The Hard Transition of Taking Back our Power & Mastering Responsibility

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One of the highly important spiritual and energetic lessons many of us have been or currently are having to master is that of individually taking back our power and being aware that we are responsible. For the past few thousand years, humanity has been deliberately and profoundly dis-empowered through different sources, systems and global beliefs; religious beliefs, beliefs about our physical bodies and our health, beliefs about what we eat and drink, beliefs about war, killing, fighting, violence, beliefs about whose got “god” and/or “right” on their side and who doesn’t etc. It’s all rather clever crap when you honestly look at how humanity has been so effectively screwed with, controlled, directed and turned into parasitic vampires feeding off each other and unaware, unconscious zombies. Ever wonder why those story lines and others about ETs only being negative are force-fed continuously to the masses through movies and TV shows? It’s to get global humanity to believe and accept that living parasitically off of others, and not thinking or feeling anything is normal! Nothing of course could be farther from the truth.

My friend Stu mentioned in an email a couple of weeks ago that these latest Zombie Apocalypse movies are further attempts to herd more people’s consciousness towards ‘Planet B’ and I could not agree with him more. The Dark Ones–both nonhuman and human–continue pushing hard to get as many people as they can mentally and emotionally fixated on and acclimated towards growing planetary negativity, fear, chaos, danger, victim-hood and therefore the supposed need for total lock-down over humanity by the “Powers That Were”. I say were because “they” are separating from the earth world and timeline I live in, I should say, that the earth world and timeline I’m living in are separating from them, those Powers That Were. They will however continue to be available in another earth world and timeline for the people/souls who either still want that type of negative controlled reality and energies etc., or, who got suckered, hooked, conned, brainwashed, derailed and intentionally herded into that world and timeline. Same old tactics used on mass humanity, but now it’s to herd them directly into Planet B and as far away from the other earth worlds and timelines that are Ascending (‘Planet A/B’ and others).

After thousands of years of humanity being deliberately pulled apart through their beliefs about everything, including so thoroughly separated internally and externally that they can’t do anything for themselves which was Team Dark’s end goal with all this, now in 2013 humanity is being pushed to evolve out of that old negativity and dis-empowerment and lack of personal and collective responsibility and into growing “unity” instead of growing “separation”. Or not… hence why there are multiple worlds and timelines for all and the unfolding Separation of Worlds & Timelines. There’s never been only one “Schoolroom” and there never will be. Source/God/Us All are far more creative and complex than that.

Many people have experienced the rude awakening of having one or more humans lie and con them, but also of having nonhuman, nonphysical Negative beings or entities also lie and con them too. Before the 12-21-12 Expiration Date of the old Evolutionary Cycle with its blueprints and all, it was more difficult for most people to discern when humans and nonhuman, nonphysical beings where lying to them, using them to harm others, feeding them lies to harm themselves and as many other people as possible. But since the shift into 2013, more people are finally sensing, seeing, feeling, and consciously realizing that some of the messages being whispered in their own inner ears, and in many other people’s, are not the “good guys” after all but are Team Dark claiming to be Team Light. Astral beings/entities can claim to be anyone, any group or anything but that sure as hell doesn’t mean it’s the truth.

The situation underneath all this now is that more people are having to learn how to discern for themselves how different energies and beings/entities sound, communicate, what they say, how they say it, feel and how it all makes you feel and so on. In other words, individual discernment is a prerequisite to continued Ascension/Evolution. The other aspect of this situation is that, after one learns how to discern Duality energies and beings (Positive and Negative) for themselves and for themselves is key, the next step in this Ascension related Process is to gradually evolve into re-learning how to Consciously Create for oneself.

After thousands of years of humanity being intentionally dis-empowered and taught (brainwashed, controlled, directed, limited etc.) to not take any responsibility for anything, this evolutionary turnaround is going to be much more difficult for some people, whereas for others it will be a breeze to slide back into what is normal and natural. Nonetheless, this is one entree on the current Spiritual Menu for humanity so more people are having to deal with mastering both personally being able to discern all things/beings/people/situations/information/channeled material/locations etc. for themselves, and simultaneously re-learn how to Consciously Create for themselves. Said another way, those of us who want to evolve/ascend now are having to take back our personal power, be fully responsible consciously, and re-learn how to Consciously Create and be the incredible Creator Beings we actually are underneath all the old negative layers of Team Dark poison, lies, distortions and vast BS the human collective bought into long ago.

What I really want everyone to grasp now is that we’ve reached that point within the Ascension Process (the Third Trimester and beyond) where many of us Forerunners are currently having to Consciously Create what we individually want, need or desire because 1) it’s time that we re-learned how to do this individually and 2) because it’s simply the next step in our ongoing Ascension educations and 3) because we’re on such NEW, clean, ground now in mid-2013, that if we don’t Consciously Create and intend and visualize from our High Hearts what we want it ain’t gonna manifest! Seriously, who else is there that’s going to do it for us at this point? And more importantly, is someone or something else supposed to create it for us now or are we supposed to evolve/ascend into individual empowerment and conscious creativity now?

I know you already know the answers to these questions, and like me, you too just need to get the hang of it once again. Don’t wait for or expect someone else to do it for you because we’re so far beyond that point now it’s laughable. Be the Creator Being you really are; step back into your natural individual Empowerment you had before you incarnated here and had to lay it down for a while. Be responsible for yourself, your thoughts, your feelings, emotions, ideas, actions, words, creativity etc. because doing so only further empowers you to be the Conscious Creator that you and I need to become now.

Denise

June 25, 2013

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60 thoughts on “The Hard Transition of Taking Back our Power & Mastering Responsibility

  1. This lesson of self-empowerment and accepting responsibility is definitely happening to me.

    I’ve been guided towards looking at deprogramming/reprogramming my unconscious and removing ‘limiting belief structures’ which exist within me.

    I feel like I want to work towards freedom and feel irritation at the control and manipulation structures within societies elite.

    To say it simply – I notice there are three main roles for people to play – role one is the victim role, which means someone believes they have little responsibility and little control…so they submit to the bully, the bully type is the same as the predatory type who controls the victim by manipulation, fear and control. The third type is the ‘harmony’ type, this type functions from ‘outside’ of the madness and works towards one overall plan of the divine.

    This is what I wished for 3 or 4 years ago. I felt inside that there was something fundamentally ‘wrong’ with the way the planet worked. We can’t all be happy because some are always taking too much from others!
    I no longer wanted to be abused as a victim, but I also didn’t want to be a predator because I didn’t want to hurt anybody else and put THEM into a victim role. The only choice left for me was to ‘get out’ of this madness. To work towards unity and harmony. I long to get out.

    I believe this is what I’m doing and trying to do with my spiritual path.

    despite me feeling all of the above – I STILL worry that I will get swamped into a negative timeline/duality zone. Is this normal to be concerned? To be so silently desperate to break free from the control structure?

    ‘The situation underneath all this now is that more people are having to learn how to discern for themselves how different energies and beings/entities sound, communicate, what they say, how they say it, and how it makes you feel and so on. In other words, individual discernment is a prerequisite to continued Ascension/Evolution. The other aspect of this situation is that, after one learns how to discern Duality energies and beings (Positive and Negative) for themselves, and for themselves is key, the next step in this Ascension related Process is to gradually evolve into re-learning how to Consciously Create for oneself.’

    Yeah – this fits with me, over the past months I’ve started to really ‘feel’ the energies of people online, from the messages they type. I noticed a couple of people who shine forth such bright, radiating light that it’s unmistakable 🙂

    I’ve noticed at least a couple of people whose writings were bathed in such darkness it repulsed me! Even if their words were pretty. I actually think they were being controlled by the dark in order to get at me…but it didn’t work very well because I immediately picked up the dark/creepy energy signature on the text and was repulsed/mistrusting. I suppose this ability to detect the energy is protecting and empowering me.

    Most people give our ordinary aura’s which are like a unique smell/scent which is THEM, neither directly dark nor light. Sometimes after just seeing a post or so I immediately feel an ‘energy signature’ which lets me know what a person is ‘like’, overall, what sort of person they are. Most people aren’t bad at all, they’re just still lost/unaware.

    My own energy has transformed lately, my crown opened up more and a ‘cool energy’ flowed up my spine and out of the head. Then my entire energy turned very bright, soft and gentle 🙂 this only happened a few days ago.

    I’m not sure how it feels right now to Denise or others reading (my energy), diet affects the energy and fasting is better…I want to be able to live without food.

    My brain heat’s up a lot with burning fire which I think is activating the glands of the brain to evolve them.

    ‘the next step in this Ascension related Process is to gradually evolve into re-learning how to Consciously Create for oneself.’

    I got guided at least three times to different sources telling me how to start reprogramming my unconscious belief systems and how to start to manifest what was needed in my life through clear intent and visualization.

    When I look at what I’ve just typed – It fit’s so clearly to Denise’s latest post up above. So that has to be a good sign right?

    Hope everyone else is doing Okay, I’ll be back to check the comments 🙂

    • Lovely comment. I’m also dying to get out of the corrupt systems. I’ve seen them around me all my life and was very vocal about their many and varied ways to being corrupt. But, I got shot down too many times by too many people and basically went into a spiritual siesta for about seven years. Then, back in 2001, it all started cracking wide open. I was manifesting … without consciously efforting … all over the place. It was brilliant. Then I slipped again for a few years. It’s been a roller coaster. I do wish I could get back into that amazing flow and total calm that I had back then for a whole year. It was wonderful and peaceful and FUN! Today, I see how so many systems are failing us … and I get stuck on the HOW of manifesting and the HOW of living my life. I guess I’m just tired and need a break from what feels like a constant battle of dark versus light. I’m not perfect, but I’m on the side of the light … the more I bring light to the world, the stronger the backlash. Very exhausting. And yet the mere thought of going back into old systems makes my entire being itch unhappy and uncomfortable. I can no longer pretend that things are okay when they definitely are not. I’m with you on this.

      • Thanks for the reply! All this reminds me of those ‘ascension rage’ symptoms…where you suddenly feel that something grotesque is happening in the higher dark power structures of the world. It’s like a moment of being appauled mixed in with a compassion for those who are well and truly lost in all of it.

        I think what makes a difference is that I question everything now, I think more deeply about the why’s and why nots?

        Let’s definitely hope for a better change, according to Denise’s pioneering information it seems so 🙂

  2. Denise,
    Once again you “hit the nail on the head” with what I have been dealing with over the past few days. Previously my higher self would step in to rescue and remove dark representatives with authority and love/light. Two nights ago I found myself face to face with a demon type who was viciously mutilating beautiful iridescent, feathered, flying creatures. As I watched from behind a pillar sending love and God’s blessings to the fallen, that evil came around the pillar mimicking and mocking my prayers. I was shocked awake with fear too quickly to remember that love/light was the only protection that works in those situations. Once awake I realized it was time to take responsibility and use my God given power. I hope to be up to the next challenge no matter the dimension. Cay

  3. Nicely said! Thank you Denise. I’m going back to my early days of making a fun “Wish/ manifestation Box” again. Fill it with pictures and magazine cuts out of things I want in my life….a beautiful home near peaceful forest with a lake, a flower garden, zero calorie chocolate fudge browies! I used to write encourageing notes to myself and sometimes I’d cut a heart out from some lovely paper and toss it in the box as well. Time to get creative one again and manifest whatever out hearts desire.

    But be warned……the old saying of “Be careful what you wish for, you may get it”. Still holds true.
    So please chose only the things that you truly desire, because you will get it!
    Wishing you ALL Oooooodles of Light!
    Kristi

  4. Hi Denise,

    Great information once again. I’m with you on being able to discern the energy and the real truth of the people/beings/situations/energy around us. I’m very sensitive now and find myself immediately leaving any situation I walk into where the energy is definitely negative and wants to pull you down. At the same time, I need some serious help with being a Conscious Creator. I’m living in a developing country and have been trying to do some work on the prevention of child sex abuse for a few years now.

    I say trying because I have hit every single ridiculous obstacle that you can imagine, including having my script for a radio soap opera on the subject stolen by a local group of actors (with whom I WAS going to work) a few months ago. My university teaching jobs (I teach journalism courses online), which is how I support myself, have been dwindling to almost nothing and there doesn’t seem to be anything coming in right away. The project I was working on came from my heart and from hearing from the astounding number of people who have direct personal experience with child sex abuse, so I was doing it in my free time.

    Now I find myself watching my bank account go down to zero, something that has happened about 3 times in the past nine months, wondering what to do next and knowing that these are not the right places or circumstances in which to do my project or to be living. There’s too much racism and stereotyping against me and too much anger and resentment for what the local residents think I represent (Anglo Saxon = imperialistic U.S. American, women = must take care of everyone around her without receiving any support or help in return, single = easy, rich, spoiled, and loner = available to anyone who wants a free shoulder to cry on). It’s been tough!

    What I’d like to figure out is how to get back in the flow. The continuous money problems have been a lifelong issue, sometimes really bad, sometimes okay, never great. Being an empath that many can sense and from whom so many want help and support without offering anything in return (and leaving me totally drained in the past — before I figured out how to set boundaries and maintain them) has not helped, in my opinion. Many readers and spiritual people have told me that I am a natural teacher. And it’s true — people around me EXPECT me to teach them whatever it is that I know that they want to know for free, but the paid teaching positions are both underpaid and also in educational systems that are more focused on churning out conformists than fostering critical thinking, and trying to get into a coaching business has not worked. It’s like they all want what I have (spiritually, mentally, intellectually), but they don’t want to pay for it. And then they get totally angry with me for not giving it to them. I’m angry with the takers. Yes, it’s true. And it’s not an energy conducive to creating more prosperity in my life.

    At the same time, I hear a lot about being of service to others. How can we be of service and still make a living? We do still have to pay the rent, buy food, pay for our basics. I’m tired of living in poverty and I’m tired of finding myself in cesspools of narcissists and energy vampires. What can I do?

    Seriously perplexed,
    Akasha

  5. Thank you Denise for the encouragement and advice. Boy, do I know about this. My “Life” was sailing along smoothly until April this year and then “the changing of the guard” started in full swing with me. This manifested as changes in staff at work and a new manager whom knows little about his new job or about managing staff or recruiting staff. I will have had 5 new people, one after the other & concurrently, to train & assist this year, too many what with the amount and type of work we have.

    Luckily I realised from your energy alerts a while ago that I can’t be passive and that I have to consciously create and to be responsible for my thoughts and feelings, not always easy though, as lately I have waves of “anger” / also felt depressed & demoralised – but trying my best to seek what lies deep beneath all of it – to find some astonishing and interesting self revelations, like I want people including myself to value & respect me & each other, and lately, there have been too many “dents in my spiritual armour” which is the best way I can describe it ( and I keep forgetting to put up a white light shield around me / work ). I think that I am a very patient and kind person but still human and lately there have been one too many perceived “assaults” on my personal being, if you know what I mean. Good thing that I have grasped what you have been saying, and realise what is happening, and can take measures to consciously build myself up – or to create what I want, e.g. set up a protective light shield and do something to take my mind of trivial occurrences at work which otherwise upset me.

    It is hard to balance things because at the same time we don’t want to be treated like “door mats”. Discernment is so important for Light Workers these days as you describe, and sometimes I would get really worried that I was slipping downward into an “ugly” world or timeline, but then I would say to myself “Hey Celine, you are doing your best and you know you want that beautiful and peaceful positive world for ALL, and you are TRYING to take charge of your own manifestation and to learn and apply how to interact well with others. Maybe you WILL go to the New World”.

    Thanks again, as you definitely have helped me to continue, as it has definitely been a “struggle” of sorts for me, even though I now also realise that the “New World” is already actually here, in terms of it is a different simultaneous dimension, which we just haven’t quite matched its vibrations with. Sometimes, too, I think that I am doomed to die in this Fourth Mayan Age and it will be a future reincarnation of me that will take its body to the Fith Age, but I would like it to be ME in this incarnation now, to do that !! 🙂

  6. Yes, completely agree with all – my challenge is owning MY belief systems and then releasing them…ALL of them. My husbands are constantly tossed in my face, but the blessing in this is that it puts mine in my face. Still I can’t help, but thinking that I could release them all if it was just me and my kids – though I know he loves us – just SO MUCH STRUGGLE! I know this is reflected by all of humanity now, but it doesn’t make it any less tiring. I feel I’m one of those that is having trouble with taking back ALL my responsibility too. It makes logical sense, but when it comes to my heart well I know I still have blinders – I hope I can release those soon.

  7. THank you Denise, well said and a good reminder – what we need to be aware of in all this chaos and turbulent times…. I also wanted to thank you for being open to commenting and bringing in other channeler’s info in your messages. It tells me something about you and the cooperative, open mind and heart you must have.
    Thank you for being who you are!

    • “THank you Denise, well said and a good reminder – what we need to be aware of in all this chaos and turbulent times…. I also wanted to thank you for being open to commenting and bringing in other channeler’s info in your messages. It tells me something about you and the cooperative, open mind and heart you must have.
      Thank you for being who you are!”

      Gia,

      Thank you for noticing that I have quoted certain other people’s articles that I trust at TRANSITIONS over the years. It’s rarely if ever reciprocated but someone’s gotta show how this is done right? 😆 😉

      ♥ Hug,
      Denise

  8. Dearest Denise,

    As always, I appreciate your gift with words to make sense of the steps along our path(s).

    If I said this in another post, I apologize. Memory is not well with me these days hehe! I recently had an opportunity manifest. I wasn’t fully front and center with the thought “what will I focus on now… life beyond therapy?”. Yet it still manifested for me. It was a rocky start, and there’s mis-communications, and yet… I was going to type something else and then it came to me: I’m meant to be there only temporarily, and yet it’s giving me a chance to spread my wings a bit. I’m able to offer new insights and ideas for the people involved, and to “bridge” (wow, didn’t know I was gonna type that either) the gap between the communications between them. It’s also putting into practice my patience, as well as using my new-found Strong Voice.

    Another interesting thing about this is my friends were excited about me doing this new thing. And then in the blink of an eye, they started freaking out. They couldn’t accept my Heart Discerning this opportunity, couldn’t trust me. I wasn’t going into this with my eyes closed, I didn’t have to continue any step of the way if I felt uncomfortable (still holds for the future). I pushed my Voice, repeated that by them saying all these things, they were not trusting ME their friend. “Well, it’s not You we don’t trust, it’s Other People!” which to me was saying the Same Thing… that they didn’t trust me. Their words were all about Fear of Something Bad Happening To Me… and I wouldn’t have any of it. I even said to them, “I am Not responsible for how you’re feeling about this.” They wanted me to promise to email them the address of where I go, to email them when I get home so they know I’m ok, and all this other “things you’re Supposed to do (OLD Way of doing stuff)”. I didn’t promise, because I’m a grown woman and have taken care of myself for years. And wouldn’t you know, they haven’t emailed me or come knocking my door down. They will have to learn if they choose to be my friend, they have to learn to trust me even if it feels uncomfortable for them.

    I will need to practice bringing my wishes and desires to the forefront instead of timidly letting them linger in my peripheral. Just as with finding my Voice, I need to have the same aptitude about Creating my life Consciously.

    Thank you so much for this article, and for allowing me the chance to share all this with you and everyone here.

    With Much Love and Light,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  9. Thanks Denise This is exactly what I have been sensing!! And have been sensing for a while now. Going through the solstice ended the 3D for me. YAY. Warmest Billie

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  10. Thanks Denise for that article. I just had a night-time dream where my guide told me that I need to claim my power in 2013 so it looks like I’m right on schedule. The time is now, and I am ready.

    • “Thanks Denise. I love reading messages that reinforce what i’m feeling. Sometimes we need that reinforcement.”

      james,

      Thank you ♥ and I totally agree. We ALL occasionally need to have what we know and are living personally, confirmed through another person(s) we trust about this Ascension Process. It helps us ALL to not blow a fuse 😉 in all this!

      Hugs,
      Denise

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  13. Dear Denise to quote Lauren Gorgo in her latest post “I felt myself slipping in ways I never have previously mostly mentally, which is where I am usually bolstered and dogged in my determination to maintain my equilibrium but not this time” just about sums up where I am at also.

    The last few months the energy/waves of love have been enormous. On April 9th and May 22nd this year the energy was beyond belief and I think I am still adjusting to this amping up.of energy. I read your article the ‘Princess and the Pea’ which I found very helpful.

    I do know something HUGE is on the way and only time will tell how it will develop for us all. Maureen
    PS Thanks for all you do!!!

  14. A big Loving Thank you Denise.
    I am deeply grateful for the fact that you also share other posts, related to your topics.
    The synchronicities have been amazing, and have grown to a whole new level in the past days (pre and post solstice).
    Seems a topic gets to my mind as being important for many of us, and bing 🙂 I read it from you ! Post solstice, aside from wonderful new clarity, I do also feel a growing necessity for heart listened discernment and a lot of clarity of purpose and intent.
    Steering away from people and situations that make us feel “down”, and lower our energies. Or simply (that’s a bit tricky) distract us from our growth path.
    Or, friends that need to understand our need for “time out for now” when it happens 🙂
    Of course, this has always been pretty obvious for Lightworkers. But now the obvious is becoming imperative.
    On the bright side, it seems that Winks from Heaven (little or not so little synchronicities) are happening more and more. Everywhere, all the time 🙂
    Giving us a gentle loving nudge in the right direction, or confirming Heart feelings.

    Big Hugs, with many, many Bubbles of Joy to you, and to all who read 😀
    With Love
    Brianna

  15. Hey Denise, its Justin, sorry to get off subject, but I just wanted to ask you what the Inner Christ Consciousness is?? The UFO’s are still around me every night, sometimes 2, 4, 5, 8… Flashing, flying, hovering… I am still Soldiering on, attacking Team Dark, on the streets, but possibly starting to sense a shift in the peoples beilef system. Whats the Key to a new level of connection for me, to break thru of all the distraction, interference, negativity??? Denise, I just found out I am True Hebrew, and my ancestral symbology can be found in the Merkaba symbol… Thank you, Justin

    • “…but I just wanted to ask you what the Inner Christ Consciousness is??…”

      Justin,

      IT is called slightly different things by different teachers but IT is very simplistically, a very high level of frequency. I want you to think about what the traits of “Christ Consciousness” might be — very high level Love, compassion, creativity, freedom, total integration or “unity”, very high level awareness, very high level abilities etc. etc. “Christ Consciousness” was a very high level of frequency and awareness that “ascended masters” reach within themselves. IT is obviously associated with Jesus, Buddha and many others but IT is not those individual people; IT was a level of frequency and awareness they reached consciously. We are in the Process of doing the same now via the Ascension Process.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  16. Hi Denise. I have been living this strange life for so long that I become confused as to whether I am focused one way or the other! You know, personality based or I AM based.

    Today I feel mighty peculiar. There is PMS. There is no doubt some sort of change going on in that I have not eaten meat for a couple of weeks now and whole lot less wheat and other junk items…. can’t call them food! I read the latest on Splenda and I am not sure which is worse, aspartame or splenda!

    Over 10 years ago now I had a dream that made no sense. I stepped into a stargate portal. This was THE MOMENT I had been waiting for all my existence. There was a lot of flashing light and then I stepped out the other side all excited. I zoomed out into the darkness of space. I looked like a comet. You could make out a face at the head. I maintained excitement for quite a while till it became clear that there was nothing out there. NOTHING but me and the black still empty space. I became scared. I had been so sure I would come upon others and new forms of living. I had zoomed out far and now I was aware how alone I was in this space. I became so scared that I felt I needed to go back to what was familiar! During the fear my dream changed. I found myself in the same dark but on a roller coaster ride. I was comforted tho by the feel of the safety bars my hands could clench. However I was having none of it because I sarcastically yelled out that I knew it was the same dream and that I was done, get me off and get me OUT!

    To move on. I feel I have to reconnect and get silent and remember. Nothing in me wants to “go back” to anything I have lived that’s for sure!

    • “… I had been so sure I would come upon others and new forms of living. I had zoomed out far and now I was aware how alone I was in this space…”

      Edith,

      That is exactly what we Forerunners/Wayshowers/Pathpavers do. This is why it often does feel to us like we’re “all alone” every time we evolve up another Stair Step; because we are until some more people come up behind us and/or we catch up with those ahead of us on different Stair Steps. 😉 No fear, we’re also learning how to consciously create NEW things instead of going back to what we’ve been familiar with in months/years/decades past.

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • They are both just as bad because they are processed, chemicals if you want a good
      natural sugar, try poweder, not liquid stevia, a natural root and tastes good, and you only have to use a little to sweeten things. Cindra

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  18. Gratitude oozes from every pore for my having found this blog today. Thank you, Denise. I feel like I can move and breathe again, with inspiration to get my own blog moving, after having been in a state of virtual paralysis since late May. Blessings to you and all the readers of these pages.

  19. Denise,
    Thank you for your post. I read it yesterday before leaving work and it made an impression which opened more doorways of light to me last night while getting ready for bed. I went to bed in a very peaceful state of mind but around midnight I began having a terrible dream. It was about my son who took his own life in June 2007. The act took place in his grandmothers garage while I was away on a trip with my entire family, including my mother and siblings. My husband stayed at home and received the call. In the dream I was told that my son did not take his life at his grandmothers, but at my home in his old room. I was very upset in the dream this info had been kept from me all this time. It was very real and very disturbing. I was awoken by my husband jumping out of bed at 12:35am gasping for air. He went into the bathroom choking and coughing, and it sounded to me he was throwing up. When he recovered he told me it felt like the wind had been knocked out of him. This has never happened before and I am still very concerned, yet happy at the time he woke me up from that terrible dream. I layed in bed trying to get back to sleep wondering if my dream could indeed be true. It was that real. My husband got up and watched tv for a while as he could not sleep. I had just drifted off to sleep when he came to bed he stepped on the dog in the dark and the dog bit him breaking skin. It was a very bad night. I cleared the home for dark entities and wondered if this is what you describe as a grab and smash. It took about 1/2 hour before I felt unafraid. Thank you for letting me share. Light and love, Julie

    • “Thank you for your post. I read it yesterday before leaving work and it made an impression which opened more doorways of light to me last night while getting ready for bed. I went to bed in a very peaceful state of mind but around midnight I began having a terrible dream. It was about my son who took his own life in June 2007. The act took place in his grandmothers garage while I was away on a trip with my entire family, including my mother and siblings. My husband stayed at home and received the call. In the dream I was told that my son did not take his life at his grandmothers, but at my home in his old room. I was very upset in the dream this info had been kept from me all this time. It was very real and very disturbing. I was awoken by my husband jumping out of bed at 12:35am gasping for air. He went into the bathroom choking and coughing, and it sounded to me he was throwing up. When he recovered he told me it felt like the wind had been knocked out of him. This has never happened before and I am still very concerned, yet happy at the time he woke me up from that terrible dream. I layed in bed trying to get back to sleep wondering if my dream could indeed be true. It was that real. My husband got up and watched tv for a while as he could not sleep. I had just drifted off to sleep when he came to bed he stepped on the dog in the dark and the dog bit him breaking skin. It was a very bad night. I cleared the home for dark entities and wondered if this is what you describe as a grab and smash. It took about 1/2 hour before I felt unafraid. Thank you for letting me share. Light and love, Julie”

      Julie,

      Wow, what a night you two (and the dog) had! Group hug!

      It certainly sounds like it was a Smash & Grab because both you and your husband were so affected…by what sounds like an Astral (out-of-body) attack. You experienced this Astral attack via your “nightmare”, and your husband experienced it in whatever way it manifested for him while he was asleep–did he also have any sort of “nightmare” before he woke up choking/coughing/vomiting? Obviously it was the actual event of your son’s suicide a few years ago that was the emotional weak spot or opening in you both for this attack to work through. No guilt, just how the lower Astral creatures work. Definitely keep the energetic protections up around your entire house/property and certainly your bedroom.

      Your dream was a lie, intended it sounds, to make you feel more guilt than you no doubt already have. Again, this is how the Negatives use whatever residual emotional stuff we have in us to do whatever damage, pain, fear etc. that they can to us. These jerks are this frantic, this hungry and desperate that they’ll pull any stunt they can to get us to produce fear, pain, guilt, suffering, confusion etc. They don’t care, they just want us to produce lower frequency emotional energies so they can feed off of them.

      Be strong and love yourselves always. ♥ 🙂
      Hugs,
      Denise

      • Denise, Thank you so much for responding to my comment. It validates my feelings of that night. Have been clearing and clearing more than normal. I am so happy I chanced upon your site back in April. Have learned so much and have come to understand so much of what has been happening to me. Hugs with light and love,
        Julie

  20. Hi Denise. Lot’s of yummy posts to read. Well fasting may have something about it because I have really tuned in and “remembered” some things that will help me navigate my social group. (and applies to every area of my life) This group meets once every week and we do lots of gatherings on top of that. …. today it came to me that there is a collective group “body”. This came to me when I remembered about detachment and being an observer. I had been thinking how hard it was, well impossible for me to not feel sad and insecure every time I attend this group. As one new friend put it “there are so many ‘wounded birds’ “So today I released all cords and attachments to the group as a whole body. I am experimenting here so time will tell if I am on the right track. I had released individuals but not the group as an entity/energy in and of itself….. and all of this shows me how I am responsible. When one forgets how things “work” …. I can only speak for me, but I then feel confused and ever hurt…. not realizing I was once again fully caught up in duality! I seemed so real! still does seem so real, but for now I am remembering to back off and give myself space and remember what my purpose is for right now, and that is go higher, unification!

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  23. Denise hello, just a comment about the movies you mentioned that are promoting the dark entity script. I hear what you are saying, but the way I see it is that the paranormal and multi dimensional in cinema, even in its negative form, are becoming part of the norm. The alternative is so common now that it is almost normal so I thought this was a big step forward. Although I did not consider how this affects people who are unaware.
    Thank you for transitions, they are most appreciated and enlightening. Sandra

    • “…Although I did not consider how this affects people who are unaware…”

      Sandra Peddie,

      Which of course are the vast majority of seven billion plus humans on earth now. Guess whose counting/banking on the unaware masses not knowing how these types of movies and dark energies in them affect them and their consciousness?

      Let me add that I was born “psychic” and am 61 now which means I’m acutely aware of just how much, when, and why things surrounding the paranormal and psychics etc. have progressed (and I use that term loosely) over the past twenty-thirty years. The main reason for this is because of the Ascension Process and that because of it, the old “normal” energetic borders or Veils that separated dimensions such as the third dimension (3D) and the astral dimension (4D) have disintegrated to the point that “normal” people without any psychic or clairvoyant/clairaudient etc. abilities have been and still are today having “paranormal” experiences left and right because the astral has literally been existing on top of 3D! Paranormal experiences like demonic attacks, possessions, astral kidnappings, dead human hauntings, seeing orbs, seeing “ghosts”, seeing all sorts of anomalies, ETs/UFOs, and on and on. The movie and TV industries have jumped on these growing phenomena to make money of course, not necessarily to further educate the masses.

      Back in the late 1970s I HAD to become an “ordained minister” ONLY to keep me out of jail when I did psychic, past-life, or astrological readings in the town I lived in. There were laws on the books that said a person had to be a “minister” or they could be arrested for doing such shady things. I know all about these societal progressions over the past few decades and the paranormal/psychic/astrological/metaphysical etc.

      What I was talking about in my article about Planet B and the vast majority of people’s consciousness being deliberately herded into it via more media BS such as these types of movies has little to do with what you’re talking about. I understand what and why you’re saying what you are, but please try to see the larger picture behind these sorts of movies and TV programs because they’re always more than what appears at first glance. Any sensitive could tell you that. 😉

      Denise

  24. hi – just wanted to say something about discernment – I have found recently that the way I can tell when something/someone is dark/negative etc etc is that when I am in its presence I feel physically tainted – its not what it says or does – I just get the feeling I need to go away and clear/cleanse myself – its definitely a different way of knowing – or maybe its just a stronger feelng than it was – over the past 14 or so years I have found that all sorts of people and things – the most unlikely – are the darkest !! things have tried tricking me with messages etc etc and at the beginning I doubted that what I felt was correct – well-known speakers/figures in new age/spiritual circles – practitioners – all sorts of people who were meant to be of the light – and who it transpired were definitely not – I started to trust my gut feeling because that is just what it was – it was the same with books – the minute I started reading something that didn’t ring true to me I got the same sort of feeling –
    i’m not saying I never got it wrong – but pretty much I didn’t !! the thing I am finding the hardest now is taking my power back – but i’m having a go – its a lot of lifetimes of not making a stand etc etc so its not the easiest thing to do – but I’ve made a start – the wimp has turned !!!!

    • sulaireland,

      You’re completely right about how the lower Negativity makes one feel ‘slimed’! Sometimes it’s so bad I have to get in the shower just to discharge the negative energies I’ve picked up from going out into the world. I feel like I’m covered in a film of unseen filth and only washing it off in a shower removes it quickly.

      Very well done with you learning how to listen to YOUR inner voice or inner knowing. The main way we all learn about this is through our not listening to it many times! 😆 That’s how we learn what it sounds like, feels like, makes us feel like, and how our logical mind does its best to override the higher info we perceive. 😉

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Hmmmm. I was thinking about your comment and realized that I hadn’t felt that in a long while. I have experienced it certainly, but mostly only when I let my own vibes drop. Through anger or fear- which meeting a mean nasty unawares can certainly do to a person! Lately (actually to some degree always) but really for the last year, I can tell immediately when I am in the presence of a parasite. Here’s how: they hate me. Its really shocking, I can be going about my day, WalMart, whatever- and I can meet or be introduced to someone and wham- they look at me like they would like to take my head off. It really cramps my social life (not much really because I am really reclusive) but people that I am friendly with, that aren’t what you would refer to as awake- don’t get it. It used to hurt my feelings before I realized that most people are pretty heavily infested and don’t know it. I really felt isolated for years because of it. But know I see it for what it is and its really really ramped up lately. Sadly, and I am sad about this, my reaction to them has ramped up lately too. I wish that I could hold my center and remain a shining light of love and all that but I am kinda having trouble holding on to that. I get really angry when I get an in your face reaction. I’m trying to reestablish my peace but its shaky right now. Also they have really gotten to me through hurting my little dogs- those slime balls- who hurts an innocent little dog? You gotta be low, low low. So here’s hoping to keep the light burning through us until we get past this stage!!!!! Come on high beams! Lets clear this place out for god, I meant to type “good”. Interesting.

      • Dearest Xphile2012,

        “Come on high beams! Lets clear this place out for god, I meant to type “good”. Interesting.”

        Oh my gosh! Thank you so much for that wonderful release to start my day! I really and honestly laughed out loud at that!

        I too used to feel hurt and confused as to why people attacked and/or didn’t like me (quite a while back). These days, I sort of yawn at it… if I have enough of an energy reserve. If I’m feeling tired (which I am these days), I get more tired. And I guess most times I don’t notice these beings, or ignore them, or only see the fairly “ok” on up people. Been sooooo exhausted this week, then there’s 103 degrees yesterday… same today. Interesting though, I’ve been able to see past people’s exteriors for quite some time, and lately, I can see a bit further. I don’t overthink it too much, it’s a lot intuition and then I realize it in my brain afterwards.

        Thank you again for the laugh!

        With Much Love and Light,
        Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  25. The more we ‘learn’, the more we are aware and the horrors we’ve faced & overcome in the triumph of spirit. Denise your site and to those who share the light, networks our souls, our journey’s & experiences on this road to provide understanding, sanity and serenity. Thank you – we continue to be all the wiser. So-hum.

  26. Hi Denise. On the one hand feeling depression. Could be many causes. Wheat gluten. Empathic. Had a short violent pity party last night.

    On the other hand I was greatly inspired to change things in my house by creating a “den” area in the old big bedroom. Mind you it was over 105 degrees yesterday… will be hotter today!….and I had to get a big piece of furniture out from the garage and bring it in! Sweat pouring down my face while I accomplished this feat with “help”.

    It was a crazy day yesterday. I was all out of synch, felt sick, and everywhere I went the opposite of what I needed seem to happen. Such as expecting a business to be open by 9 AM didn’t open till 10! I sought to pay my light bill in person and after locating a place found they take cash only! I had wrestled with my online pay site and had been fed up but had to come home and deal with it to get the stupid bill paid. Plus I felt shaky and sick and was out in the heat for all these fun moments and I sure did my best to maintain a sense of humor : ) And last night I couldn’t sleep! …. earlier this week I asked for a raise! I find that I have changed so much over the past 1 1/2 year that I am no longer afraid to seek another job if it flows for me! Most of this change is the plus side of making friends and getting out after a lifetime of isolation. And yet I still feel the sorrow for not having any deep connections in this life, oh how it hurts sometimes. I believe I want such a deep connection and fear it will never be so, My only consolation being I once felt and thought exactly the same way about ever meeting new people and making new friends. The hard part though is that I do not bond like others do. I maintain a distance and I can’t seem to help it. I feel so deeply indifferent and this comes across to people. Yet my enthusiasm does appear to be returning…. after all it was submerged for most of this life in just surviving.

    and when I feel all sad and alone I remember all of you here too. Each of you going through something not so wonderful… I no longer feel quite so alone in this venture. I could use a good cry!

    Lastly, Denise, only a few comments show when I access them. Why is that do you think?

    Love, hugs, and grateful for you Denise and all here : )

    • “Lastly, Denise, only a few comments show when I access them. Why is that do you think?”

      Edith & All,

      In trying to solve the problem of “nested” Comments increasingly disappearing off to one side of the screen, I made a change to Comment settings and now evidently some of them aren’t showing at all! I’ll try to correct this and get the now missing Comments back. Sorry everyone. Mercury, Saturn, Neptune, and Pluto are all retrograde now so it’s go back and do it again time!

      Denise

    • Dearest Edith,

      I relate to trying to keep up good humor in this 100+ heat! I wilt away (with everyone else) at the bus stop, feeling almost nauseous, feeling like I might pass out (I haven’t yet). And yet, I remember just yesterday morning, two guys and I were chatting at the bus stop. I was saying how summer has definitely arrived, how for a while there I wasn’t sure because we’d have 5 days warm, then 3 days it’d be 10 degrees or more cooler… and one of the guys finished the “5 days warm…” part of the sentence with me at exactly the same time using the exact same words! I think he was a bit stunned by that, and I just giggled because it was so cool!

      As far as “maintaining your distance” goes, I agree that a lot of that has to do with just surviving the 3D (and internal) “stuff”, wading through it to get to the “real” us. Relationships of any kind take energy to build them. Some of us just don’t have any extra to do that. It’s easier for me to relate to people through the internet because there’s not someone sitting in front of me waiting for me to answer them. I can take my time and think and feel out what I want to say.

      Wednesday and Thursday I actually did shed some tears. I was receiving healing, being cared for, and I was so grateful for the care as I’ve been experiencing exhaustion all week. I’ve been waking up anywhere from an hour to 2 earlier than I’ve ever been used to. It used to be I’d see 8:30-9am. Now it’s like 7am, and sometimes if I’m UN-lucky 6:30am! It doesn’t matter if I go to bed early or later, it’s been 7ish… even today, a Saturday, the first day this week I didn’t need to be up or be anywhere!

      Hang in there. We’re all tired and ready for this birth to start!

      Much Love and Light (Heart Hug if you wish!),
      Chrysalis… ready to fly…

    • Hi Edith,

      I understand what you mean! Absolutely. The thing about bonding with others that I have found is that *almost everyone* has a hidden agenda. It usually comes out in the undercurrents of the first conversation we have. If I ignore the red flags, then I pay dearly for it later on in the relationship. That’s part of the reason I have very few close friends and have lost several in the past couple of years.

      Some have gotten extremely envious of what I’m doing in my life, some get stuck somewhere in their lives and are mad that I keep moving forward … even when I’m at my worst and things look like they are falling apart, I still keep advancing (I’m guessing this is how it is for lots of old souls on the planet right now), some just want me to be their free teacher, counselor, guide or whatever.

      So, I have to choose very carefully who I spend time with and I think it’s the same for any indigo/earth angel/old soul (there are so many ways to express this concept!) on the planet right now. I’ve been working through the anger lately and I feel much better, but I am and have always been a loner. Just today I was considering that as I was walking around by myself.

      Being female and a loner is NOT accepted in most modern societies and so I truly believe we receive more negative energy and judgement from others. Some men think they can intimidate me because I am alone and lots of women get really mad that I haven’t bought into the idea that women *have to* get married, have children and take care of everyone around them without ever taking care of themselves first. That’s not selfish. That’s self-care! You have to take care of you because no one else is going to do it for you.

      Actually, after living overseas for several years and in many developing countries, I think everything on this planet boils down to gender. If I were male and doing what I do, living how I live and being a loner, I doubt I’d receive anything but an “atta boy!” and a pat on the back for being a “lone cowboy.” I put that in the category of Team Dark trying to keep the feminine goddess energy from entering the planet more fully and trying to keep the world from obtaining a balance between the best of masculine energy and the best of feminine energy because that would take us towards the light and the higher vibrations. This growing and extreme polarity between the two energies is incredibly violent right now.

      Sending everyone lots of love and light,
      Akasha

  27. Hi Denise. Today I encountered the biggest smash and grab yet; the effects of OBAMA CARE on all of us part time workers. It is very sad. I had to call up everything in me to not succumb to fear and all that goes with it. This Obama Care fiasco is sweeping the nation with people being fired and the hours cut back to redefine part time from full time. What benefits I did enjoy are now stripped from me and all my team mates.

    This is a big opportunity for the huge realization of moment to moment choice of my thoughts and attitude, what I believe, trust and know. And Denise, I choose to step into the void, tho I feel scared shitless! …. I received all sorts of inner validation for my choice in the face of this EVIL. Yet I must make this choice again and again and again.

    And dear ones who wrote me, I truly appreciate your reaching out ; ) it is just that today simply topped everything else : )

    Hugs : )

  28. I have seen your postings on ‘Golden Age of Gaia,’ Denise, and have liked your down-to-earthiness.

    “Individual discernment.” Excellent point: Thinking/feeling/attuning for oneself. Owning oneself, and one’s powers OF discernment, as fundamentally a being of Light. As you say: Even so-called light beings/channelled entities can be of the Dark. How does one know the difference?

    As you say.

    Keep up the good work.

    • “Even so-called light beings/channelled entities can be of the Dark. How does one know the difference?”

      kibitzer3,
      Great comment’s! The biggest scam played out on Lightworker’s was the “It/Dark” dressing itself up in all it’s “fluffy/cotton candy glory” purporting to be what it is not! Beware the Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing! This was planned a long/long time ago and has been quite effective in a derailing type of way! The whole idea was to keep each individual from accessing their True Soul/Godhead thusly becoming anesthetized! Once you achieve a solid connection with your Soul/Godhead you will see thru this type of energetic almost immediately.

  29. Hi Denise. Well I am on a roll. I’ve don’t a lot of thinking. I don’t want to keep using my energy to “make it work” to fit my life into these man made perimeters and common social belief systems all the time. No law says I must keep a house and all that goes with it! I am not cut out for it because of how I survived my life and it is a burden to say the least. I am thinking of selling and living an adventure of some sort … ok I am flying off the cuff here with my imagination…… me and my 3 “children” in maybe a small RV type vehicle. Any ideas from any of you all are most welcome! I’d have to learn a lot and need to know a lot to even think things thru! I am willing to be creative and think/live outside the box. …. I must have created vibes because I dreamed 3 men attacked me to rape me, but the observer me was not afraid. 3 big men! So here I go into the unknown…… weeeee! : )

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