Here we are again, making the speedy annual Fall pilgrimage up the Energetic Ascension Stair Steps. That’s not to say that we don’t do this throughout the rest of the year because we do, but the past couple of years now, the Fall 9, 10, 11 and 12 months have been incredibly intense and life changing. It really is a time of Harvesting and then adapting to these inner and outer changes.
Because I had been so busy during the Spring and Summer months working on my new book, (The Temple Of Master Hotei) and then the big rush during Sept. and Oct. to edit, re-edit and publish, I wasn’t paying much attention to the building Fall Harvest energetic pressures. I was really more in a state of confusion and dismay over the book manifestation in late Oct. and was trying pretty hard to not acknowledge that big shifts and changes that were on the near horizon for me, again. But as always when we hunker down and try to stay where we had been when it is clearly time to move on, it is often a difficult and/or painful transition. It shouldn’t be but it often is.
And to make this years Fall Harvest more stressful and painful for me at least, was the fact that I didn’t really want to leave where I had been for the past 14 months. For the first time I had a little online Family and a place to hang out and share that was safe and sane. What a special rare gift it and they were too.
But by the time transiting Pluto made his great Costume Change from Sagittarius into 0° Capricorn on November 26, 2008, I simply couldn’t resist that powerful rush of new energies and was literally, energetically, shoved out of that familiar and much beloved club. Not by any one person or group of people there, but by Pluto, and one doesn’t screw with Mr. Pluto when He is knocking on your front door! You just ride the white-water on out and try to not freak out too much.
And now it seems to be that period, that phase, where many of us adapt to our new surroundings and wait for the Winter Solstice Sun to reach 0° Capricorn (and my birthday Sun at 1° Capricorn 2′). I suspect the Sun/Pluto conjunction on Dec. 22nd, only hours after the WS (Winter Solstice) (and hours before my birthday), will alter humanity and “reality” in brand new and highly dramatic ways!!! I now see that this is one reason why I had to go through my recent Harvesting process and hang out by myself for a while in No Mans Land. What a birthday present this year…PLUTO and me up close and personal for a good long while.
Seriously, this should be fun at this point. Last night at 8:18 PM (I’ve seen numbers like this for years now; 2:12, 3:13, 5:15, 7:17, 8:18 etc.) we had another small but close earthquake here in SoCal. Hello Pluto in Capricorn, yeah let’s shake n’ bake the old falling reality so that a new and vastly higher, better world “reality” is available for those ready for one finally. This all-over-the-place post is really about the stages and phases of ongoing TRANSITIONS each of us goes through via the ascension/evolution/shifting process. What seems and feels so horrible one day, is easily seen a few days later as another very necessary change to be able to deal with more of what is coming soon. Things are rarely what they first appear, and we need to get ready for what’s coming with this years Winter Solstice and Pluto/Sun conjunction during it; some of us Mt. Goats more so than other folks. 😉
Denise Le Fay
December 6, 2008