Messages from my Higher Self

EVOLVING BEYOND THE GRAVITATIONAL PULL

When I was a young child I had an Astral Plane tutor or guide assigned to me until age 28–29 (the first Saturn Return). Unfortunately I didn’t immediately realize that’s what he was as a child, only that some strange male Being my parents couldn’t see waited each night behind my floor-length bedroom curtains for me to get out of my physical body to teach me how to consciously maneuver in the Astral plane. In the beginning he was something that scared the heck out of me each night before I got out of my physical body. However, once free of my 3D constraints this always faceless male Being in a brown hooded monks robe was my personal tutor/guide to flying safely—and with style I might add—in the 4D Astral.

For the first couple of years my transitions between awake in 3D to lucid in 4D, I needed to create a series of steps to get free of the seeming gravitational pull and density of 3D physicality even while out-of-body. For a young child these inter-dimensional steps were clever but of course they’re down-right silly and humorous now, but this is what I went through as a kid to get myself astrally airborne.

First I’d clairvoyantly see the male Being standing behind my physical bedroom curtains waiting for me to leave me physical body. Next I’d feel some minor pain and/or pulling sensations in one side of my body as I exited it. I’d immediately float up towards the ceiling and oftentimes let myself go all the way up until my nose gently touched the ceiling and float there awhile playing.

A few moments later I’d find myself outside and always during the daytime so I knew I was out-of-body and “dreaming”. This step of my transitional process always began with me in our driveway then quickly walking down to the curb and gutter area. For a couple of years this one-and-only location was my important astral launchpad area. Now here’s the funny part. Once I was in this particular area I’d squat down and then jump up as hard and high as I could and frantically begin clawing, crawling, pulling and fighting my way up to a height of about six feet above astral ground-level. It was always a great effort getting myself above this invisible astral barrier, but as soon as I did I was free from some weird gravitational pull and could then easily fly in the astral plane. This would be the point where my astral tutor/guide would appear, always wearing his brown hooded monks robe with the face area blacked out so I wouldn’t attach too much to him. Talk about evolved ego-less Beings!

I remember being embarrassed that I looked so foolish and had to struggle so to get myself beyond this strange invisible barrier, yet my astral tutor told me he thought I’d done well in figuring out how to get myself across that subtle energy barricade. He didn’t care what methods I created at the time to get myself from 3D to 4D, he was just glad I could do it on my own. As I progressed I no longer needed to go through these steps to transition between 3D and 4D, but this is how I first did it from around age six and seven.

PREPARING FOR THE JUMP TO LIGHT-SPEED

Jump forward to 1977 I believe it was when the first Star Wars movie opened in theaters. I went with a boyfriend and watched it for the first time in a packed theater. There were so many scenes in it that were instantly and deeply familiar to me as a Starseed; scenes like flying quickly and closely past huge planets and crossing vast amounts of deep-space in a split-second. But there was one scene that moved me in a very different way and I sensed it was a symbol for something else. What that something else was I didn’t fully know or remember in 1977, but I certainly do now and my Higher Self uses it often to drive the point home and for me to share that knowledge here.

My Higher Self has repeatedly shown me this one scene from Star Wars where the small positive Group—the elder Jedi Master, his neophyte student, plus the crew—is in the Millennium Falcon spaceship trying to outrun a Group from the “Dark Side of the Force”. As the Dark Group gets way too close for comfort, at the very last second the jump to Light-speed device finally works and the stars stretch out and pull long in front of the Light Group in the Millennium Falcon as they make the transition to Light-speed and escape the determined evil on their tails.

EVERY DAY OF 2011 IS THE TRANSITIONAL JUMP TO LIGHT-SPEED PHASE

My Higher Self has been using some of my past experiences to show me—in typical symbolic visual imagery—that Phase One of the Ascension Process (Jan. 1999 through the end of 2009) was much like my needing to squat down and then jump as hard and high as I could to get myself free of the dense gravitational pull of polarized 3D. It was for me and many of the other First Wave Starseed Lightworkers (or Lisa Renee’s great “Path Cutters” and “Prototypers” terms), the profoundly difficult phase of offloading—aka transmuting and integrating—what felt like tons of crushing dense personal and collective negative Dark Side of the Force 3D Earth and the 4D Astral plane trash.

Now in Phase Two of the Ascension Process (Jan. 2010 through Oct. 28, 2011), some of us have been repeatedly tweaking the “hyper-drive” systems within ourselves so we can make the jump to Light-speed—the transition of all transitions—which is rapidly approaching now as the remaining minutes of the Mayan calendar countdown to the very real Expiration Date. As we make these last-minute adjustments and adaptations to our inner hyper-drive systems during the weeks and months of 2011, our doing so naturally Creates a Way and Pathway for any and all humans that honestly desire to live in the unified Light instead of the polarized Dark to make the last-minute transitional jump to Light-speed this year too.

In really simplified terms, Phase One of the Ascension Process began when we (and by we I mean the First Wave Starseed Lightworkers or “Path Cutters” and “Prototypers”) entered the Mayan calendar’s Eighth Wave on Jan. 5, 1999 and began the intense Physical Plane biological transmuting and polarity integrating of our bodies and brains phase—the dirty, difficult, and dangerous polarity resolution phase.

Phase Two of the Ascension Process fully activated when we entered the most compressed and accelerated Ninth Wave phase on March 9, 2011. This completion phase of the Ascension Process has accelerated each week and month since March 9, 2011. However, from the June 21, 2011 summer Solstice until the Expiration Date—the end of the Mayan calendar on Oct. 28, 2011—this five month-long acceleration period and process will additionally accelerate each hour, each day, each week and month! The planet and every human on it who truly desires the Light over the Dark are increasingly offloading to get up-to-speed energetically to make the last transitional jump to Light-speed. We’ll then transition through the powerful trinity 11-11-11 portal on Nov. 11, 2011 and full separation from the old lower polarized 3D world, reality, dimension, people and Dark Ones will be complete.

Think of the remaining compressed days of this five month-long period from the 2011 summer Solstice through to the end of the Mayan calendar as vibrationally spinning faster and higher internally/externally via Light each day; everything and everyone that’s still dense and polarized simply is not capable of hanging on to anything or anyone else in this incredibly accelerated pre-launch spin cycle! They’re not willing to change now and are literally spun-off and away from those that are. Both Groups will have matching like-frequency worlds in like-frequency dimensions and locations to continue learning and evolving in. The great Expiration Date that the Mayan calendar represents means very different things to both Groups; to many it IS the horrible “End Times” because their parasitic free-ride/lunch is over. To others it is the start of living in peace, abundance, unity High Heart and being free in a world of Light for all for the first time in a very, very long time.

Denise

May 27, 2011

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32 thoughts on “Messages from my Higher Self

  1. (Just to be completely clear, this notice is NOT directed at Debora.)
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    TRANSITIONS Readers,

    Everyone please keep the Comments on-track to the subject matter in each article I’ve written.

    Also, TRANSITIONS is not your online space to advertise or promote yourself or your products.

    TRANSITIONS is also not your soapbox but mine. If you want your own soapbox you can certainly create your own place and space to preach, publish your words and beliefs, advertise, promote your products, your videos, teach, share, educate, quote others or whatever.

    Also, do not come to TRANSITIONS and preach at me. I will no longer publish these types of disrespectful Comments. I’m done silently tolerating certain people who find it impossible to recognize and respect true Lightworkers, their personal online spaces, not to mention the tremendous amounts of written work – the majority of which is given for free.

    I will no longer publish anyone who disrespects me and TRANSITIONS and energetically lowers what I’ve worked very hard for years to create here in my space.

    Denise Le Fay

  2. “Collective negative Dark Side of the Force 3D Earth and the 4D Astral plane trash.” Heh, I like that. This post reminded me that ever since I was spirituality awaken in 2009, it was a very slow and painful healing process for up until now. In that year of 2009, my Higher Self rudely slapped me awake just in time at the end of Phase One, so that she can use her high Heart energy to transition the energy into Phase Two and make sure it was “lock and load” and fall into place just as Divinely Planned. Talk about Divine Timing!

    Then the download of my lives and higher selves came to me in hard interval force since 1.1.11 and the information from the higher dimensions is going to slam into my consciousness up until 11.11.11. I have to say, the last 3 years of my life felt like a spiritual metaphysical roller coaster! Not only I have clean up energy junk on the astral that humans carelessly dumped, but I have to take out my own 3-D and 4-D trash for myself and my soul group too!

    Because I’m 23 and my rough ascension started so physically young, when my memories of my previous lives is coming back to me in such a rapid “acceleration”, I can’t help but to wonder if there is a Phase Three of Planetary Ascension? I felt like my Higher Self is preparing me to do something big for humanity over the next course of 11 years and she always hinted that 33 and 44 are magical ages for me.

    See, the point of Phase Two is the Transition stage. Phase Three is something else, and we’ll never know what is it. It’s like a surprise present. You can’t open it until humanity as a collective consciousness is ready.

    We just live in the excitement of Phase Two for now and stay calm and grounded.

  3. Thank you dear Denise for your information, but the acceleration I feel
    in my body is so strong … I’m not so sure I’m gonna make it alive !
    Love, Anarael.

  4. Hi, Denise – this was SO helpful, as always. Have definitely had a sense of being put through my paces in preparation for something so huge appreciation for giving me some clarity on what that might be. Having to take a deep breath at the thought that things are going to accelerate even more – but guess that’s why I’m being pushed to get up to speed!

  5. Thanks for this post and your website. it gives me hope

    For my end, what I’ve been noticing is that I find myself in situations where I have to face some old uncomfortable feelings like jealousy and fear etc. Some of these feelings have been with me for decades and I’ve always pushed them down or away… but nowadays… i find myself analysing them deeply, the result is that im seeing some painful patterns in my behavior that ive never knew existed. I’ve been able to work through this deep muck very quickly now that i see the source, sometimes it takes a day but the relief i feel in letting go of these old patterns is amazing.

    i wonder if anyone else has had the same experience and if this is a part of the process?

    • nora,

      Absolutely, it’s a huge part of the Ascension Process. What’s really great is that, as you’ve discovered, our old inner stuck emotional energies and issues (wounds, fears, projections etc) are VASTLY easier to transmute and integrate now than it was to do this type of Inner Work five years ago or ten years ago. This is one huge positive with the compressed and accelerated timeline and ending of the Mayan calendar (our rushing towards the Expiration Date 😉 ) is that all of our personal inner stuff, whatever it is at this point, is so much more easily and quickly realized, dealt with, integrated and transmuted so you/me/us are really free and able to continue on with this Process. Time’s short…just do it is my motto. Great job you! 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  6. thank you and bless you Denise… All Love and Light to you.

    ps I went through the same thing with you Nora resolving old patterns and letting them go; keep going…

  7. I’m with many of you, some of my big issues are re-surfacing again to resolve and let go (hopefully for the last or close to the last time!). I have to say I wish things had transpired more elegantly-it has been messy. I am feeling very clumsy and exposed-does anyone else feel this? I get angry at not being able to speak w/those involved in the messiness about what I’m going through but I have acknowledged with them what I’ve learned through our difficulties and that I’ve changed as a result. It seems their worst stuff is being exposed as well; I get that and it helps me to forgive them and move on.

  8. *Thank You* Denise ~
    My “Light Jump” this month has been once again aided by you… Some weeks back I entered Master Hotei’s temple in the footsteps of Little Ivory One and what a journey it has been 🙂 Savouring every moment! The pull and urge to read this particular book at this particular time is no coincidence, I had a clear sign it was time. And boy have I “Light Jumped”! Also experienced the strongest ever shift on my solar return a few days ago, and now can hardly recognise the previous four decades. Exciting to see where all this leads. Extending heart-felt Gratitude to you Denise, seems to me you’re “Master Hotei” here to us now 🙂

    • mia,

      Happy Birthday…it’s a special one turning 40! Just go with the powerful life-changing Uranus Opposition energies that flood you, your consciousness, and your life now (from 39-42 or 43ish).

      Thank you so for enjoying your journey through The Temple of Master Hotei. And yes, everyone continues moving forward in their journey’s and soul growth. 😉

      Hugs of Gratitude,
      Denise

  9. I need some help Denise and beautiful lightworkers. I know we are all going through this together and our issues are coming up for us to accept, integrate, or release, and I’m glad for this, I want and am doing this I believe.
    When I was a young child, up until age 8, I was fearless and spoke my truth. I’m sure there were those that thought of me as a pain in the arse because of my mischievousness nature. I suddenly (it seems overnight) became very quiet, shy, and fearful of speaking in front of others. I’ve pondered that a lot in my life how I could go from one extreme to the other without any apparent cause. I still am having difficulties speaking and being around people, even family members. I love people so much and do energy work for others, but when it comes to being around them, I am SO awkward. This whole issue is now being presented to me to deal with and I don’t know how. Part of what I feel i need to work on is speaking my truth and being myself around others. I am fine being myself around myself and my children but as soon as anyone else is around me I just clam up and feel uncomfortable and because of a long time desire for others to like me, I have been a doormat most of my life and need to learn to say no now, and when I do I feel like a heel. Probably I truly should accept myself and then everything else will fall into place, and I feel that I actually love myself for the first time in this lifetime, but I guess I don’t accept everything about me. I feel like there is something I am keeping hidden from myself and I really want to understand what it is now even if its painful.
    I was wondering if any of you feel you want to, can you help me by sending loving energy my way, I will gladly accept it.
    I am grateful for this blog Denise and for the beautiful people that come here. I hope this isn’t off topic and if it is, I apologize and understand if you don’t post it. Love and hugs to you all.

    • raven333,

      See how very, very important it is for each of us to work on OURSELVES first? After that we can better guide certain other people to deal with their inner stuff too. But it’s ourselves first and others second…which is of course exactly the opposite of what we’re taught. See the reasons for this as well and who was really trying to get humanity to not feel, deal, and heal?

      Females usually have more difficulty learning how to speak their truth because it’s been a patriarchal run world (all of Earth) and they’ve really taken females voices away (and plenty of other things) for thousands of years. Because of this females Throat chakras are usually closed up pretty tight most of their lives unless they very consciously work towards learning how to speak their truths and literally create via the Throat chakra. (Ever wonder why, as women age, their necks get all frog looking and baggy, droopy, fat and big? A lifetime of not allowing their energy to flow through their Throat chakra and develop and create.) This is also why females need to talk more to each other to help them express their feelings etc. They know they can much more honestly and fully speak their truths to other females.

      The flip-side of this is that males Heart chakras are usually closed up pretty tight most of their lives. Why? So they could do all the nasty things that the patriarchy has demanded they do. It’s hard to kill others with an open Heart; not so much with one that’s totally closed. This is why many males have heart attacks because their Heart chakra has been closed the majority of their lives.

      Back on track…

      Here’s some Homework for you to do every day for as long as you feel you can benefit from it. I want you to begin by talking out-loud to an empty room. Say anything you want, anything you NEED to say aloud and do not feel bad, guilty, silly, rebellious, disrespectful, weak, stupid, or negative for doing so. Just talk aloud to the empty room when you know that no one can hear you. Get comfortable doing this.

      The next step is to start letting yourself speak emotions aloud. Get pissed, get mad, get angry, get happy, get fearful, get defensive, feel as many different emotions as you can and while you’re feeling each one of them, SAY SOMETHING that reflects what you’re feeling emotionally. This will help you to emotionally tap into whatever feelings you need to feel now AND then externally, physically give voice to each of them aloud. Get used to how this feels inside your body and inside your heart, throat, voice, and your gut. Pay attention to this Process and see if anything comes up from your inner basement. If so just deal with it; be consciously aware of it (whatever it is), feel it emotionally without guilt or shame, then speak about it externally to the empty room. It’s so important to get these inner emotional stuck energies externalized by speaking them aloud. As soon as we speak them aloud, externalize them, they loose much of their power over us.

      The next step in this Homework is for you to learn how to speak your feelings, your truths, your fears, your dreams etc. to another living person…whose in the same room as you are. 😉 When you’re ready for this stage of the Process, get together with the person YOU feel the most comfortable with and that YOU trust the most to not hurt you, attack you, wound you, blame you, shame you etc. etc. Use this person as your ways and means to learn how it feels to speak aloud different things you’re feeling and need to express to another living being. You can even tell this one test person what you’re doing and why IF you trust them fully.

      The point is for you to inch your way towards learning how to physically speak words that actually mean something TO YOU to another living person. (As females living our lives in a patriarchal world we’ve learned to say plenty of silly meaningless crap to not make anyone else feel threatened by us. It takes some work to retrain ourselves to transmute that Collective BS!) This is you learning how to work with your Throat chakra and all of the energy within it. When someone speaks to you what do you, the listener do? We listen to them and usually mentally visualize what they’re telling us and we also usually emotionally feel their story as well. That’s how potent the Throat chakra is at creating. 😉

      Be strong and KNOW that you have a Divine Right to speak.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  10. Raven333 – At the age of 7, I changed completely much as you have described. At some point I had a vivid dream wherein my father and I were in a cave sitting on giant mushrooms while he was “talking” to me. I eventually put it together: my father was fanatically religious (Mormon) and would have “talks” with people. He spoke a lot about evil. I believe one of his talks at that age shut me down. Raven, go within; become complete within yourself; don’t worry about other people; you will become a magnet for like-minded people. Best of luck to you.

  11. Gerry, thank you, and wow! I was brought up Mormon also! It’s funny how I never related the changes to that. I don’t recall anyone from church ever trying to keep me quiet, but there are pieces from my childhood that I don’t remember. I have a feeling that this year it will be coming back to me.

    Denise, what you wrote really touched me, I felt it in my heart, and I know its time. It’s not easy, but it is worth it and I’m not giving up. Thank you.

  12. Denise – your comments to Raven333 hit home big time – thank you so much for your post! Now it all makes sense! I have been majorly obsessing over my new droopy and saggy ugly neck and also wondering why my throat feels so constricted… plus I’ve been feeling extremely frustrated about my inability to communicate articulately. I will start my homework right away – thank you, thank you!
    Raven333 – I will send loving energy your way – thanks for posting.

  13. Hi, Denise and all,

    This message, too, speaks to me. Denise, what you said to Raven and what Diane said are things I can relate to as well. I have asthma and, when an attack hits, it invariably hits my throat first, which constricts and I literally can’t speak! How symbolic is that? I also have a little hm-hm in my throat a lot. I’ve been thinking lately that it is related to not being able to speak my truth and when will be the time when I can. On the other hand, sometimes I blurt things out in public loudly, which is often very funny. It’s something true and others recognize it and laugh. Some are just shocked here, because it is extremely patriarchal here– think of North America and quadruple it or multiply it by 10. Your job here is to be married and have kids and if you haven’t, like me, you’re “bad.” And you get propositioned about three times a week.
    A few days ago, I had an experience that is so in tune with this discussion and I’ve been dying to share it, so here goes. I went to see a shaman here who is well-respected and considered powerful. He was reluctant to talk to a foreigner and then opened up. I watched a ritual and, at a very unfortunate and tense moment, my camera dial was in the wrong position and I had a bright flash photograph instead of a silhouette against a fire. Well, the shaman rushed over and started berating me like crazy. I tried to explain, but neither he nor my friend would listen and both of them just attacked and attacked some more. (Being a foreigner was about 90% of the problem.) Cursing is common here among shamans, so my friend was very afraid and even went so far as to say he was ashamed of me. After not being heard, I stayed silent, but was really ready to burst! I could feel myself growing! Finally my friend listened and learned it was an unfortunate mistake at a tense moment, but talk about patriarchal, racist, unknowing, unseeing blindness! I had psychically let the shaman know I was coming, yet he did not know. I spread my wings and he did not see. He was operating at such a low vibrational level that I couldn’t even believe he was a shaman or respected. He does not remotely compare to the people in this group or others I know in my cyber life. A devout Buddhist woman here said to me a few weeks ago that shamanism is low on the totem pole of spirituality and I’m inclined to agree right now.
    Sorry, guys. I had to get this out of me to people who understand! Thanks for listening and I’m glad there are others feeling this right now, too! It’s interesting how many of us have been silenced….

    Many hugs,
    Cat

    • Cat,

      Thank you very much for sharing this particular experience here. I’ve got a new post in the works about this exact thing/belief/reality. People don’t yet fully understand how far beyond the old lower 3D profoundly patriarchal BS they have already evolved/ascended to date, and they very much need to!

      All belief systems, religious belief systems, and also the majority of past old 3D “occult” or metaphysical information or knowledge are all things we have and are continuing to rapidly evolve beyond. Trying to go back down to these old but familiar energies and consciousness levels simply won’t work any more for you/me/us/humanity now. That knowledge was for that old lower frequency and polarized 3D consciousness and we’re currently within the beginning stages of existing within 5D “Unity Consciousness” or High Heart Consciousness as I call it. So you see how tremendous a change this really is already and how these types of things, beliefs, so-called “healings” and/or “sacred events” etc. literally exist at and within a vastly lower level of frequency and are of the polarized patriarchal world and old consciousness. A few trips back down is the fastest way to personally discover where you actually are today. Bless the asshole shaming “shaman” for the REAL gift he gave you. 😀 Now get your butt back up here. 😆

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • I have just found this site after a weeks of serious searching for answers. I had a vision after my hysterectomy that left me with a wonderful sense of peace. I was called to gather all the children and show them the light so they can have peace. Somehow I felt like I had been waiting for the call, which was very weird. I have been reading all the comments here and was so amazed to hear how some of you could not speak properly last year round May – July 2011. I had lost my voice as well and just by luck I took my son to an ENT. He was more concerned about my voice. After a checkout they found growths on my sick dying thyroid – so they removed everything. I was without a voice for several months. During that time I found my world around me to be very disconnected. My perception of time was lost and managing my daily life was very difficult. The more negative energy I had around me, the more sick I felt. No one could explain why I felt this way. Doctors could find nothing wrong. Some days I wished I could be disconnected from my body because the feeling like something was missing was so intense. Somehow I managed to get through last year and now reading all these stories I understand my world around me.

      I feel like my physical body and emotions are so intertwined with nature and the universe now and when I am away from it I feel lost. I am still trying to understand whats happening, trying to find ways to sleep at night. I have so many voices talking all the time constantly and I am taking time to get used to it. I can no longer listen to music or the TV, any type of noise or sound, bright lights and crowded spaces seem to be so overloaded with energy. I am very sensitive to peoples energy and now going to the Mall is exhausting for me. I come home feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted.
      I am so happy now to know that I am not alone in this. I do not have to conform to what society says anymore about how you should act and think. For far too long I have ignored the voices, the dreams and messages I have had in fear of been labeled insane or crazy.

      For the last week I wake every morning with a message. I just have these commands in my mind I have to say them. It repeats until I find the answer or explanation.
      If we did not have the internet to search for all these answers I would have lost the plot by now.
      But everything I have been told has been true so far. Is someone showing me what to do? Being a guide. Does anyone else experience this? I am here to do something and I am clueless how to go about it. Can anyone explain this?

      • Christine,

        🙂 Hi and welcome to TRANSITIONS where you’ve been led, no doubt by your own Higher Self, to plenty of information about what’s called the Ascension Process. It is a huge planetary and species and beyond happening of compressed evolution and changes and I’ve written a lot about the Ascension Process and about the many physical, emotional, mental and psychic symptoms it causes in us all. I’d suggest you read through all of the current articles listed in the Sidebar under TOP ARTICLES because you’ll find a good group of article about Ascension symptoms etc. If you find that that info resonates with you and your inner Heart and place of discernment, then I suggest you read through more of my Archives to go even deeper with this very important topic.

        Again, I’m glad you’ve found your way here and to this material which will help you better understand what (and why) you’ve been going through. And know that the other people who write Comments here are living it too and have been for many years so you are in very good, safe, and understanding hands and Hearts here at TRANSITIONS.

        Hugs,
        Denise Le Fay

  14. Hi Denise, et.al.

    A couple of things … In late 2007 I lost my voice physically for over 3 months. I was working at a call center that was supposedly to help people understand their M*dicare, but the because it was a contractor to M*dicare “client” was never the caller, it was the government itself and so call volume was the judge of “success” rather than actually helping anyone. As I became more and more stressed out, unable to say what needed to be said, the Universe, me, my higher self and I, made it so that I couldn’t. Now my higher self has been trying to tell me for about 10 years that I needed to do something else with my life, but I kept ignoring the message. This time it was hard to ignore. I went on short term disability – in spite of the fact that no doctor could find ANYTHING wrong with my throat. When I was finally released to go back to work I was limited to the amount of time I could spend on the phones and that, of course doesn’t do so well at a call center… anyway… it was an object lesson in not being able to express myself the way I wanted to. It was applicable in so many things. The phenomenon continues even to today if I am shut down for some reason, I “lose my voice” or become hoarse. It is quite the signal.

    The other thing is that I have been unable to do some of the kinds of 3D journeying that I used to do for some time now. I have missed it terribly because the “other side” was always so comfortable for me. Sometimes I would just go there and “spend the night” in my guide’s little cottage. But, just like my voice being shut off as a message, I think my ability to journey has been shut off as a message as well. I still get my higher down loads — it has been enormous the past several days. I have lost interest in my pagan doings… I used to be involved in several pagan groups. But they don’t have what I need anymore. And again, I miss it.

    TRANSITIONS is the only place I have a connection in any fulfilling way. I wish there was some way to turn this in f2f! But maybe that F2F is really “FiveD 2 FiveD”!

    Thank you for this community.

    Deb

    • Debora,

      The “…some of the kinds of 3D journeying that I used to do…” thing is the same sort of business as your throat/voice shutting down because you’re saying other people’s words. We’ve evolved, and are still evolving beyond these old pre-Ascension abilities, methods, tools and our beloved old guides etc. I’ve missed some of mine too and the ways in which I used to perceive and interact with the higher dimensions prior to the start of my biological Ascension Process. It’s totally different now and is only going to continue changing into something very different with much less flash and drama than the old days. 😉 (I’ll get that new article about this written asap.)

      I’m glad TRANSITIONS is a new Home for you too and thanks for saying that. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  15. Ah, Denise, that was hilarious. I came back up as quickly as I could, believe me. I so agree with you– the level was so low, I couldn’t believe the shaman was anything at all! And my friend kept instructing me like a child and I kept saying, You don’t know who I am! I could absolutely feel how much higher and more powerful I was than this shaman. So interesting to have the message in your face like that! hehehe But I got it. I used the 12D light protection, which is very effective. Yesterday I felt he might have been trying to have some effect on me, shall we say, but I felt it and flung it off and split his drum (which would be very bad). At this point, I think it may have actually happened, because the other day I focused on a cow to have her come to me and she did. Then she was up on the hill beside me, looking at me, going, And why am I here? And you, what? Very confused. I tried it on another cow and stopped it for awhile. Just harmless playing, testing my new skills. 😉

    Big hugs,
    Cat

  16. Thank you for the good wishes, Denise 🙂
    At the moment it’s difficult for me to discern what part of this ride is Ascension related, what is Uranus changes etc, but maybe it all just blends into the most appropriate mix for each individual… I do feel like I’m completing a certain cycle and almost being initiated to the next phase in all of this.
    Your writing about how all of what’s been going on before in various energetic practises is now obsolete, I feel it in every cell in my body! So many seem to be still hanging onto the familiar ways, but it’s a wonderful sense of freedom to me now. And so much fear has crumbled off… even spiders have no effect whatsoever any longer, heheh 🙂
    A couple of days ago I had a wonderful twin flame integration experience, a separation scar (not from this lifetime, but a much vaster, universal) within me healed, and it gave me so much new energy, and a feeling of now carrying a part of my original home within me. I’m just so grateful.
    Wishing you all here the best of uplifting energies in this time!
    xxx
    (PS. This news from Bolivia made me so happy last week – waiting and expecting more goodness like this! http://www.pvpulse.com/en/news/world-news/bolivia-set-to-pass-historic-law-of-mother-earth-which-will-grant-nature-equal-rights-to-humans)

  17. Thanks Denise for this post. I just have a question – and I hope I don’t come across as thick and if I do, then I apologise but I’m just trying to make sense of my world. If we are in a shit place but want to get out of it because we know its killing us and pulling us down vibrationally, are we aware, then, I mean our higher selves, our souls, that we are light beings, light workers, who are stuck and pulling away from the crap? You see, that’s where I’m at and trying so hard to pull way from lower vibe existence because I can “feel” a better life of light and love and higher vibes where I can breathe properly awaiting me.

    I love you to bits and don’t know what I’d do without your site and Lisa Renee’s. Thank you so much.

    Anastasia

    • Anastasia,

      This world has only become so “shit place” 😉 due to how severely the Dark Ones have distorted, stolen, used and abused everything and everyone on this planet. Once we get rid of them via increasing Light frequencies, this ascended Earth world will match it’s new ascended/evolved inhabitants…us.

      Yes of course our Higher Selves know what “we” all are; we’re the ones who’ve forgotten, which went with the territory of incarnating into the old pre-ascension Earth world and 3D.

      I would suggest that you stop “trying so hard to pull away from lower vibe existence…” because it happens naturally and automatically the more you work within yourself on yourself. And by that I mean dealing with whatever comes up in you and/or your life and NOT run away from it, NOT suppress it, NOT project it on to someone else, NOT try to escape it via drugs or whatever…you know what I’m saying about people who try to escape. When we stay in our bodies and deal with our stuff in all its many colorful forms, that’s what naturally transforms us into being able to embody increasing amounts of Light Energy because we’ve cleared our personal fields. So you see it’s a natural unfolding process of spiritual evolution when we just stay in our bodies and feel and deal with our stuck issues. As soon as one starts doing that the Light has room to come into you, your body, your heart and consciousness etc., which only activates more of the same until there’s very little stuff/junk left within us.

      That’s the magic formula and with the Ascension Process here now pressuring everyone to transmute and Lighten Up 😉 , everyone is currently capable of transmuting tremendous amounts of their stuff/junk super quickly and easily…in comparison to trying to do it when the cosmos isn’t sending all these Energies to get the job done. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  18. Thanks Denise, I get what you’re saying. I am in that process but sometimes I just feel so tired! I think, like a lot of people, I forget the bigger picture because I feel so embroiled in it all. But I’m really glad you have said what ou’ve said to me, sometimes we all need someone to point out the obvious (even though we know it deep down inside!).

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