It’s always amused me how many people believe that they’ve transmuted everything within themselves because they had a rough few days or weeks. It takes a whole lot more than just a few days, weeks, or months to peel away the numerous layers of accumulated stuff from having involuted into physicality. This ascension process isn’t something that can be accomplished over a weekend!
REMOVING THE LAYERS, PIECE BY PIECE
In the mid-1980’s a male friend shared an unusual dream he’d recently had. I thought his dream was very insightful for the mid-1980’s, and was impressed by its clear-cut symbolism. His dream consisted of him struggling to climb up a huge steep mountain while dragging along all of his prized possessions in heavy suitcases. The farther up this mountain he climbed, the heavier his many suitcases became, making it increasingly difficult and dangerous to keep trying to drag them up the steep and rocky terrain.
Once he’d reached the halfway point up this huge mountain, he knew he wouldn’t make it if he did not LET GO OF his many suitcases that contained his hard-earned and much-loved possessions. And so, after tremendous physical struggling and painful emotional deliberation over his precarious situation, he decided it would be worth it to release his many suitcases holding his many possessions and continue climbing that mountain free of them all. If nothing else, just putting the suitcases down would make the rest of his treacherous journey up the mountain that much easier and safer he decided.
I so loved and respected that man in those short fifteen minutes it took him to relay his spiritual dream message. What a profound truth his dream was/is for so many of us decades later, crawling, exhausted and bloody up that steep mountain, many still clutching one or more of their increasingly heavy suitcases containing precious personal 3D belongings.
MASTER IT, RELEASE IT, AND MOVE ON
(Denise Le Fay 1991)
One of my passions in my earlier Denise Le Fay life—my life prior to the biological start of the ascension process—was Belly Dancing. I spent years mastering the dance steps and intricate body isolationss, the wondrous joy of spinning well, the foreign music and rhythms, zill playing (finger cymbals), designing and making my own costumes, and lastly, the fine art of performing and eventually performing well. (The photo above is me…from a very long time ago. Time has certainly marched on and marched very hard!)
After nearly twenty years of doing this and loving all aspects of it, once I had mastered all the physical, emotional, mental, psychological and energy manipulation aspects of Belly Dance AND performing, within a few short months I needed to retire completely at the ripe old age of thirty-nine (the famed Uranus Opposition). There would be no lengthy phase of basking in the ease and comfort of mastering performing Belly Dance or anything else. I had achieved what I’d set out to do, had learned all I needed to from it on multiple levels and it was simply time for me to set those much-loved suitcases down, full of colorful exotic goodies, and continue climbing The Mountain.
RELEASING MORE SUITCASES
What’s that old Piscean Age religious line…? “…it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of god…”
In mid-July 2010 I was suddenly lam-blasted by the necessity to release another of my personal suitcases. This particular suitcase contained my original passion and earlier Lightworker Service work through TRANSITIONS. In much the same way as my Belly Dancing career (and others), I’d reached the point where I had to let go of how I’ve interacted with TRANSITIONS and why. Once again I’d reached another level of Retirement from an old way of being, of Lightworker Serving, and of intense focus and creativity. Literally overnight in mid-July 2010, I went from TRANSITIONS being my primary place of Service, creativity and passion, to zero interest, and no one was more surprised by this than me!
Because I still had some personal issues, energies, emotions, Phase One and Phase Two habits and past Service Work patterns stuffed inside my ancient First Wave Lightworker Path Paver suitcase, I’d taken far more care of it than I had of my physical body, and that had to end now.
I’ve known since early 2006 that this day was coming for me (what’s happening in summer 2010 to many of us) and that there always comes a point where I (you) must—yet again—let go of and release some particular suitcase/suitcases to continue climbing up the mountain. More accurately at this point, to die some more and pass through that minuscule eye of the needle portal to the Other Side totally baggage-free.
This suitcase contained my scant remaining Phase One and Phase Two ascension survival items, a couple personal comfort goodies, and a few old habits that at this point I desperately needed to offload. I simply could not do this however until I was triggered to do so, and I was triggered in a sudden and dramatic you’ve-got-no-more-choices-about-this type of Uranian way in mid-July 2010.
Now, midway through August, I’m still adjusting physically to having dropped this particular suitcase like it was toxic, which it had become, and as I said in an earlier post, come fall 2010 I know I (and some of you) will begin the very first stages of re-learning how to be and create consciously as suitcase-less beings.
HOW MANY TIMES CAN A GUY DIE IN ONE LIFE ANYWAY?!
Obviously, plenty of times, which brings us back to the seemingly endless un-layering, transmuting, and then offloading stair step (mountain climbing) process that ascension is. I’ve said this before, but it took some serious Multi-D doin’ and plannin’ to get our high frequency Light selves down enough vibrationally to fit in tiny, dense, physical container bodies within a polarized physical 3D world. Once here we immediately began collecting plenty of suitcases and stuffed each of them full of our fabulous and colorful travel souvenirs because that’s what it’s been about in pre-ascension 3D physicality; collecting precious soul souvenirs from all the lives, timelines and countries you’ve lived/created/learned/died within.
But, as it is now with the ascension/compressed evolutionary/Age change process, we do this process in reverse. We must now be baggage-free and clear enough that nothing gets snagged and caught on us as it flows past or as we flow past it. Wheat from the chaff. We must be suitcase-free on all levels…even the earlier and familiar Phase One and Phase Two Lightworker/Path Paver/Wayshower/Starseed levels. Once we’ve reached this new state (lets call it Phase Three for now), we will finally be ready on all levels to be the 5D conscious creators and Aquarian group co-creators of our ascended new earth world.
WHERE’S THE MOST IMPORTANT POINT IN A NATAL CHART?
Thirty-six years ago I asked my elder esoteric Astrology teacher where THE most important point or area was in my astrological birth chart. Without skipping a beat he swiftly pointed his index finger at the very center point of my natal chart—where there was NOTHING—and tapped it in Yoda-like fashion. I looked at him and did the typically neophyte reaction and nodded in agreement—because I really did understand—but nonetheless asked him again where THE most important point in my natal chart was! He looked me in the eye and gently shook his head, then pointed out one particular planet and house in my natal chart.
Point is and always has been, that, in the end, the most important point is in the center where there seems to be NO-THING. No precious travel souvenirs, not even any suitcases, just the reduced, refined, purified and integrated YOU. Once we have nothing left in us but calm, honest unattached contentment we’ll have access to it all and most likely won’t give a damn one way or the other! Ha…Mastery and Conscious Creating anew draws near.
This repeated un-layering process is a natural cosmic safeguard and a very wise Law it is.
Denise Le Fay
August 19, 2010
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