2012 TO DO List

   2012 TO DO LIST      

     

  • 2012 is the last year of the twenty-five yearlong (1987 to 2012 Winter Solstice) galactic alignment (conjunction) of our Winter Solstice Sun to the galactic axis.
  • Be ready to let go of whatever limiting patriarchal belief systems, religious beliefs, personal identity beliefs, any residual lower emotions etc.
  • Be prepared to let go of any loved one, family member, mate, friend etc. if the gap between you and them has become so large that it’s holding you back in any way from your ongoing Ascension Process. 2012 will bring this up for you to deal with.
  • Be prepared to work on your Mental Body and any old lower frequency patriarchal beliefs and belief systems still housed in there. You’re evolving beyond them so be prepared to release them and repeatedly if needed.
  • Expect to do more fine-tuning integration energy work on your right/left brain and inner male/female energies.
  • Expect increased conscious connections and embodiment of the masculine “god” aspect of Source within you regardless of which sex body you have.
  • Expect increased conscious quantum out-of-linear time communications with your Higher Self and its vast knowledge. Get more familiar with higher awareness knowing as opposed to lower frequency linear ego-based thinking.
  • If needed, expect fast-paced back-to-back Mental and Emotional Body tests/Initiations throughout 2012 as a way to repeatedly check ourselves for any remaining issues/beliefs that need more transmuting and releasing.
  • Learn to deal with (and/or just dodge when necessary) the people feeling the building Light Energy pressures but aren’t coping well with them. Mental and emotional instability will escalate dramatically in many people so just be aware.
  • Be prepared for expanded levels of consciousness which means encountering greater multidimensional layers of reality plus both positive and negative beings, entities, aliens, dead humans etc. that exist within them. Our reality territory is getting much larger due to our expanding consciousness so be prepared to have occasional encounters with non-physical beings and of course discern everything.
  • Ignore the lies, distractions, negativity and BS in the media because it’s only their desperate attempts to remain in control of humanities consciousness. Their time has expired, override them and continue Consciously Creating and Co-Creating above them just as we’ve done all along. The potential exists in 2012 for things to get more chaotic and potentially violent as the negative patriarchal systems disintegrate so hold your higher focus and level of being no matter what else is happening around you.
  • Learn to discern energies. Learn to discern (feel, sense, know) who really embodies Light, and who claims to be the Light but is actually the Dark.
  • Many will be living through the beginning symptoms and stages of the Ascension Process (due to those different developmental and timeline Stair Steps I’ve talked about) and are and will continue looking for the higher consciousness spiritual teachers of the ascended Earth to help them understand what they’re experiencing and why. Just radiate your Light and High Heart and these students will find you if it’s time and a good match.
  • Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.
  • Get yourself out of your old 3D left-brained ego and Solar Plexus seat and up into your 5D whole-brain High Heart seat! Release the old lower (and more familiar) frequency ways of being, perceiving, feeling and thinking.
  • Let the 2012 solar and galactic Light energies do what they’re here this last year to help all of us do. The solar and galactic energies coming to Earth and humanity throughout 2012 will be even higher than what we’ve dealt with since 1987, 1999, or 2011. These final 2012 energies will be more potent and will more quickly elevate far more human consciousness and hearts than has happened so far.

The mysterious year 2012 has loomed large in humanities minds and imaginations for many years and we’ve finally arrived at its much-anticipated doorstep. Because there’s been tremendous speculation and anticipation about what 2012 really is, what it means, what it will cause, what it won’t cause, what the 2012 Winter Solstice will trigger or won’t trigger etc., there’s some robust thought-forms out there created and fed by different people about 2012. Many of these human created thought-forms are based on distorted patriarchal religious beliefs about the end of the world and so on. It is the “end of the world”; the end of the world as humanity has known it and that’s a very positive thing…not so to the “Powers that Were” however. (I think David Wilcock created this great term…“The Power that Were”.) It’s the end of a lot of things because the old Evolutionary Cycle expired on October 28, 2011, and with the start of 2013, a new Evolutionary Cycle begins on multiple levels.

In some ways 2012 will be a year filled with more chaos, panic, confusion, violence, hate, fear and growing rebellion than 2011 was. Most people are frightened of change and 2012 (and beyond) is all about change and more change. To help with humanities fears about change, the negative human greed monsters have—and will continue to during 2012—reveal just how profoundly greedy, negative, selfish, corrupt and disrespectful they really are toward their fellow humans and Earth. This accelerated revealing of the Dark in its many forms and global systems to more of the masses is exactly what the masses need to become consciously aware of so they finally are ready for change. Waking up and seeing—for themselves—just how negative and corrupt the global patriarchy really is and always has been is exactly what they need to help them make a quick shift out of their old lower frequency consciousness cages. And the cosmic, galactic, solar and planetary (astrological) energies are doing everything to help them and all of us make these massive transitions during the last year of the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process.

Over the years I’ve referred to what’s happening to the global patriarchy as The Downfall of Atlantis Part 2. Some of these Powers that Were have and will exit quietly in hopes that no one discovers the depth and breadth of their evil greedy deeds. Others of them will remain in the limelight and fight and become more negative and imbalanced as their power and control disintegrates under the growing pressures of the increasing Light. Their time is done but many of them will fight and lash out wildly to remain in control and power. In 2012 there’s going to be plenty of hair pulling, crying, tantrum throwing, probable increased violence against those who protest (all “Occupy” people), growing money problems, growing unemployment, and increased attempts to illegally prevent the Light from spreading by the patriarchal Powers that Were.

Let’s quickly follow that dire sounding paragraph with some positive things that 2012 will bring. One that I sense will happen very quickly and in ways that most “normal” people won’t even fully be aware of at the time is sudden psychic or ESP (Extra Sensory Perception) and HSP (Higher Sensory Perception) abilities. I’ve been sensing that throughout 2012 growing numbers of “normal” people (by normal I mean people who are not consciously aware of the Ascension Process, the new Age, HSP, other dimensions and Beings etc.) will suddenly be consciously aware of things they might not have even believed in prior, which is kinda funny when you think about. But this is how I sense more and more “normal” people will suddenly shift (incrementally, not in one huge single shift) out of the old familiar lower frequency consciousness; in sudden and rather dramatic bursts of expansion. Oh happy day huh?!

Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years. This realization will be hard for many people to admit to themselves and make the necessary adjustments in their beliefs etc. and yet they must learn to discern energies in both people and non-physical Beings. They need to realize that this is the time for each one of us to do the Inner Energy Work ourselves and stop waiting for ET saviors or anyone/anything else to rescue humanity and Earth. It is not going to happen. We are our saviors now and that is part of this evolutionary Initiation process into 5D unity consciousness.

I can physically feel that the Ascension symptoms I’ve lived with since 1999 have diminished greatly; some of them I hardly have anymore, and some symptoms have been replaced with newer ones like the major head/skull/brain and eye pressures and pains I’ve had intensely since 2009, more so in 2010 and primarily all on the left side, and very intensely on all sides, right/left and front/back for months during 2011. But, despite these painful head/skull/brain pains and pressures, many of the old Ascension symptoms have diminished so much that they’re a non-issue at this point. Added to that miracle is the fact that leaving my house to go shopping out there now is VASTLY improved due to the tremendous increase of Light Energies on and in Earth over the past few years. Said another way, there’s finally enough Light out there in the world that it’s much more physically and energetically comfortable when I have to go out now. Between the decreased Ascension symptoms—I’m talking about the really horrible difficult ones and having them over the past almost thirteen years—and the greatly increased Light on the planet, it’s getting increasingly comfortable to go back out into the world out there. This will increase rather dramatically I think throughout 2012 as we prepare to fully enter the New.

There’s an Expiration Date to this Ascension Process and we’ve got 2012 to deal with, transmute, resolve, release etc. whatever it is we each still need to, plus, adapt to the 2012 incredibly potent push of even higher frequency solar and galactic energies to prepare us energetically for the new higher level Evolutionary Cycle that begins with 2013. 2012 is the grand cosmic energetic push to complete this twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process so we’re vibrating fast and high enough to cope with becoming Beings of Light in 2013 and beyond. (I feel you thinking about this linearly so knock it off and just open and let more come in than that! 🙂 )

Denise

January 2, 2012

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79 thoughts on “2012 TO DO List

  1. Oh, perfect! I’ve been pondering about all of this all day today, how timely answers once again, thank you, Denise!
    Also wanted to ask, are there similar portal days this year as last year? The 11th of every month maybe changing to the 12th of every month now? I assume it would become clear as the months go by but just wanted to confirm if this might be so…

    • “Oh, perfect! I’ve been pondering about all of this all day today, how timely answers once again, thank you, Denise!
      Also wanted to ask, are there similar portal days this year as last year? The 11th of every month maybe changing to the 12th of every month now? I assume it would become clear as the months go by but just wanted to confirm if this might be so…”

      millie,

      Hi 🙂 millie.

      Last year I thought they might in 2012 but I didn’t perceive ANYTHING about the 12’s like I did the 11’s of 2011. I get the sense that the whole year is one huge 12 energy of completion. Of course the 12-12-12 of December 12, 2012, AND 12-21-12 of December 21, 2012 (Winter Solstice), will be THE big power days in 2012 but this won’t play out like the monthly 11’s did in 2011.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  2. hmmm the number 11 and also 22 are such master numbers that I wonder if they will hold on to that spot? I have always felt since 2006 a special “pull” on days that add up to 11 and I did not get into numerology until this past year to even understand why. just wondering.

    black birds fell again on nye, that is not a good omen as far as the year ahead being calm. that is an omen that auspicious things are ahead and a heads up the way I interpert things.

    I notice you said to accept more of the male god back in, what does that do to the feminine? now I walk a path that includes both of them and have gotten away from the patriarchal ideas and fear based systems.

    Mary Lou

    • “I notice you said to accept more of the male god back in, what does that do to the feminine?”

      Mary Lou,

      2011 was VERY much about the feminine or “goddess” aspects of Source within each of us and everything else. This is one reason why many people’s left side of their heads and bodies (the female or receptive side in everyone even males) hurt so much throughout 2011; plenty of energy work and repairs were needed within everyone after 5,000-plus years of negative patriarchal control!

      I sense 2012 will be more about the male “god” aspects of Source within each of us being expanded and better integrated with the inner feminine “goddess” aspects etc.

      Denise

  3. I am fairly new to your blog Denise, and I want to thank you for what you are doing for us starseeds that sometimes feel all alone, especially here in the deep south. Yes, we are here in the Bible belt quietly transmuting for our areas.
    I was wondering Denise, what exactly do you envision the age of Aquarius looking like? Have you written anything in the past about possible scenerios of what an ascended Earth will be like. How long will the changes take, how many humans and animals are ascending and to what dimensions. Will we no longer have physical, organic bodies ect.? I am interested in any intuitions or information you have on the subject.

  4. I have been getting the same message….it is UNFINISHED BUSINESS Year…….Oh what a roller coaster it will be….Thanks Denise.

    • “I have been getting the same message….it is UNFINISHED BUSINESS Year…….Oh what a roller coaster it will be…”

      carol,

      I totally agree, 2012 is a last-minute take care of the details year for us!

      Hugs,
      Denise

  5. Hey Denise, I was talking on the phone with my very ‘normal’ brother just yesterday & during part of the conversation with him I actually said the words “Oh Happy Day”…and when I did mention to him that some of what he may be feeling could be due to specific energies (as in ascension symptoms although I didn’t use those words), he laughed & said Oh I have all of those symptoms…So now I’m wondering if your comment in the post of “Oh Happy Day” could be an indicator for me that he may be one who will awaken due to sudden psychic or ESP/HSP ability as you spoke of, as I did laugh out loud when I read that & sorta made that connection…so thanks.
    Also just to let you know I too have experienced the intense eye, head, brain, skull pain
    for many years along with severe dry eye syndrome that has even intensified over the more recent years to where it follows the nerves in my face & into the ears & jaw,..perhaps the eyes were our weak spot & so we got hit harder there than some of the others. I sympathize with you, it has been very difficult but I am ok with it all. I greatly appreciate your messages.

    • Rita,

      Oh happy day! This was funny and another of those 5D coincidences or coinky dinks. 😉 I certainly believe it was a very direct message for you about your brother and his living the Ascension process.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  6. Hey some some channelled things I can think of from ET’s are from tuella in the ashtar command…. and from a bunch of emails that are circling around of people channeling in ashtar and some “christ michael” and I always wondered if it was reaal or not, the more the emails go around and all the newer more updated emails go around.. they get more and more like “to good to be true” feeling.. like.. almost too cheesy, like saying everyone will be evacuated and reunited and never ever leave each other again.. and everyone will get everything they ever wished for… I dont know.. theres more to it, like wiping out all the concentration camps everywhere… and how theres jesus/sananda up there on one of the ships which is in old bibles, but of course religious people who go to those churches would never think he came from outer space which is pretty much the heavens… I just don’t know what to think lol, I am fine with that though I am ready for anything… if we really evacuate so mother earth can do her cleanse.. and it’s with real light beings and not dark beings, so be it, if we don’t evacuate like you are saying that it’s all a lie…. then so be it.. whatever happens happens you know…

    • “Hey some some channelled things I can think of from ET’s are from tuella in the ashtar command…. and from a bunch of emails that are circling around of people channeling in ashtar and some “christ michael” and I always wondered if it was reaal or not, the more the emails go around and all the newer more updated emails go around.. they get more and more like “to good to be true” feeling.. like.. almost too cheesy, like saying everyone will be evacuated and reunited and never ever leave each other again.. and everyone will get everything they ever wished for… I dont know.. theres more to it, like wiping out all the concentration camps everywhere… and how theres jesus/sananda up there on one of the ships which is in old bibles, but of course religious people who go to those churches would never think he came from outer space which is pretty much the heavens… I just don’t know what to think lol, I am fine with that though I am ready for anything… if we really evacuate so mother earth can do her cleanse.. and it’s with real light beings and not dark beings, so be it, if we don’t evacuate like you are saying that it’s all a lie…. then so be it.. whatever happens happens you know…”

      Michelle & All,

      Why would it even be necessary for people who’ve been living through the Ascension Process and all of the difficult body/mind/heart etc. changes that we have since 1999 IF, IF some group of ETs are going to “rescue” us and lift us up to some “mother ship”? It makes zero sense (and is deliberate negative crap from Dark beings) because we’re evolving/ascending on our own with the help of the solar, cosmic and galactic energies…plus the work on Earth that the Starseeds and Lightworkers have been doing and embodying. We don’t need to be “saved” because we’re evolving/ascending via the twenty-five yearlong Ascension Process which completes at the Winter Solstice of December 2012.

      Just do the inner work yourself, let the solar, cosmic and galactic Light energies do what they do to quickly evolve us and ignore the lies from the Dark aliens and entities trying to get people to NOT utilize these cosmic energies to evolve now.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  7. Hello, Denise and all,

    Well, it sounds like 2012 is going to be a real challenge for us all. December 2011 was a huge challenge for me personally and I sank very low. I had three days of quiet here and it helped me a lot to come out of it. The ordeal of loud music has restarted and I am doing my best to stay centered. My body just automatically tenses up with the noise, so I’m not sure how to deal with that. I’m going to have to call on all my resources to surmount this! Thanks, Denise, for putting it out there plainly that we may have to really and truly let people go this year. I know this intellectually, but emotionally it’s been hard, but I know you’re right.

    Love and hugs to all,
    Cat

  8. Denise, there’s nothing easy about this transition (that you are writing about), it started about 5 weeks ago taking a new job. This woman(boss) is about as dark and insane as anyone I have met. Here comes mother and father combined. I suffered a very difficult life healing from the PTSD but was on this path so long healing was emanate.

    So going from listening to her scream at me constantly, calling me names, telling me I’m totally not good at what I do. To me getting in her face and telling her I WON”T listen to this.

    But guess what.. she doesn’t hear me, because she’s living in her own reality. I decided to look for another job..LOL last year it took me 11 mos. to fine one. That person was very insane.

    I was going to a healer today for I was so angry I could have pulled my hair out.

    But instead decided that I would kill her in an altered state and I did. The decided to reverse my decision(to kill her) and left this room, slammed the door. Decided to cover my tracks for these people always find me. Headed up a hill found the dimension of my origin.

    Stepped into it. Many people there clapping telling me I did a good job.

    The only thing wrong was I carried the guilt of not saving my mother and any crazed being who would destroy me to survive.

    I kept washing my hands a green(in this time and other) slimy color was washing off.

    Next scenario, this evening I’m back to wanting to pull out my hair rather then see this woman again. Do I fight or run..makes no difference

    This all is important, sorry it is so long. All of a sudden I am in a place between the Powerful Male and the Submissive Female( or cowering person. I stepped into this powerful woman(Priestess as my origin) in this power I was grounded and center in my truth.

    Knowing where she was and who she was. Oh, happy day

    I wondering how long this battle will be going on, but I must say Denise, I’m not vibrating as much anymore.

    This work is no easier then the last few years, for I am trying to make sense of something that makes no sense. Right brain..left brain.

    It’s in my core self..without emotions. That the truth lies.

    God(dess) have mercy for me in this profound battle.

    Cheri

    And thank you always for being here on the other end and caring so much for us.
    It is your sword of truth that keeps me going.
    Cheri

  9. Thank you for the list! I meet some people regularly with whom we meditate together and we talk about the energetic changes. This list will be our next discussion’s agenda 😀

    Someone said (maybe Denise?) that for lightworkers this year is about coming out of the closet. This list is a good asset for us who have people around us. It is one thing to work with yourself but it is a whole different story to try to communicate this stuff to others. Thank you for clear thinking and usable words you give us, Denise.

    Oh, by the way, Rita. My stubbornly uptight and always rational 3D brother shows quite unexpectedly remarkable signs of getting more flexible and relaxed about life and he has opened up to my opinions which he used to oppose quite violently before. I believe, since 11-11-11 normal people have started changing dramatically and those who want to adjust are about to find the power of their intuition! I keep repeating a line from an old Steve Martin movie: “Listen to your heart, the body will follow.” 😉

    Love,
    – Aya

  10. hi – have posted a couple of poor me messages here recently about me and probs i am having with my father and his dementia. it was interesting that you wrote in latest article about breaking away from people who arent on same path etc – def resonated but not sure how you leave an old man with dementia to cope on his own however awful he is bein g to me etc. seems to apply to a lot of people in my life at the moment.!!
    i have since – dec 20th been having health probs – actually not been out since then –
    started with sore throat, sinus inection leading to burst ear drum and horrid persistent cough which is making me tired and achey and not able to skeep. doesnt seem to be bacterial or viral and all i get is that it is past life linked – some major c learing – affects my left side which is always my clearing side – wondered if anyone else was experiencing anything similar or if i have got it all wrong – feel quite fearful with it which may be due to what is clearing i guess – seem to happen this time of year most years to some degree
    i really wanted to start the year positively – not like this – seems to be one battle after another at the moment – really looking forward to some of the stuff you mentioned happenning – ’bout time
    love susie

    • “hi – have posted a couple of poor me messages here recently about me and probs i am having with my father and his dementia. it was interesting that you wrote in latest article about breaking away from people who arent on same path etc – def resonated but not sure how you leave an old man with dementia to cope on his own however awful he is bein g to me etc. seems to apply to a lot of people in my life at the moment.!!”

      sulaireland,

      I read every one of your past Comments about your Dad and that money parasite woman using him etc. etc. I did not reply on purpose susie for very specific reasons, the main one being that you need to go through these things so that you are changed by them enough to make external changes and/or disconnections. I don’t know what you’re supposed to do concerning your Dad, but I’d certainly talk to the police about that woman, what she’s doing and why so at least they’ll have something on record about what’s happening.

      In Dec. I was going through my own painful dealings with my son and his female money parasite mate and her entire parasitic family. In the end, it was time for ME to release my only child to deal with his choices and life lessons. I’ve GOT to fully break with him and move on no matter how much it hurts or how much I don’t want to do it etc. So you see, in our own ways, we’ve all been dealing with our family and/or loved ones and whatever situations with them that must be dealt with and fully released if that’s what’s needed for us now.

      Denise

  11. At the end of the last year I have finally (consciously) connected with my spiritual family. They have always been with me and always will, of course. It’s just that I finally remembered. It was such a relief. My life finally made complete sense. And I finally discovered the higher goal that I have intuitively felt all my life, the reason of mine being on this Earth – this polarized reality that was so difficult to be in for so many years. Spirit further led me to some spiritual initiations and I have never felt more and peace, happy and serene. You are also a piece of mosaic, Denise – your writings. Thank you for this blog which gave me some hints which provided further hints, which led me down the road to self-realization and rememberance, as beautiful parts of the bigger mosaic of my life. God bless you, may you feel limitless unconditional love forever. Hugs & kisses.

  12. Denise: Maybe I`m still busy grounding more frequencies – most of my lost symptoms have resurfaced (sinus, sleep, lower back, bloating/extra extra Ibs , …….), meanwhile new ones have added (digestion, bulging, sleep2, exhausted, ………..).

    And contrary to the end of clearing/transmuting (Expiration date), I keep on hearing that this process – LBP will only terminate with the completion of our lightbodies?

    In the light – divsy.

  13. Dear Denise and all,
    hope this finds you all as well as can be expected and a very happy new year to all.

    I’m with you on the final push. The physical symptoms have receded – or maybe I’ve just learned how to cope better with them.

    I still have some problems but in the past month I have discovered the allergen that has been causing my last fifteen years of ill health (gluten) and quit smoking for the last time with no fuss. I feel suddenly that life is coming together and in balance for me.

    I’m not “there” yet but I know where I am now.

    For the first time in at least fifteen years I feel in control – I know that I can’t control anything outside of me but I won’t give in to the negative for too long these days. I have its measure these days. I hope.
    I wish everyone a very positive mindset – I feel this is the key for all of us.

    Thank you again for your valuable efforts Denise.
    All the best for 2012 to all
    Kit

  14. I concur with Denise about the ET motherships and all.

    I have always been fascinated by earth changes. Early last year when they began to “ramp up” I found some sites that at first seemed to have some truth to them, but I soon found them to have a very “dark” feeling to them. I suspected that instead of a benevolent agenda, the ETs were more of a Twilight Zone “To Serve Man” sort. So I continued looking for better, more positive, information, and I found Transitions. I knew — I could feel — that the information here was real and came from the Heart.

    I also liked the lack of political spin. Occasionally that gets in, but Denise doesn’t let it get a foothold. She keeps the focus on what is important right now.

    Do I agree with everything that is said on any site — even this one? No. Of course not. Discernment is the key to all the information out there. You will be drawn to the good sites, like this one, eventually.

    As people wake up they will be looking for answers to WTF is going on! Dark forces/entities will take advantage of course. The simple and ultimate answers for all of us will be found only by going within. As times get worse before the Separation of Worlds and as our Ascension continues, that will be our only Source. Denise and others are trying to prepare us for that.

  15. denise – thank you for your reply – i know you are right about me making changes / disconnections – i am still at a loss to know how i can do that with my father who is in his eighties with dementia and on nis own – maybe i am not meant to actually disconnect from him but not let it affect me so much – i suppose a lot of it goes back to how i was treated as a child by him – its so difficult to see your own stuff and so easy to see other peoples – although you manage to do both !! feel frustrated by my lack of insight over this – its like this is my last stumbling point – if i can sort this it will all be ok –
    sorry i’ve been so whingey – i hope you and your son are ok – love susie

  16. Thank You Denise! My wife and I have been trying to discern what is real regarding all the messages/channel’s, ascended masters, benevolent ET’s, insiders info etc etc and not having much success. It sounds like we need to get serious about turning inward, meditating, eating healthier and take responsibility for our own ascension instead of thinking that there will be help given from inner earth beings or from contact with loving ancient masters here to help the planet and humanity with ascension. We don’t fear any of it since the death of this 58 year old body would only speed up the ascension process but my understanding is that we chose to come here now to experience ascension in this body. I think your “To Do List” will be very helpful for us to keep an even keel through the coming months and years. Thanks again.

    • “Thank You Denise! My wife and I have been trying to discern what is real regarding all the messages/channel’s, ascended masters, benevolent ET’s, insiders info etc etc and not having much success. It sounds like we need to get serious about turning inward, meditating, eating healthier and take responsibility for our own ascension instead of thinking that there will be help given from inner earth beings or from contact with loving ancient masters here to help the planet and humanity with ascension. We don’t fear any of it since the death of this 58 year old body would only speed up the ascension process but my understanding is that we chose to come here now to experience ascension in this body. I think your “To Do List” will be very helpful for us to keep an even keel through the coming months and years. Thanks again.”

      JohnR & Nikkoale,

      Over the years that I’ve had TRANSITIONS I’ve struggled to keep my mouth shut about certain channeled information that I could tell was not at all from who they claimed to be, but from some negative alien beings and other dark entities who don’t care about humanity at all. I want people to be aware but, as I’ve preached myself, everyone must learn to discern what they read…my material included. Becoming empowered beings who can tell for themselves who the Dark ones are and who the Light ones are is vitally important for each individual.

      The easiest way to tell negative channeled information is if it’s about someone else — not YOU for heavens sake! 🙄 — is going to “save” or “rescue” or “intervene” or “lift you up to safety” etc. etc. etc. That is NOT the Light talking but the Dark, and the Dark using old patriarchal christian distortions (they also created long ago) to shift with the times and change the past Ages’ “savior” to new Age ET saviors. It simply is not going to happen because to get where we’re going the spiritual inner transformation work MUST be done by the individual so they are and know because they’ve done it themselves; they’ve lived the Alchemical Ascension Process. Once we’re there, and we’ve so close now, we’ll be vibrationally within range (5D) with many of the real positive ETs/Starbeings ourselves. Like that saying goes, “We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.” Us, you and me and each of us actually living/embodying these changes within our bodies and beings. ♥

      I’m working on a new article that covers this topic a bit better and it will also have some great quoted material in it too from Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians.

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Out of all the books and material available out there, what would you say could help us get more aligned with our soul/inner selves to better prepare for the coming changes?
        Thank you for responding and offering your insights.

        John and Olivia

      • “Out of all the books and material available out there, what would you say could help us get more aligned with our soul/inner selves to better prepare for the coming changes?
        Thank you for responding and offering your insights.

        John and Olivia”

        John & Olivia,

        Your own hearts. Seriously, be in your own (non egoic) High Heart as much as you can because from that point of perception or rather knowing, you’ll KNOW and won’t need external books or teachers etc. 😉 This shift is from the external to the internal where we each are empowered and connected, consciously, with our Higher Selves and Source in ways it’s hard to impossible to imagine today. But, this is what we’re evolving into now. I want you go straight to the Source within yourselves, which is what we’re evolving into now, and it’s located for us now in our individual High Hearts…not to some external book (not even mine! 😉 ) so that you’re REALLY empowered and connected. ♥

        Denise

  17. Hi Denise, I definitely see that the dark is not finished yet. We moved out of town last fall, and on Jan. 2, there was a shooting in our quiet, old neighborhood. I always knew we were being removed for safety reasons, but this was a big wake up call. Then, I learned that someone in town has removed light bulbs from the city Xmas tree so that it resembles a pointed hood a la KKK! The new year has barely begun, and if this is a taste of how 2012 will be, it is shocking and scary. I am going to be a real homebody this year!
    Susan.

  18. Hi, Denise,

    I really appreciate you sharing you own experience with your son. And to everyone else who shared, it really helped to know that I’m not alone in this break from my family. It is such a difficult thing to do, though. Denise, if you don’t mind, can you share some more of how you are dealing with this particularly difficult part of ascension. I think it might help us all.

    Love and hugs,
    Cat

  19. Hi, Denise – sending you such huge heart hugs, as always, along with my gratitude for all your courage and wisdom over the past year.

    Where did 2011 go? You warned us at the very beginning that it was going to be interesting and so it was – every single day intense with very little respite or time for reflection. And here we are already in 2012 …

    One of my biggest challenges of the past 20 years has been navigating my way through and out of the ‘new age’ love and light and associated channelled material. Reading your observation about it just now made me realise that I actually don’t read any of it any more. It definitely used to be able to push buttons for me, but that is all gone.

    But that is nothing compared to what you have just experienced with your son. I am a single parent too and the thought of having to be as strong as you have just had to be feels utterly heartbreaking. If I ever had to do anything similar for my daughter, though, I would hope that I would be able to have even a tiny bit of your courage and faith. Really hoping it all works out as it should, very soon, for you all.

    With such respect and gratitude.

    Susie

  20. 4 sulaireland:
    I hope I can help with your feelings toward your dada and his dimentia … my mum passed last June at 89 having Dimentia for 5 years. She only had me. I fully understood her ‘chosen journey’ and accepted it totally although I did talk telepathically to her often and tell her she could go whenever she wanted. Interestingly she just hung on and on. I learned that the nursing home/dimentia was her balancing her physical life here prior to the dimentia. She was very bitter towards my dad for leaving her, the woman he left with and also toward God (her words) for ‘taking’ her mum before my mum wanted to let go of her. She was also very 2 faced about friends being all nice when they were around and then bitch about them to me later. I always found it very intriguing when I was young, that she would do this, yet I just let her get on with her life and I got on with mine.
    The nursing home staff would ALL say what a delieght my mum was and how she lit up the room when she walked in. She never spoke, just smiled and wandered around the n/home all her days there. I realised she was balancing out what she was like in her early years with the light in her final years. I also learned that she was bringing in the light to this n/home and she was actually ‘doing her souls mission’ and being very well looked after as she did it. LOL. She told me in a dream to just go and do what I had to do and leave her to her ‘stuff’. So I did. I had to ignore my fears of ‘what people would think’ as I left my mum in a beautiful tropical nursing home in Tweed Heads northern NSW and moved to Melbourne 1800kls south. My lesson to master was to trust MY feelings, trust my dreams, trust what mum said in the dream, trust my spiritual beliefs and insights and not buy into what humans/friends/mum’s friends/nursing home staff/doctors/etc would think or say because I nicked off …. 6 weeks later she passed away. Such a relief for her and me. I flew back up, sorted the stuff and brought her back in an urn and we had a great time for the next coupla months until I finally had time to travel another 500ks where she wanted her ashes scattered.
    You just need to follow what feels right for you regarding your dad. Talk to your Dad telepathically and ask him what he wants you to do. If 3D stuff needs to be dealt with then deal with it in that 3D world as that is where it will balance out.
    Blessings and good luck and hope this helps

  21. Denise – thank you for putting the process(es) so succintly. Transmutation for me appears every 3 days…2,3 days off, then ‘fire’. For those not coping with the physical/body i.e. head/cranial/eye/neck pressure I have found positioning these zones on an acupressure yoga mat (google it) for lengthy periods to reduce the pain load. While these zones are considered minor chakra’s awakening, they also relate to neuro-vascular pressure points where I believe past/memory fears/stresses etc are encoded/’stored’ – particularly so, at the base of brain. The release of those memories with deep and long acupressure appears to somewhat, alleviate the activity of these zones. (longer the better!)

    I also find the homeopathic tissue salt ‘silica’ very helpful. Tho’ I went off them….I am taking tablets again to alleviate these changes. The prime reason for silica I gather…as related to the astrological symptoms of the physical is a remedial agent for transmutation – this information is sourced from a much older explantory text, and not contemporary sources. Again google.

    Also to rest, balance is paramount and obviously no choice there! However when-at-worst it needs to be emphazied the ‘time’ to Enter deep into the heart chamber where sacred messages are kept/stored and realize whatever pertains to Our (indivualized) Ascension. Amongst many profound messages, in is how I was informed of silica 🙂

    Blessings!
    J.

  22. “I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years.”

    Wow! This is a powerful, refreshing, insightful sentence. Thank you. I can’t agree with you more, especially regarding certain highly-regarded channelers whose followers continue to believe the mindless claptrap being spewed — especially re political figures — despite OVERWHELMING evidence to the contrary.

    Blessings and all the best to you in 2012.

  23. Thank you, Denise, for your timely messages.
    I’ve been wondering about the issue of people choosing to leave their physical bodies — some realize their time is finished and decide to leave (and ascend in the astral realms). Should I know if I’m one of them? Does one have an intuitive or conscous knowledge of this?

    As you said–““normal” people (by normal I mean people who are not consciously aware of the Ascension Process, the new Age, HSP, other dimensions and Beings etc.) will suddenly be consciously aware of things they might not have even believed in prior, which is kinda funny when you think about. But this is how I sense more and more “normal” people will suddenly shift”– I think it’s very funny too when I think of the people I know who consider themselves “open-minded” and “non judgemental” and so on, but yet let it be known they don’t believe in this “nonsense” or “she’s so gullible” or whatever they think of it.

    Patricia

    • “I’ve been wondering about the issue of people choosing to leave their physical bodies — some realize their time is finished and decide to leave (and ascend in the astral realms). Should I know if I’m one of them? Does one have an intuitive or conscous knowledge of this?”

      Patricia,

      I would think some people would sense –in some way– that there time in this body/life was coming to an end. Many of course don’t, but the more sensitive and aware folks do sense when it’s time to exit their physical body.

      Do you want to remain in your physical body that you’ve been living this Ascension Process in? Or, do you want to exit it and work from another level? There’s not “right/wrong” decision for any of us so don’t concern yourself with that. All I’ll say is that if you want to exit your physical body, then do it as well and as powerfully as you lived in it! Die well and go out knowing that you are, literally, an aspect of Source/the All That Is, and aim high, very high as you (and all of us) have precious gifts of knowledge/Light to share back Home for all. And, just in case you think I’m saying that I think you are going to die any time soon…I most certainly do not!

      Hugs,
      Denise

  24. sulaireland,
    When you finally reach that point of “compassionate disconnect” with your father you will find true peace. I wish I could give you a magic formula as I can feel your pain. I lived through it with my dad (not dementia) and can now be around him and not feel worthless. This only happend in the past 6 months. We say very little to each other but when I leave I can kiss him on his bald head and say I love you and mean it. He is 84, in bad health and is a bully still to my mother and has been controlling of her since she was 16. I do sometimes still go to that angry place for her and want to do something but the light side of me knows that is their life drama to play out. I came to the conclusion that every thing he did to hurt me and put me down was my best school lesson. I have heard it said that the hardest things we go through in our life are our greatest teachers. I will keep you in my thoughts and will send you lovelight and good vibrations to help you along.

    Denise,
    I know someone whom I used to be in sacred circle cermonies with who has basically quit his life because he believes when the ET’s come he is going to be a commander of one of the ships to take people off…….so sad I feel for him that he has gotten caught up in this madness. Another female from this same group has gotten herself a gas mask and guns and stocked up on food. I disconneced from both of them years ago and only know this from my friend who did the circles.

    To everyone who reads this post and makes comments here, thank-you soooooooo much! We are family 🙂

  25. Hi Denise,

    I respect and admire you for the work you have been doing since so many years. Although I joined in only last year, but your postings made my journey through 2011 bearable. So much had been happening in my life since last twelve years, but only after the most traumatic event in my life, I became aware of the ascension symptoms. Its been a hard time keeping my sanity, transmuting the negativity et al. I have not yet read all the postings, but every time I read I find something new, even the ones which I have already read ( wow!!!brain fogginess). I am really thankful for your continued work.

    I have a question regarding lightworkers. My understanding of the lightworkers is that they volunteered here on the earth to help transmute the energy and wayshowers for the ascension. So why do they need to learn lessons. I thought they come with a clean slate and even if they incur karma in this incarnation, it cannot be that they all go through this “extreme lesson learning”. I just don’t understand this whole thing.

    Your insight into this would really put things in some perspective.

    Love

    Saakshi

    • “I have a question regarding lightworkers. My understanding of the lightworkers is that they volunteered here on the earth to help transmute the energy and wayshowers for the ascension. So why do they need to learn lessons. I thought they come with a clean slate and even if they incur karma in this incarnation, it cannot be that they all go through this “extreme lesson learning”. I just don’t understand this whole thing.

      Your insight into this would really put things in some perspective.

      Love

      Saakshi”

      Saakshi,

      The Starseeds and other Lightworkers did volunteer to incarnate into this physical world and dimension. And yes, most of these beings had “ascended” long, long ago and have no need to do it again because they did anything “wrong” or generated any “karma” etc. Some of these Starseeds and other Lightworkers have never even been in physical bodies until now! But, you’ve got to remember that even though we volunteered to come to help with the Ascension Process and dimensional Shift out of 3D and duality consciousness, many of us still have individual things we’re learning and/or needed to learn in this life. It’s on huge change coming from a higher frequency dimension, system, or galaxy into physical duality and many of us Starseeds/Lightworkers have plenty to learn and adapt to while we’re here in dense physicality.

      A simple personal example: as a child I did not have a clue about gravity, about lying, about negativity, about selfishness, greed or most of those accepted human traits! It took my a couple of decades in this life before I understood how people on Earth think and treat each other…the negativity and ego and cruelty was that alien to me. That was a very painful learning for me personally as it usually is for most Starseeds.

      Don’t make yourself crazy over these details as your Higher Self is there helping you (as is all of ours) with this incarnation and believe me, you and your Higher Self worked out the fine points before you incarnated in this particular life and timeline as a Starseed or Lightworker so that you’d be able to get the job done that you came here now to do, and, to not get stuck in the lower frequency junk or goop and so on. In other words, we covered our Starseeds butts VERY well before we even incarnated into these bodies and lives. We’d never risk incarnating into physical duality without plenty of support from Home and our Higher Selves, higher help and guidance and even protection etc. We volunteered to help humanity and Earth (and so much more everywhere) to evolve/ascend; not risk getting stuck down here ourselves! 😉 I hope this helps a bit with the confusion over this topic.

      Denise

  26. Dear Denise – great post its like my life/path being mirrored back to me. I feel 2011 was the ‘big one’. 2012 is the continuation of great change, great light, and resolution of lower chakra stuff. This website is the one that I feel is really helpful- you always seem to write about the stuff we are all going through giving confirmation of our inner knowing I am having lots of heart chakra workouts at the moment and, similar to you, eye pressure and back of neck and shoulder pain. Blessed be to you.Maureen,

  27. Dear Denise.
    Wanderer of the Sky today writes:
    “those who seem of the light may not be and those who seem to be serving the Illuminati may, in fact, surprise you.”

    Ok, yesterday you (Denise) wrote:
    “Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years.”

    So, I would ask to you (and to Wanderer or to the others, for sure if I could): who are these “wrong” beings channeled for years?
    What side you yourself, SaLuSa, Montague, AAM, Sananda, various Councils, various Commands, various kind of Jeshuas, Jesuses, Nidle, and Wanderer are on?
    I am not saying that I believe in channeling or in all the channeled beings as well. But you stated a precisous fact, that means you have proofs of it, I hope (for you).
    Names please, and proofs. No names just means being suspicious of all of them and I think this is not your aim. But names without proofs does mean the same nothing.
    Otherwise, please, don’t spread suspects.
    Tx

    p.s.: naturally, answers like “it is in your discernment” or ” find the answers in your heart” etc. are not allowed. If you know that someone is a fake this is the time to tell it.

    • “Dear Denise.
      Wanderer of the Sky today writes:
      “those who seem of the light may not be and those who seem to be serving the Illuminati may, in fact, surprise you.”

      Ok, yesterday you (Denise) wrote:
      “Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years.”

      So, I would ask to you (and to Wanderer or to the others, for sure if I could): who are these “wrong” beings channeled for years?
      What side you yourself, SaLuSa, Montague, AAM, Sananda, various Councils, various Commands, various kind of Jeshuas, Jesuses, Nidle, and Wanderer are on?
      I am not saying that I believe in channeling or in all the channeled beings as well. But you stated a precisous fact, that means you have proofs of it, I hope (for you).
      Names please, and proofs. No names just means being suspicious of all of them and I think this is not your aim. But names without proofs does mean the same nothing.
      Otherwise, please, don’t spread suspects.
      Tx

      p.s.: naturally, answers like “it is in your discernment” or ” find the answers in your heart” etc. are not allowed. If you know that someone is a fake this is the time to tell it.”

      3/144,

      Third position, that’s impressive!

      You can believe whatever and whoever you want to believe. It’s obvious by your Comment what and who you do believe so why do you read what I write? And why can’t and why don’t you ask Wanderer and all of those other people you mentioned the same questions you felt you needed to ask me? Have any of them –those people who channel who they claim they do– have they “given you proofs” that what they channel is true and accurate? And how can they give you the “proof” that you’re demanding I give to you?

      “p.s.: naturally, answers like “it is in your discernment” or ” find the answers in your heart” etc. are not allowed. “

      This type of disrespectful manipulation never works well on me. You don’t come into my website and tell me “what’s allowed” with my answers to your questions. I doubt you’d ever say that to any of those people who channel at their websites.

      After all this I’m going to answer your question anyway, but, I already know that you are not capable (yet, see how hopeful I can be?) of understanding my answers. I’m going to explain WHY I already know that you can’t and won’t understand my answers:

      Because you exist within and are using lower frequency, ego-based left-brain perception as your ONLY lens on “reality”, and that means you –like so many other people– are ONLY capable of perceiving a certain very narrow range of physical reality within 3D. This is the reason why most people go to channeled material in the first place; they’re trying to gain some higher frequency, higher dimensional information that they’re not (yet) capable of perceiving themselves. This is great, but, it certainly does not mean that ALL channeled material is coming from who claims to be the source of it nor does it mean it’s ALL correct and undistorted either. Any being or entity can claim they are AAM or federation of light or some ET group etc. but that sure as hell doesn’t mean it’s true. If a person can’t tell then they’re in a very vulnerable position and need to learn how to discern energies for themselves as quickly as possible.

      There are some people like myself and others who ARE capable of perceiving information from multiple higher dimensions on our own, without channeling. Because we’re capable of perceiving from a larger frequency base now, we’re able to see, know, feel, sense, and perceive energies in different ways than most people can (as yet). Because I’m intimately familiar with negative and positive non-physical, other-dimensional Beings, I’m able to perceive, feel and know instantly if they are of the Light or of the Dark; if they are Service to Others (the Light), or Service to Self (the Dark). Now to really confuse you I’ll add that in between those two polarity extremes exists a HUGE range of different negatively focused Service to Self (Dark) beings because there are levels of development even within the Dark Ones. There are hierarchical levels and layers of individual development with both the Light and the Dark.

      In the in between layers of the negatively charged and focused Dark side there are thousands of negative non-physical Beings that exist below the more highly developed Dark Ones…and the same it true of the Light. Within this in between range of the negative Dark exist beings and entities who enjoy lying to humanity, distracting humanity, bullshitting humanity, trying to prevent humanity from evolving, causing humanity as much pain, suffering and confusion as they can etc. This is the range and group that much of the false (negative Dark) channeled materials that claims to be positive Light but isn’t comes from. Not all of course but much of it.

      I can’t “prove” any of this to you or anyone else for the reasons I mentioned above; you would have to take my word for it exactly like you have to with the channeled material from whoever it really is that that channeled material came from. 🙂 Do you understand all this yet? Do you understand why I’ve always told people how very important it is to learn how to discern for themselves? Until you and other people are capable of telling the difference between positive and negative energies yourselves, then you’re vulnerable to the Dark that just loves to lie to unaware humans.

      Denise

      • ” “Dear Denise.
        Wanderer of the Sky today writes:
        “those who seem of the light may not be and those who seem to be serving the Illuminati may, in fact, surprise you.”

        Ok, yesterday you (Denise) wrote:
        “Another thing I sense that will become a growing issue for more people in 2012 is certain “channeled” material supposedly coming from positive ETs and/or the Light but who are actually Dark beings/entities and always have been. I expected to hear more people, and even some who channel, finally realizing this in 2011 and maybe it did and I just didn’t hear about it. I do sense however that more people will finally realize they’ve been lied to, distracted and duped by certain non-physical Dark beings/entities who’ve claimed to be the Light for many years.”

        So, I would ask to you (and to Wanderer or to the others, for sure if I could): who are these “wrong” beings channeled for years?
        What side you yourself, SaLuSa, Montague, AAM, Sananda, various Councils, various Commands, various kind of Jeshuas, Jesuses, Nidle, and Wanderer are on?
        I am not saying that I believe in channeling or in all the channeled beings as well. But you stated a precisous fact, that means you have proofs of it, I hope (for you).
        Names please, and proofs. No names just means being suspicious of all of them and I think this is not your aim. But names without proofs does mean the same nothing.
        Otherwise, please, don’t spread suspects.
        Tx

        p.s.: naturally, answers like “it is in your discernment” or ” find the answers in your heart” etc. are not allowed. If you know that someone is a fake this is the time to tell it.””

        And this is my Comment reply to 3/144:

        “3/144,

        Third position, that’s impressive!

        You can believe whatever and whoever you want to believe. It’s obvious by your Comment what and who you do believe so why do you read what I write? And why can’t and why don’t you ask Wanderer and all of those other people you mentioned the same questions you felt you needed to ask me? Have any of them –those people who channel who they claim they do– have they “given you proofs” that what they channel is true and accurate? And how can they give you the “proof” that you’re demanding I give to you?

        “p.s.: naturally, answers like “it is in your discernment” or ” find the answers in your heart” etc. are not allowed. “

        This type of disrespectful manipulation never works well on me. You don’t come into my website and tell me “what’s allowed” with my answers to your questions. I doubt you’d ever say that to any of those people who channel at their websites.

        After all this I’m going to answer your question anyway, but, I already know that you are not capable (yet, see how hopeful I can be?) of understanding my answers. I’m going to explain WHY I already know that you can’t and won’t understand my answers:

        Because you exist within and are using lower frequency, ego-based left-brain perception as your ONLY lens on “reality”, and that means you –like so many other people– are ONLY capable of perceiving a certain very narrow range of physical reality within 3D. This is the reason why most people go to channeled material in the first place; they’re trying to gain some higher frequency, higher dimensional information that they’re not (yet) capable of perceiving themselves. This is great, but, it certainly does not mean that ALL channeled material is coming from who claims to be the source of it nor does it mean it’s ALL correct and undistorted either. Any being or entity can claim they are AAM or federation of light or some ET group etc. but that sure as hell doesn’t mean it’s true. If a person can’t tell then they’re in a very vulnerable position and need to learn how to discern energies for themselves as quickly as possible.

        There are some people like myself and others who ARE capable of perceiving information from multiple higher dimensions on our own, without channeling. Because we’re capable of perceiving from a larger frequency base now, we’re able to see, know, feel, sense, and perceive energies in different ways than most people can (as yet). Because I’m intimately familiar with negative and positive non-physical, other-dimensional Beings, I’m able to perceive, feel and know instantly if they are of the Light or of the Dark; if they are Service to Others (the Light), or Service to Self (the Dark). Now to really confuse you I’ll add that in between those two polarity extremes exists a HUGE range of different negatively focused Service to Self (Dark) beings because there are levels of development even within the Dark Ones. There are hierarchical levels and layers of individual development with both the Light and the Dark.

        In the in between layers of the negatively charged and focused Dark side there are thousands of negative non-physical Beings that exist below the more highly developed Dark Ones…and the same it true of the Light. Within this in between range of the negative Dark exist beings and entities who enjoy lying to humanity, distracting humanity, bullshitting humanity, trying to prevent humanity from evolving, causing humanity as much pain, suffering and confusion as they can etc. This is the range and group that much of the false (negative Dark) channeled materials that claims to be positive Light but isn’t comes from. Not all of course but much of it.

        I can’t “prove” any of this to you or anyone else for the reasons I mentioned above; you would have to take my word for it exactly like you have to with the channeled material from whoever it really is that that channeled material came from. 🙂 Do you understand all this yet? Do you understand why I’ve always told people how very important it is to learn how to discern for themselves? Until you and other people are capable of telling the difference between positive and negative energies yourselves, then you’re vulnerable to the Dark that just loves to lie to unaware humans.

        Denise”

        And this is the email reply I received from 3/144 concerning my response to his/her questions and demands. Needless to say 3/144 is now banned. End of predictable story.

        Denise

        “I want to answerback you in private as I am not interested in sharing further (your) anger. Santarellino

        ah ah LOL

        Denise, it was the very exact answer I was expecting from you. And the same one I could expect from any selfclaimed “lightworker”. Full of anger, hatred and “insults”. Old stories. Old paradigm. As usual. Never mind, sister. 🙂

        BTW, I don’t come in your blog to say what to do as well as I don’t mention what kind of comments other people said in other sites about you and your work, because they are personal opinions. I just asked to you because you said those things and I read them on a well known blog, and you just answered to me. That’s all folks. Now all is really clear. And I want to thank you with all my compassion for your deep ignorance of my “world” and my being. But you don’t need to know much more than what you think to know. It is enough.

        For instance, the tale of the elected people that is “able” to feel things that the other poor dudes never will see o at the moment can’t, is a very old story, which none believe anymore to. Or, at least, it must not used as a “medal” to flaunt off. But if you are happy to think and act this way you are very welcome. I lived enough lives to be absolutely neutral about it and I love you the same.

        There are several, if not a lot of, people contacting and channeling “beings” from wherever and you are not the very first one not the last one. And we know exactly how to manage both them, and you and all the people working in this field.

        If you just for a moment had understood the core of my question, or you have had the wish to, (and now I should say as well as you: but maybe you can’t or you won’t), you should have been much more useful to the readers, (not to me because I already knew both your answers both my own answers to my question) for instance, saying us the names of those channelers you stated to be fake and why. Otherwise, as you are so wise and full of high energy it would be better don’t spread further doubts without a precisous target. Times are difficult and messy. (or to mess is one of the targets of your activity). But, as before, this is just your own business as I don’t need any answer. And like more and more “readers” we are going away from these messages both they came directly from beings and from channeled beings as they are completely contradictory and unuseful.

        You know how could have been a wise answer? Like this: “Dear 3/144, even if I notice a sort of polemic in your question, maybe simply due to the mass of contradictory messages that are coming out in these very last times, I can’t answer for the other but for myself and I must say that…etc etc… I hope that you can find your own truth in your innerself and wil be back on my blog. Regards” But wisdom is a gift that we receive just after a lot of lives….

        Thanks for your time, anyway, and hold on your activity with a little bit less of Ego. 🙂
        Hugs

        p.s.: 3/144 is not a “third position”, fancy that eheheh, but never mind. I know. I guess that you use to respect just those “high” beings about you yourself and not the other’s ones. Ask to your “high” beings if you wonder, if they really are, and they could answer you exactly.

        Don’t answerback to this reply of mine because I am not interested in discussing boring and already known things. We’ll meet “soon” (as many “high” beings use to say) and all will be clear. :-)”

  28. Hi Denise: Excellent post, thank you. Being Capricorn, I love lists! And with the brain fog, this is one that I will check back on constantly. I was thinking last night about those of us who are experiencing some major problems with family/neighbours/employers etc., and it occurred to me that as I understand the way the vibrations work, that like attracts like, that if we learn to hold our 5D vibes long enough, those around us will need to “get out of our Light” and if that’s so, then might it follow that those who are of the Dark in our life will not be able to stand our energy and move on? I realize how difficult it is, at least for me, to fight being sucked into the dark energy – I’m still more comfortable with the “flight” bit of fight or flight, but it sure would be good, for example, if Cat could make things so vibrationally uncomfortable for the heavy metal boys upstairs that they would move on, or if Susie could somehow get close enough to this obnoxious woman to move into her etheric space and pop a whole lot of light in there, the woman might not know why, but she would want to get away from Susie and her Dad. I’ll confess I haven’t tried this yet, but it may be that I’ll need to as 2012 goes along, but if I’m way off base here, please just don’t post this comment as I sure don’t want to cause any of us here any discomfort, and suffice to say my brain is not working at all today. I think my Heart is still in the right place, though! Love to All Here

    • “Hi Denise: Excellent post, thank you. Being Capricorn, I love lists! And with the brain fog, this is one that I will check back on constantly. I was thinking last night about those of us who are experiencing some major problems with family/neighbours/employers etc., and it occurred to me that as I understand the way the vibrations work, that like attracts like, that if we learn to hold our 5D vibes long enough, those around us will need to “get out of our Light” and if that’s so, then might it follow that those who are of the Dark in our life will not be able to stand our energy and move on? I realize how difficult it is, at least for me, to fight being sucked into the dark energy – I’m still more comfortable with the “flight” bit of fight or flight, but it sure would be good, for example, if Cat could make things so vibrationally uncomfortable for the heavy metal boys upstairs that they would move on, or if Susie could somehow get close enough to this obnoxious woman to move into her etheric space and pop a whole lot of light in there, the woman might not know why, but she would want to get away from Susie and her Dad. I’ll confess I haven’t tried this yet, but it may be that I’ll need to as 2012 goes along, but if I’m way off base here, please just don’t post this comment as I sure don’t want to cause any of us here any discomfort, and suffice to say my brain is not working at all today. I think my Heart is still in the right place, though! Love to All Here”

      Barbara,

      For the past couple of years I’ve often broken into the Happy Dance (privately) about how the shoe is finally on the other foot so to speak. Instead of my having to live in a totally Dark world which Earth has been for so long, now the scales have tipped far enough into the Light that the negatives are feeling the effects and pressures of the Light (as we always have of the Dark). Happy Dance, happy dance the Dark is leaving cause the Light’s back and is running the show cause the cycle is over. 😀

      At some point we Light carriers discover that we’re learning how to deal with the Dark, then override the Dark and create over them and their nastiness. I took years of abuse before I figured out that I have the power, the job, the ability to consciously create over those types of jerks…human and non. I also learned when I needed to move to keep alive and sane but I don’t think Cat’s situation is as severe as mine was in 2000-2004. But my heart bleeds for Cat and the negative onslaughts she’s having to deal with right now. (Move Cat if it gets to be too much okay?)

      Denise

      • Hello, Denise and all,

        Thanks, Denise and Barbara and Debra for your support during this trying time. I’ve had to resort to traditional methods of fighting this onslaught of noise upstairs (the police and noise complaints) and, hey, it was quiet for 5 days! It was bliss– I became myself again and could start to think clearly again. I was realizing that constant noise and sleep deprivation are torture techniques and it was good to come out of it a bit. I was going to write to say all is well, but the loud music started again today. I think they’re going to need a hefty ticket or two to understand that what they’re doing is not okay. I’m envisioning them gone and their apartment peaceful and bright and it’s only a matter of time before this is resolved. It can’t go on forever. I’ve had a break from it and now I have hope! 🙂

        Love and hugs to all,
        Cat

  29. Hi Denise,

    “Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.”

    I’ve read channeled information stating that the ONLY way we can do the polarity resolution work necessary to ascend is by doing it through a physical body. If people die before fully integrating all their shit, then they’ll just have to come back into a physical body and pick up right where they left off. I wonder if this is something being fed to certain channelers by the negatives? It has the feel of the old karma wheel to me, where people are told they must keep coming back until they finally get it right – until they pay the necessary price for their freedom, which in this case would mean having to do the ENTIRE ascension process within a physical body, even though it may mean coming back for multiple lifetimes to complete it all. I just think that has a nasty and sort of punitive feel to it. Surely we have not done all of this work only to have people STILL be trapped in this way.

    There are also sources, like yourself, who seem to be saying we can do it either way, i.e., through the physical body, or by dying, and that for some people, given the amount of shit they have to transmute, dying is probably the easier path and there is no penalty for going that route. Am I hearing that right? I think this makes more sense and it certainly seems more merciful. There are going to be some cases where people just cannot complete this process while in physical. Why should they be penalized for that by having to keep reincarnating until they finally do complete it?

    As far as Starseeds go, I think it must be different for us. It became more clear to me over the past few months that this isn’t MY ascension – it’s THEIRS. It’s not for me, it’s for them. I somehow knew that I’d actually already ascended a long time ago and was really only here at this time to facilitate the ascension of others. My own incarnational cycles on Earth had been completed long before ever coming back and entering into this particular lifetime. ( I just forgot).

    Sometimes however, given all the information floating around out there, I’ve been concerned about what would happen if, even as a Starseed, I was unable to complete the ascension process in this physical body. The process itself could kill me and would that mean I’d be somehow trapped in a lower frequency? Even though this whole thing was voluntary and I never had to embark on it in the first place…was it possible that could happen?

    Currently, my own feeling is that is not what would happen and that probably I’d just go back to wherever I was before signing up for all this. Since I’ve actually already ascended why would I be trapped and forced to do it all over again? It doesn’t make sense that I’d have to do that, yet there are some sources (channeled) who seem to imply this.

    I’d appreciate your insights on how that works for Starseeds, Denise. My physical body is in its mid-fifties, and sometimes I don’t know how much more it can take. What happens if a Starseed ends up leaving without “going all the way” in the physical body?

    Carolyn

    • “Hi Denise,

      “Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.”

      I’ve read channeled information stating that the ONLY way we can do the polarity resolution work necessary to ascend is by doing it through a physical body. If people die before fully integrating all their shit, then they’ll just have to come back into a physical body and pick up right where they left off. I wonder if this is something being fed to certain channelers by the negatives? It has the feel of the old karma wheel to me, where people are told they must keep coming back until they finally get it right – until they pay the necessary price for their freedom, which in this case would mean having to do the ENTIRE ascension process within a physical body, even though it may mean coming back for multiple lifetimes to complete it all. I just think that has a nasty and sort of punitive feel to it. Surely we have not done all of this work only to have people STILL be trapped in this way.

      There are also sources, like yourself, who seem to be saying we can do it either way, i.e., through the physical body, or by dying, and that for some people, given the amount of shit they have to transmute, dying is probably the easier path and there is no penalty for going that route. Am I hearing that right? I think this makes more sense and it certainly seems more merciful. There are going to be some cases where people just cannot complete this process while in physical. Why should they be penalized for that by having to keep reincarnating until they finally do complete it?

      As far as Starseeds go, I think it must be different for us. It became more clear to me over the past few months that this isn’t MY ascension – it’s THEIRS. It’s not for me, it’s for them. I somehow knew that I’d actually already ascended a long time ago and was really only here at this time to facilitate the ascension of others. My own incarnational cycles on Earth had been completed long before ever coming back and entering into this particular lifetime. ( I just forgot).

      Sometimes however, given all the information floating around out there, I’ve been concerned about what would happen if, even as a Starseed, I was unable to complete the ascension process in this physical body. The process itself could kill me and would that mean I’d be somehow trapped in a lower frequency? Even though this whole thing was voluntary and I never had to embark on it in the first place…was it possible that could happen?

      Currently, my own feeling is that is not what would happen and that probably I’d just go back to wherever I was before signing up for all this. Since I’ve actually already ascended why would I be trapped and forced to do it all over again? It doesn’t make sense that I’d have to do that, yet there are some sources (channeled) who seem to imply this.

      I’d appreciate your insights on how that works for Starseeds, Denise. My physical body is in its mid-fifties, and sometimes I don’t know how much more it can take. What happens if a Starseed ends up leaving without “going all the way” in the physical body?

      Carolyn”

      Carolyn,

      Great Comment and insights. You nailed it with your line about finally remembering that ” this isn’t MY ascension – it’s THEIRS.” For Starseeds and other dimensional Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc. this is it. We haven’t NEEDED to “ascend” due to unresolved karma etc.; we’ve needed to live the Ascension Process in our physical bodies as the way we’re able to insert and anchor Source created blueprints for the New Evolutionary Cycle for humanity on the New Earth.

      I hear what you’re saying about being a Starseed and being concerned about the what if’s of our individual so-called failings in our missions. Honestly, I believe we’ve got so many safeguards built into us energetically and etherically to help us while down here (not to mention our Higher Selves and our Home kinsfolk whispering helpful hints in our ears) that it would be rather hard for us to screw up too severely. I’m going to use my recent situation with my son, who is a Second Wave Starseed, to share a bit about this.

      His Starseed mission was to hold Light in his High Heart, which he’s done. His mission wasn’t anything like mine but was more quiet and personal. Where he’s had personal difficulties in this life is believing himself to be a “good” or “worthy” person. Low self-esteem has been his primary stumbling block and lesson in this life, and I couldn’t convince him otherwise no matter what I did or didn’t do. Pain…frustration…but we’ve got to let others learn what they need to learn no matter how much we’d like to pick them up and carry them into the Light with us. We cannot and we will not weaken them with such selfish actions like that. Having said all that, like you mentioned, I too don’t believe that he’ll need to go through another 26,000 yearlong (or longer) cycle to master his human self-esteem issues! All I do know is that the past Evolutionary Cycle ended (Oct. 28, 2011) and I sense we’ve all got far more options available to us now than we did in the old cycle. This plus 3D linear thinking and awareness just doesn’t cut it anymore!

      I turned 60 the last week of Dec. 2011 and I too am at that point where things better improve dramatically and fast or I don’t want to remain in this body for much longer. I’m hanging in until 2013 when I figure I will have fully completed my Starseed mission work and suspect I’ll know (as many of us will) exactly what and where I/we want to go and do next. I hope I covered all of your questions. You’ve already correctly sensed most of your answers so there wasn’t that much for me to say, other than, well done! 🙂 ♥

      Denise

  30. Many thanks, Denise, for your view on the (lack of) specific portal days on 2012 – makes much sense, and the way this year has started for me, feels like one huge “portal” already…. Also thank you for all the further insights you’ve given in this comment section – all hugely valuable!

    I wanted to briefly comment on the subject of “channeling”, hopefully not too off the post’s topic. When I first came across your site, Denise, I let out a long sigh of relief – for ONCE someone who is not claiming to channel this, that or another! Absolutely in an instant, a wave of joy and recognition – one specific lesson in discernment. Since then, I just know that if I read something that’s not quite right and is distorted, there develops a sort of energetic “knot” around in my solar plexus area… And when the information is true – I just *Know*, and I feel more High Heart energy, simply become happier!
    I’ve got a theory about why some say they’re channeling this, that or another – I believe many feel that saying they receive the information from their “Higher Self” would somehow not be considered “valid” enough. They must be thinking that “surely an Archangel Insert-Name sounds so much more important and believable” than one’s own Higher Self…? So, in this world of big egos as it has been, when someone is offering their insights without this kind of spiritual name dropping, I think it is brave, amazing and I for one plain Know in my Soul that I’m not being taken for a ride. Valid proof for me.

    Much LOVE to all of you wonderful people here, and also a virtual standing ovation to you Denise for dealing with all the lower stuff with such grace and strength!

    • “I wanted to briefly comment on the subject of “channeling”, hopefully not too off the post’s topic. When I first came across your site, Denise, I let out a long sigh of relief – for ONCE someone who is not claiming to channel this, that or another! Absolutely in an instant, a wave of joy and recognition – one specific lesson in discernment. Since then, I just know that if I read something that’s not quite right and is distorted, there develops a sort of energetic “knot” around in my solar plexus area… And when the information is true – I just *Know*, and I feel more High Heart energy, simply become happier!”

      millie,

      You’ve described this and how it feels perfectly. Thank you for your great Comment and great insights.

      The lower and/or darker the energy, the more my gut/solar plexus and out through my whole body, reacts informing me. Nothing from the intellect, all from the body and a totally different level of perception.

      “I’ve got a theory about why some say they’re channeling this, that or another – I believe many feel that saying they receive the information from their “Higher Self” would somehow not be considered “valid” enough. They must be thinking that “surely an Archangel Insert-Name sounds so much more important and believable” than one’s own Higher Self…? So, in this world of big egos as it has been, when someone is offering their insights without this kind of spiritual name dropping, I think it is brave, amazing and I for one plain Know in my Soul that I’m not being taken for a ride. Valid proof for me.”

      This is so, so, so true and so, so, so sad isn’t it? Sigh… People are this brainwashed –thanks to distorted religious beliefs– to not believe in themselves but in another. The Dark has done an excellent job at dis-empowering humanity. But this is finally changing.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  31. Denise….
    I just want you to know that I love, love, love you!! Thank you for holding the line…the light…by fiercely defending yourself from the nonsense… and by association…all of us Lightworkers and Starseeds. I expect that more and more souls will find your wisdom and direction over the next year as they begin to understand that WE are the solution…that discerning lightbound souls from around the universe aren’t waiting it out someplace… out there… but are embodied (some for lifetimes, some for minutes) doing the work of the Angels and Light all over this strange, beautiful little planet. I admire your compassion and willingness to meet us ALL toe to toe, high heart to high heart regardless of our path or our experience. Thank you…truly, respectfully…thank you.
    sz
    ***and thank you for creating such a remarkable space for like hearted people to gather…the comments are always thought provoking and Inspiring***(even the hard parts) I enjoy getting to know my fellow travelers and appreciate all the companionship I find here. ❤

  32. Thanks for this! I’m only new to this awakening and when your eyes and mind is really open to the impossible, you really see the state of the world, seeing the actions which are influenced by the uncontrolled ego. And it’s almost overwhelming at times to see who far we have let our minds go.

    There is truth in Myth and Legend…

    Happy 2012 Everyone!

  33. I like what Millie said.

    I would add that I believe another reason some people say they are channeling the information is to duck personal responsibility for what they’re saying to others. The channeler is often a highly intuitive/psychic person and actually can connect with and read or communicate with Higher Energies, but at the same time is afraid to be accountable for what he/she is saying and the impact it may have on those who listen to it. It’s easier to hide behind the mask of Arch Angel So and So, or whoever else they claim is talking, rather than have to take full responsibility for all of it themselves.

    People suspend their discernment when they believe it’s an Angelic Being talking in ways they NEVER would if they thought instead that it was just an intuitive person reading energies. This means a channeler can say just about anything and never have to face the same scrutiny, attacks and demands from readers that someone like Denise does. She doesn’t get the option of saying “It wasn’t me, it was Arch Angel So and So” when somebody is angry and wants to attack or is demanding that their questions be answered satisfactorily.

    Carolyn

  34. Denise: Thanks so much for your response. It really puts things in perspective for me and I also think that everything must be planned beforehand with my higher self. I am nothing if i am not a good planner :-)( not necessarily a good implementor, but definitely a good planner!!). So as you said i also feel that I must have covered everything before coming here. And I was going to ask the same question as Carolyn did. This question has been popping in my hand since last year and every time I have gotten the same answer. Reading your posting: “Many more people will choose to exit (die) their physical bodies and continue their Ascension Process in a non-physical realm instead of this one. There are no wrong choices so wish them well on their continued spiritual process.”This question again came in forefront and I was glad to see Carolyn’s question and your answer. This completely resonates with what I had been getting as well, and I believe that though I am in my mid thirties I am just about done here. As you said our higher self will guide us all along, even if its time to leave physical body.

    I strongly believe that doing the light work we should a maintain our integrity and self respect at all times. Sometimes transmuting this negativity and doing light work takes a tremendous toll on the emotional physical and financial resources and it does takes undermines ones self respect to some extent ( a side effect of 3D system). I believe in doing the work till I feel self respect and some happiness/contentment from it otherwise its better to exit gracefully and continue work wherever I go.

    If one truly feels detached from everything ( and I mean everything here in 3D) and have no motivation left to continue, then I guess your mission is complete.

    Barbara:
    I completely resonate with your “fight” or ” flight” As for me even “flight” takes lot of my energy later as the Indigo rage ( which I am controlling) takes over for not standing up for myself, but I think not engaging myself any 3D negativity and manipulation is my first priority. I still believe that the lightworkers should fight for justice ( personal or for others) only if they can detach themselves from the issue and just do it as Light work. Once it gets personal it becomes painful and brings more 3D stuff with it.

    Denise thanks again for all your work.

    Love

    Saakshi

  35. I thought I might share my insight in reg. what Saakshi asked about the lessons of Lightworkers and Starseeds.

    I am 48 years old and with my life experience I am old enough to remember why I came down here, where I came from and what I am here for. I understand what my job was while doing it not consciously, and now that I do my lightjob consciously I know how it has changed. Now it is more demanding and takes all my time, but it is also more rewarding.

    My life never was an easy one, and I still have to fight myself everyday. But knowing what I know now has given me a perspective where I see that everything that happened to me during my life was preparation for my lightworking duties when I would know what I am here for. Difficulties grow your empathy for others to the measures you could not attain if your life went effortlessly. They also show you the doorsteps to other timelines so that you can and must make choices.

    I think many of the Lightworkers and Starseeds who will choose to remain down here after this year may have a very special job to do. It is my understanding that it is our job as way showers to create new forms and templates on energetic or ground grid level for different forms of love between human individuals in different relationships (lovers, parenting, friendship) and between humans and Mother Earth and all her life forms. I think we will be doing it by living these relationships in flesh although the most important impact is on the energetic level.

    When you know as a Starseed how lonely and miserable loveless fear based human life is, you will get a huge reward when you find those fellow Starseeds with whom you can start co-creating relationships that are based on true love. At that point, knowing what you know, nothing can crush your motivation or commitment even if the fellow Starseed is not what you expected on your 3D standards.

    Does this ring anyone’s bells? I think this site is one good example of how love can be expressed in a New Earth way so that anyone who comes here with a pure and sincere heart can feel accepted, energized, uplifted and loved. When we get this type of energy and communicating to our face-to-face relationships we will be there. We can step back and say job well done. And then we will be free to go home. 😉

    A Big Heart Hug to Everyone,
    – Aya

  36. Hi Denise, I have decided to get your book. There was so much I couldn’t face back when I was corded, I was too afraid to look at the dark. I have this feeling that your book will hold insights and connections I am ready to see. To this day the word demonic brings up fear! So Perhaps your book will make sense of things, even if only one thing, it would be worth it. Much like my realizing a big truth from Dion Fortune’s Psychic Self Defense. ……. A couple of years ago I began to tentatively “explore” the dark via the web. M y heart rate would go up, I felt I was doing something wrong or bad! Old new age beliefs had told me not to do this so I ” wouldn’t attract them”, well that left me free to BE attacked because I had no knowledge…… anyhow it is not just about the dark, but learning about myself during the years of fear and hiding under the covers, happily keeping my head in the sand because that was the best I could do at the time. I wasn’t ready. How can you have a total clean up if you won’t take a look at what is stored in the darkest part of the house? ……I appreciate all the down to earth folks…….. all of us doing thebest we can at whatever stage of the healing and awareness we stand……… Thank you Denise.

  37. Thank you Denise for you insights.
    I used to laugh at the people I know who aren’t “awakened”. However, I dream about them teleporting around “working”, helping others in some fashion and then, boom, they’re off at another location helping others. Everybody is happy, relaxed, and “free” and have telepathy, like everybody is on the same page. These ones I know seem to be helping raising the light and consciousnes of others here and there.

    Patricia

  38. goodness – i admire you for replying to this – dont think i would have.
    if people cant intuite what is true/good etc and what isnt is there any point trying to explain to them – until you get to that point whatever words you use are lost /pointless because they just dont get it.
    its like you said – you feel what is right and what is wrong – you cant teach that – it has to come with time/ascension progress etc –
    personally if i read or hear something that doesnt ring true i just let it go – its someones truth – just not mine!!
    susie

  39. Sigh. Oh Denise, I’m speechless. But, thank you for sharing, must be the tip of the iceberg for you 😦 Well, I guess each soul will learn the lessons of compassion in their own time, at their own pace. In the meantime, I’ll extend my energetic hand through my High Heart to you and say… Keep going strong.

    • “Sigh. Oh Denise, I’m speechless. But, thank you for sharing, must be the tip of the iceberg for you 😦 Well, I guess each soul will learn the lessons of compassion in their own time, at their own pace. In the meantime, I’ll extend my energetic hand through my High Heart to you and say… Keep going strong.”

      millie & All,

      Thank you for understanding. I knew from minute-one that this was a lesson more for me and the rest of us here at TRANSITIONS than it was for 3/144. I hope nonetheless…

      Hugs,
      Denise

  40. Denise, thank you for all the excepts from your book. I had resolved to wait till next week payday till I order it…… hopefully I’ll get my impulses back in order, but I am now very excited and interested such as I have not felt in YEARS. I want to order it NOW! BTW I am 0 degrees aries with aries rising surrounded by lots of picean influence but my moon is in capricorn! Anyhow I do become quite the impulsive one! What to do, what to do! It feels so good to FEEL an interest again. Looking forward to MORE. Love and hugs, Edith…… oh, that one individual you allowed and posted, well can I say, “ICK”?

    • “Denise, thank you for all the excepts from your book. I had resolved to wait till next week payday till I order it…… hopefully I’ll get my impulses back in order, but I am now very excited and interested such as I have not felt in YEARS. I want to order it NOW! BTW I am 0 degrees aries with aries rising surrounded by lots of picean influence but my moon is in capricorn! Anyhow I do become quite the impulsive one! What to do, what to do! It feels so good to FEEL an interest again. Looking forward to MORE. Love and hugs, Edith…… oh, that one individual you allowed and posted, well can I say, “ICK”?”

      Edith,

      🙂 ♥ See how fast the energetic tides change now? It is beyond wonderful hearing you speak with joy, excitement and HOPE after the dark negative stuff you’ve been through. Reading my book A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution will only confirm and validate so much of what you yourself have already lived and why. Fear not reading it because we’ve both already been through the worst of the worst of the worst!

      Hugs,
      Denise

  41. Hi Denise:

    Every day when I come to Transitions, I am thunderstruck, and I mean light bulbs flashing and heart/mind whirling. What was that? I want to thank you and Carolyn with that one line, “It isn’t my ascension….. it’s theirs!” you opened up a whole new paradigm for me. Good grief, I’m thinking, of course, of course. I’ve done this before, this one is not a “practice run”, this is not for me, this is for “them.” And with that thinking I was led to realizing that perhaps I just might be getting a handle on Lisa Renee’s idea of the “Compassionate Witness.” I’ve been so wrapped up in my own aches, pains, sadness, and confusion I totally forgot, until that one line, that this one is not mine. It’s, so to speak, “a round on the House!” if that makes sense. We’re good, guys, I mean really good and it’s getting better! Thank you all here, and Denise, thank you again for being “my momma Bear” as you deal with the wildlife out there. Yeah, me too, I’ll hang on for one more year, but after that I’m ready to exit. 13 was always my favourite number! Thanks again, Carolyn and Denise. Love, B.

    • “Hi Denise:

      Every day when I come to Transitions, I am thunderstruck, and I mean light bulbs flashing and heart/mind whirling. What was that? I want to thank you and Carolyn with that one line, “It isn’t my ascension….. it’s theirs!” you opened up a whole new paradigm for me. Good grief, I’m thinking, of course, of course. I’ve done this before, this one is not a “practice run”, this is not for me, this is for “them.” And with that thinking I was led to realizing that perhaps I just might be getting a handle on Lisa Renee’s idea of the “Compassionate Witness.” I’ve been so wrapped up in my own aches, pains, sadness, and confusion I totally forgot, until that one line, that this one is not mine. It’s, so to speak, “a round on the House!” if that makes sense. We’re good, guys, I mean really good and it’s getting better! Thank you all here, and Denise, thank you again for being “my momma Bear” as you deal with the wildlife out there. Yeah, me too, I’ll hang on for one more year, but after that I’m ready to exit. 13 was always my favourite number! Thanks again, Carolyn and Denise. Love, B.”

      Barbara,

      ♥ 😆 ♥ LOVE IT! And yes, great thanks go to Carolyn for her profound summery of this Ascension Process from a Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers perspective about all this. It NEVER has been about us needing to ascend/evolve etc.; we volunteered to leave Home and put on “meat suits” (physical bodies) and enter 3D with its horrific duality and negativity so we could transmute all of it from within the physical system itself. By us doing this in this way we did not break the Freewill Law of this Evolutionary Cycle and area. We volunteered to insert ourselves into it to — like spies from a foreign land 😉 — so that we could 1) not break this Cosmic Freewill Law and 2) actually physically and energetically embody higher Light energies, aka Source created blueprints or templates, and become Living Alchemical Transmutors for all humanity and more. We’ve never been the ones that needed this, we volunteered to do it to manifest within 3D Earth physicality all that would be needed by humanity to shift or ascend or evolve to the next dimension and Evolutionary Cycle at a much higher level. Baby’s gonna need NEW clothes! 😉

      There’s a lot of vast conscious connections being made within each of us about all this right now and 2012 is going to be just like this for all of us; sudden HIGHER views and understandings about all of this and all of the multidimensional players, ourselves included and so on. I’m so very happy and proud of all the sudden connections and insights you’ve had in just the past couple of weeks here, it’s exciting and makes my Heart shine brightly. Even the stuff by/through 3/144 is part of this and why I shared his/her email to me. “Compassionate Witness” indeed, and we’ll all be learning to maintain this higher level while we encounter others pain, suffering, rage, anger, confusion etc.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  42. Hi Denise and all,

    Just wanted to chime in here and say “I GET IT” too about what Carolyn said about it being THEIR ascension, it’s like a veil really is lifting from my eyes lately. I’ve also been thinking lately alot about the fact that I have no feeling of ever having been reincarnated on Earth before and never really having felt like I was from here – as a kid I sat in a tree a lot and thought about space, and my mind was always off somewhere else, no wonder!

    Here’s a weird thing with my only sister – she firmly believes in personal angels etc., believes ETs are probably out there, and has had ALL the same ascension symptoms as I have, but rather than even entertain the idea that it’s happening, she just keeps going to the doctor, who of course can’t find anything really wrong with her. She doesn’t even want to HEAR the word ascension, as I am just obviously bonkers. I think there’s alot of people that one would think might be more open minded, but just plain are not, and it’s getting to the point where we will have to just go our separate ways, how else can it work methinks? You can’t make someone see the light if they don’t feel it, right?

    And kudos to you Denise for whatever is bugging 3/144 – glad it’s not contagious, yoicks! Hope your horrible head pains are gone, mine come and go but seem to be getting better when here. I feel so positive and excited about this year, I can’t WAIT til I have someone to physically TALK to about it. I’m wondering if there’s anyone in Upstate NY who is in on this!!?? Ferris Beuller? Anyone? 😉
    Well have a good weekend everyone and thanks for the community I feel here, it keeps me going and Denise you ROCK!

    In Light!

    Katy

  43. OH my…. there is SO much I could comment on I don’t know where to begin. Everything I read strikes something inside me. I do want to say the conversation about this being “their ascension” opened many doors and windows for me. So thanks to Carolyn, Barbara, Denise, etc for this chat. Still processing it all tho. It has me asking more questions, tho. I’m trying to figure out how to present them…

    Cat – you are welcome.

  44. Yes! Yes! Yes! 100% true Denise. I have been following your ascencion news and updates for quite sometime now, as i have been experiancing most of the pains and aches of the ascension process. From a very young age i could’nt understand and always felt that the monetary system was invented to enslave us to a few greedy power hungry madman, who are responsable for the millions and millions of lives lost by the wars (which they themselves incited) for thier personal gain. I can’t wait to see the diminishing power of these High Criminals who were the culprits and the orchestrators to all our hardships, injustices and corruption come to nought and die down.

  45. Why doesn’t everyone have ascension symptoms? I’ve read many articles on this subject, but I feel like I’m “missing” something. I do believe the ascension process is very personal, and can be experienced differently, but I’d love any insight you might offer. I feel like I’ve been in ascension hell, and often wonder if it’s my fault or if this was something I agreed to take on. All I can do is be still, integrate all virtues, and trust. I’m trying to gain a better understanding of the “why.” Is the necessary internal work contingent upon this pain? Will it ever go away? Am I supposed to go vegan? I gave up caffeine, and eat tons more fruits/veggies. Deep down I know I have all the answers, but some days I struggle with patience. It’s the never-ending pressure, my neck, skull, ears, and body. I just don’t want to screw this up. Somedays I’m worried that the pain lingers because I’m not doing enough. Other days I think the pain is there because there is much it is doing. Somedays I think I’m just flat out nuts, but then I remind myself of all that has transpired. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.

    • “Why doesn’t everyone have ascension symptoms? I’ve read many articles on this subject, but I feel like I’m “missing” something. I do believe the ascension process is very personal, and can be experienced differently, but I’d love any insight you might offer. I feel like I’ve been in ascension hell, and often wonder if it’s my fault or if this was something I agreed to take on. All I can do is be still, integrate all virtues, and trust. I’m trying to gain a better understanding of the “why.” Is the necessary internal work contingent upon this pain? Will it ever go away? Am I supposed to go vegan? I gave up caffeine, and eat tons more fruits/veggies. Deep down I know I have all the answers, but some days I struggle with patience. It’s the never-ending pressure, my neck, skull, ears, and body. I just don’t want to screw this up. Somedays I’m worried that the pain lingers because I’m not doing enough. Other days I think the pain is there because there is much it is doing. Somedays I think I’m just flat out nuts, but then I remind myself of all that has transpired. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.”

      Angela,

      It’s not about you or any of us having done anything “wrong”. The short answer is that it’s painful transmuting our unresolved, ignored, projected lower frequency stuff – wounds, fears, hates etc. The other short answer is that if you’re a Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshower etc. and you volunteered to come to 3D Earth not to do this then you’re one who transmutes old lower frequency 3D stuff and embodies higher frequency 5D stuff such as new blueprints, new patterns, new grid systems etc. and that is usually a painful process. I also know that the more you and I transmute, the more any tiny little bit of old lower frequency crap that we come into contact with FEELS — from our greatly cleared state — like it’s 100% worse than it really is! It’s like the Princess and the Pea thing; we still feel even the smallest of lower energies in and around us and that hurts too!

      Some people don’t experience as intense ascension symptoms as other “regular” or NON Starseed/Lightworker/Wayshowers people for a number of reasons. Some of this is due to them having already resolved a lot of their lower emotional issues, karma etc. And some people are experiencing minor ascension symptoms but don’t know that’s what they are. They believe they’re health related or age related or diet related and so on. They’re experiencing the ascension process but don’t consciously know that’s what they’re actually going through.

      The other thing you’ve got to realize and not forget is the “doing” thing. Living this Ascension Process is something we live through. We don’t “do” it…it sort of does us and we just hang on through it all! Like I’ve said, it’s not easy or pain-free transmuting ones entire physical body (and so much more) into a new species that embodies Light and then will exist in a higher dimension than the one they incarnated into! When you feel horrid rest and pamper yourself until you feel a bit better again. Yesterday was HORRIBLE for me personally with some old ascension symptoms that suddenly reappeared that I haven’t had for a few years. It was very hard to take after all I’ve been through, and yet, if another layer of something within me needs addressing now in 2012 then it’s going to happen no matter how much I’d prefer all this was totally finished! 2012 is think is going to be like this for most of us; the final year to resolve anything that still needs tending to for whatever our personal reasons. No guilt or shame in this just our Higher Selves making sure we’re “transparent” enough to cope with the big shift into 2013 and beyond.

      I hope this helps a bit and know that you’re doing a perfect and wonderful job just BEING and LIVING this. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  46. Angela:
    We are in the same boat – my old symptoms have all resurfaced,

    Some symptoms are as a result of anchoring greater Light in specific locations on the Earth as part of the master plan and not everybody volunteered to carry this option.

    Ascension symptoms vary (number, type, magnitude, frequency) in sympathy with our karmic loads and soul contract. We all experience this process and symptoms in divers ways, modes, intensity as they vary from person to person. We are all unique, on different – infinite healing paths, ascending and shifting in a multitude of ways – scenarios. As this cycle speedily draws to a close with time collapsing on itself, the repercussions of these purifications and symptoms would accelerate in order to clear our slates, our pending karmic balance.

    Our body elements under normal working life, repeatedly suffer from a variety of dis-ease partially due to the inflicted conditions of the etheric body (unforgiveness, judgment, resentment, stress……); so the passage then of currents associated to these energy shifts depending on the magnitude would further affect our fragile bodies thereby manifesting as symptoms. This implies that if our physical, astral, mental, etheric bodies were whole, we would be transparent to these symptoms but for the inherent energy anatomy – carbon to crystal metamorphosis and the constant upgrading of our running system/software with an adapted version to accommodate our new template

    Mankind has evolved in a society where most religious traditions disfavor spiritual aspects of life there by penalizing the development of our etheric bodies – compromising our energy templates. These templates which have been holding our energy in a physical form will be fully released with time depending on our rate of energy integration – it’s a gradual process.

    Whatever it is we are experiencing shows us where we still have some work to do, something that needs releasing because it’s blocking our being a clear vessel for the higher energy.
    In The Light
    divsy.

  47. Denise & Divsy,

    Thank you so much for the feedback. Some days I feel so alone in this process, and find myself crying very easily. It’s a different kind of cry…it doesn’t really stem from joy or pain…simply WAKING UP. It’s mourning the loss of what I used to “believe” and embracing the messages I receive in profound ways. I hear the Earth, and the synchronicity she plays. I suppose it’s the thinning of the veil, but my emotions are all over the place. I know that this is the year fulfill my blueprint, but I’m wrestling with “ego” so much that I don’t know what to do. Each day I strive to embrace the stillness around me, and just “be.” Surrendering to the Universe is almost second nature now. Yet, at times I feel like there is something I’m supposed to do, something that will take me out of my comfort zone, but then I wonder if that’s my ego interfering. I feel compelled to speak my truth, but don’t want to do it for reasons that might be egocentrically based. Each month I have an opportunity to testify to a congregation, but I stay seated because I don’t want to feel like a fool. Deep down I wonder if the ascension symptoms linger because I’m not speaking love’s truth, and I’m holding back. I wonder if I’m causing the block or if this is simply part of the process (maybe both). I’m ready to go home, and I don’t want to be the last one in line.

    Angela

  48. Denise,
    I was meditating today, and it became clear to me that I was feeling very strong energy just on the left side of my body. I put this together with the fact that I have a recurring right sided muscle spasm along my right spine, which I thought might be caused by resistance to male energies.(I believe the left side of the body is supposed to be guided by feminine energies, and the right by male.) I felt I needed to give permission for the male energies to be integrated into my body. This was a deep intuitive knowing, no words or messages in the “normal” sense. I thought of your “to do” list, eg.

    ” Expect to do more fine-tuning integration energy work on your right/left brain and inner male/female energies.
    Expect increased conscious connections and embodiment of the masculine “god” aspect of Source within you regardless of which sex body you have.”

    I suppose, given that I have spent my life transmuting the oppression of women that I should not expect it to just “happen”, and having to give my express permission makes sense. I just thought I would share this in case you have any comments, or in case it might help someone else.
    Susan.

    • “Denise,
      I was meditating today, and it became clear to me that I was feeling very strong energy just on the left side of my body. I put this together with the fact that I have a recurring right sided muscle spasm along my right spine, which I thought might be caused by resistance to male energies.(I believe the left side of the body is supposed to be guided by feminine energies, and the right by male.) I felt I needed to give permission for the male energies to be integrated into my body. This was a deep intuitive knowing, no words or messages in the “normal” sense. I thought of your “to do” list, eg.

      ”Expect to do more fine-tuning integration energy work on your right/left brain and inner male/female energies.
      Expect increased conscious connections and embodiment of the masculine “god” aspect of Source within you regardless of which sex body you have.”

      I suppose, given that I have spent my life transmuting the oppression of women that I should not expect it to just “happen”, and having to give my express permission makes sense. I just thought I would share this in case you have any comments, or in case it might help someone else.
      Susan.”

      Susan,

      We’ve lived in a sick, distorted, and profoundly negative patriarchal world for the past 5-6,000 years so everyone’s left side has or still is seriously messed up! Transmuting this has been and still is a huge issue for all of us leading the Way in the Ascension Process. No, DO expect it to “just happen” because it is in and through us because this is what Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers do; we transmute the old and embody the new which helps manifest and anchor the “new templates” or energetic blueprints for the rest of humanity.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  49. Denise and all,

    Similar to Susan, I’ve been having an issue for the past couple of weeks with muscle spasms occurring on the right side of my body. It actually got bad enough last week that I went to a chiropractor, something I would not ordinarily do, for help in balancing things out. When he told me the cause of the spasms and pain along the right side of my body was actually being caused by a tightening on the left side of my tailbone, I immediately thought about the feminine and masculine energies and how they relate to the left and right side of the body and what I’d read about them in this post, including somewhere else on this blog site, something about the tailbone. As the doctor put it, my right side was in a “hyper-state” because it was trying to keep up with what the left side was doing and was having difficulty doing so. That description was kind of interesting when you think about the feminine energy leading the way.

    He said an imbalance in the tailbone had caused a twist to develop in my pelvis which then moved up into my lower spine. After a couple of weeks like this my ribs and shoulder on my right side were also thrown out of alignment — it was like my whole body was being torqued by these two energies, feminine and masculine, as they try to integrate and come into a new balance. And while knowing that is sort of cool, it’s still needless to say very painful and not a fun experience. 😦

    The doctor fixed the twist in my pelvis and realigned my ribs and shoulder, which helped a lot, but the spasms along the right side of my body are still happening and that whole side of my body remains very sore, even a week later.

    Carolyn

  50. Carolyn, I think you and I must be twins! I am experiencing the exact same thing!! To make matters even more interesting, while I am having the base of skull pressure/pain on the right side, my husband has it on the left! So very interesting, and a tangible evidence that we really are being molded into new humans.

    • “To make matters even more interesting, while I am having the base of skull pressure/pain on the right side, my husband has it on the left!…”

      Susan,

      Here’s that X type thing I kept seeing late last year in each of us regardless of which sex body we’re in now. Thanks for sharing what’s happening in you (currently) feeling these painful changes in your female body’s RIGHT (masculine) side, while your husband is (currently) feeling them in his LEFT (feminine) side. Polarity Resolution/Integration within both sexes brains and bodies. Just imagine how fab we’re all going to be when we’re UNIFIED within ourselves individually! 🙂

      Hugs to you both,
      Denise

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