SERVICE TO SELF Consciousness & the Global Dark Night of the Soul

Service to Self and Service to Others are old terms first mentioned in the five-book series entitled The RA Material: Law of One (1984–1998) by Don Elkins, Carla Rueckert and James McCarty.  In the quoted article below written by Lisa Renee at Energetic Synthesis, she uses this same term of Service to Self to describe 3D people with 3D consciousness, but specifically in relation to the current evolutionary Ascension Process now being felt by everyone besides only the First Wavers or Forerunners, Starseeds, Indigos, Pathpavers etc. Everything in bold in Lisa’s article below was done by me to highlight particular information. Thank you Lisa Renee for it. ❤

Also, here’s a link to Lisa Renee’s Ascension Glossary. http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Main_Page

Denise

October 6, 2016

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Dissolving the 3D Personality

“Multidimensional people or Starseeds will often use terms to help to describe the kind of people that identify only with their five physical senses which form into an outward perception of material reality. 3D (three or third dimensional) Consciousness is used in describing the limited perception of the world as being only that which is perceived in the physical. A person who limits their perceptions to the basic 5 senses would be considered a 3D person. Such a person would not have had an awakening experience and therefore not have fully developed Higher Sensory Perception or an ability to sense energy fields and their quality. A 3D person is usually much more developed mentally than emotionally, leading them to perceive everything through their intellect. This results in dismissing Higher Sensory Perception experiences in others as well as in themselves.

Thus, to help build a language to better define the qualities that govern a person who cannot sense beyond what they see with their physical eyes in the material world, we refer to that kind of person as a 3D person. A 3D person is usually unable to tell the energetic difference that exists between deceptions (STS) and truths (STO) when they are spoken. A 3D person generally has not awakened to embody their higher soul or spirit, but has embodied a 3D ego personality, which is referred to as a 3D consciousness.  A 3D person is limited to the perceptions and associations that are created from their three layers of ego mind. This is useful to perceive the collective consciousness consensus of beliefs that form into a certain framework of thoughts on the earth plane. However, most of those current belief systems are built upon a framework that has been constructed through many false narratives told to the people, and are deceptions layered throughout the many 3D structures. The 3D structures are used to filter narratives that continually repeat and reinforce the same half-truths or deceptions that are productive in keeping people in the same general consensus of enforcing the 3D mind control programming. 3D mind control programming is a mass mind control used by the Controller groups to oppress the minds of the people they believe are inferior to themselves. This keeps the mass consciousness thoughts and belief systems focused on very primitive, aggressive, warring and barbaric sets of belief systems for feeding the consumerist society. And that level of the 3D mind control influences the ego personalities which further produce the 3D collective consciousness of the masses. This further shapes the 3D structures that act as the governance pillars of world society. So in this context, multidimensional people will define material structures that are built by 3D people as 3D constructs. These 3D structures are controlled and governed by the people that have not perceived anything beyond the wants and needs of their own ego mind in the material world. So to further define the 3D person who is only concerned with their own personal needs and desires, generally with little to no concern for others, this group is called the Service to Self people. Service to Self people tend to be totally run by their 3D ego personality, thus they tend to be fractured, and are not solid, trustworthy, ethical or of moral character, because they always have a price to be bought and bargain their soul. Many are disconnected from their heart, and will always seek to serve their own interests first, over the needs of the greater whole. They tend to be more narcissistic, aggressive, hostile and combative when they do not get their personal needs met or when their belief systems are threatened.  When a 3D person’s thinking is disconnected from their heart, they are also disconnected from their Soul-Spirit, and generally have trouble genuinely expressing higher emotional qualities like loving kindness, compassion and empathy.

Thus, for multidimensional people, it is important we learn to discern the differences that exist within the people we interact with on the earth. We need not judge any person, but it is critical we discern the energetic differences and are well-informed to make accurate assessments about who and what we are dealing with. As an example, a 3D person may be very upset and angry if a multidimensional person tells them about their personal spiritual awakening experiences. Many times when this anger and criticism is directed towards a vulnerable person sharing an intimate awakening experience, it results in such hostility directed towards them, it will traumatize and isolate the awakening person. Now that awakening person has been controlled to be quiet. That person is afraid to tell anyone about what they are actually experiencing during their spiritual awakening, and they may believe something is seriously wrong with them. Most multidimensional awakening people have had a seriously painful event with telling people they believed they could trust. Instead, they were met with fear based reactions of hostility, criticism and persecution. 3D people can act like the enforcers of the earth consciousness pen for forces they do not comprehend. For that reason, it is important to recognize that is the purpose of their hostile reaction to spiritual experiencers. They may try to scare the daylights out of you, sometimes discredit you, deny what happened to you as real, when sharing any truthful spiritual experiences with them.

 A large majority of the people on the earth are still limited in perceiving only 3D consciousness and are run by 3D belief systems. This is the result of global mind control and their inability to feel or think beyond their physical senses. This means that they are not perceiving the quality of energy that exists behind the facade of structures. They are not perceiving multidimensionally and thus, they rely only on the ego personality to assign meanings that influence their outer perception of the material world. Many of these people are entering a stage of Psycho-Spiritual crisis without comprehending what is really happening to them. This is because there is little to no information being given to the public about what is occurring on the earth at this time. A multidimensional person realizes that if we give over our authority and consent to the 3D ego personality, and we feed into the Service to Self structures, this is extremely faulty thinking that eventually will lead only to pain and destructive outcomes. Most 3D humans only see one (1%) percent of the visible light spectrum with their physical eyes of the entire known frequencies in the electromagnetic spectrum. That gives us a common sense fact to consider. That there is an incredible amount of electromagnetic activity that most humans cannot see with their visible eyes. It is naïve to think that within that one percent of what is visible, we are seeing the entire nature of our existence. Therefore, it is important we learn to perceive beyond the visible light spectrum of our physical eyes. When we open our heart, connect with our soul self, open our mind, we can activate our higher sensory perception. We can learn to feel and sense so much more. When we connect with our soul and spirit, we are able to learn how to become intuitive and empathic to people and things.  However, this requires we drop the 3D ways of thinking that we inherited from the reptilians and dismantle the 3D personality from taking control over our lives.

Criticism is Controlling Behavior

3D people tend to criticize awakened people mainly because of lack of understanding or lack of personal experience. Lack of understanding many times results in fearful reactions leading to ridicule and aggressive attacks against multidimensional or awakening people. It is important to recognize that criticism and intimidation tactics are forms of bullying used by 3D people running Controller archetypes.  However, in most cases this is due to NAA manipulation, gas-lighting and/or mind control used by dark forces that capitalize on the person’s inability to sense any energies at work manipulating them. As the chaos generated from the planetary ascension accelerates, many people are being influenced by negative forces that they do not comprehend. Some of these negative forces are sourcing from people’s own 3D layers of the Unconscious Mind and Negative Ego which has been reinforced in a lifetime of negative habits and behaviors. When people feel unsafe and insecure in themselves they will easily resort to criticizing, controlling and manipulating behaviors. It is helpful to educate oneself about this behavior in order to protect oneself and create the necessary healthy boundaries. 3D based people will tend toward Service to Self behavior that manifest into Controller archetypes. Thus, controlling people will always assume that their needs, desires, wants and purposes are always more important than whatever yours may be. Many times they will manipulate scenarios to deny your experience or perception of reality, in favor of supporting their agenda to get whatever they want. Whatever you may be doing or responsibilities you may have, they assert that you need to focus on them and their issues, regardless of the cost it may incur to you. One important point to understand about controlling behavior is that it will always lead to some form of psychological or emotional manipulation which promotes deception and lying. The need to assert control over others leads to levels of perpetuating forms of manipulation. The Manipulation of others leads to varying degrees of Deception and Lying. These are negative traits used commonly by 3D people that are unaware they are manipulating something or someone to get their personal needs met, most of the time. 3D people say one thing and do another, and do not realize they are split in their behaviors because they have been subjected to a lifetime of double think and double speak. Have compassion for 3D people suffering in these negative behaviors but do not allow yourself to be controlled by them.

Control + Manipulation = Deception/Lying.

There is no part of this equation that can be in consent with Krystic forces or god spirit, so this is an imperative piece for the Starseed and Multidimensional person to master within the self.

Dissolving the 3D Personality

The incarnated station of our identity that was our personality matrix in the 3D earth, the aspect that was enmeshed with the lower three dimensional frequencies, is gradually dissolving for some people during this time. What this equates to is the dissolution of our personality matrix or station of identity that was located in the lower three dimensions, and moving that aspect of our identity into the higher frequency bands of our Soul matrix or higher station of identity. What happens to the people on the earth who believe that they are only their 3D personality identity, when it begins to dissolve? We can see some of the effects of that dismantling of the 3D personality and the resulting consciousness shift now in the global scape. The range of experience for some people is from sensations of great anxiety, stress, and mental confusion, all the way to the descent into madness and insane behaviors. Most 3D people are not aware they are losing coherence in the way they think and process reality, as their thinking gets more fragmented through the belief systems that are based on double think and double speak. Double think is the act of simultaneously accepting two mutually contradictory beliefs as correct, often in distinct social contexts. Double think is due to a lack of awareness of split thinking or cognitive dissonance, thus the person is completely unaware of any conflict or contradiction in their thoughts or actions, when they contradict each other. Double think and Gas-lighting manipulation techniques are a way of life in the current 3D consciousness. The negative accumulative effects of existing in continual states of denial of the truth and denial of the real self, has manifested mental and emotional trauma for all people on the earth.

The lower dimensional contents that exist in the planetary collective consciousness fields are undergoing massive reconfiguration and this energetic change in the 3D reality has reached critical mass, which means it is greatly impacting all people of the earth. Whether a 3D person or awakened multidimensional person, the self-mastery that has been either lost or gained is measured in how you personally deal with the stress and chaos that is on the earth. No person on this earth is exempt from the exposure to the massive fields of chaos, confusion and darkness that exist in the collective unconsciousness of humanity. During this time, our inner energetic integrity is tested in order to hold neutrality, while facing the great forces of chaos. This is being tested in every person, just from the mere fact of being on the earth at this time. How well are we able to adapt to change and hold neutrality in every kind of stressful situation? We have to measure our competency level now. If we are not doing well with adaptability, flexibility and neutrality in our life situation, we must make adjustments to gain strength with this skill set. This is the time to take stock of how well we are coping with the madness of the earth, as the collective mind of humanity travels the Dark Night of the Soul. What does this take and what is being asked of us? All people must take responsibility for the quality of their thoughts, behaviors, actions, as all consciousness that is created has a direct cause and effect.

Since 2009, we have consistently emphasized the necessity of moving out of the 3D consciousness fields, and from feeding those 3D energies, by identifying and clearing the three layers of the negative ego that are run in the lower dimensional fields. The clearing of negative ego is mandatory in order to adapt to the shifting timelines, and to help maintain coherence and sanity. It is imperative to address unresolved conflicts that create anxiety in our mind, emotions and body, and apply clearing and healing tools that replace our previous ways of thinking with neutrality, love and peace.

Spiritual Emergency

The symptoms of psycho-spiritual crisis during the Ascension Cycle represent a manifestation and exteriorization of the deep dynamics within the human psyche and the multidimensional anatomy of human consciousness. Although we have a high population of 3D thinkers and 3D consciousness on this planet still operating as a result of 3D mind control, this may or may not suppress the forward momentum of the awakening phenomena that is happening now during the planetary ascension cycle. Many 3D people will have experiences in the future that they cannot label or will not be open to re-contextualize, as this event is an catalytic experience which forces them to give up their current belief systems. Therefore, during this transition phase, we will have a planet comprised of 3D mind non-experiencers and multidimensional experiencers that will be in conflict with each other over the control of the belief systems. The individual human psyche is a multidimensional consciousness and multilevel system with no internal divisions and with no boundaries on what potential realities can be directly experienced by multidimensional consciousness. Therefore, we cannot expect to find a one size fits all approach and have exacting definitions for every type of spiritual emergency that can arise in the human population. And yet, our Ascension work and research with individuals in psycho-spiritual crisis, and the shared experiences of the Starseed and spiritual communities that are doing similar work, reveal that it may be helpful to outline certain major forms of spiritual emergency. They each have characteristic features that can be differentiated from others. Whether a 3D person, or an inherently multi-dimensional and empathic person, we all undergo the Dark Night of the Soul process during spiritual awakening. The process will plunge us into stages of psycho-spiritual crisis of 3D ego death. What is happening on the earth is a game changer, in that the 3D ego is in death throes. People will be forced to accept some version of a new reality, whether they want to or not. We have the choice in how we want to interpret the information we perceive and how we will undergo this consciousness shift. We can adapt and change to go with the new energy flow in Service to Others, to help heal and unify our species. Or we can fight against it to preserve the fear based belief system of divide and conquer and war that was made to feed into the 3D constructs. As more people will undergo the Dark of the Soul process while on this earth, we share the following most common spiritual catalysts for people undergoing different stages of spiritual emergency:

  • Contact with deceased relatives or other deceased people
  • Shamanic related crisis
  • Awakening of Kundalini
  • Episodes of experiencing Unity or Oneness with all things
  • Psychological renewal through return to the center
  • Crisis of psychic opening
  • Multidimensional experiences, seeing creatures in other realms
  • Signs, symbols, images and triple numbers communicating information
  • Past-life or simultaneous lifetime experiences, retrieving memories
  • Communication with spirit guides, extradimensionals and channeling
  • Near-death experiences (NDEs)
  • Out of body (OBEs) or Astral projection, Remote viewing
  • Close encounters with UFOs and alien abduction experiences
  • Possession states
  • Alcoholism and drug addiction
  • Intense physical injury, accident or severe medical related event
  • Babies or Crystal Children bring on paranormal events in the larger family

May peace and love be in your heart and guide you gracefully through these intense times of spiritual awakening and spiritual emergency.

With Love, Lisa Renee”

(Source: Ascension Glossary 3D, Dark Night of the Soul, Emotional Manipulation)

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2827-dissolving-the-3d-personality

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The Final Six Months of 2012

IT’S TIME TO KNOW A BIT MORE

So far in 2012 I haven’t been writing as much as I did in 2011 and years before due to multiple reasons. One of those reasons is because my physical pain level increased dramatically with the start of January 2012 and hasn’t relinquished until last night, June 25, 2012. More about that in a moment. Another reason for my recent decrease in writing was because I’ve been needing much more time to rest, nap, recuperate, do nothing, be physically still and quiet and adapt to and keep up with the vastly accelerated energies of the first six months of 2012.

Needing more time in 2012 to do no-thing and be still physically, mentally, emotionally etc. was not something I decided to do but was suddenly forced upon me as something I HAD to do to survive this time. I’m so used to pushing hard and hurriedly to get things accomplished (and written) within the Ascension timeline that it was almost unnatural for me to back-off the accelerator and learn to drive in a new way now. But nothing brings the point home as well and as fast for me at least, as unrelenting physical pains on top of all the old familiar physical pains and aches I’ve always had! (Please keep in mind as you read this that these things are what I’ve been experiencing, doing, working on and embodying as a elder First Waver so your mileage may vary. Don’t use my personal experiences as a gauge for your own personal experiences and ascension symptoms etc. or feel obligated to manifest them yourselves. Just take the information I’m sharing and apply it in whatever way(s) benefits you in this moment and let the rest of it fall away.)

I’ve been seriously slowed down due to the extra physical pain since January 2012 by a lifelong problem/situation in the lower Cervical vertebrae in my spine. I’ve had this and more due to scoliosis my whole life, but it suddenly went bad with the start of January 2012. When this particular part of my spine goes out of place it usually causes the muscles to knot up to the point that they pull my left shoulder slightly out of place also. Fun times. The shoulder doesn’t dislocate entirely but gets rotated forward slightly in the socket which needless to say, hurts like all hell and seriously cramps my style not to mention simply lift my left arm! When this has happened in years past I could do a few tricks I’ve learned from chiropractors over the years to first relax the muscles and hopefully, eventually, get the shoulder to slide back into place and if really lucky the neck vertebrae too. I had this same thing happen for about four months straight in early 2011, and then it began again in January 2012, and no matter what I did I couldn’t get any relief as none of my old physical tricks were working. (I hope you’re all reading between the lines here because there’s more going on than first meets the eye!)

So, for the first-half of 2012 I’ve dragged around my constantly hurting left shoulder, arm, and seriously painful lower Cervical vertebrae area and muscles with zero relief and growing frustrations. This additional physical pain is of course on top of all the ongoing Ascension symptoms pains. The other thing that I’d been clairvoyanly seeing since May 2012 were the two etheric devices I’ve mentioned before; the periwinkle colored ball of light and the circle of white light containing smaller white light circles inside of it (looks like the lens end of an LED flashlight). It took me years to figure out what these two things actually were, and once I realized they were negative etheric devices siphoning my energy, my vital life-force, I went to work to prevent them from continuing to feed from me. These devices were also a way that the nonphysical Negatives—Team Dark—used to monitor me, my Mom and even our cat in this dimension. The original other-dimensional, Negative “Big Brother” at its etheric worst and most vile.

When I started seeing these two familiar negative etheric devices again after working so hard for two years (2009–2010) to get rid of them, it was not a happy moment. There was a part of me that, upon seeing them again, just wanted to ignore them and pretend they’d magically go away. “Dream on Denise! How’s that deluded “magical thinking” working for ya?”  The head-in-the sand position is certainly not what Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos or 2012 are about and you and I both know it even during weak, exhausted moments like this. It had been so wonderful not clairvoyantly seeing and feeling Team Dark’s negative etheric devices around me or us for much of 2011, that to suddenly have them both reappear (to my current level of perception) in May 2012 was very disheartening but there it is—more energy work I needed/need to do. We’re not out of the woods yet; close yes, but not fully there yet so put down the 2012 Ascension party favors and get back to Work. Sigh…

After trying all my old physical Chiropractic tricks for months that simply weren’t doing anything for me during the first half of 2012, I asked—make that plead—for help from my Ascension Guides/Assistants. (I cannot believe how long it takes me to put two-and-two together sometimes and remember to even ask them for help! I’ll explain who they are in a moment.) Repeatedly all evening and throughout the night I asked my Ascension Guides/Ascension Assistants and my Higher Self to help me with this severe and near crippling neck and shoulder pain–and here comes the nonphysical point to all this–and completely and permanently remove any of the Negative’s etheric multidimensional parasitic attachments, siphons, feed lines, implants, distortions and energy theft devices of my personal life-force energies!

“What are you realizing and saying right now Denise? That these particular physical scoliosis and arthritic problems and pains you’ve had all your life may in fact not be inherited genetic ones after all? That they may actually be physical damage or side-effects from multidimensional body damage, trauma and distortions caused by the Negatives life-force stealing etheric attachments within in your multiple bodies? Oh dear god… it’s been that bad from the beginning of my life? From the beginning of many people’s lives?”

Throughout the night I repeatedly asked my personal Ascension Guides/Assistants to help me with this left shoulder and neck/spine pain situation because it had become way too much and way too painful. And, after six miserable months of constant pain, I woke up the next morning with it greatly reduced. Healed and gone permanently? No, but greatly reduced and obviously with more work (and awareness) on my part to still be done. Team Dark is resilient, clever, determined, creative and highly motivated with their parasitic energy theft programs and systems! We cut them off at one spot and they immediately try to create other routes to continue stealing what they want which is our individual life-force energies plus the energies we produce through emotions and thoughts.

Wanting this negative nightmare to be over isn’t enough unfortunately. Seek deeper as to why something—whatever it is—seems to be trying to prevent you from doing whatever it is that you/me/each of us is doing in this moment in 2012. In my case it was the physical writing I do here about the Ascension Process, and also the energy work I do in multiple dimensions. Here I am two days after this six month-long pain has eased up and the first thing I want and must do is share what I’ve learned from what I’ve gone through. And don’t forget like I have repeatedly to ask your personal Ascension Guides/Assistants to help you when you honestly need it. I’ll never forget to do this again!

WHO ARE YOUR ASCENSION GUIDES/ASSISTANTS?

When we Volunteered to incarnate on Earth during this Ascension timeline to integrate polarity, transmute the Dark, and simultaneously embody increasing amounts of Light plus the new blueprints for humanity in the new Evolutionary Cycle coming with the start of 2013, we first spent a lot of careful time and focus with our Higher Selves and kinsfolk (our “homies” from our Home stations wherever that may be for each of us) setting up plans, backup plans, and teams of helpers/guides/assistants for each one of us volunteers. There was no way we’d leave Home and incarnate in dark, polarized 3D without numerous backup plans, etheric communication devices, telepathy, dream contacts etc., and plenty of our dimensional or stellar Home “homies” watching our backs and guiding us while we’re down here carrying out our difficult and dangerous Ascension Missions in physicality. It would have been pointless for us to come to 3D Earth without plenty of our friends from Home working from those levels as our individual Ascension Guides/Assistants while we were in such a dark and negative place as Earth has been for so long fulfilling our Missions.

Remember that YOU worked very carefully with YOUR Ascension Guides/Assistants pre Mission launch for them to assist you while down here. Utilize them, especially whenever you/me/each of us hits a seeming block wall and don’t know what to do next. After checking in with your Higher Self, always remember to ask your personal Ascension Guides/Assistants to help you, guide you, help you better consciously connect with whatever knowledge and awareness you need at that moment. And, when needed, ask them to help you with whatever Negative’s devices, tools, siphons etc. that are still etherically attached and feeding from you, draining you of your god-given vital life-force energies.

2012 FIRST-AID TOOLS & TIMELINE REALITY CHECK

Now that we’ve reached the long-awaited second-half or final six months of 2012 things are going to compress and amplify more than they have ever before. Please read that again. More than they ever have before. I know… yikes! but the next six months of 2012 are THE last six months of the past twenty-five years of the Ascension Process; the last six months of the last 5,125 year cycle; the last six months of the exact opposition point to the start of the Age of Leo (half of the 26,000 yearlong Precessional Cycle) which many of us Starseeds were incarnate for also because of its connection to now; and the last six months of the entire 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle and much, much more. Please read that again if needed to honestly and deeply get this fact into your current heart brain, body, and consciousness.

We are now in the last six months of the entire 26,000 yearlong Precessional Cycle and more. Yeah, reality-check time. Brief bathroom break time at the 2012 summer Solstice point so we honestly, fully and very consciously grasp the importance and intensity of where we are right now. Got it? Then hold on to it because it will help you through these last six super compressed months. I’m not trying to scare anyone, only help you realize and keep realizing where you and all of us actually are now within the Ascension Process; we’re literally in the last few minutes of it so pay attention, use it as best you can every minute of every day and night, don’t shut down like what was trying to happen to me through the exaggerated negative physical pains, and hold your higher frequencies and consciousness amidst the growing chaos and uncertainty as all the old patriarchal systems we’re used to disintegrate. No fear. Seriously. This is where and why our Conscious Creating and Co-Creating is so important because the things we’re now imagining and envisioning in our High Hearts are what’s going to replace the falling patriarchal systems.

Remember that great line in the movie Clash of the Titans when Zeus hollers, “Release the Kraken!” I giggle to myself every time I think about soon hollering, Release the Indigos!  Oh how quickly they will step in and take over to get everything on the ascended NEW Earth where it needs to be for all and always from the HighHeart center.

In those moments when you get lost, confused, dejected feeling, overwhelmed, or caught up in whatever craziness and intensity that’s happening to and/or around and/or through you please remember this; there are ONLY six very fast and intense months left of this Ascension Process and they’re going to speed by like nothing we’ve experienced yet. Only six months left. Translated that’s means it’s going to feel like about six weeks! We’ve been working so long and hard for this that I have to stop and make myself think about it, focus on it, and locate myself in the moment of these amazing transitions, completions, endings/beginnings, last-minute battles, expanding higher awareness and growing new abilities etc. Only six months left. Use them as best and brilliantly as you can. Take more responsibility for your thoughts, emotions, dreams, desires, imagination, creative potentials and increasing ability to build the new world from your inner High Heart and existence in this potent transitional Now Moment…and the next…and the next…and the next.

Because we’re in the last six months of the Ascension Process and the 26,000 yearlong Precessional cycle, things are and will continue to be ultra fast paced with more and more anomalies, weird “symptoms”, increased conscious ET and Angelic communications, growing imbalances in many, growing brilliance and HighHeart genius in others, more time spent in NO time, and many more deaths as certain people chose to exit physicality during these final six months. We’re going to be increasingly feeling and affected by the tremendous Milky Way Galactic Center (GC) energy transmissions from now through the last two important energy portals in December. During these final six months we’re getting fully up to speed energetically, vibrationally, so when we transition through the 12-12-12 (December 12, 2012) and 12-21-12 (winter Solstice December 21, 2012) Expiration Date portals, we’re as close a match to the shift frequencies and other side as possible, plus with as little of our old baggage as possible too. Stay as non-polarized, neutral (aka “unified”) as you can during these last six months because it will help you/me/each of us travel this last leg of this incredible journey and grand transition into a totally new Evolutionary Cycle.

Denise

June 27, 2012

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Why Some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos Experience Negative Attacks & Others Don’t

“Dear Denise,

I’m writing because I am concerned that there may be some of us, and I am one, who believes that I am protected from the Dark, and have always been protected, because otherwise my job here would not make much sense, and so other than breathing in light and breathing out love on a daily basis, I have never felt the urge to do any special ritual or activity with specific reference to keeping Team Dark away from me and those I love, especially my pets.

My life prior to awakening was full of pain, especially physical, and I always handled it without becoming a victim of blaming any other for the condition in which I found myself. Emotionally, I have been dragged through the mud a few times, but again I learned the lessons and was able to extricate myself when I needed to. I’m not saying I was anything special in my younger years, that’s for sure, but somehow I knew that I created my reality and if I succumbed to pressures outside of myself, I would pay a very big price indeed.

Can you tell me, please, and I know you will tell me honestly, am I fooling myself? 

I am comfortable with my awareness and since my awakening, I have had no experiences with Team Dark, and as I read about those who have, I wonder if my turn is yet to come. I don’t sense that, but it would help me tremendously, and hopefully others, who wonder if we’ve being naive. I do not want to infer that protection isn’t necessary, but is it possible that there are some of us who incarnated into this nano-second protected? Thank you. Love to All Here.

Barbara” 

Barbara wrote this Comment under another article recently (which I’ve edited here slightly) and because it’s an important question I wanted to respond to it in its own article.

In all honesty I think the majority of Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have not wanted to fully consciously know and admit (while in their physical bodies and lives on Earth) just how extensive the negativity, atrocities and deceptions on Earth have been and how profoundly handicapped humanity has become due to Team Dark’s multidimensional actions against them. Knowing this at higher, nonphysical levels is very different from being in physicality feeling and living under the negative distortions and interference directly and personally. Also, many Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers haven’t even been consciously aware of when they have been under the influences and attacks of negative nonphysical beings, dark controlled puppet humans (Portal People), and negative forces and energies in general and have incorrectly believed themselves to be beyond them and untouchable. Nothing could be further from the truth, especially for those who are Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers.

Despite my being consciously aware from childhood that I intentionally came to 3D Earth from some place less dense, I’ve resented having to energetically protect myself from Team Dark during this life here. That may sound strange coming from an ultra-sensitive elder Starseed who volunteered to live inside the enemy’s camp to stop them but it’s true. I have resented needing to continually protect myself from Team Dark in this life because it was a daily and nightly reminder of how dark and horrible life on Earth has been and my role in correcting this situation.

Not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers are here to embody the NEW higher frequency blueprints for humanity in the same ways or to the same degree. I know many of my fellow Forerunners/Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo co-workers don’t have a Soul Mission to experience and embody severe polarized Light/Dark extremes in physicality as I and certain others have during this Ascension lifetime. This does NOT mean anyone is more privileged or special than another, it simply means that not all Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkes are carrying out identical Mission Work here now. We’re all here to aid humanity, Earth, Home and everything and everyone in between and beyond, but we each have our different talents and Soul Missions within the overall Ascension Process. Not everyone is or needs to be an Ascension Process electrician or Ascension Process framer, plumber, heating and air, carpenters, painters etc., all are equally needed for their important individual abilities.

For a couple decades I wondered why I had so many negative encounters and attacks from Team Dark—the negative nonphysical, nonhuman Aliens plus other negative lower frequency and lower consciousness entities and humans also. During my twenties (1970s) and thirties (1980s) I oftentimes thought that I must be doing something “wrong” to cause or attract such negative nonphysical attention and attacks repeatedly. I believe many of us have incorrectly thought this about ourselves over the years or decades. Back then I considered everything I was aware of at that time and always felt like some major piece of this puzzle was missing. I’ve finally realized that some, not all but some Starseeds have the soul mission of experiencing repeated negative attacks, encounters, face-to-face conversations etc. in multiple dimensions (physical, astral, mental planes) from Team Dark. Why? To experience severe polarity extremes in 3D physicality and our physical bodies so we can embody higher frequency energetic solutions.

This is another amazing Alchemical Ascension formula where Team Dark’s negativity and attacks are energetically utilized by some Starseeds to activate polarity resolution and integration within their bodies. Doing this automatically activates the next phase which is embodiment of higher frequency Unity blueprints for evolving humanity. The Ascension Process had to be embodied in this physical dimension by Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos first as the way to physically, biologically and energetically anchor the higher frequency Unity blueprints or templates into this dimension and timeline for humanity for the next Evolutionary Cycle.

Realize that some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos have intimate and repeated battles with Team Dark and many do not and both situations are normal. Starseeds who experience close hand-to-hand combat with Team Dark do so NOT because they did anything “wrong”; NOT because they weren’t feeling enough “love”; NOT because some were “better” than others; NOT because they’ve been in their subconscious basements and are projecting it on others, or any other such incorrect type of thinking and awareness. And the Starseeds who don’t experience repeated attacks from Team Dark haven’t done anything “wrong” either!

These negative attacks happen to some Starseeds/Lightworkers/Indigos because it’s part of the Ascension Process of Alchemically transmuting, transforming duality and what we’ve come to call “negativity” into a higher frequency. It’s Alchemically transformed back to a neutral state and then becomes “unified” and exists in a higher frequency range and state. Do not feel guilty if you have or if you have not experienced attacks and battles with Team Dark, or that you have to or don’t have to protect yourself against them. We all do what we’re here now to do; it’s just that some of us have to wear more work related protective gear than others is all. But, no matter what, always be careful please and protect yourself if and whenever you feel you need to.

Gratitude to all for your individual services in the Ascension Process.

Denise

May 31, 2012

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Pains, Frustrations & Confusions of the Spiritual Ascension Work

I have such a desperate need to heal others but I can’t accept the fact that instead of embraced for my ideas I’m repelled and persecuted. In what way can I stay balanced without such negativity and still find a voice to reach others without absorbing their density?

I often pray to god that he will put me in the correct dimension I belong in. I feel like all my relationships are tumbling down. I’m being called ungrounded because I share my experiences and positivity and insight into the vast power of spirit and human consciousness.

I feel like words are becoming so mundane. I feel connected but also so alone. Like I have nobody to go through this with, I feel so mentally alone. My whole life I felt like this. Crucified for being so different. Insulted and called crazy or weird. I just don’t fit.

Emotionally I feel like nobody around me understands me. Its been 26 years of loneliness. The further I go, the more I see how skewed the relationships I am in are even when they actually wouldn’t be if I weren’t on this path. Nobody gets it, and all I want to do is live alone in peace because nothing but nature provides it.

How if it were meant to be they wouldn’t force me to a standstill and reject me.

As things become more intense in the world I feel it so hard to look away. I want to heal and help. I want to care for people and show them another way, like you do. But face to face. I want to counter team dark, I want to banish them myself for all they’ve done to my people. I want to balance this mess. I know inside it won’t be through a sharp tongue alone that this is accomplished. 

Sometimes I wish I could be able to ease the pain of something. But the beating I take for it – it is worth it? Should I just abandon all my dreams of changing the world and instilling harmony? The more I look inward, the more I understand. The more I don’t help others causes guilt and a feeling of selfishness. To turn away and into myself would be counter productive to the very thing my spirit wants. When will this be over, Denise? When will I go back wherever I came from that was lighter and full of inspiration, desire and passion of spirit? What should I do to ease my suffering and loneliness in the meantime? I’m often too afraid even to speak or to write you this. I hope you understand what I mean by this letter.

Theo”

I received this email last week and because I’ve received others like it from many people over the years, I asked Theo if I could quote her letter at TRANSITIONS so we could have this discussion publicly where hopefully more people will benefit from it. Thank you Theo for allowing me to share your letter. ❤

If you’re on the Spiritual Path then you too have felt these pains, frustrations, and confusions occasionally. If you volunteered to incarnate on Earth now to transmute, embody, and anchor the Ascension Process as a being from elsewhere, then you’ve most likely felt this way even more. With time the pain of feeling Homesick lessens and we settle into our physical Earth lives and pre-incarnational Soul Contracts and just do what we’re here now to do. But there’s always the longing to be in a like-Home space, dimension, or world with like-frequency Family and friends once again.

When I was a child the summer and fall sunsets would just about destroy me because that was the time of day and energy that caused my Starseed Homesickness to amplify to the near breaking point. I’d watch the Sun set in the western sky and mourn and weep for my real Home and other-dimensional kinsfolk. It was not an easy time for me, and was also energetically connected to another timeline and “past” life in 12,600 B.C. Egypt. I suspect that’s why the setting Sun activated my Starseed heart so easily as a child in this life and timeline.

Typically the Ascension Process mutilates most of our relationships primarily because one person is evolving (due to multiple time coded, activated Soul Contracts and different phases within it) and the other person is not. Or, one person is living the Ascension Process but is much further behind on those Ascension Stair Steps (the different levels and phases within it) which often makes the consciousness and energy gap between the two people way too much for both parties to cope with. If one person can reduce that energy/consciousness/reality gap and move into a closer frequency range with the other person—mate/lover/child/parent/friend/co-worker etc.—then the relationship continues. If not, problems and frustrations are experienced by both parties. Oftentimes one person absolutely MUST continue moving forward at the pace they’re capable of then no matter what (Soul Contract) and this is why many relationships don’t survive the Ascension Process. No one has “failed” the relationship or the other person(s), it’s just that the relationship has gone as far as it can for both parties within the intensity and constant growth and changes of the Ascension Process.

“You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink”

People not consciously aware of the Ascension Process (and other related spiritual issues) simply perceive those of us at the front-lines as crazy, sick, disturbed, rebellious, imbalanced, delusional or just big pains in the ass! This shouldn’t surprise anyone reading this really because we know how much most people do NOT want to change themselves and will typically lash-out at anyone they perceive to be a threat to their locked-in and locked-down life, consciousness and reality. We Bringers of Light are typically not what the masses want to have to deal with, and even when they don’t consciously know what we are and what we naturally do, they sense we’re different” and that we’re rocking the familiar reality boat and typically they don’t appreciate us and what we’re doing at all. And of course for us Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos this just makes an already difficult job all the harder.

A lot of people do NOT want to be “helped” or “healed” or “expanded” in any way because they’re perfectly content with the way things have been…or so they think. As repulsive as that is to most of us Bringers of Light, I totally understand it and all we can do is Bring the Light, radiate it constantly, then hope that as many people as possible are inspired and assisted by the Light we’ve brought to this world. It’s not our jobs to “save” anyone or “heal” anyone; it’s our job to provide an exit route out of the Darkness and insanity, however we cannot carry anyone across that Alchemical threshold but ourselves. Said another way—the ONLY way that you can, I can, each of us can “help” another person or humanity in general now is to integrate polarities within ourselves individually which automatically reduces the overall workload of polarity resolution for every other person on the planet. THAT is how one person truly helps another; integrate and resolve the polarized energies (duality) within yourself which automatically makes it easier and faster for others to do the same within themselves. Clear that Pathway to the Light for others through yourself. No ego recognition, no fame, fortune, no religious trophies or gold star points for doing it this way… and that’s actually a blessing.

So many words everywhere!

For many of us at this late date within the Ascension Process words are becoming mundane as Theo said. Since the start of 2011 I’ve struggled to continue writing at TRANSITIONS because I can feel that things have shifted and continue changing for me even more dramatically in 2012, and I’m finding it harder to write as often as I did prior to 2011. The words and topic I now write about must come from a High Heart place and be truly helpful in the moment or I can’t muster the desire and focus to write now. (There are other reasons for this too which I’ll cover in another article soon.) This is how much we’ve evolved into High Heart being and consciousness so far, and that’s a wonderful sign, but this is why in 2011 and 2012 I haven’t been writing nearly as much as I have at TRANSITIONS since 2007. I’ll continue writing but know that things are changing super-fast now in 2012 and I’m having to make adjustments to cope with these dramatic increases in energies and this means less writing from me now. We’ll all adapt and keep moving further into the new timeline during 2012 and beyond but expect the unexpected, be flexible, be wise, rest plenty and take care of yourself body and soul, and expect to increasingly know more yourself instead of relying on reading ascension and spiritual-related words written by other people. This too is a positive sign, and knowing for yourself is going to be SO much more fun anyway!

Ascension-related Soul Contracts

A lot of people have a hard time truly understanding that by them living the Ascension Process and transmuting lower frequencies (duality, polarities) within themselves, their bodies and surroundings, plus embodying higher frequency Light Energies, that THAT’S how they’re actually changing the world reality and helping humanity transition into the newly anchored timeline and ascending Earth. We’ve all been brainwashed into believing that if we aren’t physically doing something then we’re not being productive, effectual, or even worthy of receiving the simplest of physical necessities such as daily food and shelter. As Bringers of Light—Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Starseeds/Indigos etc.—we know this is a horrific lie created by the Dark Ones and the human patriarchy to maintain the human slave labor mentality and belief systems across the planet generation after generation.

We forget that through our integrating, transmuting, embodying, radiating, and BEING the higher frequency Light Energies while in human bodies on Earth in this timeline, we are “Doing”. You know that famous line, “be the change you want to see”, well, it’s true. By our embodying these higher Light Energies we’re BEING and radiating them across the world in this timeline we’re assisting Earth to vibrate higher, which naturally improves reality and life for everyone else. This seeming non-doing doing (how integrated and non-polarized is that!) is internal, unseen, unrecognized and unappreciated by the people around us but we knew it would be this way before we entered this dimension and we still couldn’t wait to get in here and go through all this…this…this fabulously intense transformational work.

I too have my moments where I refuse to take the “beatings”, abuse and disrespect any longer from people who don’t understand and/or don’t want to change and evolve now. I understand why they feel this way and why they do and say what they do towards most Volunteers/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Lightwarriors/Indigos etc. I have my moments when it gets to be too much for me and I have to retreat a bit to re-balance and detox whatever lower frequency junk I picked up through these situations. Dusting ourselves off and getting back in the saddle again is faster and easier now than it’s ever been, and we’re all learning to master being “Keepers of the Frequency” to borrow a Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian term, and not be pulled out of or “fall” from higher frequency neutrality in the first place. Soon we’ll constantly exist within a frequency of neutrality—which comes from having integrated, resolved, and ascended duality or polarities—and we won’t struggle and suffer with these situations and lack of awareness in certain people like we have. We’ll both know and be neutral (which is the higher frequency and state of consciousness and being that exists beyond duality, polarity) and that is going to be so worth all the painful and difficult transitional work we’ve done.

Along with these things also comes the expanded responsibility of learning to consciously chose what WE want to focus on mentally and emotionally moment to moment. In other words, we’re learning to be much more conscious of our consciousness and are consciously choosing what our higher Heart Mind is entertaining each moment. The great news is that eventually this too won’t be an issue or struggle for us and we’ll simply exist within a higher frequency state of neutral High Heart being where lower frequency people, consciousness and issues won’t unbalance us. We’ll exist within and function from a state of High Heart unified neutrality and consciousness—which means non-polarized not disinterested, unfeeling or insensitive—100% of the time.

So, “To turn away and into myself would be counter productive to the very thing my spirit wants…” is incorrect actually. This type of thinking is more old 3D ego-based with some heavy Piscean Age religious distortions in it. I’m not blaming anyone because that is what the planetary Collective is still full of unfortunately and am only pointing out that this is not how things work at higher frequency levels.

When will this be over?

Theo asked me,“when will this be over?” Well that is the question now isn’t it? The entire answer is still out on this one unfortunately because the planetary Collective is still waffling over this topic. I know what I want and I put my vote in long ago. Other-dimensional Upper Management has certainly heard my plea for a final cutoff point or Expiration Date to this continuing hanging on while waiting and waiting for as many people to get on the Ascension train as we can get this time around. I’m beyond tired of this waiting which has been torturous to many of us over the past years.

I’ve asked this question numerous times too over the past many years and I’ve perceived a few major or primary probabilities. The difficulty with trying to answer major questions like this is that the answers are never as black and white or polarized as a yes/no or now/later type answer. That’s old polarized 3D thinking whereas what’s been happening has been a gradual ascent up many energy Stair Steps which produces different phases, levels, and stages within this transitional process. Yes there are Expiration Dates and cutoff points within it, but they too are really Stair Steps and not as total and absolute as many of us would like them to be.

October 28, 2011 was a big cutoff point or Expiration Date, as was the 11-11-11 portal of November 11, 2011. I felt another huge transition and cutoff point when we entered January 1, 2012 and could feel that everything had changed again in important ways. The whole month of March 2012 was very potent and it too altered things in major positive ways.

The Full Moon on May 5, 2012—the “Festival of Buddha”—Moon will also be more potent in 2012 than past years, and the New Moon/Solar Eclipse on May 20, 2012 when the Earth, Sun and Alcyone of the Pleiadian system align will also bring in tremendously positive and amplified higher energies (Pleiadian energies) to humanity and Earth. And then there’s June 2012…which just blows my mind when I look at the calendar because it’s packed with multiple powerhouse energy events throughout the month. Physical life and reality will begin changing dramatically with the start of June 2012. Do you see and feel the energy Stair Steps building and expanding so far in 2012? We’re not even halfway through 2012 yet and we can feel and see the acceleration of the physical dimension dismantling of the global patriarchy finally.

And on and on it goes day by day, week by week, month by month for the rest of 2012 and beyond. Some Ascension Teachers have recently mentioned how things will be very intense for “the next five years”. The primary reason for this is that on June 23–24, 2012, the first of SEVEN squares (direct motion(s), then retrograde(s), then direct motion(s) again) between Uranus in Aries and Pluto in Capricorn starts. These seven exact Uranus/Pluto squares or hits will happen starting with the first hit on June 23–24, 2012 through 2015.

Actually this Uranus/Pluto square energy was first physically manifested globally with the start of the Egyptian Revolution on January 25, 2011, and it’s spread across the world ever since and that was just the beginning of what these two planets squaring each other will do. Actual physical reality (Pluto in Capricorn) and human consciousness (Uranus in Aries) is and will continue to dramatically and quickly be dismantled and rebuilt (the seven squares over the next five years) at a vastly higher frequency and consciousness. This MAJOR transformational process won’t always be pretty or easy, but it will be 1000% successful in permanently removing the non-human, non-physical alien Dark Ones and the physical human patriarchy and all of their lower frequency global systems from this planet. Five intense, compressed years of total dismantling and removal of the inter-dimensional and global patriarchy/Dark Ones entirely. Hell, I’ll hang around for five more years just to witness the fruits of my/your/our labors across Earth and beyond!

But we’ve got the rest of accelerating 2012 to live and transition through first and there are more energy Stair Steps coming after June and another Venus transit, the 2012 summer Solstice, the start of the Uranus/Pluto squares, planets changing signs, solar, galactic and deep-space energy increases, the fall Equinox, the 12-12-12 portal and the grand finale of the 12-21-12 winter Solstice. Plenty more 2012 excitement and changes coming with multiple energy Stair Steps to climb and connect and embody into this Ascension timeline.

What about us Volunteers/Starseeds/Lightwarriors/Lightworkers/Indigos in 2012?

I know you too have been acutely aware of how many people—myself included—are just not around online as much or in the same ways as we had been for many years prior to the start of 2012. Things have changed tremendously since we moved through the 11-11-11 portal. They changed again on January 1, 2012, and they shifted yet again in big ways in March 2012 and they’re only going to continue doing this all year. I’ve felt very “sequestered” since the start of 2012, and this sensation is only growing. Let me clarify what I mean when using the term sequestered.

For me this sense of being sequestered doesn’t mean hiding or not interacting with others out there in the world. It did in years past but not in late 2011 and 2012. With the start of 2012 it’s been much more about my (so many of us) working while awake and asleep in other dimensions and timelines to build and anchor this Ascension timeline in this dimension. For the past four months of 2012, I’m acutely aware of and can feel when many of my Starseed/Lightworker readers and other Ascension Teachers out there are simply not existing in the same level, location, and timeline. I can feel the energetic changes when my fellow Co-Workers exit this timeline, and I can feel when they return, and how we all reconnect even more strongly within this Ascension timeline again and again. I know you reading this can feel when I leave this timeline to do some work, tweak things a bit more, and then return to this Ascension timeline again. This is us weaving timelines together, cutting other ones out, and all to create a totally new timeline and Earth that’s completely free of Team Dark and their distortions. This level of multiple timelines and multiple realities work back into this Ascension timeline has been profuse so far in 2012 and I sense it will continue the rest of this year.

As this continues we’re becoming increasingly aware of how much this world, this reality is changing for the better because the old lower frequency everything and everyone is quickly going the way of the dinosaurs now. Some say that this transition could take as long as two to three generations to complete, and that is one strong probability. However… that’s FAR too long in my opinion and I know things are shifting moment to moment now because of the timeline weaving and cutting work we’ve been doing plus the tremendous increase in unseen and cosmic/galactic/solar/deep space help that’s much more easily able to come through now in 2012. This too is only going to increase as Team Dark is further dismantled this year. I know this transition can happen much, much, sooner than two to three generations so let’s help it happen. Let’s help the human Collective fearlessly, easily and quickly transition into the new ascended 5D Land of Plenty sooner rather than later. Use 2012 because it’s so amplified, so charged and ripe with positive potentials for total transformation. Hang in there everyone because it’s so close now, and get ready for June 2012.

Denise

April 20, 2012

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Higher Solar Energies Affecting More People

Oct. 16, 2010 solar magnetic filament

Over the past couple of years grocery shopping (to be totally honest about this, simply leaving my house) has taken on the same dread and resistance as having to go to the dentist for a Root Canal… and pay for it! Seriously, the normal choirs of living in physicality have become dreaded journeys out of my higher frequency safe zone house, into the lower frequency realms of physical hell just to forage for food and supplies. Since the Ascension Process began many years ago, leaving my house and property to shop meant I’d be dropping back down into lower frequency energies, people and consciousness—and as we’ve all discovered—it’s extremely physically and psychologically painful doing this.

I used to return home with my hard-gained groceries and other physical booty and have to physically and emotionally recover from having spent time out there in that lower frequency environment. Sometimes it took hours to recover and regain my strength and transmute the lower junk I’d encountered while out there, other times it takes days to recover. In 2011 there doesn’t seem to be any recovery anymore, just more exhaustion and physical pain that lessens over time but never goes away completely. What a price to pay just to buy food, toilet paper, shampoo, cat food, clothes etc. Crazy.

This morning, November 28, 2011, I had to go to two stores to grocery shop and it was as usual physically and psychologically painful, but there was something different that happened and that’s why I’m writing this. What I saw today while shopping was an eye-opener for me and gave me a sense of what 2012 is probably going to be like for many, many, people.

While in these two stores grocery shopping this morning my Mom and I kept running into other shoppers in the isles which is normal, BUT, every one of these people was totally unaware, confused, dazed, incapable of responding with any sort of normal reaction to their being in the way of other shoppers and so on. The first few times this happened I ignored it and pushed on past them all. But isle after isle we kept encountering this same mentally dazed, brain-dead, zombie-like state in 99% of all the shoppers. I saw only one young adult man with his little son who was functioning like a “normal” human. He was very aware of where he was, what he was doing there, the other shoppers all around him, of me and me of him, what he was doing and so on. I think this may be why he and I noticed each other repeatedly throughout the store; we both were glad to encounter another human who wasn’t acting like a lost zombie in some cheesy movie!

These shoppers were not all seniors either but a good mix of society both in age and sex so this can’t all be blamed on the old people having a senior moment!  Isle after isle we kept running into small groups of shoppers behaving like zombies who’d gotten themselves—and everyone else who came upon them—stuck in a zombie cluster-f*** traffic jam pile-up where none of them could even figure out how to solve the problem and escape the congestion. It really was unbelievable.

These people where spaced-out, zoned-out, dazed and staring glassy-eyed at merchandise on the shelves, at their mate, smiling helplessly and frozen at other shoppers needing them to move, or just staring blankly into empty air. I’m not exaggerating, it was incredible, and once we finally made it to the grocery checkout both the young cashier and grocery bagger were spaced-out and got lost mentally in mid-sentence while dealing with us. My Mom and I watched them both get lost at different points with what they were doing and eventually come back up-to-speed mentally. Very weird to witness this to this degree in so many “normal” people out in public.

Driving home I reviewed what I’d witnessed in two different shopping stores with different groups of shoppers. Then I remembered how ungrounded and out-of-it I felt last week when I had to go out to buy something. I felt I was an ungrounded ridiculous mess at the time and was embarrassingly aware of my condition. It was also abnormally difficult for me to drive that day because I now feel other drivers mental intentions and line of focus and they usually come into direct energetic contact with my car, me, and where I’m driving which is very stressful while trying to not be effected by these mental and emotional lines of intent other drivers exude.

I was having trouble walking in straight lines and interacting with salespeople on this particular day last week. It was so severe that I was embarrassed over how abnormally ungrounded I was while out in public. It’s one thing to walk into door jambs in the privacy of my home when I’m adjusting and adapting to the latest Wave of higher Light Energies, but it’s another thing being in public while in these now constant embodying Ascension states.

It’s one thing having Ascension related words and nouns-be-gone brain fog which shuts off ones ability to remember the simplest of words for the simplest of things when trying to talk—make that pantomime—to a family member who, thankfully is also living the same Ascension related symptoms so completely understands your inability to articulate much of anything beyond grunts, frustrated hand signals and abundant cursing. But, trying to look and sound “normal” while out in public when one is deep in their 47,000th Ascension symptom is another thing entirely. I don’t want strangers observing me or having to interact with me while I’m dealing and struggling with what I’m transmuting and embodying in 2011. I’ve had to deal with this since February 1999 and I don’t want to be observed (and totally misunderstood) while doing my Living Alchemical Ascension Work during those brief moments when I have to be out there shopping. That’s what I want but of course not what always happens.

Ten, twelve years ago I couldn’t wait for the time when the rest of humanity would begin showing positive signs that they were living the Ascension Process. That time has arrived. It’s one thing being a Starseed whose mission is living and “Path Paving” these higher energies first, but it’s something else seeing for myself other “normal” people showing blatant signs that they’re being deeply effected and altered by the higher frequency Light Energies our Sun is transmitting to humanity and all life on Earth. I found it interesting that none of the shoppers my Mom and I saw acting like lost, confused, spaced-out zombies were consciously aware of how they were acting. Ignorance is bliss and it’s better they’re not consciously aware of how much they’re actually changing/evolving now physically…just like everything else in this world and reality.

We Forerunners/Starseeds (and some older Indigos) have had to consciously carry this knowing (some longer than others) while we lived and struggled through transmuting the old lower and embodied the new higher, but the masses will it seems, only stagger around out there for a while looking, acting, and sounding like unaware zombies slowly awakening from a long, horrible nightmare. This is a kindness for them and a benefit for the rest of us.

I have another article I’ll publish soon that talks more about the building solar energies of the 2012–2013 “solar maximum” period and how it’s already affecting the more sensitive people and their bodies and consciousness. Until then, remember that the Sun has been preparing to transmit higher frequency energies more often via solar activities but in new ways because we’ve completed the Mayan calendar/past Evolutionary Cycle and its framework and are in a highly receptive transitional zone until the end of 2012. The even higher energies the Sun will be transmitting throughout 2012–2013 will be much more intense, compressed, potent and fast-acting upon all life on Earth than anything we’ve experienced before the end of the Mayan calendar/Evolutionary Cycle on October 28, 2011. Said another way, hold on to your cosmic socks and learn to gracefully maneuver around the growing clusters of unaware shopping zombies while they too are activated to evolve now faster than the speed of Light.

Denise

November 29, 2011

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Video Message from Lisa Renee to Starseeds & Indigos

Gratitude to Ann H. for emailing me this September 25, 2011 video message by Lisa Renee. Thanks Ann as I would most likely have missed it. ♥ And gratitude to Lisa Renee for sitting before her wonderful picture showing the ancient Heart Chakra entrance into the Sphinx in Egypt as she talked to us in this video message.

Lisa’s message is an important clarification and overall reminder for us Starseeds and Indigos about why we and our bodies do and go through what they do in these incarnations. I get many emails and Comments here at TRANSITIONS from people asking me what they can “do” to help humanity, their loved ones, friends, mates etc. with the Ascension Process. Please hold that question in mind as you listen to Lisa’s message. There isn’t really anything external or “doing” that we Starseeds and Indigos need to do to accomplish what we have been and still are in these lives and bodies. We “DO” it by “BEING” it. This Process happens through us embodying it and it always has. We embody/”prototype”  it and by doing this we  literally are creating another timeline, or branched-off probable reality, or the Separation of Worlds.

https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/01/25/nine-eleven-override/

Denise Le Fay

September 28, 2011

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Brain Rewiring & Attacks from the Dark Ones

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[NOTE: This is another article that not everyone reading it will relate to or relate to now. Please keep that in mind as you read it and don’t automatically assume that you’ll experience identical types of psychic attacks and/or energy siphoning. We’ve reached the year however (the numerous 11 portals throughout 2011) where we all need to learn to permanently stop the Dark Beings from draining us energetically; to protect ourselves when the Dark Ones use other humans to emotionally trigger etheric openings in us to make us sick and/or weaken us, sidetrack or slow us down or stop us altogether; to protect our beloved pets from negative psychic attacks/wounding/murder  strictly to trigger and open us for the same reasons. Anything the Dark Ones can do now to stop, slow down, sidetrack, make sick, wound and weaken us physically, emotionally, mentally and etherically, they are very intently doing. No fear, just time for more of us to take greater responsibility and awareness of our multidimensional natures, power, consciousness, energy bodies and energies.]

1-1-11 came in with an exciting rush of new pushing energies. For me and mine this was immediately followed by another round of  psychic attacks by negative Beings—the Dark Ones/Team Dark. The short few days between 1-1-11 and 1-10-11, my cat and Mom and I have been battling more psychic attacks by the same negative beings and their etheric tools that both attack, damage, and drain energies from both humans and our pets. The tsunami-like energy portal that 1-11-11 (Jan. 11-11) was greatly reduce these attacks, but it returned the next day to try to divide and conquer and continue feeding off me and mine. Obviously I personally have more things I need to learn and do immediately (which I am) to finally end these negative attacks and siphoning of my energies. I sense I and many of you are and will be doing—among other things—exactly this throughout 2011.

SMELLING STRONG NON-PHYSICAL SMOKE AND/OR BURNING INCENSE

I began smelling strong burning incense smoke and/or smokey smells like from chimneys in late 2008. It was (and still is today) so strong that I believed it was actual physical odors I was smelling, but after walking through the neighborhood a couple of times in early 2009, searching for the bastard with the dirty chimney that was choking me every night, I discovered it was not a physical odor I was smelling at all. This meant I had to try to discover why I was even smelling it.

Eventually I began paying attention to when I would smell this nearly choking smokey smell and sensed it was directly connected to the Rewiring of my brain hemispheres. Once we were in 2010, I was certain that smelling this strong smokey odor was indeed a type of temporary side-effect from the ongoing brain Rewiring process. By the summer of 2010, the brain Rewiring process had reached the point where we were integrating the inner male/female energies within ourselves, and coupled with this was the Pineal and Pituitary glands being merged or Rewired in a new higher way too. The summer and fall months of 2010 were intense with potent energy activities completing inside our brains and brain glands. The why of this was so we could evolve/ascend out of our old lower polarized brains, consciousness and energies into whole-brained beings that can house, perceive, and use higher frequency unified consciousness and energies.

INCREASED ATTACKS & ENERGY DRAINING BY THE DARK ONES

So what happened almost immediately after this phase? With the start of Oct. 2010, I and many of you suddenly got hammered by negative etheric attacks, powerful and deliberate interference, plus some had lucid dream attacks and grand threats by a handful of the Dark Ones themselves. Again, the why is what’s really important with all this because it helps us connect more multidimensional ascension dots to better understand what we’re currently living and working through.

• Polarized brain halves perceive and exist vibrationally within polarized consciousness and polarized reality—old 3D.

• Rewired brain halves become whole or unified brains that perceive and exist vibrationally within unity consciousness and unity reality—5D.

Yippee right? Well yeah until I realized that, as usual, there were going to be drastic backlash events and increased counter measures taken by the Dark Ones because many of us had begun the process of evolving/ascending out of the Dark One’s polarized frequency range now that our brains have been Rewired and can house, run and exist within higher Unity energies, consciousness and reality.

CONNECTING THE STRANGE MULTI-D PIECES

What I’ve realized between Jan. 1–10, 2011 is, like an automatic response to our Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers recent vibrational shift during the fall months of 2010, the Dark Ones instantly felt us change energetically into a frequency of increasing Unity Consciousness and being. The more we evolve/ascend and become increasingly aware multidimensionally and the more we take greater responsibility for all of our multidimensional energy bodies, the more the Dark Ones are freaking out and lashing out at us for the obvious reasons. The second we began to make this transition in October and November 2010, these negative nonphysical beings shifted into increased High Alert to try to stop the Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers in any way they can. They absolutely want to prevent us from doing what we’re here now to do doing for humanity/Earth. Is it any wonder why the Forerunners/Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers are always the first to be attacked by them?

WHAT ARE THE FORERUNNERS/STARSEEDS/WAYSHOWERS DOING NOW AND THROUGHOUT 2011?

The same things we’ve always done! We embody, live, anchor and manifest higher cosmic Light energies into this new reality for humanity/Earth and everything else right in and through our bodies, hearts and beings. Nothing’s changed, it’s business as usual for us. What has changed is what we’re working on now; us using our bodies/brains/hearts/beings to live, be, exist within, manifest and anchor Unity or High Heart Consciousness into the New 5D Earth’s new and much more complex 5D Grid system.

Every one of this year’s 11 portals will be assisting us doing this Unity infusion Grid Work throughout 2011. I suspect that by Nov. 11. 2011—the triple 11-11-11 portal, we’ll have completed energetically programming, infusing and fueling the new 5D Earth Grid system through our  integrated, unified, High Heart Consciousness and bodies with 5D Unity energy/consciousness. 2011 is us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers and some Indigos Consciously Creating and Co-Creating through our bodies, hearts and beings what’s going to fuel our new planetary Grid system. Guess whose going to do their best to stop us, slow us down, sidetrack us, beat us down in any way they can, drain and exhausted or make us sick so we can’t do it? You guessed it…the Dark Ones.

I remember reading Lauren Gorgo’s information saying that living the Ascension Process often uses 70–80% of our vital life force, which I know is true! There were repeated phases for over a decade when my body didn’t have enough vital life force to even digest food because it was being utilized to transmute dense lower frequency duality energies. Obviously that often leaves us with as little as 20–30% to work/live with, and, we typically have Team Dark siphoning from that little bit too. No wonder we’re profoundly exhausted much of the time! So, what do we do to protect ourselves from them draining us into a pile of exhausted, weeping, half-dead mush so we miss some of the numerous 11 portals throughout 2011? Remember Lisa Renee’s November 2010, ‘The Restoration’ article and it’s Command?

This restoration period of our multidimensional bodies bits and pieces and removal of energy siphons that the Dark Ones have used to feed/fuel themselves and their agendas is unfolding now and during all of 2011. This is another reason they’re so focused on us Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos now. We’ve got to be consciously aware that we’ve still got some Multi-D energy siphons here and there and we’ve got to consciously work on ending this long-standing inter-dimensional energy-bleed-feed Team Dark have always done to Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers and mass humanity. I know how exhausted we all are at this point within The Process, but we’ve got to do this current Lightwork for ourselves and everyone else and finally end the Dark Ones endlessly stealing free cable TV, electricity, and water from us and humanity to fuel them and their agendas.

I’m so physically sick now and I do NOT get “sick” or catch the flu, colds, viruses etc. What happens to me is I get worn down by multiple attacks from the Dark Ones and their energy siphons that I’ve still got in probably two of my Energy Bodies and am working on removing now, them attacking and traumatizing my cat and making him wounded and twitchy, them attacking and using other humans in my life to trigger specific lower emotional reactions within me so I become more weakened and open psychically and so on. I know all this yet still don’t always catch myself in time to prevent getting manipulated emotionally/energetically so I become more weakened (in this case physically sick) and waylaid. It’s time to get seriously serious and take my/our stolen vital life force energies back and end these lowly negative attacks and parasitic maneuvers by Team Dark.

I’ve got to go rest and heal and get my energies up again. You be careful out there too and watch out for these types of negative manipulations by Team Dark and protect yourself, home, property, and your pets daily/nightly until we don’t need to do any of this anymore.

Denise

January 14, 2011

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