On the Other Side of the 12-21-12 “Three Days”, Expiration Date, Shift Point

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2012 RECAP

You may remember that in January of 2012, I began doing Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield Technique, and it was while doing that visualization that I first clairvoyantly saw the incredible density and total lock-down and control that Team Dark had over all of the second dimension (2D – Elements and Elementals). It was shocking to see this and realize how utterly and completely the Negatives had taken over 2D and so many beings that exist and/or were held prisoner there by them. All I clairvoyantly saw from January 2012 (I’m not saying this started in January 2012, but that that’s when I first saw to what extent 2D was controlled by the Negatives and how the Light was not allowed to penetrate into that dimension at that time), was total darkness, blackness and heavy density that resembled thick black tar everywhere. It was heart-breakingly gross and suffocating in its heaviness and density.

However, since January 2012, I’ve watched week by week and month by month the immobile dense, black negativity within the second dimension be broken up, transmuted and cleared by the Cosmic Cavalry, the Light, and many of us Forerunners/Starseeds. From January through August 2012, I watched increasing chunks of that super heavy density, darkness, negativity in 2D and eventually the beings there — human, elemental, demonic, lesser negative entities, negative Aliens — be totally removed and relocated elsewhere. Every few days during those eight months I’d see that more of that density and darkness that Team Dark had built in 2D was being broken apart and removed, transmuted, freed and released etc. and it was an amazing process for me to witness in this expanded way throughout 2012. Needless to say Team Dark went into intense attack mode to try and prevent or override all this but it’s been useless in not only 2D but 3D and 4D and all other locations where they have distorted and parasite-ized off of Source’s many creations and externalized aspects — aka humans, animals, elemental beings etc. (Remember that nothing happens in one dimension that’s not intimately connected to and through all other dimensions and beings that exist within them and so on. So even though I’m talking about what I watched unfold and be transmuted in 2D, know that it was also happening in all other dimensions too. )

By July 2012, an all-out frantic and mean battle was going on down there by Team Dark because The Light/Team Light was evicting Team Dark and removing all of their distortions and stolen property etc. By September 2012 Fall Equinox all of the density, distortions, darkness, negativity and prisoners were gone and nothing but brilliant Light was clairvoyantly visible to me throughout all of 2D. From September 2012 forward all I’ve clairvoyantly seen when I view the multidimensional layers below my physical feet — 2D and 1D — is brilliant white Light everywhere. (This is why I wrote the article “Grounding into Light” recently in hopes of helping people realize that those old methods of grounding into dense 3D Earth no longer works because it’s all Light there now!) Amazing, absolutely amazing to watch this Process unfold in about nine months. Yes, these nine month gestation/transformation periods have been and still are very important clues about the timings of certain unfolding energetic events and changes. (Note: from December 21, 2012 Winter Solstice, the first day of the “three days” through to the Fall Equinox of September 22, 2013, is another nine months. More about that in a moment.)

This brings us up to today which is December 26, 2012, the other side of the big transitional “three days” or Expiration Date as I’ve called it, or Shift Point of 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12. Today when I clairvoyantly viewed the energetic situation around me, below me, above me etc., there is now nothing but brilliant Light everywhere and I mean everywhere. This brilliant Light is no longer just below my feet in 2D, and also emanating from the 1D Earth’s core now, but now that we’ve traveled through the “three days” all I can see below, around and above me is brilliant Light everywhere. Because of this I can easily and safely say that I have, that you have, that we have indeed transitioned, Shifted, exited/entered into a higher frequency space and location. Is this the Ascension end-all? No, but it’s one heck of a huge evolutionary shift in itself. Stair-steps remember?

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Before I forget again I wanted to mention that I basically slept my way through the important 12-12-12 (2012) portal. I was all ready for it and then whammo, I’m suddenly passed out for nearly five hours that day! Never in my adult life have I fell asleep during the day for as long as I did on December 12, 2012 — 12-12-12! A lot happened that day, so much so that many of us HAD to exit our physical bodies to more comfortably process those energies and changes.

Even while asleep that day I was aware of and could feel tremendous energies coming in and through my body causing it to vibrate, shake, rumble and roar more strongly than it ever had prior, which is saying something! So I slept through much of the triple 12 portal which I suspect many other people experienced as well and it was perfectly fine to live the 12-12-12 event while out-of-body, which is often when many Starseeds/Lightworkers/Forerunners do their very best Work. big blinkie grin So cut yourself some slack if you too unexpectedly fell asleep/passed out during the triple 12’s and feel you “didn’t DO enough”. Know that you did and you did it just fine and didn’t miss out on anything. Our beliefs about plenty of things must and are expanding now so be open to even more changes within yourself, your spiritual ascension, time and Shift beliefs plus a whole lot more having to letting go of.

THE THREE DAYS

I cannot tell you or define for you (nor would I) exactly what happened during the “Three Days” — 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 (2012). I can only share with you what I personally experienced, perceived, felt and am still discovering about this amazing and profound event/transition/expiration/shift/completion/beginning/death/ascension. Your mileage will vary because we’re each unique individuals; unique aspects of Source/God/All That Is and every individual’s experience and perception is important and valid in its unique way. If Source/God/All That Is wanted us all to have the same identical experience and perception then there would only be One of us, whereas there are countless aspects of us so that Source/God/All That Is gains as many unique experiences and perspectives as possible.

I know that it’s hard sometimes to get one’s awareness out of the old familiar pre-ascension 3D linear time perspective, but the “Three Days” Expiration Date and Shift Point did exactly that even if we’re not all experiencing non-linear or quantum time/awareness and Spherical Consciousness yet, or at the same exact degree or in the same identical way(s). Again, more changes and expansions to all of our old spiritual and ascension beliefs. We’re new beings in a new land in a new timeline and space and it’s no doubt going to take us all some “time” to adapt, further expand our perceptions, plus get the hang of these new higher “rules” for this new higher stage of learning, creating and being.

12-21-12 FOR ME WAS…   

For me personally the first day of the “Three Days” was full of energetic (psychic) and mental and emotional interference from mass humanity. I semi-expected that as a sensitive I would feel, sense and/or be somewhat affected by mass humanities expectations, fears, confusions, religious delusions, general disbelief, rejections and lack of awareness etc. I basically felt huge psychic noise from mass humanity concerning “12-21-12” for many hours that day. At one point during the day I even started becoming depressed, frustrated, angry at the political mentally and emotionally ill people running this country  blah.  That was me picking up the Expiration Date of the global patriarchy and its structures and systems, plus plenty of the masses also being all done with the insanity of the “rulers” and their ways.

Thankfully I suddenly fell asleep around 11:30 AM until 3:00 PM which helped me move beyond that layer of collective emotional and mental interference noise. The rest of December 21, 2012 was for the most part for me, a crap day sort of like experiencing an unsophisticated, semi-sloppy physical death. After clairvoyantly seeing for the past two years the image of this crossover Shift Point, I guess I expected more impact from entering it. My first mistake, if one can call it that for an event such as this, was my preconceived expectations. I think all of us got hit in varying degrees with that one and that’s also perfectly fine. Adjustments were automatically made, repeatedly throughout these transitional Three Days just like we knew what we were doing! Amazing…

12-22-12 FOR ME WAS…

December 22, 2012 from midnight through the early AM hours until I woke up consisted of many dreams that were another layer of my personal Life Review’. During those early 12-22-12 AM hours, I met with many old physical human friends, teachers and loved ones that I haven’t thought of in decades. It was wonderful and emotionally felt so good, so positive seeing those people again and having the opportunity to hug each of them while we told each other how important the other person had been in our lives. These many different December 22, 2012 dreams were indeed another level of this 3D Life Review for me with these particular people from earlier decades in this life.

Let me backtrack a moment to add that from 12-12-12 through 12-23-12 was for me one constant Life Review both while awake and asleep. While awake I repeatedly found myself in a deep inner state of Gratitude and Thanks with each animal and animal pet I’ve ever had and loved throughout this lifetime. In many ways my love affairs/relationships have been stronger and deeper with animals than humans, which many Starseeds totally understand and relate to. Point is that from 12-12-12 through 12-23-12, I went through this inventory process of mentally and emotionally saying my Gratitude Thanks to every animal and animal pet I’ve ever had a relationship with which was highly emotionally satisfying and appropriate.

The daytime hours of 12-22-12 into that evening were, for me, feeling better and free from the previous days interference’s, mild depression and frustrations etc. that I’d felt via the masses and human planetary collective primarily. December 22, 2012 was easier for me and very much felt like I was deep in transition and it was a very positive and comfortable feeling.

12-23-12 FOR ME WAS…

December 23, 2012, day three of the “Three Days” and my 61st birthday, started out with my having a weird long dream in the early AM hours. It consisted of many frightened strangers frantically running about trying to get away from, escape from some perceived approaching disasters or attacks and other unpleasant types of physical experiences. The message of this dream for me personally was that these panicked strangers were actually not in any way threatened by any real danger but were REACTING to what they believed and feared might harm them yet never actually did.

The truth of the matter was that they repeatedly injured themselves physically while frantically running away from those things, events etc. that they believed and/or expected were coming and would very much injury and/or kill them. Nothing came, they only succeeded in injuring their bodies because of their emotional fears, panic, and lack of awareness. Oh tell me please oh Higher Self that this dream message is not a sign, not a heads-up warning about some potential something coming for me today?

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December 23, 2012 daytime hours and for every up there’s a down at least until one is totally beyond duality! Please, no one feel bad or sad for me because my birthday — December 23rd and the final day of the “three days” — was utter shit and emotional pain and ridiculousness for me. I don’t feel bad, sad or guilty so please don’t anyone feel that way either. I know very well that for every decent into the Shit Pit as I’ve call it, I always come back up with new treasures in hand, heart and awareness.

Because I’ve done this Plutonian Shit Pit Decent Diving hundreds of times in this life, I’m pretty good at it actually, but I must admit that experiencing it on this particular day was profoundly amplified compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before while down in the Muck Pit of Ridiculousness and Darkness or whatever one wants to call it. I wouldn’t have expected anything less to be honest. Not even a tiny speck of residual inner emotional imbalanced crap can get past this Grand Initiation Threshold Alignment nor should it. I do intend however to no longer do this old Shit Pit Decent Diving method any longer to solve whatever remaining emotional reactionary stuff I have that needs transmuting and neutralizing. Enough already — it’s now time to learn and master the higher frequency ‘Neutral Observer’  method instead.

I won’t go into all the stupid family details, and trust me, they were pretty stupid but who should judge our personal and potential greatest freedom triggers! I certainly won’t because I know better. So I had some personal old triggers get activated on my 61st birthday, the final Day of the Three Days, big deal. Actually they were a blessing because my emotional reaction (therein lies the big clue) was so profoundly amplified that the whole business (myself and my reactions to these particular triggers) repulsed me right into greater self-awareness and greater higher awareness in general. Such are the higher intent and point of “triggers”, if  we’re wise enough to use them to grow.

Did I unnecessarily wound myself like those strangers did in my dream hours earlier? You bet ya I did emotionally, but I also lived through this highly amplified intensity at the speed of Light and was able to feel, deal, heal, understand, neutralize and release the stuff I needed to. However… here’s to not injuring oneself physically, emotionally, mentally or in any way ever again for any reason. Seriously, this is boring at this point not to mention embarrassing so I hope I’ve finally learned how to remain the “Neutral Observer” from here on out no matter who or what suddenly jumps out at me with whatever ridiculousness in hand! My deepest thanks to all the players in this very important personal learning and potential ultimate freedom 12-23-12 birthday trigger. ❤

It may at first sound like my personal Three Days were a total bust, a total screw-up, or a pathetic missed opportunity but to me they were actually great Initiatic lessons and Life Reviews that further assisted me in getting and remaining free from those things that we’re all working towards freeing ourselves from. We rarely look as fabulous as we might like to while in the midst of more inner transmuting and learning. Whatever… just do it and keep moving forward. blowcandle

CLOCKS & TIME ANOMALIES, SUDDEN DIET CHANGES, INNER FREEZING COLD, ANOMALIES WITH PHYSICAL SENSES & OTHER SIGNS WE’VE SHIFTED

From December 12, 2012 — 12-12-12  — to this minute I’ve experienced bouts of extreme inner COLD in my body much like a “Cold Flash”. It’s internal COLD, not external weather-related. This particular ascension symptom is one huge change for me because since February 1, 1999 when my physical, biological Dark Night of the Body Ascension Process started, I’ve had constant horrible inner body HEAT. I had “Hot Flashes” constantly for ten years since 1999. By year eleven the Hot Flashes had reduced to only occasionally which was a huge blessing after burning for a whole decade! On top of all that inner body heat and Hot Flashes, I also had many years of my feet and the bottoms of my feet especially (also my hands) being so hot that I couldn’t wear shoes for ten years. I had to wear flip-flops otherwise my feet would get so hot that it was unbearable. When higher frequency Light Energies come in contact with lower frequency dense duality stuff it causes tremendous friction and HEAT and Hot Flashes etc. to Alchemically transmute and literally burn away that density in and around us, hence why many of us have been on Kundalini fire for over a decade.

But, since around 12-12-12 I’ve been experiencing more and longer bouts of inner freezing COLD which radiates outward just like “Hot Flashes” do. These bouts of inner cold are wonderful in comparison to the inner HEAT caused by transmuting duality density. To me it’s a nice change because I’d rather feel internal cold than heat any day! The reason I mention this now is because I know many of you reading this have been and/or will soon be experiencing these same Shift symptoms of inner cold too. This inner cold many of us are now feeling has to do with us no longer needing to transmute lower frequency residual density via inner Alchemical Fire, but us Shifting, Evolving, Ascending into higher frequency space that registers in our bodies now like extreme inner cold, sort of like empty deep space.

Interestingly, the day after the Three Days — December 24, 2012 — one of our two battery operated atomic wall clocks got weird and jumped two days into the future. On the morning of 12-24-12 it read 12-26-12 which made my Mom’s brain fracture for a few minutes as she tried to figure out if she’d lost two days…or more…or what exactly was going on.

After checking the batteries and playing with the clock to try to get it back to the correct date, she finally had to reset it manually because nothing else was working. When this first happened we checked all the other clocks, the clocks on the computer, the clocks on the satellite TV etc., because we really weren’t sure what was going on with “time” at that time. I said to my Mom, “We’ll have to see if anything happens or is significant on 12-26-12 just for the heck of it.” 

The morning of 12-26-12 I glanced at the other battery operated atomic wall clock we have in the kitchen and it read 12-28-12 and my brain fractured for a few minutes as I fumbled with time and reality and trying to locate myself within it! Therein lies the key to this anomaly but time will tell more I suspect.

This second atomic clock also has new batteries in it, which I tested to make sure they were strong enough as I did with Mom’s atomic clock in her bedroom on 12-24-12. The batteries in both atomic clocks are new, strong, fine and working properly. The clocks however are jumping two days into the future — from our point of perception that is. Once again I’ll check to see if anything different happens on 12-28-12. (Okay, today is 12-28-12 and both atomic clocks are reading normally now with no more jumping two days into the future. I suspect these clock/time anomalies had something to do with the Three Days and Galactic Center conjunction alignments and downloads.)

My eating habits have suddenly changed due to the Three Days, Expiration Date Shift Point. Some of us are experiencing food changes now, while others will experience them in their uniquely individual ways over the weeks, months and years to come. Just be prepared to have the foods and liquids you’ve needed to ingest during the HOT, heavy, difficult transmuting stages of the Ascension Process to dramatically change now that we’ve reached this NEW higher stage that’s feeling like inner COLD inside at times. Many of us Forerunners are no longer having to or needed to transmute massive amounts of density duality as we have for many years and because of this our eating habits have change rather dramatically  and very suddenly (hallelujah!). Those of you still transmuting your density duality stuff will most likely still need to eat more protein foods more often which is normal for that phase of this Process, while others are in an in between phase with this. Stair Steps.

“I DIDN’T ASCEND BECAUSE I’M STILL IN 3D”

Copyright Denise Le Fay 2012-2013. All Rights Reserved.

I’ve heard many people say this post 12-21-12. My question to everyone who believes this is, “Really? How do you know that you’re still in 3D?”

I and many of you have been existing within pockets of 5D frequency for many years already and when we’ve needed to we went out into transitioning physical 3D reality to shop, put gas in the car, buy groceries, go to the doctor or whatever. But when we returned back to our higher vibrating, higher frequency houses/homes/properties we reentered our personal little “sequestered” 5D energy spaces and continued working and waiting for the others. In this way you haven’t been in 3D for years so why do you believe, on the other side of the Three Days, that you’re still “in 3D”?  

Just because the sky is still blue and traffic is still noisily zooming around and you still have to eat, sleep, shower and do all those other lovely bodily things we all still have to, and that the evils of the old world are still visible to us does NOT mean that you, me, many of us are not existing and functioning from within a fifth dimensional level of frequency now. We are, and more and more of us will realize this as the months of 2013 roll on.

This brings us back to those old beliefs and expectations again. We’re in a very new learning curve now and continuing to make more adjustments, adaptations, realizations and greater understandings as we gradually come out of the Other Side of the Three Days and Expiration Date. There will undoubtedly be many more articles to come about these new changes, new rules, new abilities, new methods, new beliefs and belief systems etc. This is long already so I’ll end it here and wish you all a very Happy New Year and New 2013 Life and Reality.

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Denise

December 29, 2012

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83 thoughts on “On the Other Side of the 12-21-12 “Three Days”, Expiration Date, Shift Point

  1. Oh too, too, too funny. 😀 I was here, commenting elsewhere as I got caught into the comments that were there on your Ascension Symptoms post, and I saw on my WordPress reader there was a new post, JUST as I clicked to come back to the Homepage of this blog,et voilà — there is a new post waiting for me, hee hee hee!

    I was drawn energetically here, and hung around until it arrived!! I guess I had better read, as obviously there is something here I am meant to read, haha.

    Thank you, Denise.
    Calliope the Muse/Karin

  2. Hi, Denise. Since 12.12.12 so much has happened and the “new symptoms” of the “new age” are something else to adjust to. I no longer have any sense of time, nor do I have any sense of what day of the week it is. Every day used to have a certain “feel” to it for me, but now, no. I used to be able to sense time, but no longer. I feel “stoned” all the time, out of it, but not experiencing the nice high that goes along with that. Just buzzed. Nothing feels normal, nothing feels right. Nothing makes sense. One day I looked at my hand and that hand I could not figure out who it belonged to. Mind blowing! Here I am, flying without a pilot, and then I look around at “normal people” and I say, “HUH?” I’ve also felt so expansive that my home feels tight and small now. So many changes……

    I haven’t gotten to the COLD yet, but in fact, have had several “sweat lodge” sessions that left me clinging to a chair, chanting……I can do this! Since those events, now that I think about it, I do seem to be cooling off. OH for the relief!!

    Hungry, but not hungry. Taste buds seemed to have taken a vacation. Nothing tastes right. LOL LOL LOL I could go on and on, but if a Lightworker doubts we have ascended and we actually are walking the New Earth now, I hope they read your article because I know it is true!

    Thank you and BLESS you for writing these words. Yep, we have arrived. NOW we begin to really create our Dreams………HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Love and Hugs, Amy

    • eternityeagle / Amy,

      I’ve experienced EVERY weird symptom that you mentioned too many times. From my current perspective, I’m still in transition and not well anchored into any place strongly now…and this may be the case for many of us for a while! It isn’t painful but like you say, kinda “buzzed” and spacy which feels REAL nice after so many years of painful and difficult energy Work!

      Yes we’ve reached and entered the stage of Conscious Creating and Co-Creating…and it will be grand in so many interesting and creative ways. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  3. Okay, I read and I am back to say thank you, and also loved the distinction between Shit Pit Decent Diving vs. Neutral Observer Method.

    OMG, this is SO TRUE. I have to laugh it is such a true distinction, and what a perfect name for the dark diving mode. 😀

    I found that the three days were exceptionally tough in so many ways. From the 12-12-12 onward, I had really been mentally battling Team Dark. For me, it peaked on 12-24, just after the three days, when I found myself screaming at them that “You can’t have me!” because the thoughts were so dark, and so hopeless, I could tell they were trying to do anything to keep me down, keep me doubting at a hopeful future, keep me from being released into the future. I was cursing and telling them to “eff off” and envisioning the character The Bride from the Kill Bill movies, going off on Team Dark, kicking their asses in the etheric realms, lol. It helped, though. Sometimes when you can’t get to neutral, just getting mad at them helps! Better than succumbing to the deep dark depths of despair.

    I also had personal events that culminated on 12-27-12 and the amazingness of that day showed me clearly I had “won” that particular mental battle of the previous three days, and since then I have been released into something new and something much more hopeful.

    What you wrote about I connected to very much, but for me it really was stretched out over more time, and yes, it was *very* very intense, more intensity than I have experienced in quite a while.

    I still find myself a little stymied, looking around me, saying to myself, “What is next?” Sometimes that freaks me out — everything is such a “blank slate” for me. I can see a connection between “As above, so below” in this sense. I also recognize that my ability to consciously create seems like it is on steroids now, lol. Creating for both positive and negative… Although since the 24th I feel that it is slightly easier to be in a positive headspace to create and manifest positive things.

    I am still in the space of feeling discouraged that our planet and the people on it seem to be in so much stress. There are many discouraging events that continue to happen, and my sensitivity level to those things is higher than ever before. I dearly want to be in “Neutral Observer” mode and I can usually get there, but sometimes have to shed many tears to do so. It’s not yet immediate that I can pop into that space.

    I still have many feelings along the lines of “Seriously? This is not over YET??” and I get completely overwhelmed at thinking things could march at this level of intensity and with difficult planetary events for years more. That makes me shake my head. I want to be in love with life again, but seeing all the 3D structures and systems and so on still physically in place makes me sigh heavily and just wish “this” (the transition, the shift, the difficulty, the suffering of so many) could just be *finished* for this planet.

    Having a high heart in 5D means to me so far that anything that is hurtful or painful or tragic — well, I seem to feel that more and wish that it did not have to be so.

    So I can see that working towards being a Neutral Observer is very much a part of the plan right now. I have to say, it is really hard work to get into that space right now. It seems to require constant vigilance. I hope it becomes easier. I totally agree with the need to do so, and the pressures we are under to get there. Team Dark is persistent, it feels, and while I understand all is Light now (I can perceive what you have seen clairvoyantly, too) it is as if they are screeching out in pain in exposure to that light, and are all the more wild to latch on and feed, or die trying.

    One last thing: I continue to see the number pattern of 44 and 444 constantly, along with some of the other “standards” such as the 11s or for me, patterns of numbers X-Y-X, such as 505 or 313 or 909. That’s been going on for years now. The 44 has been new this year, however, since around July. It means to me that the angelic beings are with me. I do feel everything is going to be all right, but it may be pretty intense getting “there”, wherever “there” is.

    I hope this is not too long, and that it is on-topic, lol!! I have almost crossed that line of maybe needing just to post this as a response on my own blog, but I really did want to echo what you have written as I have felt nearly everything you did as well.

    Sincerely,
    Calliope the Muse/Karin

    • “…So I can see that working towards being a Neutral Observer is very much a part of the plan right now. I have to say, it is really hard work to get into that space right now. It seems to require constant vigilance. I hope it becomes easier. I totally agree with the need to do so, and the pressures we are under to get there…”

      Calliope the Muse / Karin,

      I’ve struggled with making the evolutionary Shift from the old 3D Emotional Body reactions to stuff in duality to, Neutral Observer which is 5D “unity” consciousness or the higher frequency 3 of the lower frequency duality 1 and 2 energies. This Shift (and there are so many others that we all have been, are, will be dealing with individually and collectively) is hard and it does take some time and trial and error before we each even start to get an honest sense and feel of what it is and how to get there and how to maintain it and so on. It’s through “falling” out of it a few times that helps us really start to understand how to embody and exist from this NEW higher frequency and place in us (the High Heart center).

      I have learned so far that the more I experience Neutral Observer which is 5D High Heart unity, the easier and faster it is for me to Shift back into it when I do occasionally “fall” out of it and back into the old familiar and miserable 3D emotional reactionary stance. Like I said, we’re all in a new and steep learning curve now on the Other Side of the Three Days and it’s just going to take some time for each of us to get the hang of this major Shift and the new rules and abilities.

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • I dearly want to be in “Neutral Observer” mode and I can usually get there, but sometimes have to shed many tears to do so. It’s not yet immediate that I can pop into that space.

      Dearest Calliope the Muse/Karin and All,

      (Hope I copy/quoted the above right so it shows up that way when this gets posted. Haven’t tried that before!)

      I wanted to speak to the “Neutral Observer” issue that you and others brought up. Now, by no means am I perfect or pretend to have all the answers. If anything, my recent Guide chided me for being way too serious!

      A little back-story here. I (such as “I” am) have been in therapy for about almost 20 years. Whoa. Ok, I only just realized that. Next year I think it’ll be 20. There were a LOT of heavy and deep layer upon layer of traumas that came up. As frightening as it was a lot of the time, there was still the “going through” and “trying to understand” all of it. Many people would say over the years how brave we were to face all that we did (yes I’m saying “we” and I’m not afraid to =) ). Our response was that it was “no big deal” because how could we not “go through it”? We just “had” to go through it. There was a lot of “active” work internally, to not only retrieve a better understanding of our life, but also connecting it to present day life and our “reactions”. Life triggered us ALL the time. We’ve been unable to work all these years because of it. It was actually anticipated instinctively and Universe-wise: moving away and dropping off the radar of the people who hurt us, quitting a part time job we had just started, and then the Disability seemed to come through “faster than usual”. So, years of dealing with enormous amounts of stress, trying to not be “triggered” everyday, trying to find some sort of peace.

      And all the while struggling with anything spiritual…. because there was harm in that way as well. RIght down to the very core of our being.

      Fast forward here a bit. Back in October (I believe, or maybe November, and it really doesn’t matter), I went through a situation that completely erased my fear… all of it. I posted about it here else where although I can’t remember where at this moment. I realized, “Wait, I’ve already faced the worst and I’m still here. So what more can be done to me? I’m still me, and in fact I’m a wiser and kinder me than ever. So what if someone tries to harm me ever again (not that they could, is my feeling), it’s all been done to me and I’m here.”

      And by the way, you, every one of us, is beautifully perfect as you are right now. All of our unique expressions is beautiful. There is perfection in the imperfections that we make. They help to make us more wise and compassionate.

      Being free of the fear is wondrous. Fear was a constant companion for pretty much most of life. I’m not saying in the absence of fear that I’ve lost my common sense and will be something stupid (like walking alone at 3am down a deserted street). I came to understand that really, there’s nothing to be afraid of. Each one of us is Divine. We are, all of us, Eternal. Death is not to be feared because our spirit still exists, death is just a gateway to our full spirit/soul. Violence directed towards us will not be tolerated, and I feel that we will be given different and more effective tools in dealing with others’ words and actions if it does arise. And how can it be a fear to be ourselves if we’re Divine? Love is perfection. Compassion is a key to Love.

      So, after all this, I come to my point. With all that happened (and I will not go into detail or even general because we are all of us dealing with various post-ascension symptoms which is enough these days) to me/us, I could never see forgiveness on the horizon. And yet I tell you, over the past month or so, I’ve picked at it, the thoughts and idea. I’ve come to a place of honestly (and not just saying the words) forgiving those who have caused in a lot of ways catastrophic fear, stress and pain in my young life. How? I realized that as I was looking at my Higher Self and beyond (higher levels), that so too those who harmed me had their own Higher Selves. I felt intuitively if I spoke to their Higher Self, that they would feel badly for how they treated me, that there would be a sense of guilt for them. Just because the physical 3D small ego-self could not express that, did not mean that their True Higher Self couldn’t. I do not know if I could stay in the same room as the actual 3D person(s) today, or talk to them on the phone. I do know that at this point in time, in this way, I can truly forgive what they did. It is so freeing not having to carry around the old baggage, stress, pain and fears.

      This may be hard for a lot to hear or understand. It’s challenging to put into words. This is not a mental process, it’s a Higher Heart feeling. If we are all of us connected, if we are all Divine and Eternal, wouldn’t I wish someone to forgive me for some past life transgression against them?

      This is what helps me to stay in the position of “Neutral Observer”. I keep in my heart that remembrance that we are all Divine Beings, and this angry spiteful person in front of me at the moment just doesn’t remember that. Because I do remember, I can forgive their meanness and recognize they are not ready to know, or that they may need a kind word to calm them.

      This turned out much longer than I anticipated. I guess all of us have a lot to say lately. I’ll write my own comment here at a later time. However, I did want to get this piece out for others. Like I said, it might not be an easy thing to hear or read or comprehend, because we’re using 3D Linear words and concepts to explain a 5D Feeling Intuition. I hope this helps even just one person through their struggle to maintain the “Detached Compassion” as a past therapist of mine used to talk about. I believe it’s a Buddhist teaching (?).

      Love and Light Blessings to you All,
      Chrysalis… ready to fly..

      • Hi Chrysalis,

        I very much appreciate your comments…and your reference to having an ultimate fear experience…and not fearing “Fear” anymore…that happened to me as well!! I fully understood what you were trying to say, and I must say I’ve been in the same boat. It’s really a habit we must form…remembering that not everyone is in 5D, and to have compassion and understanding for that, and not go into anger/hate/spiteful resentment when confronted with those who are working on that level. I too have gone through therapy off and on for over 20 years as well, and through all I have learned about myself, and through, myself, that message is clear…we are here to ‘remember’ who we really are, and perhaps to help others remember who they really are as well.

        Thank you for your contribution, and congratulations on all the work you’ve gone through…and healing. That shines through to me. 🙂
        Peace,
        Jen

      • Dearest Jen,

        Thank you for your loving words. Just yesterday through talking with my Mom, I realized that I don’t need to “do” anything at this point in life… yet. What I need to be focused on is what I have accomplished, to “Be” in that because it is such a huge thing. From living with a degree of fear almost everyday of our 39 years, and within one moment of our Higher Self propelling us into a situation to SHOW us there is nothing to fear anymore is monumental. So I have decided to continue to go within, to go slow, to not “plan” or try and mold my future Now yet. Because we are, all of us, still in transition, still learning about what we can and will be able to do.

        Bless you, Jen, for having gone through your own 20 years of inner work. It definitely is not for the faint of heart, is it? And yet, for some there seems to be this inner knowing of just how IMPORTANT the work is, and that’s what keeps us going. I was touched by your words, by your understanding, and it touches my heart to know you are on the “other side” of your healing. It’s been a long journey, and I’m glad to know (for myself) that that Book 1 and Book 2 (the trauma, and the aftermath) are over. Now on to Book 3/4… hmm, maybe I ought to make that Book 4/5 lol!

        My wish is that we all find the inner calm, to leave behind the physical experiences/traumas that have held us down in chains… to Be more Present in Now, and to fully embrace the wondrous Beauty of us unfolding in our Divine Selves.

        Sending Much Love and Light,
        Chrysalis… ready to fly..

      • I realized, “Wait, I’ve already faced the worst and I’m still here. So what more can be done to me? I’m still me, and in fact I’m a wiser and kinder me than ever. So what if someone tries to harm me ever again (not that they could, is my feeling), it’s all been done to me and I’m here.”

        Yes! This is a key stair step, I think, and one I have been experiencing for a while now as it takes a while to have those waves hit and then come to this realization, “Hey!! I survived that, and I am okay!” It has been quite actually a step-by-step experience for me to realize this very thing, but I feel pretty level with it at this point, for the most part. Except when being bombarded with 12-21-12 energies, haha.

        Honestly, I am quite able to get to the Detached Compassion place when it comes to fellow human beings. It is the spiritual controllers of this planet that I am having a harder time with at the moment (i.e., the archons, and their ones left on the planet who are incrementally losing their grip, it appears on the surface of things, at any rate).

        I still very much feel we are under the remnants of the power of the grid that Denise, Lisa Renee and others have written about, and it is the dark ones on this level who have been giving me mental battles over the state of our planet and my personal path and life.

        Maybe this is part of the life review, it just occurs to me. Heh! To be attacked over my own life, and then to view myself with Detached Compassion. That kind of would be the “last bastion” of battleground, for sure. I had not thought of it until typing just now. Interesting.

        I’m not a Christian anymore, not by how I used to define it, but certainly there is one thing that has echoed in my thoughts a few times in recent days:

        “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.” (Ephesians 6:12)

        Yeah, this is one thing I still see is true. There are ones who have ruled us here on this planet, and kept us from achieving our full glory and sovereignty as god-beings.

        Maybe it has been a great school for learning, maybe it has been a prison, and as a wayshower I am one of the keys to the locked prison doors. I really have not sorted out the full story on that one, and maybe cannot until the full grid is shut down.

        I just know that these past couple of weeks, they have given me a run for the money, and I just want to see this planet freed so much. Maintaining Neutral Observer stance when so much has been going on in the “matrix” is tiring, and while I want to detach from, say, the woman who was raped to death in India, it’s not that easy. I try to look at the full picture, and as I said, it is easier when thinking of the humans involved. But then I realize the full brunt of their manipulation by Team Dark, and I just get pissed and discouraged that they seem to still be running the show, and that I am here, dealing with it.

        Oy.

        That’s getting tough. And I have my own personal version of this going on, too.

        I guess if I can “get there” (into detached compassion/neutral observer mode) with the humans around me, I now have to look for how to “get there” with Team Dark.

        Frankly, that just bums me out. I just want to see them outta here, and going on to their own plane of existence where they can work out their ya-yas in doing whatever they are doing in the scheme of the multiverse (lol).

        Hope that makes sense. Don’t know if anyone else is in this place or not…
        Calliope/Karin

      • “…I guess if I can “get there” (into detached compassion/neutral observer mode) with the humans around me, I now have to look for how to “get there” with Team Dark…”

        Calliope/Karin,

        I have been there for so long it’s nauseating but no more. I hear and feel and know everything you said and why you feel that way so intensely. We do however reach a level of development/awareness with all this negative stuff and negative Beings that makes this business easier. You will reach a point where you are emotionally indifferent, emotionally neutral concerning all of Team Dark, which is a freaking milestone if ever there was one!

        As much as I have hated them for what they’ve done to so many for so long, I’ve come to feel very little towards them one way or the other. It is what it is and it has reached The Expiration Date, The Completion Date finally (12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12), and there’s nothing left for Team Dark but the frantic tactics that those of them that are still around at this point are using on whoever they can. These drowning man tactics by Team Dark will continue for a while longer ONLY because all of humanity is not standing on the same Stair Step within the Ascension Process and Transition or Shift and Post Shift. But, we’re going to be seeing increasing numbers of powerful humans (the global “elite” etc.) suddenly dropping like flies and/or increasingly losing that unseen backup Team Dark power they’d had prior to the Shift. Their power and control over others is and will continue to dry up and disappear because Team Dark cannot affect, control and manipulate the “elite” as they always have. And with no unseen Team Dark backup power, these pathetic human puppets (global “elite”, controllers etc.) will become just insane, impotent, empty humans ranting for what they want. And soon even they will be gone from this world too. Mission accomplished. 🙂

        Hang in there and keep your eye/heart on the end-game frequency and you’ll zoom through this phase. ♥

        Hugs,
        Denise

      • Thank you, Denise — this helps a lot.

        Hang in there and keep your eye/heart on the end-game frequency and you’ll zoom through this phase. ♥

        I have been keeping my eyes and ears open for just this:

        But, we’re going to be seeing increasing numbers of powerful humans (the global “elite” etc.) suddenly dropping like flies and/or increasingly losing that unseen backup Team Dark power they’d had prior to the Shift. Their power and control over others is and will continue to dry up and disappear because Team Dark cannot affect, control and manipulate the “elite” as they always have. And with no unseen Team Dark backup power, these pathetic human puppets (global “elite”, controllers etc.) will become just insane, impotent, empty humans ranting for what they want. And soon even they will be gone from this world too. Mission accomplished.

        I think that our media likes to focus more on the “drowning man” and so this is why there is so much information coming out about that, but it is true that if one knows how to “read between the lines” and look for signs and signals, the dissolution and demise of the “drowning man” is obvious, too.

        I know you have written about this before — either in posts or comments — that there would be this kind of thrashing in this segment of the converging timelines and moving on to “what’s next”. I really am trying hard to hold out hope that this thrashing about is short-term, that a greater full-on release from the former “status-quo” is *just around the corner*.

        I have to remember to hold gratitude for the ways in which this is evident in my own situation, which is a microcosm of what is happening on the larger world stage. I try to hold in mind and heart a rapid release and movement through this period. Death throes are not pretty!! So for all involved: Team Dark, Team Light, Humanity, I really do hope this phase is relatively quick!

        It really does help to read and hear with my “inner ears” that “this too shall pass” and it is simply frantic tactics.

        I can also understand that “doing battle” on this level only makes me stronger, and if I can be in the place 100% of the time (or at least 80% for the 80-20 principle!) where I have indifference and neutrality towards the frantic tactics, then I really will have won this end-game scenario.

        Thank you so much, again, Denise. I can’t wait for the time (and I do so hope it happens, and soon) when we can stand around and say to one another, “WELL DONE, US!” 😀

        Thank you, too, for the safety and haven that is found here. I “go exploring” for the very reason of looking for the evidence that release is just around the corner, but it is always so nice to be able to come back here, to the energy that is here, and find some rest.

        ♥♥♥
        Calliope/Karin

      • Thank you Calliope for your comment. I feel the same. I feel like I’ve been averting my eyes from internet and TV news for a long time..but most especially the last couple of weeks. I feel like I just can’t stand to read about one more death in some horrible way. Why does the media so NEED to write about it all, all the time?? Breathe.

  4. The thermometer reading in my car went from +34 degrees to minus 32 degrees then climbed slowly back to +34 degrees, then back down again, then back up again. Twice. Only twice, never before, and not since. Purple light was seen emanating from my side of the car (I was driving, alone) while this was occurring (but this temperature reading was not known by the observer who was following directly behind).

    • DAMIAN Q. LASTER,

      I cannot do that because it’s a WordPress system that I can’t access. YOU can however but simply clicking on the unsubscribe button on the WP email notice.

      Denise

  5. Well I can certainly attest to the cold flashes. Same thing happened when I was writing my book in 2007. Given that my hormones were wacked out then, I attributed the intense cold to that but doctors kept coming back with normal thyroid readings (low thyroid symptoms include feeling cold). I’ve also had a bit of a weight gain over the past couple of months, back aches/pain and other issues which I’ll be polite and not mention. Happy New Year Denise!

  6. Thank you for your candid portrait of your experiences over the past several long-anticipated days. This is a great and humorous view of how you are doing and since you are clearly doing great, it makes me feel I am not doing as badly as I may have thought–especially the 3D shopping and running errands to return to 5D home environment, so now I am even more inspired to find the way to move to my own 5D home environment! Thank you so much, Denise!

    • “Thank you for your candid portrait of your experiences over the past several long-anticipated days. This is a great and humorous view of how you are doing and since you are clearly doing great, it makes me feel I am not doing as badly as I may have thought–”

      januscatinhat,

      I felt so many people’s confusions, self doubts, sadness and depression over this major “Three Days” transition and that’s the main reason why I shared my honest and less than “perfect” experiences over those important three days. Everyone needs to know that there is no “perfect” way to have done, lived or gone through this great Shift. The fact that we did it in body was more than enough ♥ and everyone should be very proud to have participated.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  7. Thank you Denise, this seems to be all we can do now, sharing our experience. It is all in the experience now, past present future all in ONE, EVERYTHING!

    This is one of the most weird and whacky times/points I have ever experienced, I read somewhere we would have a crossover point where we still had old and new till it became one.
    I have vacillated between the 2 the last couple of days, I was whingeing/whining about something earlier and I wrenched my knee and the pain was a bit intense, well in the space of about an hour or less it is all gone.
    I was in a neutral area between the 2 extremes of old and new loving myself, just being myself, doing my normal thing and voila it seems like it had all gone and I am in a new space somwhere now where I am, everything is one, it all just is and it is perfectly perfectly okay.
    I have done this many times before energetically, this time it is purely physical I know.

    I read from Karen Bishop’s site recently we were in a holding pattern, it now appears I am free from that to move on again.
    I said to some of my family on Christmas day that I was going home and locking myself away and not coming out till New Years day, as the brand new me now it appears with ALL that goes with it.

    I have some music on my internet as I write this, the song now is called The Secret Chamber and I see you belly dancing, beautiful.

    Whew this is exquizite. Lots of love to you and and all here, Magie.

  8. “Just because the sky is still blue and traffic is still noisily zooming around and you still have to eat, sleep, shower and do all those other lovely bodily things we all still have to, and that the evils of the old world are still visible to us does NOT mean that you, me, many of us are not existing and functioning from within a fifth dimensional level of frequency now. We are, and more and more of us will realize this as the months of 2013 roll on.”

    *sigh* O Denise I can see myself resting on one of your shoulders as you say these words to reassure me. I first listened to Cosmic Awareness latest post… and similar words were expressed. CA’s latest messages just got recorded/posted today 29th December:

    http://rainbow-phoenix.com/blog/2012/12/29/response-from-cosmic-awareness.html

    … CA mentioned that yes indeed… there ARE those already on Planet A… that indeed have done their reviews… and at that very moment of those “Life Reviews”… they immediately went to Planet A.

    I guess the rest of us are now on Planet A/B. 😦

    But then again… I went deeper within … and sensed that I/you/we still can ascend further to Planet A and meet such Others there. For those of us who are on higher rungs of the evolutionary ladder, compare to the unaware masses… what if our Higher Selves know that our New Lives begin on Planet A/B first… and then, when we reached a certain higher evolutionary rung later on… we get to be in both Planet A/B and Planet A Worlds. I would so love that. I mean… this would explain how and why the ones who’ve been held back get to become the New Leaders/Teachers AND be in both Higher Worlds.

    My “Three Days” were the Twilight Zone… in the quiet. I swear I was “not there”, drifting away into heightened extreme exhaustion and numbness. I remember needing balance… needing some form of ground-ness… was scrambling for “the Light Within” through my High Heart. Was numb all over even grounding into that, especially in the right side of my brain, feeling otherworldly. THAT was my 21st. Then the 22nd came. Relief and peaceful. Still the numbing fatigue was there… but not that bad. Then the 23rd and… much MUCH better. But no “BIG BANG” I wished to have happened. Only an inner need to go within and pay attention to any Life Reviews. Hardly can remember any.

    But I kid you not… I felt… I FELT that it DID happen. Strangely it was AFTER the “Three Days” and one or two dreams stood out for me… strange and out-of-whack dreams. One being that I had to confront this “girl from prison” about the body-pieces she left behind my house. I was not afraid at all with this girl I knew only in this dream. I felt rather fed up about it and told her like it is… matter-of-factly. This dream felt very “Life Review” oriented… yet I do not mentally know how or what it means. I just knew it was done.

    And yes: I KNOW we’ve shifted BIG time. I can feel it. Can’t pin-point how I know. I just KNOW.

    Are we THIS inter-connected??? That seems so.

    Love you all my dear Family… and Happy 2013!
    Lou Ann
    P.S. this comment of mine seems rather long. I’m very sorry for eye-strain from long reading. I know mine is… and really tried to shorten/edit. 😳

  9. Thanks Denise and, yes, lots of fun and laughter here over the different things happening.
    Michael and I were both pushed to lie down/meditate for specific periods over those three days and on going – I feel til the end of the year. Maybe. tehehe.
    I Am So Grateful For My Job As A Light Bringer.
    This statement has helped me heaps since I managed to coin it – as otherwise my brain thinks about ‘going back to work’ a bit too much. Not always a joyful thought.
    So, now, regardless of what I may or may not do after our Christmas Break (down under has Summer Break over the Christmas/New Year time which is a blessing, with all of these happenings), I know that I Am Grateful For My Job As A Light Bringer. Yahoo and Happy New Year.
    Love and hugs from LINDA

  10. thanks Denise… as always what you write is right on target.. the sleeping , cold sensations.. even down to what you shared about your experiences day by day .. bone chillingly close to everything i have been experiencing …accept my shit day ( BD ) is today.. same family kind of triggers..

    Along with the need to sleep.. which came out of nowhere and HAD to lie down or fall on my face … i have had intense inner ear pressures and cracking in my right ear…no pain and the energy has been ‘out of this world’.. ( little pun there:) anyway………… thanks for your all you share.. i am grateful.

    • “thanks Denise… as always what you write is right on target.. the sleeping , cold sensations.. even down to what you shared about your experiences day by day .. bone chillingly close to everything i have been experiencing …accept my shit day ( BD ) is today.. same family kind of triggers… “

      christine kauffman,

      Happy shitty but trans-formative Birthday fellow Capricornian Lightworker. 😀 Nobody can trigger us like family can 😉 so USE it! Seriously, have a Happy Birthday. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

  11. Denise,
    So good to know I am not the only yo-yo. Three days of crazy. oh yeah. Starting pulling out of as you say the shit-pit yesterday and today has been blissful. Praying it will last but knowing not just yet. .
    My dreams have been about men I have been in past relationships with. Glad to get that old residue out of me. Also, I think I mentioned about getting scratched on my v-jj by those repitiles and damn if they did’t get to me again. It had been a long time and I though it was done. Ok so I say I take another scratch for mankind and when I am in the dark times, I say “your welcome” to the planet for transmuting the shit out of here.
    Wonderful loving hugs and thanks for all you do to keep us connected here.

  12. Hi Denise,

    Thank you so much for your enlightening/enlivening post. I’ve spent the last few days trying to figure out if, in fact, I had ascended, and after reading your personal experience of the Three days…I think I must have. It may be a little long, but may I share what I have experienced?

    I had not done any visualization or any of the other work you had mentioned, I’ve been fumbling through the awakening process completely on my own for many many years. Finally finding your blog, I found profound relief, and peace. So thanks for that! As many have expressed, I ‘knew’ that 12/21/12 would be a time of great change, not apocalyptic…but spiritual. I half hoped that I would experience something “real”..aka…a physical manifestation of what was happening on the spiritual…like see lights, or beings, etc. That did not happen. In the early hours of Dec. 21st, I was talking in my sleep (this via my hubby), saying “Release me….protect me….Breathe” over and over”. My husband was totally freaked out. I didn’t really believe him, as I didn’t remember anything. This happened around 2:30 – 3:30 am. The next few days were uneventful. Aside from one night of total insomnia, nothing really changed. As happens during the holidays, my family came to town.

    On December 27th, I saw a good portion of my family together. When I returned home that night, I was feeling a weird sense of anxiety and stomach indigestion ( I hadn’t eaten anything strange). I had a strange dream of “going back to college for a new degree”, moving my entire household to a horribly small home, and then moving us all back to our comfortable/beautiful home again. The next day, I was aching all over, with a headache all day and a feeling of nausea off and on through the day. Last night, I had another similar dream of change and then coming back to myself in a better way than before. All day, I’ve been experiencing a bad headache/body aches/ off and on nausea, with an underlying feeling of anxiety. I have been doing some meditating, over the last few days and am experiencing deep insight…perhaps the nausea or “morning sickness” we all have been feeling, is what happens when our higher 5D energies come in close contact with lower 3D energies for a length of time…it’s like motion sickness. One of the family members that I visited is surrounded by very dark/heavy energy…and I think I became ill from that.

    I have not been able to work any energy to getting a job…even though my family really needs a second income…because I honestly cannot handle being “out in 3D” for any length of time…without feeling the physical effects before too long. I think I have been in 5D…and just not noticed it. I don’t know what this Planet A thing is though. What are your thoughts based on my experiences?

    Thank you for your work. It’s helped me a lot!

    Jen

  13. Thanks, Denise, for your honest and reassuring post. I feel much better after reading it! I am glad you were able to celebrate your birthday by kicking your old trigger to the curb. That’s a nice birthday gift when you think about it!

    I am glad you said that we have been experiencing pockets of 5D for a while now. I think that I have experienced this for years with time. For about 10 years, I have had increasing problems remembering what day, month, year, or season it is. I will be deep in thought, and will come back to reality, and literally ask myself, “Wait, what month is it again?” or often, “What season are we in?” (I live in Minnesota, which has 4 distinct seasons. This usually happens in the spring or fall, and I ask myself if we are heading into warmer or colder weather.) I have kicked myself about this, and have never really told anyone about it because I didn’t want people to think I was that out of it. I have had a few times that I can’t remember what year it is. I have to stop and really focus my mind to find the answer. I put it down to “brain fog,” but maybe I was experiencing some dimensional shifts, and had to really think about what the time was in 3D(?)

    I think I had a life review during the 22nd, too. I only remember one dream where I was at our cabin (which always represents me in my dreams. My parents built it throughout my childhood, and it is the only constant place that has been my “home” for my whole life.) In this dream, someone else owned the cabin, and we were just staying there. They were coming over unexpectedly to “inspect” it, to make sure we were keeping it up all right. Normally, this would cause me to run around tidying up if this happened in real life, as there is usually a fair amount of clutter in our house! In my dream, I wasn’t worried, though. I thought that it looked fine, and that it would pass the inspection no problem. I hope that is good news for my life review!

    Happy 2013 to you, Denise, and to everyone reading Transitions!

    • “I am glad you said that we have been experiencing pockets of 5D for a while now. I think that I have experienced this for years with time. For about 10 years, I have had increasing problems remembering what day, month, year, or season it is. I will be deep in thought, and will come back to reality, and literally ask myself, “Wait, what month is it again?” or often, “What season are we in?” (I live in Minnesota, which has 4 distinct seasons. This usually happens in the spring or fall, and I ask myself if we are heading into warmer or colder weather.) I have kicked myself about this, and have never really told anyone about it because I didn’t want people to think I was that out of it. I have had a few times that I can’t remember what year it is. I have to stop and really focus my mind to find the answer. I put it down to “brain fog,” but maybe I was experiencing some dimensional shifts, and had to really think about what the time was in 3D(?)…”

      Mary L.,

      Exactly! I too have, for many years, had trouble locating myself within “time” — not knowing what year, what month, what season it was etc. This is one reason why we have atomic clocks because I need to see what day of the week it is every day otherwise I’m lost and can’t remember! It’s been that bad…or good depending on one’s perspective for years now and it is indeed happening because I am, you are, we all have been slowly exiting (ascending out of) 3D linear “time” space with its matching frequency consciousness. Tis good! 😀

      Hugs,
      Denise

  14. Hi gang!
    Thanks, Denise for the great share. All of this has been absolutely fabulous! The ups and downs, even into the shit hole! I admit I will be glad when that is totally done, and it does feel like the extremes are getting closer together. More like a wobble, than a teeter totter, which has been my norm.
    The 21st was awesome, sorry to those that had a crappy day. We all have our cycles to this game. I received a channeling from one of my news groups from 1939, from my mentor! It was done with the St. Germaine group, the I AM people. I never got into that. And this channeling was not St. Germaine but Jesus. It was perfect and timely and I copied it to my desk top to work on later, and I needed to work it! It was a missing puzzle piece for me.
    And then there was some little activation offered on a Facebook page, which I went and did. If they are going to squawk at me for longer than 20 minutes I go else where. But this one was fairly short, and when I got into it it claimed a timing element! That there was actually a perfect time to run the video??? Seriously? Well, at the moment they said that (it was a video) it was just 2 minutes before the ideal time! And AT the ideal time, there was a gift process in the video and I received exactly what I was looking for! It was freakin’ perfect! I had severe muscle spasms, hot energy go screaming through my system and then the tears started and washed whatever away! And the chronic pain I had had for the last year disappeared. And balance returned. It was amazing. Needless to say, I was higher than a kite for the rest of the day!
    And something in the channeling from Jesus had my head scrambling to understand, and on the 22nd, it evolved into a “surrendering” issue. Something I have always had problems with, I like to be the boss so letting go and letting God has not always be easy, and generally a fight. But driving down the road, chasing this concept around, the realization came in that as I seek to surrender to God (the I AM Presence, as I was working it that day), the I AM Presence is striving just as hard, if not harder to surrender to me! And I fell into the most exquisite love! I was overwhelmed! it was bliss! It still is bliss!
    I still wobble a bit, but this was critical for me. And along with that were several other identity scrambling issues that have made the last few days, interesting to say the least. I suspect the next few weeks are going to continue to be interesting, Between the activities my guides are instigating on my behalf, and the ET element playing with my energy, well, I can hardly wait!

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  16. Hi Denise
    Thank you for this article .. particularly the mention of the `inner cold’ as I experienced this most intensely during the days between the 12/12 and 21/12. Also what you said about the energy on 21/12 was interesting too … as although I dragged my body out of bed to see the sun ( well … not the sun exactly this is Scotland in December after all 😉 ) rise I was so exhausted all day and did not sleep exactly as `lost’ a couple of hours that afternoon. I found that day very heavy … and did not feel physically well at all. The following afternoon however it suddenly lifted and shifted leaving me feeling that something very profound had occurred during those days between the 12/12 and 21/12… including the 21st itself.
    Also the birthday thing … I really understand that … it seems to be some kind of an opening where I can often see that family members are behaving in ways that they do not seem to be able to control or even appear to be aware of to some degree … it can be a challenging day.. one to practice being the neutral observer … however I do understand that this is a major learning to experience so you have my understanding, compassion and love for what went on for you on that day. You are so right about gaining freedom from this understanding which is such a huge gift … so great when it can be viewed in this way.
    Much Love
    Eileen

  17. Dear Denise and Transitions Family,

    Thanks so much for this post and for everyone’s comments over the past couple of weeks. Like others, I had hoped for something ‘significant’ to happen during the 3 days – significant meaning something ‘physical’ – something ‘literal’ that I could use as proof that something happened. I’ve come to realize that was very 3D thinking on my part. Doing yoga on about day 3 or 4 I heard the words “The Shift Happened; You Ascended”. And in that moment there was a deep knowing. Denise, this post brought it all together for me – the problem is many of us here already shifted to 5D a long time ago – thus our difficulty going out into the 3D world. It all makes sense now, THANK YOU DENISE! That is it. This was a missing puzzle piece for me.

    I have many signs – but they happened so subtly and over time so that I wasn’t acknowledging them. But there are the freezing cold parts of every day that I’ve been experiencing for months now. All the physical symptoms, which have lessened/changed, thank goodness, but are still there. I am working again, and never thought I’d be able to work again. I have created a job that I actually love (for the most part, and for now, I know it is going to change) and it is not only the work but the staff I work with. My supervisor is probably a few stair steps ahead of me in many ways, but not all – but point is, I’ve created a 5D work environment for the most part. We are still working within a 3D system (federal government) but we are in such a rural location that the day to day workings are very 5D.

    Anyway, I know in my heart the shift happened – and I had an inner knowing all along that the change would not be so dramatic during those 3 days; but I truly did hope for that! I have lost some respect for CA; CA definitely explained the ascension process to be much different – basically promoting a big change to happen. The learning/lesson for me, tho, was to trust myself on an even deeper level. So, another lesson in owning my own power and claircognizant abilities on an even deeper and purer level. If, and this is MHO, CA comes from such an evolved space, then it seems CA would have been aware of the information shared in his Interim message and shared that prior to the shift on the 21-23.

    I resonate with so much that has been said here over the past weeks by you Denise and the Transitions family. Tidbits: as a Reiki Master – I totally agree something has shifted and I am no longer being called to use Reiki (actually have not been for a couple of years). Judy Satori has some updated stuff about Reiki on her website http://www.thesoundoflight.com, but I haven’t listened to it yet. Also, the woman, Ruth? that wrote about her thesis, my first thought as well was that her path is not that direction – but it seems she is gone now and didn’t want to hear that?

    Anyway, best thoughts to all here and much love to all as we begin our journey into the new world. Much love and appreciation for all you do Denise, Morgean

  18. Denise & Family of Light,

    It’s so refreshing and reassuring to hear of your own experiences during this period. Most of us are still wondering how we’re doing… so thanks, Denise, for pointing out that we have already been living in pockets of 5D (I really feel that, esp. when I am out in nature.)

    The part about “inner freezing cold” body sensations got my attention because on December 24th, I came down with a cold which started out with continuous BODY CHILLS lasting one day. As this happened just after the “three days,” I wonder if it’s a coincidence. This past week, I ate only soup and some fresh fruit. I realized I had been consuming more food than necessary before (especially with birthday celebrations on December 22nd) and my cold virus FORCED me to go into fasting mode.

    My feeling, too, is that I am ready now to “lighten up” in my diet – less proteins, more greens & fruits, more liquids.

    Like Morgean, I have less confidence in the Cosmic Awareness messages now as I wanted to believe that things would happen as It said and was disappointed. I have to let the process be what it IS. There are parts of myself I still need to let go of and life is showing them to me now. Perhaps that is part of my Life Review.

    We are each going at our own pace in this process, although I believe there is some urgency to get through it within a certain period while the energies are still high, probably towards the Spring Equinox or so for many of us.

    Thanks to everyone for sharing your thoughts and experiences. I’m watching for signs that we’ve “arrived” in 5D. Hopefully this will become increasingly apparent to us all.

    Warmest wishes for a happy holiday season & ascension,

    Thelma

  19. Dear Denise and All Here:

    Thank you, Denise, for your, as usua,l brilliant, inclusive, detailed, and very helpful explanation of your own experience and the why’s and wherefore’s. The wonderful news is that we have cleared the Four Dimensions, and in this case, “as below, so above” as we’ve done it for every galaxy throughout the Uni-Verse. Well done, us, and Denise, without your guidance and patient teaching throughout the last few years, it’s doubtful that I would have made it.

    I did the Life Review dreams intensely, some were hilarious, some very mystifying, and some outright ludicrous. Okay, that’s life/rebirth for you! I did the Pet Gratitude scene over and over, probably because I’ve always been convinced that death means reunion with my beloved Pets. God, how I miss them. It seems this little cat I have now has all of them mixed together and he’s very special and I know he’s protected, which helps ease my mind a lot.

    After the 22nd being a “blissful lettuce/magic bananas” kind of day, on the 23rd everything fell apart and I descended so solidly back into 3D, literally all hell broke loose with family and friends. People actually taunting me that because the world didn’t end on the 21st, what was I going to do now-kind of thing. I tried so hard to be the Neutral Observer, but by then I was doing the freezing thing, nauseau, headache, time warp dance, dizziness, so I retreated back into my 5D sanctuary and have pretty well stayed here since. The 25th was excruciating as I had friend commitments and oh, shit, about three hours in, I was so pissed off I could barely conceal my feelings. I want to “speak my truth” so badly, but must bite my tongue, and am actually physically doing that to myself (three times in the last week alone)! Talk about self-injury, or perhaps self-protection!

    I do believe we’re in 5D on Planet A/B and though it seems like little has changed outwardly, inwardly I sense we are heading to some very wonderful times, especially as our pregnancy progresses! I am convinced that having arrived on Planet A/B, we will soon be in contact with our Planet A “home friends”, and this comment has become too long and I apologize, but I got to say, it’s so good to have contact with my real friends and family here at TRANSITIONS. Love to you, Denise, and All Here, and Happy New Year in 5D, time warped though it may be. Love, B.

  20. Hi all,
    As usual, Denise, you are right on target. Most of December, I have been sequestered with brief forays into public to run errands that left me exhausted. Dec. 19, we had a giant dust storm in West Texas that lasted 7-8 hours and reduced visibility to zero at times. Dec. 20, an almost complete circle about 6 ft. in diameter made of light appeared on a wall where there had been a black portal seen clairvoyantly. The light “portal” was visible to my husband and on photos. In the center was a chalice image, also of light. It appeared for 5 minutes at 5:30 p.m. that day and again on Dec. 21. I could not find anything in the room that accounted for this light image.

    The night of the 21st, I dreamed of a past time with my hubby when, as poor students, we would wander book stores and window shop together. Lots of love between us in the dream. As we walked outside, we looked at the stars, and observed them dancing and then creating a red, white and blue nebula. As I awoke, I had the cellular knowing we were now on planet A/B, and I am apparently going to planet A in my sleep. Going outdoors, I felt a difference in the quality of the air and it did feel very new and more refined. Even the clouds were differently patterned than usual. Ginormous flocks of thousands of geese, bigger than I have ever seen, began to gather over and around our house.

    That same day, I had the opportunity to practice neutral observing as I had to deal with a person who had caused me problems since September, and I just dreaded talking to her. I asked for help from guides to avoid being triggered, and I was very happy with how things worked out, and knew that I had learned that lesson and it was now finished. Afterwards, I wondered why I had not thought to talk to her HS about her behavior earlier, but, of course, it was so I could practice neutrality! It was not an easy lesson to learn, but I did improve and, I believe I passed the final exam “-)

    Dec. 22 was uneventful, very quiet except in an online forum where there was a lot of turmoil being acted out. Whoopee, another chance to be neutral! Dec. 23 was more review, with dreams of many people, including previous spiritual teachers, as well as pets from the past.

    Since then, I have been back in transmutation mode, which I had hoped was now finished. Nope! Sigh. Bouts of heartfelt grieving, crying coming out of nowhere. And, yes, I have been simply freezing on and off for several weeks, but also having hot flashes, which I believe are kundalini releases. Severe fatigue and some muscle soreness as well, but overall, I would say my health is better this month than it has been.

    Blessings to all as we continue this most interesting journey!

  21. Hi Denise and everyone

    I just have to share my incredible dream I had this morning. I felt the pains, emotions and everything physical happening in my dream and then woke up physically drained from my experience.
    I was in some kind of waiting room with a lot of other people (male and female) waiting to go into a labour ward! I was in labour (not pregnant!). The patients around me were also in some kind of physical pain or emotional state. My sister was with me and I kept telling her I cannot wait for a room my baby is coming! My sister said I was not having a baby but I was protesting as my labour pains were so intense. When I collapsed I was rushed to a room and placed on a bed ready to give birth (legs strapped up like a real birth). There were five people watching me. They all looked very calm and had very long long straight hair (not sure why this was important but I kept staring at there hair?…lol) and I was not sure if they were male or female they looked like both. One person or being on my side placed a hand on my arm and said its time! I pushed and pushed and just as I was crowning 4 of the beings started to fade away and only the one was left next to me. As I did my last push a huge bright white light or orb thing came out and floated above me. The being said that “now you are rebirthed” smiled at me and then vanished! I woke up in a sweat aching everywhere like I really gave birth. And today has been a major “go slow” day for me as the aching body feels like it just gave birth. And along with giving birth is the enormous hunger needed to feed a new baby! lol….. Ive been eating non stop all day!
    My hubby the extremly patient one , lol, said “My love you have just been reborn, of course you will feel tired!” lol…… I think all this transformation stuff is awakening him too!
    Could he be correct in his interpretation here?

  22. Thank you Denise for summarizing your experiences.It is very helpful. I too have had a lot of subtle changes that I really didn’t acknowledge until you pointed some out. I’m still a hunka hunka BURNING love, myself. Can’t wait for the cool down, although now that I think of it I have had entire days where I am very internally cold but I thought this was due to the temperature changes outside…maybe not.
    As a professional editor, and freelancer over the last 13 years, I have found it increasingly difficult to string a sentence or word together without spellchecking–not something I should admit to, but English is just too slow, useless and doesn’t work for me anymore :), why don’t I put that on my resume! And like Morgean as a reiki master and holistic practitioner I have stopped doing reiki for the last couple of years and also stopped doing treatments as well because more and more I feel like there is nothing to heal and I don’t want to feed the illusionary world.
    I have also had the life review process over the last couple of months and strange dreams where I’ve re-met people from my past. I found Christmas extremely difficult and could not prepare for it but had to purchase some gifts and after even one store would race outside for air and couldn’t do anymore. I was in neutral observer on Christmas Day while being nudged, and verbally/emotionally attacked by others, and got through it fine, but had a non-neutral meltdown later when I was alone….still more baggage BS, why don’t they love me boo hoo. I slept for around 12 hours per day during the 18th – 23rd and was in between worlds a lot, so there was a definite shift. I had moments of real deep blisss (I like it better with 3 S’s, it should have 3) so this is my proof that I am changing, but I’ve been all over the map. When I’m out in the world, I have had lots of instances where people or items/deliveries,payments can’t find me, screwed up communications and people not noticing/seeing me or people smashing/dropping things when I am nearby or becoming really rude or bumping into each other. I must be triggering something that makes them release.

  23. Hi everyone, Just wanted to say thanks to Denise for keeping it real and to hear others doing the same, I just wanted to share my experiences also. Have never made comments before so here goes.

    The night of the 20th and a couple of days before was in bad depression. Also doing alot of thinking about death. After i got home from work on the 20th, I went to take a little nap and dreamed i was laying on the floor in my living room and that my consciousness was slipping out of my body and i was welcoming it. my dog came and laid down right beside me and brought me out of it. i turned my head and yelled at her for that, then woke up. I still haven’t figured out what that meant. It was very real.

    I have felt ill for a very long time and all i can do is work and sleep. On the 21-23rd, i cleaned house. Very slowly but I was happy doing it because i haven’t be able to get off the couch/bed in a long time. Honestly, i really didn’t think anything would happen on the 21st, until after the 12 and 13th. I felt so much energy flooding my body then that I felt it must be true, at least for some people. From my dreams I knew i would be the last out the door, so to speak, so I wasn’t surprised that I didn’t feel something that day. But still had some amount of hope, that i was just a little behind and not a lot.

    I have been having alot of trouble with the hearing in my right ear, like other people have said. After the 21st, i read an article for people feeling let down and it said something about you create your own reality. So i have been focusing on that instead of ascenscion lately. I think it is working with the help of the lack of hearing in my right ear. I live between 2 hospitals and get really tired of hearing all the sirens. Now I don’t hear them at all. On Christmas, I told my daughter there sure hadn’t been many, and she said, she thought there had been more.
    Thanks everyone
    Linda

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  24. Hello, Dear Family,

    I was not expecting to go to Planet A or to have anything astounding happen (as with all the other dates we’ve been given, things have been subtle or painful), so I was pretty even keel during the 21st. The day was mostly as usual and also listening and reading on Ascension some, but late at night I had a lot of energy flow through me and thought, This is it. The 22nd, I spent at a Planetary birthday party and met someone else in tune with things here, which was welcome. I was cheerful and making gentle jokes throughout. Then Sunday through Wednesday I had varying degrees of headaches moving all around my skull from back of head to front to sinuses to teeth and jaws. Although I haven’t had cold flashes, my copious sweating has eased off this winter and it’s a welcome relief to not be hot all the time.

    The two weeks before this, I was having dreams about my family (almost nightmares, but they didn’t upset me terribly) rejecting me or problems with them in some way. That coincided with a health scare with my mother and my mother and one sister repeatedly contacting me and inviting me to Christmas dinner. Although I felt like the worst daughter ever, once I thought about going to my sister’s house and being with them, I realized I could only last 2 to 30 minutes with them and then I would be stuck miles and miles from town in the country. Needless to say, I didn’t do it. My other sister called me just before Christmas to get together and I ended up going there on Christmas Day and stayed two days, because it was so peaceful there. So family things have surfaced for me too and the life review in the family.

    I also spent some time reviewing my past lives and realized that, from what I did in them, that I was a being that came here to help in pretty much all of them– some spiritually or medically and some more societal. It was good to know that there was not much to transmute there.

    Time has been difficult for me forever. I can often know very closely what time it is without looking at a watch and I have sometimes asked time to slow down when I’m stretched for time, but I’ve often confused yesterday and tomorrow for as long as I can remember. And now it is very difficult to know what day it is. Time does feel like it’s slipping away from us. I’m afraid I’ll forget how old I am next!

    Last night I went to a party and this professor’s very timid and fearful dog (which had met me twice before) came right over to me and stuck close to me most of the evening. Everyone was amazed, but I’ve always had a way with animals. When there was a loud noise, I just explained to it what it was and it calmed down. Also, another guy there came over to me and proceeded to tell me about all sorts of paranormal experiences he has had and just treated me like one of the crew. I haven’t had such an open conversation like that with someone I don’t know well, except for this group. As he is visual in his experiences, I expect he could see who I was. Cool!

    It’s been good to read everyone else’s experiences during this time period. I’m feeling so even keel right now, but haven’t tested it outdoors too much. When I do, I’m so cheerful and chatty, that people just usually fall into it as well. Other than that, I’m sleeping a lot and not feeling the desperate need for protein as much. Really hope all the aches and pains go away.

    I would say that we very gently eased into 5D (as Denise said most of us were already halfway living there) and I would rather have a gentle transition than a cataclysm any day.

    Love to you all,
    Cat

  25. …… to defend the CA messages, I think the purpose was served, to help those who read/heard it that were on the fence so to speak about what was going to happen on the 21st. I believe those who were expecting another Y2K experience were lifted up and are now awakening because of those and other messages. I have had issues with some of the Ashtar messages but seem to always find a nugget that resonates.
    I guess my point is what I have said about religion, there is some truth in all of them, just putting the pieces together to find what is your whole truth I find little nuggets in comments all the time……thanks so much to all who take the time to share experiences, I especially enjoy hearing about dreams. In mine last night I was in a worse case, end of world, people hoarding food but I seemed to find enough and water too to get self and the few others that were with me what was needed.

  26. Reblogged this on What's in a WORLD and commented:
    Hi Denise, it is for me the same..sometimes a struggle to stay in the observer mode …but sometimes I get angry..or my emotions get the hand over me…but after that I feel guilty and apologize to the person I was not nice too and sometimes I think I will never get there in that space of tranquility, an observer, in the heart of love. Happy New Year. Love Lisa

  27. Thanks for this.

    I found it so interesting what you say about the nines: how you saw such a great change within nine months and how we will be in a nine month gestation period:

    ‘Amazing, absolutely amazing to watch this Process unfold in about nine months. Yes, these nine month gestation/transformation periods have been and still are very important clues about the timings of certain unfolding energetic events and changes. (Note: from December 21, 2012 Winter Solstice, the first day of the “three days” through to the Fall Equinox of September 22, 2013, is another nine months. More about that in a moment’

    The number nine has played significant roles in my life in recent years, 333 being one of them. I live at number nine, my name numerologically adds up to nine, my birthday this year (day, month and year number: 12/12/12) added up to nine, the big day itself (21/12/12) added up to nine and the three days of darkness, for me, lasted nine days. Whilst pondering this in bed last night, I remembered a film I’d seen some years ago about a man (played by Ryan Reynolds), having parallel lives who kept seeing the number nine everywhere, to cut a long story short he was God/The Creator who had been incarnating for thousands of years, to play alongside humans. He had got so wrapped up in his human experiences that He had forgotten who he was and because he was refusing to wake up to the truth of his real identity, he had been suffering greatly. The Nines (other characters in the film) were nudging him, trying to get him to remember who he really was…The Creator… Hmmm, all sounds familiar. Oh and the film was called The Nines. Synchronicity, hey?!

    I have been following your blog for a couple of years now, Denise, came across you when I Googled pets and ascension symptoms (only took me nine years and thousands of pounds in vets fees to realize my beautiful dog was suffering ascension symptoms in tandem with me, bless him), and have found your writings to be very relevant and of great comfort in troubling times. And I am so grateful for what you do. I know how hard it is to write anything when your fingers, arms and eyelids feel like they’re made of lead and one’s brain seems to be stuffed with straw. I would just like to say a Huge Thank You for keeping the posts coming, which let us all know we weren’t alone in our sufferings and doing it without asking anything in return.

    Thank You and much love.

    Happy New Year

  28. HI Denise,

    Thank you so much for everything you gave me/us in the last few years. In the last year I wasn’t following your post as often as before but whenever I came back to this page I found something related to things going around me. Big bear hug to you xx

    I also experience Shit Pit on 12-12-12: been there, done that, have a t-shirt.. they been going for many years and every time I feel being just dragged in emotional hurricane. So as you said I’m learning to observe it instead 😉

    And since 21 started I finally felt so light, all my worries and stress went away, I was/am so happy about it.

    Thanks again!

    V

  29. I’m so encouraged to hear of your experiences and others who have commented. I, too, thought “damn, I screwed something up” slept through this, or didn’t pay attention to that, and then I got very depressed for a few days . . . actually two days. I had dreams of “review” and moments of disappointment that I wasn’t experiencing anything different on Dec 21. I rolled through the holiday on the 25th that I don’t celebrate anyway and figured I was in for just more of the same.

    Then on December 28 everything shifted for me. I felt a lightness occur that I haven’t felt for a long time, even here in the midwest where the magnetics are high. Then on Dec 29 I got a job offer that I had previously turned down because of the ridiculous amount of money they wanted to pay me to move across the country to do this job. It resurrected with a new offer on the 29th and and I accepted it . . . with that occurrence I then really felt a shift. This is a job that is going to change my life entirely.

    Since then I have noticed many things that are different, as well as my disinterest in Team Dark, as if they no longer have a place or hold in or on my life.

    Thank you, Denise, for always keeping us up-to-date on unusual things we may not have been noticing.

    Blessings for 2013,

    Michele

  30. He Denise and All Here:

    I’m surfacing! Yes! My three days of WTF finally ended last night, had this amazing dream – I watched a wave approach the shore, it was big and beautiful and greens/blues, but with no crest. I recognized it! It was our “first wave”. Behind it, in the distance was a second wave. It was massive and gorgeous and sparkling full of blues/greens/silvers, still quite far out in the ocean, but coming in fast and cresting! I recognized it! The “second wave”. I woke up energized and ready for action! Bring it on in 5D. We’re taking this planet back, I can feel it now. Happy New Year everyone, and gosh, I never even bought a 2013 calendar! Denise, I love this background for TRANSITIONS. A punctuation mark for the “waves”. Release the Indigo’s! Love to you and All Here, B.

  31. Denise, honest thanks for another wonderful post.
    May this be a free year in all ways and may none of us ever visit the shit pit again! 🙂

    Yesterday, 1/1/13, I found out how much I can trust higher self, how it is purely me without the veil, and seen the halves of the brain joining in light, and when I feel “stuck in mind”, it’s like spots of darkness (separation) in my head, but light makes me calm again.
    Today I put on earplugs not to listen to old world conversations going on nearby, it was making me very edgy, just their voices. If I can’t be neutral about everything, I shall not hear then 😉 I just can’t keep going down because of the old world, hurts too bad.
    And I’m understanding how this physical body is to be somehow a sacred living temple of the breathing goddess… every cell like a womb of welcoming loving light… and how I had to embody the opposite before, to clear all of it, all that hurt and violence… it’s weird now thinking about it, how horrible that was, being so away from purity… nothing to do now but let it happen, nothing to force… it’s becoming so different.

    So much love to each and every one, your presence matters enormously to me.
    Kaisa

  32. Wow, so relieved to read that I wasn’t the only one who had a total bust during the ‘3 days.’ I wasn’t expecting the world to end or aliens to visit, but had planned to tune myself completely to a high frequency love vibration so it would imprint on me. I too was in a shit pit. No matter what I did, the darkness seemed to follow. Glad you mentioned the bit about sensitives picking up all the panicked fear energy. I felt a sense of deep depression and uneasiness throughout. It wasn’t until way after Christmas that I began to pull out of this ‘funk.’ It’s unusual for me as I had most of the really bad stuff occur in 2011 through February 2012. And then much smoother sailing. I so resonated with your ‘life review’ as well. Over the past couple of months that has been happening in intense bouts. I literally have been faced with everyone who had an impact on my life through this involuntary process, and was shown how they helped me grow. Whilst on the plane headed home on December 17th, I was suddenly thrust into a non-stop interwoven cinematic reel of experiences and people (that didn’t seem familiar). It was as if the imagination that was so strong in my youth was back. Later, I spoke to a friend who described a very similar experience and we ‘wowed’ at the synchronicity of timing and sequence of events. I now wonder if this was a montage of ‘past lives.’ In any case, I’m done over-analysing it. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from this experience it’s that it’s not mentally engaging but operates on a whole other level. So I just have to be receptive and let it come as it comes.

    • “Wow, so relieved to read that I wasn’t the only one who had a total bust during the ’3 days.’ I wasn’t expecting the world to end or aliens to visit, but had planned to tune myself completely to a high frequency love vibration so it would imprint on me. I too was in a shit pit. No matter what I did, the darkness seemed to follow. Glad you mentioned the bit about sensitives picking up all the panicked fear energy. I felt a sense of deep depression and uneasiness throughout. It wasn’t until way after Christmas that I began to pull out of this ‘funk.’ It’s unusual for me as I had most of the really bad stuff occur in 2011 through February 2012. And then much smoother sailing. I so resonated with your ‘life review’ as well. Over the past couple of months that has been happening in intense bouts. I literally have been faced with everyone who had an impact on my life through this involuntary process, and was shown how they helped me grow. Whilst on the plane headed home on December 17th, I was suddenly thrust into a non-stop interwoven cinematic reel of experiences and people (that didn’t seem familiar). It was as if the imagination that was so strong in my youth was back. Later, I spoke to a friend who described a very similar experience and we ‘wowed’ at the synchronicity of timing and sequence of events. I now wonder if this was a montage of ‘past lives.’ In any case, I’m done over-analysing it. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from this experience it’s that it’s not mentally engaging but operates on a whole other level. So I just have to be receptive and let it come as it comes.”

      Yves & Everyone else experiencing this,

      My Mom has been over the past few days (and still is today), going through a vibrant, lucid, intense “Life Review” and having old memories resurfacing now from before she could walk in infancy forward into adulthood. Lots of life stuff and junk has been bubbling up for her and many other people too after the Three Days — 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12 — because of those Stair Steps I’m always mentioning. There is zero judgement or anything else with this, it’s just that the Three Days transition happened but many, many, people are and will be remembering, reliving, reviewing their Life Review issues, whatever they may be, post December 21, 22, and 23, 2012! (I should probably write an article about this.)

      In many ways I can still feel the changes due to my having passed through the Three Days. In other words…this phase is ongoing too and we’re all going to continue making big, big inner and outer changes, realizations, insights and so on which is great!

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Thanks for the reply, Denise. I’m happy to hear that this is an ongoing process as I still feel like there are many questions. Speaking of moms and family… whilst home for the holidays, my father pulled out a cassette from 37 years ago when I was 3. It brought tears to my eyes to hear myself as a little baby (in my pure spiritual form, prior to being ‘tainted’ by life’s passage). I think even that was ‘meant to be’ and part of this life review process. For years my parents spoke of this tape, but only now were they able to locate it as the right moment! Bless you and hugs as well. Yves.

  33. Hi
    I have a bit to say tonight lol.. but must tell cos I feel so happy and content!
    I have been seeing and hearing some rather unusual things lately. My husband and I are kinda different in night and day alertness. Our priest commented on it a few years ago wen going for counseling. Im awake at night and him in the day. But lately we seem to have swopped around! Im awake like clock work every morning at 5:45am and wide awake but hubby looks like he needs another 10 hours of zzz… lol, its rather funny. Afterloosing 12 kg in a month I am putting it all back on again due to my continous hunger for meat! yesterday I noticed that time was stopping ir slowing down and I only realised this wen I looked at my desk fan in the kitchen. The blades were in slow motion and my kids were not moving on the couch almost as if they were frozen. Wen I turned around my clock saud 17:17 and then I realised that everytime I looked at the clock it said 10:10, 11:11, 12:12… It was so strange. That night wen in bed I heard singing and saw a vision of these beings again with long white hair everything was pinkish and yellow and they said something about magic in the air! Couldnt quite hear there faint voices. Today wen we went out I found myself to be chanting some kind of native american song and my daughter asked why I was walking in a circle! …. lol… I was kinda confused wen she asked cos I wasnt quite sure myself why I was. Tonight a voice told me to get my notebook and pen and then I wrote down some numbers. I was then told to add them. lol… they added up to my lucky number 9!
    Someone or something is trying to tell me something and I am not quite sure what is happening but I feel so excited and happy!
    Like something wonderful is about to happen but I dont know why! And the strange thing is our new house we move into at the end of the month us number 18. – again number 9! … lol… does anyone have a clue about the number meaning and why Im chanting! lol…

    Besides this I think the old me is gone and I feel different, alot happier, content with life as is. And not wanting anything material or glamorous it just doesnt seem important anymore. I see the sun and moon, stars I can smell the rain and feel the cool breeze. My senses have never been so alive! If more is to come then I cannot wait because life seems so beautiful right now!

  34. Hello, Denise and all,

    I’ve had a couple of things happen in the last couple of days that I want to share–some pretty big realizations for me.

    Three nights ago, I had a dream that related to another dream about hiking and travelling in a mountain area. In the first one, I arrived at a forested area with a stream and met some people there. I only remembered this dream when I had the other one. In the recent one, I was trying to go back to that area, but there was a network of odd trails and I took a wrong dirt path. I remember wondering if I could see the helicopter on the hill where I started from but was too far away, but I passed two spots with two tiny helicopters each. The path I took was much more industrialized and populated than the first dream. I ended up at a visitor’s information center and got information from a guy there and when I came out, I realized that I had gone on an angle and was quite far from the mountains I had been heading for. Somehow (and I apologize for the graphic nature of this next part) I had received a scratch down the inside of my right calf. There was absolutely no pain with it, so I didn’t even know how I got it. It got progressively worse as I walked along and eventually it split along the muscle and could flap over at times. I was completely not grossed out by this, however, but I remember thinking at that point that I really had to get to a hospital, but there was no urgency to that thought. When I woke up, I thought, Weird dream, but then I realized that my body was falling off me and took it as a very positive sign. Also, shamans go through initiation dreams where their entire bodies are disintegrated down to the bones and then rebuilt up from there, so, from that angle too, it was very positive. So maybe our bodies are disappearing for us.

    I had another experience last night, where I believe I may have slipped into Planet A. I was laying in bed not sleeping (again) when I was lifting up from the high heart center into a feeling of openness and hope and infinite possibilities. I was awake and still in this world, so I started to think that these layers of Planet B and A and A/B exist inside us– they are states of being and not places in the outside universe. It’s like the Holy Grail– people kept looking for an actual vessel, but it’s actually us and it’s more an experience than anything. The same could be said for alchemy– it’s also internal. I had been thinking about the physicality of the three worlds for some time, so I take this as my answer to the unvoiced question. Wonderful.

    Well, thanks for listening. I just wanted to share those insights with you all.

    Love and hugs to all,
    Cat

    • “…so I started to think that these layers of Planet B and A and A/B exist inside us– they are states of being and not places in the outside universe. It’s like the Holy Grail– people kept looking for an actual vessel, but it’s actually us and it’s more an experience than anything. The same could be said for alchemy– it’s also internal. I had been thinking about the physicality of the three worlds for some time, so I take this as my answer to the unvoiced question. Wonderful…”

      Cat,

      Yes, different ranges of frequencies. We naturally go to the same frequency space/location/frequency range/dimension etc. Nothing else matters. 😉 Very well done you.

      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

  35. Hello, again,

    Sorry for being on so often, but things just keep on coming up. I just got a newsletter from Earth Changes Media that mentions a powerful outflow of charged particles from the galactic plane. It’s huge and more powerful than a supernova. Does that sound about right to anyone? hehe Here’s the link:

    http://campaign.r20.constantcontact.com/render?llr=butk8sbab&v=001Odyl7ekdr1Y0hY6_1pu4Sm0k8H47jNIg9sPGLuIGQ6RZgkhEBY1ARiOEYE03WVmH-n9mUSl5-B4Eyv9l44IEMhupJCd35K2-tFxj3cm1A4tBDBCJIDe8cr1IKj0Izno2j0LWOt38kkeJtBqipzzw2FZHTI6IWm_UGhQoCpD2Yk4%3D

    Love to all,
    Cat

    • Cat,

      Thanks for this scientific info as it’s exactly the physical manifestation that I’ve been waiting to finally show up for everyone who needs physical proof about all this Ascension business and the Three Days etc.

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • what can we expect Denise, from a spiritual and physical perspective regarding the powerful Magnetic Outflow from the Milky Way that is to occur (information via Mitch Battros)? Thank you for clarification.
        Jen

      • Yes, I saw this from Earth Changes Media as well, and my first question that formed in my head immediately was, “What will the outcome of this outflow be for us on Earth” then “So what does this mean and what will happen?”. As of yesterday, I have felt like I have been filled with high end light, and the rush is so powerful, I feel like running and flying, if I could. It is as though a high charge is running through me with billions of endorphins rushing within me! Whew! What a glorious feeling! And then last night, I conked out and fell into one of the deepest sleeps I have had in a LONG time…….anyone have any answers? Also, my head feels elevated as though it wants to separate from my neck…..not painful, just as though my head wants to float up.

        I really must laugh about this. I just wrote ^^^ about my head wanting to float up and saying, um, not painful, and now minutes later, my entire head feels expansive, with pressure coming from within and a tingly feeling on my face/head. And yes, it is getting uncomfortable but I feel such BLISS. OMG………

        Much love and hugs,
        Amy

  36. Hi there. Happy New Year everyone!

    Just wanted to mention some pertinent items coming from the “mainstream news” regarding the end of the patriarchy and the beginning of a more feminine consciousness in all people, which is something I heard Drunvalo speak about– December 22nd being the dawn of the switch over.

    (1) The Idle No More movement here in Canada is growing quickly and spreading internationally. Native women started this grassroots movement to protect the land, water, air and treaty rights and begin the process of taking away control by some of the male chiefs (old hierarchy) who have lined their pockets and at times worked in collusion with the gov’t. Sacred circle dances and drumming are taking place in shopping mall flash mobs, road blockades, and a hunger strike by a female chief in Ottawa. Indigenous people around the world are being encouraged to lead the cause to take back and protect the Earth for everyone. Over the holiday season this just exploded and is now getting huge media coverage;
    (2) the international outrage over the gang rape in India and how Indian men are now protesting to help stop the culture of violence and people are writing and petitioning around the world to stop rape; and
    (3) the spotlight on human trafficking and child abuse is growing and the media just this week in international newspapers wrote of how the current Pope publicly said that the culture of pedophilia in the church was acceptable since the permissive 70s. There has been a growing outrage against this Pope and those he covers up for. As well, the international campaigns to stop human trafficking in all parts of the world and to help people identify human trafficking in their own cities and communities here in North America is growing. Local charities/campaigns to fight this are becoming quite popular in the workplace as well.

    So I think these are some positive signs that more shit is coming up and people are forming these leaderless movements to take back their world and the dying old world media is forced to give it coverage. The agenda is changing.

    • Awesome. Thanks for the report. 🙂
      Although…Congress overturned the law protecting women against violent acts (which has been in place since 1995). We need to get the movements going here in our own country!!

      • The Idle No More is already going strong on thru-out the U.S.A. and lots of other countries as well, like Palestine and Gambia 🙂 AND they make use of their spiritual knowledge, the movement had a special day on Dec. 21st and also held a time, which they asked all around the world to participate in on Jan. 1 to feed the earth, air, water, fire elements with gifts of food, to garner the support of the elements and their ancestors. These people mean business. You can check it out on idlenomore.com Many people who are non-indigenous are also involved. It has done the cross-over thang.

  37. I need some advice. What do I tell my religious fanatical husband when he starts spouting about the End Times…how they are almost upon us…we must prepare, etc. etc. I just need something to tell him, to make him just stop. I tried sharing with him about the three days of transition that just occurred. He just looked at me with that “I’m looking at a crazy person” look.

    • “I need some advice. What do I tell my religious fanatical husband when he starts spouting about the End Times…how they are almost upon us…we must prepare, etc. etc. I just need something to tell him, to make him just stop. I tried sharing with him about the three days of transition that just occurred. He just looked at me with that “I’m looking at a crazy person” look.”

      jen21e,

      If you knew me you’d know I’m the wrong person to ask that question of! 😆 Here’s why: If I found myself married to someone with a belief system like that — which I never would — I’d get a divorce. (This is one of many reason why I’ve been divorced for 39 years! Just being honest people, just being honest…)

      Okay, let me try again. I would tell your husband that when he expressed his beliefs, that you “look at him like you’re looking at a crazy person”. I’m serious, give that selfish, limited thinking right back at him and tell him you’re doing it intentionally in an attempt to get him to expand his profoundly limited mind/awareness and beliefs. Do not let him (or anyone else) make you into a “victim” through their distortions, limited awareness, belief systems and negativity. I’m serious again. This is how small minds try to manipulate and/or control other people and their minds etc. You have to not let him, or anyone else, use this old negative “Victim/Vitimizer” tactic on you.

      Humanity, whether it likes it or not, has NOW reached the point where it/they must start expanding their minds, awareness, beliefs etc. This is not going to be easy for people like your husband whose talented at turning the tables and trying to make you seem or sound or look like “the crazy person”. The truth of the matter is that he is the one with distorted, limited awareness and belief systems, not you. You can try to help him with this but because he is the one that needs to reach the point where he’s ready to even consider that there may be more to reality than what he’s been told… this will probably take some time and major patience on your part…if you’re willing to do that for him when he’s obviously not willing to do the same for you.

      Be strong, be wise, be YOU. ♥
      Denise

    • Dear jen2le,

      While I am not (nor have I ever in this life) been married, I’m thinking of the last relationship I was in. Without going into a lot of details (not all that important), things got to the point where I was afraid all the time with her. I really was the “victim”. I knew all those days, deep inside, that everything she tried to twist and warp was wrong. I wasn’t bad, I wasn’t “making her” feel bad, and I certainly DID care about how she was feeling. Until one day where I couldn’t take it anymore. I was angry. I don’t get angry easily, rarely. And in that moment I was STRONG. I spoke my truth, told it like it was: that no matter what I did or didn’t do, I was always in the wrong (in her eyes). Of course she didn’t like that and again tried to say that I was blaming her. With that strength I told her I was done, that as soon as I could arrange it I would be out of her life. And I was VERY quickly thereafter.

      Part of me wants to erase all of that, yet for some reason I’m compelled not to. Maybe it’s because in anger (when tempered with Love and Light) we can bring about a strong truth that no one can ignore.

      My other response would be to say to your husband along the lines of, “Does God truly want you to barricade yourself from your neighbor? To hoard and ignore the every day miracles while there are others right now who need your help? And, by the way, would you treat God how you are treating me? We, all of us are created not only in God’s image, each one of us is God (by extension). I love you, and I am willing to stand by you and love you. Do you not see my love as God’s love? Do you not see that I love you IN SPITE OF where you are in your spiritual growth?”

      Most importantly, my advice to you is to Listen To Your Heart. It cannot fail you. It will give you the insight you need in this situation. I know you will find an answer when the time is right for you.. and your husband.

      Love and Light,
      Chrysalis… waiting to fly…

    • dear jen21e —

      please excuse this delayed reply to your concerns.

      PLEASE — listen to what Denise has shared. Please read every word she has spoken — for she speaks truth with this matter.

      Her first paragraph is powerful and a situation i personally share: “If you knew me you’d know I’m the wrong person to ask that question of! Here’s why: If I found myself married to someone with a belief system like that — which I never would — I’d get a divorce. (This is one of many reason why I’ve been divorced for 39 years! Just being honest people, just being honest…)” And jen21e, that is exactly what I did and still am divorced 39 years — really.

      And, never ever ever “let him (or anyone else) make you into a “victim” through their distortions, limited awareness, belief systems and negativity. I’m serious again. This is how small minds try to manipulate and/or control other people and their minds etc. You have to not let him, or anyone else, use this old negative “Victim/Vitimizer” tactic on you.” HE IS THE ONE with distorted, limited awareness and belief systems, not you.”

      Denise suggests the you may be able “to help him with this” while she shares “this will probably take some time and major patience on your part…” a very viable option if you so choose. Not to contradict Denise in any way but, I strongly urge you to take all the energies that you have invested in this person, and bring them back to you and your journey. You, my dear, are the enlightened one — not he. Nothing is written in stone.

      jen2le – you have the answer already. you wrote the words in your post. “Even though I feel that I had a contract to be with this man, before I was born…I also feel like I’ve done what I was meant to do with him.” You already ‘know’. The unknown you speak of is what you should embrace and trust – no matter how frightening.

      you are a courageous enlightened spirit. trust yourself.
      as Denise shared “Be strong, be wise, be YOU.”

  38. I really enjoyed this post. I’ve had a variety of symptoms over the last few months to include presently and intensely pain in my lower spine and intermittently in my hip area. I’ve tingling in my crown which is not new. Lights have flickered off and on when I’ve entered rooms and not long ago I thought my alarm clock was broken. It was placed near the head of my bed and would constantly reset to 12:00. I thought I would try plugging it one other place before I threw it away and it worked perfectly in another room. On the afternoon of December 20, 2012 EST, my 4 year old daughter nearly passed out into a sleepy state upon picking her up from school. I put her to bed immediately upon arriving home and when she awoke she indicated that she wanted to go “Home”. She then proceeded to cry for nearly an hour about anything and everything. We drove to our local mountains later that evening as I wanted to be in the mountains for 12-21-12. At 11:11 GMT or 6:11 EST, I was meditating with three white candles and an amethyst stone. I had nothing to put my candles on as I was in a motel room, so I had to put them directly on the floor and hope for the best. My candles did not melt to the floor and the flame from my candles did enlarge quite a bit. I was not sure if it was my breath or not. I meditated and prayed for nearly 30 minutes and no candle was touched the floor. I thought that was very odd.

    That night I felt I received information 3 times with 3 words beginning with the letter “F”. I should have arisen as soon as I realized that it was a message because I was not completely sure what the 3 “F” words were once I’d made myself get up. All in all, my 12-21-12 experience was somewhat subtle but highly meaningful. I am certain that something significant took place even though some feel a letdown. I think this is simply a case of a slightly veiled action occurring and that people were seeking visual cues. Our Higher Selves exist on a higher vibration so perhaps envisioning with our senses would have made our experiences more profound. I expect that 2013 there will be an undeniable increase in experiences and shifts.

    And oddly, I received 3 time pieces for Christmas presents, a clock and two watches. I thought this was funny, ironic, and odd.

  39. jen2le
    I work in a domestice violence shelter so my normal reaction would be the same as Denise. I was wondering if your husband treats you well except for what I call “dyed in the wool” christian attitude. If you have a good relationship. are allowed your freedom to come and go to talk without being judged, have friends and family you have good relationships with. If he does not try to control you then I feel/sense that he will could come around. Just he is a little behind because of the control in the “church” Do a cleansing of your home, however you are lead to do so. You can burn candles and ask light to come in or sage to smudge area, just state your intention that you and he can have open communication. Then allow him to be without judgement. Give him a little time to catch up. Now if any of the above issuse are present then that is a whole different thing. I lived with an emotional abusive man for 6 years and I like Denise have been single and happy for a long time. If you have questions, please get in touch with your local DV shelter, most offer support groups. This will help you to decide if this relationship is what you want to keep. I will also say if it is an abusive one and there are children involved be aware the children repeat what they see. Much love and good intentions coming your way.

  40. Sunny, Chrysalis and Denise,

    Thank you so much for your wise words. I have had those thoughts myself, but it’s always good to hear someone else say it for some reason. 🙂 I will follow my heart, and listen to what it/God tells me. Even though I feel that I had a contract to be with this man, before I was born…I also feel like I’ve done what I was meant to do with him. What comes next is very unknown. I’m working on keeping open to the options and listening to my Higher Self. I hope I have the courage to do what’s needed, if it comes to that. Denise…thank you for this opportunity to listen and chat with like minded individuals. I used to feel so alone with what I was going through…and now I feel very supported, even though I’ve never physically met any of you.

    Peace
    Jen2le

  41. I have a question. It relates more to ascension symptoms…but does relate to post 12/21/12. Like I’ve posted before, I didn’t really experience anything different those three days, Although the last week, I’ve been extremely edgy, irritable/angry, deep painful aching all down my left side, unable to sleep until very very late (3 am), waking up feeling like I did a major workout all night (very sore/tired) taking ibuprofin almost every night for last week or so because of headaches, craving sugar/carbs. Is anyone else still getting this? How much longer will this last? I guess I was hoping I was done with this part. I was thinking of going to a doctor and see what’s going on with me. Thanks for your help.
    Jen

  42. Dear Denise and All Here,

    I just read an article/channeling that I felt came from a place of utter love and truth. It is from “Yahweh”. In it, the presence says that the words, visions of what the world would be on the “other side”, that were shared by other channeled energies was actually meant to “spur on the Lightworkers” with the deadline of the 21st to help the whole world consciousness get over the last “hump”. That they did this, knowing full well that it may leave many disappointed and such, and yet WE DID IT. I truly appreciated that a source through channeling was honest enough to say something to this effect. I wanted to share this with those who are weary, who were maybe confused, and to hopefully put to rest those types of thoughts/feelings.

    http://www.thehealersjournal.com/2013/01/06/yahweh-the-work-of-building-the-new-world-begins/

    I hope you all have a Beautiful Day =)

    With Love and Light,
    Chrysalis… waiting to fly…

    • Hi all
      I just thought I would share how I feel about the debate on wen the dark side would be gone, as I donot concentrate on such big issues but smaller ones as a start.
      I am not all a fan of the ” dark side” but do still believe in the fine balance of the yin and yang.
      Good cannot prevail without evil and evil without the good. The challenge is creating the balance within everyone. I am yet to meet someone who is all good, I am not perfect and cannot claim to never do evil or bad. As humans we are all equal and vulnerable to temptation at some point in our lives and so do those ” dark souls” who have the ability to transform to good. Having hope, faith and trust within ourselves and God will eventually bring back the balance we all so much want and need. If there was no dark we would not see the light even if it was a small light.

      My mother always tells me ” too much of a good thing is not always so good”
      So strive for the balance.

      • “Hi all
        I just thought I would share how I feel about the debate on wen the dark side would be gone, as I donot concentrate on such big issues but smaller ones as a start.
        I am not all a fan of the ” dark side” but do still believe in the fine balance of the yin and yang.
        Good cannot prevail without evil and evil without the good. The challenge is creating the balance within everyone. I am yet to meet someone who is all good, I am not perfect and cannot claim to never do evil or bad. As humans we are all equal and vulnerable to temptation at some point in our lives and so do those ” dark souls” who have the ability to transform to good. Having hope, faith and trust within ourselves and God will eventually bring back the balance we all so much want and need. If there was no dark we would not see the light even if it was a small light.

        My mother always tells me ” too much of a good thing is not always so good”
        So strive for the balance.”

        Christine,

        First of all I don’t like the old 3D “debates” that left-brained egos enjoy hammering each other with. At TRANSITIONS we discuss things, not debate them. My rules. 🙂

        Secondly, humanity that has ascended into what Cosmic Awareness calls “Planet A/B”, and for the moment that’s all of us here talking about these things, will soon be dealing with VERY different energies, awareness and beliefs about what the old “yin/yang” energies really are. On the other side of the Three Days Shift Point Expiration Date, the energetic blueprints/templates (distorted ones and all) do not apply to this new ascended “Planet A/B” and here’s why.

        On the old Earth world that we all incarnated into, duality existed BUT that duality was profoundly, extremely distorted and overrun by the Negatives or Team Dark as I’ve called the nonphysical negative aliens. That Earth and reality was one of duality but it was totally controlled by Team Dark or the Negative with next to no Light in it at all. In that Earth world that we all lived in, there was no REAL balance with the Light or the positive much at all because the Negatives would crush it, crucify it, burn it, shoot it, rip it apart, murder it every single time “it” manifested in that totally controlled, Dark negative world. Because of this, there hasn’t been any REAL “balance” between what you called “good and evil” or “yin and yang”. There has been an extreme imbalance of “evil” or the negative dark and Team Dark control on Earth for thousands of years… prior to the Expiration Date or “Three Days” Shift Point. What little and few “good” and Light that tried to enter the old Earth world was typically crucified, killed off as quickly as possible so there’s been zero “balance in the old Earth world.

        But, now that the Ascension Process has happened and the Expiration Date has been passed, this planetary imbalance within duality will NOT be allowed nor will it ever happen on the new ascended “Planet A/B”. What that means is that with all of Team Dark no longer running the game on this Earth (“Planet B” is a different story however!), REAL “balance” with duality will finally be experienced on the new Earth or “Planet A/B”. And my whole point with this Comment is that humanity doesn’t really even know what that is or what that feels or looks like or how it’s going to work yet! This is the current transition we all are in now on the other side of the Shift and Expiration Date. And as I was saying in my other Comment, this changeover from total negativity on Earth to actual and real balance in duality on Earth will take some more time and of course the few remaining Old Boys Club diehards that don’t understand this evolutionary change or want to relinquish their old powers are and will continue — for a while — to pitch a fit and demand that their old negative ways, rules, laws and beliefs etc. continue on forever. They will not.

        Denise

    • eternityeagle & Barbara & All,

      Very well done eternityeagle! I feel exactly the same way about this “18 more years” business from Kryon. Also, Inelia Benz and Cosmic Awareness have all said (and no doubt others I’m unaware of) that there’s more time with all this Shifting, Changing, TRANSITIONS 😉 business… which I’ve sensed myself for a while already but personally was not happy about it ONLY because I’m so freakin’ exhausted and in such pain.

      For years I’ve said that the Part 1 of the Ascension Process was really just the prep work phase with all this. It was us Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers transmuting everything that needed to be transmuted and cleared so that we (and Earth) could embody increasing amounts of Light without it killing our physical bodies and/or fry us and drive us stark raving mad!

      Phase 2 of the Ascension Process, (the Conscious Creating and further teaching phase) for lack of a better term at this moment… will be about us Forerunners continuing to be Forerunners or “First Wavers” which means that we are NOT in my opinion utterly locked into Kryons or anyone elses “18 more years” of this. I do believe that humanity has more years of this Shift to adjust and adapt to — not to mention the total dissolution and removal of the remaining hardcore patriarchy people still in positions of power over the masses (and many of these stubborn dumb asses will have to literally die-off because they refuse to change in this life. Fine by me, the sooner the better for the rest of humanity!

      But, the bottom-line is for us Forerunners, exactly like you said. 🙂 We will be learning much more about Consciously Creating and Co-Creating and we will be doing it first as we’ve always done with the different Ascension phases. So everyone else who got pissy and frustrated over anyone telling us that we have more time/years of this Ascension related business to get through as I did, then KNOW that it is true but it is also not set in stone for you/me/each of us who have been First Wavers or Forerunners all along. We will move through these post “Three Days” Expiration Date months and years in VERY different ways than the rest of the masses will just as we did throughout all of Phase 1 of the Ascension Process. 🙂 Don’t anyone forget that we’re many Stair steps ahead of the masses with the Process and because of that we will be living and feeling and reacting differently than them… not to mention us getting increasingly better at Consciously Creating. 😉

      Group Hug,
      Denise

      Jane & All,

      This is one of my Comments about Kryon’s “18 more years” statement. Now I’m going to write another Comment about this Kryon business because it all really comes down to — and this is the punch-line coming first everyone so heads-up — we get pissed, offended, frustrated, disappointed, discouraged, depressed etc. with messages/channelings such as Kryon’s “18 more years”, BECAUSE WE STILL DON’T AS YET REALIZE WHO AND WHAT WE REALLY ARE!

      I’ve said before and no doubt will many more times, that there is NOT any one person or any one channeled Being that I believe every word they say; not one, period. Some of them have lots of accurate info (that I’ve discerned for myself) and because that particular info is correct I use it or tuck it under my arm. The other info that I sense is distorted and/or just wrong I throw out, I ignore and keep moving forward. But the bottom-line with all of these issues is that each of us — me/you/each of us — now needs to really wake up to the fact that WE are the ONES that volunteered to put on physical “meat suit” bodies and incarnate into 3D dense duality to transmute it and embody the NEW higher Light frequencies/blueprints. Us, not Kryon or any other nonphysical Being… us. The higher dimensional Beings that did not volunteer to put on 3D meat suits but are some of the ones channeling messages to us from their Home stations have a very different perspective about all this than we down here in the physical muck n’ shit n’ work n’ attacks n’ war zone etc. etc. do. And let me remind everyone whose feeling frustrated and depressed or whatever over the messages/information/channelings about how we’re not done yet and there’s more work and years to all this etc., that it is US, US the Forerunners, US the First Wavers, US the first to embody, US the first to remember how to Consciously Create and Co-Create from within ascended physical bodies that will, as we always have, steer this Process and speed it up or slow it down etc. US, not Kryon or anyone else human or otherwise. 😉 This is the time for US to really recognize who and what we are (have always been) and start living and BEING the new Ascended Masters that we are but are still waking up to that fact in these exhausted bodies in a wildly still Shifting world and reality and everything else!

      I may write an article about this when my head, Crown and eyes don’t feel like the GC “geyser” energies are sitting right on top of them! Or this may have to suffice for now… My head has hurt (pains and pressures) continuously since January 1, 2013 and it’s getting old.

      “…All I want to know is this. Is the dark being eradicated or not?? That’s what I care about most, don’t care if I don’t have instant manifestation, don’t care if I can’t teleport myself here and there, I just want the evil to stop, I want the chemtrails to STOP, I want to have easy access to healthy food, clean (non poisoned) water, and clean air. Is that too much to ask for? x”

      In a word Jane, YES the “dark is being eradicated”, but there’s more to this. Remember those Stair Steps? Most of us here at TRANSITIONS are either the Forerunners, the First and Second Waver etc., and/or Indigos which means we are way, way, way up on higher Stair Steps than the masses. Behind us are fellow Lightworkers/Starseeds/Indigos that are on the Stair Step that they each are on today, tomorrow, the next day and so on. This is how it’s always been with the Ascension Process prior to the Shift/Expiration Date and post the Shift/Expiration Date.

      But then there’s all of the masses who don’t know about the Ascension Process or what’s been happening for the past 20-30 years and why and these folks are standing on Stair Steps far, far below us…but they are on the damned Stair Steps nonetheless and that’s great! But, because of this difference in development, in focus, in ability, in consciousness etc. those of us on Stair Steps farther along within the Ascension Process are and will continue to experience and perceive and embody and change long before everyone else on Stair Steps behind us. This too is a Process and one that is unfolding over time despite the fact that we want it all to happen in the physical realm MUCH faster than it is.

      The reason why I’ve called the end of the Mayan Calendar, the 12-21-12 date an Expiration Date is because it was exactly that — an Expiration Date! Team Dark (both the nonphysical negative Aliens and the physical human patriarchy and “elite” on earth) reached the Expiration Date during the “Three Days” (Dec. 21, 22, 23, 2012) based on what I’ve long perceived, and all of those old negative alien and negative human “elite” patriarchal energies, distorted Source blueprints for humanity and life on Earth, people in positions of power over others on earth etc. etc. have indeed Expired. The negative nonphysical Aliens are not anywhere near me or the rest of us Forerunners I mean that I’ve been able to perceive or feel for a while now. They have been evicted and escorted elsewhere. Their time and rule (and I mean BOTH the nonphysical negative Aliens AND the human elite patriarchy on earth) has indeed ended, expired, and they will no longer be allowed to do what they have for so long to humanity, animals, life on Earth and Earth too. This is why some of the human elite patriarchy is loosing their wee minds now and throwing fits and tantrums and threatening to harm this countries citizens and the rest of the worlds too. They are frantic because they see that The Old Boys Club — the global patriarchy, the unseen elite that were human puppets of the negative alien beings — don’t have the unseen support and fuel that they’ve always had thanks to the negative aliens directing them, their actions, and helping them to implement the aliens warring and violence plans into 3D reality and humanities lives etc. That negative juice has Expired and been evicted and is no longer there to provide the power to the human elite on earth to manifest their evil deeds and so on.

      This aspect of the Ascension Process will, unfortunately, take some more time for the Old Boys Club (the global human patriarchy I mean) to either literally die off or throw in the towel and accept change for the better etc. But, the Indigos and other Lightworkes are and will continue to quickly be moved into positions, jobs where THEY will be the ones leading the countries of earth and making the new fair and honest rules, laws and so on. Again, this phase of the Process post Shift/Expiration Date will simple take some time to also Shift within the physical realm but KNOW that it has already begun and is indeed happening rather fast… all things considered!

      The other part of all this that’s hard to express and accurately explain is those Stair Steps again. For the people on higher or further along Stair Steps such as us Forerunners/First Wavers etc., we are, as usual, the ones experiencing things and Shifts first and also embodying first too just as we’ve always done. But, to those people on Stair Steps (levels and phases of development) behind us might, in different ways, still today be experiencing Team Dark to a certain extent. See how hard this quantum non-linear business is to express?

      To the Forerunners, Team Dark has been totally removed, evicted because they reached Source’s Expiration Date. To other people on lower Stair Steps within this ongoing Process, they are probably still being affected by nonphysical Team Dark and negative physical humans who crave power over others. But, with time (I know, I know everyone, and this is where we Forerunners can Consciously Create and intend, envision that this transition happens much faster and more easily than Kryon’s “18 years” or Inelia Benz’s possible “two and a half generations” timelines. Seriously, we can dramatically help speed this up for everyone by what we do/be etc. now that we’re on the other side of 12-21-12), with time all of the old negative humans/elite etc. who were the physical puppets in 3D to the nonphysical negative aliens will loose their remaining power and they too will go Extinct in this, our new ascended world.

      I’m lost in this Comment and hope I expressed what I intended to well enough that everyone understands the nature of this unfolding, Stair Step Process. If not, just ask me again fellow Lightworkers and Starseeds and Indigos.♥

      Group Hug,
      Denise

      • Hi Denise:

        First off, apologies in advance if you’ve already mentioned this on this somewhere in your articles or comments, but what about “Planet A” that Cosmic Awareness and others have discussed? Have the forerunners/starseeds and some others ascended to “Planet A” or are they on a “higher” stair step of Planet A/B and will soon transition to “Planet A” for example?

        Thank you!

      • “Hi Denise:

        First off, apologies in advance if you’ve already mentioned this on this somewhere in your articles or comments, but what about “Planet A” that Cosmic Awareness and others have discussed? Have the forerunners/starseeds and some others ascended to “Planet A” or are they on a “higher” stair step of Planet A/B and will soon transition to “Planet A” for example? Thank you!”

        Jasmine,

        As I said to Gerry, sorry it’s taken me a while to respond. I’m still dealing with the higher GC Shift energies hammering on my Crown and physical head and eyes and am needing to rest more now.

        As best as I’m aware of today (but as usual I reserve the right to know more tomorrow and the next day, and next… 😉 ) “Planet A” exists now and is waiting for more and more of us who are and/or will be landing there eventually. I believe that a small handful of Forerunners have already made the great Shift to “Planet A”, but I sense that many more of them are still in a Process of transition between here and there — here being what I’d now also call “Planet A/B” and there as “Planet A”.

        Please realize that I too am living this ongoing Process and Shift situation (and always have been) just like everyone else is but in their own individual way and speed or Stair Step. From my current perspective the “Shift” that kicked off with the 12-12-12 portal, and then really amplified with the “Three Days” of December 21, 22, and 23, 2012 which were the final Expiration Date and Shift Point, is still ongoing and did not stop or end on December 24, 2012!

        It’s because of this huge reason that I haven’t been writing many articles since 12-24-12; I’m still living it as we all are and my body and head and Crown/Pineal especially but all of the brain glands have been and still are getting hammered via the GC energies raining down on much of the Milky Way galaxy. We’re not done with this Process at all and I sense that the rest of this Winter — from the Winter Solstice 2012 through to the Spring Equinox 2013 is one ongoing Shift Process! For many it will continue long past the 2013 Spring Equinox but for now, it’s these winter months that are profoundly important as the spewing cosmic energies pouring out of the GC that are further evolving us and our bodies at a tremendous rate and intensity.

        If I didn’t cover your question well enough just try me again please. 😉 I’m a little spacy at the moment…more so than usual I mean. :mrgreen:

        Hugs,
        Denise

  43. […] But, since around 12-12-12 I’ve been experiencing more and longer bouts of inner freezing COLD which radiates outward just like “Hot Flashes” do. These bouts of inner COLD are wonderful in comparison to the inner HEAT caused by transmuting duality density. To me it’s a nice change because I’d rather feel internal COLD than HEAT any day! The reason I mention this now is because I know many of you reading this have been and/or will soon be experiencing these same Shift symptoms of inner COLD too. This inner COLD many of us are now feeling has to do with us no longer needing to transmute lower frequency residual density via inner Alchemical Fire, but us Shifting, Ascending into higher frequency space that registers in our bodies now like extreme inner COLD, sort of like empty deep space.On the Other Side of the “Three Days”, Expiration Date, Shift Point […]

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