Clow on the First Uranus/Pluto Square

As we know Barbara Hand Clow stopped writing her free monthly New Moon and Equinox/Solstice reports in December 2011. Recently I received a couple of emails from readers letting me know that Clow had a new astrological article up on her website. Here’s the first article from Clow about this very important, challenging and reality changing transit.

Denise

June 21, 2012

http://www.handclow2012.com/bhcnews.htm

Welcome to the Truth: First Uranus/Pluto Square: June 24, 2012

By Barbara Hand Clow

“This is the first of seven articles on the seven Uranus/Pluto squares—2012-2015—the time of the early stages of a great renaissance in our world. We are breaking through to another evolutionary level, a process that always involves great struggle very much like a baby bird breaking its shell. Some day, people will realize that our species experienced a great leap forward 2012-15, one that can be compared to the late medieval Renaissance 500 years ago. During the Renaissance, we learned that art and beauty feed the human soul; now during these seven squares, we are discovering the power of the human heart. This article describes the potential of the first Uranus/Pluto squares in light of the critical issues we face right now. My intention is to clearly assess current reality to identify the special qualities that can manifest do in this climate. As many of you know, it seems to be impossible to comprehend what’s actually happening to our species right now, and it seems to be even more difficult to forecast what is coming next. However, for one small group of humans—astrologers—there is clear guidance at this time. We are very much needed right now, so we must strive to find ways to describe what we know to ordinary people, not to just shop talk among ourselves. I begin with the general astrological map of our times, which is very informative and compelling.

Astrology is rarely as clear as it is right now: Pluto, which rules truth and debt, went into Capricorn in 2008 where it will be through 2024. When Pluto transits Capricorn, there is always a great struggle over the control of human resources, so the battle opened with the financial crisis in 2008. Previously Pluto was in Capricorn AD 778-795; 1024-1041; 1269-1286; 1516-1532; and 1762-1777, and all of these periods were characterized by great transformative changes in the world. For example, the first period indicated—778-795—was when Charlemagne carved Europe up into territories and the Papacy was granted its territories, which has evolved into the hugely powerful Vatican Bank. The last period listed—1762-1777—was the time of the American Revolution and its foundation as a nation. Simply put, we are in the early stages of a gargantuan struggle over who globally owns and controls what. As it was during 1762-1777, the United States is the central stage for this transformation because 1) it is still attempting to be the world’s empire, and 2) in the USA 1776 founding chart, Pluto is in 28 Capricorn, so the US will have its Pluto Return in 2022. Secondly, while Pluto is in Capricorn, during 2012-15, Uranus in Aries—revolution and surprise—applies seven squares to Pluto that will trigger a crisis over all the issues that came forth during the Uranus/Pluto conjunctions of the 1960s. The charts for the seven Uranus/Pluto squares are cast for Washington, DC, since it is the theater for the struggle over global control. More about the 1960s in a moment, since first we need more general astrology.

When Uranus goes into Aries every 84 years, a whole new innovative cycle begins, and the surprise factor is always huge. The last time Uranus was in Aries was 1927-1934—the previous world financial collapse. Few doubt that we are now in the middle of a global financial crisis. Well, Uranus in Aries squared Pluto in Cancer in 1932-34, but these were waning squares after Uranus opposed Pluto in 1901-02, the time when processes complete, which in the 1930s was the West’s heavy industrialization. So, even though comparisons between our era and the Great Depression are tempting, something entirely new is going on, since the squares are applying as the squares after the conjunction when new things emerge. We will see a totally new reality emerging out of due the struggles generated by these squares. We need to identify what this reality will be and also realize that nobody can avoid the coming changes. The Uranus/Pluto squares were pushing everyone during 2011, which was so apparent with the Arab Spring and the European financial crisis. Personally, anyone who is not experiencing great changes right now is resisting this energetic push. However, you can see what’s actually happening to all of us if you face your truth. This will happen because these seven applying squares are the first to occur since Pluto was sighted in 1930; we are slated to hyper-truthful.

No matter how much anyone tries to hide from it, Earth’s people must adopt sustainable living, or the slated renaissance will abort. As this new emergent reality formulates pushed by intense Uranus/Pluto squares, we struggle to co-create with it. Meanwhile, many people are confused by the failure of the 1960s alternative-cultural revolution, yet now we can now see that sustainability was birthed by the flower children. This failure occurred because it wasn’t time yet. But now that Uranus has attained its square position to Pluto, sustainability will be the fruition of the Uranus/Pluto conjunctions of the 1960s. This failure forty years ago is the cause of a great amount of angst and pain between generations, which is explored in depth in my article, “Uranus Square Pluto and Generational Tension”. This failure is the wound that needs to be healed now because the generations must work together.

Elite power systems won the battle in the short run, but now a battle over the issues will be played out again, and the winner is going to be chosen by each one of you. Let’s look at a few of them:

1) Organic farming and protection of species seems to have lost out to chemicals, genetic modification, seed control, and pesticides. Corporate agricultural businesses seem to be totally dominant, especially financially, yet locally grown organic food and species protection is emerging.

2) Alternative and natural healing has been constantly belittled and attacked by allopathic medicine and pharmaceutical corporations. Yet, the Wellness movement has been growing in spite of them.

3) Sustainability struggles to save limited resources and to stop constant growth, while houses have become “tear-downs” in the face of high rises as technology just keeps on producing seductive gadgets and gobbling up world markets with the inventions. Yet, in this ferocious end-stage struggle to take
anything one can get, small sustainable communities are forming everywhere.

During the 1970s through 2000, movements to create sustainability and harmony with our planet were driven underground, but they didn’t die and now they are the seeds for the new era 2012-15. However, the global elite power mongers possess unbelievable power and control over resources by means of globalization, corporate legal systems, and financial systems that concentrate money in the hands of a few. Yet, the path we each must choose is so clear! Each person who buys or grows local organic, uses alternative medicine, and lives simply (even if it’s only because they are forced to by the economic crash) is turning the tables on the elite. Elite systems are crashing internally and externally just when the sustainability movement is attaining critical mass. In this environment, the Uranus/Pluto squares are pushing everyone to destroy the old systems, which forces more and more people to adopt new ways of life. Many people are already noticing that they feel good when they are riding the new energy wave, yet they feel chaotic and terrible when they resist the changes and cling to the old ways. This evolutionary tidal wave is rolling anyone who can’t flow. The first square offers insight on the tides.

The chart for the first Uranus/Pluto squares is cast for 1:17 AM, EDT (Michelson) for Washington, DC, and it gives us much information about the winners and losers in this struggle. Since the US is still the dominant global power, I am using exact conjunctions to the USA 1776 founding chart (Sibley). The Sun in 3 Cancer is conjunct Venus-conjunct-Jupiter in the 1776 chart indicating that we must protect beauty and nurture our resources, which emphasizes the need for sustainability. The Sun in 3 Cancer exactly trines Neptune in 3 Pisces calling attention to the transit of Neptune in Pisces, which has just begun! Pisces is the home sign of Neptune and its quest is spiritual awakening, so the central drive for beauty and wellbeing is very spiritualized. Therefore, besides adopting sustainable living now, it is also time to activate our imaginations. This combination tells us that we all need to engage in a collective dream by filling our minds with beautiful images of the coming golden world. Jupiter, the lunar south node, and Venus all square Neptune/Chiron, which means the awakening of our spiritual powers is very intense. This square also shows us exactly what’s missing—a beautiful and spiritual life.

Of course, Uranus exactly squares Pluto, as the Sun in Cancer opposes Pluto, which stimulated the global activation of nurturance. The Sun/Pluto opposition puts Uranus at the top of a T-square, so how this works out will be a shock. This shaking will be continual through June 29, when the Sun exactly opposes Pluto and later exactly squares Uranus; whew! Uranus exactly sextiles Venus in Gemini, so these surprises may come through intellectual beauty, possibly a philosophical epiphany. Or, wild and chaotic expressions of Mother Nature may awaken many to her beauty. Retrograde Saturn squares Mercury in Cancer, which encourages us to meld our intentions with the sustainability movement, especially since Mars in Virgo sextiles Mercury in Cancer giving us aggressive and clear minds. Putting it all together, the first Uranus/Pluto square suggests that a religious crisis is brewing. This will probably be expressed in the US elections with a Mormon contender, Romney, going against rather charismatic President Obama. Also, the sexual abuse crisis in the Roman Church is simmering beneath the surface and many fingers point to the Pope. In this testy environment, it is always best to keep your mind clear and know your own beliefs. I got a great reminder that I’m doing okay the day I finished this column. A friend who’d just had a session with Gerry brought this poem to me.”

‘How Our Hearts are Joining
Wall Street toys with
and swallows
our futures,
futures that we handed
to our governments
in trust and in apathy.
No more.
No longer.
Empires often do down
In shows of force,
Lying, denying,
grasping, dramatizing,
fooling themselves with
no longer potent posturings.
It’s nothing
compared to
how our hearts are joining.’

–Susan Parker
October 4, 2011

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40 thoughts on “Clow on the First Uranus/Pluto Square

  1. Thank you for sharing this Denise!!! I didn’t know that Barbara Hand Clow was writing again….It’s an amazing time….I want to focus on the positive and absolutely brilliant aspect, on the magnificent end result, because the fact that we can’t “remember” how this will turn out and what kind of situations will evolve along the way is a little scary….
    This is a great article and its serves like a really good grounding piece…. By the way, speaking of stars and planets, have you or anyone reading here heard of a star seed home known as “azor” ?
    namaste.

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  2. Thank you Denise! This blog of yours has helped me so much. Barbara’s books saved me as well. They brought me to your site. I appreciate you sharing her new report and keeping us up to date.

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  3. Hi Denise. The comment box did not want to let me comment! I would like to share an article here if you would allow it. This article explains in full the HELL I have been going thru this week. I had read this last week and did not relate to the information! I do have some sort of mood/brain imbalance that has been life long and because of this lesson….. putting the puzzle together during the storm. One of which is that I finally understand why I can never hold onto some sort of balance during times/symptoms such as this and I used to hate myself and feel a failure, a loser because the pain was so bad and I’d perceive myself as “Falling” because when push comes to shove I cannot “stand”. Now I will be kinder to me and maybe this article will help others if you will let me share it, and if I can get it to copy…. italics and highlighting are mine… I see it did not copy out… but the info in regards to people with bipolor and similar illnesses is what stood out for me, I am not bipolor but the name hardly matters if you are sensitive!

    “Djwhal Khul Spirituality Article
    Channeled by Rev. Terri Newlon
    (Complimentary every week)
    “Call Forth The Good In All”
    June 14, 2012
    (Channeling begins)
    Djwhal Khul here. Tashi Delek.
    Alright. We are in a very spiritual point of tension, as we put it sometimes, meaning something like you might say, ‘stuck in the frying pan’, or something like that. A saying that things are very heated up and maybe a bit difficult for many members of Humanity right now. So I decided to title this one “Call Forth The Good In All”.
    And before I talk about that I am going to explain what’s going on, why people are going on killing rampages, and sometimes harming themselves rather severely, or blowing off steam, yelling at other people. We have quite a bit going on, mostly with the brain and the magnetics.
    The magnetic storms in particular really affect many things; they affect the aura, they affect whether or not one can stay grounded and stabilized in their body. People prone to bipolar or other disorders are especially having troubles maintaining. People with unresolved rage or other angers and heavy emotions: sadness, fear, resentment, etc. They are really swelling up now.
    The resentments and the guilts are manifesting in cancer forms. Crime will be kind of on the increase. Cognitive function in general will be lower than normal. Sleep rhythms will be disturbed. Even if you’re in bed for eight hours it doesn’t mean that you slept for eight. What actually counts as sleep is going to be less than that during this time period. So it may take ten or eleven hours in bed to get enough rest to keep the brain stable.
    So other things that are affected: mostly in the third eye and crown chakra region. So for example, if you touch the top of your head and it’s tender, it tells you something is going on in the body. Or if it feels like a little bit like your third eye, your forehead or even your nose is a little bruised or just tender again, or around the ears is tender, the ears themselves and the skull around the ears, and the base of the neck, I’m sorry the base of the head, at the top of the neck. Sometimes, that’s an indication that the neck needs to be adjusted but again these are signals.
    So one of the best things that you can do is keep your electrolytes in the body. It’s summertime for some of you and wintertime for others of you. Some climates are dry, some are not, but basically one electrolyte drink a day. I am fond of Ultima Replenisher over… because there is no sugar in it and you’re not going to be worrying about dye, also weakening the kidneys. Sugar and dye both weaken the kidneys. But any electrolyte is better than none at this point in time. So whatever you can get your hands on especially if you are prone to headaches.
    The pineal gland can be exercised. It will assist quite a bit. You can use the image of a pinecone for the pineal gland. We have done some work with that in the recent years, or see the pineal gland as a pinecone spinning, an upright pinecone spinning very slowly, not wobbling or really fast, just kind of staying in motion, just like planets keep their balance by revolving around the Sun and keep their orbital pattern. So that’s another way to work with it as well.
    Now “Calling Forth The Good In All.” We want to ask the subconscious collective of Humanity to call forth the good energies. So call forth kind deeds. To call forth the blueprint of Creation which is a cooperative flow.
    Essentially the subconscious minds are running rampant with whatever is there. It might be a book they read and then they act out a crime like it. Or a movie they saw and then they bring about their own version of it. The subconscious programming is very sensitive right now, very sponge-like. And as I mentioned before, if there is an unresolved anger issue or something like that, it comes up. Or if the belief is strong that you might get cancer, you’re really drawing it to you now. So we want to have the subconscious mind directed to do something positive and to pull it forth in the most spiritual way possible with grace and ease.
    So “Dear collective subconscious and my own personal subconscious, please call forth the good in me and the good in all other beings at this time.”
    Alright. As always, thank you and my love to you,
    Djwhal Khul”

    P.S. If you read my last comment re your last article you will read my many layered misery! PMS, unexpected heavy menstrual cycle, unknown cause for swollen ear, bug bites, and then so so tired, couldn’t think straight, had to leave work! I slept for 2 days straight and became unhinged today because I was so frightened not understanding why I was falling apart!

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    • Hi Denise. I’m not really replying to myself! I just read your reply to me on my older post, your last article, I hadn’t seen it. Thank you so much for your support! Seems like what you wrote is anticlimatic UNDERSTATEMENT : ) To repeat one thing, now that I have asked to see and face reality, I guess really getting it that I do have a condition is making me rethink in a lot of areas tho I don’t know where this will take me. You get so used to living with a thing you ceased to see it even the way you first saw it! And maybe I didn’t want to accept it either. I feel so full of appreciation and gratefulness for you Denise. I felt so alone and scared, and worst, LOST. I felt sure THEY HAD ME and that there was no help. That’s how insane with fear I felt! Forward, March!

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  4. “This combination tells us that we all need to engage in a collective dream by filling our minds with beautiful images of the coming golden world”

    Forgive me Denise, I know absolutely zilch about astrology, but I’m not sure who exactly Barbara Hand Clow is referring to when she says “we” and what she means by the “coming golden world?” Personally, I do not believe it is possible to “fill our minds with beautiful images”, unless we have come clean with ourselves first and done our own shadow work, otherwise, we are just “papering over the cracks” The mass collective has a lot of work to do on themselves and on coming out of personal denial, before they can even start to reconnect with the idea of creating something more solid, meaningful, sustainable and which benefits every living being on this planet. Maybe this is only possible for some of us right now. I really hope we as a species DO take advantage of this great and rare opportunity! Love K

    “Some day, people will realize that our species experienced a great leap forward 2012-15….”

    I trust this will come to pass

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    • “Forgive me Denise, I know absolutely zilch about astrology, but I’m not sure who exactly Barbara Hand Clow is referring to when she says “we” and what she means by the “coming golden world?” Personally, I do not believe it is possible to “fill our minds with beautiful images”, unless we have come clean with ourselves first and done our own shadow work, otherwise, we are just “papering over the cracks” The mass collective has a lot of work to do on themselves and on coming out of personal denial, before they can even start to reconnect with the idea of creating something more solid, meaningful, sustainable and which benefits every living being on this planet. Maybe this is only possible for some of us right now. I really hope we as a species DO take advantage of this great and rare opportunity! Love K”

      Kat333,

      You are correct in that we cannot get away with just “papering over the cracks”. And the we that have been and still are doing this inner transformational energy work are the “we” that Barbara Hand Clow is referring to and writing for. The “coming golden world” is the ascended world with ascended (integrated and non-polarized High Heart Conscious) people in it like us. It only took a handful of “we” types (Starseeds etc.) to shift the world and timelines into this direction and that’s exactly what we’ve been doing. Now we’re picking up more and more humans in the new Light Energies so we’ve got quickly growing and evolving humanity coming up behind us.

      Do you remember me using the term Stair Steps repeatedly? This was to indicate the multiple layers and phases within the Ascension Process for us Starseed First Wavers or Wayshowers/Lightworkers/Indigos etc. But this term also applies to humanity coming along after us with the Ascension Process in Stair Steps and phases and stages. Many of us Starseeds and Indigos are the NEW Teachers, Guides and Masters for the rest of humanity on those many, many Stair Steps within this Process and shift. We are the ones who will help them understand what they are going through when they reach those different stages. So this isn’t about all 7 billion-plus humans (or however many) all reaching the same identical level of spiritual awareness, consciousness and development at the same identical time.

      The handful of “we” forerunners who’ve been paving the Ascension Way for humanity, earth and far more elsewhere are the ones (in physicality and this timeline) embodying and implanting or anchoring the new higher frequency energetic blueprints or templates for the rest of humanity to evolve into. This shift will happen so much easier and faster for them than it was for us doing it in a totally Dark and negatively controlled planet. So things will shift and change much faster than people believe and “we” need to help the whole process and us/them/everyone out by holding that higher knowledge and intention for all. This shift could be vastly more difficult and negative but let’s override that too and Consciously Co-Create a gentle and quick transition for humanity and the animal and other kingdoms/dimensions. You see, it’s not up to humanity to do this the way we have; it’s up to them to step into what we’ve been embodying and anchoring into this world and timeline for them. ;) Thank gawd huh?! :lol:

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  5. Hi Denise and All Here:

    BHC said:

    “Many people are already noticing that they feel good when they are riding the new energy wave, yet they feel chaotic and terrible when they resist the changes and cling to the old ways. This evolutionary tidal wave is rolling anyone who can’t flow. “

    To me, those two sentence are like a song that I’m going to keep singing, for sure. The “coming golden world” reminds me of California Dreamin’. It’s wonderful how often I’m reminded of the 60’s as we “Warp speed” through the months of this year. Surf’s up. We’ve got to stay balanced on our boards! And Denise, your response to Kat333 pulls it all together, yet again! Thank you, Love, B.

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  6. Wonderful article-thanks. The meek shall inherit the earth. Interesting too that the most recent crop circle in England has Neptune’s Trident or 3 pronged pitchfork in it.

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  7. “This shift will happen so much easier and faster for them than it was for us doing it in a totally Dark and negatively controlled planet. ”

    Riiiiight, I get it … So, so what we went through, isn’t necessary for those who are coming up behind us to go through themselves? Gosh, that takes a lot of forgiveness on our part, when many of us have been and still are seen and treated as the enemy?!

    “This shift could be vastly more difficult and negative but let’s override that too and Consciously Co-Create a gentle and quick transition for humanity and the animal and other kingdoms/dimensions”

    So, it’s really up to us, as forerunners, to co-create this new non-polarized reality for the rest of humanity to step into, which is why the opposition has tried to screw with us every step of the way? Makes sense

    Thank you Denise for clarifying this for me. It’s empowering information and helping me to put stuff into perspective. What would we do without your wisdom and understanding as well as your gentle yet wise motherly guidance? K

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    • “So, it’s really up to us, as forerunners, to co-create this new non-polarized reality for the rest of humanity to step into, which is why the opposition has tried to screw with us every step of the way? Makes sense…”

      Kat & All,

      I’m taking advantage of our conversation Kat to make sure I get this expressed as well as I can to any others reading these Comments who may be confused over this issue.

      We Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos were and still are the forerunners of the Ascension Process. We have been and still are the warriors, the transmutors, the multidimensional exorcists, the living alchemists, the embodiers of Light in the physical 3D realm, and the embodiers of the NEW energy blueprints or templates for humanity to step into and use within the next evolutionary cycle, dimension, level of learning and creating etc. etc. We volunteered to come to physical earth, put on physical bodies and do this at this exact time (the Ascension Process) as the way to transmute and override the negative everything in 3D (and 4D and other dimensions too).

      By us doing this in 3D in physical bodies, we have been and still are intentionally overriding the negative and Creating a new timeline in physicality for the rest of humanity to step into and “ascend” to a higher and larger level of awareness, consciousness, being, world, and reality. Humanity does NOT NEED to do or go through everything that we did because that transformational and override energy work was for us to do — not for every individual human on earth to do. This is not saying that humanity has it easy and that they won’t have to work on and through many of their personal issues because they are and will. But, they will NOT have to go through what we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Warriors/Indigos etc. did because it’s not their jobs to do so. It’s their job to step into change, into evolution, into their High Hearts and out of their egos and the collective insanity. And with the massive energies pouring in now, resisting this universal compressed evolution/ascension is tremendously difficult and painful to any who try to NOT go with the higher currents. It’s become a matter of just catching the Energy Wave and riding it into the NEW for humanity.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  8. Hi Denise. The “comment” box becomes stuck or something and then you can’t “write”. Anyhow I wanted to add one thing. You had often mentioned this year how things would be changing and people would be opening up and so on. I am here to share that I am opening up and much of what seems disruptive, even the crap from last week has all been part of the process! It remains to be seen what evolves in me, and what is created and expressed, but I sure love feeling a part of me that has been AOL since my teen years, and seems back bigger and better than before! It is like there has been a return and I can now FEEL. I was feeling hollow and dead all of these years, and now my inner me feels alive. That is the best way I can describe it.

    Hugs, Edith

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  9. Denise, thanks for another excellent article that explains exactly what I’ve been experiencing and noticing recently. My Ascension Symptoms have been quite severe the last few days, and I have not been able to sleep. My Ascension Flu symptoms are still with me all the time. Reading your articles and the posts from others helps me deal with this.

    Tom

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  10. Denise, the “reply” thingy-bob seems to have disappeared (it’s been like this for the past few days or so), but just want to say thank you for bringing even greater clarity to what our roles are and have been as the warriors/forerunners in all of this. Bless you. K

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    • Kat & All,

      I’m so sorry there’s still some weirdness going on with WordPress. Hopefully they’ll fix it quickly (if it’s them that’s causing these glitches!?).

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  11. Thank you for posting Barbara Hand Clow’s reading.
    I experienced a breakthrough on the first Uranus Pluto Square yesterday. It was amazing to observe my reality flowing and shifting into the next higher expression.

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  12. Hi Denise and All:

    If that was an Uranus Pluto Square, I never want to be on this Planet for another. That was terrible. It started for me the night before when we had a storm blow in and everything went from bad to worse. I have never experienced severity of ascension symptoms as I did yesterday. The fatique, nausea, head pressure, upper back pain, you name it, I had it and everything was like tripled in discomfort, even the ringing in my ears went up to such a screaming pitch, I could hardly bear it. All I could think was this was a repeat of the war between the Light and the Dark that Marciniak describes in her book, Bringers of the Dawn. I felt like I was reliving it and eventually when I could find my brain through the battle, I remembered to ground Love/Light into the centre of Gaia. I’m still wobbly today, but nothing like yesterday and I can only hope that what we Starseeds/Light Workers et cetera did yesterday gets this process over with fast. The timelines must split soon, because, as I said, if I have to go through another like yesterday, if is likely I won’t survive. Here’s a line from Patricia Pereira’s book, Arcturian Sngs of the Masters of Light, in which she describes the incoming energies as a “cosmic cloud”:

    “The cloud’s effects on embodied starseeds is somewhat like kryptonite on Superman.”

    Yes, you can say that again! Today, except for nausea, head pressure, and some fatique, I feel not too bad, so it seems the battle at least for now is over. Plus, and don’t ask me why, I “feel” taller! Here’s to the Light. Looks like we’re still standing. How did everyone else do? Love, B.

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    • I found the Reply button! With this new theme, you have to hover your mouse over the lower-right portion of the comment to which you want to reply, and it appears.

      Anyway, what I wanted to reply to Barb was OMG, yeah, it got pretty bad didn’t it? YIKES. I had a lot of psychic attack going on via those who would shake my confidence, and also, I was just smacked down the entire day until about 10 pm my time (just after the group meditation that many are participating in for the transition to come! Maybe that helped release things somewhat). Doing much, much better today, but boy howdy, I just felt completely flattened. I was reminded how much Goddess power is in me this morning. :) That helped a lot, too.

      Tonight, as I was going about some tasks, I heard the same message as the Inelia Benz one: It’s Time. It was going on in my mind so clearly! I really do hope that it is indeed time for a major shift.

      I was thinking about those first wave lightworkers who have been waiting YEARS. I have been waiting years, but not YEARS. You all amaze me! I thought six+ years was a lot, but I know many are moving in on 10, 20, 30, and even 40 or more years for the arrival of this time.

      Oh please let it be time soon. The Uranus/Pluto square really made me want it to be very, very soon. Like tomorrow, lol. *sigh*

      Still holding fast,
      xx
      CtM

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    • “I found the Reply button! With this new theme, you have to hover your mouse over the lower-right portion of the comment to which you want to reply, and it appears…”

      calliopemuse68,

      WHAT?! Well that’s totally unacceptable, having to hunt for the Comment reply button. Damn, I had no idea these sorts of things happen when I change WordPress themes. Sorry everyone, I’ll change back to the other theme. If there are any other problems like this please let me know.

      Thanks,
      Denise

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    • Hi Denise, CtM and All:

      Yes, I too can feel the excitement building. Just wanted to mention that the only snippet of my dreams last night that I can remember clearly today is of a group of us (TRANSITIONS folks) standing around — not sitting, because we’re too excited — and we’re discussing the shift and wondering when, when, when, and this old fellow comes along. He looks like I imagine Merlin of Camelot does, long flowing beard and a brown robe, carrying a staff of some sort. We stop talking and he looks at us quite sternly and all he says is, “On the 12.” That’s it, but it’s good enough for me! I’m feeling much better today, though still wobbly. Must be getting used to my new “height”! Love to All, B.

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    • “Yes, I too can feel the excitement building. Just wanted to mention that the only snippet of my dreams last night that I can remember clearly today is of a group of us (TRANSITIONS folks) standing around — not sitting, because we’re too excited — and we’re discussing the shift and wondering when, when, when, and this old fellow comes along. He looks like I imagine Merlin of Camelot does, long flowing beard and a brown robe, carrying a staff of some sort. We stop talking and he looks at us quite sternly and all he says is, “On the 12.” That’s it, but it’s good enough for me! I’m feeling much better today, though still wobbly. Must be getting used to my new “height”! Love to All, B.”

      Barbara,

      How great and how accurate! ♥ Hugs to the old Merlin-esque Master in your dream.

      It does end with the 12 because the 12 represents the old 3D world and blueprints/templates within physicality. The 12 hours, the 12 tribes, the 12 zodiacal signs, the 12 apostles etc. etc. The 13 was “christ” consciousness and being and when we enter the symbolic 13 we too will be christ-like and existing outside of linear space and time in physicality at that old level. This is why the Negatives have always tried to steer people away from the number 13 claiming that it’s dangerous or evil etc. They never stop with their lies and attempts to prevent or distract us from evolving and forcing them to change too.

      The other thing with your dream message is I believe that the 12th month is December and this year we’ll enter the 12-12-12 portal and the final 12-21-12 winter Solstice end date transition into the NEW. So, December 2012 is one huge nonstop “12” portal to Unity which is the 13. ;)

      Thanks for sharing that one as it’s important for us all. ♥
      Denise

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  13. Barbara, I had to post after reading your “felt taller” comment. I have had the same sensation since yesterday. I feel like a giant at times! i have been silently amused and curious about the feeling, I laughed out loud when reading your comment. Thank you for sharing.

    Heather

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    • “Odd that you mention that. I also have “felt taller” in the last couple of days.”

      Nikkoale & Everyone,

      This is another common symptom or side effect of our literally becoming “larger” as we take on more Light, more of our Higher Selves and embody them into our physical bodies in this space and time. I’ve felt it many times too over the years and it’s a bit weird feeling so massive, so huge and heavy with Energies and Light within this physical body. We’ll adapt…we always do. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  14. Denise and friends, don’t know what’s going on, but as of yesterday evening, I have had constant head aches which seem to be coming from the base of my neck. I very, very rarely suffer with headaches so something is up?! Last night, I woke up with this awful throbbing pain/pressure in my head and I didn’t have a clue what to do about it. I had to sit up for some time before it calmed down. It’s been with me all of today. There seems to be so much happening at once: heightened solar flare activity, weakening magnetic feild, Uranus Pluto Square, cycles ending, physical pain and on-going discomfort, etc etc etc and yet through it allI, I feel an excitement within and I don’t really know why? Must dash and get my bus. Love you Denise and all. K

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    • Kat and all,

      I too have been having symptoms that are unusual for me. My tailbone has been so sore I can barely sit sometimes. Then the sciatica nerves in my butt and legs gets going and I feel like I’m on fire. I’m sure it’s some kind of kundalini activation and all I can do is ground myself and wait for the waves to pass through me. It’s been going on for about a week now and does not seem to be easing up. I also notice that the color outside seems to have shifted again. It seems even more golden than it did a month ago. I too feel the excitement and hope that soon we will all see some very tangible shifts in the exterior world.

      O

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    • I should have came here first instead searching all over the internet for relativity. I keyworded Kundalini Fire in google search looking for help with this because I too have been on fire off and on for almost a week now. OMG! It’s the worst! And I didn’t know what to do but then I remembered that I ignored a spiritual instruction that I received over a week ago and that was for me start exercising.

      Now, I understand that I need to apply some sort of daily discipline (meditation and exercise) to my lifestyle in order to cope with these energies and move them through my body. I haven’t been wanting to be an active participant in this ascension process anymore here lately. I have been feeling just like Tom. This life is NOT really rewarding and just when it seems to be getting better it only takes a nose dive and once again I want off of this ride! When and where does it end?

      miserable over here

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  15. My Ascension symptoms have continued to be quite severe the last few days, and are still severe. I’ve been detoxing rapidly both physically and emotionally, and my liver and kidneys have been working very hard. I’ve only been able to sleep about two hours a night, and my dreams are vivid. My fatigue and depression have been horrendous, and I’ve barely been able to get out of bed for the last couple of weeks. My guides have been telling me that I need to stay in bed and rest as much as possible these days, and that it’s perfectly okay to do so right now. They’ve also been telling me that my depression is a part of my emotional detox, and is caused by my recalling and releasing old buried memories. They’ve also been telling me that my fatigue is nothing to be concerned about since my Ascension is currently taking an enormous amount of energy. I’m having a hard time accepting all of this because it feels so bad and is so debilitating. My mind keeps telling me that I’m actually getting worse both physically and emotionally, and that Ascension is just a lot of bullshit that I’ve been foolishly believing for a long time. I’ve been finding it very hard to reach out to people lately. I’ve been envious of people who have easier lives, and don’t have to deal with the Ascension symptoms that have been a big part of my life for about 15 years. It feels unfair that all the things I do for my health (eating a healthy diet and drinking filtered water, exercise, taking lots of supplements, doing ritual, etc.) have been making my Ascension symptoms more severe lately. I feel like I’m damned if I do and damned if I don’t.

    The last few weeks I’ve been regretting that I ever started the Ascension process, and that it has been affecting every area of my life as much as it has for so long. I wish there was some way I could stop the Ascension process so that I’d feel better, have more energy, and have some fun again. I feel like Ascension has been costing me a lot for many years, and hasn’t given me anything in return. I feel so powerless and passive as my Ascension continues and I have no control over it.

    Tom

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    • I’m too tired at the mo to say much more at the mo but Tom, I feel ya’ and I just wanted to give you a hug hug so ((hugs)) I needed one too.

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    • Tom, if this is any consolation, I have found that when I Fully and Completely, without any Judgement, gave into this type of intense Process, it “Too Shall Pass”! I try not to Define anything at this time or even trying to understand what is transpiring, try always to return to a Neutral Space!
      As far as eating healthy, etc., I found the Ascension Symptoms are the Symptoms regardless of trying to ease them thru certain actions. I am a Foodie and Food is quite a sensual pleasure for myself and I have given up enough for this process! Besides, many of us can’t afford to “eat healthy”, it is quite expensive!
      As far as the fatigue, I find when I need to rest, I need to rest! I allow it fully and completely, once again with no judgement! I have created for myself as many mini sanctuary’s as possible!
      Simplicity in all ways seems to be the order of the day, quite an unknown within this planetary experience of much chaos! So I remind mysef to “Keep Things Simple” and to be “Good To Myself” in whatever way possible!
      I have been on my path fulltime for 20 years and if it is any consolation, I am finding, Yes, It Does Get Better! When I started to fully allow the intense periods, without any judgement and holding as much neutrality as possible, I found they started to pass in quicker and quicker succession! And yes, many, many times I was at the place where I wished that I could have reversed and put a stop to starting this Process, but that just ain’t gonna happen because we are needed and we do make a Difference, whatever that may be!
      I am thankful to Denise for this blog and all those sharing as it allows me to feel the “atmosphere” of these times!
      Peace Your Way, My Brother!

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  16. Denise, I just want to say that I love you! I know we don’t “know” each other but I feel like we do, if that makes any sense. Everything you talk about is always spot on and I resonate so well with. Also I just got through my first Saturn return, I believe we went through our returns about the same time. Boy was that rough! But so enlightening!
    Just an update on things I have been feeling…first off on the 24th the day of the Uranus Pluto square, I was hit with extreme tunnel vision and then came the worst migraine of my life! It felt like the back of my eyeballs had so much pressure they were going to explode. Everything was super intense. As well as lots of tingling on my scalp. It always comes on one side, the right will tingle then the left. And then it felt like something was shooting in through the very top and center of my head. Lots of upgrading and rewiring going on I presume. And I just cannot seem to get enough sleep. Thank the heavens my 4 year old and 11 month old have been sleeping aot right along with me. They are little starseeds themselves :-)
    So many things seem to be happening. I will just describe a few. I have had this extreme awareness and knowing of all the “negative” aspects in my personality, in my being that need to be worked on. All that yucky dark stuff that usually make me cringe and want to hide. My usual reaction to the moments when i am digging deep, I mean deep inside myself, where most of us do not want to go, is to stop thinking about it, to dig my head in the sand because I have always struggled with self worth. I have always felt like I was not good enough. I have almost been trained to hate myself. And to think about the “dark aspects” always made me depressed and loath myself. made me feel like a piece of shit if you will. I have always struggled with anxiety and depression. (raised in an extremely religious southern baptist household which I feel I could write a whole book on the ass backwardness of organized religion but I digress) The other life long struggle has been the negative attacks from the dark humans. At school, in the work place, even friends have been down right nasty in the past. A best friend of mine who for almost 10 years we were together almost everyday (who is one of us she just does not know it yet) has witnessed and has been just as perplexed as I as to why I so frequently get attacked by people, usually male. In my life it made me feel as though something was inherently wrong with me. Even though I have always known I have a big heart and have so much love to give and that I was here for a purpose. I love like crazy. I don’t have a mean bone in my body yet I sometimes am treated like dirt by people. My spirit guides have shown me recently that all the attacks, anxiety, depression, physical and sexual abuse have been team dark trying to derail me. Their plan was to keep me so consumed with fear and confusion over what was “wrong” with me and what I did to deserve all the awful things done to me.. I am very sensitive and am an empath so living in this world with these people and energies has been freaking awful. Well those little fuckers may have won that battle but they sure as heck are not winning the war! On some level for quite some time it worked for a long time but no more! I have spent the last 30 years trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Why did i feel so different. Why did I feel like an alien on this planet…so now when facing these dark aspects of myself there has been a major shift. In the last few days instead of hating myself I shine the dark corners with love and forgiveness. And boy does it feel good…

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    • faye1234,

      Your Comment was so important that I’m working on responding to it in an article of it’s own instead of a Comment. I’ll get it done asap faye1234 and thank you for bring up this important topic.

      Gratitude Hug,
      Denise

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  17. My dearest Denise and family,

    I don’t know if anyone else is going through this or has had to go through this at some point, but I feel I am being required to let my earth family know about my job here, who I am and how this fits into the bigger picture and I’m sure as hell having a real problem with it!

    It’s not something I thought would ever need to happen, as my earth family, as heart wrenching as it has been for me, have not included me in their lives for many years. But yesterday, there seemed to be this pull and I found myself writing a letter which to the average person on this planet would sound totally unbelievable, (or at least I would imagine!) I contacted my niece through facebook, to ask for my sisters address, hoping is some way that the universe would not go along with it and therefore I would not receive a reply, but I have and the decision to do this is not an easy one and I am quite surprised it has come up.

    To tell others, (especially earth families), who are probably still identified with their conditioning/roles etc that you are of starseed material and are here to help end separation on this planet, by embodying and anchoring in a higher, non-polarised state of consciousness for all beings to step in to, is not what you would NORMALLY find written in a letter?! But here I am, faced with this decision, about having to do something like this, which has up until this point, not really been in my conscious awareness. I shall of course go with what I feel is right in the moment, but this is a tough call. I thank you for providing me with this opportunity to share this. In gratitude and love. Katerina

    I don’t know what I would do without you all at “Transitions?!” So thank you.

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    • Interesting enough kat, I just recieved the message that finally, for those of us that have been sitting for so long, we now may be given a Full On “Green Light” for forward movement! This statement is monumental to me after this long, long period of isolation and solitude! I have my fingers crossed! Energy is coursing thru me today like it hasn’t done for a very long, long time. So this statement that I received could go along with your opening up about your job here, which in all probability you wouldn’t have wanted to do before this time! I for one say, it is becoming interesting on a very different level and I more than welcome it! Enough of Same Old, Same Old! Be In Peace!

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  18. Replying to kat333’s message of 27 June, if you feel pulled to write this letter to your family (about your higher purpose), you should go ahead. I understand your hesitation. The few times I tried to explain “what’s going on,” to someone who’s never heard of ascension, I could see the other person’s confusion and disbelief. But if you’re being pulled now, maybe you will be “making the split” into the fifth dimension sooner than most.

    If I were you, I’d ask my soul or higher self what is the best way to explain this shift and your role.

    Maybe the gap between you and them is about to become much wider and this will be the last chance for you to reach them. And once you’re gone, they’ll remember your message and ask themselves if it could be true.

    I may also be considering such a letter but so far have received no prompting. My soul/higher self ALWAYS urges me to take action when it’s time, which is why I am writing this from Boston. No idea why I came here, except I had to see the ocean again!

    Good luck!

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  19. Thank you Jeff and Thelma for your support in this matter. Ascension is such a sacred process, that I am very careful who I share it with. So, I want to do it justice by wording my letter in a way which honours and respects its blessedness. That is what I am ruminating over at the moment. Maybe I am concerned as to how it will be received? I do not want it to just be discarded and left in a pile, collecting dust or stuff. My life force is also a very precious commodity and I like to use it wisely and with discernment. Thank you for your help. Bless both of you and everyone on this site. Katerina

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  20. Denise,

    Thank you…. and it occurred to me that the seven squares might be linked to each one of the main seven chakras…….. moving through the seven seals/energies.

    24 June 2012 Base RED
    18 Sept 2012 Sacral ORANGE
    20 May 2013 Solar YELLOW
    1 Nov 2013 heart GREEN
    21 April 2014 throat BLUE
    15 Dec 2014 third eye INDIGO
    17 March 2015 crown VIOLET

    I am feeling my base chakra now big time…… I wondered if others might wanted to tune in to each square as well.

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