Starseed Troop Withdrawals

Because there was some confusion and worry from some people when I mentioned the Separation of Worlds, I’ve waited to talk about this next topic. Like some topics I write about, this one is not for everyone who will read it. Because I can already hear and feel some confusion and panicked reactions from some people over this announcement, I repeat; this article is not directed at everyone who will read it. It is however for many of my readers, but not for all of them, so I ask each of you to please keep this in mind because this is a very complex topic and situation that’s recently begun unfolding. [This article is a continuation of Recent Repeated Dream Messages.  ]

 I had a vision message at the start of summer 2011, and in it I clairvoyantly saw a massive white-light pouring downward which was Source Energy. This brilliant white-light traveled downward until it reached a huge clear prism-like object. When the white-light hit this clear prism it fractured into different colored Rays of Light that radiated downward from Source’s perspective. There were colors in this Cosmic rainbow of Light Rays that I’ve never seen before and have no way of describing what they look like because there are no equivalents to them in this dimension. Each Ray was beautiful and unique beyond description. End of clairvoyant vision message.

There were no telepathic words interpreting this vision and none were needed. I instantly knew what this image represented and why I was seeing it at that time. I’m going to use this particular term—Troop Withdrawals—on purpose in an attempt to express multiple multidimensional events unfolding now and all for the same reasons. 

Many, but not all the incarnate Starseeds will choose to not remain on the new ascended 5D Earth world they’ve worked so long and so hard to manifest for others. Other incarnate Starseeds will choose to remain and live on the new ascended 5D Earth world for however long they individually feel the need or desire to do so. Many incarnate Starseeds will choose to return Home to their individual higher dimensions, stellar systems, galaxies, universe, Light Realms, or return to locations very close to Source.

Lots of options will become increasingly conscious in the incarnate Starseeds awareness from this point forward because we’ve reached the end of this phase of our Missions as those who Volunteered to come to Earth to embody/live/insert/anchor the Ascension Process and new timeline and Earth. This is what my summer clairvoyant vision represented; different colored Light Rays from Source becoming more conscious in the Starseeds because they’ve reached the beginning of the Starseed Troop Withdrawals or Going Home phase. Is this mandatory? Of course not, but no one is going to have to twist the arms of most Starseeds to return to their favorite Home stations!  As these many options become more conscious within the Starseeds awareness it will be helpful to pay extra attention to your inner messages, feelings, dreams and knowings. Multiple options and big changes are and will continue presenting themselves to Starseeds at the end of the Mayan calendar, the 11-11-11 shift, December 2011, and throughout 2012.

My vision revealed many different colored Rays of Light and each one of them were individual Home frequencies of every Starseed incarnate on Earth now. These Light Rays were pointing downward towards the new ascended 5D Earth and are energetic pathways back Home for each Starseed to use who wants to return to their Home. This option is just that, an option, not a total Troop Withdrawal of all now incarnate Starseeds over the next week only so please relax! These Starseed options from Source are now in place and will remain so don’t worry or become confused over this. Once we’re on the other side of 11-11-11 growing numbers of Starseeds will just suddenly know what their next move is so relax into these new transitions. The choice is yours, mine, and each of ours and there is no pressure or obligation to remain or to go so please relax and consider the many new options presenting themselves now and over the next year to the Starseeds.

Eva emailed me on October 23, 2011 about a recent vision and knowing she’s had and that she will be returning to her Home station soon. When she wrote me about this she knew nothing about the waking vision message I’d had during the summer. In my response letter to her I told her briefly about it, but she’s reading about my vision in detail from reading this article now, just as you are. With her permission, here are some quoted excerpts from her letter to me:

“I know people are very excited about the New Earth and all that, what comes and will be after the shift in 5D. To be honest, and I know I can be with you, I’m excited about something else. I Know I’ll be going Home very soon, but for me the feeling of Home isn’t in 5D. My feeling is that I’ll be going ALL the way HOME, close to Source, where I/We come from. And that feeling makes my heart sing!
I’ve had a confirmation vision of this feeling about a week ago. I saw golden ‘tubes’ connected to Earth, to me, and other from Source. Through one of those ‘tubes’ I saw my ‘essence’ leaving Earth, elevated farther and farther, until I wasn’t able to see this planet any more. Then I saw/sensed that I was very close to Source, as if I was on some sort of outer layer of Source. Sorry, I can’t describe this any better.
When I woke up, I remembered clearly all that I saw and felt. I had/have the KNOWING of going Home. In my understanding, my work is done here, I can go Home, and I won’t be involved with New Earth and New humanity, or if I will that will be from a ‘far distance’…
To be honest, I can’t ‘see’ anything after 11.11.11 I can’t even see this year December, so I’m truly hoping that is my exit date and I won’t be here any longer after.
Love Eva
Oct. 23, 2011″
I have experienced this type of major life/focus/reality shift from one phase and state of being into another phase and state of being before and it’s often impossible for us to see, sense or perceive the “us” (and reality) we’ll be on the other side of these major shifts we’re facing at the time. I’ve hinted for months that on the other side of 11-11-11 we’ll begin to know more about what’s coming next for us individually, until then however, it’s hard for many of us to even imagine this major shift into the next phase and so our near future may now seem blacked-out to our current awareness. But trust that you will soon perceive and know it.
I had a similar email from David about this topic on October 18, 2011. I got his permission as well to quote his letter. Thank you David for your generosity. Here’s his letter to me:
I hope you don’t mind a question in your busy schedule. Thank you for your web site, and your most recent article was quite amazing.
I’m a Wanderer. You mentioned the term along with Starseeds and Lightworkers in your most current article. I believe I’ve been on this planet for over 20,000 years. I’m tired and just want to go back home to my density. Are you of the opinion that Starseeds/Wanderers will be finishing up their contracts here and will be leaving soon? Do higher dimensional beings actually need to ascend again, since they already ascended once before? Or is ascension, in part, a way to return Wanderers, Starseeds, and Lightworkers to their home densities? When the call went out to assist Earth, a plan must have been put in place to get all the higher density beings who would come to 3D Earth back home. Could ascension then be more about that— with the hope that many 3D Earth natives would tag along for the ride after befriending and learning from these higher dimensional beings? I also sense 5D spaceships. Might there also be an evacuation for some higher dimensional beings who have family members on these ships?
I’m David. I live in New Hampshire, and I hope you’ll have the time and energy to email me back. I understand how tired we get and thank you once again.
Oct. 18, 2011″
There are a couple more layers to these recent Messages from Home to all Earth incarnate Starseeds. A couple of weeks ago a woman emailed me (I’ve hunted through my piles of emails and, forgive me, but I cannot find your letter or I would mention you by name) and she recommended a book that Barbara Hand Clow had told her was really great. The book is Not In HIS Image: Gnostic Vision, Sacred Ecology, and the Future of Belief  by John Lamb Lash 2006.
After I received this email book recommendation I went to to check it out because this was the first I’d heard about it. Now here comes the unexpected twist and second layer to this. While at Amazon looking at Lash’s book I stumbled upon (not hardly, I was meticulously led directly to this other book at this exact moment for specific reasons for me personally) another book which I instantly knew was the book I needed to read immediately. This second book is The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth by Dolores Cannon 2011. I bought both books on the spot because I’m well-familiar with how my Higher Self jockeys me, and sometimes other people around, just to get me/them/many of us to consciously understand something important at the moment.
When these two new books arrived I immediately read The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth. I knew the moment I was led to it that it had information I needed to connect with now as confirmation to many things I’ve known and lived most of my life and have written about myself over the years. There wasn’t any new information in this great book for me personally, but, it confirmed many things I’ve known and lived and that was the Message in it for me at this time—conformation. Many of you Starseeds/Wanderers will find this book by Dolores Cannon a great confirmation too to what you/us have gone through with our Starseed Soul Missions during these lives on Earth and others as well.



  1. My 2011 summer awake vision of Source creating multiple different colored Light Rays (Eva saw them as “golden tubes”) out of Itself for Starseeds to use to energetically travel back Home.
  2. My Oct. 20, 2011 article Recent Repeated Dream Messages [see link above] about my Mom and I being shown in recent dream messages that our previous Starseed tools, multidimensional meeting places, multidimensional locations where we’ve been taught and/or further information was given to us during these incarnations, locations and methods of energetic repair work/healing done to Starseeds to help us continue our Ascension related Soul Missions in physicality on Earth. [See the Comments on that article from different people/Starseeds having similar dream messages recently.]
  3. David’s questions about Starseeds/Wanderers going Home and Ascension etc.
  4. Eva’s dream vision about her not remaining in the New 5D Ascended Earth world much longer but going Home soon instead.
  5. My being led to discover and quickly read Dolores Cannon’s latest book mentioned above.
  6. And last but certainly not least my recent realizations (and private email interactions with Sage in northern CA) that it was time for me to let go of my intense twenty-yearlong wish to move to northern California to live quietly and isolated in the forest in Nature. It was surprising when I realized recently that what I’ve desired for so long probably isn’t going to happen because I’ve accomplished this phase of my Ascension related Soul Mission and now have far more options before me.

Some of the Starseed options I’ve perceived so far I’ll list below, yet I know there’s many more of them that I’m not aware of. Lots of options exist for us as this current transition unfolds through November and December 2011, and throughout all of 2012 as well. Relax because there’s plenty of time to know what you want to do next and where.

  1. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and perceive more soon about one’s options and decide at that point what you want to do next and where.
  2. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and have a Rest and Recuperation period somewhere to heal the Ascension Process wounds and exhaustion if needed.
  3. Leave the New Ascended 5D Earth and have that nice Rest and Recuperation some place else of your choosing.
  4. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth as a Master and Teacher to the newly ascended humanity.
  5. Go back Home to whatever dimension and location that is for each of us and become the New non-physical, Inner Plane Guides, Assistants, Masters, Teachers etc. to the 5D humans living on the New Ascended 5D Earth. Some of us will choose to be the New non-physical Guides etherically whispering in some people’s ears and hearts like your old Guides did for you before the Ascension Process began.
  6. Go back Home, wherever that is for the many Starseeds, and just rest there for however long one desires.
  7. Go back Home to our particular Home stations and report what we’ve learned while in physicality on Earth to the others that remained when we Volunteered to come to 3D Earth and embody the Ascension Process. The knowledge/Light we’ve gained by our Volunteering to incarnating into such density, duality, negativity, darkness and chaos in physicality is tremendously valuable information that Source and all others will use to create new worlds and realities in other locations and so very much more.
  8. Go back Home, wherever that is for you, and just sit n’ grin n’ rest and be very happy about it all for a good long while!
  9. Go back Home and rest and recuperate for a while then fairly quickly go back out on your next Mission.
  10. All of the above and more.

Like I said, there’s more of these options and I know we’ll all be perceiving and feeling more of them on the other side of 11-11-11, and each of the remaining Energy Stair Steps/Gates/Portals between today and winter Solstice 2012. Just relax and feel your way along with this and you’ll perceive more (or simply know) over the months leading up to the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Cosmic alignment and Energy imprinting. We’ve finally reached the long-awaited transition into the New everything after all the years of brutal and dangerous transmuting and integrating we’ve done. Well done everyone, now lets walk across the 11-11-11 threshold and embody much more of the New Blueprints for humanity, Earth, and Home.


October 27, 2011

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69 thoughts on “Starseed Troop Withdrawals

  1. Recently i have become SO bored with everything. I have always been so happy about life, enjoying my work and exploring new things. Lately I can’t think of anything new I want to do or accomplish here. I am not as “insightful” as some of the folks out there with the posts and all…. of knowing whether I’m a particular starseed or whatever. But maybe my mission is accomplished here and my higher self knows it. Only time will tell I guess! LOL

    • “Recently i have become SO bored with everything. I have always been so happy about life, enjoying my work and exploring new things. Lately I can’t think of anything new I want to do or accomplish here. I am not as “insightful” as some of the folks out there with the posts and all…. of knowing whether I’m a particular starseed or whatever. But maybe my mission is accomplished here and my higher self knows it. Only time will tell I guess! LOL”


      For years now I too have been bored out of my skull and there’s not much of anything I want to “learn” in the old world reality. Feeling this way is a good and honest sign that one has no more need to learn anything within the system/world etc. that they’re currently in. It doesn’t matter at all if someone has these “insights” or not; those of us with them are here now to have these types of conversations with people like you. 😉

      Many of us will choose to move on, Graduate to another level of learning/creating or rest for a while. Lots of options for the Starseeds/Wayshowers/Lightworkers etc.


  2. I’m so happy to read this: “Once we’re on the other side of 11-11-11 growing numbers of Starseeds will just suddenly know what their next move is so relax into these new transitions. The choice is yours, mine, and each of ours and there is no pressure or obligation to remain or to go so please relax and consider the many new options presenting themselves now and over the next year to the Starseeds.”

    I’ve been lurking here for just over a month after my best friend and spiritual “diving buddy’s” mother linked us in to an older post on Ascension symptoms. Coming upon the site has been a great blessing to me. I had been a regular reader of Karen Bishop’s newsletters when she had been publishing them, and then it seemed there was just SILENCE for so long, from my higher self, from my guides, from people like Karen… Now there is this blog, and once again I feel like I am “in the loop” about what it is that has been going on, especially very actively for the past six years in my life (before that, too, but my process really accelerated in 2005).

    Reading this, I started to cry because I want off this train SO BADLY sometimes. I want to go Home so much I don’t know if I can hang on. Also, I believe as a part of my process, my plan, my blueprint has been shifted around a lot the past three years. The core essence and “big events” are as originally planned, some of them — some of the most crucial of them, I believe, and yet there are critical points that either have not yet occurred, or were just changed, much as previous posts (and Karen Bishop’s newsletters) corroborate, what with the need to have more join the Ascension process in a more active way (? I’m not sure how to put that…). Part of me feels that the “changes to the plan” were there all along to push my process harder, to have me believing one thing, then experiencing the growth that happens when it turns out to be another…

    Anyway, I appreciate reading this very much because with parts of this process I am just DONE. I. Am. Done. Just want to go Home. But then there are also some very, very good reasons I have to stay behind, and work out some final resolution with a few very significant “strings” that have to be woven back into the process and pattern again. I’m speaking metaphorically here, but they involve very special relationships to me, relationships that do not feel completed/at peace yet, and are ones for which I would hang on and stay, just a little longer, to watch the resolution fall into place, and feel like there has been some form of justice and completion of this process which has upended my world, and the worlds of some special (and young) people in my life. My only consolation has been that their souls chose this, too. Else I don’t know how I could have borne the tasks that have been required of me, for my soul and for the souls of others.

    Sorry this is so long, I just felt moved to finally write and thank you for posting what I have needed to hear, and needed to know. These things do have a wonderful timing to them, and I am encouraged by what I read here. But I am ready for another big change, and one that may involve a little bit of rest for a while. Some of those big changes have occurred already, thank goodness, and there has been more rest for me that, say, two years ago. But I’m ready for another big shift, I’m ready to be in the newer place, a place where it is less about stretching and growing past what I thought I would be able to, and just having some good FLOW, some comfortable flow. I hope it will be so.

    Thanks again.

  3. In my recent meditations I too have been directed in this direction. But I simply wouldn’t allow myself to believe it. The work here has been so hard and cruel that I was afraid to acknowledge the joy that is coming. But your post gives me great joy for the confirmation. Thank you Denise. As always you are a wonderfully bright light. 🙂

  4. Denise, thanks for this article.

    I have a strong urge to stay with Mother Earth and experience the 5D world, though not sure what I will be doing. I consulted the Answer Room (technique explained in Barbara Marciniak’s book, “Path of Empowerment”), asking my Higher Self if my writing is still important to me now, and awoke the next morning with a clear image: a pen alongside a huge KEY.

    On so many levels I feel I am truly “done” here and your post is reassuring. I plan to check out “The Three Waves of Volunteers” and will definitely tune in after 11-11-11 to see what inspires me.

    I trust that everything is unfolding as it should for all of us!

    Blessings & Light to all, Thelma

  5. TY dearly Denise,
    Your prowess is inexhaustible – another marvel !!!

    I was very delighted to get this as further confirmation to the emerging process we are presently focused on – “least my recent realizations (and private email interactions with Sage in northern CA)“

    I am poised/adamant for back to homeland option; taking into consideration that the Spiritual Hierarchy has repeatedly informed us that many volunteered for this mission but few were selected; and I would not like to repeat this experiment, I just want to go home for good (3D is harsh/toxic) – SSD.

    Love to All as we open/discover our ballots.

  6. Denise, thanks for yet another excellent, perfectly timed article. I appreciate all the work you are doing to write these articles, moderate our posts, and run this blog ongoingly.

    In recent weeks my guides have been telling me that I probably won’t be among the first wave to Ascend on 11-11-11. They have also been telling me that I will Ascend before 12-21-12. Beyond this, I don’t have a more specific timing sequence. They have been telling me that after I Ascend I will return to 3-D earth fairly soon to help others Ascend. They have been showing me that all the things I have experienced and learned in this life and previous ones have been to prepare me for this.

    I’m hoping I get a rest break such as you have described after I Ascend and before I return to 3-D earth. I imagine all of checking into a luxury tropical hotel and having a big party there. I also imagine all of us lounging by the pool there while we meet each other, share stories of our Ascension Processes etc. When each of is is ready to move on, the others say goodbye to us, and we check out. I hope they have a lot of sexy cabana boys and girls to wait on us. 😉


  7. Fantastic article Denise! It so resonates with me and reinforces my feeling that all is proceeding as it’s supposed to, and that I just need to trust the process and allow it to unfold. All I know for now is that I’m here to help Gaia, and after that, who knows? If the incredible energies that are pouring in right now are any indication of what’s more to come, then I say yes! bring it on! Thank you so much for sharing your messages with all of us… they are always so timely and important.

  8. Hi Denise,

    Your article totally resonates with me. Have been thinking of posting/writing to you for last month or so but the withdrawal symptoms just rendered me incapacitated to write anything. But after reading this article, I just could not stop myself. After I became aware of the ascension symptoms (middle of this year), in trying to figure out what was happening to me, i chanced on your website, and I found that all your words totally resonated with me. This posting totally states what I am feeling as well. Thank you so very much for your postings.

    “The woods are lovely, dark and deep; But, I have promises to keep. And miles to go, before I sleep.” -Robert Frost.


    When I quoted Rober Frost:

    “The woods are lovely, dark and deep; But, I have promises to keep. And miles to go, before I sleep.” -Robert Frost.

    I also meant to write that I feel I have just one extra mile to go now, after going though miles and miles of this lifetime.


    • “The woods are lovely, dark and deep; But, I have promises to keep. And miles to go, before I sleep.” -Robert Frost.


      OMG… 😮 that was the most appropriate quote for exactly how I’ve felt…not to mention my twenty year desire to live in the forest. Thank you, thank you, thank you for sharing that particular quote. ♥

      Gratitude Hugs,

  9. Thank you Denise, I appreciate your updates and this one was no exception. I awoke with old insecurities today and your message help me to anchor everything back in to place. I am not leaving, that I know of, except for a brief recoup before the next phase. Two weeks ago I was shown being pulled out of this world and then being on a ship, seeing my guides and mentors and family members who have passed and having a visit. I am assuming there would be some reeducation or a recap or something mission related, but that was not shown. And then being put back where I left from. Instantaneously. Less than half a second gone, earth time. But changed and healed of 3-D density and ready to go! I will be busy. I have received education on so many topics, although most are stored subconsciously, that I will be able to do anything required to help people come to know their truth.
    I read other people post about being ready to go and I can’t help feel like they are leaving the party early! To be here as an awakened master and go show and teach and heal people to this truth that we are all masters? And help them get there? Oh yeah, I’m staying! My heart is just over flowing thinking about what I have been shown that I will do after the major transitions. It wont be easy, or maybe it will but it will be fun, that is for sure!
    I have found it difficult this week reading about others visions of leaving permanently. Someone noted that guides were leaving or being replaced. Got that. Very sad. But new guide came right in. But the feelings of being done…I don’t feel like I have even started yet. But this post today helped, I always feel different than other lightworkers and this was reassuring to me. To know that some will stay…not that I couldn’t do it by my self…. 😉 hahahaha! Anyway, no I am not that arrogant (at times). Yes I am that confident (at times). Just the struggle between my 3-D and 5-D selves.
    It is strange, I just got that I should thank everyone for the work they have done. Releasing the density in thought and energy. In emotion. Without the work of the lightworkers that are going to leave, those of us who will stay would not have nearly as easy of a time of it. Your gift of time and love and energy to this ol’ blue planet and her people will continue long after you leave.
    Thank you for making my/our job easier.

  10. I have had dreams/vision similar to what was described above, in some there was a laser like ray of light running through my body from the root chakra all the way through the top of my head, and the ray of light running all the way out out into source. At the same time I saw many other rays around me. I had a funny thought of sliding up it like an elevator. I have been wondering about the ascension of children, I have three.

  11. I love readings the comments. Thank you Denise for taking us on this amazing ride.
    My truth of course comes from my inner knowingness. This morning I was meditating and stepped out of a cave to see this amazing pink light I was looking at it and realized my connection.
    There were beings there who knew me, many…I am not sure what’s next I am very tired but know there are pieces of my healing that are not complete.(your piece made me laugh,” rest and recoperate…somewhere” PICK ME!!!
    I was communicating with the beings who support me the other day, and said, “can’t I finish healing there”
    We will see the channels are open, but I await the outcome one day at a time.
    There is still so much suffering here. I remember your piece on the 4 worlds…
    I want the animals out of here, I was praying for them last night. My heart is breaking for them, their suffering.
    Well, fellow travelers it will be interesting to see what is next.
    One Priestess that wants to go home.

  12. Welllll! I see I didn’t have to become a writer about these things after all, that all I have to do is say YES many times over! I do have some serendipity’s to share though, and don’t know where to begin.The words I AM DONE have more meaning that is possible to comprehend. I am going HOME. When I project myself out, I see no interest even in the fascination of others to the 5D and the changes they will find themselves in. I will simply smile, turn away, and go HOME. I have only in the past 3 days, in a rare rant, realized I still have a broken heart and feel like I’m bleeding on the inside, every day. Welcome to planet Earth. Something happened recently, I don’t know what, but I became convinced that this is the time, that I’m in it, that I would see/sense/feel the changes for me in my personal life that proved all of this ascension. Somehow, it is more concrete in this mundane world, and not just my prayers/hopes/dream/intentions. I feel something on the brink of happening. It just so happens also that many important dates of transformation are upon us such as Oct 28th and 11/11, so this is comforting. About 11/11….as a little girl when digital clocks came out, this number grabbed me and my magical mythic imagination and never let go. It has haunted me in this way over 40 years, and now I see it has haunted others in the same way. There is no doubt it is a ”’calling card” for those magical Star Seeded Ones who are truly from beyond the scope of 3D. While I am happy to say I am One of them, it in no way ever made me feel special, quite the contrary, it is more as Scott Mandelker refers to as the Brothers and Sisters of Sorrow and a lifetime of it. But these days, there is a rare sparkle in the air for me, I am expecting something and I don’t know what, but I don’t care, I want it! Last night I skipped ahead in Dolores Cannon’s book 3 Waves, to read the end about The New Earth, I wanted to read if there was anything there that I knew. I knew it all. But something I read sparked something new, I’ve read it literally hundreds of times, but this time some download came and I understood…..I understood how this transformation is going to work with the light bodies, who is going to the New Earth and who is NOT, and that some are going HOME and some to live in 5D, and others will go to their own choices. If there IS such a thing as ”free will” then I AM GOING HOME. Why, I always asked myself, am I not interested in what happens in the New World is because I know what it is to have a Light Body and that is what I miss the most, and having a Light Body means I ascended already. It also explains why I never understood others confusion as to what it means, because I did it already, and that is why I’m here, because I anchor in what has already been done, which makes it foolproof in ensuring it takes place here…..we, those who have done this already, anchor in the ascension process ensuring it takes place, as long as we live and breathe here. It didn’t matter what we did in life, which made us feel purposeless, but it was our very life that did the work. As far as I’m concerned it is already done. And all my life was ‘reporting’ back HOME through my DNA what needed to done, reworked, reinvented or removed as to how to make this entirely new Universal event happen. Back to the book, the download made me see and understand how its going to look, and I was absolutely delighted as I lay there grinning in the dark, so happy I had to go for a short midnight walk. I am now seeing it with clarity in my mind and because I have understanding, this gives me the power to mentally visualize the whole thing and I can powerfully expedite the process. I’m at work! I’m very excited about this as of last night! The numbers 1;44 and 11;44 have been going off here big time in every way, and so redundantly it is obvious there is a message from On High about it. While I’m still not sure what it means, is another validation, the kind I prefer, that “It is” already taking place. What is also synchronistic is that a group of people I met through reading John Lash’s “Not in His Image” has invited me out to visit them and I find out it is the largest quartz crystal area in the world, and I plan on visiting around 11/11, to also find out there will be several huge events there to activate ancient Atlantian Crystals on that date. Despite not liking to travel anymore, I do feel compelled to be out there with the crystals at that time 11/11, which has been a magical number for me since a child. Now that I’ve lived long enough to live to see the date, and to now see all the magic around this number and its meanings with all the celebrations going on worldwide, I do feel I am in good cosmic company, and will celebrate this in the most mystical way I possibly can. Thank you Denise and all! Mystical blessings, Lady.

  13. Hi Denise from another fellow Southern California Capricorn! I have been reading your articles for over a year on other sites and just last weekend discovered all the comments from your readers on your post of the dreams. That has been so valuable to read and I will post on that too as I have found the same thing to be happening for me.

    I first discovered Dolores Cannon last fall and have read abut the three waves of volunteers and watched her on You Tube. That really did help and when she talked about the earth separating into two, I really got excited. One of my on planet healers was talking to me about that a couple years ago. At that time when she talked about it, my other half and I were still in the last years of what I call “The Decade of Financial Stress” This was an extremely long period of time of some hard evolving. So when she talked about it, I thought ,That’s nice but how am I going to pay the mortgage. I got to see what survival does to you and looked at what the money system does here to control the masses. We have gotten ourselves into comfortable circumstances with my other half getting back into the animation studios and we are extremely grateful for this period of rest from financial stress during these end times. We also have gotten back to all of our spiritual stuff big time.

    I also feel bored too on some level or we are so exhausted, it’s hard to tell the difference. I do not look on 3D life in the same way I used to. I try to keep seeing it as a great adventure since I do want to enjoy whatever time I’m still here for. I am about to start a home organizing business. I feel that I am doing that as I have a waiting feeling but I want something to do that is aligned to me. I get to work with energy of people’s space as I can not do hands on healing as I am an empath. Even though their space is an outward manifestation of their inner world, there is more of a barrier there that I can deal with. But it all feels temporary. I keep feeling that we are not going to needing those retirement savings.

    Thanks so much Denise for your posts and to all the others sharing!

  14. Thank you, Denise, that’s a good article. It’s fascinating watching more and more of us ‘get the memo from Upstairs’ about what will be happening to us. I had a dream (but not a dream) where I was told that some of us would be leaving this planet around 11th November this year, and others would stay till December 20th. I assumed that meant this December; but as soon as I woke up, I knew it meant Dec. 2012.
    I know I am going Home….I must have had nearly 20 clear dream messages about it over the past few months. (My higher Self obviously knows how slow on the uptake I am , so a lot of messages were needed. You become like a donkey, wearily plodding on, no longer even looking up. I didn’t really believe it until a few weeks ago. It was like, “You’ve finished here; you’re going Home soon. We’re so excited, and we’re getting a party ready for you!” Yeah, right. “No, really, you are going Home soon!” Yeah, right.
    It had to be repeated over & over until I finally believed it!) 😀 I was shown in many different ways, each very clear, with no possible ambiguity. But although I’m leaving this earth, I’m simultaneously staying here, as an etheric guide – living in my Home world, but also helping the people on earth, like an earth angel. I’m so excited – it has been a long time on this prison planet, and like many of us, I am really, really tired of it! I think most people would be surprised to see with what horrified, incredulously compassionate expressions the non-3D-incarnate beings watch the lives we have to lead here, in a place that makes Alcatraz look like a holiday camp. They say they have ‘deep reverence for what they call the ‘warriors’ of light, who’ve managed to endure it.
    At night, I go to be with the Arcturians, then I have to wake up and go through the – the….there are no words to describe the limitations and slog of 3D existence. I think one day I simply won’t wake up, but will just remain there. I get the feeling that by November 11th, everyone will just *know* what they’re doing, whether they’re going or staying, etc.

  15. I mentioned in an earlier post that my health has been good lately, and that my creative energy has been strong. I also mentioned that I’ve lost interest in starting any new 3-D projects, or even reviving old 3-D interests. This has been continuing since then. Ironically I feel very happy and content in my current 3-D reality now. I also feel that I am in a holding pattern until I Ascend to 5-D.

    I realize now that this is happening because I will be returning to 3-D earth soon after I Ascend, and doing a lot of work here to help others Ascend. I feel like I’m in the driver’s seat of an excellent vehicle with the engine idling. When I get the signal from Spirit, I’ll put the vehicle in gear and start driving to where it tells me to go. In the mean time, I’m very content where I am right now.


  16. THANK YOU!
    Denise, for this post and all of you for your sharing!
    I too have felt so bored and tired of it here. Yet I know it is not really my essence which has always been so interested and awake to beauty and LIGHT. It reminds me of that thing that happens to people when they have given their “2 weeks notice” at a job. I forget what it is called, but that is how I feel. I am really pepped up now! I don’t know what I will be doing, but I am so encouraged and grateful for being so enlivened by your sharing of your vision, Denise. And as soon as my little guy woke up this morning he has been so excited and telling us..”tomorrow the yucky energy is staring to leave!” and…”our crystals inside are waking up and telling us what to do”.
    I am flooded right now with deep inner confirmation of all of our choices….It is hard to describe the feeling of peace and comfort I have right now. Thank you all so much for your sharings! Denise, thank you again.
    I am planning to turn off my computer for some time and disconnect from the internet at home for financial reasons, but mostly I feel I will not be needed to connect as much with you all here. I think I will be connecting more in other ways. The ways I had before 1999 maybe and more. Much more.
    With GRATITUDE and LOVE,

  17. Denise,
    All I can say is a BIG Owow…. I say that because for amazing reasons just today I was talking to my friends about the feeling for 11/11/11 and what the heck is going to happen to us, what is our intention as souls and we discussed pretty much what you have listed…. Bless you for this message.. and Bless these beautiful times…
    with Love and Light,

  18. Hi Denise, thanks for your insight…………We…my hubby and I have already created a Rest & Recovery space in our home for Lightworkers and those who need it…….it is all ready and waiting for people to arrive…………it is in the Flinders Rangers of South Australia and resonates and connects with the City of Light here. Carol

  19. How strange -yesterday I was on the brink of crying most of the day – I so wanted to go home. I came to the U.S from England in 1955 and I thought it was England I was longing for. I now know it was my other HOME. Yet I had previously decided to return to England to be a Chalice – to “Awaken, Enlighten and Empower others” and I see now what this means.
    I shall be going HOME but not yet! I have work to do here. How to accomplish this without any money was a big question for me – I am bankrupt – but this is only temporary – the money will come and I will travel in England, with a group, from village to village and spread the word, and so it is. With a heart full of love for all. Vanyana
    I thank my HS and Source for the opportunity to serve for a little while longer.

  20. Denise,

    I’m so glad you’ve written about this, because I’ve been feeling all summer that maybe the 11:11 was a possible exit point for a lot of Starseeds. In fact, just yesterday I was daydreaming about the sky somehow opening up in front of me providing me with a doorway HOME. I imagined what it would be like to just walk through it. Over the past few months I’ve caught myself at times spontaneously saying aloud to myself “I want to go home.” I don’t know I‘m going to say it until I hear the words come out of my mouth. I know it comes from a very deep place inside me and that it really is what I want more than anything else.

    I’m so very proud of all of us and happy that we’ve succeeded here, but at the same time I’m finding that I don’t seem to have any real or compelling interest in building the new 5D Earth. That seems to be for others to do now, the ones, I suppose, who are excited about it and filled with energy and chomping at the bit to do it! LOL At this point, the only potential that really excites or interests me is going back to where I came from and then taking a very long rest.

    Scorpio, at least once a day I like to find something that makes me laugh and your passing reference to Alcatraz gave me a good chuckle. Thanks for that. Isn’t there an old movie called “Escape from Alcatraz” or something like that? LOL.

    I’m so glad it’s finally over.

    BTW, Lady of the Woods, I’ve been seeing 144 all over the place for the past few months too – don’t know exactly what it means, but it’s definitely significant.

  21. Again, thanks Denise. I’m eager to go Home too. And maybe work with the angels I feel, helping others transition, etc. I’d probably get more done elsewhere than on Earth.

    Ellie Miser, a Pleiadian, has said in the past month that she has been telling her two grown kids she may not be here for Thanksgiving this year, just in case. 😦

    Now I feel like crying.

    with gratitude and joy,

  22. Dear Denise,
    Your posts are SOOOOO valuable at this time. I’m grateful and thank you and everybody for sharing – every comment/experience is so precious.
    It is so GOOOOOD to feel the real Family, Soul Mates, Human Beings sharing same loving, divine feelings.
    Everybody has its own unique story, this is because we have different roles in the same Show – Planetary Shift.
    As Tom said, I’m also very content where I am right now. I feel protected like I’m in some kind of safe bubble, detached from 3D.
    I’m relaxed, I surrendered to the Wisdom of my Soul – to fulfill its own Prophecy and be in alignment with THE Source.
    Be in the NOW, and allow NOW to BE!

    Blessings Denise and my Sisters and Brothers in Light and Love, good luck and see you in 5th Dimension and New Earth.

  23. ” Recently i have become SO bored with everything. I have always been so happy about life, enjoying my work and exploring new things. Lately I can’t think of anything new I want to do or accomplish here.”

    my sentiments exactly…very very odd for me , as i am always inspired about something.. it has been so unnerving i feel like on the verge of a minor panic attack.. this.. emptiness…

    so………… in the meantime , being present with what IS..:)

  24. Hi Denise
    It was funny to see you refer to the `Separation of Worlds’ as I wrote about this yesterday. I had said that the current feelings which I have are very similar to that time. It feels like a pulling away. Lately I have felt very disconnected. I went through such a funk ..and then had the shattered glass to `wake me up’ in the weekend …and now i simply feel exhausted .. i could sleep constantly.
    I had been feeling lately too that I had finished a mission … I have been waiting to feel what the next phase will be …
    Yesterday I asked and asked what I have left to do .. I received a message `Just one thing.’
    Anyway .. thank you yet again for your post.
    Big hugs

  25. A warm hello Denise and all 🙂

    I’m sure I speak for many, but man I am so knackered (UK slang for tired!), but not to the point I would want to leave this planet. I totally want to play in the new ascended 5-D world 🙂 I feel I will have to help many others ascend, while at the same time experiencing the new golden age of light.
    I like the idea of Tom’s tropical R&R resort, put my name down for it! 😉

    Love and hugs to all,


  26. Hello, All,

    I’m remembering the dream I had where I went up an elevator to the fifth floor of a building under renovation, so I guess that means that I’ll be around, at least for a while, in 5D. I’ve been working lately combining ideas in the arts and religion and sciences and I think that is going to be important for people to hear about in the next while. Maybe it will be a more gentle transition to a new way of thinking and being. I don’t know. But when I read about going home, my heart caught a bit. I’ve really lost interest in people who were near to me and feel I have no real home here after travelling so much in my life. i will take things slowly and see where I go and if I go. I have a feeling that someone will contact me to work with them and also feel drawn to go to Asia again. Sounds like I’m staying, eh?

    So much light to all,

  27. Hello again everyone, I just wanted to clarify something I said in my previous post :”having a Light Body means I ascended already.…..we, those who have done this already, anchor in the ascension process ensuring it takes place, as long as we live and breathe here.”. To clarify, I don’t mean that we are ascended now….I mean we have ascended before this lifetime, and have come back here, are in 3D now and painfully not in an ascended state in this life. But that we come from an ascended state before this life, and know what its like to have done this, and what its like to have a Light Body over ‘there’…and coming here at this time is how we ‘anchor it here/now’.

  28. Denise thank you for your latest post – spot on as usual. I have been aware that the 11.11.11 portal is a cut off point but I wasn’t sure if it was a move to the new earth. Recently I have had several dreams that follow along the lines of your message.

    Dream 1 -I got into a lift and it turned into a rocket going at such speed, the sound of light was the only comparison I could think of, going up and up and seemed never to end that I felt it was going all the way home to the Godhead. Even in my dream I felt dizzy. 1.6.2011

    Dream 2 – I dreampt of a son grieving the death of his parent (a lightworker) leaving this earthly incarnation.6.9.2011

    Dream 3 – the closing of accounts. 21.10.2011

  29. Thank you for bringing up this topic!

    If I’d have had a change to go home – say a year ago – I might have chosen it. I was angry at people, frustrated, bored and I felt useless down here. Until quite recently I did not have much empathy for people, I was so sorry and horrified for what people have done to the Nature and how they treat animals. My empathy was aimed only for the Mother Earth and I felt pretty hopeless.

    Now, looking at the Occupy-movement and all the dirt coming up to the surface I feel lucky to witness the change: people don’t swallow nor cover up other’s crimes against Nature and humanity any more!

    Now, with recent changes all around the world I feel excitement and anticipation growing. I feel like “wow, it starts, finally!” I know my main job is only about to begin although I have hardly any idea of what it will be.

    I actually had a chance to escape a few years ago when I had an analfylactic shock, but in that state while I was unable to see or breathe or call for an ambulance, I had a very strong feeling my time so far would have been wasted if I didn’t choose to stay. Looking my life back I had a feeling that “What, was that all of it? That wasn’t very much. I haven’t done what I came here for.” So I guess all the time I somehow knew… and now I know I won’t be leaving with the first ones.

    Nevertheless, I am a little bit envious of those lucky one’s that feel free to go home and who choose to leave. And I will very much appreciate all the help you can provide from the other side of the veil 😉 if it still exists after 11-11-11!

  30. Hello Denise and family,
    It was late Friday downunder when I printed off, and read out loud, this post to myself and himself. The awesome feelings in my heart told me all of the extra information I required.

    Thanks again, Denise, for being The One Who Hears and Writes. You do an amazing job for us all. Saying Thank You hardly seems enough so I send this one with heartfelt hugs as well. ((((Denise))))

    Our safe space is what holds us through all of the feeling you guys have described above. Watching wildlife, listening to the plants and the critters, they all know and are excited by events to come. They bolster us both in negative moments and also freely (the plants of course) give of themselves to sustain us. H-m-m-m so blessed are we.

    Yes, totally excited about the next phase and, finally, feeling settled and totally ready, instead of angsty and impatient.

    It’s a ‘Stay The Course’ moment, sending love and hugs to all, LINDA

  31. This is my first time commenting, but Denise in reading this article it pallarells a extremely lucid dream I had last week. I dismissed the dream until I read your article. I was on a rooftop of a building and only those who had spirtual insight, those aligned with the Onesness of our Creator could see this incredible event taking place in the cosmos. I was watching the moon, sun and all the planets align up perfectly and that at that alignment millions and millions of worlds suddenly appeared in the sky all with tubes or like wormholes descende down to various places on earth.I should clarify everyone could see hthis alignment and it caused many to panic but those who were not awakened could not see the multitude of planets. I sensed at this time of this ecilipse we could choose where we wanted to go. Those who could not see the different worlds ended up going to a world suited to thier soul path. you saw crystals in your dream, i saw worlds/planets.

  32. Dear Denise,

    Ahhh, me saying “thank you” for this latest article seems such a feeble expression… my goodness how did you just answer every single little thing I’ve been feeling and pondering for the past weeks! Wow. Amazing. Truly.

    First, as Cat above there mentioned about taking a lift to the 5th floor in a building… I had a similar dream a week or so ago, but it disturbed me a bit then and I even wondered if… in some way it felt like the astral plane, yet again one of the manipulation attempts I have been fighting against for so many times. In the dream I was looking for something, went up from the ground to third floor, then up to the fifth which was the top floor. Lift door opened, I stepped out and it was an open-plan office. I was startled, as I felt it wasn’t supposed to be a normal (boring) office, I was quite disappointed! It was like they had recently set it up there. I turned around back into the lift, it wasn’t what I was looking for. A man and a woman came into the lift too, very small lift, not much room for the three of us. I wasn’t sure where I needed to go and I think they were going back to the third floor. But when the door shut, the lift didn’t move. It was stuck. I’m never usually claustrophobic but I was starting to get that way. I thought I must phone my husband on my cell phone so he could locate me and come to help. But the air was running out and I started to suffocate in the closed lift – that’s when I woke up.

    The thing is, all this time when there’s been talk about “what do I want to create for 5D”, I’ve just been so immensely exhausted and uninterested to create ANYTHING in any dimension whatsoever! No more! I’ve been so struggling to create here all my life, it’s taken all my energy for a few life times just to live from one day to the next, I really have no interest in creating one single little thing right now, anywhere – I don’t even have any hopes about anything, just too damn tired… I find it fascinating how clearly people feel the need to either go home or are excited to remain. And I just want Home too. Been struggling with the feeling of not belonging anywhere. My dream home would look much like Oregon coast I guess, yet when I’ve been scanning my mind where in this world to finally settle, if I could go ANYWHERE, I really don’t know, nothing here is “quite right”… I don’t have much conscious contact with Home, but I sense that I’m being awaited too, eagerly. Yet at the same time, they’re happy to wait a little longer if I decide to stay for something. I’ll wait till 11/11/11 to make a decision on that.

    I know, when the call originally came to come here and help, I must have been eager and ready. They might have tried to explain to me: “You know, it’s going to be hard…” and I went: “Piece of cake!” and them: “No, listen, you will…” and me: “Don’t worry, I know this stuff, no problem!” and them: “Yes, but you know, the state the 3D is in right now, the manipulations, the…” and me: “I’ve been around, I can handle it, just you see” and them: “Okay, but don’t say we didn’t warn you…”
    Yeah, I know NOW how all of this has been everything but a piece of cake. I’ve grown up, and I just… Want. To. Go. Home.

    Yet, for my children, I would stay for a little longer. I guess. Possibly. Still I know even they would be fine in the bigger scheme of things. All is multidimensional and not like we’ve been taught to perceive, I feel I wouldn’t really need to “leave” them either. In their waking hours it might feel so, but in the vastness of our Souls, we’d always be together. I’ll just surrender to my Soul’s purpose in all of this now.

    Light & Blessings to all of you…

  33. I’ve been sleeping at odd times since yesterday, and I’ve been feeling fatigued and crummy emotionally. I feel like I have Ascension Flu today. I’ve been finding this to be discouraging. Not a fun way to spend the last day of the Mayan calendar. 😦 Today I’ve been hoping that I Ascend to 5-D as soon as possible.


  34. Thanks Denise for the post. Like Tom and others, I have lost all interest in 3D things and have been thinking it is time to go. I have not reordered my vitamins or renewed subscriptions, etc. Then last night I jammed my foot into a chair and have hobbled around all day and that caused me to dump half my dinner on the kitchen floor. That is when I sat down and just laughed! OK–I get it! I ain’t goin’ nowhere! (pardon my East Texas hick coming out, y’all) In my meditation after reading this post I finally had my “got it” moment: I am here to observe. The 3D me wants to get out and participate in this great event, but I realize that ascension of Mother Earth and her inhabitants is not MY thing. I like your Option #7 about reporting back to Home but I do not see myself going back there just yet since I already have a connection there. Earlier this year I figured out that I am a multidimensional being (as we all are) and that part of me came here to experience this ascension and to report back. What I thought of as my guide was actually the other part of me that is back in that higher dimension wherever I came from. Therefore everyone back “home” knows what is going on as they get continual updates. So I will stick it out and stay until it is time for me to go and in the meantime do stupid things and laugh a lot! I’ve been here 61 years and what is a few more, right?
    Blessings to all,

  35. Hi Denise, I have been reading your blog for some time now, and I guess it’s past time to tell you how much I enjoy your offerings.
    Your most recent one really caught my attention, especially when I read of your being led to the book by Dolores Cannon. I can’t tell you how many times I have been led to books in just the same way, I have a very large library of esoteric reading. Naturally, I bought the book and am really enjoying the read. There is, however, one thing about it that bothers me, She describes the three waves of volunteers coming into Earth’s environment but she completely leaves we Wanderers out. In the Law of One books it is stated that in 1981 there were sixty five million of us on earth, all coming here for service. I would guess that most of us are still here awaiting assignment. Perhaps you have an explanation. I have also emailed the author with the question, but my guess is she’s so busy I’ll wait a long time for a reply, if ever.

    • “Hi Denise, I have been reading your blog for some time now, and I guess it’s past time to tell you how much I enjoy your offerings.
      Your most recent one really caught my attention, especially when I read of your being led to the book by Dolores Cannon. I can’t tell you how many times I have been led to books in just the same way, I have a very large library of esoteric reading. Naturally, I bought the book and am really enjoying the read. There is, however, one thing about it that bothers me, She describes the three waves of volunteers coming into Earth’s environment but she completely leaves we Wanderers out. In the Law of One books it is stated that in 1981 there were sixty five million of us on earth, all coming here for service. I would guess that most of us are still here awaiting assignment. Perhaps you have an explanation. I have also emailed the author with the question, but my guess is she’s so busy I’ll wait a long time for a reply, if ever.”

      Hal Bradstreet,

      Starseeds and Wanderers are one and the same thing, just different terms is all. 🙂


  36. I can relate to Lady of the Woods’ statement about having ascended before. I seem to “know” how it feels to dissolve into a wave of Light (had my first vision of this when I was 16) but have held back from doing so until now. This may be because experiencing ascension at this point will help the planet as well as humanity, so the time is right. And it is what I came here to do.

    Until recently, I believed that having no strong attachments in my latter life (children, significant other) was due to safeguarding my space for creative and spiritual practices. Now I am starting to realize the reason for keeping a level of detachment in my life may very well be related to the need to surrender to the Light at this time. Not only for me as an individual consciousness but for the Highest good of all.

    How wonderful to have confirmation, such as through this blog, that we are learning to embrace a world of Light!

    With gratitude and appreciation to Denise for so masterfully presenting this information and to all for sharing.

  37. Wow, it’s such a feeling to know through the printed word that you are not alone. I have worked w/the Tree and Plant Kingdom since a child via my Mother and Father who were very weird for their time. When my wife gifted me w/Dolores Cannon’s work back in May and even before that listening on You Tube to her explaining the volunteer situation, my heart pounded w/resonation. August a year ago I was reading memoirs of the dropping of the bombs of Hiroshima and Nagishakgi (?) and realized that I volunteered factually moments before they were dropped. I was born two weeks late on May 17th, 46 which would of been May 3rd. The bombs dropped Aug. 6th and 9th. You can do the math.
    A flood of memory of who I am rushed into my being and yippee another piece of the puzzle complete. So appreciate all of you especially you Denise for your candor and stamina to keep going. Am I done and bored…..beyond yes…. Do I know what my desire is in relationship to the options stated……yes. I soooo desire to go home and report back and share what I have learned but more than that experienced from my heart. When I am debriefed, wow do I have things to say and question about duality period. We here in 3D come up with all kinds of reasons why we chose this or that about 3D, the reasons for it and on and on. Where I come from and the little of much that I remember, I have one
    huge question and challenge to my family from home; I truly question the necessity of duality for any reason. My remembrance is huge about Divine LOVE and then More Divine LOVE and then another layer of Divine LOVE and then another layer; WITHOUT EVER HAVING TO EXPERIENCE DUALITY. Is it fair to say as the Angels manifest; Their contract does not include duality ever. I know this does not answer questions that you might have about what I am sharing here but if any of you resonate w/what I am saying behind the behind come forth and share it because I know there are others here in 3D down deep in their hearts that feel exactly the little that I have portrayed through words above. Blessings, Peace and Love to all… so excited that the curtain is falling and we are almost done.


  38. Hi Denise,
    I have been reading about how we are supposed to “officially” reach 7 billion in population tomorrow (Halloween). I am new to information on the Ascension and wonder if you could tell me if there is a connection between this high number and the timing of Ascension. We are very close to some important dates.

    • “Hi Denise,
      I have been reading about how we are supposed to “officially” reach 7 billion in population tomorrow (Halloween). I am new to information on the Ascension and wonder if you could tell me if there is a connection between this high number and the timing of Ascension. We are very close to some important dates.


      Because the current Ascension Process is so rare, everyone and their uncle from all over the multiverse has wanted to get into an incarnation on Earth during this amazing transition! This overpopulation will not be continued however once the Shift is completed.


  39. Hi Denise and All Here:

    This posting resonates all the way to my Arcturian tippy-toes. I am going home. I have been given a couple of options, but am basically leaving the details up to my Arcturians. Recently, I had a dream where I am a navigator on the bridge of a starship along with others and we are “tugboating” Gaia into 5D. Once we’ve done that on 11-11-11, we’re out of here! I want to say now how much I love and admire those Starseeds who know and are choosing to stay with New Earth. I love you all with all my heart and soul and say “Congratulations, well done, and don’t forget to party a bit before you take up your new duties.” As for me, there will be a debriefing at my home station and then some, multidimensional lovin’, some R and R, and then who knows? All I know right now is that I’m GOING HOME! Thank you, Denise, for “tugboating” me here in 3D and thank you All Here for providing the life jackets I’ve been clinging to for such a very long time. What can I say? My heart is full …. thank you, thank you, thank you ………. Love you All …..

  40. Hello, all,

    Yesterday, while I was eating, I had an experience where I felt like I was slipping through to another dimension. The room looked the same, but I felt different. It was momentary and startling. I felt like I had to keep chewing my food, but I wasn’t sure what was happening. Confusing, yes, but a little exciting, too.

    Love to all,

  41. Thank you so much for the insights and revelations Denise. I am bored for years, knowing that there has to be another reality besides the boring 3D. I am almost done here. I am ready to go. Where, I don’t know on the conscious level yet, but I will realize that soon. Thank you so much for the tip on Dolores Cannon’s new book. There is so much that resonates there. I can barely wait for the new Earth, a reality made of love and unity.

    Sending you love ♥

  42. A warm hello everyone 🙂

    Had to mention the dream I had last night.

    I was at some sort of oriental development company, and was shown by a person I knew (not sure who this was though?), a device that was going to be released soon. This was for teleportation (Star Trek like)! 🙂 It was the size of a large watch, so you would wear it like a watch on your wrist, I like the sound of this! 😉

    Then I was at a meeting of executive types at the same company, when I started to levitate then fly above them all, I then calmly sat back down!

    Any comments?

    Love and hugs,


  43. My guides also tell me that the whole quantum system is energetic so we can “move up, down, back and/or forth” between choices. There is no time or space in other dimensions. Everything is connected to everything. More reason to just sit back and watch the show.

  44. I started feeling good again after the 28th. I still have no desire to start any new projects, or even plan anything beyond the next two to three weeks. During the last few days I’ve rapidly been losing interest in the 3-D world, and I now feel bored to death by it. I’m still transmuting lots of old, toxic energy. I’m finding it harder and harder to relate to most people in the 3-D world. I can hardly wait to Ascend to 5-D.


  45. Today was another power point day I believe: 11-1-11.

    Wondering if anyone else has noticed electronic equipment malfunctioning. I’m not sure if it’s some kind of planetary shift in magnetism and energies (solar flares, increased consciousness vibrations, and so on) or whether it has something to do with my energy configuration specifically.

    In the last few days my computer at work suddenly started malfunctioning, yesterday my computer at home crashed, I got it fixed, came back restarted it and it did all sorts of weird things–distorting the startup screen,etc. Then my wi-fi connection was messed up even after I restarted the modem (I even called to see if it was a general outage in my area and it wasn’t). And on the same night my Android phone continued to display one single message repeatedly in my email.

    • “Today was another power point day I believe: 11-1-11.

      Wondering if anyone else has noticed electronic equipment malfunctioning. I’m not sure if it’s some kind of planetary shift in magnetism and energies (solar flares, increased consciousness vibrations, and so on) or whether it has something to do with my energy configuration specifically.

      In the last few days my computer at work suddenly started malfunctioning, yesterday my computer at home crashed, I got it fixed, came back restarted it and it did all sorts of weird things–distorting the startup screen,etc. Then my wi-fi connection was messed up even after I restarted the modem (I even called to see if it was a general outage in my area and it wasn’t). And on the same night my Android phone continued to display one single message repeatedly in my email.”


      YES!!! So much so that my computer hasn’t worked since Oct. 28th! After almost a week of nothing… it suddenly worked just now so I’m hurrying to catch up with things in cause it dies again! Some have said over the years that by 2011 and certainly 2012 and 2013 the solar energies will possibly fry the man-made space junk orbiting Earth. I think this is a strong possibility and we may be experiencing the beginning of these types of intermittent interruptions with the Internet and cell phones etc.


  46. Denise,

    Thank you for your insight and words. I always look forward to your posts they are so inspiring. As Starseed / Lightworker I work diligently alone and with others to bring light into the world and help others in need. But yes I know feel I just want to go home. It will be interesting to see what’s in store post 11-11-11

    On a side note, I’m watching with interest the way mankind is rising up with the occupy movements, the Greek referrendum, Libya, Syria. Everything is happening as it said it would which gives me renewed hope that mankind has a bright future ahead.


  47. We Continue Upon Our Course.
    “Facets Divine”

    Feel the power of the creator within,
    allow this magnificence to flow.
    sense the incoming brilliance ,
    as energies begin to grow.
    These gifts create the glory of love,
    before returning to the vibrations above.
    Sharing this knowledge with Creator source,
    as we continue upon our course.

    We each are facets of a glorious gem,
    spread far and wide across space and time,
    All unique but of the whole,
    starseeds all from one Divine.
    As you grow the facets gather,
    returning home to be complete.
    Each aspect drawn by magnetic force,
    as we continue upon our course.

    Once complete, at one with all,
    we Ascend to higher planes.
    feel the love of the Creator then,
    as each reveal thy names.
    Is this the end, our journey done,
    To be at one with source?
    Or once again go journeying
    as we continue upon our course.

    ©Deb Graves Araznu
    Feb 28th 2011.

  48. Glad you are still with us Denise – I thought you’d ascended and gone Home, leaving us in 3D! 😀 (Yes, I know we are multidimensional, anyway, and since Oct 28th, it’s been like living in several dimensions at once….but you know what I mean, I still find I want to read words, from people alive now on the 3D plane). I have heard from other people – or rather, *didn’t* hear from them, as their mails to me got wiped – who’ve been having inexplicable computer crashes. I hope yours will carry on working okay!

  49. “Strange around the edges” is sooooo right on. I am flip-flopping like a fish, one moment I’m definitely “going home”, the next moment “I’m staying” and this is getting more bizarre by the Now moment. Goodness, I thought I had this all figured out and now I feel like I’m right back at square one. I have no idea what will happen on 11-11-11, let alone tomorrow, except that I continue to hold the light for Gaia. This is getting very interesting, but “strange around the edges” for sure! So glad to have you back online, Denise. I feel fuzzed out, yet one thing that is predominant in my mind is that it’s time to relax and simply watch, listen, love, and learn. The comments are so helpful. It seems our dreams are all very much the same now. Recently, I was packing my travel bag, someone was helping me and kept giving me two-piece bathing suits to pack, some I recognized, some I didn’t, and it didn’t seem to matter that I haven’t worn a two-piece bathing suit for about 25 years! The person who was helping me insisted that I look at a clock and though it appeared I had only one and a-half hours to finish packing, get to the airport, and catch my plane, to where I have no idea, I was completely relaxed and said in my dream, there was no hurry, the plane would be there when I was! Wow, it’s good to know you’re okay, Denise, and yes, people are having computer problems everywhere and sometimes I get the chance to say it it just might be solar flares, but no one gets it! If you look skyward during the day, you’ll see the photons buzzing us like crazy. What a wonderful time to be in 3D, heading for 5. The hurting seems to be leaving to be replaced by incredible grace. I haven’t got Dolores Cannon’s book, because I’m not sure I’ll be here to read it! Love to All Here, so looking forward to 11-11-11.

  50. Amazing posts from everyone. It is incredibly valuable to have this forum – to know that others are experiencing similar things gives me some type of feedback system. As well, at this point I feel we know (read: care about) each other already.

    Stu / Tom / all – I had a dream about graduation – it was quite a production robes n all – and I was fairly disorganized running around getting all the last minute things accomplished in a rush. (there were a lot of things “to do”) I made it to “graduation” on time. Then — i went back to the hotel where I was staying for the graduation. This gets interesting now bc I dreamed this about a week b4 Tom posted about the pool. So in my one bedroom hotel – you know a “basic” hotel room – no extras to write home about – I heard a lot of laughter n talking outside I noticed a door in my took that I hadn’t seen before. I opened it and there was a beautiful large kitchen n dining room w fee cd doors that opened to a pool area. There was a huge pool people were swimming in. Others had large swings and hibachi type grills outside of each room surrounding the pool. Everyone was drinking tropical type drinks talking laughing and, yes, the staff was happily grilling the food and partaking in the festivities. I remember thinking ” this has been here all along? All I needed to do was open the door?? – I didn’t even see the door before…”

    Mia – your post is exactly how I am feeling right now. Thank you! I just can not get excited about much of anything here right now. Feel like I am just doing time. I am ready to move on but seem to be waiting for some type of shift. I believe I create this moment in that I know I have a few things to process / let go of. I still wonder about my pets I plan to bring them w me! I look forward to being part of the birthing of the new earth.

    Thanks Denise for this forum and all that post. ❤ Debra/Morgean

    Apologies for the typos – I’ll quit posting fr my phone! “took” should be “room” and “fee cd” should be “french”. My phone has a mind of it’s own…

  51. I think an ”October 28th Recovery Group” is needed for those who are so disappointed they didn’t sense anything around that time. 😀 bit of humor. But I am feeling something else now, yet again, and just wanted to express it. Not only can I not find interest in anything in this entire world, I find I’m not interested in any foods, not even my own. I cannot think of anything from any cuisine that Im interested in. The ONLY food I can think of is something that doesn’t even exist here, a kind of fruit thing, alive inside with shimmering chi. Also, I don’t want to go out…at all. I’m down to going out once every couple of weeks for foods, but now I purchase even less, and the other day was in the organic market and didn’t want anything even though I was hungry, nothing seems right. I have zero interest in anything on this planet (is that possible??!) and my 2 passions, gardening and essential oils do nothing for me. Its like my spirit has left and I exist physically just waiting for something. Its very unpleasant to feel like this. I cannot read anything unless it expresses those who feel like I do. I’m frustrated at not being able to take my body anywhere in the cosmos I want to go, that I need a metal vehicle! to get around….or I’m stuck!….this irks me….[picture Lucy from Charlie Brown having a tantrum]. Every day I get up and don’t know why Im still here. It makes no sense. My travel plans have been thwarted by a ‘sudden’ illness I’m nursing now with a great deal of pain. I feel more the reality of the Ascension but am finding myself still very much in the old. My heart is with the new, but my body is still with the old, and pained as it is right now is not happy, though at least I’m not angry, but resigned. I watch dvd’s, and feel ashamed I’m at this level of activity. My dreams though have been pleasant with family, those who I never met but feel such a love for. I’ve had a lovely sister, then two adorable sons, and last night another one and I loved them all very much to infinity, and there were zero quirks between us, just mutual harmonious love flow. Its been nice to experience this! As for pets, I have a story about my ”cat” who literally vanished from this room, and I believe, was told, she was ”taken” to meet me on another dimension body and soul. I would never say this except it is a ‘miracle’ I have experienced with a roommate as witness. Interesting too is once she was ”taken” I no longer had the nightmares that plagued me for over 19 years, and I started to heal emotionally. Haven’t put it together yet, but someone suggested she ”ascended” and from that place was gifting me with help. ? anything is possible, and I do believe in A Magical Universe!

  52. Denise, I’m sorry you had that computer trouble. I’m glad you are back, and are moderating our posts again. I was afraid I’d have to navigate the last few weeks of my Ascension without the help of this forum. I was not exactly excited about that. Anyway, thanks again for all the work you do to keep this resource available to all of us ongoingly. It’s an enormous help.

    Barbara, I can certainly relate to your recent post. My life is very strange around the edges these days. I frequently flip flop between being very content with my current 3-D life, and wanting to Ascend to 5-D ASAP. I’m planning a trip to visit family and friends the week of Thanksgiving, and am excited about that. My guides are telling me that I should go ahead with the trip since I’ll probably be around through late November. It should also be a good opportunity to see my family and friends one last time before I Ascend. I’m hoping I Ascend shortly after my trip is over, as I don’t want to hang out in 3-D land very long after that. I still have no idea exactly what will happen on 11-11-11 or the weeks after that, and I’m okay with that.


  53. I haven’t been remembering my dreams lately, but I sometimes do a kind of waking meditation, which I learned last year through hypnotherapist Dylan Morgan’s website. ( I learned it in the fall of 2010, and he actually died on March 5, 2011 – why does that date seem to have other significances??? Can anyone help me?)

    So it is like a dream.

    A couple of weeks ago when I did one, I was walking along and ended up in a kind of clinic. It seemed like a clinic, but there was no-one else there. I sat down and waited and did not know what I was supposed to do. I ended the meditation pretty quickly.

    The most recent time, I walked to the same clinic, but I was a lizard. (I know, lizards are supposed to be evil, but I think I’m a pretty regular person.) I was slow, but walked in and rested for a while. Then some lights came on in the next room and an older man walked out and joined me. He sat in a chair. I was in the middle of the room resting on all fours, like a lizard would. Then after a while we both went back into the room which was kind of like a transport chamber, and we stood in the middle and it was as if we were beaming up somewhere. It was all rather tranquil.

    But I couldn’t dematerialize to beam up. It wasn’t disappointing, just like I wasn’t quite ready. The old man did, and I got back down on all fours to go back to the waiting room. (I walked on hind legs to go to the transport room.)

    Despite all the madness in the news, I feel pretty calm. Waiting and watching.

    My grandfather-in-law died last year. It was the first time I’d really been around anyone who was dying. (I’ve been pretty insulated from death these past few years.) That is what Europe reminds me of. A slow death. We will see.

    Thank you for your posts.

  54. Hi Denise,
    The computer glitch may have given you a bit more time for yourself? I’m in Australia and haven’t experienced any major computer problems recently. Maybe there are more contributing factors in the Northern Hemisphere at this time. I don’t tend to comment much but always enjoy reading the groups comments. I write a little awkwardly so enjoy to read more than write. My experience recently is one of contentment and a feeling of being safe in the world which I have not experienced in many years if ever. This week the time has passed at double speed to the previous week… great as I am still in mainstream work. The feeling of safety was secured for me when I noticed the golden tube sitting a few feet from my head. I understood that I can go home at any time, the opportunity will remain for this safe passage. My agreement is to ascend in this human body so I gently let the golden light fill me and flow to the earth. I’m just waiting now, I feel steadier than ever as I know the earth will be ready soon for many of us to fulfill our agreements and basically just get on with it without interruption. I know nothing of what the future may hold or look like or be, it seems to matter little to me.

    All I know is that a door will open and humility be the key.

    The mother has amped up here over the last month, waves of love streaming from this beautiful land, holding us all as we hold her. How does it feel in the USA?

  55. hello every One,

    This is the first article i read on your blog and i must say i am very happy to read the comments. And to learn your points of view. It comforts me, that there are others experiencing the same.

    I also have the feeling that my mission only needs to begin. I have learned very valuable lessons until now, and now we seem to be in a rollercoaster of possibilities. I must say I am very curious how all things will evolve… I am burning with a desire from the heart to heal this wounded place. And at the same time I have never ever felt so vulnarable.

    But I completely recognise the feeling of ending. Maybe we are al sensitive to feel the dying of an epos.
    I feel as if we are energetically in a safer place and already more home…
    Maybe feelings of boredom can be seen as an experience of this. That the intensity and overwhelming touch that clings to experiences has disappeared, what leaves the ego-manupilations, drama even more fatiguing. Maybe we are in such a strong warrior-mode that a milder environment can be experienced as boring.

    My heartwishes to all of you is healing, reconnection and love…

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