The Hard Transition of Taking Back our Power & Mastering Responsibility

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One of the highly important spiritual and energetic lessons many of us have been or currently are having to master is that of individually taking back our power and being aware that we are responsible. For the past few thousand years humanity has been deliberately and profoundly dis-empowered through different sources, systems and global beliefs; beliefs such as religious beliefs, beliefs about our physical bodies and our health, beliefs about what we eat and drink, beliefs about wars, killing, fighting, beliefs about whose got “god” and/or “right” on their side and who doesn’t etc. It’s all rather clever crap when you honestly look at how humanity has been so effectively screwed with, controlled, and turned into parasitic vampires and unconscious zombies. Ever wonder why those story lines–and others about ETs only being negative–are force-fed continuously to the masses through movies and TV shows? It’s to get global humanity to believe and accept that living parasitically off of others, and, not thinking or feeling anything is normal! Nothing of course could be farther from the truth.

My friend Stu mentioned in an email a couple of weeks ago that these latest Zombie Apocalypse movies are further attempts to herd more people’s consciousness towards ‘Planet B’ and I could not agree with him more. The Dark Ones–both nonhuman and human–continue pushing hard to get as many people as they can mentally and emotionally fixated on and acclimated towards growing planetary negativity, fear, chaos, danger, victim-hood, and therefore the supposed need for total lock-down over humanity by the “Powers That Were”. I say were because “they” are separating from the earth world and timeline I live in, or I could say that the earth world and timeline I’m living in are separating from “them”, those Powers That Were. They will however continue to be available in another earth world and timeline for the people/souls who either still want that type of negative controlled reality and energies etc., or, who got suckered, hooked, conned, “brainwashed”, derailed and intentionally herded into that world and timeline. Same old tactics used on mass humanity, but now it’s to herd them directly into Planet B and its timeline and as far away from the other earth worlds and timelines that are Ascending (‘Planet A/B’ and others).

After thousands of years of humanity being deliberately pulled apart through their beliefs about everything, including so thoroughly separated internally and externally that they can’t do anything for themselves which was Team Dark’s end goal with all this, now in 2013 humanity is being pushed to evolve out of that old negativity and dis-empowerment and lack of personal and collective responsibility etc. and into growing “unity” instead of growing “separation”. Or not…hence why there are multiple worlds and timelines for all and the unfolding Separation of Worlds & Timelines. There’s never been only one “Schoolroom” and there never will be. Source/God/Us All are far more creative and complex than that.

Many people have experienced the rude awakening of having one or more humans lie and con them, but also of having nonhuman, nonphysical Negative beings or entities also lie and con them. Before the 12-21-12 Expiration Date of the old Evolutionary Cycle with its blueprints and all, it was more difficult for most people to discern when humans and nonhuman, nonphysical beings where lying to them, using them to harm others, feeding them lies to harm themselves and as many other people as possible. But since the Shift into 2013, more people are finally sensing, seeing, feeling, and consciously realizing that some of the messages being whispered in their own inner ears, and in many other people’s, are not the “good guys” after all but are Team Dark claiming to be Team Light. Astral beings/entities can claim to be anyone, any group, or anything but that sure as hell doesn’t mean it’s the truth.

The situation underneath all this now is that more people are having to learn how to discern for themselves how different energies and beings/entities sound, communicate, what they say, how they say it, feel and how it all makes you feel and so on. In other words, individual discernment is a prerequisite to continued Ascension/Evolution. The other aspect of this situation is that, after one learns how to discern Duality energies and beings (Positive and Negative) for themselves and for themselves is key, the next step in this Ascension related Process is to gradually evolve into re-learning how to Consciously Create for oneself.

After thousands of years of humanity being intentionally dis-empowered and taught (brainwashed, controlled, directed, limited etc.) to not take any responsibility for anything, this evolutionary turnaround is going to be much more difficult for some people, whereas for others it will be a breeze to slide back into what is normal and natural. Nonetheless, this is one entree on the current Spiritual Menu for humanity so more people are having to deal with mastering both personally being able to discern all things/beings/people/situations/information/channeled material/locations etc. for themselves, and simultaneously re-learn how to Consciously Create for themselves. Said another way, those of us who want to evolve/ascend now are having to take back our personal power, be fully responsible consciously, and re-learn how to Consciously Create and be the incredible Creator Beings we actually are underneath all the old negative layers of Team Dark poison, lies, distortions and vast BS the human collective bought into long ago.

What I really want everyone to grasp now is that we’ve reached that point within the Ascension Process (the Third Trimester and beyond) where many of us Forerunners are currently having to Consciously Create what we individually want, need, or desire because 1) it’s time that we re-learned how to do this individually and 2) because it’s simply the next step in our ongoing Ascension educations and 3) because we’re on such NEW, clean, ground now in mid-2013 that if we don’t Consciously Create and intend and visualize from our High Hearts what we want, it ain’t gonna manifest! Seriously, who else is there that’s going to do it for us at this point? And more importantly, is someone or something else supposed to create it for us now or are we supposed to evolve/ascend into individual empowerment and conscious creativity now?

I know you already know the answers to these questions and like me, you too just need to get the hang of it once again. Don’t wait for or expect someone else to do it for you because we’re so far beyond that point now it’s laughable. Be the Creator Being you really are; step back into your natural individual Empowerment you had before you incarnated here and had to lay it down for a while; be responsible for yourself, your thoughts, your feelings, emotions, ideas, actions, words, creativity etc. because doing so only further empowers you to be the Conscious Creator that you and I need to become now.

Denise

June 25, 2013

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“Got Love?” from Aluna Joy

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I was suddenly impulsed to go to Aluna Joy’s website this morning so I’d discover her June 19, 2013 article ‘Got Love?’, which is very good and accurate based on what I’ve perceived and been feeling myself very intensely since March 20, 2013 spring Equinox. I was glad to see that someone has talked about this.

Sorry I didn’t see her article a couple of days sooner so I could have passed it along earlier, but there’s tremendous positive energies flooding everywhere and they’re connected with what Aluna’s talking about and today’s Super Moon (Full Moon) at 2° Capricorn 10′.

Due to Aluna Joy’s copyright notice and instructions I did not quote her article in full here but am sharing a click-able link to it. I totally understand and respect why she and some others are having to do this with their material now. Thank you for it. ♥

http://www.alunajoy.com/2013-june-gotlove.html

Denise Le Fay

June 23, 2013

Here Comes the June 2013 Solstice

Just a quick note about a few things—

800x480 blurred heartlight 1) Is that today–June 18, 2013–while carrying my trash outside to my trash barrels in my carport (the poor man’s garage), I couldn’t help but notice that the Light coming through the Sun has amplified yet again. I’ve watched this Process unfolding with the Sun for decades now, and every time I see the brilliant, higher frequency, star-like silver-white Light illuminating everything more than it had been the day before, I know we’re in the midst of another substantial shift up a few more energetic Stair Steps. This of course is wonderful news despite the fact that these higher frequency Light Energies typically make us feel like utter poo for a while. Whatever… who cares… just get a Divine Cosmic Photonic Soul sunburn for a few hours or days. We’ve been doing it for over a decade already and look at how we’re radiating Light now!

Seriously, I find the timing of this latest Light increase coming through our Sun and then to and through us to be another indicator of what the Third Trimester (June 20, 2013 Solstice through to September 22, 2013 Equinox) will bring; a whole lot more higher frequency Light Energies! Why? Probably because the “baby” does so much very fast growing during the Third Trimester. As both the pregnant “mommy” and as the developing “baby”, are YOU ready for a whole lot of even faster growth during the last part of June, all of July and August, and the first half of September 2013 individually internally and externally? Of course you are, even when you think you aren’t you are. ♥ We all are. The great news is that we’re finally going to start actually seeing, recognizing larger positive changes in ourselves and our consciousness and abilities.

Many of us have been experiencing some new advanced Consciousness Tools manifesting within us during the Second Trimester. This will continue but increase and speed-up throughout the Third Trimester so be ready for plenty more changes within yourself, your “reality”, your consciousness, and your methods of perception and creativity. And also more anomalies or phenomena because of these changes. This is us starting to consciously embody more of the “baby” during the last trimester. How you’ve perceived time, power, other dimensions, other Beings, ETs, Angelic Beings etc. and much more will expand to new levels so be prepared to let go of whatever you may need to during these summer months (in the Northern Hemisphere) so that more of the NEW higher can come in and replace the old lower Consciousness Tools. Some of these changes you’ll expect–others will surprise you which will be fun and exciting.

316x380 stair steps 2) Is the old Stair Steps business. The Divine Cosmic Photonic Sun Light shines on everyone–everyone standing on the Stair Step they’re currently standing on. How about making an effort to show some respect to all of the others standing on different Stair Steps both above and below where you are today? How about we all do this for ourselves and for each other? I bet we’ll each individually shine a lot brighter if we all collectively do this, especially during this important time of the June 2013 Solstice and entrance into the final Third Trimester. The profound changes that just doing that will cause and also assist everyone, is more than most can comprehend.

I’m very well-aware of how hard it’s been throughout the entire spring months (the Second Trimester) but this is us coming down to the wire people. Grin and bear it, go into your Heart, push through, and please, lets all give each other some room and respect because we’re all standing on different Stair Steps trying to do this thing in our individual ways and levels of development and awareness.

 mindfried 3) Some people are having one hell of a difficult time at this point because they’re trying to maintain their old familiar ways of doing/thinking/feeling/believing/working etc. but the higher frequency Light Energies are so much larger, faster vibrating, and more complex that it’s nearly shattering them mentally and/or emotionally. Do your best to stay out of their way if they meltdown, and hope you don’t have to interact much with them because it’s nearly impossible because of the growing gap. This too is part of the Ascension Process and ongoing energetic and everything else changes and some handle it better than others is all.

Again, make room for and have respect for everyone else going through what they’re going through… gracefully or otherwise! I remember Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians great term of ‘Fly or fry’. Some are flying and some are frying. Stand clear of the frying chaos and insanity as much as you can and radiate from your flying High Heart while keeping your heart consciousness on the high end results. Don’t worry about or focus too much on the September 2013 Equinox as we’re still in the game and the clocks running. We’ll talk more about the September 2013 Equinox and beyond in the coming weeks but for now, honestly and quickly deal with whatever it is that’s presenting itself to you in this important transitional Now Moment.

Denise

June 18, 2013

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The Second Trimester Recap

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SECOND TRIMESTER: March 20, 2013 Vernal Equinox to June 20, 2013 Summer Solstice—Winter Solstice in the southern hemisphere.

Where to start…

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This 2013 spring quarter–the Second Trimester of the Nine Month period–has been very intense, extremely difficult at times, not to mention physically and emotionally exhausting. The other day I was trying to remember 2012 and amazingly couldn’t other than the Three Days of 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12. So many of us thought, believed, expected that 2012 was the big year and it’s turned out to be 2013.

I intentionally began to work on revising my book The Temple of Master Hotei a couple of days after the March 20, 2013 spring Equinox. I knew back then that I did not want that project to carryover into the Third Trimester at all (June 20th through September 22, 2013) because it’s going to be more of what we’ve had since March 21, 2013…but even more amplified. No fear my friends. So, I’ve been working on it throughout the Second Trimester while simultaneously dealing with all sorts of unexpected issues that manifested throughout the spring months. It has not been an easy three months at all, plus I’ve had more time during the Second Trimester where I could hardly focus mentally, which I obviously needed very much to do to get the book revision and new cover done!

This increased lack of mental focus, profound exhaustion, and other symptoms including plenty of deliberate interference from the Negatives in whatever ways, forms, and people they could affect. And let us not forget to mention the all around amplified “craziness” and imbalances from pretty much everyone have all been 2013 Second Trimester Ascension symptoms and reactions to those symptoms. I’ll list some of them but remember that, as always, your individual mileage may vary. We each experience the Ascension symptoms slightly differently and at slightly different times and this is normal because of those many Stair Steps.

  • the return of Hot Flashes–milder than earlier years and shorter lived but back nonetheless
  • profound exhaustion any time of the day or night or constantly– no amount of sleep, rest, or complete immobility improves it
  • difficulty mentally focusing
  • family, neighbors, co-workers, friends, book publishers, strangers going through their issues & imbalances & that triggering some of your issues & imbalances
  • greater numbers of people suddenly dying–you considering your own physical death
  • more potent than usual waves of nausea
  • purging bouts of diarrhea
  • periods of pain in certain areas of the spine–lower back, upper neck into base of skull and jaw line, mid-back behind the heart–energies moving other energies in there
  • inability to eat much of anything, severe upper belly bloating
  • inability to sleep enough or stay asleep at night
  • falling asleep during the day–having to get out-of-body during potent solar activities in daytime hours (solar impacts at night too of course)
  • all solar activity effecting you much more intensely now than ever before–common solar symptoms are “Ascension Flu” with chills, body & bone/joint aches, profound exhaustion, increased inner heat and pressures, muscle weakness, mental mush, in some people varying degrees of mental & emotional instabilities, amplified emotional sensitivities
  • seeing and/or feeling new anomalies, lights, geometric patterns of lights, seeing subtle shapes of higher dimensional Beings moving about in your house & elsewhere
  • feeling the world that we all incarnated into literally slipping away more and more and faster and faster now
  • Team Dark ‘Smash & Grab’ attempts on both the physical dimension through other people, and the astral through hijacked dreams intentionally distorted into nightmares by them
  • unusual but insightful dreams–your interactions & relationship with 4D rapidly changing, evolving because YOU are
  • continued head pains, pressures in head that move, evolutionary changes in the Crown & Brow chakras and corresponding physical glands in those areas
  • continual inner ear ringing, buzzing, humming, pressures etc. caused by ongoing changes both internally & externally
  • increasing Spherical Consciousness–linear awareness, time,  & reality increasingly disappearing & being replaced with growing quantum, Spherical High Heart Consciousness
  • increasing conscious communications and interactions with your Higher Self & with Divine Consciousness

Another thing I’ve been experiencing, feeling, and seeing in certain people now too has to do with a rather large chunk of negativity having been stirred up and released and is now flying about wildly. (No fear as this Process has been happening for many years already.) That’s not what’s important really–it’s the why that’s important, and why now at the end of the Second Trimester. I mentioned a month or so ago that I was sensing many were starting to have some NEW Tools activating within themselves in the second half of the Second Trimester, and much more so throughout the Third Trimester. But, before higher, very positive NEW Tools can take-hold in us, we’ve got to release, purge some very ancient negativity and negative tools that Team Dark manufactured to keep humanity stupid, weak, and not evolving etc.

Also, remember I mentioned that I saw and felt Divine Consciousness arriving in this physical dimension back on May 16, 2013. (It was May 15th and 16th, but I saw and participated in what I did on May 16th.) I knew then that some very magnificent, very elevated positive energies had finally arrived in this dimension in a way and to a degree that has never been able to happen before. As wonderful as that was and still is today, I also knew the arrival of Divine Consciousness within this dimension would naturally cause some side-effects from Team Dark and all of their many Old Negative Tools. It’s those side-effects that many of us have been feeling and dealing with in ourselves and in other people in a much greater way just since mid-May 2013.

Side note: I had an interesting dream recently of a huge, dark-colored, enormous alligator-sized monitor lizard or sea iguana type creature that had been living on the roof of someones house. It saw me and the unknown person with me in this dream and started uncontrollably sliding off the roof and fell to the ground. This creature did not live on the ground, but up above, on the roof of. It was shocked that it fell off the roof and I was worried about what it would do now that it was ground-level with me and this other person. It turned out however, this huge Reptilian lizard creature was totally ineffectual on the ground and I was easily able to do away with it. That was polite code for kill the damned thing!

Remember Cosmic Awareness saying in late 2012 I believe it was that, and I’m paraphrasing here, the Reptilian brain in humanity was going dormant? Well, that’s what my recent dream was all about; a huge dark lizard creature that lived on the rooftops of people’s houses–humanity’s consciousness–have uncontrollably fallen off the roofs and are now laying dead on the ground. Ya gotta love how information is oftentimes expressed/translated in our dreams! I’ve called 12-21-12 the Expiration Date for years and this is one of many reasons why; huge lizards are finally falling off much of humanity’s rooftops and dying on the ground because their time and tools have expired! Thank you Cosmic Awareness and Co. ♥♥♥  for that very important and wonderful information. And thank you Higher Denise Awareness for that dramatic, colorful, conformational dream message about this incredibly important evolutionary change.

So, it’s out with the old and in with the new time which is to be expected at the six month point of the 2013 Nine Months period. But, the arrival of Divine Consciousness and the spectacular NEW energies and tools has temporarily riled-up Team Dark’s old negative tools and many people are dealing with this transition in their own ways and at their own speed. Everybody is and will deal slightly differently with having the huge old dark Reptilian lizard creature falling off of their rooftops!

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Now just imagine what the Third Trimester is going to be like! No fear… We are and will continue during the Third Trimester–the 2013 summer quarter in the Norther Hemisphere/winter in the Southern Hemisphere–to have New Tools of Higher Consciousness, of expanding awareness suddenly functioning, and, of continued direct support and interactions with Divine Consciousness in this dimension like never before.

Amidst the global chaos, escalating insanity and violence, personal pains of all types, utter exhaustion, growing frustrations, periods of sickness, people dying, other people coming unglued, reality coming unglued, there is believe it or not a NEW, vastly higher and far better order and set of energetic blueprints for us individually and collectively coming online internally and externally as we speak. We’re still deep in transition and will continue to be for a while longer, but know that the Separation of Worlds can actually be seen and felt now more easily than ever before. This is why it’s so very important now to be mindful of your mind; be aware of your awareness; be conscious of your consciousness because what you now mentally and emotionally focus on is exactly where you will find yourself so take responsibility and think about what you’re thinking about and focusing on! It matters a lot now as the Separation of Worlds builds.

Denise

June 10, 2013

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Orbiting Into Photon Light

I mentioned in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010) that I had been clairvoyantly seeing what looked to me like a dense field of large, perfectly uniform white “raindrops” falling at a slight diagonal slant for many years. I began seeing this constant uniform shaped and sized white diagonal “rain” falling in 1996. I’m not saying that’s when this anomaly started, only that that was the year I first saw it. It is not physical rainwater at all, but energy photon particles. These “raining” photon particles merely look like falling rainwater drops but they’re powerful particles that go through everything and everyone. I’ve watched these photon light particles raining down and go into and through absolutely everything and everyone they come into contact with; the earth, mountains, boulders, stones, cars, animals, air, humans, human’s physical bodies and brains, human energy chakras, the human aura and so on.

Recently while searching for something else, I found these great vector images and bought them to specifically use in this article about what these Photon Light particles have looked like to me. It’s incredibly rare for me to come across any drawings, photos, vector images etc. that even come close to some of the amazing energies and beings that I’ve clairvoyantly seen over the years. These four vector images however look almost exactly like how I’ve witnessed this slow orbiting of Earth and humanity deeper and deeper into the Photon Band of higher dimensional Light, and that’s why I purchased them—so that you too can see what this energy has looked like. Your Donations help me purchase images and/or photos such as these below to use in my articles. Thank You for your continued Donations, they help me in more ways than this to continue sharing what I do and as accurately as I’m able to.❤

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This first vector image is what the falling Photonic Light particles have looked like to me since 1996. Over the years however, the diagonal slant of the uniform white raindrops of photon particles has slowly, very slowly become increasingly vertical the deeper into this area of space we orbit where this amplified Light exists. (Note: this first image was originally angled in the other direction. I intentionally mirrored or flipped it so that it slanted from upper left to lower right only because that is precisely the way I’ve clairvoyantly seen these particles falling. All of these vector images are as correct to what I’ve seen since 1996.)

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This second vector image was how the Photon Light raindrops looked to me around 2005 or so.

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This third vector image is how the Photon Light “raindrops” looked to me from 2006 on.

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This fourth vector image is what the Photon Light “raindrops” looked to me from around 2007 on. Today– halfway through 2013 –I see dense, nearly solid white-Light now instead of separate “raindrops” falling. We’re so much deeper into this Photon Light field now in 2013 that it looks to me like we’re in a space, a place that is nearly totally solid white Light. It has been another of many truly amazing Ascension related transitional processes that I’ve had the privilege to actually observe for myself. I try to replicate what I’ve clairvoyantly seen as best I’m able to so that you too can see some of these incredibly rare and important Ascension related changes or anomalies.

Denise

June 3, 2013

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More NEW TOOLS Coming In

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On May 23, 2013 I had an interesting flashing Light Pattern suddenly appear in my physical vision for about fifteen minutes. It manifested early that morning while I was hooking my car’s battery up to a charger because the battery was dead, again. I got the car battery charging and made my way back into the house to view this new anomaly I was seeing in my field of vision and discern what it was and what was happening. It’s a good thing I couldn’t drive right then because this Light Pattern I was suddenly seeing was highly distracting because it flashed rapidly the whole time it was visible to me.

The flashing Light Pattern I saw in my field of vision looked like a beautiful, sixth dimensional (6D) geometric pattern of graduated black and white triangles of Light, each flashing very quickly in sequence. This Light Pattern was in the shape of a large crescent with the bottom of it wider and it gradually reduced in width up to the top where it eventually became just a point. But it was the rapid flashing in sequence of both the bright white and black triangles of Light that was fascinating. It sort of reminded me of those deep-sea creatures that give off bioluminescent light from their bodies that flash in sequence. My large crescent-shaped Light triangles flashed sequentially much the same, only a lot faster.

Back inside my house I experimented a bit with what I was seeing. I tried closing my right eye to see what, if anything, that did. I could still see the same image in my left eye. I reversed this and closed my left eye and still saw it in my right eye. I closed both eyes and could still see it exactly the same that way too. I tried physically moving my eyes up, down, right, left, circles, diagonals etc. to see if that altered the Light Pattern I was seeing and it did not — it was there no matter what I did physically with my eyes. And I should add, this visual “anomaly” caused zero pain while I was seeing it and it was visible for about fifteen minutes only and stopped as abruptly as it started. Once I’d experimented with the flashing Light Pattern I was seeing this way, my next step was to observe it from a higher level of awareness to discover whatever I could out about it that way.

What I became aware of using this method was that this Light Pattern “anomaly” I was clearly seeing was merely another (albeit substantial) Ascension related multidimensional, energetic, and DNA upgrade I was receiving. The only thing that made this time any different from the hundreds of other times these Ascension related “upgrades” have happened to me over the past fourteen years was the visual “anomaly” I was seeing the entire time. However, this really was no different from when we receive energetic/DNA upgrades via the Ascension Process but we hear it (physically and/or clairaudiently) as some unusual sound in our inner ears, or we feel it as energetic pressures or pains etc. in different places in our bodies and chakras. It’s all the same Ascension Process, it’s just that this particular “upgrade” was, for me, perceived visually as this interesting pulsing Light Pattern.

As soon as I saw this pulsing Light Pattern my Crown chakra area experienced greatly increased pressures and expansion, and my physical head and brain felt those whirring sensations and had that semi-pleasant feel of half numbness and further expansion. My inner ears were buzzing and ringing again from this too as usual. I sense this Light Pattern anomaly upgrade is one of those new tools I’ve mentioned coming in now and continuing via the June 2013 Solstice, and ongoing throughout the 2013 Third Trimester.

Now that we’ve gotten through the interesting visual anomaly part of this latest Ascension evolution “upgrade”, let me next share the embodying and acclimatizing phase of it. Because, after the nice left-brained, physical analytical part, and then the nice right-brained, higher awareness discernment part comes the part where I, where you, where each of us has to embody it all physically. 1 and a 2 and a 3 and a … OUCH! THAT REALLY HURTS and takes some TIME!

Fast-forward about four hours into May 23rd after I’d spent 2.5 hours trapped at my locale automotive store having my car battery tested and finally buying a new one, breathing in all the automotive chemicals in the tires and other auto parts and liquids etc., which on a good day totally wipes me out and makes me physically sick all on its own for about two days just because of the toxic chemicals in those products! I finally get back home and my head hurts so badly from this particular Ascension-related upgrade that it’s eat a little something and promptly fall into bed time. From that point on I became more sick as I dealt with both the Light Pattern anomaly “upgrade” and the toxicity from my being in the automotive store too.

Those of you who’ve had these types of repeated head/brain/skull/Crown chakra pains and pressures caused by higher frequency cosmic/galactic/solar Light Energies coming in, primarily through the Crown chakra, know exactly what I’m talking about. It’s a head pain and pressure that nothing reduces or makes go away; you simply must physically live through the Process and embody another larger than usual energy “upgrade” that naturally causes your physical and other energetic bodies to change, to evolve. And needless to say, these larger than usual changes typically hurt and/or make you feel sick, weak, exhausted, beat up, bruised, sore and achy etc. and typically are followed by other Ascension symptoms or side effects. These types of extra potent incoming cosmic/galactic/solar energies usually make me feel like I’ve got the “Ascension Flu” again with mild chills, body and bone/joint aches etc., severe headaches, head pressures, brain pressures, facial pressures, Crown and Brow chakra pressures and changes, spine pressures, High Heart amplifications and so on. And of course, what would all this fun be unless we included another serious round of diarrhea? Yeah, typically I always get a minimal half day or longer bought of diarrhea due to transmuting some old lower density and/or embodying some NEW higher frequencies. It just is what it is and this latest round was bad!

The only reason for my sharing my recent accounts of this latest Ascension “upgrade” slam-fest was because of it’s sheer intensity plus the interesting and unusual visual image I saw that was the start of it. Other than that, it’s Ascension business as usual! Today is May 25, 2013 and I’m still dealing with the results from this particular Light Pattern visual energy upgrade I saw early morning May 23rd. I wanted to get this written sooner but I’ve been pretty sick and in pain and not able to move too far away from the toilet for the past two days. Isn’t this fun?! Oh well, whatever at this point right?

Denise

May 25, 2013

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Late May 2013 Update

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I found this recently and wanted to share it — it’s by Carl Gustav Jung:

“There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” 

Now isn’t that the truth! And by god don’t we know it now from having lived it for these many Ascension months and years!

Polarity or Duality resolution does not happen by denying that the Dark exists (or has existed and has done so at unseen levels of frequency in other dimensions etc.). It disappears from one’s self, one’s environment, one’s space and one’s focus once one has discovered it and acknowledged that it even exists, then begins to work on integrating it, transmuting it, taking all the nasty, punch, sting and power out of it and return “it” back to a natural state of pure energy or energetic neutrality. Remember Carlos Castaneda’s teacher Don Juan teaching him about ‘Petty Tyrants’ ? That’s what all this level of personal and collective and other dimensional inner Dark stuff is; varying levels of developed ‘Petty Tyrants’.

The “Darkness/Negativity” can be some old emotional wound any of us received (or gave) that we haven’t as yet dealt with and so, it grows in power over the years or decades or lives, increasingly demanding that we finally see it, dealt with it, and eventually transmute that wee tiny inner Petty Tyrant. Or it can be a larger, more well-developed chunk of personal inner stuff and junk that we haven’t dealt with yet. Or, it can be much larger, more well-developed energetic situation(s) in a family member(s) or other loved ones or friends or neighbors or co-workers etc. and it’s actually their stuff and junk but it’s partly your problem too because of the multiple leveled connections. Or, it could be a big honkin’ huge external being like a negative Reptilian or Draconian or demon or numerous other nonphysical beings and/or entities. Doesn’t matter really — they’re all just ‘Petty Tyrants’ of varying levels of development and potency and at this point does it even matter if it’s “yours” or not? It doesn’t matter to me and hasn’t for the past difficult but highly transformative and empowering fourteen Ascension years. It’s either a baby Petty Tyrant, or a mid-sized Petty Tyrant, or a full-blown, giant-sized monster from the freakin’ astral pit of hell Petty Tyrant, but in the end it’s all just unresolved stuff and junk that’s gotta go if one truly wants to continue evolving and utilizing these potent cosmic and galactic energies to do exactly that.

Moving right along…

So here we all are, halfway through the glorious extension period called the Nine Months — from 12-21-12 Winter Solstice and Great Expiration Date, through to the September 2013 Equinox. How many personal and/or bloodline and/or other people’s and/or other dimensional ‘Petty Tyrants’ have you transmuted just since 12-21-12? For those of us (Ascension-related Lightworkers) who excel at transmuting the collective septic tank stuff and junk for humanity in general, it’s been fairly interesting since 12-21-12. All kinds of homeless, displaced and very hungry astral critters floating around looking for either an escape route away from all this LIGHT or some lower frequency human to latch on to again to use parasitically to feed off energetically. And on top of all this continuing multidimensional shifting around business, we’ve been incrementally embodying increasing amounts of our higher frequency Selves into these physical bodies and personalities and awareness. I want to say something either brilliant or funny right here but I’m just as stunned by all this high magnificence and lowly misery and BS as the rest of you! Whatever… let’s just keep moving forward my friends and fellow Ascension journey-ers.

I sense the coming start of the Third Trimester — beginning on the June 2013 Solstice and running through to the September 2013 Equinox — will bring in with it some more very important “tools” for each of us in this amazing Process. Tools such as further embodying, which naturally gives us more and more Higher Awareness of things and from multiple perspectives or as I’ve called this in the past, Spherical Consciousness or Awareness. Or tools such as increased clairvoyance and other higher awareness tools of perception. And/or tools such as slipping out of linear time more and more until it feels “normal” to you. Or any number of other exciting new tools of perception and being. Due to those Stair Steps, which of these new “tools” you receive or have been receiving depends upon which Stair Step your currently on. What you’re experiencing and aware of today won’t be the same next week or next month because you are evolving and changing that quickly now so expect new and different tools to continue coming to you as you progress up those energy and consciousness Stair Steps.

Because it’s been a while since I last wrote anything, I wanted to let everyone know that I’m still around and breathing, haven’t been thrown in jail for anything, am not existing on Pluto,  nor have I died! It’s just been really hard for me for multiple reasons since April 1st, 2013 (which I’ll explain about more in another article) but as of May 16th, 2013, the higher Energies have anchored into this physical dimension (in a very positive way I mean) and there are lots of great things unfolding that are just out of sight for a while longer but will be fully visible within this dimension very soon now. Promise.

Denise

May 20, 2013

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