Life Post ‘Wave X’ & Blood Moon Eclipse Activation

Denise Le Fay
October 4, 2015

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With the completion of one more complex set of energetic Stair-step cycles within the overall Ascension Process cycles—in particular the 2014 through 2015 Blood Moon Eclipses and ‘Wave X’—post September 27, 2015 has automatically activated the rest of the planetary population to evolve now. It’s finally get with the Ascension Process program or leave time, and many more will be leaving now because of this. No judgements, just a case of personal choice. Not everyone intended or wanted to remain in their current physical body and evolve it, “ascend” it now from lower frequency and consciousness 3D dense Duality up vibrationally to 5D integrated Unity or Triality Light. Again, no judgement whatsoever, simply individual choice and/or a lack of greater awareness as to what’s really going on.

Some Common Recent Symptoms

This last Blood Moon eclipse and ‘Wave X’ energy activation Stair-step (actually a huge leap to another entire floor) is still literally ringing in my head and throughout my body. Because this latest blast was so strong, it may have left you feeling like you’ve got PTSD too; like your nerves are shot, fried, toasted in fact and that they haven’t acclimated completely yet to this latest energetic addition/upgrade/Stair-step.

confused-smiley I go through this my nerves are shot thing every time Earth and humanity is engulfed by another extra potent blast of NEW higher frequency Light Energies. My nervous system oftentimes takes weeks to adjust to housing and running more NEW Light and stop drooling, stop having my eyes rolling in circles, stop flying out of my skin over every sound, and stop having my hair standing up straight! I exaggerate, but only slightly! Geese this one was big and potent and I haven’t integrated it all yet as I know many of you reading this haven’t yet either, hence why I’m pushing myself to write this now instead of crawl under my Ascension blankie and adjust. I’ll ache, ring, hum, buzz and vibrate even more internally than before ‘Wave X’ fully arrived, but then I’ll adapt to this latest new NEW and it will become—for the time-being only—the NEW normal. But, it’s just another energetic Stair-step really, a great big one yes, but just another one.

sobbing Another side effect from this latest blast was the good old sudden weeping over anything High Heart expansions. I don’t get this one often, but when I do, it can’t be pleasant for anyone unfamiliar with the Ascension Process, which still is the majority unfortunately.

Example: The other day I’d hired a gardener to trim some bushes and remove some others at my “new” old house. He was in his seventies and thankfully had a younger male helper to do the really hard work. He’d bid the job the day before really low so I knew I’d pay him a bit more for the work anyway but didn’t say anything to him about this at that time. So he and younger helper guy are there working their butts off in the SoCal heat and I’m feeling for the 70-plus-year-old man. Hours later they finished and I paid him a little over a hundred dollars more than what he’d bid the job at and he got emotional, which is oftentimes all it takes to get me crying too.

I tearfully explained to him and younger helper guy that two months earlier I’d had another gardener cut down one large bush and greatly over charge me for it and not remove 3/4 of it! It took me a month and a half to cut the brush from it up and stuff my little trash barrel each week to finally get rid of what he should have hauled off himself for the price he charged me! I explained to the elderly gardener with Heart and integrity that that was the reason I was crying and that I was extremely grateful to him and his helper for doing such a good, clean job and hauling away all the brush. It was one of those rare (but increasing) High Heart moments between two or more people with Heart and integrity and it’s always just the absolute best thing ever in my opinion…and it usually makes me cry, especially when Divine energies are flooding the planet anyway! So, slightly embarrassing because I don’t enjoy crying in front of strangers, but a higher bond and High Heart recognition was made between all three of us and that is priceless. Some are externally registering 5D consciousness and it makes me cry with joy.

So yeah, crying has been on the spiritual menu once again thanks to the latest Divine energies but just go with the flow and let your High Heart open more and embody even higher frequency Light which overflows out and touches all, even those that it doesn’t immediately register on externally. You provided the Light very directly and IT affected them in some way(s) even though it usually doesn’t show on their external packaging. Give it time.

transmuteheart Another side effect has been physical and energetic heart/Heart/High Heart thumps, bumps, lumps, thuds and bangs etc. Actual sensations of movements in the center (usually but not always) of your chest and upper chest like a sudden hit, thud, twist or rolling of your heart. It’s just energies, movements and expansions but it can sometimes take your breath away when it hits hard, and they’ve hit hard via these ‘Wave X’ and eclipse energies. This goes with the emotional aspects of suddenly crying and being extra emotional over the tiniest of things. Just let your High Heart blossom some more and don’t worry about the tears or thuds and thumps in your chest as things expand and shift in there.

sleeping smilie Another symptom of this latest change has been epic and very weird dreams. I fell asleep the other day in the afternoon because my head was killing me and had an epic weird dream which I think was a first for me in the afternoon.

There’s some very hurried purging taking place in us and our bodies and subconscious to make room for more of these higher Light energies being embodied by us now. To make room for that, oftentimes we’ll experience multiple strange dreams for nights on end as internal stuff gets moved around and/or deeper layers of our stuff bubbles up to the conscious surface to be seen in The Light so to speak so we can feel/deal/heal and release more of it. There’s always multiple layers and layers and layers to some of our stuff so don’t feel like you’ve “failed” when another layer floats up from your Basement to be released. You didn’t “fail”, it’s just another layer is all.

big-headache-smiley-emoticon Then there’s the headache, the head pressures, the head pains that nothing that I’ve discovered makes go away. Not sleeping, not over-the-counter headache pills, not ice packs, not silence, not anything but time, lots of time in many cases.

I can clairvoyantly See a vertical tube-shaped area about the width of my physical head above my head where higher frequency Light Energies etc. pour down into my physical head/skull/brain/brain glands etc. and then farther on down into my body. This down-flow usually completes at my High Heart meaning that higher frequency Light energy is being embodied and housed in my High Heart (Thymus gland) area. Every time another wave of Light energies comes in like it has over the couple of weeks, my head hurts terribly for days and my ears ring constantly. Again, all this is caused by higher Light energies quickly evolving us, our bodies, nervous systems, brains, consciousness etc. and further lessening our old 3D density and replacing it with even more Light. This Stair-step process hurts because we’re literally evolving, physically, so just deal with it as best you can and know the pain eases up eventually as you/me/we adapt to the NEW level and amount.

sick Another common symptom, even after all these years, is the old Ascension Flu aches and pains. I had this return too recently and had the old body aches and pains and occasional chills like one has with the flu. It’s not the “flu” but another Ascension related symptom caused by another avalanche of incoming higher frequency Light energies. Rest, sleep, nap, and self-care as much and as long as you need.

shocked The inner body electrical-like vibrations or shaking sensation has increased again too. The easiest time to feel this inner body buzzing is when you’re either falling asleep or waking up from sleeping. While straddling two or more dimensions and actually consciously aware that you’re perceiving more than only the physical dimension, it’s ease to feel and hear the roar of your own Lightbody vibrating faster and higher. It reminds me of a jet airliner revving up its engines before takeoff. The vibrations, shaking and noise increases as the pressure builds and then suddenly you’re airborne and all that pre-flight tension and racket is gone. This inner body vibration and shaking is you literally embodying more Light which feels and sounds to our old 3D selves like we’re about to explode! We’re not or I’d have done it years ago! :wink: This too is another common Ascension symptom and one like most others that repeatedly increases over time, and very much so with every NEW Energy Wave that arrives.

monkey  And because of all this compressed evolutionary Ascension activity, our old lower egoic “Monkey Mind” goes absolutely nuts and does all it can to draw your attention away from the higher things taking place in you and your consciousness and back to it. To get you to pay attention to it so it doesn’t “die away” and lose its power, it screams, yells and throws out every ridiculous random thing and thought it can to derail you, sidetrack you, pull you back down to old familiar lower levels of consciousness and focus. It’s freaking exhausting and more than a little ridiculous but it happens to the best of us more than a few times. The trick is to recognize it for what it is and why it’s doing its best to interfere with your latest Ascension amplification. Just repeatedly release it, whatever it is, and get back to where YOU want to be; what YOU want to be focused on and not what it wants. Just keep re-Centering yourself as many times as it takes and don’t give any of it any more focus than that. See it, know it, understand it and move beyond it.

More of Humanity just got activated by the Ascension Process

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No matter which level, which Stair-step you’re at within the Ascension Process, ‘Wave X’ and the last Blood Moon eclipse of September 27, 2015 just pushed everyone up one or more of these energetic Stair-steps. This is one reason why the violence has increased again recently. Every time another energy Wave arrives it affects everyone on Earth whether they’re ready for it or not. Some are flexible enough to bend in these intense Divine evolutionary cosmic winds while others are not. And some just lose it and kill others and/or themselves. None of this is easy for anyone anywhere. Hold your High Heart and radiate the Light that you are to help others acclimate to these profound energy changes.

Another aspect of this is that ‘Wave X’ and the last of the 2014–2015 Blood Moon eclipses of September 2015 activated millions more people around the world, meaning they’re suddenly experiencing some of the old Ascension symptoms many of us Forerunners have lived with for the past seventeen years or more. These people are suddenly looking for answers to what they’re feeling and why, to what their bodies are doing and why. If these people come to you with their questions, confusions, complaints, fears and worries, discern first and answer from your higher wisdom and firsthand experience. Remember back to when you were first going through this and there wasn’t anyone to ask but your Higher Self and your Guides! We’ve just entered a whole NEW level within the Ascension Process along with most everyone else so be aware of these changes for yourself but also for others on Stair-step far behind where you are.

More of humanity will now exit their bodies because of this

Because of these big September 2015 changes, many more people will be suddenly and quickly exiting their lives and bodies. For whatever their personal Soul reasons, they’ve chosen to not remain in their current physical body and evolve/ascend it, but exit it and re-evaluate their options with the guidance of their Higher Self and Ascension Guides etc. Many animals have been and are doing the same now in greatly increased ways. No judgement at all, simply individual choice. For those of us remaining, it’s our jobs to maintain energetic neutrality as we observe what’s happening from day-to-day. From one level it’s going to look like things are falling apart, which they are because it’s time for that finally, but from a higher level you know what’s really going on and why and because of this remain emotionally neutral to the ensuing chaos, escalating death, and increasing imbalances in more people. Hold your High Heart and understand and it then goes “airborne” and makes perfect sense. <3

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As is always the case, well before the September Equinox I begin seeing, again, certain numbers and number combinations which is a sort of higher language. I’ve been repeatedly seeing, again, 10:10, 1:10, 1:11, 11:11, 1:11, 11:22, 12:12, 12:22, 12:23 and all the triple numbers as well including triple 000’s. But, it’s the 10 of October, the 11 of November, and the 12 of December that’s been yelling at all of us, again, as we approach the final three months of 2015.

This 2015 final quarter feels to me like it’s already different from previous Ascension years. It feels to me like some of us are already feeling the effects of ‘Wave X’ and everything else that came before it. Even though I still feel pretty beat up, sore, head-achy, emotional and weepy in the best of ways, and my ears are still ringing constantly etc., besides all that and more I can simultaneously feel vast changes and improvements taking place within me and my physical body. I’m not saying it’s easy or pain-free because it isn’t, but I AM saying that it’s happening and greatly and very quickly now. 2016 will be this and more, much more as the Stair-steps become smaller and shorter making it faster and easier for us all to quickly fly up each one of them.

Give yourself the time to acclimate to these latest September changes internally and externally. Just because some day/date (in this case it was all of September 2015) has been reached obviously doesn’t mean all your aches, pains and problems end on that day/date too! They could and we’re getting to that point now faster than ever before. In the meantime, be kind to yourself, let your body rest, recuperate and prepare for the next big Stair-steps of 10, 11, and 12 2015. None of this is going to ever slow down or go away which means we’ve got to adjust to it, to the NEW Light energies and all that goes with them. When you stay in the “Now Moment” you’ve got all the time you need, plus the chaos taking place out of the eye of the storm doesn’t affect you. The “Now Moment” is most easily accessed right in your own High Heart.


October 3, 2015

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The Compression Zone by Cosmic Awareness & Will Berlinghof

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With everything dramatically increasing and compressing throughout 2013, and especially throughout the Third Trimester of the Nine Month period, I wanted to share this great channeled update by Will Berlinghof from Cosmic Awareness. Thank you Will, Callista, Joan, and Cosmic Awareness and Co. for this much needed information. ♥

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July 22, 2013


The Compression Zone

“That which is Cosmic Awareness is now available for the purpose of today’s readings for Rainbow-Phoenix. Please proceed.

Question: “Thank you Awareness, welcome and thank you again for being with us this evening. The Law of Love and the Law of Light have been invoked. Will Berlinghof is the Interpreter and Joan Mills is the Energizer and Questioner. Do you have an opening message please?

Cosmic Awareness: “That this Awareness does have an opening message for general membership, for all who are coming to the site Rainbow-Phoenix.

That this Awareness does point out that in a few days by your earthly measure of time, you will reach the 21st of July. That this marks seven months since the event known as the Ascension event occurred December 21, 2012.

That this Awareness does point out that for many, this is an extreme time of personal growth and development and that this is reflected outwardly as well. That this period of time is that which this Awareness has called the compression zone. It has offered the image of the hourglass, whereby that which is the neck of the hourglass, the thin tube funnel from one or to the other, from one end of the hourglass to the other, is that which is the experience of many, that they are in this narrow neck of the hourglass, this relating to their lives. That this means that much is occurring for many in terms of their physical situations, their mental acuity and perceptions, their emotional body and emotional energies.

That it is not accidental that things seem so intense for many at this time. Many are definitely experiencing odd physical reality challenges, mostly for them bodily problems, aches and pains.

That this Awareness does confirm that for many, there is a process of transformation that is occurring at the bodily level of physicality. That this means that many are still experiencing the type of symptoms that this Awareness has been talking about over the last several months, even several years, and that the miasms that many are feeling in the body are intensifying and feel often as if the situation is so extreme that they must run to the doctor or to the medical authorities, for they are frightened by that which they are experiencing.

This Awareness would always support an individual whose choice it is to go to the medical ones, for this Awareness is not saying to anyone that you must ignore physical pains and symptoms. And that if going to the doctor or to the clinic, or even to emergency, is what you feel you need, then do follow this.

However this Awareness would add that often many will not find anything wrong. This is because much of that which is occurring is on a psychological-physical level. Thus the psychological journey that many are taking will provoke the physical responses that are needed to release energy in certain areas of the body where there may have been traumatic shock at other times, in other lifetimes. The traumatic shock is that which could be understood to exist at the deep psychological level of perception that is available both consciously and unconsciously to all human beings.

For many, it is an unconscious process and thus there is no awareness to what is happening other than the physical symptoms one is experiencing. As this is so, the physical still thus has precedence, still has the edge and that what is also occurring therefore is a challenge to individuals to trust a deeper process that is occurring at this time: the process of transformation even at the body’s level, the actual physical experience of the body, its aches and its pains.

That is why this Awareness can also say that it is important not to go into fear about any conditions one might be experiencing, to have a trust and faith that even though one is in pain, it is not permanent and it is not serious. That by understanding that there is this psychological element of release that is occurring in the transformational process, one begins to understand how much energy one can put into something that has become fearful for one.

The Interpreter recently experienced a body condition that at first provoked him at a fear level and he did also wonder if he was having a serious situation in the body and what it might mean on the physical level. But he did manage to curtail the fear, realized that he is reacting in a standard way that has been ingrained into humanity over the many millennia. That this has to do with the teaching, the indoctrinated beliefs, that the body only breaks down and cannot heal itself, and that if anything occurs that medical experts should be sought out and allopathic approach using pharmaceuticals, radiation, chemotherapy, etc. be used.

But this is not acknowledging the deep power of the mind and Spirit Itself. Thus when many are having their conditions that are being experienced at this time–the aches, the pains, the reflux, the heart palpitations–that while one has the right to deal with this on a physical level if the fear and anxiety is too great, remember always that this is a unique time and that in this time those challenges will present themselves that one does need to get to the bottom of, that one does need to work with and not simply go into fear or in a state of fear. In a state of panic, that which is the most feared can truly manifest itself. That this situation is such that as part of the compression process that the mind, the body, that the heart are going through, that Spirit is delivering to individuals, that it is such an experience that the challenges of one’s life, the fears, the doubts, the anxiety will express themselves very strongly and very personally.

In other words, for all individuals they will experience these challenges in the most personal way and that which is the strongest fear will have the most energy and most impact. These are parts of the blocks and barriers in this compression state in the tube of the hourglass of transformation that this Awareness has spoken of previously.

It is only reiterating this at this time for those who are going through some very intense experiences at this time, and that the bodily experiences that many are having are part of the process. To analyze this, to reflect on this, to go beyond any fear on these matters is required and even if one does decide that they do need physical assistance, rather than simply give all one’s powers away, one can start to understand that one can engage even this form of treatment, this allopathic physical approach and believe still that it will sort certain things out for them. But if they do find that after approaching allopathic experts, doctors, the medical field and they are diagnosed with something extremely dangerous, then they are on another journey where they will still have to choose whether to believe the allopathic doctors or not, whether to take control and invoke higher levels of participation in a healing process.

Often the problem is that when one abdicates to those who are the experts, one puts oneself in their hands and thus in their power. It is not easily done when one is in such a state to deny the authority of those in power, and thus when pronouncements are made on one that they will die from their illness, many simply accept this and energize this, for they do not understand their own true power, their own true faculty as a healer to themselves, a creator being of their lives.

But for those who have the strength and power to question, to challenge, to look within and to find the deeper answers, then this type of experience can indeed be one of those points in that compression zone of experience that is occurring now, that can lead one beyond that fear level, that can lead one into liberation and freedom from those who hold power in such ways.

That this Awareness is simply trying at this time to help one and all who are experiencing their own personal situations to understand there is deeper meaning and deeper reason to whatever challenge you bring into your life, be it the physical, be it the mental, be it the emotional.

That recently this Awareness spoke of financial crisis that many are going through. This too is that which will have great energy to it, part of the ingrained belief system that money alone will solve all problems and that a lack of funds means that one is limited, one cannot proceed for there is no money. Again, this is ingrained and is indoctrinated into each human being. It is their challenge to overcome this, as it would be of course, the challenge to overcome any other type crisis.

At this seven-month point, many of these crises are coming now to a head and that is one reason this Awareness would say: have trust, have faith, go deeply within, open to your spiritual being, your spiritual connections, know that this too is part of the journey, part of the way through and forward.

That this Awareness will speak now of another element of this time of compression when much is facing an individual, either in an individual personal way or in a grander, exterior way: the events of the world or of their lives reflected in their regions, in their localities, in their nations. That with compression there is that which is the transformational process, the compression such as coal experiences when it is compressed by the forces of Mother Earth so that it can become a diamond. But during the time of pressure it is difficult in many ways. Luckily this Awareness would say, it is not impossible and does state a saying that many are familiar with: “that nothing beyond that which can be endured will be delivered upon an individual. That only that which can be truly experienced and overcome is that which you will experience”.

That with compression, there does come the breakthrough, the shattering of that which was the problem, the situation that has been brought forward to be dealt with. That with the shattering, there then comes expansion, as one expands into this phase beyond that which was the crisis, that was the bottleneck. That this is still part of a process. Thus it is that after reaching this new expansion of awareness, of consciousness, of experience, that a compression begins again.

Remember this is still in that period of time, this nine-month period of time of development that this Awareness has spoken of. Thus with the compression that begins, new challenges may present themselves, other situations that have not yet been resolved may appear. Thus it feels to many that this is an unending process, even when they think they have achieved all, then they find that they go deep into retraction or contraction again, compression occurring once more.

But remember, it is a process. Therefore continue, work, delve deeply into that which now is presenting itself and again shattering those blocks, those limitations, again moving into new expansion. If one follows the imagery of the hourglass, in particular the bottleneck or that narrow part of the hourglass, one could imagine oneself always moving deeper as passage is made through this narrow stem, this funnel, this compression zone, until one finally comes to that place of ultimate breakthrough and one enters into the expansion of the new that is awaiting one; then a new journey begins.

But always remember that the spiritual journey is a process. That while many might expect and hope for a singular event that will completely end all, it is seldom so, and thus as one even moves on 21st of September to completion of this nine-month period and a new expansion opens, so does a new process, a new process of continual growth and evolution.

It has been asked of this Awareness why there cannot be an ending to things, a final completion. This is simply not the way of things. That even beyond third dimensionality into the higher states of dimensional consciousness, there is always an evolutionary process as the soul continues to refine itself, move itself towards greater and greater comprehension and completion, reaching for and striving for reunification with God Itself, to be re-absorbed into the totality of God Consciousness.

Thus it is that spiritual evolution is a continuum, a process. There is never a sharp ending with nothing beyond. There is always the completion and ending so that one can break through, move on into new states of expanded consciousness and begin a new process, a new level of the journey. That this is how it works in Spirit, thus it is how it works in the physical.

Those who would wish for a final completion, that it is done, do not understand completely that the process is continual, and that when one area is completed and achievement made, that there are new challenges, new growth and new development that await.

That at this time in the process of the nine-month journey, the final tweaking has truly begun. This is one reason why such intensity is now occurring. This is intensity, not only in the personal life journey, but in the evolutionary journey of Mother Earth herself . Thus there are factors that are affecting the planet as well.

That the solar impact of the solar radiations is having an effect on the planetary body, on the magnetosphere, the ionosphere, many levels of the physical of Mother Earth. She too is going through her own journey of compression and contraction, then expanding, breaking through, expanding beyond that which was the limitation previously.

That her journey can also have a strong effect on humans on her surface that are contained within her presence, her continuity of experience. Do not forget, always you are part of that which is Mother Earth, part of that great terrestrial being that is going through her own evolutionary process. That many of the bodily symptoms that you are experiencing that are designed to provoke inner search and advancement are also triggered by and affected by the planetary process that is occurring. The magnetosphere, the ionosphere, the intense radiation that is coming through at this time; all of this is affecting not only Mother Earth but individuals on the planet. You are there to participate in this part of the journey as well. Therefore, recognize that while you are going through whatever intense experiences you are going through, you are at the same time connected to the process Mother Earth is going through.

While this is a time of transformation, the transformation is not complete, you have not yet reached the final portion. There is more tweaking to do, more adjusting to do; but as you understand your greater participatory role in this journey of evolution, both for yourselves individually as well as for Mother Earth, you will begin to feel a greater sense of unity with this journey, with the higher forces that are beginning to communicate more and more to you, either unconsciously during the sleep state or in the many intriguing, unique experiences that so many are having. All is exemplary of the journey of progress that is underway, the journey of development, the journey of transformation.

That this Awareness is now complete with Its opening message.

It adds a final note: to be patient with yourself, to trust and know that despite everything, all will be fine, all will be well. That the challenges of your lives do need to be faced now, that you have brought them to yourselves for this purpose, to face these issues and win your freedom, or not, for there is always choice here.

And that one can choose one path or another, one can face and the challenges in a way that is bravery itself or one can retreat in absolute fear, doubt and panic. The choices are always yours, but to understand you are being supported by forces greater than you even now can comprehend, even though you are moving towards breakthrough and completion of this cycle, it is still a personnel journey that you are on. A personal journey where you are not truly alone.

There are those forces, those greater spiritual forces, that are working with you, working with Mother Earth to expand into this level of realization in consciousness–will be very beneficial for many as they often feel they are completely alone on the journey. For those who do feel this, understand that you are not alone. That the Divine, that Spirit, that this Awareness indeed travels with you as do many other levels and layers of Spirit, of that which is your own higher dimensional beingness.

That this journey is an extreme one, but then again you chose to be part of this journey at this time. Always remember that you are not here by accident, that you have chosen this, that you have decided it is time now to break through and to journey forward now with trust and faith that all will be well.

That this completes the opening message, the general message that this Awareness wished to deliver at this time.”

Here Comes the June 2013 Solstice

Just a quick note about a few things—

800x480 blurred heartlight 1) Is that today–June 18, 2013–while carrying my trash outside to my trash barrels in my carport (the poor man’s garage), I couldn’t help but notice that the Light coming through the Sun has amplified yet again. I’ve watched this Process unfolding with the Sun for decades now, and every time I see the brilliant, higher frequency, star-like silver-white Light illuminating everything more than it had been the day before, I know we’re in the midst of another substantial shift up a few more energetic Stair Steps. This of course is wonderful news despite the fact that these higher frequency Light Energies typically make us feel like utter poo for a while. Whatever… who cares… just get a Divine Cosmic Photonic Soul sunburn for a few hours or days. We’ve been doing it for over a decade already and look at how we’re radiating Light now!

Seriously, I find the timing of this latest Light increase coming through our Sun and then to and through us to be another indicator of what the Third Trimester (June 20, 2013 Solstice through to September 22, 2013 Equinox) will bring; a whole lot more higher frequency Light Energies! Why? Probably because the “baby” does so much very fast growing during the Third Trimester. As both the pregnant “mommy” and as the developing “baby”, are YOU ready for a whole lot of even faster growth during the last part of June, all of July and August, and the first half of September 2013 individually internally and externally? Of course you are, even when you think you aren’t you are. ♥ We all are. The great news is that we’re finally going to start actually seeing, recognizing larger positive changes in ourselves and our consciousness and abilities.

Many of us have been experiencing some new advanced Consciousness Tools manifesting within us during the Second Trimester. This will continue but increase and speed-up throughout the Third Trimester so be ready for plenty more changes within yourself, your “reality”, your consciousness, and your methods of perception and creativity. And also more anomalies or phenomena because of these changes. This is us starting to consciously embody more of the “baby” during the last trimester. How you’ve perceived time, power, other dimensions, other Beings, ETs, Angelic Beings etc. and much more will expand to new levels so be prepared to let go of whatever you may need to during these summer months (in the Northern Hemisphere) so that more of the NEW higher can come in and replace the old lower Consciousness Tools. Some of these changes you’ll expect–others will surprise you which will be fun and exciting.

316x380 stair steps 2) Is the old Stair Steps business. The Divine Cosmic Photonic Sun Light shines on everyone–everyone standing on the Stair Step they’re currently standing on. How about making an effort to show some respect to all of the others standing on different Stair Steps both above and below where you are today? How about we all do this for ourselves and for each other? I bet we’ll each individually shine a lot brighter if we all collectively do this, especially during this important time of the June 2013 Solstice and entrance into the final Third Trimester. The profound changes that just doing that will cause and also assist everyone, is more than most can comprehend.

I’m very well-aware of how hard it’s been throughout the entire spring months (the Second Trimester) but this is us coming down to the wire people. Grin and bear it, go into your Heart, push through, and please, lets all give each other some room and respect because we’re all standing on different Stair Steps trying to do this thing in our individual ways and levels of development and awareness.

 mindfried 3) Some people are having one hell of a difficult time at this point because they’re trying to maintain their old familiar ways of doing/thinking/feeling/believing/working etc. but the higher frequency Light Energies are so much larger, faster vibrating, and more complex that it’s nearly shattering them mentally and/or emotionally. Do your best to stay out of their way if they meltdown, and hope you don’t have to interact much with them because it’s nearly impossible because of the growing gap. This too is part of the Ascension Process and ongoing energetic and everything else changes and some handle it better than others is all.

Again, make room for and have respect for everyone else going through what they’re going through… gracefully or otherwise! I remember Barbara Marciniak’s channeled Pleiadians great term of ‘Fly or fry’. Some are flying and some are frying. Stand clear of the frying chaos and insanity as much as you can and radiate from your flying High Heart while keeping your heart consciousness on the high end results. Don’t worry about or focus too much on the September 2013 Equinox as we’re still in the game and the clocks running. We’ll talk more about the September 2013 Equinox and beyond in the coming weeks but for now, honestly and quickly deal with whatever it is that’s presenting itself to you in this important transitional Now Moment.


June 18, 2013

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Halfway Through the Ascension NINE MONTH Period

This (transcribed) May 5, 2013 ‘Karma To Dharma’ message by Cosmic Awareness, coming through Will Berlinghof, and assisted by his wife Callista Summerfield-Berlinghof is very good and helpful in further explaining what we’re all in the midst of right now and why. Thank you CA, and thank you Will, and thank you Callista for asking such great questions for us all. ♥  Thank you also Joan Mills and Lloyd Arrd. ♥

Denise Le Fay

May 7, 2013

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Will is Interpreter, Callista is Energiser and Questioner.  Transcript with thanks to Joan and Lloyd.  Scroll down for the audio link.

Rainbow-Phoenix General Reading. May 5, 2013. Will Berlinghof Interpreter. Callista Summerfield-Berlinghof, Questioner and Energizer.

Verbatim transcription by Joan Mills and Lloyd Arrd.

“We welcome you today, Cosmic Awareness, and we are just wondering if there is a general message that you’d like to give to the readers and listeners at this time. 

“That this Awareness is prepared at this time to give a message from that which is Cosmic Awareness. That at this time it is approaching the four-and-one-half month period of time that would mark the mid-point of the nine-month period that this Awareness has talked of in recent times. The nine-and-one-half month period of development, of introspection, of determining whether or not one is truly on line to grow into the higher expanded states of consciousness that are unfolding during this time period. That the first four-and-one-half months have been intense times for many where they have been challenged in their lives to look at their lives, to look at the exterior of their lives, that which lies outside of themselves, and to determine whether or not those exterior events that seem to be the reality of their life experiences are indeed the true life experiences that are emanating from the interior source of connection, or whether they are the manipulations of those who have been in control, in charge for many eons of time and in particular during modern times of mankind, humankind’s evolutionary process.

That personal development during the first four-and one-half months has been such that many have been experiencing strong physical symptoms, strong physical challenge. That many have been feeling the aches and pains, the miasms of the body that have had to do with past life challenges, past life opportunities that are being expressed in this lifetime to be released from the body, from one’s karmic field as well.

That this has often shown itself in confusion, in doubt, in questions of what is really happening in one’s life and many are facing the extreme challenges of the body at this time as it is endeavoring to clean up its act, to release those energies that have been brought into this life for the purpose of being released so that one has a karmic-free and clean slate, so that one can move beyond karma into Dharma. Dharma is that condition where the karmic obligations that one has entered into life with have been cleared and the slate is blank and clean.

That in that state of Dharma one can write their own script, can determine for themselves what it is they wish to create, what it is they wish to experience. But that many are still struggling with their own personal karma, with their own histories of the soul in its many expressions of physicality that have been experienced over many lifetimes in this dualistic physical third dimensional reality. It is for this reason that many are experiencing and feeling physical ailments and symptoms and are also being challenged emotionally and mentally as well.

That these first four-and one-half months have been intense for many and so it is that they have come to a point now at this mid-way point that they can begin to truly to release many of those energies that they have carried with them for eons, this being more accurately expressed as the soul has carried for many eons.

That now is a time to begin the last four-and one-half-month period where one has released the karmic implications of the many other lifetimes of soul experience and starts now to acquaint oneself with the blank slate that is their Dharma, that is the opportunity to step into the field of Creator Being, Ascended Being, one who has dealt with the past so that the future may not be impeded by the karmic energies of the soul that were meant to be released during this lifetime and in particular during this last four-and one-half-month period. This does not mean that the work is completely done for some and there will be those who are still dealing with karmic issues, but it is with an increased awareness and understanding that many of the physical challenges, the aches, the pains, the ailments and symptoms that they have been experiencing over the last four-and one-half months are those that signify internal work that has been done and is being done in the matter of releasing old energies that were specifically chosen to be brought into this life so that they could be released.

It is not that this Awareness is saying one must be finished with their karma, It is simply saying that many have been dealing with their karmic issues and many have realized this at deep levels. This does not always translate into conscious understanding or awareness, but is that which is known from within, and that all can access this knowing by choosing to look deeply into their being, to identify those areas of their life where there are problems and to see now that many of the problems are still extensions of the old karmic patterns and beliefs that have been held from other times and that have been brought into this lifetime to be released, so that one can truly move into the next four-and one-half months, working on the energies of Dharma with the energies of the blank slate, learning how to create, learning how to manifest unimpeded by the energies of other lifetimes that the soul is seeking to address and to balance at this time.

That this is a time of manifestation and that this month in particular, the month of May, is a powerful month for this purpose, to begin to manifest in one’s life the higher powers of creative force and consciousness, to create in one’s life the evidence that proves and shows that they are not simply beings who have been placed here to suffer and endure that which is their lot, that which their fate, as determined by one’s karma, but rather to truly begin to understand and discover themselves as creator beings.

That this energy of manifestation, this power to manifest at this time has indeed the positive and the negative attached to it. It is a double-edged sword that can cut both ways. Thus it is that those who would still stand in the negative energies, who would still deny their true being, their higher spiritual ascended being may indeed find that their manifestations are of a negative variety, a negative kind. That if this is so, and one is experiencing negative situations, negative manifestations, that one does need to take those experiences, those manifestations and ask “why is it that these negative energies are still expressing themselves in my life?” Therefore the next four-and one-half-month period for many may still be a time to fully address the deeper karmic issues. The energies are truly available to do this with even greater success.

There is the positive edge of this double-edged sword as well and that for those who have been intensely working within, have been willing to look at their dark sides, have been willing to address their personal issues, that they will find that they are creating events and circumstances in their lives that are positive in nature and even miraculous, for this is a time of magic and miracles. You must always recognize that you as the creator being, the manifester, can create in the negative or in the positive and that it is your choice to do so.

That the energies will favour the release, the continuous release of negative energies for those who are looking at their negative factors, their negative manifestations in their physical world, their physical lives. Those who have worked intensely will begin to see miraculous events moving into their fields of experiences, even greater than that which has been experienced previously.

That this is an intense time for expansion. That again the expansion that is being brought forward must be accepted, must be looked to as that which is the way forward. Equally there is at this time an energy of contraction for those who are afraid to step into their expanded being and that there are many who are retracting now back into familiar grounds, holding to that which has been, for it is their comfort zone and that they are fearful of letting go that which is known, that which is of the comfort nature of their lives, to release from this, to step boldly into the new energy levels of expansion, to truly let go that which they have held onto for so long.

As a swimmer at the side of the pool, it is now time to let go of the pool side. It is time to launch oneself into the deeper waters, confident and comfortable in their ability to swim in these deeper waters, knowing and trusting that they will be sustained in the deeper waters of consciousness that they are now swimming in. But many are still fearful of the depths, fearful of letting go of the side of the pool. That they may even decide to step out of the pool and back onto the firm ground that they have known all their lives, they may still look to their surroundings to confirm for them whether anything has happened outside of themselves before they are willing to jump back into the pool or launch from the side. Those who are the truer spiritual seekers who live in confidence that they are supported and that they have the ability to swim in the deeper waters will instead forward their motion, move into the depths, knowing that they are able to swim in these new depths of consciousness that they are finding themselves in.

Therefore, this month of May is indeed a pivotal point in the journey towards one’s spiritual expansion and spiritual consciousness. The forces of those higher powers, the force of Divine Consciousness is the water that is being swum in now, and it is crucial to truly realize that this is the truth of your being and that one and all who are those seekers who are willing to go beyond the comfort zone, to let go of the side of the pool, realize finally that they are spiritual beings of High Order and they are in the process of truly remembering this and to do so they must now swim in the deeper waters.

That at this time, halfway through the nine-month period of inner development and growth, of healing and release, the energies are such that it is encouraging those who are of that mind to move forward, to trust and have faith. That this is indeed the next part of the journey for those who are not comfortable in the deeper waters. That you can stay at the side of the pool, but at some point, you must believe that to reach the other side of the pool you must swim through those deeper waters. And for those who have stepped out of the pool and are standing on firm grounds, who have retracted, who have withdrawn, this time may be the most challenging of all for you. Realize that even though fear seems to dominate you, it is false, it is False Evidence Appearing Real, and that you are still within the energies of the Divine and encouraged to get back into the pool and to expand in consciousness, not to retract. That this is today’s message from this Awareness at this time.

Awareness, if I may just make comment here, it seems that if we are to embrace the expansion that is available to us, then we are given more of a choice of the different timelines that we can access in order to manifest those things that we need. 

That this is correct. That multiple timelines are opening for one and all and that part of that which is the contraction is a retreat back into familiar timelines where one is of the opinion and holds to the truth that they have no power. That the timelines of those who are contracting will reflect this and external events will continue to dominate their lives and they will continue to insist they have no power to change anything and that even if they try, and even if they have tried, nothing changed. That it is why it is important to look even deeper into one’s negativity, into the events one is calling forth in their lives and to see it as evidence of the timelines they are on.

For those who are expanding, multiple timelines will begin to open up, especially those timelines that show that which is ahead of humanity and ahead of each individual. Timelines that will allow them to further their growth as creator beings into a reality that is based on this new understanding and awareness that is held at a very deep level and is being brought to the surface now in their lives.

Thus the timelines that are available will be indicative to whether one is expanding or contracting. Those that seem to present the evidence that nothing is changing and matters are simply getting worse and worse, are those that are showing the individual to be one who is contracting.

Those that are showing new opportunities to truly step into the power of their greater spirit as it is shone on this life, in this life, will find that their timelines, even if there are challenges personally and globally, are those that will move through them with complete trust and faith that this is the expansion of their being and that the challenges even that they may still find are challenges they can easily overcome and pass through.

Does this answer your question?

Yes, thank you Awareness. That is all that I have to ask at this stage, so is there anything else you would like to say to us? 

The final point that this Awareness wishes to make today is that it is extremely important at this time that each and every being moving forward through these challenging times, these interesting times, remains in their integrity, the integrity of one’s soul. That it is not acceptable that one does not come from a place of integrity, for integrity is that quality of the expanded ascended being that does not capitulate, that does not retract or give in to those who would oppress, those who would dominate, those who would create fear as a way of manipulation and control.

That to live in integrity will always be the integral evidence or the integral proof that one is coming from a higher place and therefore, even if one is challenged by those who do not have integrity, or in the retraction are coming from a place of lacking of integrity, one still makes a choice of whether to play in that arena or not.

When one is challenged by those who are corrupt and one is asked to deviate from a path of their integrity and honor and respect, one must look at the consequence of doing this, and that it would be an indicator of retraction. The contracting back from the highest demand of Spirit, that one lives in their integrity and their life is exemplary of that integrity. That it is that which goes hand in hand at this time of personal development that one develops that high sense of integrity and even more, lives it.

Thank you Awareness, my thought at this stage is that if we step out of integrity and truth then we open ourselves up to attacks of various natures. 

This is correct. That is why it is so imperative at this time, so important at this time, never to recede back into a place where one’s personal integrity is forfeited for convenience, or because one is in fear that if one stands up and is in their integrity, even if it goes against others who have power in their lives one way or another, that it is something that they cannot do, therefore they retract, that this is not okay. It is a deep spiritual requirement now to stand up for what one truly believes in. Making excuses, being apologetic for one’s spiritual beliefs is no longer that which is favored. Indeed, it is now demanded by the higher spiritual forces, by the Divine Itself, to stand up, to be counted, to be of the highest integrity, for it is Divine Integrity that is infusing the consciousness of humanity at this time. That it is time now to draw the line and to hold to that line. Any retreat back from that line of one’s personal beliefs, one’s personal integrity in the higher expression of spiritual forces that is definitely unfolding on the planet at this time, will be an example of retraction, and it will indeed not forward individuals in their spiritual evolutionary process. It is a time of responsibility now to stand strong, to stand firm, to not apologize for one’s spiritual beliefs and to hold them as integral to the growth and development of themselves, of each and every individual as they move forward on the track of their spiritual evolution and ascension.

Yes, thank you Awareness, it seems like it could also be a time of sorrow and even grieving because sometimes we have to make a stand with those who are family or friends. 

This too is correct. That there will be evidence for many that the stand they may have taken to placate others, to humor others, to simply live with others, has come to conclusion and decisions must be made as to whether or not one can stay in lower energies, especially energies that pull one back, that bring to them the choice of returning back to the comfort zone so that they can feel safe, so that they do not feel they will lose those who they think are important in their lives, even if it means sacrificing their own integrity, their own knowing of their inner selves.

Those who truly are seeking their inner expression, those who are truly drawing forth their 5th dimensional consciousness may indeed go through a time of sorrow now as they are asked to leave behind those who are unwilling or unprepared to move forward, to take up the baton and race forward on that race of spiritual growth and evolution. That it is not alright, it is not okay to retract simply because one is unable or uncertain of the future.

It must be seen within one’s self that the future is bright and that the spiritual evolutionary process does ask now to truly look at one’s life and look at those who are in one’s life, to look at the events and circumstances of one’s life – are the events, circumstances and individuals in one’s life promoting one’s higher spiritual understanding and awareness — or are they drawing forth from you that which is doubt, which is confusion, which is choosing to stay in those lower energies. If it is so, then one must decide whether or not one is willing to let go of those who draw them down so that they can move forward. Sometimes this would be indeed a difficult process but one must truly look at the greater picture and understand that it is not alright any longer to sacrifice one’s own true spiritual understanding and awareness simply to fit in, simply to be normal, simply to have those who will not feel comfortable in the higher energies appeased and pleased and supported in their lower belief systems, their lower energetic levels. It is a testing time indeed but it is also a time of great reward and great advancement for those who can see that it is imperative for them to choose the highest options and the highest truth.

Thank you very much Awareness, I have no further questions. Have you anything else that you would like to say to us? 

That this period of time can be a true turning point for many, turning the corner, moving forward, but it is also that which could be considered a crossroads and that many have come to this crossroads intentionally. Some have come to this crossroads not realizing how they have got there and even more, the majority do not even realize they are at a crossroads. But ultimately all are at this crossroads, and it is time now to see the months ahead as those months where one can fine-tune and release that which still needs to be released, that which still needs to be faced.

These time have the support of the Divine and for those who find the courage within to jump into the deep waters and to trust they can swim, to trust that they will be supported in these deep waters and assisted, that these will be truly magical times and miracles will be seen.

For those who are retracting, for those who are afraid to venture forward, who will not stay in their integrity, who will retreat from the pool altogether, it may be that these are found to be difficult times for them.

In any event, this Awareness does see that the journey continues and that it is halfway through now, the nine-month period of development and growth on a personal level as well as on a global level.

That there may indeed be many challenging events in the weeks and months ahead and that this Awareness reminds all to remember that the manifestation of those events is that which you have created so that you can look deeply into those events, so that you can choose the timeline that you wish to move forward in, so that you can truly understand that as fifth dimensional beings, beings of ascended character, that to be such must one truly, finally release and let go of the side of the pool, must launch themselves into the deep waters in complete trust and faith that they certainly know how to swim and that they certainly will be supported in that which is the swim through Divine Consciousness.

On behalf all our readers and listeners I thank you very much for your message today and the wisdom and guidance and encouragement that you gave us. Thank you, Awareness.”

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On the Other Side of the 12-21-12 “Three Days”, Expiration Date, Shift Point

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2012 RECAP

You may remember that in January of 2012 I began doing Lisa Renee’s 12 D Shield Technique, and it was while doing that visualization that I first clairvoyantly saw the incredible density and total lock-down and control that Team Dark had over all of the second dimension (2D – Elements and Elementals). It was shocking to see this and realize how utterly and completely the Negatives had taken over 2D and so many beings that exist and/or were held prisoner there by them. All I clairvoyantly saw from January 2012 (I’m not saying this started in January 2012, but that that’s when I first saw to what extent 2D was controlled by the Negatives and how the Light was not allowed to penetrate into that dimension at that time), was total darkness, blackness and heavy density that resembled thick black tar everywhere. It was heart-breakingly gross and suffocating in its heaviness and density.

However, since January 2012 I’ve watched week by week and month by month the immobile dense, black negativity within the second dimension be broken up, transmuted and cleared by the Cosmic Cavalry, the Light and many of us. From January through August 2012 I watched increasing chunks of that super heavy density, darkness, negativity in 2D, and eventually the beings there — human, elemental, demonic, lesser negative entities, negative Aliens — be totally removed and relocated elsewhere. Every few days during those eight months I’d see that more of that density and darkness that Team Dark had built in 2D was being broken apart and removed, transmuted, freed and released etc. and it was an amazing process for me to witness in this expanded way throughout 2012. Needless to say Team Dark went into intense attack mode to try and prevent or override all this but it’s been useless in not only 2D but 3D and 4D and all other locations where they have distorted and parasite-ized off of Source’s many creations and externalized aspects — aka humans, animals, elemental beings etc. (Remember that nothing happens in one dimension that’s not intimately connected to and through all other dimensions and beings that exist within them and so on. So even though I’m talking about what I watched unfold and be transmuted in 2D, know that it was also happening in all other dimensions too. )

By July 2012 an all-out frantic and mean battle was going on down there by Team Dark because The Light/Team Light was evicting Team Dark and removing all of their distortions and stolen property etc. By September 2012 Fall Equinox all of the density, distortions, darkness, negativity and prisoners were gone and nothing but brilliant Light was clairvoyantly visible to me throughout all of 2D. From September 2012 forward all I’ve clairvoyantly seen when I view the multidimensional layers below my physical feet — 2D and 1D — is brilliant white Light everywhere. (This is why I wrote the article “Grounding into Light” recently in hopes of helping people realize that those old methods of grounding into dense 3D Earth no longer works because it’s all Light there now!) Amazing, absolutely amazing to watch this Process unfold in about nine months. Yes, these nine month gestation/transformation periods have been and still are very important clues about the timings of certain unfolding energetic events and changes. (Note: from December 21, 2012 Winter Solstice, the first day of the “three days” through to the Fall Equinox of September 22, 2013, is another nine months. More about that in a moment.)

This brings us up to today which is December 26, 2012, the other side of the big transitional “three days” or Expiration Date as I’ve called it or Shift Point of 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12. Today when I clairvoyantly viewed the energetic situation around me, below me, above me etc., there is now nothing but brilliant Light everywhere and I mean everywhere. This brilliant Light is no longer just below my feet in 2D, and also emanating from the 1D Earth’s core now, but now that we’ve traveled through the “three days” all I can see below, around and above me is brilliant Light everywhere. Because of this I can easily and safely say that I have, that you have, that we have indeed transitioned, Shifted, exited/entered into a higher frequency space and location.


Before I forget again I wanted to mention that I basically sleep my way through the important 12-12-12 portal. I was all ready for it and then whammo, I’m suddenly passed out for nearly five hours that day! Never in my adult life have I fell asleep during the day for as long as I did on 12-12-12. A lot happened that day, so much so that many of us HAD to exit our physical bodies to more comfortably process those energies and changes.

Even while asleep that day I was aware of and could feel tremendous energies coming in and through my body causing it to vibrate, shake, rumble and roar more strongly than it ever had prior, which is saying something! So I slept through much of the triple 12 portal which I suspect many other people experienced as well and it was perfectly fine to live the 12-12-12 event while out-of-body, which is often when many Starseeds/Lightworkers/Forerunners do their very best Work. big blinkie grin So cut yourself some slack if you too unexpectedly fell asleep/passed out during the triple 12’s and feel you “didn’t DO enough”. Know that you did and you did it just fine and didn’t miss out on anything. Our beliefs about plenty of things must and are expanding now so be open to even more changes within yourself, your spiritual ascension, time and Shift beliefs plus a whole lot more having to letting go of.


I cannot tell you or define for you (nor would I) exactly what happened during the “Three Days” — 12-21-12, 12-22-12, 12-23-12. I can only share with you what I personally experienced, perceived, felt and am still discovering about this amazing and profound event/transition/expiration/shift/completion/beginning/death/ascension. Your mileage will vary because we’re each unique individuals; unique aspects of Source/God/All That Is and every individual’s experience and perception is important and valid in its unique way. If Source/God/All That Is wanted us all to have the same identical experience and perception then there would only be One of us, whereas there are countless aspects of us so that Source/God/All That Is gains as many unique experiences and perspectives as possible.

Stair Steps also remember? I know that it’s hard sometimes to get one’s awareness out of the old familiar pre-ascension 3D linear time perspective but the “Three Days” Expiration Date and Shift Point did exactly that even if we’re not all experiencing non-linear or quantum time/awareness yet or at the same degree or in the same identical way(s). Again, more changes and expansions to all of our old spiritual and ascension beliefs. We’re new beings in a new land in a new timeline and space and it’s no doubt going to take us all some “time” to adapt, further expand our perceptions, plus get the hang of these new higher “rules” for this new higher stage of learning, creating and being.

12-21-12 FOR ME WAS…   

For me personally the first day of the “Three Days” was full of energetic (psychic) and mental and emotional interference from mass humanity. I semi-expected that as a sensitive I would feel, sense and/or be somewhat affected by mass humanities expectations, fears, confusions, religious delusions, general disbelief, rejections and lack of awareness etc. I basically felt huge psychic noise from mass humanity concerning “12-21-12” for many hours that day. At one point during the day I even started becoming depressed, frustrated, angry at the political mentally and emotionally ill people running this country  blah.  That was me picking up the Expiration Date of the global patriarchy and its structures and systems, plus plenty of the masses also being all done with the insanity of the “rulers” and their ways.

Thankfully I suddenly fell asleep around 11:30 AM until 3:00 PM which helped me move beyond that layer of collective emotional and mental interference noise. The rest of December 21, 2012 was for the most part for me, a crap day sort of like experiencing an unsophisticated, semi-sloppy physical death. After clairvoyantly seeing for the past two years the image of this crossover Shift Point, I guess I expected more impact from entering it. My first mistake, if one can even call it that for an event such as this, was my preconceived expectations. I think all of us got hit in varying degrees with that one and that’s also perfectly fine. Adjustments were automatically made repeatedly throughout these transitional Three Days just like we knew what we were doing! Amazing…

12-22-12 FOR ME WAS…

December 22, 2012 from midnight through the early AM hours until I woke up consisted of many dreams that were another layer of my personal “Life Review”. During those early 12-22-12 AM hours I met with many old physical human friends, teachers and loved ones that I haven’t thought of in decades. It was wonderful and emotionally felt so good, so positive seeing those people again and having the opportunity to hug each of them while we told each other how important the other person had been in our lives. These many different December 22, 2012 dreams were indeed another level of this “Life Review” for me with these particular people from earlier decades in this life.

tuxedo  Let me backtrack a moment to add that from 12-12-12 through 12-23-12 was for me one ongoing “Life Review” both while awake and asleep. While awake I repeatedly found myself in a deep inner state of gratitude and thanks with each animal and animal pet I’ve ever had and loved in this life. In many ways my love affairs/relationships have been stronger and deeper with animals than humans, which many of you Starseeds will totally understand and relate to. Point is that from 12-12-12 through 12-23-12 I went through this inventory process of mentally and emotionally saying my Gratitude Thanks to every animal and animal pet I’ve ever had a relationship with which was emotionally highly satisfying and appropriate.

The daytime hours of 12-22-12 into that evening were, for me, feeling better and free from the previous days interferences, mild depression, frustrations etc. that I’d felt via the masses and the planetary collective primarily. December 22, 2012 was easier for me and very much felt like I was deep in transition and it was a very good and comfortable feeling.

12-23-12 FOR ME WAS…

December 23, 2012, day three of the “Three Days” and my 61st birthday started out with my having a weird long dream in the early AM hours. It consisted of many frightened strangers frantically running about trying to get away from, escape from some perceived approaching disasters or attacks and other unpleasant types of physical experiences. The message of this dream for me personally was that these panicked strangers were actually not in any way threatened by any real danger but were REACTING to what they believed and feared might harm them yet never actually did.

The truth of the matter was that they repeatedly injured themselves physically while frantically running away from those things, events etc. that they believed and/or expected were coming and would very much injury and/or kill them. Nothing came, they only succeeded in injuring their bodies because of their emotional fears, panic, and lack of awareness. Oh tell me please oh Higher Self that this dream message is not a sign, not a heads-up warning about some potential something coming for me today?


December 23, 2012 daytime hours and for every up there’s a down at least until one is totally beyond duality! Please, no one feel bad or sad for me because my birthday — December 23rd and the final day of the “three days” — was utter shit and emotional pain and ridiculousness for me. I don’t feel bad, sad or guilty so please don’t anyone feel that way either. I know very well that for every decent into the Shit Pit as I’ve call it, I always come back up with new treasures in hand, heart and awareness.

Because I’ve done this Plutonian Shit Pit Decent Diving a few thousand times in this life I’m pretty good at it actually, but I must admit that experiencing it on this particular day was profoundly amplified compared to anything I’ve ever experienced before while down in the Muck Pit of Ridiculousness and Darkness or whatever one wants to call it. I wouldn’t have expected anything less to be honest. Not even a tiny speck of residual inner emotional imbalanced crap can get past this Grand Initiation Threshold Alignment nor should it. I do intend however to no longer do this old Shit Pit Decent Diving method any longer to solve whatever remaining emotional reactionary stuff I have that needs transmuting and neutralizing. Enough already — it’s now time to learn and master the higher frequency “Neutral Observer” method instead.

I won’t go into all the stupid (family) details, and trust me, they were pretty stupid but who should judge our personal and potential greatest freedom triggers! I certainly won’t because I know better. So I had some personal old triggers get activated on my 61st birthday, the final Day of the Three Days, big deal. Actually they were a blessing because my emotional reaction (therein lies the clue) was so profoundly amplified that the whole business (myself and my reactions to these particular triggers) repulsed me right into greater self-awareness and greater awareness in general.

Did I unnecessarily wound myself like those strangers did in my dream hours earlier? You bet ya I did emotionally, but I also lived through this highly amplified intensity at the speed of Light and was able to feel, deal, heal, understand, neutralize and release the stuff I needed to. However… here’s to not injuring oneself physically, emotionally, mentally or in any way ever again for any reason. Seriously, this is boring at this point not to mention embarrassing so I hope I’ve finally learned how to remain the “Neutral Observer” from here on out no matter who or what suddenly jumps out at me with whatever ridiculousness in hand! My deepest thanks to all the players in this very important personal learning and potential ultimate freedom 12-23-12 birthday trigger. ♥

It may at first sound like my personal Three Days were a total bust, a total screw-up, or a pathetic missed opportunity but to me they were actually great Initiatic lessons and “Life Reviews” that further assisted me in getting and remaining free from those things that we’re all working towards freeing ourselves from. We rarely look as fabulous as we might like to while in the midst of more inner transmuting and learning. Whatever… just do it and keep moving forward. blowcandle


From 12-12-12 to this minute I’ve experienced bouts of extreme COLD in my body much like a “Cold Flash”. It’s internal COLD, not external weather-related I mean. This particular ascension symptom is one huge change for me because since February 1, 1999 when my physical, biological Dark Night of the Body Ascension Process started, I’ve had crazy horrible inner body HEAT. I had “Hot Flashes” constantly for ten years since 1999. By year eleven the Hot Flashes had reduced to only occasionally which was a huge blessing after burning for a decade! On top of all that inner body heat and Hot Flashes, I also had many years of my feet and the bottoms of my feet especially (also my hands) being so hot that I couldn’t wear shoes for ten years. I had to wear flip-flops otherwise my feet would get so hot that it was unbearable. When higher frequency Light Energies come in contact with lower frequency dense duality stuff it causes tremendous friction and HEAT and Hot Flashes etc. to Alchemically transmute and literally burn away that density in and around us, hence why many of us have been on Kundalini fire for over a decade.

But, since around 12-12-12 I’ve been experiencing more and longer bouts of inner freezing COLD which radiates outward just like “Hot Flashes” do. These bouts of inner COLD are wonderful in comparison to the inner HEAT caused by transmuting duality density. To me it’s a nice change because I’d rather feel internal COLD than HEAT any day! The reason I mention this now is because I know many of you reading this have been and/or will soon be experiencing these same Shift symptoms of inner COLD too. This inner COLD many of us are now feeling has to do with us no longer needing to transmute lower frequency residual density via inner Alchemical Fire, but us Shifting, Ascending into higher frequency space that registers in our bodies now like extreme inner COLD, sort of like empty deep space.

Interestingly, the day after the Three Days — December 24, 2012 — one of our two battery operated atomic wall clocks got weird and jumped two days into the future. On the morning of 12-24-12 it read 12-26-12 which made my Mom’s brain fracture for a few minutes as she tried to figure out if she’d lost two days…or more…or what exactly was going on.

After checking the batteries and playing with the clock to try to get it back to the correct date, she finally had to reset it manually because nothing else was working. When this first happened we checked all the other clocks, the clocks on the computer, the clocks on the satellite TV etc., because we really weren’t sure what was going on with “time” at that time. I said to my Mom, “We’ll have to see if anything happens or is significant on 12-26-12 just for the heck of it.” 

The morning of 12-26-12 I glanced at the other battery operated atomic wall clock we have in the kitchen and it read 12-28-12 and my brain fractured for a few minutes as I fumbled with time and reality and trying to locate myself within it! Therein lies the key to this anomaly but time will tell more I suspect.

This second atomic clock also has new batteries in it, which I tested to make sure they were strong enough as I did with Mom’s atomic clock in her bedroom on 12-24-12. The batteries in both atomic clocks are new, strong, fine and working properly. The clocks however are jumping two days into the future — from our point of perception that is. Once again I’ll check to see if anything different happens on 12-28-12. (Okay, today is 12-28-12 and both atomic clocks are reading normally now with no more jumping two days into the future. I suspect these clock/time anomalies had something to do with the Three Days and Galactic Center conjunction alignments and downloads.)

My eating habits have suddenly changed due to the Three Days, Expiration Date Shift Point. Some of us are experiencing food changes now, while others will experience them in their uniquely individual ways over the weeks, months and years to come. Just be prepared to have the foods and liquids you’ve needed to ingest during the HOT, heavy, difficult transmuting stages of the Ascension Process dramatically change now that we’ve reached this new higher stage that’s feeling like inner COLD inside at times. Many of us Forerunners are no longer having to or needed to transmute massive amounts of density duality as we have for many years and because of this our eating habits have change rather dramatically  and very suddenly (hallelujah!). Those of you still transmuting your density duality stuff will most likely still need to eat more protein foods more often which is normal for that phase of this Process, while others are in an in between phase with this. Stair Steps.


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I’ve heard many people say this post 12-21-12. My question to everyone who believes this is, “Really? How do you know that you’re still in 3D?”

I and many of you have been existing within pockets of 5D frequency for many years already and when we’ve needed to we went out into transitioning physical 3D reality to shop, put gas in the car, buy groceries, go to the doctor or whatever. But when we returned back to our higher vibrating, higher frequency houses/homes/properties we reentered our personal little “sequestered” 5D energy spaces and continued working and waiting for the others. In this way you haven’t been in 3D for years so why do you believe, on the other side of the Three Days, that you’re still “in 3D”?  

Just because the sky is still blue and traffic is still noisily zooming around and you still have to eat, sleep, shower and do all those other lovely bodily things we all still have to, and that the evils of the old world are still visible to us does NOT mean that you, me, many of us are not existing and functioning from within a fifth dimensional level of frequency now. We are, and more and more of us will realize this as the months of 2013 roll on.

This brings us back to those old beliefs and expectations again. We’re in a very new learning curve now and continuing to make more adjustments, adaptations, realizations and greater understandings as we gradually come out of the Other Side of the Three Days and Expiration Date. There will undoubtedly be many more articles to come about these new changes, new rules, new abilities, new methods, new beliefs and belief systems etc. This is long already so I’ll end it here and wish you all a very Happy New Year and New 2013 Life and Reality.

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December 29, 2012

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Here Comes the 2012 Summer Solstice

The first couple days of June 2012 I suddenly had the NEED to only play, rest, do nothing, self-care and self-nurture to a degree I’ve never before felt. During one of those do no-thing afternoons last week I had an important insight and reminder. It was that I’m at, you’re at, we’re all at the halfway point—June Summer Solstice 2012—and I need to be really PRESENT in this monumental time plus make some adjustments so I can better do that. Many of us need to do this now.

In that moment I remembered reading something in 1995 that talked about 2012 and thinking how very far away 2012 was and how badly I wanted it to be 2012 back in 1995. Evidently some aspect of me knew that the energetic inner work required between 1995 and 2012 wasn’t going to be easy, safe, fun or pleasant so I wanted to jump forward in time to THIS current point within the Ascension Process. Remembering this last week helped me look at now in a slightly different way, which I needed evidently.

For me it’s been grueling, unrelenting Ascension-related work and pain for the past thirteen years, plus, during that time I also HAD to write (one of my Soul Missions) as much and as fast as I could which I’ve done. Since 2011 however this unrelenting Soul Mission to write has been easing up and giving me some time to shift some needed focus on to myself and my body. With the start of June 2012, this issue suddenly became an absolute NEED for me to be much more in the “Now” and “do” less physically, “do” less thinking, and “be” in the quantum Now more often, so that’s exactly what I’ve been doing because I have to at this point. Things like my spine and head feel as it they might shatter if I don’t so this now!

A few days ago I read Inelia Benz’s article “Call to Action – IT’S TIME!” I thought it funny when she said she’s been sensing, hearing the words “IT’S TIME” in June 2012. (This next bit will show you the degree of warped humor that many of the higher messages I receive often have.) For the past two years I’ve been sensing, hearing certain lyrics from an old Elton John song ♫ “…the bitch is back…!” ♫. Now to me this is hysterically funny and appropriate because that message is referring to the return of the Goddess/Goddess Consciousness in humanity and earth at the physical level. So, the bitch is back and you’d better believe that “it’s time”, plus let’s not forget the fact that we’re in the halfway point (June) of 2012! Many of us have to stop acting, thinking and believing that we’re not as knowledgeable and powerful as we actually are…because “it’s time!”

Many of us have been so deeply and intensely involved for so long with the difficult and painful prep work of the Ascension Process that some of us have recently needed to make some more inner and outer changes because the results of our efforts are finally arriving in this physical dimension. For me the past thirteen years have been intensely and hurriedly pushing, working, and plowing (masculine “Doing”) my way through the internal/external lower frequencies to transmute and shift them etc. But at this potent halfway transition point in 2012, many of us who are embodying the new energies, blueprints and consciousness first are NEEDING to shift into much more “Being” in the “Now Moment” (which is very right-brain or more accurately now whole brained, Goddess, Empowered Feminine etc.) and stop pushing so hard in the ways we’ve been doing for years or decades past. This phase is very receptive and creative but in another way; a way of embodying and BEING in the Now from another level of ourselves to Consciously Create, which I find is primarily coming from my entire chest or High Heart area. This area feels to me, so far, like a portal where more of Source is and it’s very quiet and very vast in there. The blissful but powerful calm after the great, difficult and lengthy storm.

Some Current Symptoms

Some of the symptoms I’ve been having for the past three years have increased dramatically the past two months to where I’m now HAVING to rest, recuperate, nap/sleep/pass-out for much of the afternoon for days on end. If I go out to do grocery shopping or other must-do errands out in the world, when I return home I’m utterly wiped-out exhausted and in tremendous physical pain and literally HAVE to take a nap and get out-of-body for however long I need. Falling asleep and getting out-of-body during the day like this is the equivalent of rebooting my body/bodies which adjusts the energies within me. After I’ve gotten out-of-body and slept for a while like this I feel much better physically when I wake up. Taking naps isn’t something I necessarily want to do but it’s something I’m HAVING to do now to cope with and adjust to these massive and potent 2012 energies and changes so I’m in less physical pain.

On top of this increased physical pain from going out in the world to run errands and passing out when I get home, those Ascension headaches or head pains and pressures have returned again. They cause the tops of my eyes to feel sore and bruised and I sense some major positive changes are happening inside our heads (pineal, pituitary glands) and the chakras (Crown and Brow) in our heads. These headaches or head pains typically are at the top of my head and Crown chakra and radiate downward and affect, pressure my forehead and Brow chakra, eyes, jaw and sinuses. It will also jump around to one side of my head and then the other and feel like some invisible energy ball just slammed into my head…which is probably closer to the truth than we’d like to admit! I usually get diarrhea when I’m transmuting and purging energies so that lovely symptom has returned this month as well. And the body aches and pains, sudden muscle weakness, joint pains, stiff spine, hot feet and hands, Hot Flashes with their sudden sweating and feeling like you’re having a Near Death Experience, digestion difficulties, upper belly bloat, and the old exhaustion have all returned…again. Happy June 2012 huh?!

Having shared all those unpleasant Ascension-related symptoms, I want to include some new and very pleasant symptoms I’ve been experiencing recently. Many of us have worked long and hard to finally begin experiencing some positive symptoms of the changes we’re going through and obviously “it’s time” because some of them are starting in June 2012. In the past I’ve written about how I’d often feel and hear that inner body vibration and literal roaring of Light Energies inside me when I was asleep during my afternoon pass-out naps. It felt and sounded like I was standing beside Niagara Falls because the flowing, moving energies were that powerful inside my body from that perspective. Now in June 2012 however, this seems to have changed or I’ve adapted to the great increase of Light Energies constantly flowing through my body because I’m not feeling and hearing anything. What I now feel and perceive inside my body is a deep peace, quiet, calm, vastness and connection and it is really wonderful. The great inner body vibrating, shaking and roaring of spinning Light Energies has become the new “normal” and it’s finally a quiet haven with a direct line to Home. Said another way, the times I’ve recently felt this new “symptom” its felt like a bliss state of inner unity and it feels perfect and perfectly normal. I also sense that this is just one of many truly wonderful new Ascension-related “symptoms” that more of us are going to be having in 2012 and beyond. Bliss moments sprinkled about sound like exactly what’s needed after years or decades of brutal battles and negative attacks while endless transmuting and transforming!

I just checked and there’s another supposedly minor M-1 class solar flare/CME that’s spewing and spewing towards Earth. The reason I checked was because I feel those old familiar “ascension flu” symptoms today—body aches, chills, super exhaustion etc. I suspect multiple energies will be increasing throughout the rest of June 2012, building towards the summer Solstice on June 20th. Rest and/or sleep or nap as much and as often as you need to now and do NOT feel guilty over doing no-thing. Turn your mind off for a couple of hours each day and enter the Now moment so you can sit quietly in your Rising High Heart center and start getting used to feeling and hearing the perfect silence of bliss and any messages coming from Home.


June 13, 2012

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Multidimensional Crimes Against Humanity

Because some readers had Commented about the complex, confusing and sometimes downright difficult multidimensional subject matter in Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article “Pushing for Timelines”, I thought I’d try to explain some of it based on my personal experiences and some of the incredibly horrible things I’ve clairvoyantly seen in months and years past. This article will be another that seems to go in multiple strange directions, yet, these subjects are all intimately connected and multidimensional so please hang in as you read through these events that affect us all.

Old Message from a Positive 8D Orion

Back in the 1990’s I had a few telepathic messages from a much-loved old 8D Orion friend. Because there’s been so much negativity surrounding Orion, I’ve not said much about this positive eighth dimensional being because of this. He told me back in the mid-90’s that in the future I’d have to psychologically, emotionally and energetically deal with some very dark and difficult multidimensional history in relation to certain negative, Orion-based beings. He didn’t go into detail at that time, but was trying to prepare me for when I would have to know, see, remember, integrate and transmute some of it. That ‘future time’ he spoke of has grown for me since 2009. It seemed the closer we got to the 2012 Ascension Expiration date and shift timeline, the more this and plenty of other negative multidimensional Alien activities have needed to be consciously remembered, integrated and dealt with now like it or not, believe it or not, want to or not.

As our consciousness evolves and expands, we’re increasingly remembering more of our multidimensional memories from other timelines, events, actions and hijacked timelines crafted by negative Alien beings. Many of these negative Alien’s actions are nearly incomprehensible to us due to the extent of the evil they’ve done to humanity. I know how hard many of these negative Alien’s past and present actions and agendas are for many Starseeds/Forerunners/Energy Transmuters to even comprehend and cope with consciously, but, this is the phase and level we’re at now and many of us have to remember more and consciously admit to the scope of negativity that is “normal” to Team Dark members. I know how hard it is for most of us to even have this type of awareness in our minds and hearts because they simply do not fit due to their profound negativity and parasitic qualities. This is how “alien” negativity in general is to us, but we’ve been working very long and hard to energetically override, disintegrate and permanently remove them.

Positive Grey Aliens

I mentioned briefly in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution that I’ve had a few conscious telepathic inter-dimensional meetings with a couple of positive Grey ETs. Like the positive Orion’s, the positive Grey’s aren’t something I’ve talked much about publicly either because there’s been so much confusion and distortions with these particular ET groups (and no doubt some others as well). Throw in multiple timelines and any topic becomes vastly more confusing and difficult to discuss. Because Lisa Renee mentioned them again in her May 2012 article [ ], and because I know there’s plenty more information and awareness about our multidimensional Selves and other ET neighbors coming to the surface of increasing numbers of Starseeds and Indigo’s consciousness now and in the months ahead (and humanity as well), I figured I’d talk a bit more about some of my experiences and current perceptions about this. Remember however that I too am going through this further 2012 expansion of multidimensional consciousness, personal multidimensional and multiple timeline memories integration, and current Starseed Ascension work now also.

There were many times before the start of my physical Ascension Process in February 1999, that I felt some strange familiarity in my physical human Denise body with certain positive Grey ETs. This familiar body awareness has always felt to me just like what having a “past life memory” feels of being in an opposite sex human body to the one you have in this life, and/or with different human racial features, skin color, hair, eyes, musculature, bone structure etc. [The quote(s) below are all from Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article]

“There are many factions of Grey Aliens, so please know that most of the benevolent ones have been human in the past, or have chosen peaceful evolution.”

The couple of times in decades past when one of these positive Greys would etherically show up while I was awake, it felt like having an old best friend unexpectedly drop in for a visit. For those of you reading this and whose hearts are beating faster because of it and are second guessing whether Denise is one of the “good guys” or one of the “bad guys”, please realize that due to all I’ve been through in this life I can feel, sense, and knowthe energetic difference between the “good guys” and the “bad guys”. I can tell from the energies they radiate or don’t radiate and/or try to cloak.

The Negatives or Team Dark as I call all of them, can cloak or try to hide their energies from Starseeds, Lightworkers, Indigos etc. but you can still sense and feel either the great negativity they radiate or the great lack of Light within them. I’ve learned that when a non-physical Being(s) shows up and I feel nothing emanating from it/them, it’s because they’re cloaked and/or hiding behind their created False Light. This False Light looks like bright white light from a physical fluorescent light bulb and has zero energy coming from it because it’s empty, fake.

Positive Beings emanate such delicious positive, abundant and expansive Light/Love/Life-force that it’s sometimes overwhelming or intoxicating to us in physicality and we’ll sometimes fall asleep (exit our physical bodies) in their etheric presence if the energy gap between us is too great to cope with. Not so with Team Dark! You sense you’re in deep shit when they show up and that you’re in for a real fight for your life and life-force with them. Huge difference between Team Light and Team Dark and it’s easy to feel the potent differences in both multidimensional Groups of Beings. And as long as it’s needed, get intimately familiar with how both Groups and energies feel so you’ll know in an instant whose really in your space.

April 2012 Multidimensional Inner Earth Changes

It was in early April that I noticed something had suddenly changed and was continuing to change every time I did Lisa Renee’s “12 D Shield” technique. The point in it where you visualize your platinum 6-pointed (mer ka ba) star going down into the center of the Earth to connect with it was where I saw things looked and felt very different. Compared to what I’d always seen before, now the inner Earth had changed colors, density and energy and was looking and feeling to me like all hell had broken loose down there! I didn’t know what exactly was happening down around the Earth’s core energetically in early April 2012, but I could tell by the sudden and drastic color and energy changes that something big and very positive was unfolding. [from Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article about this]

“Approximately Mid April, the main hub networks of the Mira Flores Grey Alien technology base was systematically annihilated to prevent the May 1st Beltaine Agenda.”

After a few days of clairvoyantly seeing and feeling that the old inner Earth colors I’d always seen when I envisioned my star going down into the Earth had changed, I began investigating in an attempt to better understand what was happening down there. For however long it’s been that I’ve been visualizing Lisa’s 12 D Shield technique, the other-dimensional inner Earth area has always looked to me like a dense, dirty, unpleasant and terribly congested dark brick-red color with matching dense frequency energies. After some thought about this in April, I realized how stereotypically “hell-like” it actually looked down there which, amazingly, I hadn’t even considered prior assuming it to be “normal”. But when I saw that dark brick-red color and dense low-frequency congestion down within the Earth being broken up in mid April, I knew one old non-physical location of earthly “hell” was in the process of being permanently removed by multidimensional Team Light members.

Physical location-wise where what I was seeing, feeling and even working on myself during April corresponded to within physical reality didn’t enter the picture for me. I knew I’d been working deep within the Earth in another dimension fixing rocks, (yep I said fixing rocks! It was so natural at the time but sounds weird when I say it like this!) connecting energy lines and mopping-up down there in other dimensional inner Earth areas. During April I saw the old dense brick-red colors replaced with bright and vibrant white, light yellow and light green swirling colors of Light and very positive higher frequency energies down there.A few weeks later when I read Lisa Renee’s May 2012 article I knew it was connected to what’s happened in and around the physical areas in Peru she talked about and the corresponding other-dimensional areas.

Vlad the Impaler & Multidimensional Negative Alien Actions & Parasitism

Some of you may remember a 2009 article I wrote about an abnormally disturbing reaction I had to only partially watching a TV docudrama about Vlad the Impaler. [ ] At the time I was surprised by how deeply I was emotionally affected by this TV program describing how people’s physical bodies were pushed onto wooden poles much like how we skewer pieces of beef onto metal skewers for kabobs. Sorry…I know how disturbing and difficult this topic is, believe me, but we’ve got to go there so some more of what’s happened and is currently happening, and some of what’s being dismantled now makes better sense to greater numbers of us on a conscious level.

Because of my extreme reaction to watching parts of this TV docudrama about Vlad the Impaler, I knew there was something else underneath that was the greater original source of my emotional pain and repulsion towards Vlad’s physical actions in the physical world. I knew I had to investigate this matter deeper to find out why this particular Vlad the Impaler topic affected me to the degree it did. The moment I consciously decided to find the deeper level source of this profound repulsion and terror, I found myself in the Astral plane (4D) viewing a vast area of blackness with something resembling a massive fish net cast across the empty space and pinned in place. To me this particular space and fish net was massive and could have covered hundreds of physical miles. How large it was in 4D I couldn’t tell you other than it was massive and stretched out far and wide.

Impaled upon and trapped within this massive Astral trap net were a few intact human bodies, far more human body parts, plus unrecognizable chunks of human flesh. I saw arms, hands, legs, feet, torsos, heads, and just sections of human flesh that were still producing energies even in this mutilated condition. Every piece was extremely valuable to Team Dark (the negative non-human, non-physical Aliens). Each one of these human body parts and pieces of human flesh impaled and trapped in this massive Astral net were producing energy which Team Dark has used/uses like batteries to fuel many of their dark distorted, self-serving trans-dimensional systems.

A few years ago when I clairvoyantly viewed this massive Astral net with human body parts impaled upon it (I’ve read Lisa Renee using the term “stapled”), I had another personal Matrix movie moment where Neo wakes up for the first time, looks out around him and sees the hundreds of thousands of other asleep humans (batteries) that the machine beings parasite off of to power their world and its systems. It was a horrific moment for me having to see the real life version of this consciously and acknowledge it as an actual multidimensional fact and reality. As I viewed these billions of human body parts and bits of human flesh impaled on this massive Astral net, I hated more than I ever have and simultaneously wanted to end this inter-dimensional, multiple body murder, mutilation and heinous thievery more than I wanted my next breath. Stair Steps within the Ascension Process, and, Stair Steps within our Starseed/Lightworker/Indigo conscious awareness and multiple timeline memories also.

Multidimensional Responsibilities

Every time we hear about human suicide bombers, car bombs, landmines, mine fields, grenade explosions, bomb explosions and any other patriarchal warring tools designed to kill, mutilate and blast to bits other living humans, know that those etheric human body parts and pieces of exploded flesh are energetically caught and utilized like this by non-physical Team Dark. Even if the human lost a limb(s) but survived physically, these etheric body parts are impaled and trapped in these other-dimensional Astral nets where they’re USED by negative, non-physical Aliens and other non-physical parasitic entities for the energy they naturally produce. Every inch of us in every dimension (physical, emotional, mental etc.) is holographic and contains all of Source, all of the All That Is in it. Every inch of us is profoundly multidimensionally potent and important and produces energy even when physically ripped from our bodies and exploded to bits.

Human psyches and souls can be blown to bits also just like physical bodies are in physical wars, accidents, explosions, murders, tortures etc. (9/11 was created to do this and create and fuel another of Team Dark’s offshoot timelines, plus all the other physical dimension things that came from it as well.) In these cases the souls are fragmented as if an etheric bomb tore them apart and they too are caught, impaled and used by Team Dark in other dimensions for the same reasons as etheric human body parts are; they produce energy which the negative Aliens and entities use as fuel and food. There’s physical trauma which rips apart physical human bodies, but because humanity is multidimensional, there’s also emotional, mental, psychological and etheric body and/or soul fragmentation and trauma that also happens. Team Dark has utilized humanities multidimensional bodies—not only their physical bodies or physical body parts.

The Truth—although oftentimes a real bitch—Will Set You Free

Remember Lisa Renee’s March 2012 article entitled “How Much Are You Willing To Know?” When I first saw that title I chuckled to myself because I knew it meant all of us were entering another phase of having to consciously know more. For me the first thing I needed to be more consciously aware of arrived through one of my readers sharing a link in a Comment for another reader. What I found interesting was how I instantly reacted emotionally to that link. I hadn’t even clicked on it but I instantly had one big emotional reaction to it while not even consciously knowing what it was about! Typically that’s a big clue that something important—and most likely unpleasant in some way—was right around the corner.

It took me about three days of squirming and complaining to myself before I finally clicked that link and went to consciously face whatever information was there that I needed to know now. What I found at that website was some information that fully explained an event that I experienced in 2004—a mere 48 hours after we moved out of our old house and into the one we’re still in today.

Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission know the back-story. For those of you who haven’t read it, very briefly, I and my Mom lived under demonic attack from April 2000 to June 2004. These attacks were manifested on the physical plane via two male next-door neighbors (renters) who moved in April 2000. Only one year into my physical Ascension Process and these two human bozos are manipulated by Team Dark to move in next-door to us, and because they were already possessed by a demonic entity, it turned its focus on me immediately and less intensely on my Mom. Problem was that I was so wrecked due to all the severe Ascension energies and symptoms that I didn’t perceive they were both possessed. Assholes yes, possessed no. That dangerous lack of awareness almost cost me my life. By 2004, my and my Mom’s Grid work in that physical location where our old house was located was completed, but I was hanging on by a thread due to the extreme Ascension Process I’d been going through from February 1999 coupled with constant etheric and physical demonic attacks on top of it all.

Quite simply, I got my ass handed to me repeatedly for those four years until I was able to regain enough mental focus to finally even think to do etheric level Energy Protection. Sad but true. You wanna know what the Negatives whisper in our etheric ears oftentimes? “This is normal, this is natural, don’t do anything, don’t move, don’t do anything, this is normal, this is natural…”.  Only hours after I first put up Astral etheric energy protections around our property, house, and myself, the demon clairvoyantly revealed itself to me after four years of hiding from me this way. Yes, I said hours. Once I clairvoyantly saw it I realized I was—and had been—in deep trouble and now that it had revealed itself to me the polarity WAR would unfold with a fervor it hadn’t earlier. That was when we decided to sell that house and move because I knew I wouldn’t survive if we didn’t. [For more info see A Lightworker’s Mission ]

Within 48 hours of moving into our new house in another city in 2004 I came under psychic attack again but in a very different way.

There I am in 2004 our new house thoroughly cleaning it before we moved the furniture in. We needed a gas line installed for the clothes dryer so I asked my son if he knew of anyone who could do that job for us. He did and call his plumber friend to come over and give us an estimate for the work. Mind you, it’s only been 48 hours since Mom and I escaped our old house and four years of demonic attacks while struggling with the ongoing Ascension Process.

I hear a really loud car coming and my son says that’s his friend the plumber coming. I looked out the window and saw his car half a block away but couldn’t see him at all. In the next nanosecond I was totally and completely “in love” with this never before seen young man. I’ll never forget how conscious I was in that moment that, somehow, I was being manipulated to “fall in love” with this man I’d never seen before and did not know at all. I was furious and resisted as hard as I could yet couldn’t stop myself from feeling this way about the stranger driving towards my new house to install a gas line! I was that acutely aware that something abnormal was happening to me in those few seconds but I didn’t know what, who, or why it was happening. Long and embarrassing story short, I had a sudden and potent “crush” on this poor young male stranger despite how hard I tried not to. I know over the weeks he did other plumbing work for us that he felt me and the energies building between us and didn’t want any of it either. Thankfully near the end of the bathroom plumbing jobs he ran away which was a blessing actually because it ended this form of Team Dark attack upon me and misery for him. But I didn’t put the invisible negative manipulation pieces together back in 2004 to realize that manipulating humans emotionally in these sorts of romantic and/or sexual ways is profoundly easy for Team Dark.

The LINK & Needing To Know More

So I’m getting more and more angry at this link someone left in a Comment a few weeks ago and I’m well-aware that my irrational anger is a clue to something else underneath. Just like with that young plumber stranger, I was emotionally affected by this link before I even clicked on it! After a few days I finally did click on it and found myself at Eve reading a few of her articles about what she calls the “Alien Love Bite”. This of course was the information I needed at the end of April 2012 concerning my sudden strange June 2004 crush obsession with the young plumber. Gawd those unrelenting Team Dark bastards! How much are you willing to know anyway?   ;)

While reading about these “Alien Love Bites” manipulations I was so angry that I’d been had yet againby Team Dark. After the initial anger I realized how foolish I’d been not realizing that if Team Dark can do what all they have to humanity, Starseeds, Lightworkers, Indigos etc., then they can very easily manipulate and direct human romantic and sexual relationships! In my case with this young plumber in 2004, it was a derailment tactic intended to distract me as a Starseed working on the Ascension timeline. I was able to shake off the deliberately created “crush” on this guy but it still bothered me for a long time because I’d always known that none of it actually came from me. This emotional romantic manipulation done to me by Team Dark was—compared to the demonic entity trying to kill me or drive me mad—a small speed bump in the Ascension road. But, like so many of us, I needed to consciously know this particular information which fully explained my sudden, 48 hours after moving unwanted obsessive crush on that young man.

Moving Right Along

I started writing this article in early May but so much has happened throughout this month that it was repeatedly put on the back burner. As much as I don’t even want to talk about these types of negative things any more, I need to occasionally and many of you reading this need to hear about them for whatever your current personal reasons. So, there’s another chunk of the icky, negative trans-dimensional crap so let’s move on because the May 20, 2012 Eclipse and Alcyone alignment and planetary “reboot” is still working its transformational magic on us all.

I wanted to briefly add here that since the May 20th Eclipse alignments I’ve had some old Ascension symptoms flare back up again as I know many of you have too. I’ve had the head pains and pressures again, not as severe as years past but there nonetheless. I’ve also been having mild Hot Flashes again which, thankfully, had diminished greatly over the past three years but they’re back again. Also the head dizzies or that sense of falling or tipping over in slow motion. And the old Morning Sickness nausea business is back again, along with the pain in the spine and different joints. Let us not forget the seemingly unending exhaustion! Another old Ascension symptom I had for ten years has returned thanks to the Eclipse energies and it’s that feeling of going into a mild state of shock; cold, sweaty, clammy and slightly nauseous. And the food/eating/digesting business has reached a new level of misery too since the May 20th Eclipse which I know many of you are experiencing also.

Because we oftentimes forget that moving through these major transitions such as the May 20, 2012 Eclipse alignments, that they naturally activate major physical body changes in us all too. I wanted to mention that this is why many of us have had Ascension-related symptoms reappear recently and/or some new ones manifest too. Gads, and we’ve still got all the major June 2012 energy events to traverse! Hang in there my friends.


May 25, 2012

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