Got A Question?

I’ve decided to create a new Topic/Category called Questions & Answers so there would always be a place at TRANSITIONS where anyone can ask me a question about anything spiritual, metaphysical, esoteric, paranormal, reincarnation, past lives, the ascension process, ascension symptoms and stages, Starbeings/ETs, multi-dimensionality, non-linear or quantum or “triality” consciousness, becoming aware of multiple dimensions simultaneously, increasing Higher Self awareness or consciousness, other-dimensional negative or Dark beings, negative psychic attacks, being influenced by negative Dark beings, negative energies and how they feel and effect our consciousness and so on.

Any question/questions anyone may want to ask me about spiritual/metaphysical/occult/paranormal topics— Questions & Answers is the place. This is an area for me only to offer insights to questions people have asked me specifically. All other Topics/Categories at TRANSITIONS are open for other readers to write Comments and share their wisdom, insights, personal knowledge and experiences, offer guidance and assistance to other readers here. However, only I will provide insights or “Answers” on this particular area of TRANSITIONS.

Denise

August 23, 2010

Update icon I deleted this CATEGORY from the sidebar. 2013, Denise

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389 thoughts on “Got A Question?

  1. Denise,

    Great idea. Actually I’ve had a question since I found your site several months ago. You frequently refer to Lightworker/Starseed/Bridgebuilder/Path… all these different labels. It is unclear to me if you use them interchangeably or do you see them/know them to be different roles. I’ve heard others use these terms and often its seems they use them pretty much interchangeably. If they do in fact represent different roles, how do you define them? Are there ways you might be able to describe them so we may be able to recognize ourselves? Thanks for clarification.

    • shamballa9944,

      Yes these terms are basically all the same thing and indicate a “Lightworker”. Lets break these names down briefly just for the heck of it.

      *Lightworker – an ancient old soul who intentionally reincarnates at specific times (and astrological Age changes) to break up controlled planetary systems, belief systems etc. to allow higher dimensional Light/Love back in. What’s Light/Love? Light is higher information or knowledge that said planetary system controllers does not want it’s inhabitants to know about. Love is creativity.

      *Starseeds – are usually (funny, I wasn’t going to talk about this topic for awhile but I know to follow the clues so here we go) aspects of other Starbeings/ETs from higher dimensions. Now the important part of this is that the Starbeing and its seeded aspect are related and actually aspects of each other. Starseeds are created as another way to get into physical 3D reality and literally work from within it to do Lightwork, be a Path Paver, a Bridgebuilder etc. We are the Starbeing AND the Starseed existing within different dimensions but both working towards the same goals. We are multidimensional beings and the ascension process is forcing us to consciously remember this fact and not get hung up on only one single identity or aspect of multiple selves. Complex topic that I’ll get into more soon.

      *Path Paver – same same. An ancient old soul that reincarnates at specific times to be part of the first wave or first crew to energetically, psychically, mentally and emotionally break up the negativity on the planet that’s controlled humanity. They come back in to override lower negative greed-based world systems and belief and consciousness patterns and literally pave an energetic pathway up and out of the lower frequency negativity which also allows higher dimensional Light (aka knowledge and information) back on to the planet so the species can get back on track and evolve. The negative beings and controllers don’t take kindly to this of course and this is why we often come under psychic attacks and/or lower energy assaults.

      *Bridge Builder – another term for these same old souls who literally build energy bridges out of lower frequency 3D so higher energies/Light/Love can get back in again.

      So these different names or terms are all talking about a specific group of very old souls that do this specific type of Energy Work or Planetary Service and tremendous energy transformations. I’ve often referred to myself as a Cosmic Janitor to try and get people to understand that it is not as romantic or glamorous as their egos think! It’s hard, dangerous work that must literally be done IN and THROUGH the persons physical (and other non-physical) bodies.

      Denise

  2. Dear Denise,

    You definately read my mind on this one. So, I’ll gratefully start this new topic off. The topic is OUR WINGS. I want to mention that I had read your past wonderful articles on Bird Beings.
    A few weeks ago, I started seeing gigantic bird beings in my inner light field. I was stunned at first, as this gigantic being was right there, one night as I closed my eyes . I felt very grounded as the being was soo PRESENT. I also feel silent flapping around me a lot now and see and feel myself gliding in higher planes. It feels really good, yet I am concerned about “just taking off”. I am a novice at protecting my fields while navigating other dimensions and had been attacked in the astral before.
    Also, I have found 5 bird feathers in my yard and on walks lately. Today, I found a feather on a plant in the yard!!!
    I wonder if you can comment about discovering “our wings”.
    Thank you in advance for this wonderful and generous sharing.
    In gratitude for all that you do,

    Julie

    • Julie,

      Have you seen my book illustration in A Lightworker’s Mission of one of these ancient Bird Beings I met in a past life in 12,600 b.c. Egypt? I think you might enjoy seeing it.

      https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2010/01/23/starbeingsets-different-appearances/

      I get the sense that there are some super ancient Pleiadian Beings that were/are some of these Bird Beings. Many are humanoid but, like the Sirians who are also humanoid yet also have some super ancient Lion Beings or Feline Beings within their race too.

      At any rate, don’t worry much about the need to protect yourself around these winged beings as they are very positive (they don’t exist or function within the astral, and at this point I do not think you are traveling there either but in higher levels of 5D and into 6D possibly), and may also be near you right now as new “guides” or teachers at some level. Don’t think too much, just follow your heart with them and pay attention.

      These types of higher (very positive) beings are often so huge and with tremendously large, wonderful personalities and energies that it’s easy to become overwhelmed and even goofy/slightly intoxicated and/or weepy in their presence or energy field or to just fall asleep! They know that their energies are much larger than ours are even with all this ascending, and this is often why they keep their visits with us rather short and to the point. But, we’re catching up with many of them now because we are soaring ourselves.

      I went through a few years where I clairaudently heard huge bird wings flying right above my head. I’ve always had an affinity with birds and these ancient other-dimensional stellar Bird Beings and I think when they reconnect with us like this and what you’re experiencing, it’s to remind us of our multidimensional natures. After all, ascension is about us learning how to be conscious of our functioning and existing within multiple dimensions simultaneously and become imbalanced or lost from it!

      Denise

      “Our wings” are symbolic of our ascending/evolving and also our shifting from 3D to 5D

      • Denise:

        I was just writing you a thank you and my message left before I finished… So I don’t know if it went through. Anyway, I think by now you can feel the gratitude my heart is sending to you.
        Julie

  3. Well, I got a question and this maybe interesting for you to interpret.

    One night, I had a dream. I dreamed I was shown a computer screen or holographic game. I was shown the solar system. The object of the “game” is to move the planets around with my own mind.

    So, I shifted the planets positions and I placed the Sun being in the center. Jupiter is an important planet and much emphasis was put in this planet.

    I was shown that all planets has a force field or electromagnetic barrier and it was very visible to me.

    Interesting dream, isn’t? What’s your take on this? It feels like whoever gave this dream to me left me a puzzle.

    • adamancy,

      Sometimes our dreams like this are to remind us that we are indeed capable of consciously manipulating “reality”. In most cases dreams like this are multi-leveled and are showing/teaching/redirecting the dreamer about multiple things and not just the one most obvious thing.

      Jupiter is the planet of Mastery and I suspect that’s one thing your dream message was reminding you about yourself and your life now during this ascension of the species/planet. I think you’re shifting the solar systems planets around may also symbolize that you have the ability to shift how you are effected by the planetary energies. The Sun is in the center of our solar system, and in astrology, it represents our basic sense of self and external identity within this reality.

      But again, I really sense that the main intent of this dream was for you to be very aware of the fact that you can mentally focus enough to alter things – aka “conscious creating”. It reminds me of that scene in one of the Star Wars movies where Yoda is teaching Luke Skywalker how to mentally levitate his spacecraft up and out of the swamp. It was more about his learning that he could do this regardless of the size and weight of his ship, and not totally about getting it out of the swamp muck. 😉

      Denise

      • Jupiter is the planet of Mastery and the Sun is the Self. That’s it! That’s what my Higher Self has been telling me. Master of the Self! I’m jumping in joy with your interpretation Denise, and I’m sending it out to the Universe! 😀

  4. I have some questions but not sure exactly what category it might come under. It’s about food, in particularly, meat. Do we need meat? How much longer will humans kill animals for food? Why did we begin to kill animals to eat? I have been a vegetarian now for over a year and have not noticed any decline in health, in fact I feel healthier without it. Still, the meat industry is obviously all about money. So it is interesting to wonder what will happen to this industry when the money system falls. As it’s connected to so much and many countries involved, it will surely cause both catastrophic results but also relief for the ones that don’t support it.

    I have read somewhere that the consumption of decaying flesh sends something to the brain called the “death hormone”. It’s that fight or flight, survival based instinct. So when we consume meat, are we continuing to stay in a lower state of consciousness and thus preventing or limiting the ascension process? If we stop eating meat, will it be good for raising ones consciousness? Does it even matter? If food is just part of the “mentallised illusion” so to speak, can I eat whatever I want and it doesn’t do anything to my body. It’s an interesting topic because some people seem to be able to eat anything and everything and it doesn’t affect them. Is this because “lightworkers” and the like take on the “fat” so others can gorge themselves in 3D?

    Also, in the new 5D Earth, will there be animals and would we communicate with them as equals and not kill them? I’m just fascinated by how we treat the animal kingdom in 3D and wonder if there are certain animals that are conscious of themselves and others that are just a moving creature that won’t exist soon. So my next question is where will the animals go? What is ascension to them? Do they just collectively turn into a forest or a lake in the new world? Obviously as light beings in a 5D world, we would not need to eat, or at least wouldn’t rely on food like we do now, maybe it would be for recreation? It annoys me that many of us still forget Reality and thus ask these sort of questions that we “once” knew but can’t seem to connect back to out higher selves in the now.

    • volvonvestarion,

      Great questions. I’ve never been big on eating meat, especially beef, but for a few years during the most intense phases of my ascension process I craved high levels of protein foods and meats. Our bodies are doing so much work transmuting, evolving, ascending energetically and during certain phase of this ongoing process we need extra protein foods just to keep up with the tremendous transformations going on with us and our physical bodies. Eventually we reach a point where the majority of that level of intense ascension-related transformation is done and instantly we don’t crave as much protein because our bodies don’t need it.

      I know that what we eat and how much of it is and will continue to change rather radically as we continue through this ascension process. Eventually we’ll re-learn how to utilize the energies from the Sun and the different Light energies as food sources in combination with very small amounts of physical foods. Many people will be able to exist very comfortable on Light/Love and by that I mean Light – higher knowledge, information, awareness and Love – creativity.

      The ascension process and dimensional shift out of polarized 3D into non-polarized, unified 5D, offers humanity the ability to not need to breed and kill animals to live off of. We are evolving beyond that whole business and the more people like you and I intend and share that Light (information), the more people will evolve beyond their fear of not killing animals to eat! Don’t worry about the death of these old lower planetary systems and beliefs passing away. There won’t be any “catastrophic results” because this is ascension into a higher state of being, consciousness, and world reality and belief systems. It’s only catastrophic to people who do not understand that the human species is evolving now, but this shift and many others will come about much faster than most people think. Consciousness changes = reality changes.

      The ongoing planetary and solar ascension process is so feaking potent and absolute that we could eat Twinkies and candy only and we’d still ascend if we had a desire to do so now! I’m not recommending that diet, but just saying this is happening to humanity regardless of what we eat. On the other hand, eating lower frequency foods gets more and more difficult to do and not get sick from while living through the ascension process. I know cause I’ve tried to continue eating my beloved crappy 3D foods and just feel like utter shit when I do. Lower and higher energies don’t work well together!

      About animals in general. Everything on Earth is living this ascension/compressed evolutionary process now…everything including the animals. My cat experiences his version of ascension symptoms and reactions to solar flares and CME’s and earthquakes etc. The animals will go through this for as long as they wish to in the bodies they have now. Some of them choose to die or step out of their current body and return rather quickly in a new higher frequency body that can cope with the constantly increasing higher, faster frequency energies bombarding Earth/humanity/everything. So there are these options for animals and humans; remain in current body and ascend it or, exit said body and reincarnate in a newer model that’s built to match the new higher energies.

      Like humans, animals, especially now with the ascension process, are not all functioning or developed to the same identical level. Some humans are much less evolved than other humans and the same is true with certain animals – pets especially and not cattle and oxen and other lower consciousness work animals of 3D. As humanity evolves, many of the old 3D work animals won’t be needed on this planet any longer and so they will just seemingly go extinct or disappear from our memories and reality. Many, many things besides certain beasts of burden will.

      Many of the animals will be given the choice to go elsewhere or to go back to Source energy. The creativity and options are far more vast than I’m capable of accessing now, but many of the animal species that won’t be needed on an ascended 5D Earth world will rest for a while and then be given choices as to what and where they want to continue learning and evolving as well.

      Denise

    • Meat good! But I absolutely notice the difference between free range and crap that normal people eat. I can’t stand the factory meat. But eggs, milk, meat – it seems that if it’s from an animal living on a normal farm, that animal has decided to freely give its gifts and they taste delicious! Real fuel for my body, and I am grateful.

      Food and drink seem like the only fun left in being in a physical body.

  5. Hi Denise I’ve been reading your blog, and have been completely captured by it.
    I have a question about kundalini awakening. I sort of accidentally awakened my kundalini prematurely (I’ve been practicing kudalini yoga for a few months). There seems to be great conflict between my lower and higher self. A conflict which I’ve been observing in my dreams, where literally two versions of me are not getting along. After prematurely awakening my kundalini extremely traumatic events have been occurring. Some things include the animal kingdom always trying to kill me (I know it sounds insane). My car and part of my home have been randomly bulldozed (we don’t know who did it). I am failing in university. I experienced an extreme fever of 40.5 and was rushed to the ER. The scary part is that my temperature rose in about 10 minutes which my doctor told me is medically impossible. I read that the kundalini can create such extreme heat release within the body. Many other traumatic events have been occurring too. It’s reached a point where I stay in bed all day afraid to get out. I am afraid of meditating too. I want to know if there is anyway I can fix this. I have no idea what I supposed to do now.
    Thank You

    • flowingmountains,

      First off let me ask you how old you are because that will give me more information astrologically in connection with kundalini risings. I get the sense however that you’re younger than 39, but let me know OK?

      While I was reading your question, I keep perceiving that your kundalini rising was NOT “premature” or “accidentally” nor something that’s gone wrong or astray. I’ve been living with kundalini risings – power surges, Hot Flashes as they’re all the same thing, the same kundalini energy blasting repeatedly up and down and up and down your spine, hammering away at every Chakra to transmute and eventually clear the majority of our lower frequency stuck emotional energies, wounds, traumas, fears etc., for 10.5 years now. It is greatly reduced in intensity and heat now, but those first few years were hell on earth! This is an Alchemical transformation by Fire most certainly.

      I didn’t do anything to intentionally activate my repeated kundalini risings and all that it naturally produces. It simply started one day in 1999 because it was one of the many ascension symptoms. What you need to keep in mind and heart with this is that repeated kundalini risings happens to transmute your inner lower frequency stuff. Period. It’s like a spiritual flame thrower that gets activated when it is time for you to begin this heavy-duty transmuting and ongoing ascension process and when you (and I) are clean and cleared enough inside energetically, these hot flashes, spasms, near insanity, nightmares, intense sweating, crazy thinking, anger, frustrations, down-right hatred, fear and so much more is gone from you…permanently. You are a new being, literally. But getting from point A to point B is a real ordeal and it feels like dying over and over and over again, which you are. 😉

      Hopefully I haven’t scared the hell out of you with that!

      About those “two aspects of you not getting along…”. I believe they are the two aspects of you going through this intense ascension-related phase. The old lower 3D ego-based you with all of the inner stuff that needs to be burned away and transmuted by Alchemical kundalini fires so the second version of you can manifest; the aspect of you that is ascending into a new higher 5D state of being and awareness. Believe me that the old lower aspect of ourselves, especially our old 3D ego selves, DO NOT want to give up its total control. (Sound familiar people? 😉 Lower frequency beings never want to die and give up their control. But this it the Way through to the Other Side and yes it’s painful and oftentimes frightening because these lower aspects of our 3D egos ARE dying and being transmuted into something very different.)

      About those “things in the animal kingdom always trying to kill me…”. Once again I feel even this is symbolically trying to show you that the lower “animal nature” within 3D ego-based humans must be transmuted to ascend to a higher state, world, and dimension. I’ve had strangers be manipulated into monstrous negative people, primarily for my spiritual benefit! They became my “Petty Tyrants” to borrow an old Carlos Castaneda term. Without something or someone or a group of someones lashing out at us or in some cases, even trying to kill us, we would not have the motivation to push ourselves to such an extreme level of transformation. Harsh but true…read A Lightworker’s Mission!

      And lastly, please TRY to not slide into fear or resistance against this ascension process. After far too long I finally realized that if I surrendered into each (fucking) hot flash I had, they passed through me and my body faster and with less pain and drama. I realize that saying that is exactly like telling a dying person not to fear that process and that it all will work out just fine! But there it is. Fear not, fight not, and just go with the transformational flow of all this and you will move through this process faster and slightly easier. And I wouldn’t suggest that you formally “meditate” at this time because you’re already IN the process. It really isn’t needed at this point, but stay open and pay attention to your dreams, your emotions, your old fears, hates, whatever that suddenly pops up. Know that it all is being churned up due to this ascension process only so that it can be felt, fully recognized and then fully released. There’s no hiding from these ascension symptoms and transformations – there is only moving through it all to the other side where you will be truly free.

      Denise

  6. Hello, Denise,

    Maybe you can help me understand I had a dream a couple of weeks ago that has puzzled me a little. I was outside looking at the full moon with someone else and it had little lights encircling it. I had a telepathic understanding that they were Children of the Moon. The lights grew and changed color until they were this huge crystal in the sky with green and blue layers in a golden matrix and a layer of black rings under it. It would have kept growing if I hadn’t waoen. Do you have any explanation of what this might mean?

    Cat

    • ckck1 – Cat,

      As with all dream interpretations, this is just my sense of YOUR dream. In the end only you can know what your own dream was saying to you.

      In most cases when I read or hear someone else’s dreams, I clairvoyantly see/feel/know very specific symbol images in my mind’s eye or Brow Chakra or Higher Vision. In other words, people’s dream symbols (along with higher dimensional knowledge and understandings) usually are perceived by me as different symbols that I understand. Weird huh, but visual symbols and the emotions and knowings they produce are the higher dimensional language…not linear words or telepathed words.

      The symbols I saw as I read your Question were that the Moon in your dream represents emotions within you. These little lights encircling the Moon (your emotions and emotional self and nature) were your “children”, your emotional children being birthed for some reason. These lights that “grew and changed color…” transformed into something else right? Kinda like what the ascension process is doing to each of us right? 😉

      This next part I found very interesting and said a lot, again, symbolically. The colors you mentioned were green and blue (layers). The color of the old 3D Heart Chakra is green, and the color of the old 3D Throat Chakra is blue. What is being birthed now in ascending humans right in between these two? Grin…I’m really enjoying this. The HIGH Heart Chakra which exists above the old green Heart Chakra and just below the old blue Throat Chakra! So…what do we really have going on with your dream symbols?

      The tiny lights encircling the Moon (emotions and emotional nature of our old lower 3D human selves and reality), morphing, ascending, evolving into something else entirely. A huge crystal in the sky (can’t get much more Aquarian symbolic than that!) with green (old 3D Heart Chakra or old 3D emotions/emotional natures aka the Moon) and then blue alternating layers (the old lower 3D Heart Chakra emotions layered with old 3D Throat Chakra energies – the ability to speak our truth/truths) transforming into a golden matrix (new higher 5D – fifth dimensional – beings, abilities, tool, perception, focus, world, reality etc.) with layers of black rings under it.

      The black rings under it represent to me the old 3D rungs or stair steps on the ascension ladder, the old foundations of our lower frequency selves and consciousness and how we’ve transmuted them to literally climb our way up and out energetically. I also saw in my mind’s eye an old symbol much like this where some Eastern (Hindu) god/goddess stands or sits upon layers of old lower something or some monster or beast/animal. I feel your black rings represent this same type of symbolism.

      Your “golden matrix” to me represents the New Higher Ascended 5D planetary grid patterns AND human matrix or “rewired” human; around the ascending Earth and also within ourselves as ascended/ascending beings into a 5D state. And you’d better believe that this whole thing is going to continue “growing” for many, many years. It’s a New Age and we are New Beings existing on a New Earth in a Higher Dimension and we both shine like huge crystals hanging in New Space with a 5D High Heart golden matrix grid within us and Earth. Your dream is very special and meaningful to me about this entire process.

      Denise

      • Hello, Denise. Thanks very much for that insightful analysis of my dream. I felt it was very special and had to do with the crystal grid encircling the earth (which I’ve been working on), so it’s very good to have confirmation of that. I didn’t expect it to be gold, though. From what you’re saying, I’m beginning to dream in symbols, so I may be able to interpret them better as I become more familiar with them, as you already are. Your interpretation of the colors was very apt and I just happen to be in Asia right now, so see many of these guardian spirits with struggling humans under their feet and know exactly what you’re talking about. In any case, this crystal covered the whole sky and was beautiful beyond words– golden and moving colors that crystallized as they went. flowingmountains, perhaps this as a goal will help you get through your symptoms. ; -)

        Cat

  7. Thumbs up for the ideea !! “wink”

    Apparently we have CO-CREATED this all together since there are so many persons enjoying this Q&A section. 🙂
    I liked your explanation about Starseeds/Starbeings and i’ve made a connection to my first name (4 Kan( Seed )) according to Mayan Tzolkin Calendar a fact that I wasn’t aware of until now. So, Thank You 🙂
    There are so many new things we can learn in this way therefore i look forward to every Q/A.

    • carpathiananonymous,

      I agree, this idea and need came from a higher level.

      For years now there have been a handful of Lightworkers who’ve done so much great Service Work for all of the other Lightworkers who’ve been living the ascension process first…because they are Lightworker…by writing articles, energy alerts, newsletters etc. However, I’ve noticed over the past few years that there was no place where everyone else who is now also living the ascension process (but not necessarily Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Path Pavers etc.) could ask their questions and have a dialogue back and forth with an Elder Lightworker. This – in combination with my forgetting to write about many subjects that I’m very familiar with and have been for decades but don’t focus much on at this point – makes for a great way for both sides to interact, ask questions, share multidimensional answers and information very directly. Plus these dialogs are published, so other people can read them all and benefit too. A win/win in my opinion. 🙂

      I’m also working on a complex quantum-like post about Starbeings/ETs/Starseeds and how we are multidimensional, non-linear beings.

      Denise

  8. Denise, That was a beautiful answer. (I am referring to your response to flowingmountains) I am learning so much, Thank you!

  9. Hi Denise,

    I got a question about the Elites in power. If the Global Elite knew about the coming times during 2012/Ascension Process… that they knew that their built systems for taxes, money, government, police enforcements, war, petroleum, prisons, employment, health care, etc, etc… were going to collapse and be no more… they would of course would try their darnest and hardest to have a back-up plan won’t they… called: the New World Order. What say you about that? Would that still collapse nonetheless no matter how hard they try?

    I’ve heard enough times about the veri-chip and so forth. Barbara Hand Clow mentioned that before a good while back now… and encouraged all of us to take back our power to change course against that probability. Are the current energies and powers that be successfully annihilated their New World Order too? Or it’s just another empty conspiracy theory yet again to stymie us?

    Hugs and Love to all,
    Lou Ann

    • Lou Ann & All,

      This one is very important so please read.

      I haven’t talked much about this subject so far, only because the majority of people are still using polarized consciousness. When polarized consciousness is THE one and only tool of perception, people think, believe, envision, conceptualize, feel and perceive everything from a point of total polarization. They can only perceive things as being either/or, black/white, good/bad, up/down, us/them etc. The truth is, there’s far more going on and being created than what a strictly polarized 3D consciousness can perceive. Much, much more for the simple reason that we are so much more than just our old lower 3D polarized awareness!

      In past posts I’ve tried to introduce more people to the fact that “probable realities” to borrow an old Seth (channeled by Jane Roberts) term are very real. The old patriarchal planetary rulers/elite and their non-physical cohorts or masters want humanity to remain trapped and manageable within polarized consciousness of course. For one thing, it makes convincing humanity that going to war and killing the polarized “enemy” – whoever that is at the moment – is the correct, patriotic, and/or religious thing to do. If humanity can continue to be trapped and controlled within polarized consciousness, a whole bunch of profoundly negative things can and will continue to manifest into reality.

      For decades I’ve clairvoyantly perceived one very large PRIMARY probable reality that the negative non-physicals and their physical patriarchal planetary rulers/elite of old 3D Earth have been creating and endlessly trying to herd humanity into. And for the most part, it’s worked effortlessly for them. The foundation of their deliberately created probable reality – aka their “new world order” – is based entirely on technology and machines, which is in alignment with the new Astrological Age of Aquarius. In other words, the negative unseen non-physicals and the physical humans they own and run such as the entire patriarchy on Earth, are doing the VERY SAME THING they did throughout the Piscean Age, and earlier Ages as well! They work with the natural astrological energies present at the time (meaning the Age of Pisces/Neptune and Virgo/Mercury), and simply utilized them to create and build tools (“church and state” etc.) to control and direct humans on Earth during that whole astrological Age. You see, they aren’t stupid but very smart. Not wise, but smart and savvy.

      The more they can get humans addicted to and totally relying on machines and technologies – both externally and increasingly inside of their human bodies – the less these humans will think much of anything or depend upon their own natural tools of perception – eyes, ears, ability to think, feel, sense, intuit, dream, imagine, and certainly discern! They are easily “blinding us with science…” or new Aquarian Age technologies and science, but for VERY negative reasons. Most people just think the latest tech gadgets are really great and they’re not even aware of what all they’ve given up by using that external tool instead of their own inner struggling to evolve/ascend and manifest natural ones.

      This one main negative probable reality they’ve been working on for a long time because they knew the Age of Pisces was ending and the Age of Aquarius was coming, so they’ve been busy adjusting to USE the new incoming astrological Age energies (lower ones I mean) as the new ways to control and direct humanity (via technologies that continue to dis-empower people) and that probable reality. The real question is…which world reality do each of us want to exist within? This fact, this reality, this personal choice is something all of us must be aware of and discern because I see it continuing everyday…even in our ascending 5D world, and am shocked and repulsed beyond belief.

      What I’m saying at this moment is that these negative unseen non-physicals and their physical humans (both sexes who are solely patriarchal in nature and consciousness) have intentionally been creating a new and very large PRIMARY probable reality to overpower, override, out-weigh everything that the Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Starseeds/Starbeings etc. have been doing via the ascension process. The negatives have always known that this time was coming so they got busy very early on to utilize the Age of Aquarius energies, but in a lowly way to control humanity/Earth, and to try and overpower the ascension process by getting as many people as possible addicted to, entrapped and dazzled by the new Age technologies/science and NOT think, feel, or discern for themselves. This is how negative but very smart non-physical beings work; they utilize what’s coming anyway (the current astrological Age energies and focus) but USE them in a very lowly, negative way to continue their control over humanity. Sadly I’m seeing this old negative Dark tactic even working on too many teachers, authors, lectures, channelers etc. who’ve been living the ascension process themselves and should know better in my opinion, but they’ve bought the latest technological goody hook, line and sinker! They’ve once again, handed over their hard-earned self-empowerment back to some technological tool, gadget, or something outside of themselves.

      So…we’ve basically got two PRIMARY probable realities brewing. There are many more than just these polarized two however, but currently, these are the two largest and most potent probable realities that I’ve perceived to date.

      1) One world and reality is the ascended 5D Earth and humanity that is self-empowered and exists as a Whole Planetary Aquarian Fifth Dimensional Group.

      2) Another world and reality that’s an Aquarian Age version of the past Piscean Age with far more dis-empowered humans who’ve totally handed their power and consciousness over to whatever machine and technology is presented to them. Think the Matrix movies but so, so, so much worse. Think of the worst of Atlantis at its darkest, then make it worse and you’re getting close to what these negative unseen beings and their physical human patriarchal puppets are creating for you if you’re not aware enough to choose for yourself.

      As I said, there are more than just these two large primary probable realities in the works, but they are the two most developed ones to date that I’ve clairvoyantly seen, felt, and perceived for decades. You’ve got to realize that “time” and “space” and “creativity” is far more creative and flexible than what ego-based, polarized, brainwashed 3D consciousness is capable of perceiving. New worlds and realities can and are intentionally created by unseen and seen beings and humans and which one you find yourself in comes down to – at this point within the ascension process – how self-empowered or dis-empowered you are, and how responsible you wish to be for your actions or inactions. Red pill or blue pill? Which world and reality do you want to exist within now? This is a no-brainer to me, but when I see far too many people who should know better at this late date, falling out of their hard-earned ascension work and back into some Dark BS technology or tool that claims it will “save” them or “heal” them or “rescue” them or “do the work for them” or “perceive and/or read other dimensions and energies for them” etc…I’m saddened. But, this is how people learn…the hard way. Eventually we each have to decide to either go fully into the Age of Aquarius as ascended 5D humans, or, go fully into the lower, very negative, worse than Atlantis at its lowest Age of Aquarius world and reality. This is a Free Will zone and a highly creative, multiple probable realities one at that, so it has always been up to each one of us to decide what and where we want to be.

      Denise Le Fay

      • Hi Denise,

        O MY!!! So disheartening to read that even some Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Pathpavers/fellow Ascenders… are falling prey to the Elite’s techno gadgets?!? So disheartening. 😦

        My perception now has churned and changed: Now I perceive FEWER humans going into the 5D New Earth. Are we THAT hypnotized??? I’ve already made up my mind and heart and soul to prod on and experience this new reality. I’ve daydreamed about it my WHOLE Life… for as long as I can ever remember. Things outside of myself have always never been part of my Inner World … because they were not real and meaningful and heart-ful to begin with… and so… I’ve always… ALWAYS daydreamed about such a 5D world… without realizing that it does exists and it’s a 5th dimensional reality. Never knew that until just recently…

        I must admit I am still addicted to the internet… want it faster even because… my gawd… my parents’ modem is so darn slow. Can’t download or upload nothing. Would love to go on at this but maybe it’s time to take such things into consideration… not stay up all night long on the Mac… give my eyes some rest… go outside and look at the view and listen and smell the sea breeze… limit my software usage… or at least become aware of them while I continue enjoying my digital Artwork… baby steps to move closer and closer to Mama Gaia… and just be more aware…

        I am SO disheartened by this that I must transmute and take this all in… only to become more aware of the Elite’s cunningness and very smart plans… and to ever be cautious. Lisa Renee did mentioned something like this didn’t she? I am so glad that I’m wise enough to not be interested in unnecessary techies like the iPad/iPod… when a part of me is so upset and appalled by those in the East, who gave up their lives and freedom (or what’s left of it) to be our wage slaves in Hitler-style factories. Upsetting but I noticed they don’t mind… so long as THEY buy their techies and other consumptive stuff.

        Which takes me to another question about the money system: what IS the Elite’s plan on the gold?

        Experts of all sorts are now advising us to buy gold because the dollar WILL collapse. It’s not a “yeah-kinda” probability. It’s a “GONNA HAPPEN NO SHIMMIE ABOUT IT” probability. A part of me finds this very hopeful… going and living BEYOND the dollar. Statistics show that the majority of Americans (and albeit the rest of the world because I am) are busy stretching their dollars as unemployment continue to rise and staggering fast rates, while dipping into savings and 401k’s to survive in the moment as much as they can. Which means the majority have not yet bought any or enough gold nor silver to survive when the dollar totally collapses. And when that happens… who is going to buy what …when they don’t have the means to do so? So the techy gadgets are so wow and dazzling… but WHO gets to buy them… when no one has the gold/money to do so?

        I just hope there’s a flaw in their plan right now… because it is so sad to see all of our hard work go to waste. 😦

        Are Highly Evolved Beings doing something about that… or they aren’t getting involved in that whatsoever BECAUSE our Higher Selves told them NOT to… AND it is a violation of our freedom, growth, evolution, empowerment and rights??? Sounds wise to me…

        These are the questions that have been hovering above my head for the longest while. Thanks so much for your answer to my earlier one. I had NO idea it is one of the biggest and most important one yet. ^_^’

        Namasté to all and be alert and aware,
        Lou Ann

      • Lou Ann,

        Higher Beings ARE and always have been directly involved; in physicality they’re called Lightworkers/Path Pavers/Wayshowers/Warriors of Light/Starseeds etc. 😉 Ascension is not a part time job but a full time way of being, living, existing and creating. Some haven’t committed fully as yet and mostly because they STILL believe that the magic, the power, the answers, the abilities exist outside of themselves in some Other being, deity, healer, starbeing, ascended master etc. etc. This belief has been hammered into humanity for 5,000 years on this planet and many are finding it hard to fully let go of all aspects of it while living the harsh ascension process. They will eventually or life is going to become even more frustrating than it already is!

        The Bad Guys (physical and non-physical) plan has always been flawed because it is a close-ended system, as all negative service to self energies and consciousness are. They can only go so far and then they run into a dead-end. That dead-end has arrived for all of them here now. It’s shit or get off the pot time for all beings/humans and some will and many more won’t but that’s perfectly okay within a Free Will zone. They’ll just go elsewhere and continue learning…we all do.

        Don’t concern yourself with gold or the elite or any of the old lower negative insanity. The more we focus on it/them, the less we’re creating the new for ourselves and all Others who wish to live in a vastly better and higher world reality. Turn your back and heart on them so they’ve got that much less energy to feed off of. So much about where we are right now in the ascension process is about really, REALLY becoming consciously aware of our consciousness, and, taking full responsibility for what we allow our minds and hearts of focus and feed or create now. This is going to take some practice for us to re-learn how to not focus on the lower negative stuff any more, but on what we DO WANT now in our higher ascended world and personal lives. The Age of Aquarius is an “Air” sign which means the mind, thoughts, thinking and with Aquarius/Uranus, the Higher Mind and Higher Self. 🙂

        It’s soooo easy to focus on the things, systems, people, beliefs etc. that you hate and want to see die and go away forever. Yet, those of us ascending need to turn our backs, hearts, and minds on all of it/them so they do exit our world and reality even faster now. This is another aspect of being a Conscious Creator and Conscious Co-Creators. This has always reminded me of that old 1950’s movie about Sodom and Gomorrah falling and about how those escaping the city were not supposed to turn around and look back or else they’d turn to salt. 😉 Just walk away from it/them and focus on what you DO want.

        Denise

      • Dear Souls,

        A few days ago I watched a video with Bashar where he was saying the same thing about parallel realities that co-exist at the same time.
        I think this is the MOST IMPORTANT thing we have to be aware of and after that we have to make our CHOICE. Probably the ASCENSION process represents shifting through all this realities from old 3D to the new 5D earth. I guess there are many realities we have to pass through but it comes again to our determination to trust our higher mind in order to achieve what we want.

        It sounds very logical that the old 3D reality will continue to exist because many souls are not ready yet to leave these vibrations. After all it’s a matter of choice and we have to respect the free will of those who want to continue in this dimension and love them UNCONDITIONALLY.

      • carpanthian……,

        I’m not familiar with “Bashar” so I can’t respond about that. However, the fact that probable realities and time jumping exist and that we’re multidimensional beings that exist both in and outside of linear physical “time” means that multiple realities, multiple worlds – and probably much more I’m unaware of still – actually exists. Higher dimensional beings have always known this and the Bad Guys (physical and non-physical) will really work to insert a new probable reality where there is some big trauma or disaster in 3D. 911 was one of these and plenty of BS and Dark crap was quickly and intentionally created and birthed into being at that moment of trauma to gain more control over humanity.

        Having said that, the opposite is true too, and that is what the ascension process is now for all humanity and Earth; a positive, higher level Intervention and global/species intentional redirect of everything. Those who are changed by the massive incoming solar/cosmic/galactic energies to help this process will literally vibrate energetically up into the higher new 5D Earth world reality. Those who do not do this for whatever their reasons will vibrationally not be able to co-exist within the same space/Earth/location in space as we are and they will continue to live in another falling horrid world reality or die and exit completely and choose where they want to go next.

        There are numerous options, numerous Earth worlds being created out of this dying of the old lower patriarchal 3D world, and the ascension and birthing of a new higher frequency ascended Earth world and reality. Time’s short for this choice and 2010, 2011, and 2012 are the remaining energy portals or stair steps for people to walk up/through to reside in the higher new world…or not. 2102 is just the end date for this particular transitional choice.

        Denise

      • In 1985 or 86 a friend said There’s this guy named Bashar who’s speaking over at the Sherman Oaks Center. Want to go? I said Who’s he? She said something about space aliens so I, being all into greys at the time, said Let’s go!

        Well I didn’t understand a word the man said during the whole event. It wasn’t about aliens, that’s all I could tell. Forgot about him.

        Flash forward to January 2010. I stumble across him on the net. For me, the impact of that find has been enormous. I’ve told a couple people about him and we’re just…like opening up.

        Somebody packaged a whole bunch of Bashar stuff from the ’80’s up to now and made a gift of it to me. I can’t even express.

        It’s funny how we each have people or information that really resonates with us, and at the “right” time.

      • septembo,

        I know exactly what you’re talking about because I’ve experienced the same thing numerous times. My Higher Self will keep me from connecting with certain information/people/books/channelings/articles etc. until I’ve lived through certain things on my own first. Almost immediately after that I’ll be led to some book/article/website that has one particular bit of information for me to read as a confirmation as to what I’d already lived through…not knowing any of it prior. I know this happens to all of us for this reason and others as well.

        I’m happy that you’ve connected with that Bashar information – aka “Light” – now as it’s obviously time for you to do so. 🙂

        Denise

      • Hi, Denise
        I don’t know if you picked up Lauren Gorgo’s recent endorsement (infomercial) for scalar wave technology? Like quite a few others, I found it a bit disconcerting. After all this time of encouraging us to remember and utilize our own inherent abilities, it seemed off message. I have been a huge fan of Lauren’s over the years and her support and guidance has been invaluable. However, this seemed out of character so your comment was, as always, very timely. Thanks for giving us the bigger picture perspective to think about.
        Hugs,
        Susie

      • susiewalker22,

        The world is in a weird and lower stance right now…again…but that will change into more forward/upward movement once we get closer to fall. The past month (Aug.) has felt like the tide is waaay out and the yuck and lowly crap has come too far inland. But I’ve seen and felt this many times in the past ascension years and it is just another stage within the process where our kind are put on hold for a rather long time. When this stage happens and there doesn’t seem like much forward movement, all sorts of lower BS, disinformation, negativity, craziness, and distortions seem to rule the planet once again. They don’t…it just momentarily seems like they do!

        I only discovered Lauren recently, but what she says and “transmits” from her “unseens”, is very accurate information with few distortions in it all from MY current perspective. But, like you, I was not impressed with that scalar wave healing or whatever it is technology, or much of any others at this point within the whole ascension/compressed evolutionary process. There are numerous things I want to talk about in a post about how so many are still stuck in between the dying 3D world astrological Age of Pisces and its dis-empowerment tactics and beliefs, and, the incoming 5D Age of Aquarius self-empowered and responsible energies and higher consciousness. I totally understand that humanity feels or believes its still in the Piscean Age but it isn’t. Humans don’t change well so we see this cusp-hanging or clinging with some people over many things. I’ll write a post asap about this Empowered/Dis-empowered topic because it’s bothered me for many years.

        Denise

      • Denise,

        Thank you so much for your continuing commitment to all of us feeling our way along. I’ve been feeling the tide analogy all week.

        I am glad to see technology working in co-creative ways and energetically feeling people ‘on my wave’.

        So if I need to ask a question, it would be, how do my higher-self and universe work more synergistically to manifest desired outcomes when beings we had counted on co-creating with choose (free will in operation here) outside of our dream? I’ve been feeling ‘scramble-for-the-fumble’ since long before preseason football. Part of me seems to think letting go of expectations is the way to go, but this is just a coping mechanism and it leaves me feeling apathetic and flat a lot. I know there must be a better way that keeps free will. I almost feel quarantined sometimes. Eh….

        Again, thank you for hosting Transitions and thank you to everyone for posting and sharing on here.

        Nadeanna

  10. Denise, what do you do when you don’t know what to do?

    Where/how do you get guidance? Sometimes I get in a quandary. In those cases I tend to wait it out till I know something.

    But maybe there’s another way? What’s your method, or methods you’ve heard are pretty reliable.

    • septembo,

      🙂 I loved your question, thanks for it. To really answer you I’m going to have to back-track a bit.

      All of my life prior to the start of my physical/biological ascension process in Feb. 1999, I always had a handful of mulit-D Starbeings/ETs near me etherically. Because I reincarnated as a Starseed Lightworker, I had them as my guides and helpers to help me keep up with the timeline for planetary/species ascension. Because I knew nothing else but having these different non-physical Starbeings/ETs at my beck and call from birth to age 47, it was totally “normal” to me.

      I cover this topic in full in A Lightworker’s Mission, but I’ll add here that three or four years leading up to 1999, my main three Starbeing buddies (an 8D Orion, a 6D Sirian, and a 5D Pleiadian that have been with me since my past life in 12,600 b.c. Egypt) began withdrawing from me. After about a year of this I finally asked them (telepathically) why they were withdrawing from me. They told me I was nearing an incredibly important period in my personal spiritual growth and evolution (Feb. 1999 the start of my ascension process), and that they would never do anything to interfere with it; not even help me with it. They told me that this process that I would be starting soon (1999) was something that I HAD to go through totally on my own and they – nor any Others – would assist me through it because they loved and respected me that much. So, by the time 1998 was ending, the three of them (and all the Others I had interacted with prior) were gone. By Feb. 1999 when my physical ascension process began, I knew they were totally gone and had returned to their dimensional Homes and would not be returning to me for the rest of my life.

      The reason for this was, and here comes the punch line, was because I was taking their places sort of and more. The ascension process involves All…everywhere…and not just us humans on Earth.

      So, my point is that when they left me on my own to go through my ascension process, they did so so that I would evolve into my personal next level of learning. After a lifetime of being psychic and having multi-D Starbeings at my elbow constantly, they all left because it was time for me to step into their positions so to speak. Translated this means that now – thanks to the ascension process – I’m on my own but have an increasingly conscious connection with my own Higher Self. I now get The Answers directly from ME, my Higher Self and not from Starbeings/ETs. 😉 Stair steps you see.

      When I don’t know…I wait until I do. In the past I’d demand an answer, an insight, a better understanding, and within seconds, my Starbeing buddies or someone else would be there chattering away telepathically. Talk about spoiled! (I’m working on a post about this type of business with Starbeings, Starseeds, and us which will have plenty more information in it.) But since Feb. 1999, I’m on my own and proud of it. 🙂 I get my insights, my knowledge from my own Higher Self and it is so simple, so un-dramatic, and is just an instant knowing without knowing how you know what you know! Welcome to the Age of Aquarius and interacting very directly and consciously with our Higher Selves.

      It sounds to me like you’re doing this correctly and learning to just wait for the information/insights from YOUR Higher Self. Pretty cool huh? 😉 Keep up the great work.

      Denise

      • Wow Denise,

        The more you talk about those Higher Beings in this way and fashion… the MORE I keep noticing that my silly ol’ daydreamings are one and the same! I mean I chitchat away to myself at problem-solving story tellings in that Light. The worlds and beings and realities I create out of whim and fancy imply that all… ALL beings everywhere including our multi-dimensional selves… are all evolving with us at the same time.

        O wow. o_O… this is so weird… and I’ve been chastised so much for going in La-La Land… or better yet… going to Mars. I’ve been going to Mars and whereabouts in the Universe in my mind lately… since the beginning of Saturn in Libra.

        I would LOVE to be as psychic as you… but with my daydreamings resonating with what you’ve already encountered with these lovely beings… maybe that’s part of my psychic/telepathy/tele-consciousness. Maybe my La-La Land isn’t “normal” La-La Land after all. Maybe it is just my memories from those days before I became who I am now… and I’m having those nostalgias like a habitual itch…

        Okay I got another question (just keeps coming, sorry): in my creative musings… our other selves from other dimensions help us with our Ascension… trying and prying to wake us up from this Matrix Madness. Some can’t and have to let go of that lower conscious self… to let it die… or die along with it. Others were successful but it meant that they too had to evolve a whole damn lot. Is that what’s also going on in the ‘real’ world??? If we are not separate from each other and other beings everywhere… that we are all connected… ain’t our other selves influenced by our lower conscious 3D self in this reality? I might be onto something without knowing such but here’s another step towards it. It would be a nice “discovery” if it is the case. ^_^’

        Hugs and Love to all,
        Lou Ann

  11. Hi Denise,

    I have a question related to colours.
    It seems that when I close my eyes and start concentrating/focusing/meditating in a short time I’m able to see two colours embedded: violet and green. Somebody told me it has to do with my third eye. What’s your opinion on this?

    Thanks

    • carpathiananonymous,

      My brain about splits every time I try and type your name! 😉

      I’ve seen the dark purple and green too in years past. My sense is that you may be seeing some aspect of of your Brow (third eye) chakra or part of it along with some physical looking. When you actually see something using your Brow/Third Eye chakra or inner mind’s eye vision, you do just that…you SEE…you do not look.

      Think of something from your past that is still very clear to you. Instantly you SEE it in your mind’s eye like a photograph or movie playing. That is SEEING and clairvoyance happens in much the same way; the inner vision is just there. Looking physically is a physical vision thing so you’ve got to get familiar with both types, both levels of “viewing” or perceiving. It sounds like you’re right on the edge of higher SEEING so relax and don’t look or push.

      Denise

  12. Hi Denise,

    I have some questions about (super) ancient Egypt 🙂 They are regarding the Great Pyramid and the Sphinx –

    When were these built (never accepted the official date!) and how long did it take?

    Who built them?

    How was the construction done on them?

    What was the purpose of these buildings?

    You may have answered some of these in the past, sorry my memory is a bit flaky!

    Thanks my dear friend.

    Love and gentle hugs,

    Stu

    • Stu & All,

      Sorry it took me so long to get back to your questions Stu.

      As many of you know, I’ve had a “past life” (simultaneous life) in Egypt at the very beginning of the astrological Age of Leo around 12,600 b.c. [See A Lightworker’s Mission and my other posts in the ETs/Starbeings and Past Lives/Reincarnation Category’s.] From this past life memory – which I was shown by my old Pleiadian friend and co-worker that these are indeed simultaneous lives – I watched the Great Pyramid be built in a relatively short period of time.

      I remember being a boy of about eight or nine in this simultaneous (“past”) life and gazing at the Sphinx, which was fairly new looking in 12,600 b.c. It was built prior to my incarnating then however, and I don’t think it was very long really…maybe a couple hundred years at most. I say that because it was – from what I’ve remembered – a potent and deliberate indicator of the approaching astrological Age of Leo. The Ages of Leo and Aquarius are both very important and these ancients knew it and built the Sphinx and Great Pyramid and other buildings to do multiple multidimensional things for humanity at that time, but also for us now at the opposite point of the beginning of the Age of Aquarius. These beings and races were multidimensionally aware and everything they did, created, designed and built also did more than only one thing. Their creations did multiple things within multiple dimensions.

      Besides being a huge Age of Leo indicator, the Sphinx was a PHYSICAL multiple-roomed, multidimensional Initiation Chambered school. It also had ETHEREAL rooms beneath it that could only be perceived and accessed non-physically using one’s astral, or emotional, or mental bodies. This was simply more advanced levels of multidimensional teachings and Initiations, and later, a very safe ethereal Storage Place.

      The Great Pyramid was multidimensionally designed, planned, layered, constructed and built. This MULTIDIMENSIONAL (that is very important to remember) Pyramid design and construction work was done by the three Starbeings (an 8D Orion, a 6D Sirian, and a 5D Pleiadian) that I was close to, and also other non-physical, other-dimensional Starbeings AND the few other physical Starbeings plus some of the Starseeds that were incarnate physically then at the very beginning of the Age of Leo.

      I and a large group of us Starseeds were taught by all three of these Starbeings back then. The 6D Sirian was the Sacred Architect which means he (and 6D) were the primary designers and builders of the Great Pyramid (GP) within the sixth dimension AND also within 3D physicality. This is hard to explain because it really was a multidimensional project that many different dimensional Starbeings worked on and from to finally manifest down here on Earth within physicality. It was a Group effort from multiple dimensions by multiple Starbeings.

      Once they’d done much of the designing, planning and ethereal building within the higher non-physical 8th-5th dimensions, it was relatively easy and fast for them to lastly manifest the GP within 3D physicality. Remember the ancient occult knowledge about how everything is created in the higher NON-PHYSICAL dimensions first, and is lastly manifested in dense 3D physicality? Same is true with the GP.

      I also have (past life) memories of watching physical Starbeing males walking massive cut stones around like they were herding clouds! I remember watching two men (there were more than only two), one at the front right corner and the other at the back left corner of one massive cut stone, each using a small hand-held device that energetically levitated the marshmallow consistency cut stone so they effortlessly walked and directed the massive stones to exactly where they wanted them. Then they’d lower the cut stone into place, disengage their two hand-held devices which released the stone and also caused it to return to its normal physical weight and density. Having said that, I also have memories from this same past life of the GP literally appearing and disappearing and reappearing and disappearing many times before it was solidly manifested in 3D physicality. In other words, many of us saw this back then and it was just the building of the GP on the different higher dimensions before it was finally manifested in 3D.

      Just like the Sphinx, the Great Pyramid was designed to do multiple things in multiple dimensions…not only one thing in only one (3D) dimension. The GP was an interdimensional transmitter/receiver, an interdimensional launch pad or place in which to physically AND non-physically or etherically travel from 3D to different higher dimensions and star systems. It was also a multiple roomed Initiation Chamber both physically and non-physically, BOTH above ground and below ground, plus it also generated energy for living in physicality…like electricity and much more that I still don’t understand. The GP did many things for many reasons for the humans and Starbeings and Starseeds that lived there then, but it also was/is an ethereal Storage Place just like the Sphinx was/is.

      These Starbeings and Starseeds knew back then that a very dark, difficult, and long period was coming for humanity and Earth, so they designed and built the GP to do all these things and more, but to also store important Light/Information/Knowledge in a safe place where lower consciousness could never access it due to the great difference in frequency between them and the information, space, and physical location. This Light/Information is NOT in the form that most people believe, like some very important scrolls or even etheric information. Think of it more along the lines of etheric implants of much higher dimensional Light/Love which was stored non-physically within certain small areas in and under the GP. Kind of like homing beacons to the higher dimensional star systems, for the many thousands of years (many Ages) that humanity and Earth would be existing within a very Dark and negatively controlled world.

      If anyone has more questions about this topic, please just ask and I’ll share some more.

      Denise Le Fay

  13. Thank you Denise! I understood your answer completely.

    Hey you must have been isufferably spoiled – having your friends at your beck and call for so long! What a gift. But I can see how that’s no substitute for your own information.

    Anyway I was hoping for a magic shortcut that would reduce the waiting period to sweet Knowingness. Higher Self transmits guidance so fast sometimes the question isn’t even articulated yet. But the receiver – the more the gunk the longer the wait. Getting better though. Last year at this time we wouldn’t even have been having this conversation.

  14. Hi Denise! I’ve been coming to your site quite often for a while. Amazed me when I saw your announcement of a Q&A section as I had just been thinking I wanted to formulate a question or two for you…

    I wonder, besides focussing our consciousness on the new positive world we wish to create/co-create, what can we do for others? I’m not sure I can formulate myself very clearly here, but for how long will people still have the choice to wake up, and what is the best thing to do for them – would this be healing, education…? For how long will there be a “both/and” zone, where people flip back and forth between old and new, and where thus there will still be very much need of healers and teachers? You have been writing a bit about the second wave of ascension/lightworkers (I have not read enough of what you’ve written to know clearly), what will be the role for them (I wonder if I might be a “secondwaver”)? Right now I still have work I need to do for my own healing, but when I’m more “clear”, what kind of work do you see as most important (repeating myself a lot here; very vague in my thoughts on this topic!).

    Lots of love and thanks for the great work you do!

    Anna

    • Anna,

      You know that image I have on my front page in the sidebar of the double 10-10, 11-11, 12-12 numbers? (I’ve searched high n’ low for triple 10’s with triple 11’s and 12’s but no luck so far.) I have that image there as a reminder to all of us that the cosmic clock is ticking away faster than ever. 10, 11, and 12, and then we enter the New Higher world reality of being and living within the realm of 13 – a frequency and state of consciousness that exists (because it has ascended) beyond the old lower 3D world of the System of 12. (This is symbolized in the past with the Ascended Master and his 12 disciples. He symbolically represents this transition into a higher level and state of being/consciousness/system/dimension who exists as a integrated, unified-within-self 13th person.

      Kryon and Steve Rother/the group and no doubt others I’m unaware of, have talked about how we’re evolving/ascending into a higher state where we will experience “quantum” consciousness (Kryon), and “triality” consciousness (the group). I’ve always seen this transition as the huge evolution out of the old lower 3D system of 12, into a vastly more unified state/consciousness/world beyond that old system of 12. I am NOT calling this a new system of 13 however!!! Just using numbers to get this point across. 🙂

      So this image of double 10’s, 11’s and 12’s I’ve placed in my sidebar is a visual reminder to all of us that the cosmic/astrological/galactic/mayan calendar clock is ticking down to the end of the end of the end of the old lower polarized 3D world negativity, darkness, insanity, greed, warring, lying, money, control over others for power and so on. You asked – 1)“How long will there be a both/and zone where people flip back and forth between old and new…? and 2) “…how long will people still have the choice to wake up and what is the best thing to do for them…?”

      1) This is one of the reasons for the Mayan calendar; it’s a screaming reminder to the human species about this cosmic countdown to the absolute end of the old lower polarized and very negative world that we all incarnated into. Dec. 21, 2012 isn’t an evil scare tactic…it’s an Expiration Date! It’s the “end date” to all that we hate and loath about the old lower world and its negative, insane, corrupt, greed-based, heartless rulers, controllers and systems! The only people that are claiming the Mayan calendar end date is a pile of BS, are the people who are NOT living the ascension process (as yet that is) and probably won’t be. They’re the ones who do not realize (or won’t publicly admit) that the Original Creators of this particular solar system/Earth world did so with this safeguard built into it. It’s a built-in expiration date of the Journey Into Physical Polarity and seeming Separation From Source.

      So, to answer this question, for those of us who’ve been living the Ascension process for many years (Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc.), plus ALL other people who’ve been living and feeling these intense Ascension symptoms and changes and deeply desire a higher, better world and way of being, they will be the ones who first experience the higher frequency “end date” of Oct. 28, 2011. The second and absolute final “end date” for humanity to make this species shift to a new and higher way is Dec. 21, 2012. That is the end of the old lower 3D Earth world, reality, polarized consciousness, negativity and everything else that it was. That Earth world and reality will NOT be any aspect of the New Higher Ascended 5D Earth world and reality. It will go another way and fall into even grater Darkness and slavery in another location and dimension than where we are and will continue being and living.

      The 10-10-10 date (Oct. 10, 2010 which is right around the corner!) and the 11-11-11 date (Nov. 11, 2011) and the 12-12-12 date (Dec. 12, 2012) are the last huge energy and consciousness Stair Steps or Portals or “Gates” you and I and everyone else on Earth who desires a higher world and way of being/living, will move through to energetically, vibrationally reach the Other Side or the REAL New 5D Ascended World with its like-frequency species. The other people who do not desire a higher better world and way will have another Earth-like physical world reality to exist within and continue learning and creating in that way, at that lower level of awareness. All is provided for All because that’s how creative we really are in a Free Will zone.

      2) They have until Dec. 2012 to choose which world they want to live in. Period. The end of the 12-12’s (in 2012) is THE FINAL END of the system of 12 as the primary physical and polarized Earth world and reality. From that date on, it’s which ever world, dimension, frequency, level that YOU’VE chosen to be in and there won’t be any transitions from the lower world into our new higher world. That’s why these Mayan dates are so important; they reveal spiritual, energy, and consciousness levels of completion and change or evolution into a whole new System.

      3) To answer your other question about “…how can we help others…?”. This has been a difficult one for many people to understand after a couple thousand years of religious dis-empowerment brainwashing! You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink, is an old saying that’s very true and it applies to your question too. We cannot “help” or “heal” other people with this ascension process because it is a requirement that each person lives the Alchemical Process to become energetically activated by the available transformative cosmic, astrological, and galactic Energy Waves so they CAN evolve/ascend to the fifth dimension and New Earth.

      We can and should share all we know from having lived/living this process ourselves with anyone else who has a desire for a better and higher world and way of living and being. But, in the end, the ascension process is something that each person MUST live themselves energetically and no one can do that for another soul. No one, not even great Starbeings, Angels etc. But an open heart and desire for a better world and way of living is the ONLY inner tool necessary to activate the ascension process within a person and their physical body (and all of the other non-physical bodies too) and the rewiring of their two brain halves, and everything else. Just desire for a higher way is all ANY person on Earth needs now to trigger the ascension Energy Waves currently available on Earth. They’ve got until the end of 2012 to make this first choice.

      The best way you and I and all others like us can “help” other people is to work on ourselves! Period. That is what the ancient Lemurian saying of “ESPAVO” really means. ESPAVO is Lemurian for “Thank you for taking your power.” You see, if we each do this ourselves, we free up everyone else to do it themselves too. 😉

      Denise

      • Denise, thank you SO much for this long and clarifying reply :)! It helps my understanding a lot. There is, and has been for a long time, an urge in my soul to train to be some kind of healer. This may be that I really am so eager to heal MYSELF, fully… I guess if I keep on working on myself, I will just KNOW this. It may also be that it is not just wanting to learn to be a healer, but wanting to fully understand life and all about how it works, from the highest perspective possible. OK, I think I get now that I really don’t need to feel that I should gain this knowledge and insight and so on for OTHERS, but that I really do it for myself – and as you say, I then “free up everyone else to do it for themselves”. And still, there is so strong an urge in me to reach out to others… Again, thank you so much for your reply and it is really helpful for me, helping me to clarify to myself where I’m at…
        Lots of love,
        Anna

  15. I noticed yesterday that Karen Bishop has updated her site. The About Karen page has especially changed, and the archives have been removed.

    What do you think she means by “The archives have been abused and are no longer available. Ouch!” statement?

    The Heart of the Night info page is especially interesting. (This link is found on the Contact and Sign up pages.)

    • ascendingascension,

      Plenty has been changing this year, especially this summer, and I know they will only continue to change and very quickly from here on out through the expiration date of Dec. 2012. It’s hard to tell what exactly Karen means by her statement (you quoted above). It’s a shame that all of her archived material is now gone because it was the equivalent of about three books worth of free ascension-related material! She sounded like she was really fed-up with the negativity that’s automatically hurled at Lightworkers/Wayshowers; I’ve referred to this as how We glow in the Dark are are easy targets because of it. That however is nearly over at this point.

      Anyway, time will tell what Karen Bishop decides to do or not do. Because I went through my own version of suddenly HAVING to shift how I related and interacted with TRANSITIONS back in mid-July 2010, I know many of us Lightworkers/Wayshowers that have been at this since second-one, have HAD to make certain changes within ourselves and how we used to do things during Phase One and early Phase Two of our Ascension Service Work. I’ve done what I needed to do in this case and will continue writing here at TRANSITIONS, just maybe not as often as I had been. What Karen B. decides to do or not do is hard to tell still, but it is actually difficult for Lightworkers/Wayshowers to NOT assist, NOT share, NOT pass on what we perceive and know to people interested in that type of information/Light. So having said that, I would suspect Karen will occasionally still write something somewhere.

      Denise

  16. Hi Denise:

    I have been noticing a new type of “seeing” that has been developing for the past few years. Now, it is “right here” in my inner field of vision. There is this ability to see right through the veil. Can you elaborate on this. I read in your past posts, the Star Beings told you that they are right here, only in a little different configuration. What is happening to us ?
    as always, thank you so much,
    Julie

    • Julie,

      Have you also noticed how, over the past decade or more, that you can still see things, objects, walls, furniture etc. even when your physical eyes are closed? Kinda tricky at night while trying to go to sleep but you can still see everything in your bedroom, in the dark, with your eyes closed. 😆

      From what you’ve described it sounds like what seeing clairvoyantly often looks like. In many – but not all cases – you will perceive clairvoyantly different things, objects and even other-dimensional beings in this right in your face type of way. It’s you learning how to perceive through the higher frequency lens of your Brow or Third Eye chakra, or simply, higher (clairvoyant) vision.

      Eventually you’ll get familiar with how to pull back from what you’re seeing/perceiving in this way and take a 360 degree view of it (if you want to that is) from a bit of a distance and not up so close. In other cases clairvoyant vision isn’t still pictures like this but moving movie-like scenes that play out that you watch and also FEEL and are deeply emotionally effected by. This is where clairvoyant vision is naturally combined with emotional feeling in an empathic type of way too. In other words, you don’t only just clairvoyantly see different things/beings/places/worlds/events etc., but in many cases what you see produces emotions in you which is just you perceiving MORE in a highly compressed and higher way. This is how tremendous amounts of higher dimensional information or knowledge is transmitted from one being to another being in a split second. It is a block of information that you perceive so fast that you don’t even see it clairvoyantly but you KNOW and FEEL it all in that nano-second. This is how most higher dimensional beings communicate…that I’ve experienced to date that is. I always leave the door wide open however for me to discover far more. 😉

      As we continue our ascension/compressed evolutionary process, our ways in which we perceive, communicate, transmit and receive Light/Love/everything will evolve as well. Clairvoyance is just the beginning with so much more existing beyond it and our old lower polarized brains! Beyond seeing (Clairvoyance), feeling (Clairsentience), hearing (Clairaudience) etc. is instantaneous knowing of things without ANY thinking, feeling, or seeing involved (Claircognizance). This is going to become the primary tool of perception (connection with our Higher Selves) for many in the new Age and new Earth.

      Denise

      • Great explanation, thank you Denise. You always break down these TRANSITIONS in ways that are comfortable to understand.
        I just read Lauren Gorgo’s new post. You may want to check it out, it is pretty amazing, very positive and feels right on target.
        in gratitude,
        Julie

  17. Greetings Denise.

    It is natural wanting to be alone in solitude as part of the ascension process? Because I am so wreary of the starseeds ning groups I hung out with and their “love and light” programe, that I moved out because I can barely tolerate their long lectures of love and mutual respect that seems to be going no where. Their lectures feels like they been brainwashed by the nonsensical channelled messages that is out there.

    I learned and taught myself that “united we stand, divided we fall” is a mere illusion and people need to learn how to get out of the low-vibrational thinking that we must be in a group mentality in order to achieve great things. There’s some truth in that.

    But for me, my way, if I want to get shit done, then I feel in accordace to my Higher Self, it’s better to do ascension by yourself!

    I had some genuine ET contact, oh lucky me, and they left me puzzles and clues in my role to mankinds evolution, which I don’t know anything about it yet until the future comes. I had some people e-mailing me in how to contact the ET beings, and I’m like I don’t know how to tell them that ET contact is serious business and not something you can play around with your mind, since the contact is on the basis of high energy vibration and a higher purpose. You just can’t call up the ETs like a regular phone call and said, “WASSUP?” unless you know, the ETs gave permission to do so. I think ET contacts are not for play, but for a higher spiritual purpose, and the ETs carefully pick chosen individuals who knows what the ascension business is all about!

    Anywho, that’s my two cents.

    • adamancy,

      Very nice vent and thanks for sharing it. Seriously, it was very good and honest and wise. ESPAVO you for taking YOUR POWER so the rest of us don’t have to! 😉 That’s how this really works; each person lives this on their own. There’s no short-cuts, no cheating, no “saviors”, no “ET rescuers” etc. This time is all about us doing it individually and there’s no lying where frequencies are concerned! You either are of a certain frequency or you’re not…yet. Colorful “new age” BS and fluff can pour endlessly out of unaware mouths, but in the end, it all comes down to where the individual is energetically.

      The natural repercussions of this are exactly what you’re talking about…complaining about and please feel free to bitch away about these types of ascension-related learning’s. I always have. 🙂

      As each individual continues this ascension process, their field of like-frequency humans (relatives, loved ones, friends, partners, mates, co-workers etc.) grows smaller and smaller. Eventually the ascending person absolutely MUST live in increasing solitude from the lower frequency, lower consciousness, lower energies, lower reality world to survive and also continue ascending and transmuting etc. This too is an aspect of the ascension process that we all go through. I’ve lived this way for so long now that for me to even have my readers to interact with is a blessing!

      And of course this same thing happens to the ascending person with not only friends, relatives, co-workers, mates etc., but also within the very “new age” community itself! Wheat from the chaff dear one…wheat from the chaff. My field of fellow Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc. and authors, channelers, people who write ascension-related articles and so on that I used to enjoy reading in years past, I cannot stomach today. Harsh, but it’s my truth today. I hope they all, we all, catch up with each other enough to be able to comfortably relate to each other and/or be in the same physical space with each other. Until then, we’re each at slightly different levels/stages/frequencies within the same ascension process! This is another reason why, as we continue ascending and refining ourselves and transmuting our lower frequency stuff, we can’t and don’t want to be around or involved with other people who are far enough outside of our current frequency range that it is painful and/or irritating to us. This ascension process is amazingly, powerfully individual and the only way each person is literally transformed and is able to REALLY be a 5D being carrying increasing amounts of Light within themselves and their bodies. Talk is cheap as the saying goes; living the Alchemical Ascension Process transforms a person in a way that nothing else can.

      I feel for you adamancy, because I’ve lived with this myself for over twenty years (most of my life actually). This is another reason why TRANSITIONS is so valuable to me; I get to have conversations like this with fellow ascenders who are currently within my wide frequency range. More will come and more after them, but until then, people like you and I must find (and create) our own spaces and places in these higher frequencies we’re living in now. This is very much what the rest of fall 2010 is all about. 2011 will take this to yet another higher faster level for all of us, but we’re old pro’s at this at this late date! 😉

      Hugs, Love, & ESPAVO,
      Denise

      • Hahaha, thank you! Indeed, I’m tired of the New Age fluffs and them ranting and raving about this UFO disclosure business. You just worded my thoughts and feelings better than I do. It’s like I understood this ascension with my feelings, and my logical mind no longer comprehend it! I long learned that ascension is about mastery of the self and mastering your consciousness in this REAL world and other multidimensions.

        Much love!

  18. hi – am having a really hard time right now and i feel i should be getting something – and i’m not
    not talking about all the ascension stufff although i imagine its mixed up in it somewhere –

    nothing is gong right – in all aspects of my life – as well as being disconnected from source for the past 12 years and going through all the symptoms/stages of ascension which are probably harder/more difficult now than ever before i am finding that people seem to be taking advantage of me and the nicer i am the worse it gets

    i feel as though i get treated as some second rate person – its almost like i dont count – quite hard to put into words
    i really feel strongly that i’m missing some v important lesson and i dont know how to get the answer – i feel like my life will stay stuck in this state until i get “it” – as well as this and an overwhelming feeling of sadness which i have all the time right now – also not being able to sleep between 3 and 6 most nights. the other day i met a guy who i know i had known in a past life – i felt as though there was something that needed righting – he has now gone to israel and i feel i have failed here too in some way!!

    i’m not sure what i’m expeecting by putting this in this q and a section – maybe a miracle!! i do believe in them!!!

    • sulaireland,

      I am sorry for your current pains and difficulties.

      First of all none of us are ever “…disconnect from Source…”; it may feel to us, from our perspective that we are, but it’s an impossibility because WE ARE AN ASPECT OF SOURCE. That’s not a belief or wishful thinking, it’s a fact and one it sounds like you now need to remember and keep close to yourself.

      Another thing is that “…nothing is going right…” seemingly for many people now, and that too is very much an aspect of the ongoing Ascension Process. The falling apart of both ourselves, our lives, our jobs, our countries, the old global systems etc., etc., is a necessary part of the transition out of the lower everything, and into the higher frequency of everything. I know you already know this and much more.

      Another thing you mentioned that is terrible but very common for people living through the Ascension Process is being repeatedly disrespected, treated badly by certain lower frequency, lower consciousness people treating you rudely and even with cruelty. Like you, I too experienced this for many years during the worst of the worst of my ascension process. It’s vastly better today however, so there is positive end result to this ascension symptom!

      Lower frequency consciousness/energies do NOT feel comfortable or like, love, or appreciate ANY person carrying higher frequencies/energies/heart/consciousness! We irritate them almost as much as they irritate us! 😉 This is simply another aspect of the Alchemical Ascension Process of literally not fitting in with any lower frequency people, places, systems, beliefs, belief systems etc. This is another reason why we must retreat to some safe and isolated place (Safe House!) while we’re living through our physical/biological ascension process. We are repulsed by the people NOT living the ascension process, and they hate and disrespect us. (This is going to change rapidly now and especially once we enter 2011. The shoe will be on the other foot and they will feel the pain and pressures of existing within a higher frequency world while still being at a lower frequency themselves.)

      Another thing that I really want you to “get”, to understand right now is that this whole Ascension Process does not need to be fully intellectually understood by the people living it. The need to understand on all levels is often our old lower frequency ego-selves wanting to continue being in control, and that is an absolute impossibility with the Ascension Process! All you really need to know at this point within this Process is that you, your body, your mind, your emotions, your psyche, your ego-self, your life, and probably everything else is literally transmuting into something else; something better, something more unified and full of higher Light Energy/Consciousness and eventually Love Energy/Consciousness. It is a dying on many levels while at the same time it is a birthing of you at a new higher level. Think of the Phoenix bird flying up out of the ashes of its own death.

      The business of not being able to sleep is also another very common Ascension symptom so please don’t worry about this. Again, I too went through nearly ten years of sleeping only three hours a night and those three hours were broken up by my waking up and needing to go to the bathroom and/or having hot flashes/night sweats. It was horrible beyond belief and yet, here I am all these difficult years later…sleeping better finally. Not fabulous sleeping like prior to the start of my Ascension Process, but much better sleep. Sleep will never be like what we experienced as “normal” prior to the start of our biological ascensions.

      Quite often we will literally be shoved back into our physical bodies between 3 AM and 5 AM because, while we were asleep, we were being worked on like crazy on the Inner Planes or Higher Dimensions. This too is a common ascension symptom and part of both the body and brain rewiring process. We need to get out of our physical bodies for a few hours at night, and while we do this we’re capable of undergoing tremendous Energy Work or Energy upgrades etc. However, only so much of that can happen during one night and so, when we’ve had all we can safely cope with, we get shoved back into our physical bodies in the middle of the night where we wake up and simply cannot go back to sleep that night. Don’t worry about this and just rest while laying in bed or, if you can, get up and do something that will make you feel good.

      Again, you haven’t “failed” with anything just because situations seem to have not worked out as your ego-self and old belief systems believes they should have. 😉 These are massive and intense times of huge, huge change and transformation for all of us and our very world reality. The only person you need to be focusing on now is you. The rest will unfold naturally and you will understand it all at a much higher level of knowing and being.

      I’m going to write a new post now and quote a Kryon channel because I think it will help you and many others. Please read it and let your High Heart bloom and tell your egoic intellect to shut up and just watch your amazing Alchemical Ascension Process. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • hi thanks for the reply – i suppose i realise i’m not atually disconnected – its just that having been able to channel and having been given so much information, accessing the akashic records etc when twelve years ago it all stopped i FELT disconnected – even if i’m really not
        i read your article and the other stuff – it is all about loving myself i think – i know i’m stuck with not getting some major thing and of course that is it!! i have done what i thought was quite a lot of work on this but i know its not sorted – i guess i always feel a bit second-rate and not good enough and even though i can look back on my childhood etc and see why i feel like this – i still cant seem to get to the point where i feel good about myself etc etc and so it goes on
        i guess if i could just “fall inlove with myself” my life would be completely different!!
        thaank you again for your help – i’ll keep trying

  19. Hi Denise,

    I was wondering if you have any suggestions about how we can recall when we move from 3D to 5D and back to 3D again … and how we can Recall What We Were Doing while we were in 5D.

    I know some of us are putting our toes into 5D more and more. And many of us move seamlessly between vibratory levels. I kind of don’t. My puzzle is I don’t remember a thing about when I was in the faster vibration. I just see the physical evidence that I was when I come back to 3D.

    An example I can come up with is the time a few months ago when I dropped a set of keys on the ground. I didn’t hear them drop. I just happened to notice them lying on the ground in my path. (I’d been walking back and forth from house to car, loading up the car). I shoved the keys deep into my right jeans pocket, where there was already another set of keys. I said to myself Lucky I saw those keys on the ground! I do not want to lose those keys!

    Twenty minutes later when I was ready to get in the car and drive away, I reached into my pocket and both sets of keys were key-ringed around each other. Two heavy, double, circular, key rings with several keys on each one had somehow looped themselves together into a locked position that would have taken me at least 5 minutes to accomplish. Yet there they were, tightly hooked onto each other.

    How did this happen? When did this happen? I could account for every second of my time while I was busy loading the car. At no time did I hook those key ring sets around each other!

    That’s when it came to me I’d done it in “no time”, or 5D time. I’d been so adamant about not losing keys that I’d bound them all together. But I have zero recollection of having gone into “no time”, dealt with the keys, then come back out.

    How can we remember? I would like better recall so I can get better understanding and fewer shocks. And maybe some kind of concious command of myself and these energies as I move more into them.

    I guess we’ll learn, like we had to learn when we first got born into this timestream. But! Any tips, techniques, would be really appreciated. Or if you can recommend some writings. Thanks you!

    • septembo,

      Great personal experiences…thanks for sharing for everyone.

      Okay, you asked me a bunch of linear 3D questions about how to get a better grasp on nonlinear 5D (and higher). 😉 Do you see the problems with just this and how difficult it is for all of us to make this Transition? I know, I know…it’s a weird mind-trip this one!

      Like you’ve discovered already on your own, it is MUCH easier for us (so far) to be consciously aware of when we drop back down into old familiar dense 3D. We so naturally and quickly adapt to being in higher frequency 5D now, that the most blatant way for us to realize that we’ve Shifted Dimensionally, is when we discover ourselves back in Icky Dense Land once again (3D). But, at this point in late 2010, there’s far more “Light” in the world than “Dark”, so things have Shifted dramatically. Grin. 😀

      Another big and important aspect of our individual ascensions is also what you’re discovering already; that is that we’re beginning to FINALLY be able to manifest physically what we desire, want, intend, envision, hold dear in our High Hearts etc. Now I’m not talking about maybe kinda sorta…I’m talking about actually physically manifesting certain things that we REALLY, HONESTLY desire. Your not wanting to loose your keys was one of these honest, intense, pure and to the point intentions or desires. So, you manifested the two key rings literally connected to each other so they wouldn’t get lost. How clever of you!

      In the old lower frequency, lower consciousness, polarized world and two brain halves, things took so long because we functioned consciously within a linear focus only. Now that we’ve ascended into a much more “Unified” or integrated frequency and state of being via the ongoing ascension process, we’re increasingly functioning within non-linear or quantum consciousness which is not hampered at all by “time” as we’re used to. We’re now beginning to discovery that we are indeed Consciously Creating certain things from an increasingly quantum or non-linear state so things just appear or just happen almost instantaneously, or so it seems from our current perspective. I expect this will rapidly evolve too along with many other higher abilities and consciousness.

      I know that our intense emotions help to more quickly manifest things into physical reality. Our intense emotions are like fuel to our thoughts or desires or intentions. We all will be learning how to deal with the new higher dimensional responsibilities of our becoming Conscious Creators and Co-Creators. We’re now going to have to be more conscious of our consciousness and also our emotions in connection to them.

      The way I know (today) that I’m in 5D is that I sense I’m not in linear time; that I’m not connected to the old lower 3D world and its lower consciousness and systems etc.; that I’m in a very pristine location that’s not polluted by lower frequency thought forms, lower emotions, lower belief systems, rules, laws etc. It is a wonderful feeling of real freedom and empowerment. And when you feel all that disappear suddenly and the old lower shit, worries, ugliness, craziness and instability and mega egos everywhere…well, you’ve dropped back down vibrationally into the old familiar dense polarized 3D world that is currently melting down and dying! One world is all High Heart and honesty; the other world is all fear and greed and darkness. Easy to sense which one you’re in now!

      So to answer your question, I would have to say that this whole business is more about feeling (5D), than thinking which is very much what 3D was/is all about. So, FEEL your way around now, and don’t depend so much upon your old lower 3D thinking or intellect as your primary GPS system. 😉 And just forget about linear time at this point! We’re going to increasingly be finding ourselves functioning and existing in non-linear quantum consciousness, which exists beyond the confines of lower frequency linear “time” consciousness. Pay attention to how the upcoming 10-10-10 portal really increases this for many of us.

      I hope this helps, if not, try me again. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  20. Hi Denise,

    I got three questions… and I hope it’s not too overbearing:

    1) I keep trying and TRYING to go to bed on time… or at least by 11pm. The more I try… the MORE I find myself still up until 2am … or worse… 4am. I just don’t seem to give a damn about Time… when it’s affecting my inner time-clock, body and already soar-throat. Is this off-timing part of the 5D experience/Ascension? Are we going to find ourselves not needing that much sleep? Maybe this is one more redundant question but I am uncertain whether or not this is the Ascension’s insomniac moments on me… or it’s just me.

    2) I also noticed that people here in Saint Lucia, Caribbean… are dying on the weekends. Especially the older folks… they are dying sequentially. For real. Three or so weeks ago… my boss’s husband’s son got murdered on a Sunday. Two Fridays ago a well-known acquaintance suddenly died on a Friday. The next day another well-known teacher who’ve taught me and my sisters… died… on that following Saturday. Saturday that just passed a well-known neighbour died and a lot of people showed up at his house Friday night. It’s all happening in September. What energies are out there that are having people to leave their bodies on a weekend??? There hasn’t been an eclipse has there? It’s between full moons. Or is it that the summer events really hit a lot of people so hard… that they released and let go of their bodies by Fall??? It’s just so interesting… most of them seem to have had either heart attacks or cancer… or whatever ailment that came to them so very suddenly… and during the nights. That’s what I’m hearing so far…

    3) Is living with non-Ascending others affect the Ascending person from experiencing the 5D experience… or hindering the Ascender in any way? Or it doesn’t really matter at all at this point… so long as one keeps focusing on your High Heart. I’ve been a bit worried about that… when we all need a Safe home and space… and it’s somewhat difficult to have one’s own proper Safe space… when you’re forced to be under your parents’ roof again. My folks are kind yes but their ways are still very much 3D. But at least I’m setting boundaries… always questioning when they demand me to do this and that… and for me that’s my Sacred Space. That’s the best that I can do and be… now that Jupiter Retrograde has me going inward and inward… being more and more conscientious about that…

    October is my birth month. I’ll be 31 and feel I haven’t accomplished much on anything… like so many Indigos. I just read last night that this would turn the other way in my favor after February 2011. Looks like next year will be the year that has us FINALLY swimming and frolicking in glee. 🙂

    O… forgot this one:

    Denise… the Hathors’ latest attunement method… the one that you posted just just recently… is amazing. I mean I’m receiving more use of my vocal chords and what little musical experience I have.

    But while listening to these 5D songs… it tickled my spine… a whole darn lot! I mean… there was STRONG tickling energy up my spine so much that I felt I was wriggling frantically like a snake! I tried to breathe deeply… but that didn’t really help much. What the Hathors’ music doing to my spine actually??? Is it fine-tuning or awakening my telepathy or kundalini or what? And do you have a method to cope with it during the attunement?

    That’s that for now. Hope that’s not too much of a bother at this point. ^_^’
    Thanks so much for sticking to Transitions after all you’ve been through.

    Love to all,
    Lou Ann

    • Lou Ann,

      1) Ascension & Time – Yes it’s very much related to your ascension process. There’s a lot going on with just this one subject. Know that we go through repeated cycles with sleeping for a couple of hours, then seemingly being forced back into our physical bodies to lay awake for more hours! Our ability to sleep for the suggested eight hours a night is no more thanks to our ascensions. Our old 3D sleep patterns and also our dreaming patterns and needs are NOT the same now due to the ongoing ascension process. I gave up many years ago trying to force myself to sleep during those periods where I simply wasn’t going to be able to get out-of-body and sleep. I’m finding now that my body wants to sleep in some new cycles and I’m trying to go with this and not expect to sleep for over four hours at one time. Other people have channeled about this and about how we’re needed to sleep fewer hours at a time, but to break our sleeping into something like four to six hours a night with a couple hours of sleep during the day. This is what my body has been doing despite my fighting it…so I now fall asleep during the late afternoons almost every day. Strange but this is going to become the new “normal” sleep pattern.

      2) More People Dying Now – I wrote about this last year or so and mentioned that increasing numbers of people would suddenly be dying. I knew that with the arrival of the 2010 Fall Equinox, AND the 10-10-10 Portal will add to this even more as will the entrance into the last of the Mayan DAY/NIGHTS – “Day Seven” on Nov. 3, 2010 that great numbers of people AND global systems will be dying and exiting the planet very quickly. Everything has been leading up to the last half of 2010, all of 2011 and 2012, and plenty of change will now begin like we’ve not seen as yet.

      So yes, expect the unexpected and be emotionally prepared for much greater numbers of people around the world to seemingly suddenly become terminally ill and die in a short period of time. These are the people who’ve decided to NOT remain in their physical bodies and go through the ascension process and of the approaching changes to the old collapsing world systems/beliefs/consciousness etc. This has nothing to do with age or health or anything at this point, other than they’ve chosen to quickly die and leave the planet. No right or wrong with this, only personal choice now that we’ve reached the halfway point (Summer and beyond) within 2010. The day that each person dies is their choice and I suspect they’re utilizing some of these incoming huge Energy Wave to die or exit their body and this dimension. Nothing more. I believe the Hathors also talked about this a month or two back.

      3) Living With Non-Ascending People – Yes it makes it a bit more difficult and certainly much more frustrating for the person who is living the ascension process! The other thing you’ve got to keep in mind at this point is that your parents may actually be in the beginning stages of the ascension process now. Or they too may choose to die and exit this world. I’m NOT saying that to frighten you, only saying that it is another possibility.

      You can have other relatives, friends, husband/wife, mate, co-workers etc. who all are living the ascension process and yet, because we all are doing it at different stages, even some of us who are living the ascension process get on each others nerves! 😉 We all are NOT and never have been all at the exact same stage or phase within the Process. This is why there’s so much extra confusion and seeming discrepancies with what people like me say or write about, and what everyone is personally experiencing via the Ascension Process; we’re each on a slightly different stair step or as Karen Bishop used to call it, “…a different rung on the ascension ladder…”

      Just stay true to yourself and get as much alone time as you need every day and night no matter what the other people in your life are or aren’t doing now. The rest will play itself out…

      * Happy upcoming 31st Birthday Lou Ann! 🙂 You’ve ended your first “Saturn Return” (from age 29-31 for everyone). I’m going to be starting my “Second Saturn Return” very soon (happens at age 59-61 for everyone). From this point on your life will be very different from the first 28 years. The decade of your thirties is much more emotional and colorful whether an Indigo or not. But, I think the young Indigos will find their thirties more busy and full of responsibilities than they could have imagined. It’s coming…

      4) Tom Kenyon & The Hathors & 7D Sound – The first time I listened to one of Tom Kenyon’s sound recordings, the sounds went straight to my Third Eye or Brow Chakra and I saw Them…or remembered Them. It sounds like you experienced Tom’s recorded sounds in your spine which is great. Nothing is wrong because this happened so don’t worry. One higher frequency triggered a harmonic in your body and spine which is great. From how you’ve described it, it sounds like serpentine waves of energy were flowing through your spine. As far as “coping” with this, I’d just suggest that you listen to his recordings once a week at least. Eventually your body will adapt to these particular energies and who knows what will manifest because of that! How exciting!

      Hugs,
      Denise

  21. hi Denise,

    i do not have any questions….i’m tired of asking questions. my deepest questions can not be answered….ever, i figure. i have an observation (i guess). this whole process seems to be counterproductive to the individual who is experiencing it….it seems like the source that we are separate from (logos) is some kind of sado-masochist that is using us on this planet to feed itself off of all the negative that we experience here, and the more you delve to figure out the truth, the worst and more negative your ‘reality’ becomes…..that’s my experience. i feel the process is counterproductive for the individual because i have this yearning for peace and for some #@*&-ing reason i can not experience it….mostly everything i do creates more and more chaos/pain sooner or later. i am just plodding along day to day, with a fake smile and demeanor to live in this cesspool, but on the deepest level i do not want to do this crap anymore. i can not convince myself that this is for the greater good, i don’t know how to do that HERE…i feel like the REAL source which is within all of us can not help us on an earth-conscious level and there is no way we can tap it, so basically we (who are aware that something is terribly awry) is alone and will be alone. wish i would have taken the blue pill, because ‘knowing’ do not really change reality of the illusion that i HAVE to participate in still….at least not for me. sorry for the confused rant, life is a bitch right now 😦

  22. Thanks Denise,

    I did recall you mentioning about people suddenly dying since 2009… even in July last year when Michael Jackson died (wow that went by so quickly)… and even before that, when you mentioned about eclipses… noting that it would be the ideal time when souls would leave the earth in droves.

    But frankly and humbly speaking… nothing… I mean… NOTHING could be compared to bearing witness to this phenomena. When I was alone and in my own apartment… I was partially-skeptical about it… obviously not exposed enough to know that it is occurring. After all… I did expect it to be much more dramatic and with lots of calamity and chaos… when people and systems radically dying out so quickly… off of the face of the Earth. Now living around my folks… who got networks of people… suddenly coming to our homes or calling us about it… or even my sisters on Facebook mentioning so-and-so JUST died… all in sequences… one week after the other… is a wow. I’m going to have to keep my emotional self in cue…

    I’ve had those nap moments since January but… but… BUT… THIS is too much! I mean… one moment I’m sagging off to nappy-land… then as soon as I finally got up… I gotta get that sleep again… and then my body don’t want to do nothing no more… and then it wants to stretch doing yoga… and then I curl up looking at the foggy rain outside… and then I don’t want to do ANYTHING… and then I gotta stop and stay still to see what my body wants… whether it wants to pee… curl up… snooze… or sleep sleep SLEEP! It’s bearing on me now… when I’m SO used to being up and about. Jeezee… I’d like my creative groove back… at LEAST continue creating while this phase is tagging us along. DAMMIT! >_<'

    As for my folks… I find it best to NOT get involved. I find myself being the observer listening in when they're talking and being "normal" on me. I'm witnessing what the current energies can do: as my body buckles down to it… throughout the day the rain tumbles and pours down and down and down (which is lovely and different from the pounding of heat)… and then as my folks come home from work and business… they bring back dreadful reports or financial setbacks… and then as me and Mum turn on the news… MORE financial meltdowns… just as you and a good number of channelers predicted.

    I'm expecting more tumbling downs as I buckle under but woi and oie… I'd like to get my GROOVE back while this is going on. I'd like to bake my own naturally-home-made birthday cake sans loud party… as I'm becoming more and more conscious of what I consume. I want enough energy to do something simple but meaningful… you know.

    The Hathors: I GOTTA have them every night. The ONLY thing that's sane for me. But I understand… if I want to cope with it that is. But I still have the urge to listen in on them tonight. It's the last thing I want to tag along with me as I sleep… every night…. or wee early morning (now 12:30 am).

    Pbreezie: I quite understand where you're coming from. I do sense that this phase we're all in wants us to learn NOT to see neither here nor there about it. We're going beyond what we know now… so all hands are up in the air. I do sense this and it's forcing all of us to get out of the way. I mean… it wants us to tire… that I feel. 😦

    Hugs and Love to all who are still hanging in there,
    Lou Ann

  23. Hello Denise!
    Is that you who change the pic on the top of the page? Because all I can think in this past week, is about stones! All the time thinking about crystals, amethyst, emerald, what is that? And I visit your blog and see all theses crystals. Funny…
    Have you seen this giant crystal cave found in Mexico?
    http://abcnews.go.com/video/playerIndex?id=6000307
    Hugs, Lya

    • Lya,

      Yep it’s me who changes the background and header images here. I get bored and need to see and feel different colors and patterns.

      I’ve seen those crystal caves in Mexico on TV, they’re size is amazing and hard to comprehend. Thanks for the link.

      Heaven and Earth… I think our relationship with the 2D gemstones and other elemental beings and energies is changing right along with everything else. A greater respect and sense of connection with them and all else, which is very much what 5D High Heart Consciousness is all about.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  24. Hi, Denise.

    I had another experience last night with this golden crystalline field. This time I was in bed with my eyes closed, but I could see my room anyway. Closer to my field of vision, if you want to call it that, were golden crystalline bits in a flower shape blocking most of the room from view. Although it was strange, it didn’t freak me out at all and I immediately recognized it as similar to my last experience. Any thoughts on this newer, closer form?

    Cat

  25. hello Denise,

    i have a question. i don’t know if anyone has been experiencing this, but i seem to be making enemies everywhere i turn. i am not a jerk or anything like that (although, lately i have been feeling a bit fed up), but in general i am not a rude person. i sense that people, more often than not, just do not like me or i make them uncomfortable or something…..i don’t know, maybe its me. they seem upset at me at times for no concrete reason, both some people i know and some strangers i meet. its not with everybody, but it is with enough people for me to take note of the strange vibes i receive. no matter how polite and sincere i am, some people just throw off a vibe of dislike to me that i pick up on immediately. this has been going on for quite some time and has been getting worse. in the past, i used to be taken aback by it….nowadays i’ve come to expect it. i don’t know if this has anything to do with this process?

    • pbreezie,

      Oh I remember going through this phase of the ascension process many years ago. It was horrible and so frustrating. But know that this too is another common effect and side effect of someone living the ongoing ascension process.

      As our inner energies and consciousness change enough to where we’re carrying (are ourselves) far more Light than the old lower 3D patriarchal world can tolerate, we automatically cause this reaction in people carrying a majority of lower, more dense, (Dark) energies and consciousness. Typically they don’t consciously know why they dislike you, me, us, but they sure as hell do! And in all honesty, during the worst of the worst of my Phase One ascension process, the feeling was mutual. I disliked and was repulsed by them in much the same manner that I affected them.

      Literally, two different frequencies of energy and consciousness cannot exist together in the same space. “Can’t we all just get along?” No actually, and this is why there are different layers – and in this case – a whole new Earth world and reality for the people who have been and still are ascending to exist on, and another one (or more) for all of the people who aren’t ready or interested in living the current ascension process.

      I’ve experienced both sides of this over the past few years. I’ve experienced attracting strangers who want to just crawl right up into my space and get waaaay to close to me physically, which I dislike immensely, to be in the higher Light energies that I carry now, or the polar opposite reaction. People are rude, disrespectful, and blatantly nasty and mean to me when I’ve done nothing to warrant that type of treatment from them…ever. But there it is, lower energies feel horrible and threatened around higher vibrating energies, and vise versa. This is another reason why, in the past, the more enlightened, the mystics, the masters, the initiated etc. all had to go into seclusion or retreat to someplace safe for not only themselves, but also for the masses that weren’t capable of being near them physically.

      Try to not take this business personally even though it is on one level, and always keep in mind/heart why you’re effecting certain people the way you are now. It’s a wonderful sign of how much Light you’re carrying, being, which is just wonderful. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Hey pbreezie,
      I sympathize, I’ve had the same experience and it’s not pleasant. No, you don’t sound like a jerk at all, your energy feels good. As Denise said, the more light you embody, the more antagonism you evoke in others who have less light….anyone, even your loved ones. Stuart Wilde wrote memorably about this some years ago: how he could sit quietly in the corner of a bar, saying not one word, and complete strangers would come up and attack him; when driving, huge semi-trucks would swerve across the road to wipe him out. As you said, after a while you start to expect it!
      The frightening thing is, they don’t really know why they dislike you so much. Because humans get uncomfortable to think they’re behaving irrationally, they’ll try to find some ‘reason’ for their hostility. Only once was someone honest enough to say to me, ‘I don’t know why, because you haven’t done anything wrong, but whenever you’re in the room with me, I feel really, really angry. It’s not normal, I don’t know why it happens.’
      What’s going on is as if the person’s looking out through a window smeared with red, brown & black paint. You come along, shining your light – you don’t even have to speak to them, just being in their space is enough! – and suddenly all their darkness is illuminated. Even ‘spiritual’ people; they may have enough light that they’ve cleared most of the gunk off their window, and think they’re all clean…..if your light is brighter, you show up all the little spots & streaks they didn’t know where there. Sometimes people believe the smears are on you, so they attack you. And if they’re mean and nasty to you, it trashes their self-image as Mr/Ms Perfect, so they feel even more rage at you.
      Something I read once, & found so helpful that I used to repeat it to myself, is that however hurt you are, remember that these people are hurt in a far worse way than you: their souls have been damaged. Anyone emanating negativity is in a worse-off state than you, so we can feel pity and compassion for them. I know it’s horrible, but as Denise says, noticing that people seem to dislike you for no reason is actually a good sign, it means your light-quotient is increasing! You’re not of the world anymore, so the (3D, dense) world hates you. You’re now a great threat to the dark energies (who will use any unaware humans as their tools), so they attack you. They fear this planet’s ascension to 5D – they’ll lose their power and human food-source, and will have to face their karma Their goal is to make you so miserable that your vibrations drop down again.

      If you persevere, something interesting happens. Your new friends will be at a similar level to you. No one vibrating at an appreciably lower level than you is ever going to like you. You make them very uncomfortable. It’s as if you shine a flashlight on someone, and they get angry – ‘Get that light out of my face!!’  But your efforts to eliminate the faults you’re sure you must have (‘Otherwise why am I sensing dislike from people?!’), and your trying to be kind & forgiving, even to people who are behaving like complete bastards  🙂 – all this increases your light level. Instead of a flashlight, you’re now blazing a 30000 watt lamp. You don’t yell at someone shining that kind of light on you; you back off! People who seemed unpleasant or hostile, now seem afraid. There’s a good reason for that. The more light you embody, the more magnified the karmic boomerang is for anyone who hurts you. Any negativity directed towards you now bounces off your aura and returns to the sender, x 100. People generally sense this instinctively, so although they don’t like you, they no longer affect you.
      It’s not a nice experience to go through, though, even when you understand why it’s happening.

      Barbra

  26. Hi Denise and all,

    As Pbreezie is still in Phase one… I’m wondering the same about where I am on the Ascension rung. I should know better as to not ask this redundant question but it’s nagging me a good while now so here it goes: is becoming closer to your age really increase the emotional energies???

    As I’m turning 31 Wednesday… I could’ve sworn I’m through with most of my shit and stuff. I thought now that my Saturn Return has ended… the amping of energies from that would tone down. But now… it’s 1998 ALL over again. 😦

    Most of my fears are what my parents keep mentioning to me… about the dangers out there and so forth. What makes them familiar is its amplitude … or call it what you will. MAJOR uncomfortable fears. I know best to not focus on it… but is it me or is it really my Saturn Return still working it’s thing on me… and revealing to me still unresolved fears…?

    What makes it worse… is that… as I am living in a bigger house all alone… last night I heard someone or something prying the back door open. I recalled staying as present as much as possible… and surprisingly was brave enough to go close and observe the door knob… even listen to whether or not it’s either a person… or simply that persevering big-ass rat that keeps trying to return back into the house.

    What on earth is going on??? Isn’t this not too late in the Ascension Phase game already??? Thanks for hearing me out and I hope there is Light shed on this.

    Hugs and love,
    Lou Ann

    • Lou Ann,

      No, and don’t be so hard on yourself!

      People typically believe that if they deal with some personal issue – whatever it is – that that’s the end of it and they’ve totally resolved every single aspect of said issue. The truth of the matter is, that because we have more than one (the physical) body, we have to work on our issue/issues repeatedly to resolve them on multiply levels and in our multiple bodies (mental, emotional, etheric etc.). Just because we know a thing intellectually and work on it at that level (and our mental body) doesn’t mean we’re done! The emotional body is usually packed full of our ignored, unresolved, as yet integrated emotional issues.

      Add on top of this the fact there still are some random pieces of lower frequency (negative or dark) energies/consciousness flying around that occasionally take aim at people carrying more Light. This is vastly less than it was last year and the year before and each year before that.

      Plus, (I know, I know, none of us wants to hear about this crap at this point! 😉 ) we are still having to learn how to maintain the higher frequencies/consciousness that we now are and NOT slide back down again for whatever the reasons or triggers. I did this myself last night for only a few minutes and then I saw something in my darkened living room. I was so frustrated with myself because I was the one that had the lower, mildly fearful, slightly dark past thought and BOOM!!!, there it was almost instantly in my living room. This however is how we learn about how thought creates reality for real…in our lives…so freaking fast now its stunning! Talk about REAL responsibilities!

      I immediately uncreated what I’d allowed in through MY drop in thoughts and added emotional fear which was minuscule and very short. But this and a few other lessons like this are teaching me first-hand about how we now really do need to be mindful of where we allow our consciousness to wander! Being a “Conscious Creator” and Co-Creator in 5D and higher carries a larger responsibility than what we’re used to in old lower 3D! Down there we could think and feel whatever we wanted to without things manifesting. We’ve graduated and this is why we’ve each GOT to have our issues, in all of our different energy bodies, resolved because that means we literally won’t crap up (pollute, litter) the new higher frequency neighborhood. This is all about us not being victims any longer, taking our power, and being more aware of our multidimensional responsibilities. It’s easier than it may sound. 🙂

      Happy Birthday,
      Denise

      • Thanks a million and a million times over Denise,

        That’s bang on: I WAS having my mind wander about the possibilities of encountering the nasties with no faces… wandering about the corridors that very same night and by gawd: there went THAT noise behind that back door in nanoseconds! Up to now I have NO inkling of a clue what or who that was… but it doesn’t matter: THAT was only a lesson: don’t create and pollute any more of that shit.

        Time is also going so fast that the simple little things I planned at doing never got done… because night has fallen and the following day is almost here. This phase isn’t even waiting for 2011 to hit! Wow!

        I confess that I was thinking about the soul world… the world I used to see as something normal when I was about four. I confess that I am having a hard time relating to even to higher evolved beings of the spirit realm: I remember a dream where I was so acutely afraid of an angel… and I was stuck in a corner like a frantic, helpless animal. The angel in that dream was trying to calm me down… saying he didn’t mean to do any harm to me… and he meant it. How sad. 😦

        I do hope that when this Ascension phase is through… I evolve enough to have that kind of fear behind me for good! Still transmuting my old fears but they are much calmer now.

        Thanks for saying Happy Birthday to me. Yay to 31. 😀
        Lou Ann

  27. Lou Ann,

    I almost laughed at that, because, although you can’t see it, you’ve come so far that what to most people would seem like Ph.D level fearlessness, seems like a failure to you. Don’t beat yourself up! I know women who wouldn’t stay alone in a house, who won’t go out alone after dark.
    Your parents, after filling your head with dire fears and vivid what-if scenarios, leave you in the large house alone. It’s coming up to Halloween, the spooky Scorpio time (I’m a Scorpio too :)), and it’s full moon. You then hear what sounds like someone prying the doorknob open. And you *go and watch*, to see if it really is. Man, that’s not excessive fearfulness, that’s brave! I would have jumped about a foot in the air! 😀 What I’m saying is, after having had to hear all those lurid warnings, and then you DO hear a strange noise, you’d have to have nerves of ice not to react at all. We do get better at learning to immediately identify + let go of any negative thoughts and feelings….but so long as we have physical bodies, probably some reflexive reactions are healthy? You were given ‘information’ about dangers (possibly exaggerated, true :)), and then your ears heard an unusual noise. Of course your adrenaline would start pumping! We have an instinct to protect our physical vehicle, and I think that’s probably normal.

    Barbra

    • Thanks a million Barbra,

      I guess it’s right and fair to say that it is really brave of me to go and watch… even to recall sleeping soundly after a few hours up all night only to make it through that Thursday night.

      But o my dear gawd it happened AGAIN!!! Last night at a much earlier time than before… the SECOND round! What the hell ?!?#$@! :((

      And this time… THIS time… I didn’t get a full night’s sleep… even though I was dang bang tired. Felt like a helpless animal reviewing past life memories of attacks in my mind’s eye… or whatever they were… even though it lasted only a few minutes or so. What would’ve caused it to come back?!? Maybe me watching a movie trailer that was somewhat fearful and scary??? NEVER again then. >.<

      There went that noise again… and yes I did observe the doorknob… no slight movement of it being turning here or there (or was it someone trying to unlock the the locker atop the doorknob?!?). Bah it's nerve-wrecking. :S

      The ONE thing that got it to stop was when I called upon my Higher Self to shed Light on that situation. It stopped when I called out to my HS to be grounded during those few minutes. I couldn't bear go NEAR that kitchen sink where that same back door is alongside it… where the window to outside was above that kitchen sink… and I just couldn't continue where I left off to wash the dishes. I left them there until I got through the night until the crack of dawn. I really went as DEEP as I could to transmute these animalistic fears… but it took hours and hours on end to get my act together!!!

      I went and watched because… good-gawd I'm SO DAMN TIRED of living in fear! Almost everyone around me in my circle would say the same things in chorus with my parents and… and… and I want to have a different reality other than THIS! ALWAYS living in fear. Even my Dad mentioned that it's healthy to be. I FUCKING TIRED OF IT!!!

      When that noise happened… again I thought of calling my neighbours and relatives… those whom my parents told me to call in case of an emergency. But no: I decided to stick to my guns and rely on the Source of All Things because… I want to go THROUGH THIS SHIT and by gawd these people would be too slow in responding anyway! Going to anyone for help only would make the matter worse than it is and I'd be hearing lines like "I told you so". Fuck it! I didn't pray the Alma Mater or Our Father Who Aren't in Heaven or the 21st Psalms to shoo it away (WHAT or WHOever that was)… and it MAY happen again… but calling out to my HS was BY FAR a powerful lesson… that I AM NOT ALONE and I got someone Higher to see me through that hELL ! I allowed my inner Voice/Higher Self to talk me through it throughout last night. The usual noises from the house weren't helping… but… BUT I went through it all by myself. Happy Halloween indeed…! lol ^_^'

      Thanks so much for supporting and cheering me on. It's funny that you share the same name and horoscope sign as my former female boss.

      Namasté everyone. Hugs and Love.
      Lou Ann

  28. Hi Denise,

    I know I’m constantly commenting and asking questions a lot lately here on TRANSITIONS… but I’m getting interesting insights and subtle experiences that are having me in question, learning and growing during this whole Ascension phenomenon.

    And then… I realized that I did mentioned recently here that there IS nothing knew to comment and share… nothing out of the ordinary in my neck of the woods in my blah and bland circle… but here I go again:

    After returning home from a hot and humid sunny, sunny day… I casually was looking at the lawn grass before I went upstairs. And as I did so… a patch of the lawn grass popped out… like how you would use a magnifying glass over an object/subject… and it has that watery-magnifying effect… showing a larger-than-life difference between normal vision and the magnifying vision of that grass. I didn’t have my glasses on but it didn’t seem to be the cause: I’ve never had THAT happened before. Or did I???

    I saw TWO different visions of the lawn grass. I was thinking “dimension” while I was watching it casually. CASUALLY… like it’s normal. It was just simply popping and magnifying… and moving like liquid… as if someone or something was moving the magnifying glass across it.

    Is it me… my poor vision… or is this one of those normal symptoms of a heat-wave???

    Well… thing is… I specifically recall observing myself not having ANY heat-wave symptom. No faintness. No nausea. No dizzy spells. No hint of it at all. Just casually observing this quiet, subtle and brief phenomenon… like it’s NORMAL… JUST like my attitude in a dream-like state.

    I may be over my head and should brush it aside but… upon looking back… it’s… WEIRD… yet I am surprised at myself for not seeing this as out-of-the-ordinary… yet this is so… eerie… now that I look back.

    And then… I DID remember a similar incident which had me question whether it was just a trick of the eyes: I remember looking at small stones under me while on my way out to the bus stop… and could’ve sworn I was seeing clearly and with perfect 20/20 vision. I remember being excited about it… but it left and thought it’s just a trick of the eyes. Is it really???

    What is that??? The Separation of Two Worlds or something else???

    I’m wondering if it’s going to continue like this and more and more of it… now that I’m also bearing witness to time moving faster than usual. Even my folks are noticing this… and it’s exciting… yet I don’t want to get out of myself for this. What say you Denise?

    Thanks for hearing me out and reminding us about the Hathors’ World Meditation. I intend to be there in spirit and having the 7D sounds in my head all day.

    Lou Ann

    • Lou Ann,

      Very simply…these types of visual anomalies are due to your/our brain rewiring…our ongoing ascensions and expanding consciousness. There are many different anomalies like this – visual, auditory, sensory etc. – that people have and will continue having as we all get familiar with our expanding consciousness that is multidimensionally aware.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  29. thank you Denise and Barbra!

    this is very helpful to help me understand whats happening around me. i am relieved to hear that it is not a ‘bad’ thing as i had been thinking. but it is very uncomfortable though….so be it! 🙂

  30. Hello Denise,

    I have question for you about Darkworker’s and negative energies. I have tried to find out more information about a person that I am in constant contact with that is extremely negative and energy sucking. It was only recently that I learned the term “Darkworker” in contrast to the “Lightworker”. I am a Starseed and have had a tough time with the adjustment process of the extremes of the ascension side effects and I am hoping you can answer some of my questions. I believe my mother is a Darkworker or at least has a lot of the characteristics of one, she is constantly seeking drama and trying to stir up anger and frustration, she isn’t happy unless everyone around her is in complete disarray, she plays mind games and psychological warfare. I feel constantly drained and angry and have even felt extreme feelings of rage which is unlike me. I am beginning to learn how to step back and try not to be inundated by her but this is difficult. The tough situation is that we currently reside together and will have to remain here until Spring, so I can’t just run away, I have to face this. Please help me…. I read the article you had about Lisa Renee and the “Command Statement” and I printed it out and said it three times over, getting different visions and sensations each time I read it. I have this constant desire to help my mom overcome this built up anger but when I open up to help her she attacks me and sucks my energy away. How do I block this but still give her some direction towards ascension? Any insight would be great!

    Thank You!- Ashley

    • Ashley,

      Unfortunately many people (their egos) are so addicted to their own emotional bodies and continue recreating the endless high drama from that level. They don’t even know this is what they’re doing and how they’re living and many of them deeply enjoy it.

      My suggestion to you at this point is to not worry or focus much on your Mom, but on you. She’s not your responsibility…you are. 😉 So, I’d suggest that you refuse to play her emotional body games and high drama and don’t say much at all. Just leave the house or room, go do something else and ignore her tactics and manipulations etc. It always takes two to tango and if you won’t play this game with her, she’ll have to look elsewhere for the high emotional drama queen BS she feeds off of. It may sound harsh, but the best way you can help her now is to NOT get involved when she pulls this lower emotional body sucking and feeding BS. I’ve known so many people like this and it’s like trying to rationalize with a drunk; it simply doesn’t work so stop trying. The sooner she realizes that she isn’t getting the emotional energies, reactions and connections from you that she’s used to, the whole dynamic changes. She won’t be happy of course, but that’s not what’s important at this point. You’ve got to not play along and disconnect emotionally from her (at this level) and whatever she’s trying to pull off on you or anyone else.

      Be strong and just refuse to be drawn into the manipulations and drama queen BS.
      Hugs,
      Denise

  31. Hey Denise,
    Thank you so much for your advice and insight, I will continue to wrap myself in a white light of protection and block out her negative behavior. It’s easier said than done, but it’s so nice to hear from an objective person that her behavior is unacceptable and unhealthy for my environment and partaking in any conversation when she’s trying to pick a fight is only fueling her fire. The really sad part is that I keep trying to involve her in the charity work that I do and she doesn’t understand the point and she thinks that she gives enough love through her job and all the “LOVE” she “Thinks” she gives at home….SICK!! What’s worse is she is a therapist and she sucks the energy from people all day by making them actually listen to her advice as if she is superior to them and she thrives off the energy they give her because she loves anyone portraying a subservient role to hers. Even talking about her gets me worked up in frenzy, this has to stop.
    Do you have any suggestions on ways to show her how to ascend and go away from this behavior without me actually saying that? Or is that what you called “trying to talk to a drunk”? LOL!! Does this behavior show that she is a Darkworker? She has done past life regressions and has been alone the past 2 lives because she was looking for her soulmate and never found them and that’s true again this time, does that sound like a common trait of a negative soul/darkworker? Thanks again for your help!
    Big Galactic Hug,
    Ashley

    • Ashley,

      Based on what you’ve said, I’m now going to direct you towards yourself. I do NOT mean to hurt your feelings in any way by doing this but to really help you I’ve got to get you to realize how invested YOU are in this energetic interplay with your Mother. I don’t know if you too are addicted to your emotional body battle with your Mom, but it is obvious just from what you’ve said and admitted that you are used to being invested in it, and especially with trying to save or rescue her from herself.

      As I said in my first Q&A to you, this with your Mom is like trying to have an intelligent and honest discussion with a drunk; it simply doesn’t work. I also said that your responsibility is YOU and NOT your Mom (or anyone else for that matter). Spiritual work is really about working on ourselves – you and me I mean – and not other people.

      I’d like you to read and re-read your second Comment in as neutral a way as you can to see just how much your emotional body was reacting and invested in what your Mom does, says, and doesn’t do. If you can honestly see that and not automatically fall into the emotional need to save and/or rescue her from herself, and if you can turn your focus back on to yourself, then we’ll have made some huge progress. 🙂 This is a test, an Initiation to see if you can stop your own old habitual lower frequency behaviors and reactions etc. and truly get yourself free enough to grow/evolve to the next level of personal, spiritual inner work. I know you can but it’s you that’s important in all this.

      So it’s up to you to see yourself honestly, become consciously aware of what all you are doing and not doing due to all of the crap your Mom (or anyone else) is marinating in constantly. Forget about your Mom now because she is not what’s important now…you are and you getting yourself out of this rut you’re stuck in emotionally, energetically, and intellectually. We are totally stuck in the emotional body muck as long as we cannot see ourselves and all of the ways we’re contributing to these types of emotional body addictions, investments, battles, high drama theatrics etc. I’ve struggled with this one myself for decades before I fully understood my own responsibility as The Other Player. Libra/Aries lessons and learning’s… and with transiting Saturn (responsibility and manifesting in physicality) in Libra (all others) and soon Uranus (higher consciousness and sudden, intense changes) back in Aries (individual self) for the next many years…these types of lessons will be in everyone’s faces/hearts like you can’t believe!

      I hope this helps you get where you need to be which is self empowered, fully responsible for your own actions/inaction’s etc. and focused on YOU first. We cannot help the Others (whoever they are) until we’ve done the Inner Work on ourselves first. Then we can make suggestions to the Others…but we must let them do their own Inner Work themselves. Not helping is often harder than helping. 😉

      Hugs,
      Denise

  32. Denise,
    Thank you so much for your candid response, I agree 100% that I am stuck in the muck and need to get out. Maybe I should have been a bit more clear about my situation if only to help you understand this icky stuck feeling I have. I am a very spiritual person and have been very in tune with my spirit guides and have had a lot of experience with meditation and energy clearing. Regularly I don’t allow anyone to affect me or my environment and I have taken huge steps in letting go of the EGO and moving towards inner peace.

    My only major difficulty that has drastically changed recently is that we have moved into my mom’s house…..HER SPACE….making me feel as if I am obligated in certain ways. I am sorry if this sounds like a broken record, I just wanted you to understand that I want to be all about me and who I am but I am trying to respectful in someone else’s home. Does this make sense? I mean it’s so easy to shut someone out that you don’t see every day or have to co-habitat with in there environment. I am not making excuses, I simply mean to explain the main intricate detail of the situation. I read what you said in an earlier post:
    “Literally, two different frequencies of energy and consciousness cannot exist together in the same space. “Can’t we all just get along?” No actually, and this is why there are different layers – and in this case – a whole new Earth world and reality for the people who have been and still are ascending to exist on, and another one (or more) for all of the people who aren’t ready or interested in living the current ascension process. ”

    I am beginning to see that when I am very positive and happy like my usual self she hates it, and I understand how you said that it’s like “shining a flashlight in someone’s face”, it makes me understand the behavior. I want to feel like being happy and positive is a great thing and that I control my own environment like have done so well for years. It’s that stupid “She’s your mother and deserves respect thing” that puts me in the muck that you talk about. I read that you worked with this type of back and forth issue also for years. I need to draw the line of respect vs. control. I am super good at removing myself from negative environments and not letting people get to me, it’s just this last test of learning how to cope with a very negative being and being able to manifest harmony in strong contrast. I will continue to meditate and work on my inner peace and take this test as my challenge to become a better person and a more advanced soul. Thank you for your help and your strong words of direction.
    Thanks, Ashley

  33. Ashley,
    it is amazing that you are using the phrase “stuck in the muck”. I’d like to suggest you go to Astrologist Anne Ortlee’s site and read this November 28th’s “Weekly Weather” – she has a whole riff on “pluff mud” and being stuck in it. She explains “Pluff mud” so I won’t explain it here . . . just read it — read this week too because she discusses how last week and this week’s stars and planet are helping us to drag ourselves out of the “Pluff”.

    http://www.anneortelee.com/

    Good luck — and really — it is like dealing with a drunk — even if your Mom isn’t an addict, there is such a thing as a “dry drunk” and that is just another name for drama queen. Take care of yourself and slowly but surely the rest will follow.

    Jean

  34. Denise,
    I have just learned a tiny bit about the Second Saturn Return. The whole idea of having to relive the 29-31 years if I screwed them up is disturbing and yet here I am and yes between 29-31 I made piss-poor choices. I am doing some research on this but most of what I am reading has little if anything to do with the ascension process and I suspect that ascension will have an effect on the 2nd Return in ways that were probably unanticipated by most of the writers I am reading. I was wondering if you could give me some perspective on this, particularly now with Saturn in Libra and I am in my 2nd return (as I assume you are as well.) I trust your level-headedness and before I go off looking for an astrologer to tell me how to deal with this I am just wondering if you have words of wisdom in guiding one’s self through this particular 2nd Return. Thank you!
    Jean

    • Jean,

      Yep my natal Saturn is at 14 Libra and my Second Saturn Return (from age 59 through 61) began a couple months ago. Honestly I don’t think people like us will experience a harsh or seriously difficult Second Saturn Return simply because we’ve been dealing, feeling, healing, and taking responsibility for ourselves, our thoughts, emotions, actions, projections, beliefs, fears etc. thanks to the ongoing Ascension Process. If not for that, we probably would experience much more difficult experiences during our 2nd Saturn Return! But because we’ve been living the Ascension Process for many years already, we have been dealing with all of the things, energies, issues that Saturn demands we deal with. We’ve been living a sort of constant and seemingly unending Saturn Return for years already with the Ascension Process! Thank gawd for small favors like this one huh?! 😉

      For people like us with Saturn in Libra, and these powerhouse planets in other Cardinal signs (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn), our big lesson is about honestly knowing how and when to draw that line in the sand and NOT let other people, other Beings, other “Others” (that whole Libra business about all others) overstep our Saturnian boundaries for whatever their reason/reasons. This one is hard for us because we’re so great at dealing with the Others out there. However, as I was just talking to lamplighter2 about some of us now HAVING to protect ourselves from those Dark negative Beings, this is also very much an aspect of us learning how to not let those “Others” break through our Saturn natures and energies and flatten us or take advantage of us etc.

      Saturn rules physicality, 3D reality, structures, bones which are our inner physical structures, and the very external reality we find ourselves within. Saturn also rules over our taking full responsibility and not projecting our stuff on to someone or something else. If we try to run away from Saturn and responsibility, the Lesson really becomes sever so it’s best to deal with whatever comes up during this Return.

      Add in all of those Libra/Venus/7th House qualities to Saturn’s and then place all that in whatever House Libra falls in your natal chart and you’re starting to know how the 2nd Saturn Return will manifest in your life, body, reality etc. So remember to take into consideration which House your natal Saturn is in because that’s the area in life that these Saturnian lessons and learning’s will play out. In my case I have a Libra stellium in my 8th House so my 2nd Saturn Return will play out there AND it will conjunct and activate all of the other planets I have natally in Libra. The fun just never ends huh? 🙂

      Don’t fear, don’t worry…which Saturn excels at naturally or this transit will be harder than it needs to be. That was me talking at myself as much as it was directed at you too. 😉 Just deal with whatever comes up, be aware, don’t run away and try to hide, be wise and don’t hesitate to tell someone (or some Dark Beings) NO if that’s what’s needed at the time. We’ve got to do what we’ve got to do but we don’t need to carry all of the “Others” on our backs either. Been there, done that, learned and moved on to other lessons now and discerning what is and isn’t OUR responsibility. See why our 2nd Saturn Return is happening now and how it’s interconnected with our being Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers? Interesting.

      I think you’ll have trouble finding Astrologer’s who are also intimately familiar with the whole Ascension Process and why etc. Barbara Hand Clow is however and this is one huge reason why I enjoy her perspective so. She’s a Lightworker/Starseed Elder and an amazing Astrologer who can read multidimensional energies. You might consider buying her book Liquid Light of Sex: Kundalini, Astrology, and the Key Life Transitions. It’s a potent little book that covers the Saturn Returns, the Uranus Opposition, and the Chiron Return, chakras, energies, and much more. But B.H.Clow does Astrology from this higher level of awareness that’s so much more meaningful and helpful than typical left-brained only astrology that most “normal” astrologer’s produce. I think you’d find it helpful and very interesting now so have a peak.

      http://www.handclow2012.com/liquidlightofsex.htm

      Hugs,
      Denise

  35. Denise,
    Thank you! Funny — or not so funny! — how your emphasis on Others was right on target! I have had Others popping up all week demanding I deal with their problems. Arrrgh. Anyway I’m so lucky with Saturn in Libra in 7th house! Sheesh. Thanks also for the don’t fear — by the time your response popped in, I’d read some “stuff” elsewhere that made me want to run for cover. I know fear isn’t where I need to be and thank you for emphasizing that too. A great huge hug and lots of love to you! Jean

  36. Dear Denise,

    I was wondering if you can help with dreams interpretation again. I dream constantly of airplanes and trains? Especially trains, lots of trains! Do you know if those dreams are related to the ascension process?

    Much love!

    • adamancy,

      For years I had repeated dreams of trying to get on airplanes, waiting in airports, running down runways, being on airplanes trying to get somewhere, flying and landing large planes etc. Yes, these types of dreams are very much about our trying to get from one vibrational and dimensional place/level to another higher one. Train dreams (now) also represent us – along with many other people – trying to get from point A to point B as quickly and safely as possible. If you could see clairvoyantly and/or inter-dimensionally, you’d see millions of people constantly moving about like this as they individually live through the numerous stages and levels of the ongoing Ascension Process and shift from one level to another and another and another. It’s beautiful but very congested! 😉

      Our minds try to deal with the current energies and mega changes that the Ascension Process is causing and one way this massive movement is symbolized by us is through our dreams and familiar methods of physical travel…like airplanes and trains. It’s a great sign that you’re well on your way within this Process so relax and just get to where you’re headed in your trains n’ planes dreams. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  37. Dear Denise,

    Thank you for asking my question about the trains! Makes a lot of sense! Now I got another thing to share with you.

    All right, since I’m a Second Wave Lightworker, I don’t have enough experiences like you do dealing with the dark energies/low vibrational entities. I wasn’t born psychic, so my Higher Self is advanced and decided to do it the harder way. I have to earn all of my powers back from my Higher Self and avatar to deal with those gross energies.

    Back in 2010 when my awakening starts, I didn’t have to fight them hard, because I’m picking up the work the First Wavers did, to usher in the new energy. I have some squirmishes with those entities, but they’re nothing.

    Now, here’s the thing! Somewhere in the last week of December 2010, my Higher Self warned me that we’ll experience waves, and I do mean, WAVES of dark energies that comes into a swarm. She told they’ll be relentless. I didn’t listen of course, because I didn’t understand the imagery she sent me.

    When the energy 1/1/11 came in, I thought things would get better! New Cosmic Energy, yay!

    Boy, I was wrong! I’ve been pummeled by these low vibrational shits and their psychic attacks over and over for the past week with no rest or even catching my breath. Each sleep and nap is a brand new nightmare and a brand new battle with each entity who wants a piece of me. I fought hard, but they got no where to go. It’s hard to get any decent sleep, with the dark ones wanting to keep you for the laugh of it. They would attack me via telepathy, sending false images of my loved ones, or projecting their thoughts in my loved ones to verbally and energetically attack me in my waking life! I don’t know how to explain the energies I felt from them, I’m an empath. The disturbing thoughts I received from them is enough to traumatized me on all levels.

    It just felt so unreal and surrealistic. I just thought, “WTF happened?!” Last month was good and fuzzy with the Christmas cheer and then this month, then everything collapsed and turned upside down into a brand new level of astral and psychic hell. I thought shit hits the fan when I battled them back them in October when the viel was thin because of Halloween, but that was on a weekly basis. Now with the energy of 2011, it felt like the battle is on a daily basis!

    *takes a deep breathe* Okay, sorry for speaking this out, but I have to share it. It’s like I’m trying to make sense of my experience, but I feel like all of this is surreal and I’m trying to ground myself back into reality!

    • adamancy,

      This sort of final Battle phase with the Dark Beings isn’t over for all of us yet. Soon yes, but not quite yet. I’ve written about this before and how these ancient Dark Ones will NOT just give up and walk away because of the “Ascension Process”! Hell no…they’re going to fight and hang on and try to take out or sidetrack as many people carrying Light as they can now.

      Because of this final 20-fold time acceleration starting in March 2011, all of this business will also increase because the Dark Beings (non-physical and physical humans) know and feel that their very long reign is ending. They will not go quietly into the night!

      Have you read Lisa Renee’s Nov. 2010 “The Restoration” article and the “Command” in it? If not you should. Either check her website or go back to my Nov. 2010 posts to see it because I quoted it here. When I feel some of the Dark energies creeping back in around me I re-read Lisa’s “Command” because reading it only once is not enough for most of us.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  38. On a website I read regularly, which is not a particularly spiritual website, the conversation has turned more and more to “time slips”. Specifically the conviction that time has stopped, moved backward or forward. Some stories being related include people seeing their digital clocks having different times at different locations in their home, it taking longer or less time to get somewhere, one guy talked about a timeslip on a transAtlantic flight where the flight actually arrived 25 minutes before they were supposed to accompanied by strange things on the flight – so much so that the flight crew was surprised to land 25 minutes early – oddly there was a headwind. One of the strangest stories was a woman who went to the store, bought one box of hair color (the receipt showed only one box), colored her hair and then found the unopened box of hair color on the counter where she’d originally put it, BUT her hair was colored.

    I have personally experienced a timeslip recently where I lost about 20 minutes just standing outside looking at the sky. For me seconds had gone by, but there was a chemtrail in the sky that went from a small line to virtually dissipated in those seconds.

    One of the people writing in to the above-referenced site proposed that these timeslips have something to do with some one or ones messing with the timestream from uptime and causing anomalies.

    This person explains it better than me:

    “Any time some one from the future reaches into the past to make a change in a specific “time line” there are side effects. If my “time line” is changed there is usually no noticeable event to my perception. Other people’s “time lines” are not changed. But there is a linkage between the “time lines”. A poorly designed time change does not take into consideration all the linkages. And where the linkages do not flow together nicely a discontinuity will be created. This is often observed by you, for example, as a few minutes lost or gained.”

    Jean

    • Jean,

      I’m sure at this point that more and more people are experiencing linear 3D time not behaving as they believe it should! 😉 Boy are they in for some big surprises throughout 2011 with this “time” business.

      With the combination of our brain Rewiring (out of polarized 3D ego-based consciousness) and body Rewiring (out of old lower dense 3D polarized reality), increasing numbers of people are and will continue to experience linear consciousness and time simply not doing/being what they’re used to it doing/being. The brain Rewire is allowing us to perceive beyond polarized, linear time/space, and is assisting us in returning to 5D Unity consciousness which can easily be quantum and multidimensional. (I’m going to add here that this too is what our return to “Universal Society” is all about. We’ve evolved/ascended to a higher level of awareness and because of this will be able to perceive and interact with many 5D, 6D and higher Starbeings/ETs, Beings etc. All of these issues goes along with our Ascension related brains/bodies having been Rewired.)

      With expanded/evolved/ascended Unity or High Heart Consciousness, the person is now capable of perceiving and consciously functioning within more than one dimension simultaneously – the old polarized 3D world we all incarnated into – AND this also means they’re no longer trapped within linear “time” either. Consciousness expands = reality expands. 😉 Happy times!

      Time bends, twists, loops, and is more malleable than our old linear polarized brains/consciousness could comprehend. But now with increasing numbers of people’s brains/bodies having been Rewired to hold more Light energies and Unity consciousness, they’re literally existing within a higher, faster vibrating frequency of existence and linear time does not exist outside of the old lower tightly controlled third dimension of time/space so more people are now beginning to perceive and experience “time” not acting like what they believe it should. Plenty of “reality” is going to continue doing this to more and more people due to the Ascension Process.

      Us having to evolve and greatly expand our perception of time and space (and plenty of other things) simply goes along with the Ascension Process, our brain/body Rewiring, the integration of our male/female energies (and so much more), discovering that negative non-physical Dark Beings do indeed exist and have done profoundly horrible things to humanity and time on old lower 3D Earth to keep us un-evolved and trapped in density…because we’re naturally multidimensional, quantum Beings. This and so much more naturally goes along with our evolving/ascending now, and more and more people will be experiencing and perceiving “time” disappearing or their entering a quantum, multidimensional state of awareness where linear time and awareness is much harder to hold on to and/or isolate from everything else.

      2011 is a powerful year of portals – the repeating double and triple 11’s throughout the year – and we will live/move through them week by week, month by month, with many of us Lightworkers fighting/transmuting this last stretch of road the Dark Beings are fighting intensely for now. Why? Because we’re paving (and dissolving/disconnecting) this last section of road out of linear time on the old Earth reality. As we inch our ways through 2011’s numerous 11’s energy portals, linear time and polarized consciousness will expand (dissolve) a bit more each week and each month throughout the year. After we’ve made our way through the triple 11-11-11 portal, I expect much larger numbers of people around the planet will be directly experiencing/perceiving well outside the old familiar 3D linear only time/space frequency. This is what 2011 is about; us climbing a very important series of portal stair steps (the double and triple 11’s each month this year) and returning to the beginning stages of “Universal Society”. Others call this “disclosure” about ETs etc., and they can wait for the government to disclose more lies and half-truths…or…they can evolve/ascend and know and live it for themselves. 🙂

      Denise

  39. Hi Denise,

    I have a question about someone’s dream about me that has a message for me: one of my youngest sisters dreamt the “apocalypse”… the end of the world thing… in which she and all of her family surviving it and making it to the other side… except me and Dad… who stayed in the old world and sank with it. As I am no longer emotionally attached to him… but find his low consciousness energy a twinge when he’s in the same room as I’d be in … I was upset by this, as I am VERY much looking forward to the New Earth. Is the dream telling me that I need to be at peace with him by smothering more love for him (which feels like submission)… or is the dream telling me to completely let him go from my energy (which I have done and continue to do so, so I am puzzled) … or… is the dream telling me something else I have overlooked…?

    I’m not surprised that she had an apocalypse-dream… as it is the Soul’s way of communicating to the self to guide one through it… which is an obvious sign about 9th March… but when I first heard it… I was frightened and upset… so I went within to transmute. Mum told me that the dream may mean that I need to find complete closure towards my Dad… love him in spite of himself… as everyone in the family has and loves him dearly. Then again… your latest blogs mentioned that the dark beings are still psychically attacking us and one of their tricks is entering the Dream-World… as I had to keep my guard on during a recent dream, which had me nearly on edge when I woke up… Mum had hers with me freeing myself from a male prisoner… and now probably one of my sisters… unknowingly being used by them, so that I stay in fear for their feeding ground.

    Any Light to shed on this, Denise?

    Lou Ann

    • Lou Ann,

      Never forget that everything I’m about to say to you in response to your question is my take on it. In the end, it is up to you and ONLY you to decide what’s what and not blindly follow what I suggest or believe, or one of your sister’s dreams. ;0

      Oftentimes “loving someone” in this way is really about us letting go of with a totally clean emotional slate and no wounds/love/hate/fear/guilt/ego-based sense of obligation and/or responsibility etc. In other words, if you are resolved inside yourself about all things Dad related…then you can rather effortlessly step away from him and whatever things he still does/says that do not fit with your new higher frequency state. “Loving someone” from our polarized ego-based selves is nothing remotely comparable to “loving someone from our integrated, higher vibrating selves. The two things are barely recognizable!

      I would remind you that this dream was not yours but your sister’s, and you (in my opinion), should not totally buy into her dream/dreams. Take whatever you can learn from her dream but do not believe her dream as your reality. But it sounds like your Mom’s sense about this dream is correct. You may still have some unresolved emotional issues with your Dad that you need to deal with inside yourself. Or…your sister has some issues about things and you need to see that. Hard to tell where this is really coming from, so it’s up to YOU to discern and do the inner work on yourself and not become distracted or fooled by anyone else’s dreams.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  40. Hi Denise,

    ‘Oftentimes “loving someone” in this way is really about us letting go of with a totally clean emotional slate and no wounds/love/hate/fear/guilt/ego-based sense of obligation and/or responsibility etc… if you are resolved inside yourself about all things Dad related…then you can rather effortlessly step away from him and whatever things he still does…’

    Yes… I resonate with what you say here… as the same family drama has played out last evening… which was a few hours ago really… so this in in good timing. As Mum carried on with lots of stress written on her face, but passionately in anger about his ego-driven ways to me, I found myself the Observer… while my Higher Self insisted on me to say little to her. I realized that it’s not just me who needs to make peace with his lower conscious ways… so this dream my sister dreamt is more on her subconscious take on HER Life. I still need to let him go… and so he’s there to teach me and have me keep on practicing until his hold on me emotionally and psychologically be no more. Maybe it was my old self that died along with him, that my sister “witnessed”.

    My Higher Self has also notified to me… that if it were a real prophetic dream… it would have that signature of one… such as symbols, getting more memory on details and such… and with no fear nor any ego involvement. Again… my HS has nudged me to notice that it’s her dream… not mine… and this is obviously her Soul speaking to her… not me. Since there was some ego and distortions in the message too on that day, I would take my sister’s dream with a grain of salt.

    Thanks so much for helping me bridge the gap. I was foggy at the beginning, but the puzzles I’ve come up with brings me peace also.

    Lou Ann

  41. Hi,
    I found your web site only a few days ago, I guess it was time.
    Since I’m reading your materials I’m having ‘mental’ conversations with you and last night it occurred to me that it might be an annoying energy for you. Sorry about that! I assume you can feel it, one way or another when somebody ‘locks on’ you. That was me for the last 3days, sorry..!
    I’ve read your material about the dark ones /2010.May.26,27/ and I’m glad, you put that information out there. People have really know idea what’s around and within them. In many cases I’m happy for them, not be able to see those beings it’s a blessing, but yes! they must know about the dark beings, so they can recognize them and the effects.
    I’ve had different phases, jobs,/jobless/missions, since I’ve started the ascension process in 1999. But the last 5 years it’s all about the dark for me.
    My latest mission is to cleans people and Earth from dark energies and beings. By tuning into Source I make the connection in between Source and a person ,/what most people can’t do for themselves yet/ and while holding the connection, Source literally sucks out/that’s how I see it/ all dark energies or being that attached to that person. It’s truly amazing and it’s done within minutes.
    Because I can see all what’s happening during the connection to Source I can give information to that person after, when it’s all done. And by having an answers to what was effecting her/his life and knowing that is over , that person can move on. It is a life altering cleansing for many people. The other amazing thing is, I don’t have to be with that person to make the connection, all I need is her/his permission to do it.
    I had been doing the same with houses, lands, caves, and so on..
    Anything can be effected by dark forces and now I see, everything can be cleansed.
    The purity of this way of cleansing/by Source/ is what I found unique. It is pure and untouched by any earthly old method or teaching or believes. It’s done by Source and I’m the ‘translator’ at the end to put it into words, so that person can understand what was the cleansing about.
    I felt like sharing all this with you, but I won’t be surprised if this way of cleansing isn’t new for you.
    Many times I feel restless and want to do more/now that I have a powerful way of doing it/, but I have to except that people are waking up from a very deep sleep and it takes time for them to realize what’s around and within them.
    If anything comes to you while reading my words, please let me know/from you I’ll take it/.
    Hope to keep in touch, and thank you for your time.

    Eva

  42. I have a question. A question that troubles me a great deal, to be honest.
    It is in regards to the underlying principle of the cosmos…

    I’ll warn you, I was a firm adherent to the Newtonian, determinist way of
    thinking for a great many years. I currently have no firm beliefs formed,
    (which is a problem for me when making moral decisions) due to my current
    lack of a rational, working paradigm. Still, it seems that you give thought to
    certain abstract concepts that I cannot openly discuss with neighbors and friends.
    I would value any outside ideas that you could offer on the dichotomy. Oh and
    thanks again for your timely response to my dream-post, Denise. I do not
    necessarily agree with all of your conclusions, but you did give me several
    interesting things to consider. I find it doesn’t hurt to cast a wider net now and
    again to catch some differing perspectives than my own on a problem.

    My question arose after I spent some free-time contemplating the nature
    and aspects of nothingness and infinity. It occurred to me that an empty void
    would not constitute true ‘nothingness’ because space exists within it. True
    nothingness would occupy no space and have no movement/’time’. I labelled this
    a ‘zero-factor’ for the sake of mental-organization as well as a disambiguation
    from my concept of an abyss. (i will reveal the relevence of this later on)

    When passing the idea of infinity through the filter of my reasoning, I was
    confronted with another thought; that logically – all things that exist must
    have, at some point or other, begun to exist. (this is excluding a never-ending
    cycle, such as the snake eating its own tail, which prompts me to ask ‘where did
    the snake come from’) It occurred to me also that it might be logical to assume that
    all things which have a beginning also have and ending.

    A problem I encountered was how something could spontaneously arise from nothing.
    Until this point I had considered ORDER to be the underlying principle of the
    cosmos upon which everything functions. I considered chaos (in the cosmic sense)
    to be nothing more than an illusion, much like free will or the tooth-fairy was
    for me at that point in time.

    It seems to me now that true chaos may infact be, not only a reality, but also
    a necessary factor in the creation of the entire universe. Of course this is a
    simple Objective-vs-Subjective internal debate about the nature of ‘everything’.
    In a universe where chaos reigns however, it’s entirely possible for a man to be
    playing a game of billiards and when he strikes a ball with his que-stick, the ball
    transforms into a duck and flaps off the table. One is lead to wonder what is
    holding the fabric of our seemingly-ordered universe/reality together at all. Being
    that reason is built upon order, chaos itself would be quite incomprehensible to
    someone who uses reason as a sole tool of discernment.

    I formed a hypothesis based upon this ideological framework, regarding the
    formation of the universe. The previously mentioned ‘zero factor’ would be
    within the center of a toroid or ‘fat doughnut’. The inside of the doughnut
    would be our ordered universe. In-between, would exist an ongoing ‘chaos event’
    that I could only describe as the blackened area on a piece of paper after it has
    had a hole burned through it. It may be that as primordial matter/energy is
    born at the chaos event on the border with zero-factor, it expands outward into
    the ordered universe where entropy and rigidity sets in and the matter/energy takes
    more complex forms and identity. The continuous ‘push’ of creation, coupled with
    gravity would cause matter and energy to cycle around the toroid back into a
    destructive chaos event on the other face of the universe where order breaks
    down once again. There may also be miniature chaos events that exist in small
    pockets throughout the ordered toroid that would explain paranormal happenings.

    (yes i’m ranting incessantly, but please bear with me. my actual question follows)

    The ultimate problem I am confronted with is a lack of understanding.
    I have a basic, general hypothesis though and testing it properly might give me
    the 1-truth answer I’m looking for, if I be daring enough to do so.

    Here is my question: …How do I go about conducting an objective
    reality-experiment within a subjective cosmos, or vice-versa’?

    In my studies on the workings of magic, I have found repeated references toward
    the idea that for magic to work, the practicioner must firmly believe it. Of course,
    if the practicioner already believes, then the results of the experiment could be
    tainted with biases and results that did not occur, but rather that the practicioner
    had convinced himself to have occurred. I have one possible solution that involves
    finding a believer and convincing them to act as a mediator and bring about the
    manifestation of a being that I, as an observer, might sit and converse with while
    taking notes. Unfortunately, this solution could be extraordinarily dangerous and
    comes with many other problems as well. I would like to defer to the judgement of
    those who have more experience with the esoteric. Any kind of answer or advice to
    help me on this would be much appreciated.

    Thank you for your time. You have my apologies if I have wasted it.

    • oldscience,

      Looong ago, when I was a kid, my parents had a Nash. Just thought I’d share that with you. 🙂

      “Here is my question: …How do I go about conducting an objective
      reality-experiment within a subjective cosmos, or vice-versa’?”

      Aaahh the male left-brain! You guys (and plenty of females too) always try to get from Point A to Point B using tools that were designed to function within Point A only. The left-brain intellect isn’t big enough, flexible enough, free enough, non-linear enough to be capable of accessing and comprehending all of the amazing stuff that naturally exists within Point B. The right-brain is however.

      Better still is what’s happening via the compressed evolutionary/ascension process; the Rewiring of the human brain so that it’s a whole brain that’s not polarized with a great dividing shield between the two hemispheres. This Ascension Process is quickly evolving the human species (those ready for it and who desire it that is) into a very different and vastly higher vibrating level of consciousness. For that to be able to happen while we’re still in the same bodies we were born into here, plenty of big changes needed to happen in both body and brain, DNA etc., which it has and still is doing. If you doubt me in this too, realize that you would not have even been able to perceive that you were NOT accessing other levels of consciousness and “reality” and asked me your question!

      At this point within the compressed evolutionary/ascension process we’re able to intentionally shift our point of focus a bit, shift our frequency up or down on the multidimensional vertical pole a bit to perceive other dimensions…and sometimes some of the Beings that exist within them. Think of this like intentionally moving the dial on a radio to pick up and bring in other stations. As we become more used to perceiving and functioning outside of 3D linear consciousness and time space, we’ll adapt to being in and perceiving within a quantum state of consciousness and won’t become lost or confused by this. I’ve been living this off and on for many years already so I could share what I’ve learned so far with people like you in this here and now.

      This is a huge and complex topic and one that I enjoy very much because I’ve done both the left-brained, scientific-like intellectual researching and questioning, but I’ve always done the right-brained, non-linear, multidimensional, quantum living/learning/perceiving. I’ve discovered that your polarized question, and these very polarized types of experiences, are rapidly evolving into something well beyond polarity. Once the left and right brain hemisphere’s are Rewired we won’t simply have two polarized brain halves reconnected as a new whole brain. We’ll have a third higher thing that’s so much more than just reconnecting the two…

      In other words, by my (and your) bouncing back and forth between our left and right brain halves trying to perceive more at higher levels and frequencies, AND then intellectualize and express what we’ve perceived when back in a lower frequency dimension/world/reality, we’re building something new within ourselves that is beyond these two old methods of perception, these two polarized brain halves. We’re evolving so our consciousness is evolving and it’s doing so in ways that exist above and beyond the two tools you listed in your question. By us doing this it too is helping to evolve us and our methods and tools of perception. Oh we’re deep into it now! 😆

      Past Scientists did/do external experiments using their left-brained intellects. Mystics, Seers, Shamans etc. live them internally and then report about their journeys and discoveries to any who may be interested. I’m a mystic and a seer and this has always been my primary way of perception. I’ve learned how to intentionally shift back and forth between these two tools of perception, but I know that I’m evolving into new territory (quantum-ness) and functioning differently than I have most of my life. The same thing is unfolding within you oldscience, as it is for increasing numbers of people everywhere. I ask you to allow yourself, your mind, your heart, your soul, the Universe and everything else that you do and do not even know about, the room to assist you in the compressed evolutionary changes happening now. Get out of your own way in other words and don’t limit what’s evolving within you by your old lower world consciousness, belief systems, and awareness etc. Just go with the higher cosmic flow and take notes about it all later when you’re in that level of consciousness if you wish. However, expect MORE because that’s what’s really happening within each of us now. 🙂

      Denise

  43. I get the impression that you’re indicating that I must circumvent my reason
    in order to discover what the truth is for myself. Unfortunately, this is easier
    said than done. Reason is the only method that hasn’t betrayed me thus far, in
    regards to metaphysical discovery. The last time I favored intuitive feelings over
    my own reasoning, it resulted in a conversion to Christianity. (very long story)

    I was lucky that enough of my reason remained intact for me to discover certain
    things in the bible that revealed its falsehood to me over time. As impotent
    as reasoning may be in regards to certain problems, scrutiny has its way of
    separating what is from what is-not. Surely, there’s a way if I can be persistent
    enough to find it… An alternative would be to reconcile myself with the idea of
    not-knowing. (this is unacceptable, even if I be meant to never know)

    Living without a belief is as difficult as believing. I have heard the ancient
    philosophers also struggled in futility with these questions. ‘Where am I going
    and from where have I come?’ I will be unsatisfied with constructing my own answer
    for these questions if it remains untested and untried, no matter how perfectly
    it fits into the puzzle for me. I have learned by slow and difficult means that
    ultimately a lie, no matter how beautiful, is a lie. I guess I’d rather be
    informed than happy. (call me a fool, I won’t deny it)

    I suppose I was hoping for an easy solution to be found within
    the realm of magics and alternative beliefs. Such an expectation is unfair to
    others, to be sure. Though I am a selfish creature. If I should actually discover
    an answer however, all can expect me to share it with any who might listen.
    (Listening can be a hard thing too)

    …At any rate I realize that this is a section devoted to asking questions.
    I will save any further ‘debate’ for a different (and more appropriate) place
    and time. I do not possess the luxury of any higher-knowledge to soften the impact
    of these doubts and I grow weary of typing as well.

    You have my email address, Denise? It is _not_ my intent to monopolize your time
    or draw attention away from anything of importance or anyone else. Still, if
    you have the time and desire for a coffee-fueled rant or just a free exchange
    of ideas, I presume you know how to reach me.

    • oldscience,

      I feel you…I hear you…and I know what you’re saying and why you’re questioning…I honestly do.

      I try to “teach” or pass on higher knowledge through my writings. I also try to do this by how I say what I do…and by what I oftentimes intentionally leave out! My point is that I try to teach by also showing how certain higher knowledge was attained by myself, and how I often have had to back engineer experiences in my life to get a larger overview of it. I’ve learned that using what I call lower 3D polarity consciousness (left brain egoic intellect, and right brain access to Source/The All That Is/Higher Self etc.), keeps one endlessly bouncing back and forth between those two 3D levels of awareness. And trust me, this is exactly what and where negative entities (physical and non-physical) want humanity to remain trapped!

      I’m saying that we have numerous other ways to perceive, to sense, to feel, to know, to collect higher level information than strictly with our polarized left brains and ego selves…IF we’re open to receive/perceive information in these types of different ways. That is what this discussion is really all about. Can you allow yourself to perceive/receive higher information/knowledge etc. using other parts, other aspects, other perceptive tools that you possess naturally that are NOT your left brain intellect? I know that you can…but I also know that this old familiar aspect of your self has become your #1 tool of perception and reality filter and that you’re attached to it. If you and your soul desire more from life and reality, then you are going to have to evolve beyond this old and much lower perceptual tool that has/is/and will continue to keep you stuck within one vary narrow range of perception and reality. I want so much more for you than that and yet, no one can make that change within you but you. You already know all this I realize…

      My physical body informs me of certain situations and I’ve learned my body is always right. My intuition feeds me information all the time too. My guts (solar plexus) scream information at me and it is always correct too. The cells of my physical body remember crap “I” don’t recall, and yet I’ve learned – the hard way – to listen to the information my cells retain and try to pass along to “me”. And then there’s all of the higher levels of perception also. Bottom line is that you’ve got to allow (and train) yourself to perceive using different aspects of not only your own physical body, but also your right brain and your Heart. That is how you’ll connect with what you’re craving; through the incredible Consciousness that exists (that we’re evolving/ascending now into) right in our High Hearts. It is how higher Beings perceive…not the intellect, ego, and polarity. 😉

      Today I received a mass emailing (I signed up for last year) from Lisa Renee of her monthly articles. It’s entitled Changing of the Guard (March 2011) and in it she talks about EXACTLY what you and I have been discussing and struggling with. It is a truly great article and as soon as Lisa publishes it on her website, I will quote all of it and share it here. I hope you will read it and connect some of it with what we’ve been struggling with here. This is very important and timely.

      Denise

  44. Hello Denise,

    If you have some free time, would you help me to understand some things about children and 4D?
    Since last summer I can see noticeable differences in the vibrations of children. I can see/feel if the child is ‘vibrates’ on 3D,4D or 5D frequency. I don’t really pay attention to 3D anything any more, so I have questions about 3D children.
    I can understand the 5D energies in children, it’s ‘like’ they are already there(in 5D). Many times I feel that they don’t belong in 3D and that’s why so many children are not at all comfortable here with their 3D parents.
    What I’d like to know more about is 4D energies in children. I’m picking up soft, loving energy from these kids, it makes me want to hug them and ‘swim’ in that beautiful energy they filled with. I identify this as 4D energy, completely different from 5D kids.
    I couldn’t find any article from you about 4D, so that’s why I’m asking for more information.
    I don’t know why is it important for me to have a clear understanding of it, but it’s bugs me for days now.
    Can you help me out?

    Love,
    Eva

    • Eva,

      Okay, I’m gonna try this again now that Mercury’s gone Direct! 🙄 Thanks for being patient.

      First of all to me 4D is the entire Astral Plane – from the lowest most dark, negative and ugly levels, up to the highest. I realize plenty of people believe something different from this, but from the decades I’ve spent in it, 4D is the Astral Plane.

      5D is a totally different and larger dimension with amazingly different energies and residents and this is what it sounds like you’re perceiving/feeling in these new young children. Realize that these higher frequency souls (these children you’re talking about – aka Indigos) couldn’t even come into the old polarized patriarchal 3D pre-Ascension Earth reality because it was (and for many still is) WAY too dense, stupid, polarized, ugly, cruel, violent, possessed, negative, toxic in every way, and insane for them. It would break them and destroy their bodies, hearts and minds. Hell, it’s nearly done this to the Starseed Lightworkers and other Lightworkers that came in first to clear, transmute, and create a Pathway of Light for Light so these higher frequency souls could incarnate later!

      These new higher frequency souls (the new “Root Race” to use an old Eastern term) incarnating early are wired with 5D consciousness. Some of them (exactly like many of the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers) are having a hard time incarnating so early with these higher energies and consciousness in themselves while having to live in a toxic, stress-filled, violent but transitioning world that they respond to the conflicting energies and conflicting levels of soul awareness and development that still exists today on Earth. This massive gap is shrinking rapidly now in 2011 and soon it won’t exist on the NEW Earth as was allowed on the old Earth. The old Earth let any and all in, whereas the NEW Earth only allows entry to souls vibrating within a specific frequency range. What a relaxing joy just that will be!

      My point is that some of these new incarnating “children” -who aren’t children at all- are coping with volatile life on Earth today in different ways just like we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshower are. Some of them are able to radiate more of the High Heart energies/awareness so they feel to us to BE Love, gentleness, compassion etc. Others of them probably protect themselves to some degree (until all of the lower frequency riff-raff is gone) by hovering (existing, residing) at slightly higher, faster frequencies (dimensional layers) which appear to some of us to be very fast mental and/or genius levels.

      Their energies run so fast that they seem to some to have something “wrong” with them but actually they’re just running much more higher energies through themselves already. I love them so for this but also sympathize with them because it hurts doing that -not to mention profoundly frustrating- in a world that’s more dense vibrationally than you are. All of this is about Stair Steps or levels and stages of compress evolution and dimensional shifting and all of us climbing those transitional energy and consciousness steps.

      I too have had periods where I fluctuate between being very High Heart and then being very High Mind or High Consciousness. Increasingly thank gawd, these two are becoming one and unifying which is what I think we’ll see these new incoming souls be able to manifest more easily too.

      From what I’ve experienced to date of 5D, and also of interacting for all my life with a handful of Starbeings from different levels of 5D (and 6D and 8D), 5D is the dimension we would call “Love”. You can’t have Unity Consciousness (that “we are all One” business) and not have Love, high compassion, total honesty and trust. To us at this point within the transition 5D is the dimension of total trust, freedom, honesty, ascended individuality, unity, creativity and Love.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  45. Sorry Denise,
    Typing mistake, :…’so, I have NO questions about 3D children.’
    Only 4D, if you have time and interest to share.
    Thank you,
    Eva

    • Eva,

      I’d gotten about 3/4 of the way through a lengthy reply to you about this yesterday and then that damned Mercury retrograde thing happened and magically the whole Comment disappeared! I was too tired to rewrite it yesterday after that but I’ll get at it today. I haven’t forgotten. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  46. I have been watching from a distance what is being done to my beautiful little niece, who was 8 on April 4th. She is a beautiful little star child who is being drugged, punished and treated like a crazy person because of her Starchild tendencies…

    I suspect this is the penalty she is paying for incarnating into a Catholic family so there must be some reason for her to be here… I don’t know what to do for her or even how to start trying. I have talked to her about her invisible friends (one named Innana is particularly close to her) and I hope those invisible friends are caring for her in ways that her earth family cannot.

    We bonded when she was an infant suffering greatly with colic – as I did when I was an infant… Earth food is not easy on Starseed … we laid on the floor, her heart chakra against my heart chakra, and she cried herself to sleep (farting all the way — it was kind of cute!) She slept like that for two hours before her parents came home (I was babysitting for them). So, I know that she “knows” me but we tend to keep our distance at family things because the energies are so intense both between us and incoming from the family — the family seems to instinctively know we are “different”. But today, the family prayed over their Easter meal and invited Shannon to lead the prayer. She chose the Johnny Appleseed song that so many of us sang in Girl Scouts. The interesting thing was that she and I were the only ones who knew it and so we sang it together. A weirdly energetic moment for the two of us and a very exclusionary moment for the family. My mother-in-law said to me “Deb I didn’t know you knew that.” Shannon said “I did.” and smiled. It was a good moment in a very harsh environment. Sometimes all we can do for the little 5D Star Children is send them a bit of energy. They cannot be repressed if they know that there are those of us out here.

    Hugs,
    Deb

  47. Hi, Deb,

    I could so relate to what you’re writing about your niece. I have a young nephew in a similar position. He is just a shining light, but, because he’s disabled, his parents cannot see it. They are far from religious, unless money and material goods are a religion (which it might be for them), but they constantly hold him back and treat him differently than his siblings and have even gone so far as to neglect him. My understanding is that he doesn’t quite fit into their “perfect life” and so he’s an embarrassment to them. Another sister and niece (who are more like us but in an exclusively Christian foundation) were over there the other day and told him I wished him a Happy Easter. He smiled and then looked sad (probably because I’m so far away and he hasn’t seen me in a long time). Luckily, he is pretty self-sufficient and has withdrawn into his own little world and I have sent him some spirits to watch out for him. And, we should all know, as you do, that we can energetically be wherever we want to be. I gave him big hugs last night. Somehow I think they’ll be okay with what they have and what people like us around them can give to them. And, yes, it is very uncomfortable being in his parents’ house! Well, your niece is so lucky to have your love and now everyone who reads this can also send her energy to help her through. Thanks for sharing that, Deb.

    Cat

  48. Oh wow, I LOVE this subject so much. When my granddaughter was born, I recognized her and she recognized me – we just “knew”. As a newborn she would just stare into my eyes and we have always been able to send love back and forth to each other. Her mother (my daughter) “knows” things too but for some reason it all just scares her to death and she tries to block it. She called me in tears the other day because she got up in the night with the baby (not quite a year old) and the baby was looking at the corner in the room and saying “What’s that? What’s that??” My daughter turned her away but she craned her head around and said “What’s that?” and she started pointing at the corner. Then she started waving too, which is when my daughter exited the room with her, on the run I might add, LOL. I’m pretty sure I know who was in the room with them but, well, it terrifies my daughter so much that I just have to zip it! I’m sure that little baby will teach her mommy a LOT!
    Love,
    Pat

    • Chrysalis55,

      Yep, these NEW Indigo souls or whatever they’re called now are going to be teaching their still entrenched and/or fearful parents, their teachers and everyone else whose wise enough to listen to them and sense they really know what they’re talking about and perceiving. I’m so glad that you have her and she has you. It’s still tough on the planet with so much confusion, change, disinformation, religious, and now paranormal stuff for people to dig their ways through if they can’t tell/discern themselves. These new souls will help shift the masses into expanded awareness too.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  49. Hi Denise! I’m adamancy up there, but I changed my account. I just wanted to talk about my ascension process.

    I’m just wondering about temporary memory loss and amnesia as the result of ascension because lately ever since 2011, I keep loosing my memories of my 3-D life and instead, my memories from my multidimensional lives across the Universe is being downloaded into me. It’s like lately, if I wanted to know something, I just have to meditate and search my soul, and poof, the memories are there! I keep seeing my ET selves and their 5D, 6D, and 7D aspects. It was a rush.

    My spirit guides told me to take as much pictures as I can as I go with the flow of my Earth physical Earth incarnation.

    But also come with this ascension process, I got some really nasty instant karma/soul shit popping up in my face. Last year, it was a monthly basis.

    But this year, ever since April, I feel like this nasty soul shit/instant karma become manifested in the physical realm on a WEEKLY basis. It’s like my Higher Self just wanted to take out the trash and bring in new stuff to benefit me and Earth.

    Because I know I’m a starseed, and an old soul and highly advanced soul (since I have a simultaneous life upkeeping the Atlantis ethereal temples), my ascension and transformation process of 3D to 5D energy housed in my body jumped in 2 years.

    • winter starlight,

      I’ve said over the past few years that soon, many of us would view our current lives/selves/memories/experiences etc. as a “past life”.

      Ascension is us evolving up and out of polarized 3D, linear time and awareness while having our egos be THE only boss and reality interpreter, polarized brains and consciousness and much more. As one begins living these Ascension-related transitions “reality” starts changing into other things. Memory loss and forgetting our lives prior to the start of our individual Ascension Process is normal and part of it. Our sense of little individual linear “self” is evolving to embody more of our SELF. Our sense of self is also becoming increasingly multidimensional consciously I mean. We’ve always been multidimensional Beings but now we’re increasingly becoming consciously aware of our actual multidimensionality. This is why the main channel you’ve been tuned into and have perceived as your “self” is expanding to take in many other of your “selves” in other dimensions and world etc. This conscious incorporating can be of other past lives we’ve had on 3D Earth, and they can also include other lives and timelines in other dimensions such as what you’re perceiving.

      What’s really happening to you (and many people now) is your sense of “self” is evolving and expanding to cover more cosmic and multi-d ground thanks to the ongoing Ascension Process. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  50. What advice would you give to those who use their lack of progress in the ascension process, as measured by “symptoms” they experience or don’t experience, as another way to berate and degrade themselves? I know you explain the concept of stair steps on your blog often, but some of us never seem to be able to take the first step because we’re so mired in negativity. The more we read about others’ extraordinary experiences, the more frustrated we become. At this stage, we fear we’ll never “catch up.”

    • Beth,

      Forget about symptoms if you’re not having them. Look instead to what changes you’ve been going through internally and externally over the past many years. Not everyone will have symptoms or the same symptoms in the same exact ways at the same time. You are changing nonetheless.

      With what feels like 573 planets in Aries now…change has arrived in very large, bold ways. Let Uranus in Aries do what it will and fly solo in your unique experiences and awareness. Reduce lower consciousness thinking and allow Uranian higher mind knowing to unfold in and around you now.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  51. Hello Denise,

    I’ve had an experience and I can’t shake it off. If you have a bit of time, would you tune in for me and help to understand?
    Here it is: I saw 3D almost completely sealed off from Higher Dimensions. I saw only one ‘opening’/gateway, but there was a sword in it, blocking the way. Because I wanted to cross over to Higher Dimensions, I tried to remove the sword. As it was pointing down to 3D, I had no other choice, but to grab it by the blade. I tried to pull it, it did not move, but cut my hands badly. There was blood on the blade and on my hands. As I let go of the blade, the blood disappeared and the cut on my hands healed instantly. I tried two more times, ended up with the same outcome. Then the ‘image’ was gone,left me with the feeling:I’m cut off..
    It wasn’t a dream or a vision. It was a ‘moving image’ of me ‘doing it’ and at the same time watching it.
    I get the message of it, I’m cut off… but, somehow I have the feeling there is more to understand. Especially about the sword and the blood..?

    I’m in the ‘waiting room/void for a while now.
    I know/feel that, a /fighting/ phase of my life plan just ended. So, I’m sitting-waiting for the next /hopefully the last in 3D/ phase to start.
    Because of the ‘cut off’/waiting feeling, I’d really appreciate any insight you might have for me Denise.

    Love,
    Eva

    • Eva,

      Keep in mind that everything I’m going to say about your vision is my understanding about it. It’s up to you to discern ALL of this info and what you’ve seen. 🙂

      Earth has been and still is literally “sealed off from Higher Dimensions”. The Dark Ones did this long ago and they and the humans they control to keep the rest of humanity running the way they want them to, have maintained this control and isolation of 3D Earth and humanity from the Light, from positive normal higher energies, awareness, life-force from Source and much more. Earth has literally been in quarantine for a very long time.

      The Ascension Process and the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc. have been and still are working very hard to end this profound negativity over all of humanity and Earth.

      The sword you clairvoyantly saw has to do with certain energetic locks and control devices the Dark Ones put in place over 3D Earth and humanity long, long ago and in this case they’ve used and distorted certain religious beliefs to help maintain all this. Since last Oct. and even more so at the start of Nov. 2010, this HUGE change and battle has been unfolding in 3D and in 4D, plus higher dimensions with the Dark Ones and all of their old control and imprisonment devices (frequency fences) being removed finally by the Light. It’s still happening today and will continue throughout the rest of 2011 very intensely. This is why the Middle East is going nuts now; the Dark Ones (physical and non-physical Beings) are experiencing the Light and the “Restoration” manifesting, and also finally being expressed through the younger generations in all of those countries. This battle is spreading like wildfire everywhere and is unfolding in the USA now through the Nine Eleven Override I’ve talked about and much, much more. 2011 is an extremely intense phase of the Dark Ones FINALLY being cut-off from all of the energies they’ve used to feed and fuel themselves forever via humanity, the Starseeds/Lightworker/Indigos etc. And…they…are…way…pissed…about…it…all! And they have been and will continue attacking any who carry Light until this is completely finished too.

      Instead of me going into more detail about the sword you saw over all of 3D, I’m going to suggest that you read Lisa Renee’s May 7, 2011 article “Communion to Confirmation” because it deals with this topic. It’s the first link below. I haven’t even read it all yet but will as soon as I publish this.

      http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=40&Itemid=73

      http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=1321:the-restoration&catid=40:catnewsletterlyv&Itemid=113

      Breaking free and ending the long energy theft and siphoning that the Dark Ones have done to all of us for eons is playing out this year. It really is a Battle but the outcome is a done deal already. The Light has taken back this planet and dimension and is freeing humanity from its long imprisonment and constant energy drain from the Dark Ones; all the humans that want to be free now that is.

      Lisa Renee and the higher dimensional Beings that work with and through her have called this phase the “Restoration” (the second link). It’s still happening today and will continue throughout the rest of 2011. There’s so much more to say about all of this, but reading and understanding to what degree all of us and all of humanity have been depleted, controlled, manipulated to continue producing very low negative emotions and energies so the Dark Ones would always have a food and fuel source will help you break free and move beyond the energy sword or frequency fence created by these negative Beings and the humans they control in 3D. Be strong and no fear. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  52. hi denise,

    i’m a little beat confuse last year i was opening myself to a higher dimension i started to have very intense “dreams” live vivid dreams more like live scenes and also my intuition was extremely open.

    i was also having this amazing connection with someone that i know in a higher dimension we would meet in dreams or visions and talk about the spiritual world …. i also felt him walking behind me fallowing me grabbing my spinal cord when i was on a trip in a very spiritual place where there is no phones of any connection to the outside world..

    but last nov i had a surgery for breast cancer (i’m blessedly fine now) and since then i feel like everything got blocked inside of me

    i don’t dream anymore, i don’t feel anything anymore and i don’t have that deeper connection at the moment…

    i’ve been feeling lots of ascension symptoms … one that is very commune is this warm sensation in my heart chakra also very deep sadness in that area and REALLY hard time for breathing there is many more symptoms but this are the principals and the ones i’m having at the moment…

    I’ve been doing meditation, working with crystals I feel like I have change hugely but still feels like something happened because it feels like i’m stoked …

    my question is why do i feel like i’m changing so much and still don’t feels like i haven’t done a lot… and also why all my dreams and intuitive things all that magical stuff has gone 😦

    i did some work with my crystals incase i had an etheric tear but still nothing …

    thank you and lots of light …

    • deepness,

      Firstly, I’m glad your surgery went well and that you’re fine now. 🙂

      You’re changing so much for the simple reason that living the Ascension Process changes us tremendously! That’s what it does, and not always in ways we expect it to. One of those ways is that we usually evolve beyond our much loved pre-Ascension Guides, our multidimensional Assistants, and Inner Plane Teachers etc. Living the Ascension Process shifts us to new levels which means our positive old Multi-D Guides and Light Buddies ALSO get to move forward themselves.

      The other common thing many people feel is what you’ve mentioned; the “I’m not doing enough to help change the world” feeling or belief. The primary way we each can help humanity, Earth, our old Guides, Teachers, our past life selves, and everything and everyone everywhere is to individually live the Ascension Process and transmute our lower stuck emotional energies and integrate our projected fears n’ crap. Just by individuals doing their own Inner Work, which the Ascension Process automatically triggers in us, they make it that much easier and faster for all other people coming up behind them to enter the Ascension Process themselves. No greater gift can one person give to another than to make it a bit easier for them to also evolve and Ascend out of negativity, polarity, and all that goes with it.

      So…you see by YOU living the Ascension Process yourself YOU have “done more” than you can imagine for the rest of humanity and for Earth, for all of those Multi-D Guides, Teachers etc. who also want to move on to their next levels of learning and so on. “Doing” only needs to be done by each of us within ourselves to help everything and everyone everywhere to also move forward.

      And as you continue evolving very quickly via the current Ascension Energies, know that the old familiar pre-Ascension tools you’ve used (like 3D crystals, gemstones or whatever they were) probably won’t work for you anymore because you’ve evolved beyond them. You will however be learning to use NEW 5D tools like High Heart or Unity Consciousness and so much more. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  53. Thank you very much for your kind words denise and for your light on this it makes so much sense now ..

    i was worried as everything seemed so wrong i start having intense nightmares and i usually don’t have this type of dreams so i thought something was very wrong with me … at the same time i was so desperate to found an answer and i kept thinking i had an etheric tear or maybe my chakras were not balance or something … my head was spinning with many questions

    ufff!! kind of exhausting 🙂

    thank you so much lot of love and light 🙂

  54. Hi Denise,

    I have a question about the US economy and the last throws of Ascension for the rest of Humanity:

    I just recently heard on World News… that jobs for Americans are making a huge comeback… due to the rise and demands of salary/wage-costs of the Chinese workers, that are now in par with American workers. It looks like the inevitable that the economy is coming back… but something is not quite what it seems.

    With all the systems falling apart left, right and centre… how can the New Earth come in full swing … in its full regalia… if the economy is bouncing back to near normal as the majority of the people are fighting it to bring back the jobs and winning? It looks like they are fighting with sheer gusto to have more jobs and are winning…

    What bugs me more is that … whatever happens to America… happens to all of us outside of America… and in all honesty, as limiting and painful as it is for us Lightworkers… I don’t want jobs to come back… ever. I don’t want any normal Life to ever make a comeback. I’m so looking forward to something NEW to replace jobs/money/money consciousness/the need to feed on materialism/etc… soon… but no signs of new 5D solutions to replace the old in sight… yet.

    Or… is this all smoke-and-mirrors from the Global Elite yet again? Are there any signs of the current planets that say something else? I know I ought not to focus on such things from such Media hype but… it bugs me to have anything.<

    Thank you for any insight or guidance in advance,
    Lou Ann
    PS:
    *It bugs me to have anything normal make a comeback*

  55. Hi Lou Ann,

    The jobs numbers are “cooked” just like the other economic numbers. It is “happy talk” that the Elites are foisting on the masses to make us think that everything is fine and dandy. One of the tells on the information that comes out is where they say the jobs are being created — usually in service industries like restaurants – which basically means more jobs at fast food franchises! Those are not living wage jobs. The economic news from the MSM (Main Stream Media) is just the happy talk from the Elites. Listen to it with a big ole salt shaker next to you.

    Denise, pardon me for hopping in and answering before you — I have been researching this for over a year now.

    To everyone – don’t fear, just store up a month or more of food and supplies (remember that things like toilet paper may go away). Watch for things like fewer products on your store shelves. The world depends on “just in time” delivery and when the breakdown begins in earnest, there will be about a weeks worth of stuff left in stores. We have been stocking up by going to food pantries (we are eligible — if you aren’t eligible don’t do it!) and taking our share of commodities and such. There will come a time when we need it.

    Don’t fear! the answer to fear is preparation. The transition from a monied system to an cooperative system is coming.

    (((<3)))
    Deb

  56. Debora,

    ^_^’ Thank Heavens!!!

    I was beginning to worry over such petty things… when my Higher Self keeps gently laughing at me for “worrying” about such inevitable down-the-hill things. A part of me is still in this 3D physical Earth so I’m daft about what’s really going on. Only human you see.

    Now… living with my still well-off folks who don’t believe in such things… which they would laugh at it and call it nonsense while they habitually store canned food anyway… is kinda comforting in an awkward sort of way… but I still feel the need to go to my HS (Higher Self) for such needed preparedness. Doing and Being so winds up coaxing their Intuition… with me not telling them anything. I do notice this… well… in this process I keep learning and noticing this… but is an awkward learning process I tell you… ¬.¬

    A friend of mine… whom I have NOT seen in ages… told me once upon a time… that here in the Caribbean, we islanders get the brunt of such calamities a few months late… because we still have and do and allow lots of trees, greenery… water… Nature all over and around us… to shield us from such energetic financial/collective meltdown… be it physical, emotional, mental and ethereal. We still behind of the times especially with technology… but still… I KEEP noticing that we’re now nearly in sync with everybody else even in developed AND developing countries around the globe… so I’m not that foolish to think we’re “safe”! 😦

    May I ask where you’re getting your newsworthy resources of information? Since the Osama Death case… I find the nightly news more and more distorted and untrustworthy and surreal… like on the inside I’m now seeing what’s behind the curtains: the puppet masters working their hands on their puppets on the tv/computer screens… reporting to us not that important “news” and/or fanaticism/fear-driven ideals. As a matter of fact… I find any information coming from the MSM NOT true and inaccurate to the T.

    For instance… with all kinds of people dying in my circle… I don’t feel that there are still 7 billion people anymore. My Intuition is telling me 5 billion as of now… but how can I find the REAL newsworthy source in this 3D realm where everywhere I go it torts the same thing! Is there a grass-rooted one you go to online, to find REAL newsworthy information? I go to Yesmagazine.com… but still… is there another one that tells it like it is? Is the Wikileaks the ONLY source of transparency??? I don’t want to go there now because everyone in power is on it like mad crazy… says my Intuition.

    I can only continue expanding my container garden… learning more and more about planting vegetables, fruits and flowers from Intuition, the Internet and Mother Nature Herself. She even brought someone to me out of the blue who is very grounded in the Earth… sharing with me how Lunar Cycles are important to know what the plants need and want… while commending me for taking such initiatives… as he too finds we’re heading there. So all I can say for preparation…. is to talk to the Earth for survival and guidance.

    I’d love to hear what Denise has to say about what we just transpired. Thanks so much Debora. You got my left-brained self mind at ease. ^_^’

    ***Love to all***

    Lou Ann

  57. Lou Ann,
    Email me, I’d be glad to share. I don’t think it is appropriate to put the links in here. I am djking @ elementalspirit.org (just take the spaces out!) Be well, stay calm (your gardening has to help that!) and know that most days I am doing a one day at a time thing both in and out of 3D.

    Know also that paying attention closely to the alt news has its pitfalls… it does require the same discernment we use for all things ascension and it does have the tendency to connect rather than disconnect you to the 3D world. I am trying to learn to take it in much smaller doses! I continually struggle to step outside of the polarity/duality/either/or world that exists in 3D.

    I hope Denise will weigh in also because I need the centering that she might offer! Paying attention to the 3D stuff and watching for the changes seems important to me, but maybe not!

    (((<3)))
    Deb

  58. HI Deb,

    Just got your message this evening and emailed to you asap. 🙂

    O yes: my gardening helps a whole darn LOT. No anxieties. No panics… no agitation… no stress… none while I garden. ^_^

    Sometimes I intuitively ask the Earth for aide, guidance and protection… among other things like learning how to understand plants, insects and animals even in the wind. The more I do that, I notice the more I become less scared and free from my old family beliefs.

    This early morning while gardening… I didn’t even realize no one was at home… even though I could’ve sworn at least one parent was physically there. Turned out that both were out for church. I felt so safe and grounded… not realizing no one was there. 😀

    The norm here was to stay indoors. They kept emphasizing the dangers “out there” as a woman etc etc etc… and of course I’d be afraid after their lecturings. Yet… I felt a breakthrough I didn’t realize I broke! lol

    I think Mother Earth enveloped me in such security… that I know somewhere within me that we all will be alright in spite of the coming chaos… and that’s still me as a WIP (work in progress). ^_^’

    Thanks so much Debora and Denise for allowing us to do a Q&A like this.
    Lou Ann

  59. Hello Denise,

    Why and how is our /physical/ location significant at this time and up to 2012?
    I sent this question Up last night and I’ve got a vision as an answer.
    I saw a Net of Light attached to Earth/all around/. We, Lightworkers are functioning as ‘pins’ at different locations around the globe to hold/pin down/this Net of Light to Earth.
    It was a beautiful, but very short vision.
    Do you have more information about this subject, Denise?
    More and more people are relocating or having the feeling to do so, and I’m just wondering why?
    Are we must /Be/ holding the Net at specific locations?
    Or/and is something else?
    I’d love to know what You know about this 😉

    Love,
    Eva

    • Eva,

      Good vision you! 🙂

      Eva & All,

      From what you’ve described the “Net of Light attached to Earth” sounds like you saw the NEW higher dimensional Ascended Planetary Grid System. It is indeed a NEW and vastly more complex and higher frequency geometric pattern of Light that’s the NEW Earth’s energetic central nervous system, its veins and arteries that circulates energies, its antenna and entire Grid System.

      We Starseeds/Lightworkers (Grid Workers etc.) are not necessarily “pins” or pinned down to certain locations but I understand what you’re saying and why. Think of this more like lightening rods and/or acupuncture needles where the Starseeds/Lightworkers literally seed, ground and anchor the NEW higher Light energies, consciousness, and much more into the physical locations where we each live currently through our physical and energetic bodies and beings. Before the NEW Ascended energies, consciousness, and reality can manifest into the NEW Ascended Earth, there MUST be matching or like-frequency Beings in human bodies living on Earth to receive, house in and through themselves and their bodies, and then seed the NEW higher frequency Light energies into this dimension, planet, world and literally manifest the start of the NEW everything here. In other words…the Starseeds and Lightworkers capable of doing this are literally the first ones Creating the NEW Earth world reality for everyone else whose chosen the Light over the Dark.

      Far too many Starseeds and Lightworkers (in my opinion) still do not understand what they’re actually doing now in 2011 and why. I’ve tried to get greater numbers of Starseeds/Lightworkers to consciously realize that reality is permanently changed on Earth because of what we’ve been living and struggling with and hurting from right in our own bodies! THIS is why the Body and Brain Rewiring was so very important, because, like Earth, we needed to be upgraded to be able to house and run these NEW much higher and faster Light Energies right in and through our physical bodies and brains and NOT be destroyed by them. Same process with the entire planet and it needed a much higher frequency Grid System (what you called a “Net of Light”) in place first. Why? So that the NEW Light energies could come into this world, dimension, reality and seed and Create the NEW for all who are capable of being in it. In 2011 the Starseeds/Lightworkers are increasingly coming online with the current Light energies and this is radically – and very quickly now – changing the world and reality on Earth.

      Back to your question. Usually when a Starseed/Lightworker has completed whatever it is they were doing in one physical location on Earth, they’ll suddenly be free to move about the cabin 😉 so to speak. In other words, they can if they desire move to another location because their Light energy mission work for that phase and location is complete. They’ll either move to someplace that’s a better match to them at the time vibrationally, or, they’ll be impulsed to move somewhere because they’re going to be doing more Light energy mission work during that phase, at that time, in that location.

      Another aspect of this that I’ve consciously lived for the past three decades now is that of Earth Changes and my lessening or grounding them and/or redirecting them to other locations where they will harm far less people and property. On the other hand…(see how complicated this really is?), many locations on Earth need to having these Earth Changes (earthquakes, fires, floods, storms, etc.) to purge old patriarchal Age negative residual energies and purify the location for the NEW higher Light energies to come in and replace it all. So what often seems like a “negative” event is really exactly like the pains and aches we feel in our bodies; it’s all so that Light energies can come in which obviously completely transforms the very reality and consciousness on Earth.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  60. As always, thank you Denise,

    Most of the time what I see /visions/ makes sense to me, but I still need your words, so when I talk to others it will make sense to them as well. 🙂
    I’m getting out of isolation /stated to work again/ and I’m hoping I can share more about the changes, we and the planet is going through.
    As the Dark is disappearing from my life and from Earth and I don’t have the constant pressure from It, finally I’ve started to feel Free!
    And what a Beautiful Feeling It Is 🙂
    Thank you again,

    Love,
    Eva

  61. Hello LightWorkers,

    Do you remember what this part of the channeled message is saying?

    “We come with important news for you today. We wish to activate that message we sent to you long ago. When most of the world’s light workers were much younger than they are now, they received a downloaded message sent in the form of iconic imagery, that they knew was of singular importance to them even if they did not know why. That message was interpreted by a great majority of you as a long pipeline, similar to an oil pipeline, with many valves controlled by wheels that turned on and off the flow. The image was one of being ready to “do your part” by turning the right wheel to allow the flow at just the right time and in synchronicity with all other wheels turning up and down the line, so the flow was even and smooth. Some of you interpreted this iconic imagery slightly differently, but the message was the same. Some of you have forgotten that message, so we “remind” you now to awaken you in these last “moments” before the disclosure process begins and shuttles in a whirlwind of activity that will ultimately lead to ascension.”

    http://www.galacticchannelings.com/english/wanderer31-05-11.html

    • carpathiananonymous,

      This is exactly what I mean when I’ve used the terms Stair Steps and phases, triggers and Time Coded events etc. This happens to each of us at exactly the correct moment/moments and is pre-programmed by our Higher Selves to activate on exactly the correct days/hours/minutes for each of us.

      On another note, since the start of 2011 I’ve been clairvoyantly seeing very fast flashes (this is normal when dealing with higher dimensional information/visuals) of individual ET’s or Starbeings faces. It’s like some of them are flashing me – and no doubt most other Starseed Lightworkers – head shot images of themselves. 🙂 It’s like a visual reminder that these higher dimensional Beings are right there…mere vibrational inches away from us…waiting so, so excitedly for all of us to be reunited frequency-wise I mean. The second-half of 2011 (June through the end of Dec), many (but not all of) the higher dimensional ET’s/Starbeings/Lightbeings will become much more in our consciousness. This too is an unfolding process but it’s really accelerated this year and especially from June on.

      Denise

  62. hi denise,

    reading this makes me wonder is there any reason why i can’t see or hear the messages (higher dimentional information) on a regular state?

    usually i only get them on dreams (and thats very rare) or if I eat mushrooms (magic mushrooms) thats the only way i get to hear higher dimentional info..

    • deepness,

      While out of our bodies or in “dreams” is much easier, quicker, with less trauma because the person’s in a frequency and dimension above dense 3D. This is changing as we speak via the Ascension Process however.

      As far as taking ANY substance to hopefully induce an expanded state of consciousness…I would never suggest it and here’s why. Unless you’ve got a Master protecting you on multiple dimensions while you’re toasted out of your mind, you’re wide open and easily seen/sensed in the astral plane by Beings you’d never want to know you even exist! Seriously. Solution to this danger is to request your Higher Self guide you in opening or expanding your consciousness without the use of any substance. A la natural is the safest and most powerful way to do this.

      Having said all that, there are also times, periods and phases where we simply cannot seemingly connect with these higher dimensional levels and consciousness. I’ve gone through this many times since the start of my biological Ascension Process. We’re going through a lot of inner/outer changes and there’s just periods where we need to be quiet, still, and IN-BODY instead of trying to get out of it! 😉 Patience and flexibility is key.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  63. thank you very much denise 🙂

    so happy to have someone that can clear all out doubts so we can continue our path in the right direction and also (easy our path)

    it has helped a lot

    lots of light and love 🙂

  64. Hi, Denise.

    Your answer to carpathiananonymous gave me full out body chills! Since December 2010, I’ve been getting flashes of faces too. I wasn’t sure who they were or what they were about, but it’s gratifying to know I’m not the only one getting these– and even better to know who they are! I had some very happy-looking characters just the other day. Kind of goofy-looking, actually. Maybe they were some of the spirits that hang out around me. And, yes, they are mere inches away from my face, too. I guess we’ll find out more about them in the coming months. I’m looking forward to that! And I think I feel another blog coming on on this topic!

    Cat

  65. Hello Denise,
    Last night I had a bit of confusing experience.
    I know you had contact with SaLuSa, so I’m hoping you can help me out with this.
    He/It came to me, saying ‘I’m SaLusa’ and offered me all kinds of help – to be honest I can’t remember ‘help’ with what? it all happened very fast. But, before I had the chance to ‘say’ anything,/like yes or no/ He/It started ‘wrapping’ my upper body around and around with some kind of energy. The ‘wrapping’ was so intense it made me feel very uncomfortable, so I asked him to stop. He/It stopped and the pressure from the ‘wrapping’/energy was gone. I saw him pulling away last night, but I see that He/It close by as if He/It’s waiting for me to call.
    I do read the channeled messages from SaLuSa, but I don’t remember having trying to contact him, or ask for help..
    This ‘visit’ was so sudden, I’m not sure how to deal with it.
    I know SaLuSa is ‘standing by’, I’m just not sure if I’m ready for another meet or ‘wrapping’..
    I would really like to know what is your take on this ‘visit’ Denise.
    Thank you for all your help!

    Love,
    Eva

    • Eva,

      First of all, ANY higher dimensional POSITIVE Being/Starbeing/ET/Lightbeing/Angelic etc. would NEVER EVER come in like what you’ve described and do something like this; negative beings would however. Remember that any being/entity can say they’re so-and-so and that sure as hell doesn’t mean they are who they claim they are! Discernment is critical, and because you’ve shared this experience here tells me you already sensed this being or beings are not who “He/It” said it was. In my opinion you are completely right and this was an attempt by some negative being to bind you energetically. These are the types of experiences many of us should expect because the stakes are so high now in 2011 and the Dark Ones are frantic to stop us from evolving any further. They can’t stop us or the Ascension Process nor can they, at this point, even slow it down.

      Be strong and wise and you’ll do fine. I’m very proud of you discerning this test. “Dark Arts” training indeed. 🙄

      Hugs,
      Denise

  66. Hi everyone – speaking of SaLuSa, can anyone give me a heads up about him/her? I do read the channels but get sort of a strange feel – they all basically say the same; they are planning to show themselves, the world is making preparations, there are behind the scenes talks, they are preventing worst case scenarios, etc. I just am not feeling great about it all. Also, I have an appointment with Peggy Black and “the Team” next week – I know Peggy has a pretty good reputation but just wondered if anyone had any first hand experience or insight on what to expect. She did not share much w/me but that they would do most of the talking. Many thanks in advance. Love and light to you all, Deb

    • Debra,

      Gads I’m so sorry it’s taken me so long to respond to your question.

      I’m going to try and say a lot without saying a lot about this because I will not tolerate word battles or attacks or negativity from anyone anymore. That was not directed at you Debra please understand because, based on what you’ve already said, you’ve already correctly sensed that all is not what is seems with SaLuSa. (There are plenty of other channeled ET messages and people who channel them that are profoundly distorted as well. People need to discern for themselves.)

      Very simply, the majority of what SaLuSa says (that I’ve read in 2011) is positive and nice but then there will be a few sentences in every channeling that reeks of dis-empowerment and the old Dark negative “savior” bullshit. Another common theme with these particular channeled ET messages (from others than just SaLuSa) is that humanity is helpless and unaware and that these ETs are going to “save”, “rescue”, “fix”, clean up the toxic planet etc. etc. etc. for the lame, weak, unaware humans. This crap totally goes against the fact that Starseed Lightworkers have been incarnate on Earth for many decades to live, ground, and anchor the higher frequency NEW from within the physical 3D polarized system through their bodies and beings. We also have plenty of help from our higher dimensional Homes too because we’d NEVER enter a lower frequency dimension and world reality without plenty of safeguards and multidimensional connections to our different dimensional stellar Homes, energies and consciousness. Some of us Starseed Lightworkers are here now to also help wake-up other Starseeds and Lightworkers and remind them that the Expiration Date is rapidly approaching (the end of the Mayan calendar on Oct. 28, 2011) and to not become trapped in this dimension and world and remember why they came here.

      ETs are not going to come and save or rescue humanity…period. The entire Ascension Process is about the Cosmos energetically triggering humanity – and all other species as well – to evolve beyond the current cycle of evolution. The All That Is/Source has time-coded energy’s released and energetic events to trigger and guide or unfold these massive cycles of evolution and the Galactic Center of the Milky Way has been and will continue to produce specific Energies in wave-form which trigger and signal that it’s time to change, to evolve beyond what’s been. The different dimensional ET races all know this and they know that it’s time now for this huge event to happen, so why would some channeled groups claiming to be ETs repeatedly be telling humans that they are going to fix the toxic Earth and save humanity? Because they’re either not who they claim to be, or, they’re unaware ETs with big egos and no knowledge or respect for the Universal Law of Freewill and the whole Ascension Process!

      Trust yourself and your ability to discern and read energies with these types because you’re correct in what you’ve sensed. Well done you. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

      PS
      I don’t know Peggy Black and “the team” at all.

  67. Hi DENISE, IM EVER SO GLAD i HAVE FOUND THIS WEBSITE, BECAUSE i HAVE BEEN UNDER EXTREME ATTACK BY DARK ONES FOR MANY YEARS MYSELF, AND IT HAS BEEN EXTREMEY INTENSE SINCE OCT LAST YEAR, can i ask you questions via your email. I became homlees through this experience this year, due to not feeling safe

  68. Thank you Denise,

    Yes, I had my doubt about this being, that is why I needed your experienced opinion about this ‘visit’.
    In 2008 plenty of Dark Ones tried to ‘bribe’ me, by offering me all the ‘power’ and what comes with it…
    Those Dark Ones wanted me to leave the Light and ‘serve’ the Dark. This being’s ‘offering of help’ reminded me of that time, but everything happened so very fast, ‘It’ simply didn’t give me a chance to react at first.
    Over the years I have learned to recognize the tricks of
    the Dark Ones, but this visit/attack was definitely something new for me.

    Thank you Denise for your endless support!

    Love,
    Eva

  69. Denise to carpathiananonymous: “It’s like some of them are flashing me – and no doubt most other Starseed Lightworkers – head shot images of themselves.”

    Yes! So far I’m liking these silent hellos. : >

  70. Hello ALL,

    Here is an interesting application regarding The Ninth Wave of the Mayan Calendar. They are tracking all the events that are taking place in the world. Just click on “Play with the timeline”.

    http://9mayanwaves.info/

    Love you ALL

  71. hi – just read thro these comments and found the one where faces were appearing to you and someone else – this has been happening to me for ages – never kn ew who they were or the significance of it – some of the faces look sad – but mostly fairly normal – different ages etc etc –
    another thing i get occasionally is the feeling i’m travelling along a road and i can see the scenery and feel the ,motion – goes quite fast – i always stop it because it feels like its getting out of control so i dont know where i’d end up if i carried on – other times i go upwards quickly – it doesnt happen every night but i have just got used to it and could see no reason for any of it –
    these faces and what i’ve just mentioned are very different from when i opened up too fast years ago and i saw quite scarey stuff flying past me and i was zooming through different dimensions – that was all a bit alarming!! then i saw out of this world creatures and some v odd things – and big round dark doughnut shaped openings etc etc
    strange what i now take for granted – or dont get freaked out by!!
    s

  72. Hello Denise,

    I wanted to ask you this months ago, but maybe now is the time. I’m getting very confused about food. I’m having the feeling of letting go of food. I don’t really feel hungry any more, and if I eat I want to stop immediately,/like I don’t need it/. I’m not sure how to deal with this, I still have my physical body and ‘logic’ says it needs food.
    Now, I eat very small portions, half of what I use to eat/and I never had much interest in food/.
    Do you know, how to make /safely!/ this transformation from food to Pure Energy?
    I would appreciate any advise from you on this matter.

    Love,
    Eva

  73. eva

    that is happening to me also but i thought it was something with my stomach like a worm or something reading your comment i think we have the same i don’t feel like eating specially at lunch time i feel apathy for food and as soon as i start eating i want to stop this never happened to me … i eat small portions too is like if i get 1 serving spoon i end up eating half of it or less mmm …

    light and love
    T.

    • deepness and All,

      Yeah the food thing goes through repeated changes as we evolve, transmute more, and make repeated adjustments to the constant higher Energies/Light/Love etc.

      When we’re transmuting more dense energies within ourselves (and/or doing additional Service to Other energy work) we require more protein food. When we’re in an integrating phase and not doing as much transformation energy work we require much less food of any type. In fact it’s hard to digest food during these phases and is best to eat small portions of light foods that are easy on our bodies to digest and eliminate.

      Our whole eating/digesting/eliminating systems are evolving dramatically due to the Ascension Process. Many of us will be able to increasingly exist on Light as a food source with only very small amounts of physical food occasionally. This is very 5D and will become the new “normal” for more people as they evolve.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  74. I, too, have major problems with food, eating, digesting. I have had problems for many years, and now am at the point that I have trouble digesting most everything – except protein, some vegetables, some nuts and some fruits. Allergic to soy/wheat/dairy. My frustration is that I still want to eat – but if I do I suffer. Oh, yes, sugar goes down quite easily, and I like anything ‘sweet’, but I can literally feel my immune system struggling as soon as I eat some sugar or drink a coke. I would like to have an alcoholic beverage on occasion, but alcohol is completely toxic to me. I think I need some nutrition – but hmmm will try to live on more light and see how it goes 😉

  75. Hello Denise,

    I’d like to share a vision I had last night, because it’s all good 😉 and you were in it.
    The first image I saw, was a dark, round shape, huge ‘rock’ right above your head, having an intense pressure on you/almost crushing you/.
    Then, I saw the Light -literally- ‘Drilling’ into this ‘rock’ from above, with an unstoppable speed and power. As the drilling went on, the ‘rock’ cracked in half and opened. Only then, I realized what was really happening. The ‘rock ‘ was the Old Earth, and as it opened by the Light, the New Earth was rising from within. The layers of dark, old, dirty, sticky, dense, etc. energies from around the New Earth, simply Vanished as It was rising!
    I saw you watching the New Bright Earth. You smiled and you said:’ IT’s Complete!’

    This vision was so clear and had so much Power in it, I needed to send it to You/All.

    Love,
    Eva

  76. Hey Denise and all,
    Thanks for confirming re: Salusa – I could not put my finger on it – but you are right every post says something about how they will be here to help us…. us poor pitiful humans – this is exactly what we don’t want to do – WE are here for this Ascension and WE have all the power we need – WE are here for this TRANSITION! I apologize if I am offending anyone, but I got a terrible feeling every time I read the posts. It was weird b/c some of it would be ok, but then this queasy feeling. Just as I decided to sort of quit visiting the posts, I noticed Calleman promotes the link on his website. I’m an empath and highly intuitive – so it is about time to quit questioning myself and own my power! Many layers of this… Also, this had to do w/the reading w/Peggy Black (Morning Messages if you want to look her up) and her “team”. Well, I ‘knew’ everything they said to me…it was nothing new to me. That said, the kick in the rear was good, b/c I have not been applying what I know. That is CHANGING, big time. I am making huge changes – mostly in applying what I know to change my reality. I will keep you posted as to changes.

    PS – Got a call from my nephew tonight; had hour long conversation about Ascension and he stated he feels it happening and believes – this came totally out of the blue. Also, call from another nephew, wanted things kept quiet w/family, but he asked a totally bizarre questions (bizarre – based on our previous collective conversations) – he wanted to know how to work w/his pineal gland. OK, talk about out of the blue – they are waking up and it made me really happy to be here for them. Debra

    • Debra,

      Well done you! 🙂 Yes we’re often given tests like this to help us see something in ourselves. We don’t know how much we actually do already know until we reflect off of someone or something else. This is so important now in helping us be more consciously aware of who and what we really are and that we’re well capable of…much. 😉 This is another aspect of each of us awakening to the fact that we really can Consciously Create and Co-Create. This is very much us easing our ways into existence within a fifth dimensional reality/world. Individually (Leo) empowered and conscious ascended people embodying Light who exist and work with other empowered and conscious ascended people also embodying Light (the Aquarian Group) within 5D.

      From June 2011 forward people will be SUDDENLY waking up/awakened and searching for like-other souls/people to help them with their questions and about what’s going on now and why and so on. This will literally explode in comparison to how slow and difficult spreading Light/Knowledge/Information prior. The first half of 2011 was like pushing a boulder up a hill; from June on this boulder is going to free-fall down the other side of the symbolic hill! 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  77. Hi Denise and Debra,
    Well, after reading these posts I just had to go on Salusa’s site to see what it was all about. At first glance it looks like they are talking about all the same things we talk about on Transitions but like Debra, I got a funny feeling, like fingernails on a chalkboard or something. So, this is someone channeling messages from some other entities? I don’t know what word to use, sorry. I have a couple of friends who are followers of something else like this – or, I think it’s like Salusa – it is Lazaris and it is a man who channels these same types of messages. Over the years I have offended my friends by not wanting any part of it – it also creeped me out. It can be very confusing because most of the messages are so loving and beautiful but it just felt “off” to me. Am I right – are these basically the same kind of sites? or are you familiar with the Lazaris one? Got myself good and confused now, ;(
    Love Pat

    • chrysalis55 – Pat,

      Discernment is crucial with everything from everyone everywhere. I had written a longer Comment about this to Debra & All but it magically disappeared before I published it so I took that to mean I didn’t need to go into a lot of detail about SaLuSa and the other people who channel what they believe are positive ETs.

      However…a few days ago I was intuitively led to a website I didn’t even know existed that had an interview of a well-known man who channels ETs. In it callers were allowed to come in and ask this man personal questions. One of the callers was another person who has recently began channeling. This person publicly asked the first man if he knew who he was channeling and if they were “okay”!!! That was why I was led to see this information; to see one of these people publicly ask another channeler if who he was channeling was positive or not because he/she didn’t know who they were or if they were positive or not! Unbelievable…but there it was. Reader beware because the person or people doing the channelings in many cases doesn’t know or have the ability to read energies to know for themselves if they’re being lied to by whoever has connected with them and is sending transmissions to them to be published. Any entity or being can say or claim they’re such-and-such from wherever and so many people unquestioningly believe the material channeled and the human who did the channeling.

      I’m not familiar with Lazaris. At this point I believe that we individuals should be able to better access our own Higher Selves for information, guidance, deeper insights etc. It’s time for us to learn that WE can access higher Light/Information for ourselves and not continue to entirely rely upon other people who channel and hope they’re channeling true positive beings’ information. You sensed that something was distorted and incorrect with SaLuSa’s info and YOU were correct. That’s important and don’t forget how your body felt when you encountered lower frequency info cleverly mixed in with some truth here and there. 😉

      Hugs,
      Denise

  78. Oh Denise, thank you for reminding me to have faith in what I know is true. Sometimes it’s easy (for me, anyway) to lose faith in myself, especially if I’m having an off day. It reminds me of an old saying “You’ve got to stand for something or you’ll fall for anything.” Discernment is a biggy and thank you for reminding me how important it is.
    Big BIG hugs to you,
    Love Pat

  79. Denise(Eva’s Vision)
    Denise I have read from your messages that that you were not brought up in organized religion so have no attachment. I was raised in religion and just left in 2002 so the vision Eva had immediately jumped out at me as something familiar..A vision is recorded in the Bible at Daniel 2:35 about an image described much as what Eva describes..

    The Message Bible has this at vs 32-35: “While you were looking at this statue, a stone cut out of a mountain by an invisible hand hit the statue, smashing its iron-ceramic feet. Then the whole thing fell to pieces—iron, tile, bronze, silver, and gold, smashed to bits. It was like scraps of old newspapers in a vacant lot in a hot dry summer, blown every which way by the wind, scattered to oblivion. But the stone that hit the statue became a huge mountain, dominating the horizon”.

    I definitely without any doubt/reservations know that organized religion has to go, tough work there especially in what is called the Bible belt here in the South, however my wonder is why Eva would get this vision with you. Do you suppose you will be the religion buster since you have no religious beliefs ties/sentiments or any attachments to it so no emotional poop with it’s outgoing?

    Love,
    Avian

    • Hello Denise,

      “I’d like to share a vision I had last night, because it’s all good 😉 and you were in it.
      The first image I saw, was a dark, round shape, huge ‘rock’ right above your head, having an intense pressure on you/almost crushing you/.
      Then, I saw the Light -literally- ‘Drilling’ into this ‘rock’ from above, with an unstoppable speed and power. As the drilling went on, the ‘rock’ cracked in half and opened. Only then, I realized what was really happening. The ‘rock ‘ was the Old Earth, and as it opened by the Light, the New Earth was rising from within. The layers of dark, old, dirty, sticky, dense, etc. energies from around the New Earth, simply Vanished as It was rising!
      I saw you watching the New Bright Earth. You smiled and you said:’ IT’s Complete!’

      This vision was so clear and had so much Power in it, I needed to send it to You/All.”

      Love,
      Eva

      Avian & Eva,

      Eva I’m sorry I didn’t respond to your truly wonderful vision. I’ve been busy and exhausted from busting big rocks. 😉

      Avian I know humanity is currently and quickly evolving beyond the past 2,100-yearlong Piscean Age religious beliefs…and more. Typically, Starseed Lightworkers incarnate at every Age change to break apart the old stuck past Ages beliefs, systems, karma, wounds, distortions, stuck energies, projections etc. It’s what we do to literally clear a NEW path for the new Age, the NEW Light, and in this case, the entire Ascension Process. Because of this I and every other Starseed Lightworker has played our parts in transmuting the negativity and distortions caused by religions. So, for me this isn’t something that I will be doing, but something that I and others already have done. Now evolution will do what it does and everyone will perceive so much more.

      To go one more step with this I’m going to add that I’m a Capricorn which the final of the EARTH signs and is the Mountain Goat. I have Pisces Rising and Pisces is the old Age that’s currently exiting (to be replaced by the Age of Aquarius). Because of my Pisces Ascendant I have a very direct energetic connection with the Piscean Age and I know how horrifically it was intentionally distorted by some to control the many. I’ve felt the Collective Age’s archetype and it’s not been easy and yet, what a great tool I’ve had to transmute the negativity and controls of that Age. (Our Higher Selves choose our astrological blueprints VERY carefully before we incarnate to give us as many tools to do what we’ve got to do while alive.)

      Thanks for sharing your religious knowledge about Eva’s remarkable vision with all of us. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  80. Hey you all, – Quick notes on Religion and Lazaris (two separate issues). From the time I was very young I literally got sick to my stomach in church. My mother took me to dr. – he said it was a psychological problem – which my mother did not want to accept b/c that would mean there was something “wrong” with me. So, she continued to send me for awhile, but even the sound of high-heels walking into church made me ill (I sensed the hypocrisy but could not put it into words) and eventually, I guess out of embarrasement, my parent quit making me go to church. So, religious training is very little for me, and I am very happy for that.

    Lazaris is wonderful, imo. I began going to Lazaris workshops in the 80’s; he was my first spiritual guide (that I was aware of) and my closet spiritual guide today. He is channeled through a man named Jach Purcel and 1000’s of people from all over the world go to the workshops. However, you do not have to go to a workshop to connect w/Lazaris. Concept Synergy, the company that does the workshops, has received probably more than their fair share of criticism over the years. Many get upset at the cost of the seminars – but I don’t see them to be much more than anyone elses (weekend long workshops). The quality of info is amazing. Also, Lazaris can work w/you in ways a “human” can not. Some online references refer to it as a cult, which is far from the truth, but he is of the light so of course, the dark will try to have their say. Lazaris from day one said he is not a guru, just a friend. I believe the information he provides is profound and his guidance and friendship over the past years has helped me tremendously. That said, I discontinued going to workshops in the late 90’s, mostly d/t location, and only buy recorded cd’s from time to time. I do not know if the workshops have changed, but Lazaris remains a very special friend and guide to me and always will be, no matter what happens w/Concept Synergy. http://www.lazaris.com

  81. Denise
    I was so grateful to read this statement by you below in your reply as i knew the astrological sign was chosen for a very good reason but the organized religion i was in was totally fear laden and astrology was a definite NO, however when i left and was able to finally look back without absolute disdain i could see what a big tool it was… I came in as Sagittarius sign(always around religion) which i always knew but just in recent weeks learned i was Pisces Ascendant and my moon in Leo so with a heart full of love. I also learned my Life Path Number is 9 which seems to go along with great changes to be made in this world….
    Thanks so much for sharing this as it was truly insightful and very helpful……

    “Our Higher Selves choose our astrological blueprints VERY carefully before we incarnate to give us as many tools to do what we’ve got to do while alive.”

    Love and Hugs to You!

  82. hi denise

    i had a dream last night that i was in this elevator with two other females that i don’t know we were around the 551 (or something floor don’t remember the last number i think was 4) from the elevator you could see all the buildings out side very high buildings suppose we were in vegas but the buildings look more like New York type very modern and high tech suddenly i started to see the buildings outside moving in a weird way like the top part of the building will make a curve as if the were about to fall but i didn’t say anything then the elevator started to fall as we felt we were having and earthquake i say out loud: we’re having an earthquake here in vegas this is going to be crazy i just saw the buildings moving but i didn’t say a thing … the elevator was falling in a very fast speed and we crashed but nothing happened to us i didn’t saw nothing after that i just felt relief ….

    the weird thing is one day before i dreamt with a few spiritual guides telling me some stuff that i don’t recall at all .. i was so frustrated when i couldn’t remember what they say …

    i hope you can help me with this … thank you very much

    love and light
    T.

  83. Hi Denise,

    I have found your website relatively recent but I guess this was the PERFECT time in my Ascension journey to get to know you and all the other people that are posting here.

    Last weekend as we were spending time at our cabin on a beautiful, serene lake in BC, Canada two amazing yet surprising things happened that I would like to share with you and get some feedback for.

    First, we have two beautiful, stubborn miniature Schnauzer boys (dogs) that we love so very deeply. In the mornings, at the cabin we usually let them walk free in the meadow and the forest behind us working through our fears that something bad could happen to them. However since we heard that there have been coyotes wondering around surrounding properties for the past few days, Saturday morning I felt the urge to follow them into the woods and as I came out on a meadow one of my dogs came running to me, jumped in front of me, then started walking in the direction he came from.
    I followed him and, to my surprise, right in the middle of the meadow, my older dog was nose-to-nose with a … coyote. I have to admit that I panicked! I called him but he was too busy to even look my way (we do have a deep, spiritual connection, though). After a few attempts at calling him I grabbed the little one into my arms and I started walking towards the coyote, ready to fight for my dogs’ lives.
    As I was getting closer I expected the coyote to become more aware and … do something! Instead he continued to be very gentle with my dog, until my boy decided to come to me.

    We walked away and I kept looking over my shoulder being prepared, just in case, but the coyote did not move, he just looked as we were getting farther and farther. They could have been breakfast for him if he chose to!

    The second thing that happened the next morning, on Sunday as I was still laying in bed around 5:30am while everyone else was asleep, I distinctly heard a young boy’s laugh in the back of the cabin as he was running through the meadow and then he was gone!
    There was no one around us, no neighbours there that weekend, as I found out later!

    I asked my husband if he heard it and he said no, but later, my son, who’s 13 years old and very wise and evolved for his age (Crystal Child), mentioned that he heard the same thing followed by two dogs barks!!!

    Will you be able to share some light from an Ascension perspective on what is going on?
    I did have some Ascensionitis and Ascension flu symptoms that might explain the acceleration of my personal Ascension.

    Love and light to you Denise!

  84. Hello Denise,

    I had some extraterrestrials in my apartment, yesterday. I could see them, but they could not see me. I understood that they were low vibrational ETs because, I could feel/see, they were looking for low vibrational energies/food. They were very disoriented, confused, kind of lost, so I wasn’t bothered by them. But, end of the day I thought, it’s time for them to leave my space. I asked my Higher Self to give some idea, what to do. And as an answer, my 8D aspect of me got connected to me. (I have had contact with that 8D aspect of me already.)
    As we (me+8D me) got connected I saw, there were a lot more of that same kind of low vibrational ETs around the house and outside of the gate. It suddenly felt like an attack, I felt overwhelming pressure from them, when my 8D aspect of me ‘started to work’ through me.
    Pushing tremendous amount of 8D energy through my body. As the energy spread, all of the low vibrational ETs simply disappeared. After, we were finished, I saw crystallized energy all over my body.( It was a beautiful image.)
    In the morning, when I woke up, I felt upbeat and extremely tired at the same time.
    Now, I can not help to wonder, are we going to ‘do’ this sort of cleansing?
    We are done with /most of/ the dark ones, now, is it time for low vibrational ETs?
    If you have some time/energy, can you clarify this experience for me/and perhaps for others/?

    Love,
    Eva

    • Eva,

      I’m glad you shared this experience so more people can benefit. Thank you. ♥

      First of all let’s establish when “yesterday” was for everyone; it was July 16, 2011. I’m going to go back a bit farther with this issue because A LOT has been unfolding constantly since July 11, 2011 – the 7-11-11 portal.

      I’ve noticed in 2011 that some (not all but some) months 11-11 portal day is incredibly high, positive and full of Heart and feels just wonderful. This however is often followed on the next day (the 12th) as the total opposite! Often the 12th will be miserable, dark, full of pain and crap and increased negativity. It’s as if by our passing through that month’s 11-11 portal and literally moving up a few more energy stair steps, the next day is the lower and negative crap (in its many forms) rushing in around us again trying to stop us and/or feed off of us. These lower negative beings are finding it increasingly difficult to do this to us now in 2011, and with their energetic food source drying-up, they’re becoming frantic to find some tiny morsel of energetic food from us.

      For me July’s 11-11 portal day was profoundly high and full of High Heart energy and awareness. Then for me the next day, July 12th, 2011, was this opposite energy coming back in yet again. Vastly less powerful but coming back in searching to feed off anyone they could. I’ve clairvoyantly seen (and heard) old lower negative things almost every afternoon and evening since July 12, 2011 but, these things I see are NOT able to effect me and mine as they always have in the past. They try to feed off me and mine of course, but the massive improvements in 2011 are so great that they’re not able to parasitically feed off of me/you/us as they always have.

      Yesterday, July 16, 2011, I too had some negative beings manipulating humans and dogs to weaken me so they could feed. And, like you, I finally got tired of their BS and opened my window and loosed a sound I didn’t even know I could physically produce! It was so incredibly powerful that it shocked me! Honestly, I was shocked at the force and volume that came out of me at these lower beings/humans and the dogs they manipulate/possess. But the entire neighborhood went quiet instantly and I felt reality change the second I released that sound energy at them all.

      I hate and resent being pushed to the point where I have to do something, say something, produce some energy to clear the negative crap and possessed unaware humans etc. but there it is. This is who we are and this is what we excel at so…just do it. (I’ve cleared entire cities like this; it’s a learning curve for all of us to realize how much we can, and should be, Consciously Creating right now.)

      “Now, I can not help to wonder, are we going to ‘do’ this sort of cleansing? We are done with most of the dark ones, now, is it time for low vibrational ETs?”

      It’s time for ALL of the Dark Ones in ALL of their forms and levels to either join the Light, or, go elsewhere and deal with the consequences of their actions, or for the stubborn ones be reabsorbed by Source entirely.

      Eva and everyone else reading this, now (July 2011) is when we Starseeds/Lightworkers/Prototypers no longer accept this negativity or any other for that matter and we claim our space and spiritual right to be sovereign beings. We’re not supposed to tolerate this type of negativity, shit, manipulation, irresponsibility, or parasitic behavior from any being in any dimension any longer. None of it from anyone human or non-human. We each need to pick up our power and stop these types of old lower actions from happening in or around us. Who else can do this now but us? This is some more of that responsibility I’ve been hinting at recently.

      I’m NOT saying that you/me/us needs to “do” anything like we’ve been doing such as transmuting or clearing etc. What I’m talking about is exactly what you did, what you experienced Eva and what I did, what I experienced; you, me, us using our individual power and knowledge and spiritual rights to stop the negative beings/humans from continuing all they’ve gotten away with doing for so long. We have the ability to stop them and to create over them now and this is what you, me, all of us Starseed Lightworkers/Prototypers/Wayshowers are supposed to be learning now. That and how to Consciously Create and Co-Create. No more transmuting the lower…now we stop them and create what we want over all of them and we don’t slow down or look back! 🙂

      Well done you.
      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

  85. Hi Denise! So today I received my new drivers license. And I’m looking at the picture and thinking…who is this person? I look so different. I swear the shape of my face is changing, and it doesn’t seem to be just a weight thing. I find my self thinking something similar when I just look in the mirror. Its just strange. Have you experienced something like this over the years? Some of these body changes are just weird. Thanks and I hope you’re getting some bits of relief & feeling good. Sending you hugs.

    • “So today I received my new drivers license. And I’m looking at the picture and thinking…who is this person? I look so different. I swear the shape of my face is changing, and it doesn’t seem to be just a weight thing. I find my self thinking something similar when I just look in the mirror. Its just strange. Have you experienced something like this over the years? Some of these body changes are just weird.”

      Michelle,

      Absolutely! Not only am I old enough that my face, head and body are changing anyway, but on top of that the Ascension Process has and still is changing me/my body etc. I too don’t recognize the person in the mirror anymore and I try to just go with the flow and hope I don’t end up looking completely like Yoda! 🙄 But the hair loss thing still pisses me off…

      Hugs,
      Denise

  86. Hello Denise, and All..

    It seems to me that more of your readers are got connected to Light/Source/Love energy, so I think it is a good time to share my amazing experience I had earlier in September.
    It involves a friend of mine Noa whom I know in the here and now 3D reality + I believe he is my ‘brother’ in/from 9D.
    On the 3rd of September he had a ‘triggered’ Opening to Source energy through his Crown chakra. And just a few days later he ‘worked’ with It already. On the evening of the 7th, I got a text from him, saying, he has that overwhelming connection again, Love/Source/Light energy is pouring into his Crown chakra. Just a few minutes later I had the feeling, something ‘big’ is happening. Then clairvoyantly I saw it: Noa was receiving HUGE amount of Love/Source/Light energy running IT through his Crown chakra and his body, literally ‘bringing’ IT down to 3D and spreading IT. At the same time my body got very heavy and I saw what was coming to me. The Energy that Noa was spreading, started to PUSH OUT HUGE amount of dark energies from 3D. And that was my job as a transmuter of dark energies to run that HUGE amount of dark through my Heart chakra/body, away from Earth, up to Source. All of this transmuting process was So intense.. at one point I felt my Heart chakra/chest will physically open up. The process went on for an hour as I remember. I went to sleep/I was exhausted!/ but somehow I had the feeling it went on all night.

    The next morning my non-physical family said: ‘You /Noa and me/ released century’s of darkness from Earth.’
    I’m sure, MANY of you /from this blog/ are doing the same amazingly powerful cleansing as well. What I understood from this experience is that, now, there are people with Powerful Connection to Light/Source energy /they have the fun job/ and there are the transmuters /we have the pain/. Us, with the pain, we are not having much fun, but perhaps it will help some of you, to Know, when we are transmuting /with pain/, others are ‘bringing’ HUGE amount of Light in. And I’d like to ask those of you with Powerful Light connection, please, keep receiving! When the connection is ON, hold IT as long as you can! Please, be ‘available’ to do this amazing job! /And we’ll do our job on the other end.

    Denise, you are much, much better with words/+knowledge/, so I’m hoping you might have the time to clarify all of this for your readers?
    I have never experienced such a powerful cleansing, and I feel it/believe it, IT’S TIME /for many/ to get to work, and ‘do’ IT consciously.

    Love,
    Eva

    • “Hello Denise, and All..

      It seems to me that more of your readers are got connected to Light/Source/Love energy, so I think it is a good time to share my amazing experience I had earlier in September.
      It involves a friend of mine Noa whom I know in the here and now 3D reality + I believe he is my ‘brother’ in/from 9D.
      On the 3rd of September he had a ‘triggered’ Opening to Source energy through his Crown chakra. And just a few days later he ‘worked’ with It already. On the evening of the 7th, I got a text from him, saying, he has that overwhelming connection again, Love/Source/Light energy is pouring into his Crown chakra. Just a few minutes later I had the feeling, something ‘big’ is happening. Then clairvoyantly I saw it: Noa was receiving HUGE amount of Love/Source/Light energy running IT through his Crown chakra and his body, literally ‘bringing’ IT down to 3D and spreading IT. At the same time my body got very heavy and I saw what was coming to me. The Energy that Noa was spreading, started to PUSH OUT HUGE amount of dark energies from 3D. And that was my job as a transmuter of dark energies to run that HUGE amount of dark through my Heart chakra/body, away from Earth, up to Source. All of this transmuting process was So intense.. at one point I felt my Heart chakra/chest will physically open up. The process went on for an hour as I remember. I went to sleep/I was exhausted!/ but somehow I had the feeling it went on all night.

      The next morning my non-physical family said: ‘You /Noa and me/ released century’s of darkness from Earth.’
      I’m sure, MANY of you /from this blog/ are doing the same amazingly powerful cleansing as well. What I understood from this experience is that, now, there are people with Powerful Connection to Light/Source energy /they have the fun job/ and there are the transmuters /we have the pain/. Us, with the pain, we are not having much fun, but perhaps it will help some of you, to Know, when we are transmuting /with pain/, others are ‘bringing’ HUGE amount of Light in. And I’d like to ask those of you with Powerful Light connection, please, keep receiving! When the connection is ON, hold IT as long as you can! Please, be ‘available’ to do this amazing job! /And we’ll do our job on the other end.

      Denise, you are much, much better with words/+knowledge/, so I’m hoping you might have the time to clarify all of this for your readers?
      I have never experienced such a powerful cleansing, and I feel it/believe it, IT’S TIME /for many/ to get to work, and ‘do’ IT consciously.

      Love,
      Eva”

      Eva & Noa,

      Eva, you said everything wonderfully! ♥

      Before the Light could begin coming into this Dark and totally controlled world, there had to be small Groups that came in first, second, third (the “First Wavers, the “Second Wavers” etc.) to first break up large parts of the Dark energies so the Light even had a place to fit, to land in down here in this world. To do this there had to be Starseeds/Lightworkers/Energy Transmuters on the inside 😉 . After years and years of this first stage energy work of breaking up (transmuting) Dark energies, then increasing amounts of Light energies automatically could come in and continue replacing or “pushing out the Dark” as you put it. As soon as the Dark energies were first broken up years ago, this Process has been constant, expanding, and getting much faster and easier for all of us Cosmic Janitors (Starseeds/Lightworkers/Energy Transmuters) to bring in increasing amounts of Light through our bodies and beings.

      Now Eva, here comes the important part that I really want you to hear okay? ♥

      I’m a First Waver Starseed Lightworker Energy Transmuter. I’m literally hardwired this way and cannot NOT transmute lower frequency, negative, Dark energies. I cannot NOT do it; it is who I am and what I am. You Eva and so many other readers here at TRANSITIONS are just like this too. You (and them) are hardwired (built) to transmute Dark energies so Light energies can come in and fully replace them on 3D Earth (and the 4D Astral plane).

      However…once we’ve done what we’re so very good at doing (transmuting Dark, negative, stuck energies here) we literally embody (“Prototype”) increasing amounts of Light from Source within ourselves to the point that we no longer need to “DO” this transmuting of Dark energies any more! Now, all we need to do is “BE” the Light that we are and THAT is how we transmute Dark energies now. 🙂 Do you understand how this eventually flips over into us needing to just BE THE LIGHT so that we continuously RADIATE LIGHT for everyone everywhere?

      Now we transmute Dark energies by simply BEING THE LIGHT we’re increasingly embodying in our bodies and selves. We glow Light, we radiate Light, we shine Light everywhere, we change reality because we are generators and anchors of Light in this Earth world. See the difference, the transition we make with this Process?

      And yes…unfortunately it still physically hurts embodying increasing amounts of Light into our physical bodies/brains/hearts etc., which is also transmuting our physical bodies/brains/hearts etc. into NEW higher frequency models 😉 . This is “prototyping” the NEW higher frequency blueprints or “architecture” into our physical and energy bodies and brains and having our DNA evolved and so on. That still causes different levels of physical pain in our bodies but this won’t last forever either.

      So I want you to realize that you do not need to continue transmuting the Dark energies in the old familiar earlier ways you (and I and all of us) have. Eventually just embodying more and more Light is what does the job now. 🙂 Just radiate the Light constantly flowing through you and your body now and know that this is how we transmute the Dark (in whatever form) now.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  87. Hi denise, love everything you write. my spin speed has reached 144,000 so i know i am on the write path but i have an energy that wont let go a shadow part of myself which doesnt want to to move foward. Working with a wonderful healer and have many sessions but constant nausea and not feeling well heart and lungs where cannot breathe properly. Any suggestions would be gratfully excepted. love pepe

    • “Hi denise, love everything you write. my spin speed has reached 144,000 so i know i am on the write path but i have an energy that wont let go a shadow part of myself which doesnt want to to move foward. Working with a wonderful healer and have many sessions but constant nausea and not feeling well heart and lungs where cannot breathe properly. Any suggestions would be gratfully excepted. love pepe”

      pepe,

      There’s no magical trick to transmuting our inner dense stuff/junk/crap! It’s there and for us to continue energetically moving forward via this Ascension Process we HAVE to either directly transmute it and/or integrate it and/or be 1,000% willing to let it go no matter how dug in it is or how much we’ve gotten used to it (whatever it is for each of us) etc. It is an aspect of us so it’s really no big deal so just pull “it” into your high heart and Love it, accept it, and return it back into the Light that is You. Mission accomplished. 😉

      The sooner you integrate – Love and reintegrate – this or any other “shadow part of myself”, the sooner those physical body pains and other symptoms will dramatically lessen. Lower frequency energy (as in old emotions, old junk, old fear, hate, our shadow parts or whatever it is for each of us) literally cannot co-exist with HIGHER frequency energy. To try to do this causes pain in all of our bodies. Just embrace, don’t judge, and Love your dark junk and you’ll feel so much better not to mention that you’ll be really FREE as well.

      Be brave, be the Light that you are ♥
      Denise

  88. Hi Denise,

    My situation may be similar to what others are going through, so I thought I’d post here for your viewpoint and advice.

    I live in a quiet neighborhood in a big city (Montreal). While there is a wonderful sense of peace and harmony in the small building in which I dwell (three lodgings), NEW neighbors in buildings on either side of us recently arrived who are polar opposites – noisy, disrespectful, drug traffickers and users, heavy drinkers.

    We often hear screaming matches next door and at least a dozen times in the last few months, police officers have come to break up domestic fights. One of the tenants almost set the house on fire!

    The contrast in frequencies here is so HUGE it’s ridiculous. I know I’ve chosen to ascend and I’m feeling detached from what is around me. My question is: WHY is this happening now?

    Is it because the 3D world is becoming more chaotic as we near the end of the Mayan calendar? Why would an oasis of Light energy attract DARK, lower-frequency energies around it?? Is there anything I need to do except hold the Light and realize these are just 3D energies playing out?

    Many thanks & best regards.

    Thelma

    • “I live in a quiet neighborhood in a big city (Montreal). While there is a wonderful sense of peace and harmony in the small building in which I dwell (three lodgings), NEW neighbors in buildings on either side of us recently arrived who are polar opposites – noisy, disrespectful, drug traffickers and users, heavy drinkers.

      We often hear screaming matches next door and at least a dozen times in the last few months, police officers have come to break up domestic fights. One of the tenants almost set the house on fire!

      The contrast in frequencies here is so HUGE it’s ridiculous. I know I’ve chosen to ascend and I’m feeling detached from what is around me. My question is: WHY is this happening now?”

      Thelma,

      If you can afford to buy A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution you may benefit from reading it now. Besides, you’ll relate to what I and my Mom went through from 2000 to June 2004 when we HAD to sell our house to escape demonically possessed renter neighbors! It was beyond horrific…

      In your particular case now, this horrible situation is probably to teach you many things:

      1) to see, feel, and intimately know these two very different levels of energy, reality, and consciousness for yourself which is invaluable information in learning how to “read” energies for oneself

      2) possibly to force you into moving elsewhere because it’s simply time for you to move to a better matching location

      3) Light and Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Prototypers etc. naturally attract the Dark Ones in both physical human and non-human, non-physical forms. Sucks big-time but it simply goes with the energetic job of embodying, carrying, and maintaining Light within what’s been a TOTALLY Dark world! I’ve often said that the Light literally glows in the Dark which makes us easy targets for the Dark Ones as they see/feel/sense us long before we see/feel/sense them down here on Earth. But we’re mastering this lesson and fast…have to. The fact of this is why I’ve been so frustrated and offended by the BS insanity of certain people (usually “fluffy”, “new age” types) believing that the Dark does not even exist! That type of thinking is how the Dark Ones use people so easily and they never know it.

      Anyway…I’d suggest you keep the Light around you and yours, around your property, the walls of your house, your car/cars, your pets etc. That’s just basic survival and protection tactics. The difficult part with this lesson is that you are going to have to pay very honest and close attention to what plays out with these possessed people living so close to you now. It may blow-over fairly quickly…or it may be there for months or years! If it’s time for YOU to move on to the next phase and location/house, this situation will remain and increase its negativity and ugliness in an attempt to get you to move. I can’t know this, only you can discern the deeper level implications of this dark situation. I sense it’s time for you to move but like I said, this is a multiple leveled test for you.

      Pay attention, keep protected every day/night, and ask your Higher Self and/or Ascension Assistants to help you better understand this situation. As the Light energies really amp up as they’re doing now through 2012 and beyond, many more of us will need to move to a location that’s a better match to us. Be strong, be wise, and be willing to change. I’m facing some big changes like this myself now and have my senses turned way up high so I can catch everything I need to now to know when to move and when to wait a bit longer.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  89. Hi Denise:

    Okay, now I’m getting confused. I thought that we were ascending soon. In other words, I don’t understand why some of us may be asked to move within the coming year or years, when, as I understand it, the stargate will open on 11-11-11 and remain open until December of 2012, during which time we can consciously choose to incarnate into 5D Earth, one that is compatible with our raised vibrations based on love and non-fear. I’m aware that not all will ascend and in fact it appears, at least in this Now Moment, that the majority of humanity will choose to stay with 3D Earth, but for those of us who have “booked our tickets” to 5D and beyond, I’m getting confused because it seems to me that moving now flies in the face of the “real move to 5D”. Can you help me with my thinking, Denise?

    And I guess I may as well ask my second question. I’m delighted to say that for the past few days I have been experiencing no ascension symptoms. Very strange and I’m wondering if it’s because I’m through the worst part or I’m just being given a time out. I hope the former. Your thinking on this would help me immeasurably, and thank you, Denise, from my heart for your responses to everyone here which help us all. Love to All Here

  90. We stayed up all night reading “A LIGHT WORKER’S MISSION” and it answered many questions for me about what we and many of or friends and family have been going through. We laughed,,we cried and felt much less alone and clueless about this process..Many things that I have shared with no one, experiences and perceptions that I could find no words or context for have come into focus..

    Brief pause for a run to the bathroom for nausea and gagging..I came into this life with a very restricted throat chakra,,and almost tongue tied. I suspect for telling truth no one wanted to hear I likely had my tongue cut out and was gagged to death. And I suspect that it was my only Brother by blood in this life that killed me as my Mother watched. It takes a lot for me to speak my truth, stoic was the mask I wore most of my life.
    The time is now to speak our truth. And I have to say that Denise Le Fay has indeed brought light and understanding into my life of the unexplainable…

    The big, fat, slow cloned flies that appeared in a very remote and secluded bathroom area of Patrick’s Point Park on the late shift one day in 1994, along with vile,violent quotes of sexually expressed violence towards Women.
    I was warned the wk before and spoke about my concerns in a safety meeting for seasonal Maintenance Park employees about a woman alone doing late night walk-thrus to stock bathrooms and garbage pickup because determined raccoons made this necessary.
    I was only late shift for the full wk before the attack..The stalker was stalking me that wk!!!!..And I say stalker because he was caught with the spray can under the tree he was hiding in, by the THREE Employees that showed up in his place of choice for a planned rape and whatever else.
    He had finished the bathrooms and setup a sleeping bag,,and was spray painting arrows on the Redwood trees to lead to the scene when they showed up to close the Privately rented Group campground..And my heart is racing,,here come the sobs,, and shakes and moans..and Shelby my best dog friend ever to comfort me….OK,..That fear,oh,,I never roamed my beloved beaches of Trinidad alone, again..I pray that fear has left me now.
    Shakes,chills,drenched in sweat….

    Ok..Flies for days in these bathrooms. A dear friend and fellow worker,,I should say now known Light Worker by the name of Rachelle and I saged the bathrooms…also the young woman on the shift after me has my given name of Laurie…It really hit me hard just now.Thank you for this amazing clearing, Denise.
    That was my late yr at the Park..And then I had the neighbors from hell get in my face,,built a 6ft fence around my tiny spot with salvaged lumber in one day..Never stopped to pee,,peed my pants and never knew it!! I had felt safe for 10 yrs anywhere I was in the Redwoods of Northern Humboldt Co. Now I felt safe nowhere.
    The flies showed up at my next place of employment at Woodley Island Marine just off Eureka..My boss turned into the boss from hell,,flies and all. Thanks for the Cheesy flies!!! Gotta love ya, Denise.

    Also for the Twin Star seeds,,we KNEW we were Twin Stars,,but not Twin Star SEEDS from our Egyptian lives…
    And I know there is much more in this book,,more pieces of the puzzle of understanding of what we all KNOW as Light Workers.

  91. Thank you Barbara and Thelma and Pepe for speaking for me and asking the questions I am not even able to verbalize at this time. Thank you Denise for your answers, insights, and as always, your commitment.

  92. Pepe, What works for me is double crossing my legs,and crossing my arm, with palms down on upper chest,..Even better grounding of these energies achieved by sitting on a solid wooden or cane chair with your feet resting instead on a good hunk of obsidian. Great for vibrating legs and feet. Wobbled my way to my bedside and grabbed a 30 lb hunk of snowflake obsidian. A good friend and helper direct from Mt.Lassen..Talk about a Powerful Ally.
    So Right now for me, taking a few moments this calms that panic flutter of anxiety. And I feel my body breathing deeply,,and the pain is at a distance..More like a pressure instead of a massive crushing weight ..I feel like a balloon with a backpack on as my body tends to bob and weave..Not great, but better..
    Just went out and tried one my favorites for full body pain..leaning into a tree..First was weird as the tree leaned back away from me,,and gravity weakness (is this what you mean,,Denise?) yanked my unsupported neck and head back at an angle to the tree trunk..not comfortable enough..So I
    Tried a straight tree,,relief for all except a fist between the blades. Next and finally, I find the perfectly slanted tree to tuck into that fist of pain and it is gone..
    Alas, all too soon the rest of me starts to ache,,not quite the perfect tree for a full body fit,maybe dig up another obsidian for my feet…Might take a while to check all the trees on this acre. A few moments of calm and a look at the stars in the company of my dogs..heavenly.
    And for the heavy lungs, it feels to me that my now very sensitive skin breathes for me when my lungs are getting worked on and so tend to sometimes yank my shirt off,,open the window wider in my bedrm and turn the fan fan on..If I can get a cold shiver going it starts up that ripple of vibration I used to curse,,and once I vibrate,I have found the pain eases on out of energy field..
    I much prefer vibrating to hurting..If I have it I use a little willow bark for pain,easy on the tummy. A little at a time as it will give me a slight bloody nose,which I almost never get.
    All natural fabric in allows our skin to breathe freely.. Also try calming colors, like blue or amethyst. And with a soft pleasing texture. No sticky tags…
    I hope this gives you a little breathing space at least from the struggle,PePe
    Personally I groan a lot,and grab a thick dark local micro brew and suck it up…

  93. Denise, many thanks for your thoughtful answer about my noisy, lower-vibrating neighbors. (I will be interested in reading about your own experience, too, through your book.)

    Certainly this enables me to “see, feel and intimately know the two very different levels of energy, reality and consciousness” (response # 1). I realize that these people have every right to be on the planet doing what they do, I just don’t match their vibration.

    This actually makes it easier for me to raise my vibration and move into 5D. I so clearly don’t belong here anymore!

    About your response # 2, that it may be time to MOVE to a new location, I share Barbara’s confusion (her message of 29 September). If we are indeed ascending in the near term to be in a dimension of “like” energies, WHY would we need to physically move in 3-D AT THIS POINT?

    I’d rather leave this dimension altogether! I really feel I belong on the new earth as that is what I am vibrating. Your clarification would be greatly appreciated…

    About your point # 3, I have also been frustrated by those who don’t believe the Dark exists or who believe it’s a natural part of our psyche. I have personally encountered Dark entities, one of whom held me in a hypnotic trance and tried to possess my body. (Within a short space of time, all kinds of friends called or showed up to get me out of danger… and I freed myself.) I will ask for and visualize more Light around me and where I live.

    I also plan to purchase A Lightworker’s Mission as you suggest and will consult my Higher Self about these happenings in my life.

    Thanks so much for allowing us to express our concerns in this forum and for helping us to open to different possibilities through your answers.

    Lots of Light to all, Thelma

    • “About your response # 2, that it may be time to MOVE to a new location, I share Barbara’s confusion (her message of 29 September). If we are indeed ascending in the near term to be in a dimension of “like” energies, WHY would we need to physically move in 3-D AT THIS POINT? I’d rather leave this dimension altogether! I really feel I belong on the new earth as that is what I am vibrating. Your clarification would be greatly appreciated…”

      Thelma & Barbara,

      I have struggled with this question myself over the years because I still want to move to and live in the forest away from other people. I also realize that I have a number of options that will present themselves to me and many of you reading this, and we’ll each make the choices we want at that time. Until then however, if you currently live in a place that’s so miserable, so negative, dangerous or whatever, then honestly discern if physically moving now will make you feel better. If so then move; if not so much and you sense there’s some lesson in the misery of your current situation (with possessed neighbors or whatever it may be) then stay where you are now and discover whatever it is that you’re supposed to now. It may be about taking more power, more responsibility, or practicing with Conscious Creating, or mastering ignoring the monsters trying to cause you pain and distract your High Heart focus etc. I’ve struggled with that one off and on over the years and its only been over the past maybe five months that the noisy, negative neighbors around me have finally been silenced by THE LIGHT. Take that! 😆

      Seriously, many of us Starseed Prototypers HAVE to hunker down where we currently live to transmute that particular areas energies plus anchor the new Timeline…the Separation of Worlds. I sense that the moment we’ve completed this Mission Work we’ll be free to go anywhere we want very quickly and easily…and I certainly intend to get outta Dodge asap! 😉

      Hugs,
      Denise

  94. Denise, as this may relate to my experience with “noisy neighbors” I wonder what your interpretation would be of the dream I had last night?

    I am walking into a country house with a friend – it’s an old house that no one has lived in for years and is in disrepair. The walls have been torn down inside and the foundation is crumbling! It is held up with big wooden poles that have disintegrated. I stop my friend from going on the balcony because it’s dangerous.

    THEN I walk into the forest behind the house (it’s built on a mountainside) and it’s an absolutely magical place! The plants and trees seem alive and are gorgeous. I love it there!

    I think this may have to do with where my consciousness is moving – perhaps from 3D to 5D? What do you think/sense?

    thanks again, Thelma

    • “Denise, as this may relate to my experience with “noisy neighbors” I wonder what your interpretation would be of the dream I had last night?

      I am walking into a country house with a friend – it’s an old house that no one has lived in for years and is in disrepair. The walls have been torn down inside and the foundation is crumbling! It is held up with big wooden poles that have disintegrated. I stop my friend from going on the balcony because it’s dangerous.

      THEN I walk into the forest behind the house (it’s built on a mountainside) and it’s an absolutely magical place! The plants and trees seem alive and are gorgeous. I love it there!”

      Thelma,

      It sounds to me like it represents the unfolding Separation of Worlds 😉 .

      Hugs,
      Denise

  95. Denise, many thanks for your feedback on both these questions (my dream and whether the noisy neighbors mean I need to move).

    I’m glad your own noisy neighbors have been silenced – it gives me hope!

    Part of your response really resonated with me: “Many of us… HAVE to hunker down where we currently live to transmute that particular area’s energies plus anchor the new Timeline”. The next-door neighbors do not personally disturb me, it’s more like I hear them in the distance as I live in wonderful harmony with the other occupants of my building.

    My sense is that I need to become more nonjudgmental and detached and simply see the discordant energies as a difference in vibration WHILE remaining centered in peace, harmony and love. This encourages me to expand from my heart center and let Light energies flow through me to my surroundings.

    On August 18th just past, I had a dream in which I dissolved into pure consciousness. It was like my ego self split off from me and I merged into a wave of pure bliss. My dreams often prepare me for things and in this case, I seem headed for a shift in consciousness. FINALLY! 🙂

    Denise, thanks for providing this forum and taking the time to answer questions as well as giving us your perspective on global changes. So needed at this time! By the way, I ordered A Lightworker’s Mission through Amazon and should receive it by end October. Am looking forward to reading more about your own experiences and learning more about my “mission.”

    Most of my “mission” I only see in hindsight. For 31 years I worked in large corporations, mostly in Human Resources where I dealt with many people. Later I realized that as a Lightworker I helped to bring light into a dark, controlled environment of money, power and prestige. After I left my job, I felt compelled to coach people to increase their self-love and self-acceptance and gave numerous motivational workshops to encourage them to go after their dreams. All this before I even READ about Ascension!

    It’s reassuring to know that there was some purpose to my life, after all.

    Lots of Light to all, Thelma

  96. Wow! I just found this QandA section and I am grateful to read through it and add a question if I may? It is similar to the question Thelma asked and Barbara too. But it has to do with my husband who is also a lightworker/starseed. We both (my husband and I) are very conscious of the Dark energies which “hang out” around us and our very light filled home and land around. We also have observed that they seem to be particularly attracted to my husband and always have, but it took a LONG time for us to really get what they were. We have been together for 12 years in this life and after the conception and birth of our son the energies have been more and more intense. They seem to channel through my husband and then into our son(well he just gets mean and says that the “yucky” energy is making him do it) or I after! I am not sure if “channel” is the right word, but it is so dark and filled with every confused thought and idea that “they” are us at the time. It is such a nightmare! We all recover from it in no more than a day and realize that it was totally NOT us, but it is depleting and it really throws us off track of our humble plans and such. I and my son can immediately feel them lurking around us and can recognize them in my husband’s eyes. He literally gets a dark aura and we ask him about it and although he knows about them and knows they try to do this, he will often totally forget at the time much to our horror and he walks about in a stupor and they just come through. Now this happens fast and has speeded up over the years so that it usually catches me off guard. It usually happens when there is something really beautiful happening in our lives and they come to destroy it.

    Now after all that I will ask my question!

    I sometimes wonder if I should leave my husband because it is so intense. We have tried everything to evade these beings and they have followed us everywhere and have increased their persistance much more over the last year! My husband and I really love each other and nothing about this plan feels it is from our heart, but it is so scary and intense. I also do not want to move, because this home and land is so peaceful and light filled, but I have the sense that I would have to leave with my son and the little one I am carrying inside too in order to fully get away from them. What to do? I also thought that this would get easier, but it seems to be getter harder and I am afraid it is keeping me from being or doing what I came here to do. I really am not afraid of those dark energies, but when they come from someone I love it is VERY different and really crazy making. I hope this makes sense! Thank you SO much Denise for this space and my LOVE to you and ALL here.
    LOVE,
    Yvonne
    P.S. I will get your book as soon as we have a bit of money. None for two months now.
    LOVE

  97. Hello Denise,
    I was wondering if I may have worded my question in a confusing way and it was hard for you to answer it. Sorry if that is the case.
    I was asking about if you think it is better to leave someone who attracts dark energies around them even if they are a lightworker?
    My husband is on another stair step than me and we both have recognized that for a long time and maybe that is part of it. It just has been so frightening as I said above because it is one thing to have someone be posessed by dark ones and yet another to have someone who loves you and you love them and have a connection as lightworkers be posessed by dark ones. Because with the latter I am constantly caught off guard even though it happens regularly (like a few times per week for years and has increased the last year to every day!) and I am sure they are keen on this. I also just do not understand how this could happen to someone who is aware and consciously working for the light meaning my husband and being so frequently posessed.
    One thing that we think it could be related to is that he has had MANY shamanic healings over the last year and half(but not for six months or more) and each time had MAJOR dark energies removed and then he started doing his own shamanic journeys. He still really thinks that he could use another, but ever time it seems to have a backlash effect after a few days.
    I feel pretty weary and very frightened. I really am afraid of how those dark energies want so much harm to come to us and detroy things we create with light. I conduit this energy when around darkness and like I said when it is coming from a loved one, it really messes with me. They know they have such a way in through my husband and then me and want things to get very awful. Like death and that kind of destruction. You know how they are. And they never could get to me like this through my whole life even though I lived with intense abuse and dark people all around me as a child. I always stayed connected to the light and very optimistic of what was to come on earth. I have always remembered being born and staying connected to light beings as a child and them again as an adult. It just was never this hard and confusing and scary. Never.

    I hope you have some insight into this or something hopeful to say. I really appreciate you and all you offer with your experience and ability to articulate it with such love.
    Much LOVE to you,
    Yvonne

    • “I was asking about if you think it is better to leave someone who attracts dark energies around them even if they are a lightworker?
      My husband is on another stair step than me and we both have recognized that for a long time and maybe that is part of it. It just has been so frightening as I said above because it is one thing to have someone be posessed by dark ones and yet another to have someone who loves you and you love them and have a connection as lightworkers be posessed by dark ones. Because with the latter I am constantly caught off guard even though it happens regularly (like a few times per week for years and has increased the last year to every day!) and I am sure they are keen on this. I also just do not understand how this could happen to someone who is aware and consciously working for the light meaning my husband and being so frequently possessed…”

      Yvonne,

      It always astonishes me when I hear people be surprised by the fact that Lightworkers and Starseeds and Indigos have problems with the negative Dark Ones. Honestly, this is how severely everyone has been tricked into believing that because they’re of the Light that the Dark isn’t going to come around them or be a danger to them or manipulate them or attack them etc. etc. The truth of the matter is that it’s just the opposite! The Light will always attract the attention of the Dark because the Dark Ones do not want Starseeds and Lightworkers messing up their gig on Earth! Because we embody Light is the reason why we attract the Dark and why they do their best to stop us (and/or try to kill us) or prevent us from doing what we’re here now to do.

      That wee rant was not directed solely at you Yvonne, but was for everyone. I was attacked by the Dark Ones in the middle of the night two nights ago. It was a very mild attack compared to what I’ve experienced many times over the years but it was another attack by the Dark nonetheless.

      I’m going to be very honest about this business about receiving some type of “shamanic healing”. If the person or group doing these types of so-called “healings” don’t know what they’re doing, they only make the situation worse. I would suggest that you and your husband stay away from having any more of them.

      I would suggest that you and he both ask your Ascension Assistants and your Higher Selves to help you both individually, give you suggestions and guidance about this. Ever wonder why most “holy men” and monks etc. live alone and separate from their villages and/or tribes? One important reason is this; they attract negative beings and attacks to themselves because of what they are but they also endanger the people around them who can easily be possessed, used and manipulated.

      Every time the Light increases a bit more on Earth and in humanity, the Dark gets all riled up again and lashes out at (attacks) the people who are embodying the Light…Starseeds, Indigos and Lightworkers. And now that we’re nearing the end of the Mayan calendar and cycle, many of the really stubborn Dark Ones dig their heels in and fight back and this will get a bit worse before it gets a lot better.

      It comes down to your husband learning how to NOT allow these Dark Ones to mess with him, manipulate him. As harsh and dangerous as this type of negative attack is, every one of us that experiences it discovers that it’s a sort of Initiation into being able to discern energies, polarity, and while getting one’s etheric head bashed in by some Dark Being that hates your guts, learning how to hold the Light to the point that you wear them down and cause them to retreat…that time! This business really is a battle.

      The chink in your armor is your bond with your husband. You’ve got to make it clear to him and to these Dark beings that just because you love him and he you that you’re still a Warrior. Your husband needs to master this in himself as well. You each individually need to be honest enough with yourselves to sense and know when each of you is under attack from the Dark Ones. You each must be whole, strong and powerful individually. That way the Dark Ones will have much more difficulty working their way in between the two of you to then use one over the other. My Mom and I have gone through this same exact thing many times over the years. I’ve also had strangers and neighbors manipulated to get at me to weaken me etc.

      The other aspect of this that you and your husband must confront and immediately is what are the two of you going to do if, IF, both of you cannot stop this negativity from getting to both of you? If this can’t be solved then you are going to need to separate. This situation doesn’t just magically disappear for most of us. It lessens over time but like I said, I was attacked in the middle of the night only two nights ago.

      The bottom-line with this is that it’s up to each of us to learn how to become responsible and empowered on our own. If one wants to ascend, one must do this on their own and not keep expecting other “healers” or gurus or whoever to supposedly fix the problems. Each Initiation literally energetically transforms the Initiate a bit more so that they can SAFELY and SANELY move on to the next level, and the next, and the next. Having “healers” supposedly “heal” or fix or adjust or whatever does NOTHING in real-life stations like this. To move forward, these tests and attacks must be learned and mastered within us and doing that energetically alters us a bit more which causes us to move forward. We are our own “shamanic healers”…no one else is.

      The very best to you both with this.
      Denise

  98. Thank you so much, Denise! I agree with all that you say(I have been so worn down recently that I have felt crazy and in doubt about the dark ones being attracted to the light). I have said many of these things to my husband over the years(about shamanic healings and so forth) and we have agreed to separate many times, but each time it seems like something is not quite right about it. Not just because it is scary and very sad, but it seems somehow that that is what the Dark Ones would want. However if it does not change, it needs to be so. Our guides have told us that and then sometimes energy shifts and there is a chance to carry on, but lately it has been so blasted hard. I suspect the tiny being that I carry inside has some to do with it too. I am sure much light is coming from them.
    LOVE,
    Yvonne

  99. Have you or anyone else you know been strongly affected by the solar activity of the last few days? I was feeling good and doing well last week, and the last few days have been a living hell due to fatigue, depression and other Ascension Symptoms. I’ve barely been able to get out of bed. I’ve had moments where I’ve wished I’d be killed by earth changes rather than have to experience more of this shit. Thanks.

    Tom

    • “Have you or anyone else you know been strongly affected by the solar activity of the last few days? I was feeling good and doing well last week, and the last few days have been a living hell due to fatigue, depression and other Ascension Symptoms. I’ve barely been able to get out of bed. I’ve had moments where I’ve wished I’d be killed by earth changes rather than have to experience more of this shit. Thanks.”

      Tom,

      There are plenty of extra super-duper difficult and painful phases within this Process we’re going through and have been going through for years and years and years. This stuff comes in in Waves; periods of intense energies arriving, followed by a period in between the Waves where we adjust and adapt to the latest energetic hammering us. BUT… oh yes there’s a huge BUT with this one…due to the fact that since March 9, 2011 we entered the last phase of the Mayan calendar – the Ninth Wave – everything accelerated by another 20-fold. That means that these Energy Waves coming in and energetically hammering everything is 20-times faster than prior. The Waves have MUCH less time in between them for us to adjust and adapt before we’re getting hammered by the next Wave, and the next, and the next.

      That’s why I wrote 2011 & 2012 Increasing Solar Energies & Coming Into Cosmic Alignment. Right after I wrote it the solar activity and CME’s have been so freakin’ intense and coming in two’s and three’s at a time and I don’t recall that happening prior. They will continue like this which is literally causing our DNA to rapidly evolve even further. It’s also why the Hathors gave Tom Kenyon their latest information with the Pituitary Dimensional Attunement sound recording. Our Pituitary glands in our brains and our entire hormonal endocrine systems are currently being rapidly evolved too – see my article about changing hormonal levels – via these increased solar and galactic and cosmic SGC energies we’re orbiting into. It’s just gonna be intense for a while but we’ll adapt as we always have since we entered the Eighth Wave in Jan. 1999! (Some people however won’t be able to cope with these extra intense higher Light Energies and will be dying or exiting their physical bodies. Many of them will continue the Ascension Process from that non-physical point for the time-being. Lots of changes happening now finally.

      Hang in there. As everyone knows by my greatly reducing Comments recently, I too have HAD to cut back certain things, certain actions, certain doings, certain energies at TRANSITIONS because I was becoming overwhelmed with extra work that had nothing to do with my writing and Service Work to Others. We’ve all got to make new adjustments due to these new energy changes and this will continue for all of us. It’s really time to take extra care of ourselves and our bodies and consciousness.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  100. I read about Thelma’s dream of the Separation of Worlds. I have had two of those recently. One was that the house I live in was falling apart, but I could see another, beautiful serene home made of stone and big timbers off in the distance. I was told that it was mine, but that it wasn’t finished. In another dream, homes and other landmarks in the town were I live were coming apart, and I told the other people in my dream who seemed not to see the destruction, “Look! Can’t you see what is happening?”

    Thank you, all here. And to you especially, Denise. Your site has been a Godsend and a wealth of information for me and to some of my friends.

  101. Hello, Denise,

    Last night, I woke up with various different sounds in my ears. Up until recently, I’ve been getting ringing sounds and sometimes faint musical tones in my left ear. I’ve been getting more sounds in my right ear lately and then last night there were consistent new sounds in both ears. I particularly remember a clanging kind of sound and perhaps some banging. Do you have any insight into these new sounds? Thanks.

    Cat

    • “Hello, Denise,

      Last night, I woke up with various different sounds in my ears. Up until recently, I’ve been getting ringing sounds and sometimes faint musical tones in my left ear. I’ve been getting more sounds in my right ear lately and then last night there were consistent new sounds in both ears. I particularly remember a clanging kind of sound and perhaps some banging. Do you have any insight into these new sounds? Thanks.

      Cat”

      Cat & All,

      There are going to be all sorts of new perceptual anomalies, discoveries, remembrances, abilities, some very new choices for some of us, higher perceptual awareness, getting familiar with existing outside of linear 3D time in the “Now Moment”, using spherical or quantum consciousness etc., because many of us are already moving further into the new 5D Energies/Timeline/Dimension/Reality on the other side of the 11-11-11 portal. I’ve been increasingly experiencing this throughout 2011, but it’s accelerated tremendously for me personally since the 2011Fall Equinox… so much so that it’s become almost unbearable for me to endure certain lower frequency situations/places/people/consciousness etc. Things better click into place with this and soon otherwise I’m sleeping as much as I can just to cope with this particular transition.

      People simply do not realize the profound level of change that will click (lock) into place once we enter the 11-11-11 portal and enter an ENTIRELY different and vastly higher frequency level outside of 3D linear time/space/consciousness. The more a person can release their old familiar expectations about how “reality” will be on the other side of 11-11-11, the larger and greater the creative potential for All…

      This is why I’ve repeatedly talked about the need for everyone to dream bigger, expect more, aim higher, leave the Creative door wide open as opposed to only say, “spreading the wealth around”. 🙄 That’s a sane start yes, but I remember and can also see some of the staggering potentials awaiting all of us and everyone of them leave money and financial wealth etc. in the dust! Dream bigger, aim higher, expect more in all ways everyone, internally and externally, individually and collectively.

      The head pains, pressures and rods of Light that have been working on and in my head/skull/brain/brain glands (pituitary, pineal) throughout September 2011, have been at a level I’ve not experienced prior. With each of these latest Light sessions inside my head/brain/brain glands, my “reality” is changing in larger and more potent ways than it ever has during my entire Ascension Process. That one sentence should tell everyone how profound, intense, severe and life and reality-changing this phase is for us “prototypers”.

      These inner changes naturally and automatically cause us, allow us, to perceive MORE reality and outside of linear time space. All of this just goes together.

      As Consciousness evolves, so too does external reality. And from here on out there’s going to be non-stop changes (incomprehensible improvements) to both.

      ♥ Denise

  102. Hi Denise,

    I was reading your articles on psychic attacks and am now confused. Is the dark truly able to harm one physically? How are they able to harm lightworkers? Wouldn’t a lightworker’s vibration automatically be higher than any dark being’s? How then is it possible for the dark to interfere with lightworkers? I always thought that higher vibrations repel those of the dark. Now your article is telling me those who carry light are more visible to the dark and therefore “easy targets”. I also thought that the dark is only able to attack if I am allowing it on some level, either consciously or unconsciously. Or if there is some level of fear present. Apparently I am misinformed, lol?

    • “Hi Denise,

      I was reading your articles on psychic attacks and am now confused. Is the dark truly able to harm one physically? How are they able to harm lightworkers? Wouldn’t a lightworker’s vibration automatically be higher than any dark being’s? How then is it possible for the dark to interfere with lightworkers? I always thought that higher vibrations repel those of the dark. Now your article is telling me those who carry light are more visible to the dark and therefore “easy targets”. I also thought that the dark is only able to attack if I am allowing it on some level, either consciously or unconsciously. Or if there is some level of fear present. Apparently I am misinformed, lol?”

      Angela,

      There is and has been tremendous misinformation about the Dark negative (non-physical) Beings (Dark Ones) and how easily they can effect, attack, harm, kill, possess and/or manipulate physical humans. Claims that they cannot harm or kill humans and animals are lies from the Dark Ones as is the belief that it’s somehow our fault or that we’re “allowing it” for some reason.” This type of negative BS is disinformation from the Dark Ones and any human that they can work or channel information through to spread their lies everywhere.

      Lightworkers, Starseeds and people who embody Light energies within themselves are the first people to be attacked by the Dark Ones for the very reason that they are carrying Light energies! That’s why we’ve always been targets. The Dark Ones typically attack Lightworkers/Starseeds in an attempt to stop us or derail us, sidetrack us from carrying out our soul missions on Earth now…which is to embody more Light here to override all that the Dark Ones have done.

      Fear and lower frequency emotions are one way that the Dark Ones can easily gain energetic access to humans because these lower emotions and thoughts open us to like-frequency Beings, entities, demons, Negative ETs etc. Low frequency actions like violence, murder, rape, war, torture, blood-lust etc. also easily open humans to these negative Beings and being possessed or manipulated by them. This is a huge topic but I’ve written about my personal encounters with the Dark Ones in past articles here and in A Lightworker’s Mission so keep reading if you’re really interested in this important but little known topic.

      Denise

  103. Hello Denise,

    As usual your right on time with your info. I have been dealing with energy vampires extensively and I live with one. I thought it was just me being particularly judgemental. Lately Ive noticed people around me cant deal with the fact that Im” GOOD”, I no longer need to go out and do THINGS, spend money, be in the company of others 24/7, watch tv, listen to music, or “DO” much of anything anymore Im content inside Im no longer bored and I can sit hours just doing me. However friends and family seem to have the biggest problem with it. Certain people in my life are suffering with what you described in the article, they are going nuts, continually chasing the next buzz, women/man, item to buy, anything/one so they dont have to deal with their shit! Its sad to witness the state of affairs almost everyone I know is in. Im constantly trying to help them understand whats happening on the planet but no one is listening! Fortunately I wont lose the faith that my loved ones will eventually start seeing the BIG picture. Any other insights you might have would be greatly appreciated. Dedtra

    • “Hello Denise,

      As usual your right on time with your info. I have been dealing with energy vampires extensively and I live with one. I thought it was just me being particularly judgemental. Lately Ive noticed people around me cant deal with the fact that Im” GOOD”, I no longer need to go out and do THINGS, spend money, be in the company of others 24/7, watch tv, listen to music, or “DO” much of anything anymore Im content inside Im no longer bored and I can sit hours just doing me. However friends and family seem to have the biggest problem with it. Certain people in my life are suffering with what you described in the article, they are going nuts, continually chasing the next buzz, women/man, item to buy, anything/one so they dont have to deal with their shit! Its sad to witness the state of affairs almost everyone I know is in. Im constantly trying to help them understand whats happening on the planet but no one is listening! Fortunately I wont lose the faith that my loved ones will eventually start seeing the BIG picture. Any other insights you might have would be greatly appreciated. Dedtra”

      Dedtra,

      It’s because of Comments like yours that I feel horrible for closing Comments recently on certain articles I’ve written. It’s just wrong to cut off everyone when it’s only a few that mess things up or lower the energy here. I’m going to open Comments on the article that you’re responding to and I’ll quote what you’ve said here over there.

      Thank you for your honesty and insight about this difficult situation, transition, for all of us. BE in your new ascending/evolving YOU-NESS and awareness and know that the others will indeed make the transition when they are ready to do so.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  104. I smiled at your answer to Cat regarding time/reality etc. Last night I woke up and glanced at the clock — 10:11. I looked over at my cat who likes to sleep at my left shoulder. Reached for the TV remote on the nightstand on my right and glanced once more at the clock which is near the television. 10:18. Seven minutes had passed. Amazing.

  105. Hello, Denise,

    I’ve had several dreams in the last two weeks where I meet animals and there is a strong connection between us. I absolutely love them and they me. They’re odd animals, too: a hedgehog, a llama, and a ferret or sable. I’ve had significant dreams about animals before, but these are spaced very close together and are intense. Any ideas of why this might be happening now? Thanks.

    Hugs,
    Cat

  106. Hello Denise, I have a question, I have been going through the archives trying to find the article about weight gain something about holding light or grids or something like that? I look about 12 months pregnant lol! I have resolved most of my vanity issues and now dress for comfort with no one to try to impress anymore THANK GOD, but it sure would help to understand the bigger picture of this, hopefully asension symptom,my tummy just keeps getting in my way! The rest of me is fine any insights would be appreciated Thanks

    • “Hello Denise, I have a question, I have been going through the archives trying to find the article about weight gain something about holding light or grids or something like that? I look about 12 months pregnant lol! I have resolved most of my vanity issues and now dress for comfort with no one to try to impress anymore THANK GOD, but it sure would help to understand the bigger picture of this, hopefully asension symptom,my tummy just keeps getting in my way! The rest of me is fine any insights would be appreciated Thanks”

      Dedtra,

      Someone else recently mentioned about needing to eat chicken and then feeling bad and/or guilty about doing it. I’m sorry I couldn’t find her Comment…if I don’t keep a list of Comments to reply to I can loose track of them pretty quickly.

      This particular Ascension symptom has been called having the “Buddha Belly”. It has nothing to do with eating, food, what one’s eaten etc. I’ve fasted for days and my upper belly is still bloated like I just ate a Thanksgiving day feast! This symptom started for me with the hot flashes and many other ascension symptoms at the start of the Eighth Wave (1999). It diminished a bit over those years but came back full-force with the start of the Ninth Wave (March 9, 2011) and has remained. There are days it’s a bit better than most but then there’s those horrible days/weeks/months were it extreme to the point of it being hard to even take a deep breath. It’s just like being 9 months pregnant!

      For me personally, the Light energies from solar flares/CME’s etc. usually cause my body (tissues and cells) to retain fluids and swell creating a lot of extra inner pressures. I remember Lauren Gorgo calling this lovely ascension symptom “being electrocuted by God” which was a hysterical and very accurate term in my opinion.

      This in combination with so much inner energy work being done through our solar plexus chakra (3D) and physical organs there also causes the entire belly/gut/diaphragm area to bloat. I too have been forced to move beyond my vanity issues thanks to the Ascension Process! 😆

      I’ve noticed that the past couple of months my belly/diaphragm area has been much worse too which tells me these NEW Original Blueprints or “Templates” many of us have been embodying, “prototyping”, have been intense. I suspect this will continue as we come online so to speak with these NEW Blueprints. I wrote a while ago about how we went through the difficult years of being Rewired throughout our bodies and then our brains, and, how the Earth has also been Rewired with a NEW Grid System (exactly like our bodies and central nervous systems etc.) so that we all could embody, house, carry the NEW Original Blueprints. We’re reached that point now were these Original Blueprints from Source have been turned on because we’re (the Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc. and the New Earth) able to embody them safely finally. The upcoming 11-11-11 transition of Nov. 11, 2011 is this Process beginning big-time!

      Hugs,
      Denise

  107. I have been “wonderfully weird” all my life and aware that I am special. I believe I am a Starseed and wish to confirm this and feel confident that I am doing everything I can towards the coming major transition of our planet and the shift to higher dimensions.
    I need qualified, honest and secure “like-beings,” with whom to share and evolve.

    Vistied by daily Lights and new and inspirational insights, newly awakened and seeking connections, to expand the enormous, electrical energy present in me.

    Born Lucia, using Lucy, all my life.

    tamberlaine@comcast.net
    561 733 2920

  108. I have just come across this site and am so full of emotion. I’m grateful I have been guided to this fount of knowledge

    I have always sensed my difference, that I was here for an important mission (since a small child), I’m deeply empathic and have gone through dramatic personal/emotional/psychic/spiritual changes over the past 15 or more years. Most recently (over a year ago), I experienced a truly frightening experience (working through generational pain), and had to go on Zoloft to deal with the ongoing anxiety and panic that has accompanied the experience. I have experienced many of the symptoms of ascension. I wonder…do I need to get off of Zoloft so I can allow myself to feel everything? Will being on Zoloft keep me from ascending fully?

    Thank you for being here!
    Jen

    • “Most recently (over a year ago), I experienced a truly frightening experience (working through generational pain), and had to go on Zoloft to deal with the ongoing anxiety and panic that has accompanied the experience. I have experienced many of the symptoms of ascension. I wonder…do I need to get off of Zoloft so I can allow myself to feel everything? Will being on Zoloft keep me from ascending fully?

      Thank you for being here!
      Jen”

      Jen,

      Absolutely! To heal we must feel our stuff, junk, crap etc. and by feeling them we’re able to heal and transmute them and then let go of them. This is the magic formula; just deal and feel and heal, then release it all and keep moving forward. 😉

      I’m not a doctor and certainly don’t know how one comes off of meds like this so please do it wisely and slowly I’d guess. Check with your doctor and/or pharmacist to learn how to stop taking them but be prepared too for them to try to get you to remain on their meds. You know what I’m saying about these patriarchal people who do NOT have a clue about any of this Ascension business.

      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

    • “This is so good, I want to print these blogs. How can I do this?”

      Lucy,

      First of all, thanks 🙂 and secondly, look at the bottom of every Article and you’ll see little icon buttons for Facebook, Twitter, an Email button, and a Print icon button (and some others). Just click on the Print icon and you’ll be able to print out whatever article/articles you want to.

      Denise

  109. For many long months now, I’ve been experiencing a lot of crazy that seems to be in sync with ascension symptoms. Admittedly, I have very limited knowledge on this topic. More recently, I started feeling a constant rotational force on my upper back that often springs into action for hours upon hours upon hours. The sensations mimic those consistent with tactile hallucinations, but I’m sane. I experience writing all over my body in the form of symbols and words. The intensity, placement, and duration of these sensations vary. I’m hoping that you have insights to share with me in reference to this matter.

    • It is a pleasure and a relief to find, at last, so many like-minded persons. Two years ago I awoke in the middle of the night to find my hands cupped and full of streaming light. I found this extremely exciting and responded happily, devoting myself to the phenomenum as if I had just been contacted by a higher being (s). Since that time, one thing follows another in what I now understand are “Awakening” symptoms. I have known all my life how wonderfully weird I am and “knew I was here for a specific purpose, dealing with saving lives or leading people to safety (through transition?). Last week, the clocks in my house had different times. I reset my watch only to find out later that was unnecessary.
      I had a seizure or stroke three weeks ago (NOT) and a dramatic nose bleed and then my blood tests were bizarre with a Sed-rate six times normal and other strange highs and lows that made me think they would tell me my blood is non-human, (I am laughing.) My primary doctor told me I had cancer. Finally, cardiologist,neurologist, primary, Rhumatologist, and a great Hematologist told me I am fine, no cancer, no serious problems. I have a brain tumor (Menigioma) that does not change size and is no threat.
      I am pre-cognitive, see auras, have travelled astrally, have never encountered the dark side, am very strong, given many talents and abilities, use them all, have enormous energy, have written 17 books, been an artist all my life. I am aware of the coming dimensional shift and prepared as best I know how to want to help/share. Streaming lights, sometimes dance over my body in my bedroom every night and stay with me until dawn. I love identifying with the strong sense that I have awakened, at last, and want to “Anchor the light” for others and serve anyway I can. I still operate in the realm of a full daily life, but find plenty of time for introspection, meditation, prayer, and exercise. I see no need to isolate myself, but would rather serve as an example. Many people recognize my almost electric essence and strong powers of love that seem to radiate, so I am attracting lots of attention due to the physical changes in me. In reading about the Elohim, I thought I was one of them. Now I think I am a Starseed and would like clarification. Certainly I am someone who is other than from this planet, maybe that is enough to know, for now.
      I read every posting avidly and enjoy them very much. I identify with many of your readers, happy to be part of the NOW and what is to come. It is obvious the events have begun and the planet and its inhabitants are changing rapidly. How exciting. How wonderful.
      In Love and Light, Lucy

    • “For many long months now, I’ve been experiencing a lot of crazy that seems to be in sync with ascension symptoms. Admittedly, I have very limited knowledge on this topic. More recently, I started feeling a constant rotational force on my upper back that often springs into action for hours upon hours upon hours. The sensations mimic those consistent with tactile hallucinations, but I’m sane. I experience writing all over my body in the form of symbols and words. The intensity, placement, and duration of these sensations vary. I’m hoping that you have insights to share with me in reference to this matter.”

      Rivkah,

      The “…rotational force on my upper back…” sounds like your Heart chakra and/or the newer High Heart (thymus) chakra area activating and getting up-to-speed so to speak. I have periods of tremendous pain in this same area of my upper back/spine between my shoulder blades. This area with its pains, aches, pressures, heat and vibrations etc. is what some Ascension Teachers have called the birthing of our new “Angel Wings” or “Earth Angel Wings”. I’ve called it the beginning of our High Heart Consciousness center and focus point. And, typically all of our chakras spin or rotate so not to worry about this as it’s a great sign that this new higher chakra and the consciousness that goes with it is coming online within you now. Welcome to the party! 😉

      I know you’re sane but I also know we’ve been going through tremendous accelerated evolutionary/ascension changes (and still are) and in many ways it does seem at times that we’re loosing it or “hallucinating”. For many years now I’ve felt like I suddenly drop down through the physical floor. Of course I’m not but this is just one more of these types of changes where “reality” is no longer locked in and stable as it’s always been. We’re literally evolving beyond it and that frequency range and therefore our consciousness/awareness is also expanding beyond it too.

      I’m not familiar with “…writing all over my body in the forms of symbols and words…”. When these appear do they look like welts or lights or colors or what exactly? And of course, I wonder if another person in the room with you would see them when you do or if this phenomenon is a clairvoyant one. I’ve clairvoyantly seen, as I know many people have, strange unfamiliar symbols in the empty space in front of them…like an etheric message or letter from another dimension. What you’re experiencing on your body could be something similar.

      Do you recognize any of these forms and symbols? Do they resemble ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics or any other ancient written forms? I’m guessing they must mean something to you – possibly a past life language that’s familiar to you at a deeper level. Or possibly they are ET/Starbeing symbols that Starseeds would be familiar with too but at deeper levels of awareness. I’ve been shown symbols like this in altered states in other dimensions and THERE I instantly recognize them.

      All in all I get a very positive sense from everything that you’ve described that’s happening to you and your body/consciousness, but that won’t help you if you’re in fear or worry about any of this. You can ask your Higher Self to help you in translating these symbols if you wish.

      I hope this helps in some way and again, I’m so sorry I forgot to reply to your question.
      Hugs,
      Denise

      • I can only say that I experience sensations on different parts of my body that I can read, eyes open or shut, as words and symbols. I can interact with the sensations, which I believe to be myself, in a very limited way, as well.

        A few months ago, I did some miscellaneous research online and immediately hit on the following site: http://www.princetonol.com/groups/iad/Files/Sue-PysankySYMBOLISM.pdf. I was shocked to discover that some of the symbols listed on the site, e.g., various solar symbols (including the swastika, which intially freaked me out) and lines, the sieve, basket, ladder, bends, spirals, butterfuly, spider, etc., were an exact replica of the symbols drawn on my body. I get circles, squares, antennae, triangles, and hearts, all of which are organized in a number of ways to form different symbols, including the more popular heartagram and hexagram. I almost don’t believe it myself, but I get kisses, tickled, etc.

        I try hard to understand life from a more honest perspective, so this has been, for a time, very troubling for me. I see progress now, though, and I’ve made my peace with it, mostly.

        I very much appreciate your input. Thank you, Denise.

  110. Hi, Denise. This isn’t really a question; I just wanted to say that I’m happy that you and yours are all well . . . that only your computer was ailing. Hopefully any repairs/replacements won’t be too expensive. Thanks for being here for all of us.

  111. Hi Denise,

    I originally sent this message to you as an e-mail just before your computer crashed…so I thought I would connect with you here in this post. Here it is:

    “Oh Denise!!…I am so glad that I have very recently been guided to you. I know that you are used to these types of e-mails and I thank you for any time or assistance you may be able to provide me at this time…as you know these experiences are very difficult to describe with words…though I will try my best to write with clarity and be succinct….I am 39 years old turning 40 on 11:11:11…yes!! It is true!!…and I have been on a conscious spiritual journey since the late 1990’s…I am an artist…a dance artist and am currently evolving my career path to work with source through my beloved dance…I like so many others ….have had various dreams, multi-dimensional experiences both in the awake and dream state, visions of beings in other dimensions and what I believe to be intimidations and scouting missions from shadow government operatives…of course as you know…these experiences have intensified in recent years…the reason I am reaching out to you NOW is because of an experience I had a week or so ago…I consciously intended to meet in 3D ET beings who were of a high vibration…in short…this happened…though I was not ready to approach and communicate verbally…I did not get closer than 100 feet…I was not in fear…I did reach out telepathically and asked for a name and a purpose of the meeting…The name was KIRA…a name that has come to me before and the purpose was FIRST CONTACT which really confused me…the whole experience did not last longer than 30 minutes and I did have an opportunity to physically see the being…drive by…yes drive by ….in an old truck no less….there was something about his face that struck me as strange and I felt that if I looked the being in the eyes they would be orange….the order of events after this experience is a blur…though I have more details to share…I did research on the internet about ET/Star beings and I am familiar with many…when I came across the LION Being…I knew instantly that is the being I encountered…it was something about his face…I also found out that KIRATI is a Sanscrit word…. KIRA – LION, TI – PEOPLE…I reached out to a Starseed friend of mine…and she sent me an article from you….though not anything to do with your experience in ancient Egypt!!…then of course I read about that!!…what do you make of this experience???…I feel that I will be staying on Earth…is it possible that I have now met one of my Star Family….Guides in 3D???

    Much love and many thanks,

    Mary Jo

    • “Hi Denise,

      I originally sent this message to you as an e-mail just before your computer crashed…so I thought I would connect with you here in this post. Here it is:

      “Oh Denise!!…I am so glad that I have very recently been guided to you. I know that you are used to these types of e-mails and I thank you for any time or assistance you may be able to provide me at this time…as you know these experiences are very difficult to describe with words…though I will try my best to write with clarity and be succinct….I am 39 years old turning 40 on 11:11:11…yes!! It is true!!…and I have been on a conscious spiritual journey since the late 1990’s…I am an artist…a dance artist and am currently evolving my career path to work with source through my beloved dance…I like so many others ….have had various dreams, multi-dimensional experiences both in the awake and dream state, visions of beings in other dimensions and what I believe to be intimidations and scouting missions from shadow government operatives…of course as you know…these experiences have intensified in recent years…the reason I am reaching out to you NOW is because of an experience I had a week or so ago…I consciously intended to meet in 3D ET beings who were of a high vibration…in short…this happened…though I was not ready to approach and communicate verbally…I did not get closer than 100 feet…I was not in fear…I did reach out telepathically and asked for a name and a purpose of the meeting…The name was KIRA…a name that has come to me before and the purpose was FIRST CONTACT which really confused me…the whole experience did not last longer than 30 minutes and I did have an opportunity to physically see the being…drive by…yes drive by ….in an old truck no less….there was something about his face that struck me as strange and I felt that if I looked the being in the eyes they would be orange….the order of events after this experience is a blur…though I have more details to share…I did research on the internet about ET/Star beings and I am familiar with many…when I came across the LION Being…I knew instantly that is the being I encountered…it was something about his face…I also found out that KIRATI is a Sanscrit word…. KIRA – LION, TI – PEOPLE…I reached out to a Starseed friend of mine…and she sent me an article from you….though not anything to do with your experience in ancient Egypt!!…then of course I read about that!!…what do you make of this experience???…I feel that I will be staying on Earth…is it possible that I have now met one of my Star Family….Guides in 3D???

      Much love and many thanks,

      Mary Jo”

      Mary Jo,

      First of all, I’m so sorry I lost your question in all the post Oct. 28, 2011 changes. Secondly, I started to respond to your question here three days ago and got well into it when I must have accidentally hit the wrong key because my entire Comment vanished. I was pisssed but realized that something has been causing me to wait to respond to you so that YOU could experience whatever it was that YOU needed to on your own first. I suspect that now my very late response will be to validate what you’ve already figured out and/or experienced/perceived already on your own. I always enjoy this way best. 🙂

      So…to answer your question…it certainly sounds like you have had “first contact” as some call it. 😉 Now that we’re on the other side of Oct. 28, 2011/the end of the Mayan calendar/end of that Evolutionary Cycle, those whose consciousness and personal inner frequency is within range (high enough) of having these types of both etheric AND physical encounters, communications and meetings with ETs/Starbeings will. Some people have called this stage within the Ascension Process our returning back to “Universal Society”. Why is it happening now? Because humanity is evolving out of the bottom three chakras, consciousness, and dimension (frequency range) that they are – polarized 3D physicality.

      Because humanity’s in the Ascension Process of this mega evolutionary/consciousness/dimensional leap, Starseeds and Indigos are at the front experiencing, embodying, anchoring and helping manifest the New 5D unity or High Heart Consciousness and the New world and reality that’s a match to it. One of the grand benefits of this evolutionary shift is that humanity will be sane, unified, and non-violent enough to finally be within 5D where many (but not all) of the ET’s/Starbeings have existed for eons. As I’ve said for many years, the ET’s/Starbeings are NOT coming down into a lower frequency and consciousness range to interact with humanity… humanity is ascending/evolving up into the next higher dimension/frequency range/consciousness where we’ll reunite with the ET’s/Starbeings as unified, sane, integrated, Heart Centered and Heart Conscious people. “First contact” is earned vibrationally in this way and NOT the other way around as some channels have been selling for years now.

      Have you seen the 6D Sirian Lion Beings illustration my sister did for my book? If not, check out my Topic Starseeds, ET’s, Starbeings and/or Reincarnation & Past lives. It and others are in there if you’re interested. In A Lightworker’s Mission I talked about my and my Mom’s experiences – both physical and etheric – with a few ET’s/Starbeings. Some of the meetings happened in the physical dimension as yours did so you may enjoy reading that book.

      The next very important thing I want you to understand is that these Starbeings are NOT “…your Guides in 3D…” Prior to the start of the Ascension Process, many of us Starseeds had fully conscious and/or partially conscious interactions, meetings, teachings, assistance and guidance etc. with Starbeings/ET’s from our own Home stations and dimensions. This partnership was a working one between us incarnate/reincarnate Starseeds in polarized 3D physicality here to live and embody the Ascension Process in our bodies and beings while working with and being assisted by some Starbeings/ETs from Home. Once we reach a frequency and consciousness range where we can do this fully conscious and in the physical – which we reached on Oct. 28, 2011 and with the massive shift that 11-11-11 was and still is, we’ll have these types of “first contact” while awake and in our physical bodies. This too is an ongoing, unfolding process and the better WE and then humanity get at existing in the 5D New, the more interactions and communications we’ll all have with certain ETs/Starbeings. 🙂

      Denise

  112. My question is regarding visitation from time travelers. There is belief that for the future to contact the past that they would some how change or alter their present.
    I am a believer that all things reside in the Omni present time and nothing is done in any time that was not foreseen or even meant to happen.
    Is there a good reason you can explain if and how there could be a change that I may be in error.
    I have contact with such travelers and there is no disturbances that we haave experienced. But how would we know if there was?
    See my curiosity?
    Thank you for your life experience on this.
    Mehlisue

    • “My question is regarding visitation from time travelers. There is belief that for the future to contact the past that they would some how change or alter their present.
      I am a believer that all things reside in the Omni present time and nothing is done in any time that was not foreseen or even meant to happen.
      Is there a good reason you can explain if and how there could be a change that I may be in error.
      I have contact with such travelers and there is no disturbances that we haave experienced. But how would we know if there was?
      See my curiosity?
      Thank you for your life experience on this.
      Mehlisue”

      Mehlisue,

      Sorry for the late response to your question…been so busy and so exhausted.

      This is a complex topic and of course we’re talking about quantum things in this slow, linear, one word after the next way which doesn’t make it any easier to express! I too have had quantum experiences with other humans and other-dimensional Starbeings in multiple timelines on physical Earth. From what I know about this topic from personal experiences is that the higher Beings that are capable of doing this (consciously) know what they’re doing, why they’re doing it and they take full responsibility for their interdimensional actions across time space.

      When negative or Dark Beings intentionally want to create something in a specific reality, they’ll set certain events up that are extremely traumatic and shocking to humanity that it’s like setting off a massive bomb that creates a rip or hole in that reality/world/consciousness/timeline all so that they can intentionally insert a new timeline (a new branch off from the old reality and timeline) that will contain their negative agendas.

      There are great non-physical Beings in higher dimensions that work on calculating the many potential outcomes to events and how they could or would possible ripple out and effect other dimensions, other realities and timelines etc. Because the Free Will Law is in effect in this space, this is necessary because all is allowed by Source/God/dess/All That Is here. So there are constant adjustments and tweaks happening at many higher dimensional levels to the constant tiny to large fluctuations in physical Earth’s reality and timeline/timelines.

      Another example of what I’m trying to get across:

      This current Ascension Process was planned long ago and it’s been running or unfolding within the overall timeline for it etc. However, there are constant little changes, tweaks and adjustments needed to make within the overall Plan and its timeline due to smaller group, collective, and even individual creative happenings, ideas etc. So to compensate for all of this Free Will and creativity within multiple timelines and realities just within ONE dimension (this one I mean), there are many non-physical beings and also many of us incarnate in physicality now too who meet on the Inner Planes to discuss and work on these minor changes and tweaks within the overall Ascension Process that’s happening within its timeline.

      I hope I’ve expressed this well enough that it answered your question. We and realities, time, space are far more talented, creative, complex and magnificent than just a polarized either/or type of thing with all of this.

      Denise

  113. Dear Denise,
    about 6 months ago i found transitions. my God, i was so happy to finally find so many like minded people. It felt like coming home, so i am greatfull to all people who share there comments here. What i would like to ask has to do with drawings that i have made since 2009 untill now. They, all 11 of them were finished just before 11 11. I am not an artist, but yes a lightworker who has a drawing guide or something like it. the information that i have received myself about the drawings is slim. I do know they are actiivational as some people i have shown experienced chakra activation. I am so curious to what your feeling and insight is into these drawings. if you find this worthy of sharing with me and others i would be delighted!
    If i am out of line by asking you this, i apologize but the drawings are very cool.
    https://picasaweb.google.com/116997978779384125884/CosmicLoveChildren#

    greets from holland,

    mark

    • mark cattell,

      You are a very talented artist and thanks for sharing that link to see your other-dimensional Beings. Some of them look VERY familiar to me and like some Starbeings I’ve clairvoyantly seen over the decades. Is there some way you could number your drawings in that link so I/you/anyone else here could comment about certain ones? Example: the very last drawing looks very much like a Starbeing I’ve interacted with in the past. Same face, eye color etc.

      Again, you are a gifted artist and if you have a website or blogsite where you showcase your artwork, I’d be happy to have you share a link to it from TRANSITIONS. If you do just write another Comment and include a link to your website in it. Beautiful and very special work…thanks for letting us see them.

      Denise

    • “Hi Denise,
      Thanks for your articles. Do you have more info. on polarity integrators? That struck a note with me.
      Georgina”

      georgina,

      Pretty much everything I talk about here at TRANSITIONS and in my book A Lightworker’s Mission:The Journey Through Polarity Resolution discusses the difficulties of dealing with polarities, integrating them, transmuting them, resolving them so that we -and all others- can evolve beyond the black/white of polarities and reenter a unified, integrated 3rd point or state beyond them.

      Denise

  114. Hi Denise:

    Thank you for your powerful messages! Your last post resonated with me but left me confused and wondering… Even if I volunteered at one time to be a polarity integrator and have an agressive mission to transmute these archetypes through the ascencion process… Can I quit? Can I choose to participate in a different way? Can I just say… I´m sooo tired, fed up and I don´t want this f… job anymore… I´ve felt strongly that I want to exit, go back home, but I wake up again… with some new “project”, like the one at present: a horrible “virus” that seems to have no end, with chills, ear pain, nausea, panic, depression…. and much more… I feel trapped and controlled. Is there a difference when you are a “polarity integrator” or just controlled and manipulated by dark energies? For so many years I studied the mayan calendar… I waited for the 11-11-11… I don´t want to read fantasy channelings anymore with pretty pictures that never happen… your blog seems so real but I´m confused, any insights for this writer and exhausted lightworker?

    • “Hi Denise:

      Thank you for your powerful messages! Your last post resonated with me but left me confused and wondering… Even if I volunteered at one time to be a polarity integrator and have an agressive mission to transmute these archetypes through the ascencion process… Can I quit? Can I choose to participate in a different way? Can I just say… I´m sooo tired, fed up and I don´t want this f… job anymore… I´ve felt strongly that I want to exit, go back home, but I wake up again… with some new “project”, like the one at present: a horrible “virus” that seems to have no end, with chills, ear pain, nausea, panic, depression…. and much more… I feel trapped and controlled. Is there a difference when you are a “polarity integrator” or just controlled and manipulated by dark energies? For so many years I studied the mayan calendar… I waited for the 11-11-11… I don´t want to read fantasy channelings anymore with pretty pictures that never happen… your blog seems so real but I´m confused, any insights for this writer and exhausted lightworker?”

      Betty,

      I hear ya Betty and I’m more exhausted now than I’ve been during the past almost fourteen years of living the Ascension Process…and no one’s more surprised by this than me! Like many of us, I believed that this would become easier over time because more and more Light was transmuting and replacing the Dark that’s been on Earth for so long. But… 🙄 with the end of the Mayan calendar or past Evolutionary Cycle on Oct. 28, 2011 AND the, shall we say different qualities that the 11-11-11 portal brought in…I’ve been SO exhausted that inhaling and exhaling has been work! Amazing but we really are doing so very, very, much now.

      Yes you can quit but I know you won’t any more than I will. Why? Because we’re hardwired to do this transmuting and embodying energy work; it’s who we are and what we do and why we came to Earth now so I don’t think any of us will quit moments before we’ve finished with our missions.

      The big difference (feeling wise I mean) between Ascension symptoms and being under psychic attack from the Dark Ones is different. The negative attacks feel and make you feel and think that life is not worth living, everything is pointless, dark, sad, heavy, compressed etc. In other words, negative attacks from the Dark Ones typically have always tried to make me feel so bad that I want to give up and stop being the force of Light that I am. This feeling is like a trademark clue that you are under attack by the Dark Ones; they want you/me/people like us to stop doing what we’re doing so they try to make us so miserable, so depressed, so worried, fearful, distracted, derailed etc. that we are indeed actually “stopped” by them for a few hours, days or weeks. Tricky and clever bastards they are. These are classic oppressions by them on us and we must learn to recognize them for what they are and NOT believe that the thoughts and emotions we’re feeling are ours when they’re not.

      Ascension symptoms are brutal, painful, debilitating etc. but they do NOT make us feel depressed, oppressed, attacked, watched, negative, dark and so on. Once you’ve learned to recognize the Dark Ones energies of total oppression and desire to kill you or break you or your loved ones, then it’s easy to feel when it’s only Ascension symptoms and NOT the Dark Ones attacking you.

      You’re very wise to just not bother reading much if any channeled materials at this point as they DO NOT have the correct perspective on what we’re actually living, doing, perceiving and creating now on the other side of Oct. 28, 2011! Besides, people need to learn how to access higher information/Light themselves as that’s the whole point to this Ascension Process isn’t it? 😉 Good discernment on that one.

      Hang in there. ♥
      Denise

  115. Hi Denise,

    Thank you for commenting on my Cosmic Friends! To answer your question, I do not have a website or blog on this. I have wanted to share these drawings for a while but have not found the right place until i found Transitions.

    I numbered the drawings as you asked and the last drawing you feel so familiar with i call the “gate-closer”. my girlfriend helped me with the energies in the circles. real feminine energies. Nearly all my drawings are about the female energies being restored and balance being brought. nearly all of these drawings i have cut and pasted into new environments over the years, kind of symbolizing multi-dimensionality.

    I started drawing them when i was in Sedona in January of 2009. There source told me that the world was going to be split in two, this of course familiar to you as i have read. My feeling was that this would be most felt in the sixth dimension or communion with God-space. How do you see this? Do you have the feeling that the separation of worlds means in all dimensions?

    I have to tell you though that since 11 11 11 i have the feeling that my heart was stolen and Transformations have been very heavy since the summer solstice i may add!

    https://picasaweb.google.com/116997978779384125884/CosmicLoveChildren#

    Thank you for taking the time to answer all these questions!

    Love Mark

  116. Hi Denise,

    About three weeks ago, I posted a question, but have yet to receive any input from you or anyone else on this site. I have yet to find anyone, professional or otherwise, that can relate to these experiences. I have my own understanding of it, from a purely psychological standpoint, but I’m not fully satisfied with it. Your take on it is of interest to me.

    Regards.

    • “Hi Denise,

      About three weeks ago, I posted a question, but have yet to receive any input from you or anyone else on this site. I have yet to find anyone, professional or otherwise, that can relate to these experiences. I have my own understanding of it, from a purely psychological standpoint, but I’m not fully satisfied with it. Your take on it is of interest to me.

      Regards.”

      Rivkah,

      Oh no really? I’m so sorry I must have missed your question. If I don’t keep a list of readers names who’ve asked me something, I’ll often get swamped with other things, writings, work etc. I’ll go back and find your original question and reply asap. Again, I’m very sorry.

      Denise

  117. “Yes you can quit but I know you won’t any more than I will. Why? Because we’re hardwired to do this transmuting and embodying energy work; it’s who we are and what we do and why we came to Earth now so I don’t think any of us will quit moments before we’ve finished with our missions.”

    Denise,

    I love your blog. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! ❤

    Since we're hardwired to do this, on our 'future' missions and jobs will we be transmuting and embodying energy work on other planets into eternity? God I hope not. Do we ever have time out with easy fun missions? 🙂

    • Willow,

      Yes many of us -myself included- will (eventually) be taking a nice long vacation rest period to recover from this Volunteer Mission!

      We can keep going into stuck systems and transmuting them if we want to but I strongly suspect the majority of us will evolve on into new and different jobs/missions after this one.

      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

  118. Hi Denise, like so many others…I’m so thankful to have found your site. It’s so important to be able to confirm from outside sources, what you know in your heart to be true.

    Regarding Ascension symptoms/experiences….I believe I’ve been having them. Over a year ago, I experienced a psychologically traumatic event. I believe I was taken over by an ancestral demon, or evil being. It lasted for about 3 months, and through my own work, and work with a Constellation therapist, got rid of it. I still experience flashes of terror which I think are just memories of the experience, but because of this experience, I had to get on Zoloft because I was having difficulty getting through the day.

    I’ve continued to work on my healing through various means. I’ve also been experiencing a great deal of body aches/soreness/headaches/patches of numbing cold on my back, backs of legs, arms. Also intense moments of extreme tiredness (which is difficult to cater to with small children running around! 🙂 ) Could this evil being experience be a part of the ascension process?

    Also…I believe I’m here to help with the process of ascension…only the messages I’m getting, is that I’m here to help the other half of humanity who doesn’t ascend. Are there those of us who will stay behind? Or maybe I’m reading things wrong. Any insight into what I’ve written would be appreciated. Again, thank you for being here and providing a forum for me to finally ask my long held questions.

    Sincerely,
    Jen

    • “Hi Denise, like so many others…I’m so thankful to have found your site. It’s so important to be able to confirm from outside sources, what you know in your heart to be true.

      Regarding Ascension symptoms/experiences….I believe I’ve been having them. Over a year ago, I experienced a psychologically traumatic event. I believe I was taken over by an ancestral demon, or evil being. It lasted for about 3 months, and through my own work, and work with a Constellation therapist, got rid of it. I still experience flashes of terror which I think are just memories of the experience, but because of this experience, I had to get on Zoloft because I was having difficulty getting through the day.

      I’ve continued to work on my healing through various means. I’ve also been experiencing a great deal of body aches/soreness/headaches/patches of numbing cold on my back, backs of legs, arms. Also intense moments of extreme tiredness (which is difficult to cater to with small children running around! 🙂 ) Could this evil being experience be a part of the ascension process?

      Also…I believe I’m here to help with the process of ascension…only the messages I’m getting, is that I’m here to help the other half of humanity who doesn’t ascend. Are there those of us who will stay behind? Or maybe I’m reading things wrong. Any insight into what I’ve written would be appreciated. Again, thank you for being here and providing a forum for me to finally ask my long held questions.

      Sincerely,
      Jen”

      Jen,

      For the past month or so I’ve been experiencing intense cold which is unusual for me because I’ve been so hot (hot flashes and heat in the bottoms of my feet etc.) since the physical Ascension Process started for me in Feb. 1999. This, like Hot Flashes, is an inner cold (or heat) and has nothing to do with external anything. Typically it represents that you are energetically moving forward into new territory and trying to anchor and embody it within yourself. It usually doesn’t last too long, unlike the Hot Flashes!

      The past few months have taken the “I’m exhausted” Ascension symptom to entirely new levels of profound, unending, deep inner exhaustion. I had a day recently where just inhaling and exhaling was an effort. My heart was pounding in my chest while just resting and doing nothing. My face and skin was raw feeling and hot while I was freezing cold and I felt like I was coming down with another bought of Ascension flu. One doesn’t get “sick” in the traditional ways because this is energy related, Ascension related and not a physical virus.

      I too have been dealing with certain areas in my spine (between my shoulder blades, behind the High Heart or Thymus chakra and/or behind the diaphragm or solar plexus chakra) hurting like all hell for days and days. My spine feels like an antenna to the higher cosmic and solar Light energies and typically feels compressed, swollen, stiff, painful and miserable when I’m embodying higher frequency Light Energies. I’ve gone through the recent Ascension and embodying symptoms I’ve been dealing with so you’d know how common they really are via the Ascension Process.

      Personally I do not believe that you’re supposed to remain behind to help with “…the other half of humanity who doesn’t ascend.” The choice to remain behind is always an option but one that I think is not necessary in the way you’re perceiving so far. If you Ascend then you’ll really be able to help (possibly become a “Guide”) to the ones who don’t use the current energies to ascend/evolve. Remaining behind physically with them would be too difficult and painful because higher and lower can’t co-exist in the same space. It’s too stressful and painful to the one embodying more Light. Look at how much it hurts now while we’re embodying the higher cosmic and solar Light energies while we’re ascending/evolving!

      No, you won’t be staying behind to help; you’ll continue ascending/evolving and then you’ll have a much better ability to help, assist, guide, teach others if that’s what you desire to do.

      I’d also suggest that you get off of the Zoloft (and/or any other such med) as soon as possible because these types of meds only interfere with what your body/brain/nervous system is doing via the Ascension. You are so much stronger than you realize and you don’t need Zoloft or anything else. Find out how to safely cut down on it and eventually stop taking it altogether. Keep yourself wrapped in Light and protected this way and ask your Higher Self and your Ascension Assistants to help you when you feel you need some assistance from them. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  119. Hi Denise,
    I posted some comments and a question on November 10th…if you could take some time to respond….I would very much appreciate it…many thanks!!
    Mary Jo

  120. Denise,

    Thank your for your thoughtful response to my earlier question. I know how busy you are.

    One concern I have about Ascending….what about our loved ones, especially our children? Do they ascend as well? I can’t go anywhere without them.

    Thanks,
    Jen

    • “One concern I have about Ascending….what about our loved ones, especially our children? Do they ascend as well? I can’t go anywhere without them.

      Thanks,
      Jen”

      Jen,

      The children are probably far ahead of most us adults! 😉 Don’t worry about the children as they’ve incarnated with a better match to the New higher 5D energies.

      The people who aren’t ascending/evolving now are most likely not even in your life or circle of friends and acquaintances so don’t worry about them either.

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Thank you so much. That’s a relief and rings true.

        Ok, another question. Sorry if it’s been asked by others before. Do you have any idea what the experience of Ascending to the 5D world will be like? Will our inner selves simply shift and be aware of a new reality…will it be like that movie “Celestine Prophecy”, or will we actually physically move to a new dimension? Do we die to this world?

        Thanks for any insight.

        Jen

  121. Hey Denise! You wrote:

    “For the past month or so I’ve been experiencing intense cold which is unusual for me because I’ve been so hot (hot flashes and heat in the bottoms of my feet etc.) since the physical Ascension Process started for me in Feb. 1999. This, like Hot Flashes, is an inner cold (or heat) and has nothing to do with external anything. Typically it represents that you are energetically moving forward into new territory and trying to anchor and embody it within yourself. It usually doesn’t last too long, unlike the Hot Flashes!”

    Geez- this has been happening to me also and I haven’t thought to mention it – it’s almost as if I just accept these things as normal. On some level I know it’s “normal” but I have been getting soooo cold at times and I check my thermostat only to find it’s warm in the house. Just so happened I was reading your and Jen’s post while I was freezing cold. And I alternate bt this and getting really hot.
    I was so cold today that I had to take a hot bath to begin to warm up. Can you explain what is happening or do we just chalk this up to more Ascension fun? Thanks for any insight. Debra

    • Debra,

      These sudden inner cold and/or hot phases are indeed Ascension symptoms and always indicate energy changes, energy movements, adapting to more energies in a new space because we’ve moved into New energetic territory etc.

      Denise

  122. Hi Denise:

    I read your book with profound gratitude to you for opening your life and experience to us!

    I have a complicated question. My brother, 58 years old, has lived most of his adult life in psiquiatric hospitals and clinics. I am his guardian, legally and spiritually and the olny person in the world for him since my parents died. Four months ago, for sincronistic and strange reasons he moved in with me and my husband into our home, and had to finally face one of my deepest fears. He has serious diagnostics: schizophrenia, bipolar disorder and compulsive-obsesive behavior. He can be a tyrant, manipulative and also a victim, vampire, and more. He can also be charming and sweet too when he wants something. However, since he moved in with us he seems calmed and happy to be away from “crazies”, sometimes even a joy to be with. I´ve always been close to him and have a strange bond, I imagine some of it is karmic. Some days I´m fine with this mission and others I feel I want to scream and run away dealing with his obsessions and constant needs.Then I realize that there´s a deeper reason for him to be here, since he was not welcome anymore to stay in any of the clinics where I had placed him in the past. My home seemed to be the only option but I was terrified.
    I´be been doing a lot of “polarity resolution/dissolution” work, have had a horrible virus plus severe hot flases and more exhaustion since he is here, he looks better than me, full of energy, he takes tons of medication but he seems ok, while my husband and I are in the midst of the worst ascension symptoms. You said we will be able to move to our light missions as soon as we finished with the polarity integration work… do you think my brother is part of this work?
    He seems to take too much energy, from me, my husband (he did the same with my mother when she was alive and nobody could ever deal with him) Now it seems at some level it is something I have to do…. but often I feel I need to escape. Is this really what is being asked of me? Am I capable of doing this transmuting work without losing my mind and my energy? People who know him think I´m crazy to have him in my home, others cannot believe the change in him. Any thoughts? I would love to hear from you on this heavy subject, thanks!!!
    With gratitude, Bertha

    I forgot to say that I am 56 years old, the middle child, the “responsible” one, and the “priviledged” daughter who inherited some extra money and… my special brother… and some special sensitive gifts as well to deal with the package!

    • Hello Denise, hope your well today! I just got back from a short outing contemplating my fate when Bertha question popped into my email which is an almost exact situation im dealing with except im being dismantled (again) and had to move in with my schizophrenic son! so im sitting here thanking my guides for this post today because I was to chicken shit to ask a very similar question is there a higher purpose in dealing with the mentally ill or depressed,and non functioning family members? and Bertha hang in there I know exactly what your going through and thanks for asking for clarity from Denise, synchronicity huh!

    • “Hi Denise:

      I read your book with profound gratitude to you for opening your life and experience to us!

      I have a complicated question. My brother, 58 years old, has lived most of his adult life in psiquiatric hospitals and clinics. I am his guardian, legally and spiritually and the olny person in the world for him since my parents died. Four months ago, for sincronistic and strange reasons he moved in with me and my husband into our home, and had to finally face one of my deepest fears. He has serious diagnostics: schizophrenia, bipolar disorder and compulsive-obsesive behavior. He can be a tyrant, manipulative and also a victim, vampire, and more. He can also be charming and sweet too when he wants something. However, since he moved in with us he seems calmed and happy to be away from “crazies”, sometimes even a joy to be with. I´ve always been close to him and have a strange bond, I imagine some of it is karmic. Some days I´m fine with this mission and others I feel I want to scream and run away dealing with his obsessions and constant needs.Then I realize that there´s a deeper reason for him to be here, since he was not welcome anymore to stay in any of the clinics where I had placed him in the past. My home seemed to be the only option but I was terrified.
      I´be been doing a lot of “polarity resolution/dissolution” work, have had a horrible virus plus severe hot flases and more exhaustion since he is here, he looks better than me, full of energy, he takes tons of medication but he seems ok, while my husband and I are in the midst of the worst ascension symptoms. You said we will be able to move to our light missions as soon as we finished with the polarity integration work… do you think my brother is part of this work?
      He seems to take too much energy, from me, my husband (he did the same with my mother when she was alive and nobody could ever deal with him) Now it seems at some level it is something I have to do…. but often I feel I need to escape. Is this really what is being asked of me? Am I capable of doing this transmuting work without losing my mind and my energy? People who know him think I´m crazy to have him in my home, others cannot believe the change in him. Any thoughts? I would love to hear from you on this heavy subject, thanks!!!
      With gratitude, Bertha

      I forgot to say that I am 56 years old, the middle child, the “responsible” one, and the “priviledged” daughter who inherited some extra money and… my special brother… and some special sensitive gifts as well to deal with the package!”

      Betty,

      I’m going to quote your sentences that are to me red-flag warning signs that the negativity is alive and well and hard at work and on you, and probably your husband too.

      “I’ve been doing a lot of “polarity resolution/dissolution” work, have had a horrible virus plus severe hot flases and more exhaustion since he is here, he looks better than me, full of energy, he takes tons of medication but he seems ok, while my husband and I are in the midst of the worst ascension symptoms.”

      This sounds to me like classic vampire-ism, classic parasite-ism. The person who’s the energetic parasite/vampire grows stronger, healthier, happier, bolder, more arrogant and more full of life while the person and/or people he/she is feeding from energetically grows more weak, confused, depressed, uncertain, vulnerable and sick. This can be taken to the point of causing physical death if allowed to go that far; I’ve seen this myself and know it’s true.

      The topic of the “mentally ill” is a complex one all on its own. Because I’ve always been psychic, I’ve seen and perceived certain things most other people aren’t aware of and it’s this platform of lifelong learning that I’m speaking from. From the many encounters I’ve personally had with different “mentally and emotionally ill” people over the decades, I’ve NEVER encountered one person who didn’t also have some level of negative or Dark Ones controlling, manipulating or possessing them. Ever, period. I don’t believe in “mental and emotional illness” in the ways the professional medical community does and neither would they if they were psychic!

      What I’m saying is that, in other dimensions and other bodies (the Emotional and Mental Bodies primarily) these non-physical, non-human negative Beings have accessed people’s etheric bodies and are using, vampirizing, paracitizing the human to feed off them and manipulate them to do, say and perceive certain things etc. This is how the so-called “mentally ill” person can so easily reek havoc on other family members and loved ones; they’re possessed from the 4D astral etheric level and are being vampirized/paracitized themselves, and to keep going they are being directed by the negative entity/entities to in turn feed off of other humans. It’s a vicious cycle and a no win for the humans involved unless they discover how to protect themselves, remove the etheric feedlines, and prevent this multidimensional attack from reconnecting again and again. It’s not easy but can be done.

      I’ve you’re 56 and your “mentally ill” brother is 58, then my guess is that you’ve already dealt with the majority of whatever karma and personal learning you had with him in this life. I do not and cannot believe that at this point you’re supposed to allow your brother to energetically feed off of you and/or your husband for ANY reason whatsoever. The fact that you’re already consciously aware that he’s doing this to you is wonderful and makes this task much easier.

      Because you’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission, you know a bit about my dealings with certain loved ones in this life who were drug addicts and had become “mentally and emotionally ill” because of their drug use and how it opened them to the Dark Ones to be used and manipulated. I’ve clairvoyantly seen these negative Beings and once they’d fed as much as they could off of my loved ones, they turned their focus on me because I had plenty of Light that they wanted to feed off of despite the fact they hate and disrespect the Light. They’re hungry nonetheless and they will try to feed where the Light is brightest.

      I would suggest that you try to find some other place to house your brother than your home. He is NOT your total responsibility; you are. Try to find some place, some organization that will house him etc. While you’re working on finding out more about doing this, I’m going to give you some etheric, energy homework to do at the same time. Now even though you’ll NOT mention a word of ANY of your plans to your brother, the negative Beings that control and use him will know because you and I are having this conversation now about it. This is how this level of stuff is and so you’ve got to cover your multidimensional ass as best as you can. Know that I will too because I’m giving this information to you.

      Have you seen Lisa Renee’s YouTube 12 D video? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhuLXYLhz-c&feature=youtube_gdata It’s a great visual to help envision building and keeping a Light field or tube around you all the time which will protect you from these negative Beings/Dark Ones from getting at you energetically. Watch it a few times and get the method down to where you can envision it in a matter of seconds and SEE and FEEL that pale platinum colored tube of impenetrable Light around your body. Get really good and fast at envisioning it so you can pop it up in a split-second when needed.

      The other thing I’d suggest you do is make the statement to the Universe that you will NOT allow your brother to feed off of you for any reason whatsoever. Period. In other words, make it well-known to all Beings positive and negative that you are taking a conscious stand and will not allow this vampirism/paracitism to continue. You are trying to Ascend/Evolve…not feed the negative Dark Ones through ANY human…not even one you love and is a family member! You’ve got to be strong and mean this because the Dark Ones will fight you over it and try to make you feel guilty for not opening a vein to feed your brother/them. Do not buy into those lies.

      So you should

      1) find some professional organization that deals with the “mentally ill” to house and care take your brother asap.
      2) while doing this be daily and nightly building your ability to protect yourself and your possessions and house/car/pets etc. energetically using either Lisa Renee’s 12 D video or some other method that your prefer.
      3) make it known to the Universe what you will and will not allow to happen to you in connection to your brother due to his “mental illness” aka negative possession etc.
      4) let your husband know what you’re doing, planning and why and teach him how to protect himself too because they’ll go after him if they can’t get at you…or your child or pet etc.
      5) lay down the law, your law with your brother about what he can and cannot do while he’s in YOUR house. Let him know your rules and let him know that if he breaks any of your rules you’ll evict him from your house. Be resolute about this and don’t let him manipulate you at all.
      6) be prepared to have him gone from your house and life and NOT feel bad or guilt about it.

      I know how hard all of this is but you cannot expect to ascend/evolve while under psychic attacks from negative Beings who’ve possessed your brother for what sounds like the majority of his adult life. It won’t work and believe it or not, your brother may be the one thing that forces you to fight for your own ascension/evolution now. The monsters are often exactly the impetus we need to get us to finish what we came here now to do. 😉 Use the monsters for good and don’t let them use you for negative reasons. Be strong, be wise, and be who you really are. ♥

      Hugs,
      Densie

  123. Jen – great question….

    Betty – I’m sure Denise will have some awesome suggestions for you – I am offering what I know through my work in the mental health field. Personally, I have a difficult time with the amount of medication that is handed out – but unfortunately often it is a necessary evil – or the right combination hasn’t been found. I have some energy type healing recommendations for you. Many psychiatrists will tell you these do not work, but there are some out there that know they do! and I know from experience these things help. Anyway, my recommendations will not do any harm and should do a bit of good 😉 Kundalini Yoga is awesome for balancing body/mind/spirit and also there are a lot of kundalini breathing techniques that help to calm one down and help w/OCD, etc. (It will help you too!) I can point you toward some good video’s, articles, etc, if you are interested. I know from experience that these help – most of my patients have used the breathing techniques and love them. Only a few try kundalini – but those that are so inclined seem to love it. Also, Body Talk is an incredible modality that helps get to the root of some problems. It may take many sessions, but I think it is an incredible form of energy healing. I am studying to test for certification, but am not yet certified – it will be probably 6 months or more for me! However, you can check out their website at http://www.bodytalksystem.com. They are upgrading the website right now… so it may be difficult to access until it is up – I just checked it and it is not working. Also, Reiki is is a great healing modality – I am a Reiki master and would be happy to be of help. If you want to find someone local – check out http://www.reiki.org for a recommendation. Anyway, these are suggestions and they should, at a minimum, decrease symptoms for your brother (meaning more happiness and health for all of you!).

    Denise – hope this is OK – if not just don’t post it 😉 Debra

  124. Thank you so much Jen…Morgean? for your insights and links, I´ll check them out. My brother has never been interested in anything except music, that´s the only language he speaks, a piano genius, but it might be the time to try something else like Reiki! I live in Mexico, but I´ll look into that. Thank you Dedtra for your comments, wow! What a coincidence being “forced” in a situation like this. I´ve asked that same question so many times. Is there a higher purpose dealing with mentally ill family members? Sometimes I feel that he comes from a higher dimension because he “reflects” a lot of things from our sick society and amplifies them in ridiculous ways, to confront me and others, he breaks all our intentions to be “proper”, “perfect” and hypocritical… he has some twisted wisdom, but wisdom it is. He has been a great master for me to work on acceptance and unconditional love since he has always ben so “unlovable” and rejected by my own family and society en general. Thanks so much for your comments to both of you. It feels great to be part of a community like this! Hang in there Dedtra!! I send yout lots of love and light for you and your son!

  125. Denise, I´m not sure if I clicked my response correctly, and was sent to you or not… for now I´ll just say… thank you so much for taking the time to write about my situation!! Blessings!!

  126. Wowww
    This is heavy Denise! I´ll need to process all this and at the same time will double my protection strategies… and will start searching for a different arrangement for my brother, home or institution… and here I was feeling like “Mother Theresa” for being so “good” to my brother… thanks for being so bold, thanks for daring to say something sooo painful, gracias!!!!!

    • “Wowww
      This is heavy Denise! I´ll need to process all this and at the same time will double my protection strategies… and will start searching for a different arrangement for my brother, home or institution… and here I was feeling like “Mother Theresa” for being so “good” to my brother… thanks for being so bold, thanks for daring to say something sooo painful, gracias!!!!!”

      Betty,

      I’m glad I didn’t offend you with my very unchristian-like suggestions. In so many cases the real tests for all concerned are VERY different from what society and/or certain religions would tell us we should do.

      The very best to you and yours with this difficult situation.

      Denise

  127. Denise, I just read your articles for the first time and noticed this:
    Extract: “I’ve waited and hoped someone would go into the deeper levels of knowing about the four Fixed signs of the zodiac—Taurus the Bull or Ox, Leo the Lion, Scorpio the Eagle, and Aquarius the Man or Human—the four faces of God or the “Four Living Creatures” as Lisa called them.”
    Funny, because yesterday I read the description in Ezekiel (1:4 onwards) of the ‘visitation’ he had from a godlike creature with four faces, a human, a lion, a bull and an eagle. So I wondered if the description of the four Fixed Signs is from the same source? I’d be interested to discover more about the “four living creatures”. Many thanks – I’ll carry on reading the archives – really interesting stuff!

    • “Denise, I just read your articles for the first time and noticed this:
      Extract: “I’ve waited and hoped someone would go into the deeper levels of knowing about the four Fixed signs of the zodiac—Taurus the Bull or Ox, Leo the Lion, Scorpio the Eagle, and Aquarius the Man or Human—the four faces of God or the “Four Living Creatures” as Lisa called them.”
      Funny, because yesterday I read the description in Ezekiel (1:4 onwards) of the ‘visitation’ he had from a godlike creature with four faces, a human, a lion, a bull and an eagle. So I wondered if the description of the four Fixed Signs is from the same source? I’d be interested to discover more about the “four living creatures”. Many thanks – I’ll carry on reading the archives – really interesting stuff!”

      Rozamundi,

      I believe they are one and the same energies and symbols of those energies. 🙂

      In astrology these four signs are the “Fixed” signs which means they hold things and reality in place. Taurus is mid Spring, Leo is mid Summer, Scorpio is mid Fall, and Aquarius is mid Winter.

      Denise

  128. Hi Denise,

    I’ve been meaning to ask you about the Four Living Creatures, ever since Lisa Renee’s November article. But after all these recent transitions… finally I’ve recovered (temporarily I guess) and Rozamundi beat me to it (which I thank wholeheartedly).

    Now I would like to ask further about these Fixed signs or the Four Living Creatures… because they have been teasing me quietly. I’m aching to know more about them. Lately I’ve been re-reading “the Pleiadian Agenda” with more experienced eyes. Almost every page makes more and more sense … all thanks to what we are going through right now. But so far it’s been more like a tease than getting that “Aha moment” I’ve been trying to attain. On its front cover is the “Fixed” signs… with Leo and Aquarius opposite each other as the Photon Band crosses through their path, and Taurus and Scorpio on opposite ends like West and East respectively.

    I’m not sure if you have the book in your possession but here is what the book looks like:

    So far… I read hints of the potent powers of these signs and the lessons and energies that they taught and still teach throughout each Age. From what I gathered thus far… Taurus and Scorpio are thousands of years long gone… but they seem to be influencing us still. I remember you made mentioned in either your earlier articles or in Comments… about we’ve only experienced the low-conscious levels of Taurus and Scorpio: the overly indulgence of material pleasures… or something along that line.

    I also took note what you told me last year about my throat: it’s sign is the Taurus while my natal sign is the Scorpio. Last year the throat was itching and thought about us some day using it for 5th dimensional skills. Now this year… during battling nights of insomnia (or brief night-rests) … my throat/oesophagus would feel closed off and had the urge to breathe deeply through such moments. I wonder more about the “Four Living Creatures” that might also be dealing with our chakras in body: throat chakra is the Taurus… the sexual chakra is the Scorpio (?)… the Leo is the Heart chakra (I’m guessing)… and Aquarius is… I’m guessing again… the third eye or the crown chakra…???

    Learning away and I’m itching to learn more about them. There’s something here and it’s all linked somehow.

    Lou Ann

    • Lou Ann,

      This is one of those very large and complex topics. Said very simply, I sense that these “Four Living Creatures” or four Fixed zodiacal signs (Taurus the Bull, Leo the Lion, Scorpio the Scorpion/Eagle/Phoenix, and Aquarius the Human) are coming up now is due to our recent completion and exit from the previous Evolutionary Cycle (mapped out by the Mayan calendar). Because we’re in this current transition period in between the old and very different new Evolutionary Cycle, I think these much higher dimensional forces/Beings are in our awareness now because maybe they’re needed to “Fix”, anchor or hold in place the New Cycle.

      I love the cover of Barbara Hand Clow’s The Pleiadian Agenda. 🙂

      Denise

  129. Denise, thanks for your excellent response to Bertha’s post about her brother. For many years I dealt with a similar situation with my father, who is an expert energetic vampire. For years he drained my energy, and nothing I tried stopped that. Shortly before I started my Ascension Process I decided to be estranged from him, and stayed estranged for 13 years. During that time I occasionally had contact with him while I was calling my mother to talk to her, etc. I found that for many years he kept trying various ways of draining my energy, and I would then break off contact with him for a year or two when he started to do so.

    I decided to reconnect with him about four years ago, and our relationship has been okay since then. He did try to drain my energy a little over a year ago when I was planning a trip home to visit him and my mother. I wrote him a letter telling him I was upset about what he had said about my health choices, and that I was going to cancel my trip to visit them as a result. He IMMEDIATELY mailed me a letter acknowledging that I was upset, and acknowledged that what I had shared in my letter was “…working for you.” He then asked me to reconsider coming back to visit them despite my upset. A day or two letter I received another letter from him imploring me to visit them during my trip. My father has NEVER ONCE acknowledged (let alone responded to) my upsets with him during the previous 34 years that I had been having these conflicts with him!!!!!!!

    Bertha, my point in telling you this story is to acknowledge that Denise’s advice is right on. I know how hard it can be to separate in this way from family members, but it’s something you have to do for yourself. Good luck to you. 😀

    Tom

    • Thank you for sharing your story Tom! I am preparing psychologically to detach from my brother in a more final way, I´ve been doing a lot of inner work to protect myself and not get hooked with his brilliant manipulations, I do well as long as I don´t feel pity for him, get angry, get too close or too cold or too loving or too “something”… I just need to be on guard every day to set my boundires and stay perfectly centered, like a guru… still far from that I´d better find another solution, sooo I am also starting to look for halfway houses, homes, clinics or a suitable place for him as Denise recommended. However, I know that the psychic attacks operate even when he is in the clinic, I get weakened even on the phone when he demands, or pleads or cries to see me because “I am the only person he has in the world”. and the guilt or the anger are triggered. I have always been the “good” one in the family and that´s why I inherited the responsibily to be his guardian… Now I am working on being the “bad” one just while I manage to dissolve the polarity and come to a more peaceful space… and to be honest it feels so liberating to send the message to the universe that I AM FIRST; and don´t give a shit about what others belive I should be doing!
      Thank you Tom and Denise for providing this space for sharing!!!

  130. hi denise

    i wanted to ask you since saturday morning the day of the eclipse i woke up very ill vomiting and with a tremendous diarrhea i couldn’t sleep on friday i woke up at saturday 7 am feeling very weird went back to sleep and when i woke up i start vomiting and now is sunday and still with this huge diarrhea i was wondering if this is somehow part of a change or something that im cleaning from the eclipse i just got intoxicated with something?

  131. Denise, I considered e-mailing you privately about this matter, but I thought I’d post my question here so others may benefit from your answer. My maternal grandfather is sick and, in all likelihood, he will die before the end of the year. I wish to pray for him or offer him some other type of unseen assistance since I cannot visit him physically; however, I am inexperienced in these matters and I fear giving away too much of my energy. My paternal uncle and paternal grandfather also died this year, and I suspect I “interfered” with my uncle’s death, perhaps to both of our detriments. (When my family received the phone call that he had stopped breathing, I attempted to project myself there, to embrace him energetically. I didn’t succeed, in the sense that I witnessed his last moments, but I imagined that I had brought part of him into myself. I realize now that this was a bad idea, however well-intentioned.) How may I assist my grandfather without “going too far” again?

    • “Denise, I considered e-mailing you privately about this matter, but I thought I’d post my question here so others may benefit from your answer. My maternal grandfather is sick and, in all likelihood, he will die before the end of the year. I wish to pray for him or offer him some other type of unseen assistance since I cannot visit him physically; however, I am inexperienced in these matters and I fear giving away too much of my energy. My paternal uncle and paternal grandfather also died this year, and I suspect I “interfered” with my uncle’s death, perhaps to both of our detriments. (When my family received the phone call that he had stopped breathing, I attempted to project myself there, to embrace him energetically. I didn’t succeed, in the sense that I witnessed his last moments, but I imagined that I had brought part of him into myself. I realize now that this was a bad idea, however well-intentioned.) How may I assist my grandfather without “going too far” again?”

      balsamicmoon,

      I’m proud of you for sensing that you maybe went too far in trying to “help” or “embrace” or “do something” energetically with your dying uncle. You did no damage whatsoever so you may NOT beat yourself up over this. 😉

      What I would suggest is that you simply feel the Love (and respect, joy, gratitude or whatever you’ve felt for your maternal grandfather) and sit with that feeling and awareness of that feeling in your High Heart upper chest area and let it radiate out in all directions like rays of sunlight; like rays of Heartlight. ♥ You don’t need to do anything else…just sit in this feeling and hold it for as long as you can and know that time/space/distance is meaningless and that he will feel and be positively affected by your Love.

      Hugs to you in what you’re going through with all these family members exiting,
      Denise

    • “Hi Denise, I wondered if you had seen the article by Jim Self “What Do You Mean the 3rd Dimension Is Going Away?” (http://www.in5d.com/what-do-you-mean-the-3rd-dimension-is-going-away.html). I’d be interested in your comments on this.
      Kindly,
      Susan.”

      Susan,

      Sorry it’s taken me some time to respond. Damn holidays…

      I so enjoy these types of wonderfully weird (not really weird at all!) 5D “coincidences” which aren’t coincidences at all.

      Normally I don’t and haven’t read much of Jim Self’s material. The couple things I have read simply weren’t for me at that moment in time, so I’m not saying his material/knowledge isn’t good or correct because it is in my opinion. But — and here’s comes that 5D business — earlier this month (Dec. 2011) I was led by my Higher Self to some place where this particular article by Jim Self was and read it and even printed it out because I thought it was that good. I’d written something similar about our Ascension journey from 3D through 4D Astral to vibrationally reach 5D.
      https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2009/05/25/3d-4d-5d-the-stairway-to-heaven/

      3D as we’ve known it is “going away” because we’re evolving beyond it into a fifth dimensional Earth world/reality/consciousness etc. I’ve talked briefly about “The Separation of Worlds” which was a term to describe that the old 3D Earth world we all incarnated into has expired (the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle on Oct. 28, 2011). Those who still desire or need to learn/live/create within duality in physicality will have another 3D Earth-like world in which to continue learning until they’re ready to evolve/ascend out of polarity and into unity consciousness.

      For those of us who’ve been doing the inner transformational and polarity resolution work — dealing with and transmuting and integrating whatever we’ve each needed to within the 4D Astral and our Emotional Bodies — have, are, will realize we’ve evolved/ascended into a very new 5D Earth, world, reality and consciousness. This fact will be much more obvious to far more people throughout 2012 as the old lower patriarchal systems and consciousness disintegrates at record speed and is replaced with only people who carry Light.

      I can hardly tell if I’m saying what I want to the way I intend because the freaking pain in my head/brain is so severe today! Minus five days in the month of December 2011, this head/brain pain and pressure has been constant. This is one of a few reasons why I’m not writing as many article as I used to; 2011 has been a major year of transformations and positive changes internally and externally, personally and for humanity.

      All in all it’s a great and accurate article in my opinion. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  132. Hi Denise,

    As always I always find your responses/articles very insightful. I have a question regarding the ascension symptoms. During the December, I didn’t have these intense physical symptoms( especially in the third eye area). I sometimes get concerned that I did something to interfere with my ascension, and my path is blocked. Do you find this thinking childish? I have come too far on this path that not going all the way is not an option. I am practically living in a world of my own inside the house and really only step out for groceries/chores. And I was a computer professional with a previously very active social life. So I have come a long way from that life to this life and thats why I want to do everything to be on this path. (If it were i would do anything to accelerate this process, but seeing this is not possible, I will at least do anything so as not to decelerate this process.) Your insight on this would greatly benefit me.

    Love and Light,
    Rebecca

  133. I guess my question is, would we know if we were being taken off course? I like Rebecca also worry about this, but for me it is because, though I have never been closed to ideas and beliefs like this, it is like I just started waking up in 2006.

    I have been really working on the duality since that time when I started reading books by Valente that talked how ego and duablity can cause many problems.

    the past two years it has seemed easier to decipher what the duality is and to simply work on walking away from it. I have somehow avoided being a fluff bunny in the new age world. somehow able to decipher what is beneficial and true and what is just fluff. though I know I have alot of work to do.

    yes, I have been experiencing the ancension affects for some time now (I realised this earlier this month due to your articles) and so there are answers that I was searching for both my husband and myself, but is this the only way we can tell? the psychic effects have grown much the past 2 years and even more so this past couple of months.

    do the sirians work into this in any way? just so many questions.

    Mary Lou

    • “I guess my question is, would we know if we were being taken off course? I like Rebecca also worry about this, but for me it is because, though I have never been closed to ideas and beliefs like this, it is like I just started waking up in 2006.

      I have been really working on the duality since that time when I started reading books by Valente that talked how ego and duablity can cause many problems.

      the past two years it has seemed easier to decipher what the duality is and to simply work on walking away from it. I have somehow avoided being a fluff bunny in the new age world. somehow able to decipher what is beneficial and true and what is just fluff. though I know I have alot of work to do.

      yes, I have been experiencing the ancension affects for some time now (I realised this earlier this month due to your articles) and so there are answers that I was searching for both my husband and myself, but is this the only way we can tell? the psychic effects have grown much the past 2 years and even more so this past couple of months.

      do the sirians work into this in any way? just so many questions.

      Mary Lou”

      Mary Lou,

      Yes the 6D Sirians work with many of the Sirian Starseeds plus other Starseeds who have some type of connection with Sirius/6D. They enjoy being a bit more technical and geometric and are what I call the Sacred Architects.

      I know a lot of people fear and/or worry about not being enough, not doing enough, not knowing enough, not reaching high enough etc. to make this current Ascension Process. Those very people who think this way show their real High Heart desire to evolve/ascend and that alone will take people far, very far. If one’s heart is open and honest about wanting to be more than what the old lower world has been, then that is what pulls them into the higher frequency energies. This is not saying there isn’t plenty of personal Inner Work to be done because there is, but, there MUST be an honest (not greedy, not monetary, not egoic etc.) desire to raise oneself up and out of the negativity and insanity of the old lower world and its beliefs. This you’re doing and much more. 🙂

      Once one makes this commitment to Source and Greater Higher Self, then all of heaven tries to make itself available to the person in order to help them evolve! This along with your current guides and Ascension Assistants and Higher Self will be much more consciously in your life, consciousness and reality too. And each of us were coded pre-incarnationally to be activated or triggered when it was the best for each of us within the Ascension Process. (This next bit is very important so everyone that this may apply to please take note.)

      There HAD to be a group or a couple of groups that began this Ascension Process first and second so that we could literally create an energetic Path for the others that would be triggered after us. So it’s taken us longer and the work was more difficult and at times even dangerous but this was our job, our mission and we were built for it. Once we’d cleared a Path of Light for more Light to come into the total darkness that had been on Earth, it’s gotten a bit easier and faster for everyone coming up those Energy Stair Steps behind us. So, what took us over a decade to accomplish does NOT mean it will take you or anyone else that long to do your Inner transformational Work. In fact it means it can happen much faster and more easily for you so don’t think of this Process in those old linear ways okay?

      The psychic abilities I was born with have evolved into something very new and improved. We used to call these abilities ESP – Extra Sensory Perception. I’ve heard some using the term HSP – Higher Sensory Perception which is an accurate term for our evolving abilities. We’re beginning to perceive much higher dimensional energies, beings, locations etc. What use to be “psychic” impressions is evolving into higher knowning which is much less dramatic and emotional than being 3D psychic.

      Keep reading and know that you’re unfolding at light speed! 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  134. okay, having read thru all of this, I am now confused, I think. I may understand but I want to be sure.

    Denise, can you explain to me what you mean by the dark entities? I do believe in them and have felt and come acrossed them myself and have walked away. but I do not believe in demons. a demon I have felt is a scapegoat for many people.

    I have learned over the past 2 years how the negative dark energies feel when I come up against them. even when they appear as people that you would not suspect. but I am confused.

    Am I going wrong when I feel that each of us have some dark inside of us that we have to keep tempered by the amount of light that we also have? that we have to accept that part of us as us and work to make it not be the controlling factor in our lives? let me explain if I can. there are negative and positive poles with a balanced place in the middle. to be all the way to one end or the other, could unbalance our perspective? but more toward the light is always better than the dark. an example is caution. in the positive pole, it means that I use discernment and care when I need to make decisions or face something new. too much and I could get frozen in fear. too little and I can become naive and be a victim. so I try to stay in the positive pole with a touch of the skepticism. is that what I should be doing?

    just trying to figure things out.

    Mary Lou

    • “Denise, can you explain to me what you mean by the dark entities? I do believe in them and have felt and come acrossed them myself and have walked away. but I do not believe in demons. a demon I have felt is a scapegoat for many people.

      I have learned over the past 2 years how the negative dark energies feel when I come up against them. even when they appear as people that you would not suspect. but I am confused.

      Am I going wrong when I feel that each of us have some dark inside of us that we have to keep tempered by the amount of light that we also have? that we have to accept that part of us as us and work to make it not be the controlling factor in our lives? let me explain if I can. there are negative and positive poles with a balanced place in the middle. to be all the way to one end or the other, could unbalance our perspective? but more toward the light is always better than the dark. an example is caution. in the positive pole, it means that I use discernment and care when I need to make decisions or face something new. too much and I could get frozen in fear. too little and I can become naive and be a victim. so I try to stay in the positive pole with a touch of the skepticism. is that what I should be doing?

      just trying to figure things out.

      Mary Lou”

      Mary Lou,

      Yes in a polarized world and consciousness we’ve all had dark and light within us. But, with the Ascension Process one must not ignore, not suppress, not turn away from the dark within themselves but transmute it by facing it, dealing and healing it and then releasing it. What really happens during this Alchemical Ascension Polarity Integration process is that one processes the dark/negativity which transmutes it back into Light or neutral Source/All That Is/God NON-polarized energy. So this is about energetically transmuting the negative or darkness within oneself and absorbing it as neutral Light energy. It’s about evolving this polarity, not endlessly trying to balance the dark with enough light. It’s about total transformation of that dark BACK into original Light energy. Above polarity is this level where polarities must be integrated and transmuted into neutral Unity instead of endless back and forth between polarized sides of dark/light.

      I’m not and never have been a christian or any other religion. I too don’t like the term “demon” only because of the piles of religious BS and distortions deliberately done to it to more easily control and direct the masses. Having said all that, I’ve seen and dealt with too many demons myself, I know they exist in the Astral. I call them demons because they are NON-human beings that have never been physical and they are monstrous looking and very negative. I’m not sure what you mean by “negative entities”. Some people use that term for dead humans that are really negative shits that enjoy tormenting the living in certain places. So we have dead humans who are negative jerks in the Astral, but we also have more evolved NON-human, NON-physical dark negative beings also. In a lot of cases these beings are behind both the alive and dead humans who do evil deeds to other humans. There’s so much to say about this topic alone but most people who know about these larger dark beings don’t talk much about them publicly for many reasons.

      I’ve been writing all day and am really fatigued and probably getting sloppy so I’m going to call it a day. I hope this helps.

      Denise

  135. Hi Denise. We know memory isn’t operating the way it used to. Short term memory has been sketchy for a while. But now it’s like sometimes I recall things that didn’t “happen” (but they did!) and sometimes I don’t recall things that did “happen” cause it seems to me they did not! Will memory eventually be more reliable again? Or is it becoming something different that will take a big adjustment to get used to? (Please forgive if you’ve already answered this question.)

    • “Hi Denise. We know memory isn’t operating the way it used to. Short term memory has been sketchy for a while. But now it’s like sometimes I recall things that didn’t “happen” (but they did!) and sometimes I don’t recall things that did “happen” cause it seems to me they did not! Will memory eventually be more reliable again? Or is it becoming something different that will take a big adjustment to get used to? (Please forgive if you’ve already answered this question.)”

      septembo,

      Long time no see septembo! Nice to see you here again. 🙂

      Yeah…this did I do it or did I just think about doing it? business has been expanding over the ascension years. This symptom and many others like it have to do with our evolving/ascending beyond 3D linear time/space consciousness. It simply goes with the higher territory we’ve been slowly evolving/ascending into. Between this and the “brain fog” ascension symptom it’s a minor miracle I’ve been able to think/type/write anything over the past five years! Some of my articles certainly show when I’m struggling to externalize inner awareness through the keyboard! 🙄

      The other thing with this and many other old familiar 3D situations is that we’ve already moved a great distance out of polarized (duality) consciousness and it’s matching 3D linear time/space consciousness. Where we’re still moving towards — and this will take another huge leap forward this time next year — High Heart (unity) spherical consciousness and it’s matching 5D NOW MOMENT or NON-LINEAR time/space consciousness from our High Hearts and not our old lower frequency and highly limited egoic left brain. HUGE transition this and we’re all slowly adapting and adjusting to these internal/external changes…and they’ll only evolve and expand as we do.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  136. Yes it does Denise, both of your comments help me alot. funny that you say that the 6D sirians are geometric. one of the things that have made me think is that I have always thought in terms of geometry. I have never made simple squares of triangles when I am doodling, even in gradeschool, but always everything in dimensional terms. most of the time when I am doodling for years now it is triangles. I can remember in 3rd grade being asked by a nun why I was doing triangles. I did not even know what that way. but it is what I have always done if not doing something deliberately.

    I have read that the color of blues are frequently pertaining to them also and that color has always been a call to me. almost to the extent of ignoring others if I do not control it. and I am really a fire element and should be drawn to reds but then discovered that it is the deep blue of a flame that draws me.

    that is why I asked about the sirians. when I have read about the pleiadians and sirians and the others, I seem more drawn to them. so thank you so much for that information.

    and your encouragement. I know that there is more, has always been more. mankind is worth so much more than what we do. we can be so much more. the negativity and the violence really gets to me at times now. and the meanness of so many of the tv shows. what people call the reality shows I hope are not. I do not see the draw of all of that drama.

    take care and rest Denise.

    Mary Lou

  137. Denise said

    ” I’m not sure what you mean by “negative entities”. Some people use that term for dead humans that are really negative shits that enjoy tormenting the living in certain places. So we have dead humans who are negative jerks in the Astral, but we also have more evolved NON-human, NON-physical dark negative beings also. In a lot of cases these beings are behind both the alive and dead humans who do evil deeds to other humans. There’s so much to say about this topic alone but most people who know about these larger dark beings don’t talk much about them publicly for many reasons. ”

    when I mention negative energies I am talking about both the non humans and the souls that have not moved on after death. the ones that just do not want to go into the light , that are just the negative jerks. I do not include the earth bound souls that are just confused or trapped. they need our help to move on and get out of that part of the astral.

    I get so tired of the polarity of this world. of people not being responsible and taking responsibility. the better and the less and things like that. mankind can be so much more. the inequities get to me at times, not because I want or desire more but because it is how people are judged for being people. not on their inner self but only on what we can see and it irks me greatly. whenever I find myself getting pulled far too much into the wanting to combat it, I have to walk away and get in touch again with my higher self and calm down. there are times i always feel as if I am at war with this world and those things. and do not relish the coming political year. not at all.

    my guides tell me that the political side will be what it is. that what is important is the inner and spiritual and the higher, for me to do what i can and then back away. but it is so hard at times. I just want the good, the light to come for all. not in the fluff bunny way, but in what is good and healthy for us all. without the polarity and the stigmas etc. there are days I am so tired of it all. I feel myself going into another hermit stage. withdrawing from the feelings and emotions of those who are so polarised. and yet, I am a people person. loved my retail and customer service for years. loved helping people. but there are times that the energies of others just wear me out. 2004-2007 I was a hermit. and now it is happening again. safer to stay inside. less exhaustive to stay inside. working with animals and my stones and the spiritual side. not afraid to go out, but just do not have the energy to mess with the polarised energies. but then I feel selfish that I am withdrawing and not doing what I can. sigh

    Mary Lou

  138. Hi Denise,

    I have a request. Its regarding the question I posted here. It was really an honest question and took me a lot to write just that . Maybe my questions are stupid/childish or not appropriate. If you find them in any way inappropriate, please let me know and I will learn. But to post my question and then not address it directly hurts me a lot (really lot!!). It might be because of my situation, but I am not going to be sorry for it. Sometimes when u loose the most dear thing in life, you feel a bit lonely and loneliness is worsened by the ascension symptoms. After losing a loved one, its so difficult to try to find your place in this world, and in my case I discovered that actually I have to be in another world. This is all a roller coaster for me, so many things cramped in a matter of eight months. As I walk this path alone, and learn along, I might commit some mistakes and I am ok with it. But I do highly respect you and value your opinions and insights. And to be rejected by the only people whom i relate with at this time is really going to hit hard.

    So if you don’t like my comments or questions, it would be really helpful for me to let me know with just one line that its inappropriate and I will try to learn from it.

    Thank you for your support and work,

    Rebecca

    • “Hi Denise,

      As always I always find your responses/articles very insightful. I have a question regarding the ascension symptoms. During the December, I didn’t have these intense physical symptoms( especially in the third eye area). I sometimes get concerned that I did something to interfere with my ascension, and my path is blocked. Do you find this thinking childish? I have come too far on this path that not going all the way is not an option. I am practically living in a world of my own inside the house and really only step out for groceries/chores. And I was a computer professional with a previously very active social life. So I have come a long way from that life to this life and thats why I want to do everything to be on this path. (If it were i would do anything to accelerate this process, but seeing this is not possible, I will at least do anything so as not to decelerate this process.) Your insight on this would greatly benefit me.
      Love and Light,
      Rebecca”

      “Hi Denise,

      I have a request. Its regarding the question I posted here. It was really an honest question and took me a lot to write just that . Maybe my questions are stupid/childish or not appropriate. If you find them in any way inappropriate, please let me know and I will learn. But to post my question and then not address it directly hurts me a lot (really lot!!). It might be because of my situation, but I am not going to be sorry for it. Sometimes when u loose the most dear thing in life, you feel a bit lonely and loneliness is worsened by the ascension symptoms. After losing a loved one, its so difficult to try to find your place in this world, and in my case I discovered that actually I have to be in another world. This is all a roller coaster for me, so many things cramped in a matter of eight months. As I walk this path alone, and learn along, I might commit some mistakes and I am ok with it. But I do highly respect you and value your opinions and insights. And to be rejected by the only people whom i relate with at this time is really going to hit hard.

      So if you don’t like my comments or questions, it would be really helpful for me to let me know with just one line that its inappropriate and I will try to learn from it.

      Thank you for your support and work,
      Rebecca”

      Rebecca,

      Firstly your question was not “stupid/childish”. No question is period. Secondly, I have a piece of paper beside my computer that’s only for Comments. I write people’s names on it who’ve specifically asked me a question and when I’ve answered them I scratch their name off that list. If I don’t do this, I can very easily get lost and/or overwhelmed with a cluster of new Comments and literally loose track of someones Comment question…which I’ve done many times in the past unfortunately. I’ve spent an hour searching through Comments looking from one particular one that I needed to reply to. This is why the paper with names on it beside my computer!

      Yesterday I spent 9 hours answering emails, Comments, and trying to finish two different articles I’ve got in draft now which I’d like to publish soon. My point is that I’m swamped and usually exhausted and if I get behind in responding to Comment questions (for free) it’s because of all of these reasons and more that I won’t burden you with. Please also think for a moment of how much time and energy it takes me to write all I do here. I know very well how much effort and time it takes to write!

      To your question:

      I too, as have many have, lived like a prisoner in my house for many years because going out into the lower frequency world was excruciating. This is finally easing us in late 2010 and 2011 so it’s not as painful to leave my house to do the grocery shopping and whatever else each month. This is typical for people living the Ascension Process.

      As far as your saying you’ve come too far on the Ascension Path to turn back now or to stop etc., you need to know that none of us can “go back” or stop this Process once we’ve started it! There’s only keep going for all of us.
      And as far as you being concerned about doing something to “interfere with” your Ascension Process, that too would be very hard to do. I understand your question and concern but it’s nearly impossible for any of us to override the Source generated cosmic/galactic/solar Light Energies raining down on Earth and all life on it constantly. In other words, it’s VERY hard to impossible to mess up or interfere with this natural, Source generated evolutionary process. 😉

      Oh we can do stupid things to make our Ascension Process longer, more painful and difficult. We can resist, fight or struggle against it which only postpones the inevitable evolutionary changes we all are living through now and tomorrow and next year and the year after that… But the bottom-line is that this thing is happening no matter what and it’s VASTLY easier to relax into it all and just go with the flow.

      The other day I was in head to toe physical pain and my whole body is stiff and swollen due to the massive Light energies that have been further transmuting us. These particular phases often make my body feel swollen and tight from the inside pushing out and also energy pressures from the outside pushing in against my body from all directions. Painful to say the least! I was sitting in my big chair trying to relax and get the pain to ease up and after two hours, nothing. I finally remembered to just let go of my pain and my connections to it and my focus on it and my concerns about it blah, blah, blah. In that instant I just let go of it all and released and within seconds I felt much better physically. How many times I’ve forgotten this simple technique!

      You need to realize that you are on this Path; you are deep within the Ascension Process now otherwise you wouldn’t have been emotionally hurt by my not responding to you sooner. I can’t even express to you (and everyone else) how intense and potent all of 2011 was for us and our Emotional Bodies and all of the emotional reactionary junk we’ve had to deal with in ourselves and each other this whole year! For me personally December 2011 has been a compressed version of the entire year with so much painful, hurtful, disrespectful, unaware type crap from so many people and MY having to work on MYSELF concerning it all. You’re reaction to my not getting back to you quickly enough is an example of what I’m talking about. We’ve all been so raw, so sensitive, so tired of the pain and people who don’t understand. It’s been very difficult.

      To connect all this I would tell you that you are living the Ascension Process; you can’t mess it up but you/me/each of us can make it longer and harder and more painful than it already is by resisting it or being too mental/intellectual about the Process etc. When in doubt, go into your Heart and remember and FEEL something or someone or a pet etc. that is or was deeply wonderful, loving, pure, and made you FEEL just wonderful. It could be a sunset or a favorite pet or event or whatever. Just go into that emotion within yourself and bask there for as long as you need to to feel better and get some clarity again.

      I’m sorry you too have felt wounded, disrespected, ignored or demeaned in any way. These feelings have been abundant all year and they’re only going to increase so WE ALL need to remember to be kind and respectful to each other much more than we’ve been.

      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

  139. Dear Denise,

    I have tears in my eyes reading your answer. First I am sorry, I didn’t mean to send any negativity or unkindness to you. I am very embarrassed that I wrote it that way. I guess writing meaningfully is also becoming hard for me. I really apologize again and want to tell you that I highly respect your work and commitment to it. Doing this for so many years and also helping people transmute their negativity requires lot of energy for a single person, all the while going through ascension symptoms themselves. This is not by an means easy and I really commend you for that. The genuineness of your work is reflected in the kind of comments and people who follow you. I am just one of them, joining in this year and trying to understand this process. You are really an anchor for us new entrants. I really mean it when I say your blog is my lifeline and I really look forward to any posts from you. I guess joining in late have a lot to catch up, and with so many things available on the internet, your words resonate with me a lot. I guess I have become oversensitive being very new to this loneliness. Sorry didn’t mean to project it on you.

    Thank you for your specific insight for my question. It really showed me the way. I need to work on my confidence and oversensitivity, besides transmuting the residual negativity. I guess the fact that I am aware of it will help me a lot. I think I am being too pedantic about it and need to ease a little bit. There are wonderful things happening also, and feeling of being a part of it all, that comes from inside is the most wonderful feeling. Its the purpose of my life I have been looking for all these years. I guess the fact though I had been experiencing it for last 12 years but only beacame aware of it after the most traumatic event in my life, made me loose my footing a bit. I need to regain it. I thank you for your help in it.

    I think right now I am too embarrassed about this to speak to you again , though I will diligently follow your blog. Never meant to discomfort/offend you in any way. I know you would have forgiven me. I remain grateful for your love.

    Regards
    Rebecca

    P.S. Denise, I just meant for this for only you to read it.

    • “P.S. Denise, I just meant for this for only you to read it.”

      Rebecca,

      We all bleed the same and we all learn the same. Your learning from all this was brilliant and THAT is all that matters to me for each of us and myself too. 🙂

      Denise

  140. Hi Denise, just re-reading some replies here, and got to your response to “Lou-Ann and All” Aug 2010 – where you were explaining how you were seeing two possible outcomes to the present ascension I’ll copy & paste part of it here:

    “”So…we’ve basically got two PRIMARY probable realities brewing. There are many more than just these polarized two however, but currently, these are the two largest and most potent probable realities that I’ve perceived to date.

    1) One world and reality is the ascended 5D Earth and humanity that is self-empowered and exists as a Whole Planetary Aquarian Fifth Dimensional Group.

    2) Another world and reality that’s an Aquarian Age version of the past Piscean Age with far more dis-empowered humans who’ve totally handed their power and consciousness over to whatever machine and technology is presented to them. Think the Matrix movies but so, so, so much worse. Think of the worst of Atlantis at its darkest, then make it worse and you’re getting close to what these negative unseen beings and their physical human patriarchal puppets are creating for you if you’re not aware enough to choose for yourself.””

    I felt such a surge of excitement reading this, because I have just listened to Dolores Cannon who described how Mother Earth is completing her Ascension and that this will culminate in a new world literally forming from the old.. she described it as like seeing two cells separate and become different entities.. one Earth will take with her all the incarnated souls who are vibrating at the new level, and the old world will continue on it’s path with all of those souls still entrenched in the 3D world remaining to work through their karma in the ‘old’ way.. This made your personal vision of the two Primary Probable Realities make perfect sense – they will BOTH happen! Wow! If you get chance to listen to this interview with Dolores, here’s a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEtHT02limQ&feature=fvst I don’t like the presentation but if you can get past that.. I’d be really interested on your take.
    Love, Light and an easy Flight 😉

    • “Hi Denise, just re-reading some replies here, and got to your response to “Lou-Ann and All” Aug 2010 – where you were explaining how you were seeing two possible outcomes to the present ascension I’ll copy & paste part of it here:

      “”So…we’ve basically got two PRIMARY probable realities brewing. There are many more than just these polarized two however, but currently, these are the two largest and most potent probable realities that I’ve perceived to date.

      1) One world and reality is the ascended 5D Earth and humanity that is self-empowered and exists as a Whole Planetary Aquarian Fifth Dimensional Group.

      2) Another world and reality that’s an Aquarian Age version of the past Piscean Age with far more dis-empowered humans who’ve totally handed their power and consciousness over to whatever machine and technology is presented to them. Think the Matrix movies but so, so, so much worse. Think of the worst of Atlantis at its darkest, then make it worse and you’re getting close to what these negative unseen beings and their physical human patriarchal puppets are creating for you if you’re not aware enough to choose for yourself.””

      I felt such a surge of excitement reading this, because I have just listened to Dolores Cannon who described how Mother Earth is completing her Ascension and that this will culminate in a new world literally forming from the old.. she described it as like seeing two cells separate and become different entities.. one Earth will take with her all the incarnated souls who are vibrating at the new level, and the old world will continue on it’s path with all of those souls still entrenched in the 3D world remaining to work through their karma in the ‘old’ way.. This made your personal vision of the two Primary Probable Realities make perfect sense – they will BOTH happen! Wow! If you get chance to listen to this interview with Dolores, here’s a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEtHT02limQ&feature=fvst I don’t like the presentation but if you can get past that.. I’d be really interested on your take.
      Love, Light and an easy Flight 😉 “

      Rozamundi,

      I finally watched this You Tube video clip and thanks Rozamundi for sharing it. I agree, the music and special effects left a bit to be desired but whatever. I’m going to try to cover the main points I heard Dolores Cannon mention in this particular video.

      1)I’ve written about what I’ve called The Separation of Worlds which talked about how the old Earth world is not ascending/evolving now, and, how there is a second Earth world being manifested out of the old one and it is the one that’s evolving or ascending. This and much more is what we Starseeds “Volunteered” for; to physically incarnate on Earth to help it and humanity evolve out of the old lower frequency and consciousness of duality, darkness, the bottom three chakras and their matching consciousness and linear time/space etc. This is literal and not symbolic. There is a higher frequency, fifth dimensional Earth world being manifested to house all of the humans who are currently ready and able to evolve/ascend. There has to be matching frequency worlds within like-frequency dimensions for BOTH the old and the new.

      2)I’ve written old articles about my past-life memories in 12,600 B.C. Egypt with some Starbeings/ETs from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and 5D Pleiades and how I, and many others, were Starseeds in that time period in super-ancient Egypt. [See my articles under Reincarnation & Past Lives and/or Starbeings, ETs, Starseeds for this information.]

      In one or more of these old articles, and in A Lightworker’s Mission , I talk about my past-life memory as a Starseed in that timeline in Egypt. I also talk about my memory of piloting a small two-seater UFO in this past life up and down the Nile as a young Starseed. This was common training for most of the young Starseeds and not just something I did. It was much like today’s Drivers Education in school for 15-year-old humans!

      The big deal with this was that the way these UFOs were steered, driven, was by the mental focus of the person piloting it. That sounds cool and exciting but it was really difficult. One could not let their mind wander of you could fly the UFO into a cliff or the Nile! It was intense learning how to focus one’s mental attention to this degree and fly the UFO from point A to point B. We student drivers/flyers were instructed to always keep the Nile river in view and use it as our navigational tool when we’d fly from city-to-city delivering materials. So the student Starseeds learned how to focus their minds and intents well enough to fly solo missions in these smaller UFOs up and down the Nile, and later throughout Egypt and beyond. The older Starbeings and Starseed flew the much, much larger UFOs around Egypt and beyond and those larger craft would typically have a small group of pilots mentally flying and intending where they went. The thing Dolores Cannon mentioned about the “crystals” in these UFO craft is true too and they were like the navigational systems for them. All the information was already installed within the crystal or crystals in each UFO so all they required was living mental focus and intend to activate them to.

      3) Prior to the start of my personal Ascension Process, I had nearly constant telepathic and clairvoyant communications with my small group of non-physical, other-dimensional Starbeings/ETs. (Remember that this was PRE the start of my Ascension Process; things work very differently since then.) The way that we would communicate was that I would increase my frequency rate as much as I was capable of at that time while these higher dimensional Starbeings would lower their frequency rate just enough for us to sort of met in the middle somewhere so we could both communicate and interact with each other.

      With the start of my Ascension Process in Feb. 1999 this method with these Starbeings/ETs ended because, and this is important, it was time for me to evolve/ascend up to a much higher frequency range (5D) where we all can much more easily see, hear, feel and interact and communicate with each other. This is what’s coming for all of us eventually with via the Ascension Process.

      Hope I remembered the most important stuff and if interested, go back through my old articles to read for yourself, or get A Lightworker’s Mission for more of the details, about all of this type of information from my past-life memories and my present life interactions with other dimensional Beings.

      Denise

      P.S.
      Here’s a link to a 2010 interview I found of Dolores Cannon that you might also enjoy. https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2010/10/13/aug-2010-dolores-cannon-interview/

  141. I am listening to Dolores Cannon “Three Waves of Volunteers & The New Earth”

    The points that are resonating with me include:

    – Many people are affecting others with energy just by walking through a shopping mall for one example. I have always believed in this type of transfer of energy as well as other types of energy transference for all that matters.

    – The need to forgive and let go (parents and myself) old karma to move on !!!

    – The need to let go of fear ( as fear is not only an illusion according to Delores; but also a form of control being used over us) Don’t buy into the fear !!

    But Denise, being born in 1966 could I still qualify as a 2cnd wave volunteer ( Dolores says this age group is approx 20’s – 30’s ) but the rest of what she said about the second wave volunteers seems to fit ?

    • “I am listening to Dolores Cannon “Three Waves of Volunteers & The New Earth”

      The points that are resonating with me include:

      – Many people are affecting others with energy just by walking through a shopping mall for one example. I have always believed in this type of transfer of energy as well as other types of energy transference for all that matters.

      – The need to forgive and let go (parents and myself) old karma to move on !!!

      – The need to let go of fear ( as fear is not only an illusion according to Delores; but also a form of control being used over us) Don’t buy into the fear !!

      But Denise, being born in 1966 could I still qualify as a 2cnd wave volunteer ( Dolores says this age group is approx 20′s – 30′s ) but the rest of what she said about the second wave volunteers seems to fit ?”

      simplicity1111,

      I swear I’m going to watch that video after I get these Comments published! I haven’t had the time yet to watch it and I want to even though I bought Dolores’ new book.

      Also thanks for asking this question as it gives me the opportunity to share what I know about this. I just turned 60 (this Dec. 2011) and I’m a First Wave Starseed. The main difference between me and other Starseeds is that I’ve had more conscious awareness of my having come to Earth now from a higher dimension for specific reasons related to the current Ascension Process. I incarnated with more conscious memories and conscious connections with certain nonphysical Starbeings/ETs than the majority of other Starseeds is all.

      My Mother who turned 82 this Dec. is a Second Wave Starseed. My son who is 39 now is also a Second Wave Starseed so you see that these age groups are not as strict as Dolores and certain other people have claimed. There are always exceptions with these multidimensional, pre-incarnational soul contracts with Starseeds and others who’ve never even been in a physical body before but volunteered to come now to help with Ascending/evolving Earth and humanity to the next level and much more.

      Also many (but of course not all) of the Second Wave Starseeds are the ones who come in after the First Wave Starseeds have cleared enough of the negativity and crap away so the next wave of Light even had an open safe place to land on Earth! In super simplified terms, the First Wavers cleared an energetic path through the dark, dense, negativity enough so that the Second Wave group could come in and with the Light they have within themselves and embody it in a dark world that would fight against them and what they’re here to do which is BE the Light, EMBODY the Light, HOUSE the Light, and SPREAD the Light. Now the Second Wave group do not have to write books or lecture etc. to SPREAD the Light they carry; they do this naturally because they ARE the Light. 😉 They do this as naturally as many of the First Wavers transmute negativity and integrate polarity! Each Starseed Wave group is coded or energetically wired or designed to do very specific energetic things once they arrive in this dimension. Their just being here physically in-body is them “doing” what they each are gifted at so it’s a very different level of “doing”.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  142. Thanks Denise, I will check out your archives ! It must get so frustrating for you, people asking the same stuff you’ve covered over and over.. so thanks for your patience. I’m sure there are thousands more like me for whom a lot of this is fresh. And since the internet, so much information is flying in, one link leading to another so fast now – a month ago I’d never head of you or Dolores or Donna Eden (three amazing earth-angels!) I have never had any experience of a ‘supernatural’ nature, yet all my life I’ve felt on the outside.. as a child I only wanted to ‘watch’ and would sit in the window of my house looking out until I was pushed outside to play with the other kids. So much of what you are saying makes sense.. not wanting to mix, having very few friends, thinking of myself as an Earthling and my ‘age’ only being relative to having circumnavigated the Sun a certain number of times. I always felt there was ‘something else going on’ yet I have never experienced it. No childhood invisible friends or abilities to see energy; no pre-cognition or highly developed intuition. Nothing. All I’ve done is read about others’ and their experiences. Now I’m wondering if this was in my contract – to have no memory or support of any kind? Or, despite being born in the Baby Boomer period (1950), am I just a very old earth-bound soul working off generations of karma – in which case will I be left behind on the Old Earth when the New Earth transitions? Jeez! I hope not! My husband (of 42 years) thinks it’s all bunkum and says I’m just gullible. We are so totally opposite I believe we are together so we can keep each other in balance, but his joyless and negative energy is palpable and I’ve been so grateful to have learned ways of stopping him from draining me of my love for life and this beautiful planet. Okay, I’m going to order your book now!
    A Happy, Healthful, Peaceful and Prosperous New Year, Denise & All who read here. ♥

  143. “Dear Denise I have recently caught the flu. As I am at peace with myself and the world I am perplexed as to why I caught it. The thought came into my mind that it could be connected with ascension? As I have over the years had just about every other ascension symptom and have learnt to ‘go with the flow’ – this has made me wonder ?? The only thing I did recently was brave the sales to get some things I needed but the energies in the shopping centre was so vile I had to cut short my visit as it was making me feel bad.

    As I have been integrating the most powerful energies I have ever experienced these last two months I could well have done without this.

    The good news is your book The Temple of Master Hotei has arrived Friday 13th (lucky for some). I knew when I saw the cover and title I wanted to read it. Would appreciate your comments re flu. Maureen”

    Maureen,

    I’m quoting your question here because I can’t publish any Comments that are connected to images or photos.

    In many cases we’re needed to have more down time or quite, self-nurturing time because big energetic changes are happening inside our bodies/brains etc. If we try to override these times and stay as busy and hardworking as usual, we’re sometimes removed by our Higher Selves for different reasons…like resting, healing, going within, staying out of the lower world insanity and possible danger etc.

    I think your answer is in your sentence:

    “The only thing I did recently was brave the sales to get some things I needed but the energies in the shopping center was so vile I had to cut short my visit as it was making me feel bad.”

    You possibly stayed too long in a lower frequency location with like-frequency people (shoppers) and not enough energy protection around yourself so you got physically sick. I’ve done this same thing many times over the past nearly thirteen Ascension years. And even with energy protection around me before I walk out my door to do anything out there, I still can sometimes be very strongly affected by the lower frequency energies and consciousness out there. It sometimes takes me hours or days to recover from my having gone out to do the necessary shopping or whatever else. It’s vastly better now than it was five, ten, twelve years ago because SO much more Light is here now but, there is still a gap between me and the world out there. Won’t it be grand when this is no longer the case for all of us.

    Rest and recuperate and always but always wrap yourself up in Light Energy before you leave your house/property.

    Hugs,
    Denise

  144. Dear Denise thanks for taking the time and trouble to reply to me. Sorry about the images/photos WordPress.Com sent me an automated reply. I accepted it thinking this is how I would get a response.

    I regularly go into town and suffer no ill effects but sure enough the energies in the sales were beyond belief. I am over the worst now but lesson learned I will be more careful with protection and try to not stay too long in town. Maureen

    • “Hi Denise, how do I know if I still in the ascension process or i’m one of those who has lost their path?”

      deepness,

      I know a lot of people have this fear or concern, which honestly amazes me and here’s why.

      For you or anyone else to “lose their path” they’d have to become heartless, totally selfish, completely irresponsible, and very, very Dark/negative etc. Most people are just confused…not Dark/negative.

      If you have real, honest heart meaning compassion and caring and empathy for other people/animals/lifeforms, AND you have a real, honest desire to grow/evolve and are willing to let go of the old things, ways, and beliefs that were important to you (like our ego’s take on the tiny range of physical reality that it’s only capable of perceiving etc.), then you are most assuredly on the Ascension Path. ♥ 🙂

      Stay in your heart as much as you can and be happy instead of in fear and you are embodying the Light which helps not only you but everyone else too.

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Denise thank you so much i know it took me awhile but i do appreciate so much your help i have been having the worst months of my entire life not even when i had cancer i was like this but anyway i hope one day the light shows up in my path i’m doing everything right but seems like I’m doing everything wrong hahah anyway i trust that time and the universe will show me what do i have to learn from all this thank you and bright blessings

  145. Hi Denise,

    Just recently, while I was out like a rock napping away for the umpteenth time during the day… I had an in-your-face dream moment.

    Or was it a dream?

    The dream was so real… that I was certain that I was either close on the surface in this 3D water/realm or… just merging out of the 4D realm. I was abruptly and rudely “awakened” by VERY loud shoutings and screamings from my parents… who every now and then would bout such horrible, loud and dramatic life-threatening screams at each other… especially nasty angry-screams from my tantrum-ridden dad threatening Mum’s life and so forth. It was SO loud that I physically got out of bed… quickly opened my bedroom door and entered the corridor to see who was screaming at who and why.

    No one was there. No one was home.

    This is about the third/fourth time that this happened to me during the end of 2011 and this January 2012. It may have happened to me in years past before… but this time it’s becoming more and more frequent… louder and louder… in-your-face and … real.

    Is this the veil between 3D and 4D thinning thing? Or it something more… much, MUCH more?

    Thanks for responding in advance dear Ascension Teacher,
    Lou Ann

    • “Hi Denise,

      Just recently, while I was out like a rock napping away for the umpteenth time during the day… I had an in-your-face dream moment.

      Or was it a dream?

      The dream was so real… that I was certain that I was either close on the surface in this 3D water/realm or… just merging out of the 4D realm. I was abruptly and rudely “awakened” by VERY loud shoutings and screamings from my parents… who every now and then would bout such horrible, loud and dramatic life-threatening screams at each other… especially nasty angry-screams from my tantrum-ridden dad threatening Mum’s life and so forth. It was SO loud that I physically got out of bed… quickly opened my bedroom door and entered the corridor to see who was screaming at who and why.

      No one was there. No one was home.

      This is about the third/fourth time that this happened to me during the end of 2011 and this January 2012. It may have happened to me in years past before… but this time it’s becoming more and more frequent… louder and louder… in-your-face and … real.

      Is this the veil between 3D and 4D thinning thing? Or it something more… much, MUCH more?

      Thanks for responding in advance dear Ascension Teacher,
      Lou Ann”

      Lou Ann,

      It’s hard to tell exactly what this may be at this point. I too have occasionally heard some of the strangest sounds/noises in the air/space above and around me. These sounds are nothing I’ve ever heard before and aren’t even physical sounds in my opinion even though they sound “physical”. Interdimensional and energy changes and shifts and sounds and who knows what all!

      As far as your hearing voices while asleep and dreaming, it may be residual etheric sounds you’re hearing clairaudiently from past physical fights between your parents. Or, it could be past stuck emotional energies within you caused by your parents and/or their fighting or whatever else, that simply cannot remain in you or your body or etheric body any longer. I know I did tons of my personal inner transformational work while I was asleep in dreams because so much can be accomplished in the shortest time in our dreams and dream bodies.

      People are becoming increasingly psychically aware and sensitive to their being multidimensional beings who can and do perceive different things, beings, energies, locations etc. from multiple dimensions and not ONLY this one. This means more and more people — especially in 2012 — will be experiencing much more psychical type things due to the dramatic increase in cosmic and solar energies altering, evolving/ascending all of our DNA, cells, pineal and pituitary glands and much more.

      I’m proud of you for not being frightened by such a loud and shocking experience. Well done you. 🙂

      Denise

  146. Hi Denise,

    Have been a reader of your blog for a year now and it has helped me a lot. This year has already been a roller coaster in terms of rising emotions, increasing energies et al., but happy to say that in a positive way, and after every down i come out feeling more light inside me. I have couple of questions ( mostly thinking aloud). If you feel appropriate than any insight from you will greatly benefit me.

    1. Psychic Self Defense: Could you please point me to any of our postings which can help me with this.

    2. Complete detachment from anything 3D : Slowly and surely there has been a complete detachment from material things, relationships, even the creativity which was like a lifeline in these years of increasing isolation. This does not cause anxiety, however it does cause impatience at times to cross over, mostly because now I feel that I am being “useless” here with no purpose or mission besides transmuting the lower frequency thoughts/emotions). I understand by “BE ING” HERE we are accomplishing some part of mission but do you think that till ascension our only purpose would be to transmute 3D habits.

    3.Expiration of ascension process: Is there one single time frame when all the starseeds/lightworkers et al on the path of ascension will actually ascend to higher dimensions or this will be an ongoing process for years to come. There might be that this ascension process is going on and some are continually ascending (the ones who reach the top of stair steps), but I (and this is my personal truth, not necessarily true for anybody else) cannot see myself in 2013. So I am a bit confused that do i have to plan my exit if the ascension process is kind of long drawn out one over the coming years.

    Thank you for giving us this space where we can safely present our thoughts without judgement.

    Love and light always,

    Saakshi

    • “Hi Denise,

      Have been a reader of your blog for a year now and it has helped me a lot. This year has already been a roller coaster in terms of rising emotions, increasing energies et al., but happy to say that in a positive way, and after every down i come out feeling more light inside me. I have couple of questions ( mostly thinking aloud). If you feel appropriate than any insight from you will greatly benefit me.

      1. Psychic Self Defense: Could you please point me to any of our postings which can help me with this.

      2. Complete detachment from anything 3D : Slowly and surely there has been a complete detachment from material things, relationships, even the creativity which was like a lifeline in these years of increasing isolation. This does not cause anxiety, however it does cause impatience at times to cross over, mostly because now I feel that I am being “useless” here with no purpose or mission besides transmuting the lower frequency thoughts/emotions). I understand by “BE ING” HERE we are accomplishing some part of mission but do you think that till ascension our only purpose would be to transmute 3D habits.

      3.Expiration of ascension process: Is there one single time frame when all the starseeds/lightworkers et al on the path of ascension will actually ascend to higher dimensions or this will be an ongoing process for years to come. There might be that this ascension process is going on and some are continually ascending (the ones who reach the top of stair steps), but I (and this is my personal truth, not necessarily true for anybody else) cannot see myself in 2013. So I am a bit confused that do i have to plan my exit if the ascension process is kind of long drawn out one over the coming years.

      Thank you for giving us this space where we can safely present our thoughts without judgement.

      Love and light always,

      Saakshi”

      Saakshi,

      1) I don’t know as I have written so much about actual psychic self defense methods, but more about symptoms and signs of it. There are complex reasons why I’ve done this and the main reason was because I did NOT want people to get hung up on the tools of psychic protection but to better understand why we get attacked and so on.

      An old favorite book about this is Psychic Self-Defense by Dion Fortune (1930). The language in it is old and a bit weird to get used to but the occult knowledge in it (and all of her old books) is invaluable. Another great and accurate source of knowledge about this topic comes from Lisa Renee. Here’s the link to her page about Psychic Self Defense.

      http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=57&Itemid=91

      2) Absolutely not! Many of us (Starseeds and Indigos) are continuously doing different energy blueprint embodying work. Remember that once the old lower stuff and blueprints/patterns etc. are transmuted, the NEW higher frequency blueprints/patterns etc. must come in and replace them. Those of us who do this embodying within physicality are doing that work too; providing new templates/blueprints/patterns for an ascending/evolving humanity.

      I know how frustrating the waiting is with all this but try to find things that you enjoy doing or creating. The old ways and old things that used to be fun just aren’t satisfying (or tolerable in many cases!) anymore so we’re all having to tread water so to speak. Be easy on yourself with this and know that we all should be seeing and experiencing much more this year.

      3) Number three could take books to answer because the question is that complex and the answers that numerous. I’m working on an article that talks a bit more about this, as best as I’m able to perceive the topic to date. I do know that just like there were Wave Groups –First Wave, Second Wave etc.– AND also Stair Steps within those different Wave groups and others, we’ll each experience exiting this process much like we experienced entering it. Small groups of us will reach the energetic frontiers first and we’ll be quickly followed by endless other small groups or clusters of people, and then other small groups and individuals after that. Stair Steps.

      I also sense that the end of December 2012 and start of January 2013 is a very big deal in that Earth and humanity will come into contact with (enter) some not-yet-experienced energies –I’ve referred to this as a River of Light only because I don’t know what else to call it and it looks to me like a fast-flowing river of light energies! And, I sense that when this happens, much of humanity will be greatly affected by this very high frequency Light Energies in profoundly positive ways. Again, this too will be experienced to some degree much like the past different Wave Groups plus individuals embodying this Light Energy in slightly different ways and degrees. Those who are further along in this Ascension Process will be effected by entering this new energy in slightly different ways than people who are not as far along within their individual spiritual development and focus and numerous other things. This is very complex and NOT a flat, single, even or equal situation ONLY because all people are NOT currently existing at the same identical level of awareness and development.

      But, everyone who ascends will be within the same 5D frequency range which means they all will be affected very positively by this…River of Light energy. Everyone’s in school, just not all in the same grade at the same time. This is important to remember because it’s always been like this anyway.

      The other thing with this topic that makes it very difficult to talk about is the linear time and linear consciousness business. We are multidimensional beings who are currently evolving/ascending out of strict linear only awareness into growing quantum consciousness or the “Now Moment”. Because of this, it’s very difficult to talk about this in a linear sort of way when it’s really nonlinear and quantum.

      I sense that the Expiration Date for this particular Ascension Process will end with the end of 2012. This means there will be two primary Earth timelines and Earth worlds; one matching frequency one for the non-ascending/evolving humans, and another higher frequency one for all the humans that are within frequency range to it and therefore can make the transition to the New Earth and timeline in a higher dimension.

      There’s so much more to all this but, for know, I hope this helps answer your questions a bit.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  147. Hi, Denise – I just came across what might be a preview posting of Lisa Renee’s February newsletter: http://shiftfrequency.com/lisa-renee-self-definition/ which as always makes for interesting reading.

    I wondered if you have an understanding of what she means when she talks about the 5D timeline as being obsolete? It’s something she’s mentioned in earlier posts but I couldn’t find any resultant discussion about it, so thought it was just something I didn’t understand and would find out more about if and when the time was right.

    I’d just be interested if you had any thoughts and/or ‘plain English’ explanations around what she is saying?

    With thanks,
    Susie

    • “Hi, Denise – I just came across what might be a preview posting of Lisa Renee’s February newsletter: http://shiftfrequency.com/lisa-renee-self-definition/ which as always makes for interesting reading.

      I wondered if you have an understanding of what she means when she talks about the 5D timeline as being obsolete? It’s something she’s mentioned in earlier posts but I couldn’t find any resultant discussion about it, so thought it was just something I didn’t understand and would find out more about if and when the time was right.

      I’d just be interested if you had any thoughts and/or ‘plain English’ explanations around what she is saying?

      With thanks,
      Susie”

      Susie,

      I found it in my email this morning. I’ll quote it here at TRANSITIONS soon and then reply to your question under the article itself so people don’t get confused or lost.

      In a word…I’ve referred to this as the Expiration Date. I recently watched David Wilcock and Bill Wood (interviewed by Project Camelot) talking about what they called a “Wall of Light” or maybe it was a “Wall of white Light”, and also “timeline 1” and “timeline 2″.

      I clairvoyantly saw this in 2011 (and still am seeing it) and briefly talked about it calling it a River of Light. Lisa Renee is referring to a timeline that’s become “obsolete” because it’s been overridden by higher dimensionals and us incarnate Starseeds. We’re all really talking about the same thing, the same ending of multiple timelines with the 2012 Winter Solstice. More info about this coming soon. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  148. Hi Denise,
    Thank-you so much for your response to my question quite some time ago….just after your computer crashed. It was very helpful indeed and you were right….by the time I read your response I had put much of what I had experienced together on my own. I am getting more and more used to experiencing and living in 5D though have not had any more physical encounters with Starbeings/ET’s since then. I am finding that I am beginning to oscillate less and less between 3D and 5D….in many repsects right now I feel as though I am a bridge…here to help others cross over.

    My question for you at this time is in regards to a psychiatric diagnosis of bi-polar disorder. In light of all you have discovered, read about and written about…specifically in terms of polarity integration…..I am wondering what your thoughts are on this and how these times and the current energy shifts taking place might affect such persons differently. I realize that this may be a difficult question….though I have direct experiences with someone who has been diagnosed and medicated…and frankly these experinces have been insightful, powerful, transformative and downright strange at times….some of my most dramatic multi-dimensional experiences to date in fact. I, of course realize that not all individuals with such diagnosis are experiencing the same thing or are on the same stair step….however, my particular take on this individual is that in a different time and place or culture for that matter…this one would likely have been initiated, trained, guided and supported into spiritual leadership. It is obvious and apparent to me that this individual is greatly affected by the dynamics of the current energy shifts in a positive way and I am wondering if you have any ideas on how to support such an individual. Many thanks, MJ

  149. Hello Denise,
    Ever since I read about heart orgasms on your blog, I was curious about what that might be like. Well, I think I experienced one tonight as I was meditating! It lasted about 30 minutes and felt like a fire in my heart chakra that continued to expand out beyond my chest. It seemed to have a green color associated with too. I guess what I want to know is what is happening to cause that feeling? Is it my heart chakra opening further? Is it source energy? I take it as a positive sign that I am continuing along the ascension path. Thanks for your insight.
    Hugs,
    Susan.

    • “Hello Denise,
      Ever since I read about heart orgasms on your blog, I was curious about what that might be like. Well, I think I experienced one tonight as I was meditating! It lasted about 30 minutes and felt like a fire in my heart chakra that continued to expand out beyond my chest. It seemed to have a green color associated with too. I guess what I want to know is what is happening to cause that feeling? Is it my heart chakra opening further? Is it source energy? I take it as a positive sign that I am continuing along the ascension path. Thanks for your insight.
      Hugs,
      Susan.”

      Susan,

      The Heart chakra is green so well done you! 🙂 Yes your Heart chakra is opening or activating and having much more energy running through it and this will increase and it’s a very positive sign.

      The Heart chakra and the physical chest area can feel warm/hot, vibrating, greatly expanded, open, full and overflowing, irregular heartbeats and/or thumps or pounding while at rest etc. All of these ascension related Heart chakra symptoms are positive signs that much more energy is being housed in and through it and that your primary seat and focus is evolving from the gut or Solar Plexus (yellow colored), up into the Heart/High Heart.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  150. Denise, I apologize that I’m being impatient posing this question; most likely, you will write a post about the 2012 Spring Equinox since you have a countdown on the main page. I’ve been feeling more excited about this equinox than nearly any event prior, but I am uncertain what to do or create with these energies. I’ve made a list of intentions for my personal growth and development, as well as intentions for certain ideas I’d like to see take root in the collective consciousness…but this feels a bit old-energy to me. I want to assist you Elders/Way Showers any way I can from my current level/”stair step,” but I am uncertain how best I may do so. I’ve had an idea brewing for months of something I’d like to manifest at a local level; it feels big to me, something I’m excited about but unsure if I can “pull off” by myself. Yet in the larger scheme of what you and others are doing, it’s quite small and insignificant. Should I attempt it or focus my energies elsewhere? Or perhaps I shouldn’t try to “do” anything at all?

    I appreciate any guidance about how we may work with the 2012 Spring Equinox energies.

    • “Denise, I apologize that I’m being impatient posing this question; most likely, you will write a post about the 2012 Spring Equinox since you have a countdown on the main page. I’ve been feeling more excited about this equinox than nearly any event prior, but I am uncertain what to do or create with these energies. I’ve made a list of intentions for my personal growth and development, as well as intentions for certain ideas I’d like to see take root in the collective consciousness…but this feels a bit old-energy to me. I want to assist you Elders/Way Showers any way I can from my current level/”stair step,” but I am uncertain how best I may do so. I’ve had an idea brewing for months of something I’d like to manifest at a local level; it feels big to me, something I’m excited about but unsure if I can “pull off” by myself. Yet in the larger scheme of what you and others are doing, it’s quite small and insignificant. Should I attempt it or focus my energies elsewhere? Or perhaps I shouldn’t try to “do” anything at all?

      I appreciate any guidance about how we may work with the 2012 Spring Equinox energies.”

      balsamicmoon – Beth,

      I too feel the 2012 Spring Equinox will activate further fifth dimensional High Heart or “Unity Consciousness” energies and new realities at a scale (and speed) never before experienced on Earth and in much of humanity. I also feel the unfolding of each of the Solstices and Equinoxes in 2012 will be unusually potent and life/reality/consciousness-changing and because of this I’m keeping the WordPress Countdown Clock widget up this year to help remind people of these extra powerful transitions and to USE them.

      I have to mention also that the winter quarter–from the 2011 Winter Solstice to the 2012 Spring Equinox–has to me been THE fastest winter ever! Learning to navigate the old “doing” of things that need one’s attention in the physical world, AND the just “being” that’s also needed has been extra strange (and difficult in many cases) to me this winter quarter. My sense is that with the activation of the 2012 Spring Equinox, “time” will go even more wonky and weird than it has been for everyone which is saying something! We’re all going to be learning and dealing with linear time and space disintegrating even faster and more so than ever before. Said another way…expect more weird anomalies and phenomena and what I call Spherical Consciousness (instead of linear consciousness and time awareness) throughout 2012 everyone.

      I think your list of 2012 Spring Equinox Intentions is a great idea and isn’t “old-energy” like at all so please do it because that is a huge help to all of us Elder Starseeds/Lighterworkers plus humanity and reality in general. Like I’ve said before, we all know what we DON’T want in our new world, so Consciously Create and Co-Create right over those old negative things and systems. Realize too that your High Heart’s desire to help and assist is 5D “doing” that seems like “not doing” because you’re not doing anything physically, externally. 😉 Creating is multidimensional so simply intending and embodying and feeling things is indeed “doing” in the higher dimensions and levels of being and consciousness.

      I also sense it’s finally time for you young adult Indigos to begin creating some of the 5D things and systems etc. in our new Earth world. I know your Group has felt like you’ve been floating in a world of insanity with nothing of any real importance under your feet on Earth for most of your lives but your time has arrived finally, and because of this all sorts of 5D High Heart-based new programs, communities or Aquarian Age “groups” will really takeoff. So yes Beth–and all you other adult and young adult Indigos out there–expect to come into your own now in 2012 and beyond because it’s time for this too and I couldn’t be happier about it for multiple reasons. We Elders have our places and missions or jobs to fulfill in 2012, but so too do you Indigos, and god/dess knows we Elders are so ready for others to finally be able to fulfill what they came here to do too. All layers, levels, and Groups are profoundly important to the entire overall planetary and cosmic Group. ♥

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

      • How did I miss reading your response? No matter, I’ve found it now that I’m ready–and, appropriately, closer to the Spring Equinox. Thanks, Nikkoale! I really needed to read this part in particular:

        “Remember, the dreams we each hold for new earth are combined to manifest the collective dream. This is precisely how the 3D-4D reality (illusion) was created. So, refrain from rules and definitions in new earth creation. No more boxes in which to contain ourselves. Instead, let the existing dimensions in this universe / multiverse be the box perimeters – with no rules. Let this dream have unlimited potential and possibilities.”

        Many of my posts reflect my worry about details and my fear of “not doing things correctly,” and sometimes, I think hints of embarrassment creep through, either at the “silliness” of my dreams for humanity or of my seemingly inability to manifest these dreams. I can eliminate at least one of these fears now–the fear of impossibility. I’m going to keep dreaming with no rules. Thank you! ❤

        Beth

        P.S. I believe it is very significant that the beginning of the 40-Day collective focus event corresponds roughly with the Summer Solstice. Barbara Hand Clow often describes how the Spring Equinox is the time to "seed" ideas and the Summer Solstice is the time to "birth these ideas into recognizable form, like a forming fetus." So it's very appropriate that we're discussing this event now, near the Spring Equinox. Like Denise says, these Solstices and Equinoxes will be unusually potent this year.

    • I’ve been reflecting quite a bit about the incoming spring equinox energies and how we may use them to create new systems. I feel something building inside of me, something that’s almost ready to spring free. I do not doubt that I and others in my group will do something with this energy because it’s too strong to remain unexpressed. However, I fear that we simply will create “better versions” of existing 3D systems rather than new 5D systems, and this fear is preventing me from doing much at all.

      Alternatively, I have beautiful dreams about how things may be in 5D but I have NO IDEA how to go about manifesting them. For example, I have half-formed ideas about new models of relationships, about a different type of “marriage” that’s more of an agreement than a legal contract, an agreement that may be amended at any time with the consent of both parties. (This seems like it would be a disastrous idea in 3D with neither party making a “full commitment,” but somehow, I feel it would work in 5D–perhaps, even, that it MUST be this way. We cannot have people staying together “for the sake of the children” or due to financial interdependence in 5D.) I’m imagining new systems of education and new/quicker methods of learning. I’m imagining the beautiful scenario you described in another entry in which children are conceived with deliberate intention by both partners, and the potential parents communicate consciously and continuously with the potential child. Do I simply hold these visions in my mind during or after my daily meditation sessions? Do I sharpen them further, etch them in more specific detail? The Aries in me desperately wants to DO something, to make this reality NOW.

      I have more mundane 3D goals as well, of course, projects I’d like to see come to fruition. Is it wrong of me to want to run a 5K or get the company I work for involved in a community service venture? Can I work actively in 3D and create 5D simultaneously, or must I withdraw from 3D? I had withdrawn for about two years, but now, I’m revved up and ready for engagement. I’m just a bit confused about what action it is best to complete at this time.

      Beth

      • Beth,

        Transitions my friend…transitions out of the ending old and into the beginning new. Just keep doing what you’ve been doing and feeling, sensing because it is very correct and appropriate.

        Hugs,
        Denise

      • Dearest Beth:

        Your goals and the inspiration you feel have me in tears. How can I explain as an Elder Starseed how long I have hoped to learn of what you write. This may sound old womanish, but we Elder Starseeds are tired (and I may speak only for myself here and I am glad that I feel so safe at Transitions to be able to do so), but I have known for over a year that I am no longer able to create in 3D, the reason being that my offerings would be based in 3D and must be rejected, while yours will be in 5D and lead the way. Thank you, Beth and Denise, and All Here for allowing me to finally lay down the gauntlet. I continue to be upgraded by the Solar Flares, but I no longer feel the urgency that I once did to roar out of the gate. I am at peace and it is those like you, Beth and Alexandra, and the young adult Indigos who will take that peace and bring this amazing Planet to safe harbour, hands and hearts, thank you. Love, B.

      • Hi Barbara, are you in the UK by any chance? If you are, and you can get to Glastonbury on Sunday July 29, Dolores Cannon will be delivering one of her amazing talks at the town hall in the evening. There are many other wonderful speakers throughout the weekend and an outdoor meditation Sunday afternoon, but if you could just get to hear Dolores you would definitely be among like-minded people and I’m sure her talk would also give you great hope for the future. Her talk is just £10 too, which is incredible! I have friends going and would loved to have joined them from France, but I will be away on a trip South. Here’s link – I’m seeing you having an amazing trip – if you want to meet up with my friends I could try and find out where they will be staying 🙂
        http://www.glastonburysymposium.co.uk/speakers.html

  151. Hi Denise,

    I have been a reader of your blog for about a year now and I really respect your integrity and sincerity towards this “light work”. I think people like me (the young adult indigos in their mid thirties) greatly benefit from your postings as its a great endorsement for our own perceptions and thoughts. Its not easy at all to put your thoughts together and also answer questions from so many people with such sincerity.

    I also would greatly help from your insights on the following. I hope you can find some time for this.

    1. In one of the 2010 articles you mentioned about “cleaning the house” for someone special to come. This compltely resonated with me last year and still is applicable. But I would like to know your thoughts on this now. Do you think that this will happen with the ascension process.

    2. Also I really am looking for some insight in this crucial matter to me. It would be of immense help to me. Since last year i know that my exit from this 3D world is around the corner. Not that i am depressed or anything but just could perceive it. I feel there is so much creativity and purpose in me but I am unable to manifest it in here. I am successful in 3D world ways but never happy inside. People never understand why I am not satisfied. Its because of the inner insatiable need to create, create and create more. And over the years my detachment from here became so much that I finally realized that somehow my exit is around the corner. That time I was not aware of “ascension” or anything related to this. Though now I realize I have been in this process since 1999 and that detachment was a gradual part of it.

    Sometime last year I became aware of some physical ascension symptoms and was directed to some websites and reading material and it was like my life was in front of me. It gave me so much pleasure and for the first time in my life I was at peace inside having found the purpose that I have been looking all my life. It came at a time when I was completely detached from this world and was sure of my exit soon.

    I am not that uncomfortable here but still I find no purpose in living like this for years to come. I can feel the light work that I am doing “by being” and also the transmuting work that I have to do on my own. Till last year this ascension process was perceived by most to happen in 2012 end , but now I have a feeling that most people who are ahead in this process are talking about “years to come”. I am quite a newbie to this so I am not sure whether something has changed or they know something else, but I know my truth. And my truth is that I know there are things that I need to do and learn and transmute, but I cannot continue living like this for years to come. This has to do with financial and emotional survival and detachment from 3D ways. I am living completely detached from my surroundings ( barring the work from home with minimal interaction from outside world) and to my surprise I am happy this way ( for the first time in life no anxiety etc.).

    I am not sure whether I make sense or not, but I want to know if ascension is some years down the line, then how are people like me to survive without any will to survive. I feel in my mind I long for the day I will meet my soul family and just create. I know the supreme pleasure this gives me.

    From my heart i really am grateful fro your being here and holding the light for us.

    With lots of love and light to all,

    Alexandra

  152. Dear Denise, My path has been quite tough.Few of the key words my life have been: Being ill treated, isolated, feeling tremendious pain on ALL levels, feeling the collective pain.. Helping myself and surroundings to open up for the ascension (but People around dislike me, not knowing why)(saw the great comments before about this subject…thanks:)
    I always used to believe that I am the one who is not “good enough” and then i worked on issues, energies within for many years (which was neccesary, also),
    Now i understand that there has been tremendious resistance also.
    Right now I am accepting this, but how do I start attracting what matches me more? is there also a time for me to blossom more in this life instead of the hard labour on all levels. I would also love to meet a partner, work with the things i am good at and that i love, instead of being for others who don´t want my “help” and being stuck myself. I really hope that these years are changing for many of us that we also can benefit fysical for all the work we have done:)))
    Love from Miriam.

  153. Alexandra, beautifully written. My thoughts exactly. The mom in me (I’m 55) wants to give you a big hug. The friend in me wants you to know I feel the same. I have somehow managed to wrap my mind around one more year bug beyond that I can not go on living like this. I know some, perhaps many, other light workers feel the same.

    I’m going to look for the article you referenced. I have been having dreams for months (maybe longer – I just started logging them) about cleaning on almost a nightly basis. I completely worn out when I wake up. I have gained insight from these dreams but I’d like to finish “cleaning” all night long so I can rest. I suppose the cleaning I’m doing is preparing me to ascend so if that is the case I’ll keep on cleaning. But any further insight will be helpful 🙂

    Happy Sunday to all. With love, Morgean

  154. Dear Denise, Thank you for all the thought provoking and COMFORTING words I found in your energy updates. Thank you. Today I have a personal question regarding ascension. And it is Very important to me as it goes hand in hand with my (possible) lightworker mission. Can you please say something on ´CONCENTRATION´and REMEMBERING WORSS´. I am not totally young anymore (though my heart feels 27 and always will be, and anyhow I do not resonate with the ´age thing or being old´) but I have noticed that I can no longer just read a page and remember what I read. This is what I used to be able to do. This would not matter so much, but I am training in alternative health for animals – not that I want to use the methods of the school but my own – but I do have to remember things. And well, it is a fun subject. I am being sponsored to do this so it would be nice to pass the exams (even get a good note) as a ´thank you´for the one that gives me money and support apart from having a small feeling of success when all is so heavy around, BUT I have SUCH trouble remembering. (And just to say, that there is no medical condition that comes with this symptom).
    I know it may not be a BIG question, but it is big to me.
    Thanks and love and light
    BluHorse

    • “Dear Denise, Thank you for all the thought provoking and COMFORTING words I found in your energy updates. Thank you. Today I have a personal question regarding ascension. And it is Very important to me as it goes hand in hand with my (possible) lightworker mission. Can you please say something on ´CONCENTRATION´and REMEMBERING WORSS´. I am not totally young anymore (though my heart feels 27 and always will be, and anyhow I do not resonate with the ´age thing or being old´) but I have noticed that I can no longer just read a page and remember what I read. This is what I used to be able to do. This would not matter so much, but I am training in alternative health for animals – not that I want to use the methods of the school but my own – but I do have to remember things. And well, it is a fun subject. I am being sponsored to do this so it would be nice to pass the exams (even get a good note) as a ´thank you´for the one that gives me money and support apart from having a small feeling of success when all is so heavy around, BUT I have SUCH trouble remembering. (And just to say, that there is no medical condition that comes with this symptom).
      I know it may not be a BIG question, but it is big to me.
      Thanks and love and light
      BluHorse”

      BluHorse,

      I’ve talked about this particular Ascension symptom many times in past articles and in A Lightworker’s Mission also. When I, or most of my readers that write Comments here use the term brain fog, this is exactly what we’re talking about; the inability to remember things, names of things, what we’ve read, and so on.

      Prior to the start of my biological Ascension Process in 1999, I read a book a week and could retain everything I’d read and even where certain information was in the book! I was also able to easily focus mentally to meditate or accelerate my frequency enough to be able to then perceive many other dimensions and much more. I’m not bragging, just explaining how developed my mental abilities were before the Ascension Process started and that’s a very important sentence.

      Once I entered this Process in 1999, my grand mental abilities, ability to memorize and retain and to focus mentally was totally scrambled…and it was shocking to me. Suddenly all of my old and familiar tools of perception didn’t work. When I’d try to read a book, I’d read one paragraph maybe eight times in a row and still couldn’t remember what I’d read or even understand what I’d read. It was horrible. I also experienced long phases where I couldn’t remember common names for everyday objects like hammer, ketchup, vacuum cleaner etc. It was terribly frustrating and I was reduced, for years, in having to pantomime and curse and say twenty words in hopes of getting close enough to the correct word so that someone would understand me. I know a lot of strangers thought I was mentally ill during those years and I can’t blame them for thinking that! 😉 There was one day years ago where I couldn’t remember my name which was actually rather freeing.

      Now that we’ve established what a pain and embarrassment this particular Ascension symptom is, let’s cover the why of it because that will make it a bit easier to endure.

      This happens because we’re evolving out of our ego mental body selves as they were, and needed to be, in the old polarized third dimension (3D). We needed that level of mental ego-based focus to survive that level of reality. But as we go through these layers and phases of the Ascension Process, we’re evolving up and out of that lower frequency and the perceptual tools that went with it (left brain intellect and ego mental body at the 3D level). We’re currently shifting up into what I call the High Heart (Thymus chakra) as our new 5D primary focal point and perceptual tool etc. But it’s the dismantling phases of the old lower mental and ego focus that’s hard to deal with because this MUST happen so the evolution/ascension to the fifth dimensional High Heart and “unity” consciousness can even happen. It’s this cusp or transition out of the old and into the new that’s so difficult for us. Once we’ve gotten familiar with how the High Heart Consciousness feels and functions, we’ll be 1000% happy about this change!

      I can’t give you tips about how to retain what you read or study because that’s not what your body, brain, mind and being are going through now. I do know from personal experience that eventually this difficult symptom lessens and it gets easier to function in both worlds so to speak while this Process completes. I still however have days and weeks where I can’t focus enough or long enough to write any articles or answer emails and Comments…so I wait until the brain fog eases up again and then I try to write.

      Don’t get discouraged over this and just keep trying to study and read. I did find that it helped me to externalize things by speaking them out-loud. It made it a bit easier for me to remember once I’d spoken or externalized them…maybe this will help you too but I can’t promise anything. Be strong and hang in there and it will work out exactly as and when it’s supposed to. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  155. Denise, I so know what you mean about the brain-fog. By 2005, I literally forgot the words for simple objects, and was saying things like, ‘Yes, just put it on that…..that…..oh, that square thing with legs under the….umm…..you know. Panes…..Window!’ 😀
    I really sympathise with BluHorse, I just would not know what to say to anyone having to retain information in the ‘old’ way during these times. I’ve found though, that once you get past the fog, which is basically your old ‘wiring’ being taken out, and you get rewired, then the memory abilities that you sacrificed come back – but in a different way. Instead of re-membering something, ie reconstructing it with your brain, you go there, you live it. There’s no time in the higher dimensions from 5D up…..past, present and future all exist simultaneously. The you reading the book yesterday is still ‘there’, and you can access it. ie, rather than recalling page 15, you’re actually reading it again, as if it were there in front of you. So, I couldn’t for the life of me tell you what I was doing on Thursday. But by picking something that I *know* I did then (‘Clearly I went to the supermarket, as here’s a receipt.’ :)), I go back ‘into’ Thursday – not remembering it, I am THERE. Then I could tell you every event of the day, in micro-detail. This is actually better than the old memory we used to have, because there’s no chance of misremembering and making mistakes! So it’s a bummer going through the dismantling of the old, but you eventually get something much better in return……a statement that applies to the whole ascension process, really. 😀

  156. Denise,
    Thank you for this very ´personal´ answer to this topic – brain fog. I did read about it many times – I just DID NOT put it in context with ´learning´(in the old 3D sense). At times (like now) my ´headspace´(aka third eye chakra and above and inside – for a better describtion) is completely empty. I seem to ´call´the words to me, rather than take them out of my brain center….if this makes any sense.
    Yesterday, I did actually go for a bicycle ride and being out in the elements helped me work through the emotions (as I was getting upset with me and scolding me for being so bad at it – as not much else is working in life, I felt I was messing this up too) (this of course is all old ego and me having to love mysSelf as IS).
    Then I could regain my centering and at least study for an hour.
    Today I have read your comments and NOW it does make it real for ME. As there are a number of messages out there, I do get confused which apply for me, as it seems some symptoms and situation have a different kind of order in my process. And the thing is I have trouble putting it in a linear way like you just did. I am not sure WHEN it started. But since I have started to study, particularly this WINTER I noticed it.
    And to give you some feedback – I have decided to read it all once (underlining things) and THEN to SPEAK them INTO my computer and transfer the files onto my audio device to play them back to me as often as I need to. The thing is that it is abstract – NO PICS – and I must remedy this too. So, here I must buy a decent book to LOOK at it at the same time of reading the text. I seem to understand all BY PICTURES. This seems to stick much more.

    The irritating thing is that some student mates – have NO problem whatsoever and it works for them similar to what you mentioned: they read it once, know it and do the homework (self test) in 20 mins, when I need all the books to re-read and the internet and it sometimes takes me 2 hours. But well – at least I am WITH the subject and though it is stressful on the body, I do manage to get 3/4 right then. Not really me….but then, the best I can do. (You may sense that there are also other issues at work for me here, but I do have a higher desire to do a good job of life here – even if it may be all an illusion and one cannot do things wrong – I wish to look upon this life so that I did try just for me – to be my highest evolved being – and NOT compare it to others, but just for me and my soul).

    So, Denise, thank you for your time, effort and CARE. I am able to better deal with it now. It seems to me that there are different kind of ´brain fogs´then. This one has to do with taking on something that OTHERS have named as such, but these are the conventions – and I feel I have to have all legs in all worlds if I am to lessen the physical pain of animals that is caused by us humans through a form of ignorance and lacking values.
    Thank you for this space and your patience in revisiting ´old themes´.
    Kindest
    bluhorse

  157. Dear Denise, as my last post did help see something more clearly, I was wondering if I could ask another question relating to the process we are going through.
    It relates to aloneness – more about Feeling alone. And the paradox that readers on here seem to go through a similar process even if each is totally individual – but it seems that I have more in common with those actively seeking to speed up this process compared to those that may not even be aware or respond to this topic as being ´not real´. Strangely the souls that are open to this topic are on sites like these, but in my vicinity I can not name someone that is actively able to assist me (aka being a friend with compassion who wants me or my opinions in their life).
    This is one aspect of the ´human aloneness´ that I am facing (more so in recent years, but surely pretty much throughout my life).
    The other aspect is that I feel alone in a sense of not ´feeling´ my connection to my more subtle team, that is not here in human form, but of other frequency. And my aloneness is that I cannot interface with them or individuals as I may have been able to in the past. It seems the processes I go through are such that sometimes it is totally clear and I can connect to my higher Self, helpers and energies that are supporting me, and other times (like now) I feel completely isolated from that part of me.
    Both aspects make me feel very isolated and alone.(Often it feels the room I sit in is just a bubble floating in the universe, and my awareness is not attached to anything on earth or to anything at all).
    For now I accept them as they are, rather than wanting to ´fix´something – but I feel it strange and at times an unbearable part of this journey.
    The reason to write to you (and all reading this) is that I find it an ´unnatural ´way to be in, when I check with my ´inner knowing-higher Self´ aspect (and this prompted the question to you).
    And another matter that goes hand in hand with this ´lack of sharing´ is that if I do speak to someone who seems on a similar path – the very important thing I needed to air on or get some advice on, get´s totally ignored.
    So, this makes a third aspect of ´feeling alone´ and ´isolated´.
    I was wondering if it is a form of protection, that I unconsciously create, even if I do not really want to create it. I do wish to interact with others, but their energy is sometimes so strong (I mean the old 3D way of seeing life, that comes over as dense) that I get knocked for the day, having to retreat aka being only by myself to regroup my energy, figure out what happened, maybe making sense, maybe not, but at least coming back to a point of inner balance albeit through isolation.
    I wish to understand more how my experience relates to yours and if this is ´only my stuff´or a general part of the process and others do experience it too – or have just completely withdrawn in to their sanctuaries.
    PS: If you have addressed this in earlier topics, please point me to them.

    • BluHorse,

      Yes I have talked about this before but I don’t remember the titles of my past articles unfortunately. So, very briefly, think of Initiates going through different Initiations. Think of living the Alchemical process. Think of Monks and others focused on a spiritual life. Now think about you and me and each of us individually living this Ascension Process. I too have yet to come into physical contact with another person like myself whose living, embodying, transmuting the Ascension Process that I could interact with. It’s just not time for this to happen physically yet, but the second there’s enough of us all vibrating within a similar range, AND we can move around finally (as opposed to needing to remain in certain physical locations/states/countries to anchor higher Light energies etc.,) then we’ll be bumping into more and more like-others.

      I’m grateful that I have the interactions with my readers and they with each other at TRANSITIONS because we would be very alone in our Process otherwise.

      Like with the question many have about why can’t I attract money to me now?, this is the same thing for the same reasons. We’re not here now living the Ascension Process so we can attract money or “abundance” etc. or to be really social and have numerous friends that we can share our ascension difficulties and pains and frustrations with and have them honestly understand and relate to us too. That’s not what Initiations are. They’re solo journeys for every individual and it’s the solo journey that helps each of us know what we’ve done, what we’ve been through etc. is ours alone and this is very important.

      From birth until age 47 (1999) when my biological Ascension Process started, I’d ALWAYS had a small group of higher dimensional Starbeings near me. I could easily contact them whenever I needed some information or guidance or suggestions or when they needed to connect with me in 3D. This was normal for me for 47 years. Then a couple years before age 47 (1999) these beloved familiar kinfolk started retreating from me energetically. I noticed what they were doing but was afraid to ask them why. Eventually I did ask them and they informed me that something very, very important was coming (the start of my physical, biological Ascension Process and all that’s happened because of it) and that they would not for any reason help me through this approaching Process. They told me our time together was ending because, and this is super important, it was time for ME to do what I’d come to Earth now to do and that none of my spiritual Family would help or guide or interfere with me doing this for ANY reason. It was profoundly important that I went through this Ascension Process on my own so that I knew that it was all me and that I’d not been helped or coddled through this difficult and painful Process. The same is true for each of us living the Ascension Process and this is why your old pre-ascension non-physical Guides, Helpers, Teachers etc. disappear! You, me, each of us is outgrowing them and evolving into very new levels of learning, creativity and everything else. There’s more but this should give you a decent idea as to the WHY of these types of things during the Ascension Process.

      Denise

  158. Hello Morgean, Thanks so much for the “Mom Hug”. I really needed it more than you can imagine(mom part too!!!) and I could feel the warmth in the 5D way which we all are getting used to. It really feels so great that there are people who can understand what I am saying, because there is only so much you can say in words and there is a lot that is always left unsaid. I feel that we all here are beginning to understand that “unsaid” part as well and thats how we are all coming together. I really feel from my heart that we are in the cusp of time and 5D has arrived. We are just making the “transition”.

    I think Denise has a huge and difficult mission to help all the awakening starseeds hold their energy before they can find balance and then they realize their own truth. I really respect you Denise for this and you inspire me to do the same in whatever minimal way I can. And I think sharing my thoughts in a safe and calm place like your blog, is one way of reaching out to our 5D family.

    Barbara: If you read this, I have been following your comments on Denise’s blog for a long time, and somehow I feel that you and Denise resonate so much with me. I am 36 and whenever I crave little bit more mature perspective, I think of Denise and you as well. I have been meaning to tell you this for long time and so there I said it. Also I read one of your comments about dreaming and waking and pretty soon they will merge. I think I saw a movie long time back which for some reason ( unknown to me at that time but now i know why) resonated with me a lot. The movie is ” Passion of mInd”. I saw it almost 10 years back, but I think there are similar connotations in it. You might ike it though with all the fogginess its so difficult to sit through a movie these days.

    I would just like to say that for all of us out there, the new is here. We just have to make the leap when we are ready.

    Love

    Alexandra

    • Hi Alexandra:

      I can’t begin to express the way my heart feels right now. You just totally blew it open, girl! I’m Capricorn so not so great at expressing my feelings. Thank you, Alexandra, you have in a few short words confirmed just how important each of us is to one another, even when we may not realize it. Truly, I don’t know what to say. My mouth is open, too! I’ll try to find the movie, “Passion of Mind”. The title intrigues already. Love to you, Alexandra, and yes, I did leap a long time ago, though I seem to be still in the air somewhere! The intended landing is 5D this year. Love to you, and All Here, B.

      • “Hi Alexandra:

        I can’t begin to express the way my heart feels right now. You just totally blew it open, girl! I’m Capricorn so not so great at expressing my feelings. Thank you, Alexandra, you have in a few short words confirmed just how important each of us is to one another, even when we may not realize it. Truly, I don’t know what to say. My mouth is open, too! I’ll try to find the movie, “Passion of Mind”. The title intrigues already. Love to you, Alexandra, and yes, I did leap a long time ago, though I seem to be still in the air somewhere! The intended landing is 5D this year. Love to you, and All Here, B.”

        🙂 ♥ Hugs Barbara. The 5D Group is growing and connecting and isn’t that just freakin’ wonderful!? 😀

  159. Denise,
    thank you for the explanations. I did read about it – strange that I seem to need a personal reminder. Maybe it is just that I need to feel the human energy behind a post relevent to me right now. But thank you so much for your reply. I have to say that it gives me help to ENERGETICALLY INTEGRATE these thought patterns and emotions and I can reach a short state of happiness and it eases the process a wee bit.
    Maybe if all these themes are connected, you could string them together in one of your next articles ??? It seems that fragmented things eg money, doing it alone (as part of the ONE), and figuring out one´s mission – are the three pillars (surely there are more). Personally, I cannot really go with that ALL we do here is to BE, TRANSMUTE STUFF and do this process…(yes it is a lot, but only this).Not sure if it is a yearning or intuitive…but I do seem to see a much more vibrant, colourful life of abundance than just being a monk living a hermit life in his mountain cave.
    Thanks again for being around and concerning yourself with this.
    BluHorse

    • “…Not sure if it is a yearning or intuitive…but I do seem to see a much more vibrant, colourful life of abundance than just being a monk living a hermit life in his mountain cave…”

      BluHorse & Chip & any others who’ve misunderstood what I’ve said about money and ascension,

      I’ve never said money is bad or evil. What I did say is that the patriarchy and Team Dark has used money to control humanity and that hasn’t been a positive thing at all. I also said that humanity is evolving beyond the need for money, money consciousness, and a money-based world and reality. As I’ve said before, how many Angelics, Starbeings, ETs, Ascended Masters etc. have you seen or head of that carry wallets, purses, credit cards and money? My point exactly.

      Beings simply evolve beyond the 3D level of consciousness and functioning. It has NOTHING to do with money being bad or people needing to or being forced to live like a monk or hermit in his mountain cave. It’s about natural evolution and no one is twisting anybody’s arms to ascend/evolve now and give up money, abundance, warring, murder, polarized consciousness or anything else. Freewill choice still exists and everyone will naturally be drawn towards a world and reality that’s a frequency match for them.

      I understand that most people do not have any conscious memory of what most fifth dimensional societies are like and until they do they’re going to have to try an imagine how more evolved beings live and function. Trust me however when I say that these more integrated and evolved beings and their worlds/communities do not have or need money or anything else that’s used to get what they need. 😉

      Denise

  160. Denise,
    The Monk and Hermit life has nothing to do with ´the Money Question´but referred to your post of 28 Feb, when you explained the various reasons why we live similar to Monk´s through an Alchemical process.(It was your answer regarding the ´alone´scenario).
    I have no real issue with money, not having had lots but enough to do what I NEED to do. I do not live so much a life OF MY WAY but THY WAY. (as I do not feel in control, I rather go with is given by my higher self to work through still).

    So in my answer, I refered to the life of abundance in terms of projects, friends, parties (eat, sing, dance, have fun) and just a FULL life(whatever each individual´s idea of that is)….than JUST to live like a hermit, cut off from most people, in my own sanctuary transmuting, adjusting, re-centering.

    I spoke of what is in my heart – a sort of blue print of no idea where it comes from – eg I do not see myself forever living like a monk in an alchemical process, but my inner heart – eye perceives a much more vibrant fulfilled life – that is what I was referring too.

    Money appears only to be the solution – but it is a change of attitude – a matter of trust and a regaining of ones personal power that is what we really miss (and face during the ascension process). We do not learn this in family or education or work lives (or only few of us do) but the ascension process (at least for me) is about REgaining this part of what represents I on this plane(t).
    Sorry for yet another comment, but I had to remedy the misunderstanding.
    BH

    • BluHorse,

      “I refered to the life of abundance in terms of projects, friends, parties (eat, sing, dance, have fun) and just a FULL life(whatever each individual´s idea of that is)”…

      I am right there with you and your feelings, living inside, like a monk yes it is here, for some time now, and I am ready like most to move forward. Yet I am here, what else am I able to do, pray more, mediate, heal more, learn more…the idea of just being is so hard to grasp on a mind level, all we were taught was to fight for our dreams, to struggle and fight, and now, I seem to just stop and surrender to what is, and what is now is me being me, inside and out, and if there is no going out, then there is no going out.

      I walk outside my door and see people all around laughing, joking and have wanted to be part of that world, and then I try, I go and be, and live, with no fears, and then I am back on my couch not able to move. Is this my life, yes for now it is. All I am able to do is embrace it and hold what my heart knows as the truth. Money doesn’t make my dreams come true, only patience, trust and love…

      Thank you for sharing, you are never alone on this journey nor am I…

      Blessings Renee

  161. Renee, Denise, I would like to thank you both. I really feel for saying a BIG THANK YOU – it means a lot that I can exchange right now. It makes things more real. I feel very similar to you Renee. I have accepted what is, trying not to think of it as a waste… it is hard for my mind to perceive tiredness, exhaustion, even pain as something GOOD, but really it is the soul healing the body. If all we came here for is to do exactly this via our physical bodies we should be in bliss doing what we are doing. If there is no longer duality, then ALL is from the same source of love….albeit we are in transition – so in the sense it is both, pain and bliss…aka surrender….and maybe it is the same for a seed that has to push through the earth to see the light…it is the birthing. If an embryo (mammal) transitions from breathing fluid to come into this world to breath air. So, maybe it is just that…..we are also changing our living environment…and it is tiring, sometimes painful, our own journey and at times we have to just walk alone, but we also share the same paradigm as we have this one consicousness here for now (perceiving other dimensions for sure in our multi dimensionality) but it is here and now (here is where my consciousness lies and types these words, I do not perceive myself doing it somewhere else at this moment, even though my inspiration of the words come out of another dimension of me, but I reunite both in putting them here, my HS assisting my Personality Self and PS writing it out, unifying it all in this dimension, in the here and now), where we are birthing what ever it is we are creating, and yes, in that moment …..maybe many moments…..we can only surrender and just BE IT, whatever IT is.
    So I thank you for sharing this reality, this moment, this IT with me, right now…..even if we only meet on the airwaves or electronic waves, so to speak….it is still energy.
    Thanks for the exchange, it is as if I can feel your heartvibe through these words.Thanks for being IT.
    BH

  162. Hi Denise,

    I was wondering if you have written any posts or would share some thoughts about telepathy between 3d and 5d. I am finding lately that people who I have interacted with either through recent work or my old family have been coming into my mind. I am at the point now of complete trust in what is happening and can hear there thoughts and fears in my mind so clearly. Its almost as if I am being shown what is to come if I engage in it. Not sure if that makes any sense, I am not really able to form a clear thought today 🙂

    Thanks in advance, Renee

    • “Hi Denise,

      I was wondering if you have written any posts or would share some thoughts about telepathy between 3d and 5d. I am finding lately that people who I have interacted with either through recent work or my old family have been coming into my mind. I am at the point now of complete trust in what is happening and can hear there thoughts and fears in my mind so clearly. Its almost as if I am being shown what is to come if I engage in it. Not sure if that makes any sense, I am not really able to form a clear thought today 🙂

      Thanks in advance, Renee”

      Tranquility Reborn,

      If I’m understanding you correctly, it just sounds like your ESP abilities are growing. This is common with the Ascension Process and people who had no “psychic” or ESP abilities before are beginning to have some of them…and what’s really weird to me is that they don’t even realize it yet! 🙂 I’ve watched this in strangers for nearly a decade now and it’s really interesting to me as one whose been psychic my whole life. I see the growth and changes in strangers.

      As your/our ESP and HSP (Higher Sensory Perception) evolve and we all start really feeling and being consciously aware of 5D High Heart or “Unity” consciousness, more and more people will FEEL and KNOW all sorts of things they never could perceive before. That plus they’ll FEEL and KNOW things about other people and vise versa and this is why the Dark simply won’t have the power over people as it has at lower levels of awareness (3D). So all-in-all this is a very positive sign and know that there’s much more of this type of expanding/evolving/ascending consciousness (plus greatly increased phenomenon) to come for you and all of us. 😉

      Denise

      • Thanks Denise,

        Ironic that right after I sent my question to you I heard the answer…My HS spoke and said this is why you have to know your truths, trust your truths and love your truths…Feels like the tenth round of letting go of certain people, and this time there is no emotions, just witnessing what is happening, and now with being able to hear them, ahhh what a wonderful new gift :). I know all is well. I will no longer participate in other people chaos that they have created. If that means walking away from the family that I was raised in, so be it, I trust with all my heart their souls knows the truth.

        I am highly clairsentient, and have known this for a while so been quite used to feeling other peoples stuff, hearing it inside has been getting stronger, and I guess I knew just wasn’t ready to accept it until now. Great changes for all of us.

        Thanks again for all your support and love 🙂

        Love Renee

  163. Dear Denise,

    This morning I woke up feeling out of control of my physical body, like I was disconnected to it, could not understand it anymore, how it works or what it does. I felt like I had no discipline over it at all and that me, this 3D me was trying to get out of it, and that another “me” was trying to come into it. A very bizarre feeling that is with me still as I write this comment.

    For some time now it has been my feeling that when the time is right, and I sense we’re getting very close to it, and certainly no later than the end of this year, that my “understudy” will walk into my body and that I will no longer be conscious of this Barbara in 3D, but will become conscious of Barbara in 5D.

    My “exchange student” as I call this fragment of my HS, will become conscious of being Barbara in this 3D version of Earth, because that fragment wants desperately to come to this timeline to experience free-will and the ability to choose love. When the exchange occurs, I, the Barbara now in 5D will become that 3D Barbara’s guide, because after all, I have my guides now who must have experienced this timeline in order to help me get through the ascension process.

    I understand that walk-ins are possible, that they are a potential, and I sense that a fragment of my HS or Soul or of the All That Is, will be walking-in soon into my body and no one, not even my family, will notice anything different about this “new” 3D version of Barbara, who simply picks up where I leave off and carries on with getting old and hopefully enjoying her senior years with much good humour and grace!

    So my question is, is this a potential that makes sense to you and to others here, and is anybody else experiencing this bizarre alienation (no pun intended) to their own bodies? Like there are now “two of you” where once there was only one! One trying to get in and one trying to get out. Thank you so much for your thoughts on this and for all that you do to help us through these strange times. Love to All Here, B.

    • “Dear Denise,

      This morning I woke up feeling out of control of my physical body, like I was disconnected to it, could not understand it anymore, how it works or what it does. I felt like I had no discipline over it at all and that me, this 3D me was trying to get out of it, and that another “me” was trying to come into it. A very bizarre feeling that is with me still as I write this comment.

      For some time now it has been my feeling that when the time is right, and I sense we’re getting very close to it, and certainly no later than the end of this year, that my “understudy” will walk into my body and that I will no longer be conscious of this Barbara in 3D, but will become conscious of Barbara in 5D.

      My “exchange student” as I call this fragment of my HS, will become conscious of being Barbara in this 3D version of Earth, because that fragment wants desperately to come to this timeline to experience free-will and the ability to choose love. When the exchange occurs, I, the Barbara now in 5D will become that 3D Barbara’s guide, because after all, I have my guides now who must have experienced this timeline in order to help me get through the ascension process.

      I understand that walk-ins are possible, that they are a potential, and I sense that a fragment of my HS or Soul or of the All That Is, will be walking-in soon into my body and no one, not even my family, will notice anything different about this “new” 3D version of Barbara, who simply picks up where I leave off and carries on with getting old and hopefully enjoying her senior years with much good humour and grace!

      So my question is, is this a potential that makes sense to you and to others here, and is anybody else experiencing this bizarre alienation (no pun intended) to their own bodies? Like there are now “two of you” where once there was only one! One trying to get in and one trying to get out. Thank you so much for your thoughts on this and for all that you do to help us through these strange times. Love to All Here, B.”

      Barbara,

      Love this and thanks for being brave and sharing it with us all. ♥

      YES! The first time I remember being very aware that some more of ME had entered the old familiar Denise package was around 1999 and 2000. There’s been other times since then but that was the first time that I was aware of this happening in me.

      I remember being shocked by the fact that this other aspect of ME had arrived and was freaking clueless about most 3D physical things we’re intimately familiar with! This new aspect of ME was vastly more wise than old Denise but IT obviously hadn’t ever been in physicality before and didn’t know about certain physical things like trash barrels and band-aids and simple everyday stuff like that. It was funny to me but exciting at the same time to have this new addition incorporated into “Denise”.

      Have you ever heard of the term “Soul Braiding”? It’s what this phenomenon is. It’s another larger aspect of YOU as in your Higher Self not the “Barbara” or the “Denise” aspects that, due to the Ascension Process and us incorporating greater and greater aspects of our Higher, Greater Selves into these current physical bodies and selves that are living the Ascension Process. We remain in here but we’re added to with these larger and higher frequency aspects of SELF.

      I’m not familiar with there being two of you in one body and one wanting to get out, unless this is some sort of exchange with another aspect of your SELF but this version of “you” doesn’t remain in “Barbara”. Do I understand you correctly? If not let me know.

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Hi Denise:

        Thank you so much for your reply. No, I hadn’t heard of Soul Braiding, but I love the idea of it and just the phrase itself expresses exactly what must be happening. Thank heavens it happened to you, and that it was a fun and exciting experience, so you could explain it to me/us! My experience yesterday reminded me of the movie Men in Black, where the alien bad guy inserts himself into the now-dead farmer and stumbles around until he, the alien, gets used to being inside a human body, but I must say immediately that there was nothing dark about this experience, just unusual and really had me on what I’ll call a curious alert! I’m still thinking that there may be an “exchange” in the future for me, and now that you’ve explained the process it would seem this “Barbara” will be aware of it and perhaps be co-creating together with bits and pieces of my HS, but I’ll be upfront here and say I was truly hoping that the exchange would be complete and I would therefore be unconscious of this 3D Barbara and partying with my 5D friends and family on Arcturus! So again, only time will tell. Gosh, I’m getting tired of the not knowing for sure what will happen, but with over 7 billion of us on the planet, the collective mind must be getting a lot of input. Onwards and upwards, and thanks again, Denise, and love to All Here. B. (I’m totally brain fogged today, sorry if this one seems incoherent. In fact, I just typed frain bogged. Good grief. B.)

  164. Hi Denise
    I recall you writing a post a while ago in which you said that the letter x has come into your awareness.
    Over the last while I have found that too. Even the flag here in Scotland has this letter – the St George’s Cross.
    Anyway … this may or may not be of interest to you ( and I do not mind if you do not wish to publish this comment .. only your email did not work when i tried to send you one to the address in your contact section) .. I wondered if you had come across Rik Clay’s work and what he found about the letter x… most particularly xxx
    I found it very interesting …. and now I no longer sign off any emails letters etc with the x
    You can take this or leave it … only it came back to me yesterday that you had this letter in your awareness too so I thought , if you hadn’t already seen this, that it might be of some interest.
    Thank you for all your great work.
    Much Love
    Hugs

    http://pigs-in-the-parlor.blogspot.com/2009/06/rik-clay-2012-olympics-interesting.html

  165. Denise, I’ve noticed people saying “Hi” in a different way. You can feel it’s different. It happened once 5 years ago and it’s happened twice this month so far. I’m just walking in a store or someplace and I hear the word “Hi” and look up and “a complete stranger” (Ha!) is looking me right in the eye and smiling. I smile back and keep walking. But there’s something in that Hi, It’s like “Hi, welcome back!” or “Hi, good to see you!” There’s a sort of bond or recognition happening.

    • “Denise, I’ve noticed people saying “Hi” in a different way. You can feel it’s different. It happened once 5 years ago and it’s happened twice this month so far. I’m just walking in a store or someplace and I hear the word “Hi” and look up and “a complete stranger” (Ha!) is looking me right in the eye and smiling. I smile back and keep walking. But there’s something in that Hi, It’s like “Hi, welcome back!” or “Hi, good to see you!” There’s a sort of bond or recognition happening.”

      septembo,

      I’ve experienced this too over the past few years. Things ARE changing for the better and you can see it, feel it, hear it in growing numbers of “regular” people out there. The way this feels energetically and emotionally IS what High Heart Unity consciousness and 5D reality is like. There is total honesty between all people, no lying, no secrets, no ulterior motives, no greed and so on only honesty and “transparency” and a REAL desire for positive energies in all things for all beings and lifeforms etc. What’s coming will blow your mind/heart wide open because it is HOME here on Earth. 😉

      Hugs,
      Denise

  166. Thank you for posting my comment Denise
    Apologies to all the Scots out there … I meant to write the St Andrews Cross NOT the St George’s … oops. 🙂
    I am not a flag person myself.
    Hugs

  167. Hi,

    I don’t know if this is the kind of question you might have an answer for…

    I am an Indigo, I believe a Lightworker (even tho lately, I don’t feel like I’ve been doing anything with 3 small kids and a very neg. husband to live with), and I have always felt like I was attached to another world, while living in this one. I am an Empath, altho I feel I have put up a wall to it, to just survive this world and my own personal one…I would like to break down that wall, and open myself to Other. I would like to be a Messenger for Other to help people awaken and heal themselves.

    I also wonder, why did I move away from a family who loved me, a soul friend, and a place where I had peace, and move to a place where I’ve dealt with a lot of loneliness, pain, separation, depression. After a very difficult 9 years of obsessive love, I chose to marry and live with a very negative/harsh/critical/lacking in intimacy or affection, spouse? I really felt pushed into it. Why am I here? I’m angry or depressed all the time. I’ve been taking Zoloft for severe anxiety attacks. I am not myself. I have experienced quite a lot of ascension symptoms, but now I feel cast adrift. Why am I here?

    Thank you for your time.
    Jen2le

    • “Hi,

      I don’t know if this is the kind of question you might have an answer for…

      I am an Indigo, I believe a Lightworker (even tho lately, I don’t feel like I’ve been doing anything with 3 small kids and a very neg. husband to live with), and I have always felt like I was attached to another world, while living in this one. I am an Empath, altho I feel I have put up a wall to it, to just survive this world and my own personal one…I would like to break down that wall, and open myself to Other. I would like to be a Messenger for Other to help people awaken and heal themselves.

      I also wonder, why did I move away from a family who loved me, a soul friend, and a place where I had peace, and move to a place where I’ve dealt with a lot of loneliness, pain, separation, depression. After a very difficult 9 years of obsessive love, I chose to marry and live with a very negative/harsh/critical/lacking in intimacy or affection, spouse? I really felt pushed into it. Why am I here? I’m angry or depressed all the time. I’ve been taking Zoloft for severe anxiety attacks. I am not myself. I have experienced quite a lot of ascension symptoms, but now I feel cast adrift. Why am I here?

      Thank you for your time.
      Jen”

      Jen,

      It could be any number of things but an important question now is why are you staying in such a negative, horrible relationship? Remember that you don’t HAVE to okay? As your children grow they too will be increasingly affected by the negative marriage/relationship between Mom and Dad. I can’t tell you what’s right for you now, but I will remind you that you are a powerful being with the RIGHT to live without pain and abuse in any form. Be brave and start planning your escape from this nightmare and prison and creating a new, vastly improved life for yourself and your children. It sounds like it’s time. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  168. This Comment is from Dedtra and I’m quoting it for her because she put it under an image instead of an article.

    “Hello Denise, My question has do with knowing how to distinguish light from dark. I know I have been on the ascension road for many, many years but only became “awake” a year ago. I have been isolating myself for a long time and have naturally cut alot of people from my life. There are certain very close family members, who I just get so uncomfortable around. I get very judgemental, preachy and see all the bullshit from them. I feel that they arent cabable of having healthy relationships and Im just beyond playing emotional games and manipulating and being manipulated. Is this what letting go feels like? Are there certain people that are so far from your vibration that being physically around them gets umbearable or is is just me being manipulated from a dark energy that says these family members are to be pushed away which creates turmoil for all of us, and who are the last of my human support system. These people always take more from me than they ever give but I do love them dearly, and they are very much still asleep do I wait for them or leave them behind? I appreciate any insight to this very painful dillema Im in.
    Dedtra”

    Dedtra,

    Absolutely it is very normal to begin finding it painful, frustrating, unbearable to be around or remain with or try to even talk with a person or people who are existing at a much lower frequency rate than you currently are. This phenomena is like an energetic pressure that continues pushing you/me/each of us who are living the Ascension Process continually forward. We’re literally being pressured, squeezed up and out of the old lower frequency energies, consciousness, body, reality etc. and when we try to go back and interact with it and people and/or places and/or even try to eat certain old foods we used to love…we discover that it’s painful and frustrating and toxic to go back down to a lower frequency level once we’ve moved or evolved beyond it. I’ve tried repeatedly over the years and every time it’s the same lesson; you can’t go back after a certain level has been reached within oneself energetically or vibrationally. We can certainly try, but it’s not pleasant at all!

    So this is a very normal aspect of living the Ascension Process and evolving/ascending up to another level of being and consciousness etc. and doesn’t have anything to do with attacks from the Dark. You may encounter more of it in other people and places when you try to go back and sometimes it helps us to see and feel this a few more times so we’re totally and honestly consciously aware of the differences in Light and Dark energies/people/situations/beliefs/locations etc.

    I’ve had to walk away from 99% of all my friends and family during this Ascension Process because I’m functioning within a different timeline with it than they are and this too is normal and okay. We each have to live this Process when we’re supposed to and just let go of all the people and things that used to be so important to us and our ego-selves. As we move through this Process these situations evolve too and hopefully everyone is moving forward…even if it’s at their individual pace and timeline and ours may be further along and happening faster than theirs. This too is necessary to help keep balance for everyone.

    Hugs,
    Denise

  169. Thank you so much Denise! I just finished your article about climbing the mountain and putting your suitcases down, as usual you are always right on time! I can totally relate to that guys dream, what a perfect metaphor for what Im going through right now. Your validation has helped me come to a decision about moving back home to northern ca. Sometimes darknes slips into my mind and causes such confusion/depression when i make decisions based on my heart/intuition. I get really unsure of myself and my feelings, moving on and letting go of my family (my pregnant sister and my 21 y/o son) is really hard but my heart says its time. Thanks again for helping me more of my 3D self behind. Dedtra

    • “Thank you so much Denise! I just finished your article about climbing the mountain and putting your suitcases down, as usual you are always right on time! I can totally relate to that guys dream, what a perfect metaphor for what Im going through right now. Your validation has helped me come to a decision about moving back home to northern ca…”

      Dedtra,

      I’m in SoCal and want very much to move to northern Cal myself. Here’s to both of our journeys. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  170. I have a quick question about your interpretation of the rise in autism diagnoses, as reported recently by the CDC. (According to the CDC Report, autism now affects 1 in 88 American Children.) Is this a sign of increasing but misunderstood multidimensional abilities in these children, or is this dramatic increase the result of certain measures taken to control humanity? You know I love and admire my brother–he probably is more at peace with himself than anyone I know, despite his severely-limited verbal communication abilities–but this statistic alarmed me. It evoked nearly visceral fear; these children may or may not be trapped within their own minds, but I briefly felt how horrible it would be to be fully-conscious but unable to interact within 3D or access 5D. (I don’t know if this is the case with autistic children, but the statistic evoked this fear.) I immediately thought of genetic experimentation in Atlantis and feared this “epidemic” will be a continuation and expansion of it in 3D reality.

    I will try not to divert all of my energy towards speculation, but if there is an agenda, I don’t want to be unaware.

    • “I have a quick question about your interpretation of the rise in autism diagnoses, as reported recently by the CDC. (According to the CDC Report, autism now affects 1 in 88 American Children.) Is this a sign of increasing but misunderstood multidimensional abilities in these children, or is this dramatic increase the result of certain measures taken to control humanity? You know I love and admire my brother–he probably is more at peace with himself than anyone I know, despite his severely-limited verbal communication abilities–but this statistic alarmed me. It evoked nearly visceral fear; these children may or may not be trapped within their own minds, but I briefly felt how horrible it would be to be fully-conscious but unable to interact within 3D or access 5D. (I don’t know if this is the case with autistic children, but the statistic evoked this fear.) I immediately thought of genetic experimentation in Atlantis and feared this “epidemic” will be a continuation and expansion of it in 3D reality.

      I will try not to divert all of my energy towards speculation, but if there is an agenda, I don’t want to be unaware.”

      balsamicmoon,

      Boy did I feel you when I heard this on the TV News! I talked briefly with you then via the etheric phone service we all have . 🙂 I’ll add that I think there’s more going on with this than just it’s this or it’s that sort of business. I feel that the sensitive and ultra sensitive people are profoundly affected by all of the Piscean Age chemicals, petro chemicals, drugs, pollutants, toxins etc. Just the other day I had to take my car in for an oil change and ever time I go into any auto center where they sell tires I instantly get sick and my skin turns red, swells, burns etc. Years ago it was so severe but today it’s less intense but still happening nonetheless.

      If I have a cluster of crappy negative emotions over some stupid something, I’ll instantly bloat in the gut or Solar Plexus area like I’d eaten something toxic, which I did by having a little emotional rant when I know I cannot get away with such things at this point.

      I think it’s a combination of the higher frequency souls coming into this world while Team Dark is still here fighting this separation or transition. This cuspal period is difficult on everyone. And Beth, some of what you’re perceiving is what’s happened in the Astral Plane (4D), this one (3D), and certain other dimensions where Team Dark has literally trapped, bound, stolen, dismembered, and impaled certain energetic bits n’ pieces of far too many humans etheric body parts to use for themselves.

      This is why that documentary I saw a few years ago about Val the Impaler affected me so. Remember I even wrote an article about it and Val? I’d clairvoyantly seen similar Astral fields where endless human body parts had etherically been impaled on to other objects and used by Team Dark like batteries. Seeing that TV show about Val impaling people physically activated my memories about seeing this done by Team Dark in non-physical locations. It sounds like you had a similar inner knowing reaction to hearing about this increase in autism in children. Think multidimensionally and things make much more sense at this point.

      Because I know you old friend, please do NOT allow this knowledge, which is Light, activate your Mental Body which causes all of us to mentally loop and/or fixate on whatever. That is another one of Team Dark’s actions of interfering with our Mental and Emotional Bodies on those non-physical levels and we’ve worked SO hard to extricate ourselves from that nightmare entrapment so don’t go back there again for anything! Just acknowledge, feel it, know it and keep moving forward and don’t get sucked back down into the traps that us non-autisic people are dealing with now too. 😉

      Hugs,
      Denise

  171. Hi Denise,

    Is there a way to end a soul contract?

    I’ve been trying and trying to find my way out of my rutty situation to no avail. You see… I have been having my main income from an ex-boss as a freelancer… who had me laid off since 2009… but keeps on needing my service. Thing is… her ego and energy feels the same no matter how much Light I shed… while I find myself becoming less tolerant and more and more highly sensitive emotionally every time I make contact with her. The more I read your latest blogs… the more I realize she feeds off of me… her co-workers… and anyone who takes her on… like a vampire… even though she’s giving me my bread and butter financially. She fits the title under your description of a “soul contract” … under “Ascension and Earning Money”. She feeds off of guilt… and I’m tired of being her food.

    It feels like 2010 all over again… very much like Evan’s case. Same scenario. Same scripts and lines. Same time around April. Same methods everyone uses when they’re under fear. This time around I keep noticing and noting them as the Compassionate Witness and… I just want to get out of the way. I no longer want to be exploited but … no matter how hard I try… I wind up working for this female patriarchal ex-boss… because I have to find ways and means to pay my student loans… which also is a vampiric element. It’s a viscous cycle in my Life that I wish to end it… one baby step at a time. I wish to know the way to speak to my Higher Self to get the message across. Maybe I ought to talk to air before I go to sleep every night. I simply want to live simply during these trying times this year… so that I can remain focus on what’s most important: the Ascension having us transitioning into the NEW.

    I want to be freed from this vicious cycle and I’m tired. So tired. Is there a way out???

    Much gratitude,
    Lou Ann

  172. Hello Denise,

    This is something I’ve been wondering for some time…

    In your latest post on Readings by Eva, you mentioned “Eva emailed me information she’d received from her Higher Self and/or my Higher Self which she was supposed to pass along to me.” and “Eva’s ability to access certain higher level and Higher Self (hers and yours)”

    Does this actually mean, all of us have the same Higher Self? From what I’ve understood, there’s Source where we all came from and there’s somewhere our individuation begins. But when we refer to our Higher Selves, how ‘high’ and close to Source, or how much of an individual is he/she/them actually is?

    When we intend to communicate with our Higher Selves, who are we actually calling for?

    Please pardon me if I’ve overly humanized and intellectualized certain concepts, as I’m not all that clear about what is it that really want to ask either because these are all so mind bending to me, haha ^^;;

    Hugs,
    saggiorpiio

    • “Does this actually mean, all of us have the same Higher Self?”

      Hi saggiorpiio 🙂

      No we all have individual Higher Selves that are very close to Source. We are aspects that our Higher Self externalizes to gain more experiences, create more, learn more etc. This entire system is connected of course; individual selves to our individual Higher Self and Higher Self connected to Source. As we evolve our consciousness is increasingly able to perceive the vast knowledge that our individual Higher Selves contain which is what more people are starting to experience now via the Ascension Process and shift into a new and higher Evolutionary Cycle.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  173. Hi Denise,
    I have never been on your blog before and almost by ‘accident’ sort of landed on it!
    I browsed around just to get an idea why and then realised I needed to put a question to you.
    I have 2 questions,… if you would be so kind to answer them:
    1. Can you comment on the writings of the Master Djwal Khul who is of the Earth Hierarchy.
    2. Do you consider yourself to be one of the New Group of World Servers, who DK speaks of ?
    I ask you these questions so I can get your perspective of where your understanding of life stands in the human evolutionary scheme. It is always interesting to me to hear the different points of view and how they may be linked at some point to the same ultimate goal. Kinda like getting to know our allies 🙂
    Thank you for your ears and Light.

  174. HI,,,,I have a question about my very first Reiki treatment. It was a good experience but I am vibrating internally , specifically in the solar plexus…..can you please give me some information as to what the vibrations are doing/telling me? thanks sooo much 🙂
    Pauline.

  175. I had a strange experience yesterday morning and have been searching diligently to figure this out. Maybe you might be of some help deciphering it. I felt a rush/force/energy slam into me, it was incredibly powerful, so much so that it felt like the bed and floor dropped about a foot. This experience also came with a very loud noise, it startled me of course and I sat up and yelled “what was that!” This was like an out of body experience but I was not above looking down at myself, but more like an extremely lucid “dream”. Maybe something is trying to get my attention or ” wake me up” or remember something of great importance. This is like nothing I have experienced before. Any other ideas? I feel I need to work with a psychic to really get to the root of this. Could this be related to astral travel? Ascension, awakening? I must know. If it helps you to know – I’ve also experienced strange sensations, I thought I felt a light earthquake but now I think it could of been me vibrating? Sometimes I hear high pitched tones too. Thank you!

    • “I had a strange experience yesterday morning and have been searching diligently to figure this out. Maybe you might be of some help deciphering it. I felt a rush/force/energy slam into me, it was incredibly powerful, so much so that it felt like the bed and floor dropped about a foot. This experience also came with a very loud noise, it startled me of course and I sat up and yelled “what was that!” This was like an out of body experience but I was not above looking down at myself, but more like an extremely lucid “dream”. Maybe something is trying to get my attention or ” wake me up” or remember something of great importance. This is like nothing I have experienced before. Any other ideas? I feel I need to work with a psychic to really get to the root of this. Could this be related to astral travel? Ascension, awakening? I must know. If it helps you to know – I’ve also exper