The 11 Portal Message of 1

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I’ve been trying to get something written quickly about what I’ve been feeling building energetically since Monday, April 8, 2013, because I sense IT is going to increase all week and then there will be another decent sized shift for many of us near the end of this week — April 8th through April 13, 2013. From my perspective IT feels like more positive Energy has arrived and/or I’ve arrived at where IT exists and IT is literally pushing, disintegrating the past negative Evolutionary Cycle blueprint energies and negative Beings/Team Dark (nonphysical and physical) that went with it right out of the way. I’ve worked a long time to finally feel this Out With the Old Negative Everything shift in stages in this world and dimension, and this present stage that I’m feeling today, April 8th, is unlike anything I’ve felt before so this is very exciting and encouraging.

I’ve wondered over the past few years what it’s going to feel like and how am I and others going to adjust to this Out With the Old Negative Everything shift? Honestly think about this because the old Negative everything is all that humanity has known in this life — and many others if you remember your “past” lives. I’ve long remember that I Volunteered to enter into a world that was totally controlled and owned and operated by the Negative Beings/Team Dark since early childhood. Because of this I’ve adapted and adjusted to the negativity, density and duality to survive while I was incarnate here on an Ascension Mission in this timeline.

My point is that, because of these different things, I’ve gotten used to balancing myself against the profound negative energies that have completely controlled this planet for so long. Over the decades my inner equilibrium so to speak has had to adapt to this old negativity so I could move around within IT in this life and physical body. However, now having passed the 12-21-12 Expiration Date, and experiencing the ongoing disintegration of the old negative Beings/Team Dark and their being in control and those old energetic blueprints that enabled them to run the show for so long, on Monday April 8, 2013, I became much more aware that I’m now having to use very different consciousness and energetic muscles so to speak to balance myself against the changing external energies as the old negative ‘frequency fences’ and Team Dark diminish from this world and timeline.

Today it’s Thursday, April 11, 2013, as I continue writing this and this 11 energy day brought in a wallop of positive energy early this morning that clearly and repeatedly let me know that I should write more now about the importance and necessity of individuals — 1 — and the Ascension Process. I’ve known this particular information before today and have written about it over the past few years, however, this portal reminder message came to me today through two women’s emails that both carried the same message that I’m supposed to be reminded of today during this 4-11-13 portal. Thanks goes to Karina and Nan for playing their parts in anchoring and delivering this portal reminder message to me today. ♥

The message (and reminder) for us all right now is that we’ve reached that very important point where we MUST individually –1– live the Ascension Process; embody the new higher frequency Energies; walk the talk; master discerning energies and Beings etc. and we MUST start doing this on our own and consciously recognize that we are doing it on our own.

Why is this so important now that it’s one of the big Light Information messages that came in through this 11 portal? Because humanity has been horribly, unthinkably, pathetically and intentionally dis-empowered by Team Dark for thousands and thousands of years to keep them from evolving spiritually. One of the main ways Team Dark accomplished this was through mind controlled dis-empowerment of individuals. But with that old Evolutionary Cycle Expired and it disintegrating fast, we Forerunner/Pathpaver individuals HAVE to remember and/or re-learn how to be empowered individually. That seems to be one of the main incoming messages of this 11 portal day. There’s been more today but this it gonna have to do for now because I’m totally spent! We’ll talk more about this individual shift business more in Comments, but I’ve felt compelled today, amidst all the other insights I’ve personally had, to finish this article and get it published on April 11, 2013. Often I/we have to paddle extra fast n’ hard sometimes to catch the next incoming Energy Wave so we can surf it all the way in. This is me and you doing exactly that and very well done everyone! ♥

Denise

April 11, 2013

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87 thoughts on “The 11 Portal Message of 1

  1. I don’t have anything out of ordinary to say, but yeah. I’ve been experiencing an increased urgency to ‘look at & understand’ aspects of darkness (clues have been in my life all over the place), as well as gain confidence and self-reliance. One of my really big weak points has been lack of self confidence and so I’ve had to start working on this a lot, so it relates to what you’ve said about relearning empowerment!

  2. I could feel this energy today. Someone was very vulnerable, light, and loving with me today and I noticed I withheld a bit. Afterwards that didn’t feel right. I knew I was supposed to resonate and reflect back to them what they were showing me. i spent the rest of the day being open to people’s loving energy (strangers included) rather than withholding and contributing to someone’s energy falling to a lower frequency, like an insecure thought or the feeling of rejection. This was a day of courage for me to open my heart even more and hold my frequency higher. I know part of my job with this awareness is to help hold a higher frequency, because with awareness comes responsibility!

    • Excellent work Kyra!!!! Congrats. Your doing this and realizing this is a help to the entire ONE human consciousness – we will be seeing more and more and more of this! Love and Unity Consciousness expressed with Grace and Ease! YES!

  3. Thank you Denise! You have a really incredible ability to discern and pull out with clarity the central idea/instruction etc of current energy that so often takes me til it is long past to figure out.

    For a long time now I’ve been getting messages about the importance of community, of connection, coming together, the power of our heart connections growing etc. and as an aspie, those were some really hard complex things to grok and understand much less put into action.

    Just learning to share my own experiences honestly, and do things like reach out to others and ask for help when in difficulty were pretty much alien to me. Now just as I thought I had that lot figured out, in the last few weeks it changes again!

    I’ve been feeling that reaching out was not at this point working, it was not the current lesson or energy-but I was really floundering on what it was I was supposed to “get” (understand) or do instead.

    I have been getting similar ideas to what you said above SO much more clearly, but being brain fogged with poison and being prevented from sleeping for a few days in a row I have been feeling fairly lost with how to proceed with what I did understand.

    I’m not sure if my experience is at all like anyone else’s, but in case it is I will share what I got so far in case it helps anyone else get an aha! about their own as your post did for me.

    I was told by a wise elder who was trying to help me that reaching out was not helping much because the situation was “karmic” but he was unable to see how so. My own research into it revealed that rather than the “karmic debt to an individual” situation this is actually a karmic repeating pattern that has to be broken. Strangely enough, it is apparently one of the same karmic patterns I have been breaking, or working to break in many configurations for most of my life.

    According to what I found, the individuals involved (and their Team Dark masters/helpers) are not connected to me prior to now, they just happen to also be playing out that same repeating pattern which is called “abuse”. They are playing abuser roles while trying to put me in the victim and rescuer roles-things I thought I had long ago learned, transcended, broken and gone beyond-graduated from.

    This looks to me like some sort of post-graduate exam on breaking this, long set in karmic pattern that is part of the negative controllers way of keeping the Earth and her people enslaved.

    That is as far as I have gotten-mostly. Being put back to stuck in bed, weak as kitten, confused, in tons of pain and unable to breathe properly I have been really *stuck* on how to break the pattern from here. Other than to work at strengthening myself on all levels and avoiding the traps they set to distract me from my higher goals.

    All my card readings, the Oracle report and other astrology and such all give me much the same message you have here-the energy is changing and all to the good for us, so I hope that means that just hanging in there and keeping my eyes on the prize despite the blood and firehoses, is a workable plan. Perhaps when they are trying this hard to kill you, just surviving IS victory.

    I hope that everyone else is closer to the part of this Denise is describing and feeling the good incoming directly, but if not-hang in there, you are not alone and they really do want to smash and grab as mentioned in the last post and comments and just keep us down with them. As my best friend keeps saying, we just can’t give them the satisfaction on that! 😉

    • “…This looks to me like some sort of post-graduate exam on breaking this, long set in karmic pattern that is part of the negative controllers way of keeping the Earth and her people enslaved…”

      ohnwentsya,

      Yes Team Dark’s global human ‘Victim/Victimizer’ blueprint template has done it’s job very, very, well on all of humanity for thousands of years! But, Team Dark and their negative blueprints/templates and other evil, parasitic tools and systems Expired on 12-21-12. That Evolutionary Cycle is done, and this NEW positive one has replaced it. Now it’s just the winding down and disintegrating of all that, AND simultaneously, more and more of us individuals having to master taking back our power and become, once again, self-contained (non parasitic ourselves and consciously aware of our connection with Source/MotherFatherGod/All That Is etc.), empowered individuals who know, feel, are aware of and connect with the Divine, our Higher Selves etc. etc. all on our own!

      Once one reaches this point where they individually are polarity resolved or integrated which automatically and naturally places them within another frequency and consciousness range, then we’re on the way towards — and here comes the punch line to all this — having polarity integrated, higher frequency, higher consciousness, Heart Centered neutrality/triality individuals who then and only then will begin to automatically and naturally connect with like-other individuals to begin forming the New Groups and New Communities.

      “I have been getting similar ideas to what you said above SO much more clearly, but being brain fogged with poison and being prevented from sleeping for a few days in a row I have been feeling fairly lost with how to proceed with what I did understand.”

      😆 That sounds pretty normal to me after the past fourteen ascension years! I function like that much of the time myself. I’ve written articles when I wasn’t even sure I was writing coherent sentences! But push on dear one, push on is all we can do. 😉

      Yes, so many of us during this Nine Month Life Review period have reached, will reach, that surprising point where we suddenly realize that WE have to stop doing things that we’ve become so used to doing. They are done and we need to put them down and move on the the New. It sounds easy but when one has done only that for all or most of their lifetime (and/or many lifetimes), then it’s more difficult to recognize when to drop it and walk away. It’s the most freeing thing to just put something down and walk away a free man/woman/soul finally. It’s almost unbalancing at first because we’ve acclimated so to our old imbalances, to the old negativity, to the old lies, distortions etc. But, just put it down and walk away when you know it’s time for you/each of us to do this. Sounds like you’re there with some big ones. Very well done you! ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

      • “Now it’s just the winding down and disintegrating of all that, AND simultaneously, more and more of us individuals having to master taking back our power and become, once again, self-contained…”

        I like this part-because my lived experience has not at all fit with the intellectual outline I have gotten of what is going on from reading others explanations. After 12-21-12 I felt pretty neutral, no big difference, really the same ups and downs I had been experiencing for a long while.

        I had felt for some time that I was making progress, was experiencing periods of the higher understanding and view of things that used to be standard before I “dropped down” thru experiences here, interspersed with all the other ascension symptoms, processing old stuff etc that everyone has mentioned.

        Then as I started to become what I considered more clear, having processed and released so much, able to remain in a fairly stable clear minded place for longer periods of time-then this latest round of really virulent attacks began.

        Perhaps rather than a final exam on that pattern it is on my ability to firmly take back my power and cut the pattern off whether the free will actions of the other agree or not?

        😆 That sounds pretty normal to me after the past fourteen ascension years! I function like that much of the time myself. I’ve written articles when I wasn’t even sure I was writing coherent sentences! But push on dear one, push on is all we can do. 😉

        I wish I was experiencing the same old discomfort of ascension symptoms that I had gotten somewhat used to over the last decades (I never seem to have the same experience as everyone else, all the same ascension symptoms everyone describes started for me in 1984 with the lupus) but the attacks this time rather than being the usual energy level attacks, or mental confusion type things have been violently physical with the equivalent of being in a war with agent orange since I’m being exposed to literally gallons and gallons of herbicide sprayed on me, my fence,house, plants, trees, dirt etc and since it is so dry here it becomes part of the dust blowing around and in the windows.

        I know I can transmute physical toxins just as I can emotional ones, but it *feels* a lot more difficult-so far each extreme exposure I have had has taken a toll on the body that I have yet to transmute, rise above or heal-not for lack of faith or trying!

        I know that people of colour and those in poverty in general have been more exposed to these things thanks to environmental racism-it is a form of the long term oppression I have personally experienced and worked to transmute and change directly for many years.(thats where the lupus came from)

        I had thought this aggressive, direct attack(s) was something of a final exam, a last ditch effort by team dark to smash and grab, to keep me in their vibrational level thru the physical harm that has made it much more difficult to maintain a mental-spiritual focus and raise my vibration.

        I hope that pushing on and keeping to my path in spite of it all is really the key even tho it is not just the same old energy related difficulties-I spose it must be, right-what else can I do?;-)

        “…that surprising point where we suddenly realize that WE have to stop doing things that we’ve become so used to doing. They are done and we need to put them down and move on the the New. It sounds easy but when one has done only that for all or most of their lifetime (and/or many lifetimes), then it’s more difficult to recognize when to drop it and walk away…”

        I am not sure I understand this part?
        I have long been releasing what I used to do, doing things differently and feeling that I was walking away from all those old patterns consciously in my intent, focus and actions. I have not done anything to participate in this for a very long time, but it has not gone away.

        I do hope it is disintigrating overall as described, because I have only my faith that my inner work and the overall energetic changes will end this to work with. I have no way to physically “walk away free” since I am unable to physically remove myself. Being bedridden and unable to walk at all a lot of the time, the idea of braving homelessness as someone else here has courageously done recently in her own quest, is beyond my abilities at this time.

        I may be missing something about what you are explaining because of my aspie perspective, so please don’t take my questioning as disagreement-I have been puzzling over this exact thing for a very long time. Trying to understand why my changing in so many ways, and in doing so many things differently on many levels was not creating change.

        Perhaps I have walked away energetically speaking but it simply takes time for this intention and change in me to manifest in the physical world and in such things as the free will actions of service to self/team dark beings who see me as a target?

        I have become concerned that their smash and grab technique was working in that I am so stuck in coping with the physical effects of the poisons(along with the other tricks like waking me up with chainsaws early in the morning when I have only been asleep a few minutes) that I have not been able to feel my self in a higher vibration perspective for some time-even tho I keep at it mentally, I don’t feel it as I was doing.

        I’m also having difficulty both honoring my own actual experience, treating myself with that level of respect-and being able to discuss these things with others who are experiencing a more positive stair step level right now. It seems like it would be more socially proper to pretend my experiences are not what they are (or just keep quiet)but that feels really wrong.

        I had hope that everything would resolve after the equinox but it only got worse. I had been feeling my connection to my higher self more and more clearly, indeed all the things you mention above, until being basically soaked with and breathing poison for weeks. I hope that just keeping on, having faith and continuing to do the things I know are right will work to raise my frequency out of their range-even tho I am not feeling it now.

        I had gotten so used to the mental-energy level attacks that I had forgotten they can and do use physical violence as well. It has been some time since I experienced that. So looking forward to a world where THAT sort of thing is faded history.

        Thank you for replying and believing in me, Denise! It means a lot to have a community where others accept me and support me, it is definitely a new experience, and I hope one that is representative of the future we are building where “differences” like disabilities, different cultures or “races”, being autistic or neurotypical etc will no longer create isolation and division

  4. Reblogged this on Spirit In Action and commented:
    Just as I started to wonder why the focus seemed to be thrown back to the self rather than the collective (just as I thought i was ‘getting” how to relate with the whole collective thing 😉 as usual Denise explains it. Many of you may start to notice as you are reading many of these wonderfully clear posts from teachers and forerunners like Denise, and Lisa Renee, Aisha North etc that you are seeing things you *already know* just explained more clearly than they seemed in your own head. That has been happening to me a lot, and to several other people I know. It goes along with what Denise is saying here-we seem to be well along in this process of emergence of our true selves. Uncomfortable and often confused, it may not SEEM that way experientially but it is starting to look that way in the long view, at least to me.

  5. Dearest Denise,

    Thank you for pushing through your own challenges to share with us all this re-minder. It really spoke to me. For most of my life (in this time), nothing has been “permanent”. We were always “on the move” in some form. There were a few times in life where we made “drastic” physical moves and decisions that turned out to be what we needed… even though there was no “logical” reason for it, and we never questioned it.

    Therapists, relationships, doctors… none of these lasted for very long… except for my current therapist (who proves to be very open minded and curious about the Ascension journey we’re going through now), and an ex who’s been my best friend (known her almost a total of 10 years) who I’m able to talk about these spiritual and energy things with.

    This life journey has taught us time and again to NOT rely on anyone but ourselves, even though people kept saying we could (and even though we’d try with each new relationship). Some things we’ve dealt with we kept hidden because to subject anyone to that hardship, it was too much responsibility to place on another’s psyche for us. So even though we’d “try” to connect and share with others over the years, we still remained “aloof” and “fenced away”, doing our best to grapple with an enormous burden within the healing journey.

    I have recently witnessed, since the removal of the fear program (by my Higher Self), that I can share my experiences (within reason) because I bear such wisdom and insight from that (not ego, stating a fact in truth). What I’ve shared has been embraced by others, it has not frightened them, and they have been amazed at the strength I’ve had to utter the words without fear or hysteria. Lately, I have been in a dilemma: do I continue on as I have, or do I need to push and write? I’m coming to recognize that I’m not continuing on as I always have… everyday is new. I venture out and seek companionship with friends when I have the energy, and I rest/lay down when I feel tired. I know I have something to share with others; and I must recognize (for myself) that I have been doing that when I’ve been called to in “small” ways to strangers and to all of you here. And for right now, that is all I need to “do”. The rest will come when I’m ready and it’s “time”. I’m recognizing that I cannot write what I’m feeling nudged to if I don’t have all the words or understanding of it… or of the direction. With any skill, you need to practice it yourself first before you can help to guide anyone else. You need the confidence to guide before you can teach.

    So yes, the

    “re-learn how to be empowered individually”

    really speaks clearly for me. Thank you immensely for re-minding us all of this.

    Much Love and Light,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  6. Hi, Denise, your post really struck a chord! The most amazing energy has been coming in this evening! Just now as I meditated on the pituitary there was a lower chakra energetic rearrangement that strengethened my pranic column and made it less reactive to negative environmental energies.
    With thanks for your insights,
    in love and light, Alice

  7. You spoke of discernment and it has me thinking. Now that we’re awakening to who we truly are and the dark ones are disappearing from our game board, how will that change the way we use discernment? Could discernment itself be an old fear-based negative approach – it is a type of wariness – to toss as we enter 5D? If so, at what point?

    Under the old paradigm we were to question anyone – incarnate or otherwise – who performed miracles and fed our ego, who told us we special, that we were actually some great being or had some special mission. Are we still subject to attack by trickster souls who might deliberately help us only to lure us in and harm us? If somebody today practically raises the dead then tells you you’re actually the Devic Queen Of Lemuria, and your best friend affirms it, what would you – any reader here – make of that?

    • “You spoke of discernment and it has me thinking. Now that we’re awakening to who we truly are and the dark ones are disappearing from our game board, how will that change the way we use discernment? Could discernment itself be an old fear-based negative approach – it is a type of wariness – to toss as we enter 5D? If so, at what point?

      Under the old paradigm we were to question anyone – incarnate or otherwise – who performed miracles and fed our ego, who told us we special, that we were actually some great being or had some special mission. Are we still subject to attack by trickster souls who might deliberately help us only to lure us in and harm us? If somebody today practically raises the dead then tells you you’re actually the Devic Queen Of Lemuria, and your best friend affirms it, what would you – any reader here – make of that?”

      TreeBugger,

      😆 Okay, I’ll play… for a moment.

      “…Could discernment itself be an old fear-based negative approach – it is a type of wariness – to toss as we enter 5D?…”

      You call discernment a ‘type of wariness’ — and I call discernment greater awareness. See the difference? Yours is based on fear which is Duality Consciousness, and I’m talking about and functioning from another frequency level where it is greater awareness which is neutral. So, why in the world would anyone want or need to ‘toss’, discard greater awareness even if the ‘dark ones are disappearing from our game board’? They wouldn’t because I’m talking about awareness.

      Stair Steps. “One man’s ceiling is another man’s floor” and on and on it goes.

      And while we’re at this, how many humans ‘under the old paradigm’ did actually and repeatedly ‘question anyone incarnate or otherwise…’ about anything? Not many huh? Hence the utter negativity, control and insanity that has run a muck on this planet for so long. But none of this is really what’s Buggering you. It’s your job to learn to discern for yourself whose who and what’s what and that’s with both Team Light and Team Dark. 🙂

      Denise

  8. I have found the lightness of being more intensified and the conflict of the old world and where I need to be heading for – the light. This has been reflected in ancient family issues that were buried amongst other things – quite a carousel of issues whirling around. So pleased it appears that we are getting through it all. Thank you for being a voice for these events.

  9. Yes Denise I also felt the shift very strongly on monday. It started if the body hardly could move.It was feeling like a energetich wall had to be breaking down. I said to myself its enouhg ,….the pain was increasing. I started to work in the garden hoping the energie was breaking true. I had to be very careful not to make a unconscios movement. it was feeling if the body could breakdown….. During that day it hardly changes. Thursday it was a little beter.On the other side of the veil it was very busy working with other souls. Wensday pfffffffff very Joyfull lost of creatieve energie!!
    I still feel there is more coming on the way…….
    with heartlove Dhyana (NL) hope you can understand my Englisch !

  10. It is interesting that you posted this on the 11th day of April because I was walloped yesterday … receiving a card from my mother to tell me that my father has been having cancer treatment and almost died about 6 months ago. Right now I am reeling from this information and the knowledge that not one family member bothered to tell me about this news until now. The card was a double whammy as it is also my birthday on Monday…. however this kind of thing has happened before from my birth family …. This date of my birth is usually one I need to look out for ..this year though…. lets say I am finding it a challenge to maintain equilibrium. Lately I have felt extremely malevolent energies around the place .. especially since the equinox …
    For me this time is actually feeling worse than anything I have experienced for a long while and it feels all the more challenging as this does not seem to be what the main are feeling at all.
    What you say about learning to do it on our own I can really relate to.

    • “It is interesting that you posted this on the 11th day of April because I was walloped yesterday … receiving a card from my mother to tell me that my father has been having cancer treatment and almost died about 6 months ago. Right now I am reeling from this information and the knowledge that not one family member bothered to tell me about this news until now. The card was a double whammy as it is also my birthday on Monday…. however this kind of thing has happened before from my birth family …. This date of my birth is usually one I need to look out for ..this year though…. lets say I am finding it a challenge to maintain equilibrium. Lately I have felt extremely malevolent energies around the place .. especially since the equinox …
      For me this time is actually feeling worse than anything I have experienced for a long while and it feels all the more challenging as this does not seem to be what the main are feeling at all.
      What you say about learning to do it on our own I can really relate to.”

      Eileen,

      First of all, and this seems so small under what you’re going through now, but Happy Birthday Aries. ♥ 🙂

      Now for the difficult part of this. Transiting Uranus is in Aries from March 2011-March 2019 so more unexpected changes will be unfolding for everyone… but people with their Sun such as you Eileen, and/or their ASC in Aries are especially feeling Uranian energies very intensely. And of course there’s transiting Pluto in Capricorn which means these two heavy-duty planets are squaring each other which ain’t no walk in the park for anyone! 😕 And while I’m spreading all this happy info 😐 heads up everyone because May 21, 2013 is the 3rd of 7 exact Uranus/Pluto Squares. This is most likely what you Eileen and your family are being affected by already and will continue to be for a while longer. No one can fight Uranus and Pluto so just go with the changes no matter what they are and be as flexible as you all can with these energies.

      Be strong, be wise, be YOU ♥
      Denise

      • Thank you so much Denise
        I cannot express how much your help has meant to me over the last while.
        Bless you. I appreciate YOU so much!

        .. and thanks for the birthday wishes.

  11. I hear what you are saying and believe you. I wish I could say I felt the shift too. I have felt the dark energies have stepped up an (individual) attack on me in the last 2 weeks. I’ve had some glimpses of “freedom” from it, but they are pressing hard. I am feeling weak and exhausted. I won’t give up though. Love and Light. Thank you.

    • I have to say that knowing that it is part of the shift, and that we are not going through it alone, that it seems like a group effort (all of those who have posted and more) and being part of that group really does make a difference. The internet came just at the right time!

    • I’ve had some more dark energies interfere too, I basically am here minding my own business and suddenly the most horrifying dark presences appear watching me! I don’t know if anyone else has sensed this before? But it was so dark and grotesque. Then I tried to meditate and immediately got something in my eye causing pain and I had to stop in my tracks. I then started to see the negative/dark in Everything and felt very pessimistic. Then I read a bit of a book I have about a light warrior and while I read it I felt a group of gentle beings surround me in a protective circle – and the darkness went away! I almost can’t believe the huge ‘polarity’ wars going on in/around me – all taking place in my small 6 feet long bedroom! It’s like I’m bi-polar only with light/dark energies.

  12. Thankyou so much for sharing these inner-sights. I particularly connected with the comment about our past lives aspects still being caught up in fighting the old negative energies because this was all that they knew too. And your info. also made sense of something which I was guided to do a couple of days ago.

    I was shown lots and lots of subtle energy strands like hair around my head. These were still tuned/hooked into old past-life paradigms when I had been fighting the ‘opposition’ in many other times and places – I have fighting them for aeons it seems.

    I was then guided to cut away all these hair-like energy strands – it was a bit like shearing a sheep – they were so thick! But is was easy to do and I have have been feeling a lot better since then. Thanks again. Many Blessings

  13. I have had a traumatic week, dealing with dark cavities that I never knew were there. Talk about clearing the past! It has been full on. I have never gone through anything like this before. Thanks for your insight and wisdom.

  14. The 1st April for me started with a strange dream, in which some people were sitting in rows of chairs, watching a “show” of some sort. We then saw spaceship lights in the sky, so awesome and pretty. There were lights sparkling and in motion, weaving and dancing and doing things. We all watched. Then the lights zipped off into hyperspace or something.

    Next a loud air-raid siren sounded. We couldn’t believe it. A blue light flashed. Then I saw a huge huge huge ship. I couldn’t believe it. I thought about putting my socks and shoes on then thought that would be absurd, it wouldn’t help me swim at all. I thought we will drown for sure. A huge tsunami of water came. We weren’t in the water but it was coming.

    After 2 weeks of surreal energy and feeling events in 3-D were a bit confused or back-to-front, I had a bit of a melt-down on Wednesday 10th April. Suddenly woken up to what I perceived as a lack of integrity reflected in my workplace and felt anger and feeling of “no more”. Thursday, 11th April was a bit easier for me, but still stressful. This week started off with another interesting “dream” for me, where I heard a song (must have astral travelled) with the words including “God is the reason”. Since then, spirtiual (religious) songs from my long ago past have been keeping me going!

    I think that I have to personally let go of my fear of not being good enough or “enough”, and yes I agree with you Denise, that the individual needs to empower herself/himself, and that includese me! 🙂

  15. I’m with you Starlight. Everything about my week has been showing me where to leave stuff behind. And so my intention is to ‘see’ these things and then leave them. It’s a great game and one where I can see the goal posts now. I smile a whole lot more lately. Joyful smiles and big hugs to all. LINDA

  16. Self responsibility has struck me as something that is plain down right hard. Being diligently responsible for everything in your life, no matter how can it came into being. Even if the causes were outside your control, you are still the only one to steer the ship. You cant blame the storm for upsetting your little ship, it is just part of life, it is going to happen, you need the skills to weather the storm. So I think working on resilience and exploring what it means to be self responsible is a NEW challenge. I have not done it before, and dont know many experts in it. So I guess I am learning fast with everyone else. I opted out of the safe system about 10 years ago, and I have not had a need to go back into the system, something always turns up. So I can really resonate with this post, as it is part of a daily practice if u like. I choose what to have in my life, I dont settle for places people environments that get me down. I empower myself to see other options. But it is discipline to always assess and monitor my conditions of life, and seek alternatives if something isnt right.

  17. Thanks Denise,

    Yup, me too. Also feeling this positive energy, although it really kicked in on the 10th for me. For the first time in what seems like forever I feel, well… normal. Time to start getting excited me hopes. Yipppeeee.

  18. needed this today! amazing. it is so wonderful to feel validated in what i’m going through. i definitely felt this week to be a powerful shift. i even made a video diary on the new moon because i felt so incredible. i felt that aries energy pushing the individuality to the surface. not just for me, but i find i want to encourage it in others… individuals build the tribe. and i also feel a greater sense of purpose, knowing that i’m here to help deliver more light and break the cycle of birth and death. i really FEEL it now… and then i find out we had a solar flare last night. of course 🙂

    thank you, denise. so much love to you!

  19. Dearest Denise and All Here:

    Thank you for this wonderful confirmation. I, too, felt the shift on the 11th, along with the effects of the massive solar flares that are aiding and abetting this exciting transition.

    Denise, you said:

    “The message (and reminder) for us all right now is that we’ve reached that very important point where we MUST individually –1– live the Ascension Process; embody the new higher frequency Energies; walk the talk; master discerning energies and Beings etc. and we MUST start doing this on our own and consciously recognize that we are doing it on our own.”

    I have never felt more strongly about walking my walk and talking my talk than I have in the past 48 hours. It’s time, and so in keeping with my individual decision and choice to go it on my own now, I want to thank you, Denise, for teaching me so very much, for your patience, and especially for writing here at TRANSITIONS even when you have been knocked flat by Team Dark and/or the Consciousness Police.

    I also thank everyone who comments. It’s been about two years since I’ve joined you at this most marvellous website and I remember reading some time ago Denise’s words to the effect that soon we will be able to master our own journeys and that time for me is now.

    Thank you, Denise, you are a superb Mystery School Teacher, and I am honored to have been led to you. Love to you, to your Mom, to your cat, and to All Here. Over and out, Barbara (P.S. Maybe see you soon around that campfire!)

    • Barbara,

      Heart Gratitude my friend and fellow Lightworker. ♥

      Neither of us saw this one coming!!! but we both know at deeper levels that it was, is, the best thing for us both at this time. Thank you for Lighting my Path too.

      ♥ Hugs,
      Denise

    • Hello, Barbara,

      You’ve been hinting at this for so long and now the time has come. I wish you all the best and we’ll miss your wonderful comments here. See you round the campfire (I’ve already been there once).

      Love,
      Cat

  20. Hello, Denise and everyone,

    I felt a shift yesterday as well. I had been feeling under attack from my immature neighbors and the night before said to myself, To hell with it! and then the next morning I felt serene and peaceful. It’s nice to have at least a little respite. Feel like I need a vacation from the 3D people right now, though. Team Dark is weaker and they can only bite at my heels now, which is annoying but that’s all. Felt the solar flare late last night (a bit of a delay) in my neck and back but not as strongly as usual and today I’m okay.
    Eileen, I can relate to what you’re saying about your family. Pretty much the same thing happened to me– my father almost died and my mother told everyone but me. I only found out by accident. It is hard to stay balanced with that, but I have had to remove myself from my family pretty much completely and it is much more peaceful, although they try to stir up trouble from time to time. 😉
    Oh, and I can feel my wings stirring again today.
    Things are coming back on track after a seemingly endless hiatus.

    Love and hugs to all,
    Cat

  21. 6th, 7th and 8th of April were very positive for me, felt I was up on my surfboard and riding the wave…..however, it crashed onto the shore on Tuesday afternoon (9th) and threw me back into bed with exhaustion. I’ve had the familiar sinus stuff happening since then, along with lethargy and tiredness (nothing new there). However, the ‘walkin my talk’ stuff continues with each new day…….and has been my ‘watch-word’ since 21.12.12

    Thank you Denise for sharing on these pages, I felt a kindred spirit when I found your site recently.

    In Lak’esh

  22. I have been feeling a shift, post ‘darkness phase’ in the past couple of days and came on Transitions hoping for confirmation and camaraderie and I got it! Amazing. On the 11th I met an old friend who is visiting from out of town. We both spoke of this personal shift precipitating a lot of positive changes but forcing us to face our ‘stuff.’ Later that day our meeting inspired me to do a bit of kundalini yoga (which I haven’t done in ages). Something happened and it moved stuff around. I started crying and felt all this stuff come up to the surface for release. Then I felt completely weak and shaky, like my nervous system was shot. I went out and took a walk, and stared at the treetops (bare as they are here in London) trying to connect with nature and it worked. The energy was beautiful. The night of the 11th I had lovely nature dreams that I was communing with the vastness of the ocean (which was both awesome and scary) and swimming in a small pond whilst brushing past foliage. This was all so purifying, magical and needed as I have felt majorly out of balance with nature. I woke up today feeling centered and happy. The only thing is suddenly at the end of the day I was hit with an inexplicable wave of exhaustion so intense that I thought I wouldn’t be able to leave where I was and get on a bus and get home. I am now resting and drinking lots of water. Have had moments of feeling overwhelmed and anxious but overall good (thanks in part to reading this blog). But in a nutshell.. something is definitely ‘happening’ on my end and it’s nice to know once again that I’m not crazy but that it’s a phenomenon for everyone. Lots of luck, folks. I can definitely see/sense positivity (like streams of light through a forest) amidst all this craziness!

  23. Ive been given powerful messages. The dark has had me in a confused, and disabling environment. Just this past week I seeing some light. I have many factors keeping me from the real reality but I continue the fight
    I have been meditating and I say my Metateon prayer which seems to be helping. I’ve experienced for the last year a very high frequency pitch in my head not my ears. I need a mentor because of the conditions I suffer from. I know what I should be doing but I can’t get there. Please help

    • “…I need a mentor because of the conditions I suffer from. I know what I should be doing but I can’t get there. Please help…”

      Michelle P.,

      I would suggest that you read through my Archives, if interested, which should help you.

      Denise

  24. Thought I would share this momentous update from SpaceWeather as it seems relevant to the building energy Denise has spoken of:

    INCOMING SOLAR STORM: A coronal mass ejection (CME) is heading for Earth, due to arrive on April 13th. NOAA forecasters estimate a a 60% chance of polar geomagnetic storms, so high-latitude sky watchers should be alert for auroras.

    The CME was propelled into space by an M6-class eruption in the magnetic canopy of sunspot AR1719. SOHO photographed the expanding cloud using an onboard coronagraph. Speckles near the end of the movie are caused by energetic solar protons hitting the coronagraph’s CCD detector.

    Note that although the CME appears to hit Mars and Venus, there is no actual physical contact. The cloud is merely passing in front of the two planets.

  25. Hi Denise 🙂 I have long been confused about this topic and I have drawn to me a new friend who is helping me become clear on the difference between “doing it yourself” vs relying on outside of yourself. I’m also dating him! Now I can’t say I know the truth but he presented a concept I had never heard, saying that when I rely too much on seeking the angels or whatever that it keeps me out of my body and not present…. especially when you do it often, which I have done because of my distressing history. My new friend brought up to me that it is time for me to stand on my own too feet, that this is my next step. I told him I had just read your article about this very thing!! Onward and upward!

  26. On Thursday the 11th, I was in the barn. Picture the oldest working barn you’ve ever been inside: thick timbers, dusty layers of cobwebs, chickens squawking, horses stomping about.

    A shaft of golden sunlight slants sideways to the ground and appears solid because of the amount of dust in the air. I’m fixated on the column of light and everything else fades away, the animals, the barn and the sound of the nearby freeway.

    More time goes by, the light becomes more solid and the barn less dense.

    A voice says, “Denise will understand this:” the sunlight, appearing to be solid, is like 5D reality. The barn, fading into shadows, is like the old 3D.

    I was hoping you would post a discussion for the 11th.

    I live near downtown Los Angeles. My “job” these last two years was to guard a light vortex/portal that was once a natural spring where the Native Americans lived. This spot is in the canyon right below my home.

    The energy has cleared and now there is a stillness. On the morning of the 12th, when I woke, more vivid than a dream was the image that my hands had been bound behind my back and the ropes had been cut. I saw the rope hanging in my hands. That day I could loosen my shoulders for the first time in what seems like twenty years.

    Thank you Denise and all the writers here for your contributions.

    Wounded Owl

    • susanmaca – Wounded Owl,

      Thank you ♥ for sharing this with me, with all of us. ♥

      I have to say, you sound like a writer – I could see your barn and the animals, sounds, the light, the dust and those wonderful horse smells.. 🙂

      Anyhoo… Yes, what you experienced and so beautifully described it exactly what it’s often like for us to easily shift our consciousness and frequency rates out of one range/channel/dimension etc. and up into another frequency range/channel/dimension etc. All of these multiple dimensions and different frequencies and layers of frequencies all exist simultaneously (like how all of the 500-some TV channels all exist simultaneously but typically we 3D folks only perceive one of them at a time and aren’t able to consciously pull in more of the other channels. That however is changing due to the years of Ascension Process –the Body and Brain Rewiring, repeated Kundalini risings, polarity integration work etc. etc. Now and ongoing more and more people are and will be able to perceive other dimensions (which also means they’ll be going to them in those moments!) or be able to pull in other of the many available channels so to speak. We are evolving back towards being consciously aware of the fact that we are indeed Multidimensional Beings that exist and function within more than just this one dimension with it’s timeline that we are highly focused within now.

      The more we evolve into this, which many are doing now and this will only expand into greater awareness etc., the more people will know that other Beings, ETs, Lightbeings and so on actually do exist because they’ve seen them and eventually communicated with them and so on. This is how real ‘disclosure’ will happen.

      Your experience also beautifully illustrates the Separation of Worlds. You were in one world with it’s timeline and that was/is your enchanting physical barn. But, as you shifted into focusing from your High Heart you saw the Light, sorry but it’s just too good 😀 and at that point started to vibrationally exit the world and timeline and enter another less dense world. It’s that easy, that simple… and that hard for too many people. The Separation of Worlds will unfold in this same sort of way for humanity; they’ll not consciously be aware of the shift into another frequency and timeline, and some will, but most won’t and that’s perfect actually. When an individual is safely able to hold open more channels of awareness — multidimensional consciousness — they will. 🙂

      Thank you again for sharing your truly delicious experience with us all.
      ♥ Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

  27. Hello Every Beautiful Person here

    I have had just the opposite experience these last 5 days. My intuition tells me something horrible is happening behind the scenes, that Team Dark is stronger and winning more than ever. All I see is more consumption and destruction of natural irreversible resources. I have this sense that the dark has won already, and it causes me huge anxiety, sadness, hopelessness, and a feeling that I totally failed at my mission here. All I see is an increase in darkness ahead. I got so concerned with my sudden onset of heavy feelings that I started an intensive dose of mood balancing supplements, either that or rot to death pretty quickly.. due to the sheer despair that I feel… and that won’t shake off my usual sunny self.

    Grace C.

    • “Hello Every Beautiful Person here

      I have had just the opposite experience these last 5 days. My intuition tells me something horrible is happening behind the scenes, that Team Dark is stronger and winning more than ever. All I see is more consumption and destruction of natural irreversible resources. I have this sense that the dark has won already, and it causes me huge anxiety, sadness, hopelessness, and a feeling that I totally failed at my mission here. All I see is an increase in darkness ahead. I got so concerned with my sudden onset of heavy feelings that I started an intensive dose of mood balancing supplements, either that or rot to death pretty quickly.. due to the sheer despair that I feel… and that won’t shake off my usual sunny self.

      Grace C.”

      Grace C.,

      I almost didn’t publish your Comment because of it’s focus, but instead I’m going to USE it to hopefully show you and possibly some other people too how this business works now.

      Everything you said in your Comment is correct from what I too have perceived. However, and this is the important part — just because what you and I and many other people have/are feeling, sensing, perceiving about ‘Team Dark has won blah, blah, blah’ does NOT mean that that world and that timeline is the world and timeline you or me or anyone else whose perceived it will end up existing within ourselves. I know that I will not, for any reason whatsoever, end up in that or any other probable world where Team Dark still controls that world and reality. Been there, done that already in this life! 😉

      My point is that you MUST realize that all of humanity and everything else is currently in the midst of a huge and profoundly important transition; a transition out of the old everything and not yet fully into the new everything. We’re in mid transition right now and because of this where we focus our thoughts, beliefs, expectations, fears, disappointments, sadness, hatred, love, hope etc. etc. on has TONS to do with where we will end up very soon! I just experienced this very thing while writing this myself!

      If you’ve been reading the other Comments you’ve heard me mention a term that Lisa Renee uses to accurately describe what Team Dark beings/entities/ and humans do to Team Light humans and that is the ‘smash and grab’ technique. Like humans who drive their vehicle into some shopping store with the intent of stealing as much merchandise as they can as quickly as they can, 4D Team Dark does something very similar to humans in this dimension. They suddenly drive into us (in a variety of ways and often thru other people) with the intent of then stealing as much of the emotional energy we produce from having been driven into/attacked/derailed etc.

      The longer a human remains mentally and emotionally focused on Team Dark, on the negative events/actions/happenings etc., on fears, on worries, and on this other Earth world where the Negatives do still suppress humans and where the chaos, negativity, disasters only increase (that Earth world and timeline is called by some ‘Planet B’ ), that human now runs a much greater risk of quickly letting themselves be literally drawn into that ‘Planet B’ world and timeline. And, the same is true of each of us focusing on the positive, Light, Love, Ascension side of all this and knowing without ANY doubt that that is the Earth world– ‘the new Planet A/B’ or higher worlds– that we now will exist on. Like attracts like as the old saying goes, and during this transitional Nine Months period between 12-21-12 through 9-22-13, what each of us focuses on is what we are heading towards/drawing to ourselves. If someone is mentally and emotionally focused on all the horrible negative things that are indeed coming ON ANOTHER EARTH WORLD THAN THIS ONE, then they will continue being drawn to exactly what they continue focusing on! This is the growing responsibility we all are HAVING to learn to deal with now because where consciousness goes, so too does ones self and body! 😯 So it’s time for each of us to be very conscious of our consciousness because now it will match us up with whatever we are mentally and emotionally focused on.

      Be wise, be strong, by the highest YOU that you are and just walk away from the rest of it all. ♥
      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Very well said Denise. I went thru a “high” period for a couple of days knowing within that the task that I was involved with was accomplished. Then I went thru a “low” period for the reasons you have covered in your reply to Grace. Now I have achieved an Equilibrium knowing where we have arrived. As you have said in your own perfect way, Keep Your Head Up. As you article spoke of “individually”, you haven’t heard from me for the past half of year as I was removed from all postings, info, etc. so I could fully concentrate individually on my task. As always, My Love To You Denise and To Everyone Out There on Transitions!

      • Grace, I am so sorry you are experiencing that! I’ve been having some personal struggles with the team dark smash and grab technique lately(as I’ve written about in some comments here) and one thing that might not immediately be clear when feeling really down even after what Denise explained is that when rotten stuff happens around us, we get the energy drain and mental interference from team dark etc it can feel nearly impossible to think about the positive stuff.

        The trick I have found is to not try to deny what you are feeling, accept it and accept that it sucks, hurts, confuses and distresses but then you can say to yourself BUT I’m not down with that! I want this-think of the positive scenarios whether the predicted world as Denise described in posts here, or personal positives or both and then ask very specifically for help from angels, guides, faeries, God/Goddess, Archangel Michael-any and all that work for you.

        I’ve been in that situation where it felt just impossible, I was so stressed and dealing with real physical, real emotional things that just do tend to drag you down, but the key to this evolving transition is that we are not alone in it-not only are we connected to one another and to all that is since we are all One-we have specific help available that we can ask for, and receive.

        I’ve been praying a lot more since I became bedridden, since it was the only thing I felt I could do to help better the world, help others etc and now I’m also praying for assistance as well. As a wheelchair user I can say from personal experience that being self reliant and strong does not always mean you never need to ask for help!!

        As the Oracle Report lady told us the other day-with this black moon transiting the Galactic center we are facing the shadow side, our own and others-and it can be facing pure fear-but that we can face it down, stare it down and not only survive but be healed and thrive because we are held in the arms of Gaia, we are parts of Her and we are SAFE no matter what team dark tries to trick us with.

        They have this trick of generating fear and despair, but it is a trick-Tolkien explained it, and how to deal with it as did JK Rowling with the Dementors. Once you recognize it as a trick it is so much easier to look at your feelings as an observer and keep on doing what you know you need to, in order to follow your real chosen path.

        I also just read the Black Moon book that is available on the Oracle Report website for free and she really illuminates how we are affected individually by our black moon natal position, and how we can overcome that and take away that tool from team dark’s smash and grab toolbox to use against us.

        Magic is real, and WE can use it just as well as or better than team dark to not only free ourselves, and help one another but to bring more and more of what we value into manifestation on Earth.

        I often feel overwhelmed by the things team dark does, but I will never accede that they have won, on any Earth or any part of our Universe. They may generate timelines of misery, but those will always burn out because they feed on others energy, they are inherently unsustainable. Creator has given them a trick or treat of Her own, imho with this a/b world thing. 😉

        Their victories are always , always, always temporary and limited in scope because the very root and nature of ALL That IS, is LOVE.

        I hope you can allow the despair to flow thru you and past you like a pile of garbage on a beautiful river. The Source of the River is always flowing with Pure beautiful water, and the garbage will eventually cling to the side and be composted, Nature is always in charge 😉

        Humans(and team dark) ruin planets for themselves, but the spirits of nature live on and the planets often teem with other types of life afterward, it is only in their minds that humans(and team dark) are so in control of anything outside of themselves.

        My favourite saying from a movie was in Jurassic Park “LIFE WILL FIND A WAY”.

        She WILL you know, every darn time!!;-)

        Love and blessings to you Grace and to all of you-don’t let the ankle biters wear you down-as wearing us down is really ALL they HAVE.
        ohnwentsya

      • Dearest Ohnwentsya,

        I’ve been following your posts, even though I might not always reply. I’ve been really tired and quiet lately and have just respected that for myself.

        I did want to jump in here quick and say, when you wrote:

        “I hope you can allow the despair to flow thru you and past you like a pile of garbage on a beautiful river. The Source of the River is always flowing with Pure beautiful water, and the garbage will eventually cling to the side and be composted, Nature is always in charge”

        I really thought it was beautifully put. And that’s what many of us here have been doing for years… clearing out our own (and others’) garbage, to make way for a clearer and brighter true Light that is (and within) US. Hugs to you =)

        With Much Love and Light,
        Chrysalis… ready to fly…

      • Thank you Chrysalis! I can totally relate to the being tired and quiet. It is so beautiful to experience the community here-both the spoken and unspoken. It is interesting to me that sometimes it is almost like music the way there are comments and pauses-even pauses when we personally might be looking for or wishing for replies or comments on something-and then just like the rest on the staff in music, it turns out that silence was EXACTLY what we needed in that moment to process what we were experiencing.

        As much as the energy now is emphasizing our individual taking of responsibility and work within ourselves, I am also experiencing a wonderful perspective of this growing 5d community/communities we are creating as well. It is very life when playing together in a band, only on such a vaster scale-we are each very individual not melded or blurred between us, but each instrument flows and weaves in with the others to create a new whole, another level of wholeness that is a new level of complete beyond the completeness of the individuals.

        Like cell walls on our cells don’t make us any less on human;-) its one thing to know that we are all one, or even to experience it in the silence of meditation, but this interactive dance is amazing to me.

        i used to think humans were so self absorbed, so disconnected that I could not imagine how we could ever become one organism as a species much less as a planet with all the other beings most humans don’t seem to even notice-but lately I see it growing more and more, naturally, organically not forced or timed, but like the way you can feel the baby shifting and growing even before it starts actually kicking you;-)

        I like the image of the river because it reminds me to think of Source and the endless flow of pure love and good that is coming in, even when I’m feeling backed up and buried under garbage-my own or some that someone like team dark decides to dump on me.

        Especially when I feel terrible in some moment, remembering that it is just a moment, or a week or a year-it WILL flow on by eventually! 😉

        Thank you for commenting to me-and to everyone for keeping this going in spite of your own difficulties, and esp Denise for moving thru your own often difficult and negative moments to help make things so much clearer for all of us. I am amazed at all of you and the beautiful result!

      • Dear ohnwentsya,

        thank you for your most touching reply two days ago. Your compassion and insightfulness has positively touched my life. I specially liked the metaphor of the river and the awareness that it is all a trick by the dark. Thank you for the reminder that the earth will make it. My hope quotient raised up again. The next day I had a new friend show up unexpectedly and help me create and build shelves for a project that Team Dark had been blocking me over and over for the past 3 months, it was an amazing miracle how much we got done! The moment she left everything started going really wrong really quickly, over and over, and I kept approaching it all as a trick, and did not let it wreck me as it would have before. Thanks to you and Denise, my supplements, my inner discipline, everything has turned around! Thank you also Chrysalis, and Jeff and all of you with beautiful wishes for my high-heart-planet-A plan!! Of course I wish for all of you to ascend or inscend beautifully. Lets all keep on keeping on!
        Hugs to everyone!

      • Thank you for replying Grace. I am so glad you are feeling better and that I could help in some way. I’ve been experiencing the wavelike nature of this Shift as Denise describes it in her new post for a while now. The down cycle can be really difficult;-/ but I’ve found that the love, caring and support of others on this path, here at Transitions and in some groups I read has made a HUGE difference for me as well. I guess smash and grab does not work as well on individuals who are metaphorically holding hands in a big circle;-)
        Its been a challenge at some parts of the cycle to keep the cyclic nature in mind and let it flow on by-when I feel better I “get it” but when I feel worse I have to remind myself often that it will pass.
        I also have had the experience where the dark influence cannot penetrate when I have company physically-and that things get wonky when the other person leaves, but as you found I just keep praying and doing my defensive measures, and the nastiness gets less and less.
        I don’t know how long the cycling will last, but I feel confident that as long as we keep going we will all make it thru-especially when we keep weaving this safety net of love, care, support, prayers and conversations like this one between so many determined spirits!
        Love and Blessings,
        ohnwentsya

      • Hello, ohnwentsya,

        I’m starting to feel under attack a little as you have been mentioning here recently. I too have problems with neighbors, although not to the extent you have– more of the irritating ankle-biter type. The energy from one person in particular is very black and negative and I tried to get away for the weekend as she was staying here two weekends in a row and I didn’t think I could stomach it. 😦 My attempt at a peaceful time didn’t quite work out, though. I went to my sister’s and she had me sleep on an extremely saggy bed that aggravated my injured pelvis from a fall two months ago that has had me very limited in movement and it was so depressing to go backwards after being limited for so long already. (I know, nothing compared to you, but it hurts and I don’t have anyone to help me.) Then, on two separate occasions, she put on creams or something that was extremely stinky, even though she knows I have asthma and react strongly to such things. The second time, she got in the car with me and gave me a really good asthma attack and then they left me at the bus stop (still one town out from where I live) with me really unable to get out of the car, stand, or walk and left me to my own devices. I couldn’t quite get all my stuff into the bus and someone helped me, but I was such a mess that the bus driver was going to call an ambulance, so I got off the bus and sat on a curb, dazed and unable to stand or walk. What to do? I was in a town I didn’t know and how was I going to get home? I sat there for awhile and thought to ask for an angel, because I couldn’t see me getting out of the situation by myself– with the lack of oxygen and muddled brain and all– and a very kind woman came out to see if I was okay and eventually drove me into town. So, yes, we can ask for what we need and it will come. I had hope for my sister to start to ascend, but am doubting that will happen now as she was SO easily manipulated by Team Dark to harm me that way. I’ve been a physical mess since then– my breathing is still not right and I’m still oxygen-starved and sleeping a lot and weak (I can so relate to your stories about being poisoned!). And, you’re right, it’s so hard to stay positive when your body is being attacked like this. And by my own sister. But, I was talking to a friend who has asthma last night and he pointed out some things I needed to be aware of and told me to see my specialist right away. So, in the midst of the ugliness, there were two people there to help me when I needed it. It will pass. I’ll try to remember your stream and have it clean out the inflammation in my lungs and the pain in my pelvis and hip. Still hard to be positive, but I’m saying, I want to breathe freely, sweet air, without poisons or pollution in a clean environment. And I’ll stick in a few animals, because I love having wild animals around and they like me! So thanks for your words– they were helpful for me this week.

        Love and hugs,
        Cat

      • “…a fall two months ago that has had me very limited in movement and it was so depressing to go backwards after being limited for so long already. (I know, nothing compared to you, but it hurts and I don’t have anyone to help me…” Cat

        I am so sorry that happened! It is not nothing compared to me, it sounds really painful and frustrating;-( I also have experienced similar things, both the structural and the asthma and they are SO frustrating. Just when you start to improve someone or something knocks you back. I don’t know if you use homeopathy and if it is uncool to say this here I apologize, but arnica montana, and symphytum homeopathic remedies are amazing for injuries like you are experiencing. I used to be flattened for so long by vry similar things, until someone told me about the arnica. I discovered the symphytum when someone I love was injured-it is the homeopathic of comfrey herb which is known as “knitbone”, it helps things to heal so amazingly fast. (if this is not ok to mention here it is fine with me if you want to give my email to Cat, Denise)

        anyway, the main point is that we seem to have similar experiences often so we can find things to share when others are suffering, which makes our own suffering seem a lot more worth it;-) I am so glad you had several people come forward with support and info. To me the worst part is just being stuck, in pain and alone with no clue how to fix the problem.

        I’ve also had the perfume asthma thing, and its taken decades to get the people close to me to remember not to do it, but there are always random people at the dr office, or store. More and more people are becoming sensitive tho and scent free offices are becoming more common. I used to get a catalog from an allergy store that sold a scarf with an activated charcoal liner to tie around the face while biking, walking outside etc to prevent asthma. I never could afford to get one, but I copied the idea by wetting a scarf lightly, and it helped.

        Strangely many perfumes and other scented household chemicals contain endocrine disruptors and are implicated in what Donna Jackson Nakazawa called “The Autoimmune Epidemic” in her book by that title. Those chemicals are hurting everyone, even those who choose to use them, not just us-but most people have no idea until they get to the tipping point and start having lots of problems.

        another lifesaving book for me was “Nontoxic, Natural and Earthwise” by Debra Lynn Dadd-it is full of useful stuff, substitutions for things and general info about toxics in all sorts of unexpected places and how we can easily live without them (and feel a LOT better)

        “…my breathing is still not right and I’m still oxygen-starved and sleeping a lot and weak (I can so relate to your stories about being poisoned!). And, you’re right, it’s so hard to stay positive when your body is being attacked like this…” Cat

        (((HUGS))) that is so not fun;-/ It is hard to stay positive and one thing I’ve finally learned is to let the negative flow thru too-it SUCKS feeling like that, its no fun, frustrating and uncomfortable and imho trying to be positive about it just ticks you off more! But my new tactic is to say, yea this really sucks, and its not ending yet-but it WILL end and then to instead of trying to be positive I pray for help, I do what I can to alleviate the discomfort(and rest as much as possible of course) and then I go thru a list of things I am grateful for-even with feeling rotten, being attacked by team dark/stalkers etc there is always so much more on the beautiful side of the balance sheet!

        I got stymied trying to comfort myself in my garden when everywhere I turned there was more damage and suffering, but I have reminded myself that the plants and trees are like us-they suffer and are hurt and sometimes die, but they have joy too and they feel my love for them.

        And the biggest thing is that no matter what team dark or their myriad minions do, even should they make most of the Earth look like Mordor in LOTR, Mama Nature is stronger than them and she will rise from the ashes of their monstrosities just as she did from the ice ages, and every other cataclysm-Life Will Find a Way!;-)

        Sometimes a**holes are like hurricanes-if we can’t get out of the way we can just hang on and survive. They make a huge mess of destruction but eventually they WILL pass and we clean up and start over.

        It is truly amazing and beautiful how fast Mama Nature in Florida comes roaring back after one of her beautiful but deadly wind dancers wrecks things. The storm passes and trees are down, plants are shredded, houses gone-and the human stuff like houses takes forever to get back in order but a year later places in the wild are lush, green and covered with life. Of course trees take longer-but many of them will sprout out their sides, re-rooting along the ground and keep living, and the live oaks can re-sprout from the roots tho they almost never come down.

        When we finally process all the “stuff” and get clear and in the moment we will be like them-we will no longer be stuck in the distress of things but just keep flowing and growing past and thru the rough parts.

        Thank you for replying to me, and for keeping on your path despite all those obstacles thrown in your way. It does make a difference, even tho it probably doesn’t feel like it in the midst of all that. Your light is shining on many who have no idea why they are drawn to growing and waking up, but because you keep shining more and more around you are inspired to seek their own light within!

      • Hi, ohnwentsya,

        Thanks for your thoughtful reply. You’re another one of the people stopping long enough to help me through this and I appreciate it. I’m feeling a lot better this week and getting back to myself. I can’t really say that I feel like my light is shining much any more, which is kind of sad, but I’m feeling angry and stressed a lot of the time due to a number of factors.
        Thanks for the info on homeopathy– I’m familiar with it and will get the remedies you suggested. My friend says its quantum medicine– it works beyond the molecular. It’s funny– I almost always have a scarf with me or a mask because of perfumes– I take public transportation and it can be bad being trapped with a bunch of toxic people.
        I love what you said about how quickly nature springs back– even in places like Hiroshima and Chernobyl, things are green again. I guess they can be symbols for what we do– no matter how many times we’re struck down, we just get back up and keep going. I like your image of flowing and growing through things and I so wish I was there and not stuck like I seem to be lately. But it is passing and I did remind myself of that while I was so ill.
        I always appreciate your point of view in your comments and really like what you said (I think it was you) about community as well as the individual. I’m trying to remember our circle around the campfire when i feel too alone with all this.

        Hugs,
        Cat

      • Thank you for your spiritual kick-in-the-butt, Denise. I really needed this understanding; it really helps a lot. If one my non-intuitive friends had told me to ignore the dark’s antics, I would have brushed it off, because I would have felt they do not perceive the dark agenda so they are speaking from naïve ignorance. And I have told myself that to ignore what the dark is doing is being in denial; that I must know what they are up to so that I can be prepared.

        However, hearing YOU admit the dark IS up to mischief, and understanding that it is best not to focus on it, sheds a totally new light to my approach to living these next 5 months.

        Though I have been reading almost everything you write for 2 years now, I missed the smash and grab method. I didn’t realize until just now how hypnotized I become when I see Team Dark attacking humanity at large or me personally. I see them and feel them smashing into me or someone, and I am so horrified, that that becomes my focus, and I leak all my emotional energy into that. I produce waves of hopelessness and fear. I did not even see I was doing this; I just thought I was acknowledging what was really happening without denying it.

        I think I fell into this pattern partly because I was expecting that by now the dark would be totally powerless. So I need to reeducate my expectations. And understand much more clearly now that I am the light that I am looking for. The world can appear all shades from light to gray to dark, and it is up to me to stay centered in the light that I am, and not get identified with the mirage outside of me. This pattern of looking for verification outside myself is not who I really am; it is a way I was told by society was the realistic way to be (“you don’t live in a bubble”),so I adopted it to be fair.

        To perceive the dark and hold the light simultaneously is truly a feat. A feat I am going to pursue wholeheartedly from now on. Team Dark will do what Team Dark will do; people will respond to that however they do. My job is to look within and anchor in my inner light, my eternal being, unscathed by all this drama.

        Thank you for taking the time to detect and untangle the spiritually distorted knot I was in. Your kindness in re-educating me is palpable, and I am so grateful for your love and care. You have just made a huge difference in my life, Denise.

        A VERY BIG THANK YOU AND SPIRITUAL HUG TO YOU

        Grace

      • “…To perceive the dark and hold the light simultaneously is truly a feat. A feat I am going to pursue wholeheartedly from now on. Team Dark will do what Team Dark will do; people will respond to that however they do. My job is to look within and anchor in my inner light, my eternal being, unscathed by all this drama…”

        Grace C.,

        You dearest, just made my day with that! ♥ THAT is why I do what I do. ♥ Thank you for understanding so quickly and so easily stepping into Lightwarrior Mode and forging ahead, as you said, ‘unscathed by all this drama’! That is what Lightworkers/Forerunners do. 🙂 We must consciously know that Team Dark exists, and it sure helps to know many of their horrible tactics etc., nonetheless, while knowing and dealing with all that and more, we MUST NOT allow ourselves to get sucked into or mesmerized by Team Darks actions in our own lives or in other peoples or in global events etc. And of course this is exactly why the Negatives work so hard to repeatedly derail those who are embodying the Light within themselves!

        I’m going to further use some of the great things you said to hopefully get these issues better understood for far more people reading TRANSITIONS Comments. 🙂

        “…Though I have been reading almost everything you write for 2 years now, I missed the smash and grab method. I didn’t realize until just now how hypnotized I become when I see Team Dark attacking humanity at large or me personally. I see them and feel them smashing into me or someone, and I am so horrified, that that becomes my focus, and I leak all my emotional energy into that. I produce waves of hopelessness and fear. I did not even see I was doing this; I just thought I was acknowledging what was really happening without denying it…”

        We souls incarnate on Earth now doing this are known for going where angels fear to tread so to speak. What we do by intentionally coming into what had been a totally negatively controlled world and then bring in the Light and hope we don’t become derailed, seduced, distracted and “fall” vibrationally ourselves down into Team Dark’s lower frequencies etc., is indeed no easy or safe task! But, again, this is who we are and what we do and why we do it. We dive into world septic tanks to help the locals get free by transmuting that dark crap, bring in Light, and literally Pathpave ways out of that lower frequency and consciousness for any and all that are ready to leave. And the whole time we run the risk of forgetting who we are, why we’re here now, and becoming seduced by Team Dark’s lies and actions and the endless negative energies being produced by unaware humanity. After this one, I’m takin’ a long R and R!

        “…I think I fell into this pattern partly because I was expecting that by now the dark would be totally powerless…”

        Thinking this way is perfectly understandable and it’s what the majority of people (who know the Negatives even exist) have thought and believed too. This next part is important everyone… 😉 Since the start of 2011 I was HIGHLY aware that the old level of interactions, attacks, awareness of many of the Team Dark beings themselves was diminishing. They were becoming less present in my life and awareness and I was VERY consciously aware that, from my perspective, Team Dark was in retreat mode and no one was more happy about that than me! After decades of direct abuse from them, I was finally perceiving Team Dark retreating — some of them even gave up and turned towards the Light at that point (2011 through 2012), while others just retreated, and others fought even harder to not lose their power over humanity and earth etc.

        But, because we all are Multidimensional Beings that exist and function within multiple dimensions and timelines simultaneously, these physical and astral happenings are far more complex than 3D duality consciousness typically perceives. As I said, in January 2011 from my perspective at that time, it looked to me like Team Dark was retreating. The truth of the matter is more that I was advancing away from them and that old Earth world. 😉 Big difference huh, and many of us have been doing this over the past few years… or months… and this is the seemingly slow-motion unfolding of the start of the Separation of Worlds. And this brings us back to the current importance of people’s thoughts and emotions now and why. What we mentally and emotionally focus on now is the timeline and world — ‘Planet A/B’, ‘Planet B’, ‘Plant A’ etc. — we will automatically be drawn to vibrationally. And guess who is very, very aware of this? Team Dark and that’s why the ones that are still around are working so hard to ‘smash and grab’ as many humans as they can before the physical Separation of Worlds begins later this year.

        Thank you again for dropping down into the Shit Pit and so quickly bouncing back up with those precious jewels in hand that you picked up from your Journey down there and back. 😉 That’s some important booty you just grabbed yourself! Very well done you! ♥
        Gratitude Hugs,
        Denise

      • I want to thank Grace for starting this which has been important for myself to follow. Denise, in your latest comments the most important sentence for myself was:

        “The truth of the matter is more that I was advancing away from them and that old Earth world’.

        I am realizing that the more I am “There”, the place we are transitioning to, the more On Top Of That World I Am and then when I have to transition back to “Here”, the more Allergic I Have Become. Constant awareness, for myself, of what is transpiring as I fall back to “Here” is of utmost importance. Constant Vigilance of what is transpiring all around me here. Pulling from within, while all is transpiring around me, that Inner Strength and Divine Trust and trying not to fall too far into that pit. We have achieved another critical juncture, so I say, Cheers To Us All, Job Well Done!
        As last year I transitioned into that “individual phase” to continue individual clearing, tasks, etc., it is a comfort to find that the Transition Community still is here. I honor Denise for maintaining this site during these intense times and even though much has become individual, it still feels good to have understanding community to share with.
        I don’t know about anyone else, but I have put in my reservation for a month Revitalizing Spa Treatment when we finally arrive!

      • “…I am realizing that the more I am “There”, the place we are transitioning to, the more On Top Of That World I Am and then when I have to transition back to “Here”, the more Allergic I Have Become…”

        Jeff,

        EXACTLY! The more of an irritant it is to us and we are to it and other people who are a vibrational match to it. 😉

        Good to have you back. 🙂
        Hugs,
        Denise

      • I want to thank you personally as well, Grace, because your first comment echoed EXACTLY how I had been feeling–and I seriously had considered taking mood-balancing supplements, as well. Thank you, too, Denise, for letting me recognize that your response to Grace was a response to a few of my previous questions. ❤

    • Grace, that is how the darkness is working on you. Dont give in to it. I have gone through hell this past week with a relative, and I am working hard to balance things out. I have gone into terrible despair because of it, but will not give in to it. Keep shining the light.

  28. Hi Denise. Pluto in Capricorn bringing up stuff! I was dating and now its over cuz the guy that I thought was on the same page, and I do admire the areas in which he has wisdom….. he blamed ME for his feelings pressure. I discovered his reasons for asking me questions about things wasn’t to relate to me but so he could analyze ME and protect himself! He was on a way different stair step and had too much fear to be able to relate to me. I have also had intense experiences with other people and gossiping issues. All this with intensely feeling the ascension feelings and learning to avoid blaming myself and all the old hurtful patterns of behavior. I have not had such a “lesson” in my personal life…. meaning usually it happened in my job life cuz I didn’t have a personal life! ….. I am having to learn how to take more responsibility, and “do it on my own”. …. oh, and the man I was dating didn’t want to let go even tho he was most unhappy. I let him go. I mean he perceived my discussions as “manipulation”. He only saw the light one time when he did realize the issues in his face were HIS. I had to remind him that if he was earnest about the ascension how could he not understand that all that is not healed and balanced inside of self will come up for examination and healing????? My personality was too intense for him. Boy do I have lots to learn and unlearn : )

    P.S. just realized when re reading your article about being side blinded into emotional issues by TD could very well be what happened to ME! I had discovered that I was being “cut” and “left out” from being invited and included by someone I had thought was a friend. I felt pretty bad. But I have learned from it too, learned a lot. I AM STRONGER because of it, SO THERE jerk butts! 🙂

  29. Very timely article, thank you Denise. I, too, was sensing the increase of the new energies from beginning of the last week. It was/is a very unexpected and new journey / ride during the week innerwards. Last night i had a huge confrontation with team dark. They were threatening me and seemed to be very angry. They lured and trapped me, strangled my throat and let me tell some secrets to them. As the stranglehold tightened and i became aware of the situation, i broke off from them. Heard them being very angry and hissing, yet becoming weaker. Afterwards i fought very hard not to sleep back again and said to them in my mind very loudly to back off, leave, ridikuluus etc. and all was good afterwards. Like you said Denise, during such important portals there are always increased attacks, manipulations occurring, yet it reminds me we’re on the right path.

  30. On the 11th I was out of the country. I stepped onto the land and got tears to my eyes. I felt I was back home as the place was so close to where I was born. I really did not want to leave. We traveled to some ruins and I stood there barefoot listening to the speaker. I could have sat there all night. I found gifts from the locals for friends back home and was thrilled about the good feelings I felt through it all. The people were wonderful for the most part and I truely have a heart for native people everywhere. They have so much knowledge that we need right now or so I feel. I really did not want to go on this trip, but had to go. And I had many reservations and hurdles to get over which through perseverance were resolved. It was so stressful just getting it all together. And yet it was the first time in about 11(there is that number again) years that I was able to release and let go of all I have had to cope with such as aging, sick and dyeing family members and friends as well as an overly difficult marriage that had taken its toll and through many many changes and much loss. I had no idea what this trip and the experiences would mean to me. The cost of the trip was a gift and the trip itself was a gift. I learned that I had to have faith in positive outcomes just to get there and the positive energy continued to flow through the entire week. So I guess I learned to let go and have faith in positive outcomes. These lessons are not easy and we have to in some cases unlearn/relearn and let go. The weeks prior were hell in so many ways and the years before left scares but the trip was worth taking. Peace, faith, love, and perseverance! Much love! Elaine

  31. This morning I woke up around 4:00AM (yeah, the sleeping business isn’t happening again), and the second I was awake I felt horrible, had a headache, felt semi-sick, was depressed and emotionally weepy etc. All of these things informed in that moment of waking, that I was picking up some large-scale negativity.

    I couldn’t tell where it was coming from but I knew it was in North America. As many of you remember, we’d been talking the past few days about Team Dark and their ‘smash and grab’ maneuver. What’s happened today, hours after I woke up feeling a wave of negativity getting ready to manifest somewhere, there was another nation-wide ‘smash and grab’ at the Boston marathon. Acknowledge it, but do not let it and the endless media coverage of another insane, violent act against humans be an ongoing ‘smash and grab’ of your energies and consciousness.

    Be strong and wise everyone and be conscious of your consciousness and don’t let it and/or your emotions be used in yet another nation-wide ‘smash and grab’. ♥
    Group Hug,
    Denise

    • Hi Denise, I’m in the UK and can tell you that the wave of negative energy is here too! I’ve had some rather unpleasant interactions lately and have experienced the same weepy heaviness you spoke of. I woke up crying this morning and then a dismal interaction with a work related person from my past proved downright venomous. I’ve heard of others around here having their dark stuff drudged up too. I thought it would just last a couple of days but it’s seems to keep going. The Boston episode was a particularly dark moment indeed. I just keep hoping that this negative sludge is coming up for a reason, to be washed away once and for all. Does anyone else feel like they’re on a merry go round, continuously spinning around the same issues that don’t seem to clear?

      • I don’t know if this is related, but I’m still going through bi-polar energy-swings. I literally go half a day or a period of hours feeling …well, almost despair (only able to see the absolute worst things over and over again…) feeling really hopeless – Only to have a re-bound later on, where I feel nothing short of magnificent! As if I’m being bombed by waves of high frequency positive energy.

        This pattern happens almost every day recently. Anyone else felt this?

      • Starlight, I am absolutely going thru this also. I call it the “good-day/bad-day” or “positive/negative charge” scenario. Right now it seems to be changing on a daily basis, when prior, as you stated, it was happening within a given day.
        On the good day’s, I feel the Divine Flow, have Trust and sit within a Nice Balance. Well, we all know all about those bad days, don’t we. As you stated, the mood swings are so bi-polar it is quite disconcerting. Today is Good Day and I have that wonderful Divine Flow of info that is at least helping me to decipher somewhat the bad-day energies. Once again, for myself, it is about the “individual clearing”. This phase has definitely been the “Real Deal” for myself, no slacking. I am so Piscean, it’s like, Give Me A Friggin Break, I’m short-circuiting here. On a positive note, thankful for those good-days of Divine Insight. We Shall Keep On Keepin On!

      • mrchefjeff, Jen, starlight & All,

        Polarity Integration and Resolution is hard, is a struggle, is exhausting. Such is inner Alchemical spiritual work. Some of us have to go through this difficult Process now so that we’re literally vibrating beyond duality frequency and consciousness, which is neutrality instead of duality. Transitions… 😉

        Also, is everyone familiar with the glyph for Aquarius? the two rows of up/down wavy energy lines? Up/down, up/down, up/down, like walking up transformational energy Stair Step until we’ve integrated duality?

        Hang in there everyone as this has been a VERY difficult month. ♥ Everyone might also benefit from listening to the latest from Cosmic Awareness — channeled by Will Berlinghof and anchored by his wife Callista Summerfield-Berlinghof — about the latest two negative events here in the US. http://rainbow-phoenix.com/blog/

        A couple weeks ago I mentioned that I’d woke up one morning in April 2013 with a headache, feeling “ill”, and also weepy etc. I knew that this meant we/humanity were about to enter another negative period and that’s exactly what these past couple of weeks have been; Team Dark tactics on humanity, plus, a cluster of natural ascension-related earthquakes on the other side of the planet.

        Group ♥ Hugs,
        Denise

      • Hi Starlight, I’m fairly new to this blog, been reading for about a month though. I relate to your pattern, have been experiencing something similar for the last 18 months or so. During the morning is also when I experience the physical symptoms, then at some time in the afternoon, I experience a definite shift of energy and its like I become a different person. To be honest, going through this for so long, not really understanding what’s happening is pushing me to my limits.

    • Hi Denise
      It is SO interesting coming over here and seeing those words `smash and grab’ all over the place as on April 14th I heard these words loud and clear in my ear. I had not read Lisa Renee’s article in which she mentioned this so , for me, it is really interesting to feel how connected and in tune we all are now.
      I heard `smash and grab’ in connection to what some are doing in a last ditch attempt to hold on to the old ways and also in an attempt to derail as many as possible in the process.
      I saw in my mind’s eye an image …. a giant sea creature ( like a Kraken – http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kraken) which is flailing
      about in the water throwing out its tentacles in every direction.
      The Kraken is losing its power however as it does it is throwing out its tentacles in a last attempt to bring others down with it.
      Anyway … smash and grab … yes … I heard those words and it is really interesting to see that you and others have too.
      I also agree with what you have written above – re- the events in Boston – Acknowledge it, but do not let it and the endless media coverage of another insane, violent act against humans be an ongoing ‘smash and grab’ of your energies and consciousness.
      Much Love
      Eileen

      – April 15th was also my birthday … This day has been used before and is the ancient Roman festival of Fordicidia. Pregnant cows used to be sacrificed on this day as a part of a fertility ritual.

  32. For me the 11th was nothing specail I didn’t consciously notice any change in freqencies. But today when I awakened and put on the news like always I found out about a bombing that had happend across the country. I realized that somewhere in this I felt myself twice pushed around mentally by the energies of that news, while I didn’t feel any fear I felt like I was being invaded by thoughts, the first time I didn’t feel pushed but I didn’t understand why I’d be thinking something like that (always sets off an alarm bell for me at this point) that I didn’t understand why I would be thinking sounded agreeable (understandable maybe but not agreeable), the second time I got a physical sensation of being pushed, it’s not the first time this has happened when I watch the news but it’s the first time I dared venture a guess as to what it is. So today while I wasn’t aware of this before I did realize that I have to listen to the news with my whole body and whatever psychic awarness I have if I’m going to listen, I can safely say I didn’t know that before.

    Of course a reference to the smash and grab attempts of the dark and them trying to get afew last minute powercells of the astral net you mentioned crossed my mind in relation to this, more to the point it occured to me that the portal you mentioned might easily have been related to the timing. I’ve always prefered to listen to news outlets that where the hosts are in problem solver mode, and who encourage the people listening to turn around and empower themselves, get involved to stop and solve problems and seek out more information, and anymore when I hear the news from the other side I come away with this sense of being duped or realizing after the fact that I was being pulled shoved or pushed mentally (today was the first time I figured it out while it was happening) so understandablly I don’t tend to listen to those particular outlets (although it’s never happened the other way around).

    Among the most disempowering patterns for me personally has been not being able to tell my vibrations from those of other people. I think I’m starting to learn the difference and I certainly have the awareness to ask the question (although I have been topping out at hit and miss and not alot of confidence in what awareness I do have) and related or not what happened today was a pretty big jump for me. While it’s been bringing up alot of questions about my past it’s also been cutting alot of otherwise disempowering and negitive moments short.

  33. If anything I love coming here when my higher self focuses me here (in other words, whenever I “stumble” onto this blog because of the photos you and others post. I’ve noticed that every single time, the pictures are relevant to my future. Like the Air Balloon photo led me to post a video on a friends wall to relieve their suffering of their recent family members death. The video seemed maybe too cheesy but it was so beautiful- there was a photo of an air balloon in the entire video so I saw it as a sign to post it.

    The reason I’m posting now is because of your hearts picture. Awhile ago I asked for friendly people (ones I could trust of course) to be represented somehow visibly with a heart the color of the rainbow. This is the first time there’s more than one heart at a time =)

    Oh yea and I felt what a lot of others felt recently. Last night I felt everyone, the whole country, world, universe) go through or overcome something together, it was very comforting but today I felt a lot of anger and felt myself losing control. I wonder, if people believe “Team Dark” (whoever those are) have already won, then I guess they’re not so dark to me.

    I have to be honest, my personal belief is that we are more sensitive or more aware of the vibrations that are out there and we are trying to find the real source of the problem.

    I truly believe whenever we go through negative vibrations we are helping others overcome them.

  34. Hi Denise. To repeat what all of you are saying it “has” been a tough haul this month! I read one channeling that while vague managed to find a weak spot I hadn’t known I had and I opened to fear about comets! And it was a safe post that I trusted. So all this fear about cataclysmic stuff just poured in! Plus all the personal crap with people I mentioned in an earlier post. I felt fairly detached when I read about Boston.

    I never worry about which timeline plant I’ll end up on because God is there just the same! I say this for those that fear. The power and Presence of the Great I AM and whatever belief is still in you and the truth of you where ever we find ourselves.

    I read this somewhere and I find it sooths me: Peace in my heart, Peace in my soul, where ever I am going I AM Already HOME.

    Thank you all for sharing cause it is nice to know one is not crazy! It has taken such an effort to pull myself up.

    To my surprise I found that Tom Kenyon’s Crystal Palace/open the halls of Amenti music was super powerful and peaceful. I was so amazed at what I felt flow thru me and I hadn’t listened to it prior to now. I had felt desperate for some PEACE. This is a free sound gift. It was created for the world peace mediation a couple of years ago and maybe I tapped into all that wonderful soothing peace!

    Lets dig in our toes folks! 🙂 Thanks again Denise!

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