Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

“Dear Denise,

I’m writing because I am concerned that there may be some of us, and I am one, who believes that I am protected from the Dark, and have always been protected, because otherwise my job here would not make much sense, and so other than breathing in light and breathing out love on a daily basis, I have never felt the urge to do any special ritual or activity with specific reference to keeping Team Dark away from me and those I love, especially my pets.

My life prior to awakening was full of pain, especially physical, and I always handled it without becoming a victim of blaming any other for the condition in which I found myself. Emotionally, I have been dragged through the mud a few times, but again I learned the lessons and was able to extricate myself when I needed to. I’m not saying I was anything special in my younger years, that’s for sure, but somehow I knew that I created my reality and if I succumbed to pressures outside of myself, I would pay a very big price indeed.

Can you tell me, please, and I know you will tell me honestly, am I fooling myself? 

I am comfortable with my awareness and since my awakening, I have had no experiences with Team Dark, and as I read about those who have, I wonder if my turn is yet to come. I don’t sense that, but it would help me tremendously, and hopefully others, who wonder if we’ve being naive. I do not want to infer that protection isn’t necessary, but is it possible that there are some of us who incarnated into this nano-second protected? Thank you. Love to All Here.

Barbara” 

Barbara wrote this Comment under another article recently (which I’ve edited here slightly) and because it’s an important question I wanted to respond to it in its own article. Thank you Barbara. ♥

In all honesty I think the majority of Starseeds/Lightworkers – Lightwarriors/Indigos have not wanted to fully consciously know and admit (while in our physical bodies and lives on Earth) just how extensive the negativity, atrocities and deceptions on Earth have been and how profoundly handicapped humanity has become due to Team Dark’s multidimensional actions against them. Knowing this at higher, nonphysical levels is very different from being in physicality feeling and living under the negative distortions and interference directly.

Despite my being consciously aware from childhood that I intentionally came to 3D Earth from some place less dense, I’ve resented having to energetically protect myself from Team Dark during this life here. That may sound strange coming from an ultra-sensitive elder Starseed who volunteered to live inside the enemy’s camp to stop them but it’s true. I have resented needing to continually protect myself from Team Dark in this life because it was a daily and nightly reminder of how dark and horrible life on Earth has been and my role in correcting this situation.

Not all Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos are here to embody the higher frequency blueprints for humanity in the same ways or to the same degree. I know many of my fellow Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo co-workers don’t have a soul mission to experience and embody severe polarized Light/Dark extremes in physicality as I and certain others have during this Ascension lifetime. This does NOT mean anyone is more privileged or special than another, it simply means that not all Starseeds/Lightworkes/Indigos are carrying out identical mission work while here now. We’re all here to aid humanity, Earth, Home and everything and everyone in between and beyond but we each have our different talents and soul missions within the overall Ascension Process. Not everyone is or needs to be an Ascension Process electrician or Ascension Process framers, plumbers, heating and air, carpenters, painters etc., all are equally needed for their important individual abilities.

For a couple decades I wondered why I had so many negative encounters and attacks from Team Dark—the negative nonphysical, nonhuman Aliens, plus other negative lower frequency and lower consciousness entities. During my twenties (1970s) and thirties (1980s) I oftentimes thought that I must be doing something “wrong” to cause or attract such negative nonphysical attention and attacks repeatedly. I believe many of us have incorrectly thought this about ourselves over the years or decades. Back then I considered everything I was aware of at that time and always felt like some major piece of this puzzle was missing. I’ve finally realized that some, not all but some Starseeds have the soul mission of experiencing repeated negative attacks, encounters, face-to-face conversations etc. in multiple dimensions (physical, astral, mental planes) from Team Dark. Why? To experience severe polarity extremes in 3D physicality and our physical bodies so we can embody higher frequency energetic solutions.

This is another amazing Alchemical Ascension formula where Team Dark’s negativity and attacks are energetically utilized by some Starseeds to activate polarity resolution and integration within their bodies. Doing this automatically activates the next phase which is embodiment of higher frequency Unity blueprints for evolving humanity. The Ascension Process had to be embodied in this physical dimension by Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos first as the way to physically, biologically and energetically anchor the higher frequency Unity blueprints or templates into this dimension and timeline for humanity for the next Evolutionary Cycle.

Realize that some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have intimate and repeated battles with Team Dark and many do not and both situations are normal. Starseeds who experience close hand-to-hand combat with Team Dark do so NOT because they did anything “wrong”; NOT because they weren’t feeling enough “love”; NOT because some were “better” than others; NOT because they’ve been in their subconscious basements and are projecting it on others, or any other such incorrect type of thinking and awareness. And the Starseeds who don’t experience repeated attacks from Team Dark haven’t done anything “wrong” either!

These negative attacks happen to some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos because it’s part of the Ascension Process of Alchemically transmuting, transforming duality and what we’ve come to call “negativity” into a higher frequency. It’s Alchemically transformed back to a neutral state and then becomes “unified” and exists in a higher frequency range and state. Do not feel guilty if you have or if you have not experienced attacks and battles with Team Dark, or that you have to or don’t have to protect yourself against them. We all do what we’re here now to do; it’s just that some of us have to wear more work related protective gear than others is all. But, no matter what, always be careful please and protect yourself if and whenever you feel you need to.

Gratitude to all for your individual services in the Ascension Process.

Denise

May 31, 2012

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Etheric Attachments & Possessions

This is another one of those topics that isn’t openly discussed much, if at all, by most Lightworkers. If you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010) then you know that I talked a lot about the Dark side of being a First Wave Lightworker Starseed as well as the Light side. Typically, the fluffies don’t want to go there or acknowledge that there even is a Dark, negative side within the old lower polarized 3D world. I know from plenty of personal experience over the decades that encounters with the Dark and negative simply goes with the territory of being a Lightworker, Lightwarrior within duality and a polarized world.

I’ve said before that I’ve had plenty of contact, conscious interactions, and conscious dream or out-of-body interactions, battles as in psychic attacks, plus potent and impressive learning’s at the hands of dedicated negative Dark nonphysical, nonhuman, beings/entities/demons etc. They have taught me a lot during my lifetime and, believe it or not, I am grateful because I know that level of energy and consciousness and how it functions very well now. (Fluffies don’t and that’s why they can be easily tricked or fooled by certain channeled messages, certain information, people and such.)

I can instantly detect Dark, evil, negative self-focused energies in multiple dimensions, in humans and nonphysical, non-human beings from just a tiny bit of negativity, to the OMFG run for your life!!! amounts of it. And just like with the Light or higher frequency side, there are very distinct characteristics and ways in which negative non-physical beings and negatively focused humans function, act, think and perceive. If you’re familiar with this you can spot and feel them a mile away…and they can do the same with your Light-filled, bright n’ shiny ass too remember! We Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos literally glow in the Dark so don’t forget that important fact.

As you read this next part please remember that I’ve always been psychic/clairvoyant/empathic etc., so for me it’s not that big of a deal when I clairvoyantly See something that is really different, weird, scary or shocking—or on the other end of the spectrum—see Beings/ETs/lifeforms that vibrate very high and are amazingly beautiful.

Last month I was driving home from shopping and there was a man who looked to be in his twenties walking on the sidewalk heading towards me. At first I thought he was a monster, a Dark negative non-human something off to my right side of the road. In the next second I realized it was a human man walking on the sidewalk. The next thing I automatically do when I See dual, superimposed images like this is to discern and switch into higher viewing and sensing mode and look, feel, and sense whatever it is that’s more than what it first appeared to be.

Once I shifted my level of perception in this way I could easily see and feel that the man was possessed by a lowly, Dark negatively charged and focused non-physical being. (I am not talking about dead humans or “ghosts” but about other non-physical, non-human beings/entities/demons etc.) He was another human who had—for whatever his personal reasons—checked out years ago and because of that he’d allowed a non-physical Dark negative parasite being to etherically attach itself to him. This was why I saw two beings; the etheric monster looking entity, and secondly, the physical and more dense human male.

If you can see clairvoyantly then you know that Dark, negative, other-dimensional beings/entities are often seen as transparent layers—like onion skins—on top of the physical dense human’s body. You can see the physical human, but you can also see any non-physical, non-human, other-dimensional being/entity that has attached itself to that human and usually why. The why is usually always the same. The human vacated their body for whatever their personal reason(s) (extended alcohol use, pharmaceutical and/or illegal drug use, sudden shock or trauma, extreme fear, war or fighting traumas, fractures of the personality in some people etc.) When a human repeatedly exists their body to intentionally get drunk, super high or “wasted“, or some other form of personality fracture due to any number of severe emotional shock/trauma type events, they literally open their energetic front door, leave the lights on inside and walk away. When a person repeatedly, and for extended periods of time does this, they are easily seen and felt by the negative lower frequency non-physical beings/entities and many of them simply walk in that wide open front door and take up residence etherically. It’s that easy and fast for us to unknowingly allow lower nonphysical beings/entities into our lives, our physical and energetic spaces, our physical homes, our consciousness and all of our bodies.

In years and decades past I’ve felt negative little Dark shits as I call them (those numerous less developed negative Dark energies and beings — not the big, well-developed negative Alien beings, demons etc.), trying to attach to me when I’ve suddenly become frightened or surprised by something in the physical world…like a driver running a red light. Talk about having to learn how to maintain a higher frequency while still surrounded in the old lower 3D world by these negatively charged, negatively focused beings! [See A Lightworker's Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution to read about and see an illustration of one of my most severe demonic attacks from 2000–2004.]

In other words, if you want out of your body, know that something pretty negative is more than ready and willing to get in, attach, stay and run and manipulate your life, your mental focus, your emotions and everything else that it can. This is why trying to get out of our bodies holds a big risk in polarized lower 3D; there’s often something Dark very ready to attach itself energetically and then screw with not only you, but as many other people in your life as it can. These etheric beings are like etheric viruses and parasites and it’s much more difficult to get rid of one once it’s attached itself to someone. Just like you wouldn’t go into certain neighborhoods because some of them are very dangerous and not a match to you and your energies and consciousness, the very same thing applies to these non-physical neighborhoods! There are certain lower frequency ranges (these non-physical neighborhoods) where matching or like-beings exist, and if you wander into that lower frequency range, that lower vibrating neighborhood,  then you need to know that the locals will see and feel you immediately and they will try to walk in your front door (any energetic, etheric opening you’ve got), attach them-self to you and take over you and your life. So instead of just getting out of your body for a while for whatever your reasons, you often risk becoming a lifelong puppet to one of these negative etheric beings/entities.

So why am I talking about this ugliness now at this late date within the Ascension Process? Have you watched the world and local news lately?! Because there is a growing shit-storm of this type of thing happening now (and has been for years) and I believe it will continue to increase with the “falling” of the old lower patriarchal world of duality and all of its systems, beliefs, money, power, consciousness etc. As that old lower polarized world reality continues to disintegrate and die away, many people around the planet who don’t know about the current ascension or compressed evolutionary process and dimensional shift and are not living this process but clinging desperately to the old lower ways and consciousness, those people will become increasingly frightened, angry, worried, hateful, imbalanced mentally and emotionally and wide open energetically. That along with the Dark negative beings losing the planet will cause an increase in these types of etheric attachments and/or possessions. I clairvoyantly saw this time and phase we’re in now way back in the mid 1970′s. It was not pleasant seeing so many people producing so much fear, hate, insanity, emotional and mental imbalances and opening themselves in different ways — intentionally through escapism tools such as drugs and alcohol, but also just through fear and fragmenting themselves and general stupidity and/or lack of awareness.

I do not want to frighten anyone reading this or to produce any lower frequency energies either but this information needs to finally be talked about so that you’ll know that “crazy person”, or that angry, violent, emotionally imbalanced person loosing it over there is most likely controlled and operated by an unseen negative entity. We cannot assume that we’re only dealing with a disgruntled, fearful or angry human at this point. We’ve got to consider the possibility that they’ve got unseen negative company pouring gas on a fire to produce more energetic flames/fuel in more people to feed off from. This is how this negative stuff works, and we’ve reached the point in the Ascension Process where we need to stay out of the line of fire sometimes. That’s not a problem if you are vibrating within a higher and faster frequency range—which you are because you’re reading this! But this is a reminder, a psychic heads-up that this sort of separating of the planetary wheat from the chaff is part of the ascension process. Keep your eye and High Heart on the end results and within the energetic eye of the storm and don’t allow yourself to fall back down (or be pulled)  into the old lower world and all of its current craziness and fear and you’ll be just fine no matter what.

Denise

May 26, 2010

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