Turning The Auto-Pilot Off

This great and very true wisdom was sent to me from Theococa about my Nov. 2,’09 post This Is So Perfect! She knew it was another of those coinky dinks from On-High that are sent to us exactly when we—and usually many others—needs them. So I thank you very much Theococa for sharing this jewel of truth and wisdom.

Denise

AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS
by Portia Nelson

I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost … I am helpless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes me forever to find a way out.

II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I am in the same place
but, it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in … it’s a habit.
My eyes are open
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V
I walk down another street. 
 

The Triple 11’s

     

 On Sunday, November 8, 2009 we enter the Mayan calendar cycle of Night Six. On Wednesday November 11, 2009 we arrive at the annual 11-11’s.  But, because it’s 2009 (2+9=11) it will be triple 11’s this year— 11-11-11.  

After the triple 9’s of September 2, 2009, it’s feeling like this upcoming triple 11 day is going to be another potent and important trigger or launching point into yet another new and higher level of being and awareness. I’m no numerology expert, but I keep getting the sense that this year’s triple 11’s are sort of like us entering compressed Phase Two in some way to the recent triple 9 energies. I’ve always seen the 11:11 business as literal energy pillars, like a portal we move through on the 11-11 day each November. I suspect this year’s triple 11 energies are going to seriously propel us into the next level and stage within this ongoing Process.

I sensed last week that Lauren C. Gorgo was going to write about these November triple 11’s—which I’m very grateful for—and on Nov. 5, 2009 she posted about it. The beginning of her 11-11-11 article is so freaking hilarious, simply because it is profoundly accurate. If you’ve been living this wondrous insanity called Ascension, then you know when someone else accurately describes certain ascension symptoms and stages etc. Be sure to check out Lauren’s latest article about these important November 2009 triple 11’s. A link to her website, Think With Your Heart is in my LINKS section.

http://consciousco-creationalcoaching.blogspot.com/2009/11/post-111111-new-earth-movement.html

Denise

Steve Rother/the group “The Little Gods”

Thanks go to Stu for sharing this link with me as he always does. Much gratitude and love Stu.

If you enjoy this November ‘09 channeling from Steve and the group about the “little gods”, you should certainly enjoy my new book. I just love the way things are unfolding now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmYlSZwrYuI   

This Is So Perfect!

I received an email from an eighteen year old a few days ago asking me for very specific help. After some careful considerations I responded with a couple suggested book titles (none of which are mine) that I knew would help this person based on what she’d claimed she was going through, plus two other personal suggestions from me. It was sadly clear by her response email that she did not understand one single word I had said. She had an all-knowing teenage ego knee-jerk reaction and totally misunderstood everything I had said and why. In other words—she went verbally Postal on me!

The only reason I’m sharing this ridiculous but very insightful event is because it is exactly what Karen Bishop talks about in her latest (Nov. 2, 2009) WINGS report. I had a seriously good laugh while reading it and thought about how much I had learned at the hands—make that the mouth of this teenage girl. So for that J*****, I honestly thank you for reminding me about where I am no longer supposed to be. Sorry I couldn’t help you, but please feel good in knowing that you certainly helped me. 

Here’s Karen’s latest about this particular issue (in bold) and other helpful things.

Denise

“After the Emptiness…Filling Up With the New Energies

November 2, 2009

  Welcome!

“For the past several days (or longer), there has been a great amount of light pouring in, and does it ever feel divine!  I can literally feel all the cells of my body filling up with an amazing cushion, drink, tingling, glowing, and a simply amazing feeling of a most heavenly nature. This new light has arrived in a very timely way, for several reasons.  

Many of us have recently been situated somewhere new in regard to our “homes,” or geographical locations. This has manifested as a literal move to a new area or new home, or even a re-building or remodeling of our current home. In this way, we have been placed somewhere “new” where we most certainly needed to be for the times to come. (If you have not recently moved, you are probably right where you need to be already.)  

As soon as the time was right, and we were where we needed to be, and as soon as we had let go of so much that we needed to leave behind, and as soon as enough of us were ready and finally situated, then in came the light. We are now aligning very strongly with this new light, and this alignment is manifesting in every cell of our bodies. We are filling up once again after being empty for so long.  

Many have recently reported kidney or bladder problems…this usually occurs when we are releasing the old. Coughing is also common, along with bouts of weeping. We are letting go of all of the old. We are saying good-bye to the old energies and our old lives because we are finally ready to create the new. We are now no longer a part of the other world in any way. We can also suddenly feel as if we are in Neverland, or someplace where we simply feel heavenly, perhaps even lightheaded, with a desire to never leave or go back to the old reality ever again. This is the magical energy I have been writing about, that was due to arrive in October.  

We are also going into a very new phase that involves coming back to ourselves. After spending two or so years in very dark or dense places, as we agreed to go back into these spaces as a final grand effort to raise the vibration of the planet, we are now coming home to our true and divine selves. And not only are we coming back to ourselves, but we are also becoming the selves we came to be in regard to our very new roles.  

In this way, we may find ourselves “giving back” anything that we created during this two year period of the recent past, as much of anything created then no longer fits us now. That time is very far removed from what is soon to come. If we continue to hold onto these creations from that time, we may find that they feel very unpleasant, that they do not remotely match where we are now, and also that they may not seem to want to depart on their own! These creations are hanging in the space of no space, with no apparent movement.  

In recent days, many new connections have been occurring as well. With so much finally behind us, it is now time to begin connecting to each other once again. Our phones may have begun ringing again after a very long period of silence, we may be suddenly hearing from others, or we may even be meeting new people and connecting to very new things. There is a magic in the air, as we are now ensconced with the energy of the new reality.  

For a while now, I have been saying the same things over and over, but have also been receiving letters asking about these very things, even though I have been saying the same things over and over again and wondering if I am indeed boring you! What is happening here, is that we are not yet ready to hear all at the same time. When we are not yet ready to hear something, we simply do not. None-the-less, I will reiterate some of the basics once again.  

With the advent of the solstice of June, everything was thrown out of its groove, and when everything landed, it landed in new vibrational spaces, which were spaced very apart. Before then, most of us had ended up congregating at the same energetic or dimensional spot, as we had gone as far as we could go, waited for as many as possible to catch up, and thus, were finally all at a specific “finish line” at the same time.  

Now, we are spaced very far apart, as we landed in places that match where each of us is now vibrating. The forerunners are at the front, and with far less company than the majority of others. In this way, many of you reading the WINGS posts, can no longer relate to all of the material, as we are now no longer all in the same space like we used to be. So then, some of it fits and some of it does not. In addition, after the final disconnect of September 9th , each soul had the opportunity to chose where each soul wanted to be. Some souls chose to go back into the mainstream and experience a normal life, while others chose to move forward into a new heaven, and yet others chose to simply depart altogether. In this way, I cannot write to everyone now, as I simply do not know nor am I personally experiencing what each and every one of you is now experiencing.  

Even so, wherever we all are now, we usually experience similar things in regard to energy, as when energy begins to move, it affects everything. So then, we may still have the same experiences, only at different levels of experience, so things may manifest a bit differently, but we can still relate. At other times, the forerunners are having a very different experience, as they are the original creators of the planet, have placed themselves within the ascension experience with every fiber of their being, and are thus, having the most dramatic and life changing experiences of all. Thus, the wide variety of ascension experiences. Hoping this all makes sense!  

And as always, we are all exactly right where we need to be. No one is better than anyone else, nor is anyone left behind or lost, even though it may have felt this way in recent weeks and months!  

To sum things up in regard to those asking for more clarity: We have been letting go of most of everything, in order to arrive somewhere new that vibrates higher. We do not get to take suitcases with us, or rather baggage. Our roles of healing others or the planet are now over, as that phase is now complete. Thus, we are now moving into new territory that involves creating a very new planet Earth. We were also allowed choices as to where we want to go and what we want to create. For those who chose to create a new heaven on earth: Because we are the creators of the new Earth, there is nothing here yet. We are in new and vast territory. It is thus, empty. It is empty because it is up to us to create something new. We can no longer create alone, nor exist alone, as separation is a lower vibrating existence. We will create by connecting to each other. When we connect to each other, we automatically go into a higher vibrating space, and miracles occur. We can no longer go it alone, nor be alone, nor make anything happen by ourselves. We had to really die before we could be reborn into this new reality. In this way, we may have felt like much decay was occurring within and without, like there was absolutely nothing left of us, and as if we were living in hell. We may have felt totally and completely exhausted for the past few years, and we may have felt that we no longer had guides, the ability to create a thing, or our usual higher vibrating experiences. This is all normal (we are at the level of our guides now, so we need to rely on ourselves and our inner wisdom. We also could not create anything, as we could not take anything with us, so we had to be very empty in all ways).  

So now, here we are in a vast new land. For some of us, we are still being held back to the degree that those whom we will be connecting to, are still being placed in their new spots, or are still “finishing up.”  Or perhaps we are still not ready ourselves. I know for me, that I am in a resting phase, from all the excitement of getting here, along with all of the losses I incurred. Although I am very aware of my new endeavors, I am not yet ready to jump into them quite yet. I need some down time. We are also aligning with these new and higher vibrating energies, so all that we will be creating in times to come, may not yet be in our awareness quite yet. But do know, that it will be when the time is right. And there are still decisions being made at the higher levels (our subconscious soul levels) as well, as to how things may unfold in the best way possible.  

This new energy that we are currently being infused with, will align us, connect us to our “soul signatures,” and assist in making everything very clear for what we want to do next. It is all about what we have always known. It is what we really came here to do. It is finally time. We are aligning with this higher vibrating energy right now… this is what this latest alignment and infusion is all about. 

The higher we vibrate and the more we find ourselves existing in these higher vibrating spaces, the more we come to realize and experience how great the chasm is between one dimension and another. If ever we find ourselves interacting with lower vibrating energies, it can come as a real shock to our systems. Higher vibrating energy moves very fast and vibrates fast. When it comes into contact with a slower vibrating energy, it can feel like a train wreck…like hitting a brick wall going a hundred miles per hour. Shock and bewilderment at the behavior and energy of these lower vibrating energies is a common and normal experience. It can stop us in our tracks, as it simply does not fit in with our current experience or awareness. 

These experiences of colliding energies many times occur when we have been very nice, helpful, extended ourselves, been “giving” or accommodating, and very loving to other energies. The reason we have a big collision or a very unpleasant experience, is because we no longer belong in these spaces. These energies do not “see” us, they do not appreciate us, and they are basically telling us to get out as our higher vibrating energy will only serve to bring up the vibration, and we are no longer supposed to be doing this. Our days of serving the old world, of helping the old world, of extending ourselves, and of being present in the old world are very over.

Being the naturally loving souls that we are, this can be a bitter pill to swallow. Yes, of course we can “visit” the old world for brief periods and be loving, but when it is time to move on, we will be pushed out through interacting with disrespectful and unappreciative energies. The best remedy is simply not to interact at all. If we choose to call these energies on their seeming rude and arrogant behavior, the fire is only fueled, and these energies become even more difficult to deal with. Removing ourselves from them is what is being called for, so that is most always the best thing to do. These are strong reminders that we need no longer be fulfilling our old roles…it is now time for us.

As we begin connecting to like energies now, we will find that pockets of energy will reveal themselves to us that simply feel great. And yes, we will be creating very new spaces of these feel good energies ourselves, but in the meantime, there are still spaces available that already exist. I love my Credit Union. Now needing to visit a new branch as I have recently moved, I love going there. Their philosophy is that the customers or members are what matter, as that is what comprises the Credit Union…it is made up of members with shares of the “bank.” One teller tells me that he began his job there with quite a commute, but would not leave for anything, as he really loves the people he works with. Another employee tells me that she loves it there, as the past year had her working at different banks, she was very unhappy, and here, the priority is the members, and she would not leave for anything. There is a real experience of the whole going on there. And they all want to know all about me as well. And I like knowing about all of them too! They cannot do enough for me, and always go the extra mile. It is a wonderful place to be involved with.  

I also have a favorite Target store in the area. Whenever I am there, the employees are always so happy! They laugh, joke, and help each other. And of course, they love to help their customers as well. I finally asked to speak to the manager, as I wanted to meet whomever it was that was creating such a delightful place to be!  

These places of higher vibrating energy will pop up everywhere, and they stand out like a beacon of light on a dark night. As we begin to connect to each other more and more, we will create these higher vibrating spaces ourselves, and a new grid will form. Some of these spaces will vibrate very high (much higher than the establishments mentioned above), according to who is creating them and what their purpose is, and others will vibrate differently, according to who has created them and according to what they are about as well.  

The ascension process has always mimicked menopause. With hot flashes and night sweats, short term memory loss, abdominal weight gain, depression, sleep disturbances, loss of our usual sense of place or purpose, and even temporary hearing loss, the new phase we are now experiencing is yet another resemblance of menopause. We are done helping and putting our service to others above everything else. We are now ready to do something for ourselves. It is now time for us. Our “children,” or rather all the souls on the planet whom we dedicated ourselves to, now need to be on their own. We have done all we can. We are done parenting and placing their needs before ours, so to speak. In this way, we are now very poised for creating a very new reality. We can really come into our creativity now, do what we love to do, figure out what contribution we want to make to the new world that aligns with what we love to do, and just have some fun and kick off our shoes. This is when the fun begins. And this is also when our “soul scripts” really begin to activate.  

As a final note for this particular WINGS post, some of your inquiries are addressed below. Many of you have asked the same questions or had the same concerns in regard to store-fronts if you are over 65 years of age, losing or misplacing things that suddenly show up somewhere else, and adjusting to the pain of being separated from your loved ones. 

If you feel that you are too old or do not fit in with the blueprint of a store-front, you do not need to. Each and every one of us has a special gift and talent, like no other. This is our contribution to the planet. Our various gifts and talents are very needed. A store-front is simply a term I created to refer to our contributions. We need not always have to make money from them. Some of us still need money, until we are completely sustaining a new reality without the need for money. In this way, our store-fronts will need to generate money. Our gifts and talents, or our contributions or purpose, are all that is ever necessary. So in this way, a “store-front” can simply indicate who you are and what you are about. In addition, with the advent of the final disconnect, some of us may have chosen to simply be here observing and just hanging out. Your store-front, then, is simply what you are about and who you are.  

Many are reporting that they put an object somewhere, and suddenly it is no longer there, but miraculously shows up somewhere else, or maybe never at all. This has been going on for quite some time. It is simply an indicator of dimensional shifting. Another indicator is seeing things moving out of the corner of your eye, or hearing voices….or even buzzing sounds. These are manifestations of moving in between dimensions and of now residing where new and higher vibrating energies are now residing. We have new company now. 

And lastly, many of you are feeling greatly challenged and deeply saddened from being separated from your loved ones. This occurrence is, I personally believe, one of the most difficult of all the ascension experiences. These separations happen when there is a vast difference in where we are all vibrating. When we go somewhere else, not everyone goes with us. We either let go of our biological families intentionally, or we are denied access to them.  

If we choose to sever the connections on our own, because we can no longer tolerate their behaviors or are no longer in alignment with them, it can still be an uncomfortable situation. If we are the ones left behind, we are at times being asked to step up to the plate, to own our behaviors and our vibrations, and to make some needed changes within ourselves. And at other times, we are left behind because we would never move forward on our own…we would not leave our loved ones behind, so these souls lovingly leave us, or usually create a very distasteful situation so that we will be motivated to move ahead without them. They know that they are not yet ready to go where we are going, so they leave us instead.  

In any case, know that it does indeed get better. With the exception of my daughter and grandchildren (although they recently moved away so Ari could complete her soul script), I have been separated from every last member of my biological family and my prior acquaintances. After the extreme emptiness comes a new filling up, if ever so slowly. When we begin to connect to new members of our family, we will have relationships and connections that vibrate so much higher than we have ever known, that our old relationships only pale in comparison. Our soul families will be coming together now.  

I have recently met a new person (no, not my new “love interest” companion), and every time I interact with him I begin to cry….I just cannot help it.  I have never known so much love, caring, respect, and appropriate behavior. This person really sees me, always knows exactly just what to say, do, and be, and the contrast between this and what I have let go of is dramatic. He came out of nowhere as a sudden surprise. He held a key as well, that re-opened a heart that had needed to close while still living in the old reality. And this is the way it will be as we connect to our soul families and begin creating very new families of a much higher vibrating nature. It is truly magical having all the old density now gone, and now being able to connect to others in true and higher vibrating ways. And our hearts will open once again.  

Last night I watched a movie where the female lead lost her husband, the child role lost his mother, and the male lead was not interested in a relationship. In the end, they all created a very new family, and it was so full of love! They were very devoted to each other, and had so much caring and interaction, that their old relationships became a distant memory. It reminded me of our very new families..it was amazing.  

As we begin taking our first new steps in this very new reality, we will find the magic we have always dreamed about. It is indeed here, and we can finally experience it now. Our gratitude will be immense, as will our wonderment and surprise….we have indeed earned it…this new heaven on Earth, miles away from the old world. The old phrase “I think I have died and gone to heaven” will take on a very new meaning. I know it has for me.”

With much love and gratitude,

Karen Bishop

www.emergingearthangels.com

Entering The Sixth Night

The Mayan cycle of the Sixth DAY ran from November 13, 2008 through November 7, 2009. We enter the Sixth NIGHT on November 8, 2009, which runs through November 2, 2010. Thanks go again to Vanessa for sharing this  LINK to Carl Calleman’s wonderful article about what he senses the Night Six will bring for humanity. I must say that I too have always felt that it all (the planetary patriarchal systems that control all) must crash and burn so that everyone is even willing to change for the better. Like I’ve said before—how many ascended beings have you ever seen carrying wallets, purses, or credit cards? 

It is a great article and I ask you to please read it all and to not fear. Keep your eye/Heart on the higher goal that exists just beyond the chaos and “falling” of the old patriarchal global systems of greed and control. They’ve got to go the way of the dinosaurs now, and so they will. Transitions are always rather scary, but know that they arrive when it’s time for something vastly better and higher to replace what has dead-ended and is currently dying away.  

Denise 

http://www.calleman.com/content/articles/nov8_sixth_night.htm 

http://www.calleman.com/

 

The Triple 9’s & The Mayan Calendar

                                 (from Carl Calleman)

I’ve had a link on TRANSITIONS to Carl Calleman’s website for a while now, and my problem is that I’ve been so busy with book writing/editing since March 2009, that I haven’t checked his site out for a very long time. Thankfully, a wonderful stranger helper-angel named Vanessa emailed me a link to Carl Calleman’s article which I just read this morning. Oh happy, happy day!!! And just like that a ton of answers and insights all tumbled into place for me personally. Thank you Vanessa. 

Ever since September 9, 2009—the triple 999’s—I’ve felt another huge change. Ever since 09-09-09, I’ve been in more physical pain, I’ve had that old ascension symptom of suddenly being mentally unfocused or in a sort of mental fog that is amazingly frustrating when you’re trying your best to finish writing a book and edit the thing! The two obviously don’t go together well. Anyway,  I’ve personally felt a lot of changes since the 999’s of 09-09-09 and some of them were starting to get me down a bit to be honest. It felt to me like I’d suddenly arrived at ANOTHER new level or stage within this ongoing ascension process, and after ten freakin’ years of the most intense and painful transformational work I’ve ever been through—I wasn’t very excited and ready for more! I’m exhausted and in physical pain as I know many of you are too, and having some of these past old ascension symptoms flare-up again (while trying to finish a book) was getting to be almost too much for me at the moment. 

However, if I know even a small bit about the whys to new difficult situations and levels like this, then I’m good-to-go all over again. If I know that there are fabulous (evolutionary) reasons as to why I’m feeling like throwing in the towel lately, then that is my fuel to get me through the New Weirdness as I recently referred to it to Robin. If I can get a slightly higher perspective and understanding as to the multiple whys of the New Weirdness, well then, I’ve got my second-wind and am excited once again to make it to the Finish Line. All that is the gift and help that Vanessa’s link to Carl Calleman’s article about the triple 9’s has done for me. I’ve been living with the astrological archetypal Chiron dilemma of being an Immortal who is mortally wounded and I’ve been struggling with how I— in this life and new Age—am going to solve this uncomfortable, painful, and wildly frustrating situation. As you read Carl Calleman’s 999 article below, see if and how this archetypal Chiron dilemma is possibly manifesting in your life/body/consciousness etc. Then see how deeply it is an archetypal situation all of humanity is currently having to deal with as well.

Thank you once again Vanessa for being impulsed to email me this important information by Calleman. To read it please click on the first link below.

Denise

http://www.calleman.com/content/articles/999_and_the_mayan_calendar.htm

http://www.calleman.com/

Those Miserable Karmic People

                                     (Artist unknown)

Thank you Beth/Balsamicmoon for suggesting this topic. I appreciate when people do this as it helps me focus on specific things important to them at the time.   

We’ve all experienced this at least once in our lives. I’ve experienced it many times with many people throughout my life. It is that thing where suddenly you’re having to deal with and/or interact with a stranger who you immediately and intensely HATE. Of course they usually aren’t too fond of you either, but your profound repulsion and hatred of this stranger is beyond anything you’ve felt in your life, and it has you scratching your head in-between thoughts of assault or murder! These situations where so much deep and intense emotion boils over immediately—with a stranger—are usually past life situations. I’m going to refrain from using the word karma or karmic only because it has, in my opinion, been horribly distorted and misunderstood by so many people. Karma does not mean “bad” or “guilty” or “indebted”, it simply means something is as yet unresolved within you. Don’t worry about the other guy—this situation is for you.  It’s a gift from your Higher Self who wants you to use it so you can become truly integrated and free.

But because we don’t usually want to feel the hate and rage, deal with the anger and frustrations, our first thought is to flee the scene or to shut it all down and to not feel. To run away, to hide, to do everything we can to NOT feel or deal with that we’re feeling because it is soooo nasty and dark. Because I’ve repeatedly and thoroughly wallowed in Nasty and Dark in this life, I’ve learned a thing or two about how this spiritual lesson works. (Much of this is in my new book that is coming soon now…I promise.) What I have learned is that when repulsion comes knocking at your door—in whatever form it decided to use this time around—and it doesn’t really matter if it is or isn’t connected to one or more of your “past” lives, it is there screaming in your face and throwing turds at you to force YOU to deal with something within yourself. I know, I know. It seems like the situation is all about the shit-slinging monster or evil demented human making your sweet life a fucking nightmare all the sudden. You’ve got to discern this one for all you’re worth, and that’s not easy while under such intense fear/anger/hatred/attacks etc., but you’ve got to do it nonetheless. Get your butt back into the calm eye of the storm as quickly as you can and do your internal investigations from there.

Every monster/evil demented human whose ever appeared in my life, were there as great and almost sacred teachers for ME. They were and are Initiations. They were there to force me to look within myself for the answers and not only at their obnoxious and repulsive selves. I’ve learned that when something, someone, or a group of someones suddenly are triggering multiple lower emotions within you for whatever the reason/reasons, then use that energy to transmute things within yourself. Turn your focus away from the monster/evil demented human, and to yourself instead and do honest internal investigating. Why do you feel the way you do? Why do you hate them? Why does he/she get under your skin so easily? Why do you want to cause them pain? Why do you feel weak or defenseless against them? Why does he/she have all the power when he/she is a total asshole? These are your tools to get free of them and to simply get free. Don’t focus so on them as the triggers. Focus on how they make you feel and honestly figure out why and what needs to be changed within you now. You see, this is Source manifesting a riddle before you so that you can do some more inner housecleaning and resolve some more polarity within yourself. Never forget that the monsters are gifts pushing you to get free.

Denise

Discernment Time Again

 Without naming any names—I need to say that since the triple 9’s of September 9, 2009, some things have changed, and changed rather quickly from my current perspective.  This is about my needing to say that we have once again reached a new level, a new phase, within this ongoing ascension/dimensional shifting process and because of that, we ALL need to read spiritual/ascension related/transitional materials with a new higher level of discernment. With a new higher level of discernment.  At this late date within this evolutionary Process, you and I should easily be able to sense—in our hearts and guts—when something someone writes for us ascension folks, feels a bit off or a bit distorted.

What usually makes doing this discerning a bit more difficult is that there’s usually a large portion of truth in said-material, coupled with some distortions here and there. In other words, it’s not total bullshit or total delusional crap. It would be much easier if it was but it usually has very helpful and accurate, undistorted information in it too. So—discernment and lots of it again now that things have changed because of the 999 separation.

Don’t worry or wonder about who or what material I’m referring to please. The important thing is that you and I and all of us always remember to use our own Higher Tools of discernment and soul knowledge when we read any material that is defining reality for us. Of course this rule applies to me and all I write as well. I expect all of you to do this discerning and running all information through your high heart and ancient soul on your own please. We’ve reached the point now where we’re spiritual adults and should look to inner, higher self first, and other people’s information secondly as a form of validation or confirmation and so on.  You and I have worked damned hard to reach the level of development and consciousness we currently have (today, it’ll be even better soon) and we now need to get much more used to using our own inner sensing devices and discernment tools.  ‘Nuff said.  Happy reading my friends, and pay attention to how wonderful it feels using your inner wisdom to bounce other people’s information off of. 

Denise 

Merkaba Lightbody Spinning

                I’ve been having that inner head spinning sensation that is our Lightbody/Merkaba vibrating, spinning faster as we cast-off more and more density/karma/polarity etc. I’ve felt it many times over the past few years—those two counter rotating energy fields spinning. But the other day I was more aware of things that happened before it, and then while it was happening, and then some of the side effects after I felt it. I’m certainly not saying that this is exactly how this Lightbody/Merkaba spin business works. I’m just sharing what I’ve become more consciously aware of with this particular ascension symptom and ongoing process. Your mileage may vary.

I’d written a few days ago about ascension headaches and how brutal some of them can be, mainly because I went through a series of them during late Sept. and much of this month. After them I had another series of feeling and actually seeing things moving, rotating, and spinning slow enough that I could physically see me/my surroundings  seemingly moving. They weren’t of course, it was just my current perspective. I first felt (and saw) things rotating clockwise in higher in my head. This isn’t painful, and thankfully it doesn’t cause nausea, just a sensation of moving when you aren’t physically. A couple of minutes later I felt (and saw) things rotating a bit lower in my head and visually in a counterclockwise direction. Again, not painful nor did/does this cause nausea—praise the all-powerful Barf Gods! Once I felt and saw the second counter rotating energy field, I instantly smelled a scent that smells like something burning which I think is why so many of us have been smelling smoke and/or burning incense smells during certain shifting phases.

Within about a half-hour of this happening, the mega exhaustion arrived and just laid me out. I’m trying to finished the editing on my book but these recent energies and separations  have repeatedly caused me to have to stop and simply go rest. Necessary, but frustrating at this point. Anyway, shortly after my Merkaba Head Spin I became so deeply exhausted that I stopped working on book editing and had to go lay down and amazingly for me, I fell asleep!!! which is something that has always been hard for me to do during the day. But, when I’m getting blasted with higher frequency energies, solar flares or anything happening with the Sun, or when my body/bodies are evolving again because of them, I become so exhausted that I fall asleep during the day for short periods. It’s like I simply have to get out of my body to rest from all it is going through.

I fell asleep three or four times over the afternoon and felt those good old ascension flu aches and pains, low-grade fever, chills, and deep physical exhaustion.  Even my lungs hurt when I took a deep breath like when you’ve been sick or had a fever.  The only thing that was different about all of this was that I could easily see these symptoms unfolding over the past couple of weeks. I’ve had these symptoms for years now, but it was great consciously catching so many of them unfolding over the days and weeks recently. Oh, and I almost forgot to mention that I also have been having weird and mildly unpleasant dreams recently too, so they obviously are another aspect of this complex ascension/Lightbody process. It helps when we can catch a whole series of these ascension symptoms unfolding like this and be mindful of them.  It’s easier then to really know that this is ongoing and all interconnected and very normal considering the really amazing changes we and our bodies are still going through at this point. Happy Merkaba spinning everyone.

Denise