12-12-12 Through 12-21-12

quantum leap ahead

Well, it’s December 2012…finally. Is your mind reeling with possibilities? Your heart swelling with expectations? Your body anxious to house more of YOU? Your spirit so very ready to connect with Home in this new way? Are the many possibilities racing through your mind and heart about the grand Expiration Date of 12-21-12? Are you as ready for the 12-12-12 through 12-21-12 shift-point as you possibly can be? Do you have any fears, worries or confusions about this monumental transition we’re about to traverse…many of us while in our physical bodies?

I remember one day long ago in 1995, which now seems like about six lifetimes ago reading for the first time about “December 21, 2012″ and thinking how painfully far away that date was and sensing how much I’d have to go through before I reached that future date. And now, here we are, poised at the most important transition to date finally.

Since I created TRANSITIONS in 2007, I’ve talked about a variety of Ascension-related topics in my unique individual way as one more voice and hopefully guiding Light to help other Starseeds/Wanderers, Lightworkers/Lightwarriors, Indigos and anyone else experiencing the Ascension Process who wandered into my blog space with these amazing times leading up to what’s right before us this month.

Since 2007, there’s been so much to talk about and it’s often been extremely trying and downright difficult for me to write due to my living with intense Ascension symptoms and often having brain fog where one’s 3D linear mental thinking processes are short-circuited because they were being Rewired, evolved into larger, higher frequency and much more complex ways of perception and communication. That plus sheer and seemingly unending exhaustion and at times a lot of physical pains. But I wrote what I could when I could the best I could at the time. There have been so many times since 2007 where I couldn’t focus enough to write, edit and publish an article(s) fast enough due to another intense cluster of Ascension symptoms and I’d end up deleting them because we’d moved on to the next energetic Ascension-related situation in a matter of days!



                              (Niagara Falls )



For the past two years I’ve been clairvoyantly seeing (and constantly feeling) an image that’s hard to describe because of Its vastness, magnitude, implications, and intensity. This image I’ve seen is from a perspective out in space viewing tiny Earth orbiting closer and closer to It, to this vast and almost incomprehensibly intense object. This It, this object has always appeared to me as a massive vast white-colored line of pure Energy that somewhat resembles a huge and fierce roaring waterfall. It is not water at all but Energy and appears and feels like a massive flowing river or falling waterfall of PURE, direct, undiluted, unimpeded, full-force Source/God focus and intent.

Said another way, this object, this massive energy that resembles an enormous flowing cosmic waterfall and river of pure undiluted Energy is the direct sight-line of Source/God and the Milky Way Galactic Center; the direct intention and focal point of Source/God about the completion/beginning shift-point between the past Evolutionary Cycle Experiment and the NEW one.

It reminds me of a Source/God drawn line in the cosmic sand so to speak between the past blueprints of what has been and the new blueprints and what will be. (Sorry, this is difficult so please intuit and feel what I’m struggling to describe in this crude, linear way.) It is the transition, the Expiration Date, the shift-point, the cutoff point from all the past Evolutionary Cycles and frequency blueprints and structures of the past Source/God experiment. It is the energetic threshold crossover point and no doubt much more than I’m able to perceive and express today.

The closest physical symbolic likeness to this vision I’ve seen are photos of Niagara Falls (the photo above). Of course it isn’t totally correct either, but sort of resembles this magnificent energetic line of focus that stretches through space from Source/God and the Milky Way Galactic Center out. We on Earth are about to literally physically orbit into this direct sight line, this energetic focus and intentional shift-point coming from Source/God and the Galactic Center. I’ve called this shift-point the great Expiration Date.


Thanks to another reader who left a link in a Comment here to “The Bridge Of Swords” channeling by Kryon recently, I had a nice confirmation through Kryon about an experience I’d had in 1983–1984 where I worked with an other-dimensional Mayan male that I’ve called my crazy twin brother on a trans-dimensional Bridge Building Project.


Very shortly after that another reader shared another link here in a Comment to Cosmic Awareness who I’d never heard of before. Because of this connection I had another nice confirmation, this time through Cosmic Awareness, about another experience I also had in the early 1980’s.

This mid-1980’s experience was a current life exchange of information with my three old beloved Starbeing Family from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and 5D Pleiades who gave me some information at that time, including a large gold key that the Pleiadian gave me and told me to “keep in my Heart and use any time I needed.” These same Starbeings were simultaneously present physically on Earth around 12,600 B.C. Egypt –the start of the Age of Leo– when many of us Starseeds/Lightworkers volunteered to simultaneously enter multiple incarnations within the 3D Earth timeline to work on and towards the Ascension Process from multiple points, multiple lives across time in dense Earth physicality. These current incarnations of ours are of course happening at the exact opposite point within the great 26,000-yearlong Precessional Cycle –the start of the Age of Aquarius– which is very deliberate, meaningful and potent.


In Cosmic Awareness’s message below, he/It/they talk about a Key in the Heart and include a great meditation/visualization about using this key to access and interact with  your personal inner “God drop” as Sandra Walter — who I also only recently discovered thanks to another reader — called it that exists within our hearts. See how many of the different Ascension Teachers—both incarnate and not—have been making these interesting connections during this 2012 autumn? This too is an aspect of the December 12-12-12 through 12-21-12 shift-point trigger energies. It’s also how those of us who’ve been scattered far and wide and flying under the radar of Team Dark, isolated in our locations for decades and lifetimes, are being increasingly and openly connected for all involved. Here comes the NEW High Heart blueprints and ways. ❤

Between October and December 3, 2012, I’ve had two connections and confirmations (one through Kryon and another through Cosmic Awareness) about decades-old experiences I had with some other dimensional Starbeings Family in connection with my being a Starseed Lightworker volunteer on Earth now to both embody and teach about the Ascension Process, plus share my related visions and experiences.

Because I’d never heard of Cosmic Awareness before October 2012, I quickly read through a few of CA’s channeled messages to discern for myself what CA is talking about and how accurate and undistorted or distorted the material is. I do this with everything I read. I cannot not automatically sense energies in other people’s writings and other people and discern for myself. Those of you who’ve been reading my material for a while know that I do not quote or link to other Ascension Teacher’s websites/blogs/material/channeling etc. unless I already know their material and/or sense it is very accurate, undistorted, free of any Team Dark insertions, and/or human ego distortions and/or human delusions, magical thinking etc.

The reason I’ve added links to these two particular messages from Cosmic Awareness, channeled through Will Berlinghof, is because they focus on a lot of the questions I suspect many people have now about the 12-12-12 through 12-21-12 energies and the sweeping changes they will automatically cause. [See links below.]

In a couple of past articles I’ve talked briefly about the different Earth-like worlds I’ve seen and been aware of that are being birthed out of the upcoming Expiration Date and shift-point energies. I’ve called them Earth #1, Earth #2, Earth #3 and so on. https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/04/17/the-different-frequency-earth-worlds-evolving-beyond-linear-time/

Cosmic Awareness calls them “Earth A, Earth B, and Earth A/B”. We’re both talking about the same things just using slightly different keywords for the same Ascension-related processes and events.

If you’re not sure of what to do on 12-12-12, then I suggest you sit quietly and let your High Heart smile as big as you can get it to for as long as you can. Know and trust that that is more than enough. ❤


December 7, 2012

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This Cosmic Awareness channeling is from November 23, 2012:


This one is from November 29, 2012:


The one with the Key in the Heart meditation is from December 3, 2012:


“Furthermore, it is God’s promise that at this time and during the greatest times of shift and change, that time when the very essence of God sweeps through the cosmos, down the corridor from the central Sun and overwhelms the planet, that there will be with this, great calmness. A calmness that will go beyond the events unfolding for those who, indeed, open their heart and receive that which is the love of God, the light of God, the knowing of God…”  by Cosmic Awareness


22 thoughts on “12-12-12 Through 12-21-12

  1. Drunvalo Melchizedek also has described a process for merging with ‘the tiny space in the heart’. I don’t have a link though its described in his new book The Mayan Ouroboros (sequel to Serpent of Light’) and may be on his website, Drunvalo.net.

  2. am connection 2 romes & epyts gods & goddess only .. i can feel it but i can’t remeber it .. thanks .. how many past lives do i have & who is in my past lives thanks
    mona lisa valenzuela 11/24/1974 time of birth is 6″29 am .. in GRANADA hills ca

  3. Thanks Denise, you have summed up how I have been feeling, with lives closely paralled. I will check out the links you mentioned as any clarity at what to do at this long, long awaited moment is mere weeks away. ❤

    Much gratitude,

  4. I still don’t get the Team Dark stuff. If all is one, and you cruise the higher dimensions, then Team Dark is an illusion, is it not?

    • “I still don’t get the Team Dark stuff. If all is one, and you cruise the higher dimensions, then Team Dark is an illusion, is it not? “


      There are a lot of spiritual belief systems that believe that ALL of this physical dimension, this physical world and everything that happens on it, meaning your life, my life, every experience, every horror, every moment of love, peace, joy etc. etc. are all “illusions”. Personally, I take that as one mammoth insult upon not only me and my personal experiences within 3D Earth physicality, but upon every soul that has EVER had an incarnation on Earth across time since dirt!

      Now, lets better define what’s actually meant by the word “illusion” in this case, and in yours, because that is where the real misunderstanding is.

      When some spiritual teachings says that “it’s all an illusion”, they mean that it, whatever it is, including our lives and “reality” on Earth are created for us to go into and experience. That much is true, however, the reason why souls want to go into ANY dimension, ANY world, ANY system that’s supposedly an “illusion” is so they can experience life, reality, consciousness, pain, joy, apparent separation from Source/God — that “we are all One” business, life and death and everything else. My question is, if Source/God wants to experience Itself (the One/Oneness) in as many different ways, places and situations etc. through Its many fragmented aspects — which are you, me, each of us — then why this great desire and intent of Source/God to experience Its creations outside of Itself be considered “not real” or “not important” or “not as valuable” or an “illusion”? Why does Source/God want to insert Itself, via you and me and all of us, into so-called “illusions” so badly IF those precious and profoundly valuable experiences are “illusions”?

      The truth is that from one level of awareness it all is an “illusion”, but, it’s an “illusion” that everyone everywhere including Source/God Itself, wants VERY much to get into to experience as many of these said “illusions” as possible!

      I realize that many people don’t want to accept or believe that Team Dark/the Negative nonphysical Beings exist. I get that and why many people don’t want to even have to consider the possibility that there are or could be evil negative, nonhuman Beings that exist and that they purposefully interfere and manipulate humanity for negative and totally self-serving reasons. If you and other people need to believe that these Beings are “illusions” then do so if you must. But, know that not believing in these Beings and the negativity they’ve caused doesn’t change or lessen or make them non-existent. I wish it did! 😆 Everything would have been so much easier.

      Even Source/God wanted to experience separation from Its state of Oneness so It began fragmenting and sending out aspects of Itself to externally, individually experience, create and further learn within as many different places as It could imagine/create. These are not “illusions” but intentionally created systems, locations, different densities and worlds etc. where further and further seeming separations from Source/God could keep happening and all because Source/God is eternally creative and expanding. Illusions? Not at all but the most important externalizations of Source/God out into all of Its creations…which are you and me and Team Dark also. 😉 But, even these “fallen angels” are currently being deal with now by Source/God because this duality “illusion” experiment that we’ve all been living, learning and creating within for so very long is reaching its grand Expiration Date… on 12-21-12.

      Breath, it’s all good as they say. 😉

      • Hi Denise:

        You’ve nailed it again, thanks. The illusion, at least what I finally arrived at in dealing with the idea of illusion, is that the illusion is that we are separate from God. We never have been, but we deluded ourselves into believing we were with a huge boost from Team Dark, and damn, illusions aren’t supposed to hurt! This 3D one certainly did and it’s time for a new illusion. And you’ve nailed it, too, with your post on the God Wave that’s coming our way, a deluge of high love/light energy that we will be aware of and able to handle. Kind of like your spiritual cavalry to the rescue! But Starseeds/Light Workers made the grid/frequency path available for that Wave and I’d say we’ve done a darned good job! Thank you from my heart for everything that you have done for us and with us. It is wonderful for you and for us to be so validated and have the reasoning behind our journeys confirmed. I’ve read all the links, thanks for bringing everything together for us. I only recently discovered Cosmic Awareness, too, and it seems there’s a reason for that as it certainly would have freaked me out knowing the results of the God Wave any sooner than this Now moment. Love and gratitude to you, Denise, and to all here, I remain in calmness, and I’ll look forward to seeing you and all here around the 5D campfire! B.

    • I agree with Denise. In most cases we, as humans, reincarnate into this 3D life with a veil and forgetfulness and think our physical life on this planet and our little lives are all there is to it: That’s the illusion. The physical is an ideal schoolhouse for us to learn in and awaken in, and for Source/God to experience more uniqueness/creation through us, and we are co-creating with Source/God in this way, maybe in most instances not consciously, but we are. When we remember and come into harmony with the Source/God we stop suffering.

      But as the apple ripens, so do we. Many factors determine our maturity as spiritual beings and it is really not up to us, our ego, but when we abandon that ego unconditionally to the will of the Source/God let It forge us in the fires.

      Ruby Plenty Chiefs used to say: The dark doesn’t come around until you get interesting. She also said that the dark defines the light. Creation is birthed out of darkness, the void. When we are unconscious and not a conscious player with God, we don’t notice or see the dark forces at work. It doesn’t mean the dark doesn’t influence us or even use us when we are in that state of unconsciousness, but we are not aware of it. When we start to come into our power (Sourceness/Godness) as humans, the dark makes itself known to us. Part of waking up is to realize that, yes Virginia, evil exists.

      Until we transcend the duality, there is much suffering. Wholeness/Completioness is what we seek. Suffering is a part of physical life on Earth until we learn our lessons and transcend, and it is all too real when you are dancing the dance of light and dark, the polarities, but it is the way of the Source/God. Generally our Sourceness/Godness within seeks the light after a certain point and surrenders to It, and that is when a battle between dark and light can begin as we transcend our unconsciousness, heal, and incorporate our shadows, and become whole as a Source/God unit of the Source/God Itself.

      P.S. “Regarding the dark being an illusion.” We don’t transcend evil by ignoring it. It is not to be circumvented, or avoided, but faced straight on. One has to journey through it via the hero’s journey and the fear, sometimes terror and tedium, and empowerment it provides in order to emerge at the other side of the river. Homer’s Iliad and Odyssey are classics for that reason.

  5. This is what I’ve been experiencing the edge of and hearing lately: A sort of low level ecstasy is leaking into our lives, as a sort of precursor? At least that is what I am feeling. I also hear it. If we get blasted with that river/ocean of energy, things will completely change on this planet. It makes me think back to when I worked with a high-level shaman for some years and very early when I was with a guru. Their higher energies induced calmness and peace in group events where people were not always apt to get along. Just as the dark energies can influence us, this light energy can, too. Oh, wouldn’t that be nice? I’m sure some people have already seen various scenarios. I’m going to look at the links above after this comment. I’m getting there. Laughing.

    I also feel as we get blasted, if there are any unresolved issues, they are going to leak out of whatever rock they were stuffed under and be begging for resolution and produce an ongoing pressure until they are dealt with.

    I think that if you are open to this energy, it has the power to transform, but if you are not open to this energy it could also be very destructive in a sense. It’s like it’s cracking open the egg of destructiveness that has surrounded the human race for so long. It sounds like it is a tsunami. Laughing. I could feel it coming, or us hurtling toward It, but I understand things a little better now. Thanks for your descriptions Denise. You are gem among so many rocks. Smile.

  6. Just commenting again. It hasn’t been a totally blissful week, but it’s there from this light we are approaching, and for the first time in my life I felt a happiness and freedom that I have not felt for eons it seems. I have past life memories that go way back before Atlantis that are almost mythic, way back to something called Hyperborea on this planet or a parallel planet or whatever, to where I made an error in judgment, which set into motion lifetimes among lifetimes for me.

    I had a dream in this lifetime some years ago that saw the crumbling of ancient civilizations on this planet and this one also, and as I was fleeing an underground room, I was given a key. The key involved the balancing of female and male energies, and as I put the key to the wall, a blinding white light entered and I stepped into it and saw another world.

    It’s not a 3D happiness I’ve been feeling, it’s like 3D love compared to the unconditional love of the Source itself. It’s a happiness that has no constrictions. I feel like my bags are packed, and like a little kid, I’m waiting to go home, but I’ve waited and waited so long I almost can’t believe it.

  7. Many heartfelt thanks Denise for all the info you have shared to help us, and for all your personal sacrifices in helping raise the consciousness of this planet, what an amazing time indeed, nearly there, and I say bring it on…………..
    Love, light & blessings to all my light family across Mother Gaia

  8. Dearest Denise and Everyone,

    I must admit, I have been waffling about whether or not to cancel my physical therapy appointments on the 12th and the 21st. When they were first scheduled, I wasn’t truly paying attention to Dates. It wasn’t until I read what Denise wrote that I stopped waffling. If I was meant to “stay home” on those dates, they would not have been available. My “old way” of being is to “stay home” when I really need to “Be” myself. As this occurred to me, I realized that my “new” way of Be-ing, the way I’ve been lately (especially how openly I’ve shared here), is part and parcel. That is, I need to be “out” and “with others” as these events are occurring. That in some small (or big) way, I may be able to be of help to others on those days (and the ones in between) with the Ascension awareness. So I’m accepting my “new” way: going out and leading with a truly open heart (and yet not “pushing” my experience on others).

    I’m in the process of digesting the Cosmic Awareness channeling. I have yet to read the article the 3rd link leads to. However, I wanted to begin sharing.

    I’ve been having the experience of a LOT of energy gushing from my high chest area for a while now (off and on). To the point where it’s almost hard to breathe at times. It hasn’t frightened me, as thanks to the information available here, I knew what was occurring. I haven’t had a lot of conscious spirit guide/conversations for quite some time. Yet I’ve noticed some really interesting changes.

    Yesterday I did 4 loads of laundry: I usually do 2. I had no pain in my hip, and I was walking much faster than I had in 4 months (since I was dx’d with a protruding disc). A majority of the day I was dissociated in a way. Now, for me (with the life I experienced) dissociation is a huge part of my life. Yesterday was different. I’m here, yet I’m not. I can see through my physical eyes and yet it almost seems like my vision is covered with silky, starry, translucent white. Almost like if I could shift to this “new way” that I could see the pure energy of it all with my physical eyes. I just noticed as well there are slight pressures: to the left and right of my 3rd eye area but just right above each eyebrow.. maybe coming from the new pineal chakra point?

    I’ve also held back about another experience, yet now here I am typing it. I’ve been perceiving my spirit self as a deep (not dark) blue in a non-descript human form, yet of energy, swirling with a sort of glitter. And it’s waiting. I know there’s a reference I could give of what this sort of looks like, and it escapes me at the moment.

    Focusing on linear reading is becoming more of a challenge, as I’m experiencing there’s a new way to take it in. I’m sure that makes no sense.

    In reading the article from the second link, I’m now grateful for the experience I had a while back. One that eradicated my deep fear of police (or any sort of authority). It’s truly allowed me to come back to a place of calm… and not truly allow fear or panic to come in anymore. And knowing all of you are here (just being aware and not necessarily reading anything) helps me to continue the solid, calm balance. Sometimes more than others, I truly feel that more spiritual connect, spirit that is (and what is coming). I remind myself that if I don’t “feel” anything on any given day, it does not mean that I imagined it, or that I won’t experience it again.

    I’m doing my best to stay open to the “new” way of doing 3D stuff (like laundry). It’s an interesting journey.

    Some things have made more sense as you spoke of Team Dark, Denise. In fact, I think it helped put away the “why would so-and-so ever do something so…” for me. And on a level I know parts of me already knew and put a face to some of “them”. I hadn’t incorporated Team Dark hijacking humans to experiences of my past until you were writing about them here. I can see that now. Hopefully it’ll help forgiveness flow much easier.

    I hope I’ve not veered too much off topic here. My brain actually feels like it’s buzzing at the moment, so all of this is coming out jumbled. Plus I feel like I forgot something else I wanted to share. I’m sure there will be more when I’m able to get through the 3rd article link. 🙂

    Love and Light to you All,

  9. I related to remembering the first time I heard about Dec 21, 2012 in 96 or 97. A little red flag went up in my brain & my gut said there is something about that. It did seem so far away & I have lived a few lives since.
    The past two days I have had some anxiety & my heart is thudding in my chest, rolling around. I almost thought I needed to be checked out but I asked my guides to show me if I should, came back as no, I all is ok.
    Reading your blog & the comments here are helping very much.
    Time has sped by so quickly, it is unbelievable we have only a couple of weeks. I feel @peace as to where I am @ this point, I albeit this little bout of anxiety.

  10. For years (1994-2007) I was changing, growing learning, achieving, and mostly waking up. Then I suddenly became stuck. Then I met an amazingly aware and gifted being, who works as a Past Life Therapists, trained at Holo unserved Norm Seally. Susan Davis susanndaviswellness.com
    I asked her to help me find clarity, and break through to release me from this inertia. We began a year ago. I am now free to be me and all cosmic aspects of me. I am a ancient, cosmic being…here many times, abd back again to usher in a new age with many other light beings, I am cassiel, ageless, and totally dedicated to help with the mass ascension off humans.

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