The Ending of “D 1 47”

It’s been pretty quiet at TRANSITIONS for the past four days, which I totally understand because the past four days have been packed with new experiences and insights and a bunch of further connecting of the invisible ascension dots! I know if I’m going through this now many of you are too and that’s why it grows quiet for periods here; we’re all getting hammered by the same energies around the same time. I felt a great relief from the potent Summer Solstice and following Lunar eclipse (June 26, 2010) energies on June 27th, but by the next day things were rolling once again and the aches and pains were back…again.

Instead of repeating myself here I’m going to leave a link to an old post about my Higher Self ascension message entitled D 1 47 .     https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2008/08/15/d-1-47/

This article is also connected to The Chiron Dilemma & Ascension  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2010/06/28/the-chiron-dilemma-ascension/

Five years before my physical Ascension Process started on Feb. 1, 1999, my Higher Self informed me that something very big and important was coming. (January 5, 1999 was Day 1 of the Mayan Days/Nights cycles which I did not know for many years after the fact.) Despite my knowing this five years in advance of its physical arrival, I still was totally bowled-over by it the first day it started. It was literally like I and my body had been one way my whole life, then suddenly on Feb. 1, 1999, everything changed and my physical body (and mental, emotional, spiritual bodies) have been in a continuous state of transformation ever since.

Because of this nonstop ascension process I’ve been living through all these years, I’ve often wondered what, when, and how this alchemical process would end so I (and you and all of us) could finally move on to the next level of this Process. Seriously, I’ve pondered, questioned, asked for insight about this because, after 10½ years, I’m more than ready to transition out of endless physical pain…not to mention looking worse for the wear and tear of it all!  For the most part I’ve not been allowed to perceive the full understanding of this, but I’m used to running into spiritual brick walls like this. I’m not supposed to fully know all the when’s and why’s and how’s to the ascension process for the primary reason that it would interfere somewhat with my personally living it. The second I’m vibrationally there because I have lived it…then I’m able to perceive much more and connect more of the ascension dots. This is happening again for me now due to the 2010 Summer Solstice, the Cardinal squares/T-squares, and the Lunar eclipse (June 26) and the upcoming Solar eclipse at 19° Cancer 24′ on July 11, 2010.

After having some weird body pains—which I sensed were last-minute shoves from my Higher Self about letting go of a couple more things I personally needed to release to be free of them and able to move on—I then went to the grocery store the other day and didn’t think I’d make it back home!  Something had changed in a big way. Once I made it home and got the groceries up the stairs and into my house, I literally fell asleep for many hours, which has been an impossibility for me until we reached 2010. While coming in and out of sleep I  felt that old familiar inner body vibration of the rewire process buzzing throughout my inner body, and the top of my skull felt/feels like its mutating…and it probably is! I also had a high-pitched tone screaming in my right ear  (further brain halves being rewired, aka new neural connections made between them), while my left ear had the also old and familiar Pleiadian Morse Code-like clicking information transmissions.  Oh, and in all honesty, I’ve been having a lot of vomiting again since the SS (summer solstice) and the Lunar eclipse. I figured this had some to do with the Cardinal squares and SS (0° Cancer = stomach) happening almost to the degree of many of my natal planets (Sun, Chiron, Uranus, Jupiter, Nodes and soon Saturn), which is probably the case along with all the other energies and further DNA changes etc. Then the micro/macrocosm symbolism started with my repeated physical vomiting and the Gulf of Mexico oil vomiting. Sorry but this is how it works for me; simple cartoon-like visuals and understandings, or, grand and complex microcosm/macrocosm similarities that blow my mind/heart open even further.

I’ve vomited and slept and napped more and hurt in new and exciting ways since the SS but…we’re going someplace grand because of all this as is always the case. After days/nights of this and then the grocery shopping incident of almost not being able to get back to my house due to SEVERE exhaustion and pain, I went back last night and re-read Lauren Gorgo’s two latest posts because I knew it all was in there and that I needed to re-read them now. (“Galactic Times: The Solstice Reconnection Completion and her Lunar to Solar Eclipse-the big push ) And it is all in them and I strongly suggest that you re-read them both now too, and maybe again before the July 11, 2010 Solar eclipse (in Cancer).

After I re-read Lauren’s two posts last night, I had a night of further insights. I realized that what is currently happening for me and many of you who’ve gone quiet since the Lunar eclipse, is that we’ve reached that trigger point where we finally exit what I’ve called my D 1 47 . Many of us are currently ending this incredibly long, difficult, and profoundly painful alchemical phase of transformation, clearing, and repeatedly letting go of so we’d become transparent and contain primarily higher frequency Light energies. Now the real fun begins, which I’ve known for many years, but knowing something and actually standing at the threshold of living and being it are very different things! I’ve finally solved my Chiron Dilemma but didn’t need to die and exit my physical body to do so and neither did you. I’ve also let go of some more things I needed to so I am fully removed from the trauma and drama of Phase One of the ascension process. I sense with the Fall Equinox we will enter a new phase of adapting to our new DNA, our expanding consciousness, continue learning how to consciously create, and exist and function from outside of linear time…or within an increasingly quantum state of awareness. From D 1 47 (February 1, 1999) to now has been one hell of a difficult road to carve and also travel, but we’ve done it. Now we get to start living and being the results of having gone through everything we have. Well done everyone.

Denise

July 1, 2010

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44 thoughts on “The Ending of “D 1 47”

  1. Denise,

    In reading your posts and Lauren’s for the last several weeks I find myself oddly jealous of all the pain and purging you’ve been going through. I have been on a spiritual journey for decades, and have been on an ascension path for a long time also, but without the strong physical ascension changes you experience. Have I had symptoms? Sure. But nothing like what you and others describe.

    Have I experienced and dealt with a lot of upheaval in the last 10 years? You bet, and I won’t bore anyone here with that.

    I was thinking of this difference just this morning and how your experiences leave you knowing where you stand in the ascension process, where as I haven’t a clue. I do know I’ve been placed “in the 3D world” and carry my light with me wherever I am and with whomever I speak.I do know that I touch some people deeply. But I just step forward one day at a time, trusting I’m in the right “place,” paying attention to my inner knowing and insights and hoping its enough.

  2. Thank you Denise. Last night and today have been the strangest ever as far as my perceptions go. I want to know when the after party or send off party is. Wow, just wow.

  3. Hello Denise, You are my Twin Flame in Pain, mine started around the same time, as yours did, and yes i am succebtible, to pre-earthquake jitters too, or i would not be reading your articles. Love your Astrological advice too, saves me a lot of Heart break. Thank you for sharing your pains, Dear one, a lot of people do not understand or know what we go through. Sending much needed Lovelight to you, Grand Goddess.

  4. By my New Reality, Denise, I actually made it through the ‘password jam’!

    My very headspace, it seems, has been opening up, most recently. Physically (at 83!) I seem to be feeling younger by the day; and each morning my head gets clearer and I can see ‘the way things seem to work’ somewhat more clearly (re: reality) . Im continually more confident in what I’m realizing (i.e., REAL-izing).

    But last night I had a particularly marvelous experience: I sometimes fall asleep while the radio continues playing, as I did last night. An hour and a half into it, I came awake — or half-awake, perhaps — to a BBC portrayal of someone’s experience in Istanbul, told through recorded snatches of the reality she experienced there. It was like an auditory collage, and my own head, cued by it, floated through various early-life experiences of my own that her flashes brought to mind, which simply increased the depth of the collage! It went on, that way, for several minutes (seemed like longer), and it was like no head-trip I’ve ever experienced . . . I suppose I’d say it was almost psychedelic in its richness.

  5. What a big blessing to get your post. You can put to work, what is happening and somehow seems foggy to me. Bless you and thank you.
    I have been feeling, “just get it over with” and exhausted too.
    Gwen in New Mexico

  6. Hi Denise.

    I can handle a ridiculous amount of pain, but I utterly disintegrate when under the influence of nausea. I am sorry you are still dealing with that. Sucks. Big. Time.

    I feel pretty lucky having less pain the last ten days than the last ten months, but that is probably because I have been on Pred for my rash. I am grateful, but still paying that freakin’ piper one way or another, it seems.

    Most of my discomfort of late has been emotional, in that I am struggling mightily with how to live in Void Land. Getting use to a detached frame of mind, but finding it boring and rather pointless. I get/got a flare up of optimism from both you and Lauren, so I will keep that in my front pocket for easy access.

    Something is definitely coming to crescendo. Change, for better or worse, is imminent. Can’t say I am excited as much as anxious, but ready as I’m gonna be. Take care!

  7. lamplighter2,

    Thanks and I’m glad to hear your rash is getting better. Like we need any extra crap to deal with huh?!

    After the Sun goes down I always feel better which tells me tons of energies are being transmitted through the Sun once again. And there is a learning curve to being content while alone and in the “Void Land” as you perfectly called it! And that change we’re feeling is both for the better/worse…which is weird I know but the crashing of the old and the slow implementation of the new higher is happening simultaneously. Hang in there.

    Hugs,
    Denise

  8. gwennm,

    Exactly! Just get it over with already! Gads…I’m embarassed at this point to STILL be feeling so horrible. Today was terrible…until the Sun went down. This misery won’t last forever however. 😉

    Hugs,
    Denise

  9. Well done Irv and thanks for trying again and sharing your wonderful experience with us all here. 🙂

    Hugs,
    Denise

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