Intentional Global Pot-Stirring

For me, Saturday July 17, 2010 of the “Conscious Convergence” was rather horrible and painful physically which I should have seen coming but didn’t…again.  In the late morning hours of July 17, 2010 I and my Mom and even our cat were all strongly physically (and later emotionally) effected by the intentional moving of energies via the Conscious Convergence. Like I said, I should have been prepared for this but I wasn’t. After getting hammered a few times I/we figure out how this energy business works and we learn to be prepared and make adjustments.

So, there we were on Saturday, day-one of the Conscious Convergence when all the sudden the three of us got hit for two hours straight with intense physically painful ice pick stabbing pains that jumped quickly from one area to another. I’ve never experienced these years-old ice pick stabbing pains in this rapid-fire succession from one body area to another, then another, then another, and another… We all were jumping, cursing, complaining and howling as these physical body stabbing pains popped around our bodies like we were being stabbed by invisible ice picks! My cat feels them too and the poor guy will suddenly leap up and go tearing through the house, then suddenly stop and frantically lick his hips, front legs and back as if he’d been bitten or stung. (No, he is flea-free.)

I noticed that what was different about this two-hour long round of ice pick stabbing body pains was that they happened faster, closer together, and often only a few inches apart physically from the last cluster of stabbing pains. Usually I don’t have them in this rapid-fire succession and only inches apart; typically they happen in say my forearm, then 30 minutes later one toe joint, then another half-hour later my wrist, then 30 minutes later my hand and so on. What we experienced July 17, 2010 was this same process, but only seconds  or a minute apart and only inches away from wherever the last ice pick-like stabbing pains were. This went on for two hours straight for all three of us and then it abruptly stopped…and we were terribly glad. It was exhausting and of course very painful.

After resting a bit after that ordeal I could easily tell it was very different from what I’ve experienced over the past many years. I knew that what we’d felt in our physical bodies as these intense pains was caused by a group of people (probably some of the Mayan Elders and also some other non-Mayan people around the world) who’d participated in the Conscious Convergence at a specific time. In other words, what I discovered was that by these certain people intentionally inserting specific higher intentions/energies (of the masses being Shifted from old lower 3D ego-based polarized consciousness to increasingly unified, 5D, non-polarized consciousness), they did indeed help to alter energies on the planet. I knew they would, but did not consider the radical energetic consequences and my being ultra-sensitive to it all! Stupid me, lesson learned for the 174th time, and I will be better prepared next time.

I’ve experienced this numerous times over the past ten years or so now. It is exactly like stirring a large pot with many layers in it;  the dense ingredients lay heavily and unmoving on the bottom of the unstirred pot, while the less dense ingredients in the mid-level  range of the pot move  or float more easily, while the upper layer of ingredients are right there and easily seen and moved by the slightest touch or breeze. When you place a long-handled spoon into the pot to stir the dense ingredients on the bottom, they naturally get churned up and mixed in with all the other less heavy layers of ingredients. That is exactly what  it felt like happened Saturday July 17, 2010 for a few hours; some people intentionally stirred the global collective pot and churned up the dense energies/consciousness and brought them up to higher levels within the symbolic planetary pot. As is always the case when more dense energies/consciousness come closer to higher, faster frequency energies/consciousness, there are rough waters for a time as would be expected…if you’d remembered this simple fact! Sigh…

What our rapid-fire body pains for two hours told me was that these Mayan Elders and the other non-Mayan people who intended or inserted the intentional energies that more of the masses now begin the rapid process of Shifting into increasing “Unified” or High Heart consciousness of 5D, did indeed stir the global pot and those more dense frequency energies/consciousness were not pleased. The lower dense stuff got stirred up in the masses, even though they were unaware of this, but nonetheless they came into contact with higher frequency energies and there were energetic repercussions that the ultra-sensitive  and sensitive easily felt in their multiple bodies. Once a seed is planted…

To carry this one more step and show how fast energies, conscious co-creating, intentions and external manifestations and changes  can now happen, there were two or three good-sized earthquakes on July 18, 2010 on the upper and lower edges of the Pacific Ring of Fire. (I keep hearing that silly line from the Kevin Costner movie Field of Dreams“If you build it they will come.”;)

  • July 18, 2010 a 6.9 earthquake in Papua New Guinea
  • July 18, 2010 a 6.7 earthquake in Fox Islands, Aleutian Islands, Alaska

This is how quickly Earth reflects the inner energy and consciousness changes you and I make and/or intend in ourselves, and the July 17–18, 2010 Conscious Convergence intentionally initiated and seeded for the masses now in the outer world reality. “If you build it…they will come” is now well underway. Did I take part in the July 17–18, 2010 “Conscious Convergence“? No, because everything I’ve been living, doing  and being for most of my 58.5 years is some form of it. My Energy Services were not required on this one but they were for many other people and that is as it should be now.

Because of the intentional seeding of increasing fifth dimensional High Heart or “Unity” consciousness within the global masses through the2010 Conscious Convergence, things are going to begin manifesting more change more quickly, and for a while, more turmoil and Dark energies stirred up and floating around quite angry and volatile over having been disturbed by The Light! They don’t want to change or evolve and so there’s a bit more thrashing about and lashing out at the increasing Light and evolution on the planet until they either adapt to it or leave. Every time the global  energy/consciousness pot gets stirred, this is the immediate result; lower energies flying around all pissed off for a while, Earth shaking and quaking as She immediately matches and manifests the intended higher energies, and the sensitive and ultra-sensitive people feel it in their bones, brains, hearts and bodies. I was slightly surprised by how fast the Earth quaked in response to the July 17, 2010 intentions and energy seeding however and I shouldn’t have been, but there ya go. Now we all understand a bit better about the transitional and intentional pot stirring summer months of 2010.

Denise Le Fay

July 19, 2010

(Note: this addition was written on Sept. 12, 2010

It is interesting to add to this post the other personal events or triggers that happened in mid-July 2010 to myself and a few other people. For more information about this please see my post The Powerful Mid-July 2010 Shift, which also has Lisa Renee’s Sept. 2010 article in it. Far more was triggered, Shifted, changed in mid-July 2010 than what I was aware of when I wrote the above post. Once we look back over the entire amazing summer of 2010, I know we will better see the many changes, new realities and timelines that were initiated then.)

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20 thoughts on “Intentional Global Pot-Stirring

  1. Sooooo sorry you three had to experience that; is there something you could have done in advance to ease the attacks? Surely there will be more rounds.

    I felt fine all day Saturday, and through the evening. My beach side convergence ceremony with my daughter and dear friend was lovely beyond expectations. I felt light as a feather when I went to sleep. Which is why, when I woke up on Sunday feeling like that burned out old Lamplighter (joint, head and all over back pain, flat-lining fatigue and doubt-ridden discord) I hollered at myself and the Unseens for not being able to sustain that beautiful flow of energy and contentment for even 24 hours. Same thing, maybe even worse today. Last night I had full body sweats (new one for me). I went to sleep feeling really cold. Criminy.

    I went onto Lauren G’s forum this morning, looking to see if others had crashed and burned. Lo and behold: Yup. Here was Lauren’s response for how to deal with incoming. Hope this helps…

    “Hi all…just wanted to check in to say that we are definitely running some
    seriously high voltages of solar energy again this weekend as a result of
    the recent eclipse which has been undulating since the 11th…and many of
    us have been integrating it into our bodies in waves since the 13th

    If you are having trouble assimilating, the Pleiaidans gave me an exercise
    that saved me from going in the tank several times yesterday.

    Basically, we are absorbing these energies so rapidly now that if they get
    stuck in our bodies in any way, it will create great feelings of anxiousness
    and stress in addition to the physical discomfort many are feeling with this
    push.

    If you start to feel this stress energy backing up in your body its because
    your nervous system is overloaded (this is NOT a fun feeling) and you need
    to ground fully to let the frequencies channel through.

    Heres what they said to do if you feel the pressure backing up:

    Lay down for at least 15 minutes

    -visualize your feet chakras opening…at the very least, picture holes in
    the soles of your feet…roots growing from your soles into the earth…etc.

    -see the energy cascading down from the great central sun into your crown,
    running thru every chakra, down your legs and into the earth via your feet

    -with each incoming wave (you may see this coming in very fast), visualize
    the energy grounding deeper into the earth until you stabilize and the
    energy is running clear thru you with no resistance

    Resistance and stuck energy happens when you think about/get attached to the
    energies coming in and your brain tries to apply “meaning” and/or especially
    when you feel fear.

    Realize that you are completely safe, all is well and that this exercise
    works amazingly well. Also, they mention that we may need to ground out
    this energy several times this weekend or until you feel back to center.

    My intuitive feeling is that this is the crescendo energy that the SH was
    talking about in my last xmission:

    Continue to nurture yourselves through the powerful integration of this
    evolutionary leap and maintain your centeredness as you stabilize deeper
    into full presence. As the frequencies continue to increase and crescendo,
    place your focus upon each new piece of your physical lives as they begin to
    rapidly solidify in the form on your innermost desires.

    It is some serious shit. Personally, I have not been able to chew food for
    days from all the energy at the base of the skull and into the neck/head and
    shoulders.

    Hang on! This will hopefully be the same wave…or part of the wave… that
    will take us to the other side.”

    • lamplighter,

      Thanks for sharing what Lauren Gorgo said, as I’ve been so exhausted today that it was all I could do to get some work done at home then pass out and nap this afternoon. Getting out-of-body, if even for a few minutes via a “nap” always makes me feel better when I re-enter it as much of the physical pain has been cleared or grounded.

      The methods Lauren was told by her Pleiadians are the same as what I’ve perceived for many years. We need to remain as clear as crystal so that the higher, faster frequency energies simply pass through us and ground into Earth with as little pain as possible for us. And, because we’ve done all of the Phase One cleaning, transmuting, integrating etc., we are basically as clear as crystal now. But this summer’s energies have been a thousand-fold greater than what I’ve felt over the past decade. That is a great sign that we’re so close now despite it being extra painful physically and sometimes emotionally.

      As with all things ascension-related, there are multiple things, events and energies happening at the same time which effects us all in slightly different ways depending upon what stair step one is currently existing on. Most of us here and also at Lauren’s forums are on the same or very near energy stair steps so we all basically experience the same things and pains around the same time. And as Lauren said she senses, I too feel that we’re close to this phase being completed. August will continue for most of us, but by the fall equinox, the majority of us will be into a new phase of adapting to what we’ve been going through since the 2010 summer solstice.

      Thanks again very much for sharing what Lauren and her P’s had to say about these June/July eclipse and galactic energies.

      Hugs & Gratitude,
      Denise

  2. I’m glad I wasn’t the only one! I just posted last night about my day on Saturday being very “scary.” My experience was different then yours in that my pain was emotional…and wasn’t “mine.” My sense of it is/was that it was an alternate me (or perhaps several) that was in a very dark place and was suicidal. This came up a few weeks ago, but not like Saturday. This time it was not just the emotions but sensing/seeing my wrists slit, and being pulled to lie down in the tub (just for a good cry, but still). Thankfully I was clear enough to get that what I was feeling was “not I,” and yet I also sensed that by my going through this I was assisting alternate selves/others to recognize that this was not the only choice, that the feelings would pass, and so on. And here I’m thinking, this is one hell of a way to intend Unity!

    • shamballa,

      Absolutely and well done! Many years ago I experienced something very similar as a probable me did commit suicide. It was so emotional, such a relief on another level, and profoundly freeing for both of us in our different time-lines. Anyway…”Lightworkering” on self/selves across time, and past life selves etc. is very much like what you’ve experienced. It sounds like some of that “Unity” had to happen a bit more inside you and the many you’s first. This is perfectly normal and necessary within the ascension process.

      Again, well done you! :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Hi Shamballa and Denise:) Thanks Denise for the post; helped clear up lots of my earthly experiences in and around last weekend! Shamballa, thank you so much for sharing your experience in a way reflecting your sovereignty over your experience/s on this planet in different timelines, etc. I had the suicide thing come up this month too and though soul me knew what was going on and I even knew it was about finally healing a particular genetic family line with suicides in them, I got real freaked out and alone and scared and basically not in a place of sovereignty over myself. I think I was also healing different past lives, one I know of in particular, where I did check out early and did it even though I was a mom, which I am in this timeline. That’s part of what got me so scared and out of myself as it came up to be healed: I have my kids now. I have 3 small children (I think I definitely was more open to the third beauty coming in specifically because in one of my suicide past lives I had 2 kids and it was like, “well, at least every single thing isn’t the same as it was then, and so maybe the badness won’t happen now..”. I also had images of the deed (coincidently the bathtub scenario) in my mind’s eye like never before playing over and over. I had tons of shame and guilt from those prior lifetimes and the family line’s to purge around it also. I even wrote in on Transitions talking about it and then asked Denise to delete it cause I thought it was too negative and gnarly. (hug for myself there:) Anyway, I’m years past it now three weeks later (time increase!!) and just really felt inspired and honored to read your share here today. Big yet tender hugs to everybody and Espavo (thanks denise:), Em and hope the ice picks leave you alone for a while now Denise!

    • allesisliefde,

      I’m so proud of you. Espavo…“thank you for taking your power.” Our stuff is never as horrible sounding to another person, as it is to us. ;)

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • I think I had that feeling Friday, but it wasn’t clear enough to me that it was not me. I really felt like part of the collective and it was despairing Friday morning. I was affected with worrying about winter and about my lack and fear, rather than able to concentrate on the great blessings I do have. I hope I can surf the crest of the wave for awhile now.

  3. Hi Denise!

    I just wanted to say thank you so much for these blog posts. No one in my life can understand what I have been goin through. I literally think I’m going crazy with these ascension symptoms. Like you and your mom, this weekend has caused not only physical pain but overwhelming emotional turmoil for me. The physical symptoms included extreme headaches and neck pain. Almost as if my spine is trying to align itself. I have been undergoing uncontrollable body shifts where i can feel energy tryin to flow up my spine and seems to get stuck and then my body jerks wildly. Very strange! But most disturbing is my emotional state is out of control. I would feel very very depressed and cry like a wounded animal.

    My question to you is, is there any relief in sight? Although I know where these symptoms stem, it still doesnt take away from the pain.

    Thank you again and I look forward to your future posts.

    • roykdonaldson,

      Hi and welcome to TRANSITIONS, and glad you’ve joined us. :)

      It sounds like you’re in the midst of tremendous transformational work. It also may help to go to a chiropractor to get your spine adjusted so that the energies pouring through it flow a bit easier and less impeded. When I was going through this I could tell exactly where the energies in my spine were having troubles (due to emotional energies stuck in that particular chakra) because the energy would stop there and then I’d have tremendous “Hot Flashes” – aka kundalini fire – working hard to clear said energetic pile-up! And I’m sorry but the crying is an aspect of this clearing, integrating, and transmuting process.

      It gets easier and faster with each pass until there is almost no lower stuck unresolved emotions/energies anywhere within you or your bodies. Once that level is reached it’s much easier and faster when these higher solar/cosmic/astrological/galactic Energy Waves come through us and our bodies basically unimpeded by any old lower stuff.

      I can’t tell you when this process will get easier for you because I don’t know where you are currently within it. I’ve been living this process very intensely since the start of 1999. Some of my early ascension symptoms are now greatly reduced or gone, but I continue to experience new physical symptoms via the current energies. It is no easy or comfortable process of Alchemically transmuting Lead into Gold, and yet, that is exactly what is happening to us and within us and all around us. So we cry and hurt extra bad sometimes…we come together and whine and complain, share and learn and comfort each other about it all, and then we move on to the next level because that is who we are and what we do. Know you are greatly loved and admired for what you’re living through and doing.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  4. Denise, thank you! NOW I know what the hell hit me! Thursday & Friday, intense sadness and crying. I did a lot of clearing/healing past shit. Saturday – well OMG, I thought “Hey, I’m not crying. Woohoo” So I just had an “unconscious” day, enjoying being with my family on a beautiful day. Then, early that evening (the 17th) out of the blue I took the migraine from hell! It hit fast and it hit hard and it was one of the worst ones I’ve ever had. Yup, like you say, an ice pick hammering and the top of my head felt like it was going to explode. I kept thinking, What the hell brought this on? Big duh here – never even clued in to the conscious convergence going on. Definitely an AHA moment when I read your post.
    Why are some of us getting hammered so badly with physical pain and others just going their merry way? For instance, Saturday evening I was with 5 other people and we were all just sitting around talking, laughing and generally enjoying ourselves BUT I’m the only one who, out of the blue, took a puking migraine and had to go to bed. It pisses me off and it doesn’t seem very fair, after all the work we’ve done. I think we deserve a much-needed break from this. It’s coming…..right?
    With love,
    Chrys (who is still hanging on by my toes – maybe my toenails!)

    • Chrys,

      Most of us get hammered long and hard because we are the Ones that have been and still are the “Path Pavers” as Lauren Gorgo calls us. Others aren’t wired to be the Cosmic Janitors as we are and so, we do this Energy Work for ourselves and for All. The other people and the “normal” folks will only experience some ascension symptoms and they will be very, very mild in comparison to what we’ve gone through. They are not the Ones, the First Wavers, the Path Pavers and will only have to experience a tiny fraction of what we have, and they will do it in a much shorter time period than it’s taken us to clear the way and create a Path of Light for all of them.

      Hang in there.
      Hugs,
      Denise

  5. Hi All!

    Well that one was certainly a bleepin’ whopper, wasn’t it?

    Sorry to hear of the fallout with you, Denise, as well as others here.
    I felt those tremendous waves of sadness, too, for no apparent reason whatsoever. They hit towards the end of last week. Saturday I got up and felt like what I presume some people feel like after receiving chemotherapy. I felt nauseous, unsteady, with pain in either side of my sternum, behind my head and my legs felt like I could barely move.

    I made myself go outside and sit on the porch and just zoned out. Although hot, there was enough of a breeze out there that it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was such a beautiful day, I was able to snooze, intermittently while watching the birds, butterflies, dragonflies zooming past, which I have to say really helped ground me. Within a few hours, I honestly felt much better, and I do attribute it to doing as I did. Came in and crashed with a nap that could have kept going on for hours until I forced myself up, absolutely ravenous and ready for dinnertime. ;)

    Interestingly, later that evening, I did experience the ice pick sensation repeatedly in an area on my leg for about a half hour or so along with some other “old” pain – both areas coincide with health problems from years ago, which leads me to believe and may indicate that some deeper, older stuff was being cleared– hopefully once and for all.

    Sunday, for me, was noticeably easier, thank God. Still out of it, but without one tenth of the pain of Saturday.

    Has anyone else found that they are still a bit draggy and unenthused? Here it is Tuesday, and I definitely feel uninspired and frustrated simultaneously. I have things to do but keep putting them off and would prefer to just nap all day!! Unfortunately, I am forcing myself out and about to take care of some items that I can no longer blow off. Oh, but how I wish I could!

    Rest well everyone
    Robin

    • Robin,

      “…draggy and unenthused…” I’ve felt like this – with the on-again off-again mega pains and headaches and head/skull/top of head pains and pressures – since the June Lunar eclipse. We knew this summer and fall was/is/will be unlike anything we’ve already been through. All I know is that the good stuff had better be arriving soon cause I’m at the end of my everything at this point!

      You are absolutely right about many of the ice pick-like stabbing pains happening in muscles, joints, bones, tissues, nerves, vertebra etc. that we’ve injured or bashed or bruised in years or decades past. This energy transmuting (the higher Light energies) goes into every cell (and everywhere else) to clear/transmute any physical/emotional damage from our entire lives. Our very DNA is being changed or plugged back in thanks to these monster physical pains.

      Saturday was horrible for a few hours for me, and Sunday was all about that extreme head/skull/top of head pains and pressures and headache that nothing seems to help. The emotional I’m all fucking done with this shit attitude and pity party was another aspect of this for me. But there was massive amounts (far, far, far less serious and potent than years past however!) free-floating lower or mildly negative energies/emotions that are always hard for me to ignore. (I was in the grocery store this morning and there was some huge 12 foot tall shadow something following me up and down a few isles. I finally told it-whatever or whoever it was-to back off and it did. The fun just doesn’t end!)

      About those things in life that we absolutely have to go out into the world to do…or starve and run out of toilet paper! It’s gotten to the point where I dread having to go out and do the grocery shopping and such each month because it (and everything else like taking a shower, shaving your legs, putting a damned bra on!) it so painful and miserable doing so. There is the physical pain it causes and there’s the emotional shock n’ awe of coming near to those “normal” people out there. Enough bitching and complaining…

      Hang in there too.
      Hugs,
      Denise

    • I got my period early and had terrible cramps both Saturday and Sunday morning. It’s been very hot and difficult to sleep at night. Bathing in the morning and fixing breakfast felt like the biggest chores ever, but once I got out of the house to spend some time in nature and in the water, I felt much better, almost blissfully connected and that I could feel this mass collective energy pushing against the proverbial glass ceiling. Not just worn and torn lightworkers who have been toiling for years, but lots of newbies. I’m feeling much, much less uninspired and frustrated since Thursday, but still feeling a lot of stickiness, like I’m in a holding pattern and being made to wait, some things feel like they are being resolved or slowing realigning themselves to be resolved sometime in the coming years, but egads! I sure could use a plateau on this mountain I’m climbing.

      And for Denise, I keep hearing that, “If you built it, they will come,” voice. I’m not so sure about my ability to build anything from scratch facing walls of resistance, but I’ve been fervently praying we will reach a critical mass of like-minded individuals here in the nexus of incoming galactic energies to tip the ship and really set sail. I sort of feel like I’m one of those old Viking ship and I’m the only oarsman. It’s going S-L-O-W but at least there seems to be forward progress.

  6. Thanks, Denise, helps me to remember that I am not insane…what I felt Friday through Sunday was intense pain in my stomach, weakness in my legs to the point I could hardly stand. Taking a shower was exhausting…eating was out of the question. Not fun. Better now, but not 100% by any means. My mantra for now is go with the flow, go with the flow, go with the flow….

    • Hi and welcome to TRANSITIONS efhebert. :)

      I hear you about just taking a shower-or much of anything else-being difficult, painful and profoundly exhausting. Even figuring out what to eat and fixing it and then trying to digest it is a pain in the everything! There had better be some improvements soon or we will be the Broken Brigade! ;)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  7. I havent been feeling too hot the past two days either.. some I attribute to certain creative frustration because we have a house guest. But I felt different, and had some awesome highs during the eclipse. Im in a low right now for sure, physically and emotionally, nightmares, can’t sleep, pains, extreme fatique, but something still says something has changed and its not going to be like it was. I’m pretty young and healthy though and know the Kundalini Yoga Iv done all these years(and everyday to whatever amount I can take) has helped keep moving energy through me (thats why I got into it, 18 years old and my entire body was seizing up and breaking down at that age).

  8. Hi All,

    Saturday was for me like many here, a horrible one. Woke up feeling heady and sick, this lasted till the evening. I only managed a few bits of toast, this is not like me!

    Denise, glad you mentioned the shadow figure. I had this appear to me last week, I was on my PC at home when a dark shadow moved slowly past me, this freaked me out a bit! Oh yeah, this was the 2nd time, the 1st one appeared on the wall infront of me, I thought there was somebody behind me (there wasn’t, well nothing physical)!

    Love and hugs,

    Stu

  9. ♪ ☺ Hi All ♪ ♫ ♪

    Woah, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted here! I’m freshly back from my travels East for the last 8 days, where I visited significant blood-relations for the first time in 5 years. My father turned 60 on July 17th, and the extended family converged for a celebration. I knew I had to be there given the serendipitous timing of it.

    I’ve never had the ice-pick pains myself. That one might be a special Capricorn-Chiron Ascension Concoction cosmically brewed just for you, Denise.☺ For me, it’s much more Mercurial: insomnia, nervous restlessness, odd thought forms I can’t easily dislodge from my cranium, difficulty absorbing 3-D information (including the floods of posts which have been written here in the last Moon)short-term and long-term memory fog, inarticulate moments mid-conversation with others. That’s the mental plane.

    Physically, breathing becomes dense, heart-palpitations, racing heart-rate, panic, poo, hot flashes and painful neck/ headaches, tingling sensations in the extremities, circulatory changes….. I do believe our Ascension symptoms have an astrological relevance pertaining to ruling planets, aspects and our 12 houses. In the end, it’s a personal and customized thing.

    I wasn’t on the computer much when I was back East. It was all about connection with Clan, which was both wonderful and challenging at once. I was exhausted much of the time, and just couldn’t quite relax enough, which everyone attributed to Jet Lag, yet I knew it was more than that. However, I’m glad I made the trip. I am the first born daughter/ granddaughter of the eldest and only daughter which in First Nation’s Traditions would appoint me Clan Mother.

    I KNOW I’ve been forerunning tremendous energy shifts for my ENTIRE family with all the tireless work I’ve done as an Indigo Lightworker, whether it’s directly acknowledged and recognized or not. And mostly I think, it’s not. However, before my Grandfather, the proud Leo patriarch of our family passed away years ago, he claimed I was “the most spiritual person” he had ever met.

    However, much love was shared amongst us, while the cauldron pot stirred heavier contents within. Burnt Appetizers with Sour Condiments. Indeed, there were moments of uncomfortable triggering simultaneous to moments of soaring elation and insight. I saw people and places significant to my Clan roots, and was able to take direct inventory of my family’s ascensional progress while mirroring back to my father and even my Nana some of the aspects which so NEED to change because of the lower-density patterns dwelling there. At the end of the stay, I was relieved to know I was returning home to the North-Pacific. I am most certainly meant to be here in Vancouver.

    While I was gone I had a dream about a friend, a transformational breathworker who is a Leo. In the dream I was engaging with him on a Tantric level, while the room was full of people in various states of emotional depletion. After kissing him and eye-gazing for quite some time in Yab-Yum, he looked around and said to me: These people are vibrating too low for you, what are you doing here? And my response was: I genuinely care about these people, and MY High Heart polarity resolution is to learn to accept each one of them as they are.

    To me, this dream summarizes where I’m at with my family. And given the recent solar-lunar activity in Cancer, the theme of family has been a big one for me these last weeks. With my father a Cancer Sun, and my son being Cancer rising (I have Mercury there too) it has been meaningful to spend time with my Relations.

    So, that’s my update!

    I’ve missed all of you. Admittedly, there are times when the wordy traffic jam on this site is overwhelming to me. Still at other times I retreat from any discourse whatsoever (including Lauren’s Transmissions and the Group too) about what this process all means, as I feel I need to define it for myself as it unfolds in my own High Heart. So much of it continues to be a mystery.

    If you don’t hear from me sometimes, it’s likely because I’m dwelling in that Mystery in order to know my own Mastery. I believe this is important for us ALL to do, from time to time. And then, when we do converge here, it’s a mighty high heart party full of joy, light and love.

    Much love, everyone.
    …· ´¨¨)) -:¦:-
    ¸.·´ .·´¨¨))
    ((¸¸.·´ ..·´ {{ Tieshla }} -:¦:-
    -:¦:- ((¸¸.·´

    • Tieshla,

      Soooo great to have you back and know that you are well. Thanks for letting everyone know where you’ve been, as I know many more than just me had wondered where you’d disappeared to! You are loved. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

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