The Compression Zone by Cosmic Awareness & Will Berlinghof

No pressure No pressure No pressure

With everything dramatically increasing and compressing throughout 2013, and especially throughout the Third Trimester of the Nine Month period, I wanted to share this great channeled update by Will Berlinghof from Cosmic Awareness. Thank you Will, Callista, Joan, and Cosmic Awareness and Co. for this much needed information. ♥

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July 22, 2013


The Compression Zone

“That which is Cosmic Awareness is now available for the purpose of today’s readings for Rainbow-Phoenix. Please proceed.

Question: “Thank you Awareness, welcome and thank you again for being with us this evening. The Law of Love and the Law of Light have been invoked. Will Berlinghof is the Interpreter and Joan Mills is the Energizer and Questioner. Do you have an opening message please?

Cosmic Awareness: “That this Awareness does have an opening message for general membership, for all who are coming to the site Rainbow-Phoenix.

That this Awareness does point out that in a few days by your earthly measure of time, you will reach the 21st of July. That this marks seven months since the event known as the Ascension event occurred December 21, 2012.

That this Awareness does point out that for many, this is an extreme time of personal growth and development and that this is reflected outwardly as well. That this period of time is that which this Awareness has called the compression zone. It has offered the image of the hourglass, whereby that which is the neck of the hourglass, the thin tube funnel from one or to the other, from one end of the hourglass to the other, is that which is the experience of many, that they are in this narrow neck of the hourglass, this relating to their lives. That this means that much is occurring for many in terms of their physical situations, their mental acuity and perceptions, their emotional body and emotional energies.

That it is not accidental that things seem so intense for many at this time. Many are definitely experiencing odd physical reality challenges, mostly for them bodily problems, aches and pains.

That this Awareness does confirm that for many, there is a process of transformation that is occurring at the bodily level of physicality. That this means that many are still experiencing the type of symptoms that this Awareness has been talking about over the last several months, even several years, and that the miasms that many are feeling in the body are intensifying and feel often as if the situation is so extreme that they must run to the doctor or to the medical authorities, for they are frightened by that which they are experiencing.

This Awareness would always support an individual whose choice it is to go to the medical ones, for this Awareness is not saying to anyone that you must ignore physical pains and symptoms. And that if going to the doctor or to the clinic, or even to emergency, is what you feel you need, then do follow this.

However this Awareness would add that often many will not find anything wrong. This is because much of that which is occurring is on a psychological-physical level. Thus the psychological journey that many are taking will provoke the physical responses that are needed to release energy in certain areas of the body where there may have been traumatic shock at other times, in other lifetimes. The traumatic shock is that which could be understood to exist at the deep psychological level of perception that is available both consciously and unconsciously to all human beings.

For many, it is an unconscious process and thus there is no awareness to what is happening other than the physical symptoms one is experiencing. As this is so, the physical still thus has precedence, still has the edge and that what is also occurring therefore is a challenge to individuals to trust a deeper process that is occurring at this time: the process of transformation even at the body’s level, the actual physical experience of the body, its aches and its pains.

That is why this Awareness can also say that it is important not to go into fear about any conditions one might be experiencing, to have a trust and faith that even though one is in pain, it is not permanent and it is not serious. That by understanding that there is this psychological element of release that is occurring in the transformational process, one begins to understand how much energy one can put into something that has become fearful for one.

The Interpreter recently experienced a body condition that at first provoked him at a fear level and he did also wonder if he was having a serious situation in the body and what it might mean on the physical level. But he did manage to curtail the fear, realized that he is reacting in a standard way that has been ingrained into humanity over the many millennia. That this has to do with the teaching, the indoctrinated beliefs, that the body only breaks down and cannot heal itself, and that if anything occurs that medical experts should be sought out and allopathic approach using pharmaceuticals, radiation, chemotherapy, etc. be used.

But this is not acknowledging the deep power of the mind and Spirit Itself. Thus when many are having their conditions that are being experienced at this time–the aches, the pains, the reflux, the heart palpitations–that while one has the right to deal with this on a physical level if the fear and anxiety is too great, remember always that this is a unique time and that in this time those challenges will present themselves that one does need to get to the bottom of, that one does need to work with and not simply go into fear or in a state of fear. In a state of panic, that which is the most feared can truly manifest itself. That this situation is such that as part of the compression process that the mind, the body, that the heart are going through, that Spirit is delivering to individuals, that it is such an experience that the challenges of one’s life, the fears, the doubts, the anxiety will express themselves very strongly and very personally.

In other words, for all individuals they will experience these challenges in the most personal way and that which is the strongest fear will have the most energy and most impact. These are parts of the blocks and barriers in this compression state in the tube of the hourglass of transformation that this Awareness has spoken of previously.

It is only reiterating this at this time for those who are going through some very intense experiences at this time, and that the bodily experiences that many are having are part of the process. To analyze this, to reflect on this, to go beyond any fear on these matters is required and even if one does decide that they do need physical assistance, rather than simply give all one’s powers away, one can start to understand that one can engage even this form of treatment, this allopathic physical approach and believe still that it will sort certain things out for them. But if they do find that after approaching allopathic experts, doctors, the medical field and they are diagnosed with something extremely dangerous, then they are on another journey where they will still have to choose whether to believe the allopathic doctors or not, whether to take control and invoke higher levels of participation in a healing process.

Often the problem is that when one abdicates to those who are the experts, one puts oneself in their hands and thus in their power. It is not easily done when one is in such a state to deny the authority of those in power, and thus when pronouncements are made on one that they will die from their illness, many simply accept this and energize this, for they do not understand their own true power, their own true faculty as a healer to themselves, a creator being of their lives.

But for those who have the strength and power to question, to challenge, to look within and to find the deeper answers, then this type of experience can indeed be one of those points in that compression zone of experience that is occurring now, that can lead one beyond that fear level, that can lead one into liberation and freedom from those who hold power in such ways.

That this Awareness is simply trying at this time to help one and all who are experiencing their own personal situations to understand there is deeper meaning and deeper reason to whatever challenge you bring into your life, be it the physical, be it the mental, be it the emotional.

That recently this Awareness spoke of financial crisis that many are going through. This too is that which will have great energy to it, part of the ingrained belief system that money alone will solve all problems and that a lack of funds means that one is limited, one cannot proceed for there is no money. Again, this is ingrained and is indoctrinated into each human being. It is their challenge to overcome this, as it would be of course, the challenge to overcome any other type crisis.

At this seven-month point, many of these crises are coming now to a head and that is one reason this Awareness would say: have trust, have faith, go deeply within, open to your spiritual being, your spiritual connections, know that this too is part of the journey, part of the way through and forward.

That this Awareness will speak now of another element of this time of compression when much is facing an individual, either in an individual personal way or in a grander, exterior way: the events of the world or of their lives reflected in their regions, in their localities, in their nations. That with compression there is that which is the transformational process, the compression such as coal experiences when it is compressed by the forces of Mother Earth so that it can become a diamond. But during the time of pressure it is difficult in many ways. Luckily this Awareness would say, it is not impossible and does state a saying that many are familiar with: “that nothing beyond that which can be endured will be delivered upon an individual. That only that which can be truly experienced and overcome is that which you will experience”.

That with compression, there does come the breakthrough, the shattering of that which was the problem, the situation that has been brought forward to be dealt with. That with the shattering, there then comes expansion, as one expands into this phase beyond that which was the crisis, that was the bottleneck. That this is still part of a process. Thus it is that after reaching this new expansion of awareness, of consciousness, of experience, that a compression begins again.

Remember this is still in that period of time, this nine-month period of time of development that this Awareness has spoken of. Thus with the compression that begins, new challenges may present themselves, other situations that have not yet been resolved may appear. Thus it feels to many that this is an unending process, even when they think they have achieved all, then they find that they go deep into retraction or contraction again, compression occurring once more.

But remember, it is a process. Therefore continue, work, delve deeply into that which now is presenting itself and again shattering those blocks, those limitations, again moving into new expansion. If one follows the imagery of the hourglass, in particular the bottleneck or that narrow part of the hourglass, one could imagine oneself always moving deeper as passage is made through this narrow stem, this funnel, this compression zone, until one finally comes to that place of ultimate breakthrough and one enters into the expansion of the new that is awaiting one; then a new journey begins.

But always remember that the spiritual journey is a process. That while many might expect and hope for a singular event that will completely end all, it is seldom so, and thus as one even moves on 21st of September to completion of this nine-month period and a new expansion opens, so does a new process, a new process of continual growth and evolution.

It has been asked of this Awareness why there cannot be an ending to things, a final completion. This is simply not the way of things. That even beyond third dimensionality into the higher states of dimensional consciousness, there is always an evolutionary process as the soul continues to refine itself, move itself towards greater and greater comprehension and completion, reaching for and striving for reunification with God Itself, to be re-absorbed into the totality of God Consciousness.

Thus it is that spiritual evolution is a continuum, a process. There is never a sharp ending with nothing beyond. There is always the completion and ending so that one can break through, move on into new states of expanded consciousness and begin a new process, a new level of the journey. That this is how it works in Spirit, thus it is how it works in the physical.

Those who would wish for a final completion, that it is done, do not understand completely that the process is continual, and that when one area is completed and achievement made, that there are new challenges, new growth and new development that await.

That at this time in the process of the nine-month journey, the final tweaking has truly begun. This is one reason why such intensity is now occurring. This is intensity, not only in the personal life journey, but in the evolutionary journey of Mother Earth herself . Thus there are factors that are affecting the planet as well.

That the solar impact of the solar radiations is having an effect on the planetary body, on the magnetosphere, the ionosphere, many levels of the physical of Mother Earth. She too is going through her own journey of compression and contraction, then expanding, breaking through, expanding beyond that which was the limitation previously.

That her journey can also have a strong effect on humans on her surface that are contained within her presence, her continuity of experience. Do not forget, always you are part of that which is Mother Earth, part of that great terrestrial being that is going through her own evolutionary process. That many of the bodily symptoms that you are experiencing that are designed to provoke inner search and advancement are also triggered by and affected by the planetary process that is occurring. The magnetosphere, the ionosphere, the intense radiation that is coming through at this time; all of this is affecting not only Mother Earth but individuals on the planet. You are there to participate in this part of the journey as well. Therefore, recognize that while you are going through whatever intense experiences you are going through, you are at the same time connected to the process Mother Earth is going through.

While this is a time of transformation, the transformation is not complete, you have not yet reached the final portion. There is more tweaking to do, more adjusting to do; but as you understand your greater participatory role in this journey of evolution, both for yourselves individually as well as for Mother Earth, you will begin to feel a greater sense of unity with this journey, with the higher forces that are beginning to communicate more and more to you, either unconsciously during the sleep state or in the many intriguing, unique experiences that so many are having. All is exemplary of the journey of progress that is underway, the journey of development, the journey of transformation.

That this Awareness is now complete with Its opening message.

It adds a final note: to be patient with yourself, to trust and know that despite everything, all will be fine, all will be well. That the challenges of your lives do need to be faced now, that you have brought them to yourselves for this purpose, to face these issues and win your freedom, or not, for there is always choice here.

And that one can choose one path or another, one can face and the challenges in a way that is bravery itself or one can retreat in absolute fear, doubt and panic. The choices are always yours, but to understand you are being supported by forces greater than you even now can comprehend, even though you are moving towards breakthrough and completion of this cycle, it is still a personnel journey that you are on. A personal journey where you are not truly alone.

There are those forces, those greater spiritual forces, that are working with you, working with Mother Earth to expand into this level of realization in consciousness–will be very beneficial for many as they often feel they are completely alone on the journey. For those who do feel this, understand that you are not alone. That the Divine, that Spirit, that this Awareness indeed travels with you as do many other levels and layers of Spirit, of that which is your own higher dimensional beingness.

That this journey is an extreme one, but then again you chose to be part of this journey at this time. Always remember that you are not here by accident, that you have chosen this, that you have decided it is time now to break through and to journey forward now with trust and faith that all will be well.

That this completes the opening message, the general message that this Awareness wished to deliver at this time.”


32 thoughts on “The Compression Zone by Cosmic Awareness & Will Berlinghof

  1. Dearest Denise,

    I just have to say, thank you for the belly/heart laugh just now!

    “No Pressure, No Diamonds”

    Indeed!! It’s hilarious, when I first read it, I read it as “No pressure…. but…”. And then I got it. I read the message from CA I believe it was yesterday. And I recall that passage that CA stated.

    Since the “3 days of darkness”, and the disappointment, and the realization that it wasn’t a “snap your fingers it’s done” thing, I’ve been a lot more open to the process. Those of us who are doing the work, we’re already seeing the changes occurring. While it may not always be evident, those around us are certainly there as constant reminders. Those close to me constantly remark on the beyond “leaps and bounds” of my growth. And I’ve watched my best friend bound up her own stair steps closer to me again.

    It reminds me of a Star Trek episode (I hope you’ll forgive the reference). People kept disappearing one by one; no one except for the Doctor knew it was happening. At first it was so gradual, until it became undeniable. My sense is it’s sort of like that. We, each of us are having small experiences of the “new place”. Gradually, more of us will gravitate there, but not so much that everyone will notice it. It’ll just Be.

    I’m so grateful for this process. Yes I’ve been in physical pain, tired, etc. And I’ve never been at more peace in my entire life than I have these past months. Letting go, realizing my Voice, living by my Heart, these have really been huge blessings for me to experience after all the trauma and ptsd I experienced for so many years. Re-Discovering my True Self, Divine Self in and of itself has been such a relief. And I’ve been weeping these days because I am just so grateful, filled with such Love beyond anything before, building with each day.

    With Much Love and Light to you All,
    Chrysalis… ready to fly…

  2. Thank you so much for this very timely message, since the physical aches and pains have become even more severe until I was screaming silently to myself today. I wont share what I was saying! Blessings to all.

  3. Ugh. I have been through enough and have enough faith to know that, yes, things will eventually get better, it’s just taking soooooooo long this time!

    You wanna talk about contraction? Saturn return immediately followed by Saturn square Sun, which will soon turn into Saturn Opposition Moon. I’ve had so much pain and failure and depression lately that it doesn’t even phase me so much anymore, I’m just bored with it. When do I get to experience a different emotion again? Happiness perhaps? Success? Love? Affection? Autonomy? Purpose? Would be nice to be reminded what those feel like. I promise I won’t take them for granted ever again.

    Hurry up universe. I have been a good person and done everything I could to the best of my ability despite everything you have thrown at me for the past few years. I am SOOOOO ready for some diamonds. I deserve them.

    Thanks as always for the post, Denise.

  4. This message is for Jane: I totally understand where you are at – I was there yesterday – all day! There are many issues I am facing right now and just dove right into the depths of depression and hopelessness. I received a wake-up call or maybe you could call it a “slap in the face” from one of my friends. I didn’t want to hear what she was saying at first, but somehow in the midst of my “pity party” I realized that I was doing the opposite of what I have always told my children to do – to stand strong and fight for what is right! I had the realization that I was giving in to the dark side of things and giving up my power. I started to call on my spirit guides/angels or whoever would assist me to lift my vibration. I am not going to tell you that I heard harps sounding, but I did receive at least two confirmations today that I am truly connected to Source and that I am being cared for and watched over. I wish the same for you and send you and your special children loving energy! Just connect to the innocence of the little children for a moment and you can find hope!

  5. I have been experiencing the aches and pains tremendously and they started around July 4th. From tendonitis in my right shoulder, right elbow and behind the right knee. Not sure what thats all about. Been getting such bad headaches I went to the chiropracter for an adjustment and he asked me if I had been in a crash as my neck is so messed up. Its still messed up and I have alot of pain in my muscles down the right side of my neck. No car crash or anything I can think of, just a messed up rights side of my body. But the strangest thing I have been experiencing is my sense of taste. I have a weird taste in my mouth that makes my water taste strange. My favorite potato chips taste this way. Almost everything I eat has the same strange taste masking the usual flavor. Just curious if anyone else here is experiencing this. Thank you Denise for the CA post. Always so interesting.

    • Julie,

      I’ve been through this too over the past few years of the right side of my body and head (the masculine side) hurt with all sorts of aches, pains, stabbing pains, increased pressures, muscle knots etc. Then it will all shift to the left side for a while (the feminine side) where the same types of pains and pressures happen in the body and head. This is part of the Rewiring Process where we integrate the duality of +/-, masculine/feminine energies within ourselves, no matter which sex we are. This happens in our body and head/brain halves and has been literally building NEW higher receptor connections and central nervous system and much more so that we can safely embody and run vastly higher and faster Light frequencies through us and our bodies and brains and not blow a fuse or burn down the house! 😉

      I’ve also noticed that after a few years of this right side/left side body and head pains and pressures, I then began experiencing pains and pressures right in the center line of my body such as right in my spine at different levels and right in my Crown chakra on top of my head but right in the center etc. etc. Seems we work on the right/left duality business, then we work on embodying increasing amounts of higher frequencies coming in through our Rewired systems… which is exactly what I’ve been going through again these past few days. It’s been VERY intense lately and we’ve got the start of the first year of the “Lion’s Gate” 6D Sirian Light Codes or Waves coming in since 12-21-12 which tells me they’re going to be “different” this year! Ready or not everyone, here it comes starting tomorrow and running for almost a month!

      I too have experienced periods where food/water tastes wrong but it never lasted very long thank goodness. What I have had last for years now is my sense of smell being so amplified that it makes me feel sick after a while. It’s like when your pregnant and your sense of smell is SO extremely exaggerated that it makes you nauseous. I’ve had that off and on for many years now. (I’ve threatened to do any food cooking outdoors so I don’t have to smell the cooked food smell for a week!)

      That was interesting what your Chiropractor said about your neck Julie. I’ve wondered if what we go through energetically would be seen by a Chiropractor like this and obviously it does. Thanks for sharing that. ♥


  6. Thanks Denise and all others here too who serve as a great container to unite us in misery… 😆 I appreciate your work very much and often it was the last station in my internet research to deal with the inexplicable, the vulnerability of the physis and these staggering batches of depression. Today is green day, day out of time, for some and i wonder if they (we) are able to transform the time compression into a beautiful rainbow bridge into all of our hearts.
    thanks to Cosmic Awareness and her performers too, as I’m a fan of this unspeakable energy compartment – messenger since long,
    in lake’ch

  7. Hi Denise. Yesterday and today were abominable!!!! I was caught up in a feeling of emotional exhaustion. The issues were no big deal in themselves, but they weighed upon me like stones. I woke up today wanting this whole bullshit life/word to just be over. WTF do I get out of it anyway? Personally speaking? I didn’t breathe deeply nor was my heart in my prayers and visualizations. The worst was yet to come. I went into work today and my easy to get along with Capricorn boss was steaming angry. I asked a simple question and he might as well have hit me physically! This man was NOT himself. And he does get along with us Aries types , my moon in Saturn. : ) He was furiously cleaning all day… this in an auto parts retail store. I have learned that he becomes upset the more the invisible corporate levels wrap him up in their chains! However I needed to cry because of my weekend topped off by his anger. And I understand there is some grand trine Star of David thing tonight. What the hell happened, Denise? Let’s all have a group hug! I need one to take my thumb out of my mouth : )

    • Edith,

      Yep, its been really difficult lately…as in many months…as in most of 2013 and I’m afraid that that is “normal” for what we’re going through now.

      I too have been and still am going through the stuff that I’m having to deal with, on top of how many other people are being affected by these intense energies, which as you’ve perfectly described, isn’t so great. I spent 4 hours in an automotive place today and everyone else that came in AFTER me got their cars done before mine was. I got home and literally passed out for a couple hours which I do now every time I have to go out and shop for anything. After I got up I checked on my mom and she needs to go to her doctor asap, again. It just doesn’t stop…

      I also heard the automotive employees talking with each other today about “Corporate” doing all sorts of things that help Corporate but not their employees and of course their customers. What’s been hidden from the masses for ever is now seen and the whole greedy, corrupt patriarchal system is eating itself. None of it can remain intact under this level of Light Energy and more and more people are showing the pressure of these energies and the changes they automatically cause. It’s all positive really, just a big pain while it all falls apart! We’re in the falling apart phase big time now and August will be even worse. No fear people, just information and a heads up to be wise and aware and stay out of the way as much as possible. 😉

      Well at least your Capricorn boss dissipated his rage via cleaning his store! 😆 That was a positive way to vent it but I’m sorry you got hit with his pain and frustrations. These Cardinal transits are squaring or opposing those of us with Cardinal Sun signs, Risings signs etc. so this is one reason why your boss is really feeling the “Corporate” punks messing with him. Funny how they think they’re invincible themselves. 😆

      Hang in there and do your best to let the crap flow right on out as quickly as possible. I’m trying to dump my automotive and mom’s doctor and pharmacy problems quickly and learn whatever it is that I can from it all. I too am really done with this old ridiculous world’s systems and mass mentality and it’s become a real test for me to walk in that world now when I have to and not get sucked down with all of those insane things falling apart in it.

      Group Hug,

  8. Denise and Edith and all –

    I experienced about the same at work. Until last spring my supervisor and I had an incredible relationship – even on the same spiritual path – or at least I thought. Then one day out of nowhere – she completely changed – for the worse. I’m watching this system crumble in front of my eyes (federal government) and the crazy attempt to make this system work. My workload itself really would require 2 people to do it well and I’m was recently asked “what do you do with your spare time?” What a joke. I see a system designed and promoted to “heal” that is really designed to not heal and keep the clients coming back for more – cogs in the wheel that keep the system running and the big corporate paychecks still flowing. But even the clients are seeing the truth and beginning to speak up.

    What I have learned, that has helped – is that my stuff is also being fleshed out to deal with the last little bits that I’ve hung on to (for me mostly fear). But also, and I think this is huge – as it takes everything I have to continue to walk/wake/BE in this world and tolerate the cruelty I see and experience day to day any longer – what is helping me now is knowing that I made a commitment to Gaia to help her ascend – and though I wish it had happened by now, and I think it was planned to happen by now – it hasn’t. I cannot walk out on her now – as I made this commitment prior to coming here. While it is really hard to stay – this commitment is what keeps me going. Trying to stay detached and neutral is so difficult – but for me this is part of the lesson – as we go through the eye of the needle so to speak. For me, this is an opportunity to master my mind to move fully into 5D. I believe it is our job to keep our resonance up to help raise the vibration. Sometimes I think I’m failing miserably – other times I am proud of myself. Anyway, Edith, I just wanted to share that I think the reason we keep going really has nothing to do with us individually – save from it is why we are here – it is about the bigger picture and our reason for being here is to participate in this mass ascension of humanity and Gaia.

    Love to all here and to you Denise for all you do to keep this safe place for us. Morgean

    • Morgean,

      I’ve wondered how long your government job would be something that you’d be able to tolerate and vice versa. Stair Steps and/or ‘Stepping Stones’ remember?

      And finally the old world systems are visibly, physically falling apart and not able to maintain themselves because Team Dark has been removed and is no longer stealing life-force energies from humanity to feed and fuel their corrupt planetary (and 4D Astral) systems. The “normal” people don’t and won’t understand any of this of course, and we have to let them just deal with their old familiar reality collapsing and not working for them any longer.

      Right now we’re finally seeing on the physical dimension I mean, all the things we’ve worked on for years/decades/lifetimes at higher levels disintegrating, going extinct, falling apart, collapsing under us all and that is actually exactly what has to happen now so it’s “normal” and a very “positive” thing despite it being rather spooky and unnerving at times. Out with the old corrupt and limited and in with the NEW higher and greatly expanded everything! We just have to ride this thing through this difficult transitional CUSP phase.

      Hang in there everyone and I’ll try to get something helpful published asap. ♥

      • Dear Denise,

        Ha, ha… I wondered too. I forgot though an important part – that they wouldn’t be able to tolerate me either… Over the past two weeks, I’ve been blasted by two people I considered dear friends – and I still care about them – but it has been very difficult for me to tolerate their energies – and I got the message loud and clear that they really really really can’t tolerate me. Right now I’m stinging, and hurt and I want to go home so bad. I knew the government job would be more than difficult to tolerate, but it is not only there. I don’t fit anywhere but here. I read your other comments from today and yesterday – and it so feels like we are in the center of the hourglass – just crammed in together and everyone ready to scream. I truly hope that mid september doesn’t turn out to be just another day. I’m holding tight and expecting the separation to begin occurring in a form that is noticeable very soon. I’m committed to doing all I can to raise my vibration – but after getting blasted today and last week – it makes me question if it my vibration they are attacking, or am I really as awful of a person as I’m being told I am? I know the answer and I guess I’m thinking out loud – sorry. I am just realizing as I write this, that the pain I’m feeling has cut to my core. Off to do some processing and meditate.
        And like Barbara said, no need to apologize… we are all doing the best we can and that is all we can do. Morgean
        PS – do you ever hear from Kat? I have wondered about how she is doing and hope that she is ok…and has a home and food and all the other things we need – she was so kind to offer me a home when I was without one – and I have been holding her in my thoughts.

      • Dearest Morgean, I was not able to comment anymore or do anything as my homeless situation went on and on for some time. I ended up having to go into a Night Shelter, because a couple (well they wern’t really “together”, as I quickly came to realise(!!! ), whom I had been staying with, said they found my presence very uncomfortable and very soon after being invited into their home, did everything in their manipulative ways, to get rid of me; even though they had promised that I could stay with them until I had recovered and would do everything to help me out!!!! I can’t even describe what living in a night shelter was like. I did what I could to transmute the hell I experienced others were living in, but after two days, my body could not take any more. I could not digest anything and I was continuously having to go to the toliet with severe diarrhoea. Somehow, someone I wouldn’t have chosen to want to go and live with, but had met in North Wales when I lived here before, contacted me soon after I, once again, cried out to the “family” for help here!!!! This person who contacted me, asked how I was doing in Glastonbury and I asked, (without hardly being able to speak or move anymore), if they could help me somehow as I sat on a golf course in the middle of nowhere in Bath (which is where the night shelter was located – Bath,not on the golf course!!)). His answer was “yes” and so I took this as a sign that I had to leave and go all the way back to North Wales, which is where I originally lived, prior to this incredibly painful time of not knowing what I was doing from one minute to the next, totally and utterly in survival mode and yet still managing to hold on to who I am here. I obviously did not think I was going to get through it on my own and if it hadn’t been for someone I met on the street one day, whilst living, (but still homeless) at the home of the person who had contacted me, I probably would have got ill or delusional and not made it after having been, as a 52 year old woman, on the streets for over 3 months!!!! I have been staying in someone’s home, on my own, since June, recovering from what I went through and somehow integrating it as something I needed to experience – but not yet sure exactly what the fuck it is!!!! If it wasn’t for Denise’s posts and all of you beautiful souls here, I don’t know what I would have done to be honest. I am alright Morgean and yesterday did sign a contract to live here in North Wales for 3 months. I have food, shelter and warmth, and am very much in pain as I am being squeezed by these energies continuously now, especially of late. It all feels to be intensifying for me.Thank you Morgean for asking about me. You are so sweet and if you or those I love here want to come over to the UK, I have now a couple of extra bedrooms!!!!! Love you Denise and all of us here. Meet you in the now, where we all are Being now. Love. Katerina

      • Kat – sirianstarseed,

        I like the new name, and it’s GREAT to see you back here again after your intense journey to and through the Underworld. Kat, I had no idea that you are 52. From your photo that you’ve always used, I thought that was you. Anyway, I hope you got whatever it was that you needed via this difficult, dangerous, lengthy sojourn you went on. Make HOME for yourself now okay, wherever you and your body are.

        And know too that we’re all, in our own unique individual ways, going through this 2013 journey through the Underworld Ascension Process. Because we’re really getting close physically to major changes in this dimension, the “squeeze” and amplified pressure has REALLY been on each of us this entire year… with it increasing each Trimester.

        I’m very glad you’re back in a safe, warm, clean physical space/place/home where you can now have a sort of mini Life Review about your journey through the Underworld etc. That is part of The Journey too so give yourself time and quiet to do the Reviewing of it all okay? I’m glad you’ve settled again and are back writing Comments. ♥


  9. Hi Denise. Thank you so very much for replying. IT means a lot to me, and what are the odds you were in an auto repair shop! I had suddenly felt oppressed over the weekend. Plus who knows what energies I picked up visiting a friend in a nursing home!! I had to clean myself when I got so down though it didn’t help a lot. Your explanation helps me with perspective and to regain objectivity. I spent my pre falling asleep time focusing on “God” and the “truth” that Source or God is present here now!

    I hope we all manage to have a positive day : )

  10. Hi Denise and All,

    Along with the continuation of old ascension symptoms and some new ones, compression has become for me, claustrophobia. Enclosed spaces, no matter what their size, are difficult to be in without panicking; being close to people, even one person, is becoming almost impossible. I feel like I need to physically fight to get out of wherever I find myself. When I’m walking, I get uncomfortable feelings if someone is walking behind me. It’s all getting a wee bit unnerving and is taking a tremendous toll on my self-control. I know it’s because we are in a huge battle right now for Gaia, and I’m constantly reminding myself of that, as Morgean so rightly says in her comment, but this is getting very intense and it doesn’t help that those close to me are now referring to me as ‘tin foil hat’ when I try to bring to their attention that this world is on the verge of collapse. I confess I will be very, very disappointed if we do not have some obvious action very soon. Trust, faith and patience continue to be the bywords of this process, and my teeth are taking a beating from gritting them. Thanks, Denise, for keeping your site active and loving so that we know we’re not alone and we’ll be okay. I keep reminding myself of your words, “You can do it now or you can do it later!” Meanwhile, I think my invisible friends know I’ve just about had it with this timeline! Love, B.

    • Barbara,

      First of all I wanted to apologize to you and Morgean and everyone for not responding sooner. Things have been crazy busy again lately with 10 different things needing attention all at the same time. Once I get them done I fall asleep and don’t have the energy to write much. It’s amazing how this is working now but I sense it too is “normal” for where we are in the Nine Month process. Today is August 1, 2013 which means we’ve got the month of August and the first 21 days of September 2013 to traverse and then we reach the Equinox on Sept. 22, 2013 and everything shifts/separates physically in a way it has not yet. And how time is flying! 😉

      I totally get the sense of ‘claustrophobia’, especially in 2013 and this growing ‘Compression Zone’. I’ve felt it too and in 2013 it seems to me that the human population has quadrupled! It hasn’t but we’re seriously overpopulated anyway, but my point was that, from my perspective within the Compressed Zone of 2013, there’s so little space or room between me and all other people that it feels horrible and claustrophobic like we’re all crammed into the narrow birth canal or the neck of the “hourglass” together driving each other crazy due to the tremendous gaps in awareness, focus, and development etc. I cannot wait to reach the other side of 9-22-13! Reaching that cutoff date/point will be as big and as meaningful as reaching the 12-21-12 Expiration Date was! The bottleneck will quickly begin reducing at that point so we’ll all begin feeling much better for many reasons.

      I would tell those people calling you ‘tin foil hat’ to shut the fuck up because tin foil hat folks can go “postal” on them. 😆 The sorting process is about to commence big time (on the other side of 9-22-13) and all these people and situations will get worked out and sent to a matching world/place rather quickly now. Soon many are going to seriously be missing those tin foil hat people they thought were “nut jobs”.

      Group Hug,

      • Thank you, Denise, for responding and absolutely no apology was necessary. Gawd, how I hear you about needing more sleep. I’m up to about 12 hours straight through every night now, and often need a lie-down during the day.

        Your comment … “like we’re all crammed into the narrow birth canal or the neck of the “hourglass” together driving each other crazy due to the tremendous gaps in awareness, focus, and development etc.” is exactly IT.

        I can barely speak these days, I get so choked up with having to respond to 3D shit with 3D shit, not to mention that I’m so homesick now I sometimes burst into tears when I’m alone. I can’t remember ever being this homesick, but I’m thinking it also must be due to the fact that I know this job is soon done and I’m having a hard time dealing with that scenario. Sounds strange, you’d think I’d be celebrating, but we’ve been at this for so long, I’m overwhelmed with the idea that it’s just about over.

        At the same time, I wanted to thank you, too, for constantly reminding us that we must imagine how we want 5D to be and I confess I haven’t been doing that a lot, but today that is changed. I have hooked up with my Arcturians again, and we’re making plans!

        And yes, I will tell those who ridicule me to fuck off. Never thought of that, but it will work!

        Love to you, Denise, don’t know what I’d do without you and All who comment here. B.

      • Ps do you think we will actually notice something after September? Something really tangible and obvious? I used to be happy with the idea of planet AB but now I want A – yeah, fat chance I know but I am too soft for this earth – the many lives, the sickness – the death – even though I can believe we are playing parts – it doesn’t FEEL like a play, it feels real and I am attached to the characters in my play and they feel like there’s all there is. I am so raw that I just find LIFE too painful – even the bits that aren’t seemingly painful to most, like change, growing older, my KIDS getting older…I can’t even watch old home videos as it fills me with immense sadness – music, movies…everything stirs up something deeply sad and unsettling. I really feel I not meant for this dimension. I want planet A for me and my kids.
        I have bought your book Denise – the supplier said he cannot guarantee it will be the revised edition but it SHOULD be…won’t come for a few weeks, I’m in Oz.

        I hope for change at the end of September. I don’t think I can take much more. I am physically very ill, unable to care for my kids, my husband doing everything, and my depression anxiety is severe. If it weren’t for my kids….happily exit. Things feel absolutely dire.

      • Dear Jane,
        Gawd my thoughts and words exactly. My heart just goes out too you. I feel exactly the same and have the same concerns about September. I’ve been thru too many dates that were going to have tremendous impact only to find it is a process. I can say just due to the craziness in my personal life that things are changing rapidly right now. And as painful as it is it is a sign I hope! Me too depressed and anxious. When my body fills w light it is experienced as anxiety as I literally am buzzing – it’s almost the same feeling but yet it is different. F___ it may be anxiety but it runs thru my body as energy. It’s my understanding that for those I work with it is interpreted as anxiety so who knows. They can’t stand me anyway. And my one true love is animals. But over the last years about 12 have died. I have two left and if it weren’t for them…. They keep me going I love them beyond any words that could describe. The love they have shown me has been the purest and strongest love I’ve felt in this life. Not to mention they’ve rescued me when I played it too close to the edge too many times. I won’t abandon them here on this brutal earth. I believe they are old souls to be here to get me thru this. What would i do without them? Anyway your note touched my heart my thoughts exactly.

      • Hi Morgean – thank you so much for commenting. My ‘anxiety’ – I don’t think it’s light – it’s not buzzing – it’s a sense of unease, of utter dread and displacement. It is much worse in the mornings, I literally wake up with my body sort of bathed in fear and I feel creepy – it’s disgusting. It eases after lunch time. It’s a feeling I’ve had from time to time in my life – my first being when I was around 22/23 working an early morning shift in a gym – I was behind reception and all of a sudden got this dread wash over me – there’s no specific thoughts – suddenly I feel strange, like things are very wrong – and I don’t feel familiar and comfortable with my surroundings. A panic attack I guess? I have never really known but raced to the doctors for antidepressants when it comes on. This time I am resisting medication as I am so ill with CFS that I don’t want to make it worse with toxins – I’ve been told I have been purging and doing massive cleansing in all levels so I am trying to resist mucking that up with drugs. So I am REALLY hoping for a change this September – like yourself.
        I’m sure I sound pathetic and wallowing in self pity – sorry – but I am a very sensitive empath who feels bad stepping on an ant – I would LOVE to toughen up – I hate being so soft…it doesn’t match this world. If I wasn’t bedridden I would get up and get on with life – exercise etc but I can’t so being forced to just deal with it I guess.
        I relate to the animals – my weakness is cats, but I now I have two small children they are my life and yeah, why I feel so sad in a way – because I see them affected by my current condition. I was this way for 6 mths last year, then started improving this year…I thought I was done…still sick but getting better and better and then around June this year it all started to crumble and happen AGAIN – this time I’m coping far worse. I PRAY it is related to this 9 mths and that come October I am done and will be given the opportunity to heal and get on with a happier life – AB if I have to …A preferred…not bloody b!!
        Pets dying – yes add that to the list of 3d things that are too painful!! 12 is a lot – we’ve lost 4 in the last 5 years.

  11. Dear Denise your response to Julie re aches and pains down right side of body. Exactly what I am experiencing at the moment. Muscle cramps in right leg, right knee very painful – whole of right side of body aching.

    Also comment no pressure no diamonds – veins compressed throughout my body – feeling as if being squeezed out of my skin. Thank goodness for this website —- invaluable stops me hotfooting to the doctors when experiencing something out of the usual. As typing this experiencing another powerful download of energy. Maureen

  12. Hi Denise and everyone AGAIN. I am writing because I am dealing with such sadness. It is nothing new, though. I always hurt like it is the very first time. However I make strides in that I no longer beat myself up to make myself feel better! What a hard habit to break! But I tell God I WANT to hurt myself and somehow I end up making the higher choice.

    For me, when these “experiences” arise, I feel my aloneness more sharply and keenly. Hurts. Sad. Yet I can turn to the ONE, the only that is here now. Hurting myself with dark thoughts makes me feel better because it was a life long habit that I used to relieve the stress and pressure! Sounds strange to be sure! Backwards for certain. So while not healed up entirely it is much less, this darkness of heart and soul. And these days I really get it that I am not alone, we are all in this together and knowing this helps so much.

    And I do believe I get it now that these “precious” moments arise before another dawning of more light and life! I’ll smile when it gets here. 🙂 Also it is easier to not fight. “Resist Not” and trust and keep walking. Standing. Do you suppose there is some place in some dimension where we go bitch to “higher ups” about all of this experiencing??? Makes me smile to imagine such a place.

    At the same time there are new opportunities at hand.

    Gosh, how I very much appreciate you and the other stair steppers!

  13. Edith,
    Hang in there. This too shall pass. You are correct on the “resist not” for “what we resist, persists”. I believe this sorrow is being brought up to you for release. It can be intense as I experienced sorrow last May that lasted a couple of weeks. It was for me to process some closure of past relationships. It has passed and I feel better. A little lighter. I am still struggling with aches and pains and total exhaustion. Woke up this morning with one of my bad headaches again. sigh…. We will get there. Thank you Denise for sharing and having this website. It has helped me so much. ♥ Julie

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