One Month Into 2012 & We’ve Been Solar Fried!

Did your DNA get sunburned during January 2012? Does your head feel like it’s three times larger than normal…whatever “normal” is at this point? How’s your digestive tract been working, or rather, not working? How’s your Pituitary and other brain glands feeling lately? Do the tops of your eyes feel like they’re being pressed from above by the amplified Light energies in your brain/head? Is your body swollen, retaining fluid and/or bloated? How’s your inner antenna—you’re spine feeling? Sore, stiff, tight? How about your entire head and crown chakra? How about your tailbone, hips, pelvic area? How about your heart? Has your heart suddenly been pounding and having thudding palpitations in your chest lately? How about that nearly constant ringing in your ears and head from your brain, brain glands, and DNA being further evolved now?

When my biological Ascension Process started in February 1999, my body reacted to the 1999 (and later) solar energies with those lovely “Ascension Flu” symptoms; body and bone aches, chills, headache, and the occasional sudden stabbing ice pick-like pains in certain bones for a couple of seconds that literally took your breath away. From the mid-1990s on I’ve been periodically incapacitated by solar energies (solar flares, CMEs etc.) and was forced to rest and/or nap if I could while I had chills, severe body and bone aches and pains, and numerous other ascension symptoms. Over the years these solar triggered ascension symptoms have lessened and become more easily dealt with, not because the energies being transmitted have lessened since 1999 because they’ve steadily increased, but it’s the way they affect our bodies and why that’s changed.

These Cosmic and Galactic Light energies being transmitted to and through our Sun are rapidly evolving us, our bodies and consciousness. As we’re increasingly altered and evolved by these energies over the years, the pain we feel from them, the areas of our bodies, brains, DNA and everything else changes and feels different to us. The ascension symptoms that felt like they’d kill me five, ten, thirteen years ago are today both much less painful or non-existent because I’m carrying more Light and less density within me which means I’m vibrating faster and at a higher level now as we all are. However, with our entry into 2012, these solar transmissions have amplified tremendously so we’re once again dealing with what feels like different and more potent Light energies bombarding us, our bodies, brains and consciousness now. Because of this many people are currently feeling the solar energies in different body-parts; our heads, brains, and brain glands primarily. (Please remember those Stair Steps and that every person is not standing on the same step or level or timeline with this Process and because of this everyone experiences these solar ascension symptoms in slightly different ways and in different body-parts.)

With the start of 2010, the solar Light Energies caused pains and pressure in one area in the left (from the old 3D system of duality–female) side of my head/skull. My entire scalp and skull felt bruised and was sore constantly. The previous and familiar “Ascension Flu” solar symptoms had eased considerably with some of them gone entirely, but in 2010 it was painfully clear they were now focused in my/our heads, brains, and brain glands (Pituitary and Pineal primarily). With the larger solar flares/CME in 2010, 2011, and 2012 my body still experiences chills like when you have a fever, but my head has hurt with tremendous inner pains and pressures (not “headaches”) nearly constantly. Even though this head pain and pressure is constant it increases and diminishes in waves. The head pain is always there but sometimes much more painfully so than at other minutes, hours, days and nights.

Since 2010 I’ve felt these energies more in my spine, the left side of my head, and my Crown and Brow chakras. With the start of 2011, these solar transmissions caused my entire head, skull, eyes, jaw and into my sinuses to hurt and feel bruised and sore constantly. There were many months in 2011 when the pain was focused primarily on the right (from the old 3D system of duality–male) side of my head. Eventually the head pain and pressure was everywhere and would move from the whole head to an area on the right side, then back to the left side, then to the back of my head and neck, then to the top, then the front and down into the forehead and Brow chakra. I could feel my Pituitary being changed and connected, Rewired, in more complex ways with my Pineal and other brain glands. Literally our two brain halves have been Rewired to function as a (from the new 5D system of polarity integration and resolution) unified organ. Along with that our Pineal and Pituitary glands are being Rewired, connected, evolved into far more complex unified systems that can perceive much, much more.

With the start of 2012, it’s felt like we’ve lived six months worth of life in only the month of January! This is a clue as to how fast the rest of this year is going to unfold. The solar transmissions have shifted into final year mode and are quickly integrating and transforming our heads/brains/brain glands like never before. In late 2011 and all of January 2012 I’m feeling the energies in the tailbone and hips area too. It seems we’re feeling these energies at both the top and bottom—the head and base areas primarily with the occasional heart expanding palpitations and poundings as it becomes our new ascended base of operations. It’s going to be like this throughout 2012 so rest when you need to and don’t try to push yourself during these tremendous blasts and waves of higher dimensional energies altering us. I’ve tried pushing through the head pains and pressures to work and/or to write which only cause me to become nauseous and forced me to bed. Lesson learned, now I rest and/or nap when these amplified solar energies are doing what they are and I suggest you do the same.

Here’s a list of some 2012 ascension solar symptoms I’m experiencing and know you are too:

  • severe head and skull pains and pressures—not traditional “headaches”
  • severe eye pains and pressures, blurred vision, sensitivity to light
  • sinus pains, pressures and soreness
  • head pains and pressures radiating down into the temples and side jaw area
  • constant ringing in the ears
  • dizziness, sense of tipping or falling, feeling ungrounded
  • exaggerated sense of smell
  • ultra-sensitive hearing
  • hot flashes, cold flashes
  • vivid weird dreams, psychically dreaming other people’s dreams (collective)
  • sore, bruised, tender scalp
  • hair loss and/or thinning hair
  • Crown chakra – top of head pains and pressures
  • Brow chakra – forehead pains and pressures
  • pain and stiffness in spine
  • body and legs/feet swelling and/or fluid retention
  • pain in tailbone and hip area
  • heart palpitations, heart pounding while at rest
  • easily becoming breathless or winded
  • exhaustion
  • feeling like you only have an 1/8th of a tank of fuel (energy) in you & once it’s gone you’re exhausted again
  • seeing brilliant white light or light flares emanating from around your head and/or upper body
  • seeing brilliant colored lights or balls of colored light
  • increasing knowing over linear thinking
  • perception of linear time further disintegrating into increasing spherical “NOW” consciousness
  • growing happiness, joy, confidence, peace

Denise

January 29, 2012

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127 thoughts on “One Month Into 2012 & We’ve Been Solar Fried!

    • “Well…it is all true. But….I REALLY like the last one. :)

      ME TOO Julie, me too! And it’s about time huh? :D

      Hugs,
      Denise

  1. I have been following your writings for sometime now and believe in what you say. I have experienced these same ascension symptoms. But my “thing” is this, I now have a third brain tumor since 2007. An uncommon form of central nervous system lymphoma. Could it be that the shifting DNA ascension process has “went wrong” and caused my cells to become cancerous? Just a sort of theory I have and was wondering your thoughts.

    • “I have been following your writings for sometime now and believe in what you say. I have experienced these same ascension symptoms. But my “thing” is this, I now have a third brain tumor since 2007. An uncommon form of central nervous system lymphoma. Could it be that the shifting DNA ascension process has “went wrong” and caused my cells to become cancerous? Just a sort of theory I have and was wondering your thoughts.”

      Jodi,

      First of all, I’m sorry you’re having to go through such severe body issues. I cannot imagine…

      Do you read Barbara Marciniak? Are you familiar with her sister who runs the Pleiadian TIMES newsletter and probably much more of their business that I’m not aware of? I bring this up because she, Barbara’s sister, also had a brain tumor a few years ago and had surgery for it. My point is that I get the sense this issue is primarily two-fold. 1) The toxicity of our environment is showing up in more and more people’s brains as these sorts of things, tumors and 2) it’s also showing up in more and more people’s heads as mental and/or emotional illness, imbalances, mind diseases such as Dementia, Alzheimer, and all of those other fairly new mind/mental “disorders” like ADD, OCD, Bi-Polar disorder etc.

      Aquarius (the sign and Age) is an AIR sign and all three of the AIR signs (Gemini, Libra, Aquarius) rules the mind, thinking, consciousness — and Aquarius specifically the higher mind, higher consciousness. As humanity transitions out of the Piscean Age (which rules chemicals, petrochemicals, oil, plastics, drugs, alcohol etc.) and enters Aquarius, this cusp transition is showing plenty of past Piscean Age physical toxins and/or non-physical, etheric Emotional and Mental Body “toxic” disorders like mental/emotional illness or other disorders in growing numbers of people.

      I can’t say why this has happened to you now as it’s a matter between your Higher Self and you. What I do want to say is that many people (not all of course) now diagnosed with “Bi-Polar” and other such mind/mental “disorders” do not –in my opinion–have exactly what the medical professionals believe or perceive they have. I think all of humanity with their two brain-halves has been, is bi-polar is some ways. What I’m trying to say is that many of these illnesses and disorders of the brain and mind are manifestations of the profound general physical and non-physical imbalances and toxicity in the so-called “modern world”.

      I can’t say too much because I don’t know you or your history etc. I do wonder what your Sun sign and Rising sign are if you’re willing to share them publicly…if not I certainly understand. Going back to the astrology of this, Uranus which is the ruler of Aquarius has been in Pisces since March 2003. Uranus entered Aries (which rules the head, face, brain, skull) in March 2011. And, Neptune which is the ruler of Pisces (and those chemicals, drugs, toxins etc.) has been in Aquarius since Feb. 1998. Neptune enters the sign of Pisces on Feb. 3, 2012! Do you see the connections between these energies in each others signs for the past seven years with Uranus and fourteen years with Neptune.

      I don’t believe that the Ascension Process “went wrong” in any way and that’s why you have this difficulty now. I do believe it’s related to everything that’s going on now energetically and it may, I repeat MAY have something to do with some karmic something and that’s not a “bad” thing at all, or maybe some family genetic problem that you’ve chosen to manifest physically so you could transmute it and therefore end it in your family bloodline. It could be any number of reasons really and none of them are “bad” or “wrong” or “evil” etc. I don’t know exactly what to say to you as this is so personal and important. I would remind you to never forget that just because the medical “professionals” call things what they do, that that doesn’t mean they have the whole picture or that they understand what’s going on at deeper levels with deeper energies etc. Let them do what they’re great at doing and you do what you’re great at doing and insist that your Higher Self and Ascension Assistants help you to better understand the what’s and whys of this if needed.

      Hugs of strength and love,
      Denise

  2. The last week has been one of my worst in ages, I assume it may be something to do with the sun activity? I am sensitive, & an empath, but no where as psychic as denise, so I cannot say what is my so called normal health issues that have been with a long time, partly due to being an unmanaged empath, or ascension, however , I would say I am not enjoying it much:

  3. I can certainly relate to all that you have listed, however for the last year or more most of my pain and discomfort has been in the digestive tract in one way or another – from acid reflux to a gallstone that I used homeopathic remedies to resolve in addition to releasing the energies that were associated with what was underneath this physical issue. I’ve pretty much experienced all the things you listed at one time or another since I began my awakening back in the 80′s – most particularly though in the last few years in experiencing what I call ‘residue’ from all the released stuff over the years – core issues – issues from past lives that I brought with me to resolve in this one so I could finally ascend. And, boy has 2011 and this month of January been intense in terms of the incoming energies and walking away from the old world paradigm and 3d duality – not to mention the accelerated time line – converging of multiple timelines – integration of the Light Body with our 5 body systems – rewiring – the plugging in of more strands of DNA – and working with the higher chakra’s as they open and integrate into our systems as we are returned to full consciousness and awareness of who we truly are. Thank you for your post. It was well stated. Blessings,
    Betty :))

  4. Thank goodness I can read this and it validates the super highway of energy I feel has been pumping into me this month. I feel as if I have lived half a lifetime in a month and to be honest I am exhausted. I’d love any comments or feedback on how best to ensure this constant stream of energy doesn’t negatively effect my relationships with people around me or are not experiencing it in the same way. I am finding that the energy is so strong that it is coursing out of me and people are backing away almost literally. Its far stronger than I know how to control at the moment. Look forward to your thoughts.
    Irene

    • “Thank goodness I can read this and it validates the super highway of energy I feel has been pumping into me this month. I feel as if I have lived half a lifetime in a month and to be honest I am exhausted. I’d love any comments or feedback on how best to ensure this constant stream of energy doesn’t negatively effect my relationships with people around me or are not experiencing it in the same way. I am finding that the energy is so strong that it is coursing out of me and people are backing away almost literally. Its far stronger than I know how to control at the moment. Look forward to your thoughts.
      Irene”

      Irene,

      I’ve energetically repelled certain lower frequency people too over the years. It is what it is and our relationships adapt to us changing, or we’re forced to be alone, or find new relationships that are a closer frequency match to where we’re vibrating at the moment. For the most part we’re alone because like-frequency people can’t yet cluster together physically, even though it what we’d all love to have happen. Soon however. :) And don’t forget that by you radiating the Light Energies flowing through you and your body, that you (and all of us doing this) are literally flooding the space around us, and all people in those spaces, with this higher frequency Light Energy and that is very, very important for them. Many of us only need to “shine our Light” (embody, radiate) to affect and alter other people, consciousness and the world.

      Denise

  5. Thank you, Denise. All that you said rings true. I am familiar with Barbara Marciniak and her sister, having read all of her books. The astrology of which you explained rings very true to me as well. I am a Gemini with Capricorn Rising, Cancer Moon. I have felt very strong connections to clearing my bloodline of karma, feeling a very strong sense of survival in order to fulfill a purpose of which I have not yet identified. Thank you for helping me put things into perspective. Namaste <3

    • “I am a Gemini with Capricorn Rising, Cancer Moon…”

      Jodi,

      Gemini Sun is AIR as I’m sure you already know. Depending upon the degree of Capricorn ASC., you’ve probably got/had transiting Pluto in your 12th and/or 1st house…which is major and no doubt some of what’s behind your health issues. And of course that Cancer Moon is being opposed by transiting Pluto. It sounds like you’re familiar with Natal Astrology so I’d suggest you go over your chart and transits very carefully to see what’s going on.

      Be well, be strong, be wise, and let go of whatever it is that you may need to now. Pluto demands it. ;)
      Hugs,
      Denise

    • “Is it just me or did you forget the tears…the tears…..”

      Dancing Light,

      Funny because I’d included the “tears” in my list of symptoms and then removed it because we’ve been crying off and on for decades with all this! But, yes, every time the heart is going through palpitations or anything, the tears flow for a while too. The two things just go together. ♥

      Denise

  6. I too had many of these symptoms since the 80′s. I have spent all of my time learning, reading and and adjusting to the new beliefs I now have about just about everything in my life. I truly have grown spiritually and have learned to treat my body better than I had prior to my awakening. What comes to me often-This too shall pass. And guess what it does.

  7. Ahh… all of it fits, again, of course. My spine’s been like I had swallowed an iron rod. Some days I’m so exhausted just breathing is too much of an effort. Really, I breathe out and then will have to muster all of my remaining energy to draw in another breath again. And I think how wonderful it would be just to never have to breathe in again. My heart goes out to everyone here, battling their own personal ascension related issues… Here and there I glimpse the joy, but at this particular moment, things for me are somewhat nauseous, bloated and -very unlike me usually- depressed (!)

    My little 7-year old is having her own struggles, and at the end of one of those days last week, she blurted out in true exasperation, “I never even wanted to come here!!!” I don’t know how well that aged kids are supposed to comprehend the concept of TIME, but this one has never grasped it, ever, at all. Still, at the age of 7, when I talk about something happening “next week”, she again asks, “What is a ‘week’?” No matter how many times I explain it all… When I look at her, it puts my own suffering into context: at least I’m USED TO being here now, having struggled through it for all these years, I know the ropes by now. Since age 4, she’s been obsessed about ancient Egypt, and I intuite she hasn’t been here much in between, so many things she doesn’t “get”. And she’s desperate to fly, because she knows she can, but just can’t. Apparently she’s currently trying to manifest wings to grow on her back, so she could fly. For her sake, even more than my own, I hope this world fills with Light & New as fast as possible…

    The one joy for me is, that really often these days I feel like I’m just visiting here now (?!) I don’t remember much about where I go and what I do at night when asleep, but intuitively feeling, it’s like I spent time in some place where I belong to more than here in my daily routine. I feel that when I wake up in the morning, I’ve come here for a visit, and can leave again when I go to bed at night. It’s a peculiar feeling, but it gives me a lot of relief.

    Hearty blessings to all, and a Huge Thanks to Denise for still writing and being here for us even amidst being hammered by this year’s ramped up energies!

  8. Hi Denise,

    My name is Kenwah, and I am from Guyana, South America. I am sure you heard of Guyana before. I purchased your two books this months, and ‘A Lightworker’s Mission: the Journey Through Polarity Resolution’ arrived first on the Jan 25th and I am already at page 280. The other on its way: The Temple of Master Hotei: A Unique Past Life Memory. I was drawn to your books last month while in search of understand my purpose, that I had to purchased them. I want to purchase more books to help me with my purpose too, and I noticed your book has mentioned two useful books too about the Pleiades, I hope I get to buy those too.

    In search of many sites including yours was due to the fact that I felt lonely, and thought there may not be others like me in Guyana, but there must others in the world I can relate, and connect to.

    I admire your work very much and I glad I have found your site, since late last year actually. Last year strangely was like a wake up call for me…

    It was amazing too that my birth Guyana country is mentioned in your book.

    Thank you so much!

    • Kenwah Cho Quan Yi,

      Welcome to TRANSITIONS, and thank you for buying both of my books, I think you’ll enjoy them both. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  9. Thank you for your post! As someone else had commented, I too am highly sensitive and empathic and have always felt things on a deep level. I have all of the ascension symptoms as well. Has anyone also noted a burning tongue as well? I may have to visit a dentist but was wondering if the heat is also felt in the mouth.

    Thank you,
    Gabriella

  10. Thank you for making me feel like I’m not falling apart for no apparent reason, Denise :) I’ve also been having serious eczema flare-ups and sometimes (this will sound really weird) I feel as though my hair hurts! But I’d like to believe that they are also tied in with the recent amped-up energies flooding Mother Earth. Thanks again. Blessings.

  11. Denise, thanks for another good article that explains exactly what I’ve been experiencing lately! Everyone else, thanks for your shares. They are very validating for me. This month I’ve been experiencing severe digestive symptoms that seemed to appear from nowhere. They have been different from my detox symptoms, and I had no explanation for them since I haven’t changed my diet or anything else related to my digestive system. Your article also explains why my sleep has been so unpredictable and why I’ve been having so many long, vivid dreams at odd times.

    My work schedule has been very slow the last three weeks, and I felt frustrated by this. Part of me wanted to line up more survival gigs, but I realize that this is just my father’s negative programming from the past. My guides have been telling me that this is a time to rest a lot, focus on my health and Ascension Process, do volunteer work for causes that are important to me, and transition to my new career as a private detective. I’ve been having a challenging time accepting this due to financial concerns. Despite the latter, Source has been providing me with enough money for everything I need, often from unexpected sources (pun not intended).

    Tom

  12. Suffering most of the symtoms but keep moving, tonight the legs won’t go.
    Just forwarded this site to many people, telling them Denise has kept me sane as I make my way, at times in the darkness (getting lighter though :)

    One more thing the work I am doing in dream states and altered states, is getting deeper and deeper. Sometimes I think this is causing part of the pain. Muscles, bones cells..
    Especially when you come in awake and aware and your family shuns you for being who you are. In present time it is happing again…time to move on.Or drag myself on…:)

    Blessing, Support and Love to all,
    Cheri

  13. Hello, Denise and all,

    And welcome to all the new people here! Our numbers seem to be growing.
    Like pretty much everyone here, January has been very intense for me. The symptoms aren’t as intense as before or as long, but my back and hips have been having a tougher time than usual as well as my head. I’ve had a lot of trouble with my eyes in the morning– focusing is difficult for awhile and they water forever! Sometimes when I’m trying to read, my eyes kind of continually jump back to the left a bit, which makes it hard to concentrate and to read for any length of time. I’m glad you mentioned the exaggerated sense of smell, because I’ve had this since the early 2000s and it’s crazy how far away I can smell things. Usually other people around me can’t smell them as quickly or at all. Oh, another newish symptom is acid reflux– I’ve been having it a lot lately, but I’ve heard it’s about the heart opening, so I don’t worry about it, uncomfortable as it is. Like many of us here, I’m an empath and I’m picking up on people much more quickly these days.
    Like someone else mentioned, I had some depression over the last month or so, which also isn’t usual for me, but I’ve come out of it nicely and am feeling bits of peace and joy. My energy also seems to be increasing slightly. I’m not energetic by any means, but am getting my house in order and keeping my kitchen clean!
    I’ve also been seeing the waviness in the air for close to a year now.
    I think I’ve been seeing ascension symptoms in my sister and niece. My sister has ADHD, but is too scattered and into medical diagnoses and enabling sickness to really get out of it now, but it is one of these head or mental aspects. My niece had a concussion recently that seems to have triggered a bout of headaches, she’s had a lot of weight gain, depression, quit her job, spends a lot of time alone and so many of the same things we are doing. I am very slowly letting them know that it might be something else in addition to the concussion. With my family being as deconstructed as it has been, this is very encouraging!

    Love and hugs to all!
    Cat

  14. Hi Denise!

    I certainly share most of the symptoms, tears too. Lately they’ve been running for joy and happiness, fortunately. Like reading these comments I had to cry a little when I thought about millie’s daughter and the wisdom millie treats the little girl with! I am so happy for you child to have you as a parent, millie!

    Jodi’s question and your answer to her (esp. the thing about cleaning the family bloodline) reminded me of Anita Moorjani’s story. She was so ill that she actually died but she came back and recovered because of what she understood about herself and life in general during the time she was dead. She shares her story and insight publicly and a compact presentation of all what she experienced and learned is in an interview you could find for instance here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjLouLHH-_I

    Love & Light,
    - Aya

  15. OMG Denise, you described my symptoms perfectly. I thought my head was going to explode and my heart was going to pound out of my chest! And I had the “feeling” that my DNA was being evolved. Eventually, I tried to relax and just let the energy move through me, rolling me into whatever new evolutionary experience my soul has in mind for me. That seemed to help too. Sometimes I wonder if some of the symptoms are caused by our resistance to the energy. But when you don’t realize it’s the energy, it just seems like your body is going haywire, so it can take a while to catch on to what is really going on. Thanks for all your insights.

  16. DEar Denise I’ve read with interest and relief your postings and the comments left by other people. I too have felt a lot of these symptoms you describe since 1999 / 2000. Briefly, I got glandular fever during 2000, never fully recovered, have flare-ups at least 2 to 3 times a year now, my glands in my neck and throat pain and tingle almost constantly, I’ve been running a low grade fever for weeks now, water rention and the pain across the lower back along with head pain and neck pain! I also noticed that my animals have been avoiding me – unless they themselves feel off-colour in which case they sit on me and ‘suck up’ my energy – (or so it feels).
    I have become withdrawn though, is this normal? I don’t have much to say lately though my thought processes are alive and well, it just won’t pass the lips!
    I have also had very vivid dreams of meeting people, strangers’ who say they’ve been aware of me (‘aware of your vibes’ as one put it) and have been waiting for me to arrive (all this in a deam). I’ve also had an dream experience with a surgical team of doctors/nurses dressed in green scrubs trying to insert a long cold metal rod into my nostril – i woke up still feeling the sensation, but having pushed them away from me i don’t know what this was about. There are many more experiences, with an other wordly feel and there is no one i can relate this to without being thought of as having lost my marble or my grip on reality.
    Your take on this would be appreciated.
    Thanks, Astrid, Cape Town, Soith Africa

  17. Dear Denise thanks for your latest post. It certainly validates most of the symptoms I have been experiencing like shortness of breath and heart palpitations. A general sense of weakness.

    I have had 3 dreams over the last few days about time running out. The strange thing is my husband had a similar dream.

    I dreampt that i was in a shop and food was being prepared with a mantra and then when being packed to take away the shop assistant disappeared and I was left standing there alone in the shop. I was waiting, and waiting but she never reappeared and I was thinking I will miss the bus.

    Another dream I was on holiday and was sent out by the hotel manager to look for my daughter as the dinner service was nearly over and we still hadn’t eaten. Again time was running out to eat. My husband’s dream was similar beach, food and time running out to get there. Strange”’

    • “I have had 3 dreams over the last few days about time running out. The strange thing is my husband had a similar dream.

      I dreampt that i was in a shop and food was being prepared with a mantra and then when being packed to take away the shop assistant disappeared and I was left standing there alone in the shop. I was waiting, and waiting but she never reappeared and I was thinking I will miss the bus.

      Another dream I was on holiday and was sent out by the hotel manager to look for my daughter as the dinner service was nearly over and we still hadn’t eaten. Again time was running out to eat. My husband’s dream was similar beach, food and time running out to get there. Strange”’”

      maureen,

      Your dreams make a lot of sense to me in that I think they’re telling you and your husband that “time” actually is “running out”. ;) The end of 2012 is the end of the old lower ways and world that we incarnated into. And about the food thing in your dreams. I think they might be telling you that the need to eat food like we have in the old lower 3D world is also ending. I know many of us will be able to easily and comfortable exist on ingesting Light and being in our High Hearts. Light energy is and can be a food source for more and more evolving/ascending people. We’ll still be able to eat small amounts of physical food, but this will be supplemented with our ability to use Light and Love too as “food” or nourishment.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  18. Denise,
    I feel just about everything you listed, especally the head area..although its rough, I am so enjoying the realization that I am moving on..thank you. :)
    Tanja.

  19. thanks denise – most of the above list applies to me at the moment – plus coughing from the sinus related thing, – and i am finding the last 5 weeks the hardest since i started all this about 13 years ago – am getting cabin fever from not going out and longing for some sun and light – the weather here in england has been very grey and dreary and it gets dark so early!! any ideas when this might abate a bit or is this going on throughout 2012 – the plus side of it is i am getting so hot i seem to be heating the house – and i am seeing a lot more energy now in different forms – this all more or less stopped when i started the ascension process so its one amazing positive – but i could REALLY do with a break from the rest of it – its so exhausting –
    think i’ve been saying that for the past 12 years off and on !!!
    i just stopped to thin k how much i have changed in every way since i started this and i cant recognise the me 13 years ago to the me now – for all my moaning about how hard its been i realise how blessed i have been to have got to this point with so much understanding of it all and still sane!! its been amazing!!
    susie

  20. Thank you so much for this information. I have been feeling swelling and pressure in my forehead like there is a huge weight on my eyelids. I couldn’t figure out what’s going on because I don’t feel sick in the sense of a cold but something that doesn’t pass. I identify with so many of the words written here and have found them so helpful. It is so encouraging and affirming to know that this is part of the re-wiring. May you be blessed in your writing and continue to share with us and guide us. Infinite gratitude <3

  21. I noticed recently how many people have fallen away from my life in the last few years. They are often good and kind people. But we simply don’t resonate any more. We are on different levels. Smalltalk is a waste of energy, I simply don’t have any motive whatsoever to engage in anything that doesn’t concern something that I resonate with. And I also discovered how many people that I had prejudices against before (seeing tham as superficial) are actually highly spiritual. The relationships that do not resonate any more are dissolving quickly, and new connections that have meaning and resonate are appearing at the same time.

  22. Denise oops all the dreams involved exotic locations. Is my higher self trying to tell me something???
    As I type this message my eyes feel on stalks the pressure in them is horrendous. I am having trouble focussing. Yes your list of things really resonates. Maureen

  23. Hi Denise, meee toooo on the head pressure until I learned to go up (my attention) into my
    crown chakra and just ‘relax and allow’ / BE, as my energy feeling. As I understand it we are LOVE and when we actualize release/relaxation the energy beams outward (sharing itself with like kind) and our head nolonger feels a pressure sensation

  24. As always your blog is 100% correct Denise! With heartfelt thanks while my blurred vision, photo-sensitive and extraordinary blinking eyes are on the ascenscion menu and have been for some months – plus regular imsommia. But that’s nothing compared to Earth’s pains. So bless all life forms, in truth, light and love, we are all one.

  25. Denise,
    Hello and thank-you again for another enlightening article!!! I so look forward to them and to the comments because it is so lonely and isolating for me too and this is one of the few ways I can feel connected to anything.

    I would like to know why you said that “we are alone because like-frequency people can’t yet cluster together physically.” Please explain this to me/us. I have the sense for a long time now that this statement is true yet I don’t know why. It would seem ‘logical’ that the more of us together would accomplish parts of the ascension process alot faster and we would not feel so lonely during these interesting times.

    For the longest time, the people around me just treated me as ‘different ‘when I would try to explain what is going on in the world and this is at their request for information but now I do see that by ‘flooding the space around me with light energy’ –that is was very helpful to them. I didn’t see it until I read the post you wrote to Irene and it does make sense. I know me/us are lifting up the planet and I do not mind being alone in my ascension process, I have learned so much over the years since it began and really most days I cannot even put any of this into words that would make sense, cause I just ‘feel’ it. I feel like Millie–just kinda visiting here.

    One more question on being separated, since we are creating a new way in our new bodies for the 1st time, how are we to get together and create this new Earth and agree upon anything if we are not in contact with eachother? Please bear with me I cannot write my thoughts into a coherent statement. Here is what I feel: I cannot see anything in the future, no direction–nothing. It is void. This is unusual for me, yet, at the same time it is not scary. The indications I do get are that all will be revealed when the ‘time’ is right. do you have any thoughts on this?? I guess to sum it up I feel lonely and I do not even have a path to find/follow or create in hopes of bringing enthusiam for ‘living’ into my life. Does any of this make sense?
    Thank you so much for listening, I would appreciate any words of encouragement, Peace*Love & Whilte Light, Valerie

    • “I would like to know why you said that “we are alone because like-frequency people can’t yet cluster together physically.” Please explain this to me/us. I have the sense for a long time now that this statement is true yet I don’t know why. It would seem ‘logical’ that the more of us together would accomplish parts of the ascension process alot faster and we would not feel so lonely during these interesting times…

      One more question on being separated, since we are creating a new way in our new bodies for the 1st time, how are we to get together and create this new Earth and agree upon anything if we are not in contact with each other?”

      Valerie,

      To your first question, please see my Comment reply to Anna because she asked me the same question.

      To your second question, many of us ARE and always have been in contact with each other. :) Not many Ascension Teachers (that I’m aware of that is) have publicly talked about this, and for specific reasons, but it’s okay to publicly talk about now.

      Most all of the Ascension Teachers who vibrate at or near the same frequency rate in themselves are all able to sense, feel, perceive, hear, and even see the other ones psychically, clairvoyantly etc. When needed we Teachers along with other Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers incarnate people — gather together at a higher dimension and have meetings — usually with other non-physical Starbeings and Other Beings — to discuss ascension related things, exchange information, share ideas, make suggestions and so on. It’s like a higher dimensional Board Meeting with many of the incarnate Ascension Teachers and others in combination with other higher frequency, non-physical Beings who help us. It’s always been like this, it’s just that most don’t consciously remember these Inner Plane meetings or they haven’t talked about any of this publicly. I feel it’s time for more of this level of Ascension related material to be known by more people living the Process now that we’re in 2012.

      When a group of people (like the Ascension Teachers) are all vibrating at or very close to the same level and rate, they all are receiving the SAME HIGHER LEVEL INFORMATION AT THE SAME TIME and this is why it often sounds like we’re all saying the same thing at the same time…just in our own unique ways. We haven’t stolen others material, we all just perceive it at the same time and usually write about it at or near the same time too.

      The New ascended 5D Earth already exists and is waiting for all of us. And, as more and more people’s consciousness quickly evolves via the 2012 onslaught of cosmic/galactic/solar/astrological Light Energies, increasing numbers of people’s frequency rate will rise or increase which automatically puts them in the same or near to the same higher frequency range as those of us who are already there. You see, this is all about different levels of frequency/consciousness. As more and more people’s frequency/consciousness increases, they’ll naturally find themselves within this new and higher range, Earth, reality etc.

      And to your third question about not being able to see (clairvoyantly) the future and it being “void” etc. The reason for this is, just like with our not being able to move because it’s not time yet, most people are not being allowed to clairvoyantly see or feel or sense what the near future holds because their consciousness still hold too much of the old 3D world and reality stuff or beliefs. We need to evolve a bit more first so that we don’t just recreate the old lower and familiar 3D crap in the new ascended 5D Earth world. Can’t and won’t happen and this is one way this is making sure of it! We’re not quite ready yet to think WAY FAR outside the old 3D box. Soon too however. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  26. Thank you so much for this post. I’m actually walking with a limp because my hip and upper legs are so painful and achy right now.
    Something I’d like to ask (and I apologize if you have already addressed this) is why isn’t my son who is skeptical about ascension, and other people like him, not appearing to experience any of these symptoms? I don’t understand it…

    Blessings,
    Wendy

    • “Thank you so much for this post. I’m actually walking with a limp because my hip and upper legs are so painful and achy right now.
      Something I’d like to ask (and I apologize if you have already addressed this) is why isn’t my son who is skeptical about ascension, and other people like him, not appearing to experience any of these symptoms? I don’t understand it…

      Blessings,
      Wendy”

      Wendy,

      The “skeptics” and other people who simply are not consciously able yet to perceive this are still functioning at a much lower frequency (and consciousness) rate. When the external world around them changes to a degree that’s meaningful to them…then they’ll start having to face the fact that “reality” and life as they’ve known it is indeed changing and quickly. Stair steps remember? :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  27. Hello Denise (and everyone), thank you for this article, it is so helpful to know… that… this is what it is and it’s exactly what it’s supposed to be… I agree, it’s been a heavy time during the latest month(s). Sometimes finding it hard to keep the faith in this process – but always finding it again (often with the help of your articles :-*!) – somewhere, somehow. Finding the way back into the knowing of the heart.

    I wanted to ask you about this, that you wrote in an above comment:

    “For the most part we’re alone because like-frequency people can’t yet cluster together physically, even though it what we’d all love to have happen. Soon however.”

    It really caught my attention! Made me very excited! Wanting to know more :). I feel that I have met a few persons this last year that are VERY close to my soul in vibration, and I have such a strong feeling that we’re meant to group together and get things done together and also, just love eachother, share the joy and happiness and really be custodians of this Earth! But I’ve wondered when it’s supposed to happen – if at all (hm…). So I was wondering about what you wrote, and wanted to ask you if there is more information you would like to share about this – or if that will need to wait for different reasons… (?)

    Much love to you, and much gratitude for the work you do…. and much love to everyone writing and reading here :)!

    //Anna

    • “I wanted to ask you about this, that you wrote in an above comment:

      “For the most part we’re alone because like-frequency people can’t yet cluster together physically, even though it what we’d all love to have happen. Soon however.”

      It really caught my attention! Made me very excited! Wanting to know more :) . I feel that I have met a few persons this last year that are VERY close to my soul in vibration, and I have such a strong feeling that we’re meant to group together and get things done together and also, just love eachother, share the joy and happiness and really be custodians of this Earth! But I’ve wondered when it’s supposed to happen – if at all (hm…). So I was wondering about what you wrote, and wanted to ask you if there is more information you would like to share about this – or if that will need to wait for different reasons… (?)”

      Anna,

      Since the Ascension Process began, (1987-2012) the Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers were needed to physically reside in specific countries, states, cities, towns etc. The reasons for this had to do with our individual energetic abilities; Gridworkers, Transmutors of past negative residual etheric/emotional energies created by other people like murders, rapes etc., in both the space or area and also in the ground or land itself. Some of us (myself included) this type of space and land transmuting for a decade to not only clear the space/land but to also prevent much more intense “Earth Changes” such as earthquakes, floods, fires, storms etc. Example: I’ve been stuck here in SoCal forever because I, and many others like me, were needed to live in southern California to transmute and stabilize this whole area from major earthquakes that were going to happen IF the energies here were not transmuted and released. They were and those potential quakes didn’t happen because they didn’t need to energetically.

      Other Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers had to move multiple times since 1987 because they were needed to do energetic work at different places across the USA or the UK or in whatever countries they lived in. A lot of people thought or believed that they were needing to move many times over the years because they hadn’t found their “right location or place”, when in many cases it was about them needing to transmute negative residual energies in spaces/land/areas in multiple locations before they could settle down into a more permanent location. So much more has been happening since 1987 than what most people are aware of…yet.

      It’s been because of this Ascension related energy transmuting work that most of us haven’t been able to physically connect with other Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers. We’ve been spread out across the entire planet to do Gridwork, earth/space/land/cities energy clearing, preventing potential Earth Changes, and of course embodying, anchoring, and spreading Light and more Light and more Light out for miles around where we do live. Once this level of energy work has done what it was supposed to do, which it has at this point, then more of us will be able to move to other locations, other states, cities etc. and physically connect with like-others. I sense this will begin very openly as we finish up 2012 and enter 2013. That’s when these “new communities” of people who’ve been living the ascension process will start manifesting finally. A lot of people have tried to create one of these new ascended 5D communities in years past and this is why they didn’t succeed; there was tons of Energy Work that HAD to be done first. ;)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  28. I thought the energies must be potent if I were feeling them! I had two strange experiences within the past week, both which occurred when I rested briefly during the day. During the first, I felt odd sensations–not quite pain–at the surface of my lower abdomen, and then I became aware of something skittering around, although there were no physical sensations accompanying this movement. I wasn’t aware of a presence, so I don’t think it was a spirit seeking to manifest life through me. (Oddly enough, though, my thoughts occasionally have geared toward that direction since I had an awareness or knowing many months ago during a worldwide meditation event that I would have a child IF I managed to ascend. That was the condition; I had to be high enough vibrationally. I didn’t think to protest at the time that I didn’t want children because I sensed child rearing will be much, much different in the “New Earth.”) When I focused more intently, the energy shifted slightly to my gut, or perhaps more specifically, to the sacral chakra. This experience, brief and insignificant as it was, makes sense to me on many different levels. It corresponds to lessons I’m processing now, specifically to fears of intimacy and past attempts to subdue or rigidly control my sexuality.

    Yesterday, I was incapacitated with a headache and symptoms of a panic attack when I became aware of a warm sensation on my right lower thigh, directly above my knee, which spread up my leg and seemed to concentrate around my right ear. I felt as if I was bathing in sunlight; I thought a shaft of light had hit my right leg through an open window, but I had sought the darkest place I could find. The symptoms were purely internal. I am less certain what this experience means, except perhaps I’m undergoing some of the rewiring you’ve described.

    Hugs to everyone here, specifically to Jodi. May we all process what we need to process at this time.

  29. Hi Denise and all,

    Well another spot on article – “Does your head feel like it’s three times larger than normal?” that about sums it up perfectly! I was positive it was really going to just explode over the weekend, but somehow it didn’t. Between that and the pressure on my eyes and sinuses, I’m just kind of going through the motions doing my daily routines. As always it’s nice to know I’m not alone – thanks Denise and everyone for sharing!

  30. Wow, I have had most of the syptoms severely over the last couple weeks. My spine still is very sore, mostly lower and upper along with my neck and head. I now am being treated for a sinusitis, but do not feel the antibiotics are working. My head feels like it is going to explode. My breath is taken away by just talking. So, how do I really know if it is the flu or the ascension process? And is this happening to everyone? The ascension process is a relatively new concept to me. Thank you, I have enjoyed your posts!

  31. Hi Denise,

    I was so glad to read your current blog article. It was a great reminder that I am still going through severe ascension symptoms, especially these ones:

    * severe head and skull pains and pressures—not traditional “headaches”
    * severe eye pains and pressures, blurred vision, sensitivity to light
    * sinus pains, pressures and soreness
    * head pains and pressures radiating down into the temples and side jaw area
    * dizziness, sense of tipping or falling, feeling ungrounded

    The pressure in my head feels like a PRESSURE-COOKER! It really flared up big-time in the last week (coinciding with the huge Solar flares).

    4 days ago I had an acupuncture session with 6 needles placed in different spots on my head, neck, forehead, base of skull, etc. as well as needles in the liver/spleen area in my back. I experienced such INTENSE pain during that session that I had to call out to the acupuncturist to remove the needles (especially in my back) as the pain was excruciating!

    I have a question, and would really love to hear your opinion: Do you think the intense pain during that acupuncture session could be a RELEASE of karmic patterns or perhaps ages old repressed ANGER? (especially since the head correlates to ARIES in astrology). I’ve been having this intense pressure and pain in the head, neck, eyes and forehead for 2 years now. In the last week it ALL CAME TO A HEAD! … and it’s still happening. What would you recommend? Any treatments? Therapies? Herbs?

    Friends are now making comments like, what’s wrong with me? I feel like locking myself away…….and perhaps that is not a bad idea, since the group formation that you speak of will start to take place in 2013.

    Thanks so much for everything you do. I am a Capricorn Sun/Venus/Mercury, Libra Ascendant, Cancer Moon, and Aries Mars: which equals a Grand Cross in the cardinal signs, being plummeted by Pluto’s necessary force.

    Love and Thanks,
    ………Linda (from Australia)

    • “4 days ago I had an acupuncture session with 6 needles placed in different spots on my head, neck, forehead, base of skull, etc. as well as needles in the liver/spleen area in my back. I experienced such INTENSE pain during that session that I had to call out to the acupuncturist to remove the needles (especially in my back) as the pain was excruciating!

      I have a question, and would really love to hear your opinion: Do you think the intense pain during that acupuncture session could be a RELEASE of karmic patterns or perhaps ages old repressed ANGER? (especially since the head correlates to ARIES in astrology). I’ve been having this intense pressure and pain in the head, neck, eyes and forehead for 2 years now. In the last week it ALL CAME TO A HEAD! … and it’s still happening. What would you recommend? Any treatments? Therapies? Herbs?”

      Linda from Australia,

      “Came to a head!” was great because that’s sure what’s happening to us! :lol:

      Don’t hate the messenger please. I don’t believe that these types of old 3D “healing” treatments are really helping or assisting what the ascension energies (cosmic, galactic, solar etc.) are doing to all of us. I think they did help up to a certain level, but once that frequency range is reached –which it sounds like you’ve reached– I think trying to use old 3D healing modalities, no matter how great, on 5D energies and symptoms not only doesn’t work but will eventually make the pain even worse as you’ve described.

      I know all this is painful believe me, but I think the fastest way through all this is through all this! When my pain gets really bad I’ll take two over-the-counter Tylenol pills, crawl under my Ascension Blankie and rest or nap and just surrender to the energy waves. Hang in there and when it gets really bad ask your Unseen Ascension Assistants to back the dial down a couple of notches! They’ll do it and the pain eases up soon.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  32. Love your post: I felt like giving you a mantra,it is for balancing solar,and lunar energies: Om,Rahm,Rahm-Eye-Ya-SwaHa. Much Love,see you-K

  33. Aya, thank you so much for recommending Anita’s story. Truly amazing and just what I needed at this point in my journey. Beautiful syncronicity :D

  34. Hi Denise and All Here:

    Ditto, ditto, ditto. Thanks everyone for mentioning specific symptoms. Denise’s list and the comments here confirm that I’m in the same boat that’s for sure. My legs shake when I stand up straight for any length of time and I’d fall over except that I make sure I’m near a wall that will catch me. Mornings I feel like my behind is attached to the centre of the Earth, that I’m about 800 pounds, and I have to struggle to get up. Lower back pain is intense, eyes stinging, sinuses draining, coughing, et cetera, et cetera.

    In my personal situation I’ve got a partner who refuses to discuss anything other than the weather and it’s been very difficult dissembling and hiding these symptoms for years now, especially as winter is his slow time and he’s home most of the time. I guess I’m getting tired of hiding out in my own home, but I tried to get away last year and got plunked back here so quickly I realized this is the area in which I am to hold and anchor the light. That’s fine and I’m at peace with all of this and don’t really want to talk to anybody other than All Here anyway and I’m sure not ready to get out and mingle. Love to you All Here and thanks again, Denise, you’re the best. B.

  35. Thank you so much Denise, for your relevant information! You said,

    “It’s been because of this Ascension related energy transmuting work that most of us haven’t been able to physically connect with other Starseeds/Lightworkers/Wayshowers. We’ve been spread out across the entire planet to do Gridwork, earth/space/land/cities energy clearing, preventing potential Earth Changes, and of course embodying, anchoring, and spreading Light and more Light and more Light out for miles around where we do live.”

    Do you think that it is possible to do some of these things without realizing you are doing them? I have lived in three different states in the past 14 years. Two of the moves were quite hard for me, and as an empath, I could feel the negative energy in the area. I always thought I felt it more in the new states because in my hometown, I knew where the “nice energy” places were to go, so I could navigate around better. I wonder if I could have been helping with the energy in my sleep time, or just by being there? (Is it possible to transmute energy without knowing you are doing it?) The worst was when we lived in metro Detroit. (No offense to anyone from that area, there are many wonderful people there,) but just the energy of the area in general was very difficult for me. Especially near the GM Tech Center, which I drove by to get to work. It was like I could feel the negativity from the pollution their cars caused. (I don’t know for sure that was what it was, but that is what I always thought it was when I was there.)

    Regarding the symptoms, do you think kidney stones could be related to ascension? I have had these for the past four years. I thought they were related to detoxing my body. But after losing 40 pounds, and detoxing as much as possible, I still get them. Is it possible that transmuting energy can cause your body to become more acidic? I know stress can do that. I think my stones occur when my body gets too acidic.

    Millie, my daughter would get along great with your daughter. She is almost seven, and sounds very much like your daughter. Sadly, she has such a hard time fitting in. She is so kind, sweet, and loving, but many other kids don’t “get her.” She talks about her rainbow magic. She isn’t concerned with time either, nor money. She is so spiritual and says profound things like going into church on Christmas, I told her she could leave her jacket on since her dress had short sleeves. She said, “Well, we all have a light inside us, Mom, so it will probably be pretty warm in there!” I am so honored to be her mom and to get to be on this journey with her, but I worry about her socially at school because some of the other kids notice that she is different. She is a target for bullies, too. She seems to attract them. She has had two different ones in two years at two different schools. I am just praying that she makes it to ascension with her self esteem intact.

    Thanks for letting me ramble!

    • “Do you think that it is possible to do some of these things without realizing you are doing them? I have lived in three different states in the past 14 years. Two of the moves were quite hard for me, and as an empath, I could feel the negative energy in the area. I always thought I felt it more in the new states because in my hometown, I knew where the “nice energy” places were to go, so I could navigate around better. I wonder if I could have been helping with the energy in my sleep time, or just by being there?”

      Mary,
      Absolutely we do a tremendous amount of energy work and transmuting while asleep and out of our physical bodies and in the dream state. We do this because we can accomplish so much more so much faster than if we did it in the physical dimension while awake. It’s much easier and faster in the non-physical realms so we do a lot of personal and collective and planetary energy work in the non-physical dream state.

      Kidney stones…euw, I passed one years ago and it was excruciating. You have my sympathies! I don’t think the kidney stones themselves are an “ascension symptom”, but they are probably the end result of years or decades worth of being “pissed off” , angry at other people, feelings of vulnerability etc. etc. In other words, the emotional energies connected to whatever feelings you’ve internalized over the years is, it sounds, coming to the surface (trying to pass the stones) and being released/removed. Each of us internalizes our emotional stuff (wounds, fears, anger, hate, guilt etc.) energetically in different inner places/Chakras/physical body organs. When it’s time for this type of old lower frequency stuff to be transmuted, integrated etc. via the Ascension Process, often these types of physical body issues manifest because we are transmuting and clearing these past energies.

      Hugs,
      Denise

  36. I’m still experiencing major digestive symptoms even though I’m taking all the usual supplements to improve my digestion. I’ve noticed strange heart symptoms lately. I tend to get winded and/or sweaty when I’m walking up hills. This is strange because I take long walks on a regular basis, and am in good shape. I’ve had lots of opportunities lately to work survival gigs that would not be good for my health or spiritual growth. Turning them down has not been easy because of my financial concerns and old programming from my father. I’ve been using my free time to do volunteer work for causes that are important to me, and be there for friends and family members who need me a lot right now. Earlier today I learned that the daughter of one of my friends had her house burn to the ground last night. Throughout the day I stayed in touch with them via phone and Facebook, and did all I could to be there for them. This was very satisfying. I would not have been able to do this had I been working a survival gig today, or if I had spent my day trying to line these gigs up. Source has still been taking care of me financially, and is telling me to stay on my current path.

    I’ve resumed doing my rattling and ritual on a regular basis, and that is still making a big difference in my life. The latter has been drawing a lot of synchronicity into my life, and helping me trust Source and my intuition rather than trying to figure everything out myself. A lot of my Facebook friends are still experiencing drastic changes with their health, including major illnesses and miraculous recoveries. Despite all the craziness happening “out there” I’m staying very grounded, centered, and connected to Source.

    Tom

  37. To Iceblue, thank you for your thoughts. It’s been very painful over the last 3 to 4 years as people began going their way and I was going mine.
    Then I woke up one day and I was alone. 3 years ago I was teaching groups, doing my Spiritual work, and very happy or so I thought.
    It definately is the resonse(heart) without that connection there is no way to communicate. I know in time things will be different but having 4 planets in Libra and that being my ascedent it is very lonely.
    I don’t rely on my family anymore, but when my sister said on Thanksgiving, “don’t come
    you weird everyone out with your Spiritual talk”, I knew that connection was coming to an end.
    I have been through so much in the last 3 years, I think I have morfed(sp) into a new being.
    I know I will continue on, it’s just very hard and no one to speak these words too.
    For all of you who have made this journey alone, bless you,
    Cheri

    • “I know in time things will be different but having 4 planets in Libra and that being my ascedent it is very lonely.
      I don’t rely on my family anymore, but when my sister said on Thanksgiving, “don’t come
      you weird everyone out with your Spiritual talk”, I knew that connection was coming to an end.
      I have been through so much in the last 3 years, I think I have morfed(sp) into a new being.
      I know I will continue on, it’s just very hard and no one to speak these words too.
      For all of you who have made this journey alone, bless you,
      Cheri”

      Cheri,

      Hugs sweetie. ♥ You have all of us here at TRANSITIONS to talk with. :)

      I also have 4 planets in Libra, and with Saturn transiting Libra since Oct. 2009–Oct.5, 2012, the pressure and added responsibility has been intense but liberating at the same time, which is the whole point. ;) Hang in there as Saturn goes retrograde on Feb. 7, 2012 at 29 degrees Libra (potent! and on the Full Moon) until June 26, 2012 (days after the Summer Solstice) when it goes direct for the final direct run through the last degrees of Libra and then enters Scorpio on Oct. 6, 2012.

      Denise

  38. I also have a doozy story about sinuses. I spent the first two weeks of January with pain in my gums. Each day the pain would be in a different place. Then I woke up with major pain on the right side of my face. I was worried I had TMJ or something like that. The next day, the right side of my face was swollen. It was really noticeable. It looked like I had been punched in the face. I don’t like allopathic medicine, so I tried collodial silver. I eventually went in to the doctor and got antibiotics and steroids to bring down the inflamation. It took 3-4 days for the swelling to go down. The doctor said it was a sinus infection. I have never had anything like that before!

  39. morning Denise and all.
    This is a message for Jodi. You are in my prayers daily from now on . Think positively and be well.
    With metta and as much strength as I can send to you
    Best wishes
    Kit

  40. God said to not star gaze, horoscope, and commit evil acts. This birth sign game you got going on is the same as devil worshipping;One demom (evil spirit) gives another evil spirit imformation enough because you are possessed. But the devil is also a liar and cannot be trusted. (of course) and says what has happened and what will because you just created it in their life for them, and that holds you accountable for when they fall. Psychics of stars are evil. Hope you all understand that Debbie needs some Jesus. Yet, your going to get health imformation from her and she has’nt even mentioned His Name! l said a prayer for ya Jodi! Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. I hope n pray u all ask Him in ur hearts and stay repented, in Jesus Name, Amen. :)

    • “God said to not star gaze, horoscope, and commit evil acts. This birth sign game you got going on is the same as devil worshipping;One demom (evil spirit) gives another evil spirit imformation enough because you are possessed. But the devil is also a liar and cannot be trusted. (of course) and says what has happened and what will because you just created it in their life for them, and that holds you accountable for when they fall. Psychics of stars are evil. Hope you all understand that Debbie needs some Jesus. Yet, your going to get health imformation from her and she has’nt even mentioned His Name! l said a prayer for ya Jodi! Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. I hope n pray u all ask Him in ur hearts and stay repented, in Jesus Name, Amen. :)”

      If you only knew “I Love Jesus”, if you only knew…but you obviously don’t so Happy Trails. :lol:

      Denise

  41. Thanks Denise – I got a lot out of your post and then the comments and your replies. Like others here I have been having really bad stomach cramps and problems during January. Another problem I had earlier in the month was aching, tired legs. The homeopathic remedy Magnesium Phosphate helped with that but then I found I had even worse digestive problems! lol. Plain rice has become my new staple food.

    I am very interested in your thoughts about people moving around a lot over the past couple of decades to anchor energy there. I have certainly been doing that. I spent many years moving around various locations in a very polluted area and have since moved to several different locations in Australia and overseas. Now I’m currently on the move again. I can’t seem to settle anywhere and am going travelling round Australia in a campervan for 2012. The desert is calling me but beyond that I have no fixed agenda. I’m also giving away many of my material possessions. The whole process feels almost like its beyond my control yet very much like something I must do. Any thoughts?

  42. Wendy:
    Just to complement Denise` brilliant elucidation on why others don`t go through this light body process:
    A chosen group of souls – lightworkers, Starseeds, Waysowers, …. Who volunteered to anchor the ascension energies (pre-birth contract)have incorporated/wired in their blueprints/mission the assimilation/validation of these shift frequencies/energies; meanwhile the rest of the population simply shunt these signals – are not recognized – filtered/bypassed by their system. In reality, we act as antennas to these incoming energies by grounding through mother earth.

    Valerie/Anna:
    Most ascensionees are isolated in order to ground energies in specific locations on the glob as part of the ascension master plan.

  43. Ok, now I get it. Talk about connecting with “like beings” and figuring it out all at the same time! This is really getting good – much to do now!

    Thank you thank you thank you, Denise

  44. Dear Denise thank you for responding to my dream.

    OMG your response really rings true – as I have just been reading about when the body holds so much light the digestive process is no longer required – the light provides perfect nourishment.
    don’t think I am quite ready for that yet but who knows””’ Maureen

    P.S. has anyone told you how wonderful you are.

    • “Dear Denise thank you for responding to my dream.

      OMG your response really rings true – as I have just been reading about when the body holds so much light the digestive process is no longer required – the light provides perfect nourishment.
      don’t think I am quite ready for that yet but who knows””’ Maureen

      P.S. has anyone told you how wonderful you are.”

      maureen,

      ♥ Someone just did. :) ♥ Thank you so.

      Gratitude Hugs,
      Denise

  45. Hi Denise,

    I’ve experienced most of these symptoms, especially since the CMEs at the beginning of last week. The sinus and head symptoms have been really bad. My head currently feels as though it has a bolt through it, tightened on the right hand side.
    The one symptom which I don’t have is vivid dreams, dream recall for me is virtually non-existent.

    Your comments about moving ring true for me, I moved six times from 1991 to 2006. At one of the houses I actually reinstated a portal whose energy had been diverted by the previous occupants of the house (angle iron in the front and back gardens to ground the energy underneath the house). I have a couple of pictures I can forward if they are of interest?

    Nigel

  46. Reblogged this on Kauilapele's Blog and commented:
    Well, this is a newer feature of WordPress I”m trying called reblogging. Hope it works!!
    This is something I saw earlier and felt it would be helpful to those of us who are moving through sometimes LOADS of physical things right now. So see how all this applies to you.

  47. Denise,

    Yes, yes, yes! You said,

    “Kidney stones…euw, I passed one years ago and it was excruciating. You have my sympathies! I don’t think the kidney stones themselves are an “ascension symptom”, but they are probably the end result of years or decades worth of being “pissed off” , angry at other people, feelings of vulnerability etc. etc. In other words, the emotional energies connected to whatever feelings you’ve internalized over the years is, it sounds, coming to the surface (trying to pass the stones) and being released/removed. Each of us internalizes our emotional stuff (wounds, fears, anger, hate, guilt etc.) energetically in different inner places/Chakras/physical body organs. When it’s time for this type of old lower frequency stuff to be transmuted, integrated etc. via the Ascension Process, often these types of physical body issues manifest because we are transmuting and clearing these past energies.”

    I have to tell you that my eyes teared up when I read this, because it finally made sense! I have spent my whole adult life working on forgiveness of things from my childhood. Yes, I have been really “pissed off” about many things. I don’t know why I didn’t make that connection myself. I am actually going to finish the last piece of this in two weeks, I am visiting family I haven’t gone to see in over ten years, and will see the person who molested me as a child. I am so “sick and tired” of having this poison of anger in my life that I am going to finally finish this so I can heal.

    Thank you for that healing connection. I really love you and this blog. I am one of those lower stair steppers, and this is a valuable resource for me! :-)

    • “I have to tell you that my eyes teared up when I read this, because it finally made sense! I have spent my whole adult life working on forgiveness of things from my childhood. Yes, I have been really “pissed off” about many things. I don’t know why I didn’t make that connection myself. I am actually going to finish the last piece of this in two weeks, I am visiting family I haven’t gone to see in over ten years, and will see the person who molested me as a child. I am so “sick and tired” of having this poison of anger in my life that I am going to finally finish this so I can heal.

      Thank you for that healing connection. I really love you and this blog. I am one of those lower stair steppers, and this is a valuable resource for me! :-)

      Mary,

      Very well done you! ♥ Things fall into place so fast when we make these types of larger, fully conscious emotional/energetic/physical connections. Just be prepared before, during, and after you visit your family and do your confrontation please. That is another step and layer to this transmuting process with this particular issue so be prepared, protected and strong. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  48. Thank you Denise :)

    Yes.. me too, almost all of these symptoms, maybe only seeing bright light or colours is what I haven`t sensed for now..
    Wanted to say to Millie about the dreams.. I have the same fellings this last month – that when I wake up in the morning.. it`s like I am here on a visit, and my real life is somewhere else – where I am at night.. like another dimension.. just don`t want to wake up, I am so happy in this dream-state.. so vivid, so so real sensations.. it`s wonderful.

    Hugs to all of you!

  49. Oh I have had sinus issues now for 2 weeks. This week is the worst, feels like my head is going to explode. Throbbing sinuses, the base of my skull, left side of my skull. Runny nose, burning watery eyes. Weird, strange dreams that would have scared me in the past, but just don’t anymore. Yeah I can identify with just about all the things you listed. And most of all…the growing happiness, peace and joy. I feel a contentment and calm throughout all of this more consistantly that I ever have. Sending you lots of love and gratitude hugs.

  50. Beautifully spoken Denise.. thank you for this sharing.. one does not feel so isolated within this process after reading this post. .. boy, was your list at the end of this post right on! actaully the whole post was simply excellent! blessings to you and all here dear brother and sisters… love christine

  51. Hallo Denise and everyone on the site!
    In my last comment on your present article I wrote about the intense energies true my head and body by the solar storm. After that weekend I went a few days in assimilation and than a tremendous creative bright energies came true my body ; full off lightness. I remember that I had this many times before but always short lifting. Now I feel to hold on longer because off more balance . But I also notes that when someone comes close to my and that person is not in good condition, emotionality,or physical or other wise it gives my body a sharp blows .That is more stronger than I had for the last years. In the beginning of the kundalini and ascension this problem was also there,but now its very bright . I hope you understand my point because my English expression is not so good.
    But slowly the world energies are slipping in and I have to by aware and carefully where I put my mind and actions. Most off the ascension/solar symptoms that you wrote are familiar to me ,they became lessen true the years. But for me there is always the awareness that everything can be change in a day. So the only solution is to make the relationship stronger and stronger with the Divine, there is no other way left.!
    Thanks ,With Love Dhyana

  52. Hi Denise and Everyone,

    Thank God for these writings. I would probably have gone mad if I hadn’t found this blog.
    I also had my first symptoms in 1999. I have been fine for long periods but always seem to relapse. Like now. I became ill on December 12th and I still am, but better anyway. This time most of the symptoms are of a burning sensation. The upper part of my spine along with my neck and lower part of the back of my head. I have like a sunburn on my face, red, hot and dry cheeks and also my right outer ear and jaw. I was treated for a sinusitis, but the antibiotics did not work fully. My eyelids are itchy and my eyes tired. I also feel so tired that I can fall asleep almost anywhere and I have to sleep in the afternoon and then again go to bed early.
    I do believe that this is part of the ascension process. I also know that it can be hard to accept because as human beings we cannot always see the whole picture and understand the purpose of this. I have so many things that I would like to do in my life. Feeling like this, I am not able. This is like a handicap. I am not ill enough to retire but I am not well enough to have a normal job. Now I find myself in a situation where I soon don’t know how to support myself. And I know I am not alone.
    But Thank You Denise for the blog and kind support and Thank You Everyone for sharing!

    Hugs to All!

    Pia
    Sun in Pisces, Moon in Libra, Ascendant in Virgo, Mercury in the Sixth House

  53. i went vegetarian out of the blue last weekend it was like something in me was sparked up and it was so easy. and i have been drinking gallons upon gallons of water as well i feel like im thirsty all the time …

    my dreams have been so vivid and i keep dreaming of random people in the past like long ago past and i remember them … not every detail but i remember who where and what the dream was essentially about ….

    i also am a reiki practioner and the last few session’s ive preformed the cd player was skipping abnormally and was going fuzzy almost the whole entire session …

    but today … OHHHHHHHHHHH today i woke up with this headache …. my eyes feel as if they are going to burst and the pressure in my forhead and temples are are so intense i dont know how im stading it right now … im trying not to take any advil but i may have to try something at this point … its been 9 hours now and it has not subsided …

    i thought maybe its the switch to veg but i was feeling fine the other days. and i dont think its due to any lack of nutrients … or sugar for that matter.

  54. Hello, everyone,

    Just chiming in to say it continues to be intense into February! lol! Like some other people here, I’ve been having a lot of trouble breathing. I have asthma, but this is over the top– I walk one block and I’m huffing and puffing. And my Buddha belly is getting even rounder and hard. I’m starting to get worried about it. Will it ever stop growing? sigh Sinus pain, headaches, back pain, tons of little balls of light, no white aura though. I’m waiting for that one! At least not all of the symptoms are painful!
    I’ve been going out more and happier and getting more done this week as well. I feel like I’m coming back to life.

    Love and hugs to all,
    Cat

  55. Thank you so much for supporting my journey, you have been there at times when it has been incredible difficult. Your so kind.
    I will reread the Libra Saturn piece. I am not an astrologer but understand the energy.

    Today was one of the most difficult days in years, all the symtoms Denise has listed I believe happening at once..
    I could do nothing but sit here and remember the words that have guided me this far, I know where ever this leads me it is worth the angst and great suffering to eliminate the past and past lives..as the energy goes deeper and deeper. I know my strength has come the immense suffering of this life.
    Someone asked me why I chose this life,I said, to heal all past lives and becuase I could. Only because I have been able to connect with the beckons of this world.

    Thank you again and so much for being a beckon always, that we might turn to this light at such unbarable moments.
    Love, Cheri

  56. Denise, thank you for another thoughtful and insightful post. A quick note of gratitude as I must try and get some sleep after another pain filled ascension day (SIGH) I wanted to let you and your members know (and I hope this is okay) that after reading many posts about an urging to come together and find community; I have finally set up a face book Community page for Starseeds, Empaths, Lightworkers and Sensitives. I am hoping you will consider joining as another way to educate and would also like to present this community to your members. Thanks for your consideration.

    Kind Regards,
    Anthony
    http://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/StarseedCommunity/

  57. Denise had another dream last night same theme – this time I was due to go on a visit/trip and I just could not be bothered to get all documentation in order. I saw others organising themselves, getting their documentation in order but I just couldn’t do it. I saw them queuing for their documentation and I knew time was running out for me but still couldn’t be bothered doing it. I was told in my dream that they?? would take over my arrangements even pack my bags for me – I was going, I was too important for the project and all arrangements would be taken over by them. What on earth is my higher self trying to tell me. I like many of the other lightworkers am tired, not feeling well, its like my body is not coping well with the intensity of the energies. Maureen

  58. Hi Denise. I believe you wrote that Feb would be better, and the 3rd in particular. Already things are better and worse. My teeth are rotting, have been. No longer can afford more canals and crowns, and as an aries I HATE my head being messed with and as you konw the fatigue and trauma dental work causes. I’m letting my teeth go cause I want the mercury out. …. back to the other thing, already I am connecting much better with my own inner divine, cause I want to know the truth via ME. My symptoms are mostly all the head/face symptoms and not because I have a very bad tooth. The one strange thing my body has experienced began 7 years ago and I don’t know if this is a medication side effect or what, but 7 years ago I noticed my big toe move a little bit on its own. The slightest of movements…. and over the years this has continued till the movement is now at my hips. It only happens when I am very relaxed or falling asleep and the body part will “jump”, “move” or twitch continuously for a while…. Not looking forward to this reaching my head! At one point my h eels would click together just like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz while laying down! Is this just me? Anyone else?
    Well super tired me must get ready for work… I want to stay home and sleep! Have a great day folks : D

  59. Hi Denise and everybody – I have a cool thing to tell you about! Because I don’t have a computer at home I usually print out the comments to read at home later, so Tuesday night I was sitting in front of the fire reading them and got to the comment “P.S. Do you know how wonderful you are?” (which was a wonderful thing to say and I totally agree Denise!) Anyway, I immediately got a rush of energy all over and all my lights, including the gas flame, flickered right at that moment! I’ve been just beaming ever since, feels like the connection to my higher self and everyone else I still can’t see is getting stronger every day! Good thing too cause I feel like CRAP!!! ;)
    Katy

  60. Dear Cheri,

    I know that although we are aware that we are always surrounded by our angels and guides, we do feel alone as humans in 3D. This is the other side of the story – all the difficult things that come with being in a human body on Earth.

    The circle of people that I have close relations with is indeed small. And I feel that I am completely different from everyone in my family. I have wished so many times for this to speed up and resolve itself finally, because I get so frustrated at times by seeing how humans act and what our Earth currently looks like, the state that it is in.

    I am bored with almost everything here on Earth, because I know so much already, there are no surprises. Spirit is the only thing that attracts me, and everything spiritual. This body feels as such a #$%&!@ nuisance at times, why do I have to feed it, evacuate it, heal it. I know what I am, ok, and why I am here, but from time to time it gets really unbearable.

    Stay strong – you are going to resolve everything and free yourself from this Earth.

    Hugs and kisses

    • “I am bored with almost everything here on Earth, because I know so much already, there are no surprises. Spirit is the only thing that attracts me, and everything spiritual. This body feels as such a #$%&!@ nuisance at times, why do I have to feed it, evacuate it, heal it. I know what I am, ok, and why I am here, but from time to time it gets really unbearable.”

      iceblue & All,

      I too often resent having to feed the body, shave the bodies legs, shampoo the bodies hair, brush the bodies teeth, not to mention take it to the bathroom to do its thing and wipe it’s butt! :| :roll:

      I too have been bored out of my skull for the past four years or so because the old world holds no more interest for me; “been there, done that” sort of thing and all I want is to get to the next level and create, create, and create new stuff. :D Most of us feel this way and the big shift is coming soon now (or any time we individually are fully ready to shift).

      Hugs everyone,
      Denise

    • Iceblue,
      I love this conversation and the people here. I really can’t believe how similar we all feel. I totally get what you are saying about being so bored here!!! Been there/done that–it is so true. I really can’t stand the limited thinking on most of this planet. I look around to see that so many are asleep and oblivious to all this and I wonder why. I wonder why I have to continue to witness it because it seems like it is going to take forever when I observe how many appear to be sleeping. So I do the same as you and constantly deal with spirit and the metaphysical–I love learning all I can. I try to make a game out of it and do experiments on creating and telepathy. I spend most of my time alone and meditating and have been working on my heart center now for awhile. There is always so much more to learn so many ways to investigate all this energy but when I have to do 3D stuff I want to scream. I too, only deal with a small group of people, mostly family, who do not get me. My oldest son is an indigo and gets so much more than I did at his age I learn alot from him but for now we do not live close to eachother. I would really like to connect with others on the same path but no luck so far here in Arizona. I am thinking of moving to Sedona but I have very limited funds and it is expensive there. I don’t know.I get the body thing too.Most of the stuff I been reading lately is related to being here in mind-body and spirit but I am not feeling it anymore. I am kinda here and not–just floaty. 3D is too dense for me and I really do not understand it anymore–it is all so petty. Anyway, thanks for listening, I felt something from you and wanted to comment. Please do not take anything I say like I am above or superior to others–that is not my intention, I respect everyones path I just don’t get it here-now and my patience is wearing out. We all want to feel connected to something and I feel that here on TRANSITIONS. Thanks to all of you for being here and sharing. Love*Peace & Light to All, Valerie

    • To Iceblue and Valerie: I feel exactly the same way! At times I am so frustrated with how people operate and the so called rules of society. I am so thankful to have found this amazing connection with everyone here! A couple days ago, I felt hopeless and so tired of the daily routine of life. I also was tired of physically hurting. I prayed for a sign of hope. Immediately after, I opened my email and found the new blog post! xoxo

  61. Dear Edith,
    Regarding your comment

    “I noticed my big toe move a little bit on its own. The slightest of movements…. and over the years this has continued till the movement is now at my hips. It only happens when I am very relaxed or falling asleep…”

    I believe these are called “kriyas” and are related to the rewiring. I have had these on and off since1999, less so now that I am mostly rewired. At one point,one of my feet began to dance while I was sleeping! I kid you not. It made these snake-like movements,twisting and turning my pointed toe and snaking up the other leg! It was bizarre! I have noticed these little spasm like movements occurring in muscles I did not know I had, like under my tongue, the side of my nostril, in my eyeball, etc.They are painless and I welcomed them as evidence I was growing.
    Love and light,
    Susan.

  62. Denise,
    Hello again!!! Hello to Everyone here and boy do I feel you. Thank-you so much for your helpful reply’s to my last comment/question. I do have more questions and would like your guidance again, please.
    It seems that many of us lightworkers/starseeds/wayshowers etc., have been moved around, suffered all these symptoms and wondered if we were going crazy, have been alienated by those still asleep and overall have felt that we do not belong anywhere and have no idea how to proceed into the future ( the last two resonates strongly with me–I do not want to speak for others) , yet HERE WE ARE trying to figure it all out. With all that going on in our lives, for some us now going on 20 years, it seems that most of us have another issue to deal with and no one really talks about it, so I am going to ask you to please enlighten me/us on the topic of financially struggling just to survive. I read alot of sites and those asking this question, rarely get an answer of any substance.

    I mean really on top of everything we are going thru, with barely enough energy to put a sentence together, (again my issue). It has been just baffeling to me that no matter how hard I work, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I meditate on it and ask for guidance by my higher self and my spirit guides–I cannot break free from it–in fact it just gets worse and the hits just keep on coming and like I have indicated, it seems that the majority of us aware of and/or working on ascension are going thru this. Please tell me/us why? I am doing something wrong?

    I take responsibility for my beliefs, mainly that our planet’s money structure is designed to fail due to greed and power issues and mostly because the Dark Ones just print money to keep control of us. Zeitgeist and all that.I am just tired of it and I really would like a detailed answer to why we must continue to financially struggle. I am exhasted, like many of us here and I don’t know how much more I can take. Thanks for listening. Take Care, Love, Peace & Light to all, Valerie

    • “I mean really on top of everything we are going thru, with barely enough energy to put a sentence together, (again my issue).”

      Valerie,

      I’ve struggled with this common Ascension symptom since the start (yesterday, Feb. 1, 2012, was my thirteen year anniversary of this intense physical/biological Ascension Process) and today I couldn’t remember the name of something and ended up having to point and pantomime. This symptom was gone for the past few years but here it is again! :roll:

      You’re entire Comment was so great and important that I’m thinking I’d like to quote it in an article to answer you and all the other people with the same question. This will take me a couple days or so but I’ll try to hurry.

      I have written a couple past articles (whose titles I can’t remember unfortunately) that dealt with this money business. The punch-line in them was, How many Ascended Masters, Angelics, Starbeings, ETs, etc. have you ever seen that were carrying a purse, a wallet, money or credit cards? There’s the bottom-line fast n’ easy answer. We are evolving beyond money consciousness and the need for money to have things that everyone should freely have anyway! In 5D worlds there is no money and no “need” to work just to eat and have a place to sleep at night.

      I’ll try to write this article asap because your Comment question is so important that I want everyone to see it and my answers and then the Comments that will come because of it. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Denise,
      THANK-YOU!!! I cannot tell you how much this means to me. I feltf/eel as though money is of NO IMPORTANCE in the 5D worlds and I honestly would be fine without it–if the bills I have to pay and those companies wouldn’t leave me in the dark and put me on the street. With that said, those around me cannot understand why I don’t care about money and ‘playing the money game’, shit, for the longest time I didn’t understand what was wrong with me. all I knew is that it was not important but THEY wanted me to believe it was. I refuse to have a bank account etc. and it limits my life. I mean this really upsets people and there is alot of judgement about this thrown on me but I have learned how to deal with it–somewhat. It puts you in more isolation cause people shun you for not playing the game. Anyway, this kind of ties into my last question about why all of us lightworkers,starseeds,wayshowers ect. don;t just commune together or something like that, so we can do our work and help eachother live during these times in 3D where money IS an issue. This has been on my mind alot lately. Everyone is lonely and broke, it seems to me there is a better way for us to go thru this.

      I have read all your past articles and I remember something like that article you highlighted, in fact that was one of the reasons I was looking into your site in the 1st place, then all your writings were resonating with me and you became a main source of information and guidance for me. I look forward to to the article about money issues , I am sure it will be enlightening. Thank-you again for all you do to help me/us get thru these times. Peace*Love & Light, Valerie

    • Hi there. I wanted to speak directly to you, and to some others related to the money question. I have always believed that money comes from wherever money comes from and have ‘known’ that it was just a tool. It’s like a garden spade, where the real value is not money in and of itself, but what it leads to provide. I can see you shaking your head, you know this. Now I’ve had times of plenty and times of severe lack…I once had to eat potatoes for an entire month because I could not afford anything else. I have given money away when there was plenty and spent it when a celebration was needed, or wanted. But it is no more than a tool. The spade doesn’t grow the garden, it is the Intention in the seeds, the soil, the sun, the worms. Manifesting money, I believe is not about meditating or the little secrets that have been written. Manifesting money is understanding that you need all the other ‘elementals’ in there working with you and after that it is Trust. Trust in the belief that you will have as little or as much as you need or require…within the boundaries that we ourselves create for experience. You see, there is another side of money that most people don’t see and that is Responsibility. Yes, responsibility To the Money. Now, it is lovely to go and buy a new pair of shoes, but the shoes become just another representation of the Money. Win the lottery? You have to hire a team of people to keep up with your money because now you have fancy taxes and exemptions and such…it can be a blessing when you have it to give to someone in need, and a burdensome responsibility, especially since you have to deal with the fear that then, when you finally have it, someone else is going to try to take it away. So I wanted to invite you to become creative. To picture that you have lost your garden shovel and still need to plant those bean seeds. What does the Earth provide as a substitute? Is there a way to water them when the rain forgets to fall? It is in this creative process that we engage all our juices to resolution. Just for reference, we lost our business and closed the doors on Oct 28th of last year. We are losing our home in 82 days. I have a new bag of potatoes, a new spade and some seeds for spring. I don’t know where we will live or what we will do ‘for a living’ in the old, 3-D frame up. What I can tell you is I am looking forward to the Adventure. The Excitement. All the things that money cannot buy….and never could. I could spend my time trying to manifest money, but I would rather spend my days enjoying the first Spring I have not worked since I was 16 and just see where that takes me. In the end, it might just be possible that letting loose all that creative Energy and Potential will unleash a torrent of money. If so, I’ll share, as always.and if not, might skip the butter on my tatters. What sings in the Spirit is just so high, so great that for once-again in my life, I prefer to just leave the actual green on the tree. With greatest love and blessings to all.

    • “Hi there. I wanted to speak directly to you, and to some others related to the money question. I have always believed that money comes from wherever money comes from and have ‘known’ that it was just a tool. It’s like a garden spade, where the real value is not money in and of itself, but what it leads to provide. I can see you shaking your head, you know this. Now I’ve had times of plenty and times of severe lack…I once had to eat potatoes for an entire month because I could not afford anything else. I have given money away when there was plenty and spent it when a celebration was needed, or wanted. But it is no more than a tool. The spade doesn’t grow the garden, it is the Intention in the seeds, the soil, the sun, the worms. Manifesting money, I believe is not about meditating or the little secrets that have been written. Manifesting money is understanding that you need all the other ‘elementals’ in there working with you and after that it is Trust. Trust in the belief that you will have as little or as much as you need or require…within the boundaries that we ourselves create for experience. You see, there is another side of money that most people don’t see and that is Responsibility. Yes, responsibility To the Money. Now, it is lovely to go and buy a new pair of shoes, but the shoes become just another representation of the Money. Win the lottery? You have to hire a team of people to keep up with your money because now you have fancy taxes and exemptions and such…it can be a blessing when you have it to give to someone in need, and a burdensome responsibility, especially since you have to deal with the fear that then, when you finally have it, someone else is going to try to take it away. So I wanted to invite you to become creative. To picture that you have lost your garden shovel and still need to plant those bean seeds. What does the Earth provide as a substitute? Is there a way to water them when the rain forgets to fall? It is in this creative process that we engage all our juices to resolution. Just for reference, we lost our business and closed the doors on Oct 28th of last year. We are losing our home in 82 days. I have a new bag of potatoes, a new spade and some seeds for spring. I don’t know where we will live or what we will do ‘for a living’ in the old, 3-D frame up. What I can tell you is I am looking forward to the Adventure. The Excitement. All the things that money cannot buy….and never could. I could spend my time trying to manifest money, but I would rather spend my days enjoying the first Spring I have not worked since I was 16 and just see where that takes me. In the end, it might just be possible that letting loose all that creative Energy and Potential will unleash a torrent of money. If so, I’ll share, as always.and if not, might skip the butter on my tatters. What sings in the Spirit is just so high, so great that for once-again in my life, I prefer to just leave the actual green on the tree. With greatest love and blessings to all.”

      Dancing Light,

      I totally understand what you’re saying about “money” and money consciousness. What I’m saying however is something entirely different and has to do with humanity evolving out of even the highest, most honest, most positive level of money and money consciousness altogether. I’m talking about how humanity will not need money or anything like it once the collective evolves to the next level. In 5D realities there simple is no need for money or gold or anything of “value” in the old lower 3D frequency way. Period. In case you or anyone else is wondering how I know this, I know this from my own memories of being in higher dimensional worlds and realities.

      Denise

    • Dancing Light,
      I thank-you for your eloquent post on money but I think you mis-understood me. I do not want to play the money game and manifest to survive. I want to be totally free of the notion, I want ALL to be totally free from the money prison. I want all to live in real freedom. That is what I ask for when meditating and speaking to my higher self and my guides.

      MONEY IT SELF IS JUST A FORM OF ENERGY HERE IN 3d AND THAT ENERGY IS EVERYTHING–MEANING MOST PEOPLE VALUE MONEY OVER PEOPLE OR FREEDOM.
      Any way, I was speaking about with all we chose to go thru here on this planet at this time, when most of us know that money is ‘made up’ in an effort to control the masses, well it is not an effort–it does control the masses–it does purposely take our eye off what truly matters because I/we have to pay the bills.I believe that it is designed this way by the Dark Ones and those that serve them. I would rather spend my time uplifting humanity in all the ways we individually and collectively do than spend most of my waking hours trading those hours for dollars just to survive. Not to mention all the shit you have to put up with while working for others, in my case a well-known restaurant chain. I couldn’t take it another second and it magnified all my ascension symptoms to the point of taking medical leave–or I was going to lose my mind. It was that bad for me and I would guess I am not the only one here. So now–right now, when we find ourselves in this position, so close to ascension and the energy shift–why do I/we find that we are in a financial struggle for our very survival? That is what i am trying to get at. It really is hard to express my thoughts cause I am always floaty–sorry…. I feel my energy is needed for my lightwork not my 3D survival, especially when I can see right thru all the 3D illusions and bullshit. I have been blessed since I stopped working, I have somehow managed to keep things going with spirit’s help and I have faith that it will continue. However, with that said I live day to day, juggleing what I can and having debt collectors constantly call me all the while knowing money doesn’t mean anything yet feelin terrible because I can’t pay those I owe. Hearing my Mother say how she can’t understand how I let my credit get so bad and do I know that I have a terrible credit score and that I can never buy a house ect…I do not care about my credit score but I do care that I am constantly fighting not to be brought down into the 3D crap of guilt and shame, it wastes alot of energy. My point with all this is that I/we are living in 3D density with a 5D consciosness and I was aking for Denises’s advice on how to keep on going despite these challenges. Valerie

  63. Denise & all

    That list of symptoms gives me an opportunity to ask a question I’ve wondered about for a long time. Is it better to avoid taking pain relievers when one is going through ascension? For years I’ve had the belief that I shouldn’t take anything because any drug will only add to the difficulty my body is already having in detoxing. Over the past decade my liver has really felt stressed at times, so I know it’s already working hard. Reading this post and comments made me wonder if it’s the same for others, plus having the thought that maybe it’s not actually that big a deal to take a couple Advil sometimes if you really need them – maybe it’s just another belief I can let go of now. And maybe it was never going to lower my vibration that much in the first place and it’s taken me ten years to figure it out…lol

    Today I’ve actually felt tempted to take something as I’m just tired of going through bout after bout of pain. I still take pause however, not wanting to do anything to further muck up my system if I can possibly avoid it. I’m wondering how much does taking these OTC pain medications affect the ascension process? Maybe everyone else has been taking them all along.

    Carolyn

    • “That list of symptoms gives me an opportunity to ask a question I’ve wondered about for a long time. Is it better to avoid taking pain relievers when one is going through ascension? For years I’ve had the belief that I shouldn’t take anything because any drug will only add to the difficulty my body is already having in detoxing. Over the past decade my liver has really felt stressed at times, so I know it’s already working hard. Reading this post and comments made me wonder if it’s the same for others, plus having the thought that maybe it’s not actually that big a deal to take a couple Advil sometimes if you really need them – maybe it’s just another belief I can let go of now. And maybe it was never going to lower my vibration that much in the first place and it’s taken me ten years to figure it out…lol

      Today I’ve actually felt tempted to take something as I’m just tired of going through bout after bout of pain. I still take pause however, not wanting to do anything to further muck up my system if I can possibly avoid it. I’m wondering how much does taking these OTC pain medications affect the ascension process? Maybe everyone else has been taking them all along.

      Carolyn”

      Carolyn,

      I also intuitively felt it would only help my body make the changes (detox, transmute, integrate the old lower, then embody the new higher energies) if I didn’t burden it with more chemicals or do anything that may interfere with the Process. I have and still do occasionally, when the pain levels becomes just too much, take two OTC Tylenol tablets. (Advil caused me to have terrible acid reflux). In comparison to the massive toxic chemicals in everything around us –air, water, food, all materials etc.– occasional OTC pain relievers is NOT going to do any damage imo, but it sure as hell makes it easier to get through those super painful phases.

      In the early years my liver was incredibly taxed, overworked by the whole ascension detoxing transmuting process to the point that I had to drink room temperature water for years because ice water would cause my liver and digestive track to have an even harder time. I believe all of our organs that typically do detox work like the liver, lungs, kidneys and skin have been profoundly overworked all these ascension years. But heck yes, go take a couple of Tylenol or Advil on those really bad days/nights and don’t feel guilt for doing so. I just downed two Tylenol now because my spine and muscles are and hurting way too badly!

      Hugs,
      Denise

    • Hello Caroline and Denise
      To let you know what help me during the years in all the dis balance/”sickness” and changes was at first a long treatment by a good Ayurvedic doctor. That has broth balance in the dosha ,what means the basic personal constitution .For me it was the best and is still the best way. For some years I use the Blood group diet..
      The title of the book is:Eat Right for your type, by Dr.Peter D’Adamo. The body was so sensitive that a child asperine had already effect! I Learnt over the years to go in the pain, and bring light and breathing and pray. I have notes that pain brings you at first in a deep loneliness and you feel there is nothing else,but if you can scope white that and precisest a turning point will come.
      With Love. Dhyana

  64. Cat,
    The Buddha belly and water retention/swollen body pushed me to querying my guides as to what would be the limit otherwise its such a predicament – I`ve been picking up like 1Ib/wk for the last several months.

    Sinus,
    I discovered that MMS (miracle mineral supplement) keeps it at bay; otherwise UT through nasal channel also did the job.
    L&L dear clan.

  65. Hello Denise,

    Further to your answer to Carolyn about pain killers, can I just say that Tylenol is known as paracetamol here in the UK, I’m not sure what it is known as in other countries. Advil is known here as ibuprofen and along with aspirin should be avoided if possible, stick with Tylenol/paracetamol.

    Nigel

  66. Valerie,

    I understand the bit about not feeling superior. I feel the same. It may sound as feeling superior if so many other people are asleep, and you are aware that they are not aware of that. But it’s not that. It’s the frustration that sort of goes like ‘Wake up!!! Can’t you see what’s really real? Why are you letting yourself be misled and exploited? Why do you fall for your ego’s trappings? Why are you afraid? Of what?’ Etc…

    And then telling myself that I can’t interfere with other peoples’ lives and free will and that they are at their appropriate level of evolution and consciousness. Then accepting it, then after a while becoming resigned, and then again frustrated… going round in a circle, with brief moments of peace and serenity.

    I just know that I don’t belong here any more, because it is all so boring, heavy…I just want to scream and jump out of my skin. I know that I am here to be of service, but yes, I am running out of patience.

    If you wish to whine and complain in exchange for my whinery and sobbing, you can reach me at wayfarer_one [at] hotmail.com. Thanks for your kind words, reading your and other people’s comments makes me feel normal and not alone in this 2012 that isn’t going as fast as I am hoping it to. Oh well…

  67. Im so thankful you posted this. I feel like I have been on a gradually increasing acid trip and completely sober that increases daily for the past three days. Its happening to my partner too. My hearts pounding. I feel like I could float away at any minute. I feel love. A pure dopamine high from nothing. I am sensitive to lights. See bright flashes in my peripheral, I am beginning to see lights more clearly. I feel dissociated almost like my mind and my body are losing touch. Not to mention the breakouts on my shoulders and heart chakra area. I went to sleep thinking I was having a heart attack one night. The pain seemed to rotate around in my chest. Crying spurts immense sciatic nerve and hip pains, wrist joints are starting to throb intermittently. Its so weird. I feel like my heart is irregularly beating. My pupils are dialated. Its fantastic but I feel very accident prone. I have even started slightly hallucinating at times.
    It has hit me so badly today that I feel weird around other people. I feel like I am ‘on’ something and I am not! Its so awkward!

    • “Im so thankful you posted this. I feel like I have been on a gradually increasing acid trip and completely sober that increases daily for the past three days. Its happening to my partner too. My hearts pounding. I feel like I could float away at any minute. I feel love. A pure dopamine high from nothing. I am sensitive to lights. See bright flashes in my peripheral, I am beginning to see lights more clearly. I feel dissociated almost like my mind and my body are losing touch. Not to mention the breakouts on my shoulders and heart chakra area. I went to sleep thinking I was having a heart attack one night. The pain seemed to rotate around in my chest. Crying spurts immense sciatic nerve and hip pains, wrist joints are starting to throb intermittently. Its so weird. I feel like my heart is irregularly beating. My pupils are dialated. Its fantastic but I feel very accident prone. I have even started slightly hallucinating at times.
      It has hit me so badly today that I feel weird around other people. I feel like I am ‘on’ something and I am not! Its so awkward!”

      Thea,

      Welcome to the Ascension Process! Fun times indeed! I’m so glad you’re understanding what’s happening to you and your body and not panicking. Every symptom you listed I’ve had too, some of them for many years. Just surrender to the Process because that helps to move you through it a bit faster it seems. Hang in there. ♥

      Hugs,
      Denise

  68. Dear Denise,

    I’ve spent hundreds of hours researching my symptoms and have found you here. It’s been years since I’ve let any of this type of conversation into my world. I had a few awful experiences with folk that spoke this language so I left that culture completely, even tahini had to go!

    Since I was little I’ve seen, sensed energy, others thoughts etc. Already sensitive (and rather naive) I got in with a bad crowd age 15 and was badly assaulted leaving me even more sensitive to this world – which in many ways, has never felt like home – if I put the television and even see a commercial I just feel ill and alien. The bullshit is beyond measure.

    Anyway I shut all my subtler senses down for a decade (which made me feel so much saner!) and last year went to hospital with exteme vertigo and the symptoms haven’t stooped. I even had a ct scan. It’s just so unlike me to be even going to a doctor and now my hypochondria would rival Woody Allens

  69. Wow, absolutely timely newsletter. Thank you. I’ve been thinking that I need to go in an insane asylum. The pressure in the left side of my head has been excrutiating, but the ringing has been very difficult to deal with. Even though I am completely and totally exhausted the ringing at times won’t let you sleep. It will suddenly shut off and then I collapse and sleep like crazy. I have to say though, even in this difficult time it seems as though “Grace” is holding me and supporting me. Hydration is important. This is causing me to look at ways to support ourselves through these changing times. Will keep you posted and looking forward to hearing from other people……..cause I know I’m not alone.

  70. Hi Denise and all!

    Oh my, this conversation has just taken off. I wanted to thank Valerie for bring up the “money” issue AND Denise for being willing to take it on, once again ;-) There are so many issues on the table right now and thanks Valerie/ Iceblue/ Jennifer and all for the discussion – I am on the same page. I quit a job in 2009 b/c they had me running around like a maniac – the workload was completely unethical (I worked at a state mental health hospital) – and not only was I suffering emotionally and physically but so were the patients. I felt staying condoned their practices so I left and told them when in my resignation letter. I did not have a cent to my name when I did this. I had some credit, and thought I’d have a new job in a couple of months so I’d be OK. The new job was almost worse than the old one. Then, out of the blue, I got an awesome offer at a private hospital – and let me just say the dysfunction there was so deep I was drowning. I felt like I was entering a very dark place every day – well I WAS. I was on the verge of quitting – again without any funds – when they “let me go d/t lack of work”. Blessing in disguise. At first I was scared -mostly for my pets b/c I could live on the beach and be happy – but I did not want my pets to suffer in any way. I don’t know how I am making it but I am. I heard a voice when I left the last position that said “You’ll never work again.” I intuitively knew it meant – I would not work in the way I have up to this point. I knew it meant not in this paradigm – but an all new one. I knew I would no longer be a working slave for the Annunaki and their Illuminati puppets. I knew I could no longer spend my days working, just to come home and get ready for the next day, then spend the weekends running errands so I can do it again. (Not to mention it is almost impossible when I feel like crap most of the time!) So, I have now been out of work for 4+ months. I’ve decided that to live in a world / create a world / that operates w/o money – then, I need to start living it. I have made this my goal and hopefully I will be able to inspire/teach others?? So far, I’ve decided to hold in my consciousness that I will have all I need when I need it. It has not been easy and I have a few dear friends that help when I’m not believing this. I’m consciously changing my beliefs – wrote down old ones about money and replaced them with new. I’ve decided it’s OK to have fun and be creative even tho I’m not working. I’m living one day at a time. Being in the now. And I come here to find sanity and help with living in this void between two worlds. Anyway, I would love to continue discussion too with anyone that is open. Much love and light to all here, Debra

    • Debra(Morgean),
      Oh my, while reading your post, I thought I was reading my story except I work in the restaurant industry but everyone is now telling me to go into the medical field. It really is uncanny. I too, intuitively know that I will not be ‘working’ in the constructs we are all so brainwashed througrouly to do from childhood. I can’t..I too am trying to live without money but my experiment is slow going.3D is set-up to enslave all of us thru ‘work’. I can’t bear it anymore. I know of very few people who absolutely love what they do to make a living. However, most people I do know can’t make ends meet–no matter how hard they work.It is my opinion that if we all truly lived in a free society we would have all our basic needs met and that would leave the rest of the ‘time’ to pursue your dreams and passions–I guess that is Nirvana and I hope it is was 5D is all about. I like your idea of making this your goal while still here in 3D and maybe you can share your ideas on how to live without money–I for one am inspired by this idea. I like how it eliminates the need for money totally.
      Before I really got into spirituality and metaphysical writings/research, I was and still kinda very interested in our political system, mainly the lack of a political system that is really for ALL. I still sign petitons and call-write and email the White house and Congress on the issues I feel are of importance but not as much. For awhile there I thought I might get into politics but really we have a bought and paid for government, with who knows who is behind the sences really running things. My belief is the Dark Ones. I do not want a fight I cannot win–that no one can win because it is designed to keep us confused. The more I got into my spirituality and learned truths that were hidden from us, It got me thinking that the only way was to hit them in their wallets. And for awhile there I emailed many organizations I thought would be interested in the fight because you will need everyone on board for it to work but my idea was to have a NATIONAL STRIKE DAY(except for 1st responders)– or call it what you want. This would stop all commerce-capitalism, hopefully everything associated with them making money for at least one day and it would give the people back thier voices and demand fairness in the workplace, fairness with corporations–fairness in every area that we are constantly being scamed on. Soon after the OCCUPY movement happened and I thought it was the start but the Dark Ones have pretty much silenced them too. Anyway that was my idea to fight against the money game but too many people are still asleep and are not aware or fed-up enough to fight back. To me until we stop them by hitting their money nothing will change. Then on the other hand I wonder why we should even fight if we are moving out of that consciosness. It is about impossible to live here in 3D without money, although I am going to make it my goal. too, to find another way. Take Care. Love*Peace&Light, Valerie

  71. What a fascinating conversation has followed from Denise’s great article, *LOVE* to all of you – Aya, Valerie, Lu, Mary… I also so wish that these new kids were allowed to find each other by now, and not to suffer in isolation. My daughter is absolutely desperate for a “best friend”. It is tough, and so often I feel I’m really not enough in comforting her. She seems to have her own mission and I can only be that “compassionate witness”.

    I wanted to add to the money comments, a quote I found which I think really brings the idea of living without any money much closer than another dimension. I love this one:

    John Fire Lame Deer: “Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn’t have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn’t afford a horse, a tent or a blanket, he would, in that case, receive it all as a gift. We were too uncivilized to give great importance to private property. We didn’t know any kind of money and consequently, the value of a human being was not determined by his wealth. We had no written laws laid down, no lawyers, no politicians, therefore we were not able to cheat and swindle one another. We were really in bad shape before the white men arrived and I don’t know how to explain how we were able to manage without these fundamental things that (so they tell us) are so necessary for a civilized society.”

    • Millie.
      Beautiful….

      Your daughter will find those she relates too. The younger ones were born so much more upgraded than we were and there are alot of them–thankfully.

      We will all find our way–I know this in my heart. I can feel the time is coming and I think that is why many of us are wanting to connect to those that are like-minded or should I say like-hearted.

      For alot of us it has been a long time without any support and I know for me it gets to you, especially harder with all the solar activity, planetary movement etc. It has been very intense these last 6+ months. I personally have gone thru so much as an adult–I feel for the young ones. Thankfully she has a Mom who gets her and loves and supports her. Sending you both blessings, Lght, Love & Peace, Valerie

  72. It’s time for a world without money.

    About my Mom — she was part of “The Greatest Generation” — too bad they fell for it (i.e. put their blinders on). I never was into bedtime stories — always had too many questions at the end of the day…

    I remember as a kid, constantly asking my mother about this “money thing”, cause she was always telling me it didn’t grow on trees. I would say “well, somebody makes it out of paper, so why couldn’t we make a money tree?” and then in her cute mom way, she’d say “well, that’s why we have our government — with all it’s “branches” that follow a system –called CHECKS AND BALANCES”, – blah blah blah

    “But MOM if we didn’t have to worry about money, everybody would be the same”

    “Well honey, some people work harder than others and they deserve to be rewarded”
    and as I got older…..

    “Well what about those kids who don’t have parents like I do — the ones you won’t let me hang around with? The ones you say aren’t going anywhere in life. The ones you say will have a bad influence on me if I hang around with them. Why do you suppose they don’t work harder?

    “Well, it’s not that they don’t work harder — so many people out there are born into very difficult lives right from birth — a lot of times it’s not their faults. Don’t worry though, our government takes care of people in need”

    Period. The. End.

    Bottom line now that I’ve been on this earth for more than a half of a century: Luck Of The Womb

    It’s time.

    WIth all the billions of people in the world today, there is no reason why we all can’t “job share”. If you think about it, we would ALL be working significantly less and we would ALL be free to rejoice together on this big beautiful planet we call Mother Earth. In the grand scheme of things, our lives are over in a flash. This isn’t complicated. The self-appointed global rulers are the ones who are interfering with this unrelenting quest for worldly possessions. Casting ours away does not necessarily equate to a lower standard of living. This current “standard of living” has done nothing but force a way of life that deep down, most of us don’t really want. Besides, it’s all been accomplished by borrowing paper ‘money’. (Isn’t there a company out there called The Money Tree?) If we all just worked together on the local levels, the self-appointed rulers’ current lifestyles of the rich and famous would come to a screeching halt.

    Let’s all go occupy our town greens and get to work. WE are not the ones trotting all over the globe, spreading this ‘new world order’. If we were, none of this would be happening. WE would be spreading peace.

  73. Denise – My symptoms are all over the place – one day I’m ok the next I’m not. I have noticed a definite increase in my ability to KNOW things. I think I’ve always ‘known’ things but was programmed to not believe in myself. When I acknowledged that I have and have had the ability to just know – it is like another door opened up to a whole new world of even deeper acknowledgment of the trust I have in my ability to know. It truly takes a focused mind to just not listen to the collective voice – ‘you can’t know that for sure’, etc. – Owning ‘I know’ has been a huge accomplishment for me. And Denise, you somewhere wrote about (these are my words b/c I can’t find the reference) being proud of yourself for not fitting in here. Lately, these words have brought so much solace to me. So I want to thank you for that. I used to beat myself for not fitting in here, for not being able to play the game; and it is particularly obvious in work/money areas of my life which is what ‘proves’ one’s success or lack thereof in the 3D world. I am now honoring myself for choices I made that went against everything I was programmed to be true.

    @Valerie and all – Obviously many of us are on the same page with the money stuff. Valerie, we are surely multi-dimensional aspects of one another – I, too, read your posts and thought I could have written the same! And, I want to MOVE to AZ! I lived there many years ago and still long to go back; but without means I have not yet created getting there – and Sedona would be perfect.

    About the OCCUPY movement ~ I hang on to hope that the younger crowd that is more physically able will get back out there. I did the 60′s thing but I surely don’t have it in me at this point. Like many here, I’m doing my part but as a 55 yo Starseed and dealing with most of the symptoms listed in this article ~ on top of dealing with symptoms of aging ~ I have all I can handle right now.

  74. I love Denise’s writings and this is the first time I have commented. January was such a difficult month physically and the symptoms were exactly as Denise described . I almost wept and laughed alternately because she was writing about ME!!!! Thank you Denise for your blogs ,I am so appreciative because so often they give me clarity , peace and so often reassurance I am not going crazy . Very few people have any idea what it is like to be sensitive and what goes along with that. Even more disconcerting I seem to be getting more sensitve…. Solar fried oh yeah with bells and whistles heh heh.
    Chriss :)

  75. Reading some off the comments I would give some advise to Cat and others ho have problems whit acid reflex. I have sometimes this problem to when the energies are moving in that aria. There is a good Ayurvedich medicine, Gasex (Hymalaya). You can get that by internet shops. Don’t eat any citrus fruit or saps and no yoghurt. Take one cup (not cold!) plain milk . it will neutralise the stomach. Take some soups, it is the best for digesting, Never take could drinks /ice .
    with Love Dhyana (Netherlands)

  76. Oh dear!
    Reading this and seeing that what I thought may be fibromialgia* for which I have a doctors apt. coming up soon for; I look at all these symptoms and I’ve got all of them. Even went to the ER with chest pains and had a scan and they couldn’t find anything wrong. I’m sick all the time. Nauseous, constant odd pains, sharp stabbing sensations, stiffness, heart pounding and feeling like its skipping, eyes burning dry and blurred and watery, at times I feel totally toxic, like my body is literally trying to fight itself. But the ringing in the ears is a new one too. I get dizzy and at times feel horribly strange and really bad but I can’t place what’s wrong. Injustice feel like I’m going to just keel over and have to sit down. Been thinking ok.. maybe I’ve got cancer, or something else really bad because I feel like I’m going to die. I’ve got no energy for anything. When i went to the ER, they said well maybe your having a panic attack, I said ; I’m pretty sure I’d be aware if that were the case. Hardly ever can they find anything wrong with me, even when I spent two weeks in the hospital when my whole digestive tract went into mega inflammation and then shut down. It was that time when I was pushing myself really hard to purify myself spiritually also. Interesting to note its also a time a bunch of years back that we had a major CME flair! My instincts kicked in back then saying ‘now is the time’ but then dissipated. I’ve always been overly sensitive and not known how to deal with it and spent several years trying to block it. Its easier now though thank goodness, but I am also still in a position of not understanding how others can’t see things clearly yet things are so obvious to me. I’m also of the way of not wanting to interfere with others free will but things very much get to me over it. Its like, its so simple, can’t you see it? And they have no clue. That’s so so difficult. And as for thoughts, I have no background chatter like friends and family apparently does and there honestly is very little actual thought process ; I just know things. If I try to think; then there’s usually fog. I appear smart, but its a ‘knowing’ rather then a thought process. My mind is always in a sort of quiet meditative state.

    I’m just so sick though. I think I had a headache for close to two years ev. other day, a slew of ER visits to have them say they can’t find anything wrong. I really feel like I’m dying

    • Yes, and these symptoms are also….what one feels from being electronically harassed, microwaved, and domestically tortured. No touch, slow kill torture. Google…”Victims of..and/or….Government electronic harassment, surveillance, stalking and domestic torture. Also try…Obama has hearing for victims of. Fibromyalgia and Lyme Disease, great cover-ups for…and this sun fried stuff, is more than likely, not some Spiritual Awakening, but what is described here, being a world-wide phenomena…..the 1% against you.

      Try wheat grass juice, eating salads, and staying away from acidic foods a bit. Including sugar. Avoid dairy. On the acid reflux.

  77. Hello T
    Welkom to the “road” named Transformation. By reading your post I can say that most the symptoms you wrote are there when the initiation process starts. Its like a earthquake,(it is a earthquake!!) the hole nerve system will be shocked .You feel like your going to die ,but this will be the dead off the old ego, and the same time the birthing of the true self. It will be going like up and in up and down phases. And no one can tell you how long that will go on.But slowly it will balance over the time and one well learn to scope whit that. But your live will be completely changes.! You as a human will fell very helpless and no one can help you if they don’t understand what is going on.You have to relay fully on you inner Self and pray and so on.
    Generalize speaking: Its never good that anyone should put presser on this kundalini energies. Its very imported to have the right help.Its safely when the third eye is opened,so the True Guru can come in front.
    Sorry I missing the full expressions in English langue.
    with Divine Love Dhyana,

  78. Oh thank you!!! I am so glad I found this article. My head has been throbbing so badly this year, several times daily, and I must lay down and give it my attention. Not normal headaches, but JUST as you describe. So glad to see I am not alone, and there is nothing to concern over. I do hope this becomes over soon, I would like more energy! Does it end???

    • “…Does it end???”

      Jennifer,

      The head/skull/scalp and down into the face, sinuses, jaw/temples pains and pressures move around your head/skull. These pains and pressures change and move slightly and will be on the left side for a while, then shift to the right side for a while, then shift to the top of the head (and front of the face) for a while… and then start all over again and again! Mine focused head pains and pressures started very intensely Jan. 2010 and I’m still having randoms head/skull pains and pressures now in Oct. 2013. We’re going through A LOT of improvements throughout our bodies and heads/brains and that includes the endocrine system and Chakras (head Chakras are Pineal, Pituitary and Hypothalamus).

      It will end… in a while… so hang in there and let the energies do what they’re doing to us and our bodies and brains etc. :)

      Hugs,
      Denise

  79. hi – just read jennifers comment and denise reply and wanted to say I have had the worst pain across my forehead the last few days plus some sort of weird coldy, sinus- type thing going on – my eyes are much more blurry than normal and I feel exhausted. – also have for a while had strange tastes in my mouth that don’t relate to anything I’ve eaten or any probs with teeth etc !! am saying my words back-to-front and generally feeling not at all with-it and the bruised feeling at the very bottom of my spine that I’ve had for some time is worse!!!! also seem to have days when I feel permanently off-balance !! – on a plus note am seeing a lot more coloured lights than I have for ages – is something going on I haven’t heard about or is it just ascension stuff?? still feeling v .isolated and on my own but cant go anywhere without picking up vast amounts of crappy energy that have to clear – having trouble coping with all the normal everyday living in a soup of electricity, radiation etc etc – do you think this will all change sometime soon ?????
    susie

    • sulaireland – susie,

      Hi you. :) Yep… they ALL are Ascension related symptoms. Everything you listed I’ve had and still am having today.

      We went through the huge cutoff point, expiration date, Shift Point on September 21-22, 2013 Equinox which was the end of the Nine Month period. That alone has changed things tremendously but we’re still going through a real compressed phase and will be for a while.

      The other thing that I’m VERY aware of is the first New Moon (in Libra) on October 4-5, 2013 after this Shift Point. It’s activated/connected to the ongoing Uranus/Pluto Square and things have been incredibly progressive since around October 1st and still is playing out today (5th).

      Susie, have you seen my NEW blog HighHeartLife yet? Make sure you visit there too okay? :) http://highheartlife.wordpress.com/

      Hang in there and know that these symptoms you’re going through now are “normal” for where we are now and the amplified compressions and ongoing changes we’re all feeling and living through.

      Hugs,
      Denise

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