There are far more people today experiencing the sort of deep body, mind and soul exhaustion that other Lightworkers were feeling many years ago. The reason for this profound level of nearly constant utter physical, mental and emotional exhaustion is many-fold. It has nothing to do with age, sex, how healthy or unhealthy you believe yourself to be at the moment or anything else. It has to do with tremendous and constant energy transmuting and transforming, and the ongoing adjustments and re-adjustments because of it all. It has to do with dying while staying in your physical body, repeatedly and layer-by-layer. It has to do with day AND night while asleep and out of your body, still being worked on, transmuting lower energies, integrating higher, faster vibrating energies and Light and Heart consciousness or awareness. It has to do with your DNA repeatedly mutating/evolving/ascending step-by-step from 3D polarized physical carbon into non-polarized 5D light filled silicon. That would make any being exhausted so give yourself a break and rest as much as you require every day.
On top of all this the world we bore ourselves into is also dying, “falling” apart right now and the planetary Collective is shaking in its old boots over all this great and scary change. If you’re sensitive you feel (in different ways) these other people’s great fears, anxiety, and lower energies too. That alone is deeply exhausting, so give yourself a break and rest as much as you require every day.
The cosmic energies and solar flares that carry most of them directly to Earth and all life on Her so as to further transmute humanity, have and will continue to blast us all into higher frequency beings. These vastly higher cosmic and solar energies are directly assisting us to get where we’re going, on time, and that too is profoundly exhausting and often makes you feel sick and in pain. Higher Light coming into contact with lower vibrating anything usually feels unpleasant at best…and miserable at worst. It’s utterly exhausting repeatedly living the Alchemical process of transmuting our individual Lead into higher frequency Gold. Give yourself a break and rest as much and as often as you require each day.
Exhaustion is a normal part of everything you and I, Earth and the solar system and far beyond are and have been doing/living/being/creating. Give yourself a pat on the back and then a giant hug and Heart smile… then go rest as much as you need because it’s not finished yet.
ESPAVO.
Denise

July 3rd, 2009 my inner ear More Code dolphin-like clicking started again and beeped like crazy day and night. Because this had been rather quiet for the past couple of months, I new it was information about something important coming soon. (I’ve heard this inner ear clicking for many years now. It’s higher dimensional non-verbal, non-telepathic information that’s taken me some time to learn to interpret correctly.) It clicked and buzzed super fast for 5 days. Then on the fifth day, July 7th, it stopped which told me that was the insertion day for some much higher cosmic energies/Light to come into our world/dimension/bodies/Hearts/and consciousness. July 7th, 2009 was the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse, plus there were some very large solar flares or CME (coronal mass ejections) that day as well. And, on another level, it was Michael Jackson’s televised Memorial and much of the world was watching, feeling, and being wide open emotionally.
I often receive higher information in the form of symbolic images. These clairvoyant visuals carry knowings and emotions and deep insights etc. but they’re usually just a minds’ eye image I see and feel. I finally love perceiving higher level information in this new manner, as compared to the more common linear (words) telepathy . Telepathy with many higher dimensional beings and/or ETs can be non-linear and multidimensional or spherical like. (I’m currently writing about this and much more in my new book which will be on the market soon.)
The great trick for me is to translate, into linear words, these multidimensional and very NON-linear images and knowledge I do see and feel. Sometimes I get it pretty close and accurate; other times I fall short or only go half-way with it and then stop from fatigue. I’m learning how to do this better and more fully each time though. To give all of you a glimpse into what I’m talking about with this process, I’m going to write a list of images and knowings I’ve seen recently via my inner ear clicking information that were symbols, as Crop Circles are, of multiple things and multi-leveled information. I want you to see from my perspective, how I’m currently receiving what I see/feel/know and then how I attempt to interpret it here at TRANSITIONS.
This list is about some more of what’s coming in during July 2009 for all of humanity. Not everyone will connect with it all now but some will. Many more people will in later months however and that’s as it’s supposed to be too.
- Bridge between Age of Leo and Age of Aquarius
- 5D
- July 7, 11, 22
- Photon Belt of higher dimensional Light
- Separation (individually and collectively)
- Increased Unity (individually and collectively)
- Self & Higher Self connection
- Bridge between the two brain hemispheres
- ‘Holy Trinity’ is us being consciously attuned to our Higher Selves now that we’ve resolved the majority of polarity
- More dying, shedding more layers of our old selves
- Every speck of Dark is now blatantly revealed because there’s so much Light. More people are now truly seeing more than ever before
- More High Heart activations in more of the masses through the July 7th Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse and CME
- July 7 was “drop” or insertion number one this month and was to alter more of the masses worldwide via opening their Hearts. Also having them honestly know more about the worldwide governmental (systems) lies and long-term dis-empowerment etc. This was in preparation for the next “drop” or insertion coming globally on July 21 & 22, 2009. (The masses are being woke-up as slowly/quickly as possible now without them blowing a gasket mentally or emotionally!)
There was more about the death of Michael Jackson, his family, the media and how much of it was designed crap but I don’t want to talk about that because all is not as it first appears. The main business with his dying had to do, from what I perceived, with the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse and the CRE on July 7th. Because there was a massive portal opening on the day, large numbers of people around the planet had their Hearts opened because of Michael’s death. It was a multi-leveled event actually, as these types of cosmic and planetary things are. His death allowed certain people worldwide to be happy again and celebrate, to dance and sing in the midst of the global “falling”. In other words, their High Hearts were triggered open so these higher vibrating energies coming in via the Lunar Eclipse AND the solar flares or CME’s, could get right into their bodies and hearts in a higher vibrational and very clever way to do what they do.
Gotta love how this works at those higher interdimensional levels. :)
I can tell when the Sun is doing anything…coughing, orgasmic-ally puking out CME’s or solar flares etc. because my physical body suddenly feels like I’ve got the good old “ascension flu” again. My body hurts, I get chills, often run a low-grade fever, have bone aches and pains, become ultra sensitive (again) to most all foods and chemicals in everything. Anything and everything that’s still vibrating lower gets highlighted tremendously because of solar flares so they will transmute even more. The CME’s or solar flares release mega blasts of higher cosmic energies that then hit our bodies and further trigger our DNA to mutate andevolve. In other words, the Sun doing what it does with flares and coronal mass ejections and such, is humanity/Earth getting blasted again andagain so that we shift/ascend/evolve from polarized carbon beings into vastly more unified higher frequency silicon beings; from 3D to 5D beings. We’re becoming more stellar-like instead of planetary-like beings.
See, I still am not satisfied with how I expressed the information I received via my inner ear clicking Morse Code prior to July 7th! I never am but I keep trying nonetheless.
Phase Two will arrive with the next New Moon/Solar Eclipse on July 21 through July 22nd 2009. This first one was (conscious and emotional) preparation for this next one it seems. I haven’t picked up anything yet about Phase Three (just my silly term) coming on August 5, 2009 with the Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse at 13° Aquarius 43′. You know it’s going to be amazing though and connected in multiple ways to these two July Eclipses.
Denise
Copyright © 2009 Denise Le Fay. All rights reserved.

(Lemurian Crystals)
Here’s Steve Rother and the group’s July 2009 channeled message. It’s a good one.

I got an email from a reader asking me about this the other day. After reading her letter I could totally relate to everything she has, and still is, going through in her life. I’m sure many of you have also gone through this type thing, and most likely, more than once. I certainly have. I’m talking about those miserable, profoundly frustrating, painful, hurtful, unending situations with certain people who seem to be your personal harasser. A person or group of people who make you the “Bad Guy” and project all of their crap onto you because they refuse to take any responsibility for their actions. They’re the people who originally caused you much pain, misery, frustration, anger or fear in the first place, BUT they instantly turn the whole situation around and make you The Bad Guy. Clever how those type people do this so quickly and effortlessly isn’t it?
The question is…why? Why do these types of situations with certain people seem to go on and on for months and years sometimes? As with everything there’s multiple reasons, but this particular situation is often one many people encounter with all the other intense ascension related energies, symptoms, and ongoing changes.
In my case its been certain neighbors over the past many years. Doesn’t matter where I live, doesn’t matter who the neighbors are because it’s about energies, levels of development, levels of awareness, and people not yet living the ascension process being or living in close proximity to some who are! They exist within a very different reality and energy state than I do, and therein lies the big irritant.
Whatever or whomever your personal harasser is and is doing to you, in the majority of cases it’s your Big Gift all wrapped up in misery and tied with brightly colored bows of frustration! In other words…it is a pain in your ass/heart/being that is literally forcing YOU to grow, learn, change, and understand things at an even higher level. In most cases within the old lower polarized 3D world, humanity needs a Bad Guy or a bunch of them to play that part to get YOU and ME to become so tired of the suppressions, the lies, the abuses, the misery etc. etc., that WE finally change. This is how it’s worked in the old lower polarized world reality. From our perspective this is about US and not them…the person or people playing the Bad Guy roles in your life at this time. Harsh I know, but it’s what I’ve learned from going through this repeatedly over many years now.
In my case, the horrid neighbors have forced me to learn how to create (and exist) from a very different place within myself. They’ve forced me to learn to remain within the Eye of the Storm where it’s calm and normal, despite the fact that they are highly addicted and adapted to their lower vibrating lives and consciousness within the outer edges of the “falling”, raging Storm. Remember how I’m always using the metaphor of stair steps to describe how everyone is energetically standing on different steps or levels within the ongoing ascension process? Well, these irrigating problems usually occur when there’s just way too many stair steps in between two (or more) people. The difference in energies and consciousness and in personal vibrations creates a huge gap in everything and that is what causes the big problems. You are currently evolving, growing, ascending and changing at a much faster pace than that other person or group of people (such as your husband/wife, blood family, in-laws, lovers, neighbors, doctors, mailman or whoever) and that causes the misery. It’s like oil and water and how they don’t mix; one ingredient simply floats up to the surface.
So if you’ve got someone, or a bunch of someones in your life now that are making your life a living hell on Earth, understand that it’s a thrust block for YOU to get yourself out of the situation in some way – physically, emotionally, intellectually, the ego self, psychically, energetically. It’s about YOU…not HIM/HER/THEM. I know how harsh sounding that is, yet it’s what I’ve personally learned over and over again. The quicker you can discern about yourself and what you’re supposed to be understanding and doing about YOUR current situation, the sooner YOU (and him/her/them) will feel better. Make the changes that YOU must now as you vibrationally take one or more steps up those energy/consciousness ascension stair steps. As we do this we must leave certain old past lower things in ourselves (chipping away chunks of our ego selves and belief systems that went with it) and our lives behind because, just like the oil and water, they don’t mix! Lower/higher don’t mix so move on and save yourself and him/her/them more misery.
As I’m writing this now my neighbors are standing about 6 feet away from me outside talking loudly about things that to me are ridiculous and infantile…but that’s just MY perspective and obviously not THEIRS. I know it’s going to go on for many hours and I was going to work more on my new book today. Let’s see how well I can remain in the Eye of the Storm while my self-absorbed neighbors carry on about stupid shit (my opinion) only a few feet away from my house. Use your personal harassers, your polarity thrust blocks to propel off from and grow, learn, discover and move beyond your old ego self. Jump up four or five energetic stair steps because that’s what this business is really all about.
Denise

At this point many people have been living with this inner body vibrations, shaking, electrical like current inside their bodies. This started for me many years ago and it took me awhile to discern what it really was. I’ve talked about it before but wanted to mention it again because I’m still feeling it (day and night, awake and asleep) many years later and I know many of you are too.
For some people it’s a newer experience and one that’s rather confusing and could be, if you didn’t know what the causes of it are, rather frightening as well. It was never physically painful for me and I’ve never heard anyone else claim it was for them either. It is however, weird feeling and mildly distracting. When it suddenly stops, it’s rather shocking to then realize how intense and constant it had been inside you!
This inner body vibration is what’s been called the “re-wiring” by some and that’s an accurate term for this process. Because of the ongoing ascension, or highly compressed evolutionary process humanity is in now, our whole nervous systems (and much more) simply must evolve to accommodate the tremendously higher frequency energies. The Sun and the cosmos continue to blast Earth, and of course humanity, with higher vibrating Light/energies. Our lower world 3D body/bodies (physical body, astral, emotional, mental, etheric etc.) weren’t build for these higher frequencies and so, we evolve or ascend vibrationally, physically, and in all other ways as well. If we didn’t do this we’d fry, or, we’d check out of our physical bodies (die). Those who wish to remain in their current physical body and go through all the ongoing ascension/evolutionary changes, simply will have these numerous upgrades, “re-wiring”, ascension symptoms, and much more. Them’s the rules! Fly much higher or fry and eventually exit the old lower frequency body/vehicle. No shame either way just soul choice.
So this “re-wiring” process takes time, years and like I said, it isn’t physically painful so don’t worry about it. It does feel a little strange at first, like some inner body electrical energy is vibrating inside you. I’ve felt it move slowly throughout my whole body over the years, like different areas of my body were being worked on and upgraded so to speak to have my nervous system NOT fry or overload. I’ve used the analogy of trying to run 220 electricity through 110 wiring in a house and it just doesn’t work and you run the risk of setting the whole house on fire! This is beyond kundalini rising in the old lower 3D body; this is about the whole body being upgraded energetically to accommodate higher Light energies running constantly through you and it! This is going from a 3D nervous system to a 5D nervous system and it feels a bit weird when the “re-wiring” process is happening. Fear not, as it’s a great sign really.
And know too that if you’re experiencing the “re-wiring” in your body, then you’re also in the ongoing process of having your two brain hemispheres building new connections so as to have a whole brain with NO divider or polarized separation within it like we did in the old lower 3D polarized world and dimension. Talk about an upgrade! Just imagine if you can, what you and I will be able to do, to perceive, to create, to envision, to know, to connect with, to see and feel all because we’ve integrated our brains AND our nervous systems (and so much more) can carry vastly higher vibrating Light energies? We simply won’t be the same species. We’ll be higher frequency Aquarian Age beings that carry more Light than they could prior. How very exciting and encouraging!
So don’t freak-out or panic when you feel some internal vibration that feels like a mild electrical current buzzing and shaking slightly through your physical body in different areas. It’s just this “re-wiring” process which is a great sign. Float through it, and remember to give yourself credit for literally transmuting into a new higher frequency being. This is a lot of hard work on multiple levels and dimensions so be kind to yourself and rest as much and as often as you need. Happy ongoing re-wiring everyone.
Denise
I’m an animal lover, always have been. For the majority of my life I’ve been more fond of animals than most humans! I expect that to change via the ongoing ascension process however but animals have always been profoundly special and dear to my heart. I know many of you feel exactly like this too and for the same reasons.
He says it as clear as can be and every time we just stare at him, then burst into laughter and give him any damn thing he wants! We never taught him to say that or anything else. (Notice how both the dogs and cats have been doing this talking over the past few years now?)





