating light first from my heart chakra, but then spreading from within! Instantly, I realized that while I may yet grow into using the Shield, I had just been given a very effective tool for myself to help protect myself. I realized that just like vampires are burned by light, so are the beings who might try to interfere with me. It was a huge mental step for me in figuring out this stuff for myself. Light exposes, sunlight can even destroy bacteria and viruses, so why not extra-and-multi-dimensional “ankle biters” (really just a form of a virus or parasite).

    There is also definitely something to the clarion call I AM GOD, I AM SOVEREIGN, I AM FREE!

    Here, here! We DO indeed have the power within, and it may come through the use of the 12D Shield and/or it may come through a device we are given by those working with us to ensure our safety and well-being. I know for me, one thing that helps me is to simply BELIEVE I am God-Source, I am sovereign, I am free.

    Huge, great, good stuff from everyone here, as always. Thank you Denise for persevering through pain and difficulty to provide a platform for sharing information. It is critical to me right now, and I think it is for others, too. This site has been a giant source of me transitioning :) to the next step of this crazy journey that I have been on with all other Starseeds, Lightworkers, etc. It’s very meaningful, and the amount of growth I am doing as is triggered by this site has been INCREDIBLE. I know it has been a tool from my team to get me active and working at this new (for me) level of growth and service.

    Much Gratitude,
    Calliope the Muse

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  29. Pamela Williams, Ii can vouch for the truth of at least part of the info in the link you provided. i receive scratches on my girl part from those reptiles. I think they leave them so I will know they have been on me.
    I use the 12d sheild as a break from my work as a recycler. I have to allow the negetave in my space/body in order to recycle the energy. No other way to explain, just what I was told that was my mission over 8 years ago an yes have been attacked ever since. One break I have had lately is that my dream/sleep time has been peaceful.
    Thanks to all who keep on keeping on. We will prevail in our missions here.
    Having ths forum to read and comment on really helps. I really am not alone though somtimes it sure feels that way. Love to all.

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  30. Although a 57 year old expert at observing self/others and transmuting my “stuff”, I am stil rather new to the idea of “Team Dark”. Recently I had a somewhat bizarre experience while going out for sanwiches for my family and was hoping to hear if others have had any similar experiences.

    I was standing in a line waiting to order when I was tapped on the shoulder. I turned around to observe a young man with a backpack who asked if I could help him get a sandwich. Before leaving my home I had been reading an inspiring article on the Occupy movement- so I think my mind immediately thought this fellow may be an “occupier” and I was more than glad to purchase him a sandwich.

    Once I purchased it I turned to find the young man and he was standing way off to the side with his back against the wall. I gave it to him and tried to strike up a conversation when I realized I could not get a “hit” on his eyes at all….there appeared to be a whitish grayish misty across both eyes and nose. That’s when I realized I felt a “nothingness” from this fellow.

    Then he spoke in a strange, high-pitched voice and I think he was saying something snide to me. Being in the goodhearted mood I was in I ignored it and continued to be jovial which, later when I was processing this whole odd scene, seemed to shut this fellow up and he seemed to back away from me.

    I went on my merry way and went outside and got in my car as I drove through the shopping center I stopped at a stopsign and this dark SUV came screeching up behind me, throwing it’s brakes on at the last moment and careening around me I heard about 4-5 male voices laughing manaically as they roared off. The hair stood up on the back off my neck.

    I was still in a good space mentally so was not scared but the hair standing up on the back off my neck informed that perhaps I should’ve been. Later at home I put the two incidents together & realized I had stumbled across something either inhuman or satanic or something.

    I’m sure it was not “just” young, dumb testosterone-laden boys- I’ve ran into that before and no way did their voices sound like the other worldly “manaical” voices I heard that night. I’m sorry for this comment running so long but I don’t know of anyone I could talk to about this. I am so grateful to have a place to write where folks won’t think I’m nuts.

    All I can think about it is something I believe, Denise, you’ve said before: ” If you are taking flak- you are probably over the target.” Also- I live in Denver. Some websites are saying this is one of the last big strongholds of Team Dark…..or at least DIA perhaps?

    Anyone had any similar experiences- the weird eyes, etc???
    I learn a lot from all commenters and thank you all & Denise especially for “being” here with this website.
    Love,
    Carol

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    • “Although a 57 year old expert at observing self/others and transmuting my “stuff”, I am stil rather new to the idea of “Team Dark”. Recently I had a somewhat bizarre experience while going out for sanwiches for my family and was hoping to hear if others have had any similar experiences…”

      Carol,

      Firstly, thank you for sharing your experience with everyone here. I know it will help other people so thanks.

      This was a very important experience for you Carol because now you’ve had awake, conscious, face-to-face contact (and baiting) with one group of Team Dark. Don’t forget how it all FELT to you because that’s even more important than the weird anomalies we see.

      The two big clues to me in your story that you were targeted by Team Dark was that the young male either was aware that you’re a member of Team Light, or, he was manipulated by a non-physical Team Dark being to bait, mess and toy with you. I’ve experienced this so many times and it’s…sad, very sad.

      The other big clue was that you couldn’t SEE–physically and/or with your higher sensory perceptions–the guy’s eyes. It was like they were deliberately blocked out so you couldn’t see, sense, perceive, feel and know what was really going on with him. I’ve also experienced seeing certain people look like a white mist or fog was between them and me and it was very hard for me to even see them or the surroundings at all. I’ve experienced this for many years when I go into certain shopping stores etc. and it’s due to being in a lower frequency location and my having difficulties functioning in it. Your experience however sounds and feels very intentional and that Team Dark wasn’t going to allow you to see into him in this very normal way we humans are used to connecting into another persons eyes. Big clue that maneuver, and one for everyone here reading this to not forget.

      The other thing that I want you to be aware of is that you were easily seen by Team Dark and this young male was used to bait and test you. Team Dark (in all of its many forms) typically sees/feels us Team Light members long before we do them. Why? Because where we come from Team Dark doesn’t exist, so when we come into a world and dimension where they do exist (and have controlled it and its inhabitants), we’re the ones in the enemies camp and having to learn about all of this polarity business on the spot! Weird huh, not to mention dangerous, but there it is.

      All in all your intimate encounter with Team Dark was a very positive teaching tool so like I said, USE it and don’t forget how it played out, how you felt during it all, what you did see etc. This is how we collect our (physical, in the trenches) knowledge about Team Dark and how they work and manipulate other humans, how they possess and/or manipulate them to get at us and so on. I’m very glad you’re safe and that this didn’t turn into something much worse…which it could have either physically or psychically. It’s time for you to be much more energetically protected and ready for anything. I said months ago that in 2012 we should all expect the unexpected. So much is changing now that we’ve all got to be aware and flexible. ;)

      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

      P.S.
      Forgot to mention that this young human looking male–and whoever or whatever else was in the black SUV–could have been “clones” and not humans at all. These clones are soulless (maybe why the eyes were blocked?) and I’ve read that some of them sound very mechanical or robotic when they talk. Things are vastly more weird than we’d guess but it’s certainly the time where we all need to know this!

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    • “…I literally felt in the entire neighborhood some kind of blackness in the air, some entirely negative force against everyone in the city…”

      Lady,

      Thank you too for sharing your experiences with Team Dark trying to intimidate you.

      I too have felt this same negative “blackness in the air” over city blocks, over entire cities, over just a couple of blocks in a neighborhood etc. I’ve felt it on the move like it was monitoring its territory and/or searching for someone or a group of people. In fact, I felt something very big and negative trying to move or reposition (retreat?) last night. Some major and massive stuff is playing out between Team Light and Team Dark in the seemingly empty space all around us now.

      I remember Lisa Renee saying that mid-May (NOW) is the peak electrical period on Earth and that Team Dark is hustling to try and utilize that energy for themselves. Typical. With the solar eclipse and conjunction of Earth and our Sun with Alcyon the central Sun of the entire Pleiadian stellar system on May 20, 2012…things are going to be BUSY both positive and negative and in multiple dimensions so everyone be wise, be aware and be strong.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Denise- Once again thanks for the space to easily share. My “incident” happened back in February or March. I didn’t even share the experience with my mate for weeks as once I put it all together I felt stupid for buying a sandwich for a Team Dark member. So maybe someone reading this will not make the same mistake I made…..I don’t mean the buying a sandwich part :)……I mean feeling too stupid, silly, or whatever to share.

      I’ve always used my intuition to avoid nasty folks and/or situtations- but this recent one was so out of the norm I was at a loss of how to even think about it. On the one hand-even when it was happening- I was in such a good space mentally/emotionally that it just felt like bothersome mosquitos flitting around me. On the other hand later – it chilled me a bit and can feel a bit disappointing that here we are in 2012 & still have this type of thing going on.

      For you and others who have been fighting this fight for what must seem forever- I probably seem somewhat naive. I knew from quite a young age that my job was to “see the highest in everyone I met”. All this other stuff has come as quite a surprise-it wasn’t until I was almost 50 that I learned about “The Franklin Coverup”, etc. I took a nose-dive then and went into about a 9 month depression about it all. I’m almost ashamed to say that- but I think rigorous honesty is so important now and perhaps my story will help someone else struggling with having their worldview wrenched entirely around.

      I found your website only about a year or so ago from Steve Beckow’s 2012 Scenario site. Intuition told me to sign right up for your newsletters and here I am and glad about it! I watched Lisa Renee’s video and was surprised to see that her 12D shielding technique was very similar to something I had been doing intuitively. The main difference was I was using a more diamond like shape. I’m NOT going to let any unpleasant Team Dark experiences ruin my life but I will definitely be more alert and shield better when necessary.

      Once again I thank you and all your reader/commenters for helping me see I’m not alone in this crazy world. ( and compare experiences, etc.)
      Love/Hugs
      Carol

      p.s. I do think whatever I ran into was probably a clone or hybrid due to that “soulless” feel. Also- just FYI- haven’t had any further experiences like that.
      p.s.s. Would’ve gotten back sooner but had 6 teeth pulled recently. :(

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    • “Would’ve gotten back sooner but had 6 teeth pulled recently. :(

      Oh Carol…hugs of love and bowls of jello and ice cream coming your way! Gawd I hate the teeth thing. Rest, rest, rest and recuperate.

      Thanks again for sharing your story with us all and I know you’re right; we’ve GOT to be honest with ourselves and each other, especially concerning our experiences with Team Dark. Knowledge is Light. ♥

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

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    • “For you and others who have been fighting this fight for what must seem forever- I probably seem somewhat naive. I knew from quite a young age that my job was to “see the highest in everyone I met”. All this other stuff has come as quite a surprise-it wasn’t until I was almost 50 that I learned about “The Franklin Coverup”, etc. I took a nose-dive then and went into about a 9 month depression about it all. I’m almost ashamed to say that- but I think rigorous honesty is so important now and perhaps my story will help someone else struggling with having their worldview wrenched entirely around.”

      I don’t think you seem naive at all. It’s such a relief to read about others’ experiences, but especially those experiences which they may perceive as embarrassing or even shameful, perhaps describing a “mistake” they feel they should not have made. When someone has the courage to drop their protective layer of camouflage and practice “rigorous honesty,” it gives others the strength and “permission” to do so. So absolutely, your story will help others. It already has helped me. :)

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    • balsamicmoon-
      In another post I noticed you were concerned about “being” instead of doing. Well, your “being” with me with this post MADE MY DAY (along w/ the ice cream I’m having due to no teeth.:)
      CHEERS to all lightworkers…..wherever we are along the path!!!!!!!
      Hugs, Carol :)

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    • Lady-

      ARGHHHHH!!!!!!! Jeez- at least I have not had all that happen. Lord Almighty…just a trip. Entirely. Thanks for sharing. Yes- I think you are probably right on about the black vehicle probably had a handler and all his “ankle-biters” . Your talk of “frequency fence” made me think of a time when I was working. I had just left the downtown office to go to my work vehicle and felt “awfulness” in the air. This was at night and I just took off running for my vehicle…..wasn’t going to stick around & second guess my intuition. The “awfullness” stayed around for awhile & then just disappated. . The job I had required me to carry a Denver police radio. About an hour after I got into the vehicle it came on the police radio that a homeless woman had been murdered on the edge of downtown. At the time I just thought I had “picked up” on the murderer’s feel…….now I’m thinking of frequency fence and probably more than just a lone nut case may have been involved.
      On a brighter note I also feel I had a really nice visitation in this last year. It was at a grocery store of all places. I was just heading into the store when I noticed the youngest looking old person I had ever seen. She was native american and as I passed by we smiled at each other. When I got into the store & walked down several aisles- there she was again….same stance, same smile…very warm and loving. She said ” I met you when I first arrived here, didn’t I?” A part of me wanted to ask her if she meant when arriving on Earth or the grocery store. Instead we smiled and giggled & I walked on.

      I know that story is a bit off subject- but I think it’s a part of me learning “discernment”.
      Thanks for sharing and letting me share. :)

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    • “I know that story is a bit off subject- but I think it’s a part of me learning “discernment”.”

      Carol & All,

      Actually this too is rather common in a polarized world. After we’ve had (or sometimes before) an attack or encounter with some Team Dark member(s), we’ll typically experience the polar opposite and have an either physical or non-physical Team Light member(s) encounter too. The contrast is–for us Starseeds–a very helpful reminder about polarized energies at these lower frequencies. It helps us better consciously realize, remember, FEEL and know the difference between these radically different Groups of Beings and the energies etc. that they carry.

      After a nasty tussle with Team Dark I always have some form of very nice and always positive contact with Team Light. We all usually do. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Carol –

      Hi! I have not had an experience as intensely obvious as yours, but I have been seeing weirder and weirder characters in the cosmopolitan European city where I live. Since being new to Team Dark, too — well, maybe not “new-new” to them but new to accepting their total role in and through this planet and its beings — I am sensing stranger and stranger what-kind-of-appear-to-be human beings out and about, and also have been the target of some strange stuff. (Not as wild as what you experienced, though. Yet.)

      What I really wanted to say about your comment is “Hey there, homie!!!” :D The city I moved from is Denver, and I lived there most of my life before the past few years. :) My kids still live there. Or at least one of them is there; the other is in Ft Collins. Enough about that here in an open forum. ;-) Sometimes I do wonder why I was moved halfway (or maybe just a quarter or so) across the planet. It’s crazy how I was moved in the way that I was, and sometimes I really wonder why I could not have done this work by just staying in Denver. I know there are some very intense and personal reasons why it may not have been good for me, but I still do wonder. I hope someday to have some concrete answers about that, and not just conjecture. It’s been a painful move for me. Say hi to the city and to the Rocky Mountains for me. :)

      My sense on Denver from having lived there is that it is a kind of vortex for so many kinds of activities, both deeply spiritual and healing ones, and deeply disruptive ones with all of the military and federal presence in the Denver area as well as in Colorado in general. If you are a Lightworker there, I know that you are doing some pretty incredible groundwork because it is a very interesting place on the planet for this stuff, I am sure of it. The whole 4-Corners states are very key places on the planet, I believe. My inner guidance is telling me it is because of the energy fields and portals available there. Of course I am aware of all the rumors about DIA and what may be happening there — I remember it when it was being built and the first time I visited. It’s an interesting place… I’m curious about what will be eventually revealed about that place.

      I love Denise’s response here. Yup. I sense it is only going to get weirder from here, and like someone else here commented, I am just so grateful there is a place to join up with others who are experiencing this stuff & know it is not totally crazy, and that we can share what’s going on.

      Love to everyone,
      Calliope the Muse

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    • Calliope the Muse-
      YAY!!!!!! Another (former) Denverite. Actually I’m from a small town in western Kansas but been here since ’76-so consider myself almost native. It’s just this last decade that I’ve found out more about the “elite” , DIA, etc. It’s certainly a fuller picture but a far cry from the beauty here and the innocence I had at age 22. Like you said- there’s a reason we end up where we end up…..but will be interesting to see the final picture, huh???And although there’s “good” and “bad” everywhere I am anxious to be a part of the U.S. that helps bring compassion, integrity, and fairness back to Earth- as I feel the U.S. has stumbled across the world like an ugly monster for too many decades. (Kinda corny perhaps-but heartfelt).

      So you have noticed more weirdness also? It’s been SUCH a relief to hear from you and other commenters. I had just shuffled the whole incident to the back of my mind- then saw this newsletter from Denise and it all came flooding back. It’s almost like playing blind in some kind of weird chess game. Thank heavens I can feel the love out there (and inside) also. I hope all goes well for you in Europe. I’m sure it will….keep us informed.
      I’ll hollar Hi to Denver for ya. :)
      Carol

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  31. Dear Denise. I want to thank you and thank so readers that you have allowed to share other websites. I have grown exponentially since I have exposed my mind to new ideas and dropped long held ideals. I have been turned on my ear! I am especially interested in the works by Laura Knight Jadczyk. I now have a much better/realistic comprehension about you and your works. But the best is that I have a whole new out look on my life and reality and this is only the beginning. The best suggestion I might share with those that struggle reading what is presented here on your website…, if you want to KNOW, keep “asking” inside of yourself though it seems an impossible thing. I am so grateful for this turn of events tho I cant imagine the outcome and I don’t want to as each discovery is so wonderful and better than that, I am fed! I now find that word, FED, a little bit funny! Ha Ha! Maybe soon I won’t be available as food anymore! Happy Dance!

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  32. Whenever I am taking the next step to break out of any behaviours, patterns of thinking and familiar ways of responding, which do not serve me to move forward, that is when the opposing consciousness rears it’s ugly/boring/here we go again, predictable head, using whatever it believes will throw me into negativity and lower vibratatory states of being and behaving. This occurs both within and around me. In the past, there was no awareness that such a thing could be possible and therefore, I would see it as a message that I was doing something I shouldn’t be and if I continued, I would be bombarded with more of the stuff. So I would probably go back and look to the cause within my own mind/heart/soul and of course, in the process, do my self. a disservice. Yes, in a sense I AM the cause, in that I am not playing ball and they probably find my stubborness and presence really grating, but I am NOT the cause in that I am doing something untoward and therefore attracting some kind of divine retribution.

    This understanding, I believe is vital if we are to free ourselves from the grip of that which is is still feeding off the negativity, ignorance and robotic behaviour of the mass consciousness. If we find ourselves experiencing negative interference, then I would take that as a sign that something IS working and not to give up on our endeavours to be the god-selves we are. Thank you for sharing and I want to thank Denise’s insights and personal support as wel as helping to drive this darker side to reality, home. L.O.V.E (Limitless Oscillating Vibrating energy) K.

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    • Kat,

      I completely resonate with what you say. I’ve witnessed, in my own life, people attacking me from left field and because I am more aware now, I can see how it is the dark force using them to try to derail me. I’ve been making amazing progress lately and then out of no where I get attacked. Like you, in the past this would completely wipe me out energetically and I would fall back into self-doubt and even depression. I always reasoned that I was doing something wrong. These people who are attacking me are so firmly stuck in the matrix and defending the system.

      Now I understand that I am not doing anything wrong but in fact I am doing something right!

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    • Hello awake, Bang on the nail when it comes to waking up to the fact that you are not doing anything “wrong”. I’m glad you have made/are making progress. L.O.V.E. K.

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    • I didn’t have anything useful to add in the recent thread about your situation, so I stayed quiet and just prayed for you. I was glad to read that it looks like things will be improving. I had to comment on this older thread tho, just to thank you for sharing your wisdom and experiences. I have been dealing with some really awful human team-dark tools for about 5 years and feeling lately at end of rope. Your explanations make such good sense and gave me such a wonderful feeling like I had a clue now of what to do, I am so grateful to you for sharing them!
      I kept seeing the service to self humans as independent of the other parts, but you’ve shown me the interpenetrating/interdependent nature of team dark and now the craziness makes more sense.

      Thank you! and I hope your situation gets settled and joyful very soon. There are special crows in Glastonbury, or so I’ve read. (I’ve never been anywhere outside the US). Crows are a good sign so I hope you see them.;-)

      The crows here are fish crows so instead of saying caw-caw they say ha-ha, ha-ha like they are laughing at us ;)

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  33. A few hours after I had posted, I found myself in an unexpected encounter with someone who is being used by the opposing team/negatives, where once again I was going to be penalised/reprimanded/made to pay, for not playing ball. The outcome was taking some time, so I used it go inside and try and connect. I started repeating “I am trusting my god-self, I am trusting my god-self and so forth. I then started “Omming”, firstly quietly within and then I thought “No, I’m going to say it using sound. I have every divine right to do that!” I also added a bit of a jig just to beef it up a bit. Of course this was not being received very graciously by someone behind the scenes, but I’m almost past caring about their bullish/fear-mongering tactics. I was then escorted off, surprisingly (joke) to be informed that they were having to take my case to a decision panel. My habitual response would be to try and remind whoever was trying to make me look small, of what they were doing and maybe enlighten them in some way, instead however, to my surprise, I found myself doing something completely different, which I am not familiar with and that was to totally bullshit and be dishonest in the face of another, who was determined to defend the system and see me as the traitor/enemy. I couldn’t believe I was capable of this and yet this is what came from within. The outcome changed and things went in my favour. I believe I needed to bring out the darker goddess form with and “protect and defend” as I understand Lisa Renee means when she uses such a term in her last update. It’s such a tragedy that this is an aspect of our reality and sometimes it is the right response. Just wanted to share this for me what could be a bit of a breakthrough in understanding. L.O.V.E. K

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  34. hi all,

    i’ve been reading all the comments about people’s about their experiences with team dark. i have written about some of my experiences in “comments” associated with other articles. some practical advice i can offer based on my experiences are the following:
    1. do not pursue anything that abdicates the authority of your soul/higher self. doing so leaves you wide open to attack/possession. examples of “what not to do” are pursuit of the 7 deadly sins, ie, following a line of thought that is not from your higher self, following a course of action not from your higher self,
    2. unmindful use of drugs and alcohol. i am not a teetotaller, but when i drink i make sure i am doing so because i want the drink, ie don’t need the drink or are looking for oblivion.
    3. extreme trauma/emotion will cause the same because even that split second of reaction leaves us wide open.
    4. sometimes the fuckers just fuck with you because they think they can.

    if you are getting fucked with, ask for the universe to take the fucker to the light, if it is a disembodied member of team dark. if its a person who is being used by team dark, then use whatever tools you have in your arsenal to stay in your heart center while dealing with the situation.

    if you find yourself having a bout of extreme purging, ie shitting your brains out and/or puking your guts out, you are probably spontaneously de-possessing yourself of one of the fuckers. first and foremost, do not panic. this is a good thing. panicking extends the process. triage yourself to take care of your most pressing physical needs. stay hydrated and keep your electrolytes balanced with kombucha, coconut water, etc. ask for assistance from the universe to remove the entiity and escort it to the light. then, ask that any residual sludge/crap left behind by the entity be taken to the light, as well. also, ask for light/healing of the voids left behind by the entity. the universe doesn’t like voids, voids get filled quickly. use the authority of your soul and fill these voids with what you want/need. finally when you are feeling better, smudge your environment first with sage and then with sweet grass.

    if you are just experiencing persistent “ascension” symptoms, this may be a result of residual goo left behind from “contact” with team dark. do an energetic clearing of all four layers of the aura, the primary 7 chakras and your physical body. remember to fill the voids left behind from the clearing.

    love and light to all.
    gabe

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  35. Hi Denise,
     
    I have encountered Team Dark plenty of times over the past decade. I’ve gotten better at recognizing different ways they try and interfere with my life or get me to react to something. What I am noticing now is that there is a lot of “feeding” going on. Feeding off of other people’s energy. It feels like this has intensified this year and when you’re around these types of people (which is the majority of the planet) they can instantly suck the energy out of you. I’ve come across many energy vampires this year who take on the appearance of very normal, and even kind people. From what I understand, if a person does not have their own inner light source, they will be feeding off of other people’s energy. Especially yours, if you have inner light. 
     
    I work in a building with over 1500 (non aware) people who I see every day that are being manipulated to feed off of other people’s energy. Every time I witness this I hear the word “the hunger games” in my head (and I’ve never seen the movie). These energy vampires do not need to appear hostile. Sometimes it can be a friend, who is constantly needing your advice or someone asking you for little favors. Any time you react to anything or to anyone, your energy can easily be drained. I see more and more types of these beings are entering the planet now and it will be very easy to manipulate people who are unaware. Team Dark doesn’t always appear dark.
     
    Be careful out there now..

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    • “Hi Denise,

      I have encountered Team Dark plenty of times over the past decade. I’ve gotten better at recognizing different ways they try and interfere with my life or get me to react to something. What I am noticing now is that there is a lot of “feeding” going on. Feeding off of other people’s energy. It feels like this has intensified this year and when you’re around these types of people (which is the majority of the planet) they can instantly suck the energy out of you. I’ve come across many energy vampires this year who take on the appearance of very normal, and even kind people. From what I understand, if a person does not have their own inner light source, they will be feeding off of other people’s energy. Especially yours, if you have inner light.

      I work in a building with over 1500 (non aware) people who I see every day that are being manipulated to feed off of other people’s energy. Every time I witness this I hear the word “the hunger games” in my head (and I’ve never seen the movie). These energy vampires do not need to appear hostile. Sometimes it can be a friend, who is constantly needing your advice or someone asking you for little favors. Any time you react to anything or to anyone, your energy can easily be drained. I see more and more types of these beings are entering the planet now and it will be very easy to manipulate people who are unaware. Team Dark doesn’t always appear dark.

      Be careful out there now..”

      Merkabastars & All,

      The entire old 3D patriarchal global system humanity has (and the majority still are) existing and functioning in is entirely a parasitic system. The entire global system and its inhabitants have lived, worked, existed in a lower frequency, lower consciousness system where EVERYONE fed off of another to get what they wanted and needed. It’s sick but true.

      Now in 2012 however, this old parasitic system is experiencing increasing numbers of humanity Ascending, Evolving up and out of it and into “Unity” consciousness or High Heart Consciousness which is fifth dimensional in frequency and has ZERO parasitic, vampiric energy stealing/feedings, consciousness or systems there. That level of being cannot exist within a higher frequency system such as what Earth and evolving humanity is currently evolving into.

      Because of this growing exodus ;) out of parasitic patriarchal Team Dark old global world and systems and into the new 5D ascended world, the Beings and humans that only know how to gain energy (fuel and food) from stealing it from other humans and animals, plants etc., are freaking out and frantic for their next meal from anyone and anywhere they can still get it. This means we all must protect ourselves, our Light, our Life-force like never before and NOT allow anyone human or non to steal our energy/Light. Each must now become self contained, self generating and connected to Source and circulate energy that way and NEVER again take energy from another human or being or animal etc. This will be very difficult for many Beings and humans…and I do not care. It’s grow up time for all.

      Denise

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    • “I’ve come across many energy vampires this year who take on the appearance of very normal, and even kind people…These energy vampires do not need to appear hostile. Sometimes it can be a friend, who is constantly needing your advice or someone asking you for little favors. Any time you react to anything or to anyone, your energy can easily be drained. I see more and more types of these beings are entering the planet now and it will be very easy to manipulate people who are unaware. Team Dark doesn’t always appear dark.”

      Thank you for this potent reminder, Merkabastars; I’ve been struggling with this parasitism myself, allowing those close to me to drain my energy and then subsequently attempting to wrestle it back from them in subtle, manipulative ways. It’s not pretty. I’ve been able to recognize this behavior within myself, but I’ve had difficulty cutting ties with certain people precisely because they “take on the appearance of very normal, and even kind people.” I don’t think most of them recognize what they are doing, so it’s difficult to blame them or even describe what they are doing in terms they understand. I certainly did not understand the dynamics of this until recently, myself, but it’s not difficult to recognize. I feel drawn to certain people, compelled to care for them and siphon energy into them because I instinctively recognize that they need it and “want to help.” Then, irrationally, I become angry at these same people for “draining” me and manipulate situations to regain this energy. The pattern continues, with little variation, into infinity. It’s difficult to admit to oneself that one is, and always has been, an energetic vampire. It’s an ugly truth–difficult to write, but I have no desire to camouflage the truth at this stage of evolution in order to appear “more enlightened” or at a higher stair step than I am.

      The good news is that the lines of demarcation are being drawn now, and we are receiving greater strength and clarity every day–the strength to end destructive and stagnant patterns of behavior, to “grow up,” as Denise says, and access vaster storehouses of energy than that which we ever may receive through petty energetic thievery. Interestingly, I had a dream last night in which I was a thief and attempted to escape through toilet plumbing. The idea is similar to that famous scene in The Shawshank Redemption in which Andy escapes prison through the sewage pipes; he literally swims through shit, like we all–but especially the First Wave Lightworkers–have done and still are in the process of doing. We cannot allow ourselves to be weighed down by lower-frequency energies at this point, although many of us still live and work in lower-frequency places among lower-frequency people. Those of us newer to the path, like myself, still have much lower-frequency energy to clear within ourselves–but I am convinced that we will succeed, one way or another. Be safe, and remain strong.

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    • Yes, absolutely, you have made this information clear. I understand this concept intellectually, and even, I believe, on a level deeper than the mind, but I still encounter mental blockages about how to connect with this cosmic energy, of how to “be” instead of “do.” I possess much physical and mental energy, much ambition and drive, so it is difficult for me not to exert tremendous effort towards personal healing or towards “helping” or teaching others. Of course, as you say, my efforts come from a place that is not Love, so it ultimately, they are ineffective. Making that transition from “doing” to “being” will require a quantum leap; it seems inevitable that I will attempt to discover the “steps,” even though there really is only one step–to embody this state of Love–a step which cannot adequately be described with words because it is not a linear process. I am open to any more advice or wisdom you may impart, however.

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  36. It was not until I came here to live in the area of North Wales in the U.K in 2006, that I really began to see the lengths to which the darkness will go to keep the light out and from entering into what it perceives as its territory/space/home. Due to a set of incredibly painful situations, which would be too long to go into, I ended up living and working in North Wales, in a pub situated in a very, very small and close minded community. I had made myself homeless and had nowhere else to go and without the support of a family or anyone else, I had little or no choice but to take this up. (I did not like the idea of being in a pub environment, but it was something!
    No sooner had I set foot in this environment, did, I begin to perceive something dark, cruel and all pervasive, make it perfectly clear to me that it did not want me around. The experiences I endured during this period were completely humiliating, especially during those times when people were consuming large amounts of alcohol, experiences that would sound quite incredulous to most “normal” people. These dark energies would work directly through certain personalities, both male and female, I hasten to add, including, I am ashamed to admit, the pub manager, whom I had started to become involved with). On a couple of occasions, I found myself in the presence of what I can only describe as pure evil, which was making itself know though the person whom, at the time, was the closest to me. It was so heart wrenching and despite what I experienced as quite an affectionate, playful, connection, it was so difficult staying in this relationship whilst having to do battle with this presence. Both these occasions, were extremely shocking to me. I had never seen anything like this before. I had never seen anyone’s eyes, especially blue ones, turn black before. On the second of these two occasions, I stood up to what was making itself known through the body/mind personality of another and said I was not afraid and would not let it intimidate/frighten me. It just kept throwing obscenities at me and at one point said it would seek out and take the lives of my family members. Whatever it was, reminded me of that girl in the exorcist! I managed to survive both experiences and although I had nowhere to go, I did leave after this last incident, as I had left on previous occasions, looking to family members for their help, but surprisingly (joke) they did not want to know about anything to do with what they saw as my self-centred life or hear of it. So, as humiliating it was to me and to my sense of integrity and honour, I turned to something called a women’s refuge, but where I was treated with much suspicion. I think they felt I was there under false pretences, taking up invaluable space and they didn’t like my light either! So yes, I am ashamed to admit, I went back to the pub, to try and reconnect with my former relationship, which we probably knew in our hearts, had, by then been totally sabotaged. But, whatever it was that had taken up residence in that place, didn’t like the fact that I was back. The situation became untenable and I don’t know if it was divine intervention or God knows what else, but just when I was about to go under , an opportunity presented itself to me and although I would not normally consider it in a month of Sundays, I knew I had to, for my own sanity.
    I grew up big time throughout this period of my life. I learned that the darkness is a real force and will go to whatever lengths it needs to destroy and keep out that which it perceives as the enemy. The experiences I had also required me to dig deep and find strengths in me I didn’t know I had. I learned to stand on my own two feet and o be true to what I stood for, no matter what the consequences. I also learned what does and does not work, when dealing effectively with such forces of opposition. It was a very fast learning curve for me and I am sure there was some higher purpose to it all. I have since been made aware that this particular area of North Wales has a very dark past, but I havn’t researched into it. Any way that’s a pretty, humiliating experience for a warrior, I would think and for someone who sees herself as strong, capable and smart. But the truth is there were times, I didn’t think I was literally going to survive it. Well I’m still standing, wiser, stronger and maybe humbled because of it. It may even be a blessing! Thank you for allowing me to share with you. With love and appreciation .K

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    • K- Your story stunned me into silence. I can feel the courage it took to share and I thank you for sharing. I had a relationship in the mid-eighties that took weird turns- woke up to see a black, squirming mass hanging over my (now) ex, threw covers back over my head & screamed in the name of jesus christ to leave…..and it did. Was able to leave situation w/family help. I always wracked this incident up to my ex was an alcoholic and if one vacates one’s body often enough there are others in the near realms who would like to take over. Never went through anything near what you survived….sounds like an entire area was affected (infected?). One thing I learned later is there is running through the mental/emotional realms of humanity viruses- one such being a victim/victimizer virus. Looking back on that relationship I can see where it was very tempting to me to fall into that at times ( as either). Because of a vision I had years later I realized my ex and I had a past life. Other than that I often wonder what the bigger picture was. Anyway- I thank and honor the courage it took for you to post your story-not to mention the courage you must’ve had to grow into to make it through that experience!
      Love, Carol

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    • Gracious Carol,

      I am in gratitude and humbled by the fact that you responded to what was a humiliating thing to talk about. When you see yourself as a strong woman with a strong spirit and yet find yourself without any real/clear explanation as to why things are the way they are, have no previous similar experiences you can draw on, as well as finding yourself having to draw on your own internal resources for strength and insight, then it takes so much presence of mind not to fall into negative states of mind and ways that compromise the very integrity of what you are striving to embody as a woman and as an individual.

      I really believe it is a sad truth that as you say “if one vacates one’s body often enough there are others in the near realms who would like to take over”. I honestly never knew this actually existed and it is such a tragedy. I wonder how I honestly came to survive this experience, manage to keep my heart true and not to resist this darker side of reality.

      It was not until things got really infected, that is when I was forced to live in my bedroom, due to the fact that a “Doberman” was put into my living space and my cat at the time, as well as myself, were so shaken by it, plus the humiliation of being told I could not use the pub facilities to cook food for myself, which meant having to use a camp stove for a period of time, that I knew something had to give. It was like the more I resisted giving in to this insidiousness energy, the more it became enraged. It was incredible to be a witness to its pernicious ways.

      I am in the process of becoming so much more able to hold on to my presence and focus whenever it tries to catch me out. I believe it is by cultivating inner focus and states of being which help to strengthen the connection we have with ourselves, that we are able to disempower and remove its interfering presence. Love to you and to your warrior spirit. K

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    • Dear Precious Lady,

      I was interested in reading the article you talked about, but here, in this particular area of North Wales, “montalk.net”, of course not to my surprise, has been blocked from any access. (My personal/house Internet connection was some time ago disconnected, because I would not play along with some very clever marketing strategy, which, out of the blue, succeeded in adding further costs to my usage).

      Really curious as to what you said about Wales being “predominantly owned by lizard types”. I must admit it is strange that I am “here”, as is not really somewhere I would choose to be. As far as I am aware, there is a very high drug/alcohol problem within this particular town. a town whose mentality is so narrow in scope and entrenched in day to day survival. I do what I can to find some connection to those within this strange place, but it’s not an easy task as I do not normally hang out in that state of polarised consciousness.

      I am considering what you mentioned about males being used as “portals”. I would like to explore this in a bit more depth, but don’t have the internet time now and “wordpress” and to my frustration, Denise’s site, is blocked in the library I tend to go to after this one closes. Thank you Lady for your invaluable confirmation and your sharing. With much love and heart felt blessings.K

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  37. Hi Denise.. this comment might be not related to this post but i’ve been seeing dreams about fighting against aliens.in earlier dreams “I felt my life was in danger and i had to keep my head low when im running in the streets.” And sometimes “fighting with aliens who looked very hi-tech” . in first few dreams i was afraid and was running but the ones i;ve been seeing lately “We are fighting against them and winning”. These might be just dreams, or something else.What all this means? i know you dont have time to deal with all the questions but if you can please give me at least a small hint or point me in the right direction.. Thank you so much!!
    (some say this is because i was in a transformational period in my life,ect..)

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    • “Hi Denise.. this comment might be not related to this post but i’ve been seeing dreams about fighting against aliens.in earlier dreams “I felt my life was in danger and i had to keep my head low when im running in the streets.” And sometimes “fighting with aliens who looked very hi-tech” . in first few dreams i was afraid and was running but the ones i;ve been seeing lately “We are fighting against them and winning”. These might be just dreams, or something else.What all this means? i know you dont have time to deal with all the questions but if you can please give me at least a small hint or point me in the right direction.. Thank you so much!!
      (some say this is because i was in a transformational period in my life,ect..)”

      Sajana Bupathi,

      Sometimes our dreams are just “dreams” coming from our subconscious. Other times they are actual 4D Astral plane (or higher dimensions above 4D) events…as in “real” I mean. Humans really are multidimensional beings, and as consciousness evolves to be able to consciously remember events and actions that take place in other dimensions besides the 3D physical one, one starts remembering these types of other-dimensional events, happenings, and work.

      Starseeds, Indigos, Lightworkers etc. typically have better conscious memory of their trans-dimensional and multiple timeline work, experiences, encounters, attacks etc. and this may be the case with you and what you’re currently remembering. There really is a “war” going on in the dimensions with negative ETs or Team Dark as I call all of them. More people are waking up to this fact and having to make conscious adjustments to their discovering that they are indeed multidimensional beings that exist and function (and work very hard) in multiple timelines too. And you’re absolutely correct; we are winning. :)

      No fear, just expanding awareness/consciousness.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  38. DO NOT FEAR! I went though months of attacks day after day, at times I had swarms of entities around me. I have had all types and though each had tried to trick me, or place fear in my heart I know that the true battle is won by keeping love and light in our hearts. At one point I was told I would even loose my life, this is how bad it had gotten. And I refused to succumb. I continue to spread love and light and am growing stronger each day, now being left alone for the most part. The darkness does not have the same power the light does. Love and Light.

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  39. All here I thought I was just being lazy and undisciplined, I’ve found a few mediations that really resonate with me (and when I say a few I mean very few) but every time I to use those mediations the same thing happens to me, I’m all set to start the most critical step in the excorise and suddenly I’m losing focus. Thank you very much for this information, I hope nobody was planning on me giving up because I’m going to have to spoil there plans I was already highly motivated before I read this, nothing like a reminder. Actually it’s been very hard for me to stick with mediation in the first place with everything that does resonate with me being something I get knocked off course doing and everything else being something I’m not doing because it doesn’t resonate with me.

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