Because I was born a sensitive, psychic, clairvoyant Starseed Lightworker, I’ve always been prone to and aware of what we call negative or Dark or evil beings and energies–aka Team Dark. To me it’s all lower vibrating consciousness and energies. Do not misunderstand me however because many of those lower vibrating energies and consciousness want to KILL YOU, want to HARM YOU, want to feed off of you energetically, want to cause you as much MISERY, PAIN, CHAOS and FEAR as It/They possibly can… especially if you’re carrying Light. So even though it or they can be highly dangerous and even deadly during certain stages of Forerunners/Wanderers/Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos lives within lower 3D, it or They are still just seriously bad-ass lower vibrating energies and consciousness. It is what it is, no more no less.
In the third dimension (3D) Duality was the name of the game with the negative Team Dark aliens and other beings and energies the controllers on earth and over humanity for a very long time. That’s not the case any longer I am very proud to say, but of course that caused a big, angry, panicky uproar with the remaining old unseen and seen Negatives (Team Dark).
How many of you have read any of Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadian books? If you have you’re familiar with their really great term ‘System Busters’. I’ve always loved that term because it says it all; Forerunners/Lightworkers/Starseeds/Pathpavers are those who come into energetically closed-off dimensions, planets and entire systems for the reason of energetically busting down that old lower energy and consciousness to either bring in a new astrological Age and/or to bring up the planet/species itself through a dimensional shift or “ascension” such as what’s happening now. We’ve been doing all that and much more over the past 10-11 years. Why? Because those who volunteered to do this are the ones to clean up the energetic mess and imbalances (Duality) created on Earth by both humans and non-humans before the new and higher can replace it. Our time using the old 3D school is ending, which meant the horrible distortions, negative lower frequency energies and emotional wounds etc. had to be transmuted before we could move on.
Warning: This next material is rather X-Rated and very Dark so be prepared please.
Some Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers (aka Team Light) incarnate into and work in total Darkness in the beginning of the System Busting or planetary Ascension Process. Sensitives and people carrying more Light naturally glow in the Dark and obviously are immediately and easily perceived by negative beings/aliens/entities (Team Dark) more so than people not carrying Light energies.
I’ve gone through very difficult periods of Lightwork since 1999, where I had to feel, experience and live through actual events that physically happened to other people. It was necessary for me—as it was for many other Lightworkers/Transmuters around the planet—to actually live through and feel certain horrific negative events and emotions etc. that have happened to other humans. Why? Because those events and dark actions leave energetic scars that don’t simply disappear when the event/action is physically finished. Some Lightworkers/Transmuters feel/felt both what the victims felt and what the perpetrators felt during those dark events/actions. Some Lightworkers/Transmuters dealt with Dark events and actions done in this current time period, while other Lightworkers/Transmuters dealt more with Dark events/actions and residual negative energies created hundreds and thousands of years ago on 3D Earth. Some of us have worked extensively in the 4D Astral also.
The majority of the time this transformational Ascension-related Lightwork was done in the dream state for the simple reason that so much could be dealt with and transmuted in a relatively short period with the least amount of trauma to the Lightworker/Energy Transmuter. They’ve had to run this negative energy through their bodies to experience it, feel it, then transmute and discharge or neutralize it. Through this intimate direct experience of witnessing, feeling physically, emotionally, and psychologically living certain past tortures, rapes, murders, sexual tortures and perversions of both adult females and males, children of both sexes and animals, also animal tortures and murders, the lower negative Dark stuck energies and consciousness created by those humans AND Dark Beings and the acts and events, the Starseed/Lightworker was able to transmute those energies. In other words, they did the work of busting that energetic system and past negative Dark energies, transmute them and take back the planet energetically while pointing out the energetic Exit Door to any and all who were ready for a higher way of Light. However there are still many pockets of lower negative energies running loose everywhere and we encounter them repeatedly through the layers, cycles, and numerous energy adjustments of the ongoing ascension process.
I had two intentional human generated psychic attacks in 2008, from living people. I also had 3 or 4 experiences of what I call free-floating negative energies come wafting through my home during 2008 also and I wrote articles about some of them, including all the negative energies released and transmuted via the California Fire Storms of 2007 and 2008. I know many non-psychic, non-Lightworker people have and still do occasionally encounter these pockets of free-floating, on the move dislodged negative energies and Team Dark. They are free-floating negative energies and consciousness on-the-run due to all the previous transformational energy System Busting work done over the past 10-11 years or more. Their solid hold on the old lower 3D world has been shaken to the core, broken up, and busted apart. So much of it has been transmuted already but there are still and will continue to be for a while, moving, searching pockets of this horrible negative energy and beings frantically looking for anyone to sink its claws back into again. Because of this ongoing transition, I and some of you still do have these encounters with loose, roaming negative crap that’s looking for someone to destroy or harm in any way it/they can at this point.
I and my Mom both had another of these experiences a few nights ago and it returned the next night even stronger and more focused, but that then was the end of it for us. It’s always interesting and validating for us when things like this happen while we’re asleep at night and don’t know anything is happening with the other person. The next morning when one of us tells the other that we were attacked in a dream (which took the form of a strange and abnormal for us nightmare), and the other one shares that they had a very similar nightmare attack dream the same night… then I’m certain it was focused and intentional negative energy pounding on both of us.
The first night the psychic attack was minimal and weak, so much so I wasn’t sure it even was a psychic attack. But the second night was highly focused and hell-bent on kicking the life out of us both. Because it was the middle of the night and we were asleep, this psychic attack took the form of a nightmare for both of us. A huge clue for me with these type issues is that there’s a patriarchal theme to the nightmare; males killing and/or harming other males and females for whatever sick distorted reasons. In other words, there is a very specific theme and feel to these energies, these psychic attacks and these nightmares caused by old lower energies created in and by long-standing patriarchal distortions. I’ll spare everyone the ugly details and just say my nightmare had to do with another culture and race and how certain gangs within it hunt and kill other people within that physical area. It is territorial, but aren’t they all no matter the race or culture? There was running and hiding and people being caught and killed on the spot by this other gang or group of people. It was modern day and an actual physical event that happened and is still physically happening today in certain locations in North, Central and South America. I woke myself up right before I witnessed another young brown-skinned man in front of me be murdered by another brown-skinned man or woman.
The second I opened my eyes from this nightmare in the darkness of my bedroom, I clearly saw the tell-tale negative energies right there three inches above my face and head, trying its damnedest to etherically, literally, pound my head in! I’ve seen this same negative energy phenomenon repeatedly over the years. This type of negative energy is always much physically darker than the surrounding natural darkness of night, and it usually is moving frantically and violently around your head, face, and upper body because it is trying to pound you into oblivion. This is part of the ongoing process and I can tell you from a lifetime of personal experiences, that it does get to a point where you’re vibrating far enough beyond its frequency and abilities that you finally are vibrationally untouchable. A very, very, long time coming to be sure but it does happen eventually.
The great difference between this recent psychic attack of a few nights ago and the last one of 5 months ago is monumental however. This recent attack could not and did not actually make contact with me enough to affect me physically. Yes it did make contact etherically because it’s so much easier to do that, especially if we’re asleep and OOB (out-of-body), but again, not enough to affect me physically which has always been the case my whole life. I am not sick physically from this recent psychic attack from another pocket of free-floating, dis-connected, lower negative energy, and this is a first for me. Blessed, hard-fought progression both internally and externally. Stay strong, stay aware, and keep moving forward vibrationally everyone. Know that these random encounters with the dying dark Negativity are vastly less powerful than before so fear not and keep moving forward because it is so much easier now than ever before.
January 28, 2009
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