Going Back Downstairs Part 1

I’ve had some unexpected old lower 3D world job related paperwork I had to get done this past week that required I journey back down into the dark lower levels of hell. Seriously…I had to go to the Department of Motor Vehicles (DMV) office! It took me two trips to my local DMV office the past couple of days just to discover that things aren’t at all as they used to be. Duh…

My first trip to the DMV office was around 10:00 AM and the parking lot was full and there was a line of people outside the building waiting, waiting, and waiting to get inside so they could wait in line some more. I and many other drivers drove into the full parking lot, circled around, and drove right back out again because it simply wasn’t going to happen.

I tried again a couple of days later, this time I got up at 5 AM, got showered and ready for my journey back down many energy stair steps to where DMV exists. I arrived at my local DMV office at 7:15 AM (it opens at 8:00 AM), and at least there were places to park, but there were thirty people standing in line outside the building waiting already. I parked quickly and located the end of the waiting line and waited. By 8:00 AM there was about sixty people outside waiting to get in. Unbelievable.

Now here’s where this gets interesting.

The guard at the door only let about twenty-five people in at a time and the rest waited their turn. The first twenty-five entered the DMV, then the next group of twenty-five which I was in, got ushered in about fifteen minutes later. So I’m finally in the DMV building an hour and a half after I arrived.

The guard lets us in and like stupid cattle we’re walking through a zigzag directional line of herding ropes that lead up to The Main Window. We’re all so fucking happy at this point just to be in the damned building, that we’re scurrying along like pathetic hungry animals trying to reach the feed trough! I was the third person in line in this second group of twenty-five people. As my group was allowed to enter the DMV building, I quickly tried to catch a glimpse of the inside despite the fact that I’ve been in it many times over the past three decades. It had been remodeled since the last time I was there a few years ago and looked totally different…what I could see of it that is.

As the first three of us entered the building (I never saw, heard, felt, sensed anyone else in my group of twenty-five behind me so I couldn’t say), I wondered why it was so amazingly dark in there. Literally, the inside of the DMV building was pitch-black and I could not see (or psychically feel or sense) anything or anyone else in there. The only thing I could see was the very dimly lit, roped-off herd area that led everyone up to The Main Window.

Very quickly I reached The Main Window which looked really weird—dreamlike and much like certain areas of the old lower astral plane look like. I wondered why in the world the entire DMV was literally in the dark? Why had they turned all the lights off in there? Actually, it was much darker than if all the lights had been turned off; it was pitch-black inside and I literally couldn’t see ANYTHING. No faint outlines, no dim silhouettes of walls or doors or people, just pitch-black nothingness. In the ultra-strangeness of it all my mind quickly thought about how it’s illegal to keep a State/Government/Public/Business building in the dark like this, so I was really confused. It always amazes me how our minds instantly go into gymnastics to try to make sense out of something that doesn’t at that split-second.

The only—let me repeat this so you fully understand what I saw and experienced—the only light I saw in the entire DMV office was one very tiny and dimly lit electrical light above this Main Window and the tiny roped off area leading up to it. This Main Window accommodated only two people on both sides, and there were two DMV employees standing on their side of the great divide to redirect people. Myself and the young man who’d been ahead of me in line were standing next to each other at this Main Window.

In the few moments that I was inside the building, I was looking carefully where I needed to step and move to because it was total blackness all around me other than these two very small and dimly lit areas. My brain was screaming at me the whole while, “What the shit is going on!? Where did the first group of twenty-five people disappear too? Where did the woman who was the first person in my group of twenty-five go to? WHERE THE HELL HAVE THE PEOPLE AND THE DMV EMPLOYEES, THEIR WINDOWS, WALLS, CAMERAS AND EVERYTHING GONE?! WHY CAN’T I SEE ANYTHING IN HERE AND WHY IS IT ALL BLACKED OUT?!”

At the Main Window the female DMV employee asked me what I needed. I told her and she informed me it wasn’t gonna happen. Typical. She didn’t outright tell me to fuck off and I didn’t say it to her either, but we both said it in that socially acceptable way.  (I got up at 5 AM and stood in line for an hour for this shit?! ) After about thirty seconds with her, I turned on my heel and quickly and frustratedly headed back towards the dimly lit exit door where the guard stood. As I passed through this entrance/exit door, I stepped back outside into the light of day. I got into my car and left the vastly lower vibrating, highly negatively charged old patriarchal DMV area in a mild state of shock and confusion.

Once I was free of the miserable place I went over what I’d seen and not seen inside the DMV building. I have never experienced—to this degree—old lower reality literally not be visible to me! I’m going to backtrack a bit here so this current DMV anomaly makes a bit more sense.

The first time I experienced something similar to this was about two and a half, three years ago. It was nighttime and I’d noticed that our side and front yard was flooded. I went outside with flashlights to check pipes and garden hoses etc. I finally located the reason why my yard was flooded; a neighbor across the street from me had turned on my 92-year-old next-door neighbors garden hose to water one of her plants. Problem was he forgot about it and flooded my yard and water was pouring out into the street.

About this time I hear this idiot asshole neighbor (he really was an unpleasant lower frequency, lower consciousness person) yelling at me from down the street about how he’s, “…got it all under control.” Yeah that’s clearly obvious mister cause I have a fucking moat around my house thanks to you! Evidently he and his friend had been taking a walk around the block or something. At any rate, as I looked up at him from my flooded yard, everything was pitch-black and looked like I was viewing reality through a long narrow tunnel with blackness all around it. I could faintly see this man and his friend walking towards me from way down the street, but could more easily hear him. I could only see them and the rest of reality faintly through this long narrow tube or tunnel-like vision with absolute blackness all around it. I could see nothing else than this tiny blurry area of reality.

After thinking about this new perceptual anomaly, I realized I was literally existing at a slightly higher, faster frequency and dimension than this neighbor and his friend were. That was why it appeared to me as if they were very far away and I was seeing them through a long tube-like or narrow tunnel. I had this same perceptual phenomena happen a year later with a woman talking to me from about thirty feet away during the daytime. I could only see her through this same long and very narrow tube or tunnel with pitch-black nothingness all around it. After this second experience I knew I was indeed existing in a higher and faster vibrating space than those people.

Because I’ve been psychic/clairvoyant all my life, I’m used to seeing non-physical things and beings that exist at higher frequencies and dimensions. I’m used to this and can easily make the necessary shifts emotionally and psychologically when I perceive realities that other people do not see. This recent DMV experience was this same business but in reverse…which I am not familiar with. It’s looking like I will be however, at least a bit.

After having this experience at DMV the other day, I realize that most all lower frequency, lower consciousness systems are now becoming incredibly difficult for me and many of us to even reenter now at these much higher levels we’re now existing within. Three or four years ago it was rather strange doing so, but tolerable, and not as much of a weird trip into the Twilight Zone! But now in late 2010 with things REALLY different, going back down the energy stair steps into certain old lower patriarchal systems is far more difficult than ever before. I discovered that at this point within my evolution/ascension process, it has become very difficult for me to even see some of these drastically lower vibrating, dense and increasingly negative miserable old systems. What I perceive of them today is total pitch-blackness with only small areas of them very dimly lit overhead; just enough faint light so I could get in a few feet, turn right around and find the exit door. This is literal and symbolic.

The next thing I had to do was go straight to the Social Security Office to  try to accomplish what DMV would not do. I went from this DMV experience straight over to the SS office because I was so deep in the lower world weirdness at this point that I wasn’t going home until IT was done…one way or the other.

As I drove into the SS parking lot I could instantly feel and see that the energies were much higher. (I’m not saying anything political, only stating energy facts.) The outside of the place looked and felt nice, clean and decent in comparison to the DMV office and parking lot. As I parked my car I knew I would get done all I needed to here with very little pain, hassle, cost or confusion. I was right and it took me a total of fifteen minutes to get what I needed; it cost nothing, the young man who helped me was honest, kind, had a great sense of humor and heart and was literally the polar opposite of the woman at the DMV office. The two places were radically different energetically from each other and I could see everything and everyone in the SS office. Again, no hidden political statement here, just sharing the acute contrasts in consciousness, heart and energies between the two. Both places and systems are of the old lower falling 3D patriarchal world; one was vastly worse than the other however at this point of the falling away process.

My personal learning with these two back to back, higher/lower frequency places, people, and events was to clearly remind me where I exist vibrationally today, plus get me familiar with how it looks and feels (to me at this point) to go back down into lower frequency places. Some systems are nearly invisible or literally blacked out to my current higher perceptual vision, while others have created enough heart and honesty to still be seen and be workable enough to get done what you still need through them. This experience quickly taught me that I need to be prepared when I do have to go back down into any old falling patriarchal world system. I need to be prepared to not be able to even see all of it! I’m intending however that I won’t need to go back down into any of them from this point forward. I’ve got plenty of higher New Earth designing and creating to do instead…as do many of you reading this.

Denise

October 1, 2010

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Oversoul Seven Trilogy

Many years ago I read most all of Jane Roberts channeled Seth books, plus her  non-channeled books. My favorite of her’s were the Oversoul 7 trilogy. ♥

1)  The Education of Oversoul 7 (1973)

2)  The Further Education of Oversoul Seven (1979)

3)  Oversoul Seven And The Museum Of Time (1984)

I haven’t re-read them since the late 1980’s so I’ll have to work from memory. The main character in all three books is a nonphysical Being named Oversoul Seven, and his interactions and learning’s with his other aspects that were incarnate as different humans within 3D physicality across time. Oversoul Seven also had an aspect of himself that was further evolved than he, and her name was Cyprus. She was much like a “Guide” or “Angelic” Being to the nonphysical Oversoul Seven, and of course the multidimensional interactions were wonderful, hilarious at times, deeply moving and extremely wise. For many of us Lightworkers/Wayshowers etc., we have or soon will be evolving/ascending into our new positions and lessons much like Oversoul Seven ourselves. 😉

I bring these books up now because they are a great, easy, and entertaining way to get a better understanding about what you and I and many of the early Lightworker Ascenders are going to begin experiencing. Multidimensional, multiple-selves awareness outside of lower frequency linear 3D—or a term Kryon uses—“quantum” consciousness.

With us evolving beyond the blinkered narrow band of isolated, polarized, linear 3D and 3D consciousness, we are now beginning to experience bits and pieces of  quantum or higher spherical consciousness as I like to call it, which is normal when NOT in 3D physicality with only polarized 3D consciousness! We’re going to be increasingly finding ourselves within NO time, within NO well-defined, well-lit, well outlined reality with clearly marked dimensional boarders everywhere like we became used to in our old/past life prior to our ascension.  We’re going to find ourselves occasionally popping into and back out of quantum, multidimensional, spherical awareness/consciousness and other dimensions beyond 5D, and coming into contact with some other aspects of ourselves, plus other nonphysical Beings, Starbeings, ETs, Lightbeings, Angelics, Other Dimensionals and so on. We’re going to also be finding ourselves remembering many of our so-called “past” or simultaneous lives and selves too as another way to become familiar and comfortable with our greatly expanding sense of self/SELF. In other words, some of us are becoming much like Jane Roberts wonderful character, Oversoul Seven.

If you have the desire and time (I know, I know!), I hope you’ll consider reading the Oversoul Seven Trilogy. They really are great and insightful.

Denise Le Fay

September 18, 2010

10-10-10

10-10-10

Recently Jean/Debora asked me what the upcoming 10-10-10 (October 10, 2010) energies are about. The more complex side of these triple number dates is that they’re a continuation at a slightly higher level of  last years triple 09-09-09 (September 9, 2009) energies. Those triple 9’s were a very important energy portal, “gate” or stair step  that many of us used to move through and out of the old lower world finally. The triple 9’s of September 9, 2009 were a huge and important Separation of Worlds.

The entire series of unfolding yearly triple numbers have been very important, however, my awareness has been drawn to these last four (4) energy portals/gates/years/stair step dates of:

•  09-09-09 (Sept. 9, 2009)

•   10-10-10 (Oct. 10, 2010)

•   11-11-11 (Nov. 11, 2011)

•   12-12-12  &  12-21-12 (Dec. 12, 2012 & Dec. 21, 2012)

The way I perceive these last four completion and separation years and specific dates or periods of  extreme transition are symbolic, and not in colorful words and terms. Higher knowing and Multi-D symbolism is how I perceive most everything now; what’s going on currently, what’s coming and often why with these particular triple numbers/years/dates. I’m also not a Numerology pro, so I’ll translate this as best as I can.

09-09-09

To me the triple  09-09-09 of Sept. 9, 2009 produced the Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Warriors of Light etc., finally reaching the end or Completion (keyword for number 9) of Phase One of our personal and collective Ascension Transformational Service Work. It was time for us to separate from the old lower frequency patriarchal Earth world and reality we incarnated into.

I do know that the number 9 represents  the phase of Completion, both personal and cosmic. The fact that we had triple 9’s (09-09-09) Sept. 9, 2009, indicated that this stage of completion was personal, collective, and unifying into a non-polarized, third higher state of unity within physicality.

All of these triple number years/dates/portals/gates/stair steps show that each of them are three-dimensional (3D) and are—like astrological transits, solar emanations, and incoming galactic energies—specific energy triggers to help further propel us and Earth into a new and much higher light-filled frequency and state of being. These last four triple number years/dates are quite literally energetic Initiatic Doorways into the final birthing stages, early intentional conscious creating and co-creating our New Earth stages, and real manifestation of our new 5D Ascended Earth world and unified reality.

A couple months after the 09-09-09 portal, we spent a period floating, dying a bit more, and releasing more in the strange Zero Zone (0) of Nowhere Land of Dec. 2009, waiting and recovering from all we’d been through during the very Dark  and brutal Phase One decade of the Ascension Process.

10-10-10


The number 10 represents Rebirth. The triple 10-10-10 of Oct. 10, 2010, brings in the triggers of completion of journeys, returns to origins, perfection, fulfillment, the return to unity, and closure for those of us ready (after the wild past 10 months of 2010)to move through another 3D triple Initiatic Doorway or portal/gate and move up another important energy stair step during fall 2010. I suspect that on the immediate other side of the 10-10-10 portal/gate/stair step, we’re going to feel—for a while—much like we did during the very strange Zero Zone  phase of December 2009; being deep within another stage of dying, transitioning, and being reborn into a very new level of being. (10 = 0 and 1 energies but at a higher octave of unity)

We will be One (1) individually (ascended 5D Leo/Sun), we will be One as an ascended 5D Group of Beings (ascended Aquarius/Uranus), and the third or triple (“triality”) One (1) symbolizes our being unified both individually AND as fifth dimensional ascended High Heart Beings within very high vibrating fifth dimensional, stellar-like physicality (the 5D Aquarian Age of Light).  But are we completely there yet? No, but closer than ever before, and these last four years and their triple number dates (triple 9’s through the coming triple 12’s) are incredibly powerful time-coded cosmic energy triggers and portals.

How many years or decades have you been seeing the double and triple 9’s, 10’s, 11’s, and 12’s screaming at you to both trigger you and get your attention, plus remind you about these incredibly important completion and transition years and dates? They are literally an energetic countdown to both our last stages of ascending, separating, and manifesting a vibrationally matching 5D New Earth world…plus the falling away of the planetary patriarchal rulers and their systems on the old Earth.

These years are simultaneously the countdown to the Mayan “end date” or Expiration Date as I like calling it, of the past lower vibrational, dense polarized 3D Earth world and reality we incarnated into. That world with its patriarchal rulers and planetary systems, radically polarized consciousness, negativity, greed, incomprehensible disrespect, heartlessness, warring obsessions, fear-based, power-based, money-based reality etc., will no longer be capable of existing within our much higher frequency Ascended 5D Earth world. 12-21-2012 is an “end date” all right; it is the end of the negative Dark monsters and assholes ruling and running our Earth!

11-11-11

Next years triple 11’s of Nov. 11, 2011, 11-11-11 is where we walk through the energetic portal/gate or Iniatic Pillars that we’ve seen for many long years. The double 11:11’s and triple 1:11’s we’ve seen repeatedly have tried to remind us that we are literally walking up energy stair steps (different frequencies) and passing through numbered portals/gates and being triggered within an increasingly compressed  (faster spinning and higher vibrating) disintegrating 3D time-line into a higher dimension (5D),  completely rewired New Earth, and much more light-filled and unified existence.

11 is androgynous and represents resolved and fully integrated masculine/feminine energies within both sexes, higher awareness, higher mind, higher level psychic abilities, awakening, and 11 also has energetic connections to the sign of Aquarius/Uranus—the 11th sign of the zodiac and the New Aquarian Age energies.

Imagine moving through the 11-11-11 (Nov. 11, 2011) portal, and then the triple portals of 2012! Wow…after that we’ll be in and of that symbolic 13 (fifth dimensional) unified energy and New Earth that exits vibrationally above and beyond the old lower third-dimensional planetary systems of 12.

12-12-12

A year later we’ll enter 2012, and then the triple 12-12-12 portal of Dec. 12, 2012—and 9 days later—the winter Solstice Dec. 21, 2012…the final Expiration Date of, and complete separation from, the old lower frequency 3D patriarchal world portal of 12-21-12.

12 represents physical and spiritual perfection within the old lower 3D pre-ascension Earth world and consciousness. It represents linear time within the old 3D realm, completion, space/time, all systems of 12 within lower frequency physicality, and creativity.  Triple 12’s represent the total branching off  or separation from the old Earth world/reality/consciousness etc., and being born out of the  ascension ashes like a Phoenix along with our New 5D Earth.

12-21-12

  

Added together 12-12-12 equals 9…Completion times three or within 3D.  Added together 12-21-2012 equals 11. A 9 day followed 9 days later by an 11 day. I’m not even going to say it!

The Great Expiration Date—as shown by the many Mayan calendar cycles and 12-21-12 “end date”—represents the total separation from the old lower frequency, third-dimensional, polarized and insane Dark patriarchal controlled world, consciousness, energies and reality.

We can’t consider these triple number dates/gates/portals as isolated from each other—especially from the 09-09-09  point through the 12-21-12 point. They are the last, shortest, and fastest of all the ascension transition stair steps/portals/gates and the absolute separation from the old lower patriarchal world we all incarnated into in this life. Talk about a real Separation and Completion!

I sense that from next months 10-10-10 Initiatic Doorway or portal forward, these last 3 triple number years/dates (the 10’s, 11’s, and 12’s) will happen so fast that we’ll need to utilize them, our consciousness and mental and emotional focus very well to intend, visualize and feel from our High Hearts into actual manifestation the New 5D Earth world WE want to exist within now that we’ve completely branched off from the old lower patriarchal Earth world and systems. Time’s short so use your Higher Mind and High Heart well from the 10-10-10 portal through the 12-21-12 portal.

Denise

September 9, 2010

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Free Book Excerpts

A Lightworker's Mission by Denise Le Fay

Here are a few random excerpts from A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution to give you a better idea of what this book is about. Enjoy, and I hope you’ll consider buying the book.

From PART THREE: ETs, Multidimensional Construction, Ascension, Polarity Battles, Polarity Resolution 1990–2004 (page 226)

“…Those of you reading this who have had the recurring dreams over the years of being in some large shopping Mall, a Library, University, Collage campus, Auditorium, Theater, or Hospital and running into different ET beings there, I hope you are recognizing the interdimensional connections within all of this. Those of us who are Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers, typically have these types of etheric dream encounters and ET meetings most of our lives. In many cases, these dreams are the easiest and fastest way the Wanderer—in a human body and physical incarnation—is reintroduced to why she/he is back in 3D Earth physicality now. If the Wanderer/Starseed/Lightworker is more psychically open and can safely cope with conscious, interdimensional meetings and retain the memory of them, then that too happens with these types of lucid out-of-body dream meetings. These are both individual and group Lightworker/Wanderer dreams or out-of-body gatherings we have with some of our ET helpers, guides, interdimensional family and friends.

(Another aspect of this that many of you may relate to as well is the etheric dream meetings Lightworkers/Wanderers/Starseeds have within other people’s houses across the country. We do not physically know each other and yet, many of us have remained in higher-level contact with each other through these etheric dream meetings with other Lightworkers/Wanderers/Starseeds and sometimes with ETs present as well. During the 1980s and 1990s especially, we needed to meet like this to exchange information and remain up-to-date with our unfolding Lightworker missions and planetary service work. It doesn’t matter that we may never physically know or met each other; we have been in contact with numerous other Lightworkers living within the same country we do for decades. Stealth mode has been used by us for a long time to remain in contact etherically and exchange ascension-related information with each other when needed.)

Years ago, I read about some people suddenly seeing strange beings or ETs appear and disappear in different shopping Malls in the USA. Earth has has so many Starbeings/ETs working from their nonphysial side of the Veil or border while numerous Wanderers/Lightworkers/Starseeds worked from inside this physical dimension and lower system here. Occasionally people would see these nonphysical ET beings pop in and out of different physical locations because they were portal areas. In some dreams, many humans would also use these same interdimensional portals to step through into a higher dimension and visit their ET friends and guides briefly while asleep and out of their physical bodies.”

From PART THREE: ETs, Multidimensional Construction, Ascension, Polarity Battles, Polarity Resolution 1990–2004 (page 356)

“…December 2000 and I am still dreaming about past emotional issues. Just how much icky, dark junk did I have stored down in my basement anyway? Quite a bit obviously! So, back into the emotional body and astral trenches once again to excavate more ex-husband stuff, more beloved son crap, more me stuff, and plenty of I’m a female struggling in a dark and lowly Patriarchal world abuses and frustrations. Nothing new here except that my basement should be looking damned spiffy clean at this point.”

From PART TWO: Interdimensional Lightwork 1980–1989 (page 100)

“…The Pleiadian stepped out of that invisible but clearly sensed diagonal line with the Sirian and Orion, and stood close enough to me to hand me something. He bent forward from the waist slightly and handed me a large gold antique key. I took it from him and stared at it closely trying to figure out what I was supposed to do with it. He waited for me to ask him telepathically what it was and what I should do with it. Once I finally did, he smiled softly and replied, ‘The Key is in the Heart.’ He said I could place this key in my heart and later use it any time I needed. I did as he suggested and placed the large symbolic antique gold key to my etheric chest and deposited it inside my energy heart.

This key was not the answer nor was it some mystical or magical etheric tool. The Pleiadian was simply trying to express complex concepts to me then (January 1985) with as few words as possible. Higher vibrating beings often resort to this type of symbolic communication with those of us within polarized physicality, bodies and brains, simply to bypass our intellects and egos and reach the deeper levels within us that do understand. The Pleiadian was trying to stress that the Key is in the Heart and not the human egoic left brain intellect. He was trying to remind and prepare me for what was coming years later (1998–1999 onward) about much higher frequency 5D Heart consciousness. That was why he was stressing, ‘The Key is in the Heart’ and not in our lower, polarized, and limited third dimensional left brain consciousness. In 1985, the Pleiadian Starbeing was reminding me about an entirely different and vastly higher way—a fifth dimensional way of being via the High Heart or higher dimensional Heart consciousness.”

From PART ONE: Portals and Preparations 1972–1979 (page 30)

“…During mid-1977, I had been working on some drawings and text for a local metaphysical newsletter when another scene from my ancient Egyptian male past life suddenly surfaced. Evidently, the drawing I had been doing was close enough to this particular Egyptian past life scene that it functioned as the deep-level trigger between the two lives and events.

In my mind’s eye I suddenly saw my past life male self in ancient Egypt using a small, hand-held device to cut into rock surfaces and carve beautiful hieroglyphs and colored artwork. The ancient device looked somewhat like a silver-colored metal penlight, or a small laser pointer, however, it emitted a tightly focused white laser beam of light. It was a small tool used to easily and quickly cut and carve stone in 12,600 B.C. Egypt. The real uniqueness of this ancient Egyptian laser tool was that it was entirely directed and controlled by the operator’s mental focus and emotions. There were no other buttons on it to operate, other than an on/off button. The tool functioned exclusively through the artist’s directed thoughts and emotions. The image you held in your mind’s eye was your model; the emotions you intentionally created at certain times controlled the different colors that the tool emitted and instantly embedded or painted on the stone.

This may sound like a fun tool to use, but it was highly intense work and there was absolutely no room for the artist to mentally or emotionally wander! The tool itself was directed exclusively by your thoughts, your intent, your desire, and emotions. Did I mention this small hand-held tool quickly and easily cut into stone as if it was room temperature butter? It was quite amazing really.

With practice, an artist could quickly turn on and off specific emotions within him or herself, which automatically triggered a specific color to be emitted. I remember intensity caused the color black to turn on, and a peaceful, loving feeling caused different skin tone colors to activate. Feeling joy triggered blue, and gratitude caused green shades to be activated within the tool. From our perspectives today this tool is amazing, but in that past life, it was merely another of many such common everyday tools.”

From PART THREE (page 402)

“…June 28, 2001 I went to bed and asked my Higher Self for a good conversation and a message came through instantly. It was simple and short but very powerful as they usually are. My Higher Self informed me that, ‘Just as the Veil between dimensions is disappearing, so too is the Veil between your conscious and subconscious mind; between your Astral body, the Mental, Emotional, Etheric, and Physical bodies.’ The second I heard this I knew what it meant and represented on a massive scale—not only for me personally—but for all humanity. My Higher Self meant humanity when it referred to ‘your’ and not simply me individually. It was a great insight into what I had been living through, struggling with, and being so terribly sick from.

A few hours later during the early morning hours of June 29th, I had a dream where I was going through an old book that contained a list of all the names of demons and what their individual talents were and so on. In this dream I was carrying on in a perfectly calm state as if this was business as usual and something I did every day. I found whatever it was I was looking for in the book, and so, woke myself up. I have no conscious memory of any of the information within that book in this dream. I didn’t care about that aspect of my problem with the demon, in the same way I have never been interested about the names of positive, higher dimensional beings and ETs I encounter. Once you have personally encountered one of these nonphysical beings—lower or higher—you never forget them or their unique energies. Their individual energies and condensed personalities are all the name I need or care about.”

From PART THREE (page 451)

“…2002 completed with December being an extra emotional month with more family and neighbor issues. It really was just more of what had been going on for years at this point; constant physical pains, sickness, new allergies, severe chemical sensitivities to seemingly everything, severe solar flare sensitivities, Mike’s endless drumming, demonic energies and unrelenting pressures and so on. It was exhausting and intensely frustrating never having any peace and quiet while I was so sick and constantly going through so much all on my own.

By this point, the extreme contrast of polarities was nearly too much for me. On the one hand, I and often Mom too had nonphysical and physical ET and other-dimensional contacts with certain beings, interdimensional insights, teachings, journeys and adventures that were much like being Home again. All of those higher dimensional energies and contacts against a backdrop of constant negativity and demonic and lower human assaults, ascension illnesses and pains, mental fog, emotional extremes, ultra sensitivities to the world I was living in and profound, unending exhaustion. It was certainly an ongoing polarity battle and the most difficult and dangerous thing I had done in many lives.”

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Denise Le Fay

July 29, 2010

Money & Ascension

Recently I’ve had some people email me asking about why the things they intend and envision are not manifesting physically. These are of course good people with good intentions who just want a job, a home and to have enough money to pay their monthly bills. And because they are good people who—from their hearts are intending and trying to manifest enough money to survive comfortably each month—when their intentions repeatedly do not manifest they think they’re doing something incorrectly, wrong, or worse they think they’re not worthy of being safe and comfortable. I too have been down this road of conscious creating self-doubt, questioning why things that I need and want are not manifesting  physically for me.

I could go on and on about this but let’s just cut-to-the-chase as the saying goes. Many of us who are having  aspects of our old 3D life and reality falling away under us aren’t doing anything “wrong” at all. The bottom-line now is that the old lower 3D world and its systems (money, taxes, jobs, employment, working for money just to be able to eat and have a place to sleep etc., petroleum, gasoline, oil, governments, law enforcement, legal systems etc.) are dying because they do not work. They are energetically closed-ended systems based on greed, profit only, and power over others. Regardless of the country, all systems created from heartlessness, greed and lower consciousness like these will eventually fail and come to an end because they are not open and self-sustaining; they feed off of the very people the system was designed to control and produce everything.

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Here’s a link to an old post that may help explain some of what is currently happening and why. These blue other-dimensional beings used a term that I’ll never forget because it moved me so—it was so correct and so ugly. These other-dimensional beings used the term energetically devour” to describe the lower frequency, negative, greedy, power-hungry people and systems created by these types of people in the old lower 3D physical world. As the global systems fail one by one and die away (money, taxes, world leaders, governments, petroleum, oil, jobs, banks, credit, homes, etc.), the people who benefited from them will freak-out and do whatever they can to not lose everything they’ve had, owned, run, controlled, and/or created. But as these lower old 3D systems die away now, these people (around the world) who refuse to change  and evolve will begin to “energetically devour” each other and themselves because their lower frequency world and reality is going extinct and their old lower source of energy-food is disappearing.

Keep in mind that we are currently in the phase where all of these lower greed-based world systems and the people who run them are “falling”, literally dying and going extinct. Now is the time for this to happen so that higher frequency systems, consciousness and ways of living and being can replace them around the world. A new higher 5D world reality where High Heart is what everything is based on instead of greed and power over others. An open energy system where everyone benefits, shares, and creates so all have—not earn—everything equally.

I know how hard it is to keep all of this in mind/heart/body when the rent or mortgage is due and you’ve been out of work for months; when jobs are non-existent and there is no money to be earned so you and yours can eat and have a clean, warm/cool safe place to sleep and live. When we all are in the middle of the old lower insane 3D world of corruption and greed literally falling apart and dying, and yet, the new higher 5D world has not yet manifested because it isn’t time yet for it. Soon now yes, but not quite yet. We are living on the  transitional cusp of not only an astrological Age change, but also the cusp of absolutely everything changing because we are evolving/ascending and a new 5D Earth world with matching 5D global systems absolutely must be born for us to exist within.

When you and I try to intend and physically manifest some old lower 3D-based something (like money) from the  falling, dying world reality for the simple reason that we’re not yet within the new higher 5D based world, we need to remember that in most cases it isn’t going to manifest because its time is ending now and we’ve evolved beyond it…even if the external world hasn’t as yet.  Be it an old job, money, some way of bringing in money, a house, an apartment or whatever, if it is time for you or I to let it go so that we move forward/upward in our consciousness, expectations and conscious creativity, then we can kiss that old 3D system thing (whatever it is) goodbye for good! We can’t keep expecting old lower 3D jobs, money, taxes etc. to continue solving our problems when the entire lower consciousness 3D systems  are all ending.

Just like the horrific, greedy, oil-spewing disaster in the Gulf of Mexico, humanity is being forced to see, acknowledge, and finally fully let go of the old lower 3D ways because they’re sick, dysfunctional, insane, greed-based and destructive towards all life. We’ve got to release all of those old lower frequency 3D things and ways no matter how habitual they’ve become to us. We’ve got to let go of our old lower familiar ways of doing things, money, earning money to pay bills, getting in debt to get a “higher education” and so on. Life on the cusp is mega difficult and we’ve all got to learn to be creative in new ways until things switch over into a fully 5D High Heart-based world reality. This will happen so much faster than most people believe, but until then, we’ve got to figure out how to pay those damned monthly bills for a while longer! So make whatever reductions and adjustments you need to survive with as little money each month as possible. Move in with relatives and everyone share in the expenses; have trusted friends move in with you or vice versa so you all share in the monthly bills. Come up with creative ways to require as little money as you can to survive each month until this whole “falling” of the old lower  3D world systems flips over into the New and the Higher. I sense that because humanity is so locked into MONEY that—like the oil/petroleum/gasoline addiction and mindset—it too will have to fall or die completely to force humanity into thinking outside of that tired old lower box of reality! Scary sounding for sure, but if MONEY fully crashes and burns, which I think it will, then humanity will be forced to evolve beyond it — and petroleum, and that’s a very good thing.

I’m going to confess something and in doing so I am NOT pointing a finger of blame at anyone. I bring this up now only to show a different intention and what I feel is a higher way for myself, my writing, and the people who read what I write. I have deliberately kept TRANSITIONS in blog format instead of a website for three primary reasons:

  1. Because this WordPress blog is free.
  2. Because WordPress is responsible for all the maintenance, repairs, upgrades etc. on their free blogs. I don’t know how to do this nor do I have the time, energy, or desire at this point to learn how to build or maintain a website so I continue to use my free WordPress blog as the way for me to share—for free—the knowledge I want to share with other people through my writings.
  3. Because I have intended that my primary income come from another source and not my readers. Having said that, I do have a PayPal Donation button always available at the top of the sidebar area for any who are willing and able to gift me with Donations. ♥♥♥

I don’t want or expect my readers to financially pay for my monthly survival. I intend and expect us all to quickly evolve beyond that type of thinking and creating. I do have a PayPal Donation button available, but, I suspect most of my readers are pretty much in the same financial boat I am due to living the Ascension Process and can’t afford to pay for any extras no matter how much we’d like to be able to donate to our favorite spiritual Teachers.

My only reason for sharing that information was to show that, for now, we each can intend our monthly incomes to manifest in different ways and to think and expect outside of the old lower reality box. However, having said all that, my primary income could end tomorrow too but  I have long intended that it continues until we don’t need any income whatsoever to live, eat, shower, have clean clothes and live in a safe clean house. I will not suffer any more than I have physically due to the ascension process, and have intended that as long as I need old lower 3D money each month to pay rent and bills, then by gawd you fellow struggling ascenders should not be the ones to pay for that.

Let’s all just bring money consciousness and money survival to an end and create a new higher matching 5D reality where everything is free, equal, and openly shared. This is not a fantasy or new age fluff but simply us evolving/ascending into a vastly better way for all.

Denise Le Fay

July 7, 2010

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What Is “Ascension”?

[Note: This article isn’t going to be for everyone but it will be for some due to those evolutionary and Ascension energy stair-steps.]

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WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOU ARE AN ASPECT OF THE ALL THAT IS AND YOU NEED TO FORGET THAT FACT?

How do souls learn, create, play and experience within third dimensional physical and polarized reality (and a body) when they are  naturally so, so, so much more than that? They cut themselves off from Home, from higher consciousness, from higher feelings, from remembering who they are, from remembering that they are multidimensional beings, from remembering their so-called “past” lives, and much more. They intentionally forget all this and so much more so they can enter into a physical body in a physical dimension—one that’s been horribly polarized too—and play there, creating further there, learning more there and experience being polarized and seemingly completely  externalized or on the outside of God/All That Is and everything.

To help them forget everything so they can actually benefit from their experiences and creations within the third dimension,  their  physical brain is cut into two halves which fully disconnects them from consciously remembering who they really are, Home, where they came from, or that there is anything else in existence anywhere other than dense, physical, 3D Earth. And to totally safeguard them from remembering who they really are, they exist primarily within only one half of their brains—the left brain—where the ego-self and the intellect is god almighty. (Stand back because this is a dangerous and wildly imbalanced and totally blind combo pack!)

MY INTELLECT IS BIGGER THAN YOUR INTELLECT

Of course it is, and that’s part of your current problem.

For many thousands of years the left-brained ego-self and intellect has been the sole navigator and reality perceiver for humanity. Yes there have been the occasional misfit who dared to tip-toe over to the edge of their right-brain and then come back and paint something, dance something, sing something, write something, or make movies about something they perceived while over there in “La La Land”. If these people were not living in a shamanistic culture or location where this ability was highly revered, they were either burned at the stake, shipped off to some mental institution, or told they were unstable, sick, overly emotional, delusional, untrustworthy and unsafe to be within normal (left-brained, ego-based intellectual) society, and in different ways they were gotten rid of—unless some left-brained person thought they could use them to make money or gain power because of their ability to access “La La Land” (the right-brain).

The left-brain intellect and ego-self are great at balancing your check book, helping you be aware that you shouldn’t step off the curb into traffic, and when to eat and take a shower. They are not the correct tools to use to perceive or experience much of anything outside of that narrow band of 3D frequency and “reality” however, but that was the plan, the desire, the reason for all this remember?

THE SAFEGUARDS AGAINST BECOMING PERMANENTLY LOST IN 3D LEFT-BRAINED, EGO-BASED AWARENESS

Because we’re not stupid, dumb ass or teen aged spiritual beings, we made sure that this Plan had built-in protections and a time limit to when enough was enough. We weren’t stupid enough to step away from the Light/Love/Home and dive into lower levels and dimensions of learning and not cover our asses! Come on now! We knew long before we left Home that once we entered a physical body within a physical polarized dimension and Earth world that we’d totally forget most of everything, as was the Plan and our desire. But, to protect ourselves we decided on a time-line for all of this and we also added many other safeguards and etheric body implants or etheric receivers so we could occasionally pick up reminders, messages, and transmissions from Home and the multitudes of others who remained at higher dimensional levels and did not decide to involute into lower frequency physical dimension with complete amnesia. In other words, we made sure before we left Home that we could get our dense butts—with amnesia—back out of this dimension and location in 3D physicality and begin the return trip in physical bodies back towards Home again. We wanted to learn and create within dense 3D physicality, not become permanently lost, trapped or sidetracked down here with nothing but Duality and left-brained awareness and egos running the show!

THE “SECOND COMING” IS US DOING IT FROM OUR DENSE PHYSICAL BODIES

Once we’d reached that enough is enough point, these many deliberate built-in safeguards were triggered in us and Earth. Obviously there needs to be the first group, then the second group, the third group and so on that are triggered or activated before the masses are. A small group had to get this all started down here within physicality so that, after a decade or more,  the others could also begin to wake up and step out of their left-brained, ego-based, amnesic, dense physical 3D prison. These first people have been called Lightworkers, Starseeds, Forerunners, Wayshowers, Path Pavers, First Wavers, Second Wavers and so on and, this whole waking up process has been called the Ascension Process.

So what is the Ascension Process? It’s not as mystical as it sounds actually, but it is impressive.

It is us reaching 12th grade in high school and having to make all of the adjustments and changes of graduating (the ending of the Mayan calendar which represent our journey down here) and moving on to something totally new to us while still in a physical body that is. Actually, it’s much, much more than that lousy example. It is us intentionally ending this very long phase of learning and creating within a polarized dimension and Earth world reality, and graduating/evolving/ascending to a higher frequency system and consciousness entirely. Of course to make the Alchemical jump from 3D Lead to 5D Gold would require plenty of cosmic, astrological, galactic, solar and multidimensional Energy Wave triggers and activation’s to undo those lower frequency tools that kept us from remembering and perceiving outside of our left-brain ego-selves, plus re-connect our long dis-connected DNA. In other words, the Ascension Process is us ending and evolving out of what we wanted to experience in lower frequency, dense Duality physicality within a profoundly narrow band of left-brained ego awareness only.

LEFT-BRAIN, EGO-BASED CONSCIOUSNESS CANNOT COMPREHEND THIS

You can’t use that narrow band of lower frequency, left-brained, ego-based consciousness to understand or prepare for experiencing the ascension process. It simply is not a tool that’s built for the job. Sorry.

When you are energetically activated to begin the ascension process you’ll think or believe that you have suddenly become sick, terribly ill, or that possibly you’re having some sort of mental/emotional breakdown or that something wrong is happening to you, your body, your mind and your emotions. Why? Because that is how the ego-self and left-brain perceives what is happening energetically to it. This too is part of the process and it takes time to learn to let go of all that we must release within ourselves, our bodies, our belief systems etc. You cannot expect your lower frequency, polarized 3D tools of perception to accurately inform you of what exists beyond it! It is impossible.

WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?

Because when dense, lower frequency materials encounters higher, faster frequency energies it just plain hurts! This is an Alchemical process of turning clay into crystal—Lead into Gold. It was a lengthy and complex process for us to get our massive, big-ass Light/Love selves fractured enough and down into such a limited and tiny 3D physical dimension and matching physical bodies. But it’s taking vastly less time to reverse this Process and undo the deliberate restrictions, perceptual limitations, profound denseness and amnesia and stitch our brain halves back together, rewire our physical bodies to house much higher frequency energies, and have our multidimensional DNA plugged back in and much more. What took us eons to involute down into energetically, is taking us decades in this lifetime to evolve or ascend out of which is truly amazing. And yes it hurts turning dense old dualized 3D unaware egotistical human stuff into 5D beings that house unity consciousness and Light in themselves and their physical bodies. Not to worry however because Home has been waiting for us to do this since we decided to leave and go on this long, multi-layered, multidimensional road trip.

Denise Le Fay

June 22, 2010

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A Mixed Bag

For the past three days I’ve been sensing, feeling, and hearing building Earth energies once again that I’ve learned over the years mean that magma is pushing and pressures are building below ground and multiple earthquakes are getting ready to happen, again. Another cluster of quakes is approaching for parts around the Ring of Fire primarily.

I could hardly sleep last night because I was repeatedly awakened by deep booming sounds. I even got out of bed once last night to make sure my mom wasn’t wandering around in the middle of the night or getting herself something to eat. She was asleep when I checked so what I was hearing wasn’t being produced by her.

So from what I’ve been sensing, feeling and hearing these past three days/nights, some more Earth rockin’ n’ rollin’ is close at hand. No fear, just a heads-up. Like I’ve said before, I know I’m not going to die in some Earth Change because it would be pointless in this incarnation and time. Same is most likely true for you if you’re reading this! I’m going to seemingly change subjects wildly now but keep in mind about the earthquakes, volcano’s, and other Earth Changes as you read this next paragraph please.

This past winter I set a firm intention, I informed the Universe, I laid down the Denise law 😉  and demanded that this spring and summer and even into the fall (here in southern California), that the weather will not be 100–112° from the beginning of May through October! I’m done with that miserable constant heat goddammit, and it may not happen this year here in SoCal. So far it’s working for the FIRST time ever in the many decades I’ve lived here!

What this is teaching me is connected to Earth Changes,  intentional, deliberate conscious creating and also conscious co-creating,  ancient Goddess Consciousness (Earth awareness) and our return to 5D, and our learning how powerful we really are as beings who’ve ascended and are discovering our new abilities and interconnection with Earth. Last decade I was mildly concerned from time to time about where I live in the middle of a whole bunch of big fault lines, San Andreas fault line being one of them. But I’ve realized that I’m going to be safe from Earth Changes despite the fact that I live on the Ring of Fire and have multiple fault lines crisscrossing all around me.  Also about eight years ago I clairvoyantly saw a category 5 hurricane coming up from Mexico up to about the L.A. area in SoCal. This monster hurricane was so wide that it came well inland and would have caused tremendous damage to the light-weight houses in SoCal.

But, as I’ve talked about in other posts, just because I clairvoyantly see it, does not mean it’s going to manifest physically in this time-line that I live in. In decades past (in old 3D I mean) I’ve experienced higher dimensional, non-physical beings re-routing coming earthquakes from SoCal up to manifest out through Mt. Saint Helens (in 1980) because so many less people would die that way. I’ve also been aware of some of these higher non-physical beings re-directing huge earthquakes out into the ocean instead where they would not kill as many people as it would have if it had happened in cities where many people live. These beings have done this for all of us in past years. But, this is changing now because of the ascension process many of us have lived through in Phase One.

This ramble is really about the fact that I’ve realized recently (especially after I saw that I have changed the typical weather in my area this year) that I and many of you reading this have now become (or are becoming) the new “higher dimensional beings”  that have the ability to intentionally direct, re-direct, re-route coming Earth Changes, modify the weather, change the old 3D seasonal weather patterns, and many other things. These earthquakes, volcano’s, storms, floods, fires, hurricanes etc. must happen because it is the Rewiring of Earth so she’ll have a new higher 5D Grid systems too just like we do thanks to our body and brain Rewiring. These two things are so intimately connected that they’re basically the same thing,  the same ascension Process.

In typical Denise fashion, after I’ve realized a few things, after I’ve connected some more spiritual, energetic ascension dots, then and only then will I quickly be led by my Higher Self to some information (a book or something online) that confirms and validates what I’ve been learning, discovering, and putting together myself. That is my personal formula and the way it has always been for me. I also know why, and it’s to teach me about who I really am because I wouldn’t believe or trust it fully otherwise.

The confirmation and validation information I was led to last night was the latest channeling by Lee Carroll/Kryon about this very subject. Reading it last night felt as if it were written just for me, which I know it wasn’t and was. 😉 It was written for each of us living this and slowly making these discoveries about our new 5D Earth and our rewired brains, hearts, bodies and multidimensional abilities.  Kryon’s channeling is called “The Relationship to Gaia” done in Mt. Shasta, California  on April 24, 2010.

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Denise

June 14, 2010  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/