Why I’ve Been MIA Lately

750x857 triangles on black Never since the creation of TRANSITIONS in 2007 have I gone so long without writing anything! I’ve tried a few times to write something in February, but with the current Ascension symptoms I’m going through now, it’s nearly impossible to do anything — especially if physically moving and turning one’s head and/or eyes the slightest bit is required! I’ve tried to push my way through this and just do the work and other things I need to do but there’s a price to pay when I do this and it sends me back to bed to recover from that stupid move, on top of the symptoms I was having. Lesson learned, but I’m not always so great at resting and doing nothing physically when I’d rather be doing something else. I like to rest when I like to rest, not when I’m forced to. Hum, another personal lesson.

The point of this short note is just to let everyone know I’m still here and okay despite this round of intense Ascension “Recalibration” (see Lisa Renee’s February 2013 article about this) symptoms I’ve been going through so far in 2013. I can and have worked and written articles and books while dealing with different Ascension symptoms and other related issues etc., but, when the spinning head business happens I absolutely cannot push my way through that symptom at all! The room/house/reality starts turning counterclockwise and the more I push my body to do physical things, chores, write etc., the faster the spinning. And of course this makes me nauseous which means I’m not doing anything at that point but crawling into bed and hopefully falling asleep (exiting my physical body) for as long as possible. Doing this always seems to help with the spinning head business and related nausea… for a while.

So this is what’s going on for me now along with other Ascension symptoms too. Here’s a short rundown of them because I know some of you reading this are going through this now too:

  • Ascension flu-like body aches and pains, chills
  • Inner cold flashes that radiates out just like “hot flashes” do
  • Parts of body internally and externally feel bruised and sore like I fell or was hit etc.
  • Parts of head and skull internally and externally feel bruised and sore like I was hit or hit my head on something etc.
  • Sudden nausea immediately followed by my heart/heart area hurting and feeling like a “muscle spasm” for a few seconds then it’s all gone
  • Head, skull, eyes, spine pains and pressures
  • Blurry vision again, dry sore eyes
  • My hair looks and feels like corpse hair again
  • Inner body thermostat in flux again. Inner cold flashes followed by inner hot flashes which build up skin sensitivities
  • Since 1-1-13 constant ringing in my ears — “ascension tinnitus”
  • Bouts of diarrhea (again) due to purging lower frequencies/density etc.
  • Sense of smell terribly amplified, smelling cooked food smells for DAYS to the point that it starts to make me nauseous… and pissed!
  • “Time” is present and then not, then back again, then not again. Increased difficulty with linear awareness, passage of linear “time”, day, date etc.
  • Actual dreaming (not daydreaming) while fully awake and doing other physical things
  • Increase of anomalies again. Walking into a room in my house and seeing something very different there instead of what’s normally there.
  • Increased awareness of positive higher-dimensional Beings nearby observing me/us, and them waiting for the next phase to begin with us

As usual I’ve most likely forgotten a bunch of other symptoms but we’ll chalk that up to brain fog and the spinning head business! And of course February has been and will continue to be an abnormally busy month for me with lots of extra things that must be done this month. This morning I thought I could run up to the store to pick up a prescription for my Mom because I was feeling better. So off I dashed, only to discover that I wasn’t really “better” at all and needed to walk, turn, move very carefully or I kept tipping slightly and bumping into things in the store. And the head pain and pressure arrived in the store with a blast because I was outside my house and it’s always harder to function out there than it is in my higher vibrating house. So I got the prescription, but learned that I’m still in this latest phase and must take it ease for a while longer like it or not.

I’ll write more when I’m able to not tip over or barf while typing! Are we having fun yet fellow ascenders? Group Hug.

grouphug

Denise

February 18, 2013

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81 thoughts on “Why I’ve Been MIA Lately

  1. Please feel better dearest Denise. No, I haven’t called it fun either. Please be kind to yourself. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending love and good thoughts, Gwen

  2. Hello Denise. I wonder if you have BPPV. I’m a nurse; I have and teach BPPV: benign paroxysmal positional vertigo. The symptoms you describe sound just like BPPV. The Epley maneuver can help, a little. I find BPPV is exacerbated by dehydration, so I drink a lot of water. Best wishes. Reiki Nurse~ Meredith Kendall

    • I have noticed that the things I am diagnosed with often overlap, or even are “caused” by the process of ascension or the effects of energies on my body. My intuition when I first became seriously ill in 1984 was that “the equipment was not designed to handle the levels of energy my spirit is forcing thru it”.

      Until I found Denise’s blog and similar writings I never felt any sort of support or verification outside of my own inner knowing for that-but it now appears to be happening to so many others, not just me.

      For me the vertigo stuff started a few years ago, and I was diagnosed with Meniere’s-indeed hydration level has a huge effect on it, as does exertion as Denise mentions. It is as if my body is acting for my higher self in enforcing my “limits” if I try to ignore them. Over-exert and vertigo will force me to stop.

      It appears to me after decades of dealing with them that western medical doctors are mostly guessing-there is no systemic understanding as there appears to be in Chinese medicine.

      It seems that the diagnosis (or usually collections of them for most of us, lol) is a lot like a kids sparkly sticker someone placed on a UFO found crashed in a field.
      The energy is the real story, and as a reiki practitioner I am sure you are aware of how different and more clear THAT is;-)

      I have found that the homeopathic “Nux Vomica” is a godsend for vertigo, and ginger can be of good help too-but the bottom line is nothing will work except rest if it is caused by over-exerting. Taking potassium stops it cold if it is caused by eating too much sodium tho!

      For me alot of the more intense things like vertigo come in cycles or periods where they are so intense they take over, and then that passes and they join “the lineup” and become much more possible to live with, balance and control if I pay attention to my limitations. (which seem to be growing like that thing in the anime Akira -but hopefully that will pass soon!)

      I am so comforted reading all of you here with such similar experiences and understanding! When I first became ill I *knew* why, and knew that I was taking on so much of it to help others-but then I became convinced that was just a delusion I used to comfort myself from being such a “big loser”.

      Reading so many others having similar experiences is so validating of my inner knowing that was so clear before I started second guessing her!

      I hope that Denise, and all of you, will soon be feeling better-My Mom always says I can do anything for a day, and then tomorrow, I can do it again-and it seems with this ascension many of us are living that for a lot longer than we hoped.

      I had a feeling/vision last night that the more we connect to one another the more all will heal, and the more we can help heal the Earth. We appear to be becoming more like mycelium and plankton, and less like mayflies as we go along-the individual system doesn’t *seem* to work right, but when it is “plugged in” and connected to all the others, the larger system that works GREAT becomes more apparent, and functional.

      My guess is that the “dysfunction” in the individual systems will likely increase or not decrease a lot, until enough are connected, and then as the “pressure” normalizes across the whole new “cell wall” the individual systems will all start to also normalize and become less agitated.

      It seems almost like birth in reverse-instead of painfully pushing to separate the infant from our insides, we are painfully pushing to connect and *become* the insides of something larger that doesn’t exist fully yet until we do so.

      I didn’t get the feeling that we would dissolve, or be less ourselves or less completely so-more that we had to be completely ourselves before we could do it. Also that we are already there, but inside “time” it is a process we are experiencing.

  3. Hi Denise,

    Take good care of yourself! We need you -)

    I am having many of the same symptoms. Interestingly, my husband is also affected, though he does not believe in ascension; so is my sister, who does believe!

    I went in to the office today (I usually work from home) and I felt so disoriented, like I was in a foreign country and did not speak the language! And everything was so slow there, like being in molasses! Time has been speeding up, then slowing down, and is sometimes nonexistant for me.

    We all need to just hang on for the ride so we get there in one piece!
    Gentle hugs,
    Susan.

  4. Ah bless you totally sympathise with what your going through. So know how you feel.hope you feel brighter soon. It feels so surreal at times and can be isolating if others around don’t know or understand what your going through. Your definitely not alone xxxxxxx
    Lana

  5. I have been feeling so disoriented and “crazy” some days and emotional and also going through benzo withdrawal. The w/d symptoms and ascension symptoms are very similar. Also, alot of brain/head stuff.

    I hope you feel better. No, this is not fun at all, and most people I know have no idea about ascension. We are all in this together somehow.

    Blessings of love and light,
    aryana

  6. Hi Denise and all…

    I to have been mia on here but never missing an action with these symptoms alright. I was in a car accident and I cant even associate what pain belongs to what lol! My 3 yr old has been not as energized as usual could she be going through something? Does anyone have any insight on the new age children? I feel that shes tired of people being rude and mean and shes gets dissapointed it seems. She does tell me too “why mom why do they say shit and idiot” recently saw overboard. Sigh…. anyways im tired a lot too and ive been practicing paying it forward lately to me it seems like now im on “test mode” putting everything I have rcvd into action.

    Hugs

    • “…I feel that shes tired of people being rude and mean and shes gets dissapointed it seems…”

      enita,

      Boy can I relate. We all need a major Group ♥ Hug it seems. 🙂

      Denise

    • Hi Enita

      YES!! I have really seen this with my gorgeous 8 year old godchild. She’s REALLY sensitive especially to ‘mean’ or ‘rude’ people and her Mum rang me today and put Bella on the phone ‘cos she’d had a bad day at school swimming carnival. She wouldn’t say what it was, but eventually, after me saying how when i was a school teacher I found those days very busy and loud and lots of crowds she told us about a ‘grumpy mean teacher’ who stood on her foot and not only did NOT say sorry but she yelled at Bella for getting in her way! I mean ‘sacrilege’ darling!! She was so disgusted that anyone would treat her or anyone else that way! She literally does not understand why people are rude or mean and like your daughter she does get really disappointed in their behaviour!

      The little darling…she’d carried this all day! So we had a little chat about how we never know what is going on for someone else in their reality. I told her how when people say mean things to me, I either tell them, if they’re not going to listen. If not, knowing how our mind can’t tell the difference between what actually occurs and us IMAGINING something that occurs (that’s scientific fact-they can measure it now) I simply imagine how I would like them to respond eh saying sorry and then I feel better. So we suggested maybe the teacher was being cranky ‘cos she was actually sad ‘cos her dog had died that morning or maybe she hadn’t slept well or maybe she felt sick and needed to go and do a poo (that got her giggling) and she got that it was really nothing to do with her. She’s also into fairies so I remind her a lot to ask the fairies to take the ‘mean energy’ away and she LOVES that. It works instantly! She even sends me healing fairies if I’m feeling sick. Fairies can be such a great friend for most little girls can’t they?!

      Bella’s a rainbow child, so generally things bounce off her but we are noticing the last 1-2 years that when the energies are full on she REALLY feels them and gets sick in the tummy or just ‘out of sorts’ but can’t say why. I think the main thing is empathy for what they are feeling. (It’s way better than what my mum always told me…’Stop whinging!’ LOL!) And she’s SO lucky to have a MUM like you who has the insights you do. 🙂 And I honour you for being such a caring parent…especially with all you are going through personally. Hope that little insight helps. Smiles, Kathryn

  7. Hi Denise, hope you feel better soon. Lisa Renee, put this on her blog 12 Feb, looks like we have been laid out once again:) x

    Law of Conservation

    It is best to be aware of being accurately focused in the detail of where you choose to place your time and energy resources now. This is a verification period where many of us are applying spiritual awareness and conscious focus into our lifestyle from the many preparatory years of spiritual study. Many of us are moving into the next consciousness grade level of our life study and are being presented with many new circumstances of which to glean more clarity and wisdom. This clarity and new found wisdom is changing our outer world and life direction. A verification period is where one puts into practice, studies, theories and mental concepts into working daily life experience. Through the variation of experiences, one gains proficiency and wisdom. During these times in the new energies all we have spiritually learned must be applied in every practical area of your daily life. We are learning the Law of Conservation in that we must conserve our life force and other resources to be applied only in resonance with the direct exchange of our higher soul knowing and its purpose. We have shifted into the full expression of divine order, following our higher soul blueprint rather than following human order. There is no room for energy leakages, one way exchanges or parasitic, co-dependent behaviors. This will push inner transformation to outer personal accountability especially with our chosen actions and behaviors in relationship to others. There is less tolerance for interrelationship drama, excuses, or refusals to take responsibility to get involved in the “brass tacks” of being responsible to do our inner spiritual homework. All change starts within the clarity of being, the awareness within the self. We all have to do the inner psycho-emotional clearing work and there is no one else that can nor will do it for you. This may feel as a new laser focused quality which comes with much less tolerance for any displays that lack ownership towards one’s chosen thoughts, emotions or beliefs. This may be an adjustment emotionally so temper this with some loving compassion for you. It has a harder edge to it than you are used to. You are not losing your loving kindness and compassion towards others; it is that your spiritual priorities and the life force you exchange are conserving by celestial mandate.

    Nothing else may infringe upon our inner light self-sovereignty expression into the world. One will know to protect this Light of Truth with every breath as you know its sacred place in serving the world.

    Now it is important to remind you that the Ascension process will take you way outside of your comfort zone. We need to carve a huge space within us for greater acceptance and flexibility of what is now transforming in our world. There is such powerful energy being released now that any held resistance to change or transformation will feel very painful. We will witness others not aware of the planetary process that will have more accidents, illness or traumatic events that will dramatically bring these energy resistances to the surface. The crumbling of the old structures supporting massive human mind control distortions, such as religion, must give way to something new. This is by soul design and it is important to not judge, fear or over worry about these developments. By nature of expansion into new realms we reach bifurcation points which exaggerate the schisms in the perception of reality. The amplification of frequency greatly amplifies the polarity of forces. As a result, people, places and things will act as a portal for those energies creating crossroads of great change. We enter a milestone of that timeline intersection now.

    As one commits to soul development and expansion daily, one will note this will allow one to interact with these new energies much easier. Remember one can heal anything when applying the proper knowledge of your soul. We have a choice to move through this timeline easier, and there is no need to resist and create suffering. As you can when you are asked to minister to people attempt to share this understanding with them. Simple breathing to expand your body’s ability to receive and integrate more of the light frequencies will go a long way now. Constriction is caused by running on the auto-pilot treadmill and attempting to keep up with the never ending external chaos and perceived obligation that is mounting daily. Do everything you can to discipline your mind to stay awake. One will be protected, connected and hear (or feel) everything that is needed by maintaining inner presence. Follow the natural synchronicity of events showing themselves in your daily life.

    The Natural Laws governing the Universe’s energetic world of forces is effortlessness. Conserving energy to maximize results is organic to spiritual source. When applying energetic concepts and attempting to apply them into our lives, we will want to increase our strength and effectiveness by learning how to achieve conservation with energetic resources and effortlessness in how we direct them. We have been conditioned and enslaved to work in grueling conditions in order to achieve supposed success in the social obligation of our 3D world. With the shifting change on planet earth we are being supported more to learn how to live with exchanging with spiritual source light through the means of conservation and effortlessness. Like the forces of nature moving effortlessly to generate power, one can learn to emulate the natural forces by allowing the body and mind to emulate nature. Be present, allow and adapt to changing circumstances easily. Learn to develop energetic effortlessness in the application of session work and throughout your lifestyle to become more effective and efficient with physical tasks. By reducing mental and physical stress and exertion in your body, one becomes more intuitive with creative solutions to resolve and clear up issues.

    Now we are stretching outside of any perceived limitation or belief that we had reliance upon in the external to reinforce our ego identity. We are not at a time where we can bargain our soul evolutionary blueprint by giving it ego based conditions. We are standing at the All or Nothing point of human evolution.

    (Adapted from: Newsletter September 2007)

  8. Group hug, indeed! I’ve been dealing with extra fatigue, sinus blockage and headaches and general lethagry…like… you really need that done now? Thanks, Denise, for your honest, forthright writing and your tenacity in getting the word out about ascension.

  9. I feel for you, dear Denise. Of course we know that everyone experiences ascension differently, especially when it comes to symptoms. It’s my feeling that although we will continue with some symptoms even after we’ve obtained a 5th Dimensional awareness, a great deal of symptoms will subside. At least, that’s something to look forward to, isn’t it? Please be gentle with yourself, and thank you for letting us all know you’re alive and kicking!
    My Blessings of Love and Light to you.
    d’tewa

  10. My head hurts all over, bumping on every door, furniture, can relate to all your symptoms, sleeping during the day, not sleeping at night……Let us take care and rest……<3 love and light to you and us…..

  11. Thank you Denise for reporting on how you are feeling and what you are going through, as I go down your list I’m saying yes, yes, yes got that one and that one. Not matter how many times I know its ascension symptoms Guess what I forget and think Its just me getting old tired and sick. Why do I need reminding every time. So thank you so much again for for this info. Much love and light blessings to all of us going through this ascension Pamela

  12. Dear Denise,

    Goodness, what a list! By all means, you must take all the time you need to incorporate these latest changes. I imagine many of us will experience at least some of your symptoms (though I hope not the “corpse” hair ) :-).

    Good luck on getting back to “normal,” or at least a new normal! We aren’t going anywhere….

    Hugs & blessings, Thelma

  13. Thank you! Denise, I have been having a twirling time of my life. I, too was attempting to be active and normal, but it seems like this is not going to happen for me either.

    I know intuitively, that there is no reason for alarm because I feel my inner operating system being upgraded. The heat in my head is unbelievable, and all through my body, as well. The tingling sensations in my head feels like a rewiring of some sort. This is total makeover of our body, and another step up to a higher vibration emotionally, intelligently, physically and spiritually.

    Positives: I have lost weight, look younger, ideas come to me effortlessly, more telepathic, and more of the best is yet to come.

    Happy journey to our Masterhood!

    Love & Light,
    Leslie

    • I use a homemade hot water bottle (any plastic 8 or 16oz) fill it with hot water, the roundness of the bottle feels so right when i get this sickness, ie: forehead, temples etc Then if I’m too hot I just sit up, maybe near a window with only a bit of air. These symptoms can be scary and frustrating at times…. I am so glad I have this site. I pray for us all….

      Kind regards. Chandra Leigh

  14. Thanks Denise,

    I’ve had it all, especially the vertigo. I’ve never had anything like this and while I wouldn’t wish it on anyone there is a comfort in knowing I’m not alone. Bless us all and especially those who don’t know about energy or ascension yet.

    Julie

  15. Hello, Denise,

    It sounds like you’re/we’re falling down the rabbit hole.
    Ah, yes, the vortex. I’ve been obsessed with vortexes for a while now.

    I’m always impressed by people who can make diagnoses over the internet without ever talking to a person or knowing anything about them. And I’m sure that corpse hair is not a part of BPPV! lol Let alone things changing in your rooms or beings hovering nearby! lolol! Unless they’re going to tell you/us that this is all just a figment of our imagination. In that case, poof (as in they’re gone!), we’ve heard it all before and it’s BORING.

    My January and February have been excessively busy with stuff to do– not totally unrelated to this journey, but I’ve completely exhausted myself and am now useless for anything– again. I’ve been having huge headaches, sinus problems, fell down the other day so I actually am bruised and battered, hair is still falling out rapidly, and sleep is weird and elusive. I guess I’m supposed to be out there with people, but I’m getting to the point where I need a break from it all. I guess I will do that this week and go from there. Oh, yeah, and the sense of smell has been heightened for years. Does anyone else have an issue with poisonous substances like chemical cleaners, perfumes, and cigarette smoke? These shut down my voice and my breathing so rapidly it’s seriously scary. I cannot tolerate these poisonous substances any more.

    Big hugs to all (Oh, I just felt a group hug– how wonderful!)

    Love,
    Cat

    • Dearest Cat,

      I just wanted to chime in here and assure you that YES I do relate to what you’re experiencing. Ever since I was finally able to quit smoking (yes, I know I know) back in early 2000 (woohoo it’s been 13 years!), the smell of it would make me almost gag and definitely cough. Even today, I held my breath as I was waiting for a bus, to move downwind from a smoker there at the stop.

      Some point after I started making my own non-toxic cleaners, I was helping someone move. They gave me this all-purpose cleaner to use. It wasn’t long before my throat burned, got a headache, nauseous, sinuses hurt. It took a bit into the next day to recover from the fumes. And yes, most perfumes will cause that gag reflex to occur. If I have no way out, I plug my nose and try to breathe shallow through my mouth.

      And food… well back in late ’93 or so when I switched to a vegetarian, certain meat smells made me gag. Over the years it hasn’t gotten any better. And, over the years, at certain times, other smells of certain foods were (and are) horrid to me.

      On top of that, most of my life I’ve had periods where I’m extremely sensitive to any sort of light (florescent or sunlight). When people would come over they’d comment it was like being in a cave because it was so dark to them. For us, it was a blessed relief to not be in a BRIGHT room. AND I’ve also had to live with EXTREMELY sensitive hearing all my life. As well as having perfect pitch. Imagine being able to actually hear a pin dropping on the carpet, and being able to tell the direction it came from. Well, that’s my life.

      So you’re definitely NOT alone. Sending you Hugs!

      With Much Love and Light,
      Chrysalis… ready to fly

  16. Dearest Denise and All Here:

    Oh, gawd, yes, I can barely move, but must otherwise, I get so painfully stiff in just about every joint. Then when I move, I’m a drunken and very sick sailor. Thank you, Denise, for posting this. My Mom always said, “You must suffer to be beautiful,” but I don’t think she quite understood what that meant. And I sure hope that before too long those for whom we are and have been doing this will wake up and get on with their jobs. I’m at the point of waving the white flag, but continue to believe that the backup high vibes are here and will ease this purgatory soon. M-class flare today hopefully bringing some good stuff. Love to you, yes, please take care of yourself first. B.

  17. Have you been experiencing any spasms around your eyes? In 2007, my eye would literally shift side to side in my right eye socket. It was unnerving and at that time I chalked it up to extensive stress. Currently, my right eyebrow has been spasming. I don’t have a life that has as much tension as then so I’m concerned why it is doing this. I need to cut back on caffeine I suppose.

    • “Have you been experiencing any spasms around your eyes? In 2007, my eye would literally shift side to side in my right eye socket. It was unnerving and at that time I chalked it up to extensive stress. Currently, my right eyebrow has been spasming. I don’t have a life that has as much tension as then so I’m concerned why it is doing this. I need to cut back on caffeine I suppose.”

      Nanz,

      I’m going to share this info with you ONLY as a physical possibility to what you’ve described. But, please keep in heartmind that what I’m going to share happened to me many times back in the 1980s and 1990s. So many of these body aches, pains and other weird symptoms we have are caused however by the tremendous changes (improvements) that the Ascension Process naturally activates within people. So, it’s really about discernment during our lives now as to what’s actually and honestly causing what.

      Anyhoo… many years ago when certain vertebra in my neck would get out of place and/or be pinching a nerve, it would cause a tiny area on one eyelid to twitch uncontrollably for a while. After I got my neck adjusted by a Chiropractor, and/or just laid in neck traction for a few minutes, that would usually move those vertebra back into place which removed the pressure from whatever nerve(s) and the eyelid twitching would stop and not return… unless the vertebra did the same thing again. Just a suggestion however to one of many possibilities as to why you’re having this now.

      I also have had both my eyes suddenly and rapidly spaz-out and move side-to-side very quickly and slightly. That usually seemed to be related to (for me) eye fatigue from too much reading/writing. Also, the old vertebra and pinched nerves problems I think used to add to this. Again, discernment because we’re each dealing with far, far, FAR more than just and only old “physical” symptoms, reality, belief systems etc.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  18. Thank you Denise and I feel your pain, hot,cold swirling, could barely bend over to pick up anything off the floor…The head burning had me concerned but thanks to your post I am feeling better about it. I wonder if anyone else is feeling an “upgrade” in their endocrine system? I can literally feel EVERY gland in my body from head to bottom connecting from this fire like heat that starts in my brainstem and goes down my spine..That has stopped ( at least for now) thank goodness. What a start to 2013! From meteors to asteroids and M class flares to these new ascension symptoms…hold on!!

    Much love
    Solara

  19. Dearest Denise,

    I think if anyone can understand, we all do here. With so much compassion, and patience I say, take gentle care with yourself and we will be here when you feel better.

    I do find it harder to read anything these days. Reading an article will take hours sometimes, as I find I can only read a paragraph or two at a time before my head hurts/can’t focus/eyes go weird. I would love to spend time away from tv/games and read a book!

    Looking back on this morning when I was out, traveling by bus, I do notice differences. It’s like I could perceive, without knowing how or why, that certain people in the bus were in different “pockets”. I can’t even verbalize or explain it any more than that. I’d be guessing by saying maybe being able to perceive the different realities from mine? I felt like if I wanted to start a conversation, there were very few that I could do that with; others wouldn’t even see me is my guess if I spoke. Distance helps me see/notice things (or even after reading things like your article) I don’t usually pick up in the moment.

    The time thing is absolutely funny/buggy. The other night as I was getting ready for bed, I was like, “Ok, I’ll be in bed by 10:40” I usually estimate the time; I’ve kept a sort of daily calendar/log every day for years now (I don’t know why lol!). So I’m going around, dish in the sink, bathroom, etc. Pass by the clock it says 10:40 and I think, “Oh, I’m pretty close, not sure what took me longer tonight”. I passed back by the clock and look at it again and it said: 10:38! I did a double and triple take and was like, what?! So I actually did get to bed at 10:40 and was “out of phase with time”. Now THAT was funny!

    Much Love, Light and Hugs,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  20. Hello Denise and all, having struggled for 3 years I do feel the shift and change but it continues with many symptoms.
    Last year when I was sleeping 14 hours a day, people would hear this and look at me like I was something other then a human. Luckly for me:) two of my professional friends are now experiening this.
    Both are healers and very good. They turn and say to me in despair, “when will this stop”?
    I tell them day by day symptons come and go. I have learned that the only way to go through this is in surrender.
    One of the healers in channeling mode was speaking about the transforming of the DNA and how we need to be in a alter state.
    I feel the same support for you as I do for myself. Whether I’m spinning, feeling like an 18 wheeler has run over me. Feeling like I have the flu 10x over.
    Spinning when I think I’m going straight. Pain in every joint i my body.

    The good news (for me) is I am not being attacked any longer I believe someone wrote and said, “they can not reach us at this point” of ascension.
    I also lay down and not sleep but rest in a very beautiful peace.

    The only thing that has not changed is my house is still beyond a mess…going on for 3 years.HAHAHA…
    When I start to clean I have about 29 mins of available energy so that usually covers the dishes, then I just fade.
    There is a hope in me, that the end is in site. I am just riding the waves of transition
    until I am free.
    What comes to my mind is the man in Contact in the space unit that says to her”want to take a ride”,this is a ride for sure, but at least I’m not alone anymore..Finally.

    Love to all..

  21. Leslie, I was riding down the street the other day and the top of my head was soaked with water and the water was running down my face.
    My dear friend Nury said (now you don’t want to tell this to every day people)
    Your Kundelini(sp) energy is on the outside. Your body has been turned inside out..I know this is crazy but true. All the the immense damage that you have gone through is being healed.
    So…I guess we can share the strange but true.
    Blessing,
    Cheri

  22. I can relate Denise. I am so glad you posted this. I was scared my Lyme disease returned. I am having such intense facial, sinus and pain on my right side of my head. I was worried I had a tumor. My guides told me I am fine. I am getting a wisdom tooth coming at at age 43! Also, I am SO tired! Hope next month is better! Lots of love!

    • “I was worried I had a tumor…”

      Tracy M.,

      All of 2010 I had constant pain in a small two to three inch circular area on the left side of my skull. Some of my hair even stopped growing there then too. After about eight months of this I also wondered if something had gone “wrong” in my head/brain and that’s why I was experiencing that pain. Then when we entered 2011 that 2010 yearlong pain suddenly shifted to the right side of my skull! Thankfully it didn’t remain in that one location all of 2011 but shifted around my skull/head. With the start of 2012 that pain was primarily on the very top of my head, in a perfect circle about three inches wide (where the Crown chakra is at the top of our heads). So no tumor, just Ascension related Rewiring and major upgrades with the brain, the trinity brain (endocrine) glands — Pineal, Pituitary, Hypothalamus — our eyes, eyesight and everything else!

      If any of the symptoms I’ve had since 1999 where strictly “physical”, I’d most likely be dead by now! 😉 😆

      Hugs,
      Denise

  23. Thank you Denise for reporting on how you are feeling and what you are going through, as I go down your list I’m saying yes, yes, yes got that one and that one. Not matter how many times I know its ascension symptoms Guess what I forget and think Its just me getting old tired and sick. Why do I need reminding every time. So thank you so much again for for this info. I copied this from one of the people above Pam I believe, because I forget also and always wonder what is happening with my body. Also forgetting what I went in the other room to get, but then I ask myself to remember and usually it comes back pretty quick which is really nice. It is so nice to have this sight to be able to talk to others about what is happening. Thank you, this is the first time I have posted on this sight, it’s nice to get it out by commenting, and knowing others are experiencing the same crazy things and we are not going crazy just vibrating differently

  24. Get well soon Denise and always remember to ground your self with mother Gaia . In Dec . I was feeling like you very dizzy and could hardly leave my house . I some how forgot to ground myself , and I also bought some crystal that help with grounding .,I feel much better now since doing this . Roew

    • I know, it sounds odd that we who have learned so much about our True Selves would forget to ‘ground’ right? I did a meditation recently where I put my ‘bare feet’ on the earth. Mother Earth sent me a Whooosh of healing energy & said; “I’ve missed You!” never felt better 😉

  25. Jane,

    This ringing so many are hearing now has to do with the Shift out of the old and the new energy blueprints etc. coming in. I’ve heard other higher dimensional sounds for many years but this particular “ringing” in both ears started up (again) and has been constant since 1-1-13 and is related to the Shift (12-21-12).

    I mentioned somewhere recently that I can only eat one food maybe once a week now because if I eat it more than that, the chemicals and crap in it immediately builds up in my system and makes me sick. I think this is one big reason why you had “B6 poisoning”. We can’t eat/drink/ingest anything like we could before these Ascension energies began doing what they have/are/will. Be careful that you don’t overdose on anything — even things that never bothered you before. That’s what I’ve had to do to keep the chemicals from quickly building up within me.

    Hugs,
    Denise

  26. Hi Denise and everyone… been reading this for a while and i just wanted to say thank you all for sharing! I am on the other side of the world here in Australia and it is so lovely to feel the connection… I too have had these symptoms and I was really hoping that I would be able to do more in Feb… (remember we are in summer here and everyone is go, go go!!!) Anyway, it feels so much like we need to take the time to integrate.. and shift the blueprint … but I am looking forward to no more inner buzzing I can tell you!!!

    Rest well Denise.. you have earned it in my book! sending much love xx

  27. Wow thanks for posting Denise, even though it must have been so hard for you. I think I needed to read this today. I too have been experiencing many of these effects, esp: nausea, skull/neck tightness, headaches, vertigo, digestive issues, muscle tenderness, noise/sight & smell sensitivity, etc. And have been diagnosed as having Glandular Fever and now looks like Entero Arthritis & Fibromyalgia. Im only 30 years old! But deep down I know that its all part of the calibration, and as hard as the last year specifically has been, it will all be worth it. Blogs like this confirm it, so thank you.
    Love, light & blessings to all xo

  28. To this I would like to add what a lot of my friends are saying and what I have been going through and noticing is the anger, frustration, sadness. You go from being on an even keel to an incredible low of feeling alone and sad and angry at the world and the crap that is going on around you at home and work. Frustration at not being able to cope and pull yourself out of it. Seems like it is going on for days at a time. Then comes the resentment of having to deal with the stupids and rude people whose stupidity and rudeness have only been intensified. And yes all the other symptoms you mentioned above on top of it plus I just love the dizzies when you are laying in bed and minding your own business and they hit you to where you feel seasick–arrghhh. And the ears have been screeching–not just humming. IT is to a point that I am finding myself snapping at people who don’t deserve it but the frustration is just building to where little things trigger an overblown response. Meditation and grounding are pure work–and I do mean work and then you think you got it and in a second it is lost to whatever barrage comes along next. I am so glad we are not in this alone but I feel sorry for all of us who are having to go through it. At least we have an outlet here where we can express it and in doing so know others are feeling it as well. Thanks again, Denise, for giving us a place to vent and whine and bond…lol Well, back to my personal tilt-a-whirl. Hugs to all of you.

    • Oh, my goodness, yes! Thank you for vocalizing this; I thought I had gotten derailed, yet again, when I was doing fairly well–besides feeling sick to my stomach after every meal, no matter how properly I combined food. I tolerated this symptom cheerfully because otherwise, I had felt great–energetically, emotionally, spiritually. But perhaps a week ago I felt like I’d been hijacked–and I’m frustrated because I thought eating better would manage this–and it had, for months! I had felt so darn good, so optimistic and at peace, because finally, I had found answers to questions I had had for years. And then, without warning, it all came crashing down and I was left to wonder what I was doing wrong. Nothing had changed! I guess it’s just another step in this process, but darn it, I’m frustrated at feeling so frustrated/tired.defeated/anxious…especially when it feels so foreign. It doesn’t feel like it did in the past, though, perhaps because I know that it’s not me; it’s not who I am. But it’s still not going away, and it’s frustrating to re-experience that state when I had thought I was done with all of it! Apparently not…

      • “Oh, my goodness, yes! Thank you for vocalizing this; I thought I had gotten derailed, yet again, when I was doing fairly well–besides feeling sick to my stomach after every meal, no matter how properly I combined food. I tolerated this symptom cheerfully because otherwise, I had felt great–energetically, emotionally, spiritually. But perhaps a week ago I felt like I’d been hijacked–and I’m frustrated because I thought eating better would manage this–and it had, for months! I had felt so darn good, so optimistic and at peace, because finally, I had found answers to questions I had had for years. And then, without warning, it all came crashing down and I was left to wonder what I was doing wrong. Nothing had changed! I guess it’s just another step in this process, but darn it, I’m frustrated at feeling so frustrated/tired.defeated/anxious…especially when it feels so foreign. It doesn’t feel like it did in the past, though, perhaps because I know that it’s not me; it’s not who I am. But it’s still not going away, and it’s frustrating to re-experience that state when I had thought I was done with all of it! Apparently not…”

        balsamicmoon & All,

        There’s been a massive amount of old collective negativity recently unloosed and moved out and these energies are what (on top of the other symptoms that some are experiencing that are related to embodying the new) many of us are feeling and having to deal with. I’ve never been so affected by chunks of Collective negativity and insanity as I have since 1-1-13 and that is really saying something! I was all done with everything last night and ready to check out and I’ve never, ever, felt that way to this degree before which tells me we’re in a very big and important stage now. (There’s more to this than I’m saying here and I am aware of what and why I felt these energies this way. I may write a post/article about just this.)

        I’m also tempted to close Comments here only because of the influx of people in 2013 who need to inform me, us, how wrong we are about every fucking little thing we’re living through. Sorry Beth, none of this is directed at you which I know you know — I’m just using what you and I are feeling now to write this today. Tomorrow’s another day and this old insane negativity and lack of greater awareness coming in here lately will dissipate as it always does. Stair Steps…

        Hugs,
        Denise

      • My dear Denise, please close the comments. I want to to take care of yourself. Your insites are so helpful to so many of us. Yes, some are awaking now, but many are just puppets and sent to the site to upset the apple cart so to speak. Being kind to yourself is number one, in my book. Today is not good for me, to much s–t to go into, but I am not answering my phone. Thank you for being you and much love, Gwen

  29. Hi Denise,
    First, I will pray for you and others after posting comments. We should all perserve.
    Two weeks ago I was attending an IET workshop where I worked with a partner and received an attunement. I went hoping it would help a neck/shoulder injury. The next day and since then I can no longer move my neck and am in agonizing pain. I do Reiki on it all night long to help remove the excessive heat. I have tried ice, homeopathic Traumeel, natural herbal anti-inflammatories, primrose oil, a polarity massage therapist, and my chiropractor is freeking out saying she doesn’t know what to do.

    She feels she has overadjusted my neck and that is why it is locked on both sides.
    I am seeing Zero Point/torsion healer tonight who thinks that perhaps I took on the workshop partner’s energy. I had not thought of ascension symptoms. Any ideas?
    Thank God for this connections Denise and fellow travelers.
    Blessings all.
    Janis

    • Hi Janis,

      I”m wondering if acupuncture would help you? I’ve found it to be effective for everything from broken bones, nerve damage and overactive bladder. I’m also a Reiki practitioner and acupuncture moves stuck energy very quickly. I go to a local college clinic and it’s only $35 per treatment and 3 or 4 treatments is usually all I need. I hope you get some pain relief soon, whatever treatment you use!

      Big hugs,
      Lori

      • HI Lori,
        Thank you for your response. I went to my acupunturist and will try again next week.
        I shall see. I did receive a zero point treatment last night which helped take away some pain and remove some heat, but I still cant move my neck.
        Thanks again.
        Janis

  30. As with the “food and eating/digesting” article I wrote, there are some people who don’t understand what I’m talking about concerning these intense Ascension symptoms I’m having. I understand that many people do not understand about these things, these energies, these improvements/changes etc. I also know that humanity has for so very long, been mind-controlled into believing that if it hurts that means something is “wrong” and you need to go see someone else to fix it. How’s that for dis-empowering the masses? Anyway, that’s the old 3D world and collective reality we all came from.

    But, due to the Ascension Process and its many symptoms, many of us Forerunners have been living this Process for almost two decades now and we do know what’s going on and why. One of the huge improvements/changes that the Ascension Process is doing to and for humanity is the ending of this old negative and totally dis-empowering belief that individuals cannot “heal” or “fix” or correct or adjust their bodies by themselves and in very different ways. The masses are and will for a while, be learning that they can intentionally, deliberately, personally and on their own “heal” their bodies, their “situations” or whatever. The Ascension Process has/is/will continue to evolve the masses into this new awareness and individual empowerment and wonderful sense of security and well-being because they will finally learn that they are in control of their bodies, their minds, their lives, their experiences, their reality.

    Some kind soul emailed me after reading this article I wrote about my current symptoms and he offered to “do a healing for me.” Another kind soul wrote a Comment here saying “give it to God”. Another kind soul wrote a Comment about her belief that what I’m experiencing is something other than Ascension symptoms; something totally physical and not energetic or evolutionary. All of these different beliefs, all of these different levels of awareness are those Stair Steps I’m always mentioning.

    I’d never consider “giving back to God” something that Source/God gave to me to help me evolve more and become able to consciously embody more of IT within this version of “me” in this life and time!

    I’d never consider going to or having someone “do a healing on me or my body” because these very Ascension symptoms, although painful and trying, ARE “THE HEALING”! These pains are me and my body/bodies being transmuted, “healed”, and therefor evolving into embodying more and more of Source/God/Light/Love etc. within this version of “me” in this life and time.

    I’d never consider ONLY the physical aspect of reality when I am in fact a multidimensional being, as are each of you. Because I can feel, discern, know, sense, read these symptoms and other events, energies, anomalies etc. using more than ONLY my physical senses, I know that much more has been, is, and will continue to be happening to me, my body/bodies, this world, the collective, the very “reality” I and others perceive.

    I also want to Thank each and every one of you for your kind well-wishes to get through this latest Ascension related blast of “recalibration” symptoms. I’ve been through this hundreds of times since 1999 and I know, you know, that I’ll be back in the saddle again shortly. 😉 Thank you all for your ♥ energies.

    Group Gratitude Love Hug,
    Denise

    • Hi, Denise – it’s probably been about a year, maybe longer, since I last commented but I’m still over here in Scotland living each day of my journey as best I can. The last six months of 2012 were certainly off the scale, but I’m still here, facing each challenge on my particular stair step with as much honesty and integrity as I can – humour too when needed.

      I was ‘diagnosed’ with a small ‘tumour’ last week but am not really surprised given the intensity of everything we are living through. Lots and lots of learning for me about trusting my own high heart consciousness, applying the recalibration and law of conservation materials that Lisa Renee wrote about this month and being kind to myself and my body vehicle. I definitely won’t be giving it over to God (he/she can trust me to handle this) or beating myself up with some naïve ‘you create your own reality’ interpretation or virtuous diet/exercise regime 🙂

      I don’t know if you’ve read this by Sandra Walter but thought you might appreciate it, given the comments you’ve been dealing with this week (and probably forever): http://www.sandrawalter.com/a-note-on-support-and-wayshowers/

      Huge hugs and gratitude as always,
      Susie

      • “…I was ‘diagnosed’ with a small ‘tumour’ last week but am not really surprised given the intensity of everything we are living through. Lots and lots of learning for me about trusting my own high heart consciousness, applying the recalibration and law of conservation materials that Lisa Renee wrote about this month and being kind to myself and my body vehicle. I definitely won’t be giving it over to God (he/she can trust me to handle this) or beating myself up with some naïve ‘you create your own reality’ interpretation or virtuous diet/exercise regime 🙂 “

        Susie,

        Yes, I’ve often though of you and wondered how you are. For what it’s worth, I don’t sense your “tumour” is “bad”. It seems to me to be almost cyst-like and neutral energetically.

        Be well, be strong, be YOU. ♥
        Hugs,
        Denise

  31. Hello Denise. As you said in this post there are many symptoms you may have forgotten as there are so many of them. As far as I know I’ve been going through all of the symptoms. I realized this from doing research about what I was feeling. In doping that I found you and that was last year. Ever since I have been reading everything you post. But I digress. Currently I am feeling much pain in my back, legs, arms, hips and neck. But I started feeling more of this today because yesterday I attempted yoga. When I attempted it I purposely bent my legs and arm etc as the video I watched told me. But the truth is it didn’t go so well and I think that’s because I have too much weight on me. I have been over 200 pounds for a while but I am loosing weight slowly for unknown reasons. Anyways last night I began feeling extreme joint discomfort in the places I mentioned. The pain has been there since 2012 but it increased since last night and I still feel it today. My question is do you think the pain increased simply because of the my attempt at yoga? Which I can understand completely if that’s why. Or do you think the reason for the pain is deeper than that? I should note that I am only 18 but I understand I am going through symptoms, I just don’t know if this particular pain is due to my attempt at yoga or something else.

    • I just wanted to say how nice it is to have someone your age making comments here. I almost sent a note for you on Denise’s last post but like many I too have be lost in this latest wave of energy. Had to take last week off work because I was pretty much non functioning, still am but forced back tonight and lots to catch up on but had to get into reading from my “family” here as it always helps.

      The latest song in my head “we all shine on” ….. I believe it is a Beatles song called Instant Karma. Not related to anything, just that it seems songs creep into my head, I call it radio head and it can get frustrating, perhaps just another sympton Love all 🙂

  32. Dearest Denise,

    I’m sure kat333 will get a response to you as she’s able. I wanted to offer a bit of clarification (from what I understand) on what she’s most likely referring to. I imagine that all the symptoms you’re experiencing are still making it hard to even think (Hugs).

    I believe she’s referring to the comment made by John Sovereign… the long-winded one. I don’t believe it’s any comment you yourself have made. I myself had started to read some of it (John Sovereign comment) in my email, and then went on to read your response to his comment. I appreciate you waking up my own discernment about this stuff again. I was feeling “I really don’t want to read this looooong thing even though I’m curious to know what he’s talking about.” When I read your response I was like, “Whew, bless Denise to cut through the junk, and in turn to clear my own thinking.”

    I admit I’ve had some downer dreams these past few nights. I feel like theyr’e representing the “old stuff” still being cleared out. I can interact with the players in the dreams, and I’m the “observer”. I’m aware that a lot of my dreams I’m the “observer” in lately. It’s a new and interesting experience.

    Know that I for one am giving you permission to take rest from Transitions. Everything is in flux and you won’t feel this bad forever. Just give care to yourself and know we’re here for you.

    With Much Love and Light,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  33. Denise, I’m pretty sure Kat is referring to the comment by john sovereign above. I don’t think any of us would believe that of you.
    I’m feeling some negative dark stuff around today, altho I don’t know yet where it’s coming from, working on burning it to be able to breathe. Seems like it’s covering the air around, something hopeless. But there’s real light under being covered by it. Keep breathing, right?
    Karen B wrote http://www.gamabooks.com/2.20.2013.html
    hugs, guys.

  34. Hello Denise,
    So glad you posted your ‘head spinning’ issues. I, myself, have been experiencing this eccentric phenomenon in past couple of months. It’s like I would be sitting in a chair & when I turn my head 2 inches to the side, my head spins ridiculously!!! Even when I place my head on the pillow. But it would only last for 15 seconds or so. Usually vertigo tends to last a bit longer than that. I ‘felt’ that it was due to Ascension symptoms. Plus, my hair has been falling out like crazy for over 2 1/2 years. I have seen every specialist/blood work under the sun just to be told ‘normal’ on everything. So I’m GLAD it’s just NOT me!!! The energy & DNA changes are definitely happening. I’m a Lightworker so I should know…lol. Yeah, I’m NOT crazy after all and/or at least I’m NOT alone in the process of it!! 🙂

    • “So glad you posted your ‘head spinning’ issues. I, myself, have been experiencing this eccentric phenomenon in past couple of months. It’s like I would be sitting in a chair & when I turn my head 2 inches to the side, my head spins ridiculously!!! Even when I place my head on the pillow. But it would only last for 15 seconds or so. Usually vertigo tends to last a bit longer than that. I ‘felt’ that it was due to Ascension symptoms. Plus, my hair has been falling out like crazy for over 2 1/2 years. I have seen every specialist/blood work under the sun just to be told ‘normal’ on everything. So I’m GLAD it’s just NOT me!!! The energy & DNA changes are definitely happening. I’m a Lightworker so I should know…lol. Yeah, I’m NOT crazy after all and/or at least I’m NOT alone in the process of it!! 🙂 “

      kerrilovesu2,

      That’s it exactly! Don’t turn your head and/or your body too fast because your inner head just keeps going and going and going… 😮 And the hair falling out business is a vanity bummer. I’ve lost bucket fulls of hair over the past five years. Oh well… onward and upward. 😀

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Denise,

      Thank-you for sharing these points of physical ascension issues. I too have experienced many if not all for a long while. I have also learned that my diet needs have changed and by paying attention to certain food intakes (and outtakes) I have greatly reduced my severity of symptoms. This may not work for every one, but here is my deal: no potato’s or potato products, little or no soy, no dairy (of any kind, no cane or corn sweeteners ( whole corn seems to be okay), nothing processed or modified, no animal protein or products (or as little as possible), Spices only from my area; no cinnamon, little curry, etc. I’m in the northwest US so only spices and fruits in the area seem to keep ascension symptoms tolerable! Thank you for being!
      Namaste’
      Babbs

  35. ” Chrysalis and Kaisa are right, I was indeed referring to the John Sovereign post and thought I had pressed the “reply” button on your post in response to him, so that it would be clear as to exactly which post I was alluding to, but maybe I just used the comment box…”

    kat333,

    What confused me is that you were using the word post when you actually meant a Comment. I kept thinking that I write articles/posts and everyone else writes Comments, so, that was how my brain interpreted what you’d said. And because it wasn’t connected to someone else’s Comment, I did think you were talking to me about something I’d written in an “article/post”. Sorry for the confusion all around.

    What this whole mess taught me (and it’s really been happening for me since 1-1-13 and I finally understand why) is that I should NOT publish ANY negative Comments period! I also didn’t stop to think that everyone who wants to be notified when ANY new Comment is written by anyone, that those Comments go to your and everyone’s (including mine) email inbox. I wouldn’t want to receive someone’s negative Comment in an email! I’m used to getting them in email notifications and also here in the Admin section of TRANSITIONS. But, no more will I publish ANY negative Comment for all our sakes. ♥ I am sorry kat333 and anyone else who didn’t appreciate getting some negative BS Comment(s) sent to you this way. All done.

    Group ♥ Hug,
    Denise

  36. Lovely Denise–
    I too felt & assumed that Kat was referring to the “comment” (hello? get your OWN blog!) by John Sovereign right off. I myself had to scroll through it really fast after reading the first few lines, like i had just stepped in poo. There is some really yucky stuff attached there & it felt really bad right away–like contamination. Discernment! Bravo to you again for your response to THAT! Anyhow i wanted to also let you know i’m with you and the others right now, freezing from the inside AND hot flashes (she’s a frozen fire…), painfully and stiffly moving about slooooooowly, with corpse hair looking like the female buddha version of the “Tales From the Crypt” dude (or a pudgy old Chinese Crested? Ya I’m sexy & I know it–LOL)……I look & feel like i’m halfway into rigamortis…yesterday I washed my hair & subsequently had to throw out a baseball-sized clump of it…..days or hours fly by in a blink so fast i cant keep up but then time disappears too, & as for anomolies, i was in my mother’s room to strip/remake her bed like i do every week & was freaked out a little to realize that the chandelier that I’m always banging my head on as i do this—had moved to the right about 8 inches….whoa!
    So i am wishing for you a warm, gentle, comforting, its-gonna-be-ok-dear, stroking-whats-left-of-your-hair, “mama” hug & sending lots of love & appreciation for posting even when you are in the front seat of the Merkabah Coaster without a seatbelt!
    With empathy & gratitude, Elila

    • “There is some really yucky stuff attached there & it felt really bad right away–like contamination…”

      elila, kat333 & All,

      Indeed there was some huge Team Dark nasty in John’s Comment… which I just deleted.

      This has been my personal difficulty with the should I or should I not publish that Comment discernment issue with every negative, disrespectful, blatantly Team Dark using some human to infiltrate TRANSITIONS and affect me, affect ALL of us here. The majority of the time I read the negative Comments and just hit the delete button. Other negative Comments I sense will help teach others something about how Team Dark works — both in its attack at whoever is embodying Light but also of its attack upon the human they also attack to use to do their dirty work. I’m intimately familiar with how Team Dark works and can smell Them in all their forms miles away! 😆 But I know that most people are not as familiar with Team Dark and the how they use certain humans to further their agendas etc. etc. and because of this I have over the years occasionally published some people’s negative Comments only as a teaching tool for other people and it’s worked very well every time. It’s worked this time as well but I’ll most likely not be publishing any other negative Comments and/or Comments that contain information and links etc. to other people/channeled material etc. that I know instantly is coming from the Negatives. People have no idea to what degree I’ve kept my mouth shut about certain channeled material by certain well-known people, knowing all the time (and I’m talking years and years!) that their material was constantly packed full of negativity and distortions carefully and intentionally designed to further mind-control, dis-empower, distract and derail as many people as possible to keep them from utilizing the current Ascension energies. 😥

      Loved your statement about the old TV Crypt Keeper creature! That’s about how I feel and think I look during those super low energy periods! 😆

      ♥ Hugs back at you ♥ 🙂
      Denise

      • Good heavens we are going to be a scary looking bunch dragging our half dead, stiff, dizzy, bald, bloated selves off of the bus & into the higher realms, eh? Maybe Vidal Sassoon, Estee Lauder & a muscly massage guy named Sven will be waiting for us? LOL.
        Denise, i just want to say that i appreciate you for not only POSTING when you are in the midst of such incredible ascension challenges, but also for the fact that i can see clearly that posting is probably the EASY part compared to the comment MODERATION you take on in the name of protecting yourself & ALL of us here. Thank you from my heart for maintaining this safe space for us!!! It must be a titanic task & I don’t know how the hell you do it but i am SO glad that you do. Lady, you deserve a break today!

        Another warm hug & gratitude (cuz i think you could use some extra!), Elila

      • Dear Denise,

        Thanks so much for deleting that “John Sovereign” comment which was long enough to be an article on its own. I immediately understood that you had only published it to show readers what Team Dark manipulation can look like but nevertheless felt the manipulation and a feeling of “fear” as I read through it – the whole message told me that I was powerless in light of all the technology being used against me and should be very, very afraid.

        I totally agree that such messages should not appear on this site, which I consider as sacred space! Those of us who are less informed, esp. new readers, could unknowingly absorb some of the negativity.

        Meanwhile, I hope your symptoms ease off! I’ve been getting a lot of “warm flushes” recently and can’t tell if it’s my age (60) at six years after menopause, an ascension symptom, or due to my body movements. I’m doing more tai chi/yoga to stay grounded…

        Blessings to all, Thelma

  37. Someday are harder then others, this is one of them. Makes me wonder how I can continue going on.
    Denise for the nay says how can they possible know unless there going through this.
    I try to demiss them from my consciousness, have a whole family of them.
    Did you say energy changes on Mar. 21st. and something major on Sept. 21st.
    Sorry if I missed this mind so addled.
    Cheri

    • “…Did you say energy changes on Mar. 21st. and something major on Sept. 21st.
      Sorry if I missed this mind so addled…”

      Cheri E.,

      Zero need to apologize for having the good old Ascension related brain fog disconnect business! We all have it and some days it’s much worse than other days.

      Yes, the energies will shift again because of the Spring Equinox (March 20,2013). This is also when we/humanity moves into the second trimester of the “Nine Months”.

      The Winter Solstice on 12-21-12 and the following winter months or quarter were the first trimester ; the Spring months/quarter are the second trimester ; and the Summer Solstice and summer months/quarter are the final third trimester. Then we’ll reach the Fall Equinox on September 22, 2013 and the full birthing our ourselves within the physical dimension will happen.

      This is the “Nine Months” gestation and adjustment period from the Expiration Date and Paradigm Shift Point that happened on Winter Solstice 12-21-12 and the “Three Days of Darkness” (Dec. 21, 22, & 23, 2012) through 2013 to the Fall Equinox on 9-22-13. I’m working on an article about this now and hope to have it up to par to publish soon.

      Hang in there ♥,
      Denise

  38. Hello dear Denise,
    I have had the symptoms since September of 1995. Actually it started even earlier than that, at a young age I would say. My physical vehicle just turned 54. I have had ALL symptoms except for seeing beyond the veil. Used to be clairvoyant and other stuff but let it go in my thirties for some reason I do not know and it has not come back yet. Like today, again, I feel feverish and so lethargic, so heavy. I do not experience pain in my body every day but I have had all the pains possible, and a lot at the head, for months at a time, starting in 2009. My head hurts almost everyday. But I stopped using pain killers a year or so ago. Digestive problems, I thought they were a consequence of bulimia from 1979 to 1994 (yes, one small year of relief before CFS and FM and many other pathologies and anomalies). So do I know what you are talking about? I guess so. ^^ I had to go through it all to be in a place of understanding and compassion for my brothers and sisters experiencing ascension. It is NOT EASY. But with a lower version of me and poverty, I became an even better person so no regrets, except that I can NOT wait for my beautiful energy to be back! By the way I had years and years of head spinning and dizziness, and I still have them sometime but they are not as strong. Then, I had to let myself fall on the floor in case I would loose conscience. My body temperature fluctuates constantly, going from 35.6 to 36.9 but mostly around 36.

    Enough. Not here to complain but to tell you I understand you SO much dear! We are hanging in there as we say and it is for a momentous reason. I am so glad to be alive! I often said and wished to be elsewhere but not now. I only want better, for me and for all humanity, my one and only reason for living.

    Thank you and namaste everyone.

  39. Hi, I just found this site after searching “kundalini hair loss”. This is what I’ve been going through since the end of 2011. Thank you for this, I’ve got some reading to do and I hope you are feeling better soon.
    Jen.

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