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I don’t remember the entire Princess And The Pea story but I do remember her suffering because of some wee little pea under her mattress that felt to her as if it was the size of a huge boulder. From your current perspective, what have you been feeling lately that feels boulder-sized?

I’ve repeatedly gone through this phase of feeling things, energies, emotions, other people’s emotions, weather changes, earth changes, astrological energy changes, solar energy changes, cosmic, galactic energy changes and having them all feel—to me—like the Princess’ boulder-sized pea! I know many of you can relate to this miserable phase of our endless Shifting or transitioning. The freaking little pea/peas feel to us like boulders and they make it nearly impossible to sleep, or much of anything else for a while.

Once I/you/us transmute the majority of our inner stuff (by stuff I mean lower frequency unresolved, polarized, stuck emotional energies, our inner wounds, fears, hates, guilt, low self-esteem, ego aspects that hang us up in different ways and so on), the tiniest little thing, issue, emotion, thought, or word spoken or written by someone can feel to us not like a pea but a hot, monstrous, boulder-sized pain that trips us up and sends us reeling back into some lower unpleasant state for however long it takes me/you/us to energetically crawl our ways back out of it, yet again.

In other words, once you’ve transmuted the majority of your personal lower frequency inner stuff via the Ascension Process, you literally cannot tolerate being back down in a lower frequency or emotional or mental state for long at all. Even if what you’re feeling and reacting to is pea-sized, to you it now feels boulder-sized, and utterly intolerable for more than a few minutes. Once you’ve gone energetically clear as crystal, it’s a real painful mess when something comes sailing past that effects you in a lower way and now you’ve gotten a little pea-sized section of lower frequency dirt and density back in yourself again. It feels like a freaking boulder and hurts now even more than it ever did before, but this is where higher evolved/ascended 5D responsibility, consciousness, and conscious creating REALLY becomes my/your/our new higher reality under our feet. Being more conscious of your consciousness is just a great sentence until you actually have to do it, live it, be it constantly. Aah, more spiritual growing pains. Feel those seriously high-powered Cardinal T-square/opposition energies creating a new higher reality inside of us? Little peas and huge boulders; keeping a higher frequency, and then not keeping a higher frequency; pressure and more pressure to maintain our clear as crystal-like state even while having our backs seemingly broken on that damned little pea under our energetic mattresses; not getting pulled out of the quiet eye of the storm into wounding lower frequency debris flying around at 500 MPH!

We can intellectually understand the whys of different things, but typically we still become emotionally wounded or effected in some way by someone else’s pea-sized tidbit of lower emotional debris that flew close to us and temporarily knocked us out of alignment. No blame at either end as this is how we learn to maintain a higher frequency of energy internally and externally — by “falling” out of it a few times. We’ll do this more than a few times to really learn how to NOT have it repeatedly happen and to eventually NOT have those peas feel like boulders and effect us at all.

Another aspect of this that I’ve had for years now is when some pea-sized something does get in under my emotional skin, later that night I will unintentionally dream about the irritant—whatever or whoever it was—to immediately resolve the energetic discord I’m feeling caused by both my reactionary lower frequency energies and the original irritant energy. Thankfully, only hours later while asleep the lower frequency pea-sized energies are transmuted and fully cleared during dreaming. One way or another, one dimension and body or another, we now very quickly transmute the lower energetic pea/boulder irritant and get ourselves back into higher alignment and crystal clarity once again.

Denise

July 24, 2010

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It’s interesting how the starting Ascension symptoms I’ve had since 1999 have changed ever…so…slowly over the years. Many of those original profoundly horrible physical and emotional symptoms I haven’t had for the past 3–4 years. It was like surviving the Black Plague and such a wonderful thing to not have the worst of the worst of those weird and nasty symptoms anymore. Don’t get my wrong, I still have Ascension symptoms today, just much less severe than the first 6–7 years. Here’s a short list of the worst of the worst Ascension symptoms.

bottoms of feet painfully hot, sometimes hands too
ultra sensitivity to foods, drinks, chemicals/preservatives in foods, chemicals in stores, furniture, everything
amplified allergies
mega hot-flashes, night-sweats, cold flashes, cold areas on body at certain chakras–usually the High Heart
hot and red flushed face and eyes from severe chemical sensitivity
heartburn, acid reflux, esophagus spasms and sensitivities due to evolving corresponding Chakras
ultra sensitivity to all sounds, even my own voice when speaking
inability to mentally focus and/or remain focused
inability to remember the names of common everyday objects
insomnia and/or broken, non-recuperative sleep
repeatedly waking up at certain times such as 3:00 AM, 5:55 AM etc.
highly amplified processing of negative lower frequency energies in the dream state
nausea and vomiting, brief periods of “morning sickness” (all ages & both sexes)
sudden bladder spasms and nearly urinating yourself in public
severe brain fog, getting lost, not remembering what or where or why you’re out in some store
reading a paragraph 16 times and still not grasping or remembering what you’ve read
rage and intolerance with all lower vibrating people, belief systems, consciousness, products, places, systems etc.
periods of emotional amplification, crying, mourning, weeping, joy, love, peace etc.

Many of those Ascension symptoms I had I believe were how my Pisces ASC. body reacted/reacts to lower vibrating energies. The rage was a totally new one to me as I’d never felt rage before. I suddenly would not, could not “suffer fools” any longer and was actually a bit surprised at my intense hateful feelings towards what I lovingly call the assholes n’ idiots of the world. All my life prior to my Ascension Process the lower vibrating (assholes n’ idiots) people just scared me so I steered clear of them. However, the Ascension Process changes us dramatically — changes things like tolerance, turning the other cheek, keeping your mouth shut, being a “sheeple” and blindly, unthinkingly going along with the negative lower patriarchal national and global shit systems. Ascension changes all that in you and causes you to no longer accept anything that is harmful anywhere to anything or anyone. In other words, it forces people to be/express/live/perceive/feel/create at a vastly higher frequency than prior. No more shit, no more lower negative anything, because it’s just so wrong and that horrible time is ending now.

I still have many Ascension symptoms today and I will continue to have some of them… until I don’t! I still have occasional hot-flashes/night-sweats but they’re not as severe or as often. I still have phases where food and I don’t get along at all. I still have short phases where it’s hard to mentally focus but now I just go with the flow and stop forcing the issue. The bladder spasms are gone thank gawd because you look pretty obvious turning red-faced and shaking in a corner in a shopping store! I’m positive in the early years of my Ascension Process that many people who saw me in stores honestly thought I was on drugs and/or mentally disabled because I looked as horrible as I felt, plus, the chemicals in stores made me profoundly sick the second I walked through the doors.

Here’s a short list of the new or current Ascension symptoms I’m having only because it’s rather interesting to see some of the differences. Again, you may relate to these, or if not, they’re probably in your near future.

intolerance still when some lower vibrating person/people intrude into your only tiny space. How fucking dare they intrude into your minute square footage when they’ve got the whole lower world to run around in still!
occasional hot flashes, night sweats (which are just hot flashes when you’re sleeping or rather were asleep)
insomnia and/or broken sleep, sleeping for 2 or 3 hours and repeatedly waking up
lack of dreaming or inner clearing work done via lucid dreaming for long periods
lack of desire to be out or around anyone or anything vibrating lower
my home is the only energetic sanctuary at this point
disenchantment with most everything out there in the old world, boring, tiresome, stupid, useless, outdated
encountering tiny pockets of higher vibrating energies out in the lower old world! Amazing, but very tiny and fleeting at this point
inability of negative lower energies to reach you. You’ve seen them flailing around trying to get you, but they can’t reach
mega headaches that nothing helps, after days they often become vomiting migraines that then finally end
hearing high-pitched ringing in inner ears for weeks or months caused by solar energies/transmissions
sever pressure and pain in the spine and neck area primarily
esophagus spasms and sensitivities caused by activating High Heart Chakra (Thymus gland and area)
heartburn caused by changing Heart Chakra
acid reflux caused by changing Solar Plexus
phases of diarrhea during more energy adjusting and purging
skin eruptions/pimples/break-outs during the transmuting and purging phases
phases of total emotional disconnect and lack of caring about much of anything
phases of high creativity and feeling like things are closer to what Home felt like than ever before
phases of your hair looking like it died and is thinning but days later it’s okay again
ability to instantly release or let go of aspects within you that you know must go now. Fast and easy process now compared to years prior
long phases of constantly smelling burning incense smoke and/or wood smoke or other nonphysical scents
even fewer friends but a vastly better match with the few you do have at the moment
knowing on one hand and at other times not knowing or sliding back out of your current energy groove momentarily. Learning how to maintain and not slip-slide unless you want to energetically

There’s more but my mind is slowing down and turning to mush. Hey, there’s another really common Ascension symptom!

Denise

March 2, 2009

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