Euw, April Fools Part 2

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I went quiet again this past week because I’ve been eyeball (soul) deep in my own latest stuff, as I know many of us have. I won’t go into all the details of how my personal Life Review and attempted derailments through other people and such lower tactics have played out for me since I wrote April Fools! Not!   about a week ago, but it’s very much been a Part 1 and Part 2 unfolding process as usual.

I think at this point within the Nine Months period we’re all feeling the tremendous pressures in our own unique ways in tandem with our individual Life Review issues and changes etc. Around May 1, 2013 is the halfway point of the Nine Months (12-21-12 through 9-22-13) and we’re really feeling the buildup of energies, sudden changes, and unrelenting pressures to exist out of the old — whatever that is for each of us — and move into the manifesting NEW spaces. Much more is to come of course, but this is us nearing the halfway point and it’s increasingly visible to more and more people that big stuff is happening which causes big changes individually and collectively.

I’ve learned over the past unbelievably intense fourteen Ascension years that every time I am, you are, we are about to take another big important energetic Stair Step forward, a bunch of multidimensional stuff gets activated and/or all riled up and pissed off and comes flying at me/you/us in a variety of ways. This happens for more than just one reason of course, but it’s often because we’ve just got some more stuff to deal with and transmute out of dense Duality and into higher frequency Triality/Neutrality. It also has to do with certain people and Negative Beings not wanting us to continue doing this so they throw whatever they can at us to stop or derail us from doing it. Nothing new here, just old tactics and procedures within this Ascension Process but I sure am getting tired and bored with this same old same old stuff!  My Higher Self just said to me as I wrote that sentence, “Finish it then!” I’m workin’ on it Boss, I’m workin’ on it.

Don’t waste precious energy and time beating yourself up if you’ve had deeper layers of personal stuff come up again to be dealt with much more thoroughly since 12-21-12. And don’t beat yourself up if you have certain humans enjoying making you miserable in whatever ways they can lately, and/or if you’re having Team Dark trying to derail you in whatever ways they can. It just is what it is and the increase of Duality stuff phases are always clues that some BIG positive shifts and changes are right around the corner so hang in there and keep doing what you/me/we have been for so long. It’s about to get a whole lot easier for us finally so let’s just… “Finish it then!”  

happyhearts

Denise

April 7, 2013

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40 thoughts on “Euw, April Fools Part 2

  1. When I read this bit: ‘It also has to do with certain people and Negative Beings not wanting us to continue doing this so they throw whatever they can at us to stop or derail us from doing it.’

    I got a funny image of annoyed beings throwing rotten fruit and shit at us, while booing. At least there is some kind of ‘end in sight’!

    • “I got a funny image of annoyed beings throwing rotten fruit and shit at us, while booing.”

      starlight,

      You wouldn’t believe how accurate that actually is…or maybe you do. 😉 But often it’s screaming, raging and crazed hissing instead of ‘booing’! 🙄 What a job/journey it’s been!

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Thanks for the reply! yeah I’ve had a few experiences like that, not nearly as many as you have!

        I wanted to post a few of the things which have happened to me here but don’t know how relevant it is. It IS about my feelings and discovery relating to ‘corrupt spiritual practices’, so I hope it’s relevant. I just feel the need to put up my findings on this issue.

        Not sure if this is off topic, but I feel it’s important to share the corruption I learn about certain spiritual methods. (and yeah, the bit about booing and hissing has happened, haha. I’ve had hatred thrown at me and screams, if that makes sense!). A friend of mine got me reading the C’s material a year ago which put me under so much attack I had to quit reading.

        I’ll start by saying what happened to me a couple of years ago. I investigated a spiritual group called ‘falun gong’, and – being more spiritually naive at that point – I felt ‘white light’ coming out of the information about it! So I thought ‘wow this is gotta be good’.

        After 6 months of following it, having my life re-arranged with countless coincidences and lessons ‘forced’ on me by this falun, and what appeared to be nasty karmic troubles or darkness ‘forced out of me’, My heart told me now is the time to ‘GET OUT’, unfortunately I couldn’t get out , it wouldn’t leave me. Then I got a powerful vision of ‘what the falun really was’, and it was a giant cosmic parasitic entity, and the human leader of this group was merely a figurehead to get people ‘hooked’ into this giant being. What the being wanted was ‘batteries’, human batteries! So it would leech out human energy to feed itself, while providing these odd perks, such as a glowy white feeling and promises of ‘purifying the body’ and removing karma. I literally saw white cords attached between all the followers and the entity in a vision. THEN when I tried to quit, I got channeled this being who told me it was my higher self, and that I had to follow the falun because it was my destiny! After that I felt the entity in my room, with all these cords attached to me leeching me dry. I freaked out because it contained a sort of ‘fake light’ feeling at first but then a ‘creepy as heck’ feeling. A healer got this entity away from me somehow.

        So that was one of my downfall moments, going through that, but at least I came out of it. It’s ‘dark disguised as light’, and I think other dark entities you talk about were literally ‘fighting against the falun’ in terms of who would hoard the most humans for feeding on. (a fight at the astral dinner table over who gets the bigger serving of human etheric food).

        Fast-forwarding to now and the past 6 months, I, for whatever reason stumbled across a book about yogic methods and ‘ascent’, by a guy named E A Koetting. Why oh why didn’t I google this fellow before last night? He’s super dark! His website advertises ‘become a god’. After reading more about left-hand-paths, I found out that he joined various satanic cults, which offer initiations into this type of thing. He astral travels and absorbs energy from ‘god’ which is actually a dark vampiric astral god! He’s pretty much ascending into a parasitic entity! I never felt ‘light’ coming off his book and wondered why not, since he was supposed to be so ‘shen’.

        He followed this dark god and gained powers of awareness and ‘wish fulfillment’, he said anything he wished for came back to him, including large sums of money, free of charge. Suspicious much?

        Anyway, it’s difficult to be the perfect ‘good’ human, but my general feelings involve the building of kundalini into higher frequency energies until one day ascension takes place, and to ‘give more than I take’, if possible. So I in no way want to ascend into a parasitic demon! Yikes. What have I got myself into.

        On an update of whats been going on energetically: Ever since march 20/21st I’ve had periods of bright white light pour down through my body, keeping me awake some nights. It’s happened all of yesterday, last night and parts of today. I don’t know the cause but I think it could be from the blue-print energies which my body is ‘ready’ to absorb.

        Hope this post was somehow relevant. I just wanted to inform people of the Spiritual Corruption I have encountered the past few years to see if anyone else has come across corrupt methods to be avoided in future.

        (starlight)

      • Thank you so much for articulating your experiences Starlight. Wow – love how clear your explanations and visions are.
        When I was reading your post, I could feel my chest tighten & suck in air – gaah. I totally understand what you’ve been through & wish that I had your clarity of “sight” – (clairvisual gifts). This is such a profound & valuable warning about following gurus or dark energies disguised as “light.” It is so tricky & I’ve had similar situations arise in my own life. This explains why I lost interest in many “spiritual” philosophies & books years ago. It also explains why there are some popular “spiritual” celebrities & gurus (it’s so tempting to name them – but I won’t) who totally repel me. If I had found Denise’s site years ago, it would have spared me so much stress. Or, if I had met more people like you, it would have spared me so many nightmares & attacks from “team dark”. Oh well, better late than never 🙂
        I was recently pulled to learn about a form of Asian healing – that is supposed to cleanse your “soul” and heal your body. – According to this doctrine, healing & attaining spritual ascension doesn’t come from having perfect thoughts (remember that fad), it now comes from cleansing the soul with complicated techniques and mantras. It was ridiculous and time consuming – and it felt like like Alien/E.T. crap. I was like, “oh brother, Enough.” However, if this had come into my life about 9 years ago, I’d probably have read the book. This stuff is so tricky – and it is hard to navigate.
        Thank you so much for sharing your story & words of wisdom.

      • “…It also explains why there are some popular “spiritual” celebrities & gurus (it’s so tempting to name them – but I won’t) who totally repel me…”

        Stephanie & starlight,

        This is you learning to discern energies for yourselves; this is you learning how to naturally read energies for yourselves, on your own, without paying someone else for the information. How perfect and NORMAL is that?! 😉

        It’s often by by getting our butts kicked a few times that we start to discover that different people feel differently because they exude very different levels of energy and consciousness and the same is true with nonphysical Beings. You evolve to a point where you can, on your own, FEEL the difference in energies that other dimensional Beings (and humans) radiate and from that you know who is who and what is what etc. and you do not have to rely on anyone else to define reality for you. Until then however, each person must learn to discern for themselves or be lied to by Team Dark trying to pass themselves off as “Light” or as “Love”. I too could name names of all those who believe themselves to be channeling Team Light when in fact it’s always been Team Dark that’s been using them to spread Ascension and Energetic disinformation and confusion etc. Anything to derail as many people from the Ascension Process as they can…

        Bottom-line is that via the Ascension Process and our ongoing spiritual evolution we’re each re-discovering that all of the answers, all of the mysteries, all of the powers, all of the everything we desire is right inside of us and always has been. Sounds so hokey but it’s true and this is us remembering that our Higher Selves is our personal Source, and much more.

        Hugs,
        Denise

      • Okay, so the comment I just left here, I copied it and wanted to paste it into a text file to back it up. As soon as I tried to do that, my web browser crashed! Which removed the data! My web browser almost Never crashes. Did something out there possibly not want me to talk about spiritually corrupt methods? Or am I being paranoid! I’m totally going to post up all my thoughts about this on my blog later.

        starlight

  2. Thank you for this post. I just had all kinds of “stuff” arise in my brother’s life (and hence mine) and I’m doing my best to transmute it for the good of all. I do recognize old family dynamics coming up to look at once again, so it can be finished once and for all. Yeah to the release of what is not light.

  3. Thank-you for the reminder Denise, I am really stuggleing with all the above. I know we will all finish it soon–yesterday I wasn’t so sure. Much Love to You and Every One here. Thanks again for this reminder. In Peace~Love & Light, Valerie

  4. Hi, Denise and everyone,

    Yeah, I would say this is a kind of boring and depressing phase of the process. I have immature girls bothering me now and they’re really no match for me , but they keep on trying. It’s like chihuahuas nipping at the heels of a Rottweiler. It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt. And it won’t be me. But, writing that, I’m realizing how desperate Team Dark is if their only recourse is silly little girls. 😉 I’m glad I wrote because the act of writing itself is giving me a different perspective. Outwardly, I am doing everything right– I’m being super considerate and following all the rules, but inwardly, I’m resentful of them lying to me and about others in the house and trying to frame me ( I think that’s their purpose) that I’m the problem and not them. So childish it’s unbelievable. If I can only get to the point of wishing them well. Family stuff is coming up big time for me again– an aunt died, the drunk brother keeps calling me on top of all the stuff that’s been ongoing. I guess it all ties in together– lies about me from my mother and being treated unfairly for no apparent reason and no attempt at reconciliation or to have good relations– just a stubborn banding together against me, no matter how slight and inconsequential my wrongs (or non-existent). (Both family and neighbors) You’re right, Denise, it’s so boring and I’m so done with it, but clearly I’m not done with it or it would be done. lol That was quite a sentence! The stuff seems very small although annoying, so I guess that’s a good sign and I have to see it that way and do more work on releasing my need to be right and recognized. Sigh.

    Love to you all and hugs through all this,
    Cat

  5. Hi Denise,

    Thank you so much. Huge heart hug to you for all that you do – you are a Starseed Warrior Goddess. My soul just took a huge sigh of relief. There are so many parallels between many of your experiences & many of the battles I’ve fought over the past 14 years. When I found your site & started reading, it just floored me. It would be too exhausting to go into – but here is one small example: my previous workplace was stationed over a vortex of negative energy for 13 years. It almost killed me – but I did get the vortex closed. Team Dark was defeated in that area – and I did a lot of Grid Work. We were laid off last August – and our center was shut down. I was told very clearly by Archangel Michael that this was “God’s Will” for a variety of reasons (one of which, I was getting violently ill again – and the mission had been accomplished). When I was laid off, there were some members of “the Consciousness Police” who said that I was laid off as a punishment for not having perfect thoughts – or some such nonsense… Sigh. Last year, I felt like a Vietnam Vet who had come home from war – and was shocked to find that certain members of Spiritual Society were rejecting/judging, and lecturing some of us Veterans (hopefully this analogy makes sense). I’m making a very long story short – but you know what I mean.
    Now, I’m finally connecting with fellow (battle-weary) warriors like you – who understand. I was just thinking about this issue – when this popped into my email box 🙂

    http://www.change.org/petitions/veterans-affairs-support-a-90-yr-old-purple-heart-recipient-and-veteran-of-two-wars?alert_id=BsNkylXoba_XnsYmSMbWd&utm_campaign=21950&utm_medium=email&utm_source=action_alert

    So I send you so much love & gratitude today – and a purple heart.

  6. In so much gratitude to you Denise for your personal sharing, insights and wisdom. I can resonate and have been so very fatigued by it all…and wanted to run for the hills last week!!! I feel big changes in the air now and ‘patience’ has been my middle name for a while …so I guess i can wait it out without screaming..haha wishing you and all soul sistars and brothers much love and rainbow light as we transit through to our designated spaces
    Shelly ❤

  7. Denise you are appreciated for your post. Interestingly enough, my higher self thought you had coined new words for unity. The interpretation in my brain deleted the slash marks between words, thereby making meyous and youmewe new words for those of us united in thought and experience at this point of now. It brought a smile to my face!
    Love , Cay

    • “…making meyous and youmewe new words for those of us united in thought and experience at this point of now. It brought a smile to my face!”

      Cay,

      That brought a smile to my face too, thanks. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Dearest Cay,

      I love that! Thank you for sharing your perception on the “new words”, it’s really beautiful! =)

      With Much Love and Light,
      Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  8. I thought team dark were gone. Very confused again, now. To me its all blame on this so called team dark for our human shortcomings. I’ve been reading this page for over a year and now it just frustrates rather than illuminates. I guess I won’t be one of the ones ascending.

    • “I thought team dark were gone. Very confused again, now. To me its all blame on this so called team dark for our human shortcomings. I’ve been reading this page for over a year and now it just frustrates rather than illuminates. I guess I won’t be one of the ones ascending.”

      Joanne,

      Firstly, cut the crap. Secondly, Team Dark exists at lower frequency ranges for many of us, not all of us because everyone is not ALL currently embodying, existing, and functioning at the same identical level of frequency and awareness (the Stair Steps).

      The deal is that if a person/people are still functioning at lower frequency/consciousness levels of development and focus, then they are still within the same frequency range of what’s left of the Negatives or Team Dark and they can be and are much more easily affected and manipulated by them. People who are functioning at higher frequency/consciousness levels of development and focus are not as easily affected by Team Dark, hence why Team Dark uses whatever humans they can affect to cause harm to those people who are embodying higher frequencies.

      I’m well aware of the many people like yourself who want to understand this complex polarized business but don’t, and because of this, think that I and other Ascension teachers are simply trying to push the blame for unpleasant events etc. on to the Negatives/Team Dark/Archons/Astral Entities etc. The truth is it’s exactly the opposite and those of us who are of Team Light have always been under attack by Team Dark because we’re here to help humanity evolve beyond Team Dark’s control. You think they’ve been happy about us coming here to help humanity evolve beyond their control?

      You might benefit from reading Stephanie’s Comment because she’s talking about this as one whose lived it AND taken heat from humans that don’t understand. The Forerunners/Lightworkers/Starseeds have come under multidimensional attacks and contempt from Team Dark AND from many humans too, which in some ways is far worse than Team Dark.

      If you do your Inner Work you will ascend, and continue like all the rest of us to learn and evolve even more. There are however some who do not want anyone to evolve and get free of the lower frequency ranges.

      Denise

    • Both great comments Joanne and Denise’s reply, I myself do not read many sites, books, listen to radio shows ect. Transitions has been one of the few that I read regularly. To me Denise is one of the few working in/on the detail with awareness and for me when I get bogged down and tired of the planetary entertainment it truly does help to know that there are others who have put away their rose colored glasses for good. With thanks Love Shell.

  9. I love you, Denise. Really, I can’t tell you how much your blogging has helped me/US.

    Please, if you have some time, check out our YouTube and Facebook page – it has our story there, and I am a HUGE targeted individual myself, so having you to let me know We’re not Crazy, is so helpful. Much blessings, and hang on.
    September 22nd isn’t far away.

    Funny, that’s my Ahmed’s birthday. 😉 September 22, 1986….

    Thanks so much,
    Diana
    childoflite
    https://www.facebook.com/OneLoveChildoflite
    http://www.youtube.com/user/OneLoveChildoflite?feature=mhee

  10. Hi Denise,

    My family and I really appreciate your work/efforts over your lifetime. My Mother seems to have been synchronistically in tune with you & your experiences throughout this ascension process and we have found your writing to be a comfort, validation and great support.

    Warmest wishes,
    Samantha & family

  11. Inspite of the fact that I can hardly put one foot in front of the other, something in me is still soldiering on. Reading this post Denise gives me some reason to keep on breathing. Ever since iI arrived here in Glastonbury, i have been targeted left, right and centre, especially in tthe B@B, where I am trying to get my zeds and of late, it seems to have just got a whole lot worse, I am trusting that a card board box will not be where I will end up as what I have left will only cover me for a very short while,if I continue living as I have been since arriving here. I thank you Denise for this timely post. What will be will be and there doesn’t seem to be anything I can do about it, especially when the interference is just overwhelming and my nervous system and physical body just cannot seem to take it, especially when I have no sleep at all. It feels like my body/mind/emotional body are being tortured

    • Hi, Katerina,

      If you want some help in any way, just ask for it and we’ll be there for you in a heartbeat. And if you want to go through this alone to see where it takes you, then I understand that too. I just don’t want to impose anything on you although I feel like surrounding you with protection right now. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Cat

  12. –I THINK I SURVIVED THE WEEK-END( MARS CONJ. VENUS) THANX TO ALL OF YOU , I GET IT! MON. IT’S “NAKED TRUTH TIME”. BTW, RIGHT NOW WHILE READING MY VISION IS A SEA OF GREEN; IT HAPPENS ALOT; IT IS THE COLOR OF 5 DIM. WHAT DO YOU SAY?

  13. Ugh and a half. This post resonated! This has been a brutal few days. The last 10 days has been riddled with bodily health issues (being rundown, etc. which I attribute to this LONG winter). However, the last 3 or 4 days has been ‘stuff’-filled to the point that I feel almost insane and unstable. I can find no sense of balance or clarity and all my old issues are coming up after I thought I had put them to bed. I am trying not to let this affect those around me and trying to take no action until I am calm and clear again but it’s tough. When I meditate I certainly feel a bit calmer but still no answers come and I wake up the next day with the same questions, feeling like my head is spinning. Anyone else feel this sense of being off-center and spun-out? I’m guessing this is not unlike what you’re going through Denise with the stuff being unearthed. Can anyone advise a good course of action, purging and replenishment?

    • “Anyone else feel this sense of being off-center and spun-out?”

      Dear Yves (and all my other fellow bedraggled Transitioners)

      In a word, YEEEEEEEEES! Yesterday I had an image/feeling of being out in the middle of the ocean in the dark with no moon and nothing to hold on to. I have been in bed since Saturday night with a raging migraine and severe pain in my shoulders, upper back, and neck (angel wings? Not so sure…). I usually only endure this specific symptom when there is a good sized solar flare or CME, but this has been much intensified and pretty much constant since Easter. I don’t know how much longer I can take this, on top of all the stuff from life review and BIG midden piles of you-know-what old STUFF to deal with that i thought was long gone!!! And now today I actually feel almost ok enough to get out for a walk like I’m used to doing every day, and go a little crazy when i can’t, but alas, it is pouring rain & is supposed to continue to do so for days. Its like something is trying to keep me inside and still–even though walking is the only thing that gives me any relief!!! So my frustration level at this point has me randomly bursting into tears and feeling very sad and defeated. I sure hope the halfway mark brings a degree of relief to us all, my beloved Transitioners!!!

      Empathically (I feel you!), Elila

  14. Denise I was wondering about something regarding Margaret Thatcher dying. I recall that you were an immense help to me last year and it was around the time that Gaddafi died… this is part of your comment to me then –

    `So the Astral plane has been busy and riled up for the past couple of weeks for a number of reasons, one was another big disconnect of the Dark Ones from 3D due to Gadahafi’s physical death. But this happens every time a human (from all countries including America) dies who was a powerful dark puppet in the physical dimension. The Astral gets all riled up as the energies ripple out through the different dimensions and it takes a while for these type things to calm down and readjust once again.’

    Interestingly last week I had such a real encounter with Jimmy Savile in a dream. Jimmy Savile was connected to Margaret Thatcher so it is interesting that he was in one of my dreams last week. Also earlier today, before I knew of Thatcher being dead, I was writing about how various things are staged to get as much energy from the collective as possible and now it appears that some kind of almost state funeral is being planned for Margaret Thatcher which would be just that kind of `show.’
    Anyway … just wondered what you think about it. Again .. if you feel that this is off-topic feel free not to publish. I felt it was relevant to what is occurring at the moment.
    Much Love & Thanks

  15. I’m not entirely sure but I think if Team Dark still trying to give me any more trouble they are trying to be a bit less direct about their attempts to mess with my life (at one while I was reading this the idea of them trying aviod and/or minimize exposure and even a picture of someone in a hasmat suit crossed my mind) last week I even got caught in something I thought might have been a psychic boobie trap that was left for me as a “parting gift” (at least as near as I could tell that’s what happened) of course with the person who left that “parting gift” gone there has been a visable change in the aura where I live, I won’t say positive because I’m to new to conscious use of my psychic ablities to really trust them yet but my best guess is that its positive.

  16. I was just wondering what was going on lately, feeling out of my mind and then I read both of your April’s fools posts. Thank you Denise, I don’t feel as a lunatic anymore.

    I cannot believe how intensely I was assaulted by memories of some people which made my life very difficult more than 10-11 years ago! Day after day obsessive memories about these horrible persons came in, with a strength like I’ve never experienced before. They just couldn’t go away, despite my best efforts. And yes, I was beginning to think of all the horrible things that I would do to those persons if I’d met them now. Today, I am wondering if some of these persons were insane or possessed? Because some behaviour cannot be explained otherwise.

    At the same time, some people I work with began behaving really inappropriately. Illogical, irritating and irrational behaviour seems to be getting to people who are not working on solving their issues, doing energy work etc.

    Anyway, a good friend of mine told me just to be patient and wait for this stuff to vent out. I hope that positivity really is around the corner, because this is getting exhausting.

    • “I was just wondering what was going on lately, feeling out of my mind and then I read both of your April’s fools posts. Thank you Denise, I don’t feel as a lunatic anymore.

      I cannot believe how intensely I was assaulted by memories of some people which made my life very difficult more than 10-11 years ago! Day after day obsessive memories about these horrible persons came in, with a strength like I’ve never experienced before. They just couldn’t go away, despite my best efforts. And yes, I was beginning to think of all the horrible things that I would do to those persons if I’d met them now. Today, I am wondering if some of these persons were insane or possessed? Because some behaviour cannot be explained otherwise.

      At the same time, some people I work with began behaving really inappropriately. Illogical, irritating and irrational behaviour seems to be getting to people who are not working on solving their issues, doing energy work etc.

      Anyway, a good friend of mine told me just to be patient and wait for this stuff to vent out. I hope that positivity really is around the corner, because this is getting exhausting.”

      iceblue,

      What you’ve described is VERY common with the Ascension Process. We must go through and review, remember, feel, deal, heal, admit to all of those things/events/deeds done/wounds/people etc. in our lives where there STILL is stuck and unresolved emotional energies. (This is what I’m referring to when I use the word stuff and/or junk. 😉 ) This is Inner House Cleaning at its best/worst but it’s absolutely necessary for each of us to do so that we can continue evolving. And, since the Life Review that everyone went through during the “Three Days” of 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12, we all have been in super-duper intense Inner House Cleaning mode during the Nine Months period from 21-12-12 through to Fall Equinox September 22, 2013. Time’s short and the big push is really on every human (and nonhuman beings too) to make Inner changes that need to be made now so that everyone is energetically where they should be come the end of the Nine Months period when the Separation of Worlds really begins fully at this dimensional level (physicality). Don’t beat yourself up for living your Life Review issues now; we all are in our individual ways.

      And yes, some of those people from your past that wounded you were (and probably still are) ‘insane and/or possessed’. You need to read A Lightworker’s Mission — that wasn’t just a plug to sell another book, but an honest suggestion as I think it would help you grasp all this better. 🙂

      Hugs,
      Denise

  17. Thank You for reminding me not to beat up on myself. I tend to do that. Life is happening and releasing a lot beyond normal, and it is getting strange and difficult.
    But as i look at it now, that is the way it’s going to be. A new reality. Up and On.
    I have the support of my Spiritual Team and You. Thank You!

  18. omu!

    Denise,

    you are going to believe this! since whatever last post I responded to, I havent recieved anything from you. I am a subsriber. My partner says to me “baby you haven’t said anything transutions lately” I say “there hasn’t been any?” he says “um yes there has” so I race to my inbox nothing (I get them to my mobile phone) I check spam and there you were more then 3posts I believe. Sigh… im tired and Ive been jacked of it all. I find myself unmotiivated, discouraged and tired a lot. Yet motivated to do worldy materialized things ugh gross. I need to get back on it. Ive been attacked. Help!

    • “Denise,

      you are going to believe this! since whatever last post I responded to, I havent recieved anything from you. I am a subsriber. My partner says to me “baby you haven’t said anything transutions lately” I say “there hasn’t been any?” he says “um yes there has” so I race to my inbox nothing (I get them to my mobile phone) I check spam and there you were more then 3posts I believe. Sigh… im tired and Ive been jacked of it all. I find myself unmotiivated, discouraged and tired a lot. Yet motivated to do worldy materialized things ugh gross. I need to get back on it. Ive been attacked. Help!”

      enita,

      Yes this is the old derailing and then the ‘smash and grab’ method done by the Negatives/Team Dark to, first cause a problem or derail someone, and then ‘smash and grab’ that persons emotional energies they produced from having been derailed! Team Dark has these (and other negative) maneuvers down to a fine art and, because they’re food/fuel supplies are rapidly being reduced, they are getting more hungry and desperate and are resorting to whatever they can do to continue feeding and fueling up as often as they can off of humans.

      I’m tired too enita but we just keep moving forward. It’s so important to keep moving forward now and not let the negative stunts and tactics that Team Dark do to you/me/any of us keep us from what we’ve been doing. Give yourself a day off and do nothing but take care of yourself and your body. Forget about everything else for that day. Pamper yourself, love yourself, congratulate yourself on how much you’ve learned and accomplished already. Give yourself a big hug for being such a strong and determined spiritual Lightwarrior against all this negativity. In other words, get a better perspective of yourself and what you’ve actually done via the Ascension Process and let the bummer BS negativity and attacks from Team Dark go. See it, understand it, understand how and why the negatives do/did what they do/did and learn from it and then let it go and keep moving forward. Learn from it but don’t get hung up, fixated, focused, derailed by it. 😉

      You’ll feel better soon, I promise. ♥
      Hugs,
      Denise

  19. 😦
    Denise…..

    I WoulD have ThOuGht that after posting hOUR links on your page we would have received a response.

    Because…. He/WE are Egyptian, have lived past LIVES there before, and in Mu, are TWIN FLAMES and STRONG ONES at that – that have BEEN FORCIBLY OBSTRUCTED FROM BEING 2GETHER BY TEAM DARK Since the BEGINNING, and have not been able to be 2gether 4 over a YEAR because of Team Dark stealing everything We Ever HAD in 3D from Us…… REALLY. U should KNOW that this has happened, Right? I thought u would UnderStand. 😦

    After a week and 2 days, we R waiting 2 c a message. 😦

    Diana & Ahmed

  20. went away wkith my daughter for a few days and she took some photos of me – was horrified to see how old I looked – my face seems to have a “dragged-down” look , my hands look old and thin and just generally look grim – I know part of this may be because the last couple of years have been v stressful on top of the 14 years of ascension work – and I know as I walk about I gather up odd energies and crap that weigh me down and have to be dealt with – but – what I want to know is am I going to look any better/younger when this ascension work is complete – it may seem a minor part of all of this on-going scenario but it is so depressing to see yourself looking like an old hag – bad enough feeling like one – any positive words to cheer me up would be great !!

    • Sulaireland,

      If it helps at all, I was totally shocked when I saw my new driver’s license picture. I had aged so much. Same as you, I looked dragged down and old. I do not see that when I look in the mirror, only in pictures. I have also gained alot of weight and feel horrible most of the time. I was wondering (or wonder alot) if I will look better once this is complete. Sometimes I wonder if I will make it. I am sure I will. Laughing (a little) about it all. Continuing on with the Ascension and knowing in my heart that great things are coming. Hang in there.

      Karen

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