Here Comes the 2012 Summer Solstice

The first couple days of June 2012 I suddenly had the NEED to only play, rest, do nothing, self-care and self-nurture to a degree I’ve never before felt. During one of those do no-thing afternoons last week I had an important insight and reminder. It was that I’m at, you’re at, we’re all at the halfway point—June Summer Solstice 2012—and I need to be really PRESENT in this monumental time plus make some adjustments so I can better do that. Many of us need to do this now.

In that moment I remembered reading something in 1995 that talked about 2012 and thinking how very far away 2012 was and how badly I wanted it to be 2012 back in 1995. Evidently some aspect of me knew that the energetic inner work required between 1995 and 2012 wasn’t going to be easy, safe, fun or pleasant so I wanted to jump forward in time to THIS current point within the Ascension Process. Remembering this last week helped me look at now in a slightly different way, which I needed evidently.

For me it’s been grueling, unrelenting Ascension-related work and pain for the past thirteen years, plus, during that time I also HAD to write (one of my Soul Missions) as much and as fast as I could which I’ve done. Since 2011 however this unrelenting Soul Mission to write has been easing up and giving me some time to shift some needed focus on to myself and my body. With the start of June 2012, this issue suddenly became an absolute NEED for me to be much more in the “Now” and “do” less physically, “do” less thinking, and “be” in the quantum Now more often, so that’s exactly what I’ve been doing because I have to at this point. Things like my spine and head feel as it they might shatter if I don’t so this now!

A few days ago I read Inelia Benz’s article “Call to Action – IT’S TIME!” I thought it funny when she said she’s been sensing, hearing the words “IT’S TIME” in June 2012. (This next bit will show you the degree of warped humor that many of the higher messages I receive often have.) For the past two years I’ve been sensing, hearing certain lyrics from an old Elton John song ♫ “…the bitch is back…!” ♫. Now to me this is hysterically funny and appropriate because that message is referring to the return of the Goddess/Goddess Consciousness in humanity and earth at the physical level. So, the bitch is back and you’d better believe that “it’s time”, plus let’s not forget the fact that we’re in the halfway point (June) of 2012! Many of us have to stop acting, thinking and believing that we’re not as knowledgeable and powerful as we actually are…because “it’s time!”

Many of us have been so deeply and intensely involved for so long with the difficult and painful prep work of the Ascension Process that some of us have recently needed to make some more inner and outer changes because the results of our efforts are finally arriving in this physical dimension. For me the past thirteen years have been intensely and hurriedly pushing, working, and plowing (masculine “Doing”) my way through the internal/external lower frequencies to transmute and shift them etc. But at this potent halfway transition point in 2012, many of us who are embodying the new energies, blueprints and consciousness first are NEEDING to shift into much more “Being” in the “Now Moment” (which is very right-brain or more accurately now whole brained, Goddess, Empowered Feminine etc.) and stop pushing so hard in the ways we’ve been doing for years or decades past. This phase is very receptive and creative but in another way; a way of embodying and BEING in the Now from another level of ourselves to Consciously Create, which I find is primarily coming from my entire chest or High Heart area. This area feels to me, so far, like a portal where more of Source is and it’s very quiet and very vast in there. The blissful but powerful calm after the great, difficult and lengthy storm.

Some Current Symptoms

Some of the symptoms I’ve been having for the past three years have increased dramatically the past two months to where I’m now HAVING to rest, recuperate, nap/sleep/pass-out for much of the afternoon for days on end. If I go out to do grocery shopping or other must-do errands out in the world, when I return home I’m utterly wiped-out exhausted and in tremendous physical pain and literally HAVE to take a nap and get out-of-body for however long I need. Falling asleep and getting out-of-body during the day like this is the equivalent of rebooting my body/bodies which adjusts the energies within me. After I’ve gotten out-of-body and slept for a while like this I feel much better physically when I wake up. Taking naps isn’t something I necessarily want to do but it’s something I’m HAVING to do now to cope with and adjust to these massive and potent 2012 energies and changes so I’m in less physical pain.

On top of this increased physical pain from going out in the world to run errands and passing out when I get home, those Ascension headaches or head pains and pressures have returned again. They cause the tops of my eyes to feel sore and bruised and I sense some major positive changes are happening inside our heads (pineal, pituitary glands) and the chakras (Crown and Brow) in our heads. These headaches or head pains typically are at the top of my head and Crown chakra and radiate downward and affect, pressure my forehead and Brow chakra, eyes, jaw and sinuses. It will also jump around to one side of my head and then the other and feel like some invisible energy ball just slammed into my head…which is probably closer to the truth than we’d like to admit! I usually get diarrhea when I’m transmuting and purging energies so that lovely symptom has returned this month as well. And the body aches and pains, sudden muscle weakness, joint pains, stiff spine, hot feet and hands, Hot Flashes with their sudden sweating and feeling like you’re having a Near Death Experience, digestion difficulties, upper belly bloat, and the old exhaustion have all returned…again. Happy June 2012 huh?!

Having shared all those unpleasant Ascension-related symptoms, I want to include some new and very pleasant symptoms I’ve been experiencing recently. Many of us have worked long and hard to finally begin experiencing some positive symptoms of the changes we’re going through and obviously “it’s time” because some of them are starting in June 2012. In the past I’ve written about how I’d often feel and hear that inner body vibration and literal roaring of Light Energies inside me when I was asleep during my afternoon pass-out naps. It felt and sounded like I was standing beside Niagara Falls because the flowing, moving energies were that powerful inside my body from that perspective. Now in June 2012 however, this seems to have changed or I’ve adapted to the great increase of Light Energies constantly flowing through my body because I’m not feeling and hearing anything. What I now feel and perceive inside my body is a deep peace, quiet, calm, vastness and connection and it is really wonderful. The great inner body vibrating, shaking and roaring of spinning Light Energies has become the new “normal” and it’s finally a quiet haven with a direct line to Home. Said another way, the times I’ve recently felt this new “symptom” its felt like a bliss state of inner unity and it feels perfect and perfectly normal. I also sense that this is just one of many truly wonderful new Ascension-related “symptoms” that more of us are going to be having in 2012 and beyond. Bliss moments sprinkled about sound like exactly what’s needed after years or decades of brutal battles and negative attacks while endless transmuting and transforming!

I just checked Spaceweather.com and there’s another supposedly minor M-1 class solar flare/CME that’s spewing and spewing towards Earth. The reason I checked Spaceweather.com was because I feel those old familiar “ascension flu” symptoms today—body aches, chills, super exhaustion etc. I suspect multiple energies will be increasing throughout the rest of June 2012, building towards the summer Solstice on June 20th. Rest and/or sleep or nap as much and as often as you need to now and do NOT feel guilty over doing no-thing. Turn your mind off for a couple of hours each day and enter the Now moment so you can sit quietly in your Rising High Heart center and start getting used to feeling and hearing the perfect silence of bliss and any messages coming from Home.

Denise

June 13, 2012

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145 thoughts on “Here Comes the 2012 Summer Solstice

  1. Well, Denise, I just read this post after waking from my second nap today! And much of the day I’ve been telling my type A entrepreneur husband to NOT feel guilty about doing nothing (as he’s been resting all day too) because that’s what he’s SUPPOSED to be doing. ;) Check on the brow/third eye pressure as well. And also check on those moment of bliss. Yup, yup, yup! Right on, as usual!

    P.S. Denise, It was me who just sent you an email.

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  2. Physical symptoms. Ditto.
    Naps. Big long naps after shopping. Ditto.
    Headaches. Ditto.
    But the light body electric! Holy dimensional shift!!!
    http://www.dreammoviecast.com/movie-casting-news/full-length-prometheus-trailer-is-sci-fi-extravaganza
    (still from the movie Prometheus)
    Scroll down to the 9th image, click on it. So glad there is a representation of what my day feels like.
    Weeded the garden, ate some lunch, read your email and sent light body energy to protect the new grid.

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  3. Thanks Denise It is exactly what I also feel.There are moments off deep inner Silence in the body and than restlessness,pains special when I have to go out the house.The pains are all over the body.. Sometimes from no where pains under the feet and legs,Short naps or clearness,It is a up and down periode again. But mostly I feel there is a lot off aggression and wandering going on in the collective minds off people. The energies are not always easy to handle I really look out to a more lighter World!
    To all keep up ! with Love Dhyana

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  4. Oh Lordy, can I resonate with your article. Indeed. Also I can see/feel the wonderful energy flowing through me especially after my yoga and being in the rest phase. Thank you and take such well earned rest and honour yourself.

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  5. Thank you for once again describing what I too am experiencing in physical symptoms & my choices to just ” be” more frequently. I feel relief after reading your article.

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  6. Thank you so much for this information Denise. The last 13 years or so have also been a long journey of learning and I have been experiencing many of the symptoms you mention, very validating!

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  7. Denise,
    Again, couldn’t believe it when I read your reference to the Elton John song “The bitch is back”. About 3 weeks ago, I bought a couple of Cds, as I have/had been searching for songs to practice on my guitar. I came across one CD by Elton John, which is a compilation of his songs, being sung by various artists. One of the songs on the list was called “The bitch is back” which is being sung by Tina Turner. The word “Bitch” has not always sat comfortably with me, but when it came on; I thought “to hell with it” and began singing along and out loud,

    “I’m a bitch, I’m a bitch
    Oh the bitch is back
    Stone cold sober as a matter of fact
    I can bitch, I can bitch
    `Cause I’m better than you
    It’s the way that I move
    The things that I do”

    Brilliant!

    . …couldn’t stop laughing to myself. Maybe I needed to allow myself to integrate the bitch archetype and not feel it was beneath me. Lately, as a matter of fact, I have found myself using and expressing my bitchiness on several occasions and it feels gooooood!I think it scares the hell out of men though!

    Interestingly, over the past few days, I have also got right back into the Tarot and am enjoying playing with these darker/lunar/sensual goddess aspects of myself. The bitch IS back and it IS time!! Indulge her! Blessings. K

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    • “Again, couldn’t believe it when I read your reference to the Elton John song “The bitch is back”. About 3 weeks ago, I bought a couple of Cds, as I have/had been searching for songs to practice on my guitar. I came across one CD by Elton John, which is a compilation of his songs, being sung by various artists. One of the songs on the list was called “The bitch is back” which is being sung by Tina Turner. The word “Bitch” has not always sat comfortably with me, but when it came on; I thought “to hell with it” and began singing along and out loud…”

      kat333,

      I almost didn’t share my past two years of repeatedly hearing “the bitch is back” line only because I was concerned some might not find it as humorous as I did. :roll: Now I’m glad I did. :lol: Thanks for sharing the lyrics because I couldn’t remember them…only that one line.

      The fact that I perceived this information two years ago and that the word “bitch” was used was symbolic for me, in this rather twisted sort of way, to indicate that the return of the Goddess/Goddess Consciousness within me, you, each of us and then humanity in general will NOT be the gentle Mommy Goddess aspect but the very powerful empowered and integrated masculine aspect of the “Goddess”…which makes perfect sense when you think about the polarity resolution or integration that we’ve been doing for over a decade now. In and through us we have the balanced, integrated, very powerful Goddess and the fully Heart functioning “God” aspects. The two are no longer two polarized energies within us and our consciousness; they are EACH integrated with the qualities of the Other now and we’re embodying these integrated God/Goddess aspects as “Unity or High Heart Consciousness” within ourselves finally.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • I’m feeling the BITCH energy too and it is amusing to me that my authentic self is not as nice as my ego pretended to be!

      A couple of weeks ago I was listening to a channel from Adamus of the Crimson Circle and he was talking about how yes, Jesus was loving and compassionate but he was also the most impatient human being that he (Adamus) had ever encountered! He couldn’t tolerate stupidity, dawdlers, or time-lines. He went onto say that Jesus would fight, brawl and swear with the best of them. Adamus said we’re so busy trying to emulate Jesus and we ask ourselves “what would Jesus say?” Jesus would say “Get the f*ck out of my way!!!”

      I LOVED learning this!!! I found it hilarious, liberating and FREEING!! It allowed me in an instant to see that I am ALREADY a Master, even when I’m impatient and swearing. It truly has allowed me to embrace my Bitch-Energy and there is SO MUCH POWER in that! Hallelujah! And Team Dark, it’s time to get the f*ck out of our way! (I’d spell out the f-word but I believe that goes against your comment policy, Denise.) ♥ ;)

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    • Not hardly dearest Kate as I have always believed in expressing myself as myself. I enjoy thrashing the moneychangers in the market place myself, and cursing whenever moved to do so. ;)

      Fucking huge hugs all around,
      Denise :)

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    • Omg, this made me laugh out loud!!! I find myself throwing the f-word all over the place lately, even and especially when I’m joyful. Denise, I just fucking LOVE you!

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    • 8O Are you ladies noticing this other symptom lately: the no-nonsense get-out-of my-fucking way “symptom” with no emotions whatsoever. It’s an old Ascension symptom yet much more heightened to the point where I can FEEL shit in an article/place/person/situation or just ONE second. Now I get what Denise meant when she says “scanning”. It can be eloquent and righteously logic. I don’t care. I’m out of there before I give myself bucket loads of rage wasted on it. Because I’m hardly out there in the world, I go online to check up on alt-news. Now I’m learning how to scan it: just by this ever increased intolerance to quagmire too left-in-the-brain stuff. Give it to me clean and clear please and stop channeling bullshits!

      And I knew deep down Jesus was not THAT holy… to the point where he’s not that human and too flawless. If he threw down tables with money on it at the churches/synagogues… he couldn’t have been the type of “saint’ biblicized in the bible. I also intuit that there were many women similar to Mary Magdalene… and were NOT followers of Jesus… they were working ALONGSIDE him. Now the fish ARE dead, long live the waves. True Spiritual Power of the balanced Male/Female God/dess is here to stay.

      NO place like home here at Transitions. No where. ^_^

      Lou Ann

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    • Thrash Away One, Thrash Away All! I so agree! Kate, I absolutely luved your sharing about Jesus, espeially that last line and Denise I so agree, Just Stay the Fuck Out Of My Way, that is my motto! LOL

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  8. This entry reminds me of the Beatles’ song, Here Comes the Sun. Yes, indeed! Thanks for the heads up about the incoming solar flares.

    My major symptoms have been overwhelming fatigue and muscle cramps in my shoulders which seem to have now disappeared… I continue to feel that everything is so DONE here for me – no more plans, no more goals. I do find the chaos, aggression and negativity of this world harder to take and prefer to remain in a peaceful space in my mind/heart. What I am learning: not to engage with the lower vibrations as they lash out but to stay neutral and then withdraw.

    Thanks for reminding us, Denise, that it’s more than OK for us to just BE… it’s VITAL at this time.

    Blessings to all, Thelma

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  9. Wow! On three occasions today, when looking at the time, it was 11:11, first occasion, 12:12, second occasion and 15:15. on the third. Something’s going down! K

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  10. Thank you SO much for this article!! I don’t know what is going on with my body, lately. I was hospitalized in May for a gallbladder attack, had surgery later that month, and was put back in the hospital for diverticulitis. I kept complaining that my head and sinuses were killing me…this pain is worse than the stomach issues. My blood pressure is through the roof, and I cannot get rid of this headache. I have been drinking more water, and taking blood pressure pills, to no avail. All of this, from someone who has not been hospitalized since my tonsilectomy, at age 7!

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    • “Thank you SO much for this article!! I don’t know what is going on with my body, lately. I was hospitalized in May for a gallbladder attack, had surgery later that month, and was put back in the hospital for diverticulitis. I kept complaining that my head and sinuses were killing me…this pain is worse than the stomach issues. My blood pressure is through the roof, and I cannot get rid of this headache. I have been drinking more water, and taking blood pressure pills, to no avail. All of this, from someone who has not been hospitalized since my tonsilectomy, at age 7!”

      Deb,

      Wowza…rest as much as you can and try to not go into fear or worry. Unfortunately the doctors/nurses/hospitals etc. don’t have a clue about the energetic and physical changes our we and our bodies are going through so be careful what you tell them that hurts or they’ll have you in invasive test after invasive test and all for nothing!

      The head pain and down into the sinuses pressures have been severe again lately but know that it’s all part of the Ascension Process. Rest and build your strength back up again. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  11. “But wait! There’s more!……the extra added bonus is that I respond before its even happened! that’s a 2 fer! A bargain for sure!!…”

    Lady,
    :lol: I hear ya! It took me a long time to back-engineer so many of the things I was living, feeling, being affected by long before they arrived physically. But this is how my life has been–ongoing back-engineering most everything…even when there’s been zero brain function! :lol: I’ve had this image in my mind’s eye for years now and I wish I could draw it for everyone else to see. It’s of a large group of us Starseeds/Galactics/Indigos sitting around a campfire somewhere sharing our 3D Ascension stories of misery, battle, embarrassment, sickness and confusion and laughing our cosmic asses off over it all. Can’t wait to be there fully with you all. ;)

    Hugs,
    Denise

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  12. Before I rose this morning, I had a vision of a beautiful, shaded garden; then, I felt pressure all over my head and my body began vibrating more intensely than I have every experienced; then, I had a vision of a dark tunnel with a light at the end. I don’t know. Thank you, Denise, for all your wisdom and assistance in all of this.

    Namaste,
    Gerry

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    • “Before I rose this morning, I had a vision of a beautiful, shaded garden; then, I felt pressure all over my head and my body began vibrating more intensely than I have every experienced; then, I had a vision of a dark tunnel with a light at the end. I don’t know. Thank you, Denise, for all your wisdom and assistance in all of this.

      Namaste,
      Gerry”

      Gerry,

      We are dying and we have been for many years now via this Ascension Process. It’s just that we’re remaining in our physical bodies and transmuting them so they can go with us as we transition to the next level and cycle of learning. We’re dying while remaining alive and in body…aka “ascending”. Your dream is a perfect symbol of this Alchemical Process that you and all of us are going through. No fear…just keep your eye/heart on that “garden” because it is the new Ascended Earth world with matching people existing on it that we’re heading towards. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Hi Denise and All Here:

      Your comment, Denise, has brought me such joy. “We are dying … via this Ascension Process.” How perfectly perfect. Don’t ask me why, but in that one phrase, all of what I/we have been going through is suddenly more real than it’s ever been before. For years, months, hours, minutes, seconds, I have been living on faith and trust that what I just thought was true would suddenly BE true and today, it is. I’m overcome with gratitude to you and to everyone here. I am ecstatic to tell you that my 3D mind is totally blank, I can no longer relate to what is happening around me “out there”. I feel “dead to this world” and am on auto-pilot when it comes to a daily must-do routine. The only reason I know I’m still here is because physically I’m wrecked and I’m hoping that the body I take with me is more in keeping with my favorite version of it at 16 years of age! And the campfire, oh, count me in! Can’t wait to meet you all in the real Real. Love and thank you from my heart, B.

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    • Uuuuh, I know how you all feel. It is comforting and SO nice to know so many others feel the way I do. Dead to the World, know you exist still here because the discomfort on all levels felt, including the bitch coming out every now and then when it is needed instead of turning the other cheek time and time again. Ah, the campfire feels like such comforting, full of likeminded people….count me in, thank God. :-)Ulpu

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    • I didn’t want to make so many comments but I cannot help myself. Barbara, this also yanks at my heart strings, and I totally agree with you with all of it especially your reaction when you read from Denise “we are dying….via this ascension process”…..I too felt a chord was stuck within me and I had to sit with it, repeat it a few times as it DID feel quite delicious and I wanted to keep myself aware of these times as this dying/ascension process, because I tend to forget and get caught up in the pains, the mediocrity of life and platitudinous conversations with most people…..I must remember this: ”we are dying…via the ascension”.
      This too: ”I am ecstatic to tell you that my 3D mind is totally blank, I can no longer relate to what is happening around me “out there”. I feel “dead to this world” and am on auto-pilot when it comes to a daily must-do routine.”……
      Agreed! Only I may be dead to the patrix world, but I am trying to be more and more alive to myself and to the Organic Light.
      I have to say that now that I’ve spent the past couple of days after this post by Denise and the others’ responses, I allowed myself to totally surrender and relax into not doing……into Being, daydreaming, and zoning out, and it is the best thing I could possibly be doing right now, it feels so exquisitely good…..sooooo right, and I’m starting to receive again bits and flashes of intuitive information again…..sooooo relieved!
      My housemate is on notice that I will be physically here but vacated from this body, daydreaming for a while for who knows how long.

      Thank you Denise! Sending great love and respect to you! :D <3 <3 <3

      ps: this written after a quick nap from my beloved white sofa…..its happening.

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  13. Hello All :) Just had to wonder about the head and sinus symptoms that have been occurring. For the past two and a half weeks my 20 year old daughter had those exact painful head /eye pressure. A young girl she knew casually, from campus died suddenly from a brain aneurysm. Immediately Nicole associated that with her pain. She would drive across town from her apartment to our home at 2am to wake me up to reassure her… I tried to help her understand, but also offered her to take control and get a doctors opinion. Well of course she is “fine”.. The only freaky part is that after this girl died 3 more people we knew had brain aneurysms. Two died .

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    • “Hello All :) Just had to wonder about the head and sinus symptoms that have been occurring. For the past two and a half weeks my 20 year old daughter had those exact painful head /eye pressure. A young girl she knew casually, from campus died suddenly from a brain aneurysm. Immediately Nicole associated that with her pain. She would drive across town from her apartment to our home at 2am to wake me up to reassure her… I tried to help her understand, but also offered her to take control and get a doctors opinion. Well of course she is “fine”.. The only freaky part is that after this girl died 3 more people we knew had brain aneurysms. Two died.”

      debbie,

      Whenever anyone feels they would benefit from a trip to the doctor concerning any Ascension symptom they’re having, then they should do exactly that. During times when my own head pains were severe and constant (all of 2010), I too wondered a few times if I had something going very “wrong” inside my skull…like a brain tumor or something. But as I always do with things, I play etheric doctor myself and shift my focus and look for myself energetically to see what I can see this way. What I saw was tremendous negative interference and blocks throughout the left side of my body and brain and most of humanity has this as well. The left side is or has been our receptive, feminine side so it’s an area that been heavily interfered with, distorted and suppressed. This is or has been one big reason why so many of us have been having left side body and/or brain pains over the past three or four years; these negative blocks have been in a process of being transmuted, removed, overridden etc., but it’s been physically painful doing this.

      There are other people who exit their physical bodies instead of remaining in them to continue the intense Ascension Process. They continue it, just not in a physical body, while those of us who are remaining in our bodies are dealing with these aches, pains, pressures and other less than wonderful symptoms of transformation/compressed evolution. As usual there’s much more to this complex topic but this will hopefully help a bit with those occasional fears or concerns we all have come up at some point within this massive Process.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • My left side has gone huge clearing, purging for last three weeks in form of upper and lower respiratory infections. The Venus transit came and went with me coughing it on it’s way. After two courses of antibiotics it still stuck around, but finally is clearing. Must have coughed, spat and blown tons of crap out, but now I feel clearer, more empowered, strong like indeed dark side get the fxxk out of our way. The Sisters are doing it again! The Goddess is not some lily white, softly spoken, gentle little woman, well not all the time anyway. With those hurting, lost and lonely she is, but by God start being a dastard and you get blown out of water. Indeed The Sisters are doing it again and the camp fire would be a scream with all of you around it. Not a quiet little affair, but full of laughter, song, dance, good food and wine and lot of hugs. We are victorious!

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  14. Thank God – I`ve been feeling very guilty for spending these past months idling/day dreaming. I guess this sinus issue will be the last dropped flag before our rebirth.

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  15. ***Hi Everyone***

    This conversation is pretty-darn interesting… like always. There have been many a times when I’d like to chime in… but couldn’t. Too tired. While I’ve been heavily pinned to the bed… there’s a restlessness within me when I awake. Not the kind of anxiety restlessness coming from that old place of fear. Excited restlessness…. like I KNOW something wickedly fun is coming JUST round the bend for me and for all. Is it okay to say I’ve been listening in on Drake and the latest situations about “mass arrests”, NESARA and other stuff? I swear it’s becoming much closer to my 3 wish lists at the Spring Equinox. As I keep discerning, at first I find such a thing too 3D-ish to even work alongside with the Universe’s “chessboard game”… the kind that has no drama and no-one paying attention to it until too late. But as things progress towards the Solstice, such multiple events/people/things are evolving into something I realize most people in the game aren’t even fully aware of… something MUCH more Divinely crafted.

    I intuit there’s so much MORE coming round the bend besides such current events… the 5th Dimensional Golden Age, just at the break of Dawn. My Intuition/Higher Self is saying “At any moment now”. Everything I resonate with is piecing itself together in this Cosmic Chessboard Game… but I can’t put a finger to it. Articles that have too much left-brain shit in it, I scan and go. My eyes just couldn’t indulge in such heavy things no more. Too tired to waste time. But almost every single morning around 5:30AM… I muster through the extreme exhaustion… just to see the sun. It helps with my tired eyes, you see… and it works like a charm. If I don’t expose my eyes at dawn, my achy eyes suffer going to the extreme end of exhaustion. That’s how good a cure the Sun is. Ironic yes? I also send out my wishes to the Sun: freedom from monetary-rule, patriarchal-rule, debt and any kind of authoritarian rule… for me and for all. I know it’s a simple, stupid thing to do but… it’s my way to express my longing for FREEDOM. I don’t mind if it makes no logical sense but… there you go.

    As for the Goddess coming back… I want her BACK & BOLD. I remember one of our fellow readers sharing about Lilith (the other “Eve” or other wife of Adam). She expressed it so eloquently here, that I went on amazon.com to go check out the book. When I read the excerpt/samples, I find that Lilith was WAY too fierce and fiery for me. I swear my tail was between my legs. My Intuition stated that it IS the BITCH and SHE’S BACK WITH A VENGEANCE LIKE NEVER BEFORE. When she’s fully returned here… o boy… she’s going to be MAD as FUCK. She’s going to find us ladies too submissive and tamed little sheep to even allow men to do their way with us. I do find my rebel yell coming back like it did last year… and it’s going to be Saturn Direct on June 20th… yes? This time I hope I’m ready. 12-D shield on… up and ready.

    I find even our own words discard the Goddess. Whenever we say things like: “he who has no sin cast the first stone”… we don’t add in “she”. When I express this to others… they shrug it off and say “Well it means everybody”. Somehow I get fucked-up piss by that. Even our HIStory is about HIS story… never including HERstory. With that said I ALWAYS insert in my mind’s eye and ear “PASTstory” whenever reading articles with it.

    Can’t wait for the Goddess to return.

    Love you all and big hugs,
    Lou Ann
    P.S. Denise… if this post of mine is way too long… you can go ahead and edit it. I tried to shorten it. Probably it’s the fatigue doing this to me.

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    • Lou Ann – I’m one person that doesn’t shrug off those words … I get it and I so agree. I sometimes say/hear things and then realize how deeply I/we have been programmed to accept that what was just said was natural/ normal/ OK. Everything we say/ think/ do matters and our subconscious mind interprets messages like your examples to mean that women are less important. We are so heavily programmed to think these things don’t matter but they do. Love to you, Morgean

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  16. Hello All,

    All I can say is “amazing.” There are so many comments in here about the ascension symptoms that I now understand it isn’t just me. I have struggled off and on for the past three weeks with flu-like symptoms, and this week with sinus pressure for no rhyme or reason, at least I thought. I felt as though one side of my brain was congested – as though it were swollen…my vision was even a bit blurry…and boy have I been sleepy. I have to twist and pinch my ears during work to stay awake. I try to fall asleep at night and here a rushing sound after I put my earplugs in. I always imagine its just my blood rushing around the vein highway. Here is the thing. For the past 13 years, at least two or three times I get mysterious flu-like symptoms. All I do is sleep during those times and keep to myself. Doctor’s say there is nothing wrong with me, accept some high-blood pressure. But how frustrating it has been not knowing that it is merely part of my spiritual journey and ascension. The downtimes are meant to slow me down as my body goes through the changes… And like you Denise… my husband and eye feel totally wiped out after shopping at Walmart, or somewhere…. We always feel anxious to get the hell out… like the chemicals and the human energies are too intense for us. We thought it was just us! Thank you for taking the time to write when Spirit leads you too. It has a HUGE — AN ENORMOUS– impact on people like us…those going through ascension. Thank you and many blessings.

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    • “Here is the thing. For the past 13 years, at least two or three times I get mysterious flu-like symptoms.”

      Peggy Laney,

      Welcome to TRANSITIONS. :)

      That “mysterious flu-like” business has been so common that it’s called the “ascension flu”. My body always goes into “ascension flu” symptoms more strongly during solar activities. I get chills, body aches, my chest hurts and I feel just like I’m coming down with the “flu”…but I never do physically. It’s all Ascension energy related.

      I know we’re also HAVING to learn to conserve our energies and not let other people, places, tasks, emotions, belief systems, or the Negatives drain our energies any longer. Because of this we’re all having to learn to simply not go to certain places, interact with or induldge parasitic people, indulge egos, BS, and/or deluded, unstable folks. We can’t afford to be energetically fed off of any more so we’re all needing and learning how to not be available to the lower frequency things/people/situations etc., and as Lou Ann was saying, be much more careful and protective of our hard-earned higher frequency Light/Energies.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  17. Hey Denise and all,

    Ok, I feel the need to chime in about the bitch conversation. On one hand I totally relate and understand the comments about the bitch being back. But, like Kat, I’ve always felt uncomfortable with the word. I don’t believe that standing my ground, setting boundaries, letting someone know how I truly feel (in an adult, respectful way), expecting to be treated with respect, etc. ~ is being a bitch. In my mind it is being a powerful woman. I believe that holding on to the bitch archetype is buying into the chauvinistic view/idea of a powerful woman ~ designed expressly by TD to keep women from expressing their true selves ~ for exactly that fear ~ the fear of being considered a bitch. I truly don’t think any of us want to be bitches ~ we want to be creative, loving, fun, happy, spiritual, AUTHENTIC, etc., beings. A woman that expresses herself honestly, authentically and completely is a powerful and beautiful woman in my eyes ~ but it is exactly those qualities that the patrix wants to deny and restrict ~ thus the determination to reference these qualities in a negative way. TD and the men and women that are scared shitless of feminine power ~ do not want us (males and females) to own our true, authentic, power ~ our feminine power. I feel that by continuing to hold these qualities in a negative light (bitch) further perpetuates the degradation of women, powerful women, and the feminine energy. In my eyes being a powerful woman in not the same as being a bitch.

    With love and respect to each of you, Morgean

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    • Morgean, I absolutely get this. I, too, was uncomfortable with the word “bitch” until very recently. This whole winter was an exercise about accepting my dark side, and accepting that “bitchiness” can be very powerful. I don’t think any of us are talking about being a bitch JUST to be a bitch, but to use it when we need it and to do energetic battle. I believe I can be loving, generous, compassionate, honest, authentic AND pull out the bitch too when I need her. Lou-Ann mentioned Lillith in the book “The Nine Deadly Venoms” ~ oh what an important book and an important figure she is. She is definitely a bitch and a powerful one! I’ve been thinking of her a lot lately.

      For me ascension is proving to be about less of transcending my humanity and more about IMMERSING myself in my humanity…bitchiness and all. I’ve found tremendous freedom in that. It may not be the path for everyone, but it’s certainly been empowering for me. ♥

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  18. Hi, everyone,

    This is in response to Lady and Denise’s conversation about the campfire, but the reply buttons are missing for the moment. Some time back when we were all doing something on a certain day and were using a Hathor meditation, I saw two images of us as a group– one of us in a football kind of huddle and another where we were all sitting in a large circle cross-legged, looking like Boddhisattvas. Yes, we have definitely found our group. And I agree that Denise is fucking great and that there is no other group like this out there. I love you all.

    Hugs,
    Cat

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  19. It’s all so interesting. I’m not a native english speaker, so the word bitch confuses me, but I feel it too, this unwavering power, standing your ground, knowing your truth, fully connected, from hair to toe, or way bigger I suppose. I don’t feel the female or male thing tho, at least for now, or… actually, I feel now I am the female love for the male, if it makes sense. Huge love for the male part, like I could embrace it in my big heart. Obviously not polarity crap. I mean the essence. Is it sacred love?
    I was a bit unsure whether to write this, I had a “dream” with Jesus some years ago, can’t forget it, his eyes, his presence. In the dream, there was a type of play going on but nobody else but him was aware it was a play, he was living it, I was watching it, and at the same time, he was looking at me outside of the play for me to get the message and see it too. He’s a freaking cool and powerful and wise and fun dude, if I may say so, that’s how it felt to me. He was aware of all those levels of existance and experience. It does remind me of this goddess power returning, maybe it gave me the same impression then… the one I am (we are) to become now, in female form, feels very much like I sensed him in male form.
    So it’s all connected, right?
    I don’t feel like a person anymore. Maybe there are moments, but yes, the mixture of emptiness and death and love and life, all shaken up and basically thoughtless and with nothing to do and barely any desire. Hanging on to now.
    You guys all rock, in the heights or in the pits, I love you very much, both blogger and commenters.

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    • Thank you Kaisa for sharing thise,it makes a lot of sense,Its not always easy to get in the play and te keep aware off what one is doinig and see the truth in everthing.But as I feel myself there is always thise urge coming from deep inside that one has to act without knowing what will be the outcome ; it will be fore the best.There must be al lot of trust in one Self.
      Life is love; share it
      Life is a dream,realize it..
      Life is a chanllenge;meet it
      Live is a game;play it!
      (Sri Sai Baba)
      with Love Dhyana (Netherlands)

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    • Dhyana, yes, it’s a strange feeling not seeing any future and so many levels of existance, growing huge lots of trust for sure. Seems to me like walking in an unkown mountain full of curves covered by fog… we just keep moving and it turns out ok.

      ps: I used to feel very connected to the Netherlands thru this life, never even been close to there, thought maybe I’d go there someday, but now… can’t see a thing ahead, there doesn’t even seem to be an ‘ahead’ to see.
      This year I finally traveled for the first time to another place I also always felt connected to, and it turns out it was the land, the nature, the energy signature, not the cities or people. Don’t think I’d live there but love it even more. Maybe it’s the same case. No heart connection to where I’ve been this whole life tho :/
      Hugs and love to you

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  20. Dear Denise I can relate to much in your message. I had a dream the other day in which I was told time is running out to put words on paper. I intuited this as the left brain dominance is ending and the right brain intuition, divine femine side of the brain has now the upper hand. I.t made sense as it was around the time of the Venus Transit.

    Also on the PHYSICAL side I have never experienced energies as explosive and intensive as we are now. Physically my body is a wreck my eyes hurt and the vein highway of my body feels pressured, constricted and painful. Legs painful and in discomfort.

    But like all who find their way to this website I feel these explosive energies roaring in my body are having quite and effect on my mind and emotions. Changing all for the better. . And I sense something huge is on the horizon. Can’t wait for the next step the inner peace you are now experiencing. Maureen

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  21. Dearest folks – what wonderful insights – enjoyed reading it all. Loving the company on this journey – blessings one and all ~ love, Nancy

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  22. I am in a male body, and I have been feeling the bitch/Goddess for a few years now. Androgyny has always been my natural state inwardly, but now the body-mind itself is changing. Mentally and emotionally, being androgynous means being comfortable with all stereotypically feminine and masculine activities. Physically, it means (so far as I know) feeling sexual both as a female and a male, and looking neither like a brute nor a sissy. (The teen actor who played Tadzio in the movie Death in Venice did embody physical androgyny pretty well.) Among other things, the Goddess is quite sexual, and I sometimes feel like a woman wanting a man. Strangely (from the old perspective), I don’t feel the slightest bit weird about it. I notice it… it is quite beautiful. Since in this lifetime I have had no experience of being homosexual, I don’t know if what I feel is what gay men feel… but I don’t think it is. I am now wondering about the final physical manifestation of androgyny… I guess it depends on personal choice mostly.

    In any case, integration and unification will show clearly that the vanguard males and females should set an example for the rest of humanity by creating together — polarity out, unity in.

    Much Love to All!

    Akhilleus (among others)

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    • “I am in a male body, and I have been feeling the bitch/Goddess for a few years now. Androgyny has always been my natural state inwardly, but now the body-mind itself is changing. Mentally and emotionally, being androgynous means being comfortable with all stereotypically feminine and masculine activities. Physically, it means (so far as I know) feeling sexual both as a female and a male, and looking neither like a brute nor a sissy. (The teen actor who played Tadzio in the movie Death in Venice did embody physical androgyny pretty well.) Among other things, the Goddess is quite sexual, and I sometimes feel like a woman wanting a man. Strangely (from the old perspective), I don’t feel the slightest bit weird about it. I notice it… it is quite beautiful. Since in this lifetime I have had no experience of being homosexual, I don’t know if what I feel is what gay men feel… but I don’t think it is. I am now wondering about the final physical manifestation of androgyny… I guess it depends on personal choice mostly.

      In any case, integration and unification will show clearly that the vanguard males and females should set an example for the rest of humanity by creating together — polarity out, unity in.

      Much Love to All!

      Akhilleus (among others)”

      Akhilleus,

      I’m in a female body in this life but the “me” inside of that female body has always felt like “ME” which is not only male, female, but a third thing that exists at another level beyond polarized male/female, female/male. Whenever I’ve tried to honestly sense who “I” am in this life inside, it’s always been this larger aspect of “ME”, which is not only androgynous, but the Sacred Offspring (3) of the Sacred Feminine (1) and the Sacred Masculine (2). (I feel like I’m not expressing this important topic as well as I should! Words are difficult with this one.)

      This whole topic and its many related subtopics is now needing to be discussed more so that everyone can better understand what “Unity” and “Unity Consciousness” and High Heart Consciousness and “5D” etc. etc. actually is. In January 2012 Lisa Renee wrote about what she’s calling the “Hieros Gamos” — the Sacred Marriage of Self with the Divine– and much more of course.

      I started talking about it too in very subtle ways when I talked about this final transit of Saturn retrograding in Libra in 2012 in an old article. And since 2012 started, I’ve been pondering when I should start talking — in my way ;) — about this next huge step we’re going through–evolving out of polarity and polarized consciousness and learning about being and existing within this higher frequency where Unity/High Heart Consciousness is the name of the game and the lens on reality. I’m sensing the June 2012 Solstice will activate it much more for all of us, which means I’ll be writing (and we’ll all be discussing) about individual “Sacred Marriage”…the evolution into greater “Unity Consciousness” and being within ourselves individually and existing within a matching frequency world.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Denise, I so get this but the topic is so multilayered! I can’t wait to see more sharing from yourself and everyone on this blog concerning this, such an interesting topic! Sacred Marriage is taking on a total new definition for many of us at this time compared to what we had thought in the past! I luv this Transitions Community so much, it is the only following that I am interested in anymore, so much Truth and Heartfelt sharing, so Genuine! To Akhilleus, Thank You for opening the door on this topic. Your sharing was very beautifully worded. Much of my life I had resonated within as a Gay Male but years ago I had started to feel more of an adrogony, it occured when I achieved a certain point on my Life path! I guess I can say I feel somewhat adrogynus(I think this term will morph in time) because I maintain a nice balence of masculine/feminine within and fully appreciate the beauty of both the male and female form and feel Love for both! I have always been a very sexual Being and years ago I allowed it to reside in the background so I could fully concentrate on these last intense years, but now my sexuality has fully reawakened with quite a Passion! Many times in the past I allowed my sexuality to lead me and now it has reversed, I lead my sexuality. This allows me to have control of my Life! At least, as much control as possible in these crazy times!lol Love to All!

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    • “Denise, I so get this but the topic is so multilayered! I can’t wait to see more sharing from yourself and everyone on this blog concerning this, such an interesting topic! Sacred Marriage is taking on a total new definition for many of us at this time compared to what we had thought in the past! I luv this Transitions Community so much, it is the only following that I am interested in anymore, so much Truth and Heartfelt sharing, so Genuine! To Akhilleus, Thank You for opening the door on this topic. Your sharing was very beautifully worded. Much of my life I had resonated within as a Gay Male but years ago I had started to feel more of an adrogony, it occured when I achieved a certain point on my Life path! I guess I can say I feel somewhat adrogynus(I think this term will morph in time) because I maintain a nice balence of masculine/feminine within and fully appreciate the beauty of both the male and female form and feel Love for both! I have always been a very sexual Being and years ago I allowed it to reside in the background so I could fully concentrate on these last intense years, but now my sexuality has fully reawakened with quite a Passion! Many times in the past I allowed my sexuality to lead me and now it has reversed, I lead my sexuality. This allows me to have control of my Life! At least, as much control as possible in these crazy times!lol Love to All!”

      Jeff,

      Thank You so ♥.

      Yes, it’s time to talk about what’s really going on with the whole “Sacred Marriage” thing and how it’s intimately connected with “Unity or High Heart Consciousness that we’re evolving into now. I just remembered Inelia Benz’s “It’s TIME!” title and got an inner smile confirmation from a higher place. ;) Love it when that happens.

      So…a couple weeks ago I offered my 65 year-old female neighbor’s son, who was turning 40, a Birthday gift of doing and interpreting his astrological birth chart (Natal chart) for him. There were a few reasons why I chose to do this but the main one was because I could sense that I owed him this gift now, and another reason was because he’s an Indigo, plus he’s believed himself to be “gay”. I could feel that much more was going on with him with all this so I offered to do his chart and interpret it for him as a way to give him Light/knowledge about what he’s been going through and his current Uranus Opposition transit (everyone goes through it from age 39-42 or 43 and it’s typically life altering!)

      Long story short, after I explained to him about the real “Sacred Marriage”, and about him being an adult Indigo turning 40 in 2012, and about believing oneself to be “gay” when they really are so much more than that profoundly limited situation and belief system, he realized that he too was more androgynous or “unified” than being a “gay” male, or “bisexual”, or “straight” male etc. and could relate to both sexes equally. To me that is the start of “Unity Consciousness” or High Heart Consciousness where we’re so familiar with and have so individually integrated both sexes/polarities/energy forms because we’ve been both sexes many times in our so-called “past lives”, that we’re now them both (integrated, unified, non-polarized etc.) and much more actually. ;)

      We need to start thinking outside of the old stereotypical “sexual” identifications and beliefs because they’re wrong for one thing, plus we’re evolving far beyond them now. Many of us have embodied this inner male/female, female/male Unity or Androgyny and have been fine-tuning and adding to it in ourselves and our bodies over the years. Now we’ve all got to begin this phase of our evolutionary process and it’s much easier than people would first think. :)

      “Many times in the past I allowed my sexuality to lead me and now it has reversed, I lead my sexuality. This allows me to have control of my Life!”

      Never more important words said! Very well done you. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Hi Denise and All Here:

      Super conversation going on. I loved the movie, Death in Venice, and did not see any lust in it at all, only a true appreciation of the beauty of a male by another male, and both very much aware of it. What bothered me about the movie was the ridicule of this appreciation by those who were privy to be a part of it.

      It’s my understanding that it is only in 3D that we have distinction between male/female because of the “form” of genitals and breasts and Team Dark conditioned/programmed responses to one another. In other dimensions, 5D and up, there is no male/female, but there is a coming together of beings in what can only be described as a merging of soul/Source love to reproduce another in the consciousness of that safe, unconditional, and totally free environment.

      I’m trying to think/daydream 5D, so, for me, the idea that there is a “bitch” or a “bastard” is not something that I am happy to say that I give much thought to as it’s temporary until we can get out of our “meat suits!” That does not negate the fact that yes, it’s time for the Goddess, and I am certainly not oblivious to the fact that females need to take back their power, but why bother when we know we are powerful? However, each of us has our calling and it seems mine, at least in this Now time, is to remain neutral and that includes not responding to anything other than what I see as Unity Consciousness. Have I fallen off the path? Don’t think so. Onwards and upwards! Love, B.

      P.S. to Kaisa, yes, there is a description of my meeting with my Arcturian counterpart, and it is on this site under Denise’s posting about the Pleiadians, I believe. If I can find it, I’ll make a comment there so you can read it. It was this merging that I’m trying to describe here. Love at first merge!

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    • I would disagree with “androgyny” being a reptilian distortion. I possess and use both the female and male energies equally in all aspects of life, except sexuality (because the body chemistry still remains male). I always have in this life. I just shift the focus of my consciousness depending on the circumstances, and then come back to neutral when just being. It doesn’t matter what one calls this state. There are also hermaphrodites among humans. Polar sexuality is one reality, among others, which one can shift into and out of, while remaining in unity consciousness. I find all various manifestations and all gradations of “sexuality” beautiful.

      With gratitude, in all ways,

      Akhilleus

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    • For myself, the beauty and uniqueness of the two human forms is what makes this 3D planetary experience so unique and enjoyable. These two forms of duality are a gift of this reality as is all polarity in this experience, remembering this experience is fully about polarity in all its shapes and forms. Throughout some of my rougher periods on this planet, this was the motivator for staying, to continue to experience the many varied and unique human forms that are experiencing alongside of myself.

      Various shadow element’s suppressed sexuality, created misogyny, etc. for an ulterior agenda that is just no longer valid in these evolutionary energetic times. It is up to each individual to reclaim their full right to their sexuality, the fullness and uniqueness of their gender. If an individual has contempt for another’s gender or sexuality it is because they hold contempt within for themselves for various reasons. The reason I mentioned in a previous post that some terms such as androgyny will probably morp into other terms is a word like this has a vast interpretation among many, especially between generations. I feel Akhilleus is doing a great job in this thread with his interpretations, offering freshness on this topic as are others that are commenting. I feel this topic and the many subtopics are quite important, as Denise has stated, because it has caused much oppression in many.

      We are moving at warp speed at this time and I feel we must do our best to keep up, in essence to leave much that has already been neutralized behind! We at this 3D level of the Cosmic Experience are the final level of “Affect”, which I am sure we all feel is a great responsibility at times. This is why we continue sharing as we are constantly fine tuning our inner clarity! It is up to each and every one of us individually to banish the unbalance within ourselves for as it is “Cleared Within, It Will Be Shown Without”!

      Love and Strength To All!

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  23. Denise…
    if you feel inspired to respond any time, do you have any idea what will happen to our bodies?
    I’ve also been in bed with solar flu all day, but there’s now this new feeling to me that my consciousness no longer identifies with the previous and still visible flesh form, there’s no emotional pain, no rejection, more like a deep realization that it isn’t truly me, and also this seeing myself as a living moving light body, here and now. The visible flesh feels extra heavy and slow, I don’t enjoy focusing on it at all. The light body vibrates very fast and feels soothing. This “transfer in consciousness” seems like a big deal. I’m trying to figure what the light is gonna do with the rest… I see it spreading and opening space like some golden oil (I suppose this golden oil visual simply calms me down), until cells have space and then they seem to take a deep breath and suck in the golden oil inside and have some type of cell-orgasm. That’s what I see… Do you see something? Any clue what it means in form for us? Do we get less solid? Sorry for bugging with images and questions, especially if you’re frying with ascension flu too. I know I come from a not so solid world where we could shape shift, so maybe it’s confusing me how far this mutation goes here.
    Lots of hugs and much love.

    (ps: thank you for posting Lady’s blog address)

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    • “Denise…
      if you feel inspired to respond any time, do you have any idea what will happen to our bodies?
      I’ve also been in bed with solar flu all day, but there’s now this new feeling to me that my consciousness no longer identifies with the previous and still visible flesh form, there’s no emotional pain, no rejection, more like a deep realization that it isn’t truly me, and also this seeing myself as a living moving light body, here and now. The visible flesh feels extra heavy and slow, I don’t enjoy focusing on it at all. The light body vibrates very fast and feels soothing. This “transfer in consciousness” seems like a big deal. I’m trying to figure what the light is gonna do with the rest… I see it spreading and opening space like some golden oil (I suppose this golden oil visual simply calms me down), until cells have space and then they seem to take a deep breath and suck in the golden oil inside and have some type of cell-orgasm. That’s what I see… Do you see something? Any clue what it means in form for us? Do we get less solid? Sorry for bugging with images and questions, especially if you’re frying with ascension flu too. I know I come from a not so solid world where we could shape shift, so maybe it’s confusing me how far this mutation goes here.
      Lots of hugs and much love.”

      Kaisa,

      I don’t like having to focus on the physical body “meat suit” either…BUT…we must because it’s going with us through all this miserable, difficult and painful Ascension Process! Our dense physical bodies have been and still are embodying more and more of our individual Light Body in it. Said another way, more of US is in the Process of being embodied into our physical bodies. Our physical bodies have been and are taking on more and more Light Energy which is why we all HAD/HAVE to go through the ascension symptoms, the Rewiring of our bodies and brains, the many years of constant kundalini risings to transmute all of our lower frequency emotional junk/karma/unresolved and projected stuff etc. The important question is why? And the answer is so that we’re able to embody more of our Higher Selves IN our current physical body and not die or go insane from it! This is why it takes years and years for us to ease our ways through this astonishing transformational Alchemical Ascension Process.

      So what’s going to happen to our physical bodies is that they too are ascending with us so that they’re capable of embodying and retaining vastly more Light Energies, our Light Bodies, and more of our individual Higher Selves. Doing this IN and THROUGH our physical bodies is a huge, huge deal and this is another reason why it’s so painful and lengthy…but the end results are gonna be soooo worth it all! And yes, we already are vastly “less solid” and more Light filled than we were ten years ago or five years ago and we’re not done with the Process yet. ;)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  24. Hello, Everyone,

    It’s been an intense 24 hours for me. I talked to a friend last night whose mother died recently. I felt only sunshine, love, and joy and told him so. He’s still in grief so didn’t understand. I talked to him again today and he was emotional and then suddenly in the middle of the conversation I started crying like crazy and he got calm. I was talking about my father’s passing so was emotional but I couldn’t fathom that I was transmuting his grief until he told me that at the moment I got really emotional, it left him.
    Today I went on my school’s website to find out that there had been an armored car robbery and that people had died. I had to go to school to do some errands and thought, Okay, I’m supposed to transmute this too. I could start to feel it as I walked up the block from my house (about a mile from campus). My head was floating by the time I got there. The mall on campus was cordoned off and residents had to stay inside or go elsewhere. I spent some time outside near the mall to transmute and just hold some light there. As I was going home, I met some students from the residence and talked to them and tried to make sure they were okay. So that was my day.
    Okay, so the craziness has struck here big time–patriarchal movie crap– an armored car guard who killed his co-workers to steal the money for the ATMs–, but I was right beside it to transmute it as quickly as possible. So that’s why I’m still in this place I dislike so much.

    Hugs and love to you all,
    Cat

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    • “It’s been an intense 24 hours for me. I talked to a friend last night whose mother died recently. I felt only sunshine, love, and joy and told him so. He’s still in grief so didn’t understand. I talked to him again today and he was emotional and then suddenly in the middle of the conversation I started crying like crazy and he got calm. I was talking about my father’s passing so was emotional but I couldn’t fathom that I was transmuting his grief until he told me that at the moment I got really emotional, it left him…”

      Cat,

      Well done you! ♥

      Yeah, we transmuters are hardwired to do this and more and it’s actually hard for us to NOT do it as it’s so natural to us and such a huge part of who we are. One way that’s easy to tell whose doing the transmuting is by whose seemingly “falling apart” at the time; whose crying, sick, depleted, exhausted, extra emotional, extra sensitive etc. As you’ve so perfectly shown, when we’re transmuting the junk, the person(s) automatically goes into NEUTRALITY–aka “Unity” or NON-polarity. Once we’re done with the transmuting of whatever it is at that moment, we too then reenter that state of neutrality which is individual “Unity/High Heart Consciousness”.

      This formula if you will, is very easy to see when we Starseeds/Lightworkers are around other people, especially people we feel more familiar with like family members. It’s like only one person is allowed to loose it at a time! :lol: As soon as that one person is seemingly loosing it, the rest of the family or group immediately goes limp or discharged or into neutrality which is the whole purpose! The person who transmuted for the others–the one who seemingly went nuts emotionally for a while–is the one that must then come back into neutrality again which helps teach the others that we’re not “crazy” after all but that we just ate their dark junk and turned it back into neutral Light Energy.

      Make sure you get enough R & R (rest and recuperation) after doing this transmuting energy work. With the summer Solstice coming at us and the Sun spewing intensely again, we all need to rest when we can during this Wave.

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

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  25. I was in the library yesterday, reading the comments here at “Transitions”, and as I glanced away from the screen, I saw, immediately to my left, a book written by Jackie Collins, entitled “The Goddess of Vengeance!” Wow, I’m loving it! She’s getting louder by the day! Here’s to the big SHE, in both her light and dark aspects! In ever more gratitude. K

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  26. Good morning. Yesterday morning I woke up from a restless nights sleep and felt suddenly “Free” from I don’t know what, and therefor relaxed, and I felt so sleepy that I couldn’t wait for my work shift to come and go so that I could come back home and get some deep sleep. I did just that! I slept off and on since early yesterday afternoon till I had to get up this morning. I think I’d still be sleeping. There are some other factors involved, but I am again looking forward to coming home today and going back to bed more than I want to attend a group outing for the night! All I know is that as of yesterday I felt so different and at peace.

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  27. Dear Denise,
    Its my first time to leave a comment althu i’ve been reading your blog for a while, and take comfort in your words and sharing your (very similar) experiences of our ascending and Home coming. I wont go into the million details of my journey but do wish to say out loud a question that has been on my mind for so long:

    to all of us “burnt out” yet trusting light workers, who left our jobs / careers, made bald changes in relationships, dropped everything that was not in alignment with our soul’s path (incl sources of income if they came from work that killed pur spirit and made our body ill), etc – how on earth do we take time out, do no-thing, and take that sweet nap that we (i) so long if we (i) are so dedicated to the ascension (or more like it has taken over our lives in a way that our soul celebrates but our human existance has not been much fun) that we no longer able to work in a 3D job, dont have any $ coming in for the past who knows how long, too depleted to even find work or go to work or send resumes for hours and hours (while secretly hearing our soul saying “a ‘job’ is NOT the way! Source / God is the only supplier of all my needs), but in the meantime continuing the ascension and healing and in order to stay on the path of Truth, many of us were forced to move back with very UNawakened judgmental family just to have shelter & food… I am indeed one of these people and yes much like you, i’ve been feeling a deeply strong pull to go within, meditate, rest, sleep for days and days, and do absolutely nothing other than making myself open and available to be of service and connect with the Divine.

    this lovely strong pull however has to remain only a fantasy – because if i dare take naps or do nothing for even one afternoon, il be criticized and judged to a degree i just dont have the energy to deal with anymore!! so im running on empty these days, working on more compassion, more Trust, and yet feel that if i wont honor my deep need for rest soon- i wont be able to survive for much longer. this ascension journey has been grand but also beyond exhausting……

    to summarize: how do you, me, other dedicated light workers go on with living in a world that still requires us to pay for our groceries and rent, while we are living in the “new world” with limited or no 3D financial means to even have our own private space to rest and continue on this sacred journey?

    many thanks in advance- but dont feel that you need to supply an answer as i truly dont think there is one. we’l just have to keep trusting that all is unfolding exactly as it should.
    bless you
    S.,
    Canada

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    • S & All,

      This problem is one that’s bothered me for a very long time. I know how important and needed it is for the people living the Ascension Process first (before the masses) that we MUST have sanctuary someplace safe to go through this difficult Alchemical process. Long ago there were monasteries and such for monks and spiritual seekers to go to to live, work, meditate, pray, sleep, be fed and sheltered by like others. Not so now however, and we urban monks have had to create our own little individual monasteries–if only a small bedroom–where we can live out this difficult Ascension Process and do our Work with some small sense of safety and occasional privacy. I know only too well exactly how difficult this whole thing has been and still is today.

      In my case I had to join monies/resources with my mother because neither of us could make it financially (or physically) on our own now. We both would prefer total privacy of course but that’s just not financially possible so we’re housemates. It’s the best we could do at the time and it’s benefited us both during these very rough and painful times. Having said that, we both are very aware that our setup could fall apart at any time now…and it just may as the global financial systems reach the next phase of collapse now.

      For years there’s been this fine line between holding the old 3D greed systems together for another year and them literally disintegrating. We’re at that same spot again now, and from the June 20, 2012 Solstice forward, these old 3D financial problems are going to escalate for everyone everywhere because they are corrupt, negative and utterly unsustainable in a higher frequency (ascended) world. Getting from one state to the other is where we’re at now and more of the masses are soon going to be forced to realize that the old familiar ways/systems/beliefs etc. are going the way of the dinosaurs now.

      For twenty-five or more years I’ve wished I had enough land to put small homes on for people like yourself S who are living the Ascension Process and, because of that, are far too sick, exhausted, mentally unfocused etc. to hold down a job and pretend they’re NOT living the Alchemical Ascension Process! It infuriates me plus makes me so sad that we have to carry on as if we’re NOT living through THE most difficult (on every level) transformational process there is and simultaneously be attacked, insulted, demeaned, totally misunderstood, disrespected, and expected to continue being a productive worker ant for the very systems/people/beings that we’re here now to override!

      Those of you reading this who do own many acres of land and/or have large homes on it with extra rooms and/or guest houses or whatever…please consider providing a temporary space (room etc.) for another Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo whose living this brutal Ascension Process and are homeless, jobless, orphaned or whatever the case may be. This isn’t about making money from collecting rent, but about providing a small safe retreat or monastery-like place/house/room etc. for free for a few months or whatever. If this idea sounds like something you (and your family) could honestly cope with and you have extra room(s), land etc., then you might consider different ways that you could create some space like this for however many fellow Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos that are having a really difficult time now due to lack of money to pay rent etc. You may be starting one of the new ascended “communities” in your location by doing so now. Who knows… :)

      Hang in there everyone and if you can, consider helping or housing a fellow Starseed/Indigo/Lightworkers who honestly cannot function in or ever get a job in the falling patriarchal world.
      Denise

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    • Denise and S,
      I will write more soon, but I am crying buckets right now reading your comments. S – Thank you for bringing this up – Denise thanks for the response. I know we recently chatted about this but I am thankful this subject is on the table. S – I could have written the same post. A couple of weeks ago I had to give my dog to a friend; at least he has a home – and a great home at that – but it was incredibly painful b/c I live with him and my cat and I consider them family. I will get him back if I re-settle soon, but if he gets too settled there he may stay there so as not to upset him any further. It is incredibly difficult to live between these worlds and it depletes me so to interact in 3D. The forced structuring of my days, with little time to rest, etc., is very hard for this Sagittarian to deal with. I am feeling very alone and I’ve been trying to connect with my guides in a more literal way but it is not happening. I am losing faith that they are really there for me. Thanks, Love, Morgean

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    • Dear Morgean
      omg im so sorry to hear about your pain and having to place your beloved dog with a friend! i totally understand as i myself have pets that im deeply attached to (and they to me- they’ve been with me for 9 years) and now have gone from living in the comfort of our old place, into a small room. plus i question daily whether im being guided to adop them out due to financial situation and also because if it was just me to care for, i could move out with a gegerous accepting friend (she cant take me + pets). im learning that sharing the joy of our furry angels with others is Divine service, meaning- if they are supposed to be with someone else who’l offer a loving home, then maybe its their spiritual contract and i dont want to be in the way. however truly they are the main ray of Light in my life these days… i dont believe its neccessary to add more pain & sorrow in this already harsh path. So i dont have solutions, only questions, but i do know for a fact that our guides / God / Universe, etc NEVER stops hearing us… we may be temporarily unable to hear their gentle guidance – due to being in low vibration (from being so tired and depleted). I ask always to be healed, to help my mind & heart return to wholeness and that il be aware of the answer thats already arrived. i even add “if you already showed me a silution and im not getting it, please hit me over the head with it!! be loud until i see it!” lol…

      virtual hug to you and all of us here!
      S

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    • S and all – underneath it all I do know my guides are with me but I was having quite a pity party the other day. I don’t right it off tho as it was real for me in the moment. It takes everything I have right now to focus on the moment – but that said, it has been a tremendous growth opportunity. But there are days, I slip off and within seconds I am feeling self-pity. I am doing well at staying away from panic and anxiety – some old vices I called on regularly. I am really living in the eye of the needle right now – as you are S – I have lost my home, dog, and I am moving in with my 31 year old son. I am grateful I still have my cat and I don’t ever plan anything differently with her – she will be a trooper like me. My dog is better off with a regular schedule and place to call home. So, I am on the other side of the coin – some of you living with parents – me with my son. He has been ever so kind about it – but I know he wants me to find a job and get on with my life. (Which, since he is coming from 3D is totally understandable – he does not want to know about what I believe – just a bit of it.) So, therein lies the rub we feel – I am so grateful he is giving me a place to stay (and he is away 85% of the time – months on end) – but still it is not forever in his or my mind. This is actually tying into a couple of other posts from others – but someone said just let them judge you – and on the one hand I’m good with that, but when you are living in someone else’s home and they are doing this as a favor while you ‘get your life together’ (3d thinking) – it is, in my mind understandable behavior on their part (based on their belief system) and they don’t owe it to take care of us financially. So, I feel if I’m living under my son’s roof – I will do everything I can to get a job and get out of there as fast as possible. (It is a studio apt and he is single…) So out of respect for where he is coming from, I don’t feel I can just do my ascension thing while he feels he is being taken advantage of. Its just the nature of the beast when the other is not ascending (yet).

      Love to all here and great thought provoking comments, Morgean

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    • Morgean,

      I **FEEL** you. Yes my situation is the other way around with the aging thing… but it’s still the same fickle situation: us moving into other people’s homes. Without any question, it automatically means they’re more than doing you a favor: you have no right to ask them for anything else besides “getting your Life together”… let alone have a voice and opinion in their house/home. Such old 3D beliefs makes it all the more awkwardly fickle… because in the first place… it’s BECAUSE you no longer can provide yourself a job/income anymore… that THAT is how you wind up under someone else’s roof.

      I for one don’t EVER depend on family-others for financial aide. Begging for money in my family is an uncomfortable quiet-disdain… especially when it winds up being the only male-figure—the father— in the house of only women. If one female family member asks for money… he would violently bash, bark and scream at you ’till kingdom come and hoard it even more dearly. He has bank accounts full of money… yet when it comes to important family matters like college education, he would let Mum do it all alone financially, and she is usually his victim. It’s been like this for years but just recently he caved in, out of Mum’s angry hollering at him for his obvious greed. So the feeling I always get within the family’s subconscious web… is that you’re an easy prey for the “make things happen” manipulative male ego. The money manipulation is so great that I would feel threatened because I “borrowed” money from Dad. I would have to pay it back in kind and probably 10x more and he don’t give a damn how you get it.

      So yes I have my own money I earned from my freelance jobs. But that too seems to come to an end. I do hope that I can burst out this new 5D ego-less, High Heart dignity, as us/me becoming the rising Phoenix out of the humble ashes of having nothing… when all of this money BS goes out the window… and the New Earth has us turn the tables around.

      Hang in there Morgean and all.
      Lou Ann

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    • Dear Denise,
      Thank you so very much for taking the time to reply and to share such heart-warming plea for the sake of us all!! It brings much comfort just to know we are not alone in what at times feels like an insane world. I do feel a massive positive shift today (after I wrote my prev comment and fell asleep, i was asking to be lifted onto higher frequency where my burdens wont affect me so much). I know this is a crazy roller-coaster of emotions but today feels lighter, so im celebrating that :)

      in Aug 2010 i received a very clear auditory msg while walking down the street. it said simply: “Money will be absolete soon!” since that day i’ve known that our financial system is about to collapse and shift. I am feeling optimistic that a new paradigm of Unity consciousness where more sharing of land / resources / skills etc is already here, but the mass isnt there yet… this is what makes it challenging: here i am asking to be used for service, wishing to offer what i can in a barter system or a new way of exchange, BUT im still living in a world that i cant barter rent, transportation, or food at grocery stores! new creative ways will be in place shortly for us all, im sure of that! in the meantime, its lovely knowing we are all in this together.

      Bless you (and your mom for understanding and joining you in this!).

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    • “S”
      I know this is easier said than done, I have/am living it like so many of us; “ il be criticized and judged to a degree i just dont have the energy to deal with anymore” sweetie that is their judgment, their criticism; it is not your/our weight to carry, the divine knows we have enough of a load to carry no matter what our function is. Smiling and letting others judgments/criticism’s (especially the family I was born to this go around) roll off me like water was the hardest thing I have had to deal with. I just had to keep telling myself that they will be the ones to be accountable for that not I, I on the other hand am accountable for following my heart, doing what I know I must no matter how difficult it may appear/be
      .
      Last year I left a good job, my family, people I once called friends. Packed a few things in my car, gave the rest away to those in need/want. I came out here to the 4 Corners (Colorado), not knowing anyone must less why, I knew this is where I need to be. It was scary and yes hard. But I followed my heart, my instincts and everything is falling into place, not when I want it but when I need it.
      I met my “Partner” here by divine design, we do our “work” together even though we have different tasks to do (I heal earth, plants and animals, while he awakens and supports the newly awaken), we support each other energetically, emotionally, physically and spiritually. We have no money (just what we can do here and there and a little income from our juice & herbals), we have no human family so to speak, no one we can really share what we are remembering and experiencing. I am not sharing this because I am complaining or want sympathy; I am sharing this because I DO BELEAVE WE ARE GUIDED TO WHAT WE NEED, not what we want.

      I jumped, followed what was deep in my heart and though I live in a rundown trailer, on some of the worst growing land I have ever seen (LOL), and live with just the simple basics. I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER IN THIS LIFE!!!!!! I am where I belong, where I need to be, and I live totally in the now 99.2% of the time.

      I realize not everyone can or are even supposed to jump and I am not saying you should, but I am saying be true to your High Heart, it will not steer you wrong. If you feel you must zone out a bit and rest, damn it do it! You need and deserve it! Get your stink on and tell “those other people” to take a leap, fly a kite or fuck off! Your first duty is to yourself, I know at times what we think we may be faced with and the possible outcomes we may face, is scary and hard (there’s that ole 3D crap again), you know what you need to do all the answers are within.

      I am not much of a people healer, but I will open up to you all the love, healing and support energy you may wish to access for as long as you may need it and I know many others will be joining me in this.

      On another note what Denise mentioned in her response to you and the request for a light worker safe-haven, may have some possibilities in this area and I will bring this up to some people I know that own property and see if there is some interest. One thing about the area I live in is that people are big on community and creating a self sufficient community and networking with a few other small towns nearby.

      Love and Light to you
      Pamela

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    • “On another note what Denise mentioned in her response to you and the request for a light worker safe-haven, may have some possibilities in this area and I will bring this up to some people I know that own property and see if there is some interest. One thing about the area I live in is that people are big on community and creating a self sufficient community and networking with a few other small towns nearby.”

      Pamela,

      Thanks for considering this and maybe getting others thinking (and manifesting) along these lines in your area. I sensed it was time for me to put this idea out there now so others who can maybe will do it for like-others in great need now and in the months to come.

      I got an email recently from a man and his wife in Tennessee I think it was, and he owns a large farm with two large houses on it. I suggested this same idea to him and he too was very receptive to possibly using his land and house(s) as temporary Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos ascension shelters or homes. I really sense that this is going to quickly become a much greater need as systems continue collapsing and we really need to help each other so we can better help the masses and everything else.

      Thanks again for putting this idea out there so others can start creating, manifesting more and more of these places for like-others who cannot live the Ascension Process and simultaneously earn enough income to pay rent etc.

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Pamela,

      Hey – I love your sense of adventure and that was really brave. I want to do just that – and my destination is the 4 corners area as well – only I’m being drawn to Chinle/Gallup/Albuquerque. What stops me is lack of $ and a car that is old and not up for a cross country trek. I’d love to chat with you for a moment if you can – I’m at morgeansdoterra@yahoo.com if you are interested.

      Morgean

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  28. Dear Denise having read your response to S. I would like to post the dream my husband had last night. He dreampt that he was in a very long queue at the Post Office with a bag of coins (copper) waiting to cash them in. As he was queuing and the queue was so long several other people asked him to cash in their coins. When at last he reached the front of the queue a man came out of the Post Office and slammed the door saying sorry we are closed – you have run out of time. Sorry you have run out of time for your money to be cashed.

    Also feeling the light waves so powerful that my physical body feeling squeezed, constricted as if there is no room left for physicality any more. Maureen

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    • Maureen

      “Also feeling the light waves so powerful that my physical body feeling squeezed, constricted as if there is no room left for physicality any more.”

      The sensation of being squeezed and constricted is what I now experience most of the time. There is a feeling of so much dying at a deeper level of my consciousness, which makes it very difficult for me to do anything. I literally have to force myself out of bed in the morning and once I’m up. I so look forward to the night, darkness and the silence returning once more.

      To all,

      I’ve been having a think about the idea of creating an “ascension community/house/ hideaway”. I do have a house where I live on my own and although it is situated on a very busy road, which makes it ridiculously noisy during the day, it does have a couple of extra bedrooms. To be honest, the thought of living in a community, stifles me a bit, yet with the right people, building, location, wise planning and enthusiasm, it could be incredibly liberating! I really don’t know? I live in an very beautiful area, once you get off the main drag and if there was a possibility of creating something workable, deeply sacred, where both our individual as well as our collective needs were being met, then I would be a serious contender. I think this is a topic worth pursuing. I shall continue to dream and imagine. In joy and gratitude. K

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  29. Hi Denise, been going through quite a few acute evolutions/shifts/releases in the past few months. Was wondering if you had had any personal experience with visual discrepancies, objects winking in and out of existence/space or interactions with others in which there seemed to be a miscue or a misperception during the conversation. Just wondering, thanks!!! Haven’t checked out your blog for awhile.

    Regards, Damien Ruud

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  30. All,
    What an interesting article and fabulous comments! I debated whether I had anything to add, and asked for guidance from my HS. After allowing some time to receive an answer, I decided I would join in and relate my recent experiences.

    In May, my left ring finger began to buzz and tingle..I had lost my wedding ring several months before, but it never occurred to me to replace it, as I often went without wearing it. After a week of this, I felt compelled to look for a ring, but it had to have certain characteristics. My sweet hubby was supportive (after all, my original was used and cost $15!) After searching online for another week, I came across one that was perfect: a wide band of white and yellow gold with an ivy pattern engraved around it (like my original one), but this one also has a series of crosses inside a circle. (These are called “solar crosses” – you can read more about them here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sun_cross). I felt my nonphysical family and HS jumping for joy that I found the ring they wanted me to have. The finger stopped buzzing and my heart felt full of joy…I was committing to something very special; I believe it was a physical symbol of sacred marriage and that I am very near the end of this process.

    I have also had all the physical ailments related here since mid May, especially fatigue and sleeping ridiculously long hours. I feel like I am on constant transmutation duty, constantly running energies thru my body. I have come to believe the body has now taken charge of my transition, (possibly because I asked my HS to take charge of it). I have come to love and appreciate each cell, and atom of the physical body, and my heart feels joyful thinking about all the consciousnesses that agreed to join together to allow me to have this 3D earth experience. Yet, I have no attachment at all to the the physical body anymore. I love it and take care of it, like a car or a pet. It is an odd sensation to be me but not me.I am so much more than just the me I used to be. I feel so very detached from everything now…like when I am awake I am dreaming, and when I sleep I am living my real life. I just do not care about 3D things anymore. It’s like it is all a story for my entertainment. I just accept and allow and life flows around me.

    Lastly, I had a wonderfully lucid dream last night that I was in charge of a family reunion. My hubby and I had rented or taken over someone’s lovely, very large home on the waterfront, in a picturesque town. The odd thing was that my family members were black, and I am not! I just felt so much love for my family; I loved hearing them speak, and doing things together –there were so many beautiful children…and so much love and acceptance. No one judged or criticized anyone. If that is how the new Earth will be, count me in!

    I too feel more profound energy changes coming. July will be busy.

    Bliss to all
    Susan.

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  31. I have been feeling the sweating a lot, but it has eased up as with other symptons as of Wednesday, the day my dad died. He was buried on Friday, I felt a lot of the grief of other family members. Myself, I was relieved to finally have him gone. Some may not understand. I said the timing of his leaving this plane seemed to be a big sign of the grand shift. He was such a representive of the male/agressive/dominating/abusive crap that we are leaving behind. My mom can now have a life. I already can see the light coming into her eyes. She spent 61 years under his control.
    Love to all my family at this site. I always, always feel better after being here.

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    • Sunny,
      I do understand the bittersweet nature of a parent’s death. I also know you had some extenuating circumstances which most likely complicated things. I believe too it is a sign. I’ve lost all relatives older than me; except for a brother but his situation is that he has so many physical and mental issues that we are not close at all. Saying that because I get the relief that you feel and I think many will understand especially if they have gone through a prolonged death with someone they love. My thoughts are with you, love, Morgean

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  32. “S” & Denise,

    “S” your message and the response by Denise feels like a Divine answer to a Divine request I’ve had. I realized I was a lightworker in 2007 at the age of 38. I have been on a downwards spiral since then. I know some it was karma related stuff while others was just pure “dark attacks”. It has been very difficult to distinguish between the “dark attacks” and the karma. On the one hand I feel like I have unfinished business to attend to which resonates with much of what Denise, Lisa Renee and others have suggested strongly recently. On the other hand it feels like all of the drama in my life is just a big distraction.

    I, like you, am now living with my parents in my parents place. In my early 40′s this is not where I thought I would be at this time. HELP!!! My parents are of the old patriarchal world that blends with my energy like oil and water. I have less than $100 to my name. I have the talent to earn over $100k/year but choose the path of anchoring the light and giving up everything if need be.

    Denise – I want to be a part of this community you suggest. Suggest you consider setting up a forum or posting based on gathering some of us together to meet, and live and learn together. There must be a way to take a baby step to make this happen. Are there any takers here at this forum? I am currently an unemployed CPA looking to channel my efforts towards my fellow lightworkers and humankind. I don’t have money but I do have intellect, street smarts and a heart.

    I am currently in Cape Cod, Massachusetts. Let’s gather a grass roots group to develop a community to house those of us that are hurting and awakening. I will follow this post and look forward to a miracle I have been waiting for since 2007.

    Shawn…

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    • Shawn, im sooo happy that my post & Denise’s reply gave you comfort!! Im wondering if having weekly or monthly conference calls can help us facilitate a sense of community where we could just be supportive of one another, lead higher vibration meditations, and simply offer space with no judgment or criticism (that is so familiar in the “outside” world). i used to offer tele classes and have a great conference-calling plan of a US number that can hold 150 ppl on the line and for free!! they no longer offer this plan (all current plans are monthly paid) so im holding on to it and would be happy to help facilitate or offer its use. Denise, if this is cool by you, maybe we could connect first via email (i think u have my email from my comments registration?), and set up details, etc. What do u think?

      And Shawn, im 37 and back at my parents house after a million years of living on my own. im a psychotherapist and grief counselor by training (if you can imagine how this looks to others around me who dont get why i “suddenly” left my field) and althu i do love people and my work, i simply cannot practice in the traditional way for the past 4 years as im way too raw to energies and soak the grief or depression in an instant. like you,. i have all the capacity to earn a beautiful income and help many people, but with such little “juice” in my batteries i simply cannot offer counseling right now. things are developing in other areas and a job in another field looks promising but im feeling like digging myself a hole in the sand and simply going to sleep for weeks… my parents, God bless them, mean well but the pressure and judgment is overwhelming. its temporary, i keep reminding myself. i truly believe help is on the way for us! lets stay true to Truth <3
      S.

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    • “Shawn, im sooo happy that my post & Denise’s reply gave you comfort!! Im wondering if having weekly or monthly conference calls can help us facilitate a sense of community where we could just be supportive of one another, lead higher vibration meditations, and simply offer space with no judgment or criticism (that is so familiar in the “outside” world). i used to offer tele classes and have a great conference-calling plan of a US number that can hold 150 ppl on the line and for free!! they no longer offer this plan (all current plans are monthly paid) so im holding on to it and would be happy to help facilitate or offer its use. Denise, if this is cool by you, maybe we could connect first via email (i think u have my email from my comments registration?), and set up details, etc. What do u think?”

      S & All,

      My mission is doing what I’ve been doing, and with many of us embodying the shift out of duality and duality consciousness, parasitic interactions with others that went with polarity, and so many other things now, I’m trying to find the words (and the energy) to begin writing about what “unity consciousness”/ High Heart being/consciousness and NOT living like parasites any longer is and feels like — hence why we all have so little of that “juice in our batteries” now because we’re in the process of shifting into being self-contained and self-sufficient energetically. So, so, so much to write/talk about now due to the major changes beginning now.

      So I need those of you who know how to do these sorts of things already to just go ahead and do them if it honestly feels correct to do now, and/or whatever else (like the Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo housing assistance thing) that each of you feels drawn to do or have the means to do to help like-others in need now. The world will change because we just start the new ways for others like us and it will unfold from there. First steps first. :)

      Gratitude Hug,
      Denise

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    • Shawn & S,

      I too have been on downward spiral since 2009/10. I’m going to be 33 this year… yet forced back here at my parents’ place… re-living the old patriarchal beliefs/ways, traditional family structure & system. Thanks to recent solar flares… I always twitch in irritation when they’re around or nearby—chatting and laughing about the good old days… unscathed by recent solar upgrades. This drives me nuts more and more. That and the fact that my earth dad discards/disrespects me and gets the right to voice his patriarchal opinions about me for NOT naturally doing what he wants me to do… but I can’t because I’m under their roof and have no emotional support to back me up. After a few years of “being painfully enlightened” about fruitlessly working hard with such disciplinary gusto… I no longer give a shits ass about their expectations and disappointments anymore. This comes with the other “Ascension Symptoms” so take heart.

      I too have skills that would be by the $$$10,000s… but thanks to this Ascension… I can no longer do so. No juice in my batteries either… neither are my tolerance to 3D people and jobs and the way we normally do business. The more I/we ascend… the more I realize that even a JOB is a four letter word in the 5D reality: it’s about being a parasite by being someone’s dependent for them to give you money to survive on, and allowing them to feed off of you in kind by they having the rights to requests their demands on you. They DID pay you for that so your “rights” must go out the window. You don’t see this with the plants & animals and all things from the Mother… but there you go. Yet we depend on Her for everything…

      And I would LOVE to live in a 5D High Heart community of like-minded people too… especially from Transitions. But I’m in Saint Lucia, the Caribbean… NOT in the United States. Such a community would mean long-distance migration which I’ve saved money for but… sadly have a feeling I’m going to be physically forced here until the very end of this Ascension Year… which is THIS year (???). It is one of the 3 things I wished at the Spring Equinox.

      With much support to all those in the same humble boat,
      Lou Ann

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  33. Hi Denise – Thanks for your article. I started experiencing some Ascension Symptoms in late May, and they got more severe in early June. The last week or so has been absolute hell on earth for me because my symptoms have been so severe. I didn’t understand what was happening until I read your article, then it all made perfect sense. I’ve been reading everyone’s shares from the last few days, and I’m glad to know that I’m not alone in this. Thanks for all the sharing, it’s been very validating and helpful for me.

    Tom

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  34. Thanks Denise for another great blog. Long awaited journey embodying more ! I have held the vision of grass roots community with my two star seed sons, friends and spouse, for a few years and just felt i was inching until right now it is a waterfall of blessings, abundance and delight. Hard work paying off, but this is so much more supported, a better dream and the hard work, old paradigm a thing of the past. For those who have done their INNER Work to outer holographic reality. Just have been given the green light, my Spouse his friend made him a deal for us to build on one of his pieces of land 110 acres. I have no real clue about farming, My spouse two days ago had a vision of building straw houses, I looked at tiny houses off grid in past and I just love cobb houses. Not sure how that will fair in Northern, Alberta, Canada, will research more… but all we need is there. plus this 70 year old friend R, he has other land and another business/shop with all the heavy machinery and toys from boats, quads, semi’s you could ever need, to get any job done. He fixes this stuff for his livelihood and passion. My partner says his friend has no clue how old he is…Interesting this friend, there is mutual family healing going on for both. Parent/child, child/Parental healing of gaps. I have worked on many pieces this week, closing Creational/Time/Space/Mind/Feeling/Form Gaps and brought in new levels last monday with friends anchoring and moving out mass collective memories. To telepathically support the 6th plane and more efficiently, and working more closely telepathically with my children and other wee ones I know, they are such incredible beings, these younger ones who are here. I think so much is happening at an accelerated rate. On my birthday May 20, in Central Mexico, I heard it is the quickening and I think it is just incredible how much at this pace, if you can feel into, dissolve and move through with reflections and projections to bring in and whole(d) what was always divinely intended! How life can become the golden age as was divinely intended. I can’t wait in a year to start housing starseed, even my whole bio family has shifted and all of their ways of life are drastically changing, so good. Sending much love, TA MA RA xox and Family

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    • Wow, yesterday I had begun day dreaming about living in a tiny house! I even looked up such houses online and my heart burned, but the dream didn’t seem very valid for me, and yet here it is again! And I like the idea of cobb type homes even better! Who knows? I’m either just picking up what is out there and this will pass, and if not then over time the dream won’t die and something will happen. Hugs!

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  35. Hello, Everyone,

    I went to school again today to continue transmuting and it’s really horrible there. The foreign students look pale and drained and there are memorials from friends and family in and below the mall where the three guards were killed. I talked to some friends who are merchants in that end of the mall and they were really affected by it as well. I sat for a bit of time in both places and transmuted what I could and worked with the spirits of those who were killed. The young woman who had just married her soul mate was particularly heartbreaking. I’m starting to understand what you mean, Denise, by seeing all points of view to transmute things, because when I saw the photo of the perpetrator I could read him clearly. I’m really exhausted by this, but I feel I have to do it. It’s why I’m here. There is a message board by the memorial and someone had written something about bringing light there, so I’m not alone in working on it. (heavy sigh)

    Love and hugs to all,
    Cat

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  36. Hello beings of Light,

    Not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I had this amazing synchronistic experience yesterday, which so excites me, I need to share it! Yesterday, as I came out of my house to go to the library to use the computer/internet, a nearby neighbour called me over to ask how I was getting on with my guitar practice. (He has helped me out on a couple of occasions.) I can’t remember how the conversation started, but he began speaking to me about his female canine friend who strangely, of late, had been howling away at the skies and he was a bit perplexed as to why. I spoke to him about the recent Venus Transit and my understanding of it, as well as the powerful feminine energies that were currently at play, in a way that he could understand. He began to disclose to me what he felt was going on here on Planet Earth and the strange movements/phenomena he had observed in the skies, which he believed were other beings watching the Earth, who were interested in the evolution of the human species. As we proceeded to share our ideas, about life , the universe and everything, a song began playing in the background on the radio, which I immediately recognised and referred to it as being one of those all time, memorable songs. However, it took until this morning for the penny to drop and for me to see the synchronicity of it. The title of the song is “Calling Occupants of Interplanetary Craft” by the Carpenters” and some of the lyrics go as follows:

    “We have been observing your Earth
    And one night we’d like to make a contact with you.
    We are your friends”

    It was like they were saying, ”yes, you’re spot on, we ARE here and we CAN hear you”
    Gosh, talk about the veils thinning! It was so affirming and comforting. Mmmm, I can taste home! K

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    • “Hello beings of Light,

      Not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I had this amazing synchronistic experience yesterday, which so excites me, I need to share it! Yesterday, as I came out of my house to go to the library to use the computer/internet, a nearby neighbour called me over to ask how I was getting on with my guitar practice. (He has helped me out on a couple of occasions.) I can’t remember how the conversation started, but he began speaking to me about his female canine friend who strangely, of late, had been howling away at the skies and he was a bit perplexed as to why. I spoke to him about the recent Venus Transit and my understanding of it, as well as the powerful feminine energies that were currently at play, in a way that he could understand. He began to disclose to me what he felt was going on here on Planet Earth and the strange movements/phenomena he had observed in the skies, which he believed were other beings watching the Earth, who were interested in the evolution of the human species. As we proceeded to share our ideas, about life , the universe and everything, a song began playing in the background on the radio, which I immediately recognised and referred to it as being one of those all time, memorable songs. However, it took until this morning for the penny to drop and for me to see the synchronicity of it. The title of the song is “Calling Occupants of Interplanetary Craft” by the Carpenters” and some of the lyrics go as follows:

      “We have been observing your Earth
      And one night we’d like to make a contact with you.
      We are your friends”

      It was like they were saying, ”yes, you’re spot on, we ARE here and we CAN hear you”
      Gosh, talk about the veils thinning! It was so affirming and comforting. Mmmm, I can taste home! K”

      Kat333,

      Wow that was a great story, thanks for sharing it with us all. ♥ I hope you told this neighbor what you remembered and figured out about that song because he needs to know too.

      ET contact often happens like this; strange twists and turns and so-called synchronicities all over the place in an attempt to gently get us to consciously realize that “They” are nearby energetically and trying to get our attention and pass a message along to us. Because you and this neighbor have put these clues together, now you both may experience this interdimensional communication with these ETs in a slightly more direct way so pay attention to dreams, “daydreams”, silent conversations you have with yourselves in your head because sometimes those conversations are with “Them” and not just use believing we’re talking to ourselves! Also pay attention to any so-called anomalies as it may be the positive ETs knocking on walls or any number of other things they do to get our attention.

      Just pay attention because the timing of this so close to today’s (June 19, 2012) New Moon at 28 Gemini which is in opposition to the Milky Way Galactic Center at 27 Sagittarius, plus tomorrow’s summer Solstice is saying something in itself to all of us. Good stuff! :D Remember Lisa Renee talking about (in her June 2012 article) the “quarantine is being released now…”? This is one very big side-affect the current dissolution of the energetic quarantines around humans and earth will produce; more and more humans being able to perceive, sense, feel, hear, see and KNOW that ETs do indeed exist all around us and always have. :D

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • I have got to say this is exactly what I needed to read this morning and is part of a syncronicity for me. The past 4 days have been absolute hell for me. Emotionally & spiritually. Hell, the worst in years. Yesterday in the midst of tears I said out loud “I’m so tired of knowing the dark is there, why can’t the good guys let me know they’re there too!?! Well last night I had a dream about “TRANSITIONS” In the dream I was reading a post you wrote. Then I was awoken by 3 loud beeps. Sounded like my CO alarm. I got up and checked it out & it was fine.
      This morning I remembered Oh , i should check TRANSITIONS. And lo and behold I read this, about those little “anomalies” Even though it is such a small thing, it has made me feel so much better. Thank you and much love to you & everyone here struggling through this roller coaster.

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    • “I have got to say this is exactly what I needed to read this morning and is part of a syncronicity for me. The past 4 days have been absolute hell for me. Emotionally & spiritually. Hell, the worst in years. Yesterday in the midst of tears I said out loud “I’m so tired of knowing the dark is there, why can’t the good guys let me know they’re there too!?! Well last night I had a dream about “TRANSITIONS” In the dream I was reading a post you wrote. Then I was awoken by 3 loud beeps. Sounded like my CO alarm. I got up and checked it out & it was fine.
      This morning I remembered Oh , i should check TRANSITIONS. And lo and behold I read this, about those little “anomalies” Even though it is such a small thing, it has made me feel so much better. Thank you and much love to you & everyone here struggling through this roller coaster.”

      Michelle,

      Thanks for sharing your experience too Michelle. It shows about these positive ET “coincidences” or “synchronicity” I was talking about in my reply to Kat333. What’s really fun about yours is that the positive ETs sent you a message via a dream about TRANSITIONS and then the three mysterious beep sounds to make sure you remembered it all once awake. I’ve experienced positive ET interactions so many times over the decades and they typically ALWAYS show up in three’s…even if only one of them communicates with me there are always two others flanking the main one; and/or knock or make some type of sound in three’s or groups of three’s — 3, 6, 9, 12 etc. So the three beeps you heard is also a message of sorts from the positive ETs.

      My point was that they directed you to TRANSITIONS to specifically read something Kat333 would write about in her Comment, and to also read what I would write in response to her and her neighbors experience. The fun part to all this that I really want everyone to be fully aware of it that these ET experiences you and Kat333 and her neighbor had and then my writing my responses to you both are totally nonlinear! ;) This too is common with positive ET interactions, messages, communications with Them and They with us; none of it matches a “normal”, linear sequence but sort of jumps around in typical multidimensional, Now Moment ways. Fun huh? The positive ETs that are communicating with you now Michelle told you to check something I wrote before I physically wrote it! :lol: Love it!

      All of these multiple people, multiple timezones (Kat333 lives in Wales if memory serves and I’m in California in PDT which is behind everyone else), and multiple ET messages is telling me that all of us should be aware of these types of fun, weird, nonlinear coinky dinks as I like to call them coming from other dimensions and some positive ETs/Starbeings over this next week at least (again, due to the New Moon today and tomorrow’s summer Solstice etc.) They obviously are better able to make telepathic contact with more of us finally so everybody…heads up with the possibility of incoming positive ET messages in numerous forms. Happy Solstice all!

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • kat333 I love this, thanks for telling us! I find these kinds of serendipity’s relevant. Great that you picked up on the old song. I had never heard this song so I looked it up and found this amazing youtube so well done with Star Trek clips, their faces are priceless! LOL

      And thanks Denise for the reminder that some silent conversations in our heads may actually be with them. I’m listening. I do feel a sense of being on alert.

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    • Oh, wow, watching this video, and thank you, Lady, just brought tons of memories, all good. This is exactly what I needed and I’d say for sure after reading the comments that we’re definitely being connected by our ET friends here at TRANSITIONS. One of the reasons I’m delighted is because when I first heard this song, I thought the words were, “Calling octupus!” and never did I stray from those words and every time I sang those words, I laughed, I’m laughing now and I sure needed that. I’ve been so damned serious these past couple of weeks, not to mention ascension symptoms literally biting my ass, it’s for sure time for me to “LIGHTen Up!” Thanks “invisible friends” and Love to All Here. B. Good One!

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    • This is awesome!!! I’ve listened to the Carpenters all my life and have never heard this song before. I guess there is a message in this song for us all. So great!!! This really made my night!

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    • Hi, Kat,

      This song actually comes from the band Klaatu from Canada. As I’m Canadian and of a certain age, I guess I know their version better and had the album as a kid. I’d listen to it over and over. And, on the cover, there was a drawing of a big sun. I’ll include a couple of versions here so you can hear it: one shows the cover and is the longer version and one is the official version. I like theirs because it sounds more galactic. They were actually using real stuff in the song from World Contact Day in the 1950s. The official video’s good too. A very mysterious group– no one knew anything about them. There were a few songs like that at that time period, but we seemed to move beyond it. Loved that album. Here are the versions:

      Enjoy!

      Hugs,
      Cat

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    • Remember the original 1953 movie War of the Worlds? Wasn’t the alien’s name in it Klaatu? Interesting what’s happening with all this.

      Thanks Cat and Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Hi, Denise,

      The movie was actually The Day the Earth Stood Still. The alien Klaatu was peaceful and looked like a human being but was killed off, of course. After the movie, people started calling for extraterrestrials on World Contact Day. I was just reading that Klaatu took the lyrics from these calls and thought that putting it on the airwaves would make for better chances for contact. They are major sci fi fans. The Carpenters redid it just after they put it out and made it more mainstream.
      I guess there was a reason that album was one of my favorites when I was young. I also don’t think it’s an accident that a huge benevolent looking sun was on the cover.

      Hugs,
      Cat

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    • “The movie was actually The Day the Earth Stood Still…”

      Cat & Nikkoale,

      Thanks, after I wrote that it didn’t seem right as I didn’t remember the word “war” in the movie title but couldn’t remember it for nothin’. Again…I get the sense we’re all being communicated with in these weird ways with some positive ETs. Even my mess up with the movie title is involved I sense. Today is the summer Solstice and for about three ;) days during every (summer/winter) Solstice the earth and sun seem to stand still or rise/set in the same spot. After that three day period the light starts to increase or decrease a bit each day until the next Solstice blah, blah, blah. It seems that even “The Day the Earth Stood Still” movie title is a message for us connected to this old song about ETs, the current dissolving human/earth quarantine and our return to Universal Society (ETs), and the 2012 Solstice etc.

      Thanks to all for these great transdimensional messages and connections. Happy and Special Solstice everyone. ♥
      Denise

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    • :D Wow-wee! Calling occupants of TRANSITIONS! I’m now bubbling over with glee for the first time in a long-ass time! I’ve never heard this song nor the group before but I feel like I’ve come HOME! Like I’m going stellar intergalactic out-of-this world finally remembering my HOME-home with my original friends and beloved family. I’m on stellar-galactic high after so many days/weeks/months in exhaustion. Nearly gotten myself teary-eyed from watching all the youtubes here.

      My subtle yet actual encounter by my Starseed Family is very very quiet yet puts a broad smile on my face every time it’s done. A simple “code” they’re sending my way is by them playing with my mosquito net that’s often hovering over my bed. Usually when I’m in bed… no wind blows my mosquito net. Yet whenever I leave and return back to my bedroom… the entire net has gently been blown off my bed. Never when I’m in bed. There was once a time when I was crying out of angst and frustration, came from my Heart and said to myself “I need a sign”… or something like that. Moments later I saw the wind gently blowing my mosquito net… and that put a broad smile on my face. Then I got a bit more serious and said: “Give me a BIGGER sign to know that’s REALLY you… my Starseed Family”. Being really cute and funny… they blew the net FURTHER away from my bed… tangling it in a big lamp nearby. Okay: that was BIG enough. Lol

      There were times when I doubted that it was really them… but overtime it was hard on my Intuition to NOT notice that subtle little incident DID happened… keeps happening and quite often in the same manner: no wind happens when I’m physically in bed. Cute yes? :)

      And omigoodness: so I’m NOT the only one who’s now thinking that the stars above us are actually galactic witnesses looking down on us to see the “Big Show”… happening upon us this year… yes? Since I’m always daydreaming about galactic worlds/places/peoples/dimensions… next thing you know they—my Starseed Family—be contacting me in such a way that I’d KNOW it wasn’t me “making it all up”. Exciting times we’re in…

      Love you all,
      Lou Ann
      And P.S. I looked up at the computer clock, and it said 11:11. 12:12 is becoming more and more paramount. It’s STILL ON everyone… we’re almost there!

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    • Cat & Kat333 & All,

      Okay, this is really getting fun! I had logged off but as soon as I did I received another piece of this ongoing ET communication puzzle message many of us have been receiving for the past three days. It’s so obvious that I missed it until this moment and then I had to laugh out loud over it. But first, before we miss this part, Kat333 remember it was your neighbors DOG barking at the sky that started all this? That’s the first dog clue with these incoming messages.

      The really fun realization I just had is that you two females are both named Cat — Kat but dogs are involved in these messages. As Kat said, “the penny finally dropped” for me a few minutes ago with all this and I realized that my much loved, super ancient Lion Beings from Sirius look like Cat — Kat people from 6D Sirius which is often called the Dog Star. Cats and Dogs from space! :lol: OMG too funny the lengths our beloved ETs/Starbeings from Home go to to help us down here put the many pieces together! What fun everyone. ♥

      Hugs to All,
      Denise

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    • Hi, Denise,

      You’re right, this is fun! I remarked that I, Cat, was replying to Kat in one comment, so it’s good to get some clarification on it. I figured to get an image of the Rider-Waite Tarot’s sun, I would look for an image of it online and just cut and past the URL, so here is what I found:

      http://www.facade.com/tarot/description/?Deck=rider_waite&Card=20

      Wow, read the description– it sounds pretty pertinent to today.

      I heard Pat Benetar on TV today and Love is a Battlefield is sticking with me, so I thought I’d look at the lyrics and see if it pertained to what is going on with us now. Here they are:

      We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
      No promises, no demands
      Love is a battlefield
      We are strong, no one can tell us we’re wrong
      Searchin’ our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
      Love is a battlefield

      It’s like an anthem and by a very strong woman, so I thought I’d pass it on. She also sang We Belong, which also sounds pertinent (I’m starting to wonder if she’s one of us):

      Many times I’ve tried to tell you, many times I’ve cried alone
      Always I’m surprised how well you cut my feelings to the bone
      Don’t wanna leave you really, I’ve invested too much time
      To give you up that easy, to the doubts that complicate your mind
      We belong to the light, we belong to the thunder

      (chorus)
      We belong to the sound of the words we’ve both fallen under
      Whatever we deny or embrace for worse or for better
      We belong, we belong, we belong together

      Maybe it’s a sign of weakness, when I don’t know what to say
      Maybe I just wouldn’t know what to do with my strength anyway
      Have we become a habit, do we distort the facts
      Now there’s no looking forward, now there’s no turning back, when you say

      (chorus)
      We belong to the light, we belong to the thunder
      We belong to the sound of the words we’ve both fallen under
      Whatever we deny or embrace for worse or for better
      We belong, we belong, we belong together

      Close your eyes and try to sleep now, close your eyes and try to dream
      Clear your mind and do your best to try and wash the palette clean
      We can’t begin to know it, how much we really care
      I hear your voice inside me, I see your face everywhere, still you say

      They’re both love songs of sorts, but I know you guys can discern what’s important.

      Happy Solstice!

      Love and hugs to all!
      Cat

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    • Wow, that’s incredible Denise. What fun! My name is actually CATERINA! I use the name Kat (Katerina) because I decided some time ago, to merge the Italian version, Caterina (my ethnic origin is Italian), with the English version Katherine/Katrina, whom I have been known as in the past. So Meeeeoooow to thatl! Denise I really think you’re right when you say the 6D Sirians are trying to get our attention. Today, I once more got the “Fool”, with the dog jumping up and down and the Sun/Star in the background. It’s incredible, that this card appeared AGAIN! Maybe, they can hear me singing the Klaatu/Carpenters song whilst going about my day? “Calling Occupants of Interplanetary Craft!!!!”

      Thank you Denise for your technical support. I’ll see if there is a way I can do this?

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    • I’m so amazed! I am loving it! Today I went to visit with my nephews (1 & 3yrs old) Both very special and amazing little beings. They had some issues with night terrors for a little while and I knew what it was. I was so frustrated because I live 4 hours away. Well, I was driving there and was thinking to our star companions “I wonder if you watch over my little guys & protect them for me while I’m gone? Well,I arrive at my sisters house and within a half hour the older one wakes up. I carry him down stairs and we snuggle on the couch. I turned on the TV and “Pocoyo” was on. It is my nephew’s favorite cartoon.Well, wouldn’t you know it…Pocoyo was being visited by an alien. He was afraid at first but the alien gave him gifts of flowers and big hearts of love. My nephew and I were both laughing and so happy. The timing couldn’t have been more perfect. And I knew, it was “them” letting me know they heard me and knew my concerns. This stuff used to only happen maybe once a year, even less actually. I’m really believing something is shifting. And I’m getting excited! Love to you all! I really thought you would appreciate this Denise!

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  37. There is a saying that is popular right now, “It Gets Better”! I have been feeling this energetic for around the last two months now! Feeling Peace, able to Relax into the continuing Energetics! My mantra at this time is “Now Moment”! A friend of mine has been feeling a lot of anger in the past weeks and we were speaking of where it was coming from and it seems like our conclusion was that her mantra was “Forward Movement” and it doesn’t quite feel like time for that as of yet! She said she feels somewhat lost in the Now Moment, no definition for her but I think that is the secret! Don’t try to define “Anything” at this time as all feels quite undefineable! I also have been in a total financial collapse for the last 3-1/2 years but when I finally “fully gave into it” around a year ago and just “allowed”, Divine Grace has been right there along side of me! The Universe feels very economical at this time so I think we are all feeling the “As Above, So Below”! Wanted to share a few words for all those that are specaking of related topics on this blog thread! Peace and Love!

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    • “She said she feels somewhat lost in the Now Moment, no definition for her but I think that is the secret!…”

      mrchefjeff,

      I tried to express some of this in my article about “doing” but “goddess” style which is very different than what we’re all more used to which is like your friends “Forward Movement”. This is just another of many new topics I want to write about…make that try to write about :roll: from this point forward because it’s all part of our shifting out of duality/polarized consciousness/ego/linear time space etc. and into increasing unity or High Heart Consciousness, quantum or nonlinear “Now Moment” time and space etc. There’s so much material that I’m literally having to take notes so I don’t forget some topics–like this important one–that we’re currently having to learn much more about. Thanks for sharing. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  38. Denise, Cat, Lady, Barbara and all

    What’s going on is absolutely amazing (!) and I’ve got more to tell! As I have been doing for a while, yesterday, I shuffled my Tarot cards, asking for the card “of the day” to reveal itself to me and I was given, “wait for it”…….. …. the “SUN!”

    “And, on the cover, there was a drawing of a big sun.” (Cat)

    The Sun in the Tarot Rider Waite, is a small child on horse with a big Sun behind her/him, which has facial features and looks almost identical to the sun on the front cover of the Klaatu “Calling Occupants of Interplanetary Craft” album!! , which Cat, kindly shared. I connected with the card (as I try and do) and felt the message was about needing to play in a childlike fashion, have fun and taking my hands off the reigns.

    Anyway, today, after doing my morning declarations, affirmations and requests, I did my tarot ritual again and pulled out my card of the day and to my surprise and excitement, it was …… “the SUN!” Mmmm, I don’t know whether the Sun is the same sun that is depicted in the card of the “Fool”, but if it is, from research, it is the Dog Star Sirius, which is even more amazing, because a few days ago, I was digging deeper into the Sirius origins of the sun and literally minutes after doing so, I walked into the local candle shop and was met, by the proprietor’s dog, with such excitement and whose name happens to be “Stella”, which means “Star!”. I thought, “Yeh, dog star”! Gosh, that was quick!

    So all of this stuff happening is amazing and now today, when I saw all of your posts and video links here at “Transitions” I couldn’t believe it!

    All of this has made me think about a situation that occurred a number of years ago, when things were really falling apart for me and I was being thrown into dark night after dark night. I was doing my then part-time cleaning job and was asked to paint and clean a house which had been inhabited by students, so it was a bit of a mess! On my own, I remember going into the hallway and as I glanced up towards the stairs, I saw a mural someone had painted which depicted a spacecraft which I think had steps coming down from the entrance. At the foot of the spacecraft were alien type figures and other stuff going on, which I don’t remember now and underneath, were written words like:

    ” One day, people will know who you are”

    or

    “One day people will remember who you are”

    I really felt I was meant to see this and that it was no coincidence. Because of what has been happening of late, I have been reflecting on it a lot more. It also seems to tie in with something George Kavassillas said in his Feb 2012 interview with TNS, that once the veil/veils are lifted, people will know/remember who we, the way showers/ forerunners are. Wow! Who knows?

    I thank you Denise and everyone for your posts, replies and sharing. With joyful times ahead. K

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    • Kat333,

      Really great info/messages happening with all of us these past three days (there’s the three’s again!) or so now huh? :) This is so typical of how I’ve experienced ET/Starbeing interactions and messages to and between them and Starseeds that I’m positive we’re all experiencing something rather exciting together these past three days with some group of ETs.

      Obviously the 6D Sirians are trying to get our attention through these multiple quantum happenings around our June 2012 Solstice so a big Heart nod to them now, and also to the Sun (Solar Beings) and who knows who else!♥ (If this is happening now, just imagine how special the 2012 winter Solstice and beyond is going to be!!! ;) ) We Starseeds come from all over the universe and from different dimensions so there should be increasing communications (and conscious awareness of them) much like this for growing numbers of Starseeds now that we’ve reached this very important halfway point (June Solstice 2012).

      Thanks again to all Starseeds and Starbeings involved with these current communications, discoveries, and interdimensional Group connections. ♥
      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

      Sirius Orion Pleiades glyphs

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    • “Denise who does the first symbol represent?

      Hugs
      Michelle”

      The glyph of the left is Sirius, the one in the middle is Orion, and the one on the right is the Pleiades.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  39. Denise, i don’t know how to upload images on Transitions, but I would love peole to see how the image of the sun on the Klaatu album is so similar to the Sun of the Rider Waite tarot. K

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    • “Denise, i don’t know how to upload images on Transitions, but I would love peole to see how the image of the sun on the Klaatu album is so similar to the Sun of the Rider Waite tarot. K”

      Kat333,

      I too have been trying to figure out how to (and hopefully quickly and easily!) add images (even new smilies) in Comments. The only way I’ve figured out so far is to use my images I have stored at Photobucket.com. I open a second window so I can jump between the TRANSITIONS Comment page and Photobucket to find the images I want to use and back again. I can only get the HTML codes (not the Image code) at Photobucket to work here in Comments. So if you’ve got images stored at some place like Photobucket.com, you should be able to add them to your Comments here. If anyone knows of a better way than what I’ve figured out, please share. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Kat333,

      Will this help:

      [URL=http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/812/19majorsun.jpg/][IMG]http://img812.imageshack.us/img812/3382/19majorsun.jpg[/IMG][/URL]

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      … if not… I’m trying this too:
      [URL=http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/812/19majorsun.jpg/][IMG=http://img812.imageshack.us/img812/3382/19majorsun.jpg][/IMG][/URL]

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      and here:

      Uploaded with ImageShack.us

      I’m using ImageShack. Let me know if anyone of them show the image itself on this wordpress page. I’ve done it before a while back… so it’s been a good while since I’ve really used it.

      :O Just awhile ago… Lisa Renee’s voice was on my iMac: the 12D shield audio clip (not the youtube one). I’m somewhat surprised… because I was trying to find the source of this audio clip… and it’s nowhere to be found. iTunes is not on. The audio link I bookmarked is not there. No extra open window nothing. Closed all windows and no finding of the source.

      Wow isn’t it?

      This came out very timely after I read all of the comments here and returned to the Klatuu song “Calling Occupants”… and me dreaming and daydreaming of our Star Family.

      I think my Starseed Family wants me to also continue shielding myself…. as it IS such times to know and notice the OTHER others… test boundaries and command our space… now more than ever.

      With much love, hugs and gratitude to you all,
      Lou Ann

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  40. I’d like to say I’ve begun to experience with a heart knowingness things I used to process only with intellect. I hope I never go back.

    For example a couple days ago I was coming out of the drug store walking towards the supermarket when a boy about age 14 approached. He was very stressed but trying to hold it together. Before he could open his mouth I said No! cause I knew he was going to start soliciting. He said: do you have $2? I got to catch a bus. I said Tell me the truth! He repeated his request. I repeated Tell me the truth! He said: I’m trying to get something to eat. He glanced towards Jack In The Box up the street. I gave him the $2. By the time I got home I felt awful.. I had started feeling the truth of that boy’s situation. He was in hunger, frustration, hopelessness. Why was my first reaction No! before he even asked? How long has he been hungry? Is his whole family hungry? School is out so there’s no free lunches. What will they do for the next 8 weeks? Why didn’t I take him to the supermarket and get a cart and tell him to pick out some damn food? What possible value could he get from fat salt cholesterol sugar Jack In The Box for $2 or any other amount of the man’s stinking money? Why isn’t this rip-off supermarket chain helping these kids? How must that boy be feeling, knowing that any moment one of his friends might see him out there begging? Why didn’t I give more of myself?

    Thank you Universe for this experience.

    Thank you Denise for this beautiful article and for the extraordinary comments.

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    • “I’d like to say I’ve begun to experience with a heart knowingness things I used to process only with intellect. I hope I never go back.

      For example a couple days ago I was coming out of the drug store walking towards the supermarket when a boy about age 14 approached. He was very stressed but trying to hold it together. Before he could open his mouth I said No! cause I knew he was going to start soliciting. He said: do you have $2? I got to catch a bus. I said Tell me the truth! He repeated his request. I repeated Tell me the truth! He said: I’m trying to get something to eat. He glanced towards Jack In The Box up the street. I gave him the $2. By the time I got home I felt awful.. I had started feeling the truth of that boy’s situation. He was in hunger, frustration, hopelessness. Why was my first reaction No! before he even asked? How long has he been hungry? Is his whole family hungry? School is out so there’s no free lunches. What will they do for the next 8 weeks? Why didn’t I take him to the supermarket and get a cart and tell him to pick out some damn food? What possible value could he get from fat salt cholesterol sugar Jack In The Box for $2 or any other amount of the man’s stinking money? Why isn’t this rip-off supermarket chain helping these kids? How must that boy be feeling, knowing that any moment one of his friends might see him out there begging? Why didn’t I give more of myself?

      Thank you Universe for this experience.

      Thank you Denise for this beautiful article and for the extraordinary comments.”

      septembo,

      Long time no see…glad you’re back. :)

      Okay, are you done beating yourself up over this? I totally get why you feel this way with the entire insane system but, but there are important reasons why it’s getting so ultra shitty now.

      Almost every time I go out to shop I get hit-up for some money by someone panhandling in front of some store. As soon as I see the person(s) I energetically read them as quickly and as well as I can to see what they REALLY want money for. The majority of cases it’s because they want to buy a pack of cigarettes and/or buy some beer and/or pot or meth or whatever their drug of choice is. With those people panhandling it’s really easy for me to let them know that I’m not an “enabler” and just say no. But with things the way they are (and they’re gonna get worse before they get better but it’s all part of the Process) it’s increasingly common to run into one of these situations like what you experienced with a hungry kid, or hungry unemployed adult.

      Every situation should be honestly considered before you/me/any of us does or does not “help” some stranger like this financially. This next part may be hard to hear and harder to do but we (Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos etc.) need to be conscious of this aspect of the Ascension Process, especially now in 2012 when the disintegration of the patriarchal systems is going to accelerate tremendously.

      For us at this point within the planetary Process, oftentimes we MUST not “help” in these sorts of ways. The reason for this is so other people–the masses out there everywhere–see and feel for themselves how corrupt, broken, sick, vile and negative all of the patriarchal systems really are. We help the masses reach this awareness quicker by NOT “helping” (when appropriate I mean) or “enabling” in those old patriarchal and “christian” ways. By doing so we often only postpone the inevitable for everyone.

      This is another one of those situations where discernment, honesty, and higher awareness are absolutely necessary. It may get to the point where that kid(s) is arrested for panhandling or stealing just so he/they can eat, and yet, that may be the exact situation that awakens and outrages enough of the “normal” people out there to realize that the system is broken and needs to be changed in every way. Sometimes it’s much harder to NOT do, NOT “help” so that things can get worse only so that everything changes for the better. We’re at that point now and with the Uranus/Pluto square(s) starting June 23-24, 2012, this whole issue is going to expand dramatically everywhere.

      Be strong, be wise everyone and know that much better is coming behind the not so fun crap. ♥
      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Septembo and Denise,
      I live in a rather poor country, I see it all the time, people picking stuff from garbage, people knocking on the door very often for change or food and me often not knowing why they want the money. I’ve come to realize there’s no logic, that I may give more in a moment and pick a fight with the next guy just because I just deeply dislike him. Possibly my dislike is a sign they’re lying to me. Just can’t think too much anymore.
      Problem for me is that I see people not wanting to see. Misery is all around here and people care about tv and gossip. I have zero idea of how this world would change by things getting worse. I’ve seen things getting worse here and nothing changed. Except traffic got a bit better after someone ran over a nun. There was a huge campaign… Can’t kill nuns, you know? (I swear it’s serious, but I’m laughing, I needed a bit of laughing. Lousy day.)
      I still believe in waves moving people from head to heart at each person’s timing, but society changing… dunno. Maybe I’m too disappointed from being in this world too long. Oh man, I miss home.
      May our hearts guide us all.

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  41. Hi Denise & All Here,

    We are certainly in interesting times, here at the mid-point of 2012. In the early morning this day of the Summer Solstice, I dreamt of two birds – one was a tame bird, which stayed with me under an umbrella and the other a sparrow, who flew over and made the acquaintance of my bird. They mated. There was some kind of merge and then a fire (which to me symbolizes purification).

    I believe this has to do with “sacred marriage” of the Divine feminine/masculine which I have been dreaming about for months and may have just taken place in my dream state! (The “umbrella” may symbolize my human vehicle and the “wild bird” my soul.)

    If anyone has another interpretation, I’d love to hear it.

    I’m still seeing chemtrails in the sky here in Montreal, which tells me we’re not quite done. But I have never felt so detached from my own life and the superficial world of 3D, like it’s surreal. I see how the influx of light is affecting the masses, often in physical ways.

    Hang in, everyone, we’re almost there!

    Love & blessings to all, Thelma

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  42. Denise and family,
    I wrote in another comment about dreaming of a family reunion with another earth race. I believe I am actually star traveling at night, meeting with other races of intergalactic beings. I dreamed I was at a meet and greet on, of all things, a Japanese naval vessel! Most likely it was actually an ET ship. Last night, I was in England eating with people I was getting to know on a patio overlooking a river. I know these are 3D interpretations of what is actually going on. When I awoke today, I heard the words over and over in my head, “The Goddess is back!” So, dear Denise, I guess I was hearing what Elton John’s lyrics were telling you! My heart is so full, and I feel so expanded, it is getting hard to keep grounded on earth. Love and joy to all on this VERY special day!
    Susan.

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  43. First of all, I want to say hello to everyone, and to tell you Denise that your blog is amazing. I totally resonated with so much in this post….the symptoms…UGH…i am totally drained too, crushing fatigue, with crazy sinus pressure just at a specific point…and headaches in the back of the head…(a new chakra??)….I totally understood the sexual issue…male/female///….I think that the male female issue is programmed into the earth “system”, part of the duality thing….As we escape duality frequencies we come into “knowing’ of our male/female or even “asexual” self. As far as the bitch issue…well, LOL, that is just a parasite frequency from some dark team programming that is floating around…female frequencies host it….I read some really amazing posts, and amazing comments…I resonate so well with all of it, as a star seed myself who has gone through a crazy ride for the past few years….I was so thrilled to read about Jesus…he truly is amazing….I am really psyched about how the seven sister stars are mentioned in the bible and in the book of revelations….also, one more thought….the essenes were really aware of our mother being the earth, since our ‘meat’ body is made from her minerals, and we go back to her when we leave here…and our reconnection to the earth energies right now could have to do something with the sexual issues of male/female identitiy issue that some people are feeling…men feeling their feminine aspect , etx….
    anyway…much love and light to all….. peace be with you.
    NAMASTE

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  44. Hi Denise and all,

    I just have to jump on the bandwagon here, you’re right, things are happpppeningggg! For one thing, after sleeping most of Sat – Mon ( somehow I knew I needed to have a 3 day weekend) I feel the best I have felt in years! It’s so great to not feel like crap and exhausted and even if it only lasts for a day for now, it’s so great!

    Anyway, I’ve had a couple of cool weird things happen lately – I was driving home from work the other day scanning the skies as I always do (seeing a lot of cloud ships lately – they’re blurry and oval, obviously not normal clouds, right next to normal looking ones) and the song “Spirit in the Sky” came on the radio! I had chills singing along with that one, I can tell you!

    Then I was outside at work taking a break and was noticing more chemtrails being cleaned right up by wispy clouds as soon as they’d arrived practically, and I was thinking, thank you, so glad you guys are doing this for us! And all the sudden I saw a white orb right in that spot kind of swoop around in a circle and then shoot off to the right, like an acknowledgement of my gratitude.

    And lastly, my dog has been watching me veeeerry carefully lately – so now when he does I just tell him, I can’t communicate with you just yet, I’m a work in progress, but I’ll hear you soon, and then he just looks like, oh, okay, that’s fine. And my cat, who never wanted to be in the same room as my room mate, has taken to rubbing up against him and purring!! AND lastly, said room mate has become a thoughtful considerate man lately, from being an angry negative one a few months ago. I think there’s some magic going on in my home! Wheee what fun – thanks everyone for sharing the stories – I had to print out all the great comments so I can read them at home in my back yard, while I watch the clouds for signs….
    Thanks Denise for creating this wonderful space!

    In light!

    Katy

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    • Awesome! I got chills when I read about your song connection. Every time I’ve been out in the past two weeks, I’ve felt the difference in the sky, how it’s so much Lighter now, and it even looks more blue, with these puffy, lavender-tinged clouds that are just breathtakingly beautiful. I knew I’d never seen clouds like that before, even when I was little and there were no nasty, headache-inducing chemtrails up there (big thanks to our friends for the help in getting rid of them!). Something in me was so drawn to them, especially while driving, I couldn’t stop staring – and then I realized, “OH! Not regular clouds! Duh.” Abstractly, I knew there were allies and fellow Lightworkers “up there” but lately, I feel their presence every time I go outside and it just lights up my heart. I’m so glad others are experiencing this! I’ve never been connected with or really even interested in “aliens” per se but they are just so NICE! You just wanna hug them. I actually wave hello at them with this big goofy grin on my face every time I’m out driving and see those clouds. That’s not totally nutty, right? … LOL (OK, I’ll stop gushing – it’s just feeling them there makes me feel SOOO much happier than I ever was before & I’m really grateful for that.)

      Another recent related experience that blew my mind (literally, now that I think about it!) – over last weekend I came down with this crazy-awful headache that rivaled the migraines I used to have until last year. I knew it was Ascension-related – my guides said it was something about making the switch to a crystalline mind & I saw this image of what looked like a hollowed-out cave made of white crystal, filling with light. Anyway, when the headache was gone I was lying there and could not sleep for anything (but in a good way), and looked up thru the window over the big tree and saw these two HUGE stars and the one on the right kept blinking. I was like, “Wait a minute. Stars aren’t that big. That’s even too big to be Venus – and why are there two of them right there together?” (Another “duh” moment – but the ‘procedure’ left me a bit loopy afterwards – guides said it was like coming out of anesthesia & being on morphine. LOL) So when I told my BFF (and Ascension buddy!) the next morning, she was like, “Um honey, those weren’t stars. That was your welcoming committee.” :)

      Thanks again for sharing your story, Katy! Love to everybody here (and in the clouds)!

      Laura

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  45. and some people have been having quite the crappy time of it! Between the new moon and the solstice I “came down with something” plus a HEAVY visitation from mother nature, a string of mosquito bites on my right arm that became infected all jumped on me in one day…. well they ganged up on me so much that I had to leave work and I no longer receive enough hours to “make a living” as it is! WTF?? And yet up till Monday I felt good in spite of my financial situation. I had been enjoying my enforced time home and had concluded that I couldn’t force change, and the day before the shit hit the fan was a fantastic day, I was at work, I had fun, and then I woke up for crappy Monday! I am a big baby too, MEN! Move over!! Well thanks for listening folks…. whether you wanted to or not!

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    • Thank you Denise! I hadn’t seen this because we all had moved on to your next item : ) Yes, today I reached the BOTTOM of the PIT, but the info I found and passed on to you helped raise me up off of the floor. I have not been so mentally freaked out and depressed like this in so long that I can’t remember! How is it after a long life time that I finally get it that I really do have an “illness”? Well, I asked to face reality and to “see”. This must be the beginning! At least I am looking forward to tomorrow now!

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  46. Hello, Everyone,

    Suffering a bit with ascension symptoms– I feel like an old woman with the way my joints ache and last night my head was on crooked– and in the process of moving away from my noisy, disrespectful neighbors, but yesterday was a good day all in all. I was just thinking that my neighbors most likely think they’re enlightened kind of guys (because, as we all know, pot makes you enlightened! ha!) and that they might be really shocked to know who they were living beside all this time and how they treated me. Well, now I keep my front blinds closed and go out the back door if they’re manning their post (the stoop) so I don’t even have to look at them until I move. I’d rather have sun and trees, but I’ll have that when I move.
    I know no one’s touched my comments about the murders at my school. I know it’s a difficult topic, but, hey, it’s where I am and what I have to do. I’ve been going back to school every 2 or 3 days, because I can’t handle more and, I’m happy to report that yesterday the energy was in the process of changing. There were glimmers of smiles on students’ faces and people weren’t in such extreme shock. I talked to a friend of mine who lives about 50 feet from the place it all happened and she has been playing Buddhist chants, so that and the memorial site with flowers and wishes from friends, family, and students is helping too. Yesterday, I stood outside the spot they were killed looking out at the river valley and seeing what a beautiful spot it was. I was filled with light and I really feel like things are changing. The people who were killed were, from all accounts, super nice people, so it’s been hard, but the woman is such a lovely, tender soul and it’s been something getting to know her.
    Well, thanks for listening even if you don’t say anything.

    Hugs,
    Cat

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    • Cat,

      Oh sweetie…I’m so sorry I didn’t respond to what you’ve been going through and transmuting with these school murders. I know you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission and–this is bad and I apologize–I just assumed that you dear Starseed transmuter were okay. My bad…I should not have automatically assumed that you were okay during all this. I really am sorry and just because we’re wired for this type of energy work does NOT make it “easy” at all! And all this on top of what you’ve been enduring for months and months with those young, disrespectful male neighbors. Been there, done that myself so I know very well how hard and miserable these sorts of negative energy pockets really are. Again, I’m sorry for not responding to you sooner about these school murders and the transmuting work you’ve been doing to clear that space and help human hearts heal faster.

      I cannot wait for you to move as that should help with all of these things, these energy issues for you. It’s time. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • Hi, Denise,

      Thanks for the support. This whole situation has haunted me horribly the last week. I didn’t get into the details, but it was truly gruesome and being empathic made it pretty intense. And I could feel this young perp’s mental state from photos and was fighting with him all last weekend. The campus community was rocked by it and the shock goes so far and wide that it’s been so much to transmute– it’s been overwhelming. The thing is this province is so male and aggressive (redneck) that I find the murderer just a couple of notches above the average guy here. People just make up what they feel like doing and ignore the laws. I feel violence here on the streets, that and addiction. I’ve been here for months and, like Barbara, I hardly feel I’ve made a difference whereas after this amount of time in Asia, I could feel a big difference in the city I was living in. Maybe the hairy boy-men have done their job well in distracting me. Honestly, Denise, I thought this was another of those things that brings back bad memories for you, so I understood.

      Hugs,
      Cat

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    • “The thing is this province is so male and aggressive (redneck) that I find the murderer just a couple of notches above the average guy here. People just make up what they feel like doing and ignore the laws…”

      Cat,

      This is true in so very many places and it’s frightening to realize just how easy it is for anyone to completely loose it like this now. As the Light continues to put increased pressures on the “normal” folks who don’t know anything about Team Dark and how humans must learn to not be used and manipulated by them, the Ascension Process, polarity etc., some of them suddenly snap/break and massacre other people like this. The growing Light both threatens and imbalances many in this dimension and others but this is where we’re at now.

      Realize that it’s not your or my personal jobs to transmute what seems to be impossible at this point within the Process. There simply will be causalities (violent, imbalanced and insane reactions to the Light and changes) like this and we do what we can. My work has been very much in the dream realms again which has actually been a nice break from the typical physical onslaughts from the unaware, imbalanced humans. I suspect that from this point forward (now that we’re on the other side of the June 2012 Solstice), this type of insanity and violence will escalate in some while simultaneously High Heart Consciousness will just as suddenly rise in others. Just stay safe and out of the line of fire please. You are so needed…each of us is terribly needed, so everyone stay safe and aware and maintain the higher ground and frequencies despite the chaos and insanity around you. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

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    • God bless you, Cat. You have made the work we do clearer for many of us today. I went back to find all the comments you have made regarding the school and Denise’s replies. It has helped me understand what I have been going through. Your Light shines far and wide. My most sincere gratitude and love, Nikkoale

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    • Cat, I read your comments and I’m sorry for not responding. The only reason I didn’t want to say anything is because it made me wish with all my heart none of us would ever ever ever eeeeever again have to deal with transmuting crap. An honest type of denial, perhaps, but very real.

      I had this while of pure love and ecstasy waves and then two nights ago I got hit again, huge lower back and legs pain, I saw darkness around my lower body. Had to imagine fire burning it plus take painkillers to just get thru. Two nights of horror and now second day, at least today I can write, trying to stay isolated. Been seeing fleshy meaty bloody horror around me, like some hedious sci fi movie… as if someone said: look, there’s all that nasty root fleshy sick material reality to transmute, who’s gonna jump in? And altho I do feel the wisdow of my higher soul, it makes me doubt my smarts, you know?

      And here I am, surely with many of us, again, dropping from pure ecstatic love into transmutting the sh-t of human root chakra. And as much as I love freedom and light and wish it for all, right now I feel like we are the pigs volunteeringly donating bacon to the world.

      Sorry for the lame comment. It was worse yesterday. But that’s how I feel, that my Soul took a plunge into the center of matter and flesh and it’s not pretty there, and I’m still swimming inside it. And exactly today I got a letter from the bank because my contract is expiring and I must show them how much money I make, because I’ve been paying their lowest rates and since I’m no longer studying, I have no more excuses to give them so little anymore. Funny somehow, isn’t it?

      Loving hugs from the center of crap,
      Kaisa

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    • Dearest Cat:

      Me, too, I’m sorry I didn’t respond, but I know as I was reading your comments about the situation in which you found yourself, I was thinking how brave you are and what an amazing Starseed to hold light in such tough circumstances. Today it came home to me that I have been holding light for a very long time in this small town where I live and to date, I can see no change. To give an example, which may seem funny and very minor to those whose jobs deal with such violence as you do, Cat, but soon we will have what is called the strong-man competition. It will take up all of our downtown area and big burly men will grunt and far their way through the towing of tractor trailers and the lifting of cement blocks the size of Pyramid stones, and everyone will stand around and clap and cheer their favorite on. It is bizarre and disheartening and I cannot bring myself to actually go to watch it, especially when I know you and others like you are transmuting the very worst of these 3D times. My consolation is that you are experiencing and feeling the change as you do your work. Those “glimmers of smiles” are because of you, and I and all of us are here benefit from what you courageously do to raise the frequencies. My heart is with you. I’m glad you are moving and I hope your new home brings you the peace that you so very much deserve. In the meantime, I will carry on with my red-necks, who for the most part are not violent, but sure do keep the vibes low in this testosterone frenzied town. Perhaps the Goddess will pay us a visit and there will be a hernia or two! Again, well-done, Cat, and Love to All Here, B.

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    • And me too Cat: thousand apologizes. You and others who have shared their transmutation works on this post have been on my mind since then.

      I confess I was like this: 8O the whole time before, during and then after the Summer Solstice… so my mental and emotional body wasn’t in alignment while reading here and doing normal house-chores… so do forgive me shortcomings.

      But your personal venture seeped and haunted me since I read your words. I instantly remembered Columbine High and all other incidences similar to those… even what happened to Congresswoman Gabriel Giffords (I think that’s her correct name). Now I know what happens when horrible gun-related incidences do happen: we the Family of Light transmute and heal such areas so that it would be no more.

      <>

      With sincere gratitude,
      Lou Ann

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    • Sorry Denise… not good with WordPress’ codings: the message below was left out because I inserted . I wanted to express emotion-symbols.

      I wish we had 5D telepathy so that you would feel us reading your brave messages with warm gratitude… even through the tremendous fatigue that’s been upon us lately.

      Lou Ann

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    • “Well, thanks for listening even if you don’t say anything.”

      We’re listening for sure.

      So very very sorry. Bless you and your work. For a long time I worked in Los Angeles in the public schools. Oh, the violence. On the campuses, on the streets, at the parks, in the stadiums, in the homes. The old system gleefully perpetuating it all. My response was to get meaner and meaner. Your response is so far from that. Bless you again.

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  47. I’m still going thru solstice muck, but it’s clearer now, amazing how fast it clears these days. Same theme… Intensely feeling the Goddess previously scorned by this world, refusing to set foot here unless the soil is clean and real respect is given her. I feel her as me (each of us), full of hidden riches of all sorts, huge source of pure love and true compassion, and how that shall only be seen and given to the world with her conditions met. True power feels good. Love feels amazing, but the heart must be/feel safe. I’m not opening myself to crappy old energy-eating dimension, not anymore, rather growl and scratch and go home.
    What I wanted to share is what amazed me: the God/Goddess is also the cosmic janitor! To my emotional horror, it was so obvious this time…! Not sure I’ve been slow in noticing that with so much clarity, cause I know many of you guys said it, but now I saw/felt it… we bring gifts of light and have nowhere to put them, so we make room thru the muck with our own bodies! I sincerely wanna say: aren’t we genious? Still a part of me prays, oh heavens, heal me from being this dumb again! please.

    Denise, thank you for letting me rant before, sorry for the emotional freak out. Some things are nasty, I’m so glad there was someone to hear and not find me crazy. Thank you.

    Just one more thing, to all who have written comments here, even if they go unanswered, I personally find that every single one matters.

    Me gonna try and shut up now. Hugs.

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  48. Cat,

    I am so sorry I did not acknowledge your post regarding what happened at your school. It sounds absolutely unbelievable and it’s obviously been tough for you to handle. Such things are hard for us to swallow at times and I was probably not able to take it in when I first read about it. Is there any way I can be of service?

    You have been such a gem on this site and I want to thank you for uploading the link to the Rider Waite Sun Tarot card for us. Bless your heart Cat. You are a heart-warming, courageous individual and Light Being. Bless your tender heart. Love. K

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  49. Lou Ann,

    I have registered with “Image Shack”. To be honest, I find the world of high tech quite mind boggling, although intriguing! But I shall persevere and see what I can manifest! Thank you for the link Lou Ann. Bless your sweetness. K

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    • No problem Kat333. :)

      Still disappointed with the end results: I wanted to embed the actual image here… NOT give you only links. So I googled to see what could be done and disappointingly… wordpress don’t embed. I guess we’ll have to email them this matter. O well. If anything… let me know how you’re making out with Image Shack. I’m very used to techy mind-boggling stuff… and quite frankly it’s becoming more mind-boggling thanks to the Sun boggling our minds lately.

      With Love,
      Lou Ann

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    • Wow, thanks Lou Ann for finding that and sharing it. I’ll get back with everyone about if I’m going to do this. I need more brain function first! ;)

      Gratitude Hug,
      Denise

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  50. Hi Denise and everyone,

    I just read a channelling of Metatron on the 2012 Scenario and was struck by the following passage – it goes right along with all of us mostly ladies here and what we’ve been talking about. If it’s ok with you Denise, I’m pasting the important part here but if you’d rather not post it, of course it’s your call!

    “So we say embrace your chosen period of SOVEREIGN SOLITUDE, it is the sign of your soul’s intent to enter into Crystalline Mer-Ka-Na Mastery.

    We add that many who are in this life, of the female gender, have chosen particularly effacious roles in the balancing of the planet at this time. Is it not true that the planet has been imbalanced in an overage of patriarchal energies for millennia? That is why it would appear that a vast majority of those drawn to the ‘New Age’ are female, you see, to anchor in the Divine Feminine. Females have been conditioned and labeled in your current paradigm as the ‘weaker sex’. Nothing could be farther from the truth!

    Many of the females, who find themselves now in single status, are conditioned to feel they must have a partner. Again, we say, embrace your solitude. You chose it, we honor you for the path you have chosen.

    The ideal for the planet is not to be female or male, rather a perfect balance of BOTH, but it is at the moment still in an imbalance of patriarchal resonance. We honor those of you in female biology; your strength is indeed progressing in creating the nurturing balance.

    Truly the over-soul is androgynous, self-contained. Self-sufficient. That does not mean that love is not the frequencial basis of the soul, indeed it is the highest vibration. It is the resonance that is produced by the Ascended Soul to the Cosmos, and reflected back as a collective harmonic of crystalline love. There is a time when those of you have played the role of soul mates, will individualize, and in your terms, part in joy. The evolved soul, in achieving omnipotence, will become consummately self sufficient, and in so doing radiate spectacular unconditional love to ALL. That is as it should be, as it must be. It is how you Ascend.”

    Very timely I thought! Have a lovely pain-free relaxing weekend everyone! In light!

    Katy

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  51. Hi Denise and all!

    Its been some time since I last commented, I do read your posts but I’ve been so tired and sleepy and more then anything exhausted! I’m trying to understand why I’m feeling without energy lately. I was all about moving to our new place full of energy and all that it seems now that I’m here I can’t seem to enjoy the house. I can’t sleep at night, I’m dehydrated it seems and I get this pressure in my nose and in my third eye area. We moved to a rural area the desert and I’m thinking that I’m feeling this way because of the dryness and all, but somehow that answer isn’t tuning in. The stars up here are sooooo amazing and I’m close to the trees and that’s the only thing worth going outside for. I kept getting these goosebump like things on my left arm again not my whole arm but in different spots, still not sure what that is. I’m not remembering my dreams anymore and today I napped and I felt my body heavy and face tingled and I started to fly???? What is that? There are these insects at night man they really do bug! I finally purchased your book and I try reading it at night on my tablet but these bug are attracted to the light from it lol. I don’t feel bad swatting them (is that bad?!?) they feel negative to me the moths aren’t that bad but I’m still annoyed by them! I’m reading your book and let me tell you it seems like your describing my house! It sits on a 2 1/2 acre lot!! And the neighbors to my right are man something else always fighting and such. Does this mean something?!? I swear NOW I’m always thinking there’s a supernatural reason for everything! Denise I think I may be starting to feel a bit lost again. Could it be the heat? I’m lost even writing this I think. I start to think that its the syptoms of pms but still I had gotten over that bump and was able to shift the pms symptoms to the dump sort of speak.

    *love and hugs*

    Ps. I think I understand why my last post didn’t get approved. And thank you for that because that pushed me to understand something about where I was giving my energy too, not a good place I suppose. ;)

    Hi again :)

    I forgot to tell you that the wind is crying up here, well that’s how I interpret it, what is it? Do you know? Does anyone know? And the dogs seem to bark at the sound everytime! OHHH and there’s like a smoke smell in my room, that wasn’t here when we first saw the house…I’m lost alright!

    Lots of love!
    Enita*

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  52. Wow, the comments here are enlightening as much as the articles,
    Denise, everyone,thank you.
    I too have been quietly working transpersonally and have found this year has been a hum-dinger for myself and many I know. Yes, old patterns are being blasted away whether we are ready or not, and right now, certainly for the last 2 weeks, it’s been the hardest point of endurance I can remember. (I’m 42).
    Aside from all the physical reflections, empathing and observing, I can’t remember a time when my body has felt so changeable and aware that something else is going on, beyond the seeing eye!
    I, akin to the sensation you described of rushing noise, feel more of an overwhelming energy that makes my body feel like it’s going to explode, then when I tune in more, it makes me feel like my body is so dense that it surprises me that I can actually still stand up and walk.
    My dreams too have returned to the ‘other body’ state, so frequently experienced in childhood, where I would be moving through stars, settling on planets, experiencing different forms of sound and light vibrations, But, more importantly of late, my dreams very recently keep alluding a sudden dimensional shift. So much so, that I wake up thinking that it has actually already happened and we’ve all experienced a ‘jolt’ in our sleep that now allows us to be fully aware of other races, in other dimensions, in this space and time here on earth. There’s a strange kind of physical pressure on the body in my dream, and when I awake it feels like something has ‘popped’ physically and metaphysically.
    I don’t really have another outlet where I can talk this through with others, so I find great comfort in reading about varied and similar experiences here. Thank you all again.

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    • hawthorn,

      I’m so glad you’ve found TRANSITIONS and the Group here and joined the ongoing conversations and sharing. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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